#he would HATE it there like holy shit
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jarvis put Nicholas AI Builds in Watcher World, home to the tallest rollercoaster in the Midwest, for enrichment purposes (<- on the precipice of yet another crossover, give it a few days to ruminate and take hold)
though why would he be Hatchetfield? idk!
#tropical's yapping#he would HATE it there like holy shit#horrible for his anxiety for his paranoia for his fears of being watched and watched and watched#He's about to put on the best soliloquy Watcher World has seen#a one man show!#I wonder how rare one man acts are since external conflict between two people or more is a lot more flashier? concrete?#something along those lines that would satisfy Blinky's need to pry (and bloodshed)#but uh Nicholas has a lot of stuff going on that could be appealing to some voyeuristic eldritch entity#just pit Nicholas against himself that just happens all the time anyway (though wouldn't that just lead to self-mutilation?)#(that's just morbid but also it's Watcher World of course it's morbid!)#hello can anyone hear me out here#hello? HELLO?!
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huge ginormous fucking pet peeve of mine in hannigram fics is hannibal not liking will's dogs. FUCK OFF. i dare you to say to my face that hannibal could not bring himself to love anything and everything that will feels love or fondness for. anything that is touched by him or breathed by his voice. will is an extension of him and they are one in the same. his whole control obsession and ritualistic behaviors would not apply to will because his love for him both stems from and is exacerbated by his inability to control himself around him. he cannot keep up his routines and patterns with will, because his desire to be seen and understood overpowers his reason. he wouldn't care about being covered in dog hair or caked in mud or bleeding out if it was in will's namesake. will is his own personal god. he loves those fucking dogs so much, not because it comes natural to him, but because they are part of will, and therefore loved inherently
#i think he obviously has his own preferences#and i do think he would be a little... nitpicky and moody about things#in his own personal time#and mostly playfully#he'd get a little irked at something#and will would be like hey if you dont want to do this its okay btw. you dont have to#and he would stare at him and just . no will i do not mind anything so long as it is in your company#and will is flattered because holy shit hes not a burden for once#IDK WHATEVER FUCK YOU GUYS#he would never feel real contempt for anything will loves ever. EVER#and i really genuinely dont think he'd take pleasure in controlling will or his desires in any way#thats like. the whole point#loving will means giving up control#letting someone else in and letting them see him with no restraint#he takes IMMENSE pleasure in seeing will take his desires into his own hands#to act on his wants and be honest with himself#because he loves will. and because the closer will is to his real self the closer he is to hannibal's#im losing the plot#i hate fandom control freak dom manipulative hannibal#is he like that. most of the time#YES#BUT NOT WITH WILL THATS THE WHOLE POINT FALLS TO MY KNESS#IF HE WERE TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM FINALLY HE WOULD NOT DO THAT. BECXAUSE THE WHOLE REASON HE WAS WAS TO GET MEANS TO AN END#TO COERCE WILL INTO BEING HIS TRUE SELF AND ACCEPTING HIS OWN DARKNESS AND WITHIN THAT HANNIBALS#CAN ANYONE HEAR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#hannibal#hannigram#hannibal lecter#will graham#charlieog
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* sometimes you have to hurt other people to survive.
#sometimes i remember how much hunter suffered and have hated this experience. and then i started to think#he had to kill. eat. and massacre lots of creatures. and they don't understand why.#why would a creature need so much food? or why is it so violent?#hunter had to do this. hunter was suffering because of the rot. and the rot made him hungry. they wouldn't understand it. no one would.#looks like listening to the same song REALLY does something#woah#i cooked hard on that holy shit#my art#vent art#<- looks like we have a new tag in this blog lol#rain world#rw#rw slugcat#rain world slugcat#rain world hunter#rw hunter#hunter slugcat
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After revisiting your "came back wrong" comic, absolutely wonderful btw, I came to a rather haunting realization.
Because it became true. But instead of Bloodmoon, it's Eclipse. And that's both much worse(for the characters), and much better(for the narrative).
Because both him and Lunar went through the same, and in a way seem to parallel each other, though that's probably me overthinking.
Both of them died. Both of them were blown to smithereens. Both of them came back after several months. Both found themselves in a body not their own. We've seen what they look like in every other universe.
Both of them came back wrong.
Lunar came back numb, quieter than before, with all their energy being a play. He came back running from unknown danger. They died a normal animatronic, and came back being more.
Eclipse is the opposite. He came back louder, erratic, full of madness. Where Lunar is running from unknown danger, he is sprinting towards it, not realizing the consequences until it's to late. Not to forget the star. Eclipse died being somewhat of a god, and came back as nothing more than a plaything, a puppet on a string.
In a twist of fate, they can relate best to each other now, and that might be the worst part for both of them.
Because what is there to do? Even though they understand, even though, one day, they might glance at each other and wonder "Do you feel the same?", they will never be able to confide in each other. Their relationship is beyond repair, and for good reason. Eclipse hurt Lunar, used and ab*sed him, and then blew him up.
This also opens up so much emotional baggage. What will Lunar think? Will he wonder "Do you regret what you did now, knowing how it felt?" Will a part of him feel the smallest bit of satisfaction? Will they ever be able to look at him at all, or will they forever hide away?
What about Eclipse? Will he feel guilty? He seems aware of the damage he has caused the celestial twins, even telling Ruin that he deserves what's coming for him, but he still showed no remorse when he talked to them.
I'm sorry this got so long, I am incredibly emotional about this right now, and I can't even begin to describe, how this makes me feel-
ANON OH MY GHOD /POS
DID YOU KNOW YOU HAVE THE BIGGEST FUCJING BRAIN EVER. DID YOU KNOW YOU'VE CONNECTED THE MOST PERFECT DOTS KNOWN TO MAN. HOLY SHIT.
LUNAR CAME BACK AS MORE AND ECLIPSE CAME BACK AS LESS BUT BOTH CAME BACK WRONG AAIAUAUAYAGAGGGHHHHHH
#asks#anon#other's thoughts and rambles#THIS IS LITERALLY#I'M . OH MY /GHOD./ I CAN'T EVEN LIKE STRING TOGETHER A COHERENT SENTENCE TO TRULY EXPRESS HOW MUCH I ABSOLUTELY ADORE YOUR THOUGHTS HERE#UR LIKE ABSOLUTELY CORRECT ON THE PARALLELS BETWEEN THEM OMG. I WAS ACTUALLY LITERALLY TALKING ABT SMTH KINDA SIMILAR 2 MY FRIENDS ABOUT HOW#-ECLIPSE IS PROBABLY TAKING LIFE SO BADLY RN BC—JUST LIKE LUNAR—HE ACTUALLY /REMEMBERS/ DEATH#HE HAS EXPERIENCED LUNAR'S 'DIED AND CAME BACK' SITUATION FOR HIMSELF AND HE DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO COPE WITH THAT#AOOUUGGGGGHHHHH#/AND UR POINT ABOUT HOW SIMILAR THEY ARE NOW BUT HOW MUCH THEYD HATE THAT/ UUGGGHHHAAAAAAAA#i'm gunna DIEEEE anon your mind is huge. holy shit. oh my ghod#if the world was a kinder place then they would have been closer than ever bc of this but instead they have never been farther apart :((((#absolutely insane and git wrenching ramble anon ily forever.....#sun and moon show#the sun and moon show#tsams#sams#sams lunar#sams eclipse#lunar#eclipse#long post
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Loki - Season 2
details + speedpaint undercut!
Details!
Actually super proud of how this one turned out!
Speedpaint!
Funny story, i started playing marvel rivals and i main loki right, so i was looking at his skins and was like oh wow these loafers are so ugly i wonder if they're canon... So i proceeded to watch both seasons to confirm that indeed his loafers are so god damn ugly
Worktime: ~9 hours (not incl sketching)
#loki#loki series#loki season 2#kiwikiwisketch#ok like#imma be so fr#loki season 1's ending SUCKED to me#like genuinely wtf#i hated it so much holy shit#but season 2 saved it honestly#a lot of the better parts of the show were so minimal it pissed me off#i would like to see more of the aligator#he's fun#season 2 i think was ok#the ending felt really good#the selfcest-esque thing was a little weird tho ngl#like eughhhhh brother eugghhhhhh#ok enough rant#if you read so far you're a real one#marvel rivals
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band au rahhhhhhhhhhh
#i wanted to draw the other guardians too but this would be a good start#ok so#tsuna starts his band. yamamoto bass and gokudera keys and tsuna suprisingly drummer and also lead vocal. reborn appears out of nowhere-#being “youre not your full potential so i will drain you till youre like a fish in a dehydrator until you become the best out there.”#thats about it#but i just like how drumming singers are like extremely good music people because drumming is already hard. and singing too???#absolutely insane i might say. tsuna would do this (bc reborn told him so)#he does not want to be the best but reborn exists in the paro for a reason#reborn is like maybe a famous musician who faked his death then did whatever he wanted to do while he was “alive”. then he got tsuna as his#apprentice and so so. oh yeah also whiplash (the movie) reference bc holy shit its so good. for me at least. and reborn would make tsuna go#that kind of crazy. like training until drenched in sweat from morning to night or whenever hes available. bc he knows he has potential#he just need someone to push him beyond his expected limit#btw 8059 implied#gokudera joined the band first bc yeah then comes yamamoto for fun as he had to rest from playing baseball a bit too enthusiastic#gokudera hated him so much for like being dumb??? (the goofy ah laugh) but then the two dated even before reborn made a move on tsuna#its very funny but they work it out#i was also thinking if the band ever do solos or do something not as the whole band 8059 will have their own album. itll be great#for genre im not sure?? lets just say alt rock electrojazz????#no idea but maybe ill make a playlist. maybe#sawada tsunayoshi#reborn#yamamoto takeshi#gokudera hayato#8059#r27
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she max on my verstappen till i 4x wdc
#.txt#i keep saying shit like this irl my dad HATES it 😁😁🌸🌸#so im torturing him w it bc he kept telling me max wouldnt become wdc this year (which would send me into ocd spirals 😑)#so now i get to bully him BACK 😁🌷☀️☀️☀️#holy fuck just a few posts and im already feeling it /pos#max verstappen#f1#las vegas gp 2024
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update watched yuri on ice eps 5-9 and im freaking out cause:
YURI ACTUALLY SAYS ALL THIS IN CANON???:
“I want to be hated as the man who took Victor from the whole world!”
*touches foreheads together* *intense eye contact* “Don’t ever take your eyes off me”
“I’m the only one who can who can satisfy Victor. I’m the only one in the whole world who knows Victor’s love”
“With my coach, Victor, I’ll win with the power of love!”
“I’ll show my love to the whole of Russia”
THEN THERES ALSO:
Victor half naked slumped on yuri cause he had too much to drink...then the pic being posted everywhere LKASJDF
Victor hugging yuri while watching performances
Victor FLOPPING ON HIS BED WITH YURI TAKING A NAP TOGETHER??
VICTOR SHATTERING YURI’S HEART AND THEN ASKING IF A KISS WOULD MAKE IT BETTER IM-
-YURI JUST ASKING FOR HIS SUPPORT AND PRESENCE IN RESPONSE AHH <333
YURI SLAYING THE PERFORMANCE, GETTING AN INSANE HUG THAT KNOCKS HIM OVER, AND WAS THAT AN ALMOST KISS/REAL KISS AINT NO WAYYYYY
YURI SLAYING ANOTHER PERFORMANCE, VICTOR KISSES HIS SKATE ON CAMERA?????
THEY LITERALKU HAVE A COUPLES REUNION AT THE AIRPORT???
Then…then…THEN Yuri asks Victor to be his coach until he retires AND AND ANDDDD VICTOR TAKES HIS HAND OFF HIS SHOULDER…me expecting him to let go and then he HE FUCKING KISSES YURI’S HAND AND SAYS ITS LIKE A MARRIAGE PROPOSAL??? Then he says “I wish you’d never retire” HELLO???? WHERES THE RING??

#blu liveblogs#yuri on ice#yoi ep 5-9#guys im head in hands /pos cause this cannot be real like#i saw everyone saying it gets gayer and i was like ok bet right#then i was like#jaw drop after jaw drop AFTER JAW DROP BC. HOLY SHIT.#oh my GOD#i just#i cant even form coherent thoughts rn#not yuri having a breakdown and feeling pressured by the world hating him for “stealing” victor away from the world and then#gets an instant boost by empowering himself cause damn right he DID steal victor implying victor is HIS then he fucking goes and#and makes intense eye contact with victor HRAJNSLDAKJF#literally mentions victor's love or some variation of it at least 5 times#then omg the part where he cried i was like omg yuri you poor baby#then victor fucking says WOULD A KISS MAKE IT BETTER? a kiss GUYS a KISS???? yes because thats totally nformal for a coach#yuri just asks for his support and presnce and i was like omg lovee that part#yes yuri you go slay that program after crying it does in fact feel better after you've had a good cry#then THEN thennnn HOLY SHIT VICTOR JUST. KNOCKS HIM DOWN WITH A HUG AND THEN TEHRES FUCKING SLOMO OF AN IMPLIED ALMOST MOUTH ON MOUTH KISS-#SCREAMS#does victor just lose it anytime yuri pulls some move that he would do too#THEN HE PULLS VICTOR IN BY HIS *TIE* TOO AT SOME POINT IDK I FORGOT BUT OH MY GODD#and also VICTOR. KISSING. HIS. SKATE. oh my god. my dude. ON CMAERA??#i need a better phrase than the 'gay sex is less gay than whatever the hell these two have going on' but its literally the whole show like#oh my god and when they were running with each other with the glass in between them at the airport...and then yuri runs into victor's arms.#then they have some sort of indirect gay af marriage proposal holy shit im#i need a moment#i also love that russian yuri gave yuri the katsudon pirozhki that was so sweet#and v thoughtful of his grandpa too#also the classical music fan in me is happy with the music xD
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GOD I would HATE to be stuck at a family dinner with them 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I would NOT fucking survive, the vibes alone would do 1000 points poison damage to me 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Also JUST. JUST.
THE VIBES. ARE RANCID. SHARENA DARLING YOU DESERVE SO MUCH BETTER THAN THIS (ALFPNSE TOO BUT DEAR LORD. Sharena LITERALLY was just told to Don't Speak Unless Spoken To RANCID. RANCID FUCKING FAMILY)
#I SAID I WOULDN'T DOCUMEBT THE WHOLE THING. BUT COME ON#gustav hits alfonse with the 'and' 😐🤨 and if i were him i would be internally exploding instantly.#HENRIETTE HITS ALFONSE W THE 'he missed you soooooo much 😊😊😊😊😊😇😇😇' and BY GOD. IF I WERE ALFONSE#i would SHATTER. LIKE GLASS. INSTANTLY. WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#my BITCHASS FUCKING BAD WHO'S BEEN SILENT TREATMENTINF ME FOR GOD KNOWS HOW LONG#BC I HAD THE AUDACITY TO MAKE A CHOICE?????????? BC I DARED HAVE AUTONOMY????????? FREE WILL???????#ohhhh my god and sharena. SHARENA. DARLING. BELOVED. DEAR. how have you not SNAPPED#girl if i were you this would be my villain origin story.#i mean. if. moe is anything to go by.#gooooddddddddddddd.#HELP THE TYPO IN MY TAGS.... OF 'BAD' INSTEAD OF 'DAD'....... freudian slip. but am i wrong#GOOODDDDD BUT. HAVING. EYES. THAT KNOW. EVERYTHING. THAT HAS HAPPENED SINCE#INSANE!!!!!! INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bc i DO ACTUALLY BELIEVE HENRIETTE NOW??? WHEN SHE SAYS THAT ABOUT GUSTAV?!?????#SHE'S. the ONLY person in the goddamn fucking WORLD. who would know this. who would be able to read this. what the FUCK#but like THAT STILL DOESN'T MAKE HIM ANY BETTER...... gooooddddddd I HATE IT. HATE IT#when the love IS there it's just fucking stupid bc nobody here is normal. about anything. making an endlessly complicated situation#type of shit that has made it so i never believe that anyone genuinely likes me. type of shit that makes me never believe an 'i love you'#UNLESS. if it's from my sisters i trust them w my entire heart. but holy shit it actually took them directly stating it#AS. AN ADULT. AT THIS TIME. for me to actually believe it. and fully actually accept it.#HELP AND ALSO... EVERY TIME GUSTAV CALLS ALFPNSE 'Son.' IT'S.. SO FUNNY TO ME IDK WHY#i just read it in that one voice/cadence. of that katamari post. my gay ass son who i hate. HELP#i need to find that again hold on#but first#fe alfonse#sharena#fe henriette#fe gustav#book 3 replaying#feh
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My dad as of late: Did you know Ben Shapiro is a jew?!
Me on the inside:

#jumblr#jew by choice#jewish conversion#personal thoughts tag#he's not doing this to be an antisemites but more like 'i think you and he share common ground (judaism)'#dad PLEASE. ben shapiro would hate everything about me 😭😭😭#dad you probably cannot name a jew that i would be shocked to know that you know they were jewish but i didn't (lighthearted)#i feel confident i could name jews he had no clue were jews though#i'm going to start naming a bunch of celebrities that are lutheran and go 'HOLY SHIT???!!!!' (lighthearted)
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I want to smooch Garrett Thief SO BAD.

PLEASE OH GLORIOUS MASTER BUILDER ONE CHANCE.
PLEAAAAASSSSEEEE.
#love you garrett master thief#master thief garrett#thief tag#thief series#thief the metal age#garrett thief#thief the dark project#thief gold#og garrett#like PLEASEEEE just one chance klepto keeper boy#i would let him do unspeakable things to me#if thief gets a remake by Nightdive I will ascend to the fucking heavens bro#he’s so hot#like holy shit#as a genderfluid transmasc I am SO GAY for him#pls one chance#i would die for him#I don’t care if he would hate me I need to kiss him#i need him#so badly#like someone sedate me pls#i want him#*gives thyself whiplash* GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER WAFFLES HE ISNT REAL.
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okay I now can elaborate on the thoughts I was talking abt in the tags of my last post-
Jamil has always hated being touched, and physical contact in general. He was raised around kalim, he's had enough hugs for a lifetime, thank you.
well, that is until he started dating Azul.
Azul is very clingy. Physically, at least. He is an octopus, after all. He finds comfort in just, having any kind of contact with someone. It keeps him grounded and focused. So once he has permission, he can and will hang off of Jamil every chance he gets. Jamil doesn't like holding hands (because his training has instilled the need to constantly have them free just in case) so Azul hangs off of his elbow. If they're in class, Azul either has his hand on top of his arm or his hand.
and Jamil realizes... he doesn't mind it. In fact, he enjoys it. Way more than he thinks he should in fact. It relaxes him so much that it almost unnerves him (the first time he found himself dozing off while Azul laid in his lap doing god knows what he quite literally shoved him off in shock.)
belatedly, he figures out that he is in fact, VERY touch starved, he is just very particular about how someone touches him.
it's silence. He likes silence. Azul rarely ever talks when he's laying with him, usually doing other work or something for the Monstro lounge. When kalim would run up and hug him, he knew it just meant he was about to be bombarded with questions and ideas and statements and work. He never gets to relax with Kalim. It always came with noise, with chaos. While being around Azul was like lying on the beach, with nothing but the soft crashes of the waves to bother him.
(Of course, this wasn't every time. Azul was still a schemer and quite annoying, but he quickly learned that if Jamil wasn't in the mood to entertain his ramblings or schemes, he'd simply shove him off of his lap. It always made Azul quite disgruntled, but he'd take the hint and shut up.)
This also lead into another thing: Their forms of nonverbal communication. Azul and Jamil could easily have a whole conversation from opposite sides of a room when they got along. Jamil knew all of Azul’s little ticks (like whenever he fucking clicks, something he learned was an octopus thing (which begged the question of how the fuck he made that noise in his human form-) or when he randomly slaps Jamil or the twins, who then immediately told him it was a sign of affection and he should be immensely flattered over (apparently it was something he only ever did lightly with friends, which he has concerningly little of. But Jamil doesn’t know if he has much room to talk on that front.) and Azul knew Jamil’s. Azul almost knew his too well, in fact, but every time Jamil tried to ask him about it he was simply met with some comment about how ‘he simply couldn’t keep his eyes off of him.’
Jamil still didn’t like people touching him.
Azul was an exception though. And he was quite happy about that.
#Holy shit this was WAY LONGER than I meant it to be-#Azujami#jamiazu#twst#twisted wonderland#jamil viper#okay so this was just#An idea I had#Idk I love taking like little ideas and running with them#Also just. Listen. They would be SUCH a strong couple#Azul is right they probably could take over the world together#But anways#i think that Jamil should be allowed to be a sap for Azul more#I want more content where Jamil’s like “I hate almost everyone but this bastard (affectionate) wormed his way into my heart#And now I tolerate (like) him.”#He’d remember the small little details (bc he always had to to save his life before)#also more feral and pathetic Azul propaganda#If your gonna make them mermen STICK TO IT#Azul has THREE HEARTS BLUE BLOOD and sharper front teeth that look a lil bit like an octopus beak!!!#The potion only makes them look human#Everything internal stays the same#Azul blushing blue propaganda
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no one will evr understand them like i do .... nobdoy will ever write them ciorrectly .. because they should nto be together at all they hate each other and would be horrible in a relationship but something deep and twisted inside me says they must for the plot. and i simply must consume ..... but no one does it right except 1 guy ive read.
#no i will not clarify bc i am embarrassed#LMAOOOOOO#these 2 tho. so fucked up. should not be together. most unhealthy relationship ever holy shit#but i need them to . just for my enjoyment.#they canonically hate each other and in no universe would they ever like each other especially with what one did to the other#but my god ...... need them to be in an unhealthy relationship like so bad#LMAO#brainrotting over them rn#i dont even necessarily ship them . i just need them to be in the situation for my mental narrative#like i said they would be horrible together#nobody i know will agree with me on this im certain so im just being so vague#me and my little stupid guys in my mind#ideally their relationship would end up with the shitty one dead#like#technically he's canonically dead tho we never see him die from my knowledge#but hes never come back#fucked up relationships drive me wild and i dont understand why#spilling my guts out bc i never ever say shit like this#i hide this aspect LMAO i dont want people to hate me for enjoying a bad relationship dynamic in fiction#but WHATEVE R!!!!! ID ONT EVEN CARE ANYMORE !!!!!!!!!!#all the fics i read make them NORMAL#no i need them to not be healthy#i need them to end up hating each other again#i need them to be fucked up#LMAOOOO#local aroace idiot obsesses over wildly unhealthy fictional relationships not clickbait#i keep adding tags bc idont wanna reblog#smthn smthn giving him a chance despite everything he did to u when u first met#and realizing he hasnt changed and never will. hes a genuine monster n nothing u do or say will change that#I RAN OUT OF TAGS FUCKKKKKKKK. FUCCKKKKKKKKK. uhh yeah . going to be scouring ao3 for any fics that match my narrative wish me luck
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being in the DS9 fandom, you'll discover there are so many ways for people to be wrong about julian bashir
#wow i don't like a lot of you#baffled at how a predominantly autistic fanbase can be so contemptful of autistic behaviour#buddies i think you're the ones who are cringe. see i cringe WITH julian not against him#and not even just that#theres the ''julian is stupid about everything that isn't medicine'' thing#fuck you that man is a starfleet officer and he's a genius. i saw him fix a console and i was genuinely surprised because of this shit#''julian is stupid'' ''julian is annoying'' ''julian is insufferable'' ''julian deserves to be bullied'' and so on and so forth#wow. i hate. all of you. and based on the way y'all talk? you guys would hate me too#oh and worst take of all. like on a moral level:#''julians parents were in the right for doing what they did. its natural for a parent to want to have a normal child''#and other such ableist takes. literally i have seen people like that#i saw somebody baffled by that ep being like ''what did julians parents do wrong. they helped him. what is julian upset about''#and holy shit. that is. so fucked up#besides all that. the way the fandom and the show is mean to julian pisses me off#Why Are His Friends So Mean To Him#i have this brain thing where i take criticism of julian bashir as a personal attack. its called autism#sometimes an autistic-coded character in star trek will say something the narrative has deemed as Wrong#and i can tell thats what im being told because i understand media language but im still baffled like ''Whats The Problem''#spock. data. seven. julian. and its like... actually guys its everybody else who is being weird and mean about this#i do find it a little sad knowing that if i existed on DS9 that o'brien and kira wouldn't like me. like damn. i like you guys#anyways i have a lot of the DS9 fandom blocked because they got me at risk of developing a wee chunk of self loathing. and i refuse#i wasnt raised to feel shame how dare you
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If you were around during my Bnha era like 6 years ago you’ll know that I can’t fucking stand villain deku aus. Anyway unrelated to that non-Newtonian is so fucking good
#honestly this is the only villain deku au that doesn’t make me wanna rip my eyes out within the first chapter#probably bc it’s focused on shouto#I am a little disappointed they gave deku that stupid vest tho#they had him show up in a tshirt that said VILLAIN on it and I was like holy shit You Get It#but I spoke too soon 😔#can’t have everything tho bc it really is very good#I’ll see how cringe deku gets when he has more speaking lines tho#and I’m still not sold on deku but he’s cute he’s cute#on chapter 23 btw#anyway.#from someone who hates villain deku. would recommend#it’s probably super popular tho like idk maybe everyone’s read it already and I’m the last one#.txt#bnha#fanfic
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it'd be great if adults could act like adults instead of like immature children
#why is your first approach to frustration to start talking shit about everyone that doesn't 100% agree with you on everything#and calling people cowards for not picking sides#and suddenly being all friendly and besties with someone you have talked shit about for months because everyone else got annoyed#this isn't about anyone on here - it's all irl drama#this one person has a habit of not communicating with anyone#or owning up to things when he's in the wrong#it's always immediately and extremely someone else's fault and never never his#congratulations you've destroyed most of your friendships and now you're actively trying to ruin people's lives#i was so content to not talk to him anymore but now he and his friend are being so horrible to people for literally “not picking sides”#there are no sides stfu#i expected him to talk shit about my best friend because they live together#i didn't expect him to be talking shit about our mutual friend who is literally the kindest and most emotionally mature person we know#or to suddenly be besties with someone he has vocally hated#im so tempted to reach out to that person for the first time in a year and let them know he's the one that turned people against them#like my reasoning was very personal and originated from several years ago but the moment other people got annoyed at this person#he immediately would not stfu about them#sorry folks im livid#and I've tried so hard to help him out with things too#i spent so many hours and so much money making sure he'd have somewhere to live amd could do shit safely#i knew he'd talk shit about me for “taking the wrong side” but holy fuck
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