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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#xiao xingchen#xue yang#a-qing#As I sit here and type out my thoughts I realize that the last panel looks like A-Qing is crushing XY's candy...oops.#she's supposed to be crunching her *own* wrapper for dramatic effect. XY's candy is still in XXC's hand.#Hes still standing there. 180 degrees out of frame. Which is where your heart is! MEANING: XXC is in your heart right now#holding out a little piece of candy that has yet to be taken.#This comic was so close to being on the chopping block. Honestly I'm still not sure I should have kept it in#but I liked this scene a lot*** and tbh the yi-city arc isn't around for much longer. Let them have fun while it lasts.#not to mention I have few opportunities to build up spanish speaking XXC. And we are close to the pay off.#XY is in his 'oh god I need to start learning the basics of this language or I will drown' phases. Lets see how well he does!#***The candy represents so much! It's a symbol of unobtainability! Of comfort and status! Both A-qing and XY crave candy as much as they-#-crave those 'unobtainables'! XY has money to by candy (part of status) but he lacks love and comfort is his life!#So XXC offering them this little piece of candy is more than just a treat! It's a piece of love!#But as sweet as candy is....it cannot last....#(this also makes the scene where XY disrupts A-Qing's comfort by offering candy very interesting to analyze)
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i have GOT to stop drawing things for fics i haven't written yet
#qkdraws#id in alt#mob psycho 100#mob psycho#mp100#mp100 ritsu#ritsu kageyama#takenaka momozou#in general i think i'm pretty proud of this one#i was going for a very specific vibe and i'm not sure if i rly hit the mark but i got close i think#i love giving ritsu long as fuck hair. boy get u a brush and some scissors my god#goes against his generally put-together appearance in canon#in my heart he's a messy 13 year old with leaves in his hair and no brush to be seen in his bathroom. he doesn't own one.#he learns to be a little more Himself after s3 and he becomes a little less perfectly civil and a little more Wild#without the gang fights this time tho. character development#that's within ritsu standards ofc. he still says please and thank you and still sits w perfect posture at the dinner table#but if he comes home w mud in that stupid spiky cut uhm . let him live his life ? damn.#what was i talking about . ...oh right the tumblr post#if u ask me abt this fic i'll give u my entire collection of cool rocks. they're around here somewhere.some of them are sparkly#i like drawing takenaka i think his hair is fun#it's basically oot link hair and that's always cool#made it extra messy this time. to convey the Horrors#u have no idea the amount of restraint it took to NOT put ritsu in a hoodie here#im god's strongest soldier
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"posting this because i NEEEEEED this on my blog" is probably going to be the caption for 95% of the Shin-chan stuff i post BUT IT IS NO LESS TRUE BECAUSE OF IT. Masaaki Yuasa is quickly becoming one of my favorite animators and i want to have easy access to ogle at his work at any time. and i hope for you to do the same! so here's his animation for Ending 3 of the show from 1993
#i enjoyed Devilman Crybaby when it was new and REALLY enjoyed Night is Short Walk On Girl but Shin-chan is my first time seeing him actually#animate rather than as a director/affiliated with Science SARU#AND UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGH HE IS SO GOOD I'M SO INSPIRED#Shin-chan has just been so fun to get into truly have not felt this passionate about getting into something since i got into LT/golden age#cartoons#a very happy and unexpected hyperfixation of 2024#and thank you for coming along on this journey with me i know it outwardly doesn't fit my 'brand' of posting BUT ACTUALLY IT DOES BECAUSE#THE GAGS AND ANIMATION ARE SO GOOD AND SPEAK TO ME SO MUCH. aahhhhhhhhhhhhh#i've literally started taking Japanese lessons on Duolingo so i can watch more episodes that aren't subbed#i have a pretty basic knowledge of Japanese since i was once an anime obsessed 8 year old (thank you Leo Ojamajo Doremi is still treasured#in my heart) so i can make out/infer bits and pieces but it would be great to have a greater understanding and also learn how to read#Hiragana. which i've been learning! slowly#i'll probably be posting more OPs and EDs because they are so good so so good#OP 3 is stuck in my head literally all the time#COME ON BABY COME ON BABY tamanegi tabereru#if you for whatever reason are deterred by my Shin posting then my containment center for it is 'csc' so blacklist that#but hopefully you will not!!#csc#vid
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yOu'Re gOiNg fOr a LiTeR? | "Habs react to Quebec Maple facts", 10.22.24
#guys this is not becoming a regular thing this is just the mental illinois breaking through but ALSO I SAW THIS AND SCREAMEDDDDD#they did this For Me. those are all my guys. like yes yes we know about xhekovský but that’s my adopted austrian son david reinbacher!!!#that’s my baby goalie carey price time travel cowboy son cayden primeau!!!! and i just LOVE that they were like#‘yeah so one of them is gonna be a bitch in both pairs. & yeah we’re gonna make them lose.’ & i am HERE for it. you know the media day vid#where they asked all of them who was brat on the team and like 75% said slaf which we all KNEW? yes. correct. even more evidence godddd#also empathize so much with him because i hate feeling stupid & he is notably like. a very smart guy w/good awareness of broader society#and sorry to get like this on a silly little post i’m about to fanfiction-ify before i have xhekovský hours but so much of this goes back#to the xenophobia in the nhl and how we treat players (not only that. people in north am/west tbh) whose first language is not english#and degrade/discredit them and their intelligence by virtue of their multilingualism and how we even think about multilingualism as a whole#e.g. the sense that certain languages are perceived as more ‘valuable’ capital/the support that SHOULD be there for language learning simpl#is not from what i can tell in the nhl so even if you wanted to foster an environment of intercultural competency they’re doing nothing to#support it. the stories!! of so many guys! reliant solely upon their teammates for basic necessities! WHERE is your language acquisition#programming. sorry the linguistics language and culture attempted to jump out there & i am not conveying what i want to say at ALL. anyway#juraj's slow descent into madness as u can SEE him visibly getting more & more over it & done is my roman empire. like he's having fun#at first he's laughing 'what is this whiskey?' & i AM thinking that toothy little grin at arber with the jerkoff hand motion about the mapl#syrup only taking a few minutes to come (out) was a dig. lord knows arber deserved it with his shorts pulled all the way up like GOD the me#you put here to wear slutty little 3" shorts live in cold CANADA and have to cover up their thigh tattoos. what a travesty. and the amount#of THIGH in this video i- biting. arber's hairy legs slaf's manspreading more as he gets frustrated & arber teases him i. and DAVID????#on a completely different note cayden with his face covered is giving me INTENSE brainworms i have the most unhinged storylines for him#AND THE BRYNDZOVE HALUSKYYYY everything past 2:00 is gold. david's tired sighs. slaf hating it here. arber having the time of his life#'taste' 'that's not an advantage' DAVID kill him. 'maple syrup specialist... normal guy 🤷' slaf you are the WORST loser and ily for it#arber defending his wife w/his life... juraj's the smartest guy in the room & arber's on his leash about it. it goes both ways (to be cont)#juraj slafkovský#arber xhekaj#david reinbacher#cayden primeau#montreal canadiens#i'm xhekovský posting leave me alone i'm also *****
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roderich speaks excellent spanish but antonio's german is terrible that's the way it is unfortunately
#i'm sorry this is how it is#hws spain#hws austria#spaus#i think roderich has quite a strong accent he's never been able to quite get rid of#to make up for it his grammar and vocabulary and comprehension is excellent#but he did learn it in the 16th century so he speaks very old fashioned lispy fluttery castillian spanish dsfdgfdf#meanwhile antonio has like very basic conversational german and that's it#it's not because he's bad at other languages either!! this man speaks catalan portuguese italian neapolitan french and latin just to name a#few#but german defeats him
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You know that thing were teachers will just hover over you and be like "well what information is the question giving you?" And then they just stand there silent right behind you for over a minute. The looming isn't helping sir. If I knew the answer I would write it down. Trust me I am very well aware that I'm falling behind my classmates on this exercise. Alas! Lecture style lessons do not work with my brain. I take notes but in the effort to take better notes I end up missing important information and and since there class slides don't have the info on them I'm just screwed.
#emi chats#emi complains#Basically all of my teachers are amazing#The way I learn just doesn't match up with the way my AP physics teacher teaches#Why did my old teacher have to leave! I don't care if others didn't think he was as good of a teacher#T-T#My friend recommended just recording the lessons and I honestly think I'm just going to do that#Just very frustrated
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I don't actually know from sure but I was on a video call with our new IT manager dude and he was showing me a chatgpt transcript (and narrating the whole thing like I couldn't just. read it) and look I could be wrong but it sure looked like he had a history entry where he was trying to find out about the GDPR compliance of a product we use. from chatgpt
#I feel insane like okay he was a basic programmer when he was young#he was showing me some visual basic code he wanted me to run#I was like 'have you tested this?'#he was like 'no you can though'#like buddy I cannot describe the degree to which i'm not running code you haven't even looked at#he also tried to get me to learn vba but I was like 'i've tried it's a shit language and i'm not gonna do it'#it took four iterations of 'no i'm not fucking doing that'#before he stopped asking and went to the ai instead#ugh sorry I don't like this guy I voted very much against him during the interview process
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ur post about queerbaiting and the dismissal of people in fandom to critical analysis is so incredibly true thank you. i feel like marcille's writing in the anime has been super misogynistic a lot of the time and every time i bring this up all anyone wants to say is "well maybe this isn't for you! and you shouldn't watch the show!" like. i don't think this is about taste lmao, i am analyzing the text in front of me and coming to conclusions about the craft of it.
[This is in reference to this post]
YES!!! THANK YOU!!!!!
It is so so frustrating!!!!
It's like being at a restaurant and being served a bunch of delicious appetizers, but then one of the bread appetizers is literally just a plate of crumbs; and then when you're like, "Hey, uhh, why are we being served literal crumbs?", a bunch of the other folks eating at the restaurant are like,
"WELL HOW ABOUT YOU JUST DON'T EAT HERE THEN??!? YOU MUST NOT BE THAT HUNGRY, SO JUST FIND ANOTHER RESTAURANT AND DON'T EAT WITH US!!"
And maybe they say it politely, but "Aw, sorry, maybe this restaurant just isn't for you 💖" is just trading out an aggressive dismissive tone for a patronizing dismissive tone. It's the same message.
And it's like! I was honestly happy to move on from the crumbs once my complaint was acknowledged because the meal overall is still delicious, but then all these folks got SUPER WEIRD AND DEFENSIVE ABOUT IT, so now I find myself double-checking all the other dishes -- and, actually, you know what those eggs DO look a Iittle misogynistic undercooked!!!!
#original#queerbaiting#dunmeshi#dungeon meshi#falin x marcille#marcille x falin#marcille donato#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi marcille#listen i like marcille but u r right she is basically there to be a wet blanket a LOT of the time and that is a sexist trope#i think the bar is super super low for female characters in adventure anime and the lack of constant ogling maybe makes the female#characters feel better written than they are. i mean falin basically has no personality. she's got an innocent heart but that's nothing.#and i think these conversations are worth having bc no piece of media is perfect and this is how we learn to do better#also like. I've seen media criticisms that make me go 'oh you straight up should reserve commentary bc you#haven't watched the show and you're wrong' or 'i see what you're saying but you are simply incorrect' but like#i don't think I'd tell someone to just NOT watch Hazbin Hotel bc they have a bad take - and certainly not bc they have accurately#pinpointed a real flaw about the show (of which there are more than a few but frankly not what became the biggest subject of Disc Horse)#Angel is actually an amazing character & i think people mistook a criticism on the way abuse is glamourized as actually glamourizing abuse#like his song about abuse is called Poison and he's trapped in an abusive performance contract - bringing to mind Britney Spears#i think it is a wildly triggering and painful scene but i think a lot of people took the pain it gave them to mean it was bad art#but tbh they are still allowed to eat at the table if they so choose!!!#sorry i got sidetracked - as an abuse survivor Angel just matters a lot to me. i have a couple serious criticisms of vivziepop's work but#Angel is very much not one of them#also in regards to the actual subject of this post i think the most audacity of the responses i got was the one that said#that by complaining about queerbaiting I was 'de-incentivizing writers to write any interaction b/t women that could look even a little gay#and I'm just like. good. I hope they stop writing entirely. if the takeaway from 'please don't sell me bread and then serve me crumbs' is#'WELL NOW I JUST WON'T BAKE ANY BREAD PRODUCT' then that person is a bad chef. they should find a different job.#or at least do a whole lot of work on themselves. but either way i wouldn't be too broken up to know i won't be getting any food from them.#'just leave then' is so obviously a gut reaction defense mechanism & it implies media criticism should only be for things you don't like
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my mission to radicalize my Chinese immigrant neighbour named Jeff about landlords/rents continues
#we moved in at the same time and he has a wife and young daughter#and yet they're getting charged like $300 more#it's insane#they also live in a 1bd 1bath like me!#anyway i'm v open about my rent payments#anyway he's my only friend in this building SJKDHFJKSHDF#personal#he's probably in his 40s and works for the power company#and his wife and kiddo are very nice 😭#also w chinese naming conventions - when we exchanged phone numbers I obviously put my first/last name in the wrong way#soo he calls me by my last name and it's so endearing i dont have the heart to tell him SJKDHFKJHSDF#he also asks sometimes about english words#and i wanna ask to learn some basic Mandarin lol
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AO3 keeps blipping in an out so I'm not running the risk of trying to send a comment rn BUT I adore how you wrote Hueso. Polite but still dangerous. Also having Draxum as a head of security is rather interesting, I guess it makes sense, but considering how the Counsel feels about his experiments it's almost a wonder he's kept that position (or he hasn't and Hueso just doesn't know that yet haha)
It's worth mentioning that Draxum's exact role is, specifically, dealing with threats to the safety and security of the Hidden City/yokai-kind as a whole. As far as the Council of Heads is concerned, this means that he is supposed to protect the city by keeping it secret. (This is not what Draxum thinks his job is. He sees 'protect yokai' and 'keep the city secret' as two separate parts of the job description, which causes problems.) This means he has more of an auxiliary/ emergency role in protecting the city; if, say, a team of EPF soldiers discovered and broke into the city, it's Draxum's job to take care of them by any means necessary.
The Council actually wouldn't really have as much of problem with him creating mutants if it weren't for the fact that he's explicitly planning to use them against humanity, which as far as they are concerned, puts yokai at risk of discovery. Illegal genetic manipulation? Everyone needs a hobby. Using said genetic manipulation to mutate humans/attempting to annihilate humanity? That goes directly against what they want him to be doing.
As for Hueso, he's definitely working with information that's a bit outdated, not to mention that the fact that large portions of his clientele are criminals in some form or another so what he does hear is often a bit skewed. The yokai living on the surface are the likeliest source of the City and/or yokai being discovered, so they're pretty notably skittish around Draxum even if they aren't doing anything illegal. After all, it's literally his job to eliminate any threats to the city's security.
#rottmnt#rottmnt au#minor interference au#minor interference lore#rottmnt council of heads#rottmnt baron draxum#asks#basically what happened is this: the CoH was like 'draxum we want you to protect the yokai'#and didn't directly say the 'by keeping them secret' part#and draxum was like 'okay bet' and then a couple decades/centuries later was like 'i'm gonna get rid of all humans to protect the yokai :)'#and the CoH has no idea how he reached that conclusion#the problem (as they see it) is that he takes his job way too seriously lol#and as a side note: he was very much never supposed to learn about the prophecy about the destruction of the yokai#they did NOT want him knowing about that
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I fuckin.. I need I need my art to be better man..
I need it to be looser, i need more Life, more Energy, more Colour!!!!! more Stylization!!!!!!! more SHAPES!!!!!! Mood Mood and Tone and Feeling!!!!!!!!!!
and less whatever weird archaic constraints I am holding from Highschool that I can't seem to shake off
I need to Break It a little bit, I need to Bend it until it Sings again..
#Monster noises#unlike my usual Art Gripe posts this one isn't about me looking at my art and seeing something Mediocre#it's me looking at the Objectively Technically Successful thing I'm working on/recently posted and Feeling Nothing From It#and I mean sure we'll chalk a little bit of that up to the depression#cause whether or not I'm feeling Things about the stylization of my work I Should be more giddy than I am#about the husbands finally getting Nasty#outside of just my brain space#but putting that aside the point remains#I'm disappointed by the pieces (and many of my recent pieces and many pieces going back years) lack of Dynamism#I want to capture what the Feeling in image is more than an actual Depiction of the Thing if that makes sense?#Poses should be Pushed#Anatomy eskewed for Shape and expression#but I always always Always Shrink Back#I get to a point and I start thinking 'this looks wrong' and I pull back#I pull back to try and make it look 'right'#and end up reducing it to something...#not Stiff#but limp?#metaphysically Limp#Lacking in the evocative expression I wanted it to have#can you /feel/ the arch of his back like a melody in the back of your head?#or is he just like.. clearly arching his back like a human person would#there's a tacit difference and I am disappointment how rarely I hit the mark on the former#and this is an Old thing and Old old thing#that started in highschool#a long-term bad chain of experiences with a friend and trying to learn to be better artists together#not understanding my needs and how my brain works and trying to fit in a very specific hole i didn't want to fit in#and being chastised for it (though the slight was probably more Received than Intended)#what broke me out of that last time#and kept me from giving up drawing basically
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Steve is most likely to end up in a lavender marriage and Tony's most likely to end up in a “married for tax/immigration/inheritance fraud” reasons.
They meet as married men and pine for each other hardcore and are also trying not to read too much into how their interest seems reciprocated and oh nooooo both Immigration/the IRS and the the Church/in-laws/DADT era army dudes or whatever are snooping around at the same time at each of their marriages and they have to be so good at being married at the people they are married to oh noooooo and they other guy doesn’t know why they are suddenly being iced out and maybe they were just imagining things? maybe it’s for the best with all these eyes around on them…
#not to get too real but i love queer people. we see each other and we save each other#i wish i could talk in depth about this lgbtq history panel i went to tonight without doxxing myself#but basically all of these panelists were older gay ppl & one of them won a very monumental court case in the state#and right after introductions one of the other panelists turned to her and thanked her so profusely for the sacrifices she had made#and the work she did to win that case#and that by achieving that win for herself she paved the way for this other panelist to have her own family recognized legally by the state#i don't know i'm not explaining it well but something about knowing and seeing that gratitude in real time. understanding so viscerally tha#so much of our history has happened within one or two lifetimes. to the point that many of the champions of our current rights are alive#today for us to learn from and listen to and THANK#i met two nb ppl through school last year and have since become very close to them#they are the only two ppl on this planet who use my pronouns the way i want them to be used. they switch it up every time and i love them#a little bit more each time i hear them talk about me. it's magical#my childhood best friend told me he liked boys and girls like a month after we first met each other in the fourth grade#he told me there's a word for that; he's bisexual#i think abt how incredible that was a lot. how brave he was to say that and to own that and how long it might have taken me to figure#out that i was the same had he not said it.#anyway all this to say that yes absolutely i love this#steve and tony meet at a military gala. steve's being recognized for his service and tony and his wife were invited by some higher-up who#imagined he could use the event as a way to cozy up to him and earn some good favor before negotiations start on SI's contract renewal#their eyes meet while steve's up on stage. he hates these things. hates being dragged into the spotlight. he feels naked and bare and#vulnerable every time. trapped in enemy territory with no cover. but he sucks it up he kisses his wife on the cheek and she smiles#big and beautiful; perfect like they've run their lines 1000 times over. like they could recite each other's parts by heart#he makes his way to the podium. breathes deep to center himself before he launches into his thankless thank-yous. steve's a terrible liar#but somehow he's made it this far in his career. he can manage for one more night. except#right as he lifts his eyes to speak he sees him. bright eyes burning into his from a shadowed table in the corner. the brass speaking at hi#on his left and a lovely woman who's bored and unimpressed on his right. and him looking directly back at steve#steve's breath catches and he chokes on air. trips on his lines. forgets himself and loses the beat of the scene#he looks down at his notes and ignores them. raises his face to the light and plays himself to be seen by an audience of one.#anon#signed sealed delivered
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if anything is going to happen to her i'll kill everyone in my party and then myself
#sheeshi plays ffxiv#ryne waters#thought i would do a little update on where i've come in the msq. with dawntrail releasing and stuff.#anyways this is a 'we love ryne waters' account now. thank you.#we just defeated the fourth lightwarden. night has returned. and nai is Not Having A Good Time#I saw that little thing of her struggling to contain it!!!!!!!!#i'm gonna be sad i won't be able to continue the msq for a few days. like i'm counting on not being able to do it for at least a week or so#bc i've heard horror stories of queue times being insane at release days.#to yap more about the msq so far:#i can see that it very much is a story about defiance / doing the impossible but also balance#and with a big emphasis on history and letting go of it / respecting the past but fighting for a better tomorrow.#for a long time thancred and minfilia (ryne) seemed unable to let go of the ghosts of the pasts. but now they can.#emet-selch seems like that too: there's multiple instances where he is very nostalgic about stuff#and now that we've learned that he basically wants to bring back the world of his people............... yeah i can see the parallels.#while thancred and ryne move forward - he lingers.#anyway. love it. best expansion so far imo. feels like a game on it's own.
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i've been digging thru old backed up writing and found some scrapped lore i never finished but still kinda like so i'm gonna do the impossible
tidy it up and finish it
#the one i'm working on is the original form of 'on a wander'#which was originally going to be when amos was a bit younger than he ended up being in the final story and involve haj as well#but i ended up turning it into on a wander instead for. i don't remember why. magdaw reasons one assumes#not that anyone could ever tell bc this story is as yet unposted but on a wander refers to things from its earlier iteration#so now i am finishing that earlier iteration up i'm like i'll just. make this be the followup to on a wander instead#it's fun having to retrofit the ideas that started in this draft and ended up seeing the light of day in on a wander#ouroboros ass story#i also have to go reread on a wander to [checks notes] ensure consistency across body horror. solemn nod#i really love amos. i have to write more stuff about amos. he's a good boy#i have some vague ideas about him journeying all the way to the plateau and seeing the cloudsong. my original plan w/amos was that#he basically has very high luck and wanderlust as a survival adaptation. he goes places#meets everyone. has a good time bc very lucky. and learns leagues more stuff than he would in a normal lifetime#so originally i wanted to just do stories about him traveling the wasteland and ultimately various regions of the world just.#vibin and hangin out with fellow freaks. ah well. one thing at a time
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oh yeah remembered something let me mentally scream into a pillow real quick
#unfortunately i learned that mr knight is STILL INTERESTED IN ME#and is handling like. everything very poorly#as in. he's confused that i 'refused' to make conversation with him when he last tried to say hi to me (mutual friend told me yesterday)#(insert blood-curling scream of frustration)#MY BROTHER IN CHRIST NODDING YOUR HEAD AND GRUNTING IS NOT A CONVERSATION STARTER#HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW YOU WERE TRYING TO START A CONVERSATION#also I WILL talk if you talk to me because my mother raised me to have BASIC MANNERS AROUND PEOPLE#but it doesn't MEAN I *WANT* TO TALK TO YOU#okay okay im good im good i'm just exasperated#you could not pay me to date that boy again#i just remembered recently that i spent two hours writing him a five page letter last valentine's day telling him that i loved him#and i never got a response. I NEVER GOT A RESPONSE#THE ONLY THING HE SENT ME IN RETURN WAS A MEME HE FOUND ON FACEBOOK WITH NO ELABORATION WHATSOEVER#even if you paid me enough money to get me through two masters and a phd to date him I WOULDN'T#okay that's a bit cruel maybe but still. i would not. under no circumstances#not to whinge again about the State of Things#BUT WHY DO I HAVE TO GO THROUGH ALL THESE ROMANCE RELATED THINGS IN FEBRUARY. WHY#slings and arrows of outrageous fortune in year 21
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Guys don't be a writer
Don't do it
One day you're gonna use a figure from mythology/religion as a secondary character in your story thinking he's nothing but a basic bitch practically nameless guy and then one day when you try to make a ranking system you'll find out that actually that character represents your zodiac sign in some circles, then in an effort to clarify what the hell happened there you'll find out he has another name that denotes that he's a SUPER big deal and also has another-nother name that's EXACTLY the same as your online pen-name and then that their power somehow perfectly fits the power system you've made for this story and then randomly you'll also find out that someone else used this character as the base for a DC character (Yes the comics) and you'll basically find some of that information in one night and then the rest over the next three years after the initial discovery and then one night three years later you'll find out something new about it that says that the original name you picked is actually this other big-name guy who's the entire leader of a rank that you ignored initially when making said ranking system and
I'm fucking spiraling guys
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I HAVE POSTED THIS TO THE WRONG ACCOUNT AGAIN
I DO NOT CARE ANYMORE I AM NOT REWRITING THESE NOTES
#I hate this bastard#And I accidentally reblogged my initial rant to the wrong account because my icons for both of them are so similar#I swear he was on the wikipedia as something basic originally#But I went to check when I made the first discovery and I couldn't find him on the list at all anymore#Then I decided “Hey I'm gonna see if I was gaslighting myself by checking the wayback machine”#Only to NOT find the name on the original page#But instead see that the current version of the page NOW has his name on it#Even though it has NOT been on there for very long I KNOW BECAUSE I CHECK I RESEARCH#I'VE RESEARCHED THIS SPECIFICALLY SO MANY TIMES BECAUSE OF THIS SPECIFICALLY#SO IT WAS ADDED RECENTLY#IT WASN'T THERE FOR THE LONGEST TIME#BUT IT IS AGAIN NOW#Am I really so bad at research????#I just have a comprehension thing alright#Probably a learning disability#Idk I have ADHD but I'm not sure it would affect that#Just my attention span/motivation#Maybe#Idk#I'm so tired#Fucking hell#writing#OCs#Devil's Advocate#Just for my personal notation#DNAVerse
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