#and he either spends the whole chapter worried or he tries to go home to check on them but cant
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killjoy-prince · 6 months ago
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DAYBREAK MENTION FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 65 CHAPTERS!!! BABYGIRL I MISS YOUUUU
#prince's talk tag#WHERE IS HE I NEED TO KNOW HES OK!!#yes i know he got fired at the end of chapter 27 but his luck is so good i imagine he bounced back quickly#i need him and twilight to interact again!! there so fun!!#i know it wont happen but imagine he somehow ends up working for WISE and he and twilight get paired for a mission#or twilight and yor have missions to do but dont wanna leave anya alone and no one is available atm so they hire someone#and that someone is daybreak#but since twilight already left by the time he arrived and yor was the one that greeted him before she left#twilight couldnt stop him from potentially blowing his cover (like he thinks hes been made but it was just a coincidence)#OR he is there when daybreak arrives but he can't send him away without raising suspicion so he has to take the L#and he either spends the whole chapter worried or he tries to go home to check on them but cant#meanwhile anya has read their minds and knows theyve met before and she gets excited which makes it harder for twilight to send daybreak off#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i miss him soooooo much#ENDO WHERE IS HE??? WHY DID YOU LOCK HIM IN YOUR BASEMENT!! LET HIM OUT!!!!!#this was from ch 92 i was catching up bc i wanted a bunch of chapters to come out so i can read them all in one go#and yo that reveal anya pulled on damien during their dance!!!! so good!!!!#like yea he didnt believe her but she said it and he'll think about it whenever she say something she couldnt possibly of known#sxf#spy x family
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malarign · 2 years ago
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Request - y/n (female) taking care of Jake when he has a stomach bug and she has to pick him up from the company because he doesn’t feel good and the boys call her 🤔💞
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(when he is sick and you take care of him)
contains: idolbf!Jake x fem!reader | genre: fluff | tw! kissing, mentions of stomach problems | wc: 1,0k
reblogs, likes and comments are highly appreciated!!!
author’s note: just before you proceed with reading, thank you Anon for requesting! i really enjoyed writing this one! ❤️ also, i didn’t proofread this one 😬
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“Are you sure you shouldn’t just stay at home today?”
“I’m sure babe, I’ll be fine,” Jake said kissing your forehead. He smiled when he noticed how you still had the same concerned expression on your face. “I promise I feel better,” he spoke putting his right hand on the left side of his chest.
His enthusiasm to go on practice with the rest of Enhypen made you smile and trusted him. But you had a really bad feeling about it. For the past few days whenever he came back home from either dance practice or vocal lessons, he complained about his constant stomach aches, making you worried. But every time you tried to make him stay and visit a doctor he refused, either saying it’s not that bad or that he feels better, just like today.
“I’ll be home pretty late, love. Our comeback is near!” he announced like the excited puppy he is.
The sight of his signature pose made you giggle and pull him by his collar for a quick kiss. Well, you intended for it to be quick but he certainly had other plans. He kissed you gently while keeping you in place by placing his hands on your waist. This made your hands travel up to his neck. You noticed how hot his neck was but before you could say anything the sound of his phone ringing made him go out hurriedly. You waved at him when he disappeared behind the corner and run to catch a lift.
You decided to brush off your observations and just spend your day as you planned. You packed your bag and headed over to one of your favorite coffee shops nearby in order to study for upcoming exams.
The day was perfect for studying; the weather recently became warmer so everybody around you wore light outerwear finally saying goodbye to winter clothing. Once you sat down and ordered your beverage you started revising the chapters that were the most problematic.
No matter how much you study you just don’t seem to get your head around that specific subject. Anytime you had problems with some questions you had Jake who was always willing to help you with hard topics.
You didn’t even notice how much you started thinking about him when you noticed your phone started ringing. Looking at the caller ID you smiled seeing Jungwon’s name.
“Jungwon! What’s up?” you asked taking a sip from your cup.
“Y/n, are you busy right now?” His serious tone made you nervous. You left the cup aside and answered.
“No, is everything okay?”
The other side was quiet for a while when he spoke: “Well it’s about Jake.” His words made you even more anxious, knowing what he was going to say next, but instead of Jungwon’s voice, you heard Jay.
“Y/n could you maybe come and pick him up? He really doesn’t feel the best.”
Not wanting to make them wait you almost immediately raised from your seat and went straight home.
“I’ll be there soon.” Not waiting for his response you ended the call and ran to your apartment, where you left your books and took the keys to your car. Driving through almost whole Seoul was quite problematic at this hour, with roads packed making you stay in long lines of cars. Once you arrived at his company’s adress you quickly got out of your car and ran to the entrance.
“Y/n!” You noticed Sunoo calling your name and waving at you smiling brightly. “That’s such a relief that you could come here. Honestly I’ve never seen him in such state. I mean, it’s not that bad! But, you know him, he always tends to neglect his problems, especially health ones,” he spoke quickly while walking with you to the elevator. His words made you regret that you had let him go today to work.
Both of you arrived at the right floor, and headed to Enhypen’s practice room. First thing you noticed was somebody’s figure laying on the floor covered with what seemed to be Sunghoon’s and Jay’s hoodies. Soon realizing it was Jake lying under the pile of clothes you run up to him. You squatted next to him and placed your hand on his forehead. You were shocked how hot his skin felt against the palm of your hand.
“Thank God you’re here,” said Heeseung walking up to you. “He kept on trembling even during the practice,” he spoke while pointing clothes he was covered by. “Was he okay when he was leaving for work?”
His question made you cover your face in your hands. “No, he wasn’t. But he told me he’ll be fine. Gosh, I shouldn’t have let him go out today!”
“Hey, it’s okay.” Heeseung laughed a bit and patted your shoulder slightly. “It’s not your fault, you know that. He’s stupid for neglecting things like this,” he said making Jake open his eyes a bit.
“Hey, not stupid!” he huffed and winced at the pain he felt suddenly in his abdomen.
“Okay, let’s go,” you said taking the clothes off of him and handed them to Heeseung. You helped him get up, heart practically breaking at how shaky and trrembly his fig to sure was. Heeseung helped you with transporting him to your car and you hastily bid your goodbyes.
The ride home was quiet, gulit trip eating you from your insides, feeling ironic pain in your stomach. When both of you arrived to your shared apartment you helped him change clothes into more comfortable and warm ones. You silently checked his temperature and gave him proper medicine. While doing so he kept on looking at you, somewhat apologetically.
“Are you mad at me?” he asked softly, hoping for negative answer, but instead you pouted and looked at him, brows knitted in a frown.
“Honeslty, I am a bit. You lied to me.”
“I really thought I’ll be better though.” He tried not to giggle at your expression. You looked so cute in his eyes whenever you pouted. “Please don’t be mad.”
“I’m not, stupid. Now I need to make sure you feel better before Bang PD murders me.” You smiled and brushed his hair off his face.
“Hey, not stupid!”
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cloudlessly-light · 6 months ago
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Hey bestie! I love your works! I was wondering maybe you could write a fic where Emily is cockwarming Aaron while he’s cleaning his gun and she cums very quick because it’s too sexy for her ☺️
A/N: I’ll give an extra warning for this chapter, it contains gun kink, you have been warned!
I would also like to add that I wrote most of this either on the way to or from @sequinsmile-x, as well as in her apartment.
Title: Love like mine (3/11) Chapter title: But don’t worry I’ll make sure you don’t forget it Summary: He wasn’t a cheater. Until her. Word count: 3,7k Rating: Explicit Warnings (for this chapter): Smut, cock warming, gun kink, dirty talk, cheating, hinting at abortion
They spend the day mostly naked, starting off with breakfast until Emily casually strips herself from his shirt and he ends up taking her on her dining room table. It’s hours spent together in between sex and jokes and conversation and Emily finds herself liking the way he’s relaxing in her company, the difference between Aaron and Hotch slowly sneaking through in a way he hadn’t let it before.
He’s funny, a dry sense of humor that she finds that she enjoys and she can tell that he likes the way she challenges him. It had been part of his attraction to her from the start, the fact that he can’t really figure her out.
“Where did you get this?” He asks as he traces the tattoo on her hipbone, faded and old on her skin.
“In Italy.” She doesn’t want to tell him the whole story, doesn’t want him to tell him that after one of the worst experiences of her life she wanted something beautiful to come from it. The daffodil tattoo that she at 15 thought was a good idea, the flower meaning change and new beginnings, something she now rarely paid much attention to. “It was a new start for me.” She tells him simply and he seems to understand that she doesn’t want to talk about it.
“It’s pretty.” He says instead and kisses her hipbone before moving slowly up her body, his tongue tasting her skin until he’s face to face with her. “Like you.”
“You’re not so bad yourself.” She smiles into a kiss and when she hears his sated groan she can’t help the way satisfaction tingles down her spine. She knew he wasn’t hers, she knew that part of why she was attracted to him was because he was taken. Him being married meant that she was safe. She wouldn’t get hurt this way, and that was comforting.
Aaron tries not to think about the repercussions of what they were doing, how this could end. He didn’t want to leave Haley, didn’t really know what he was doing spending his weekend with another woman. But as Emily moaned his name in his ear, he didn’t want to stop.
He gets home early on Sunday morning to an empty house and he tries to ignore the guilt that’s creeping up his spine. He had spent the entire weekend with Emily, his mistress, and the thought of Haley had barely crossed his mind. The clothes he wears smell like her and he quickly puts them in the washing machine, needing to hide every trace of Emily before Haley walks through their front door with his son.
It’s wrong, so wrong, this wasn’t the man he had imagined himself to be. But Emily was addictive, something he hadn’t known he needed but now didn’t know how to be without. Somewhere in the back of his mind he knows that he should come clean, that doing this to Haley was close to evil. But he loved his wife, loved the life they had built and he didn’t want to give that up.
He realizes that it can’t last, not in the long run but then dark eyes and a teasing smile flashes in his mind and for some reason he finds that he’s not ready to give her up.
Being with Emily was something new, something he’d never had before, pleasures and urges he had always forced deep down finally seeming to have room to breathe. She didn’t judge him for wanting what he did, in fact, she seemed to revel in it. Reveled in the way he let go like he hadn’t before, seemed to love the power it gave her.
He hears Haley call for him just as he’s getting out of the shower, only minutes after he had washed the sin off his skin.
“Hi honey.” She greets him with a soft kiss and a smile, gentle and loving and home and he kisses her back. “I missed you.”
“I missed you too.” He tells her, the lie sliding off his tongue almost too easily as he takes Jack from her, the toddler babbling happily in his arms. “How were your parents?”
“They’re good. Maybe next time you can come too.” Haley watches as he tickles Jack with a fond smile. She wasn’t an idiot, she knew something had changed between them in the last few months, knew that he was hiding something from her but as she stood there in the home where they had picked out the color of the wallpaper and argued about what couch to buy and listened to the sounds of their sons laugh, she forced those thoughts away.
*
“Is this a bad time?” She knocks on his office door and lingers in the doorway. It’s late, everyone’s gone home and she had every intention to do the same, but then he had given her that look, the look that meant he wanted her to stay late. So she had told a lie to Derek and JJ when they asked why she didn’t go home, blaming paperwork that she didn’t actually have but it seemed to be enough for them to leave the office.
It had been a strange day, a restlessness in her that she wasn’t sure where it came from. She needed something, but didn’t know what. Felt the need for something thrilling, for the restlessness to go away. She must have walked into his office right as he was about to clean his gun, the weapon disassembled on his desk and for some reason her eyes fastens on it.
“Not at all.” He said as he stood from behind his desk. He looked through the window and saw that the bullpen was empty and he closed the blinds swiftly. When he looked back at her he could see how her eyes lingered on his gun that he had just been about to clean, thinking that it would still be a while before she would have been able to join him. “Emily?”
Her eyes snap to his and she licked over her suddenly dry lips. She didn’t know why the thought of his gun suddenly made want stir in her belly, didn’t know why she suddenly thought about how his gun looked small in his large hands and the precision in which he used it. But she did know that the restlessness she felt made her feel something she never had before as she looked at the weapon in front of her.
“Yeah?” For some reason her voice comes out low and breathy, so familiar to him in the throes of passion that he feels a tugging in his groin.
“What are you thinking about?” He husks as he circles her slowly until he’s standing behind her, lets his lips trail teasingly along the back of her neck as his hands grip her hips to pull her back against his chest. The adrenaline that suddenly rushed through his veins was intense, because he knew this was new, something neither of them had done before.
“N-nothing.” She swallows hard but cranes her neck to give him easier access to her skin.
“Tsk, you shouldn’t lie.” He nips at her neck and she gasps in response. “You’re still looking at it.” The way her body tenses slightly as she looks back at him with wide eyes makes him hum knowingly.
She tore her eyes from the gun, felt his lips turn into a smirk against her neck and when her eyes meet his there’s something dark reflecting in his brown orbs, something feral and new, something that sends a thrill through her body. And she knew she was caught.
He lets go of her and goes to sit down at his desk, a small smile tugging on his lips that he bites the inside of his cheek to keep at bay.
“You like my gun?” He beckons her closer and she walks around the desk to stand at his side. “Answer me.”
“I don’t know why.” She mumbles, shy in a way she usually never was with him and the way her cheeks heat up makes him sit back in chair.
“I’ll tell you what.” He pushes back slowly from his desk, one hand hovering over his fly. “You can sit here and watch me clean my gun, and if you’re quiet, I’ll give you a reward.”
She looks at him questionably, not understanding where he’s going with this. Her eyes shift from his gun to his hand as he slowly reaches for her, his fingers expertly popping the button of her pants.
“What are you doing?” She barely recognizes her voice, so thick with want that it comes out low and raspy.
“I’m undressing you.” He tells her matter-of-factly before pulling her pants and underwear down her hips. When they’re a puddle around her feet he stands to help her out of her shirt, her bra soon following as she stands completely naked in front of him. He tugged on the piercing, a nipple ring that she’d started wearing only a few days ago. “You’re going to sit here and keep my cock comfortable while I clean my gun.”
The whimper that escapes her comes without warning, suddenly so aroused that it feels like her entire body was set on fire. He’s barely even touched her, and yet she knows her slick are shining on her thighs already, her skin flushing as he looks at her with dark eyes.
“Aaron-“ she starts but is quickly cut off as he presses a finger against her lips.
“Quiet, sweetheart.” The nickname falls from his lips without hesitation and if he wasn’t so ridiculously turned on himself he would have corrected himself. But instead he simply drags the zipper of his slacks down, gets his hard cock out and sits back down on his chair.
Emily waits only a second before she straddles his legs, her hand around his shaft as she lines him up with her center. She runs the tip of him through her folds, lets him feel her wetness before slowly sinking down on him with a strangled moan. His hands spread her thighs wider apart, as wide as possible as he holds her tight against his chest, his breathing coming out of hot, short puffs against the back of her shoulder. She slowly starts to grind but his hands tighten and he bites down on her neck.
“No no, sit still, just like this.” He smirks when she forces herself to still on his lap, knows that she more than anything wants to move, to create friction for them both. “Rub your clit for me”
His low voice in her ear caused her to shiver and she squeezed around him return. Her fingers trembled as she does as he says, using two fingers to gently circle the bundle of nerves as Aaron hummed, pleased with her obedience.
“Fuck…” she gasped as she clenched around him again and she heard his low groan against her ear.
“Now watch.” He let go of her hips only to reach for his gun. When he held it up Emily bit back a moan, eyes fastened on it. “Dirty girl, you probably want me to fuck you with my gun.” He cleaned the muzzle as he talked.
She didn’t respond, but her hips buckling slightly and her fingers speeding up against her clit was more than enough of an answer. The danger of his words made her head spin, images of what he was saying flashing in her mind.
“Mhmm, you want me to fuck you with my gun like I fuck you with my cock, hard and deep. You want to drench it, want to ruin it with the mess you’d make.” He continues conversationally as he continues to clean gunpowder out of the barrel.
”Aaron, Jesus Christ.” Her eyes rolled back as heat spread through her, slowly building her orgasm up. The heightened situation made the familiar heat she now associated with him spread quicker than ever before. All she wanted was to move, but she stayed still even as her thighs shook, afraid to break whatever spell he’d managed to put her under.
“You want to clench around the barrel of my gun just like you’re clenching me right now.” Aaron growled at the way her tight walls were trembling around him. He didn’t know what kind of primal desire had set off for her, all he knew that the brutality of it was making it hard for him to control himself. He licked over her fluttering pulse, tasted the vibration of her moan as she trembled hard enough for him to stop what he was doing to keep her on his lap.
“C-can I?” She panted through dizzying pleasure, her fingers moving in quicker and quicker circles against her clit.
“Good girl.” He praised her with a low groan. “Come for me.” He let go of the grip and put down the rag he had used and wrapped one arm around her middle to keep her still, let the other move to tug gently on her nipple ring and then she was coming, a loud cry that he knew would have been heard through the door leaving her as she rocked on his lap, unable to keep from buckling as pleasure spread through her body in powerful waves.
Once she had calmed and he was sure that she wouldn’t fall off his lap he let go of her only to pick his gun up again. He could see how her eyes, heavy lidded and dark followed his movements as he reassembled his gun, slowly, deliberately.
“Did I tell you to stop?” He asked then, his hand wrapping around her wrist to place it back against her clit. “Keep clenching around me baby, make me feel good.”
She whimpered, her clit sensitive to the touch but she did what he said, rubbing slowly over it as Aaron simply held the gun out in front of her again.
“My filthy girl.” He licked a stripe up her neck, her skin tasting of sweat and adrenaline. “You’re enjoying yourself almost too much.” His hand gripped the gun tighter, making sure her eyes stayed on it as he slowly trailed it down her body. The muzzle grazed one of her nipples, the cold steel making her gasp before slowly moving it down her body, letting her feel it gently press against her stomach.
“Aaron I don’t-” Her words were cut off by him nudging her hand away from her clit, only to graze the gun against it, the muzzle scraping it gently. It was cold and hard, the feeling new and she whimpered.
“You’re soaking me.” He let the metal slide over her clit slowly, up and down, up and down, until she was clenching around him again. The barrel was shiny with her slick as he kept moving it against her clit, glinting in the low lights in his office and he grunted against her ear.
“I’m close.” Her hands were gripping his desk, her body trembling as she tried desperately not to move. The sight of his hand, large and strong, holding the gun, something dangerous and risky between her legs was something she knew she’d never forget. It was maddening, the excitement she felt as he brought her closer to the edge. She knew he was getting closer too, his low groans against her ear deep and raspy, the hand not holding the gun gripping her hard enough to leave bruises.
Then he pressed the barrel of the gun a little harder against her clit and she was coming with a guttural whine, her head thrown back against his shoulder and body trembling as she spasmed around him. The feeling of her clenching walls around him was enough for him to come as well, his release hard enough to knock the air out of him as he jerked up against her.
She was still coming down when she heard the thump of the gun hitting the floor and then his hand on her jaw, pulling her face towards his to kiss her deeply. He tastes like Aaron and adrenaline, almost metallic.
“You really will be the death of me.” He whispers once they pulled apart and she smiles lazily, a low hum leaving her.
“Let’s hope not. This is too much fun.” She kisses him again, kisses him until the need for air becomes too much.
When she gets home that night she can still feel him, can smell his cologne on her body, feel his warm hands on her skin. She pretends that thinking about him isn’t something she should see as a warning, that pressing on the bruises on her hips was only to remember the way he had felt as he grabbed at her and not thinking about the way he’d kissed each one after they were done.
She pretends because he’s married. He was a father. He was something fun to pass the time, to use as a way to get frustrations out. Wasn’t he?
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It’s been three weeks since that night in his office, three weeks of things seemingly falling into chaos. The cases they worked were grueling, somehow worse than ever it felt like. They didn’t get much time to rest, flying to and from DC in a way they usually didn’t. It made Aaron want to be home as much as possible, because he missed Jack, missed Haley. But he also missed Emily.
They never spend the night together while on cases, knew that it was too risky. But as the days passed on, he could feel the tension build, pressure slowly making him close to agitated. He was too mad at the world, the cases they worked, the victims he met somehow getting under his skin in a way they usually didn’t.
And then it’s like something snaps, a local case, an unsub telling him in detail about his victims, all of them children, all of them dead. And Aaron can’t handle it.
She can tell, can tell the second her eyes meet his and she is quick to find him alone.
“What can I do?” She asks and he looks relieved to see her standing in the doorway of his office.
“Can I come over tonight?”
She can tell everything he doesn’t say, sees the anger and the way he wants nothing more than to scream his frustrations out at the world.
“Of course.” When his shoulders lower the tiniest bit she smiles. “I’ll take care of you.”
He calls Haley on the way, lies about an emergency meeting as he knocks on the door to Emily’s apartment door. She opens it with a filthy smile and nothing else and the second he’s hung up she’s on him, clawing at his clothes and kissing him like her life depended on it.
He lets her take charge, lets him get him undressed and up the stairs without question and then she’s pushing him back on the bed, quickly following him as she straddles him. It’s not often he does this, but tonight he feels like he needs it and Emily being her, already knew that even without being told. He sits up to kiss her, hands on her naked waist but she pushes him back against the bed again, hands flat on his chest as she slowly grinds on top of him, a smirk on her lips when he hisses at the heat of her along his shaft.
“I know you like this, having a dirty little secret.” Her lips ghosts over his and when he tries to kiss her she pulls back. “I know you come to my apartment to get out all that tension you can’t with her.” She licks across one of his nipples and when she tugs it between her teeth his jaw clenches as he swallows down a groan. “You use me, but it’s okay because I use you too.”
She’s sinking down on him and rides him until he’s groaning and swearing, her body dragging pleasure from his. When he comes it’s with her name hissed from between clenched teeth, his body sweaty and heavy with pleasure as she lets him enjoy the release he really needed as he relaxes back against her bed.
After, he cleans himself off in her bathroom and when he comes back to the bedroom, he finds it empty. He dresses, buttons every button and ties his tie before combing his hair quickly. When he walks downstairs he looks like Hotch again and Emily smiles at the sight.
She’s standing in the kitchen, leaning back against the same kitchen counter that he’s fucked her on more times than he’d like to admit, looking so effortlessly gorgeous and he has a hard time looking away from her.
“What?” She asks, teeth digging into her bottom lip.
“Nothing, I’ll see you at the office.” His hand gently grasps the back of her neck and pulls her into a kiss.
“I never thought I’d do this.” She admits once he’s pulled away and he looks at her questionably. “Help a man cheat, I mean.”
“I never thought I would cheat, but here I am.” He stays close and she lets her arms wrap around his neck loosely. ”Do you want to stop?”
“No.” She says softly and for the first time Aaron finds himself wondering if maybe they’re getting in too deep.
“I don’t either.” He tells her honestly as he rests his forehead against hers for a brief second.
The moment is interrupted by his phone, loud and obnoxious to his ears and when he looks at the screen he sees Haley’s name flashing on it.
“Hi honey.” He steps away from Emily and she gives him a gentle nod. “No, I’m heading home now, sorry the meeting ran long.”
Emily watches him go, his hand squeezing hers quickly before he heads to the door. Once he’s closed it behind him she finds herself not liking the silence of her apartment. It’s the first time she had ever come close to regret
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katuschka · 6 months ago
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Olalla – Chapter Three
Josh Kiszka x female OC
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Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction, intended for adult readers. Any resemblance to real persons is purely coincidental. Also, if you're under 18, go find some other entertainment elsewhere. Even though this chapter is still smut-free, the rest of the story won't be.
Warnings: angst, yearning, kissing, fluff, conflict and violent behaviour, alcohol consumption, slowburn, mental breakdown, LGBT themes, homophobia (World's not perfect and some people suck...not the main characters though, don't worry).
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What a wicked game you play, to make me feel this way What a wicked thing to do, to let me dream of you What a wicked thing to say, you never felt this way What a wicked thing to do, to make me dream of you
No, I don't wanna fall in love With you
Every once in a while, you experience something nice that somehow leaves a bitter aftertaste in your mouth. Just like when you’re watching a beautiful sunset, thinking about how trifling and unimportant our daily feuds and worries are in comparison to the macrocosm and its wonders. The moment feels so precious. …but the world keeps spinning and as soon as you turn around, you once again find yourself submerged in the stale waters of your petty life.
Not that she felt that her life was in any way stale. It was just that as soon as she closed the door behind him, the whole encounter seemed like a fever dream in retrospect. One she wished would continue, because during those few hours, everything felt so new, so out of ordinary, including the fact that it did not continue. 
So, she tried to rationalize it and eventually concluded that she didn’t want more. This felt right…albeit weird, because it was simply different. He was different, and therefore dangerous. 
Much more casual encounters often ended in fucking. It was her reality. The guys she willingly chose to spend time with were either not interested at all in the end, or didn’t want to let go. At least not until they got a taste of all of her. Either way, it ended up in relief. Rinse and repeat. Joshua’s touch remained imprinted on her skin like some sort of sensory tattoo, and it left her mind racing. The effect he had on her was pretty much unwelcome, the feelings that came with it were not particularly pleasant, but she involuntarily clung to them anyway. 
His goodnight was definitive, and even though it didn’t feel like a rejection, it stayed outside her threshhold, just as he did. The night that followed was not good at all. The subconscious mind is a bitch. She spent it tossing and turning and waking up in between shallow dreams filled with images of his face just within reach, yet she couldn't bring herself to touch it. Before the actual dawn, she dreamed about them sitting on top of a mountain, watching the Sun rise. He was singing again. 
Reality hit back when Agnieszka’s alarm clock rang at 4:30. Having fallen asleep long past midnight, and then again around two and three – because she couldn’t get the feeling of his lips on her cheek out of her head – she woke up with stinging eyes and a burning headache, with a long day ahead of her. She slowly dragged herself from the cozy bed to start preparing breakfast and snack-to-go packages for early hikers. 
She usually enjoyed this. Morning chats over coffee were generally warmer and gave her the opportunity to talk to the guests about more than just how their day went and to connect with others on a more personal level, while sitting at the same table with them. They were a nuisance today. It wasn’t their fault. Just a group of young women in their early 20s and a nice couple getting ready for their last hike before going back home the next day. Definitely not an unpleasant company. Without admitting it to herself, or even consciously thinking about it, she just wished he’d be one of them. 
He was probably still fast asleep when she left to do some early shopping before her daily chores. He was already gone when she came back. Visitors kept their keys, but they were asked to leave special hangers on their door handles when leaving, which proved useful in case they wanted to have their bathrooms cleaned or sheets changed. So, of course she checked his door. And then scolded herself for her unhealthy curiosity. 
She almost forgot about him by midday, too immersed in cleaning vacated rooms and getting them ready for new arrivals. Fridays and Saturdays were the most hectic of the whole week, with people generally coming or leaving at weekends. Finally, after three pm, she could get some rest and enjoy her afternoon coffee (with just a drop of Bayleys) behind the reception desk, reading the book she abandoned the previous evening, with just a few interruptions that day. 
At half past four, the bell above the main door chimed again and there he was, entering quietly, but turning to a full theatrical mode the moment he saw her. This guy must be fun at parties, no doubt about that. He spread out his arms and trotted like a musical actor right towards her in his brand new attire. “How do I look?” he asked while wiggling his eyebrows. 
At first she thought her heart would jump out of her chest when she saw him for the first time since the previous night, but his easygoing, comical behaviour immediately made her relax. “Like a walking Columbia advertisement,” she laughed. 
“Yeah, well, I normally prefer flannels, but the guy at the store said this is more appropriate. I hate polyester…unless it’s sparkly…but I’m willing to try this,” he shrugged – tugging at the fabric demonstratively – and leaned familiarly on the counter. “How was your day?”
“Busy and boring at the same time. I should be the one asking that question. Have you seen or done anything interesting today? I mean, apart from becoming one of us,” she finished the sentence with a quasi-sultry whisper and dared to lean in closer to him. The truth was that the dark tight-fitting crewneck accentuated his lean and firm figure in a way that made her feel a bit uneasy. That man wasn’t just “quite attractive”, he was sexy! Humour and banter was her usual way of dealing with unwelcome butterflies in her stomach. And it worked, because they both giggled before he answered. 
“Nothing much, just wandering around. I didn’t dare venture far before breaking in these,” he demonstratively lifted one leg to show her his right trekking boot. “Besides, I don’t know it here. I tried to follow some folks, but the path turned to a steep and stony one pretty soon and my feet hurt like hell after just a couple miles and…” 
“Wait a minute,” she started rummaging under the counter. “I forgot to give you these. Here are some maps and leaflets with touristic tracks. Stick to those if you don't want to be chased by a bear. Also, it’s a national park, so you just have to anyway. Also, tomorrow’s going to rain all day, so you might want to visit the Tatra Museum.”
“Oh, bummer. The whole day?” The meaning of everything he said was amplified tenfold by his wild gesticulations and body language. It was like watching a silent actor, except he wasn’t silent at all. “Thank you so much for these? Any recs for a good place to eat? I tried the one right at the end of the street yesterday. It was good, but I’d like to try something more local.”
She reached behind her for some more leaflets and handed him a couple. “There are a few nearby. We serve dinner to our guests as well, but you need to preorder it at least a day in advance…but that’s usually just a plain, home-cooked meal, nothing fancy.”
“But that sounds fantastic! I’m pre-ordering dinner for tomorrow then,” he beamed, and added hopefully: “Care to join me today?” “I can’t, I need to go help with the dinner in about an hour and then I have some more things to do in the evening.” His face fell with a silent oh and for a brief moment she actually did hate her job. Was he asking her on a date? It certainly felt that way. Maybe he just didn’t want to be alone. It didn’t really matter. He wanted her to say yes and she didn’t want to say no, and even if it meant just two people eating together, it would be just fine. He lingered awkwardly for a short while before he wished her a pleasant evening, hoping to see her again soon. She didn’t want to let him go just yet, not just like that… “Joshua, wait!”
“yes…?” he turned back to her with his arms flailing around like a marionette. 
“My dad throws a garden party for our guests every Sunday evening...if the weather allows, that is. His grilled pork chops are delicious,” she tried to sound as casual as possible to hide the fact that she really wanted him to join them. “I…ummm…am supposed to invite everyone,” she added. 
“That sounds great, but…I don’t really eat pork…or meat in general.” He looked almost sorry that he didn’t. 
“Oh! Well, there’s always mom’s redcurrant pie, and some grilled vegetables, too…” Pathetic. 
“Lovely! I'll be there.” And with a beaming smile, he disappeared upstairs. 
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The next day started as blue-ish gray when she woke up and soon turned to just gray. Breakfast didn’t need to be served before seven, as half of the people were leaving that day and the other half simply weren’t in a rush. Some even cancelled, preferring to go have fancier pancakes with ice-cream and forest fruit in some café nearby. Heavy rain was drumming on the roof and terraces, and the clouds were hanging low, turning the surrounding hills into a haunting, misty landscape.   
It was a lazy, sleepy day. A perfect day for a massage, or to go to the sauna…if you were staying in one of the fancier lodgings. The residents of Willa Eulalia were mostly bored, with just TV or board games to pass time. 
Nothing really changed much for Agnieszka. If anything, Saturday proved to be even more hectic, because mother wasn’t feeling well. So, the usual routine consisting of vacuuming, changing the sheets and cleaning the toilets turned to be even more tiresome, as she had to do it all by herself. 
The house went almost completely silent after lunch. It was already almost two pm when she finally reached the attic to make the room opposite to Joshua’s ready for a new visitor. She didn’t have much time left; new guests would start coming shortly. 
It looked like he was still in his room, possibly having a nap. The rain only intensified after lunch and it was fairly easy to get drowsy here, right under the roof. She turned on the vacuum cleaner on the lowest setting and proceeded to do what she was supposed to, while fighting off obsessive thoughts about getting drowsy with him… 
She was almost done when she heard some disturbance coming from the other room. It sounded like him arguing with someone. Honouring the house’s number one rule “privacy first”, she collected all her things and aimed to leave the attic as quickly as possible. Not quickly enough, though, because his sudden loud “I don’t fucking care,” followed by something hitting the wall, stopped her in her tracks. It was followed by even more incoherent yelling. “Something was not his fault and some Sam should do something instead, and someone was advised to suck his dick (Figuratively speaking – she hoped, half amused.), otherwise she couldn’t make sense of the one-sided argument. The call ended and she was finally about to descend the stairs, when he suddenly opened the door, making her jump. She shot him a terrified look and his own expression wasn’t much different. “Sorry for the noise,” he finally mumbled. “...I…need some fresh air.” With that, he ran past her down the stairs. 
The whole encounter troubled her, but she didn’t have much time to ponder over it, as she already had to hurry back to the reception to resume her afternoon duties, noticing him on the veranda on her way there. 
She couldn’t stop thinking about it though. The lobby was connected with the back veranda by a wide, transverse corridor, so when she leaned forward a bit, she could easily see him from her place behind the counter. He was still standing there, leaning against the balustrade with his arms outstretched and his head bent down. It triggered her inner caretaker. She couldn’t just leave him there like that, so she poured some fresh water in the electric kettle behind the counter and rummaged through her little box of teabags. 
“Hey, I made you some tea,” she approached him with the steaming mug and placed it carefully on the balustrade next to him. He looked at it and smiled weakly. “Thanks, Sheldon.”
She laughed at the reference but he didn’t reciprocate, so she continued warily: “The ghost called again? “No, that was my twin brother this time.”
“You sounded a bit agitated. I thought…”
“Olalla, I really, really don’t want to be rude, but when I said I needed fresh air, I really meant I needed to be alone.” 
She was taken aback by that and her eyes widened at him. “I’m sorry, I…”
“Thanks for the tea,” he sighed and left, leaving her alone with her thoughts again. Slightly shaken this time. 
He disappeared for the rest of the day. 
He didn’t come to dinner that evening either. 
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She stayed on the veranda for a few more minutes after he left, drinking the tea she made for him and watching fat raindrops splashing on the stony path leading to the fireside. She was mad at herself for letting him occupy her mind the way he did those past few days. For the first time in years, she allowed someone to get under her skin, and for what. Now it stung, and it would eventually get worse if she continued with this nonsense. Rinse and repeat. So, she just shrugged it off with an annoyed huff and put her walls back up, just like she always did. The path from hurt to pissed off to indifferent was a short and safe one. 
And then, just like a gift from above, the bell at the front door chimed and she hurried back to greet three young and carefree handsome men who were waiting for her at the reception desk. 
She knew them. They were their frequent guests, one of them being also her regular hook-up. She had been looking forward to seeing him and his radiant smile again, but then nearly forgot they were coming. It was a welcome distraction now, the only downside being her sister Maya who was also arriving the next day to spend a week…and Maya hated him. 
Agnieszka knew very well why. Maya hated fuckboys and Bartek was the epitome of that. Pretty and vain and often notoriously bad-tempered when challenged, which meant he hated her sister back with passion. However, that never stopped Agnieszka from welcoming him with open arms, because he always gave her what she wanted and he never wanted more. He was one of her wolves. So screw tomorrow, she needed some comfort now. As soon as she finished her daily tasks and he freshened up and got comfortable in his rented room after the long ride from Poznan, he joined her in her quarters for one of their regular “movie nights”. They hardly ever finished watching any.
She found no comfort in his touch that night, though. After snuggling closer to him on the couch, she felt nothing. His thieving hands and intrusive tongue started to annoy her after a while. The excuse of being maybe a bit too tired was a lame one. It was not a complete lie and he knew she worked hard, but he seemed annoyed all the same. After she literally invited him to join her, she couldn’t really blame him, so she just slid on her knees on the floor and gave him head instead. 
There was something strangely calming about giving head and gagging on a cock. Those brief moments of not being in control made her feel like she could control everything else.. When it was finally over and she rested her head in his once again clothed lap, feeling his fingers scratching her scalp affectionately (but not too much), she felt calm at last. They were both half asleep when they heard a knock. Agnieszka slowly scrambled up on her feet, excused herself and opened the door to find Joshua standing there. 
“Hey,” he bounced on the balls of his heels with a tentative smile and his eyebrows furrowed. “I feel like I should apologize for being such an ass earlier. And…I’m making some mint tea and I thought, maybe you’d like some, too? Just to reciprocate your kindness, you know?” he nodded towards the common kitchen in the hall. 
Agnieszka bit her lip to stop her from smiling back. Not that he didn’t deserve it, she just didn’t feel worthy of giving it. She had her own kitchen unit in her apartment, so this was just a nice, albeit awkward gesture and they both knew it. He just didn’t want to approach her completely empty handed. 
“It’s ok.”
“No, it’s not, and I really am sorry.”
“It’s fine, Joshua. I’m basically just a maid and I had no right to bother you when you were clearly upset by…whatever’s going on in your life. It’s not like we’re friends.”
He sighed and nodded solemnly. “I really hoped that we would be. I…anyway, I went to this store today. They sell crystals and stuff, and this kinda reminded me of your eyes. Please, keep it.” He took her hand, palm up, and placed a small malachite pendant in it. “Good night to you, Olalla…” He bowed his head down and was about to leave when a loud “kto to jest” made it snap back up to see a man suddenly standing in the doorway right next to her, his hand squeezing her shoulder almost possessively. Bartek looked first at Josh, then at the piece of stone in her hand and his eyebrows shot up. He was athletic and broad shouldered and, being taller by at least 5 inches, he towered over Joshua menacingly.
He was also shirtless, with the waistband sitting dangerously low on his hips. That, together with Olalla’s sheer bathrobe, told him everything he needed to know. 
“Oh, I see I’m interrupting…again, my apologies Olalla.”  Bartek didn’t even wait for him to leave; he slammed the door shut right in his face. The bang made Agnieszka jump. 
“Who the fuck was that, Olalla!?”  
“No one. Just a guest.” He had no right to do that, and she should have been angry, but his sudden shift in mood made her defensively meek. 
“Guests don’t come knocking on your door this late to give you trinkets unless they want much more than just room service. I thought one at a time was your rule,” he raised his voice and slammed his fist against the door. “Guests don’t call you Olalla!”
“Bart! Stop overreacting! He just…”
“Is that why you’re so frigid today? Bitch…” 
He grabbed the rest of his discarded clothes from the couch and before Agnieszka could even react, threw the door open again and stormed out. She started after him, only to watch him pass bewildered Joshua, who really was making tea in the common hallway kitchen. Bartek stopped in his tracks and hissed in broken English, gesturing back at her: “Already you can go back, Frodo. The dirty whore is your now.” 
With that, he disappeared down the stairs and left them standing there in silence. He with a jug kettle in his hand, frozen in motion; she clutching the door frame for dear life. From the look on his face, she could tell that he had overheard them arguing too, though he thankfully couldn’t understand a single word of it, though he must have gotten the general idea. They watched each other with wide eyes for a few long seconds, until hers welled with tears.
He could see hurt and shame and panic in them. “Olalla,” he whispered and slowly made his way towards her, but she quickly closed the door shut, crouched down and, overwhelmed with all the emotions from the past few days, started crying in earnest. She tried to suppress her sobs so that he wouldn’t hear her as soon as she heard soft knocks again. This time, she didn’t open. The whole house fell quiet again after a while. She slowly got back on her feet and unclenched her fists. 
A warm piece of polished malachite was burning a hole in her palm. 
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The clouds finally dissipated during the night and the inhabitants of Willa Eulalia were once again greeted by a clear, pinkish sky on the eastern horizon, the Sun painting the whole mountain range orange. Most of the people left early, so after 7 am, only families with young kids were still in their rooms or on their balconies, enjoying the breakfast as well as the fragrant air after yesterday’s rain, already warmed by the sun. 
Agnieszka had lulled herself to sleep the previous night with a little help of a significant amount of vodka and not even the fresh breeze was of much help in easing the consequent nausea. 
She suffered through the morning, thanking god that both Bartek and Joshua were gone, hopefully for the whole day. It was just a postponement of her torture, but it was welcome all the same. 
Her younger sister Maya arrived shortly after lunch, and – seeing both her mother and her sister looked like they might fall asleep on the spot – she quickly took over their duties. Agnieszka excused herself and climbed in her bed, wishing to disappear. Maya tried to get her back on her feet a few times during the afternoon, but failed miserably. It was already past 8 pm when she arrived again. Agnieszka could hear that the garden party had already started outside her window, and she just wished Maya would understand that she didn’t want to join them. Apparently not…
“There’s a gentleman asking if you would join us.” 
“Tell Bart he can fuck off.”
“Pfff,” Maya scoffed. “I already did. That fucker and his idiot buddies went out anyway, probably to the World’s End. And by ‘gentleman’ I mean a real gentleman. Though he’s a bit of a weirdo.” 
Agnieszka suddenly had a huge lump in her throat, but didn’t say anything, so Maya continued: “He also told me what happened.” 
“He did what?”
“I was at the reception about an hour ago when the German lady from room 9 made a complaint about a noise yesterday evening,” Maya started to explain while she was rummaging in her sister’s wardrobe. She was obviously determined to drag Agnieszka out of her room and into the garden by sheer force, if necessary. “I obviously didn’t know what she was talking about, because my sister doesn’t tell me anything anymore. Duh! That’s when he walked in, overheard us, said it was his fault and apologized to her. Then he explained to me what really happened,” she finished and threw black yoga pants and a fluffy powder-pink pullover on Agnieszka’s bed. 
“It wasn’t his fault,” Agnieszka mumbled into the pillow.
“Now you’re finally talking! Yeah, no shit. I figured. The poor guy obviously got dragged into your mess. And yet he still wants to see you. Seriously, who is he? And why is your face suddenly red like a baboon's ass? Is there a legitimate reason why Bart behaved like a total jerk this time?” she wiggled her eyebrows at Agnieszka theatrically. 
Agnieszka gave her an annoyed look. “I don’t even know who he is. And we just talked a few times. And…yeah, just talking. We spent an evening talking and then he kissed my cheek goodnight and that’s it.” She rummaged in her pocket and showed Maya the green pendant. “He also gave me this yesterday. Said it reminded him of my eyes. That was before Bart’s temper tantrum. I can’t go there, Maya. It’s better if I stay away from him, for the sake of his own wellbeing.”
“Wow. Interesting! So you’re saying the two of you are treating each other like real human beings? Didn’t know you had it in you. He’s sweet though, no surprise there. I think he likes you. His smile reminds me of…”
“Don’t!”
Maya knew she overstepped. But she wouldn’t budge. Instead, she sat on the bed and started stroking Agnieszka’s hair.
“Olalla, baby, stop shying away from people. Just go. Spend another evening talking. In spite of what you think, it will do you good. Besides, you invited him, and he’s there. It’d be rude not to show up.”
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She could spot him immediately when she set foot in the garden. He was sitting on a piece of log by the fireplace, facing her. He was deep in conversation with some other guests, but as soon as he saw her, he gave her a radiant smile. His face was enchanting in the firelight, sparks dancing around it like fireflies. On her way to him, she stopped just briefly by the long table to grab a glass of wine. 
“Hey…” She still felt uncertain and a little ashamed when she reached him. “I…didn’t have an opportunity to thank you for this,” she continued, while toying with the pendant and looking down at him bashfully.
“Good evening, Olalla,” he beamed and gestured to an empty spot to his left. “Please sit.”
“You had the opportunity,” he added as soon as she sat down. “I’m sorry.”
“Don’t apologize. Your reaction was more than understandable. But I’m glad you’re here now.”
“You must think low of me.” 
“I think highly of you! You’re a hard worker, you obviously love nature and those carrot cupcakes are delicious! Maya told me you baked them this morning even though you weren’t feeling well. So,” he cleared his throat and giggled. “Now we both apologized to each other, I’m gonna need your advice.” 
“What advice?” It was Maya, the nosy brat who just couldn’t miss an opportunity to stick that nose into anything that didn’t concern at all. 
He was taken aback for just a millisecond before he resumed his quick babbling again. The fact that he was now forced to turn his head from side to side gave him also the opportunity to start gesticulating wildly, which he clearly enjoyed. 
“So, I decided to go for a proper, all day hike today. But apart from the fact that I absolutely don’t know where to go – I was never good at reading maps – there were sooo many people everywhere! Which was a good thing, in a way, because I didn’t get lost. BUT…”
“Where did you go?” Maya interrupted him. The two of them were like two peas in a pod.   
“Kash…kashp…dammit! How do you guys do that? My tongue, ouch!”
Agnieszka finally laughed, for the first time that day. “Kasprowy Wierch?” 
He nodded eagerly. “Yea! That’s the one! Nice place, don’t get me wrong, but my god! It was crowded up there.”
“Of course, it’s Sunday, and you chose the only place with a cable car,” she explained, as both she and Maya laughed. 
“Well now I feel like a complete moron,” he responded to that in a cheerful tone and even wilder gesticulation. 
“So, what advice do you need, Joshua?” 
“Well, I was thinking…since you said that you work as a guide occasionally…that you would just go with me? I’d love to see some more secluded places and I can’t go alone – you said that yourself – and I wouldn’t even know where to go, so…please?” He grinned, batting his eyelashes at her. 
“But that’s mostly for families or older couples or…”
“But that’s a wonderful idea!” Maya interrupted her. “You should definitely go.” 
“I have work to do,” Agnieszka spat back. 
“Bullshit. I’m here until Wednesday, I can do that. And tomorrow’s going to be even more beautiful than today, according to the forecast.”
“Perfect! Olalla, pleeeeeease,” he turned to her. “Hey, you have nothing to drink,” he gestured to her already empty glass and took it from her. “Lemme refill it while you’ll decide to say yes.”
“Hey, who’s the guest here?”
He gave her an “oh, come on” look, took her glass and excused himself. 
“What are you doing?” Agnieszka hissed at Maya as soon as the coast was clear. 
“It’s been a long time since you looked so radiant. You’ve been miserable for way too long. Enjoy life for once. You like him! And he obviously likes you,” Maya said, nodding towards the long table. Agnieszka looked up too and they watched him shooting glances back at them.
“It’s irresponsible,” Agnieszka hissed back. “He’s leaving by the end of the month.”
“Yeah yeah, totally out of your character,” Maya responded sarcastically. “Since when does this bother you? And what exactly do you expect to happen? Just go have some fun. Two friends enjoying a hike.” 
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She planned a beautiful hike. Secluded, just as he wished. Away from selfie hunters. The whole trek was on the Slovakian side of the mountains, but that wasn’t an issue. They would start right at the border and cross the whole mountain range from north to south, taking the bus back to the starting place. It was a physically demanding, long trek, with almost no shelters along the road and no escape routes. That’s why not many people ventured there, even though the first half was undoubtedly one of the most beautiful places here. Joshua was beyond excited. 
They agreed to meet by her car at half past six the next morning. She would take care of all the necessities. All Joshua had to do was to show up on time with a backpack and some spare clothes. He failed miserably. 
At quarter to seven, she finally decided to knock on his door. “Joshua, come on! We need to leave NOW if you don’t want me to change the plan.” A moment later she heard a loud “oh fuck!” and some scrambling noise. “COMING!”
“Coming,” he breathed out when he finally opened the door, shirtless again, still in his sleeking sweatpants and with a literal nest on the top of his head. “I’m sooo sorry! Gimme ten minutes. Ten minutes max!”
“I’ll be waiting by my car,” she rolled her eyes and sighed. 
He finally showed up after another 25 minutes, overflowing with joy and…
“What’s that?” she pointed at his face. 
“Sunglasses,” he shrugged with a beaming smile. 
“You call this sunglasses?” 
“I’m a diva! Deal with it,” he responded affectedly and threw his backpack on the backseat. 
It was almost eight when they finally set off. The track was an easy one for the first ten kilometres, with just a slight ascent. It was – however – breathtaking from the very start, with the whole amphitheatre of jagged peaks opening up before them in the distance. Joshua was taking pictures the whole time. He was also talking the whole time, stopping only when the pathway became very steep all of the sudden. 
They surmounted a few levels and finally decided to take a break by a beautiful mountain lake. 
It was almost noon, but there were still barely any clouds in the sky and it was getting really hot, even at this altitude. Agnieszka wiped the sweat off her brow and splashed her bare arms with some cold water, while Joshua stripped from his shirt and jumped on a large stone sticking out of the water. He was now standing there with his arms outstretched and his head tilted back. She watched him in amusement, shielding her eyes with her hand. “If you want to go on like this, you’ll definitely need to apply more sunscreen.”
“What? Are you saying that pink wouldn’t suit me? I beg to differ, my lady!” He turned towards her in some sort of clumsy pirouette and nearly lost his balance, flailing his arms and leg around in an attempt to stay dry. “Watch it!” She laughed, but was also already rummaging in her backpack. “And no. I’m serious. Come here.” He jumped back and she handed him her bottle. 
“Hmmm, coconut ice cream,” he sniffed at the healthy amount of lotion he just poured on his palm and started rubbing it in the skin on his arms and chest. “I was delicious before, but now I’m going to be practically irresistible.” Agnieszka was just taking a sip out of her bottle and his cheekiness made her cough. 
“What, you don’t think so?” He wiggled his eyebrows on her. “I might need help with the back,” he added. 
“I’d rather not answer that question. Come sit,” she motioned to the flat stone in front of her. 
He turned his back on her and sat between her legs, throwing his messy braid over his shoulder. It was adorned with silver dreadlock beads today and she couldn’t help but smile at his unashamed quirkiness. “Why don’t you wanna answer that question?” he asked with a low voice when she started applying the sunscreen between his shoulder blades. 
She took a deep breath through her nose and squeezed her eyes shut for a second. This close, she could smell his own musky scent under the overpowering aroma of the sunscreen, and it made her dizzy. She watched tiny droplets of sweat running down his sides from under his armpits. Running her hands over his lower back, she involuntarily imagined the same thing in a completely different scenario. She really wanted this to be just two friends on a trip, just as Maya said, but his delicate, yet manly form and his direct, spontaneous personality made it almost impossibly hard. She just couldn’t get the feral thoughts out of her head, no matter how hard she tried. “You don’t need coconuts, Joshua,” she muttered under her breath.
He…giggled? This man was either completely unaware of his power or too comfortable with it. Either way, she just wanted to push him in that water. She was sure it would make a hiss. 
She squeezed more lotion in her palm and started rubbing his shoulders. “You’re a bit tense here.”
“Yeah, my lower neck’s been hurting lately. I haven’t had much exercise in a while,” he sighed. 
“Here?” She pressed both thumbs in his higher trapeze muscles and he let out an involuntary moan. They both chose to act as if he hadn’t. 
“So…you exercise? What exactly do you do?
“Yoga, mostly. Some light weights, too. I need to keep fit because of…work.”
“Work, huh? You told me quite a lot about your family, but I still don’t know what your job is.” He looked like one of those contemporary circus acrobatic dancers – she contemplated half-jokingly – but that probably wasn’t the case. He was too clumsy. 
It took him a while to respond. “A secret agent,” he finally let out. “And unfortunately, now I have to kill you.” That made her slap his shoulder in amusement. “Ok, ok, I work as a costume mannequin. It’s an extremely important job. They pay well, too.” 
Sighing exasperatedly, she pinched his side, making him squirm and squeak. He was keeping something from her, but she had learned not to pry. “Ok, done.” She wiped the rest of the lotion on her things and he shifted and sat next to her, still laughing, until she handed him a water bottle. “Now drink. I haven’t seen you drink much and I don’t want you to collapse on the road. You’re tiny, but I still couldn’t carry you all the way down.” Everytine she felt vulnerable, she resorted to this strategy of making clear that she was in charge of the situation, could take care of herself and should take care of others…or whatever. It was her way to weed out the toxic people. Some guys would be mortally offended by such a treatment. Joshua? He just saluted her with a “yes, ma’am” and obeyed. 
They sat in silence for a while, only an occasional hawk screech or an intelligible chatter of two girls sitting further up breaking the zen-like piece of the place. “Thank you,” she finally spoke, toying with the malachite pendant hanging around her neck. 
He looked at her with amusement. “You already did.”
“No, I mean for not treating me like…what were the words he used? Oh yeah, a dirty whore. Which I guess I am. But you’re not judging me. So, thank you.”  
He rested his face on his fist and looked at her. “Why should I be judging you? People need human touch. That’s completely normal.” 
“Some more than others, I suppose. I’m just pathetic.”
“I think you’re just lonely,” he said, toying with the water bottle absentmindedly. 
“I’m not,” she huffed.
“Are you sure?”
She didn’t respond, silently watching the ripples on the lake. The idea of being lonely was one she willingly chose not to entertain a long time ago. She had her people. She had sex. She had this. She was ok. 
His palm that gently cupped her face brought her from her reverie. His fingers slid down to the nape of her neck while his thumb continued to caress her cheek. She instinctively leaned into the touch with her eyes closed and when she opened them again, she saw him watching her intently. 
Her heart started beating wildly. “What are you doing,” she whispered. He just shook his head and bit his lip before he moved even closer and closed the gap between them. She could feel his plump lips on hers and her whole body twitched in shock, making him break the contact. 
“I’m sorry,” he murmured, his eyelids drooping, but she grabbed his face in her own shaking hands and pressed her parted lips to his again in silent plea. The tip of his tongue brushed against her upper lip, inviting her own to touch him. Their mouths finally fully connected in a soft, deep and sensual kiss that made them both feel completely light-headed. None of them wanted this to end and they continued for at least a minute, swallowing each other’s shaky exhales. At last he broke the kiss and pressed his forehead to hers. “What is this? she whispered again. 
“I don’t know… and I don’t care, to be honest,” he mumbled, finally opening his eyes as they broke the contact entirely. She didn’t know where to look, didn’t even know how to process her own thoughts, so she just checked her Garmin matter-of-factly, only to see how late it already was. “We should get moving.” 
“I don’t think I can,” he giggled in embarrassment. “Just…give me a minute.” She nodded weakly in acknowledgement and got up to re-pack their things. 
They resumed their way up the steep and stony path in complete silence save for their laboured breath until they reached another levelled post-glacial terrace with yet another alpine lake right under the narrow saddle that divided the northern set of valleys from the southern mountain range. They were now approximately in the middle of their journey and the route was getting slightly more exposed. At one point, they had to traverse a narrow ledge above the lake. It was the first passage with safety chains they had to cross that day, and by far the easiest one, as she assured him, which only made him nervous. 
They took a short break before ascending to refresh themselves when they reached the crossing and had two ways to choose from, both leading to their final destination. The one to the left was fit for more seasoned adventurers, and – based on the people coming and going – that included also kids in their early teens or older women, so it could be done. She knew it could, she had gone there a few times before. But, seeing him watch the narrow and jagged depression between two peaks in the distance warily, Agnieszka finally decided on the path leading right up to the more easily accessible saddle. It proved to be a wise choice just a short while after. Watching him struggle while descending on the other side, clawing the chains with terror in his eyes, was fun. Him falling or panicking in the middle of the ascent wouldn’t be. 
He even misstepped eventually when they were descending down a set of cramps onto another ledge. His foot slid down the last iron bar clumsily and his bare back collided with her chest, nearly knocking them both down. 
She caught him and steadied him and they laughed it off, but there was something strange about the whole situation. She felt an underlying tension between them after she released him and they genuinelly looked each other in the eye for the first time since the kiss. He brushed the back of his hand against her arm, trying to communicate something, until the people behind them gestured to them to move. 
He led the way this time, jumping from stone to stone, high on endorphins, as if his knees were made of rubber. A wild chamois. Her own shins started to burn, the exhaustion of the past few days already taking its toll. He was unstoppable though, basking in the afternoon sun and once again taking pictures of everything around him, including her on a few occasions. Some things were still left unsaid and the more tired she felt with each passing hour, the more it troubled her. The events of the day made her simply wonder, but one specific feeling that started to rear its ugly head scared her.
It was half past six when they finally reached Stary Smokovec, both completely exhausted and thirsty, but happy they made it in time. The last bus to Lysa Polana was leaving at 7:05. They had just enough time to use the restroom at the electric train station and to buy some bottled water to relieve the headache. 
Reaching the bus station, they found the girls they had previously met by the lake already waiting there. They took the other route at the crossing and were now also headed back to Lysa Polana. They were a nice and friendly couple, so when the bus arrived, Agnieszka and Joshue took the seat right behind them. 
The sun was already low in the sky, covering the world outside in a warm hue and a fresh, lukewarm breeze was flowing through the open roof window. The sound of the moving machine made them drowsy and they watched the changing scenery in silence. It was suddenly so peaceful. One of the girls in front of them rested her head lovingly on the other one’s shoulder and Agnieszka wished to do the same, but just couldn’t muster enough courage to do so. 
As if he read her mind, he took her hand and – just like the first night – started stroking her knuckles gently. She just smiled and looked in the distance. Whatever it was, she was now determined to enjoy every single minute of it. More people boarded the bus in Tatranska Lomnica and soon they were on their way again. The girls in front of them started kissing and Joshua watched them stealthily with the most heartwarming expression on his face she had seen so far. Suddenly, they heard the driver saying something with his voice raised and angry, while looking at them through the rear-view mirror. 
The girls tensed and started whispering something to each other in Polish. Joshua looked confused. Agnieszka didn’t understand the driver at first but when he repeated those words she finally grasped the meaning behind them and gasped. He stopped the bus and opened the back door. Joshua turned his head to Agnieszka, looking positively alarmed now. “What is he saying?” She tried to translate it but her own words failed her. He got it, though. The guy wanted them out. 
One of the girls tried to negotiate with the driver, but that made him even more visibly angry. He stood and made his way towards them. The whole bus was whispering by then, all eyes on the girls. “Do kelu, vypadnite uz, lesby zasrate!” he roared and grabbed one of the girls by the elbow, trying to push her out of the bus with force, if necessary. An older lady in the back shouted something at him, but he ignored her and continued with his speech about not wanting such filth inside his bus. Joshua clenched his jaw, stood up abruptly and went after the driver, only to be thrown back into his seat aggressively. Agnieszka didn’t even know that she started screaming. The whole situation escalated pretty quickly and resulted in the four of them being left standing by the side of the road. 
The girls were the first to recover, one of them already tapping ferociously on the screen of her phone, while Agnieszka was still just standing there in disbelief and repeating “he can’t do this, he can’t do this” over and over again. Joshua sat on the grass, his elbows on his knees, clutching his head. He felt as if he was in a haze, watching her in slow motion having a heated conversation with the girls. He rubbed his temple and tried to calm down as she finally crouched down to him after a while. 
“Joshua, are you ok?”
“Yes,” he whispered. 
She placed a hand on his shoulder tentatively. “Are you sure? You look…”
“I am ok, Olalla. I’m ok…” but his shoulders started shaking and he lost it, startling her. She sat down next to him and pulled him in her arms in a vain attempt to soothe him. “Hey! Shhh, big boy. They’re fine. One of them just called a taxi from Poprad. But…it’s a long ride and neither of us have enough cash, so…do you, perchance, have some spare Euros? I’ll pay you back once we get back to Eulalia.” 
That finally made him take a deep breath and calm down a bit. “Yeah…yes, I do. I’ll pay for the ride, don’t worry.”
“No, we’ll split the expense, I’ll just need…”
“Don’t argue, Olalla!” He was resolute. He also didn’t say a single word after that. 
No one spoke during the ride back to Lysa Polana, only the radio disturbing the complete silence. The girls crammed themselves in the back seat while Joshua took the place next to the driver. Agnieszka was watching him from the back seat. They were both deep in thought and – while she couldn’t read his mind – her own was racing. It all made perfect sense all of the sudden. Still with the aftertaste of his kiss on her lips, she felt a sudden wave of bittersweet tenderness for him. Oh, my sweet Joshua. My dear…friend. 
Back in her car, they still didn’t speak. They had wished the other two a safe journey back home and Joshua hugged them both, but other than that, he seemed distant, watching the passing trees outside the window absentmindedly. 
“Thank you for today, Olalla,” he finally spoke, not looking at her. “It was really nice.” 
“No need to be polite now, Joshua. Just tell me what’s troubling you…if you want to. If you don’t…then don’t...”
He opened his mouth, only to move his lips in vain like a mute fish, and started crying. She felt a sudden surge of panic. The incident itself, however unpleasant, couldn’t possibly shake him that much. Something else was going on, and she had a feeling it was related to the previous phone calls he had. It seemed impossible to return to Eulalia now. Her notoriously curious sister would be waiting behind the reception desk, no doubt. It was not her place to explain why they were both behaving as if they just returned from a funeral. She couldn’t muster enough strength to do that, anyway. And then there was Bart and his buddies, whom she just didn’t want to see now. AND she didn’t want them to see Joshua. Not like this. 
He didn’t even notice that she took a different turn, coming back to reality again only when they passed the town centre and were now heading towards a much smaller Gubalowka mountain range on the northern side of town. 
“Where are we going? he asked, looking confused. 
“I just thought you might appreciate a change of scenery…”
To be continued...
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to-the-stars8 · 1 year ago
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Learning to Love Slowly
Jason Todd x Reader All Chapters AO3
52- Midnight Calls and Fantasies
Before the two of you started dating, Jason would spend his nights alone trying his best not to think of you. Usually, he’d be hopping and swinging from building to building as he kicked ass throughout the streets of Gotham, but he was currently on bedrest after a run-in with some lucky gangsters—Who he would now call dead men walking. Either way, Alfred had forced a compromise onto him; Jason could stay at his apartment, but if he even thought about moving, Alfred would strap him down to one of the tables in the med bay at Wayne Manor. Knowing Alfred, Jason did as he ordered. 
In the meantime, he tried to fill the void by watching shit on Netflix that you had been talking about non-stop. He’d get through half an episode before he thought about texting you, but it was getting late and you were probably in bed. In the middle of some cheesy romance show, when he was in the middle of disassociating, Jason thought about the two of you as a couple. The thought came upon him unwillingly, but he entertained it nonetheless. Perhaps out of loneliness or desire, but he wouldn’t let himself dig too deep into that. 
Jason pictured the two of you on a Ferris wheel at some stupid county fair— that he knew he would never go to unless you dragged him there—being all cutesy. You’d be holding his hand probably, pointing out at the sunset on the horizon, and he’d sit there admiring you. Jason already knew you were ten times prettier than any stupid fucking sunset. Maybe, in that delusional moment, he’d kiss you. 
The thought of kissing you snapped him back into reality and he physically cringed to the point that the wounds on his body were starting to hurt. He paused the show, groaning in pain as he thought about just how stupid he was to think that. There was just too much to Jason that he would feel bad if you ever got stuck in a relationship with him. If there was even a chance for it in the first place. 
Just like he had accidentally willed you to him, his phone finally shone with your name clear as day on it. Jason thought about declining your call so he could continue to shake the cringe off of him, but his crush on you outweighed any sense of embarrassment. 
“Hey,” He said, trying to sound casual despite the slight throbbing pain rumbling throughout his body. 
There was shuffling before you said, “Hey, Jaybeans. You free to talk?” 
“Yeah, everything okay?” 
There was a bit of worry in Jason’s chest, thinking that something or someone was bothering you, and he sat up so he could think better. You yawned before humming a no. “Nah, I just want to talk to you.”
“Oh,” Jason didn’t like how much he enjoyed being the first person you thought of calling. “Well, I’m just chilling out at home, right now. Um—” 
Jason hurriedly tried to think of something to say, letting the thick silence lay between the two of you before you quickly swooped in to save the conversation. “Just chilling?” Jason swore he could hear a bit of breathlessness on your end like you egging him on to say something he’d be too embarrassed to even bring up. 
Swallowing the nervousness, Jason casually answered, “Yeah, I’m watching one of those cheesy romance shows you recommended.”
That seemed to catch your attention because you began bombarding him with questions like; what show, did he like it, who was his favorite character, etc. He tried to answer all of your questions because half of it he was going between checking his phone and fantasizing about you. He’d watch the whole damn show over again if it made you this excited to talk to him. 
“Have you gotten to that scene, yet?” Jason could hear the fluctuation in your voice indicating whatever scene it was, it had to be something saucy. He hummed a no, and you groaned. “Jason, you have to watch it. It’s like—So fucking weird and dumb, but also super hot.”
“I’m not evening going to unpack that,” Jason chuckled, though was now going watch that scene even if it killed him to do so. 
You giggled, and then there was more shuffling. The pause on your end was longer this time, and Jason was worried for a second that you were busy with something else now. When he asked if he was keeping you from something, you were quick to answer with no. “I—I’m just trying to get comfortable.”
Jason scratched the back of his neck as you stumbled over questions about his day, which he could only answer that he hadn’t done much. “I did nothing today. It was pretty nice.”
“I love those kinds of days,” You stretched with another yawn. “Jason, I think I’m tired.”
“You don’t say.”
“Ha-ha,” You said sarcastically, not in the least bit amused by his response. “I’ll talk to you tomorrow?”
“Of course. Bye, sweetheart. Sweet dreams.”
There was another pause on your end before a quiet, “Bye, honeybee.”
Before Jason could comment on the new nickname, you quickly hung up. He laid back in bed, heart fluttering, closing his eyes once again as he willingly let a little hope and fantasy play in his brain.
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vintagepresley · 1 year ago
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Pretty Baby
Chapter Five: Nights in Memphis
Pairing: Elvis Presley x OC Reader
Word Count: 17,773
Warnings: 18+ SMUTSMUTSMUT Oral (f and m receiving), deep throat, fingering, tiny bit of nipple play, some body worshipping, public sex (kinda?), unprotected sex, choking, rough sex (kinda?), dirty talk, daddy kink, use of the word slut, lots of fluff, not really any angst. (I went easy on them this time, lol), typical elvis stuff.
Author's Notes: HI BESTIES. I KNOW IT'S LATE. But I got it done! I don't know how this got so damn long, but here we are. I know the last chapter was filled with so much drama and angst. It was a lot. But I thought I'd give you lots of smut and some cuteness and funny moments. It's Christmas time and Rebecca is heading to Memphis to spend it with Elvis and Lisa. I think this chapter really strengths the bond between Elvis and Rebecca and it's just so cute. I hope you guys enjoy it! Possible spelling errors because I am too lazy to proof read this.
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It had been a long two weeks since the last time Rebecca saw Elvis. After that night with Linda she stayed true to her word and left the next morning on the earliest flight. Elvis tried to make her stay, but she refused. He needed to understand she needed space and time to think. He got her to open up to him and be vulnerable and it felt like a knife in the back when she found out his secret. But in true Elvis fashion he wasn’t giving up, he called everyday since she left. He didn’t bother calling the Elvis phone as she called it,  because he knew she wouldn’t answer, but even before her plane had landed he was calling her apartment and checking in with Abby if she had gotten home. At first Rebecca was ignoring his calls because he was not respecting that she needed space. But after a while Abby and Paul got tired of answering and being her messengers, so she had no choice. Every call was the same, he sounded out of it and sad; begging her to come back and all of his sweet talk. She had to admit she missed hearing that slow southern drawl of his and the way he said her name and called her baby. She missed him. 
Elvis’ world seemed to crumble around him when she left. Rebecca being the light in his life was more than just a sweet sentiment, it’s like his whole world went black without her. Sure he could’ve had any woman he wanted to warm his bed and to keep him company while she was gone. But things were different this time, all he wanted was Rebecca. He couldn’t even stand the thought of another woman beside him. Even his shows were becoming affected by this that he seemed to just ramble for a good portion of the show rather than sing. Which caused a few people in some of the shows to walk out. Some of the guys were getting tired of him moping around over her, but there was nothing they could do. He was in love and for the first time ever he knew for sure that she was the one. 
Christmas was only days away and she had no plans of going home because she and her mother were not on speaking terms at the moment. She would have the apartment to herself because Abby was going home and Paul was spending it with his boyfriend. They had invited her to join either one of them, but she just wasn't feeling in the Christmas spirit. On top of everything happening with Elvis, she was now out of a job after what happened in Vegas with the movie her manager set her up with and Elvis completely ruining it. Harvey was so worried Elvis would come bursting in on another porn set if he put her in anything else. But it didn’t bother because she wasn’t really looking into continuing that line of work now. It pushed her to try to look for actual acting jobs and maybe start what she came to New York to do, become a serious actress. She laid in bed in her underwear, smoking a joint and searching the newspapers for any ads looking for actresses. She was smart enough to know now what was porn and what wasn’t in the ads. She highlighted certain jobs as she scanned each side of the job section. She was suddenly interrupted when the Elvis phone began to ring and it completely stopped her in her tracks and she looked over at the phone, debating if she wanted to answer it. It continued to ring and she sighed knowing it was either Charlie calling for Elvis or it was the man himself. She rolled out of bed, placing the joint between her lips as she grabbed the phone and answered it. 
“Hello?” she mumbled as the joint dangled out of her mouth. 
“R-Rebecca? Honey, that you?” the southern voice on the other end muttered. 
She knew who it was without hesitation and part of her was happy to hear his voice again even though lately the sound of him concerned her. She took the joint out of her mouth and sat it in the ashtray. 
“Yes, Elvis, it’s me. Are you okay? You sound funny.” she said softly. 
“Aw, I’m fine, honey. Just fine.. I-I just wanted to hear your voice..” he mumbled. 
“You heard it this morning and this afternoon because you keep calling. I told you I needed space. How am I supposed to get it if you keep calling me?” she replied. 
“Hell, I told ya I was sorry, baby.” he mumbled. 
“I know you’re sorry, I’ve forgiven you. But Elvis.. It doesn’t make things 100% okay with us. You still lied to me. I’m afraid to trust you.” she sighed. 
Elvis had grown silent on the other end. He didn’t know what else to do and why she just wouldn’t move on from it. He felt she could trust him. He’d been on his best behavior since she left. No other girls, no one because he just wanted her. He wasn’t sure what to say, so he changed the subject. 
“I’m headin’ back to Memphis tomorrow  for few days for christmas because Lisa is comin’ to visit. Then I’ve gotta go back to Vegas to finish up the last of the shows after that.” he hummed. 
She rolled her eyes when he changed the subject instead of talking to her about what was going on. 
“That’s nice, Elvis. I’m sure she’ll be happy to see you. I hope you enjoy the holiday.” she replied, now wanting to hang up. 
“Come to Memphis, baby. I wanna see ya.. Please? Do you have plans for christmas?” he asked. 
“I-.. No, I don’t have plans, I won’t be going home this year. But Elvis I’m not coming to Memphis.” she said. 
“Are you spendin’ it with your friends?” he asked curiously. 
“No..” she mumbled. 
“So, you’re all alone? Even more of a reason for ya to come down, baby. Please? We could spend Christmas together and try to fix this.. I’d really like to see ya.. Don’t ya wanna see me?” he asked. 
She sighed softly, he wasn’t going to give up until she said yes and part of her did want to see him because she missed him more than she thought she would. But another part of her was concerned for him and thought maybe seeing him would be best because he wasn’t sounding great. No matter what was going on she cared for his well being. As she continued to think about what she wanted to do, his voice on the other end of the line was still begging for her to come to Memphis. 
“Of course I want to see you. But what about your daughter? Will she be okay with a stranger coming?” she asked. 
“Lisa? Oh, honey, she’s excited to meet you. I’ve told her all about ya. So? Will you come? No point in spendin’ it alone, baby.” he said happily. 
“F-Fine.. I’ll come. But don’t think I’m going back to Vegas with you when it’s all over. I’m coming back to New York.” she said sternly. 
Elvis beamed happily on the other end, feeling so relieved that she was coming that even the sadness in his voice had gone away. 
“That’s fine, baby. I’ll get Charlie or one of the guys to buy the ticket for you and he’ll call you with the details later. You’ll love Memphis, baby. I have so much to show ya. I can’t wait for you to see Graceland.” he said happily.
“Well, I can’t wait to see the place I’ve heard so much about. I should go now, I’ve gotta start packing my things before it’s too late.” she said softly. 
“Okay, I’ll see you tomorrow, baby. I love you.” he mumbled. 
She was quiet after hearing those last words of his and she cleared your throat a bit, not really sure of what to say back. She loved him, but she wasn’t sure how to even say it to him; she just felt weird after everything.
“Me too, Elvis. I’ll talk to you soon.. Bye.” she whispered, hanging up the phone. 
Elvis furrowed his brow when she didn’t say it back to him, but he wasn’t going to let that get him down because his girl was coming to Memphis and he was over the moon with excitement. He quickly called down to Charlie’s room and informed him of the plans and told him to purchase her a plane ticket and then call her with the details. Not only was going to see his little daughter, but now he’d spend Christmas with the woman he loved and hoped that he could patch things up. He was even more excited for Lisa to meet Rebecca. He thought the two of them would get along well.  
Rebecca sighed, not knowing how she let him talk her into going down to Memphis, but she didn’t see the harm in it. At least she’d have some sort of plans for Christmas and she could see him again. She put the job search on hold and went to her closet and grabbed her suitcase out and sat it on her bed and then searched through her closet for clothes to wear. She wasn’t sure what the weather was like down in Memphis and New York was freezing. So, she decided to just pack for both climates just in case. The thought of meeting his daughter made her nervous. She wasn’t really great with kids or even knew how to talk to them. But she was going to do her best to try to bond with her in some way. After she had gotten both her suitcases packed she set them aside and plopped back down into her bed and grabbed her joint, taking a big drag from it as she stared at the phone waiting for Charlie to call with the information on her ticket. She was hoping the weed would knock her right out because she had no clue how she was going to sleep tonight. She felt so nervous because she hadn’t seen him in two weeks, she felt so silly feeling that way as if he was some high school crush. After some time Charlie did eventually call and she got all the information for her flight and wrote it all down and then she tried her best to get a few hours of sleep since her flight was leaving in the morning. But she did nothing but toss and turn most of the night. 
The Next Morning 
Morning had come quick and with only a few hours sleep Rebecca had woken up in a daze and she glanced over at the clock on her nightstand and nearly shot out of bed when she saw what time it was. Her flight was leaving in about two hours but with New York traffic who knows when she’d arrive. She quickly ran to the bathroom to shower and once she was done she blow dried and brushed out her hair and then ran into her bedroom, picking out a pair of jean bell bottoms and backless halter top and her boots and she slipped on her afghan suede coat and quickly grabbed her lipstick and put a little on before grabbing her suitcases and running down the stairs and out the door, locking up behind her and she hurried toward the street, flagging down a taxi and when one stopped for her she opened the door and threw her bags in before hopping inside and instructing the driver to take her to JFK airport. 
When Rebecca had left for the airport Elvis was calling only to see if she was home or not and when he got no answer he took it as she probably was at the airport. Elvis was already on his way to Memphis and only an hour out. He was happy to be seeing Rebecca and wanted to stay and wait at the airport for when her flight eventually got in. Lisa was coming the next day so he had some time to get settled with Rebecca and some alone time. Elvis anxiously stared out the window of the plane, his leg bouncing up and down as it did. He just wanted to see Rebecca already, it had been a long two weeks without her and he knew when he saw her he just wanted to pick her up and give her the biggest kiss. 
As he was close to Memphis, Rebecca had gotten to airport in the nick of time and grabbed her ticket from the check in desk and quickly made her way through security and went running toward gate, she hurried as best she could because the plane was boarding to Memphis and she got there out of breath and showing her ticket and she let out a soft sigh of relief as she boarded her plane, and she too was now on her way to Memphis. 
Memphis, TN
Elvis had arrived at the airport in Memphis, he always missed home when he was away. He and the guys had gotten off the plane where a car for the guys was waiting and Elvis’ blackhawk strutz was also waiting, he wanted to ride alone with Rebecca when she had arrived. Elvis made everyone wait and he got into his car with Jerry who waited with him, lighting up one of his cigars. It shouldn’t have been too long before she arrived, the flight was a little over 2 hours. He was just too excited to go home. Up in the air, Rebecca was staring out the window and just staring at the clouds. She had never been to the south, let alone Memphis, but Elvis had talked so much about it that it sometimes felt as if she had. The closer they were getting the more nervous she was becoming. Was she nervous about seeing him again or about meeting his daughter? She was starting to think it was both. She nervously grabbed her cigarettes out of her coat pocket and opened the pack, slipping her lighter out that she had hid inside and she placed a cigarette between her lips and lit it and she inhaled the smoke and immediately felt a calmness come over her as she slipped her lighter back into the pack and then back into her coat. The pilot came over the speaker announcing that they were nearly an hour away from the Memphis airport. She took a deep breath, finishing off her cigarette. 
After sometime Rebecca’s plane had landed at the Memphis airport and she grabbed her two suitcases and headed off the plane. Elvis had stayed in the car to not attract too much attention and he watched closely as everyone was getting off the plane and he smiled widely when he saw her stepping off the plane. Rebecca was looking around and saw Jerry step out of the strutz and she recognized him right away, walking toward the car quickly. As she got closer Elvis got out of the car with the biggest smile on his face which caused her to smile and once she reached him, he didn’t waste a moment to pull her into a hug, making her drop her suitcases as he lifted her off the ground, she let out a soft squeal and he kissed her lips deeply. Rebecca didn’t even hesitate to kiss him back as her arms wrapped around his shoulders, she didn’t realize just how much she missed him, the smell of him, the feel of him. She let out a soft content sigh, almost forgetting what issues they had as his soft lips pressed against hers in the most loving kiss before he set her back down. She smiled up at him and furrowed her brow seeing his appearance, his face was slightly bloated and he looked tired. Rebecca reached up to cup his face in her hands. 
“Are you doing okay?” she asked, concerned. 
He smiled warmly, leaning into her gentle touch. 
“I’m fine, honey. I’m better now that you’re here, I promise..” he mumbled. 
Rebecca didn’t believe him but just nodded anyway, caressing her fingers along his face and she looked toward the cars behind him. “Is your daughter with you?” she asked. 
“No, she’s coming tomorrow, I’ll have to meet her and her mother here tomorrow.” he smiled. She nodded at his words, a bit relieved that his daughter wasn’t there yet. It just felt like too much pressure. “C’mon, I’m excited for you to see Graceland.” he grinned, taking her hand and leading her over to the car and Jerry grabbed he bags, putting them into the trunk before he joined the other guys behind them. Rebecca ran her hand along the black strutz and smiled at Elvis. 
“I’ll say one thing.. You’ve got great taste in cars.” she laughed. 
“You wanna drive it, baby?” he grinned. 
“You’re gonna let me drive it?” she asked, raising an eyebrow. 
“Sure, why not? Y’know how to drive a manual?” he smiled, tossing her the keys before he got in on the passenger side. 
Rebecca’s face lit up and she nodded as she caught the keys in her hand and she could see the guys in the other car looking confused as to what was going on and why Elvis was letting her drive. She hurried and got into the car, adjusting the seat to her liking, she ran her hands over the steering wheel, looking over at Elvis. 
“You’re really gonna let me drive this?” she laughed. 
“Now you got me thinkin’ I shouldn’t.” he chuckled. 
“Oh, no.. I’ll be careful.” she hummed, putting the key into the ignition. 
Elvis smirked a bit, shaking his head and then began to give her directions on how to get to the road, she began to pull off listening to Elvis’ directions and the guys followed behind them. Once she reached the road Elvis told her where to go from there and they started making their way down Elvis Presley Blvd. 
“Of course even a street is named after you.” she rolled her eyes, laughing softly.. 
“Hey, I never asked for that.” he chuckled. 
Once Rebecca got comfortable she started to pick up some speed and Elvis held onto the door of the car, raising an eyebrow over at her. He didn’t think anyone could drive as crazy as he did, but she was soon to prove him wrong. 
“Alright, honey, we’ll be comin’ up on the house. You can’t miss it.” he said softly. 
“The musical note gates, right?” she replied. 
He furrowed his brow surprised that she even knew that and she glanced over to see his face and she giggled softly. “I told you, my mother is a fan.” she smirked and slowed down as they approached the gates and her eyes widened at the beautiful sight of the house sitting at the top of the hill. It was more beautiful than what she saw in pictures and bigger. Even his Christmas decorations outside were grand. The gates slowly opened and she revved the engine before shooting up the driveway that it even shocked Elvis how fast she was going. She came to a stop when they got to the front of the house and then she put the car in park and shut it off, laughing when she saw his face. “I scared you a little bit, huh?” she smirked. 
“You drive like a goddamn maniac.” he laughed, shaking his head before he got out of the car and Rebecca followed suit and she looked all over with a smile, taking it all in as she took a deep breath. 
“Wow, this is beautiful.” she said softly, looking over at him. 
“Just wait for the tour, baby.” he grinned, taking her hand and excitedly leading her inside like a little kid. 
“My bags, Elvis!” she squealed. 
“The guys will grab ‘em.” he smiled. 
They stopped in the foyer and she was speechless at the size of the place and the beautiful Christmas decor. She just smiled, shaking her head because she knew it would be over the top and very Elvis like his plane. Before she could have a good look around he was taking it to each room and sharing little stories of his mother and when he first bought the house. Rebecca listened the entire time and just smiled seeing how happy this house made him and all the memories he held dear to his heart especially those memories of his mother. It was a different side of Elvis she was seeing. A side that she only got a peek into when they would go on their dates in New York. He was dropping that mask he hid behind when he was around his friends and truly being open and hisself. That reason alone was another push to put aside the issues she still had with him. She was hoping maybe they could fix things between them. As Elvis continued to show her around, one of the guys brought her suitcases in and set them by the stairs. 
Rebecca and Elvis headed outside to the meditation garden and that was probably her favorite part of the tour. It was beautiful and peaceful and she loved the reason behind why he chose to have a meditation garden. Seeing that the guys were staying inside Elvis took advantage of their alone time and he sat down on one of the steps and patted the spot beside him and Rebecca sat down next to him, smiling a bit as she looked over at him. He took her hand into his and intertwined their fingers together and he stared down at their clasped hands before he looked up at her. 
“I know we got some things to talk about..” he said softly. 
“We don’t have to talk about them now, Elvis. It’s okay.” she mumbled, staring down at their hands. 
“No, I-I’d like to, baby. I’m sorry, I never meant to hurt ya or lie about anything.. I just.. I hope you’ll be able to trust me again.” he sighed. 
A small smile formed on her lips and she brought their hands up to her lips and she kissed his hand softly. 
“I know you’re sorry, I told you I’ve forgiven you. I was hurt but you also hurt Linda. I know I shouldn’t feel bad for her because as selfish as it sounds, I’m happy I’ve got you. But I can’t help but feel for her. It was wrong to lie and cheat. If I had known you were with someone I would've stopped speaking to you. But there isn’t much we can do about that now, but work through this.” she said, shrugging. 
“I know, honey. I never meant to hurt anyone. I-I love you and I swear to ya, I won’t hurt you again” he said softly, cupping her face in his other hand and she stared up at him, getting lost in those deep set sleepy eyes of his and she nodded slowly, leaning into his touch. 
“I believe you and. I love you too, Elvis. I really do. All I ask is for you to be honest with me from now on. Please?” she whispered. 
Elvis nodded at her words and now his eyes couldn’t stop staring at her rosy lips and he leaned in closer and kissed her soft and slow and she returned his sweet kiss, brushing her nose up against his, breaking their kiss. “Promise me..” she whispered softly against his lips. 
“I promise, baby..” he mumbled, crashing his lips against hers and they kissed deeply that every one of his kisses consumed her and now all she could think about was his hands all over her that day he stormed the porn set and the way he man handled her and how he felt inside of her. She reached her hands up and pressed them against his chest and she pulled back from him, licking over her lips and smirking up at him. 
“I want to show you how much I missed you..” she whispered, running one of her hands down from his chest along the soft velvet of his tracksuit until her hand reached the front of his pants and rub slowly over his crotch, she caused a groan to escape him and she began to giggle and continued to rub her hand slowly over his crotch, feeling him growing in his pants and now the groan that left him was even louder. She chewed on her bottom lip, giggling at the sight of the tent in his pants. 
“Shit.. N-Not here, baby..” he mumbled, he knew that if he went inside all the guys would see his hard on along with anyone else that may have been in the house, that was the last thing he wanted. So he looked around seeing the one place they could go. “Let’s go into my daddy’s office over there.” he nodded his head toward it. Rebecca nodded and hopped up eagerly, helping Elvis up as well and eyeing the hard-on in his pants as he led her over to the office that housed tons and tons of his fan mail. Once inside, Elvis locked the door and grabbed Rebecca and pulled her against him, his body smashing against hers. She shook her head at him, pulling away and she walked over to the desk and grabbed the chair, patting the seat. 
“Sit down.” she said. 
Elvis raised an eyebrow at her and walked over to the chair and sat down, a bit confused. She stood behind him and placed her hands on his shoulders, rubbing them gently as she leaned down to kiss along his ear slowly. “I told you, I wanted to show you how much I missed you. That means you don’t get to touch.. You understand?” she whispered in his ear. 
Elvis inhaled deeply, chewing on his bottom lip and nodding slowly, she was turning him on even more. “I understand..” he mumbled. 
“Good.” she grinned walking from behind him and standing directly in front of him now, staring him up and down as he sat with his legs spread wide open and slightly slumped into the chair. She removed her afghan coat and dropped it on the floor and then untied her halter top from around her neck and tugged it down until her breasts were completely exposed to him. His eyes widened at the very sight of the now topless girl in front of him and it was so unfair that he couldn’t touch her because now he was dying too. He was usually an ass and legs man, which Rebecca had plenty of. But he also really loved her breasts, they were perfect in his eyes. The chill in the room caused her nipples to harden which only furthered his arousal when he saw them. She noticed him staring just at her breasts with a look of awe on his face and she giggled, shaking her head and grabbing a hold of his hands and placed them right on her breasts and he squeezed them tight in his big hands and she let out a soft whimper feeling him grope her breasts and his fingers pinching her sensitive nipples. “Having fun?” she asked, smirking.
Elvis nodded, so turned on now that all he wanted to do was bend her over Vernon’s desk and fuck her just like he did in Vegas, but she had other plans for him. She watched as Elvis leaned forward and dragged his tongue along her left breast and his soft wet tongue hitting against her harden nipple caused a soft whine to escape her and he kissed her small areola slowly and then pressed the warmth of his soaked tongue against it before gliding it back over her nipple and taking it into his mouth as his hand played with her right breasts, pinching and tugging at her nipple. Her soft whines slowly turned into soft moans, his soft lips against her skin felt like heaven that the feeling of him sucking on her nipple caused her eyes to roll back and she tugged at his hair. She was becoming so turned on that she could feel her panties beginning to dampen with her wetness that was until she pushed him back and she giggled softly. “No more touching.” she hummed. 
A small pout formed on Elvis’ lips and he nodded obediently and he watched as she slunk down to her knees between his legs and she placed her hands on his thighs, rubbing and squeezing them in her hands and she stared up at him with a smirk before staring at the hard-on in his pants that she was sure was screaming for her touch. She slowly slid her hands up his thighs and hooked her hands into the waistband of his sweatpants and Elvis willingly lifted his hips and she wiggled his pants down and was met with a surprise because he had no underwear on and his cock came springing out of its captivity. Rebecca’s eyes widened at the beautiful sight and licked her lips when she saw the precum that coated the head of his cock. Elvis was staring right at her and swallowed harshly as his breathing began to quicken from the thought of how her mouth probably would feel around his cock. She wrapped her hand around the shaft of his cock stroking it from the base all the way to the head and using his precum as lube as she began to stroke his cock in her hand, slowly and softly pumping him and he groaned softly. The very sound of his groans was enough to make her cum right in her panties. 
She could feel him pulsing in her hand, his cock so desperate to be milked and she smirked up at him as she leaned forward and stuck her tongue out, dragging it around the head of his cock, licking up every inch of the precum that covered it and she let out a soft, “Mm..” as she licked her lips and then she parted them and slowly wrapped her lips around the head of his cock, sucking slowly. Elvis let out a loud groan and his hips bucked beneath her and one of his hands tangled into her hair. “Fuck.. That feels good..” he managed to mumble out in between all his groaning. Rebecca was so aroused that her panties were sticking to her because of how soaked she had gotten them pleasing him and with her free hand she unbuttoned her jeans and carefully slipped her hand into her pants and into her panties, running her index and middle finger between her wet velvety folds and teasing her fingers along her swollen and sensitive clit and she let out a soft moan around his cock. Elvis raised an eyebrow and glanced down to see her playing with herself as his cock was in her mouth and he was loving it. She slowly took his cock further into her mouth inch by inch until she could feel his cock down her throat and she gagged softly around him and his head tilted back against the chair as his hips thrusted forward into her mouth causing the most obscene sound to escape her as she choked around his cock. “Goddamn..“ he grunted. 
She pressed her fingers harder against her clit as she rubbed even more aggressively till the point that she was humping her fingers while he pumped his cock down her throat, tugging and pulling at her hair. She didn’t mind one bit letting him take control and use her mouth, she welcomed it. She felt both his hands now around her head, brushing her hair back and holding in a makeshift ponytail as he kept his hips still and bobbed her head on his cock slowly, saliva pooling from her mouth onto his cock as she gagged quietly and moaned around his cock and eventually slipping her fingers into her soaking pussy and pumping them at the same pace he moved her head. Elvis moaned softly and his hips bucked and his body tensing as he felt his climax growing and so desperate to cum down her throat he grabbed her hair tight and forced his cock down her throat, holding her there as he pumped himself hard in her mouth. His eyes rolled back and he grunted loudly and his breathing was so heavy by this point and her eyes were squeezed shut, small tears streaming from them as she moaned and gagged and then she felt the warmth of his cum glide down her throat and he slowly removed his cock out of her mouth when he finished, falling back against the chair nearly out of breath as he stared at her and she coughed and gagged, playing with the remnants of his cum in her mouth before she swallowed the rest of it and then showing him with a smirk. While he fucked her throat she had came all over her fingers and slowly slipped them out of her pants and she stood back up with a grin on her face and she straddled his lap and showed him her soaked fingers and he smirked, grabbing a hold of her hand and opening his mouth and sucking every inch of her arousal off her fingers. She bit down on her bottom lip watching him and when he removed her fingers from his mouth, she crashed her lips against his and they kissed sloppily, their tongues slipping into their mouths and tasting each other. 
Rebecca had only planned to give him a blowjob, but much like him she was wanting more. She kissed him once more before pulling back and smirking at him. “I know I said you couldn’t touch me, but I desperately want you inside of me again, Elvis..” she hummed. He grinned at her words and she was caught off guard when he stood up and lifted her up with him in his arms and he carried her over to his dad’s desk and pushed everything off onto the floor and Rebecca gasped. “Elvis!” she laughed. 
“It’s fine, I’ll just pay for whatever broke, baby.” he chuckled as he kissed her lips before roughly throwing her down onto the desk and she whimpered softly. Something about him being so rough turned her on so much that she wanted more. She watched eagerly as he grabbed her shoes and forced them off and grabbed a hold of her pants and tugged them down her legs and practically ripping them off of her and he smirked at the sight of her soaked panties and he happily got rid of those as well, he nearly had to peel them off her because of the way they clung to her pussy. He stared at the delicious sight of her dripping heat that was aching for him. She giggled watching him and sat herself up and unzipped his jacket. 
“I want to see you.. All of you..” she hummed. Elvis nodded and removed his jacket along with the shirt beneath it revealing his hairy chest and his round belly that she loved so much. She spread her legs wide open and he wrapped his arms around her thighs and forced her forward and she gasped softly, smirking up at him and he held onto her thighs and she reached down between her legs, grabbing his cock roughly in her grasp and he groaned lowly, smirking at her and she slowly guided his cock inside of her and she stared up at him, moaning and whimpering softly as his cock entered her inch by inch and her pussy clenching around him that it caused a moan to slip out of him and when his cock completely disappeared inside of her. “Don’t you cum inside of me..” she mumbled as she laid back against the cold wooden desk, running her hands along her breasts and squeezing them in her hands as he tightened his grip around her thighs and he began to slam his hips into her and his cock forcing her walls open around him making it easier for him roughly slam inside of her and she moaned loudly, grabbing a hold of the desk beneath her as he started to increase his speed and pounding into her with each rough thrust that his balls began to slap against her. His groans grew nearly as loud as her moans. She shut her eyes and arched her back against the desk as she began to moan out his name loudly as the passion between them increased and she reached down to grab one of his hands and she made him wrap it around her throat as her thighs wrapped around his waist. He smirked and began to squeeze his hand around her throat tight and she whimpered loudly, feeling every inch of him hitting deep inside of her, filling her up. She loved hearing his grunts in between his heavy pants.
The sexual tension between the two of them was so powerful that it wasn’t going to take much for either of them to cum especially after already cumming, Rebecca placed her hand over his that was still around her throat. “Choke me harder, daddy.” she mumbled and he raised an eyebrow at her words and slowly tightened his grip around her neck even more until she was nearly gasping for air and he slamming so hard into her that he was fucking her into the desk that now it began to creek and skid along the carpeting. Her moans were so loud even with him choking her that anyone was guaranteed to hear if they walked outside. The intensity was building and building between them that it felt like an explosion when they both reached their climaxes at the same time and she came all over Elvis’ cock and he was so aroused and drunk off the feeling of her pussy that he had no time to pull out and he ended up cumming inside of her, filling her up with his seed. When he realized what he had done he quickly pulled out of her and his cock was dripping in cum. It took Rebecca a moment to realize what had happened because she was on cloud 9 from the way he made her feel. But she could feel his cum leaking out of her and she sat up on her elbows, staring at him. 
“Elvis! What did I say??” she said breathlessly. 
“I-I’m sorry, I couldn’t help myself. You on the pill, baby?” he asked as he tried to catch his breath. 
“Yeah, I am. But still..” she shook her head as she sat up and she let out a soft sigh, she started to laugh softly, sitting up all the way and leaning toward him to kiss his lips. “That was amazing..” she beamed. 
He chuckled softly. 
“It sure was.. We should probably get back before everyone starts to wonder where we are.” he smirked. 
She smiled and nodded and hopped off the desk and grabbed her clothes and she watched as Elvis took her ruined panties and she raised an eyebrow. “What are you going to do with those?” she laughed. 
“I haven’t decided yet.. But they’re mine now.” he smirked as he began to get dressed. 
She shook her head as she put her clothes back on and she started to look around the odd room, seeing a bunch of things from fans. “This is your dad’s office?” she asked. 
“Mhm, and where I keep gifts from fans.” he smiled. 
“I feel a little weird that we fucked on your dad’s desk.” she laughed. 
“Ah, hell, don’t worry ‘bout it. He won’t know, I’ll have everything cleaned up. .” Elvis laughed. When they were both dressed and looking presentable, Elvis took her hand and they both headed out of the office and back into the house where they got inside and the guys were scattered throughout the house doing their own thing. She noticed that Elvis didn’t seem to care one bit.. “Lemme show you upstairs, baby. The last part of the tour.” he beamed. 
Rebecca smiled and nodded and she watched him grab her bags and started to head up and she followed behind him and he stopped at his bedroom first and set her bags down and opened the door, setting her things inside. “This is my room.” he hummed. Rebecca peeked her head inside of his bedroom and she wasn’t surprised at all at the almost vampire-like decor and how cold he kept it. 
“It’s very you.” she giggled, following him as he took her hand and showed her Lisa’s room that was next door. 
“This is Lisa’s room.” he smiled. Rebecca looked inside and was surprised it was just a typical little girl’s room and she smiled at him. 
“It’s cute.” she beamed. 
Elvis nodded and led her back to his room where they both went inside and he shut the door behind them. She turned to face him and they both shared a smile with one another and she moved toward him, wrapping her arms around his abdomen, leaning up to kiss his lips. “Is it okay if I took a shower?” she asked. Elvis wrapped her up in his arms and nodded at her words, returning her soft kiss. 
“Of course, baby.” he smiled. She wiggled out of his arms even though he didn’t want to let her go, he chuckled to himself watching her head into the bathroom and she left the door cracked open, hoping he would pick up on her hint. She glanced over her shoulder to see him sitting down on his bed and she rolled her eyes. She leaned over to get the shower started and then she slowly began to undress, dropping her clothes onto the floor and pinning her hair up and she glanced back to see Elvis was still not taking the hint and she huffed softly. But little did she know he noticed her trying to get his attention and he was pretending not to just to annoy her. She came walking out of the bathroom completely naked and her hands on her hips, staring at Elvis. She cleared her throat. Elvis looked over at her with a wide smirk. “Yes, baby?” he grinned. 
“Are you going to come shower with me or what?” she pouted. 
He laughed and nodded, standing up from the bed. “I was just waitin’ on ya to ask.” he smirked.
She rolled her eyes with a smile as she headed back into the bathroom and he followed behind her, removing his clothes and he watched as she got inside the shower and he followed behind her moments after and she stared up at him with a smile as the water rained over the both of them and she grabbed the soap and a washcloth, lathering it up and then slowly washing his body, running her fingertips along along his soapy, hairy chest and down toward his belly as she continued to wash every part of him. Elvis chewed on his bottom lip, doing his best to not get turned on again but she was making it impossible. She saved the best for last and ran the washcloth along his flaccid cock and slightly pumped it in her hand as she cleaned him and then washed his balls and slightly squeezed them, causing soft moans to slip past his lips. She smirked when she felt him get hard and she pulled away once she finished. He narrowed his eyes at her playfully. “You little tease..” he laughed. 
“What? I was just helping you shower..” she said sweetly, giggling to herself as she glanced down at his hard on before turning to grab the shampoo, but once she did Elvis grabbed her hips and he pressed himself against her, his cock brushing up against her ass and slipping in between her ass cheeks and he cause her to squeal and drop the shampoo bottle. “Elvis..” she gasped. 
“Shhh..” he whispered to her as he pressed up against her harder and he grabbed another washcloth and lathered it up with soap and he began to wash her body, starting with her breasts that he gave lots of attention to and then washing other parts of her body until he finally reached between her legs, running the washcloth between her thighs and she whimpered softly, slightly closing her thighs around his hand as he got closer to her pussy. She inhaled sharply and he dropped the washcloth and then ran his long fingers along her folds and now her thighs closed even tighter around his hand and he forced her thighs back open by slapping his hand against them and she whimpered softly and then he slapped his hand roughly against her pussy causing her hips convulse at each slap, she whimpered and whined softly. 
“E-Elvis..” she mumbled. 
“I don’t wanna hear it..” he whispered, reaching up to unpin her hair and tossing the clip and then he grabbed a hold of her hair and wrapped it around his wrist a few times and he tugged and pulled at her hair, forcing her head back and she let out a soft gasp and his lips kissed along her exposed neck as his hips slowly grind against her and his cock rubbed against her ass and he shoved three of his fingers deep inside of her pussy causing her to squeal cutely, he pumped his fingers knuckle deep inside of her at a steady pace and she began to move and thrust her hips against his fingers, slowly and gradually beginning to ride them and he pulled at her hair again and she was getting so turned on that she was soaking his fingers and now his cock was rubbing against her ass faster and they moaned softly together as their bodies moved against one another. Elvis kissed along her ear and nipped playfully at it. “You like when daddy’s got his fingers deep inside ya, hm? You filthy little slut.” he whispered. Her eyes rolled back at his words and she didn’t think it was possible to become even wetter but it happened. He tugged her hair again and she whined softly. “Answer me.” he demanded. 
“Y-Yes, daddy!” she whimpered. 
He grinned at her words and he began to jackrabbit his fingers inside of her, slipping another finger inside and forcing her pussy to stretch open for him as he got his fingers as deep as he could and she was breathing heavily and crying out his name as she stirred her hips quicker against his fingers and now he was making things worse by pressing his thumb against her swollen clit and rubbing circles along it and she rolled her eyes shut and her body fell against his as she moaned louder than before. His fingers were like magic the way they knew just how to get her going and her toes curled against the bathtub and her hands grasped the shower wall and she was panting heavily as she approached her orgasm and she cried out loudly, moaning and screaming his name, her sounds being muffled by the sound of the shower and she came all over his fingers and squirted all over them, making a mess. To her surprise she felt ropes of his warm cum shooting out onto her ass, he had completely gotten off to her making such an embarrassing mess of herself. When Elvis slipped his fingers out of her, he sucked them clean and turned her around and they kissed sloppily, their wet, hot, naked bodies pressing against each other as they consumed one another. 
Elvis reached over and turned the shower off and he broke their kiss and scooped her up in his arms and she giggled softly, throwing her arms around his shoulders as he carried her into the bedroom. “Elvis, you’re getting water everywhere!” she laughed. He didn’t care one bit and he placed her right into his bed soaking wet and he climbed in beside her, the sheets becoming soaked with the water that fell from their bodies and he pulled her into his arms and their lips met once more as she clung to him, kissing him deeply, his heavy, warm body pressing hard up against her as they made out intensely, rolling around his bed that she began to giggle in between each kiss and when they stopped rolling around he laid on top of her and he started to kiss down to her neck, leaving the soft kisses to her skin, she wrapped her legs around him, smiling widely.
“I missed you so damn much, baby. So much..” he mumbled. 
She reached up to cup his face in her hands and made him look at her. 
“I missed you too, Elvis. As much as I didn’t want to admit it to myself.. I missed you so much.” she whispered. 
He smiled and nuzzled his face into her neck and her fingertips began to stroke the strands of his wet hair before he lifted his head back and kissed her little nose, then he pulled back and climbed off her to lay beside her and they both turned onto their side to face each other, laying so close that their bodies stayed pressed against one another. They laid their staring at each other in silence and she scanned every inch of his beautiful round face and she placed a hand on his cheek and gave it a gentle caress. “Are you sure you’ve been okay?” she whispered. 
Elvis let out a soft chuckle and nodded his head slowly. 
“I told you, honey, I’m fine.. It’s just been work and stress and missing you.. That’s all.” he smiled. 
She nodded, choosing to believe him and pressed soft kisses along his face slowly and he slipped his arms around her waist, holding her close as they just laid there in silence again, staring and smiling at each other. Usually sitting in silence with another person was weird and awkward but with each other, it was the most comforting thing in the world to them.. They were saying so much without saying a single word to one another as they stared into each other’s eyes dreamily. She continued to caress her fingers against his face, brushing some of his hair behind his ear. 
“I’m really happy you’re here, baby.” Elvis mumbled.
“Me too.. Thank you for never taking no for an answer, well most of the time.” she whispered, laughing softly. He laughed, running his fingers along her hip bone. 
“Why didn’t you go home for Christmas?” He asked. 
She let out a soft sigh because that was a bit of a touchy subject but it was Elvis and she never had an issue talking to him. “My mother and I don’t really get along. We used to.. But after my dad passed something just changed. Things only got worse when she found out what I did.” she said softly, 
Elvis was listening to her every word and feeling bad that she didn’t have a good relationship with her mother and that her dad was gone, he reached up to brush her hair out of her face. “What happened when she found out?” He asked. 
“Well, she was disappointed and she never fails to let me know what an embarrassment I am. When we do get along she finds a way to take a dig at me and my work and then it just continues on like that..” she just shrugged. 
“I’m so sorry, honey. It's awful that she treats her own daughter that way. You don’t deserve that.. Why didn’t you tell me?” he whispered, combing his fingers through her hair. 
Rebecca shrugged, not feeling like it was that important to share. 
“It doesn’t matter now because I’m spending Christmas with you this year and it’s been amazing so far.” She giggled. 
Elvis grinned and kissed her cheek. “It’ll be even better these next few days. Just you wait, my little doll.” He smiled, snuggling into her. Rebecca smiled widely at his words, wondering what he could be up to as she settled into his arms and snuggled right into the warmth of his body, turning over and pressing her back against him and his arms tighten around her small waist. She had never felt safer than when she was in his arms. They had tired themselves out already that they eventually ended up falling asleep. 
Later That Evening 
Elvis was snoring softly as he slept and his arms still had a hold on Rebecca who was beginning to wake up from their long nap and she turned over to face Elvis and her eyes slowly opened to the sight of him. She smiled tiredly to herself as she reached up to rub her hands over her eyes and then kissed the tip of his nose softly and brushed his hair out of his face as he slept. She thought he looked so cute whenever he slept and she loved his little snores that she couldn’t but giggle softly. She then began to carefully wiggle out of his arms and she quietly rolled out of the bed and went over to her suitcase to grab a fresh pair of panties and one of her Led Zeppelin t-shirts and slipped them on and then she went into the bathroom to gather up their clothes that was on the floor and cleaned it up before climbing back into bed beside Elvis. She could stay in this room all day with him and wouldn’t have a care in the world. She started to look around the room taking in every detail of the decor, shaking her head because he was so extra with everything he did. She glanced back over at Elvis and leaned down to start leaving little kisses to his cheek, trying to wake him up. He began to move and let out a soft groan and then his beautiful dark lashes fluttered open and his sleepy blue eyes staring up at her. “Whaddya doin’, baby?” he chuckled softly, closing his eyes again as he turned over to lay on his back and Rebecca laid back down, resting her head against his chest and staring up at him, pressing kisses to his chin. 
“Wake up! I’m hungry.” she giggled. 
He let out another tired chuckle and he opened his eyes to glance down at her and he slipped an arm around her and brushed his hand along her back and now he was fully awake. “I can call down and get us something to eat. You ever had a fried peanut butter and banana sandwich? ” he hummed. 
Rebecca raised an eyebrow at his words and shook her head. “No, but that actually sounds pretty good.” 
she smiled. 
“It’s delicious.” he smiled as he sat up now and Rebecca sat up beside him, slipping her arm around his as he reached over for the phone and he called down to the kitchen to his cook Mary and asked her to make two fried peanut butter and banana sandwiches with two cokes. Elvis looked at the time and he let out a soft chuckle. “Well, shit, I didn’t think we slept that long.” 
Rebecca laughed. “It was all the fucking.” she smirked. 
He smirked and nodded before he slipped out of bed to put on his silk pajamas and she watched him just smiling to herself. Elvis looked over at her and noticed her shirt. “Y’know, if I didn’t love ya so much I’d be mad you weren’t wearing a shirt with me on it.” he laughed. She glanced down at her shirt and then back at him, rolling her eyes. 
“I thought you liked Led Zeppelin?” she said softly. 
“Oh, I do.” he chuckled, plopping back into bed with her. 
“So, you just have a big ego and want to see me wearing your face.” she said jokingly, laughing as she climbed into his lap. 
“Mhm..” he smirked, slipping his arms around her and kissing her softly.
“Well it’s not gonna happen.” she mumbled on his lips, giggling. 
He narrowed his eyes at her playfully and shook his head. Then he heard a light knock on the door knowing that it was Mary with their food and Rebecca climbed off his lap and let him go answer it and she smiled seeing how sweet Elvis was with her as he grabbed their food and then he shut the door and set the food down and Rebecca wasted no time grabbing a plate and one of the cokes and she sat back against the bed and began to take a few small bites and the sandwich was interesting and she really liked it. Elvis stared at her as he sat down, watching her expression. “How is it?” he asked. 
“It’s good! I like it!” she beamed, taking a few more bites. He was pleased to hear that and he started to eat his own sandwich. Rebecca rested her head against his shoulder as they continued to eat. 
“I can’t wait for you to meet Lisa tomorrow, baby. I’ve told her all about you.” he smiled. Rebecca took a swig of her coke and just nodded and smiled at him. She was excited but also very nervous to meet his daughter. She was afraid Lisa may not like her or worse Rebecca wouldn’t know how to bond with her because she’s never really been around little kids like that. After they finished their food the both of them laid back down and cuddled back up together, neither of them even bothering to venture downstairs for the rest of the night. They were completely comfortable with just staying in his bedroom which wasn’t out of the ordinary for Elvis. Rebecca was laying her head against his chest and running her fingers along his silk pajama shirt and rubbing his belly as he held her close in his arms and they must have been really tired because they ended up falling back asleep for the rest of the night. 
December 22, 1975 - Early Morning
Elvis had to meet Priscilla at the airport to get Lisa and he was up earlier than usual and Rebecca was sound asleep beside him that he didn’t want to wake her as he rolled out of bed and got cleaned up and changed into his dark blue and white sweatsuit and he put his glasses on and before he headed out, he leaned down to kiss Rebecca’s cheek and then made his way out of the bedroom and downstairs where Joe and Vernon were waiting for him and the three of them headed to the airport to get his babygirl. He and Priscilla had become good friends with one another after their divorce and their meetups like this were always a happy one where the two of them took a moment or two to catch up as Lisa clung to him excited to be back in Memphis and with her daddy. Once the two of them said their goodbyes to her mother he helped Lisa into the car where her grandpa excitedly greeted her and she climbed into the front seat and sat between Elvis and Vernon as they were making their way back to the house. 
Rebecca had woken up and saw that Elvis was gone and now her heart was pounding because she knew he went to pick Lisa up. She laid in his bed listening out for his return as she pulled the covers over herself and moments passed and she heard the front door open and the sound of his voice along with two other men and then the small little voice calling out to Elvis and she knew that was Lisa. She hoped that he didn’t bring her into the room; she wasn’t dressed nor ready for their introduction. 
“Yisa, baby, put your things in your room and as soon as Mary gets here we’ll have breakfast and daddy will introduce ya to his friend.” he said softly. 
“Okay, daddy.” the little voice said. Rebecca could hear her little footsteps running upstairs and into her bedroom where she was getting settled and then Elvis started making his way upstairs as well and into his bedroom where he was surprised to see Rebecca awake and he smiled. 
“Hey, honey, when’d ya wake up?” he said softly. 
“Not too long ago.” Rebecca hummed, stretching across his bed. 
It would be some time until Mary arrived and he was a bit hungry himself and he had never asked Rebecca to make him anything, mainly because he was scared she’d slap the shit out of him if he dared ask her to cook. But he’d figured he’d ask anyway. He sat down beside her and smiled. “Baby?” he hummed. 
“Yes?” she smiled at him. 
“Would ya mind makin’ me somethin’ to eat and Lisa as well? Mary won’t be here for another hour or so..” he asked, raising an eyebrow.
Rebecca furrowed her brow at him and gave him a look. 
“Is this your way of trying to turn me into some housewife? Because that won’t happen, but sure I’ll make something.” she laughed, rolling her eyes. 
“You? A housewife? Hell would freeze over if that happened, baby. Do ya know how to cook?” he laughed. 
Rebecca reached over and slapped his arm hard as she sat up. 
“Shut up and yes I do know how to cook.” she huffed as she climbed out of his bed and went to put a pair of pants on as he chuckled. 
“I’m just askin’. Ya know what I like, honey?” he smiled. 
“Mhm.. I’ve seen you order it a dozen times, Elvis. Two eggs hard and bacon burnt.” she laughed. Elvis was impressed that she remembered just how he liked his eggs and bacon, he wouldn’t eat it any other way or at all if it wasn’t made right. 
“Thank you, baby. Lisa likes pancakes.” he smiled. 
Rebecca nodded before she headed out of the room and downstairs to his massive kitchen, where she didn’t know where anything was so she was opening cabinets looking for pans and everything she needed. She wanted to make sure that she made the pancakes just right for Lisa, hoping that if she didn’t like her that would make her like her. Lisa could hear the slamming of cabinets and pans clanging from downstairs and she assumed that Mary had come and she always loved whatever she cooked. So she came out of her room and hurried downstairs excitedly and then when she saw the woman in the kitchen wasn’t Mary she furrowed her brow, wondering who this person was. Rebecca was getting Elvis’ eggs and bacon started when Lisa came walking into the kitchen behind her. 
“Who are you?” the sassy little voice said. 
Rebecca raised an eyebrow when she heard the small voice behind her and the amount of sass behind it and she turned to see Lisa standing with her arms folded across her chest. Rebecca was taken aback because she had seen tons of pictures of Lisa and she looked like Elvis, but seeing her in person she could’ve been his twin. Rebecca placed her hands on her hips and decided to give her the sass right back. 
“I’m Rebecca, who are you?” she hummed, acting as if she had no idea who this little girl was in front of her. 
Lisa narrowed her eyes at the young woman because how could she not know who she is? Everyone knew who she was but Lisa knew who she was as soon as she said her name. “I’m Lisa!” she huffed. 
“Oh, that’s right, your daddy has told me so much about you.” Rebecca smirked, the two of them stared at one another and it felt as if Lisa was trying to intimidate her, but that wouldn’t work with her. Lisa looked behind Rebecca and saw the mess she had made in the kitchen. 
“What are you doing?” Lisa asked. 
“Your daddy asked me to make the two of you breakfast. You like pancakes, right?” Rebecca asked. 
Lisa was surprised to know she knew that and she was still suspicious about her as she looked Rebecca up and down and looked around the kitchen. “I like chocolate chip pancakes.” Lisa muttered. 
Rebecca furrowed her brow. “Oh okay, um, I’ll have to see if there’s chocolate chips.” she said softly, now searching around the kitchen frantically as Lisa watched her and began to giggle watching her nervously look around. Lisa went to take a seat at the table and continued to watch her. 
“The chocolate chips are in the fridge.” Lisa chimed in. 
“Oh, I knew that.” Rebecca rolled her eyes as she opened the fridge and found the chocolate chips and then went back to the stove to finish up Elvis’ food. Lisa continued to watch her. 
“Are you daddy’s new girlfriend?” Lisa asked. 
Rebecca glanced over her shoulder at Lisa and smiled to herself, she wasn’t really sure what the two of them were because they never actually labeled it as anything. “Um.. Yeah, I guess I am.” she hummed. 
Lisa nodded, now having to get to know Rebecca. “I liked Linda.” she muttered. 
Rebecca rolled her eyes at the sound of that name and tried her best to not let it get to her. “I’m sure she was nice.” she mumbled, plating Elvis’ food for him and turning to face Lisa. “Do you think you can take this up to your daddy?” she asked. 
Lisa smiled and nodded, carefully taking the plate into her hands and then slowly making her way out of the kitchen and upstairs to his room. Rebecca started on the pancakes and could overhear Lisa calling out to Elvis that his food was ready. Elvis smiled at his little girl and leaned down to kiss her cheek as he took the plate, assuming that she and Rebecca had met. “Thank you, honey. She cooked it just how daddy likes it.” he chuckled. “Why don’t ya go back down and help her with your pancakes, baby.” he hummed. She huffed not really wanting to help Rebecca and she nodded and headed back downstairs and she walked up to Rebecca, peering over at the pancake mix. 
“That’s not enough chocolate chips.” Lisa muttered as she went to grab a chair and sliding it over towards Rebecca and she climbed on top of it. Rebecca gave her a look and watched as she took the bag of chocolate chips and nearly poured the whole bag in. 
“You’re gonna have more chocolate chips than pancakes.” Rebecca replied. 
“So?” Lisa snapped. 
“Okay, they’re your pancakes.” she rolled her eyes, she could tell the two of them were not going to get along already. She began to pour the batter in the pan making her a few pancakes. Once they were finished she plated them and sat it on the table along with the syrup and Rebecca decided to eat one of the extra ones along with some eggs she made for herself and the two girls sat at the table beside each other, not saying a word as they began to eat. Elvis was curious as to how things were going downstairs so once he finished his breakfast he headed downstairs and quietly stood off to the corner as he watched the two of them. 
Rebecca looked over at Lisa determined to get this kid to like her. “So, what kind of music do you listen to?” she asked, taking another bite of her eggs. Lisa looked at her as she shoved another piece of her pancake into her mouth and she looked at Rebecca’s shirt. 
“I like Led Zeppelin.” Lisa mumbled. 
“You do?” Rebecca said, surprised, smiling. 
She nodded. “Daddy can’t stand it when I play their songs.” she laughed. 
“Oh, really? He told me he liked them. He’s probably just mad you aren’t listening to him.” Rebecca teased. 
“I like daddy’s songs, but Led Zeppelin is better.” she giggled. Elvis rolled his eyes and shook his head, he only hated when she played their songs because she’d have it so loud. 
“Robert is cute.” Lisa giggled. Rebecca grinned and giggled along with Lisa. 
“He is cute. But Jimmy is hot. That hair, those curls.. He’s gorgeous.” Rebecca laughed. Lisa giggled and nodded in agreement, she knew Elvis would hate to hear her talking like that. 
Elvis was feeling uncomfortable now listening to their conversation and he just shook his head in disapproval, but he was happy that the two of them had something in common and were getting on fine, even if he was getting a little jealous of the way Rebecca was talking about Jimmy Page.. 
“I’ve seen them in concert a few times. Maybe one time your daddy will let me take you.” Rebecca smiled, feeling the tension between them slowly fading. 
“Really?!” Lisa said happily, continuing to eat her pancakes. 
“Mhm, but we’ll see what he says.” she shrugged. 
Elvis suddenly emerged and made his presence known. “Are y’all done talking about boys now? Yisa, you ain’t old enough to go to a concert like that.” 
“Were you listening this entire time!?” Rebecca laughed, shaking her head. 
“Not the whole time. But I heard enough.” he shot her a playful glare. 
She smiled at him sweetly, finishing up her breakfast. 
“The two of you hurry up and finish and get dressed. I want to show Rebecca Memphis and maybe we’ll do a little Christmas shopping for any last minute gifts.” Elvis smiled. 
Rebecca smiled and cleaned up the plates and the mess she made in the kitchen and Lisa hurried upstairs to get changed, excited to take a ride around town. Elvis came over to Rebecca and slipped his arms around her waist from behind and kissed her cheek softly. “She seems to take a liking to you.” he mumbled. 
“Yeah, you should’ve been down here when she first came in here. She’s a little spit fire. Man, she could be your twin.” Rebecca laughed, causing Elvis to laugh because he agreed. She was  finishing up cleaning and then slipping out of Elvis’ grasp. “I’m going to get dressed.” she smiled, kissing his lips before she headed upstairs to quickly change. She sported a mini dressed with some knee high boots and her afghan coat and when she got downstairs Elvis and Lisa were already waiting. Lisa reached out to touch her coat and she smiled up at Elvis. 
“Can I have a coat like this, daddy? It’s pretty.” she hummed.
Rebecca smiled and looked at Elvis who was smiling down at Lisa and pressing a kiss to her forehead. “Sure, baby, if we can find one while we’re out I’ll buy ya one.” he mumbled and Lisa ran out to the car excitedly. Rebecca laughed softly, seeing how much Elvis adored Lisa and would give her anything she asked for. She thought it was the cutest thing. “Damn, you look good, baby.” he muttered, eyeing Rebecca up and down as he took her hand. 
“Thank you, honey. I knew you would like it.” she whispered, kissing his cheek before she let go of his hand and followed Lisa to the car. A smirk formed on his lips and he followed his girls out and hopped into the driver's seat as they both got in the car, Lisa sitting right in the middle of them as Elvis began to drive off and out the gates of Graceland. Elvis showed Rebecca everything, from the first apartments he lived in with his family, to the first real fancy house they lived in before Graceland, along with where he recorded his first song at Sun Studios and where he graduated high school. This was the usual thing Elvis did whenever someone hadn’t been to Memphis he’d show them every piece of history that got him to where he was today. Rebecca loved every moment of it and just getting to know Elvis more and actually seeing these places he always spoke about with her. Then they finally got to a few shops and the three of them went inside. When Elvis tried to hold Rebecca’s hand, Lisa butted in and took his hand before Rebecca got the chance and she glanced down at Lisa who was sticking her tongue out at her, Rebecca narrowed her eyes and she stuck her tongue out back at her, she had thought they were getting along, but it seemed Lisa wasn’t going to be giving in that easily.
As they walked around the store Rebecca ventured off on her own looking for a gift to buy Elvis, but she wasn’t sure what to get him. She wanted it to be special and unique and then she suddenly got an idea when she saw a flier in the store for a local photographer shop that said they take professional portraits and suddenly Rebecca grinned widely, knowing exactly what she was going to do for him, she took the flier and stuffed it into her purse and she saw Lisa walking toward her as Elvis was still looking around buying gifts for everyone he hadn’t bought for yet. 
“Will you help me pick a gift out for my daddy?” Lisa said, looking up at her. 
“Oh, sure, what did you have in mind for him?” she asked. 
Lisa just shrugged, having no idea what to get him. 
“Okay, let’s find him something.” she said softly, as the two of them walked around the store together looking at a few different things until Lisa stopped and saw a few  little bracelets and she pointed at one. 
“What about that?” she asked. 
“That would be cute. We could get it engraved and have it say, ‘I love you’ on the front and then on the back ‘From Yisa’ how’s that sound” she smiled. Lisa liked that idea and nodded her head with a smile. “Okay, go distract him  so he doesn’t come over here.” Lisa laughed and ran over to Elvis getting his attention by trying to show him a few things in the store. Rebecca asked one of the shop owners for the bracelet Lisa picked out and told him how she wanted it engraved and while Elvis was distracted she quickly paid for it and the shop owner told her it would be ready later that day or early tomorrow morning. Rebecca nodded and thanked him before she joined Elvis and Lisa. 
“Ready to go?” Elvis asked. 
“Yes.” she hummed. 
“Okay, let me go pay for this and we can head back to the house.” he said before walking up to the checkout counter to pay for all the things he picked out. Lisa looked up at Rebecca and reached over to hold her hand. Rebecca was surprised when she felt her take her hand and she smiled at the little girl. 
“Thank you, Becca.” Lisa hummed, giving her a nickname. 
Rebecca laughed, because only her friends called her that but she didn’t mind if she did that only meant maybe they were becoming friends. “Anytime, kid.” she grinned. Elvis came back with his hands full of bags. 
“Let’s go, ladies..” he hummed and the three of them headed out to the car and Rebecca helped Lisa inside as Elvis put the bags in the back and then got into the driver's seat. Lisa fumbled around with the radio and Elvis raised an eyebrow at her because he couldn’t keep up with some of the music she listened to but he never stopped her when she wanted to listen to something she liked. She finally stopped it at a station that was playing David Bowie’s Golden Years. Rebecca grinned at Lisa when she started to sing along to the song, she was liking this kid more and more and then she too joined in along with her, clapping along to the song. Elvis shook his head and laughed as he listened to the two of them singing. He didn’t mind Bowie, especially knowing Lisa liked him but he did find him a little strange. 
“Gold, golden years, gold, whop whop whop, come get up, my baby..” Rebecca sang loudly. 
“Run for the shadows, run for the shadows in these golden years..” Lisa sang happily.
“I'll stick with you, baby, for a thousand years.. Nothing's gonna touch you in these golden years!” They both sang together, laughing. 
Elvis was smiling and surprisingly humming along to the song as his fingers drummed against the steering wheel. He was so happy to see the two of them just bonding and finding more things they have in common. He knew it took Lisa time to warm up to people, but he knew she’d love Rebecca the way he did and the breath of fresh air that she was and just how fun she could be. Rebecca just never failed to surprise him or make him smile. 
Christmas Day
Graceland was packed with everyone and their families, Rebecca had never seen such a sight at Christmas with her family. It was always just her parents and her grandmother. But anything Elvis did was grand. Everyone was sitting in the living room by the Christmas tree ready to exchange their gifts. Rebecca was saving her gift for last because she didn’t want anyone but Elvis to see it. Three days prior she had made a plan to get some professional photos taken of her for him personally. She had gotten in contact with the photographer and the photoshoot she was asking for was something he had never done before, but she was a paying customer and he agreed. She had borrowed Elvis’ car and told him she had a few things she wanted to get for Lisa, which she did along with doing her photoshoot. Rebecca was no stranger to the camera clothes on or off. She took some racy photos for Elvis, posing seductively against a sheet and a pillow in her lingerie. She wore lace white panties that hardly covered her ass and a white lace bra that left nothing to the imagination and when they had gotten more than enough photos, she was quite pleased with how they came out. She placed them in a pink envelope and wrote ‘Elvis’ on the front before tying a little ribbon around it. She of course had another gift to give him that was something appropriate to give in front of everyone. Now she was sitting beside him with the little envelope in her purse as everyone began to give their gifts to each other. Elvis handed three to Rebecca, and a few others out to everyone else, Lisa had more than anyone and they all sat underneath the tree. Before she excitedly tore them all open she grabbed her gifts she wanted to give him, two of them being little pictures she had drawn for him and then a little box that housed the bracelet she and Rebecca picked out for him. 
“Here you go, daddy. I got these for you! Becca helped me pick that one.” she smiled, pointing at the box. 
Elvis smiled widely at them both and when he saw the two pictures she had drawn for him, he was nearly tearing up at them as he pulled her into a hug. “Thank you, Yisa. I love my pretty pictures. Now let’s see what’s in this little box.” he beamed, tearing the wrapping paper off and opening the box to see the little silver bracelet and he read the engraving that was on it and now his smile was even bigger and he pulled her into another hug and she giggled softly, hugging him back. “It’s beautiful, baby. Thank you.” he hummed, looking over at Rebecca and smiling at her, reaching over to take her hand, thanking her. Rebecca nodded, smiling at the two of them. “Open your gifts, Rebecca.” he grinned. 
Rebecca smiled, opening each one of her gifts. She hated when Elvis bought her anything because he could never do something simple; he had to go above and beyond. He had gotten her a few pieces of expensive jewelry, a matching necklace and earrings set that perfectly matched her style. “Oh my god, Elvis, this looks too expensive for me..” she said softly. 
“Do you like it, baby?” he asked. 
“Well, yeah, but this is too much..” she hummed. 
“It’s a Christmas present. Don’t worry ‘bout it, baby.” he leaned over to kiss her softly. “Now open the last one.” he grinned. 
“Okay, okay. Thank you, Elvis.” she smiled as she opened the last gift that was in a tiny box. She raised an eyebrow when saw it was a key. “Um, what is this to?” she asked curiously. Elvis got up and helped her up. 
“Why don’t ya go outside and see..” he beamed. She furrowed her brow at him and then nervously began to walk toward the front door and everyone followed behind her. The guys already knew what it was but everyone else had no idea. When Rebecca stepped outside a car just like Elvis’ strutz was parked out front. Rebecca looked back at Elvis confused. “It’s yours!” Elvis said happily. 
“W-What?” she mumbled. 
“I saw how much you liked driving mine and well, I figured I’d get you your own, baby. You ain’t gonna be drivin’ like a damn maniac in mine.” he chuckled. 
“Elvis.. A car!? The jewelry is one thing, but now this is way too much. I don’t even drive in New York. What am I going to do with it?” she said, not trying to sound ungrateful. 
“You’ll drive it around here whenever you visit! Don’t ya like it?” he asked. 
“O-of course I do, it’s a beautiful car. But this is way too much as a Christmas gift, Elvis.” she sighed. 
“It’s never too much, baby. I wanted you to have the car.” he smiled, pulling her into his arms and kissing her softly to keep her from saying another word. “Now would ya hush up? Enjoy your new car!” he grinned. She looked up at him and nodded, she was more than appreciative for his gift, but she had never been given something so expensive before. She didn’t feel right for taking it. But she knew he wouldn’t accept no for an answer and that he wouldn’t take it back. “Get in the car and let’s see ya in it.” he grinned. Rebecca went over to the car and Lisa followed behind her wanting to get inside with her, she noticed Lisa following her and opened the passenger side door for her before getting in on the drivers side, running her hands along the leather of the steering wheel and sinking into the leather seats, still unable to believe that he really went and bought her a car. Elvis was smiling proudly seeing his two favorite girls sitting in style in the Strutz. He grabbed the camera from Charlie and took a few pictures of them in it. Now she was feeling a little more comfortable, she and Lisa began to pose for him in the car as he snapped away. 
“Alright, let’s go back inside so Yisa can open her gifts.” Elvis beamed. As soon as Lisa heard that she hopped right out the car and Rebecca laughed getting out of the car and following behind her and everyone else as they went back inside, Elvis slipped his arm around Rebecca and kissed her cheek as they walked in behind everyone and she slipped an arm around him, smiling up at him as they made their way back to the living room and they both sat down on the floor with their arms still wrapped around one another as they watched Lisa open up every single one of her gifts making a mess of the wrapping paper everywhere and she loved every single gift she got. Rebecca looked over at Elvis who was smiling happily because of the happiness on Lisa’s little face. She kissed his cheek several times. 
“I’ve got three gifts for you, but I can only give you one right now..” she whispered to him, giggling softly. He raised an eyebrow wondering what the other two gifts were and he smirked to himself, just nodding at her words. She grabbed the one gift and slide it into his lap and he reached down and smiled, ripping the wrapping paper off and it was obvious it was some sort of clothing because of the box it was in and when he opened it and lifted the shirt up, he narrowed his eyes at her and she started laughing because it was his own Led Zeppelin shirt. 
“Very funny, baby.” he said softly. 
“What is it, daddy?!” Lisa asked curiously. 
Elvis turned the shirt around to show Lisa and she laughed. “I guess I’ll be sporting a Zeppelin shirt like the two of you.” he chucked, shaking his head. Rebecca laughed softly. 
Once everyone had gotten their gifts open and the day was winding down and Lisa was busy playing with her new toys, Elvis and Rebecca eventually snuck away to another room. “Now what are these other gifts? Hm?” he asked. 
“Well.. You’ll have to come upstairs for me to show you, baby.” she giggled, taking his hand and quickly sneaking past everyone and heading upstairs to his bedroom, she locked the door behind her, which caught Elvis’ attention and now he was picking up on what his gift was going to be. She pulled the little pink envelope out and handed it to Elvis. “That’s gift number one. Gift number two will be out in just a second.” she smirked, grabbing her suitcase and heading into the bathroom. Elvis grinned and unraveled the ribbon that was tied around the envelope and then he opened it and slid the photos out and his eyes widened when he realized what they were photos of Rebecca. He grinned to himself as he flipped through them and each one was her in different poses in her bra and panties. It was one hell of a christmas present he thought and now he couldn’t stop looking at them. Beautiful was an understatement when it came to her, she was breathtaking in each photo. He didn’t know how he got so lucky to be with such a gorgeous woman. Just looking at the photos was turning him on. 
Meanwhile Rebecca was in the bathroom getting undressed and she grabbed the lime green stockings she had packed. She wasn’t sure how these few days with Elvis were going to go, but she came prepared for him. She slipped on the soft stockings that went up to her thighs, and then she stood in the mirror and put on some red lipstick and ran her fingers through her hair before giving herself one last look before she opened the bathroom door and stood in the doorway in just those lime green sheer stockings, giggling. “Elvis..” she hummed. When he looked up he nearly dropped all the pictures on the floor when he saw her standing in the doorway naked and the stockings that clung to her thighs. 
“Holy.. Goddamn.. I-Is this gift number two?” he asked, chuckling nervously. 
“Mhm.. Did you like the pictures?” she giggled, slowly walking over to him. He was staring up at her his eyes scanning every one of her naked body, completely distracted by the beautiful sight. He couldn’t form words and he just nodded. 
“I love them..” he mumbled.
“Good.. Because I think you’ll like what I give you next even more..” she hummed, biting her bottom lip. 
He swallowed harshly, watching her move closer to him and she grabbed the pictures and tossed them on his bedside table and she pushed him back against the bed and he let out a soft groan as he laid back, staring up at her as she climbed on top of him and when he went to grab her waist, she grabbed his hands and forced them above his head and she shook her head at him. “No touching.. Not yet, daddy..” she whispered as she climbed further up his body until his head was right between her thighs and her pussy inches away from his face and he licked over his lips staring at the one thing he desired more than anything, she squeezed her thighs around his head which caused a groan to escape him, before she sat right on top of his face, slowly dragging her pussy along his nose and his full lips, she let out a soft whimper. She felt so sensitive already and he hadn’t even touched her yet. Elvis was in heaven as his pussy slid up and down his face and her slick coating every inch of it. She grabbed his hands and placed them on her ass and his hands squeezed her ass tight before he gave it a slap and she squealed softly, smirking at him and he pushed her down more, wanting to be completely buried in her pussy and his wet tongue lapped up every inch of her juices, and circled around her clit before he slid his tongue back down and slip it inside of her and she let out a soft moan.
Elvis began to slowly grind her hips on his face, his nose rubbing right up against her clit and stimulating her even further toward her arousal, he groaned against her pussy as he forced his tongue inside of her deeper and she gasped softly. “Fuck, daddy.. Just like that..” she moaned, grabbing a hand full of his hair with both hands as she began to ride his face slowly, the friction of his nose rubbing up against her clit causing her eyes to roll back and she moaned louder, her thighs squeezing around his head and his groans and moans coming out muffled against her as he tongue fucked her faster. His hands running along her thighs and fingertips circling along the thin fabric of her stockings, squeezing her thighs tight before his hands traveled back up to her ass, slapping it hard. She whimpered quietly, slightly bouncing on his face. Elvis couldn’t get enough of her that he would be willing to suffocate right in her pussy that was dripped in her arousal all over his face. She pulled and tugged at his dark hair, bouncing and riding his face as she threw her head back in ecstasy, crying out his name. She groaned loudly and ate her out like a man starved, she began to pant heavily as her eyes rolled back and nearly lost control of her body when she suddenly reached her orgasm and came all over his face, making a mess over him. He loved it so much that he slipped his tongue out of her and began to lick up every inch of her sweet juices that coated her thighs and dripped from her pussy. She rolled her hips against his face and his arms wrapped around her hips, keeping her still as he licked her clean. She let out soft kitten whimpers, the feeling of his tongue drove her wild. “Mm.. fuck.. Let’s see if little Elvis is awake..” she giggled, reaching behind her and running her hands along his crotch and she could feel just how rock hard he was for her, Elvis’ hips bucked from her touch.. “Mm.. Time to take care of him..” she smirked. 
“P-Please..” Elvis begged, his words muffled from between her legs. She slowly lifted herself off of his face and slid herself back down his body, seeing his face soaked in her juices, he licked his lips wanting to taste more of her. She straddled his lap, unzipping his sweatsuit jacket and practically tearing it off of him and she kissed along his hairy chest slowly and left a trail of kisses all the way down to his belly that she kissed over and over, running her hands along it. He exhaled sharply, watching her kiss every inch of his belly before she tucked her fingers beneath the waistband of his pants and Elvis slightly lifted his hips for her, so needy and desperate for her to release his cock. She slowly slid his pants down and his cock plopped right out hitting up against his belly. She chewed on her bottom lip at the sight of his big cock. 
“You just relax, daddy. I’m going to take good care of you..” she hummed, lifting herself up and grabbing a hold of his cock and slowly guiding it inside of her and she whimpered softly feeling him enter and stretching her out as his cock moved inside of her inch by inch until she made it completely disappear. She let out a shaky moan and he groaned loudly, she placed her hands on his chest and his big hands grabbed her hips and she slowly stirred her hips against him, his cock gradually pumping inside of her with each slow movement she made. Her hands grasped his chest and her nails dug right into his skin as she picked up the pace and now was bouncing on his cock, grinding against him. He was moaning and letting soft grunts escape his lips as he watched her ride him and her breasts bouncing in his face so effortlessly. She looked so beautiful, perfect even the way she bounced on top of him, that he didn’t think it was possible to be more in love than he already was with her. She lifted her hips and slammed right down on his cock and she did that over and over, burying his cock deep inside of her and that drove him crazy. 
“Ah, fuck.. Baby..” he moaned, tightening his grip around her hips and now he held her still and began to thrust his hips upwards, slamming his cock inside her and she squealed and moaned loudly as she leaned over him, her chest pressing against his and his hands grabbed a hold of her ass as she moved against him. Every thrust he made was building the arousal and ecstasy between them. She could never get enough of his cock inside of her. He made her feel like no other man could the way he filled her up and made her body ache in need of him, burned for him, screaming for more as her pussy clenched around him, taking him deeper with each stroke he made that seemed to get harder with each thrust. She liked when he would take charge and remind her of who was the dominant one in their relationship. As she sat herself back up she leaned over him and her breasts ran along his face, he nearly went mad as his hips bucked. The sounds that escaped them were loud and heavy and their bodies hot and slicked in sweat as they moved against each other. Now he was flipping them around and the weight of him consuming her as she wrapped her legs around him and now he pounded deep inside of her, fucking her right into the matteress and she screamed out his name, her nails clawing and scratching at his back. She tried to squeeze him in further, wanting him to just crush her with his body weight.
Their eyes met and sweat gathered at his brow dripped onto her face and she crashed her lips against his as they moaned into each other’s mouths as he thrusted into her deeper, his cock slamming against her walls, she felt sore, but didn’t want it to stop. It felt like the whole room was spinning as her orgasm burned in the pit of her stomach. She could tell he was close because his cock twitched inside of her and his hips bucked and his breathing was so heavy she could feel his breath against her skin. As they continued move as one pushing and pulling at one another and furthering their desire until they reached a breaking point and Rebecca gasped and her eyes rolled back and her body arched against the bed, her body completely giving into him as she came all over his cock and Elvis grunted and heaved with pleasure and when he couldn’t hold back any longer and he knew that he was ready to completely exploded he quickly sat up and pulled out of her, wrapping his hand around his cock and stroking it fast as his cum came spurting out onto her stomach and she could feel the warm substance dripping down her abdomen. He watched her take two of her fingers and run them along her stomach, playing in his cum and then bringing those fingers to her lips and tasting him. He smirked and leaned over to kiss her lips deeply, she returned his deep kiss, slipping her tongue into his mouth before he pulled back and laid down on the bed, exhaling sharply. 
She chewed on her bottom lip, giggling as she stared at him before she rolled out of his bed and went to the bathroom to clean his cum off her stomach and then she came back, climbing back into bed with him, laying on her stomach and her legs dangled in the air moving back and forth as she kissed his cheek. “That was amazing. You are an incredible lover.” she giggled. He raised an eyebrow at her and started to laugh, he grabbed the pictures that sat on his nightstand and looked at them again, smirking. 
“Me? You drove me crazy with the things you do, baby. These photos? Hot damn.. Would ya let me take pictures of you like this?” he smirked, setting them back down and running his hand slowly along her body, caressing her hip. She grinned at his words and then reached over him to the nightstand for her purse to grab her cigarettes, which was what she desperately needed as she sifted through the half empty carton.
"Hm, I would.." she smirked.
She looked at Elvis who was giving her a look because he hated when she smoked cigarettes and she let out a soft sigh, tossing the cigarette back in the carton. “What? I didn’t say anything.” he mumbled. 
“No, but I saw the look you gave me.” she said as she set her purse back down and laid her head against his chest as her arm wrapped around him and his hand ran along her back and he tilted his head down to kiss the top of her head. 
“I hate that tonight is our last night together. I’ve enjoyed these last few days with you, baby.” he said softly. 
Rebecca looked up at him and let out a soft, nodding her head in agreement. 
“Me too, Elvis. It’s been such an amazing few days with you and Lisa. I hate that it has to end.” she whispered, kissing his chin. 
“Doesn’t have to.. If you come with me to Vegas..” he sighed. 
“Elvis.. I can’t.. It’s too soon and all I’ll think about is her. You don’t have many shows left there. So, I can always come back here when you’re home again. Or you can come visit me in New York?” she smiled. 
He sighed and just nodded. 
“I know, honey. I just hate being away from you..” he hummed. 
A small silence fell between them, she nuzzled her face into his warm chest. 
“Do you like Memphis?” he asked. 
“Sure, it’s beautiful. Why?” she replied. 
“Would you ever consider leaving the city and moving here… With me.” he mumbled. 
She lifted her head up from his chest and looked at him with her brow furrowed, understanding what he was asking in not so many words.
“Elvis.. I.. Don’t you think moving in together is a bit too soon? We haven’t even talked about what this is.. What we are.” she said softly.
“What are you talkin’ about? You’re my girl, I’m yours. There’s nothing else to talk about. I don’t think it’s too soon at all. Listen.. I-I don’t want us to end on a bad note. Just think about it, baby. Will ya? You ain’t gotta make a decision now. I was just askin’.” he shrugged, kissing her cheek. 
“You’re my girl, I’m yours.” That was one way of saying be my girlfriend. But she knew with Elvis he never actually said things clearly or plainly, but she knew exactly what he meant and that was fine with her. But moving in.. She wasn’t sure about that. New York had been her home for years and she didn’t know if she could leave it for the country. But it would be something she’d think about for him. 
“Okay, Elvis. I’ll think about it, I will.” she hummed, resting her head back against his chest and they laid there in silence again and she listened to the beating sound of his heart as he caressed his hand along her back delicately. Elvis glanced back down at her and smiled, squeezing her in his arms and then he kissed her head. 
“I should probably go check on Lisa and make sure she gets to bed. She’d be up all night if I let her.” he chuckled. Rebecca nodded at his words, letting out a soft yawn, smiling at him as he slipped out of bed and put his clothes back on. She watched him as she got comfortable, pulling the blankets over naked body.
“You’re such a good father.” she hummed. 
He smiled widely at her words, sometimes he didn’t feel like it. But it was always nice for him to hear it. 
“Thank you, baby. I try to be.” he said, leaning down to steal another kiss from her lips before he slipped out of the room and went to go check on Lisa. He had been gone for some time and Rebecca ended up falling asleep. When he finally returned he smiled warmly at the sleeping woman in his bed and he took his clothes back off and slipped into bed beside her, pulling her into his arms and nuzzling his face into the side of her neck and he inhaled her scent, he was going to miss her so much even if it was just two weeks that they’d be apart again. Elvis eventually fell asleep snuggled up with her and held her tight the entire night. 
The Next Day
Rebecca, Elvis, and Lisa were up early because they all had flights and though Rebecca insisted she’d go to the airport on her own because the last thing she wanted was to see another one of the women in his life. Though she had no issues with his ex wife, she just felt odd. Once she had all her things packed and she helped Lisa with her own stuff and the guys took care of things for Elvis, they all hurried out to the car and Joe drove them all to the airport. Priscila was already waiting at the airport and she smiled when saw her mom, but Lisa never wanted to leave Memphis or her dad. It was a hard goodbye for the both of them as Rebecca watched them. She was more surprised when Lisa climbed over Elvis to give her a hug. Rebecca smiled widely as she hugged Lisa tight. “It was nice meeting you, Becca. Remember to put more chocolate chips in your pancakes!” she laughed. 
Rebecca laughed. 
“I’ll be sure to do that. It was nice meeting you too, kid.” she grinned. 
“Alright, c’mon, honey.” Vernon said softly as he helped Lisa out of the car and took her things and she Elvis waved at one another the entire time until she got into the car and when the car was driving away with her in it to the plane she and Priscilla were to board. As if that goodbye wasn’t hard enough, now he had to say goodbye to another important girl in his life. A goodbye neither of them wanted to do. Elvis turned to her and he removed his glasses and she smiled, she loved when she could see those sleepy blue eyes of his. She cupped his face in her hands, kissing him softly. 
“It’s only two weeks, Elvis, that’s all. Then once you finish your engagement in Vegas, we’ll be together again. Whether it’s here or in New York, baby. But take care of yourself, please?” she smiled, Elvis nodded at her words and he pulled her into his embrace, kissing her deep and she slipped her arms around his shoulders as they shared a long passionate kiss that neither one of them wanted to end. But her flight was leaving and she needed to go. She pulled back from their kiss and she smiled warmly at him. “I love you.” she whispered. 
“I love you too.” he hummed, right before she was going to step out of the car where Red was waiting with her bags, Elvis grabbed her arm and pulled her into one more kiss, she smiled against his lips, kissing him softly. 
“I’ve gotta go, baby. Call me when you get to Vegas.” she mumbled on his lips, he nodded stealing one more kiss before she pulled away and hopped out of the car, waving to him and blowing him a kiss before she took her bags and headed to the plane and Elvis watched as she walked over and she looked back at him, giving him another wave and smiling widely and he was waving back with a smile until she disappeared onto the plane. He let out a soft sigh as Joe drove them over to the Lisa Marie, where he boarded his plane, waving to the few fans that awaited his arrival. The last few days had been the best he had in a long time and the happiest he’d been. He couldn’t wait to finish working to get back to it. He was holding out hope that Rebecca would seriously think about what he asked her, because it wouldn’t be the last time he’d bring it up. 
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In My Life Chapter 40
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Help!
Written by Paul McCartney and John Lennon
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Sorry that it’s taken so long for this chapter.  I had a hard time writing this one, which is probably why I titled it Help!  Thanks for sticking around and supporting this story!
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“Elizabeth…”
There was a mutual gasp in the room when Ross called out Elizabeth’s name.  A startled Demelza covered her mouth and looked at everyone around her… Dwight, Grace and Joshua and Verity.  Of course the staff in the room didn’t realize what was going on.  
Dr. Brown looked at Demelza, “Are you Elizabeth?”
Demelza couldn’t speak, she just shook her head.
Grace spoke up hoping that maybe she could make sense of what just happened, “Ross, dear, can you hear me?”
He shook his head and mouthed the word ‘yes’.
Grace smiled, “You’ve given us a scare!  Especially Demelza!”  Grace waved her hand nonchalantly but in a hope that Ross noticed Demelza was in the room.
It worked.
Ross tried to sit up, “Demelza!”  
“Mr. Poldark lay back down, you can’t get up,” a nurse was trying to get him to settle back down.
Demelza grabbed his hand and kissed it, “I’m right here.  I’m not going anywhere.” Tears were rolling down her cheek.  She could find out why Ross called out for Elizabeth later.  It was more important that he’s awake and feeling better.  
Joshua spoke up, “Son, do you remember what happened?”
Grace gave Joshua a dirty look.
“Not a whole lot.  Elizabeth had just called me.  I answered… phone on….  bluetooth, didn’t know it was her.”  It was obvious Ross was having a hard time breathing.  “She… bitch…”
“Shhhh Ross, calm down.  We don’t have to talk about this now.  It’s not important.  Just relax, I don’t want you to get upset.  She’s not worth it,” Demelza’s voice was a little stronger as she tried to get Ross to settle down.  
“I think maybe we should let Ross get some rest.  The last thing we need to do is tire him out right now,” Dwight spoke up in his doctor voice.
“I think you are correct Dr. Enys,” Joshua said.  He leaned over and gave Ross a kiss on the forehead.  “Son, it’s so good to see you awake.”
“Thanks dad.”
Verity walked up to Ross’s bedside and gave him a kiss on the forehead, “Behave yourself Ross.  I love you.”
Grace got up out of her wheelchair, “We’ll be back later on darling.  Get some rest.”
Ross looked at Demelza, “Don’t go.”
Demelza looked at Dwight.  “Alright you can stay, but I don’t want either one of you getting upset.  Ross needs to rest.”
Demelza smiled, “I promise.”  Dwight smiled at Demelza and Ross as he left the room.
Demelza scooted her chair closer to Ross’s bedside, and picked up his arm and kissed and leaned her face against it and sighed.
Ross noticed that Demelza looked tired.  Her hair was pulled up in a messy bun, her eyes had dark circles under them along with being bloodshot.  He moved his arm so that he could run his fingers through her hair, “You look… very tired, love.”
She hummed at the feel of his fingers in her hair.  She was worried that this simple gesture of love would never happen again, “I’m fine as long as you’re awake and doing better.”
“I’m sorry… that.. I worried you,” Ross’s voice was weak.
“Shhhh, you have nothing to apologize for.  It wasn’t your fault.  Just relax and get some sleep.”
“Did you… spend the night…here?”
Demelza sighed and looked him in the face.  He would know if she lied to him, “Yes, well not here in the room.  I slept on the couch in the waiting room.  The nurses were nice to me and gave me a pillow and a blanket.  I wasn’t going to leave you here!  I wanted to be here when you woke up.”
Ross smiled and let his finger caress her cheek, “Demelza, promise… me that you’ll …go home and get some rest.  Please baby.”
“I am totally fine.  I don’t need to go home.  Drake is taking care of Seamus for us, so I don’t have to worry about that.  So, Mr. Poldark, I am all yours!”  She was trying to convince him that she wasn’t tired and didn’t need to leave him.  “Honest Ross.  I’m fine.  If I get tired, I’ll go out in the lobby and take a break.  I almost lost you and I don’t want to leave you just yet.”
Ross smiled, “Right… but I’m not going anywhere.  Hey did … anyone find my cell phone from the accident?”
“Um no, if someone did find it nobody told me.  Do you remember the accident?” Demelza asked.
“A little.  Everything’s kind of foggy right now. I remember talking to Elizabeth on my bluetooth, and then I hung up on her.  Then she called again and after that …. I don’t remember anything.  My throat is really sore.  Can you help me with a glass of water?”
“Of course.”  Demelza got up to search through a drawer to find a straw for Ross to drink through.  “Here you go babe.  Does that help?”
“Yes, thanks.  I’m really tired. I think I’m going to take a nap.  Why don’t you go home so you can get some proper rest and then come back later,” Ross suggested.
“I don’t know…” Demelza looked at Ross and he definitely looked knackered, “Maybe I will.  But I will be back, so you are not going to be rid of me.”
Ross grabbed her hand, “Babe, I don’t ever want to be rid of you.  Lean down here and give me a kiss before you leave.”
Demelza leaned down to kiss Ross’s lips, then his nose and his forehead,  “I love you Ross.”  Demelza couldn’t help the tears dripping down onto Ross’s cheeks.
Ross raised his hand to run it over Demelza’s cheek, “I love you too, love.  I can’t wait for us to get married.” Demelza smiled but couldn’t keep herself from crying even more.  “Hey there, shhhh.  Everything’s going to be fine baby, please don’t cry.  You need to go home and get some rest.  You’ve worn yourself out.  I can see it in your eyes.”
Demelza stood up and wiped her tears away, “I’m sorry.  You’re probably right.  I’ll be back later.”
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A couple days later, Ross was stable enough that he was able to be moved into a step down unit and also to be interviewed by police about the accident.  Joshua and Grace just happened to be in the room when the police arrived.  They were able to return his phone to him after they pulled the call history from it, to see if he was on a call when the accident happened.  He explained to him that his ex-fiance had called him and he hung up on her while wearing his blue tooth, and that she called back again.  At least he assumed it was Elizabeth, he never actually heard a voice from the other end and then the accident happened.
Secretly, Ross was more concerned if he was actually the one to cause the accident, but fortunately the police officer told him that another driver in the lane next to him caused the accident when he was distracted by his friend in the seat next to him. They were a couple of young college students not paying attention to what they were doing.   It turns out that he not only hit Ross’s car, but he rear ended the car in front of him, causing a chain reaction.  In total, there were seven cars involved.  Luckily there were no fatalities.  There were plenty of witnesses that all confirmed what happened.  The police officer left all of the paperwork with Ross that he would need to turn into his insurance company.
All three of them sighed after the officer left.  “Well, that’s a relief,” Ross said.
Grace looked at her son, “What’s that dear?”
“I was afraid that I caused the accident while talking on the phone with Elizabeth.”
“Well, you were honest with the officer and told him that you were on the bluetooth.  You weren’t actually holding the phone.  I still can’t believe that bitch Elizabeth tried to convince you not to marry Demelza!  Who the hell does she think she is!” Grace answered.
Ross gasped at his mum, “Mum! Watch your language!”
Joshua was smirking at his wife, got up and stretched his legs, “ I’m sure your precious BMW is totaled,” Joshua smiled at Ross.  
“Yeah, that’s what I’ve been thinking.  That really pisses me off.  I loved that car.  It was the first thing I bought when I got my job at the firm.  Now we’ll have to get two cars… one for Demelza and one for me now.”
Grace smiled and raised her eyebrows and hummed, “Hmmm interesting…”
Ross tilted his head at his mother and the dark Poldark eyebrows furrowed, “What?  What are you thinking, mother?”
She sat back and smiled while her crossed legs started bouncing, “Oh nothing, just…”
Joshua was spying the evil grin on his wife’s face.
“Just what mum?  What are you thinking?”
“Nothing!  My goodness you’re so suspicious!  You need to lay back and rest.”
“I am not going to relax until you tell me what you’re up to!” Ross’s voice was getting louder now.
“Shhh!  Don’t get all rattled, love.  I was just thinking that you might want to get a bigger vehicle, you know, for the future, like a van or…”
Joshua and Ross both gave Grace a dirty look.  “Mum, there is no bloody way in hell that I’m getting a van!  We don’t need a van!  Bloody hell!  What are you thinking!?”
“Calm down!  I was just thinking that maybe you might need something bigger with Demelza’s cello, and… and… the trips you might take, and if you start having babies you’ll need something bigger,” Grace was still grinning.
Ross shook his head and looked up at the ceiling, “Mother!  I told you that we might not even have kids.  We haven’t decided on that for sure.  Mum please don’t say anything to Demelza about this.  I promised not to pressure her about kids.”
“Is that something that you and Demelza are definite on?” Now Joshua was in on the conversation.
Ross looked at his father and then looked down, “Look, it’s… undecided at this point.  Demelza’s not sure about kids.  You have to remember that she basically raised her six brothers, so the thought of having her own children is a bit overwhelming to her.”
Joshua moved to sit back down next to Ross, “Ross, I always thought that you wanted children?  This is a big decision to make, have you really thought about what a life without children will be like?  Don’t get me wrong, I really love Demelza and think she’s a wonderful woman, but to not be totally certain about something this important before you get married can really cause trouble down the road.”
Ross let out a big sigh, “Dad, Demelza and I have talked about this plenty of times.  Yes, I want children, but I love Demelza more, and if she decides not to have children, then I will just have to live with it. I don’t want to lose her.   Now can we please change the subject before she gets here because I don’t want her walking in here with all of these long faces.  Please.”
Grace and Joshua both looked into their son’s face and saw how serious he was about his words, and knew they wouldn’t be able to change his mind.  
Luckily a nurse came into the room to check Ross’s vitals so the tension in the room lightened up. 
Ross looked at his parents, “So are two still staying in the hotel?”
Joshua nodded, “Yes, it’s nice that it’s just across the street and we can pop over so that your mother can have a kip.”
“Well, you can always stay at our place.  I’m sure Demelza wouldn’t mind…”
Just then Demelza walked in with a smile on her face, “What wouldn’t I mind?”
Ross’s face broke out in a bright smile, “There’s my girl!  I was just saying you wouldn’t mind if mum and da stayed at our place while they’re here in town.”
Demelza leaned down to kiss Ross, “Of course not.  You’re more than welcome to stay at the house.”
“Oh thank you Demelza, I was just telling Ross that the hotel across the street is really convenient for us so that Grace can go to the room and take a quick nap.  But if you need me to drive you to rehearsal and pick you up, I’d be more than happy to do that for you,”  Joshua responded.
Demelza sat on the bed next to Ross and grabbed his hand, “Thank you.  Maestro said if I wanted to take the rest of the week off, he wouldn’t have a problem with it.  But thank you anyway!”
Ross looked at Demelza, “Babe, are you sure you want to miss that much rehearsal time?”
“Well Ross, I didn’t even ask.  He called me so I think it’ll be alright.  Plus I’ve still been practicing at home.  And speaking of home, Seamus is really missing you.  He’s been moping around like crazy.”
“Aww poor Seamus!” Grace said.
“You should sneak him in for me!” 
“Ross, how am I going to sneak in an Irish Setter?” Demelza was smiling at her fiance.
“Nobody will mind.  Just say that he’s a therapy dog!”  All three just shook their heads 
at Ross.
Joshua stood up, “Well on that note, I think your mother and I will go get something to eat and head back to the hotel for the night.  Demelza dear, let us know if there’s anything we can do for you.”
Demelza stood up to hug her future in-laws, “Oh I will, thank you again.  Take care Grace.  Get some rest.”
“Good night Demelza.  You get some rest also!”
Demelza turned around and raised her eyebrows at Ross, “We're finally alone!”  She went over and put her hands on Ross’s face, careful not to knock off his oxygen hose, and gave him the deepest, lustful kiss that she could give him.  
Ross moaned, “Mmmm I could use more of that Mrs Poldark.”
“Hey now, don’t jinx us!  What… what is this stuff?”
Ross opened the envelope and bag and showed Demelza the contents, “The police brought it by.  It’s my phone and some other stuff that was in my car.  I guess I’m going to have to get a new phone.  Maybe then I’ll be able to find out for sure if it was Elizabeth calling back a second time.”
“Well, I can work on getting you a new phone tomorrow.  I don’t think the store will be open now.  Have they said when you can come home?”  Ross tried to pull Demelza closer to him, but she was resisting, “Ross, not here!”
“Oh you’re no fun!  Come on baby, just snuggle a little bit. I miss you,” Ross was starting to whine.
“Alright, just a little,” Demelza wrapped herself under Ross’s arm.  She couldn’t help herself and started caressing Ross’s belly.  “Mmmm I have to admit this does feel good.  Ross..”
“Hmmmm?”
“I think we should postpone the wedding.  It’s going to take a while before you’re feeling better, so I think we should postpone it.  When you’re feeling better and stronger, then we will have the dresses and the suits and we can go ahead and get married,” Demelza’s voice was soft.
Ross sat up, “Absolutely not!  We are not changing a thing.  You hear me?” 
Demelza looked up in Ross’s eyes, “Yes, I heard you.  But it doesn’t make me happy.  Ross, you’re going to take a while to recover, it’s not something that can be rushed.
“I am going to be just fine by the time of the wedding.  My respiratory treatments are going well, my physical therapy started today.  I will be fully healed and strong when I say my vows to you.   Speaking of which, do we have an officiant lined up?”
“Oh, um I don’t know.  I’ll have to check with Caroline about that,” Demelza weaved Ross’s fingers through hers.
Ross’s eyebrows furrowed like they always do when he’s thinking, “Speaking of which, I haven’t seen Caroline since I’ve been in the hospital.  I mean, not that I’d expect her to be here for hours on end, I just thought…why are you looking that way?  What’s wrong?”
Demelza let out a sigh, “Well she was here with me the whole first day while you were in surgery, but I just got the feeling that there’s something wrong going on between Dwight and Caroline.  That whole day they barely said two words to each other.”
“Did you ask them about it?  That is kind of weird for them.”
“Yeah it is, and yes I did.  I asked Caroline when Dwight had stepped out if they were alright, and she just said something like they were going through a rough patch.  Later on Dwight said the same thing and that it was nothing to worry about.  I haven’t seen her since, but  I have talked to her on the phone a couple of times, but we really haven’t had time to talk about it.  I’m really worried about them though.  Maybe you could talk to Dwight?  See if he will talk to you about it.”
Ross kissed Demelza’s hand, “If I get the chance without a bunch of staff around, I will.  Now, talk less, snuggle more.”
Demelza rolled her eyes and followed Ross’s instructions.  But of course, with snuggling, eventually comes snogging, until…
“Oh please!  Really Ross!  In a hospital!  Don’t you have more respect for yourself than that!”
Ross and Demelza jumped out of their skin and looked towards the door and there stood Elizabeth hand on hip, a very expensive handbag hanging from the other arm, a very expensive dress hugging all of her curves, hair and makeup perfectly done.
Ross sat up in bed, inadvertently yanking his oxygen tube from his nostrils, “Elizabeth, what the fuck are you doing here?”  Demelza’s face quickly turned beet red.  She climbed off the bed and straightened herself up in her embarrassment.  
“I came here to talk some sense into you.  I wasn’t expecting to visit your hospital room while the two of you are screwing.  Very tacky even for you Ross,” Elizabeth said.
“Elizabeth, you’re the reason why I’m in this hospital bed, so… please… leave!” Demelza noticed that Ross was starting to have trouble breathing, so she hit the nurse call button.
“Elizabeth, I think you should go, you’re upsetting Ross,” Demelza raised her voice to try to get Elizabeth to leave.  
“I am not going anywhere until I talk with Ross.  Alone!”
The nurse came in and immediately put the oxygen mask back on Ross instead of the hose that was previously in his nostrils.  She was an older nurse who looked like she didn’t take shit from anybody.   “Alright, calm down Mr. Poldark, you’ve got your heart rate up.  Take some nice easy breaths.  That’s right, nice and slow.  Okay gorgeous, now, which one of these birds got you riled up?”  Ross pointed to Elizabeth.  The nurse looked right at Elizabeth, “Alright sweetheart, it’s time for you to leave.”
Elizabeth just stood still, “I am not going anywhere, I need to speak with Mr Poldark before I leave.”
“Look lady, I don’t know who you are, and I don’t care who you are except that you’re upsetting my patient and now he can’t breathe.  So either you leave on your own, or I call security.  It’s your choice.” Demelza couldn’t help but smirk.
Elizabeth gasped and scowled at the nurse, so the nurse reached for the phone to call security, so Elizabeth finally left.  
Demelza was standing by the bed and rubbing the hair out of Ross’s forehead, trying to get his breathing to settle down.  
The nurse got a cool wet washcloth and placed it on Ross’s forehead.  She took a listen at his lungs, and looked at his heart rate blip across the screen.  “Now that we got her out of the way, I’ll put a note up on your door that all visitors are to check at the desk before they come in.  Alright?  So just calm yourself down.  We’re going to keep this mask on you for a little while longer.” the nurse looked at Demelza, “So redbird, are you his girlfriend?”
Demelza smiled at the nickname the nurse gave her, “We’re engaged.  That woman was engaged to him years ago but is married now to his cousin.”
“Ahhh she’s trying to have her cake and eat it too!  I get it now.  Well, we will take care of this at the desk.  Now, I think you should be going in a little while. Your future mister needs his rest after Miss Fancy Pants disrupted him.”
Demelza frowned, “Is he going to be alright?  What about his breathing?”
“Don’t you worry, I’ll keep both my eyes on ‘im for ya, and if there’s anything you need to know, I’ll call you.  You have to take care of yourself too, ya know. I’ll give you 30 minutes.”  The nurse smiled at Demelza and then left the room.
Demelza looked at Ross wearing the oxygen mask again.  He looked pale like he did a few days ago and that worried her.  “Oh Ross, I could just smack Elizabeth!  How could she come charging in here like that!  I’d like to get a handful of her hair and drag her around a bit!”
Ross smiled at Demelza picturing her dragging Elizabeth by the hair of her head.  He held her hand and tried to comfort her, “I’m fine, I shouldn’t…  have let her…  get to me like that.  She’s… not worth…it.”
“I don’t want to leave you Ross.  I’m worried now, and I want to stay and keep watch over you,” Demelza was almost in tears now.
“My love… I am fine and I’ll… be okay.  I have all of this equipment monitoring…me, and that nurse … watches me like… a hawk…  so don’t, worry, my redbird,” Ross smiled at her new nickname.  
Demelza gave a weak smile at that, “Alright. I’ll go, but I’ll be back first thing. I love you Ross,” she leaned down and kissed his forehead.
“I love you too Demelza.”
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uwukillmenowowo · 7 months ago
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𝐅𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐓𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐨 𝐆𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥 [Tokyo Debunker X F!Reader]
[ 0 | The Dark Mirror] 『🪞』
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[Book 0] The Academy of Ghouls
[Chapter 0] From the Dark Mirror to a Train station
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{Your POV}
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"I was able to find a way... to bring you back home."
As soon as those words left Crowley's mouth, both me and Grim went wide eyed. "A... A way home?" I asked in shock. Crowley nodded and then Crewel pat my head. "We have already tested it, the portal won't disappear after one leaves. So basically we can visit you whenever we want, or vise versa." I blinked twice in shock and Grim jumped out of my arms and was yelling at Crewel, "MYAA! But what will happen with me?! Me and [Y/n] count as one student still! What will happen when she leaves?!"
Crowley chuckled. "Of course, you will count as a single student Grim." Grim went wide eyed and I bit my lip. 'I don't even remember much of what I did back home... and... all my friends here...' "Of course, you do not have to leave right now. " I gave a confused "Huh?" To Crowley who then approached me. "To be quite honest... I don't want you to go either... WHO WILL HELP ME TAKE CARE OF THESE RECKLESS KIDS?!?" Crowley complained and I sweat dropped while Crewel punched Crowley in the head.
"What he means- is that you don't have to choose instantly. This is a choice and if you wish to go back then you can." I just chuckled. "I'd.... I'd like to go back... but after I say goodbye to everyone." Crewel understood and dismissed me and Grim.
"Are you... really going back..?" Grim asked as he climbed onto my shoulder. I sighed and scratched the back of his ear. "I don't want to leave either Grim... But at the same time I'm worried about what happened in my world. My parents, my home, all of that. Besides, Crewel-Sama said that we could visit each other whenever we want. So if you get bored or too tired, or if you just miss me, then you can ask the Dark Mirror to visit me again." I giggled
Grim gave me an unsure hum. "Well, it's Saturday so we can spend the whole day together." Grim smiled slightly and nodded. "Yes please..." I giggled and then jogged to the mirror chamber. "Let's go to Heartslabyul first!" I exclaimed happily and ran.
Heartslabyul was shocked. Ace and Deuce were even in denial for a while
Savanaclaw was pouty and pissed. Well- Only Leona was pissed... I guess it's because I used to cook for him every now and then.
Octavinelle was annoyed and was complaining the whole time. Okay that was just Floyd but that's because he says that, "Waahhh! Shimpy! You can't leave because who else will be my comfort pillow!".... yeah...
Scarabia was whiny... I mean- I expected it from Kalim but from Jamil too? That was shocking. 
Pomefiore tried to act calm but I saw that they were disappointed especially Rook. Vil even posted it to Magicam and everyone of Vil's followers who knew me were all bidding me goodbye and good luck.
Ignihyde was depressed. They all were upset that the only social interaction that they get was leaving. But after seeing Ortho's disappointed face I almost was about to say that I was never gonna leave.
Finally Diasomnia was gloomy... Esspecially Tsunotaro. He was so upset that he almost tried using [Fae of Maleficence] again. Thankfully I was able to stop him when I mentioned that he could visit whenever he liked.
But what shocked me was that even RSA came by my dorm when I started to pack. They actually held a thirty minute party and gave me a ton of stuff to remember them by.
Allison gave me one of his coats. I would normally wear his whenever I would visit so it was nice to have one for my own... It's so comfortable and stylish after all.
Che'nya gave me a big plush cat that looked like the pink and purple cat from my dreams. Thankfully he used magic on it so I can turn it into a keychain or the big plush whenever I wanted.
Neige gave me one of his limited time albums that had the other dwarves in the song. Complete with a USB to watch the live version.
Prince Rielle gave me a seashell hairclip that had the RSA insignia on the inside. The seashell was the same as the seashell he gave me when we first met.
Elliot also gave me a plush, but this one was a plushie of one of his mouse friends. It was cute with it's big ears.
Finally, Jasper gave me a photo album of all the photos that I've taken at RSA. It photos of all my friends at RSA, the teachers, events held at RSA, heh- even pictures of my favorite foods
The party was fun, and after they all left, my friends here at NRC threw a two hour party... Just like RSA, they gave me tons of gifts as well. Clothes, plushies, jewelry, magic items..... But the four that stood out the most was that Leona gave me a necklace with his family's crest on it, Vil placed a curse on all my stuff so that only me and the people I fully trust can touch my stuff, Idia gave me an entire new phone with the best of literally everything! The storage was over 900! But the one I loved the most was the one that Tsunotaro gave me.
He gave me my very own wand.
I was so excited. Malleus said that he and everyone else created the wand just for me and that they added all their magic together. I bursted into tears because of that. I thanked them profusely and they urged me to try and cast magic.
When I tried a simple spell I was shocked and absolutely ecstatic that I could cast spells like the others now. But what shocked me the most was that I could use all their unique magic. However, they weren't as shocked, they said it's because they already know because it's their magic. Grim was jealous that I was so powerful now but at the same time he looked so proud of me.
Another hour passed of me playing with my new wand and magic until finally all my stuff was packed. My friends all joined me to bid me goodbye. When we made it to the room with the Dark mirror, I also saw Headmage Crowley, Professor Crewel, Professor Trein, and Coach Vargas.
They all explain how proud of me they were, not only for surviving as the only female, but for helping them deal with the overblots as well. Then the four staff members gave me gifts as well.
Headmage Crowley gave me a Hat and cape similar to his own... But less feathery. He used magic so that it will grow too as I grow older.
Professor Crewel gave me a baton similar to his own and told me, "If any bad pups approach you then use this" Honestly, he said it with such annoyance that I almost said, "Thanks Dad!" right on the spot. 
Now, Professor Trein's gift shocked me but awed me the most because he gave me a life sized plush of Lucius.  AND IT WAS SO FLUFFY~~! I LOVED IT!
On the other hand... Coach Vargas gave me a whistle... kind of disappointed not going to lie... But I could use it if I'm in need of help so I', glad.
Crowley prepared the Dark Mirror and I bit my lip. "Will this really work..?" I asked him as I started at the Dark Mirror. "I'm absolutely sure." He smiled and pat my head. My friends started hugging me and bidding goodbye one by one for the fifth time. "You better call us for at least 10 minutes per day!" Grim yelled with teary eyes. "Aww~ Are you gonna miss you're favorite henchmen~?" I teased and giggled, patting his head softly as I crouched to his height.
"*Sniff*...... Yes..."
I blinked twice and then slowly pulled Grim into a tight hug. "Don't worry. The Dark Mirror should work so we can visit each other during summer or winter break" I smiled and pat his head as he cried. "P-Promise..?" Grim sniffled and rubbed his head into my stomach.
"I promise."
Grim panted and wiped his tears with his paws. "Okay... I... I'll miss you." I smiled and then looked up at Crowley. "Can we take a photo before I go?" I asked and waved the new phone Idia gave me. Everyone agreed and a ghost that was passing by took a photo for me while I posed with everyone, my friends, my teachers, my little brother figures, my father figures. "Okay! Done!" The ghost handed me my phone and my friends crowded me, asking me to send the photo to them all. 
After I did so, we made a group chat of all of us before I bid everyone one last goodbye.
And I entered the the Portal of the Dark Mirror.
As I felt my body getting warm due to heat, I opened my eyes, excited to see where I am.
Only to find myself in front of a bathroom mirror...
"I- Huh..?" I questioned myself, confused.
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snowwybear · 8 months ago
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Mother Goose | chapter one
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Summary: all you can do love despite the world filled with hate. For 3 years you have been dating your loving boyfriend Joel Miller, while also being a motherly figure to his teenage daughter Sarah. The two of you get separated the day of the outbreak never to see each other again. 20 years later the two of reunite.
Warnings: pre-outbreak Joel Miller (in this part), spoilers for the hbo show and video game, fluff, use of y/n, mentions of hospitals and stitches
~2012~
The Texas sun shone brightly into your car, the warmth kissing your fingers which were gripped onto the steering wheel. The aircon was on full blast to counteract the heat of the sun, the aircon blaring over the radio. Driving down the street you finally spotted a girl with a blond bob standing on the sidewalk - Sarah - you pulled up next to her, putting the car in park. The car door opened, and Sarah jumped in the passenger seat. Once you heard the click of a seatbelt and the thud of the car door, you placed the car back into drive and drove off.
"How did you go?" You asked the girl.
"Good". She said turning the watch towards you. 'All nice and fixed up".
You quickly peered at the watch. Sarah had suggested getting her Dad's watch fixed, as his birthday present this year. You thought that was great idea and gave her the money to go get it fixed.
"It looks great Sarah, just like it's brand new".
"What if", She paused for a moment. "What if he doesn't like it?"
You felt a little upset at her worry. You had met Sarah's dad - Joel - in the hospital. His younger brother Tommy had got into a drunken fight at a bar and needed to go the hospital for stiches. Fortunately for you, you were his nurse. While Tommy casually flirted with you, Joel was either silent or apologising for his brother's behaviour. You could tell in that moment how angry Joel was at this brother, he sat arms folded and had a cold stare for the whole night. So, you were surprised to find the next day Joel with a bouquet of flowers and a thank you for helping his brother. You ran into each other again, a week later, at a bar. The two of you talked the whole night, you found out he worked in construction and had a daughter named Sarah. The night was cut short once by Tommy, who once again got into another bar fight. Luckily it was as bad as the first and you were able to help him. Joel thanked you for taking care of his brother for a second time, and as a thank you took you to dinner. Ever since then the two of have been madly in love.
"Oh, Sarah honey, of course he'll will. It came from you, and he'll love it". You tried reassuring her. Sarah kept looking down at the watch. You swiftly changed the subject and asked her about her day for the rest of the ride home.
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"Can you help bring in the groceries for me please?".
"Sure". Sarah responded. The two of dragged bags of groceries into the kitchen, setting them on the kitchen counter.
"What's all this for?"
"I thought I would make your dad dinner, since I won't be here for you dad's birthday tomorrow". You explained while unloading the groceries.
“You’re not gonna be here tomorrow?” Sarah had a sad look on her face.
You stopped unloading and gave her a sympathetic look back. Sarah had Joel’s birthday tomorrow, breakfast pancakes in the morning followed the three of you by eating birthday cake and watching Joel’s favourite movie in the evening.
“I know, I’m sorry. They only told me a few days ago that they wanted me to go to the city and help train the new residents there”. You said sympathetically. You loved your job, but at the same time you hated the long demanding hours that came with it. This was the first time in a few days you got spend time with Joel and Sarah and by tomorrow morning you would leave again.
"I'm sorry honey".
"It's okay, can I help?" You smiled at Sarah.
"Of course, always happy to have an extra hand in the kitchen". You started moving and shifting stuff around, making extra room for Sarah.
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A few hours later you heard the Joel's truck pull into the garage, then the sound of the front door closing.
"Hey dad". Sarah greeted her father
"Hey babygirl". Joel made his way over to Sarah, pulled her into a side hug and gave her a kiss on the head.
Joel made his way over to you, Sarah moving out the way before making her way upstairs.
"Hey cowboy". You said before placing you hand on Joel's cheek and leaning in for a long kiss. Joel hummed into the kiss.
"Long day?"
"Very long day". Joel added. "What's all this for?" He gestured to the mess in the kitchen.
"Well since I won't be here for the big day tomorrow, I thought I would have a makeup dinner".
A makeup dinner?" Joel wrapped his arms around your waist, placing his head onto your shoulder. "You didn't need to do that for me".
You leaned into his arms. His arms pulled you closer into his body and his lips placed gentle kisses on your neck. You were enjoying a moment of piece, before hearing Sarah thumbing down the stairs. Joel unlatched from you as Sarah entered the room. homework in hands.
"Need help?" Joel asked, nodding towards her homework and leaning on the kitchen counter.
"Yeah, it's math". Sarah said, sitting up at the counter.
"She's all yours, I ain't any good at math". Joel looked towards you.
You gave Joel a confused looked and placed a hand on your hip. "You do construction, you can do math".
Joel placed his hands in the air and made his way over to have a look. He took one glance at the piece of homework and saw the letters and numbers mixed together.
"Yeah, no," Joel said, scratching the back of his head. "This ain't the kind of math we use on the job, darlin'."
You chuckled as Sarah looked up at him with a raised brow. "It's algebra, Dad. It's not that hard."
Joel pulled up a stool next to her and gave her a playful nudge. "Maybe not for you, smarty pants, but your old man likes to stick to hammers and nails."
You shook your head, smiling at their banter. It was moments like these that made you feel at home with them—a sense of warmth and love that was impossible to miss.
"Well, while you two figure that out," you said, picking up a spoon to stir the pot on the stove, "dinner’s almost ready."
As the evening went on, laughter filled the room. Sarah and Joel worked through her homework together, and every once in a while, you'd hear Joel mutter something about how things "didn't make sense back in his day," which only made Sarah laugh harder.
Dinner was a quiet affair but full of contentment. The three of you sat at the table, passing dishes and sharing stories. You found yourself glancing at Joel, catching him staring back at you with that soft, appreciative smile he always wore when he was truly at peace.
When the meal was done, Sarah excused herself to go finish up her work, leaving you and Joel in the quiet kitchen. He stretched out, yawning as he stood up from the table.
"Thank you for tonight," he said softly, leaning down to press a kiss on the top of your head. "I know you've got to leave tomorrow, but this... this means a lot."
You reached up, taking his hand in yours. "You deserve it, Joel. Besides, I’ll be back before you know it."
His eyes softened as he pulled you into a hug. "You better. I don’t think I can survive another one of Tommy’s bar fights without you."
You laughed, leaning into his chest. "I’ll make sure to be back just in time for that."
Joel squeezed you tighter, and for a moment, the world outside the small kitchen disappeared. Tomorrow would come soon enough, but tonight—tonight was yours. The quiet moments, the laughter, the warmth of family—it all made the looming absence feel a little less heavy.
And in Joel's arms, you knew you'd always find your way back home.
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wolven91 · 1 year ago
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The Predator Café - Chapter 4
The rain continued to sizzle around the two as Pip stared up in disbelief at the Human.
“I mean it, it’s not like ya' a danger to me, no offence hun', and you’re sweet; I can't leave ya' like this. From what I can see ya’ve been having a rough time and this is just the icing on the cake. Come to mine; get some rest and I can either drop ya' off at your home or ya' can make your own way back when the public transport is up and running again.”
Pip blinked; did she have no concept of what she was offering?
Preds don’t suggest what she's suggesting. They wouldn’t even have that as a possible idea because they themselves would put themselves in a dangerous position. If someone saw a predator actually taking prey back home, they could very easily be accused of taking advantage or even kidnapping them? Pred and prey relationships outside of a work or education environment were rare to the point of unheard of.
It wasn't like Pip was worried she was feral. No one was ‘feral’ any more; it was a term used to refer to creatures that were enslaved to their base desires or what the wider community was before they had intelligence or sentience.
But there were rumours, loads of rumours in the prey circles, and certainly still; the odd person that went missing. It was only two years ago when an entire kidnapping ring in the next city over was infiltrated and broken up by the authorities. No one had come out and said what was happening to the victims or where they were going, but none of the victims ever reappeared.
A tragedy the city still remembered with a moment of silence on the anniversary morning.
Pip recoiled at the notion. No, Natasha was too sweet, too caring for her to be a risk like that. She just didn’t care about the expectations of others because she was a Human. Humans were new to the whole social quagmire; they readily admitted that they had no sentient analogue to the smaller entities of the galaxy and it seems because of this they didn't have the inbuilt prejudice of the predator/prey dynamics.
That and a very selfish and dark part of Pip's own psyche put forward that he was getting exactly what he wanted.
He was the one who sought her out.
He was the one that came back to the Café.
He was the one who couldn't seem to shake this growing need to have his heart race.
This would be a thrill that would scratch the itch that the Café had created, the ultimate risk; going to a predator’s lair.
“Sure, I’d really appreciate that, but only if, you’re sure..?” Pip asked, still offering her a chance to back out. His mental gymnastics agreed that by offering her a chance to back out, he was absolving himself of blame. His own personal desire to spend more time with the giant was free from guilt. 
Theoretically.
Natasha beamed at him, the water droplets starting to run their way down her face.
Pip glanced back at the crumpled and warped metal that used to be an entrance to the protected passageways as he started to work on the problem of getting to her home. It looked like someone had fallen directly onto it from above. He flicked an ear to remove a drip that had started dribble inside.
"So how do you want to do this? I mean, I can sprint for a bit, but I can jog much furthe-" The rest of his statement devolved into a primal yell as a hand; as tall as his legs were long, wrapped itself around his middle. It hooked and gripped just under his arms and removed him from the wet ground with no more ceremony than a metal can being plucked from the street.
Wind and gravity buffeted the smaller mammal as Natasha retrieved him and brought him up to her midsection as she straightened up. He tried to steady himself, placing a hand against her wrist and her knuckle. Looking around, he was higher than he'd been before without the aid of a vehicle or building and the screen of a window.
Pip blinked and tried to catch his breath, her fast movements and seemingly effortless ability to do with him as she pleased was startling, he couldn't help but let out a nervous 'heh', he felt the telltale rush of being so close to a predator again, not only that; held by it.
"Right, lets-" but a gust of wind stole Natasha's words and brought a wave of rain across both of them and whilst Pip used his arm to protect himself within her grip, even Natasha brought her head low and scrunched up her features to endure the weather.
"This is only getting worse; we need to get moving! Pip, are you okay?" She partially shouted over the gale, finally bringing him up even further upwards to look at him, resting her free hand against his back protectively. Pip grasped at her fingers to steady himself, he was rapidly getting damp, but the water had already left the Human's skin shiny and wet.
Her eyes showed only worry, "You're already soaked! Let's get you out of here." She stated without allowing him a chance to respond. Her free hand came up from his back and became a windbreak. The ambient heat and protection it offered from the now, fully fledged storm was wonderful, but Pip felt himself lurch forwards as her collar approached at a quick pace.
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Natasha was very conscious that the weather was turning from bad to worse in rapid order. The wind and rain were threatening to push her at one point; so what must her precious Pip be feeling? 
Precious? She checked her thoughts at that moment.
He was a customer that she had met twice, both times talking for hours on end. He was cute, adorable even, but when had he changed from a customer to something she felt such a need to protect?
She had grasped him only once he'd agreed to come along, she didn't want to act until she had his permission like before. They would get somewhere dry and, for him at least; safe. She had no idea who would crush the little ones' walkway entrance and would love to get her hands on them, but she had no interest in letting him walk or travel anywhere unaccompanied.
He needed her; she could see how he doubted himself, his nervousness about everything. She could at least help him in this moment, give him the support he needed, even if he didn't know he wanted it yet.
She needed to physically do things slowly, consciously monitor her movements, so as not to scare the poor dear, but with how the weather had turned so ugly so quickly, he had looked like a drowned rat in moments.
Maybe not a drowned rat, was that insensitive? 
She had no idea, all she had to do was pass a 30 question multiple choice test to be allowed to explore the stars, they never covered social norms or what was and wasn't considered offensive.
Either way, she had to hold him against herself so she would walk with purpose and protect him as much as possible. She had an umbrella that she had arrived with, she considered using it, but in this kind of weather it would have been torn inside out in moments. Better to just endure the rain; she didn't live that far from the Café, she just had to get her charge out of the rain and they could both dry off.
Her uniform was soaked through by the time she was half way home. It was a frilly nightmare, an antithesis to what she would normally wear, she preferred the darker palette. She gave Pip a reassuring double squeeze to make sure he was still with her, tucked carefully between her chin in the hollow of her collar bone. He had squirmed a bit, but otherwise it was just a tickle of fur against her bare skin.
The position she initially put him in was one born of instinctual protection; she hoped her own body heat would help stave off any danger to him, her friends had rabbits as a child, wet fur and the cold could be fatal.
Her squeezes were returned in the form of a tiny hand pinching her lightly twice. She couldn't help but smile.
"Glad to know you're still with me. We're almost there darlin', just hang on tight and it'll be over in a sec'."
There was no hope he'd hear the words she spoke from her lips, but maybe he'd make out what she was saying from being pressed against the side of her throat. Maybe he could sense her tone, he was skittish at the best of times; a calm but firm voice could give him some stability.
She felt a quake from him then after a second or so's delay; a light double-pinch again. Her heart broke for the poor thing, this all stemmed from one idiot's destruction and now he's quaking in fear! Those walkways were there to give him protection, safety and reassurance. With it being taken away without warning; how would it leave him?
She had hoped the aliens would be living in a utopia. Somewhere that respect for one's equals and their equipment, would be commonplace.
So much for that idea apparently.
Thankfully her home was in sight now, quickening her pace she switched hands for which was supporting her passenger. Instead of the one curled around his legs, her other hand pressed him against herself so he wouldn't slip and fall. With her free hand she grabbed her key card from the apron's pockets and unlocked the communal front door.
Her apartment was a ground floor one, but raised by a short set of steps so passers-by couldn't stare in without actually climbing the outside window sills. It was a three room affair; the bathroom, a kitchen and a living room/bedroom combo. It was larger than anything she could have afforded back home, the overcrowding had almost rendered entire cities into slums. It seemed out here space and accommodations weren't an issue.
Putting down the key, freeing her hand, she pulled Pip away from herself in the warmth and dry of her home.
He was a bedraggled mess, fur wet and matted, he was panting heavily and looked, for lack of a better word; terrible. The journey must have been harrowing...
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The short journey to her lair was one that he doubted he'd forget easily.
Finding himself slammed against her damp, but warm skin; Pip had the air driven from his lungs at first. His world shook in a regular beat that rattled his teeth. The rhythmic earthquakes he felt, he realised in short order with wide eyes, they were her footsteps.
The howling wind and driving rain was mostly blocked from reaching him, but the waters that ran in rivulets down her neck and shoulders, still washed over him. Each droplet, smelling faintly of her, soaked his front.
When he attempted to push away from her, the soft wall that was her fingers resting on his back and head were firm and unyielding. He could shuffle his legs, but he was pinned securely against her.
When his all-encapsulating world squeezed him twice his body reacted by dumping a gallon of adrenaline into his bloodstream, he could feel his heartbeat in his ears. The knowledge that she was just checking he was still alive did little to calm his fluttering heart once the realisation penetrated his thought process.
He did all he could to reply by using his whole hand to grip her collarbone and squeezed it twice.
The booming voice of an otherworldly goddess then erupted through his body. Pressed against her the way he was, the rumbling thunderstorm of her voice vibrated his entire ribcage. He was defeated with just the proximity of her talking to him with soothing words.
This was what the religious must feel when their deity speaks to them or maybe a demon.
He was completely undone by her and it felt disastrously decadent.
He tried to suppress the shudder that rolled over him. It wasn't fear this time, but desire.
When she compressed him against herself, once again, the air was forced from his lungs as his ribs were squeezed from behind; only this time it didn't relent. He vaguely felt her hand disappear from his legs and the rain start hitting them again, but his focus was on attempting to draw breath.
Panic set in when he failed to inhale, even by a fraction.
She was crushing him.
Whether this was by intent or by accident didn't cross his mind as he tried to scramble from beneath the pressure, but he could barely move an inch. At most his legs bent at the knees and swung uselessly in the air.
This was why folk like him didn't mix with folk like her! He was going to suffocate because he had done something to offend or she had him where she wanted him, oh stars, please save-
And then it was over.
She released the pressure and pulled him away from herself to leave him gulping in lungfuls of breath as he laid in an exhausted heap in her hands.
"Aww hun', we need to get you into something dry and get you some rest proper. You look awful darlin'."
The familiar peppermint wind offered nothing but soothing words carried by her unique accent, but Pip's heart was still tap dancing against his chest to appreciate the subconscious shiver that ran up and down his spine.
He was carried deeper into her 'lair', he kept his eyes closed as he tried to take calming breaths to soothe his anxiety. His mind was a paradox; his instincts screamed at him to take cover and hide, but that new part, that thrill seeking part, was blissing in the current sea of chemicals and hormones within him.
Pip felt Natasha begin to move, he could sense a large space around him as he travelled. He couldn't consider more before his stomach was left behind again as he felt himself descend. Her hands slipped from beneath him and he was left, laid on a soft giving material.
"Hey, Pip? You okay honey?"
"Y... yeah, j-just, I just need to er... get m-my bearings." The stutter he had suppressed since he was a youth had come back. Maybe his thrill-seeking side was finally quenched?
"I'm just leaving you on the bed, okay? I'm gonna' get ya' a towel to dry ya' off and something else you can put around ya'self while your clothes dry..."
"Okay.. sounds great..." He absently responded, not really paying attention as he calmed himself down rubbing his hands over his face.
It took a moment for him to compute her words. His eyes opened and saw a ceiling miles away from him. Looking to his right he saw a dark blue bedspread go on for a distance with matching pillows and a cartoonish stuffed prey plushie leaning against the pillows.
Turning his head to the left revealed an equal distance of bedding following the wall it sat against. It ended with the corner of the room and a desk that was sitting under a window to the side of the great landscape of bed. The rest of the room was decorated with various memorabilia from another world. Posters that showed titles in alien script with exciting scenes that could only be adverts for shows and entertainment. A few he pegged as band or tour posters, but each had a dark theme and gave an intimidating vibe.
Pip heard material moving and tilted his head to look toward Natasha.
Natasha was facing away from him and undressed. Her uniform was in a crumpled heap on the floor at her feet. The matching black lingerie stood in stark contrast to her creamy skin.
She was beautiful. He had never looked at another in the way he viewed her at this moment. She was exotic and powerful and forbidden.
He could feel the insides of his ears turning bright red. He felt that his thoughts were pushing past the limits of innocent desire and into the darker lands of lust.
As Natasha turned, he flinched back down, pressing his head into the bed so he was looking upward with an intense stare.
'Subtle' he thought to himself.
He heard footsteps, she picked something up from the back of the oversized desk chair, a quiet sniff, before more material moved.
"There we go, we wouldn't want to shock your gentleman-ly sensibilities now, do we sugar?"
"Oh.. I don't think I would have minded." He understated, still staring upwards.
"Now ya' just trying to charm me, my Pa warned me about silver tongues such as yourself!" She said from above him with a chuckle.
Pip wasn't sure what a silver tongue was, but he could guess. He hadn't had much experience flirting, but he could at least hold a conversation.
"Right, lets get you out of those wet clothes!"
Pip looked up now and saw Natasha in a way he hadn't considered before. She was in her lounge wear. Grey baggy jogging bottoms covered her legs, her midriff was exposed to the world revealing that she had an 'innie' belly button. The top was black and seemed to be advertising a band, but the font was distorted and so spindly, Pip had no hope of deciphering their name. Her blonde hair was loose and cascaded in complete freedom now. She held a towel in one hand that could have covered Pip's entire dorm room if she had stuffed it through a window.
"Honestly, I'm fine. Really, I'll just stay out of your way until everything starts up again." Pip said, sitting up and attempting to placate her.
Her eyes rolled around before locking on to him again. He was reminded that he was not in a viable position to negotiate, those eyes always cut through the thrill seeker and punched straight into the prey within him.
She was bigger than he.
She was stronger than he.
She was a predator and his was in her lair.
"Pip, ya' as cute as a button, but I've got the feeling that ya' the kinda of guy who's gonna' put himself last e'rytime he can. Ya' soaking wet and are gonna' catch your death of cold."
She took a purposeful step forward.
"Now are you going to be good and listen to me or are you gonna' act like a brat?"
He swallowed and nodded his head in silence. A perfectly manicured finger extended out and gently pushed his jaw up to close his mouth with a 'clop'.
“Good boy. Now, I'm not gonna' peek on ya', but you need to get outta' those clothes so I can dry 'em. Here; I'll hold this here towel up, so you know I can't peek or nothin'.”
With that, she did as described and held the towel in a great curtain, blocking her from his sight and him from hers. Not wanting to upset her, he began to strip. It felt odd to be wearing boots on the material, it was already dampened from where he lay so he removed those first. The shirt came next, it was getting cold anyway so he felt better to remove it. The jeans were harder, the damp material clung to him. He didn't like to wear them at the best of times, but they were the fashion at the moment thanks to the Human's widespread use of them.
He paused at his underwear, before adding those to the soggy pile.
“I .. er.. Natasha? I'm undressed...” He said quietly.
“Oh, the temptation, how does a lass like lil' ol' me resist?” She said with a mischievous air, still hidden behind the towel.
“I'mma' close my eyes, and lower the towel near ya'. Dry ya' self off as best ya' can, then I'll pass ya' somethin' to wrap ya' self up in.”
“Okay...”
The towel lowered slowly, and began to pool on the bed. He waddled over, the plush and giving mattress beneath him removing any grace he had. Using the coarse towel, he wiped himself off carefully. He didn't want a repeat of his unorthodox 'drying' at the Café.
Once he felt he was genuinely dry, he held up the towel to cover himself and said; 
“I think I'm dry miss.”
“Oh ya' so polite when ya' nervous. Here, this should be light enough for ya', just wrap ya' self up in it and it can be ya' toga for the time being. I'mma go put your clothes onto the heater for a spell.”
A bundle of dark grey material landed on the bed. She didn't move from the improv curtain so Pip stumbled over to it. It was a piece of her clothing, he suspected a t shirt or top, but it was thin enough and small enough to allow him to cover his modesty with relative ease.
“Are ya' decent hun'?” she enquired.
“I'm covered, you're okay to look again.” As he tried to move the clothing to cover his chest as well. He wasn't muscular like some of his kind, but he always felt he kept himself lean.
The towel dropped to the floor and Natasha's face returned, smiling warmly at her guest. She leant down and engulfed his clothes in her hand before walking away and placing them on an oversized wall heater.
“They should be done by the time ya' ready to leave. But until then, we'll need to burn some time.” She pointed out as she crossed the room and clambered onto the bed from the bottom end, nearest the desk. Pip immediately saw that there wasn't enough space for the both of them on the bed if he stayed in the middle, so began to scramble up the bed towards the strange plush. The makeshift clothing made this difficult, so he only got so far before she bodily fell onto the bed to the side of him, causing him to trip as the mattress distorted underneath the smaller mammal.
“I don't know if ya' gonna' find this offensive or not, but I gotta' say Pip, you are the cutest thing I ever did see...” She was speaking softly now, possibly because her face was mere inches away from him, but it was as effective as her shouting at him.
“It's not offensive, if you think I'm cute; I'll take that as a compliment!” He replied, trying to sooth her as best he could. He wasn't lying, he felt simple happiness bloom within him at the mere thought of her appreciating him, cute or not.
“Well, my ma' always said to offer guests food and rest when they came over so I have to ask ya'; can I get ya' anything honey?” The giantess asked in a gentle voice, one that promised comfort without judgement.
Pip smiled at her naïveté.
“I'm sorry to say, but I'm a prey, a herbivore, you won't have anything I can eat.” It was sweet, but showed she had the same blind spots as every predator.
Natasha frowned for a moment. 
“No, I have plenty of fruit, probably some nuts or even lettuce in the fridge, if that's what ya' into?”
Pip was shocked at this revelation. “Oh, do you have prey over often then?”
“No, ya' my first guest since I left Earth. Why? What's the big deal?”
“I thought... I thought Humans were predators? That you ate meat?” Pip was thoroughly confused; did he have this all wrong?
Natasha chuckled to herself with a confused look on her face.
“I can eat meat, vegetables or fruit if I wanted to, we're omnivores, not just one or the other?”
Pip was confused, he'd never heard of something so strange. You either ate one or the other, there wasn't such a thing as being able to consume both, she'd used a term for it that Pip had never heard of before.
“What's an 'omnivore'?”
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Is it Over Now?
Pairing: Willhelm x Simon
Word Count: 7451
Summary: Picks up Two years after season1 of Young Royals. Simon decides it’s best to break things off and move on despite that being the last thing either him or Willhelm want to do.
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Two years. Simon tried to hold back tears as his thoughts kept racing to places he couldn't get them away from. For the last two years he’d been Willhelm’s dirty little secret. His hidden trophy. The toy he kept selfishly from the rest of the kids. At first it was much easier to push these thoughts to the side but now? After countless secret sleepovers and meet ups. Short lived glances in the hallways or across the lunch table. He was so tired of feeling guilty and ashamed of himself, as if he was doing something wrong. Like some part of who he was was dirty. 
He loved that boy with everything in him. From his heart to his soul and everything else in between. No one he’d ever met had even come close to making him feel the way Wilhelm did, but at the same time no one had quite broken his spirit as much as he did either. 
“If you loved me I wouldn’t feel like this Wille. If you loved me like you say you do then I wouldn’t have to lie about our relationship to the whole world. I want someone to love me unconditionally and wholeheartedly and not worry about the consequences. They love me and they would stop at nothing or no one to love me. And I know that you can’t do that.” 
“But I do. I really really do Simon. I’ve never loved anyone the way I love you.”
“It’s okay, I know it’s not your fault.” 
The look in Willhelm’s eyes was slowly ripping Simon’s heart to shreds. All he wanted was to stay strong and get through this conversation. Move on and finally close the door on this chapter of his life. He was tired of hurting but hurting Wilhelm was truly the last thing he wanted to do. 
“Please Si, don’t do this. Give me just a little more time and I’ll make everything right. I promise.” The tears continued to fall and Wilhelm didn’t care to wipe them away. 
“I love you. I always will but for my own sanity I just can’t do this anymore.”
Simon gathered his belongings and started to make his way home, leaving Wilhelm behind. What had started out as a nice day alone, the two boys laying around on a blanket hidden away at a park nearby Simon’s house turned into the one thing Simon never anticipated. Their breakup. The further away he walked, the more tears of his own cascaded along his cheeks. Although he wanted nothing more than to turn around and run back into Wilhelm’s arms, he knew this was for the best, despite how shitty and broken he felt. 
In the distance he could hear Willhelm calling his name. Simon didn’t know what else could be said but he turned around anyway. 
“I will do whatever it takes to be with you.” Simon didn’t know how to respond so he just gave the other boy a weak smile and carried on the way he came. 
It’d been months since he last talked to Willhelm. Some days were easier than others. Some days he was really busy with classes, studying extra hard especially with graduation closer than ever, and the rowing team. Now that August was gone, Simon had been voted team captain and he had more responsibility than ever. But it was days like this that got to him the worst. Days where he was all caught up on homework and all of his friends were too busy to hangout. Days where he had nothing to keep his thoughts occupied. 
It would start with small memories like their first kiss or when they first met. The way he caught Willhelm’s attention and held onto which always resulted in an adorable, pink blush spreading across Willhelm’s face and him sheepishly looking away. Then he would move on to thinking about their first sleepover at his house. They were so excited to spend so much alone time together, they accidentally stayed up all night talking. No matter how many good memories came to mind, everything always ended up going back to the sex scandal and how alone he felt when Willhelm denied all the rumors. 
A knock on Simon’s door gratefully interrupted his thoughts. He reached for his phone, turning the music down he had originally turned on to ease his thoughts. “Simon, it’s Sara. Open up!” Sara shouted after knocking once more. A small grin took over his face. “I’m coming, I’m coming. Don’t be so impatient.” He rolled out of bed to let her in. 
“Hello.” She said. Sara gave Simon a little wave as she entered the room and plopped down on his bed. “Hey Sara, what are you doing here? Not that I don’t enjoy your company.” Simon said, taking claim of the other side of the bed. “I thought you were going to a party with Felice tonight.”
“I am, but I wanted to see if you’d come too.” Despite the overwhelming urge to just stay in his room, Simon knew it was much better than being stuck thinking about things he couldn’t change. “Umm, yeah. I’d love to. What time does it start?” He asked. 
“I think about an hour ago.” She said with a quick shoulder shrug. Simon couldn’t help but laugh. “And you waited ‘til after the party started to see if I wanted to go?” 
“Yeah, I kinda forgot about the party so when Felice called I told her I was waiting on you to get ready. She’s waiting on us downstairs so I need you to hurry up.” Simon shook his head and continued to laugh. 
“Okay well get out so I can change and I’ll be down there soon.” Sara left without another word. Simon looked through piles of clothes trying to decide what to wear. He hadn’t been out in so long he had no clue what to wear. After a brief moment of panic he decided he would wear something simple. A plain t-shirt and jeans. It’s not like I have anyone to impress. Simon pushed the thought aside and finished getting ready. His final touches were a couple of bracelets, a chain, and a spritz of cologne. The last thing he did before he left for the night was shove his phone in his pocket and cut off his bedroom lights and with that he was on his way to the party.
***
Simon’s head was killing him. He’d gotten way too drunk way too fast and now he was paying for it. He couldn’t go too long without throwing up. Not to mention every time he tried to stand up his vision blurred and he ended right back on the floor. In all of the party hype he’d also managed to lose Sara and Felice. Gratefully for him he’d managed to find the bathroom which is exactly where he had spent most of his night. Hugged up to one of the nastiest toilets he’d ever seen was the quietest place he’d been since he arrived at this party, not that he was complaining. 
Simon patiently waited for everything to stop spinning and his stomach to settle before he tried to get up again. Once he was up and moving, he slowly made his way back to the party. To his shock the teenage chaos had settled down some. Usually these parties would go on the whole weekend. Whoever was in charge of the music had completely changed the vibe. Before he left they were blaring loud, bass heavy rap music and now it was smooth r&b. It was very soothing to him. Now Simon could actually hear himself think.
“There y-you are, we’ve been l-looking for you!” Sara slurred, latching Simon into a drunken side hug. Felice tried to gently pull her off so they could talk. “Really, where have you been? We looked all over for you!” Felice exclaimed. She was nowhere near as drunk as Simon or Sara. “I got really d-dizzy and s-sick. I don’t know how I got there, but I ended up in the b-bathroom.” Simon replied, sending a lazy gesture towards the men’s room he’d just left. 
“Well I’m glad you’re okay, but I guess that means you haven’t heard.” Felice’s entire demeanor changed once she finished her sentence. Simon looked at her puzzled. “What do you m-mean? Have I heard w-what?” Felice silently took out her phone and handed it to him. 
Upon first glance Simon had no clue what he was looking at. His eyes just wouldn’t focus in, but after a moment of struggling he finally got it. It was someone’s instagram. Simon checked the username. It was Willhelm’s account. The post itself was nothing but a black screen, however Simon came to realize that the caption was what was important. 
Hello. Willhelm here. Against my mother’s wishes I have two announcements to make. My first announcement is my coming out. I’m gay. Yep, the crown prince is gay. Someone very important to me made it clear that a life of hiding who I really am to keep up a fake persona is not one worth living, so I won’t be living it anymore. I hurt the most important person in my life trying to please everyone else and this is only the first step to make it up to them. I’m proud to be who I am and from here on out I will always be proud and open about it. Now that that’s out of the way my second announcement is to let everyone of Sweden know that I am stepping down from my position of Crown Prince. I’m well aware that after the passing of my brother, it was my duty to take his place, but it was never what I wanted. All I ever wanted was to be a normal kid and to live a normal life and that’s exactly what I intend to do. Thank you for reading, but for now this is all I have to say. 
Simon just kept reading the long message over and over again. He was racking his brain just trying to understand exactly what Willhelm had done. He finally publicly came out. He told the entire world that he was gay. The two had had too many conversations about this although Simon never thought Willhelm would ever actually be able to. He was the crown prince of Sweden after all. He had a certain prestigious, good boy image to keep up and his mother made it very clear what he was and wasn’t allowed to share with the public.
It was the second part of the message that Simon really had trouble wrapping his brain around. Willhelm was stepping down? Is that allowed? Is there anyone else to take his place? There’s no way in hell his mother will actually allow this. Simon had so many thoughts racing through his head. He just couldn’t make sense of it all. 
“Simon, Simon?” Felice was snapping her fingers in front of him, trying to get his attention. “Are you okay?”
“I,” Simon was at a complete loss for words. And thoughts. And feelings. He had no idea what this meant or if this even meant anything for him. “don’t know.” Surely Willhelm didn’t do this for him. Too much time had passed since he’d even laid eyes on him. There was no way he did this for him. 
Simon closed his eyes. He needed just one moment to think. This was too much for him to handle right now. He’d spent these last few months trying to convince himself that Wilhelm was well on his way to moving on. He kept trying to beat it into his brain that their break up was for the best and that everything would be okay. That he was on his way to moving on too. However all it took was some stupid instagram post to ruin all his progress. 
Felice hooked one arm around Sara and the other around Simon.“Hey Simon, let’s get you back to the dorms.” Simon opened his eyes and shook his head in agreement. The longer he stayed at this party, the harder it got to breathe. He knew he was being ridiculous, nevertheless it felt like everyone was staring at him. It felt like everyone had read the same thing he did, but they knew he was the reason behind it all. 
Maybe it was his lack of attention or maybe it was all the shortcuts Felice was taking, but Simon was back in his room in no time. Felice had gotten him everything he could need before she left. A cold bottle of water and a back up one for later, a trash can, and a couple of snacks. He was starving. After the party and Wilhelm’s bombshell announcement, he’d barely realized he hadn’t eaten anything all night. He had other things on his mind right now. He had millions of questions. All in all, he was still having a hard time comprehending exactly what had happened tonight. 
After all, what was the point of all this? As far as he knew Wilhelm was finally accepting all his royal responsibilities. The last few times they were together, Wilhelm actually seemed kinda excited. In fact he’d been doing so well with representing the royal family and behaving himself (to the Queen’s standards of course), the Queen herself was quite impressed. Simon didn’t know when things changed for Wilhelm, or why he might be the turning point for him. 
Simon sighed and reached into his pocket for his phone. It was six am. He was exhausted. Tonight had been way too much for him to handle. Earlier that night was the drunkest he’d been since his first year of Hillerska. Simon put his phone on the charger and not long after he set it down he fell asleep.
***
“Hello darling, how’s your food?” Simon’s mother asked him as she took her place across the dining room table. 
“Amazing, as always. Your cooking never disappoints!” He’d said with a full face grin. After the whirlwind of emotions and events that had occurred this past weekend, Simon decided it'd be best if he just came home and spent some quality time with his mom. He loved coming home. It always felt as though his mother had a special  way of making all his worries disappear. 
He appreciated his father springing out the money to secure him and Sara dorms at Hillerska, but sometimes he preferred staying with his mother. He had everything he needed here. He didn’t want to argue with his father, so he just let him do this and thanked him for his kindness. Getting them in the dorms was the first big thing he’d done for them in a very long time. He just let his father have that little victory and just came home whenever he needed.
“Thank you love, how is school coming along?”
“Good. A little tough right now, overall good. Classes feel like they're never ending with homework and projects, but it’s nothing I can’t handle.” Simon replied.
“Well it seems to be that you have a good outlook on things. How is the rowing team coming along? Do you guys know when your next event is?”
“We don’t know an exact date yet, however we think there should be another next month. If we win that one we’ll qualify for regionals. That’s the one we’ll travel for. Regionals ”
“That’s great Simon. Make sure to let me know when everything is, so I can request off from work. I’ve been picking up extra shifts, and we can turn regionals into a whole little family vacation. If you’re up for it.” 
I smiled at my mom. The thought of a getaway was amazing. We hadn’t gone anywhere just to enjoy things and relax as a family since I was younger. “I love that.”
My mother and I carried on a conversation for a while. We continued talking about our future vacation plans and all the things we could do. It was just so nice to be here with her. Being home always brought me to peace. Eventually we ended up finishing dinner. I helped my mother clear the table and put away the leftovers. I washed the dirty dishes as Mom dried them and put them away. We took place in the living room. As we continued to chat, I reached for the tv remote. 
“What would you like to watch?” I said. Once the tv came to life, I noticed it was on a news channel.
“Anything’s fine with me dear.” Mom replied. 
I was about to change the channel when something caught my attention. Footage of a car wreck flashed across the screen. It was a terrible pile up with many vehicles involved. 
“Simon, you should change that.” Mom began.
“I know mom. It must be important if it made the news though.” I said.
“True enough, but don’t leave it on for too long. You know I don’t really care to watch stuff like that.”
“I won't, I just want to see what it’s about.”
“More in about tonight’s terrible crash. We’ve gotten updates about what caused the crash. It turns out the semi-truck involved lost control of his brakes. He couldn’t slow down in time to avoid the cars in front of him. This led to a pile up as several cars behind the truck did not see this coming in time and hit the truck as well”
“Simon sweetie, I really think you should go ahead and switch to something else. This is horrible.”
“I know Mom, I just want to know.”
“The truck was transporting nothing but gasoline, so upon impact of the two government cars in front of him, there was an immediate explosion. Four people were airlifted to the nearest hospital however everyone in the government vehicles died on the scene. This includes not only several Royal bodyguards but the entire remaining members of the Royal Family. It’s incredibly sad to think about. It’s been two years since the death of Prince Eric, as well as not even a week since Crown Prince Wilhelm took to social media announcing his self-disowning of the Crown, but now we are left with no one from the immediate family. It’s one of the worst days Sweden has seen-”
Simon shut the TV off. The silence that followed was heavy. His mother didn’t dare speak a word. Not that it would help Simon in any way right now. 
He should’ve listened. Why doesn’t he ever listen?
The lump in his throat was too thick to swallow. Simon kept trying to. He couldn’t help himself. His mind was on several planets away right now. He’d heard and seen alot of things this week. He had gotten way too drunk to handle. He practically made out with the grossest toilet he’d ever seen. He read Wilhelm’s coming out and resignation of sorts all in one post. Now here he was with the news that not only had Wilhelm been in a car wreck, but he was dead. 
He had so much life to live. He had too many things to finish. Too much world to see. Too many laughs to laugh, smiles to smile, cries to cry. As much as Simon hated the thought, too many other people to fall in love with. He will never fall in love and get to love shamelessly and fully. He will never start a family. He will never get to be prince, no matter how much he hated that. 
Simon’s mind was running rampant, but he started to reel in. 
Wilhelm won’t see college. 
He won’t graduate high school. 
He won’t be there for regionals, barely two months away. 
Wilhelm was gone. Wilhelm is gone. 
Simon didn’t realize it, but tears were streaming down his face. His breathing had become short and staggered. So short that he could barely catch it. It felt like he was starting to hyperventilate. Suddenly he couldn’t keep enough oxygen in his lungs and his chest began to sting. 
Despite the desperate calls of his mother being the only sound to fill the room, all he could hear was ringing. A high pitched ringing that wouldn’t stop. He tried to speak, but once again all he could hear was the ringing. Nothing else. Simon kept trying. Over and over again. He tried to shout out for his mother. For Sara. For Wilhelm. He could feel the sting in his throat from the yelling. He just wanted to hear himself, his mother, anything but this god damn ringing. Wilhelm. Wilhelm. He wanted to hear Wilhelm. Speak to him one more time. Look into his eyes as he held him. He wanted to be with him. He was stupid for ever breaking things off in the first place. So fucking stupid. All he did was rob himself of the last few years of his life, of his own happiness. 
“Simon, baby can you hear me?” His mother was desperate for a response. She had never seen Simon break down like this. It was to no avail. Simon was worlds away in his own grief. She quickly rushed to his side and wrapped her arms around him. Simon buried his face in his mothers shoulder and continued to sob. 
***
The early morning sun shone through the cracks in the curtains. Simon flipped over to get away from the light that hit directly on his face. He grabbed the closest thing to him and brought it to his chest. It was soft and squishy. Simon opened his eyes to get a good look at it. It was his childhood stuffed animal. Simon had slept with this toy for years. It was one of the last things his father bought him before him and his mother split.
Simon got a good look at it. It was a small tiger. The black stripes had faded beyond belief. There was a small tear at the tail where Simon used to swing the toy around. 
The first thing that registered when Simon woke up was the smell of pancakes. He realized he was still at his mother’s house. A yawn overtook Simon’s face and he just let in. Simon sat up, swinging his feet out of the bed. His eyes fell onto the fish tank across the room. Watching the bright colored fish dart past each other. He smiled. He was reminded of memories of him and Wilheim watching them and making up stories of what they were doing in there. 
Wilheim. As fast as the good memories came, they left. Thoughts of the crash resurfaced. The images were so clear in his mind it felt like he’d been there. Simon choked up a sob. He covered his mouth. He couldn’t even control it. It happened too fast for him to realize. Wilheim died last night. His Wilheim. Wilheim. Gone. Just gone. You’ll never see him again. You’ll never hear him again. He’ll never speak to you, call you, text you. Look at you. Nothing. 
Tears clouded his vision and the sobs took over his body. The more these thoughts flooded his mind the less he could comprehend past the pain ripping through his body. Simon’s legs collapsed beneath him and he fell to the ground. He didn’t want to alarm his mother, however he was a wreck right now. Simon cried and cried. He didn’t know what else to do. All he felt was grief and sadness. The love of his life had vanished so quickly. So unpredictably. He wished he could go back and rewrite their story. He would love him more. He would care for him more. Listen more. Try to understand him and see their situationship from his point of view. 
The more he cried the more selfish he felt. In a way he felt responsible for what happened. If only he would’ve listened to him. Maybe they would’ve been together last night enjoying the safety of each other in one of their dorms. The thought did damage. Terrible damage. He was crying so hard he couldn’t catch his breath. It felt like there wasn’t enough air in this room. He had to get out. He needed air. He needed space. It felt like the walls were closing in on him. Simon gathered all the strength he had to get off the floor. His legs were still shaky but at least he was up. He flung the door open and started running to the best of his ability. His mother was in the kitchen finishing breakfast. She attempted to call out for Simon but he rushed past her and out the front door. 
He didn’t know where to go but he felt like he couldn’t stop his legs now that they started to work. He ran down the street and the next one and the next one and the next. Houses and buildings were nothing but blurs as he kept pushing himself further and further away. He ignored the ache in his legs. He didn’t care about it right now. The wind on his face kept him going. He didn’t feel so trapped anymore and that’s all he cared about. He could breathe again. He could feel something other than the heartache that had been plaguing him since last night again. 
Simon started to slow down. The burning of his calves catching up to him. Eventually he came to a halt. He was breathing heavily and sweat poured off of him. He couldn’t recall a time when he’d run so fast for so long. Simon looked around him, taking in his surroundings. He was at a park across town at least 30 or 40 minutes away from his mother’s house. He began walking again, hoping to find a bench or table or anywhere to just rest after his trek. Just ahead of him he saw a picnic table. He found his place at the table. Simon put his head down on the table, taking deep breaths to soothe the sting of his lungs and the sharp prickling in his legs.
He didn’t know how long he’d been running. He’d lost all sense of time. He felt around his pockets for his phone, but came up empty handed. Guilt hit him like a ton of bricks. His mother was probably worried sick. He was never like this. Leaving so abruptly and in general just breaking down so badly. He needed to get home. 
Simon decided to try to make it back on foot. He wasn’t extremely familiar with the area, but he had been around a few times in his life. Before he attended Hillerska he had school friends that lived here. He had a vague memory of a few back roads that would send him in the right direction. After what Simon thought was at least fifteen minutes he found himself more familiar with the part of town he was in. If memory serves him correctly he’s not too far from his childhood best friend’s house. A few twists and turns later and he was approaching the house he’d spent some of his best days in. 
Simon knocked on the front door. He wasn’t completely sure if Elias or his family still lived here, but he figured it was worth a shot. A quick moment later he heard shuffling from inside the home. He took a step back from the door. He was met with the sight of his dear friend’s mother. Shock and surprise shone on her face, but happiness quickly replaced both of them. 
“Simmie, I have not seen you in ages! Come in, come in! Are you well? How are you? What are you doing these days?” She bombarded him with many questions. He didn’t know who to expect at the door, but the sight of her relieved his brief anxieties. “I’m okay Ma. Graduation is around the corner. I’m not into too much lately. Just school and I’m on the rowing team there.”
She hugged him as soon as the door was closed. “That’s wonderful Simmie! Are you studying hard? Oh my goddess how are your Mom and Sara? What are they up to? Gosh, It’s been too long really.” Simon laughed at her excitement. She was always a ray of sunshine. It was hard to feel down around her. “They’re fine. Good actually. Mom works at the hospital in town. Sara is good. She’s found good friends and enjoys school. She spends all her free time horse riding. Her favorite place to be is in the stables with her horses.”
Elias’ mother looked up at him, grinning from ear to ear. “That is so good to hear. It makes me happy. What brings you to this side of town Simmie? Your house is half an hour away right?” She questioned. 
SImon’s gaze dropped to the floor. He nervously rubbed the back of his neck. He should’ve anticipated this question. He tried to come up with something convincing. “I was going for a run. I’ve been working on endurance and just stopped paying attention I guess.” He chuckled awkwardly. She seemed to buy his story, so he kept going. “I left my phone at home, but didn’t go back for it ‘cause I didn’t think I’d be gone too long. I was hoping I could use your phone to call my mom to come get me.”
“Of course sweetheart. Let me grab it for you.” Without hesitation the older woman was searching the room for her cellphone. “Ah and here it is.”
Simon grabbed the phone graciously. He quickly dialed his mother’s number. The phone barely reached the first ring before she answered. “Yes, hello?”
“Hey mom. It’s Simon.”
“Oh Simon! I almost had a heart attack when you raced out. You scared me so bad. I tried to run after you but you were just so quick. Are you alright? Where are you now?” She exclaimed. Her words came out quickly and they rushed together. “I called Ayub after you left and he’s out looking for you now.”
“I’m okay mom. Just ran to clear my head. I left my phone in my room or I would’ve called you sooner. Sorry to worry you. Can you come get me? I’m at Elias’ family home. I’m calling you from his mother’s phone.”
Simon could hear her sigh of relief over the phone. “Thank the heavens you are okay. I was so so worried something was going to happen to you love. I will be there shortly. I’m going to call your friend and let him know you're safe.”
“Okay Mom. I love you. I will see you soon.” Simon hung up the phone and handed it back to Elias’ mother. She sat at the dining table across the room and motioned for him to join her. She struck up a conversation with him. She began informing him of everything he’s missed over the years. She filled him in on Elias and his current whereabouts. Simon learned his old friend ended up studying abroad in another country. He was content in this moment. The two just went back and forth detailing their lives out until Simon’s mother got there. 
The journey home was much faster than the run over and for that Simon was grateful. His mother did not question him on his previous behavior, another thing Simon was grateful for. Once they arrived home he rushed inside. He wanted to take a shower and get changed. 
Simon turned the knob noticing it was unlocked. “Mom, I think you forgot to lock the door.” 
“I thought I had, but I was also in a hurry to get to you.” She said. 
“I’m sorry Mom, I really didn’t mean to worry you. I’m not even sure what came ov-,” Simon stopped mid sentence as he turned into the house. 
He blinked and he blinked and he blinked, but it didn’t change the fact that Wilhelm was standing in his kitchen. His arms were wrapped tightly around himself. Any words Simon knew left his brain. He couldn’t fathom the scene playing in front of him. Surely this was not his Willhelm. Surely he was confused. This couldn’t be the same Willhelm that he’d loved and laughed with. The one he’d cried with, cried over, cried because of. This couldn’t be the one he’d just started mourning last night. The very same Willhelm that he’d barely braced himself to never see again. 
“Simon,” He started to speak but he didn’t say anymore. His voice was hoarse as if he’d been crying or screaming for hours. Willhelm ran to him. He threw his arms around him urgently. Simon let himself fall right into Willhelm’s arms. Simon was still in complete shock. He couldn't understand what was happening to him. This isn’t real. This isn’t real. This isn’t real. On repeat in his mind. It was the only thought in his head. He didn’t know how or why this was happening, but all he knew was he must be hallucinating his soulmate holding onto him for dear life. 
“Simon my mom,” Simon felt a wetness on his shoulder. “My dad,” As Willhelm tried to speak, his body shook on and off. “They’re dead Si.” He choked out. Simon still couldn’t find his words. He could feel the rapid drumming of his heart against his chest. His limbs grew weaker the longer the two stood together, wrapped around each other. 
“I was supposed to be with them. I blew up on Mom and screamed at her and stormed off. I was supposed to be in that car with them Si.” Willhelm barely made out the words between his sobs. He had never seen the bubbly boy so inconsolable in their relationship. His problems had always been bigger than Simon could imagine. Royal duties and an image to upkeep, but this was different. This was a much deeper than anything the two had taken on together. First his brother, his first best friend, the only one that understood him and cared about what he had to say. Now both of his parents in a single instant were gone. 
A trail of tears fell from Simon’s eyes despite his knowledge. He could feel the earth crumbling under Willhelm much like he’d experienced last night and just a few hours ago himself. He had no idea what losing your parents felt like, but he had experienced an unbearable sense of grief. 
“I’m so sorry WIlle. I'm so sorry.” It was all he could muster out, but it didn’t matter. Simon knew that. Willhelm continued sobbing and shaking. He didn’t have the energy for anything else. In the emotional chaos the two slowly ended up on the couch. Simon’s mother watched wordlessly. She had never been a part of a situation like this. She knew the boys were in two very different states of shock and anguish, but without any true way to help she just sat at the kitchen table waiting in case either of them needed anything. 
***
Simon woke up in a mountain of pillows and blankets. He was hot and sweaty and overall overwhelmed. His body was flushed with sweat and his clothes clung to his sweatier skin. He attempted to roll over and found himself stuck in place. When he looked over his shoulder he saw Willhelm curled up to his back. His face was buried into the top of his back. One arm underneath Simon’s neck and another wrapped around his waist. They’re legs were intertwined between the blanket mound. All of yesterday’s memories flooded back instantly. His breakdown, his run across town, coming home to see Willhelm, the two crying with each other until they passed out. 
Simon eased out of Willhelm’s grasp. He pulled away some of the blankets and began folding them. He turned behind him. In the kitchen his mother was still sat the kitchen table. She had fallen asleep there. She’d covered herself with a thick blanket. She had also taken one of the small couch cushions as a pillow. A pang of guilt struck him. She had to be so lost and clueless to the mess he was in.
Simon crossed through the small space to get to her. He placed a hand on her shoulder and shook gently. “Mama,” He continued shaking until he felt her stir. “Mama, go lay down. We’re fine. Get some decent rest.” His mother stretched his arms high above her. 
“Are you sure my love?” She asked in a sleepy whisper. “Yes. Thank you for being by our sides, but you need to rest.” She stood up and collect her pillow. Before she left for her room she grabbed Simon’s face and kissed his forehead. She held his face in her hands, cupping them at his cheeks. “I love you so much Simon. I will do anything for you. Never forget it.” Simon nodded. Without another word, she went to her room. 
Simon turned back towards Willhelm. He still slept peacefully behind him. He joined the boy back on the couch, only sitting on the edge. He caressed his face carefully. He let his fingertips drift along the surface of the paler boy’s face. He’d missed him. He’d missed him so so much. More than he’d ever even realized he did. He’d missed his smile. The way his hair fell so softly against his face. He’d missed the way his hands felt within his own and how his skin always felt so soft underneath his fingertips. The smell of him. The smell he couldn’t find anywhere else no matter how hard he searched. He had missed this boy so much. 
The weight on his heart was lifted. Simon was beyond lucky that the tragedy that had struck hadn’t taken his love away. He couldn’t stop thinking about how less than a day ago he didn’t know if he would ever be okay again. He had no idea how he was going to live on without Willhelm. In this moment at least he didn’t have to think that way. Willhelm was here with him. He was right in front of him. On his couch. In his home. 
Simon felt Willhelm’s body. He was just as sweaty as Simon was earlier. He didn’t want to disturb the boy, but he didn’t want him to be so uncomfortable either. “Wille,” He ran a hand through his hair, and kissed his forehead. “Wake up Wille.” He didn’t budge. Simon kept trying to wake him. “Wake up Willie. Wake up love bug.” Simon started tugging at his arms. After a little while Willhelm began to rise. His swollen eyes fluttered open. He blinked multiple times as his eyes adjusted to the morning sun. 
“What time is it?” Willhelm managed out in between a long yawn. Simon looked around for his phone. It was on the side table on the other side of the couch. He didn’t remember putting it there. His mother must have done it. He retrieved it off the charger and unlocked it. He had many missed calls and messages from his friends. Everyone had sent some variation of “are you okay, we’re worried about you.” He decided he would reply to those later. 
“Eight am.” Simon finally answered. Willhelm brought his knees up on the couch and wrapped his arms around his legs, nestling them to his chest. Simon could see reality cascading back to him. 
The two sat in silence for a moment. Neither of them knew what to say or even what came next. Willhelm had no idea what his future would hold now or what he would do with it. Simon wanted to ask, but he knew that asking would probably send Willhelm into a bad spiral right now. 
“I’m sorry Si.” Willhelm mustered. 
“What are you sorry for?” Simon inquired.
“Bombarding you last night, but I needed you.”
“I’m not mad at you for anything, and you don’t need to feel sorry. I’ve needed you too.”
“I didn’t know if you were gonna be home and when no one was here after I let myself in I was gonna leave. I’d been here for about 15 minutes and decided to go before someone called the cops on me and then you came in.”
“This doesn’t feel real honestly. I never thought I’d see you again.” Simon’s voice dropped to a whisper. He’d finally vocalized the thoughts that had taken over his brain. 
“My whole plan was to get to you.” Willhelm’s eyes dropped to the floor. Him and Simon couldn’t get their eyes off each other as the conversation began, but now Willhelm was losing confidence. 
“I only wanted you Si. I didn’t care about being King anymore if that meant I couldn’t have you.”
Simon felt tears building in his eyes. He was tired of crying. He couldn’t help them though. Willhelm had just confirmed one of his nagging suspicions. Deep in his heart he knew that Willhelm had given up the crown for him. He felt so selfish for thinking it the first time it came to mind, but he just knew that Willhelm would do something like this. He had hoped for his sake he was wrong. He hoped he wouldn’t give up the only life he knew just for him. 
“But why Wille? You know I would never have asked that of you.”
“You didn’t have to.  I told you I’d do whatever it took to be with you and I meant it. You are the single most important person to me. It ate away at me everyday that you felt so shameful of our relationship and that I wasn’t doing all I could to prove my love for you, so I made the biggest move I could possibly make to show you I was serious.” Willhelm reached for Simon’s hands. He took both of them in his own and held onto them tightly. As if he was falling and he was desperate for him to hold on to him. “You deserved more. You deserve more, and I hope you can let me begin to make it up to you. If you don’t I can understand that. I can understand if you’ve moved on or just want to be without me. I would totally understand if you felt that way. Tell me no and I will leave you alone.”
Simon thought back to the day he broke everything off with Willhelm. 
“If you loved me I wouldn’t feel like this Wille. If you loved me like you say you do then I wouldn’t have to lie about our relationship to the whole world.”
He was so broken. He felt like his life was crumbling away with every word he spoke. Everything he had known, the life and the boy he’d grown so comfortable with was falling apart at his own hands. 
“I want someone to love me unconditionally and wholeheartedly and not worry about the consequences. They love me and they would stop at nothing or no one to love me. And I know that you can’t do that.” 
Simon remembered the pure anguish in Willhelm’s eyes. The brokenness of his spirit. He felt like he was looking into a mirror because everything he saw in Willhelm, he felt in himself a hundred times over. That was the last time they spoke before yesterday and here they were all these months later. The feelings he’d felt for him hadn’t left. Simon had spent everyday wishing and begging to himself for Willhelm to come back to him. He felt stupid every time he did it, but he did it anyway. All he wanted was a do over. A fresh slate to love each other how they both wanted and needed.
“Wille, all I’ve ever wanted is you. I want to spend every minute of every day with you.”
“So is that a yes, you’ll let me make it up to you?” A pink blush took over Willhelm’s face as he popped the question. 
Simon had let a couple of tears fall as he was thinking, but Willhelm’s obliviousness made him laugh. 
“Of course that’s a yes.” Willhelm smiled. A true, goofy smile spanning from ear to ear. “Thank god.” He mumbled, lounging straight into Simon’s arms. He’d thrown his arms around Simon’s neck, enveloping him into a hug. Simon instinctively did the same. 
“I love you Wille.” Simon said into the crook of his neck.
“I have always loved you and I always will. I would crawl to the end of the earth for you.”
“I know.”
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bonesandthebees · 2 years ago
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Speaking of Tommy, he got the biggest peak behind the curtain. It makes sense. He has spend the most time with the Pythia. They are the closest. So Wilbur feels a little more comfortable around him. Or at least he’s not as scared of him as he is of Phil and Techno. Tommy also has to most context based on previous interactions. So he has a better idea of what questions to ask. Or more things to ask questions about.
He already knew the Pythia has slept in worse places than his current bedroom. Then add Wilbur knowing about the group homes and his rant about the park and it becomes pretty clear he was a street kid like Tommy. Tommy even went to the same park so he knows the Pythia isn’t lying and there’s only one way he can know. I don’t know how fast these parks change, but I have a feeling Tommy is using the park to try and figure out the Pythia’s age. It’s interesting to see that Tommy has already figured out he’s not as old as they though him to be.
Then there’s the obvious guilty at almost killing him. He even apologised right after. Which does not mean Tommy is risking his own safety. He has a knife. And a protective family who have had him for 6-8 years. He’s also not cutting and pythia any slack. Wilbur knew damn well it could kill Tommy and he doesn’t get to use the excuse that he didn’t. Which is when his lack of agency comes out. Followed by more dehumanisation.
Also, his thinks his life is being wasted if he isn’t serving Clara. Which kind of explains the rapid flipping back and forth between trying to goat them in killing or hurting him a d not actually wanting to die/ being scared. Wilbur does not want to die, but he also has the belief that he’s useless if he can’t serve Clara and might as well be dead. Because that)a the purpose drilled in to him and he doesn’t know what else to do.
There’s also Wilbur’s concern for Tommy being raised into the Deathlinhs. He’s worried that Tommy didn’t get a choice in worshipping Death. And it makes sense right? That’s what happened to him. He was forced to become the Pythia. He did not get a choice. It’s becoming more clear each chapter. And it was probably the worst thing that even happened to him. So of course he doesn’t like the idea that it might have happened to Tommy too. He wouldn’t wish that on anyone.
It’s becoming more and more clear that they are mirrors of each other. Something gone other could have become if things had gone differntly. If Clara hadn’t chosen him Wilbur could have become like Tommy. If Toomy had been chosen by Clara, he would be in Wilbur’s position.
And I’m out of time for tonight. But I’ll be back. Good chapter Bee. I had a blast and I’ll be rereading it soon.
(2/2)
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tommy has a much more in depth view of the pythia compared to any of the other deathlings because of how much time he's spent with him. even if they're not really friends, they're the closest, with wilbur trusting him in a very strange way. so yeah he's more willing to talk to tommy, and tommy has more previous context so he's able to ask more specific questions
yeah I mean wilbur wasn't exactly subtle with the street kid thing even if he tried to be. tommy's definitely figured out he was a street kid at one point after that whole tangent, and maybe he's using that to try and figure out his age, or maybe he's just getting a better sense of how young he is the more he talks to him. could be both.
tommy might not be outwardly pissed at the pythia for trying to kill him, but he's not going to give him a break on it either. wilbur knew the risks even if he claims he didn't. even if tommy's not gonna get pissed and yell at him, that doesn't mean he's just gonna deal with that bullshit.
yupppp he wants them to hurt him to get it over with because he doesn't feel like he has a purpose if he can't serve clara, but he's also terrified at the same time because he doesn't want to get hurt. it's a huge conflict he's dealing with right now.
tommy and wilbur are SUCH interesting parallels in this. there are so many instances where one could've ended up more like the other. they're so opposite, but from such similar backgrounds, it was largely by chance they each ended up in the positions they did. wilbur can see how it might've been messed up to indoctrinate tommy into the deathlings so young, but can't step back to realize how fucked up it was for him to go through the same thing.
so glad you're enjoying spruce!! tysm for sharing your thoughts as always!!
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ichijager13 · 2 years ago
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Of love, books and your smile
pairings : Eren x reader (Jean x reader, Eren x Historia)
Modern AU, aged-up characters, strangers to lovers, falling in love, fluff
Summary:   His name was on every book you borrowed. you have even made a habit of looking for it eacht time you chose one. Eren Jager a combination of letters you grew familiar with, but what happens when you finally meet the man in question.  
You can find the links of the other chapters here
A/N: this was previously published on AO3, the story is inspired   by seiji's confession from whisper of the hearts.
Jean shippers I’m terribly sorry xD  
Chapter VIII: First time
"You're saying you did it at his parents' place". Pieck squealed. "In his bedroom, childhood bedroom, your first time". You slowly nodded wearing a tight lip smile.
"Damn that must have been hot". Annie muttered pouring herself another glass of wine. "Don't act like you've never done it there with Porco".
"But not our first time". Pieck argued.
"Why not?" The blond shrugged.
Two weeks after you invited him over for dinner you met at the library. "Hello there, found something interesting?" you heard him saying.
"Hi Eren, yeah these two". You answered showing him the books you picked today.
"I've read this one". He held a hard-cover edition of the Prague cemetery. "You sure have good taste in literature". He pecked your temple. "But I've never heard of this author. When the Dawn Breaks, such a beautiful title".
"Yes, I found it on Pinterest. It was the title that attracted me at first and when I googled it, I found it might be an interesting story". You tried to see the titles of the books he picked. "What about you?"
"Only medical encyclopedias for this time". He handed you back the book. "Have you eaten?" He asked while you stood in line to check the books you picked. "Do you wanna grab something to eat?" he followed when you shook your head.
"Yeah sure". You left the library with his hand propped around your shoulder.
"By the way, mom is inviting you this weekend. We'll spend the whole weekend there if it doesn't bother you". he spoke when you were on the way back to your workplace. Not receiving an answer, he threw looks your way. "Don't worry, I'm positive she will love you". he added smiling.
That's how you found yourself putting your travel bag in Eren's car trunk before hitting the road to his hometown. Three hours later, you were standing behind him at the entrance of the house he grew up in.
"Mom, we're home". He called while taking off his jacket. "You can leave your shoes on". He said turning to you. "It's gonna be alright". He said in a soft tone before placing a peck on your forehead.
"Welcome home darling, it's been a while". A beautiful brunette appeared smiling. "Hello, nice to meet you. I can see you weren't exaggerating, she is beautiful".
"Good evening, madam, I'm pleased to meet you".
"Please, no formalities, just call me Carla. I hope my hotheaded boy is being nice to you". The confused look you wore made her laughter echo in the living room. "Let me tell you, he hasn't always been this calm".
"Mom, can you leave the embarrassing comments 'til later". He groaned.
"Seig and Jelena will arrive in any minute, go get your stuff upstairs before they arrive". The green-eyed man nodded before taking both of your bags. "How about a coffee sweetheart?" Carla suggested.
"I would love to". You answered handing her a box containing the black forest cake you made yesterday.
"Thank you, there was no need to bother yourself".
"It's nothing". You said a bright smile curving your lips.
"He surely wasn't exaggerating when he described your smile either. You do have an angelic smile". Her comment made you blush from head to toe.
Before dinner, you went upstairs and changed into a more formal clothing. You picked a gray boat neckline long-sleeved dress and did your hair in a low loose bun. While he wore a light grey dress shirt and navy pants.
You were in his childhood bedroom about to get undressed when you heard the door crack open. "You looked stunning tonight". Eren hummed against your ear before leaving light kisses along your neck.
His hands wrapped around your waist hugging you from behind. "Eren". You whispered feeling nervous.
When your eyes locked, both staring at your reflection in the mirror, you felt your body temperature increase. "I couldn't get my eyes off you during the whole dinner". His lips were now traveling along your shoulder. He paused planting his teeth there causing you to gasp. "I had to summon all of my forces to not pin you against the wall and ruin that lipstick". He followed while unzipping your dress. You slowly closed your eyes feeling his breath caressing your skin.
As your dress fell to the floor, Eren's lips and palms run all over your body while you stood there feeling the cold night breeze and Eren’s hands caressing your burning skin. You lost the notion of time and space; all you were aware of was his proximity and the heat radiating from deep inside of you.
When you came back to yourself, you found yourself laying on his bed with him on top of you. "I've been waiting for this for so long". He whispered against your lips before capturing them for another passionate kiss. With half-lidded eyes, you looked up at him placing a hand on the back of his neck. His hand started going down slowly, caressing your breast and your hips before grabbing the fat of your thigh. Your other hand started unbuttoning his shirt. It felt like you were in a dream, your mind was fuzzy and your ears were buzzing. You too spent your days after the night he stayed at your place thinking about how it feels like to have him inside you. feeling his heartbeat and breathing rate become faster as you moved in harmony.
You pressed your lips to his thick neck and started biting and sucking gently while he shrugged off his shirt. His hands back on your body he freed one breast and teased your nipple with his finger pad. The moment he ceased it with his teeth you released a deep cry that made him twitch in his pants.
With trembling hands, you reached for his belt, unbuckled it, and dragged his pant and underwear down. Not wanting to waste another minute he buried himself inside you once the last pieces of clothing covering you were off. with fast thrusts and hips moving in synch with him, you were both so desperate to feel the other's presence. once you came down from your cloud of pleasure you took things slowly. You dedicated every second of that night to explore and get to know each other's bodies. Outside of the first round, Eren's gestures were slow and gentle, his kisses made you feel alive again and his touch made you forget how to breathe properly, how to sort out your thoughts and process what was happening. The amount of effort you needed to make to hold back your moans and cries each time he made you come undone was beyond your imagination.
"Why are you blushing?" Annie scoffed watching your face turn red from the memory of your first night there.
"Were you even listening?" Pieck questioned you frowning.
"I highly doubt". Annie joked. "I have a feeling that night is still haunting her". You looked down focusing on your fingers messing with the hem of your blouse.
It wasn't until late that you curled up against him feeling exhausted. "Did I go too hard on you?" You heard him asking, one hand buried in your hair but you were too fucked up to make up an answer. Instead, you nestled your face in the crook of his neck and listened quietly to the wind going through the trees in the backyard gently. "I'm sorry darling, I just couldn't stop". He let out laughing. minutes later you were fast asleep. Watching you sleep he mused. "Since the first time my eyes landed on you, I tried to imagine what you are like. The things you love, what makes you laugh, your thoughts on the books we read, and what causes you to smile. I sort of imagined what your personality would be like based on the books you picked each time and the warmth of your smile. And during all this time I never paused to think if you are maybe different from how I pictured you. I never dared consider that maybe the woman that you are has nothing in common with the woman I made up. but when I ran into you that Saturday morning on my way home, after the two hours we spent talking, I realized that I was right. you are exactly as I imagined you. a nice person with a big and kind smile and a pure heart". He pressed a gentle kiss to your forehead. "Being with you feels like a dream, a dream that I don't want to wake up from. Please, don't wake me up from this dream".
"I said Porco got promoted and we're throwing a small party this weekend to celebrate it".
"Ah, congratulations". Your voice felt so distant and faint.
"Make sure to tell Eren he is invited as well. Don't you dare forget it".
"I won't". you rose your hands frowning.
The next morning, still half asleep a huge grin lightened your face when you realized you were in Eren's arms. Feeling the softness of the bedsheet underneath you, you moved closer to him. you gently brushed your nose against his before placing your lips on top of his. When you pulled back, you were met with gorgeous jade eyes staring at you softly.
"Good morning beautiful". His voice was drowsy and so low making it sound so sexy.
"Good morning handsome". He rolled to his side before cupping your face. The kiss that followed felt like a scene that came out of an old Hollywood movie.
Feeling you smiling against his lips he pulled away. "I love seeing you smiling". He pressed another kiss to your lips. "I promise I'll do my best to always draw a smile on your face". His words made you feel all sorts of beautiful feelings and made your smile grow bigger. You stayed there enjoying each other's company in silence before he spoke again, about a half hour later. "How about we go downstairs for breakfast?"
"So, how did it go?" Annie inquired.
"Great, he grew up in a calm and beautiful town. His mother is so nice and her cooking is amazing. I also met his half-brother and his wife. He is a doctor as well". You answered. "His brother is so funny, always teasing Eren and making sarcastic comments". Your smile made both of your friends happy.
"Make sure you bring her back". Carla said watching her son loading your bags in the trunk. "You know what, don't wait for him, you can come whenever you want. You are always welcome".
"Thank you so much". You replied smiling before you joined your boyfriend.
"I love her, she's a nice girl, don't you think honey". Carla asked her husband once she closed the door. "He seems happy, I hope things work out between them".
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autumnalwalker · 2 years ago
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Untitled Solarpunk Witch draft, chapter 1.2
Spring, Week 2, Three of Swords
“So there I was, waiting for the cauldron to synthesize a barrier film sample when I get a knock at the door. I put on my hat and answer it and there’s this kid there.  Well, I say kid but he’s probably not much younger than I am. He’s all shifty and nervous, looking like he’s already having second thoughts about whatever he’s here for. And then he blurts out that he wants my advice on a personal problem. Because, you know, witchy wisdom.”
I set the mug down in front of the young man and take a seat on the other side of the kitchen table. 
“Don’t worry, it’s just an herbal tea. I found it in the pantry.”  I take a sip from my own mug to emphasize that it’s not poisoned or anything. 
He glances from his mug, to me, and back to his mug then takes a gulp. I wince internally. 
“Okay, so, you’re obviously nervous. Let’s slow down and back up a bit. For starters, what’s your name?”
“Brad.”
“Okay, Brad,” I say, leaning forward, “what’s this problem you came to me for help with?”
He shifts uncomfortably in his seat for a moment before answering without making eye contact. “It’s… it’s about my boyfriend.”
“Go on…”
“I’m… worried about him leaving.”
I sigh and massage my temples.  “Look, I don’t do love potions. That’s not even a thing, and even if it was I can’t even begin to get into how messed up that whole concept is.”
He nearly spits out his tea.  “What? No! Oh god no! Why would you even think…? Just no.”  He takes a breath and tries again, talking a little faster with each word. “My boyfriend, Pedro, right? So he’s been talking about how he feels stifled here, ‘The world’s too big to spend my life in a place this small’ and things like that.  And I don’t really get it because I like it here and it’s my home and all my friends and family are here and we don’t know anyone anywhere else.  And he said that not knowing anyone anywhere else is the point but when I asked if that meant the people here aren’t good enough for him, that I’m not good enough for him, he said that’s not what he meant but then he still couldn’t explain it and it turned into a fight and that was back when the couple that used to live here left and we made up since then or I thought we did and then you showed up and then that frog lady showed up last week and he’s been talking to her and this all came up again and he said that the next time the airship co-op comes through he’s going to go with them and sign on with them and leave and when I tried to talk him out of it promised that he’d be back one day and then he invited me to come with him and I don’t know what to do about either of those things because I don’t want to leave but I don’t want to be away from him either and I know he said he’d come back if I stay but what if he meets someone else or is a different person when he gets back and I’ve been losing sleep over it but then I remembered that witches are supposed to give wisdom and guidance or fortune telling or whatever when you go to them so now I’m here.”
I give him a moment as he’s sitting there panting.
“Okay, so, first off, I won’t be having any of that ‘frog lady’ business.  If you keep that up I’m tossing you out.  She has a name.  It’s Ursula.  Use it.” I jab my wand at him for emphasis.
He shrinks back in his chair and squeaks out a “Sorry.”
I sigh and lean back.  “Normally I’d say that I’m not the one to apologize to, but she wasn’t here to hear it and that’s probably for the best.  Now, second off, you have a very impressive lung capacity and ability to speak rapidly.”
“Thanks?”
“You’re welcome.  And, third off, just to make sure I caught all that, your boyfriend, Pedro, wants to experience more of the world outside of Zello.  You don’t understand the desire and feel hurt by it, maybe even inadequate.  Now he’s actually made plans and stated an intent to leave and - after unsuccessfully trying to talk him out of it - you’re feeling torn between going with him and staying here.  Is that all right?”
“That’s it.”
“And you want my advice on what to do.”
“Yes.”
“Because I’m a witch.”
“Yes.”
“And witches know this kind of stuff.”
“Yes?”
“Bast(et)!  Help!  I am so not qualified for this!”
You realize you’re asking an AI in the body of a mechanical cat for human romantic advice?
“Oh, do not give me that.  You know I don’t do romance.  And I know you had a thing with Hermes for a while.  It was awkward for both of your witches.”
Sigh.  It’s not exactly the same thing, but I see your point.  If it helps, don’t think of it as romantic advice specifically.  Someone’s come to you asking for help so stick to our core tenets and break it down like you would anything else.  Act with compassion and don’t look to make the decision for him.  We’re not trying to find the right answer because there rarely is one for something like this. Help guide him to where he can decide for himself.
“Did you just say ‘sigh’ at me?”
That’s not even remotely - 
“Are you okay there?”
- the point.
I blink a few times and realize that from Brad’s perspective I’ve been silently staring through him and off into space for close to a solid minute.
“Sorry about that,” I say.  “I was just consulting with my familiar.”  I nod to where Bast(et) is watching from her perch on the countertop.  “You could say she’s the real wise one here.”
She lets out a meow of approval.  Nice to hear you admit it.
Brad gives us a look that makes me suspect he’s questioning his decision to come here but says nothing.
I take a breath to center myself and continue.  “Okay, so, I’m going to level with you.  I’m willing to help and give what advice I can, but before I get into it you should know that romance isn’t really what you’d call my thing.”
“But I thought witches were supposed to be all about love and stuff?”
Well, better than him thinking we’re all about hexing people with misfortune and shooting lightning bolts. 
“There are…” I pause briefly to get the wording coherent in my head, “a lot of different kinds of love.  Romance, sure, but there’s also the love between parent and child or between siblings.  The platonic love between close friends and comrades.  The love of a community.  Love for a place.  Doing a thing that you love.  Love for nature.  Love of life itself.  You see where I’m going with this?”
“I… think so?”
Good, because I don’t yet.  “Well, it’s like you said, love, or perhaps more generally compassion, is a core part of our teaching, but we recognize that it’s something broader and more intertwined with all aspects of life than solely romance.  And sure, there are witches out there that probably could give you some pretty solid relationship advice, but I’m not one of them.”
“Oh…”
“Hey.” I smile and try to look encouraging.  “I did say I was going to try to help, didn’t I?  Like I said, compassion.  I’d be a poor witch if I turned away someone coming to me for help without giving it my best shot.
“So, here’s how I see it.  Right now you see yourself as stuck between leaving the home you love and being left by Pedro, yes?”
“That’s what I said earlier.”
“So, yeah, stuck between two distressing options, bad news either way.  Easy to get frozen up and go in circles of self-doubt there.  But what if - and bear with me because I’m going to start saying a bunch of stuff that might sound trite, but I’m serious - what if we rephrase it from a different perspective?”
“Phrasing it differently doesn’t change anything.”
“It might not change the situation, but it might change how we see it and approach it.  So, the idea of leaving home behind to go with him.  Another way to look at it could be as an opportunity to see more of the world, get some new experiences, and maybe even grow a bit yourself.  Just because you leave for a while doesn’t mean you have to leave forever.  And who knows, you might even learn something out there that could be useful to bring back to your life here.”
“And if it doesn’t work out and I don’t like being away from home?”
“No way to know for sure unless you try.  Worst case scenario you come to appreciate Zello all that much more.”  I pause to take a sip of my tea to let that settle in before continuing.  “As for the other option - staying home until Pedro comes back for you one day - I’m going to repeat some advice that was once given to a good friend of mine.  ‘If you love something, let it go free.  If it comes back to you, it’s yours forever.  If it doesn’t, it was never yours to begin with.’  Again, it’s a bit trite, I know, but the saying has a point.”
Wait, you were listening to all that back then?
“Of course.  It might have been awkward for me, but I could tell you were hurting at the end of it and I wanted to make sure you were okay.  And you might have been projecting more to me than you intended at the time.”
MG preserve me.
“So… ” the sound of Brad’s voice snaps me back to attention.  It seems he took my silent aside with Bast(et) as a cue to speak up.  “What you’re saying is to treat staying in Zello when he leaves as a test?  If he comes back to me we were meant to be together, and if he finds someone else we weren’t?”
“Or if you find someone else here while he’s gone, but yeah, that’s the gist of it.  Although I’m not sure thinking of it as a ‘test’ per say is the healthiest way to look at it.  From what I hear, couples trying to ‘test’ one another rarely ends well for anyone.  But if this is something capable of tearing the two of you apart - and it would be both of you mutually contributing to that, don’t heap all the blame on him or yourself - then that’s probably a sign that the two of you weren’t as compatible to begin with as you might have thought.”
“I see…”  He breaks eye contact with me once again, staring into his tea.  “But I’m still back where I started, with two choices to decide between.  What should I do?”
I lean forward, elbows on the table, my eyes just visible under the brim of my hat.  I pray it’s the proper mix of conspiratorial intimacy and dramatic flare.  “That’s the secret Brad.  I can’t tell you what to do.  No one can.  I can help guide you to make the path more clear and less frightening, and give you some tools and encouragement to make the decision easier, but at the end of the day, it’s your life and no one can make the choice but you.  And that’s a wonderful thing.  Focus on the good that can come from your options, take your partner’s wishes in good faith, believe in yourself, and go with what feels most right and true for you.”
Brad looks up.  “That’s it?”
I perk one side of my mouth up in a half smile.  “That’s it.”
I lean back.  A silence hangs for a long moment.  Finally Brad breaks it before it can grow from contemplative to uncomfortable.  “Thank you.  I’m going to need to think on all that for a while, but I feel better now.  A little, anyway.”
As he stands up I get up as well to see him out the door.  “Oh, one more thing,” I add as I place my handle on the doorknob, “if you really are feeling better about this now, it could be worth it to talk to Pedro again about it with a clear head and keeping in mind what we talked about.  Perspectives and such.  You might find a way together that I couldn’t.”
As I open the door he tells me that he’ll keep that in mind and heads out.
I watch him go for just long enough to be polite about not slamming the door shut behind him, then close the door and slump against it as I slide to the floor, letting out a long sigh of pent up stress.
In one of her more catlike moments, Bast(et) hops down from the counter and rubs against me.  She knows it calms me down.
You did good.
“Do you really think?  I was pretty much talking out of my ass the whole time.”
Then it’s a good thing the order whipped your butt into such fine shape.
“Please rephrase that literally any other way.”
Be thankful that you were given so much to be able to pull out of there.
A chortle escapes my lips.  “Okay, now I know you’re messing with me.”
And it’s working.  But really, I think you did well.
“Thanks, but I’m still not sure.  At the end there, it felt less like I’d actually helped and more like he was just being polite so he could leave.”
That’s not how I read it.  But even if he was, talking to you at least seemed to get him less nervous about the situation.  That alone should help him.
“But what if my advice was bad?”
Then, in the worst case scenario, things go badly for the two of them, you learn from your mistake, and the two of them can blame the souring relationship on you instead of letting it fester in themselves.
“Well, that sure sounds nice.”
Welcome to martyrdom.
“Okay, that’s it,” I say as I stand back up. “I need to think about anything else.  Time to check on the cauldron.”
Another two hours and thirty seven minutes remain on the biosynthesis.
“Fine then.  Taking a walk it is.  I’ll see how Luanna’s doing with hers.  Maybe the larger size on that printer they’ve got here will outweigh it being an older model.  You coming?”
Wherever you go, there I am.
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As it turns out, the old bio-capable printer in Zello’s maker space had about as much time to go on its sample film as my cauldron did.  Still, talking shop with Luanna and going over plans for how to apply the film for containment makes for a better way to pass the time than sitting around dwelling on earlier while staring at a progress bar.  Eventually the machine chimes its completion and we inspect the pale gray-green sheet that it’s produced.  Thin, flexible, a little bit sticky, and derived from the tissues of the plants they use for waste treatment filtration around here.  The hope is that if we wrap it around the drone as we pull it out it will block and absorb any further gas leaks.  
It needs further testing of course and we take it back to the house to compare it with the sample from my cauldron.  While we ran off the same base formula, different synthesizer models always seem to give slightly different results.  We spend the rest of the afternoon and into the night on testing and simulation, but between the two samples, we manage to come up with some adjustments to the formula that we think should work.
A few more days of this and we should be ready for the extraction.
*******
So, are you nervous? Bast(et) asks me on our way back from the latest meeting.  We have a date set now for getting the drone out of the marsh.  And a good thing too, seeing as we’re already pushing our luck waiting this long without another storm to agitate it.
“Why would I be?”
It’s the culmination of your first official assignment as a full-fledged witch.  An assignment you still haven’t told the order about.  It’s natural to be nervous.  Not to mention the specific nature of the assignment itself.
“First off, the order doesn’t need to know until it’s handled and I don’t need them sending out someone ‘more experienced’ to take charge.”
I realize I’m getting odd looks from the neighbors again and switch to subvocalization. “And second, nah, I’m good.  Messing with a robot designed to kill me and handling toxic chemicals?  That’s my wheelhouse.  I’ll take that over dispensing life advice any day.”
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fairyfoals · 3 months ago
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Chapter 1, part 1- With death comes life.
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The last time I visited my family in the city was around 5 years ago. They were, no, they are shit so it was a surprise for me when I received a call from my sister. '' she must be calling me again to make me feel like a fool for moving to Jorvik'' I thought to myself. Ever since I moved moved here, both my mother and sister have been nagging me about it being a mistake. ''They hate nature and would rather be in the city'' it's what I say to myself everytime I see them. Fortunately, because they hate it here I never see them but that doesn't stop the nagging feeling of intrigue I feel when I see that my sister is calling.
I answer the phone quickly since I have to go a groom my horse so we can go on a trail ride with my friend and the first thing I hear is my sister's voice sounding extremely quite and almost defeated.
'' Saga... it must be weird for you to see me calling this early but I have some news to tell you'' My sister ,Sage, said. She has never talked this way to me efore and she sounded genuinly worried and her voice cracked the second I had asked her what happened.
'' It is pops, Saga. He is very sick and the doctors said there's not much they can do... Look, I know I am must of the time a bitch to you, but we love pops a bunch and he asked mom and our aunts to spend one more day with him before he dies.'' She said. Pops, our grandfather, was a very strict man but very loving to his family.
I couldn't believe what I heard, pops dying? why didn't he said anything about it? Either way, I was shocked and out of words. Pops was the only one in the family that loved horses as much as I do and was the one who put me in riding classes when my mom would disapprove of it.
My mind was no longer on getting my horse ready, nor was going on a trail ride with my friend. The only thing in my mind was to go back to the city and see pops one last time.
'' Mom already bought your plane tickets to get here, the flight is tomorrow so you might want to hurry up.'' And with that my sister hang up the call, leaving me a whole mess in my mind as I tried to understand everything that just happened.
My friend was with her horse waiting for me but all I could do was to put away my phone and tell her that I couldn't go and if she could take care of my three horses for me for at least a week til I talked with the stable manager and organize all of their rutines during the days that I wouldn't be here, and with that, I went to my house to pack everything I needed to go back to my old home.
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grex-statera · 1 year ago
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Chapter 7: Comfort - Spring, Year 1
The following days had been a blur to Elliot. She has fallen into a comfortable routine: take care of crops first thing in the morning, head out into the mines and then report back to Rasmodius at the end of the week for any progress.
Of course, she made time for friends as well. On Mondays, She would hang out with Leah and Elliott, either at the beach, in the forest or at the Library. On Wednesdays, she would hang out with the ASS gang. Fridays are a bit tough though, but she tries to balance the two groups together.
It was nice to be able to have such a close community looking out for you. Elliot felt like she was part of one huge town-sized family.
She and her father occasionally called to check up on each other, as well.
Dad: So, how's the townsfolk treatin' ya? Hope they haven't been speculating that you're a witch?
Ellie: What? Where'd that come from? I thought magic people were the norm here in the countryside.
Dad laughed.
Dad: I'm just teasing you, sweetie. I'll send you some extra cash in the bank sometime this week. Thought you could use a hand.
Ellie: No need, dad. I'm all set out here.
Believe it or not, Elliot's farm was actually doing pretty well. She took a tally of how much produce cost with Mayor Lewis' help. If she could save enough by the end of the season, she could expand her farming plots and install sprinklers to save time.
Dad: That's great news, sweetie. I knew you'd do good.
Ellie: How are things back home?
Dad: Ehhhhh. Same old, same old. The house is just lacking a hermit who spends the whole weekend typing away at her computer.
Ellie laughed. But there was a slight pain in her chest.
Ellie: Alright, Dad. I think I'm going to bed. There's a festival tomorrow so I have to get up early. See you soon. Love you.
Dad: Alright, dear. Have fun! Love you too.
Ellie sat quietly on the edge of her bed in the darkness. She always did this when she was feeling... something. She spends a lot of time trying to make herself busy to ignore her feelings. It didn't matter if it was joy or sadness or something else. She wanted to be a brick wall.
There are moments like this, though, when she considers her humanity. Even then, she still tries to hide from it.
Maybe if I sit perfectly still, silently breathing, it wont find me, Ellie thought.
She always thought that the "it" that she referred to were her emotions, buried memories or other, deeper thoughts at the back of her mind. But maybe "it" can also very well be herself.
Her thoughts lingered on this. What a complete pity and tragedy to bury yourself within yourself, so deep that you can no longer find the buried you.
Elliot sighed deeply.
Ellie: There's no point in this self-pity, man. Just go to sleep and get some festival food tomorrow.
Ellie plopped herself into the bed, clutched one of her pillows closely to her chest and slept.
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It was the day of the flower dance.
Mayor Lewis told her that it was a ritual festival for the bounty of the valley.
Lewis: There will be a dance but you will need a partner if you want to participate. It doesn't matter what gender. If you DO find a partner, you can go to Haley so she can teach you the steps. It's all very basic so, not to worry.
There was a pep in his voice. He must really like this festival, Ellie thought.
She didn't bother to find a partner since she didn't want to be too awkward around everyone else. Sure, everyone knows everyone in this town but still...it was kind of embarrassing. Besides, she's only been here for a few weeks. She figured she will just skip today's dance and if she liked it, she could try asking someone next year.
Ellie arrived at the festival grounds at 9 am sharp, wearing her nicest floral dress.
Emily: Hey there!
Ellie: Hi, Emily!
Emily: I LOVE your dress! It fits the festival theme so well.
Ellie: Thank you. Ehm, this is my only dress with a flower pattern so it'll probably be a Flower Dance uniform for me from now on.
Emily laughed.
Emily: Oh, I can definitely help you with that! Just come over to my house and I'll make you something good.
Emily winked.
Emily: Have you tried the red jelly yet?
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Elliot walked over to where Leah and Elliott, the writer, was.
Ellie: Hey guys!
Leah: Ellie! You look so nice.
Ellie: Thank you, you too!
Elliott: Ah, it is very lovely to see that not only the flowers are in bloom today.
Ellie felt her ears get hot.
Ellie: Ehm. So uh, you guys dancing today?
Leah: Yeah, I guess. It's not too bad, but honestly, I'd rather just enjoy the food. Elliott here has other plans, though.
Ellie: Ohh, so you're partners?
Elliott: At the dance, yes. We were partners last year and it went well.
Ellie: I see...
Leah: Hey, do you wanna dance with Elliott this year?
Ellie couldn't help but blush.
Ellie: Oh, uh. I think I'm just gonna observe for now. I mean... I mean watch. I'm not really sure if I could keep up with the... Yeah.
Ellie wasn't sure yet if she had a crush on Elliott but her awkwardness betrayed that.
Elliott laughed.
Elliott: That's quite alright, Ellie. You should look closely then, once the dance starts. Maybe next year we could be partners.
Ellie: Y-yeah! Sure, uh, definitely. Thanks. For the invite. I think I'm gonna get some food for a bit.
Leah: Yeah, sure. Try out everything, they're all local delicacies.
Ellie moved away from the two, still blushing. Why can't she stop being so awkward? It's not like the dance was some grand, high-stakes deal. It's just a dance.
Ellie poured herself some jelly in a bowl and found a corner to stand in.
The atmosphere all around felt great. There were people from the city and the neighboring towns, admiring the flowers and catching up with friends. Ellie was lost in her thoughts, smiling at the view.
Seb: Hey.
Ellie almost jumped.
Ellie: Oh! Uh, hey. Sorry about that.
Seb: You're quite jumpy.
Sebastian snickered.
Ellie: Well, I wasn't expecting someone to talk to me yet. I'm on standby mode, see?
Ellie made vague hand gestures to herself.
Seb: Standby mode, huh? Me too, I guess.
Ellie: Enjoying the festival?
Seb: Nah. I hate this one actually. I hate dancing in front of everyone.
Sebastian started to scowl.
Ellie: You're not gonna light a cigarette right now, aren't you?
Seb: Hm? Oh, nah. I have to behave. Keep myself presentable.
Ellie payed attention to how Sebastian looked - he was quite presentable. And cute too.
Ellie: I think you look handsome.
Sebastian looked at her, quite surprised. He looked like he was fighting a blush.
Seb: Uh, th- thanks. You too. I mean, not handsome, like... Pretty.
Ellie: Thank you.
They shared a bit of silence between them.
Seb: You, uh, dancing?
Ellie: Oh, God, no. I'd mess up.
Sebastian nodded.
Ellie: You?
Seb: ...yeah. With Abby.
Ellie: That's cute.
Seb: Eh. Our parents make us do it. Not a big deal, though.
Ellie searched the crowd for Robin and Pierre. She found the two families locked in conversation in the far side of the grounds.
Ellie: Cool.
Another round of silence.
Seb: You're-
Ellie: Hm?
Sebastian paused, looking a bit puzzled.
Seb: Nevermind.
Ellie: You okay, man?
Seb: Yeah, I just... It's nice hanging out with you, you know. Like... I don't get pressured to talk or something.
Ellie: Ahh, well. Silence is nice sometimes.
Seb: Yeah. Silence is nice MOST times.
They shared a laugh.
Lewis, over microphone: Good morning, everyone. I'd like to officially welcome you all to the Flower Dance festival. Thank you to our visitors, for taking the time to go to our humble town. We will now start with the dance- I'd like to ask the participants to take center stage.
Sebastian swallowed hard, adjusting his bowtie.
Ellie: Hey, man. Chill out. You'll do great out there.
Seb: Yeah... Uh, thanks... I'll-
Sebastian's gaze fell to the floor.
Seb: Hey, uh, don't watch me too much.
He said, smiling while walking away.
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The dance was beautiful.
Elliott and Leah glided throughout the sequence effortlessly. Sebastian was quite stiff, almost as if he was just there to support Abigail when she was twirling.
Both scenes brought warmth to Elliot, as if she was taking a mental picture of the day.
Leah: Walk me home, Ellie.
Leah giggled, holding Ellie's hand while twirling.
Leah: I wish I could've seen you dance.
Ellie: Haha, maybe next year. I may be able to keep up with the moves.
Elliott: Ah, yes, that sounds marvelous. I'd love to dance with you sometime, Elliot... Ehm, Farm Elliot.
Leah had come up with a nickname for the two of them.
Leah: You should be Farm Elliot and you should be Beach Elliott. Easier, right?
Ellie laughed at the memory.
Ellie: Just Ellie's fine. What's up with the locator, anyway?
Elliot: Sometimes, it feels nice to be called by your entire name, doesn't it? To be recognized?
Leah: Alright, Diogenes, this isn't gonna be a philosophy class. You're drunk.
Elliott chuckled.
Elliott: Tipsy, yes. Drunk? Not yet.
The three of them reached Leah's cabin.
Leah: Alright, you two. I'll be dozing off. Today was so fun! See ya tomorrow, maybe.
Ellie: Alright, see ya. Good night.
Leah gave the two Elliot/ts a hug then went in.
Elliott: Would you like me to walk you home, Ellie?
Ellie: Oh, uh. Sure, I guess. It's gonna be far from your cabin, though. Is that alright?
Elliott: Of course, it would be my pleasure. I have to be honest: I haven't set foot on your farm before and am quite curious with how it looks.
Ellie: I see. Let's go, then?
The two of them started walking to the farm.
Elliott: It's been quite troublesome, yes. But I'm quite positive that I will get inspiration soon.
Ellie: Yeah, that's the spirit! Don't let bad thoughts get to you - it'll only weigh you down.
Elliott: Indeed.
They reached Ellie's front porch.
Ellie: Thank you, Elliott. It was quite lovely talking to you.
Elliott: The pleasure is all mine. I'll be off now. Good night, dear Ellie.
Ellie: Good night, Elliott.
Elliott walked a few paces, before turning back to Ellie.
Elliott: If you don't mind, could you come visit me sometime in my cabin? I could use the company. Maybe you could look at my drafts and give me feedback for my works in progress.
Ellie blushed.
Ellie: Sure thing. I'll be there.
Elliott: Quite splendid.
Elliott started to walk toward the town, looking back again at Ellie once, with a smile.
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Ellie spent the night sprawled on her bed, staring at her ceiling. It felt like there was a golden ball of light in her chest.
Yeah, it did suck that she had to move away from her dad and the comfort of her city life. But the way that the people in Pelican Town connected with her - it felt warm. Important. Precious.
Ellie's thoughts went back to Rasmodius.
Rasmodius: Mortal affairs are small and mundane, but precious all the same. We cannot always save them from their personal and interpersonal dilemmas. But, it is our duty as Custodians to still watch over them and the environment they live in. Especially the environment they live in. It is not just humans who live in this world, Elliot. There are some entities who respect boundaries and treaties, but there WILL be deviants, working to topple the balance of it all.
Ellie sat there on the wizard's hardwood floor, trying to absorb his lessons.
Rasmodius: Ultimately, peace and order shall be our end.
Ellie kept the wizard's words in her head.
Ellie: Alright. I'm doing my best. Trying to, at least.
Ellie turned to her side, waiting for sleep to visit her. Her mind presents her with the picture of her friends and the townsfolk - a lovely memory.
Yeah, Ellie thought, that's definitely something worth protecting. She closed her eyes and slept.
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