#he'll use his knowledge without knowing the effect

[miifu666]

you've seen me babble about Yan! Wukong... BUT THIS TIME ITS MACAQUE!! i know he has a big dick- I've always wanted to write abt Macaque, just never had the time to but now I do- hihihii thank you for those who asked for him ♡♡

⋆˙⟡ —CW: Yandere, ooc Macaque, noncon drugging, rough Macaque, insecurities mentioned, manipulative, art is oc x canon but drabble is canon x reader.

Yandere! Macaque

Imagining Yan! Macaque who knows which words to strike your insecurities, what sentences can fully make you dissociate in the middle of the day. To let him be the one who guides you while you're busy drowning in your self-doubt. His hands maneuvering itself to gently lay on your back, the other acting like a fence, making sure no one can bump into you. He coos about how unfortunate you are, poor little you. Yet, his smirk came forth as he looks back.

"Ohohoho! Look at how you're dressed, baby~ well … maybe this part is a little tight for you, don't you think?"

Macaque tasted the bitter end of the stick, while Wukong got to gloat about the honeyed drip he tasted. The dark simian makes sure you never see the good side of that sage, he'll inject every single downside of every trait you love about Wukong. Sometimes, he even uses your own words against you. Turning your friends and family against you for having the same traits as that monkey you adore. You think Wukong's empathetic? How does it feel to be fooled and scammed by your own friends? Wukong's ambitious? Oh but it eats you up doesn't it? You'll never be good enough for yourself. Macaque is observant, he lives in the shadow and he knows how to use your own surroundings to make you feel little.

"Well, im glad you've learned your lesson…i know its hard to accept that sometimes good things, aren't always good, sweetheart"

He remembers when Wukong was possessed by LBD, there was a sense of longing whenever he thought back to how he was also under her control. The images of you so pliant, harmless and a soft bundle of drug induced state inspires him to try and concoct his own drug. Maybe even steals one from a pharmaceutical, any drug will do. As long as it keeps you pliant and adorable, no horrible side effects, at least that's what he hoped for.

He'll study how much doses you need to ensure you're all hazy and high as a kite. Can't even reach the door to his dojo without stumbling and holding on. So cute, adorable, ugh what other words can he use? You're all helpless, who would make sure you dont stumble and hit your head now hmm? Don't worry, your dear boyfriend Macaque is here. Albeit seeing you like this strikes a sadistic side of him he didn't know of.

"Hey hey, where you going sweetheart? A drunken little thing like you shouldn't walk around without any help. What if some big bad guy takes advantage of you hmm? Poor thing"

Macaque knows what he's doing is wrong. Punishing you, keeping you hidden, heck he even silently drugged you without your knowledge just so he can fulfill his stupid fantasy. He's not delusional, there's guilt eating him up and the only way a traumatized simian can say sorry is through his actions and services. he's the best at handling things patiently with care, Macaque will take care of you in ways he knows best, and he's really good at it too.

"Ohoho what's this? You missed me this much? Hahaha so cute.. ill have a fun time ravishing you.. just lay down and let me do my thing"

Yan! Macaque who longs for someone to share the lonely nights with him, someone who he can cuddle with and talk about the stars and which stupid cat reactions you are. Its all he ever dreams of, all he longs for. Yan! Macaque understand every single insecurity you're going through, he knows how to handle it. He'll help you through it, He'll make sure you wont have lonely nights to cry yourself to sleep on. Maybe if you close your eyes hard enough, you can forget about the shackle on your leg and the bruising lovebites around your intimate areas.

"I know… its hard, its tough but life happens and.. i know my little sweetheart can pull through.. you always do. Thats what i love about you.. haha even got me a little too obsessed"

Macaque is a good mate whether you admit it or not, his observant eyes and omniscient six ears focused solely on you. The slight sniff from your nose can be a sign of an oncoming sickness, within no time he'll be ready with the blankets, warm tea, tissues and medicine! You might think he's heartless, sure he locks you up whenever he goes out, talks you down every time you feel confident enough to leave him and yeah he might have a need to see you helpless without him But! But! He's not neglectful, maybe there are times where you feel like he's infantilizing you. Yet he swears it's just an instinct, he always makes sure you get your proper meals, he even watches cooking shows just to make sure you eat your flavourful food! Not those salt and pepper tasteless things.

"I made you something~ ...what? It tastes funny? Hmmm must be the new recipe im trying, im sure you're just not used to it, hun"

[merrysithmas]

Charles' line "There's so much more to you than you know" has always struck me because it's SO easy for Charles to come off unlikeable-

"There's so much more to you than you know" (But I do)

"What do you know about me? - Everything." (Whether you like it or not)

"I know what this means to you but you have to let go!" (Stop this nonsense)

"There's a mutant here already! [Exposing Hank]"

"I don't want your pain. They sent back the wrong man [To Logan]"

"I've seen what Shaw did to you"

"I feel your agony [After Nina died]"

"[Jean expresses no one knows how it feels to be tormented telepathically] Oh but I do."

Like on a base level what he communicates is such an invasion of privacy and instantly gets the hackles up because it's not natural. He can sound, at first glance, self-important and even dismissive (Erik at one point calls him 'arrogant'). Charles' telepathy gift is so alienating. He knows people's most personal thoughts, feelings, dreams, and nightmares. Seeing into someone's soul is as simple as breathing and second nature to him -- and he knows how repulsive this must be (see: how profusely he apologized for outting Hank. This speaks to a past/youth where he clearly unintentionally shared the secrets of others or caused trouble with his abilities and disturbed the people around him or endangered himself/others).

But Charles can't help his powers in the same way that Rogue can't - actually, Charles' abilities could easily been seen in some regards as the psychic equivalent to Rogue's physical gift. She can't touch ANYONE without hurting them in some manner, she is dangerous in some regard. And it's the same thing with Charles -- wherever his mind goes he exposes and hurts people. It's a side effect of his powers.

But unlike Rogue, Charles can't wear gloves. He can try to keep up psychic shields (which hurt HIM), or he can promise Raven he'll never read her mind, but he can't ever lessen his gift. He can't be perfect but he has to try. He can't or he'll be hated, despised, and feared. Rogue and he share a similar distress. Rogue suffers from touch-starvation but has to deal or she'll be seen as a monster. Charles suffers from the same kind of thing is a psychic way - he has to block his abilities or be seen as arrogant, invasive, and holier-than-thou. He has to starve his mind and powers.

So that's why it's sooooo touching that he tries SO hard to do good with it despite all that. Especially as he grows as a person and sees how powerful he can be with appendages like Cerebro. He ALWAYS makes an effort to clarify his knowledge of someone's mind with encouragement, love, understanding, and hope.

He can't help reading someone's mind but he CAN help how they react to it or how they feel about what's been exposed and the constant effort he exerts to express empathy, kindness, and aid is a testament to how hard he works to do good with his mutation. He frankly just doesn't have to do that. He could be like Emma Frost or Jean Grey or Psylocke. They know your thoughts, they use telepathy, and it's as simple as that.

Charles feels people's pain so ardently, sees their struggles so clearly, that it literally torments him not to help. How can he see that and just walk away? Innermost pain and secrets are revealed to him by nature -- he could ignore it, exploit it, or use it maliciously. Instead he takes the information and tries to help (surely in part to make up for how sensitive the invasion is).

"There's so much more to you than you know" (But one day you'll be more powerful than me. Don't get lost, keep going, you have so much more to remember and you aren't just made up of this pain that is so so heavy for you. This is not all that you are, I've seen what you forgot, I promise it's still there. You're still a person. Hold on).

"What do you know about me? - Everything" (I have seen your whole mind - the good and the bad - and still I came out here to ask you to stay. Because nothing in there scares me and in fact it gives me hope. I need you. We could do something great together.)

"I know what this means to you but you have to let go!" (They'll succeed in killing you if you let them. You deserve better)

"There's a mutant already here!" (Thank god! And you're incredible!)

"I don't want your pain. They sent back the wrong man." (Proceeds to cry at Logan's life and is amazed at his strength, you poor poor man. Is inspired to keep going from Logan's strength).

"I've seen what Shaw did to you." (Shaw did it to you. It's not a shameful secret and you aren't Frankenstein's Monster. It won't stop me from seeing who you really are. You're free).

"I feel your agony." (Come back to us. I can help you. You're not alone. You never had to leave. You still have a family. Grieve with us.)

"Oh but I do" (I survived. So will you. I didn't have help and I also had parents who didn't love me. I won't let that happen to you or leave you alone. I promise. You can sleep. You're safe. I'll protect you.)

[komotionlessqueenmm]

Headcanon/Preference # 35

Gifs NOT mine.

Year posted - 2024

Rating - SFW & NSFW

Reading time (roughly) - 18 minutes

It's been a minute since I've watched all the Resident Evil movies, so some stuff might not be super accurate. Just roll with it my lovelies.

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SFW

• You are really Weskers one and only true weakness, and he is both terrified, and enraged by the thought of someone exploiting that fact.

• So obviously he is very tempted to inject you with the virus. But he's worried that it might not bond with your genetics like his.

• So he runs like a million different tests, without your knowledge, to find out if it would undoubtedly bond with your genes.

• When he comes to the conclusion that it will in fact bond with your genes, he feels as if a weight is lifted off his chest...

• Now he's just got to figure out how to convince you to take it.

• If push comes to shove... He might just inject you against your will.

• If that's the case, he will do whatever it takes to earn your forgiveness, and make you understand that this was for the best.

• Wesker would burn a thousand world's to protect you okay. He'd abandon everything he's worked for, if it meant keeping you safe. You are his world, and his one and only.

• He would die for you if he had to, and he will fight to his very last breath to get back to you.

• You literally can have the world on a silver platter. If you want it, simply ask and it's yours.

• Money, power, jewelry, clothes, his attention, hell you simply want food? Weskers gonna pull out all the stops, and make you an amazing dinner.

• Can't bring yourself to ask for what you want, and you'd rather leave hints? No worries Wesker can read you like an open book, consider it yours already love.

• On that note. Wesker is an amazing cook, like seriously good. You'd think he took culinary classes before he got into working for Umbrella. In reality it's just a natural skill he was practically born with.

• He makes cooking complex meals look easy, and to him it is easy, second nature really. And he'd be lying if he said he didn't enjoy cooking for you, doing anything that makes you happy, makes him happy in return.

• You're also the only person that can get him to open up and talk more. Something's he won't tell you about from his past, but those things he claims are better left in the past.

• Wesker loves reading to you, but he also loves listening to you read to him as well. And when you both wanna read your own books, curling up and spending the evening together reading quietly is perfect to.

• You make him so unlike himself at times. Sometimes even he wonders how you have such an effect on him. Not that he's complaining, he loves it in fact, it goes to show how special you really are.

• If you ever want to just go and get out of the infamous bunker, simply exploring what's left of the outside world. Wesker will let you, he knows you can look after yourself.

• But is he back at the bunker pacing back and forth like crazy? Yeah he totally is... For about 20-25 minutes before he decides he can't handle not knowing, and he goes after you.

• However he won't let you know he's there, he'll simply shadow you unless you really need him. He just needs to be certain you're okay, infected or not he still worries.

• He definitely teaches you how to fight. Hand to hand combat of course, but along with teaching you how to use just about any weapon he can get his hands on... Which is a lot.

• He'll teach you how to drive if you never learned, how to operate a helicopter, small plane, and even a fucking tank just in case.

• Don't know how to swim? No worries love, Wesker will take however long necessary to teach you. Don't have great endurance? He's got you covered.

• He's actually a very good teacher. He pushes you, but he never pushes you to far. He's fair. And he's driven to help you, become an even more amazing you. He's very patient, and very encouraging.

• Wesker loves everything about you. Anything you consider a flaw, he considers incredible. His praise is through the roof. He practically worships the very ground you walk on.

• As stated before Wesker can read you like an open book. So whenever you're scared, he's there to comfort you. Or if you're stressed, he's happy to draw you a warm bath.

• Maybe you're just tired? You know the kinda tired no amount of sleep can fix. Well he's there for you, holding you, letting you rest, and assuring you that he loves you.

• Despite how incredible he is, and how mush pride he has. Sometimes he can't help but feel a bit insecure at times. Are you afraid of his eyes? Of him perhaps? Will you grow bored of him and leave? Is he worthy of you?

• It's rare that these thoughts occur, let alone bother him. But sometimes late at night, while holding you in his arms, he can't help but wonder.

• He pushes those thoughts away, and the following morning you always manage to unknowingly, reassure him that he has nothing to worry about.

• Arguments with Wesker are pretty seldom. When it does happen, typically it's you hollering at him, and him sitting there silently waiting for you to calm down.

• He has raised his voice to you once, but it was brief, and he apologized almost immediately. The only reason he raised his voice, was because he was worried when you did something extremely reckless.

• Wesker is extremely patient, and understanding with you. He knows sometimes you're not quite yourself, whether it's because you're tired, you're hurting, or simply overwhelmed with something.

• If something is bothering you, but you don't want to talk about it. He'll quietly scoop you up into his arms, take you to bed or nearest couch, and simply lay down with you atop him. Petting your hair and simply letting you relax.

• He's seen you cry many times, and he's never once thought poorly of you for it. He knows you've been through a lot, and adapting to this new world isn't easy for you.

• You've seen him cry once. There was an accident while exploring the outside world, and Wesker thought he'd lost you, that he'd failed you, and you'd paid the ultimate price.

• Even as he looked up at you from his position on his knees, tears continued to roll silently down his pale cheeks. You were alive and well, but he was so close to losing you.

• You held him in your arms, and simply let him get it all out in silence. His strong frame, typically as unfazed as a brick wall, shaking as his heart wretched in his chest.

• He'd never known pain like that before, and he was grateful you didn't think any less of him for it. Hell it brought you both closer together, and strengthened your bond in ways he had never considered before.

• Wesker encourages every one of your hobbies, even if it's something he doesn't quite see the appeal of. It makes you happy, and that's good enough for him. He'll find you supplies whenever he leaves the bunker, and really anything he thinks you might like.

• The beginning of your relationship was odd. Before you started dating, Wesker would follow you around like a grumpy cat. Acting like you mean nothing to him, but always insisting on being near you.

• Actually there are a lot of reasons you could compare Wesker to a cat. And if you ever tell him that he denies it admittedly, all the while practically purring as you toy with his hair absentmindedly.

• He'll literally be staring at you without his sunglasses, and his slit pupils are now wide and round. And the moment his attention is drawn elsewhere they shift back into thin slits.

• Wesker has a secret sweet tooth, and again if he's called out on it, he'll deny it to hell and back. Even if he has a sweet in his hand, or even his mouth. You can't prove anything!

• Will definitely steal food from you just to tease you, a playful smile on his face the entire time. Actually he steals all sorts of stuff from you just to taunt you, and he absolutely loves it when you chase after him trying to get it back.

• Will he use his power to speed away? Possibly. But he honestly enjoys letting you think you can really catch him.

• Aka he enjoys playing cat and mouse, but you never know who's the cat, and who's the mouse until the cat gives chase.

• All in all he loves you with every fiber of his being, and he would follow you anywhere, and do anything for you. It doesn't matter what you might say or do at times, you are his everything.

NSFW

• Oh and before you ask, yes the cat and mouse play, is something that occurs in the bedroom. And again it varies on who's the cat and mouse depending on yours and his mood.

• Wesker enjoys all sorts of role playing. Acting like he's the STARS Captain, that needs to do whatever it takes to get you to confess to a crime. Being the good doctor who must cure your mysterious illness.

• And even acting as if the virus has altered his mind, and made him into a mindless sex crazed beast. He especially enjoys this one, because it plays into his breeding kink.

• This man wants to breed you so so bad. It's partly a side effect of the virus, but he's always had an interest in it long before he injected himself. Now with you as his love, he feels as if he needs to breed.

• Rough sex, slow sex, quickies, you name it he wants it. His sex drive is high now that you're together, but he is very patient if you don't want sex as much as him.

• Wesker is incredibly romantic, and he loves spoiling you. He's a giver through and through. So that being said if he could live the rest of his life, with his face buried between your thighs he would.

• Oral is a must anyhow. Wesker is big, he's well aware of this fact, and he doesn't want to hurt you. So he'll spend at least a half hour between your legs just prepping you.

• And boy does he know what he's doing. You often loose count of how many orgasms he pulls from you.

• From base to tip he is roughly 7.9 inches long, and 2.1 inches wide. The tip is very prominent, and he is surprisingly uncircumcised. His cock also leans a little to the left when hard.

• His cock is a pale as the rest of his body, but when he's hard the head gets very pink. He has two very prominent veins that feel absolutely divine.

• Wesker loves cockwarming so much, sometimes he insists on sleeping with his cock still buried in your heat. But his favorite time is when you're sitting together reading.

• He's such a tease when you're cockwarming. Giving the occasional thrust just to hear you whine needily. He will pump load after load into you, and keep you plugged up with his dick, even if you are sensitive.

• Aftercare King GOD! He will massage your sore muscles, clean you up, run you a soothing bath, bring you a snack and plenty of water or maybe some soothing tea. He'll whisper sweet nothing's into your ear, praise you, and remind you of how much he truly loves you.

• You just wanna cuddle afterwards? Perfect it'll give it time for his seed to work its way deeper. Want a bath or shower immediately after? That's okay too, he'll change the sheets while you do so, then join you once he's done.

• You can always tell when he's horny, not only by the way he'll paw at you, or the evident bulge in his pants. But also because his eyes glow exceptionally bright, and the slits of his eyes are wide.

• He sounds like a beast as he nuzzles into you, growling and purring as he tries to coax you into helping him out.

• That being said Wesker is very vocal. He moans, growls, purrs, and spews praise the entire time. He isn't super loud about it, as he prefers to have his face buried in your neck, but sometimes he will get a bit loud. Typically that's when he's really needy.

• When he's extra needy, he whimpers so much. It's so fucking hot when you get him all worked up like that. Making him weak and needy, whimpering and begging you for his release. It's divine, and makes you feel so very powerful.

• He loves loves loves making you loud as fuck. His goal is to make your voice horse by the time he's done. Especially if others might be around. He needs them to know who you belong to, and ensure no one is dumb enough to try anything.

• Wesker takes so much pleasure in fucking you dumb. And when you get cock drunk, he's so fucking proud. He will make an absolute mess out of you, and then praise you for being so good for him.

• There are very few things he isn't willing to try with you. He isn't willing to share you with anyone... With the exception of a clone of himself... He will fuck you roughly, but he doesn't take it to far considering his strength, and the amount of damage he can inflict with little effort.

• He does enjoy bondage, both for you and himself. And yeah he could break out of his binds very easily, but why would he, he's enjoying you taking control, and using him for your pleasure. His favorite technique of binding you is with a straitjacket, and it plays into some of his favorite role playing stories.

• Wesker will fuck you anywhere at any given time, seriously he has no shame, just ask and he is yours. That's not to say he won't kill anyone for interrupting or catching you. Your pussy is for his eyes only.

• While he loves pumping you full of his cum, he will never pass up an opportunity to cum on your tits. Especially if you beg for it so sweetly, I mean he loves fucking your tits anyhow. So if you want him to paint your breasts with his cum, who is he to deny you?

• But if you don't ask him to cover you in his cum, or cum in your mouth. Wesker is gonna stuff you with his cock and finish in your warm cunt. Even if he only gets the tip in before he starts to unload, as long as he's inside your heat he's satisfied.

• That isn't to say he won't make you eat his cum. His favorite way of doing that, is to cum inside your pussy, finger you until you cum, and make you suck on his sopping fingers. Sometimes with his gloves on, because he knows you love the leather.

• If you're together before being locked up in the bunker, Wesker is not above letting you suck his cock at his desk. In STARS or Umbrella, he is yours to do with as you please. And if he can return the favor while you're at work, he's more than happy to.

• Wesker also loves seeing you wearing his clothes so much, that it often gets him all hot and bothered, and he's on you real quick like.

• When you inevitably fall pregnant, Wesker is the first to know. He knows before you know. He could sense the changes to your body, and eventually he could hear the extra heartbeat.

• But he'll wait for you to figure it out, and come to him. And like a good lover, he'll act surprised by the news, because he knows it'll make you happy.

• He praises every change your body goes through, some of which he seriously adores. Like how your hips widen a bit, and your breasts swell with milk for the babe.

• He will pamper you 1,000% more than he already did, waking you up most days with his tongue buried in your sweet pussy. And when your breasts grow heavy and sore, he's there to relieve the pain.

• Lactation kink unlocked!

• Initially it started with him massaging your sore breasts, but as he watched milk bead from your tender nipple, he instinctively licked it clean.

• You moaned, he growled. And within seconds your nipple was in his hot greedy mouth. Wesker groaned at the taste of your milk, tweaking your other nipple until it began leaking.

• He played with the milk for a moment before swapping breasts. Back and forth he went until he was satisfied, and the pressure in your breasts had subsidied.

• He kissed you hungrily afterwards, letting you taste your own milk. Before kissing his way down your body until he reached your sex, eating you out as if he were starved.

• Wesker fucking loves pregnancy sex. He loves holding your swollen belly as he makes slow sensual love to you. He loves how extra responsive you are, and how extra sensitive your body is.

• He is very attentive and will help you in the shower or bath, and when your all cleaned up, he can't help himself and he will finger you to climax.

• And when it gets to hard to shave yourself, Wesker is happy to lend a helping hand. Which unsurprisingly ends with him licking your pussy.

• Forgot to mention it before, but Wesker enjoys eating pussy very messily. It's so obscene the sounds he makes as he licks and slurps at your sex, growling and moaning as he dose so.

• The sounds are so obscene you often find yourself blushing like crazy. Even though you tend to suck his cock all noisily as well, something he takes great pleasure in of course.

• Wesker loves having you ride his face, when you're pregnant and when you're not. Don't worry you can't hurt him, so grind away. He'll keep a firm unrelenting hold of your hips, so you don't gotta worry about falling or anything like that.

• Once your child is born, Wesker is eager to get you pregnant again, after you've healed up of course. Although if you would rather wait a while, he'll comply to your request.

• So he'll cum on your belly, on your tits, your butt, your back, or down your throat. Wherever you want really. But he will beg you to let him breed you again, eventually. He can't help it, he needs to breed you.

• If you downright refuse, then he's gonna get you into anal if you aren't already. So he can atleast cum in your ass if you won't let him cum in your pussy anymore. But again he will still try to convince you at some point to let him cum in your pussy again.

• He needs it, don't be mean.

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Movie Wesker is a dreamboat okay! I freaking love Shawn Roberts, and he looked so good as Wesker.

[slamminslamminmcgill]

waiter waiter!!! can i get more house md smut with a side of intox <3

I GOTCHUUUUUUU ive been thinking a lot abt it can you tell >:3

warnings: intox, hard drug use, cnc/noncon/dubcon, somno, gaslighting, humiliation, mentions of date rape and suicide, homophobia/transphobia, slurs, sph but make it t-dick, medical kink, 🏠 being 🏠

reader is a trans man/transmasc. anatomical terms used are cunt, slit, and dick/t-dick

so. house has no qualms drugging people for his own personal gain. he’s done it to wilson, cuddy’s mother, a nuisance neighbor, and god knows how many patients. but i don’t think he’d do it to have sex with someone. he has multiple reasons for this, the simplest being that he doesn’t need to.

“date rape is pathetic. if you can’t get people to sleep with you of their own free will, that’s what we call a ‘you problem��. you should worry about fixing your own life instead of ruining someone else’s. or, you could do the honorable thing and just kill yourself, like the noble samurai.”

he also wants his partner in the moment with him. someone excited, responsive, someone who will react to his every touch and beg for more. it’s an ego boost for him.

that being said, however, he’s absolutely into intox sex. it’s probably one of his biggest kinks. he’s fascinated by the effects of drugs, how a little bit of this or a tiny bump of that can augment the experience, either for himself, or a willing lab rat.

house gets off on documenting the experience. sometimes he’ll ask you questions about your high and put your answers in writing. sometimes he'll film the session (with or without your knowledge. i bet he has hidden cameras. depends on if he’s worried about participant bias). most commonly though, he'll narrate his findings into a voice recording.

he's fully clothed with you naked on his lap. your head's been spinning for a while now, thanks to that brownie he fed you earlier. he's got one hand pinching your nipple; the other lazily stroking your cunt, tracing up and down your slit, creating a baseline level of arousal for you. "current time is 11:57, almost 3 hours after ingestion. subject is presenting with dilated pupils, impaired motor skills, decreased cognitive function..."

he pinches your t-dick and jerks it aggressively, causing you to jolt upright and yelp in shock, "a-aah! f-fu-OH! fuck!” you start to leak into his hand.

"subject is self-lubricating adequately—" house’s fingers slip off your t-dick. he huffs in frustration, but gets right back to it, “perhaps even excessively, and presents with healthy erectile tissue despite underdevelopment.” he stops jerking you to suck on your neck and smack your cunt with an open palm. “you get that? that’s big smart doctor-speak for ‘you have a tiny dick.’” he starts to jerk you again. “an adorable, tiny little baby dick. it’s almost like you’re a real boy.”

it's not always a clinical trial with him, though. he’s also into more casual, personal, intimate intox play. things like drinking games or sharing a bong together. he loves pressuring you to do one more shot, take one more hit, let yourself slip further and further. he’s such a bad influence.

as you two get better acquainted over time, you’ll build trust in each other, and house will want to take more risks with you. he likes to call you on the phone at random with ideas.

he leaves you a voicemail, “you ever hear of ketamine? it’s a dissociative anesthetic. used as an antidepressant, a party drug, and horse tranquilizer. let me know if you’re interested, because i wanna give you some and then fuck you in the ass. alright! gotta go, talk soon. later, fag!”

after enough sessions together, he’ll pop the question: “how do you feel about loss of consciousness? are you okay with waking up to me using you?”

he invites you to spend the night, and you’re greeted at the door with some water and a mysterious pill.

“what’s this?” you ask.

“wanna find out?” he answers.

a few sessions like that, and then house will escalate. suppose an offer of a pill turns into a surprise injection in your bicep.

if you don’t pass out, you’ll have to guess what he gave you based on how it makes you feel. on edge? heart’s racing? a stimulant. dizzy? can’t think straight? a benzo. your body’s heavy, and the world seems like it’s lagging? ketamine.

but it’s not always obvious. you’ll be hours into a session, paranoid, overanalyzing your senses, trying to pinpoint what’s different than usual, but nothing sticks out. overall, you just feel… good. that’s all it feels like. no wacky colors or crazy thoughts, just good. but house always makes you feel good. in fact, his mouth is making you feel really good right now. what the hell did he give you? it’s gotta be something, right?

he’ll come up for air while he’s eating you out, “any guesses?”

you’re panting, gasping for all the air you can get in this brief moment’s respite, and you have no fucking clue. “i don’t… fuck, i don’t know. i can’t tell.”

“hm! sounds about right.”

“wh… wha?”

“i gave you a sugar pill, dummy. thought you would’ve figured it out by now. god, you’re stupid.”

[arsonlookers]

A new life ♡

Part 2 ( In another life you are mine ) warning: slight suggestive, yandere behavior (at first), possessive, mentioned of killing (at first).

After returning a Year before your death, he has done plenty of things just for your survival, honey~.

Such as tracking that bastard who caused your death and killed him of course you will never know that. It's best not to know that at all, sweetheart~.

Since then, he has lived his second life with you and even takes breaks and uses his extended vacations to spend time with you.

His previous works? Don't worry he finished it even though his future works and projects are also already dealt with. He uses his knowledge and experience from his last lifetime to spend more time with you, to spend more time in his lovely home with his lovely wife~.

Even his co-workers were shocked by his sudden change. He hadn't even been seen in the casino recently since they thought he took his vacation to gamble, but no. He's not even been there for like a week now.

He was just laying in his bed every morning beside you, admiring you, remembering himself who he would spend his mornings forever with. YOU of course. He knows everything, he will do anything to spend more time with you, give gifts, cook for you morning till night, go shopping with you, ah~ have intimate sessions 7 till 3 in the morning~ why would he miss it? He doesn't even want to miss it.

What is the most effective way to claim you than making you his:)

He means it every second, every minute, every hour, seven days a week ~ since the day he had you in his arms again, he has been doing it nonstop just because why can't he? How can he keep his sanity sane after all this time and after everything? Of course, he'll take his chance, he'll take care of you,~ of course,~ no protection, honey~

He suffered so much already, living a life without you? That was hell. He was already living in hell once. He doesn't want to go through that once more. You're his only his, what's there to not do~ Body, soul, everything you are is his only HIS.

"Good morning dear" as he kisses your forehead and cares your hair slowly

"morning" your voice roughed and quiet

He chuckled hearing you like this, he loved hearing how much you are so messed just like a remembrance of last night's roughness~

slowly as he drags his kisses from your forehead down to your eyes and down to your cheeks and he teases you by kissing your lips and biting your lower lips

"mmMM~ vasha...." he smirked hearing your calling, it only turned him on by this, so he did more by kissing you deeper and asking for opening as he bite and nibbled on your lower lips eyes hungry for you.

The only thing you could do is give him more access to you and lean more against him.

He changed wrapped his arms around your waist and kissed you deeper as he changed position and turned you around now topping you.

"Dont mind another round baby~" ~And you know the rest~

Fucked and Drunk of him, only him~ in your fcked up mind, isn't that what you also wanted~? How you also just want his attention to you, and only you~ He will take what's his this time, he will let the world know you're his, he will do anything to stop that fking fate. To make sure to mark you so good nobody would try to even think about you nor do you think about any man at all~.

Then a miracle happened so different from his last life, his little miracle.

It has been going on every day, you feel sick and you are constantly vomiting. You don't know if it's because you have eaten something bad or .... you just aren't feeling well... right?

You vomited again, Aventurine was just behind you holding your hair up. In his free hand, he rubbed your back and kept reassuring you as you vomited again.

"Should we go to check up now, honey? I am worried about you" he said as he wiped your mouth from the vomit.

"kakavasha....do you think...it's what I think?" as you hold his hand shaking a little as a little smile graces your lips excited about the possibility.

He smiled at you as he hugged and held you dearly "If it is. You're making me the happiest man alive" Tears flow in his eyes thinking about the possibility of you bearing his child brings so much joy and fear in him.

The two of you embraced each other, aventurine couldn't stop his tears from falling as he kept mumbling how happy and thankful he was"Thank you....thank you..." As he embraced you, you could feel how he was a little shaken.

He doesn't know if it's from pure happiness or just... fear about this new life that's going to change his life.

You have known about his past long ago, he has told you about it since the day he asked you to be his girlfriend. You know how this news brings him joy yet also pain and strike fear in him, Aventurine your dear husband loves you dearly, even at the times he was busy and cold you understood him and how dangerous his job is.

Other than the mask and personality as flamboyant as he seemed, you know that within him he is afraid about it, anxious even.

And your assumption is true, Aventurine is anxious about this he know he loves you and your soon-to-be baby though he's afraid that he...could be a good dad for them...A good father who will love them just like how his sister loves him. He doubts if he could truly do this...

You noticed it and comforted him through it telling him how he will be a good dad for them, how adorable and protective he will be.

"dear, you gonna be fine I promise...you promised to be with me all the time yeah?" as you rubbed his back

he nodded as he leaned more against you and hugged you tighter "I promise" You chuckled and cared for his hair "See, I believe in you...so please..believe in me too okay?"

".... baby..." he whispered slowly "I..promise I'll be a good husband too... I promise, baby." he said as he buried his face in your shoulder and hugged you tightly

The very next day the two of you visit the clinic together. He is more nervous than you are, just by waiting outside his hands can't stop playing with the token he always has.

As you held his hand all you could do was chuckle at his behavior. on your other hand, you cares his thigh calmly dragging your finger slowly up and down.

"You're more nervous than me dear, calm down it's not good for our baby~" as I teased him

After just talking with him about things to take his mind off whatever he was thinking the nurse called for us to come in

after some procedures and tests waiting

"Congratulations! You've been pregnant for about 7 weeks now" The doctor smiled and congratulated us happily.

As we exited the hospital and arrived at our apartment the first thing Aventurine did was hug you tightly as he sobbed quietly on your shoulder. All you can do is wrap your arms around him and pat his back gently as you reassure him and thank him for everything. For this little miracle, he has given to you.

The next thing you know you're already on the bed with his arms wrapped around you.

"Thank you" he said so quietly with his voice shaking and cracking that you nearly missed it.

"No... Thank you, Kakavasha" as you tighten your hold on his hand and look at him full of affection "I never feel loved more than anybody before ...and you know that as much as I do...so thank you for ...giving me the chance to...love you...to ...love our little miracle ..." as tears falls on your eyes.

Kakavasha knows your story, he knows how hard and how lonely you were before. He did start to be with you because he sees himself in you but seeing where the two of you are now, together, brings more joy than ever, and now a little bundle of joy will be part of your little happiness.

He held you tightly against him he said quietly "No...please...thank you...i..I dont know what to do without you...I...dear...my lovely angel...Thank you for giving me the chance to love you so so much... " Tears falls on his puffy eyes again "I... I promise...I'm gonna be a good husband...a good father....I'll give you everything...anything...so please.. please dear let me love you don't leave me"

The two of you both cried that night and slept in each other's arms not caring about the world, about anyone...just the two of you, just you and him.

That same night aventurine promised to himself yet again how he would love you, make you the happiest woman alive, spoil you more and more, make you his, love you and your little princess or prince with all his heart, and protect you more than anyone. even if it means his life.

Over the 9 months of pregnancy, Aventurine was the most overbearing, overprotective, over-anxious, and over just over everything when it comes to you.

Craving something weird? Done! He Bought a lot of it, in one swipe of his black card:).

Moody, clingy, angry, happy? Don't worry he handles you so well he's like over it a hundred times, and food is always ready~

Tired of walking? Don't worry, you don't even need to do anything at all. Dishes? he did that! Laundry? Finished already! cooking? Nope, he already has everything you need and wan't to eat! You can rest all day on the bed and even he massages your hands and feet all the time, after all, he is just one call away~!

Can't reach anything under or can't tie your shoe? No worries~ you do not need to he will bend his knees only for you~

Always wants to go to the restroom? He already has a lot of patience, toilet paper, wet wipes, candy, and water in one bag everywhere anywhere!

Back pain? Always ready to massage you with chair at his hand when the two of you go out

You are aventurine's princess and Queen , and you shall be treated as one all the way before, during, and absolutely after pregnancy~

Between the two of you, Aventurine is the most excited and nervous wreck about the coming of the baby; everything is already taken care of, you know. The nursery is already prepared, and he was the one who took care of every essential the baby needed. Toys, diapers, T-shirts, pajamas, milk, baby food, EVERYTHING is already taken care of by Aventurine, even before knowing the gender of the baby, he is already shopping every time he goes out. Every single detail of the nursery he hand-picked everything, and of course, you also got to have your opinion on everything he did, he loves you too much to leave you out of this special moment.

Don't worry Aventurine is always by your side every time, 24/7 when possible, at every check-up, every craving, every moody swing, every little thing, Kakavasha is always been by your side not even a single part of something in your life he has been missing throughout your pregnancy.

It was during your usual morning as you wake up and want to eat something so you sit up and drag your body downstairs calling out to him

"VAshaaaa" you called out in your needy voice

as you reached the kitchen you could already smell something heavenly. As Aventurine helps you sit down there the water suddenly breaks and Aventurine panics a little

"omg!! Oh my god!! DEAR! " he holds your other hand and looks at you in a panic face and voice. He calms himself down and immediately hold you runs towards the car and drive to the hospital.

As he was waiting for you outside the delivery room he was anxious, shaking, sweating while waiting it feels like forever waiting outside.

After the delivery, the doctors let him in to see you and his born child. The moment he enters the delivery room and hears the cries of his born child laying on top of your exhausted body holding her so gently he comes close to you and holds your hand as he touches the baby with his shaking nervous hand.

"dear..." his voice shaking and teary eyes only focused on your child

As you urge him to hold the child, all he can do is be careful with her as he unsurely holds the child against his chest onto his arms and carefully holds her like some fragile glass.

"she...she's so..small" he can't stop looking at her and tears falling in his eyes.

Aventurine smiles softly at you as tears fall on his cheeks.

That is the last view you see before you close your tired eyes to get some rest after.

After the discharge and the two of you going home with the little one in your arms, he can't tear his eyes away from his sleepy little angel in your arms.

"She likes sleeping just like you, dear" he muttered

You heard him mutter and chuckle at his comment.

"Though she has your lovely eyes, vasha" As you gently touch the baby's cheeks

The baby stirred in her sleep and opened her little eyes and starts crying as you comforted her and tried to coax her, it's at this moment, Kakavasha knows, again fell in love with you.

4 years later...

"Daddy!" A little girl ran to him as he took him to the ground

Aventurine can only chuckle as he kisses his little angel non-stop.

she chuckles "daddy! daddy! stoppp! we we gotta surprise mommy!!" with her little hands she tries to stop her daddy from kissing her cheek

"Right, right my little angel is so right" he kissed her one last time pulled her into his arms, and carried her as he walked inside their home.

"Well, mommy surely will be happy" he put her down on the couch as he prepared for the surprise for you and his anniversary...

"Wait for us here with grandma okay, little angel?" he leaned in close to his daugther "I'll go pick mommy up from work. can you give daddy a goodluck kiss, little angel?" as he leaned his cheek close and point his finger gently against his cheek.

She leaned in and kiss him three times in the cheek for good luck "mwah! Okay daddy!" As she giggled sweetly infront of him.

As you get out from your work he is already waiting outside for you with a bouquet at hand.

People whisper about a handsome-looking man waiting for someone to reach your ears and you already know in one glance who this rich-looking handsome man is.

"Hi baby" as you slowly walk towards him

"Hi dear, how is my favorite princess? " as he handed you flowers and kissed you on the lips.

"Is there something special today, Aven?" you whisper not knowing what day is today.

"It's our 9th dating anniversary" he whispered back as he chuckled to himself, clearly knowing you had forgotten thanks to your very busy schedule

With your shocked expression, you look at him with wide eyes and teary "I'm sorry...I'm so sorry baby, I forgot" You hugged Aventurine and pulled him for a kiss

"hmmm, since you hurt my feelings by forgetting ~ you have to pay~" he dramatically says with his charming teasing smile

you could only tiredly chuckle, and nod "so, what do you have in mind, Aventurine?"

He smirked at your suggestion as he leaned in, trapping you against the car and starting to attack you with kisses.

This startled you, you can only accept our fate in his lips.

Passersby looking at this display can only be embarrassed by passing by and pretending they don't see the two of you. Some are staring, some are saying 'lovebirds'.

A few minutes later, before he stops, he kisses your lips and stops the attack.

"That's your punishment~" he leaned in close and hugged you.

You chuckled by his display and hugs him back.

He opens the car door for you, as you enter and close the door you notice a box in front of your seat.

"What is this, aven?" you curiously asked him as he get seating on the driver's seat.

"open it" he teasingly smile.

As you opened the box there lays a beautiful necklace, it's not that extravagant just a simple silver pendant necklace with a simple stone on the front that matched the color of his eyes

"This is...this is so beautiful, kakavasha" you smiled

"Open it" he said

as you open the pendant, reveals a family picture of you, him, and your little angel in the middle. The next thing you know you start crying and keep looking at the necklace.

"Thank you Vasha" you whispered.

He starts the car and drives into places you both have visited in the past, each place holds memories of your long-term relationship with the man.

At the end of the day, you have arrived at your very last destination.

Home.

He opens the door for you and beholds your child with flower bouquets in her cute little hands. Looking at her you bend down and kiss her cheeks.

"Such a cute little Angel!" peppering her cheeks with your kisses, she only giggles and hugs you back.

She held your finger and led you to the backyard, where everything was prepared. A table for two, flowers, candles, everything you like in front of you as you turned around to see Aventurine who wears a new pair of suites now.

"surprise~" he says as he leans close and kisses you on the lips

you can only chuckle and kiss him back. "You already surprise me a lot... Thank you so much, darling."

Your little angel was picked up by your mother for the night. So it's just you and Aveturine in the backyard garden he prepared for you.

"So~ how did you prepare this? You sneaky huh~" As we ate and toasted our glasses.

"I...may have gotten some helping hands that is all~"

After eating, he holds your hand and leads you to the center as he plays your music and starts leading you to sway in a slow dance.

You slid both your hands against his chest then up to his shoulder and then locked around behind his neck, both his hands wrapped around your waist sometimes sliding down to your hips.

Both of you embraced each other in silence, not daring to talk in this peaceful silence. He looks you in the eyes and yours in his. His calm yet small smile on his lips, leaning in and kissing your lips gently, not in a rush, not in pressure just soft and gentle.

"Thank you" You break the kiss and whisper against his lips.

"I..should be the one thanking you..." he whispered back.

"Thank you for coming into my life... for a second chance... Thank you for giving me a sweet sweet angel... thank you for being such a good mom...thank you...thank you so much for coming back into my arms" he kisses you again and breaks a little while later as he whispers with a tinge of sadness in his voice "I don't even want to wake up if this is a dream or... in hell."

Chuckle by his confession "hell? If this is hell then I will always gladly follow you. I love you from heaven to hell, always remember that" as you lead and kiss him again with a little passion.

Feeling your passionate kiss he wrapped his hand tightly around your waist and his other hands behind your head as he kissed you deeply.

You wrapped your arms around his neck and let him devour your lips as he bit and explored your mouth against his.

He breaks the kiss as he leans his forehead against yours and looks you in the eye as his unsteady breaths and yours fog between you on this cold night.

He whispered so gently "I love you, forevermore, in our next lives and next"

"You're so cheezy today" You chuckled as you kept eye contact "I love you too, even in our next" you whispered back.

He kisses you again and again until he breaks it and makes space between your closeness. He looks you in the eye moves his right hand and touches your cheek as he tugs back a loose strand of your hair.

"Then may I have the pleasure to... become officially yours?" he says with a smile.

You can see in his eyes the feelings he has for you. The light reflects its softness against his skin and eyes. As you look in his magenta eyes shine bright, so full of life... so unlike from when you first met him.

You can only nod afraid your voice will break if you say anything now.

Kakavasha then lets go of your waist and takes two steps back as he kneels on one knee, pulls a small box out of his pocket, and reveals a customized ring with a simple yet elegant design.

"Will... You marry me, [name]? "

You looked down at him and giggled as tears slipped down your cheeks. "Yes, of course, only you dear."  

He slipped the ring on your finger and kissed the back of your hand. Then kiss your fingers one by one, kiss the ring he just slid into your beautiful finger.

"Mine, you're now officially mine"

He stood tall in front of you leaned in close and kissed your lips.

That special night spent with him feels so different from other nights you spent, not rushed, not possessive. Just your gentle fiance holding you, making you his as you make him yours.

Two lonely souls one from the past reminding him that this is real, that you are real. And a present soul he once lost. The soul he yearns for is now in his arms again.

'This is not a dream... Thank goodness...' As Aventurine thinks in the middle of the night looking at your exhausted yet satisfied face asleep in his arms. Holding your hand in his, feeling the ring he has been keeping for you. The ring that is only meant on your finger. The same ring he was planning to give to you in his last life...

'... You are now where you rightfully belong.' He pulls your hand to his lips and kisses it.

As he peacefully sleeps knowing he has you in his arms this time and forever with his little miracle.

That night, his usual dreams of seeing you in his arms as you take your last breath, on your deathbed, have changed into a vivid dream of you and his little angel side by side wearing the most beautiful white dress and a cute flower dress for his little angel surrounded by flowers and butterflies.

Calling and waving to him.

He can only smile sweetly as he runs towards the two of you.

[sparda-soully]

♡° •¡...Raiden (Jack) As Your Boyfriend..°|

How will he be like if he's your boyfriend?

A/n: Hello! It's been a while since I last posted. School's been taking a toll on me resulting in writer's block and procrastination 💔 But I'm back now and ready to write! Remember, these are my own interpretation and headcanons for him so please do not harassed me about them.

Also, this was based on Raiden in Metal Gear Rising Revengeance as I haven't played the other games yet (I will soon 😞). Obviously, him and Rose are not together as this is about you and him. Without further ado, I hope y'all enjoy this!

Acquanited to friends

Before the whole lovely dovey shenanigans and getting together, you and Raiden started off as closed off co-workers who would simply nod heads whenever y'all cross paths.

You were the assistant of Doktor who recently was transferred to Maverick Security Consulting Inc. (MSC) to check up on Raiden's status and health and ensure his body functioned properly before he was sent off on a mission.

It was more effective like this as Raiden wouldn't have to constantly go back and forth to Doktor since he has you now to check up on him.

Eventually, one day he'll end up with his wires short circulating which hindered his right hand, thus requesting your assistance.

So here you were, fixing the wires that connects to his hand from behind him. It wasn't that bad since you had a prior knowledge of Raiden's body and which wires meant what (Thanks to Doktor of course).

It was awkward. The two of y'all never really interacted unless it was a check up once a week but even then, that was standard procedure for cyborgs.

With sparks of wires connecting and screws tightening up, it at least soothe the awkwardness.

Eventually, you'll be the one to start the conversation in hopes of easing the tension between y'all.

"Are you okay?", you asked, averting your eyes back on his face. The cyborg's single blue eye suddenly blinked, darting back on your face. "Um yes, I'm fine", his rasp voice echoed in the quiet lab. You hummed in knowledgment before averting your attention back on his robotic arm. You analyze the various wires, making a few adjustments here and there, and placing them in their according circuits. The claws of Raiden's left hand subconsciously tapped along the pristine counter.

"So...how did Dok made you his assistant? You know he's kinda picky", he inquired, trying to break the awkward silence. Hearing your boss's name, a small smile tugged the corners of your lips. "Well he kinda brought me along when he saw me scavenging left arms of cybrogs", you chuckled at the silly story of meeting your future boss in such predicament.

Raiden laughed along side you, seemingly please with the rather summarized story. "Yep. That seems like him", he pulled his head back, letting his spikey, platinum blond hair flowed behind him. The palpable tension between you two gradually faltered when you begin to socialize. Perhaps this is will be a new start...

After that little fix up, you begin to talk to him. Whether if it's was passing by in the hallways and saying your hellos to him or talking about random stuff while making some repairs for him to ease the silence.

Usually you'll be the one to start up the conversation as Raiden is nervous of talking to you, distracted by his thoughts.

Bingo! A beautiful friendship blossomed!

Whenever Raiden is on a mission, he'll end up calling you on the codec whether if it's to gather valuable information or to joke with you while being in enemy's territory (he enjoys talking to you).

Eventually the small talks and quality time changed something within Raiden. He yearns for your time, to listen to you yap while he listen, or just to even see you in the headquarters.

He was confused with this revelation; he wasn't use to such emotions let alone for someone else.

Just know for the past weeks, Raiden was slowly avoiding you in order to sort his feelings.

On missions just hearing your name made Raiden staggered, unfocused which didn't go unnoticed by Kevin and Doktor.

Doktor will be concern about this, obvious to connect the pieces together whereas Kevin will be chuckling at this, teasing Raiden about it.

"Raiden! Are you okay? Your heart is exceeling off the charts when I mentioned Y/n-", the codec bluntly shut off when Raiden blocked the end of Doktor's camera feed. His pale cheeks were flushed in a hue of red. He could hear his heart relentlessly pound through his ears, making him squinted his eyes. The gears within his cybrog body started grinding against each gear, sparking a friction.

He took a deep breath, trying to maintain control of his body. 'No need to think about...', his mind stopped with an image of you flashing in his head. He groaned, muttered something underneath his breath before his cool facade emerge on his face. Shouts from within the base averted his attention back on the mission. He reach for his sword, gripping it as he prepare himself for battle.

It got so bad that you had to confront him about it while you were giving the usual check up on Raiden. You had to lock the door, secure the windows, and even block out any calls from the codec and phone just so you could properly talk to him.

At first, Raiden was brushing your concern aside, deeming it as just paranoia. But with you pointing out his willingness to avoid you for the weeks.

He remained quiet for a good minute. He could feel his heart gradually hammered against his chest as if trying to burst out and show you his love.

Reluctantly, he confessed his reasons. From the friendship to the crush he developed for you.

Poor dude was stammering on his sentence with his pale cheeks coated in red.

It seems luck was on his side as you accepted his love which made Raiden feel a myriad of emotions: astonishment, confusion, overjoyed, and ecstatic.

Despite doubt and concern creeping into his mind, a sense of hope siezed those negative thoughts. Whatever the future had for him, you will be by his side, supporting him no matter what. That realization made the ends of his upper lip curved into a small smile. Maybe the future wouldn't be that bad with you by his side...

Friends to lovers

Things between you and Raiden were slow. It took a while for Raiden to open up, let himself become comfortable around you. A relationship like this was new to him, so he didn't know how to act around you.

He was still shy, kept his hands to himself and never engaged in the lovely dovey gestured couples do.

So you can expect PDA was out of the door.

Still, you were patient with him. You refrain from your touches, only touching him when he allows you to or if it's reassuring him. Even if he seemed to yearn for it, you always ask him, fully respecting his boundaries (Respecting boundaries is so hot).

With your patient, assuring nature, he gradually became comfortable with your physical touches. Hell, he began to reciprocate his feelings for you.

Whenever he's yearning for you, he'll ask for your consent to engage in intimate gestures like hugs, holding hands, and even kissing.

He developed a need for your attention, your touch, your love. Expect him to appear by your side out of nowhere whether if you were at home or even at work.

He'll always visit your in your office or lab whenever he had free time or wanted to spend time with you. (He'll go as far as to falsely report he's experiencing malfunctions in his cybrog body).

PDA will be kept to a minimum as he's still shy about being lovely dovey around you in front of people. Holding hands and words of affirmation are fine with him, but kisses and hugs? A big no for him (Okay sometimes he'll allow you).

Behind close doors, he'll happily show his love to you. Spending time watching trashy TV shows to cuddling up your side and pressing kisses on your forehead was how y'all would spend your times together.

His love language is acts of service and words of affirmation with bits of physical touch.

Whenever it comes to cuddling, Raiden would be in his civilian form just so it'll be more comfortable for you to sleep. Depending on his mood, the way he cuddled is affected.

After a long day of work, he'll find the need to hold you in his arms. As you lay on his chest nuzzling away in his shirt, he'll play with your hand, intertwining his fingers through your locks (Fortunately his robobtic claws are deactivated in this form or else that would be a disaster).

Y'all would watch a cheesy romcom movie which has Raiden very invested in for some apparent reason, but it's cute to see him so focus in this silly movie.

Throughout some nights, Raiden will move around, experiencing a nightmare so please gently wake him up and comfort him.

He'll end up in your arms, nuzzling his face into your chest. He calms down when you're whispering sweet nothings in his ear as you play with his hair.

I could see him getting a day off of work just to spend the entire day getting a beauty treatment with you.

"Hold still", you muttered, tilting your boyfriend's head to the side. He muttered something about how cold it was before complying with your demand. Today was an off day for the two of you which was surprising considering the demanding positions you two held in MSC. Raiden was in his civilian form with the slightly darker lines etched along the ends of his lips to parts of his limbs and body, implying he was indeed a cyborg in disguise.

A pink headband pushed his platinum blond bangs back, allowing you to apply the green face mask on his face. A white robe concealed his body which was identical to yours. "And...there! All done", you mused, pulling away from him. Oh man, if your co-workers ever saw this, they're definitely be baffled for weeks. Opening his eyes, he slowly sit up with his back straight against the armchair. "Thanks", he said which made you smile. When you noticed he was going to get up, you immediately gripped his shoulders, pushing him back to the armchair.

"Oh no you don't! We're not finished yet", you playfully remarked. Your grip told him everything he needed to know, and he leaned back. You quickly fetched the some sliced up cucumbers which made him give you an unamused look. "What?", you sauntered towards him, raising your eyebrow.

"Cucumbers? You know I don't need it, right?", he stated but you quickly interjected. "Shhh, pretty boy. You've been working too much and eyebags are forming underneath your eyes", you pointed out, sitting right next to him. "So lay down and let me tend to you properly", Raiden rolled his eyes but leaned against the armchair. He shutted his eyes, letting the darkness engulfed his vision.

You placed the cold, moist cucumbers on his closed eyes. Your hands traveled towards his head, soothingly scratching his blond hair. A sigh of relief escaped his mouth as he pulled his head back. As you ran your fingers through his hair, you spotted a speck of grey strands. Your eyes softened as your eyebrows knitted together; stress has been catching up to him.

"You okay?", his voice snapped you out of your thoughts. You blinked then again before peering down at him. There you noticed he lifted one of the cucumbers, shining his right eye up at you. Ah, he must've noticed you stopped scratching his hair. "Yeah, sorry. Just thinking about something", you reassured him. He gave you a doubtful look.

You playfully scoffed at this. "Oh don't go giving me that look!", you leaned down, getting close to his face. You bop him in the nose clearly startling him. "And did I tell you to take the cucumber off? No", you mused, ushering Raiden to close his right eyes again. He obliged, not wanting to pry more into your conflicted thoughts. This was supposed to be a relaxing spa day with you with no troublesome thoughts plaguing your mind.

When you pulled your fingers back from his face, he immediately grabbed your wrist. You spared a glance down at him. "Stay with me please", he muttered. Your eyes softened as a small smile tugged the corners of your lips. "Of course, dear", you rested along side him. You placed cucumbers over your eyes as you lay back against your seat. Quiet breaths lingered in the air with a tranquil melody playing in the background. Today will be a full on spa day for the two of you.

Oh please this man will always have his nails painted in a creamy, white nail polish almost every week.

Whenever it's chipped during missions, you applied another coat no matter what (Sometimes Sunny will help out if she's visiting!).

He always forget to take care of himself, so you always remind him. Crusty upper lip? Boom, he has lip balm in an extra compartment in his suit. Lack of sleep? He's always gets called to your lab just for him to rest. Haven't ate? There's already a row of plates on the table waiting for him.

Just know his body will be shiny to the point it even distracts the enemies and it's all thanks to you! You always polished his cybrog body every morning whenever he's in your lab.

Since you're technically supposed to be checking up his body, you'll implement some features such as a heater if case of some cuddling sessions or....something more 🤭 (I'll leave that to your thoughts).

You want a dog? Bam! Congrats, y'all have Blade Wolf as your pet /hj.

It was a compromise the two of you agree with since having a dog right now will provide a challenge due to your demanding jobs. So here's Wolf serving as your guard dog whenever he's dropped by your lab (Wolf loves you so much and is greatly for both you and Raiden).

If such thing were to happen, Raiden would want a Borzoi for some reason. He claims they're cute and most likely discovered their existence through Sunny showing him dog videos.

When you discovered his alter ego, Jack the Ripper, during one of his missions, you were...baffled, confused about everything. I mean, Raiden told you bits of his past; him growing as a child soldier and being raise as a killing machine was surely not suited for a child.

Fortunately, you calm down his alter ego just enough that he'll stop shedding bloodshed for a good minute or two.

And boy, Jack the Ripper was the opposite of your sweet boyfriend. Ruthless, blood thirsty, and derange. He threatened to kill you in a teasing (or really?) way but goodness, that made you stay away from him for a good while (whenever the ripper was out).

But eventually, the ripper calms down a very slim bit and assures you he won't do anything to ya since y'know he's apart of Raiden.

He's pretty chill around you surprising, although he'll rant about Raiden and you in a positive....negative...neutral way? It just depends on his mood.

Jack the Ripper seems fussy if you don't really acknowledge him which makes him take drastic methods to get your attention. Sneaking kisses, breaking messing with your equipment, whatever just to get your attention. (But he means well....I think).

Despite all of that, Raiden as a whole loves you no matter what. He will do anything for you in a heartbeat, putting you on top of his priorities.

You changed him for the better, and he's forever in debt to you. He vowed to do whatever just for you to be happy.

All rights reserved!! | Please do not steal, claim, or plagiarized this as I put a lot of effort into this | Mar. 11, 2025 | ©Sparda-Soully

[am-i-the-asshole-official]

😴😴😴 (to find later) AITA for putting sleeping pills in my boyfriend's drinks without him knowing?

I know this sounds absolutely awful, but please bear with me.

Basically, me (27 m) and my boyfriend (26 m) have been living together for around five years, meaning we usually also sleep together. Or at least we try, since my BF suffers from terrible insomnia and reoccurring nightmares so bad sometimes he wakes up into a full on anxiety attack. He does go to therapy and has prescribed sleeping pills, but he hates taking them because he's always afraid that when he does fall asleep he's just going to have nightmares, (which also just makes him avoid sleeping in general even not including his insomnia).

Usually I try to help him by staying up with him, watching his favorite show while cozied up on the couch under a bunch of blankets and with a hot coco, or we do something else that he likes and helps him relax. I really don't mind, I love him and I love spending time with him. However, it used to be that he would fall asleep at around 3-4 AM, but as time went on he started staying up longer and longer, until at a certain point I literally had to start leaving for work in the morning while he still hadn't gotten any sleep.

This was an issue for two reasons: 1. Obviously, without me there he felt even less comfortable and had an even harder time falling asleep, sometimes staying up for even 48 hours (or maybe more, I'm not sure) just to wait for me to come back home so I could help him unwind again. 2. He actually started lying to me about sleeping while I wasn't home, so that I would go to sleep normally and let him stay awake because "he wasn't tired" even though I could clearly tell he was.

That's when I started getting seriously concerned and questioning him about how much he actually sleeps, especially since I could see it was affecting him more and more both mentally and physically. He was avoidant about the topic but I pleaded with him to talk to his therapist about it, to try and find anything else to help him. Apparently his therapist just told him to keep using his sleeping pills to help with the insomnia, and if they're not working she'll look into prescribing him stronger ones. Yet despite that he still insists on not taking them and just going to bed normally even though it's clearly not working.

To clarify: as far as I'm aware, he has no negative side-effects from these sleeping pills, he's never complained about feeling any pain or feeling worse after taking them or anything like that. Literally he only doesn't want to take them because he's just that afraid of going to sleep.

That's why whenever we stay up nowadays, I always add a small dose to his cup of coco, which thankfully has a strong enough taste to cover the pills (I've tried a small bit myself and couldn't tell a difference). Since I started doing that, he's been regularly falling asleep before 2AM and even though the nightmares still sometimes wake him up or make him feel a bit tired in the morning, overall he's been doing much better.

Still, I do feel bad about putting stuff in his drinks without his knowledge even if it's for his own good. I really wonder if I should stop, but I'm really scared that if I do, he'll start spiralling again. I want to help him and be there for him but I've already tried talking about it and it never worked. So, AITA?

What are these acronyms?

[wingedqueenlynx]

I wanna do my own Headcanons post about Arkhamverse Riddler cause I think he's neat and I wanna share my brain juice about him :3c

1. Ambidextrous.

Originally started out with a dominant left hand, he started teaching himself himself to write with both after getting jumped by school bullies. Which was further proved useful whenever Batman broke one of his hands lol

2. Ex smoker.

It's common knowledge that he did have an ashtray laying around in one of his hideouts in Arkham Origins. I headcanon that he wasn't a heavy smoker, just only having the odd cig here or there, but then quit soon after he went on the run and became the Riddler. Which makes sense for a guy who loves the sound of his own voice and is known to get loud- he'd hate the idea of his perfect voice getting raspy or subject himself to coughing his lungs out. But there are times where he gets the cravings for the nicotine during times of high stress- it would get to the point where he'll linger with the rogues that smoke in order to get the second hand smoke off them XD

3. Nearsighted, hatred for eye contacts and mildly light sensitive.

That basterd is blind without his glasses- anything further than 4 feet away from him will become blurry blobs. In Arkham Knight, he was seen with his classic orange round glasses- which turns out, the orange tint helps mute the effects of blue light, meaning him constantly sitting in front of computer screens for hours at a times had only aggravated his sight further.

He also hates the thought of putting in eye contacts in his eyes. He tried them once and hated the sensation of feeling them and the hassle of putting them in or removing them. It's probably one of the main reasons he lost the fight against Batman and Catwoman- he had no fucking clue where they were due to the lack of glasses, out of fear of getting punched in the face with them on lol

4. Poor blood circulation and scarred hands.

In every instance, we see Riddler throughout the games he always wore some type of gloves on his hands, and I believe it is not only just a style choice. If you shake his hands without his gloves on, they are cool to the touch due to poor circulation. He always had trouble warming them up, and it's even worse during the cold months in Gotham (or dealing with Mr Freeze)- with the cold hitting him harder as he'd feel them go numb with the cold. So it's rare to see him without them on.

When his gloves are off, you can see that his hands are peppered with cuts, scars and burns from all the injuries from either building or getting beat up. Which I do have a drawn ref of :3c

Really worn work hands. There is a new scar addition every other day with the way he progresses. Most is self-inflicted from his work or moments of frustration, unfortunately :/

5. Surprisingly good with kids.

In general, I hate it when DC writers give him the Cluemaster mentality when it comes to kids, regardless if it's his own or not. Like- why would he mistreat his own kid similar (if not worse) than what his own dad did to him or bully other kids? That doesn't make a lick of sense to me. He does have some morals- professionals have standards. He'd never stoop down to Joker's level. He's a villain, not a monster.

If a kid does happen to stumble across Eddie setting up a trophy or something, naturally, they would either turn around and leave the question cladded rogue alone or ask him a million questions. Eddie would definitely answer their questions and feed their curiosity, knowing that a child can still learn to be smart. Knowing that their brains aren't fully developed yet. I think he secretly loves it when kids are willing to learn new stuff, and if they somehow tell him a fact or a riddle he didn't know (which is extremely rare, but he plays along) he might reward them with a trophy lol

Just the idea of him having deep buried paternal instincts just scratches my brain very nicely. Like he'll easily play the cold, cocky and callous asshole around the other heroes and villains, but put a crying baby in the room and have everyone panic while he just picks em up and begins yapping about the blueprints to his non euclidean traps or how he can divide PI by 10 trillon digits. Face calm as ever and his smooth talking voice slowly becoming white noise and the baby is just out like a light. Then he hands em over to Batman like it was an accomplished task.

(Which I will give Ktjl some points, with hearing the audio clips of Riddler chatting with Little Ivy over the phone and becoming besties and supporting my headcanon. I'm glad they GirlDad coded him. He was great! Everything else in that game tho...... yeah..... I have my gripes.)

6. Bisexual disaster.

It's pretty common knowledge that Eddie swings both ways. Having an eye on both Batman and Catwoman trying to gain their attention by whatever means for at least one of them to acknowledge him. Unfortunately, his attemps of doing so only pushed the Bat and the Cat closer together instead, so those plans backfired. Maybe that's why he lashed out in Knight???? He couldn't have his either option /j.

And then there is his odd relationship with Crane. Either suggesting "toxic" sexual tension or bitter exs- no in between. Crane knows how to push his buttons, and Eddie can only bitch about it.

He yearns for human connection with a partner, despite Eddie being- well, Eddie. Always making a mountain out of a mole hill- a true Bisexual Disaster smh

7. His Daddy Issues (The Depressing one)

Alright. We all know this Arkhamverse Riddler trivia when it comes to him and his Dad, whenever it's brought up. Eddie won his class contest in school and yearned a 20 dollar prize for his efforts, he showed his Dad, he got hit and was accused of cheating. I know Eddie did say in his audio tape that he did, but I think differently. It wasn't up till that point in his childhood, his Dad was mostly verbally abusive towards him, and that hit set Eddie into shock.

I think he actually did win the prize without cheating. Just the trauma of his Dad putting his hands on him, put him into such shock from it- he somehow convinced himself that he did cheat, despite him knowing that wasn't the case. All he wanted was for his Dad to acknowledge that he wasn't a moron and was capable, but regardless if he won or not, his Dad would've done the same either way. Eddie was stuck in a "Damned if I do, and Damned if I Don't" situation with his father.

So yeah. Those are the few personal Headcanons I have for him. I do have a handful more headcanons, but I didn't wanna make this post any longer than it should lol

I love this greasy green loser- if you couldn't tell

[coffeegnomee]

Hi Gnomee hiii I really like your analyses and you have such a comprehensive understanding of relationships and the members of the server so I was just wondering if you have any thoughts to share on golden laurels (minute and wemmbu)... because I'm just a bitttt obsessed with them and I like knowing what other people think about them too so yeah.... :D

So i thought i had no thoughts until i started typing and didn't stop. I didn't start watching either of them until they joined lifesteal so i have almost no knowledge of their relationship before except that there was a betrayal in kings s1 and minute wore wemmbu's tiara until he returned.

which is like two very opposite and opposing emotions lmao. hatred from one betrayal that stops minute from ever wanting to team with wemmbu ever again. paired with caring about him so much that his absence when wemmbu had to delete his channel made him change his skin to wear a tiara.

and then they just barely interact or talk or do anything at all ever on the server.

but minute just has absolute and complete exasperated exhaustion and frustration over everything wemmbu does. wemmbu builds an orbital, minute is put out. he builds it again and minute stumbles upon it and is just flabbergasted wemmbu didn't think of someone flying in. It's like an elaborate cat and mouse, but the cat thinks the mouse is up to nothing until it runs out in front of him. and then the mouse gets caught laden with crumbs and just bans himself off, not to minute, but to 4c.

Minute deals with wemmbu quickly and swiftly. He knows that if he can put overwhelming pressure on wemmbu, that wemmbu will cave and quit.

which interestingly colors how minute deals with all problems on lifesteal. He'll often do, or at least think of doing, something that does overwhelming destruction to another's plot, and that's either something that is intrinsic to minute, or something that he's learned from battling wemmbu. bc it's extremely effective against wemmbu. or its just both. but i always wonder about how much his friendship with wemmbu made him the way he is. i wont ever know bc i dont plan on watching the old videos lol. but i like to think it's connected.

Bc like getting a mole on abyss and ensuring it ended before zam could break into the void at all, trying to BAN spoke in their conversation this season. these are overwhelmingly powerful actions meant to absolutely destroy the opposition and make them stop and give up. It's anything for the win, but when you throw golden laurels into the mix, it's everything to stop wemmbu from being annoying with his overpowered plots. It makes him quit and they can go back to being friends.

it is- ok, it is also i think just minute. if you watch his rlcraft play style, even without hardcore, minute grinds until he has overwhelming gear and armor, and then plays really safely against the bosses and wins with ease. It's a facet of how he plays video games.

and then wemmbu has the exact opposite play style. anything to make his life easier. "can i have a hint" .5 seconds into every wato room. He'll do a grind project like the orbital or like learning pvp and then use it all at once in his own overpowered plots. 50 hearts in one hour. killing anyone for no reason and using tnt to get people angry. He puts in time in the backend, but when it comes to the presentation, it's swift and absolute.

And then when it's defeated he just gives up. Life is easier that way.

and so they're so similar but so opposite. both are willing to use overwhelming force. but since wemmbu leans evil he leads the plot, while minute leans good so he's always caught flat footed, something, to note his play style again, he would naturally hate. So he tries to get ahead of wemmbu (and everyone evil) and stop the plot before it can happen, using overwhelming force if they show their hand before the presentation (trying to ban spoke).

but then. ok wow lmao maybe i do have thoughts. but then Every. Single. Thing. Wemmbu. Does. Minute. Does.

Wemmbu paves the way and gives minute permission to follow his darker tendencies to follow the whispers in his heart of what is cool, but maybe a little evil.

wemmbu builds an orbital, minute builds a death star. wemmbu builds an arrow cannon rail gun. minute builds an arrow cannon claymore. and then builds 10 more arrow cannons. wemmbu adds immortality to his presidential decree. minute adds an immortality switch to his presidential decree. and givens himself netherite durability on his armor, a minor version of immortality.

at least he didn't copy wemmbu in blowing up spawn with tnt.

minutetechnologies loves his technology, his silly little redstone technology. But before wemmbu did the orbital, minute only ever did pvp. it's like he limited himself, did what was acceptable to fit into the group of lifesteal, that is until wemmbu did something bigger and it opened the door to more opportunities.

But then again, minute is batman too. He takes the higher road, his voice waver about spawn being the target was just as important to his decision to kill spoke as the exploits were, at least in my mind. We'll see if he decides to bomb spawn next season, but I think we're seeing an upper limit to what Minute is willing to do, one that is much lower than wemmbu's upper limit. And that makes them an even better duo, in some ways their ideologies are the same, and in others they're completely different.

[queen-of-andor]

Usually I write about Jon's good points as a leader, so today I decided to write about some small mistakes he makes in ADWD JON I. Martin is a great writer because the first time you read Jon's chapter you pay no attention to those little flaws. It's only after knowing how his ADWD arc ends that you realise that the writer had planted the seeds for night watch betraying Jon even since the first pov chapter of his.

Jon doesn't act as the typical Lord Commander. He sleeps in the forge instead of the room of the previous Lord Commander and he rejects having a bodyguard following him.

We get to see Jon's thoughts in his pov, so his actions make sense to us. However, his black brothers don't have the same luxury as us, so for some of them, Jon is a green boy who wasn't ready to become commander.

It doesn't help that Jon simply ignores the southern lords who insult him by calling him "boy". We know that Jon doesn't want to show off and therefore he finds pointless to spar with ser Godry when the latter provokes him, but letting the knight insult him in front of his men without reacting doesn't do him any favors.

And it makes sense why Jon out of all people would tolerate such behavior in his castle. Because he wasn't born with the class privilege to expect that one day he would lead and order others. He was born with the bastard stigma and all his life he tolerated being insulted because of it.

With that being said, I need to state here that I do believe that Jon is doing a good job being elected as the Lord Commander during probably the most difficult era in Night's Watch history. But I also believe that Martin made Jon's ( and Dany's) ADWD arc about ruling so they could learn how to be effective leaders. No one is born ready to rule, no matter how great leadership qualities they may possess ( and Jon and Dany do have great leadership skills). So, I think it's very clever of Martin to also show his shortcomings as a teenage leader because once he'll return to a position of power in the next book(s), he will have both experience and knowledge from past mistakes to do better.

[eldritch-spouse]

Who would have the most sextoys, the biggest collection, Rinx or Vesper ? And who smells the best, Rinx or Cero ? Who would win a fight, Vorticia or Kalymir ? And who's the most unsettling for a human ? (My bet is on Livius 💀)

1) Vesper. Vesper wasn't exactly competing, but he does think it's very funny, to the point where he'll now hide certain parts of his collection from Rinx, to give him the false impression that the demonlord has surpassed him. It's like a secret joke. Even if Rinx wanted to claim the "quality over quantity" card, Vesper would still beat him, because he has intimate knowledge of what makes a sex toy good and what makes one excellent.

2) Cero. Pride is not to be messed with. Rinx has a plethora of perfumes, and he always smells strongly, there's a lot of diversity in his roster of fragnances and he makes sure not to stick to the same scent for too long. Cero has significantly less diversity, but all his fragnances are exclusive to him, made by producers who are kept anonymous, and are hard to replicate.

3) The thing with the Icons is that they're all at relatively the same level of power. This is part of what allows the Rings to be at relative peace, a rarity compared to Hell's political history. There's no clear answer to who would kill who.

4) Unsettling to look at? The title could go to Kalymir's gnarled face. Unsettling as in who inflicts the most fear? No clear answer, they can all effectively frighten their targets without much effort. Make no mistake, whichever one targets you will become your worst fear. Livius teeters on the uncanny valley of using what you know to frighten you, but the others are not to be undermined. Perhaps Livius scares humans more, in the sense that he's the one more likely to be out and about causing mischief.

[yanderes-galore]

Can you please do a yandere Skales concept from ninjago?

Sure! Takes place before he has a kid, of course.... Sorry it's kinda bad, I fell out of Ninjago and ran out of ideas for Skales :(

Yandere! Skales HCs

(Prior to Stone Army)

Pairing: Romantic

Possible Trigger Warnings: Gender-Neutral Darling, Obsession, Manipulation, Possessive behavior, Hypnosis, Kidnapping, Imprisonment, Dehumanization, Stalking, Delusional behavior, Forced relationship.

Skales originally was often considered ambitious and proud.

Like a true snake, he's been known to distort the truth and manipulate others using his words.

It doesn't help that he's also a Hypnobrai... a race of Serpentine who can hypnotize others.

When he meets his obsession, Skales main goal is still becoming the Serpentine King.

For these HCs, I'm going to ramble about behavior and less about plot.

Prior to being sealed in a tomb for the second time, Skales is actually intimidating as a yandere.

He's incredibly intelligent and knows how to plan.

If he wanted something, with just the right plan he could obtain it.

Skales is cunning when first introduced, always looking for power and ways to benefit himself.

If he was attached to someone... He's going to come up with some elaborate scheme.

He probably found you by chance, perhaps a friend of the ninjas?

You could've originally been held hostage for information on something the Serpentine were after... like the Fangblades or something... only to be saved later.

That's one way you could meet Skales if we're assuming you're a human.

If you're also Serpentine, then I can see Skales trying to help unite the tribes just to court you.

Skales isn't afraid to use underhanded tactics and trickery to get what he wants.

In theory, being a snake would help Skales with stealth.

Not as much as Pythor... but enough to elude your sight while he hunts you down.

I feel Skales, surprisingly, is difficult to get away from.

He's got numbers and hypnotism.

One look and you'll follow his orders.

With this knowledge and ability, I don't think Skales would have a hard time getting you to be his.

Plus, even if you got away, some of the hypnotic effects will still linger and allow him to track you.

I can definitely see Skales as manipulative and tactical with how he gets his beloved.

In terms of murder... again, I see Pythor more capable of that than Skales.

Skales seems like he has more bark than bite?

He's ambitious but isn't going to go into a fight alone.

Skales is more likely going to have another Serpentine do his bidding.

Especially if he's become king by this point.

Look... All kings need a spouse, yes?

He's simply looking for one... and he's chosen you.

It's been so lonely locked away in a tomb by the humans...

However, he feels he can find companionship with you.

All you need to do is drop your guard...

All he needs is a bit of eye contact and he'll treat you well.

I feel Skales would only be an intense yandere before he's locked away.

It's them he's driven by his want for power to become the Serpentine King.

You're simply a treasure he wishes to obtain before his rise.

Skales would probably wait to use hypnosis on you.

He wants to see if he can convince you without using his abilities first....

Yet you treat him like a monster.

Perhaps that's expected....

All you see is a giant snake stalking your every move... trying to abduct you...

Or maybe if you're a Serpentine yourself... You don't trust him and his ambitions.

Which, of course, makes Skales a little impatient.

Skales' obsession is probably the opposite of other yanderes.

He starts off as intense, no doubt kidnapping his obsession or even hypnotizing them to satiate his personal desires.

Yet over time he's softer, trying to make a 'relationship' actually work.

Another way I can see Skales as a yandere is delusional.

Perhaps he tries to convince himself that holding you captive under the effects of his hypnosis is better for you both....

This way he can live out his fantasies without you fighting him.

While ambitious and manipulative... I see him as more delusional than Pythor.

His ability allows him to make his own fantasies just with a bit of hypnosis.

Which allows him to be a bit more delusional than most.

He's definitely less violent than most... he just wants to keep to his fantasies.

Not like that makes what he does any less horrible.

You're still a captive.

Just a poor soul Skales can project his delusions onto...

You'll never truly get away from him...

Even if someone saves you... he'll simply track you down with the lingering hypnosis vision he put on you...

Once he's had a taste of the fantasy he made using you... He's never planning to let that go....

[etherealmaidenprincess]

I think I need to start a series of these random one-shot ideas.

Because I got another for Sonamy/Sonadamy.

Basically Amy(I think based off what she does in the IDW comics but I've only seen, maybe, panels off), working on finding new missions, pushing herself too hard, ends up cursed.

This curse is mainly, she gets near Sonic, she'll harm/k-o him. Via vision in a dream. It terrifies her so much she leaves with barely a note to everyone. Feeling physical pain of being away, part if it is the curse the other, mainly, is because she has to stay away from everyone to protect them. Fearing this curse could effect more than just Sonic if he falls.

Hiding in an empty factory/storage facility far away from home. Or is it? It's actually a place not too far but it's like the whole "hidden in plain sight" and in a deep part of the woods.

Obviously everyone, especially a blue hedgehog and an edgelord is extremely worried/on the search for their strong friend. Even more so because her Hammer is left behind. Which she hardly goes anywhere without.

*Insert journey here*

Sonic and Shadow eventually find her. Sonic, in cryptic nap dream visions, finds the truth. Calling out to her saying he's not afraid, they'll get through this and she's safe. Hearing her scream "stop!" in a way that is full of terror amd anguish. Her meek voice saying "don't step over the(curved) line". Gurl calculated exactly(ish) how close she could get to him without harming. She trapped herself in this gigantic circle prior as a safety measure.

This curse, connects to her emotions and she has build a transparent shield around her. Stepping out from behind a box into the light. Clothes torn, eyes tired and red from crying, lip red and arms shaking. Evident that she struggled to keep control of this.

Falling to the ground on her knees, refusing to let down the shield and for Shadow to not use Chaos Control. They do their best to keep her calm and talking. Tails comes in with an idea that if she's in a more comatose state, or deep sleep, that they can figure out a way to break this curse.

Amy slowly nods as Tails preps the serum and syringe. Sonic, noticing and knowing she is terrified, uses his speed to open up a nearby window, allowing the sunrise to peak through. Amy smiles as Shadow takes the syringe and Chaos Controls to her.

Gently holding her arm and keeping her calm. Being created to help cure Maria, picked up quite a few things when it came to medical knowledge. Saying things, in his more 'gentler' side, that they promise to find a way soon. Having her keep eyes on the sunrise as he injects the serum and watches her slowly fall into a deep sleep.

Shields go down and Sonic instantly is at her side. Saying, and rather firmly, he'll take her back to the base's medical wing. Tails advices to be careful. Meanwhile he whispers the same promise as before. Adding a personal time limit to ensure it will happen.

"We'll break this curse Ames, I promise. You're safe now."

[protectorcraft]

mutual liked the gripe post which reminded me to write it. okay hi im pyxis and im gonna talk about a trope the isat community falls back on a lot in writing that bugs me okay thanks

this is gonna be long and probably annoying so im putting it under a cut. open at ur own risk. heavy spoiler warning thanks.

okay. how do i start this. a thing ive seen in quite a few fics and theories, and its that the islanders are directly- and purposefully- responsible for their own disappearance. usually i see it framed as "the islanders made themselves disappear/attempted to wish away knowledge of wishcraft because it was dangerous" and like. hm! i dont think so.

take this with a grain of salt as ur local cracker but considering the framing of the island's disappearance- abrupt, sudden, disastrous- something everyone was talking about- the disappearance definitely falls more in line with the metaphor of some sort of disaster or, as is a significant theme in the game, colonialism/imperialism and the subjugation of cultures.

this was- 100%- not the islander's faults, and blaming them completely misses the point of the matter.

while people can say wishcraft is dangerous- and really, it is, there's no getting around it- it also seems like it was an important piece of the Island's culture and based off the few islanders we meet, probably used fairly regularly in day to day life. siffrin, for example, literally uses it on the regular without even realizing it. the knowledge of how to do it properly is probably pretty ingrained into the average Islander's brain. to them, it's just a fact of life! i mean, literally all the scriptures we see on wishcraft (and astronomy) ingame are written in the Islander language. they were The Experts on this stuff. (not to mention that this proves the knowledge was in the general public's grasp, even if it required knowledge of their language to learn about)

so it just doesnt make sense that they'd wish something so important to them away like that- sure there was probably discourse amongst them about the dangers of these practices, but they would know enough to know attempt something as risky as, say, wishing away all knowledge of their country or any one big thing. not to mention wishcraft is weird- technically speaking, siffrin's wish probably wouldve had a lot less effect if all the energy of the failed wishes hadnt culminated into their successful one.

and before you bring up how op the kings wish is- remember that a good 75% of the game is exposing all the ways the other characters foil siffrin, including the king. the king, who supposedly made a wish to freeze vaugarde- but did he?

a lot of the king's dialogue, when he isnt gushing about vaugarde and how much he loves it, is about his grief surrounding the loss of his own country. when given the chance, he'll grasp at any opportunity to remember anything about it, even if its putting trust in the hands of a stranger who is literally here to kill him for help. its pretty clear to anyone with a brain that he's not being ingenuine about this.

and, see, siffrin's true wish was masked over by their other wish. its one of the game's big red herrings. yadda yadda yadda how do we know that the king's true wish was really the "preserve" vaugarde, huh?

"where are you going with this we've gotten wildly off track" no we havent! get fucked! i think the kings true wish was the remember his country- and, yknow, there's probably a fair few islanders remaining. probably yearning to grasp even a fragment of their lost culture, hoping and dreaming and wishing for answers. not unlike the king, perhaps? perhaps a culmination of half baked wishes being fueled by one, fully formed wish?

yeah, you get where im going with this.

so perhaps wishcraft isnt quite as strong as we assume it is? that the soul intent of one person isn't necessarily going to give you godlike power in most cases- mind we're not quite grasping the full scope due to loops. Whole Situation. but that's not why we're here.

if the Islanders had enough faith in the rest of the world to provide them with their wishcraft knowledge- then i doubt they wouldve wished themselves or their knowledge away. nobody would do that.

and if the rest of the world did, indeed, have access to that knowledge, then there's a fair chance some other group could be responsible. a group who doesnt even recall their own responsibility because it's been wiped from their memories.

like, idk.... a more on the nose version how colonizer countries bury their own history of misdeeds from the general populace?

idk man. idk. just feels weird to me that so many people seem to have immediately gone towards the Cultural Suicide route for some reason. you have to be willing to acknowledge that the isat universe is definitely not the perfect, pristine world you think it is. and maybe folks just need to be willing to acknowledge the actual brutality the metaphor is alluding to.

after all, an entire island- all of its peoples and cultures- disappeared.

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Nsfw alphabet for Time Twilight and Wild please... I thirst hard

Can do!

NSFW So MDNI! 18+

Twilight -> Here!

Wild -> Here!

NSFW Alphabet- Time Edition

MDNI! 18+!

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

KING of Aftercare. Mans knows what he's doing. I originally was gonna say Twilight or Sky was, but the more I thought about the more I was convinced it's Time. He has the maturity and knowledge and patience needed to effectively and efficiently bring back his beloved from whatever subspace they fell into.

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

On his partner? Their eyes. They tell him everything he needs to know. Every little emotion that flickers across their irises he's reading. He's adjusting every single one of his actions to better suit whatever emotion is shining in those pretty eyes of yours.

On him? His thighs. Honestly. (Thought I was gonna say hands again, didn't ya?) He loves dragging his lover up and down the muscled flesh, hearing them cry out in pure ecstasy. Or feeling his lover grab at them as they struggle around his length, looking up at him with shiny eyes. Or supporting the weight of his divinity as they bounce up and down on his shaft.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

He cums a lot. Idk why I think this, but I just know it. And he loves cumming deep inside of you. Stuffing you so full it leaks out around him. He's got breeder balls, just so full and big and they smack against your ass every time he has you on your back.

There is something to be said about cumming all over his partner's ass though.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

He is the biggest sucker for semi-public sex. Especially in the forest. One of his biggest fantasy's is just chasing you into the woods and pining you to a tree. Just taking you right then and there, where no one can hear how loud you scream his name.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

He has a few lays under his belt. Whether we go with Malon is an ex, or a friend, or their in a poly-ship with reader, Time and Malon probably have slept together. So he has experience. He knows all the right spots, he knows how to use his tongue and fingers in tandem, he knows. And if he doesn't? He's so willing to learn.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

He loves having you on his lap, holding you close while your face to face, raising your hips up and down up and down up and down-

Anything that gives him that view of you. Your facial expressions, your chest sheening with sweat, your everything.

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

Serious. He's not very goofy outside of sex, let alone during. Maybe if Reader cracks a small joke, he'll smile, but other than that, he's focusing on every little action and reaction.

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

Now, this bad boy right here is...not groomed. Sorry not sorry, it had to be said. He has so many more things to focus on, pubic hair is like...third last on that list. When he does get around to it, it's very nice and trimmed. Perfect. But he lets it grow out for a little too long a little too often. As for color? It's probably the same shade as his head hair.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

you know that scene in movies where the main love interest coats the bed in like rose petals and candles and stuff? Time pioneered that. He is the second biggest romantic, second only to sky, and aims to please.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

Used to do it all the time. His adventure(s) were high stress situations and the ones where he was a teen? He needed a form of release or he would've lost his shit. Now that he's met you though?

Well sometimes he still does it to the thought of you, but most times he saves it because he knows the sight of you, dripping with his cum, is something so worth the pent up energy.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Breeding Kink.

Whew, glad to get that one off my chest. Even if we already all knew. It doesn't matter if his partner actually can get pregnant, it's just the principle of filling them up, over and over, and over again.

Also, loves edging. I feel it in my tits. He loves pushing his partner to that edge, over and over again only to rip away that pleasure at the last second. It just riles him up like crazy. That control over everything his partner feels makes every part of him just buzz.

Also also, biggest brat tamer. It's part of why he's so open to semi-public sex. If his significant other is being a shithead, he can just take them behind an inn and teach them a lesson :)

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

Anywhere that's private is a given. Rooms at inns, private bath houses, you name it. But he's also open to the not-so-private areas. Maybe just out of earshot of camp? Or perhaps in an alleyway? Down stream from where the boys are bathing?

There are just so many good options.

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

High stress situations, but that one is a given. But also, strangely domestic situations. Like ones where your cooking for him or where he's out farming while you occupy yourself with your little gardening corner. Coming home to see you, all dolled up in your little apron (Maybe nothing more-), welcoming him home with your habitual welcome home kiss.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

There's the perfunctory hurting you in any way shape, or form. But, I also think he's heavily against degrading. Any name is either followed by or started with a 'My' or some sort of praise. It has to be evened out in some sort of way to him. He refuses to let it happen otherwise. It just makes something in him shrivel up and cringe in disgust at himself.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

Honestly, prefers receiving. He loves giving, don't get him wrong, but something about seeing his lover before him, on their knees, with lashes soaked in tears as they struggle to take him? Makes his entire body just buzz in euphoric anticipation.

He's also loves giving too. And he's good at it. He loves teasing them with movements just firm enough to be felt, but nothing concrete enough to get them anywhere. Keeping them right on that brink.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

Like most of them, depends on his mood. But his favorite? Rough and Slow. Making sure he has every single one of his lover's reactions catalogued and that every future one is predicted before it even happens. If their close, he's ensuring his pace slows just enough. His tempo is steady but just enough to keep them at a buzz instead of the glorious wave of euphoria until he is damn well good and ready.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

He's open to them. Not his favorite, but when your on the road, sometimes you just gotta take what you can get. Maybe he's fingering you in the dead of night and hoping that you can stay quiet enough to not wake anyone. Maybe he's throwing a blanket over your lap and keeping you seated right where he wants you on his cock. Maybe he's letting you suck him off behind a tree while the boys are doing laundry or something.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

He's a little into risks. Part of the brat-taming and semi public sex. It just gives him that rush of adrenaline that keeps him buzzing. It's nothing like fighting, where he's constantly watching to save his life, one of the boys' lives, or even your own. No, this is something that he's allowed to relish in and let it run his brain for just a little.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

Days, Man has Stamina. He just knows it. He's going until his partner says otherwise. He's always down for pumping load after load into his partner. He's not letting up until the sun is bathing you both in it's perfect rays.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

I think he owns a few. Silken ropes to bind his lover's hands, maybe a gag or two here or there. A few plugs? Just to keep his darling full just a little longer.

If his darling is being a little extra bratty, he'll pull out the leather bound straps designed to keep them stretched and prone for whatever he deems an appropriate punishment.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

The worst. The absolute Worst. He is the biggest tease especially when it comes edging. Like I said prior, he's into edging. And that and teasing just go hand in hand together so well. So, yea, he loves to tease.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

Not overly loud. He's mainly low grunts and groans, any time he thinks he's gonna break just a little, he's muffling his voice into your shoulder or your neck.

If you really wanna hear him, give him a surprise blowjob first thing in the morning, before he has the chance to hide away behind his mask. He'll give you all the pretty noises your heart desires.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

If Reader were to bring up a threesome between them and Malon, he would probably do it, if only to see them happy. He has no interest in sharing, but if that's what his darling wants, then that's what it shall be.

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

PACKING HEAT-

He's got the girth and the length for a man of his stature. Thick and long, eight inches, eight and a half when hard, with a gorgeous head, redder than his skin tone. Littered with sensitive veins too. Also uncircumcised.

And I know I mentioned this before, but he's got big, heavy balls just full of cum waiting for his lover.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

Not as high as you would think. It's pretty average, maybe a bit below, but after a super intense situation, I think it's a given he's ready for a romp.

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

He's naturally an insomniac, so he doesn't fall asleep very easily afterwards. No, he instead spends his time watching you sleep, brushing back your hair and soothing over any of the marks he marred your skin with.

[gachagon]

I watched the newest episode of The Amazing Digital Circus, and yeah I can already tell this is gonna be a great show. I think it manages to handle both its comedy and horror pretty well without one being less effective than the other.

The pilot was great, but I really like that episode 2 shows us a better picture of the characters than what we already thought about them. I think the most surprising character who's development was made really clear was Pomni.

In the pilot she's naturally apathetic and also freaking out about everything, and the promo material with her included seems to follow that same track record, but here in this episode Pomni does what Ragatha's been trying to do with her the whole time! She consoles this cute little gummy gator guy about his own existence and stuff in a really mature way that we just haven't seen Pomni do before.

This episode is really about the fear of not belonging or having an impact on other people. The beginning nightmare sequence where Pomni imagines herself being abstracted versus the end with Kaufmo's funeral really shows that what she's most afraid of is that she ultimately won't have a place here at all, even if being there terrifies her.

I think Pomni has come to terms with the idea that she won't be able to leave or find an exit right away, but the fear of not fitting into her role as the Jester and doing the same song and dance for eternity eats away at her.

The funeral is a really good coping skill for all of the people in the Circus (minus Jax who just didn't go to the funeral at all) because it eases the fear of not remembering any of the people you spent all that time with, but also eases the fear of being forgotten.

I can imagine the idea of Gummigoo not remembering Pomni but still being out there "Out of bounds" is sad, but unlike the people in the circus he can always come back and in a weird ironic twist always has a place in the world he's in. And even if he doesn't remember Pomni, she'll always remember him and that's the really important part.

Also can I just say that I love this little crocodile/gator man T_T He showed up with such a silly concept but I think he really added a lot to the episode. It makes me wonder what would've happened if he really was allowed to stay in the circus despite not being real.

The episode has a lot of themes about being aware of your own mortality and why you're even alive and what purpose you serve. And in the end, for Gummi he was able to stomach the truth of his own existence with the help of Pomni, but he decided to just keep it a secret from everyone else up above.

After he gets "poofed" its safe to say he'll always still exist just not in the way Pomni saw him. And whenever Cain wants to use him for a future quest, he'll still have the same old memories of his friends and his "sick mom" who needs syrup, but the knowledge of Pomni and being Out of Bounds will not be there.

Is it better that he doesn't know what's out there? That his mother isn't actually real, and that he and everyone he knows is just 1's and 0's in a computer? Or is it better if he does know and is able to cope with that reality? Likewise, should Pomni really even worry about trying to leave this world she's been forcefully thrust into, or should she just go with the flow and accept her place as the Jester in the circus?

Truly an "Ignorance is Bliss" kind of story. We already know from this episode alone that the one thing Jax craves is chaos but that's not because he's fallen in line with being a rabbit in the game or because he wants to leave.

I think Jax is an excellent parallel to Pomni in this episode. Where Pomni tries to peacefully cope with her place in the circus and possibly coexist with the world around her, Jax wants to do nothing but cause as much disruptions as possible. Jax has accepted long ago that he's not leaving, but instead of losing his mind over it he's just become an incredibly selfish person who only wants to take his entertainment from other people. He uses his veneer as the trickster rabbit to cause as much problems in their journey's as possible all so he himself won't go crazy.

And even though in the end he's not there to witness what happens to the candy people, I think just having something new to think about is enough for him in a weird way. While Pomni struggles with feeling like she belongs, Jax has been there for a long time and his biggest struggle is "disappointment". It's being so mind numbingly bored that you forget yourself.

This is leading me to believe that what causes people to abstract isn't finding the exit or thinking about the exit, but that it's more personal than that. Abstraction seems to be when someone really truly breaks under the pressure of being in the circus itself. All of the members of the circus seem to cope with being in the circus in different ways. For Gangle it's drawing and art, for Ragatha it's throwing herself into all of the journey's and just immersing herself as an actual "ragdoll" who's going on quirky adventures, Pomni just potentially found her way of coping which could be trying to just help other people with their own baggage and being an ear to listen to, and Kinger has by all means lost his marbles so as long as he's not thinking about how hard it is being in the circus he's fine.

I think Zooble's is to just not go on the adventure's at all or maybe we just haven't seen how they cope yet. I'm guessing that Kaufmo didn't really have a coping skill, either that or it became too much and he abstracted. I think his obsession with finding an exit had something less to do with the exit itself making him go insane, and more about the possibility of him remembering something he wasn't supposed to.

He probably regained his memory in some way and that was what led him down the spiral into abstraction, looking for a way out in any way he could.