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Sometimes I am so overwhelmed by my fondness for Phoebus Apollo.
Re-reading the Iliad is always such a treat for me because I just love seeing Apollo's arc parallel Achilles' so entirely. There are a ton of examples I can pull from but I'm mostly thinking of that very first argument between Achilles and Agamemnon about returning Chryseis and how Achilles accosting Agamemnon quickly gets derailed when Agamemnon threatens to take Achilles' own prize from him (which prompts Achilles to say that his hard work isn't being respected, that he's earned this, that the men themselves agreed to let him have Briseis and Agamemnon doesn't have the right to overturn their communal decision, that he'll take his men and leave if Agamemnon refuses to respect him and the men out there dying on Menelaus' behalf of a plague propagated by his unworthy brother of all people) and how that comes around in Book 21 when Poseidon levies a challenge at Apollo's feet for more or less the same reasons but Apollo flat out refuses to lose sight of his purpose in the war. Even after Artemis herself calls Apollo's pride into question and tells him that if he chickens out of the duel, he better never boast again, Apollo refuses to fight against Poseidon, very staunchly citing that, to the gods, to him, the war is a job, that it is mortals who are emotionally invested in the outcome of this battle and that their squabble is not worth disrespecting his uncle over.
And I love that so much because if any of the gods had a reason to be as petty as possible about this war, it was Apollo. Disregarding how much he adored the royal family, disregarding how much he adored Hector specifically, two of his beloved sons were brutalised by Achilles, the premiere Greek fighter, his temples had been sacked and defiled, his image was being completely disrespected and yet, despite everything, the one line he refused to cross was taking out any of the frustration he was feeling on his family - even if it was the uncle that was openly and frequently disparaging him and antagonising him.
And I just think that's so so neat.
#the iliad#ginger chats about greek myths#ginger rambles#I think it's so funny how people like to compare Achilles to Apollo and do the whole 'they're not so different Achilles and Apollo' thing#When realistically Apollo was the exact and perfect opposite of Achilles which is why he was such a fucking fantastic opponent for him#Unlike Achilles who let his emotions drive him far past the point of logic and humanity#Apollo remained calm and rational the entire time the war was being fought no matter how much he was insulted or how much pain and anger#he was suppressing#It's really impressive tbh the way Apollo conducts himself throughout the war#He only ever lashes out against the humans that forget themselves around him and he is only ever openly antagonistic towards Achilles#Who he absolutely fucking hated#Shoutout to him using these exact tactics to rile up Aeneas btw#God he's so cool#apollo#achilles#agamemnon#trojan war
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kneeling is a broad term for what ghost does with price
surrendering is slightly more accurate but even that doesn’t hope to touch the sheer desperation in the way he clutches at him; his body bowed low at his feet, his legs latched around one of his, hugging it so tightly to his chest his arms shake as he digs his face into his thigh
it’s only here that he can finally give in to the screaming; to the distant voice he strangles into silence every day of his life. the one who begs him to make himself as small as possible; do everything he can to hide from the ever encroaching demons growling and salivating at his heels
it’s only here, in the dark of price’s barracks, hidden by a bed at his back and a wall to his front, that he finally lets himself stop running; only between solid combat boots and worn fatigues does he let himself tremble and admit to the choking fear
he’d break open price’s chest if he could; crawl past his gushing viscera and curl up under his ribs, hidden in the warm dark
ghost clawed his way out of the grave with broken nails and gritted teeth but he wouldn’t mind being buried again if it meant being cradled in the safety of price’s insides. his warm blood and soft lungs would blanket him, mask the stench of his rotten flesh until he could even convince himself that, maybe, he too was still alive
he shifts, unnerved by his own longing, and price runs his hand over the crown of his mask the same way he’d card it through his hair until he settles once more
he grounds him over the long hours it takes for his white-knuckled grip to relax into a loose hold; for his face to stop grinding into the meat of his thigh and simply rest in his lap, his bracketing legs the only thing holding his lax body up as he floats, untethered by fear
#who up babygirling they ghost#ghost rejecting all vulnerability until he physically can’t suppress it any more#so he does the only thing he can#he goes to his captain#the one person who can make him feel small and protected#i nearly made this ghoap bc i know its more popular but i just write ghost so different when hes with price#he has a different kind of vulnerability with his than he does with soap at least in my canon#price gives him a different sense of safety; not only that hes watching his six but so much so that ghost doesnt need to be on guard at all#nothing will get past price#hes too stalwart; an unbroken pillar of strength#theres history there that he just doesnt have with soap#priceghost just hits different#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#we’re a team. ghost team#priceghost#ghostprice#ghost cod#simon ghost riley#price cod#john price#captain john price#cod fic#cod mw2#cod mwii#cod modern warfare#save post
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Presence Pressure
Danny learned the reason why both his adopted parents and the GIW find it a little hard to somewhat track him down in human form (unlike when he's in ghost form) is because when he was still in the LOA he learned to suppress his presence (he was always good stealth, blending in, and other things like that, unlike his brother who didn't have the patience for it) and he does it subconsciously in human form but not in ghost form.
After finding that out he starts to train his ghost form to suppress his core/presence to that nearly of a blob ghost (and boy has it been fun being able to sneak his way into fights when his rogues come to town. Skulker is both the best and worst, he enjoys the challenge, Danny won't lie he enjoys testing his abilities against the 'greatest hunter')
Once Danny got a good handle on it, his parents suddenly burst into his room and announced that they're heading to Gotham tonight!
Cause apparently that 'ghost scum' ecto-signature has been detected there and they finally found it after months of recalibrating their inventions to find his trail. (And where his parents went the GIW have their eyes in his parents which meant they're not to far behind)
Danny is stunned (he forgot Damian and his DNA were very similar due to being 'hand-crafted' and the fact they grew up around the Lazarus Pits, that Danny suspected was dirty ecto now)
Oh... oh no.
#danny phantom#danny fenton#dp x dc#crossover#blue rambles#writing ideas#random idea#danny phantom dc#dpxdc#Danny and Damian are siblings#twins maybe? or year old brothers?#danny was better at stealth over combat#he was still good at it being an al Ghul and all but he shined in infiltration#Damian never really showed it but he did have respect and a little bit of envious towards Danny skills#Danny forgot he can suppress his presence until he remembered and does so#however he forgot Damian cant#oh boy hes gonna be in trouble when Damian finds out#that hes being hunted now? or the fact his sibling is alive after being told he was dead from a botched mission
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It was an outrageous request.
#iwtvedit#interview with the vampire#iwtv#armand#just enjoying his 'suppressing rage and disgust' faces#this is another entry in my unofficial gif series of#moments it's interesting that armand chooses silence#louis is the one who says he's never made a fledgling and he has to be really prodded into explaining himself#and all he can grit out is that it repulses him. doesn't explain any further.#anyway. obsessed with making gifsets of small flickers of microexpressions in the background of scenes#because i've lost control of my life
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personally i like to think of the vees less as some group of evil masterminds but more like. a particularly shitty group project
sure, velvette calls herself the backbone of the vees, but what she really means is that she designs the slides and transitions to look cool as hell while vox does all the research, writing, and sourcing, meanwhile valentino cries and stabs a broom handle through his laptop because he can't figure out how to change the font size
this all goes perfectly fine until they're presenting the project and alastor yells "you misspelled 'colour'!" from the crowd and vox abandons their a+ grade in favour of murdering his ex
#vox is absolutely the petty one who puts his name under everything in the credits even tho he knows vel and val will kill him for it later#what do you mean my suppressed rage at groupwork is showing#hazbin hotel vox#hazbin hotel valentino#hazbin hotel velvette#the vees#hazbin hotel vees#hazbin hotel alastor#vox hazbin hotel#valentino hazbin hotel#velvette hazbin hotel#radiostatic#radio silence#vox the tv demon#valentino#velvette#vox
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Young Kaz hcs that are real because I am correct
(Edit: Kaz Rietveld edition)
He bit stadwatch officers
He subtly sassed Haskell all the time, but Haskell never picked up on it
He snarled at people like a dog
When in prison he would be really violent at the beginning to show inmates that they shouldn't mess with him (because he was 10 the first few times and suffering from malnutrition)
He smashed people over the heads with bottles
He put on disguises to try and sneak back into gambling dens he had been banned from
He would try make people feel sorry for him and then robbed them blind
He didn't talk a lot and just stared creepily
#these are kaz brekker hcs. not rietveld#for the last one: he didn't have anyone to talk to and he wanted to learn the accent so no one could tell he was country#he was very careful to try and suppress his country accent when he DID speak#but he usually just stared unnervingly at people#kaz brekker#six of crows#grishaverse#six of crows duology
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Tim unconsciously sending/showing signals of his feelings for Lucy
#chenford#chenfordedit#the rookie#therookieedit#tim x lucy#tim and lucy#lucy x tim#jesuis-assez edits: chenford#Or rather Tim's body responding to what his mind has not yet caught up with and his actions showing/ revealing#his feelings in full display. Or rather Tim's mind suppressing what he doesn't want to acknowledge#Tim closing the door to the possibility of having developed feelings for Lucy while she was his rookie or rather ..#Tim not thinking of Lucy in that light as she was his rookie but feeling so much for her and not understanding what he was feeling.#Because this is uncharted territory for him. This feels different. What he feels for her and what she has given him.#Or rather Tim needing to be in control and how he couldn't control his heart letting Lucy in.#Or rather allowing Lucy to take space in his heart gradually until she covers it completely with her love and kindness#and not realising just how deeply he had fallen for her. How she came to be this important person in his orbit#How she came in his life and changed it for the better. How she was his rookie and his friend and how this one person could mean so much#and how he can't bare to lose her.#How little control he had over how he feels for her and how he came to accept and embrace that#how the entire foundation they built was worth risking and exploring to him#because how could something so beautiful not be?#*takes a breath * ok. I wish I could convey all of this more eloquently but my brain is just not having it.
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Leona never thought you would be the one to shake his miserable existence; he’s far too cynical to use the word ‘change,’ but the thought isn’t far from it.
You, who is nauseatingly sentimental and abhorrently optimistic.
You, who swept up his heart so easily, as though he were a some pathetic lovesick loser.
You, who wrapped your arms around him and dared to feed his feeble hope.
You, who cries the most pitiful and loathsome tears, sickening and utterly maddening with what your foolish feelings do to him, the sense of dread and shame which permeates him.
You, who would be better off letting him go.
It’s a balancing act; some days Leona can tell himself that you’re enough for him to get better, others he’s aware enough to know he’s stumbling towards a bitter end and dragging you down with him.
He feels nothing and everything all at once; his world is senseless until you enter his stage, but you drag along everything else with you. The love comes quick, but so does the apathy and pain and despair.
He wonders, hopes, that on some level, you understand. You just know. Everything that he’s always wanted to tell you, but never been able to push past his lips; that he loves you, that he’s sorry, that he knows and doesn’t know why he’s like this.
That you deserve better; that he doesn’t deserve to be loved how you love him.
Leona pushes you away, and still hopes you catch him when he falls.
On his worst days, another feeling looms over him. He never wants you to leave, but he can’t cause those awful tears anymore if you do. Can’t put you through anything else, further the wound he’s surely already caused.
But the tears spill and you don’t flee. You wrap your arms around him and squeeze and Leona squeezes back.
#sighs leona falling for someone who gives him hope#he’s become numb to everything until you#but then the feelings he’s suppressed so long come crashing down on him too#twst x reader#leona x reader#leona kingscholar x reader#leona kingscholar#twst#twisted wonderland#k.concepts
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I told myself I wouldn't but my hand slipped
I was rewatching Steven universe and couldn't help myself aararraar
No full au djjwjd just doodles and ideas djsjjdsj
After leaving home world, they both change their appearance. Idk to what exactly because that last doodle is just casual wear but they definitely have a set outfit they like. Moon's hair changes into a shaggy cut! He likes a more scrappy look. He keeps his hat of course jejsjsj
#i know cats eye is synthetic but i dont care JSJSKDJAJSJ#they both give each other their new names because yeah#YEAH this is a sun x moon i cant help it they WORK#sun x moon#moondrop#security breach moondrop#maudiemoods art tag#fnaf security breach#doodles#sundrop#security breach sundrop#idk what type of weapons or abilities they might have#i would think moon can hover or fly? maybe his ribbons are his thing?? hrhrbrb#moon is suppressing a TON of emotions and personal issues but he hides it really well#he just wanna go ape shit#hes going through burnout basically
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Change
#me when leia deserved a better outfit for the end of the original trilogy#anyways do you guys ever think about the conflict Luke would have with Ben#like it’s the same thing with Leia and Vader#where Luke forgave him and leia would NEVER#but this is leia loving him and Luke conflicted because Ben was the one who told him to suppress his emotions#like of course he still loves him but#I’d be a little mad at someone who to me to suppress all my emotions#anyways bye#art#fanart#digital art#fan art#star wars#star wars fanart#luke skywalker#leia organa#ben kenobi#my art#obi wan kenobi
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A totally normal talk between siblings
#trigun#trigun stampede#vash the stampede#millions knives#basically knives regurgitating his usual speech about how horrible humans are to get vash on his side#dude talks about equality but looks down (literally) on his brother#i think it's interesting how knives deals with his deep-seated anger and how he shows it#resorting to violence#or suppressing it by showing a softer side of himself#toootally not eerie after he's yelled and swung his knives everywhere#i tried to draw an action scene. my hand almost gave up ;;;;#can't believe i drew all of his silly lil knives one by one orz#same thing with his plant markings#dont tag this as kv pls#comic#shinxo comic#shinxo art
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it’s crazy how Armand is the only vampire in the show who barely acts like one. Like sure he flexes his powers a couple times and floats around but outside of 2x5 he acts so deliberately docile… we never even see him kill anyone! No blood dripping down his chin after feeding?? Do you realize there’s no shot in the entire series of the vampire Armand being covered in blood? I need it to happen in s3 so BAD
#there was a deeper analysis here somewhere of how he suppresses his nature to placate Louis sentiments about humanity#but really I just want to see Assad Zaman with blood on his face#iwtv#interview with the vampire#armand#armand iwtv#assad zaman
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cant stop thinkin bout charles and erik readin together on the couch but instead of reading with him charles is listening to eriks thoughts while he reads. Live mind commentary ……..
#xmen#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#snap chats#the rare time i post an idea of mine only because i really cant think of a way id draw this#usually i hoard my ideas cause i like surprising you guys but this aint really one i feel like drawing so. For You my friends#like i COULD but. idk just isnt particularly something im itching to draw it just seems cute#but anyways no chat let me cook alright hear me out cause i talk in my brain all the time while i read#sometimes i stop reading just to think about a bit i read yeah#i want charles to listen in on all of eriks side comments or observations he makes while reading something#like if he wanted to charles could read the whole book in less than five minutes- maybe shorter than that#and that aint fun that aint cool …. so time for Audible: Husband Edition. With Commentary#ITD BE SO COZY just hangin out by the fireplace …. maybe its snowin outisde … if snow even exists anymore atp#a light fire cracklin and the study SEEMS totally quiet otherwise and yet…..#charles has been locked in to erik’s off-the-cuff literary analysis and mild comments for the past twenty minutes. its simple but its bliss#charles doesnt have to worry about being seen as invasive .. he doesnt have to suppress his powers …#the rare occasion erik lets charles into his mind for somethin so innocent .. ive made myself sick i fear#see now i wanna try writing a fic but 1.) have written in years 2.) id have to really think hard on how erik would commentate on a book#hm…… actually i do wonder what erik’s commentary on The Fable of the Bees would be …..#IN ANY CASE. maybe - at the very least- i can draw cherik by the fireplce someday ….#thatd be cute … hm …. depends on if i get in the mood for it down the line#anyways i have to drive back to my dorm !!! boo !!!! so good night everyone !!!!!
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will probably had a very interesting talk with mike later.
#im so tired why did i decide to do this#stranger things#stranger things fanart#byler#mike wheeler#st mike wheeler#will byers#byler fanart#mike wheeler stranger things#st mike#st will#mike gets boofed on weed he didnt even mean to have and all his repressed and suppressed thoughts spill out#a comic thats qlso a parody of that one post/thing we all know#also ily guys who write your opinions in the tags- i want you to know i read all of them-
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hot take here but i think vox would get along with adam in the worst way ever.
he was a successful white man in the 1950s which means he is 1000% used to adam's entire schtick, and knows exactly how to play into it, plus he's been in business long enough to be overjoyed at the prospect of an idiotic, arrogant, and insanely important man in charge of thousands of military specialists who is clearly a little bit desperate for someone to enable all of his worst traits. like that's vox's ideal collaborator, it could only be made better if his name started with a v
#also. he would bring out adam's suppressed bisexuality soooooooo much#meanwhile vel and val are just like “omfg vox is doing the thing again. now we have to tolerate even worse white men”#staticguitar#vox x adam#adam x vox#hazbin hotel vox#vox the tv demon#hazbin vox#vox#vox hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel adam#adam hazbin hotel#this'll flop but i needed to say it#the vees#hazbin hotel vees#hazbin vees#human vox#past vox#adam the first man#adam firstman
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it is my sworn duty to give the public what they are indubitably clamoring for. i give you: the Little Black Duck compendium
#i have now binged the Speedy and Daffy filmography 3 times in less than 3 months to ensure i didn't miss anything/i misremembered and swore#there was a Speedy and Daffy where he says it#but it was worth it#i think#also for the record What Makes Daffy Duck is my favorite of these... typical indeed#time for the fun part of tagging#lt#daffy doodles#what makes daffy duck#his bitter half#thumb fun#cracked quack#stork naked#the high and the flighty#ducking the devil#suppressed duck#mckimson#davis#freleng#vid#looney tunes
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