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yeah these are just my ocs and im playing dolls. i do not make things easy for oliver oca
#plant talk#dt47#umbra de mancy#oliver oca#magicstone#olliumbra#magica de spell#gladstone gander#he's blowing her up in his mind#AWFULLLL FOR EACH OTHERRRR#live life making fanservice for urself
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I can tell I'm Arya-pilled to the max because I'll see other Arya stans talking about the questionable morality of her executing Daeron and I'm just like "That was so Lady of Winterfell-coded"
#arya stark#asoiaf#I'll never shut up about her executing a deserter + helping a NW brother as her name is being used to secure power in the North#and the fact that /Arya Stark/ is considered to be the current Lady of Winterfell by the majority of Westeros#if we hadn't seen him wasting the resources meant for Sam Gilly Aemon and the baby then I would agree since his presence#within the Night's Watch was ambiguous but that fact adds such a cartoonish level of asshole-ness to his character#that it feels like it was added specifically to soften the blow of Arya executing him (along with him unambiguously deserting)#I also heavily disagree that she killed him because he wouldn't take her back to the Wall and she was frustrated with him#that is not how Arya's mind works and that's reinforced shortly after with the insurance man#her executing him was an example of holding onto her identity and the sense of justice specifically tied to that#just like we see Ned do in his first introduction and just like we see Jon do (after intentionally baiting Slynt to disobey)#She was doing her duty as a Stark and if you want to criticize that then start with Ned/House Stark instead of demonizing only her#the gag is that George could've used this to show her losing her grip on her morality and he's just like /nah Daeron's a dick/ š
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For the last day of pride month: sea salt family!
#kh roxas#kh xion#kh isa#kh lea#sea salt trio#sea salt family#kingdom hearts#kh#kingdom hearts xion#kingdom hearts roxas#kingdom hearts lea#kingdom hearts Isa#kh Axel#xion kh#roxas kh#isa kh#lea kh#roxas kingdom hearts#xion kingdom hearts#lea kingdom hearts#isa kingdom hearts#no one can stop me from everything I can think of. so#not shown but Roxas is gnc but there isnāt a commonly excepted flag and I didnāt just want to use the nonbinary flag#itās important to me that you know that Lea is the only cis one in the sea salt fam I think itās funny#Xion Isa transgirl transman solidarity. we love that for them#Xion and Roxas would find solidarity in the queer and particularly trans community in a way a lot of trans people find solidarity in them#They have a gsa club at school and both join. Xion realises she is transgender and the fact that others have the experience of being a girl#trapped in a boys body blows her mind. yeah itās not exactly the same but holy shit!!!#Roxas gets to explore his identity more! figures out that gender isnāt that important to him and yeah sure he can be a girl and a guy#and whatever. itās fun! Lea and Isa grew up in a place where this stuff wasnāt talked about that much so they are confused but supportive
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Batman (2016) #100
the way it probably took him a second to find her after he abandoned Joker and chased after her. how the bomb evidently did detonate.
i'll ponder forever over how that moment went down and how he prevented the explosion from killing her, but not enough to save her from being severely injured & unconscious for a week recovering. how he spent hours at her bedside in case she happened to wake up that day, how he went to her hospital room on that day as well despite "I had to bury my father again today. I did it with my family." And having every beyond reasonable excuse to just not that day,,. he still made time and effort to check in on her.
the day dc treats harley's suicidal ideation as exactly what it is and let's the characters around her acknowledge it will be a glorious win for the community
#and the way i really doubt she's told Ivy she tried this#just like we've never seen her open up about contemplating suicide while in Arkham#like obvi i love harlivy but i really love that this is just an interlaced aspect of batquinn's dynamic#and the very real threat behind her like threatening to blow herself up or let clown hunter kill her. there's no joke there.#she's serious and there's no doubt in his mind about that anymore because he knows its something she's struggled with since the early days.#its not as if her situation has gotten infinitely better at these points either. its somewhat improved atm but this was before Ivy was back#she was still split and Harley was still alone.#she didnt meet Kevin until after the j0ker war arc & possibly the incident with clown hunter like#.... she really just had batman bruce was the only person who was going to check in on her most likely#she and selina are friends but i dont think their chapter of Catwoman's comic came out until after this#and thats where i'd more concretely say she'd have visited her.#just#batquinn yall when they're well written theyre a peak harley dynamic#and i will never be able to talk enough about them#harley quinn#harleen quinzel#dc comics#batman#bruce wayne#tw suicide#tw clown boy#mentioned at least
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Still not over this! I cant ever remember seeing the male and female leads of a movie wear the same outfit on a red carpet, albeit in different colours.
Such a clever way to do a nod to stillsuits. I even like that Law, Zendaya's stylist, got their custom JUUN.J jumpsuits in pink and blue (as all the articles described them; ignore that they look peach and grey in some photos.) He's making a statement about how future fashion will be more gender neutral but to make it palatable to us he put them in gender coded colours. That's both clever and funny. Also, bold move on Timothee Chalamet's part for wearing the same thing as Zendaya : how many people wd dare that?! Such a cool collab! Fashion history was made here!
#timothƩe chalamet#zendaya#law roach#dune#dune part two#dune promo#dune in south korea#and it worked: Timmy really holds his own in that stillsuit even though he doesnt make his version sexier with a belt or showing more skin#there's something so perfect about the contrast in her high heels v his chunky work boots#it was a good day for fashion#no but seriously i want to go on and on about how clothes look when you arent dressing to conform to certain notions of gender#theres a freedom of sorts in those stillsuits#luxury law#twinning#twinning on purpose#stillsuits#JUUN.J#fashion#This isnt comparable to any time an actress has turned up in a suit that matches an actors. These hv the same cut. That just blows my mind
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Satine fans: She would DIE for her beliefs.
Me: She'd also send innocent people to JAIL for her beliefs, so that doesn't really mean much, does it?
#star wars#anti satine#anti satine kryze#satine critical#satine kryze critical#no this isn't about the exiling thing#this is about threatening an innocent dockworker who had the audacity to suggest she not blow up a building full of evidence#in an investigation where they still didn't know who the main perpetrator was#and she responds to this very logical and reasonable suggestion by saying if he doesn't blow it up right now#then she's going to assume he's also guilty#despite the fact that he's actively been helping her and his suggestion would help her find the guilty party#wow what a kind and benevolent leader#she's SO smart and compassionate#this is definitely how a good leader would act towards their people#(keep in mind this is after she threatens a different dude with torture earlier. and he was guilty but still. torture.)
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Previous // Next
[Robin leaps in front of Courtney, blocking her exit before she can leave the room] Courtney: You know mama canāt pick you up right now-.. cāmon, back to bed. [Robin whimpers, though does as heās told] Courtney: You canāt sleep in our room forever-.. even the twins are in their own cribs tonight. ā¦ Courtney: I thought you liked your new bedroomā¦ Courtney: Itās quieter, right? [Robin remains silent, hugging his little knees] Courtney: Did you prefer it when your bed was in our room? Courtney: Are you feeling left out in here on your own? [Courtney huffs in frustration, instantly feeling guilty] Courtney: You need to talk to me sometimes, I canāt-ā¦ [Robin scrambles away from Courtney, standing before her indignantly] Robin: I talks to you all the time! Courtney: You donāt-ā¦ Robin: I do-.. in here! [Robin points toward Courtneyās head as though it were obvious] Courtney: You mean.. youāre thinking about what you want to say in your own head? [Robin nods, duh] Courtney: But-.. honey, I canāt hear you unless you say the words out loud. [Robin falters, his eyes mirroring Courtneyās previous confusion] Robin: You canāt..? [Courtney shakes her head as she pulls Robin close, wrapping him up in a tight embrace] Robin: You donāt hear my head words? Courtney: That voice inside your head is just for you, I donāt know what youāre thinking unless you tell me. [Dumbfounded, Robinās eyes glaze over as he attempts to comprehend his motherās words] Courtney: Iād never ignore you on purpose, I promise. [Courtney holds Robin tightly in silence for a while, eventually asking again..] Courtney: So, why donāt you want to sleep in here? Robin: I miss you and papa. Courtney: Awh.. I know youāve never had your own room before, but youāll get used to it soon. [Robin heaves a tiny sigh as Courtney tucks him in] Courtney: Weāll never be too far away, okay? Love you lotsiesā¦
#ts4#sims 4#simblr#ts4 story#sims story#forever in between#fib#courtney finch#robin finch#you're blowing the poor boys mind here cookie..#š¤Æ#what do you MEAN you can hear his head words?!?!#also#she might've chuckled at how much he looked like oscar when he leapt up n looked at her like that#but they're both kinda tired and grumpy rn >:c#š
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I canāt imagine how Curtain mustāve felt when he found out that Constance telepathically told Mr. Benedict the location of the prison in book 3. Like in the cave scene she realizes that he secretly switched the vials, and heās like well Iāll be damnedā¦the evil toddler can recognize patterns and deduce meanings from minute body language changesā¦this could be useful somedayā¦ Fast forward six months later and as heās putting the pieces together Kateās cheerfully like āRead your mind? Yes she did :) Given the answer to Mr. Benedict? If you say so š„°ā like you anticipated treachery you anticipated double-crossing you anticipated EVERYTHING under the sun BUT did you anticipate Oh Whoops The Toddler Is Psychic Now? No? Psh. Amateur. I will say this only once. Genuinely props to him for not combusting on the spot.
#important to note that the guy that escaped his evil school is currently blowing up his base and his henchman about it#as heās having these realizations#honestly Iām impressed he rolled with it so fast#I wouldāve wasted an hour going what do you MEAN the four year old is psychic and used her mind to snitch on me#the mysterious benedict society#ledroptha curtain#mr. curtain
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No, but really, Gale and Astarion as a couple are just:
The man who is very easy to manipulate AND the man who is trying to manipulate him.
And in the end both of them end up being fools while Tara curses and hides her face behind her paws on the background.
#bloodweave#bg3 spoilers#baldurs gate 3 spoilers#gale x astarion#also imagine being mystra#your ex lover went and fell for a fucking vampire spawn while refusing to blow himself up#it has to be annoying af#GOOD#also gale being in relationship with a GODDESS and then deciding Astarion means to him more than her???#loving him more than he loved Mystra?#astarion has to have his mind blown by that#like this sad wizard dude was with a GODESS#and then chose him??? to love? to cherish?? to introduce to his mom???
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DAYBREAK MENTION FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 65 CHAPTERS!!! BABYGIRL I MISS YOUUUU
#prince's talk tag#WHERE IS HE I NEED TO KNOW HES OK!!#yes i know he got fired at the end of chapter 27 but his luck is so good i imagine he bounced back quickly#i need him and twilight to interact again!! there so fun!!#i know it wont happen but imagine he somehow ends up working for WISE and he and twilight get paired for a mission#or twilight and yor have missions to do but dont wanna leave anya alone and no one is available atm so they hire someone#and that someone is daybreak#but since twilight already left by the time he arrived and yor was the one that greeted him before she left#twilight couldnt stop him from potentially blowing his cover (like he thinks hes been made but it was just a coincidence)#OR he is there when daybreak arrives but he can't send him away without raising suspicion so he has to take the L#and he either spends the whole chapter worried or he tries to go home to check on them but cant#meanwhile anya has read their minds and knows theyve met before and she gets excited which makes it harder for twilight to send daybreak off#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i miss him soooooo much#ENDO WHERE IS HE??? WHY DID YOU LOCK HIM IN YOUR BASEMENT!! LET HIM OUT!!!!!#this was from ch 92 i was catching up bc i wanted a bunch of chapters to come out so i can read them all in one go#and yo that reveal anya pulled on damien during their dance!!!! so good!!!!#like yea he didnt believe her but she said it and he'll think about it whenever she say something she couldnt possibly of known#sxf#spy x family
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Picturing Tuvok spending every second of the Seven years it takes to get back home going "Melding with T'Pel again will fix me" whenever he notices he's doing or thinking something (he perceives as) out of character, strange, ignominious - and then when he finally gets back and melds with her he realizes that nothing's been fixed per say and is like ":/ Fuck."
#Tuvok for Seven Years Straight: Haah...I'm not like these people. I'm only acting strange because T'Pel isn't here.#Then seven years later T'Pel is sleeping by his side - her presence firm in his mind and he's staring up at the ceiling like 'Oh No.'#OOPS! The changes you thought were temporary are actually deeply ingrained responses to the trauma of the delta quadrant!#Yeeeaaah it got your Vulcan ass too bud SORRY#He thought the trauma of the delta quadrant transforming you slowly into someone unrecognizable not only to those who once knew you#intimately but also yourself was for humans ONLY! He's BIG mad!#st voyager#Tuvok#Tuvok pre-delta quadrant: Children do NOT belong anywhere near danger v_v#Tuvok post-quadrant: -bringing his toddler granddaughter along on some batshit bullshit Janeway & Chakotay are doing- She'll be fine.#Children (Naomi) are more resilient than one might think. v_v <- Sek is blowing up his phone. Where ARE you.
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Playlist listened to while writing; https://spotify.link/WzxvdTKBCJb
Holy shit dude, the ceo of rei angst wrote some rei angst what the HELL!! We have to kill her guys she cant keep getting away with this.
Anyways im gonna be writing about a lot of these nerds. I just love rei. This is really rushed and I am really sleepy so it is not my best writing.
Also i cannot write teruya so you will habe to ppppUT UP WITH IT.
Warnings for like. Violence and my attempt at writing a breakdown.
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Rei held the rusty pipe like a baseball bat, swinging for a homerun as she smacked off the head of someone she once knew. Someone who had abandoned her long ago.
The rotting head of what used to be her mother rolled on the ground, sickly green skin squishing against the ground and stared up at her with lifeless eyes.
āI didnāt want to see you again like this,ā Rei hissed as her chest heaved, āi wanted to see you staring with regret as you saw your daughter on top of the world. I didnāt want to kill you or see you dead.ā
That had been the second time she had run into her zombified mother. The first, she had been a coward, unable to kill her and her fatherā the two people she hated most, the two people who had abandoned her and left her on the streets.
Where had all her rage gone that time. When had she become soft.
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Midori clung to Ryutaro with all the strength in her frail body. āMy brother,ā she whispered, āi saw my brotherās corpse down there. Kakeruā¦ heā¦ they got Kakeruā¦ they killed Kakeuā¦ā
He didnāt say much in return, but he did pat her hand brieflyā the only comforting action he could manage while carrying her.
āI see a store up ahead. Letās stop by there for supplies.ā Keisuke pointed out to the leader of the bunch.
Setsuka patted the clown on the back and gave him a smile. āSounds good, lead the way. Maki, do you need me to carry Yamaguchi for a bit?ā
Midori wrapped her arms and legs around Ryutaro a bit tighter at the suggestion, very much attached to the guy who had found her and saved her from zombies.
āIāll be fine until we reach the stop.ā The blonde nodded his acknowledgement to the bluenette, forcing a smile as he struggled to catch up.
The group walked in silence for a bit, the only sounds being the orchestra of distant zombie groans.
āMiss Yamaguchi,ā Hikaru said after bit, his tone fatherly like usual, āmay I check your pulse soon? And may I check if the swelling on your ankles has gone down?ā
āYeah, thatā¦ sounds good. Thank you, Uncle.ā
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Kanata removed the bandages from Ayameās arm gradually.
āThere isnāt any sign of infection, Hatano. Kinjo and Maki are still out, soā¦ uhmā¦ can I get you something to eat?ā The surgeon spoke softly as she stared at the sprinter.
āIām not hungryā¦ā Ayame mumbled.
āInori!ā Tomori slammed the door open, her eyes sunken from lack of sleep, āi think i got bit. Check! Check, please!!ā
Kanata bit back a sigh of exasperation and forced out her cheerful smile. āOf course. Where do you think you were bit this time?ā
āMy ankle. They went after my ankle so I couldnāt run! Theyāre going to eat me. Iām going to die, arenāt I? Oh, god, Iām going to die!ā The cheerleaderās words were jumbled together and practically nonsensical. She grabbed onto Kanataās shoulders as she spoke, her nails digging into the otherās lab coat and pressing her skin uncomfortably.
āMiss Tomori,ā Kanata winced, āplease let go of me. I will check your ankle, but I am sure you are fine.ā
āIām not fine!ā Kizuna wailed before glaring accusatory daggers at Ayame. āIf youā¦ if you hadn't gotten yourself bitten! If you had just seen that bitch for what she is! We wouldnt be doomed! Youāve doomed us all!ā
Ayame took the words without fighting back. What had been the point in fighting anymore? Kizuna was right. She had doomed them all.
āMiss Tomori, pleaseā¦ Taira had us all fooledā¦ if Miss Hatano is to blame, then so are the rest of usā¦ā the blonde murmured. āPlease sit down so I can check your ankleā¦ā
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Mindless. Kinji was mindless. His faith had only been able to spare him for so long.
His teeth were decayed now. His skin was green and purple and yellow. His eyes were dull. His cheeks were sunken.
It was incredible that his mind stayed intact long enough for him to bury as many as he did. The only bodies he didnāt put 6 feet under, the only bodies he couldnāt handle burying, were those of the people he knew.
But what was the point?
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Yuki held his stomach as he choked up and spat out the last meal he had, beans that had barelt even begun to digest.
āUrghā¦ grossā¦ā he mumbled to himself.
Shinji was away at the moment, scouting out for the next safe place for them to go and likely trying to find his family in the process.
The lucky student fought back envious tears. At least they knew there was a chance that Shinjiās family was aliveā they found his mother, Aiko, brutally murdered in the Maeda household. Her corpse was bloated and rotted when they found it.
The sight still haunted his dreams. He couldnāt even keep.meals down since he saw it.
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Mikako peered into her brotherās lab. He hadnāt eaten in quite some time, nor had he slept.
āYamatoā¦ā she whispered hesitantly.
He spun around with a dart ready in his hand. He only lowered it after he registered it was her.
āMikako, Iāve told you to leave me alone. I need to find a cure, or no one will be safe.ā The inventor turned back to his work and threw a crumpled up piece of paper to the side.
āIām sure someone else is searching for a cure, Yamato. Why not try to make a vaccine? Some sort of immunity would help while someone else finds a cure.ā The exorcist suggested.
Her brother didnāt seem to have heard. That, or he was ignoring her.
āAhā¦ nevermind.ā She straightened her back and spun on her heel to hunt down their other classmates.
For the newcomers, Satsuki was putting on a performanceā juggling empty bottles and broken gadgets whilst telling jokes. That could not be safe, but Haruhiko seemed to have his eyes on her.
The bunker door heaved open, and Teruyaās team came in, carrying boxes full of food and other supplies.
āWeāre back with dinner!ā The merchant shouted.
Mikako rushed over to take the box from him.
āThank you, Otori, this should be good for at least a week. You and your scavenger team did good.ā
He grinned at her and handed his box over. āThanks! We uhā¦ā he hesitated, āWe saw Taira and Maedaā¦ errā¦ Utsuro? On our flight backā¦ they looked like they were heading somewhereā¦ dunno whereā¦ā
She bit her tongue and nodded thankfully at him. āThank you for telling me.ā
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Thats it. Im hungry good bye.
Aw yeah infection Au moment! I do remember you saying a while back that you wanted to write something about Rei in this Au and MAN her part has gotta be my favorite out of these little snippets.
I really like taking a look at how a bunch of the cast is doing, seeing the way you wrote them in those situations was pretty fun! It reminded me how much i like the idea of Setsuka's like group with the 6.5 cast and how Kanata probably wishes she has a degree in psychology to properly deal with Ayame and Kizuna (she may feel as if she's not doing enough for them seing as her kindness can only bring her so far when dealing with their turmoil)
#i really like thinking about the voids + hibiki in this au too#i never explained this before because i wanted to draw something for it but oh well#basically at one point the voids (as in Nikei Hajime and Emma since Iroha has been zombified and ran away by now) steal some suplies from#Syobai's apocalypse mob. so he sends Kanade and Hibiki to ātake care of themā for him#because Kanade has deal with Syobai where she's essentially works as his executor whenever he needs it#and in exchange he lets her take things rom his stocks when she pleases (she mainly takes weapons. the crazier the better)#and you know. Hibiki i in her puppet stage so she goes along#so the twins go after the voids in their mad max-esc apocalypse car and after a while Kanade manages to corner them#and Hibiki takes this opportunity to stab her in the back :) literally#because turns out Hibiki snapped out of her puppet stage at some point a while back. and seeing Kanades terrifying true nature#she wanted to put an end to her madness but for the time being she kept pretending to be under her control. because she wa looking for the#right opportunity to deal a killing blow without because Kanade is a better fighter than her#this opportunity turned out to be the voids! she explains the whole story to them and offers to do something for them to make up#for the hell Kanade and her put them through (chasing them around for several days and getting into fights)#so Hajime asks for her to hand over all of her supplies. Emma asks for the car. and Nikei asks her if she has any information about#a possible cure for the virus (because he feels somewhat guilty for what happened to Iroha) and Hibiki tells her she knows of a scientist#that's working on one and recives chemicals suplies from Syobai (because he wants this capitalize on this cure whenever it gets done)#So by Nikei's orders Hibiki tricks Mikado into giving her a stash of Kokoro's solution and goes with the voids in a search for Iroha#so that they can give her the prototype cure (which works just as a virus suppressant so far) before she reaches a stage where her mind is#too far gone. so overtime Hibiki essentially becomes a void member and she has friends again for the first time since forever#i like infection au Hibiki a lot. i had a sketch of her and Kanade somewhere i think#super danganronpa another 2#danganronpa another#dra#sdra2#zombie au#infection au#hyena ramblings
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Hello birdie š¤āØ
I've got something for the Life Interrupted AU.
Thena isn't feeling well lately and is considering to go back into this hellhole where she's getting drugged to unconsciousness. She's packing her stuff when Gil shows up. He's trying to talk it out of her.
(And I definitely didn't had this Idea because I'm stuck in one of those hellholes, lol)
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"Going somewhere?"
Thena sighed, setting down one of her shirts and staring down at her bed. "I was thinking about it."
Gil walked further into her room, having just arrived. "Druig texted me. Really surprised me to hear from him, but he said you've been acting weird--wants me to 'talk to some sense into you'."
Thena let out a humourless chuckle. "I'm surprised he decided to entrust you with that task."
"Gotta say, I am too," Gil agreed quietly until he was standing behind her. "I have to agree--you seem a little anxious lately."
She had been nervous, jumpy, and Gil knew it. They hadn't been able to go out on a date in weeks because she felt on the verge of a panic attack at the thought of having to navigate crowds or risk running into someone. "Maybe...maybe I should consider-"
"Don't," he whispered, placing his hand gently over hers. Her bag was already half full. "Don't say you're going back to that place."
Thena squeezed her eyes shut, tears already burning the insides of them. "Where should I go, Gil?"
"Anywhere else," he concluded. He pulled her hand away from packing up as if she were sailing off into the horizon. He moved slowly and gently until he could sit on the chair in the corner of her room and look up at her. "Please, Thena, just talk to me."
When he was seated lower, she had no excuse not to look at him. But she stared down at his hands, holding hers so, so gently. "Druig and Makkari have been looking at places again."
Gil raised his brows. "That...that's good...right?"
It was. It was what she wanted. She wanted their lives to continue on after the ugliness of the last year. She wanted her brother to feel free to settle down and marry the love of his life. And he could do that without worrying about his sister, she was determined.
"He keeps asking me to see them," she admitted quietly, as if Druig had his ear pressed against the door and would be wounded by overhearing her. "He keeps picking rooms that he says can be mine--if I so choose."
"So," Gil prompted, giving her hands a little squeeze, "what's so bad about that?"
Thena shook her head, looking up around the ceiling of her room to keep her tears from falling. "I'm not some child he has to drag around with him. He should be choosing a home to suit him and his wife, not worrying about his burdensome sister."
"Come on," Gil whispered, his eyes drifting downward from the sheer weight of Thena's discouragement. "You know he doesn't think of you like that."
Thena sighed, pulling her hands from Gil's and plopping herself on the corner of her bed. She pressed them to her head, trying to keep them from shaking. "I know he doesn't. That is exactly the problem."
"Okay, so you don't want him worrying about you," Gil shrugged, turning in the chair to face her head on again.
Thena stared down at her knees. She wasn't wearing her work dress and stockings with a tight ponytail. But she couldn't bring herself to wear soft sweatpants anymore, opting for athleisure leggings and a cardigan at even her most comfortable.
"What else?"
She toyed with her fingernails. "I don't want to live here alone."
Gil nodded again, leaning back in the chair.
She hunched over herself more, despite her sore back. "It's not about the cost, it's...I can't be here by myself, thinking all these...things."
"Okay, so we'll find somewhere else for you," Gil leapt at the opportunity to suggest an alternative. He leaned forward again, even scooching toward the edge of the seat. "I'll help you look."
She smiled, although she still wasn't feeling the intent behind the action. "Druig offered the same. Even Makkari--but that's not the point."
Gil seemed to understand what she was getting at. And of course he did, it was Gil. He was sweet, and understanding, and he always seemed to know what she was trying to say, even if she didn't have the words. "You want to find a place for yourself."
She sighed, looking at her hands again. "I don't seem capable of anything these days."
Gil took her hands in his again, rubbing his thumb over her skin. "You know that's not true."
She wasn't as sure as he was. She never was--never had his confidence, or positivity. It was something she both envied and admired about him. She loved it about him. "Maybe-"
"No!"
She blinked, taken aback by his outburst. He was always so soft spoken, especially with her. She had never heard him so much as raise his voice. The only things he did loudly were laughing and sneezing.
"Maybe nothing!" he pressed, standing from the chair. "That place never did you any good. I don't think it does anyone any good! And I will not let you go back to that misery!"
Thena's eyes fluttered, her back straightening. Her heart began to squeeze at the sheer volume of things, but this was Gil--she was safe with him.
"Thena," he finally quieted again, kneeling in front of her. "You never have to go back to that place, okay? I don't care if you have a nervous breakdown--I'll take care of you. I'll take better care of you than they ever would in there. Just--just promise me you won't go back there because you're worried about burdening people."
She blinked, those tears she was trying to hold back finally falling. It was completely dark outside, her small bedside lamp offering minimal lighting. But it caught Gil's features in just such a way that made him seem so beautiful. "I don't want to go back there."
"Good," he nodded, turning her hand so he could press his lips to it.
"But," she gasped, her lip wobbling. She clung to him. "But what if I'm not me, anymore?"
"You're exactly who you need to be," he said without a hint of doubt in his voice. "You're Thena."
So completely unwavering, her Gilgamesh.
"You're my Thena," he repeated, softer this time, kissing the back of her other hand before pulling her up to stand with him. His hands slipped around waist to rest at her back. "That's all you need to be."
She wasn't sure who 'Thena' was, at times. At least, not as she knew herself before all this. Gil kept saying that the past year was a part of her, for better or worse. But she just wanted to leave it behind--to revert to the version of her that had existed before it all.
"Look," he whispered, still holding her so gently. "Maybe that's easy for me to say. I didn't know you before. But the Thena I know is pretty damn amazing."
She let another laugh, still not humoured in the least.
"She is," he chuckled, though, and he did mean it. He leaned closer, touching his forehead to hers. "She's this badass translator, works in a big, fancy office. She's actually pretty funny, if she's in a good mood. Kinda likes messing with me."
"I do not."
"Just a little," he contested, scrunching up his nose faintly. "But I think that side of her is cute. And she's tough--way tougher than she thinks she is. And she's an incredible sister, even when her brother is being a pain in our ass."
"Our?" she interrupted.
"Our," he confirmed, touching the tips of their noses together to silence her. "And I know he's just worried about you. That's why he keeps saying you can stay with them if you want. But I guess he doesn't really know it's stressing you out."
Thena sighed, dragged back into the depths of her problems like plunging into ice cold water. "How do I tell him?"
Gil skipped over that question, still busy holding her, almost swaying as his weight shifted from foot to foot. "So, this Thena--I mean, to me, she's the most incredible woman in the world."
"Gil," she sighed, trying to pull him from his reverent description of her.
But he nudged her head until he could kiss her lips, also gently. As gently as everything else about him. "She's the woman I love, plain and simple."
Oh, did she ever love him. She had gone from being someone who probably didn't really believe in love for herself at all to being head over heels for her sweet, gentle giant.
She sighed as she kissed him again, leaning up on her toes to loop her arms around his neck. Kissing Gil always made her feel more human--more grounded and real. It took away the buzzing in her head and replaced it with with a heavy and pleasant sedative that could spread through her veins.
Gil stayed close, his forehead against hers, lips still faintly puckered. "Better?"
"Hm," she sighed. She didn't need to explain herself--not to him. She ran her fingers gently through the hair at the back of his head. If only she never had to go to work, or take public transport, or go to house viewings where the realtor would look at her oddly. If only she could stay in Gil's arms every second of every day.
"Good," he sufficed to say, tapping his fingers against the back of her sweater. He moved his hand to her hip. "So, about this living situation-"
"Right," she sighed the heaviest she had yet (which was saying something).
"Hey," he nudged her gently, pulling her eyes up to him. "A unit in my building is going on the market for next month. It's the one above mine--sweet old guy is moving out to be closer to his grand kids."
Oh. Living that close to Gil--being neighbours?
"I can always ask him if he'd be open to a lease trade-off," Gil suggested, although he was unable to hide his excitement at the prospect in his smile. "What do you think?"
Being that close to Gil? Being his upstairs neighbour?
His smile wobbled faintly, turning sheepish as he looked away. "It's a little more modest than this place. But it's a one bedroom, and it's not a bad location. And-"
Thena stood on her toes, pressing her lips to his, even with a cliche 'mmwah' sound. He looked dazed after the firmer kiss, which made her smile genuinely for the first time that night. She leaned against him heavier, but he steadied her without a second thought. "I think that sounds perfect."
"Really?" he asked, beaming like a dog about to receive a treat with a wagging tail.
She took his cheeks in her hands, "it sounds wonderful, Gil."
"O-Okay," he laughed, sounding near hysteria. But he pulled her against his chest in his arms, even lifting her off the ground slightly as he spun them. "This'll be amazing, sweetie, I promise!"
He needed no promises. The thought of having him a mere flight of stairs away was already comforting, in a sense. And she had been to his flat plenty of times. He was right, it was in a good location, and it wasn't any further from her office than she was now, all things considered.
Gil set her on her feet once more. "I'll talk to him tonight."
"Don't get too ahead of yourself," she advised gently. It wasn't often she was able to offer a calming voice of reason these days; it felt familiar, even soothing. She toyed with some some stray hairs of his. "I may have to apply, like everyone else."
"Peh," Gil waved in dismissal again (making her laugh, again). "The old guy loves me. And that's before I tell him some sob story about wanting my girlfriend to move in so we can be closer."
Thena blushed softly, toying with the hem of her cardigan. Sometimes she had to remind herself that Gil wasn't just 'someone she was seeing', and actually the man she had known for more than half a year and had been dating for more than half that time, now.
"It'll be great," he whispered, pressing a kiss to her cheek. "We can carpool to work, I'll be right downstairs if you ever wanna talk--or cuddle."
"Gil," she admonished, but it came out as a light and air whisper as he kissed her cheek again, his five o'clock shadow against her skin.
He stopped nuzzling her just to look at her more solemnly. "You should tell Druig."
"It was your idea."
"Exactly," Gil made a face, shrinking somewhat. "He'll kill me."
Thena rolled her eyes, her spirits lifting by the moment. "It's not as if you're offering to shack up with me yourself."
He didn't laugh at her joke. He didn't even seem to realise it was a joke, just shrugged one shoulder. "I mean they're both only one bedroom units. Plus, I imagine you want some space for yourself for a little. Feel like you have some more control?"
Well, he was exactly right about that, as always. Although she hadn't expected his rebuttal to be that they would need a larger space if they were to live together. She just blinked, "precisely."
"So it's decided," he grinned again, and gave her another kiss for good measure. "I'll go talk to Karun, you talk to Druig. He really is worried about you."
"I know," she mumbled, feeling properly chastised. She unlinked her hands from behind his head and squeezed his forearms. "I'm sure he was desperate to call you."
"And I'm suggesting you move into my building instead of in with him?--he's gonna have my head."
Thena laughed genuinely for the first time that night. "Don't worry, I'll protect you from him."
Gil stared at her in a way that made her toes curl. He bent his head down to sneak into the crook of her neck under her jaw. "I know you will."
She shivered as he left a kiss on her pulse point.
But he left it at that, pulling away and standing to his full height again. It left her feeling chilly, needing to pull her cardigan tighter around herself. "Okay."
Thena nodded, letting him take her by the hand. She did have to talk to Druig--about everything. About moving and also about how she would be okay without him hovering over her shoulder. She would be okay without that hell hole and its medication and she would be okay even if she felt like this different version of herself, possibly forever.
Gil grasped the doorknob with his other hand, the door not fully closed and letting in just a sliver of light from the rest of the house. He held her other hand, giving it a squeeze. "Ready?"
She nodded, holding his hand tighter, just in case she needed it. But she smiled, "ready."
#Thenamesh Life Interrupted AU#I love this au!#and we love you Love!#Thena is feeling worse and worse about Druig moving out before proposing#he's all stressed about her staying with them#but stressed because she doesn't want him to stress#it's a lot going on#so Thena gets more withdrawn thinking about all this#and eventually Druig does the unthinkable#he texts his sister's boyfriend and tells him to get his ass down here and talk to her#they come out of her room#They're holding hands and Thena looks oh so besotted#Druig sits up from the couch holding Makkari like I already don't like this#Thena tells Druig listen she appreciates his concern and she'll come and visit all the time#but she's going to move into Gil's place#and Druig loses his everloving mind#he blows up about how it's too soon and they barely know each other and he doesn't trust Gil enough to let them shack up#and Thena lets him get it all out of his system before finishing saying: Gil's apartment........complex#Makkari: lol#Druig totally loses his steam and just goes oh...well I guess that's not so bad#because Thena knows how to break bad news to her little brother#Druig is still a little wary of it and he still tells Gil that if he ever thinks Thena is upset because of him#he's got a whole lot of hell comin' his way#but he's also a good brother and tells her he'll help her move and he's not going anywhere until she's settled#they haven't settled on a house yet anyway and he won't actually leave until Thena is settled#if she called and said I don't like it here Druig is like okay we're living in the townhouse forever#meanwhile Thena actually wants him to leave the nest so she and Gil can be cutesy flirty neighbours and carpool and have sleepovers
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'Nother fanfic drawing, this time based on chapter two of my rewrite where Ghirahim is forced to be nice to Zelda and he hates every single second of it.
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#the thing is. you should believe survivors#also my ex after we broke up tried to go to half of our mutual friend and tell them horrifying stories of abuse he was dealing with#it wasn't even planned smearing campain (I don't think it's his style). he was truly hurt. some things really di happened. some even#happened the way he told it. and some were blowed to 'I went to work with bruises every day' (he was grabbed by hand by other partner once#and had bruises because he was so white-skinned he bruised like from touch)#or how I forced him to live with other man that hated him and turned his life to hell (he forgot to mention that it was my disabled brother#he flew away from our abusive mother as soon as he turned 18 and I gave him shelter. after asking partners to consider this seriously#because it's big commitment. I also stated several times that I'm willing to move out with him if it's unpleasant. also this 'living hell'#was him ignoring my partner completely after he yelled on him several times because as he said he didn't ran away from home#to suffer yelling again)#so yeah. it didn't work that time because my friend actually know everything from me long before my ex came to them#they nodded politely and never talked to him again#but it lingers. and it majes me look really critically at any call out or accusation.#person could be really hurt. really harmed even. and still there could be biases or misunderstanding or any human messiness#it sounds like girl had a horrifying experience. it also looks like she kept illusion of being fully on board and loving it.#was it believably? or he just didn't care#did he pick her because she was young and inexperienced? or because she told him she's interested in bdsm?#did he tried to help her when she was in bad place? or was he calculatingly buying her silence?#was he creepy or was he awkward?#honestly I don't know even... what kind of proofs you can get there#like we have her statement. we have objective thing ā texts and vids. we can have Gaiman own statement#so what if he will repeat what stated in messages: it was consensual she literally wrote what she want me to do etc#believe survivors. what if everything she told is true too. but also what in messages are true too#what if she was scared and hurt and also told him yes and more and please master. because people are complicated#would he accused of not reading her mind? would there be charges on not checking enough. HOW WRAP MY MIND AROUND IT#like it's all is ne genuinely trying to understand what's next and how it could be wrapped at all#for the record: even if it was absolutely šÆ consensual and girl like completely lying about everything etc#he's still clearly fucked up and things were messy for a lot of reasons. it's bad!#but there's difference between 'it was rape or coercion' and 'it was poorly planned affair and he should've be more considerate of partners#feelings'. and in any way. hope that girl gets help
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ļ¼ DAAAAI-CHAN !ļ¼ a bright & cheery call toward daisuke as she trots to catch up with him, always so warm & filled with energy even so early in the morning. once the distance was closed she moves to walk in front of him spinning on her heel before presenting from her schoolbag a little bundle wrapped in a cute cloth in red hues of which inside holds some homemade fudge & cookies. ļ¼ my dormmates & i made a ton of treats for all our pals for valentine's day so here is your share !ļ¼
a grin before she plops the bundle within his hands with a sense of pride. her cooking was not something to bat an eye at after all ! each little piece of fudge was shaped into little hearts & stars, decorated with white or milk chocolate & even confetti ! the cookies as well all had little decors of various sorts. all from scratch made with love borne from minako's ever abundant wealth within her.
for a moment, however, her mirth is dropped & her voice low. reaching once more in her bag to procure a matching small bundle( one would note just as cute, though the cloth of which the confections within was a swirl of blue & purples. ) that she tosses over toward daisuke with much less enthusiasm. ļ¼ oh, right. this one is for him.ļ¼ && within seconds after the second gift was passed over she's back to being all smiles, ļ¼ anyways i hope y'all enjoy ! happy valentine's day dai-chan !ļ¼
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' arisato-san ... ? ' wow . she sure is lively , isn't she ? try as he might , he's never been a morning person . abrupt ( and deadly ! ) awakenings in tandem with his regular nocturnal excursions only made everything worse . the fatigue of a heist still weighs on him ; in the ache at his calves , or heavy on his shoulders , itching down the now empty space of his back . between trying to keep up with his homework and his family sending out one card after another to keep him occupied , he's been so busy , that valentines ---
' ah ... w-wait , it's today ?! ' already ?! the panic doesn't take long to reach his expression . his cheeks flare like he's been caught marching to school with no pants on , which , thankfully , even in a post-heist grog , he had at least managed to remember for himself . ' i mean --- w-wah , you guys did all that together ... ? ' and she was willing to bring even him something ?
there's a little longing , a strange blend of emotions --- for an instant he could have confessed that he never had even imagined that chocolates could have been made as a group , rather than a solitary , intimate endeavor wherein one person alone tried to make chocolates for others . daisuke can't help but wish that he could have gone with her and learned to make something more himself , but it was impossible , wasn't it ?
he might have been nothing more than an awkward stranger . he had his own isolating curse . moreover , besides the likes of his family , the artworks , himself and just a few others --- he wasn't sure that he even had enough friends to possibly hand out chocolates to .
nevertheless , minako's gift drops itself into his hands . ' this is ... ' even without any talent , he still had an eye . for skill and luxury , red irises shimmering the instant he peeks through the cloth . ' you made these , arisato-san ?! ' it's something that should have been obvious by now , but if anything , his vocal disbelief should have served as a compliment . ' they look amazing ! i've never seen anything like them --- '
... ah .
it's a second bag . ( uh oh . ) a purple one . ( oh --- oh no !! ) where minato's enthusiasm seems to shrivel up and die in an instant , daisuke's own speechless alarm and hidden , not-so-hidden anxieties elevate themselves into a pale stare . although a hand readily , instinctively snatches the tossed bundle out of the air without at all rattling or cracking its contents , he still really can't believe it ! it's just as shocking to be the recipient of two valentines gifts as it was to realize and acknowledge that minako had actually given something to --- to 'him' ?!
'his' face flashes in the boy's mind . it's one he desperately hopes his own wasn't already changing into as he balked and stared . ' the ... wuhhhh ? ' he doesn't really want to assume , but it's kind of obvious who it should have been for , right ?! but what was he supposed to say ?! what would anybody have said in this kind of situation ?! thank you so much ?! i'm sorry ?! actually , he's never even told her about being dark , so what exactly was this for ?!
' you --- i ... ! ' was it just because he was from azumano , and she decided it would have been nice ( huh ? ) to lend him something to throw onto the offering pile that every other student was practically foisting all sorts of chocolates and alluring gifts onto ? he clutches both of the bundles in his hands ; watches as minako waves and sparkles in the morning sunlight , no doubt ready to skip away to her next delivery . dark himself might have been sleeping , always a drowse in daylight hours , but even so ... ' uh , thank you , arisato-san ! i ... i'm sure he appreciates it ?! i mean , i'll do my best that he gets it ?! i mean , i really like what you've given me ! thank you ! thank you --- ! '
just maybe he should have shut up already .
#*ļ½„ļ¾ā° ANSWERED. ā±#CANON.#foolshoujo#FINALLY#PEACE AND QUIET TO DO THIS#BAKAWJBALGJKGJKJ MINAKO IM YELING BGKAJKKJGJJKHJJ#NOT THE GIFT FOR DARKKKKKKK#hes soooo hes gonna wake up and be like i knewwww she was obsessed wit me <3#couldnt get me out of her mind <3#<- entirely aware they're pity/obligation chocolates of some bizarre kind and would be satisfied#as long as they didn't blow up in his face like miniature bombs#IM JUST AS SHOCKED AS DAI......#EVEN DARK GETS SOMETHING FROM MINAKO HUH....#THTS JUST HER POWER.....
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