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dndadsepisodecovers · 7 months ago

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Ep.09.02- Debate Me, Cowards!

#norms face looks odd in this but i made it like three weeks ago so oh well #dndads #dndads cover project #dndads art #dndads fanart #dungeons and daddies #dungeons and daddies fanart #dndads s2 #dndads season 2 #dndads quest #heads up the next one sucks #Episode.09.02

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simcardiac-arrested · 2 months ago

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like tree, like apple

#NEPO BABIES UNITE 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥#myart #elias bouchard #gwen bouchard #gwendolyn bouchard #tma #tmp #tmagp #the magnus archives #the magnus protocol #it’s technically both of them ok. dont bite my head off thank uuuu #eyestrain #week 2 pacing around the house thinking about the bouchard family and how much everyone sucks there #actually unbearable people to be around #inb4 next week’s episode proves that elias has never existed or whatever. WHATEVER. LEAVE ME ALONE #in my heart i know the reveal is happning in like (opens my third eye) s2. and in my heart i know they are siblings #Ok. Trust me on this one. inb4 they reveal elias to be some estranged uncle #as u can see i’ve thought about this a normal amount #I just made like my appendix hurt thinking sbout how much i want them to interact it’s over BRO IT’S OVERRRR #the way every bouchard is straight up Doomed because of their upbringing . UNWELL. inb4 gwen becomes the head of oiar and it’s all fucked.#There is something much more sinister going on

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voidcat · 1 month ago

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At the beginning it was Narumi's impulsive and impatient ass that'd rush to any yamazon order he sees delivered to the base and grab them all for himself before checking for the possibility that some of them might not be his...

But after one too many times getting scolded by your, getting his ear pulled or getting into a heated argument with you- right in front of many people no less- He sees the fruit garden of an opportunity as it is, and decides to use it for his advantage.

Especially when the orders /are/ delivered to his person by accident.

Who can blame the poor delivery guys though? They are giving the boxes to him by muscle memory at this point- sick of coming back to the base doors day after day and always the same darn name on the papers: Narumi Gen

Meanwhile Narumi enjoys seeing the growing frustration on your person when the telltale message of "orders delivered" has arrived yet there is nothing in sight. Some orders have you worried more than the others, piquing his interest and going as far as to try his chances every once in a while when he's feeling bold: "Oh? You want these so badly? Then beg"

(It results with a hardcover book of yours meeting with the crown of his head every single time. Always a different book and the current one always heavier than the previous...)

#not necessarily 'hedgehogs dilemma' universe but if you read it as it is here is an addition:#he'll spend the next hour or so rubbing his head in pain and usually getting tossed to the nursery by hasegawa or one of his platoon leader #he'll do his best to avoid you bc god forbid narumi gen eats his own words #but those poor medics and nurses... they dont know what to do with him and they cant risk of anything happening to the captain so they alwy #gottacall you in... so in the end its always a grumpy you tending to him and tugging at him a tad too tightly- or pushing him back to the #strecther with a little force and him just sucking it up and sitting there head hanging low with a sad ･ﾟ･(｡>ω<｡)･ﾟ･ expression #“oi! didnt i tell you to stay still” “GEEZ be mre careful wont you!! what are you aiming for? ripping my head off?” “i might as well if you #keep dropping that useless empty head of yours! good thing its attached to you at the neck else youd have lost it a long time ago too.." +#“now youre being mean:(” “be grateful youre getting away with just 'mean'”#narumi gen #kaiju no. 8 #narumi x reader #narumi x you #narumi gen x reader #the hedgehog's dilemma.series #long live the queue #felumi

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9ofspades · 4 months ago

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It’s disability pride month, and if you are disabled in the U.S. from Long Covid I want you to know that you’re not alone, and you’re valid in whatever you feel. Whether that’s sorrow at your new problems or rage at society for failing you, you are valid, and it is truly messed up that society is continuing to fail you.

#disability #trauma #chronic illness #long COVID #COVID #Tbh I’m not sure if I have long covid or not but I keep swinging between despair and fury #The brain fog SUCKS #I might have always had it but it feels especially bad now?#And I have all kinds of respiratory problems that got exacerbated #And possibly chronic fatigue but it’s unclear #And I’m one of the lucky ones!!!#I can still exercise without needing three days of bed rest after!#I was so RELIEVED when it turned out I could do that #I did like. Three weeks of breathing rehab to make sure #Not sure if it helped but now I’m not getting post-exertional backlash nearly as much anymore #And I didn’t lose my sense of smell or get my taste messed up #And I don’t need a respirator just an inhaler and some allergy meds and to take frequent breaks #And like. I know so many people have it worse #And that suuuuucks #But EVEN THIS makes me want to scream and rail half the time #Update as of Sept 2024 — this is no longer true #Got Covid again and now I can’t exercise without being too tired to move for three days #🙃#Probably will die mad about this actually #I had SUCH a good time working out one night #But then the next morning #Nope #head-to-toe muscle pain #couldn’t do any chores #Couldn’t even feed myself

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perilegs · 3 months ago

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my sweet little baby man is no longer with us

#he had his bloodwork done yesterday and the vet said it was fine but he doesnt have much time left #and my bestie is a vet tech who wanted to see the lab results bc she always does and she looked at them #and asked me if she can shiw them to her boss today and i was like sure and immediately knew something was up #today keekki was being himself #then i went to run some errands and when i came back he was laying in front of the front door with his tiny baby head against it #and i was like ''oh ok one of his seizures?''#and theyre like. keekki will drool and not move and they usually last for like 20 minutes (several vets have no idea whats up with those #but it was probably either a kidney or a blood pressure thing)#anyways. it did not pass in 20 minutes so i Knew #i laid on the floor next to him #then my bff sent me a message asking me if i have the time to talk about keekki and its not good news #at this point i was about to call the vet anyways #and she was like ''ok i showed these to my boss (a vet) and she got super angry that ur vet even let you leave the clinic''#bc apparently keekkis bloodwork was so bad he should have been put down then and there but my vet was like a fresh half graduate #so i dont hold it against her. anyways i got an euthanasia appointment for this evening and spent the time before it laying on the couch #crying with keekki in my arms #i had to carry him bc he couldnt really walk without stumbling and falling down #when i had to get up to get his carrier and stuff ready he was taking a nap on the couch where i left him and i took this pic #anyways worst vet visit of my life i could hardly even do anything but nod half the time bc speaking results in me sobbing #anyways. this fucking sucks #i dont know how ill be able to sleep tonight #its been years since i last slept at home without having a little guy plop into my arms #i spent a long time with him in the vet room when he was gone #it feels surreal ive given him his last ever forehead kisses #as i left the room i told him bye the exact same way ive been saying bye to him for the last very many years ive had him #its always moikka keekki before i go to work or the store or literally anything #and that was my last moikka keekki #i hope he felt how loved he was #my dad is sending me older pics of me and keekki and he looks so happy in them. hes always right next to me #idk man im going to stop rambling now

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khainovo · 1 year ago

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sorry for not posting recently i was going through the tides (extreme obsession over fictional characters)

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mars-ipan · 4 months ago

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hey folks did you know i love super dangan ronpa 2

#marzi speaks #thinking abt the themes in that story #ESPECIALLY the letting other people’s perceptions dictate who you are vs choosing who you are for yourself and not letting anyone stop you #like almost every single one of the sdr2 cast has a front they put on/identity they’re ‘supposed’ to be vs who they truly are #komaeda’s i could write an essay on so we’re gonna skip him bc. energy #hajime’s is obvious. i don’t need to explain that one. though he tries really hard to come off as more masculine as well which. augh #speaking of masculine souda is a victim of toxic masculinity. he was bullied and had a dad who sucked so he changed himself to look fiercer #ibuki left her band due to ‘creative differences’- she didn’t fit into that classic pop band mold and she allowed herself to deviate #mahiru puts extra pressure on men around her bc Her Dad Also Sucked and she’s sick of having to deal with weaponized incompetence #gundham is this sweet kind kind boy who hides it all underneath a veil of darkness. the darkness is not a lie either though he is both #sonia. literally a princess. has huge shoes to fill. in reality she’s a horror fiend who just wants to nerd out abt true crime #nekomaru’s heart condition would have taken him out of sports forever but he found another way and started team managing instead #fuyuhiko is set up to be the next head of the kuzuryu clan but on the inside he is so compassionate (and canonically a prude lmao)#peko is literally raised as a tool and tries to embrace this role even though the one she works for just wants her to be herself #i haven’t seen hiyoko’s ftes but i imagine she’d be far less cruel if she didn’t have to deal with constant infantilization and perverts #twogami just. as a whole. the whole character. yeah #there’s for sure more but i haven’t seen everyone’s ftes so. yanno #like fuck !!!!!! people will always have a perception of what they think you should be but you cannot truly be happy #until you allow yourself to disregard those expectations and forge your own path instead !!!! fuck !!!!!

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manasurge · 5 months ago

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bleh

#blabbering #rambling/whining/complaining/venting ahead:#I think the horrors have finally caught up to me and the depresso is starting to take hold #i don't usually experience this until winter but I think the sudden drop of activity and people going on hiatus and such -#has triggered this early for me #basically I can't be left alone with my thoughts for too long or i start spiraling REALLY badly.#i don't really handle change very well haha...#i have the notorious curse of second guessing anything and everything and putting it on repeat in my head and then amplifying it #which sucks bc I don't have any more escapisms that work now bc this was already my escapism and I have no human connections irl #(I'm not kidding either. I've failed time and time again to make friends irl and was always the proactive one about it. But alas... ugh)#my only source for connections is online bc i struggle to make friends (especially at my age and how my energy keeps depleting and depletin #might lowkey be sharkweek but usually I just get more agitated and not this (this is very specific to the winter horrors™ for me)#i guess I may as well check out the spears while they're around still (tho in between me making dinner). I'm just feeling super bummed out #and not excited like I was the other day about it (ofc I blame the depresso™).#I don't even know what to do for my beta characters. Head empty. Head gone. sigh.#also it sucks bc next week is gonna kick my ass at work (canada day/july 4th/july in general/5 DAYS and long shifts in there too)#i'm going to be so tired and so alone and with nothing to look forward to. Idk what to do bc none of my usual distractions are effective no #No escape. No seretonin. No company. Nothin'. I notice I when i start getting bad like this when I fall back hard into pokemon #(because it was my childhood escapism and I was a neglected only child who was left alone a lot; hence the connection lol)#i'll probably just have to suffer through it and be an absolute wreck of a person i think. I don't really have any other options #watch me get sick again bc canada sucks to work bc everyone has it off and they ALL GO TO THE STORE I WORK AT AND IT SUCKS.#gonna try to draw more too but the depresso is eating my brain worms (the healthy brain worms)

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mypeggableromance · 30 days ago

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#hhhhh I'll probably delete this later but if i don't physically put these thoughts somewhere I'll maybe explode.#but fuck man. shit sucks fr! I highkey think I can't go to work tomorrow but yknow how it goes!!!!#I'm caught somewhere between finally being taken seriously about my health issues #and having the most wretched mental health crisis #like on one hand fantastic! I'm being taken seriously now its gotten to the point where I cant fucking walk normally #but on the other hand oh my god holy shit. i had to get this bad???? and I'm worried. i know theres shit so much bigger than me rn going on #but I'm worried about my health. especially when I've been trying to deal with it for the better part of like.... 5 years #since i was 19!!!!#I'm 24 and worrying about whether or not I'll actually walk about with 0 pain ever again isn't that fucked.#so that's bittersweet. ive got physio tomorrow. blood tests next week #an ultrasound coming up #its ultimately a good thing im being taken seriously. if not a terrifying acceptance that everything ive been feeling has been real and #well. bad.#and like with this right is the crash of my mental health. just a fuckin nosedive man.#i have a relatively stressful job i felt out of my depth about and thus guilty for but now its a role that I've approached in constant pain #for the last few months.#i can't deal with that actually! lots of stress! lots of pain! lots of mental pain over my physical condition! my job grinding my soul!#aaaaa!!!!!!!#like i dont WANT to be unemployed either #I'd much rather be uhhhh employed! and able to save money towards actually getting Help™#but I've got to admit that i hurt too much. and its consuming my whole fucking brain.#but I'll go on #ive got my first trip out the country solo next week!! im heading to san Fransisco!!! im excited.#but I'm worried for the inevitable moment where my pains catch up with me #ill surpress it while I'm out there. try and remind myself to have a good time. return to the uk and feel a weeks worth of pain #and even THAT sucks to consider #but i should stop #rambles

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bunnihearted · 5 months ago

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#im in such a bad and low mood :<#it's not just my period hormones 🥴#my wireless headphones worked fine all of yesterday and today when i wake up they're blinking #they're liked fucked up... i turn them off but they constantly turn themselves back on. when i connect them to my ipad they constantly #keep disconnecting and shutting off and turning on 🙃 it makes me so angry bc i need to wear them basically all the time #bc all the noise from neighbors and my family and outside is driving me crazy #but they just dont work anymore?? plus i cant afford new ones... esp now which brings me to my next point #bc of my mom having troubles w school and loans and work etc she was like yeah u guys might have to pay for me this summer so we'll be #proper poor 😄 she doesnt WANT that either but it just sucks bc i got $300 every month and i can barely afford anything as is #yeah so there is no chance of me buying new headphones until at least august or september ......#then im annoyed bc my sisters are passive aggressive 24/7 and hate my existence and my mom is depressed lol #and i have no one to talk to or be with. it's summer and i wanna do stuff but i just dont wanna do it alone lmao #and then im just sad bc of many things.....#also i hate myself bc im a loser failure piece of shit but like yeah that's normal for me to feel #i just hate everything and it's so hard to endure this lame ass existence skskskskks #why cant ANYTHING be good ever in my life??#i am garbage and im surrounded by bad things lmao... anyways can i just stop breathing now pls #and it's not just a 'tiny' thing like my headphones not working like it might seem to others #but when u live a life where NOTHING is good or NOTHING works everything just piles on #ppl dont seem to understand that normally bc most ppl have some good things in their lives #so they just cannot comprehend what it's like when nothing works on any level in your life lok #ofc im depressed ofc im angry and bitter and dejected. i have no good things or moments at all in my life. that tears u down #i mean ofc i could be living in an active warzone and that'd be .. pretty awful i can imagine. but yeah... my situation is still not ideal #like i mean i do actually try to practice gratitude of having a roof over my head my own room water in the pipes and food so i dont starve #i am thankful for that bc many ppl dont even have that #i still feel depressed tho <3 #idk what im talking abt now i just feel SO bad and i have no one to talk to #i have nothing to do... no help no treatment... everyone hates me and wants me dead......#why should i fight when no one cares abt me anyway... well.. i mean i do wanna experience more nature but like idk #im just so exhausted... why cant i ever have smth good in my life that also dont go away after a short while lol

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illdothehotvoice · 5 days ago

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No one ever talks about hemiplegic migraines and how much they suck and ESPECIALLY no one ever talks about how much your head hurts THE NEXT DAY king my head felt FINE when I went to bed let me LIVE

#anyways hi my migraines get so bad half my body goes numb and every time i move my head too fast the next day it throbs #best way i can describe the day after headace is like. if you've ever had covid and you got that really bad headache???#and like every time you'd move your head you'd have to like wait for a second cause it was fucking THROBBING??#that's the day after headache i usually get sometimes it isn't THAT bad but sometimes it is #and i guess hemiplegic migraine is like #what if you have Migraine boss mode and it felt like someone swung a baseball bat at your head so hard you were experiencing stroke symptom #teehee! ❤️#i am NOT exaggerating one time i made the mistake of trying to sleep off a hemiplegic migraine after playing animal crossing at like 4am #cause screen bad for migraine but ot already sucks so i can be miserable or miserable a d playing animal crossing lmfao cnxncnxncnddf #and ANYWAYS i had a nightmare timmy and tommy were beating my head in with a baseball bat lmfao like you cannot sleep that shit off #it will follow you and it will hurt!#Anyway here is Mimi's super cool guide to a hemiplegic migraine: Take more ibuprofen that is comfortable (my max is 4)#drink a LOT of water cause hydration helps with migraines. lay down in a dark room and throw on a video essay you can half pay attention to #you aren't gonna be able to fall asleep but close your eyes and just focus on that. ALSO icepack. you're gonna be here for a while #anyways i would like to switch up my pain meds when having one cause. ibuprofen isn't good for your stomach! but idk how much to take #so i am stuck in limbo until i figure that out i caught yesterday's too late and that's why my head hurts today

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arolesbianism · 3 months ago

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A sorta sloppy no significant harassment concept design while I wait for my laundry to finish since I’ve been thinking abt him today

#keese draws #rain world #no significant harassment #can you feel how much I struggled with their clothes #I was gonna add some extra trinkets but I gave up pretty quick #maybe next time tho I do wanna add some fun lil danglies #and also change the colors but chances are I won’t be coming up with much better I suck at making color pallets #but yeah they’re a bit of a silly billy I think they should have problems and issues #rotates them and moon in my head so hard when the sibling dynamic is one sided and disfunctional as hell #meanwhile srs is standing in the background and being like if a younger iterator looked up to me that deeply I simply wouldn’t fuck it up #(<- clueless)#it’s ok my hc nsp and moon eventually talked it out and got on better terms but it was rough for a while #this is mostly pre major plot stuff tbc just some fun backstory hcs

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orcelito · 27 days ago

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God, this is fucking crazy

So i only have 3 more classes to take, but it'll cost the same to take 3 classes as 4 classes. So I've been thinking about taking a 4th class just for the hell of it. Something fun and/or easy.

Out of curiosity, I looked up orchestras. I was in it in my first year, but I haven't consistently played since 2016. But I still dream about being in an orchestra again. I *miss it*. So I was like. Well, what if *that* was my 4th class next semester? What If?

I looked it up. This week is the last week they're doing auditions for it. There was only one more spot free after today. And that's *tomorrow evening*.

I haven't really played my violin much in YEARS. I'm so out of practice. But apparently they don't reject anyone outright. Auditions are just for placement. So worst case scenario, I get placed in an orchestra at a lower skill level than I was at my prime. It'd still be an orchestra.

It's crazy short notice, but I don't think I'd forgive myself if I passed it up. Bc I have just one more semester before I graduate. One last opportunity to be in a school orchestra. And if I didn't do this, I'd be left with that What If forever.

So. Crazy short notice, but I have a violin audition tomorrow!!! Hahahaha

#speculation nation #im literally shaking with nerves rn but i want this so so so badly #i remember. how to play. my arms are just so much stiffer than they used to be. and my nails. man im gonna have to trim my fucking nails #at least my left hand. kinda sucks bc i like the polish i have on rn but u cant have any long nail at all for violin.#i need to play two scales of my choosing. ascending and descending in three octaves.#recommended for violin is A C or E-flat major. of course i know A and C but i'd have to look up E-flat. never did much with flats in school #then again i have that One Two Three and a Half rhythm Down. thats how id often warm myself up.#start with the base G string and just do a scale up and down (one octave). go up to the next note. do it again.#again and again until i started running out of room on the E string. & if i was Real motivated maybe id start shifting to continue.#so all id need to do is find the E flat and id be good. it all follows the same pattern.#the harder challenge will be the solo or etude. 2-3 minutes in length. only *one day* to prepare.#i have NO IDEA what id even play. i'll look in my old sheet music to see if theres anything that might work #simple enough for me to relearn on such short notice. and interesting enough to be played solo #(since i was always in orchestras it's not always the best for solo playing. tho i was also first violin section a lot #which is Basically the same as playing solo lmaooo)#if i cant find anything i do have a few sheet music books i could look in. id hate to play smth too simple #but better simple and Right than trying to do something above my current skill level.#which IRKS ME bc once upon a time i was the 4th best violinist in my high school. out of nearly 2k students.#but thats what happens when u go years without consistent practice :p ur arm gets Stiff.#im. still nervous but also thinking about the music is making me EXCITED.#it's going to be a wild time prepping for this thing but itll be over in like 5 mins and i dont even have to worry about Passing #so long as i *do it* i should get into something. i just need to push myself. do it. get out there. *play your violin*#i already cried in a public bathroom for 10 mins today and im feeling emotional Again.#not quite crying emotional tho thankfully. just. i feel like i need to climb onto a rooftop and SCREAM!!!! but like in a good way.#so so so nervous but itll be so so so worth it. i could be in an orchestra again. finally. finally finally finally.#and i STILL NEED TO FINISH THIS ASSIGNMENT.....!!!! hfkahfks today has been. a DAY.#just. keeps going through my head. i could be in an orchestra again. i could be in an orchestra again. at least one more time.

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ohlovxr · 4 months ago

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why do men literally suck

#i was backing into the a space next to a pump and hit one of the pumps with my back light #nothing broke except my light crazy ik #and suddenly it’s like everyone is staring and just my luck that it’s all guys so everyone’s literally laughing outright #and i’m like kay lol thanks #and as i’m finishing filling my gas the guy who works there literally sneaks up on me and asks if everything’s okay #i’m like yeah i just hit a pump everything fine. the pump itself is fine #and he starts like messing around with the pump to see if i did anything which is fair #finds that i only broke my shit and then turns to me and goes ‘oh okay. you scared?’#which is like ? would you ask a guy that?#and then i walk away and he leaves it but right away i see this one guy basically sneak up just like the other guy and go #‘no she hit this thing here look the diesel’ which HUH #**the OTHER side of the diesel pump (entirely of the pump)#there’s a little jagged hole in my light bc of where i hit THE REGULAR PUMP LIKE LITERALLY JUST THE PHYSICAL PUMP HEAD YOU SHOVE INTO #THE CAR #like literally this guy went out of his way he didn’t work there nothing #anyways yeah men suck #bc of all this like i cant even describe it the whole thing was so condescending for no reason #shit happens and only i got the worst of it so literally move on

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nerdyfangirlingbooks · 2 months ago

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I've had a stupid merlin au idea stuck in my head for days now and I know I'll never get around to writing it the way I want it written but I kinda wanna try anyway even though I am 100% of the target audience

#it's an f1 au btw #so I feel like a merlin x f1 crossovee is very niche #but I just have this idea in my head pf arthur as a driver and merlin as an aerodynamics engineer #and arthur starts off as an ass (as per usual) and thinks that he's god's gift to motorsports and all his good results are because of his #skill and bad results are because the engineers fucked up bad #and lowkey people don't like working with him BUT uther is giving red bull absolute mega bucks to keep him and he is actually a fantastic #driver in his own right. deep down he's not super satisfied though because people keep saying he's only winning because of his car #and his dad's money which is why he's a grumpy ass to most people and tries to claim good races as his and blame engineers for bad ones #also because uther probably taught him that attitude #in this au I think either Newey didn't exist but rb dominance still did or this is far enough after Newey that I haven't got arthur blaming #him for a bad car because y'all I can't do that it's too unrealistic no one would believe it #(yes I am aware that max and checo are currently complaining about a car newey made but shh)#anyway he secretly goes to sign for like. williams or something who currently suck so he can prove to himself and everyone else that he IS #a good driver and can drive a shit car well. he's admittedly doing fairly well in a tractor when merlin joins the team as the new head #of aerodynamics and arthur is giving him shit because he's so young and how could he possibly fix this shitbox #then Merlin's first big upgrade packages comes and makes a pretty big difference and arthur has to rethink a bit #the next season is the first car that merlin was actually mostly in charge of and it's a massive difference and suddenly it's competitive #meanwhile merlin's pov is that arthur sucks ass and he hates him but he keeps being told that arthur is his destiny #he refuses to believe this though and even though he has magic he point blank refuses to use it on anything that would help arthur even #somewhat indirectly like using it to help design the car. his official reasoning to people who know about his magic is that the fia wouldn't #allow it but personally he also just wants to say a fuck you to fate because he doesn't like arthur. but then they get to know each other #more and he realises that maybe arthur isn't that bad and they become friends like in the show #arthur is leading the championship (pendragon dominance could bore fans) but then he has a big crash and is out for a couple of races #by all accounts it's a miracle he's even alive (it's the only time merlin has used his magic for arthur). when he comes back he still has a #chance at wdc but it's way tighter than it was. maybe there's only a few races to go. he gets some podiums and his competition has some bad #luck (genuine not merlin) or something but then at like the second last race he can guarantee wdc if he wins regardless of where anyone else #places. he does it and merlin is the one to go on the podium with him on behalf of the team (maybe not for winning wdc but just his first #win after the crash idk) and it's this big emptional moment #also morgana was as good as arthur as kids but uther only supported arthur so now she works for sky or someone in a role like nico rosberg

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elastica1995 · 2 months ago

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sometimes at work i get emails about changes in our department that i feel are 100% because of me. and maybe that's just me being anxious and paranoid but actually it certainly isn't.

#one time i was working at our drive thru window (that's something we have for some reason) and trying to empty the drop bins at the #same time. but the problem with that is the drop bins are LITERALLY halfway across the library #and my boss was working in the workroom at the time (which he almost never does bc he has an office)#so he saw that everytime i managed to get across the library then id get 3 books on a cart before the bell at the drive up window rang again #and that happened like 4 times in a row #not like he got up to do it though. just sat there pretending he didn't see it #then the next day we got an email from him requesting the way we empty the drop bins change #and YESTERDAY i was reading a book at the check out desk because of a DIFFERNT change in our department #bc we used to check books in at the desk too. but for some reason we stopped doing that a few months ago #so since then it's been terminally boring to work up there esp. since i work in the evening when there's less people at the library #but TODAY we got an email saying that we shouldn't be reading physical books up there #even though i keep my head on a swivel so that i can see when patrons come up #next thing you know he's gonna say we can't listen to music or ebooks at the drive up window. it's all horseshit. it not like i care though #whatever mike. you're bald anyway.#it feels passive aggressive to me. just pull me aside and say it to my face #and he said that it was a request from someone who works outside of our department so what the FUCK do they know about it #and i'm almost certain i know who it was. stupid as fuck. grrrr bark bark bark bark #i like my job i swear i like my job. but sometimes my job is stupid and it sucks.

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