#heather conan gray

[xoxochb]

8 days until december… it’d be a real shame if someone were to give me their sweater…

[conandailyblog]

conan is so real

[math-is-math]

Happy Heather day to the best Heather; she finally got herself a sweater 🥲🫶🫶

This song is LITERALLY their song I will not explain myself (jk I already did)

[sweaty-toothed-mad-woman]

why would you ever kiss me?

i’m not even half as pretty

you gave her your sweater, it’s just polyester

but you like her better

i wish i was heather

[ilovetiffanytatreau]

Okay but why is heather from tdi actually there

[my-castles-crumbling]

Sometimes I think I have my life together and then I remember that I was one of the (many) people on Spotify who got a message from Conan Gray saying he was praying for me because my life is so shitty.

[henry-the-queer-artist]

chappell roan gave us good luck babe, taylor swift gave us you belong with me, and conan gray gave us heather and with this we complete the holy trinity

[chrissidepiece]

I wish I was her

Angst ig idk 🤷🏾‍♀️ also not proof read so beware inspired by heather

Y/n Chris

I was in class listening music as Chris was talking to me about the girl he’s had a crush on since 3rd grade I’ve always like Chris

But I watch his eyes as she walks by

She’s got him mesmerized

while I suffer

I’ve always liked him.. I wished I was Alexa she had good grades a good life and I’m just a nobody the only thing I had going for me was having a job which Alexa never needed since her parent were filthy rich

We were walking in the hallways going to our next class chatting like usual but I was zoned out, wondering what life would be like as Alexa she was perfect and Chris liked her.. then I see a hand waving over my face,

“Are you listening to me y/n?

He says staring at me scrunching his eyebrows together.. then Alexa walked by us waving at chris.

“Oh, yeah I’m listening.”

I said lying so clearly it hurt, but chris didn’t seem to notice I mean he only notices Alexa.. I’ll always just be his best freind.

“Her eyes so pretty.

I roll my eyes secretly and look unamused as he talks about her again, it’s always Alexa this Alexa that, but what about me?

“Yep..

My tone of voice was low but I tried to act happy for him. I couldn’t tell him how I felt he’s my best freind.

We walked together out of class talking about our professor then Alexa walks up to us talking to Chris, he immediately stops talking to me and starts talking to Alexa.

Then walk away without me leaving me in the middle of the hallway, I wish I was Alexa I continue walking my path to my next class fussing with my finger sighing as I watch them talk and laugh Chris smiling

I can’t take this..

I walk into the bathroom and cry before I hear somebody enter the bathroom I wipe my tears and flush the toilet pretending I used the bathroom and didn’t cry for almost 20 minutes

The next day I forgot a jacket it was December and freezing cold, Chris gave me his sweater.

“It looks better on you than it does on me” he said complementing me,

I felt hot.. my face was hot my body was hot Chris could only make me feel this way, I knew he didn’t know how I truly felt and he was trying to be a hood friend.. but I love him. Chris always complemented me but this time it felt different,

“Thanks.

I say fidgeting with my fingers

Chris had his arm around my shoulder he always did this pulling me closer to him to show how he appreciated me I got butterflies but they quickly flew away when I saw her walking by.

“Oh, I’m gonna go

Knowing that when I leave he’s going to go flying into Alexa’s arms I walk away fastly trying not to see the scene happening infront of me..

I said with a less ethunastic attitude

“Okay see you at lunch y/n

As I walked off I saw his hand around her shoulder suddenly I got colder.. I mean I was warm but I wish that was me in his arms.

At lunch chris came up to me jogging towards me smiling his face was red, probably cause he was flustered by Alexa

“Hey y/n can you give me back my sweater Alexa’s cold

“But but.. you gave it to me?

I say as my eyes look up at her..

“Y/n calm down its just polyester

“Yeah I guess your right

I took the jacket off sighing as he walked over or Alexa eargerly to put the sweater on her I went to eat in the library,

The bell rang great, I had to spend a class with Chris and Alexa

When I walked into class Chris sat next to Alexa I had to sit alone this was unusual since Chris always sat next me this was Ermbrassing the whole class I just stared at them.. that should’ve been me not her, I try to listen but I can’t my eyes wander back to them.

Then he put his arm around her shoulder pulling her closer to him next thing I know my eyes were tearing up without a word to our professor I grabbed my bags and walked out the classroom going to my dorm it was raining and I was cold All I could think about was how chris had his arm around her

“Fuck.. I should’ve told him now it’s too late

I say speed waking to my dorm I dropped the keys trying to get into my room I finally open the door I went to the couch and huddled up in a blanket.. it was his blanket.

I walked to my dorm and I binge watched a show me and Chris always watched trying to numb the pain.

an hour passed than Chris barged in the door happily I wiped my tears hoping he didn’t notice me crying

He jumped on the couch I moved my face away so he couldn’t see my bloodshot eyes

“We went on a date

“Y/n?

“Yeah?

I said as my voice cracked I licked my dry lips, I didn’t want to hear about Alexa.

I think im gonna head to bed

I said trying to change the subject I walked into my room flopping on my bed a few seconds later I heard a soft knock in my door

I wiped my nose and stared at Chris

Why’d you give me your sweater..

“Y/n it’s just polyester

“But you like her better I wish I was Alexa

After I said those words Chris layed next to me and put his arm around my shoulder and looked at my eyes it felt like he was staring into my soul

Y/n don’t ever say that you’re perfect.. but I can’t I have feelings for her I’m sorry.

My eyes teared up

“Chris get out of my room, go to Alexa since you like her so much

I say with sadness in my voice Chris walked out of my room his head hung low then the front door shut.

Why did I have to like him.

(Had no clue on how to end this.) but that’s all! Sorry for not uploading !

[nynybow]

wish i were heather.

[svnflowermoon]

"i wish i could kiss her to know why you love her" UM. CONAN? WHO GAVE YOU THE RIGHT TO WRITE THE MOST HEARTBREAKING LYRIC AND NOT PUT IT ON SPOTIFY

[justagirlwholovesheathers]

Current obsession: Heather Duke

[that-one-art-kid]

Another Conan Gray Journal Page!

[conandailyblog]

me included :)

[math-is-math]

Heather is THE aleheather song (or at least one of lol) and here's why

♬ - "Heather" by Conan Gray; def listen to it if you haven't

Okay let's get the obvious out of the way:

1. The song's name is Heather!! And her name is literally Heather!!!

2. Heather day is known as December 3rd; the lyric, "I still remember the 3rd of December". The episode they became a canon couple in, "The Final Wreck-ening," was literally aired December 3, 2013 in the U.S.

Now this is the part I'm excited to delve into:

3. In the song, Heather is the "it girl." She's the person the narrator wants to be, in order to get the same type of affection from their love interest (as they're in love with Heather).

Now, we're all expecting miss Heather over here to be the "Heather" of the story. She's hot shit, she presents herself as hot shit, there are many guys who are visibly attracted to her (including Alejandro). However, I present you this.

In its full irony, Heather doesn't believe she's the "Heather" of her story.

Everyone fell weak in the knees for Alejandro, even Heather herself. They couldn't stop themselves from falling for his charm; they all wanted to be his "Heather". Throughout the season, he was seen leading on some of the girls. His thing with Bridgette and Leshawna didn't really faze Heather though.

However, she was seen doubting things when Alejandro moved onto Courtney.

In her confessional, after denying anything could possibly happen between them, a look of worry is seen on her face. Throughout those few episodes, she's pretty wary of their relationship, although she covers it up and further focuses on winning the challenges instead. But Alejandro's seen giving Courtney cookies, flirting with her, helping her with her emu and the wedding challenge, etc.

Courtney is starting to become the "Heather" of their story. And frankly, who wouldn't be worried? Because in Heather's eyes, Courtney's a way better person than she could ever be - they all are! Heather is cold and calloused and cruel. The rest of them are humane, they actually have the ability to be kind and show emotion. What would someone as warm and charming as him want to do with her?

Their confrontation/confession in "Sweden Sour" I feel is kind of the peak for this song association, especially his final line:

"Believe me, Heather, the only woman I want to look at is you."

You have this charming young man - who's swooned all the ladies and led them on then broke their hearts and took them to their downfall - confess his devotion to someone the world and their mother hates.

Heather, as someone who:

can't allow herself to trust

can't allow herself to love and become vulnerable

doesn't think she as a person is lovable

cannot believe his confession.

All she's wanted is him, this confession is practically a dream come true. Here he is giving her the title of "Heather" in their story.

But she doesn't know if he's telling the truth. If she allows herself to fall into that trap, she could simply become another pawn on his board. He could twist things and lead Heather to her downfall as well. She could become the narrator once more, just like everyone else, wishing he'd reconsider them as a "Heather" for his story.

Alejandro couldn't possibly mean it, she can't fathom being the "Heather" of their story. She can't fully trust his word. Yes, she doesn't know who his potential "Heather" could be (Courtney lol or maybe someone else he meets after the show is done) but she can't believe it could genuinely be her.

Also in All Stars, in her confessional when she's like:

"It's almost as if he's lost interest in me. No one has ever lost interest in me!"

I feel like that last bit was just her trying to cover up her genuine fear and instead coat it with an ego-boosted comment, to show she really doesn't care, it's his loss after all!

But she's afraid of losing the title of "Heather" in their story once more. It's not like there's any potential competition for her to lose the title to, but there's still a chance of losing it in general.

However, Alejandro always comes through, showing Heather that she truly is her namesake in their story. Taking the dive after she gets beat up, digging her out of the hole, beating the crap out of José for insulting her, literally confessing his feelings to her instead of chucking his doll in to win the million because clearly that was priority.

She'll always be his "Heather". Nothing could change that. <3

[rosekiller-addict]

im writing a rosekiller heather au and its just PAIN

like why

i love them so much

why they so sad

[imfrom-neptune]

EVERYONE SHUT UP THE HEATHER SWEATER IS BEING ANNOUNCED WITH A HEATHER VINYL THAT INCLUDES HEATHER EXTENDED

I HOPE THAT MEANS ITS COMING OUT ON STREAMING !!

ALSO IM BUYING THAT SWEATER (I say this every year, I have never done it)