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mechsangel · 16 hours ago
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dating , ft. nagi
i. he's the king of lazy affection
nagi doesn't just like affection—he lives for it
if you're around, expect him to drape himself over you like a weighted blanket
“moving around is too much work... just let me stay like this” (as if you had a choice)
will rest his head in your lap every opportunity. if you play with his hair, he'll melt
if you try to get up, he grabs your wrist and pulls you back down. “five more minutes.” (it's never just five minutes)
ii. minimal effort, maximum love
nagi's love language is low-energy devotion
he won't plan big dates, but he'll casually do things that make you feel special without even realizing it
always saves the best piece of food for you (even if he really wanted it)
holds your hand in his hoodie pocket when it's cold
if you're too tired to carry something, he'll just pick it up for you without question. “it's a hassle for you. s'fine.”
iii. he's clingy in the most low-energy way
nagi always finds a way to be touching you. he leans against you, rests his chin on your shoulder, or just grabs your sleeve while walking
but if you're the one being clingy? he loves it, though he'll pretend he doesn't
“ugh, you're so needy” (proceeds to hold onto you tighter than before)
if you fall asleep next to him, congrats, you're trapped. he will refuse to let go, mumbling, “too comfy... don't leave yet...”
iv. complains about everything—except you
nagi finds almost everything in life a hassle—except when it comes to you
“going out? too much work”
“training? annoying”
“waking up early? ew”
but the second you ask him for something? he actually does it without complaint
“you're lucky i like you”
v. he gets jealous, but he's too lazy to show it… until he's not
at first, nagi acts like he doesn't care if someone flirts with you
“mmm… whatever” (says this but is literally watching from the corner of his eye)
if the person doesn't back of, he'll casually walk up, throw his arm over your shoulder, and rest his entire weight on you
“oi, 's my turn now. go away” (too lazy to argue, so he just physically takes you back)
vi. he's the chillest but most overpowered boyfriend ever
he's insanely good at everything without trying, and it's so annoying sometimes
you ask him to help you with something? boom, he's a natural
“sei... how are you good at this?”
“dunno… just happened” (he's not even trying)
vii. he's secretly the softest boyfriend ever
will pretend to be nonchalant about everything, but his actions scream ‘i love you’
if you're stressed, he'll pull you into his arms and just hold you quietly until you feel better
if you're sick, he literally won't move from your side
“mm… you're warm. i'll stay.”
but if you try to get out of bed, he'll gently tug you back. “you're supposed to be resting. just stay with me.”
viii. he actually gets really soft when he thinks you're asleep
if you pretend to be asleep, you'll hear him mumblings things he'd never say out loud
“you're so nice to me… dunno what i'd do without you”
“wish i didn't have to wake up… 'cause i like it here with you”
if you tease him about it, he will deny everything
ix. if you leave, he will literally be useless without you
if you ever go on a trip without him, he'll text you non-stop complaining about how boring everything is
“when are you coming back?”
“i ran out of snacks. this sucks.”
“sleeping alone is a hassle.” (translation: i miss you)
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rekino2114 · 2 days ago
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for the valentines day prompts maybe A number 12
, the bubble bath with a fem nagi?
Taking a bubble bath with fem!nagi
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Pairing:fem!seishiro nagi x gn reader
A/n:This was one of the requests for the Valentine's Day event, but I'm gonna do it now cause the same prompt is in the normal prompt list. Nagi is aged up
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The moment you opened the door to your house your girlfriend stopped clinging to you and fell headfirst on the couch
"Are you tired sei?"
She turned around and stared at ceiling with her classic blank expression
"Yeah, my muscles feel like they're burning"
"I get that, today's training was pretty harsh"
"Why does Prince want me to work on my physic this much? I'm already good enough as it is"
"He's just like that with everyone"
"Yeah but his training is wayyyyy too extreme. *sighs* it's such a hassle"
You giggled and went over to nagi to kiss her cheek
"I know just the thing to relax, how about we take a bath together?"
"Uh.....yeah...that would be nice.....I don't have to put in the water and everything though right?"
"Of course not, you're already tired like this"
Nagi looked up at you and gave you a slight smile
"I love you, you're the best"
"Love you too, I'm gonna go put the water now, you just do whatever you want"
She gave you a thumbs up as you went in the bathroom to start the bath. When you saw there was enough water, you put a bath bomb in to add more bubbles since you knew nagi liked them.
You smiled seeing the bathtub fully filled with water and walked back to the living room to tell nagi everything was ready
"Hey bab-........."
You found her playing a videogame.....with her jersey and shorts thrown on the ground and her being in just her bra and panties
"Oh is the bath ready?"
"Why are you in your underwear?"
"....to bathe, I'm gonna take these off too later"
"Yeah but why even before the bath was ready?"
Nagi just shrugged as you sighed but still continued to blush even more as you started taking off your own clothes
"You do look beautiful so I guess I can't complain"
Taking that as a sign, nagi took her underwear off too
"You too"
"Oh thanks"
You held her hand as you went to the bathroom, and in the bathtub, you laid down first, allowing nagi to lay on your chest and to be wrapped around your arms
"Are you comfy?"
The lazy genius nodded and started to speak, which caused some bubbles to rise since her mouth was submerged in the water
"Hehe, I suppose that's a yes, I'm gonna wash your hair now"
You took some shampoo and started massaging her scalp and stroking her long white hair, coating it thoroughly with the shampoo.
"OK I'm done now, I should probably wash your body now, are you OK with that?"
The white haired girl opened her eyes and raised her head a bit so she could speak
"Yeah, totally, thank you"
"It's nothing"
You ran your bodywash covered hands through your girlfriend's body, making sure to be gentle while touching her curves (even with how much you were blushing) you then laid back down with her just to relax in the bath more now that the washing part was finished
"Are you feeling better now sei?"
"Yeah definitely, thanks so much"
"I told you it's nothing, I love you and would do anything for you"
"No really, thank you, I don't know how I'd live without you"
"That's so sweet, I feel the same babe"
Nagi just shut her eyes and let herself relax more into you, you smiled at this and started playing with her hair again
"If you ever need something just say it, I really love you nagi, and I know you love me too, so there's nothing I wouldn't do to see you happy"
Nagi didn't answer so you raised your eyebrows and tapped her head a bit
"Nagi?"
You saw her eyes were fully closed and her body completely relaxed.....she was sleeping
"Hehe, seems like you really were tired"
You raised her head a bit but still put her in a comfortable position so she could continue her nap
"Well sweet dreams love"
You kissed her cheek and stretched, closing your own eyes but continuing to run your hands through your girlfriend's white hair
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chaos-potat · 1 year ago
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I really realized I can draw things that aren't comic panels Any other couple I should draw?
If no one says anything I'll probably draw Zach X Casey for my au >:)
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dabihawksluvr · 9 months ago
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People are upset by the ending of this chapter, and I kinda get it...but it's not YOUR story. It's Hori's.
Is it perfect? Absolutely not.
But does it deserve the current 'criticism' it's receiving from 'fans'? No.
Don't like the story? Go make your own fanfic or whatever. If you're gonna be toxic and bash Hori for how he wrote his own story, then leave. You're not wanted here, you're just making the fandom even worse the more you speak up.
So sit down, shut up, and enjoy the ride or get out.
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burningcomputerpersona · 1 month ago
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second night of not being able to fall asleep since the new semester started. now im remembering why i stopped taking my adhd meds
#look im a fan of staying up late when it's done voluntarily but this is NOT voluntary#i need to get actual sleep bc i need to actually use my brain for school shit tomorrow and i only got like 2 hours of sleep last night#does my body care about that tho? noooo absolutely not no sleep for you for the rest of your life#even the benadryl isn't working anymore and I've already had 150mg#i need one of those chloroform soaked rags they use in movies when knocking someone out to kidnap them#just. im not fucking doing anything. this would be a much better use of my time if i used it to actually do shit like homework#but nooo i was too tired and wanted to go to sleep early but the sleep never came and the task is firmly stuck in tomorrow mode#and i don't even wanna do the tasks bc i never wanna do anything ever except when i take my adhd meds#but when i do take the meds i can't fall asleep. fucking fantastic#in the words of laura jane grace: i need a week long cocaine binge#wait that would probably make my sleeplessness worse tho nevermind#just. i thought this shit was supposed to be addictive. i just keep not wanting to take them#like the opposite of compulsive redosing or something#ugh ykw maybe i should just try fighting fire with fire#just keep going with the meds to see how long it takes until the lack of sleep is enough to overpower the insomnia#maybe i just need to be harder on myself. stop thinking about what i do or don't want#bc i keep getting stuck in this cycle where i try to find a way to convince myself why i should do a task#but end up only thinking of how i absolutely do not want to do the task#and decide to try being more constructive by asking myself what i do want#only to find that the one single thing i want is just to Not#and coming to the inevitable conclusion that i really just need to kill myself#except that's also a task i need to do that takes energy and i don't rlly wanna do that either so that's one bright side ig#ugh i hate this i hate complaining like if you don't like something abt the situation then fucking do something about it or suck it up#and here i am. doing neither.#i swear i need to be put down like a dog. where's that post abt getting into puppy play so you can be euthanized#welp. i guess it's a good thing i got a therapist before the semester started. he's gonna be in for a shock#mine#vent
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gooopy · 7 months ago
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Fml. I have mental illnesses for real fhat arent just garden variety anxiety and depression <- sorry it turned into a vent/rant in the tags. The perilous poster
#THIS IS NOTHING IM FINE !!!#i just had to remember earlier that sometimes i dont get to be myself#and i drove through my ahit moms town for no reason#and we got a kitten and of course i feel like the only one reasonably concerned#so idk if my concerns are valid or if im overreacting and i dont know how much of my worry is justified#what if im just being a party pooper?#ANDDDD on top of that i dont know where the kitten is rn. and its fine. ots fine#but my mind keeps flashing me images of him stuck somewhere or hurt or somethinf#and i was supposed to be watching him but i left to make food#but my family keeps going 'oh lets do a small trip' so i dont add anything to the list#and then they get a bunch of bs and i dont get any food#WE DONT NEED COSMIC BROWNIES MAN I NEED TO EAT A REAL MEAL THAT MAKES ME FULL PLEASE GOD#and our older cat hates the kitten and im worried the stress is gonna kill him because hes fucking 19#agghh aaghhhhhhh and i cant keep up with everyone and im overwhelmed and i think im just like#upset because i havnt had real food but fuck man idk what to do about that#i coukd bike down to the store and get a sandwich#but my stupid brain keeps going 'if you leave the kitten will die and its your fault'#even though thats not fuckong correct#and i just. aaghhh. aaghhhhhh#and im overheatinf rn but i cant go to my room bc aforementioned kitten desth prophecies#and i. just. aaghhhh ghhhhrrhhhh ghrrrr#im fine im fine i just need to complain i need to be a bitch#ANDDD im tired cause i coulsnt sleep which isng helping#god ive been having a bunch of panic attacks lately too i stopped having them so much after quitting school
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redhotarsenic · 5 months ago
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god it's like i'm living a constant nightmare. i don't do this shit for my health. this stupid bullshit got so far that my friend is suffering both emotionally and through his income and none of these people are comprehending how massively serious this is.
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floral-hex · 8 months ago
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I’m about a week and a half into starting Remeron and my main side effect so far is I’m just so dang sleepy all of the time.
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bbq-potato-chip · 8 months ago
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unpopular opinion takasugi is boring esp after the shogun assasination arc im sorry i just dont like him
#bro has NOTHING he has NOTHING going on im tired of pretending hes deep#he was supposed to die in shogun assasination . i gotta live my truth#after all that arc was supposed tp be the last one but then they stretched it out#if he died there i wouldve been chiller with him but bro is STILL alive and the utsuro thing is just. weird#i dont think he really makes sense#like everybody else DOES which is what gets me#anyway i dont like to complain bc out of ALL OF THE BULL i have suffered as shonen watcher this is nothing#but i go into the tag and its all “ooh takasugi takasugi we all love takasugi” im sooooo tired of this guy please can we talk about anyone#can we talk about like. kagura. hijikata. gintoki???? shinpachi??? kaguras family??? KATSURA??? please please im begging yalll pleaseeeee#tbf its like the same three poeple in there i didnt realize that the fandom was so small but STILL#like. no hate to anyone that likes him but personally i find him both boring and inconsistent as a character....sorry...#it gets me especially because literally everyone else is . really interesting? except him?#if everyone else was not rlly THAT interesting and takasugi remained the same i dont think i'd mind so much but like.#sorry im just like............hmm............#maybe ill watch him die and i'll be all “oh nooooo taksugi nooo” but like. thats highly unlikely#sorry did not mean to rant so much but like...........hes so overrated ugh#he doesnt even have cool sword powers or cool outfit or even something gross going on. hes not even a little freak hes too normie
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strohller27 · 1 day ago
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#I’m trying to stay silly but. it’s hard to do today boys#I gotta stay mad and not give up the fight#but it’s so hard not to be mad at myself#all I can hear is ‘why didn’t you do this right the first time?’#‘what right do you have to complain that life is hard? you’re the one who decided to live this life.’#‘you could have tried harder. you could be trying harder now. and you’re not.’#maybe that’s all true. but I’m so tired. I’m just so tired#will I ever get to rest? will I ever get to experience financial emotional and mental stability?#will I be able to just go out to eat whenever I want? buy a carton of eggs? not open my refrigerator and see nothing there?#or will I have to fight for everything for the rest of my life?#maybe I’m just being dramatic. maybe the sunshine that’ll change my life forever is right around the corner#but I’ll tell you it’s hard to see it when you’re in a dark room.#when you talked with someone you thought was a good friend the day before and he turns out to be a Musk fanboy#it’s dramatic of me to say this but that ruined my whole night. my whole day.#he was so surprised when I said I hate that man’s guts#‘he seems to be doing good things for america. he’s gonna pay every working american $5000’#be careful where you’re getting your information buddy. I’d be real surprised if he gives back any of the money he steals#‘i dunno. he seems like a nerd just like the rest of us.’ that’s what he wants you to think. you are disturbingly susceptible to propaganda#why should I. as a jew. have to justify to that person why I hate a man who did a fucking nazi salute. on national television. twice.#I just. feel like the walls are closing in on me#I’m glad I’m not in the US right now because I would feel 100000x worse. but I can’t forget that I’m still close to the US#and the shit that happens down there still affects people that I care about#I may not be a big fan of the US but ​I don’t want to watch the fall of American democracy because it will royally fuck up so much shit#including the lives of many of my family members.#I don’t want to watch my fears about the US be realised#it may never happen but I do not even want to hear a HINT of them trying to annex parts of Canada#us regular people are just here trying to exist. and so many of us are *struggling*#where do these people get off thinking they can just play god with our lives?#how am I supposed to get through my struggles when I’m barely able to constantly stave off parylising fear#how am I supposed to just keep going when I can’t be sure I’m gonna be okay in a month? a year? god help me.
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rainingincale · 3 months ago
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#i wanted the gif but couldnt find it. just imagine hes like subtly shaking lmao#ANYWAYS im just here to bitch and moan and complain because im sooooooooooooooooooooooooo annoyed over really small things 🙏😊#* ** ***** ** **** ******. im so fucking frustrated man i know what i wanna say but whenever i type it out it doesnt come out Right#basically i just want ** **** *** but i CANT because of ***** *** and its so fucking annoying because i am treated like its my fault???#and i could simply explain the Actual reason except oh! thats right. no one gives a fuck. like genuinely no one listens when i try to say.#i just get Completely ignored. and im literally going fucking mental and no one. cares. its just 'oh calm down' like why am i never allowed#any fucking emotions? i hate that i have to do everything myself and everything depends on me. * **** ****. * **** ** ** *****.#idk what im expecting to get out of this. im just so tired and ***. i wish i was in a world where i could only exist and depend on myself#but im not. there are certain things that i Have to get other ppl to do. and those are the things that never get done because it doesnt just#depend on me. i love that i always have to be there to help other ppl and do their bidding but as soon as i want/need anything#i 1. feel so astronomically unworthy to even ask in the first place ******* ** **** ****** ** **** *** * **** ******* ********#and 2. no one wants to. no one ever fucking wants to and im sick and tired of the embarrassment from asking and being ignored so i just#stopped. asking.#i dont know what the fuck im supposed to do. * **** * *** **** ** * ***** *** ******* ** **** * **** ***** **#le text post
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elizzsush · 8 months ago
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Fae Courting Rituals | TWST
Diasomnia Dorm X Reader
Lilia X Reader, Sebek X Reader, Malleus X Reader, Silver X Reader
---- Fae are typically taught from a young age certain courting rituals. (Non-Human courting rituals part 3/3)
Note: Was going To add silver to this list. (I know he isn't a fae, but he was raised by one) but was too tired to write for him)
Savanaclaw Ver. | Octavinelle Ver
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Sebek:
He starts following you around for some reason.
Seriously, one day he just woke up and decided to not leave you alone. It helped that you guys shared a bundle of classes together.
You had no clue how you befriended the green hair boy. You weren't complaining though, in this school, where everyone is so set in their ways, you liked having the extra layer of protection that was the loud half fae: Sebek.
He was loud and denies it however, whenever you point out he follows you. He claims to not having even realized he was doing such a thing. "I would never follow around a mere human!" He shouted out his claims with a red face.
It could be true. He did get somewhat spacy sometimes if you'd believe it.
He had a packed schedule, or so he claimed, yet he always found time to be around you. It made a warm feeling blossom in your chest, well, of course before he used this time to rant about Malleus. "Wakasama is the most kind and fit ruler of-" He'd ramble, you'd sigh; put your face in your hand and lean a bit closer to him. You enjoyed hearing him so passionate, even if it was... constant.
He didn't have an off switch, that didn't have to be a bad thing.
Plush, you didn't hate his voice. Not that you'd be as loud about your likes as he was for his.
Though you were pretty positive your friends... and most of the students at NRC were in fact sick of his voice. People have also noticed he is more vocal around you.
Which is… a good thing?
The oddest thing happened once. At one point when the two of you were relaxing in ramshackle. A bag of popcorn and a shitty TV you got on sale at Sam's shop. He wasn't being loud for once in his life, instead his attention was focused on the screen.
You two were sitting pretty close together when, he had grabbed your hand and laid his head on yours. Was he... cuddling you?
You couldn't help but smile and continue to watch the movie. You didn't want to comment on it, you knew if you did, he'd probably get up, make a huge deal out of it (with a red face), and leave.
He started rubbing his forehead against yours before he finally pulled away like it never happened. It was oddly affectionate.
You didn't even think he knew that he was doing it.
He began to do these affectionate things while he was focused on something else. Either it be a show at the movie nights you organized with him, or if he was studying a bit to hard with you.
Your friends wondered how you even managed a movie night with the loud boy but you just shrugged.
Eventually, you had to face it: You really like Sebek.
You really liked this brash boy with a thick skull.
You knew however, even if he did like you back. He'd never admit it, let alone go out with you.
It left you with this odd feeling. A dull pain that ranged from a small ache to feeling like Throns were wrapping around your heart, piercing the organ in your chest.
You tried not to let that get you too down. Instead, you watched him across the lunchroom as subconsciously he blew bubbles into his drink, his green eyes finding yours...
So yes, you'd listen to his rants. You'd go out of your way to hang out with him, you'd enjoy his company while you could.
Because you knew, sooner or later, he'd realize it too. The same reality you had to face. And...
well...
He wouldn't face it.
He'd probably turn you away and never speak to you again. And you'd be fine with that. Even if you didn't want to be because you...
Well, let's save that for another day.. "Hey Sebek, lets hang out!"
"I suppose I can make time for you, Human!"
Lilia:
He was out to get you.
You noticed it. Almost everybody noticed it. You just didn't know what you did to him! He'd pop up everywhere and scare you! Right before disappearing away.
This counted as bullying, right?
You were starting to get... slightly paranoid.
You enjoyed Lilia's company, you really did. But you were tired of constantly looking over your shoulder. So, you started to avoid him, just a bit.
Your own personal revenge for the paranoia.
Now, Lilia has lived a long life. He knows what he's doing and is just having fun. He liked you, he did, but he probably isn't going to be that serious about this. He's in it for the vibes.
So when he see's you avoiding him... he well... He serenades you from outside ramshackle.
He makes his intentions very clear with a love song!
A boombox in Sebek's hand, and a tired Silver who followed along because... well Lilia was making Sebek hold a bomb box and traveling in your direction.
Lilia song his heart out for you. "Everybody loves somebody sometime!~ And although my dream was-"
"It is 2am!! The perfect will go out with you tomorrow!" Grim shouted out the window with a grogy done with it tone. After you threw a pillow at them.
NOTE: Sorry this one is short but I have a hard time writing for Lilia
Malleus:
What do you mean? You started courting him first. Very brave of you indeed child of man. He had even commented on it while you handed a piece of treasure!
That was... well, it was a cheap polished rock. It was well... shiny...?
It started very small. He accepted your gift and was expecting a bit more to be honest. Not even he was exactly sure how this courting would work out; he was prepared to be the one to pursue you!
Initially, he sat back and relaxed. Enjoyed the small sense of harmony you two already had and assumed you guys were dating.
Why would he not? He accepted your courting gift, he assumed their were more to come, the next step up to this would be marriage and he wasn’t sure you were ready for that.
However, you noticed this. You were so confused. He’d began to call you “beloved.” Which was a 180.
When did you two…? Huh??
He’s also been more clingy. Not on the sense he’d follow you around but in the sense of a mountain of handwritten letters and the actual sense that he’s in your personal space when you two do hang out.
So… the two of you are just dating now? “Beloved, you haven’t been responding to my letters. Did I do something?”
“Oh, sorry I just haven’t… quite finished all of them.” You glanced at a room that was empty at one time. Now it held a pile of letters.
This was an exaggeration, they’re were a lot but not a whole room full… yet.
Extra??? Silver:
It started like most seedlings of love, with a dream. A simple one, you were sat beside him, the two of you quiet and happy in each others company. The birds sang as you hummed beside him. The boy was content, more so then he had been in his life.
Then, like it was second nature to both of you. You two shared a kiss, and then he woke up.
Usually, he tried not to lose himself to sleep. But tonight all he wanted was to go back to the dream world and hold you. As soon as the realization crossed his mind however, he woke up even more. Had he ever been this awake? “Am I in love…?”
He, not knowing what to do. Went to Lilia, whom was enthusiastic with this news.
You know when parents find out their four year old has a crush? That’s Lilia, except Silver isn’t four. Every time they see you Lilia shoos Silver off too hang out with you. Sadly, with no prior love life to speak of, silver goes along with it.
Though he is embarrassed about it, he hides it well enough.
“Does Lilia think you like me?” You asked all to happily once, hiding your own happiness behind a giggle at the absurd situation he found himself in.
“Uh, yeah…” he’d just smile at you, his head laying on the lunch table as he was about to go to sleep. he loved to see you laugh even if it was somewhat at his expense. However, Sleep tends to escape him when he was near you. Not that he didn’t feel tired, but he didn’t feel as tired. He couldn’t feel angry about it, in fact he was happy about this. It was like you were some temporary cures for his illness.
Lilia would also insist that Silver gift you things. To show he can provide for you, the Silver hair male couldn’t disagree. So, he’d find things that might fancy you.
His bird and squirrel friends also helped him in his venture to gain your affection. Often leaving flowers at your doorstep and small shiny things.
One day you saw the birds and Squirrels run up to your doorstep, one flower at a time, make a gorgeous bouquet.
You made sure to thank him and his animal friends after that.
In return you'd try and make things for him, find things around he or the animals would like. Nuts for squirrels, seeds for the birds, and a deep red rose you plucked from Heartslabyul during the end of an unbirthday party.
He stayed awake for longer than he ever had that night, staring up at the rose in the dark while his dormmate slept. A smile on his lips as he examined every detail of it.
Ace would call it cheesy. The relationship between the two of you was something out of a romance movie he'd say in a more teasing way. Something like, "Is it Tuesday or Wednesday he's going to chase after you to an airport?" and then roll his eyes. You tell Ace to shut up while looking away with a face as red as riddle's hair.
It was after a test, you pulled your test paper out of your bag ready to check your score after preparing for disappointment when a blue bird swopped down and took it!
You cursed and chased after the bird, rushing past students and looking crazy, eventually you ended up in the forest next to the school.
You were sure you looked ever crazier than you had been running in the school halls, because now you had leaves in your hair, and your shoes were all muddy now...
Eventually, the birds placed the test paper, face down on a certain boy's chest. "Silver... Are you asleep?" You smiled and knelt beside him, a small smile on your face. Rolling your eyes at the perpetually sleeping boy. You sat beside him for a moment taking a deep breath before you grabbed your test.
You almost preferred it this way, to have him here, even if he wasn't fully here. It helped your nerves somewhat. An even bigger smile graced your face as you turned the paper, and a large B was printed at the top.
Standing up, you gifted your friend a small kiss on his forehead and wandered off back to school.
Well, you were stopped by a small, sleepy voice. "Y/N...?"
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Note: It was this or clean my depression room... Anyway, I want to expand on Sebek's small scenario because I know if it was its own imagine I could make it really good.
Would ya'll enjoy that...?
ANYWAY, these small series is competed! (Unless...?) Thank you for reading them and thanks for reading the note. Not a lot of people do that. Myself included.
I have a hard time writing for Diasomnia...
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megumismyhusband · 5 days ago
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“how long was the bet supposed to last?”
rin freezes.
your voice is calm. too calm. the kind of calm that feels unnatural, like the quiet before a storm. but there’s no storm in your face—no anger, no hurt, nothing at all. just an empty, unreadable expression that makes his stomach churn.
“who told you?” his voice comes out rough, forced.
you shrug, like it doesn’t even matter. like he doesn’t even matter. “does it make a difference?”
it doesn’t. he knows that. he also knows that this is bad. really bad.
“was it a week? a month?�� you tilt your head slightly, staring him down. “or were you just gonna keep going until you got bored?”
his jaw tightens. “it wasn’t like that.”
“really?” you let out a breathy laugh, but there’s no humor in it. “because from where i’m standing, it kinda seems like it was.”
rin clenches his fists, frustration curling in his chest. frustration at himself, at shidou, at the whole stupid situation that never should’ve happened in the first place.
“you weren’t a joke to me,” he says, voice low.
“that’s funny,” you murmur. “because i kinda feel like one.”
he wants to fix this. to reach out, to grab your wrist, to tell you the truth—how the bet stopped meaning anything the second he got to know you, how he tried to find the right moment to come clean but was too much of a coward to risk losing you.
but he waits too long.
“say something, rin,” you say quietly. “anything.”
he opens his mouth. closes it. because nothing he says right now will be enough.
so you nod, like you expected this, like you already knew how this would end.
“got it.”
and then you walk away.
rin lets you. because what else can he do?
the next day, your favorite drink is waiting on your desk.
you don’t touch it.
the day after, rin is standing by your locker, holding out your books.
“you don’t have to do this,” you mutter, not even looking at him.
“i know.” but he still shoves them into your arms before walking away.
the day after that, he shows up at practice late because he spent an hour in line getting that stupid pastry you like.
“you think buying me stuff is gonna fix this?” you ask, raising a brow.
“no.” he stares at the bag in your hands. “but i know you like them, so just take it.”
you sigh, but you don’t give it back.
on friday, he carries your bag before you can complain, waits for you after school even though you ignore him the whole walk home, and when you finally snap and ask what the hell he’s doing, he just says, “making it up to you.”
saturday morning, you open your door to find him standing there, hair messy, dark circles under his eyes, holding a stupidly large bag of snacks.
“seriously?” you cross your arms. “you’re still on this?”
“yeah.”
“why?”
he exhales sharply, rubbing the back of his neck. “because i’m not giving up on you.”
you blink, caught off guard by how sure he sounds. how raw he looks.
he looks tired. frustrated. desperate.
like this actually means something to him. like you actually mean something to him.
you chew on your lip, eyes flicking between him and the bag in his hands.
“…you got my favorites?”
“obviously.”
“did you get the right drink this time?”
he exhales, shoving it into your hands. “yes.”
you stare at it for a moment. then sigh, stepping aside.
“fine. come in before you start looking even more pathetic.”
rin doesn’t need to be told twice. he steps inside, and for the first time all week, his chest feels a little lighter.
he still has a long way to go—he knows that. but if you’re letting him in, even just a little, then maybe, just maybe, he still has a chance to prove that this was never just a bet to him.
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fxymi · 22 days ago
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part 2
okay pushing the pussy whipped loser boy agenda, rin is beyond obsessed with you and your pussy.
rin, regardless of how much of an egoist he is, has never touched a girl. sure, he’s gorgeous n all but his personality doesn’t exactly scream “welcoming” and “lovely”, which is why he’s thrilled that he landed an angel like you.
you’re his first love, his first girlfriend, his first kiss, his first everything—of course he’s obsessed. he doesn’t just want you, he needs you. really, he’s convinced he’ll die if you ever leave him.
he’s devoted to you and solely you, and you are just as down bad for him as he is for you. that’s why it’s his job to take care of you and your needy little cunt that he just can’t seem to get enough of! <3
you had a bad day? no worries, he’ll pound his cock into you until you’re practically clawing at the sheets, crying and begging for more, and the only thing on your mind now is rin looking down at you through his lashes as he makes you cum one more time.
he leans down and presses chaste kisses to your jaw while you ride out your orgasm and brushes away any hair falling over your face.
“feel better?” he mumbles against the skin of your neck that’s glistening with sweat.
of course the answer is yes. if your voice isn’t too hoarse to say so, at least.
tired? he doesn’t just make cringy trash talk with his mouth, so he’ll gladly get on his knees in front of you and needily lap and suck at your clit while you weave your fingers through hair and tug on it. your thighs are clenching around his head and of course, even though he’s doing his best for you, he’ll complain about it a little.
“quit it,” he grunts, forcefully parting your thighs with his arms.
his tongue skilfully works past your folds and at your soaking pussy. he doesn’t care that his nose and lips are glossy with your arousal, he’s just focused on knowing that he’s making you feel this good. you tug on his hair a little harder, head tilting back as you let out a moan that basically shakes your body.
rin thought you were tired?
and if you’re in the mood? if you just get so needy for him? he’ll gladly oblige, no matter how busy he is. even if this means leaving you begging for his cock, you should be grateful that he’s fingering you so well and letting you cum ^^
“rin—hah—please…need you inside me,” you whine out, squirming against the soft silk sheets of the bed.
rin’s sat beside you—one hand flipping through the book he had to read for english, and the other one pistoled and almost idly pumping in and out of your hole while his thumb slowly rubs circles right above your clit.
he shoots you a sharp glare while your incessant begging interrupts whatever jay gatsby was rattling off about on the pages.
“i’m a little preoccupied, if you couldn’t tell,” he says flatly. “jesus, ‘thought you’d be grateful that i’m even taking care of your slutty fuckin’ cunt right now.”
you let out a soft noise of protest? or maybe it was just another needy mewl? whatever it was, rin sighs and caves. how was he supposed to resist when you looked at him all teary-eyed and sounded so desperate, just for him? he loved you too much for this.
“if you can stay quiet until i finish this chapter, ill give you what you want. but only if you shut up and let me get through this.”
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seastarlily · 1 year ago
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Not to be a "Negative Nancy", but if anyone, and I mean anyone thinks any member of the main voice cast sounds "too old" to be playing their characters and should retire, you're ageist and we cannot be friends.✌
#Going Jellyfishing#I mean God forbid voice changes as a result of aging are a thing.🙄#I remember when so many people complained about SpongeBob not sounding the same as he did in the “golden era”...#... when the first official trailer for “The Cosmic Shake” and my God they were annoying.#Tom Kenny is 61 years old now. OF COURSE he's not going to have the same higher register as he once had...#... in the earlier seasons. He's been at this for almost 25 years now - give the man a break. He's not sick or dying.#He's merely going through a natural process all people his age experience - it's called getting older.#I also once saw people complain about Squidward and Mr. Krabs sounding too different/old for them... and I couldn't...#... help but raise an eyebrow at that. They literally do not sound any different than they usually do. Are we listening...#... to the same voices here??#For one Squidward is SUPPOSED to sound constantly tired and grouchy because he IS. He's tired of everyone's stupidity...#... and of being overlooked. You'd be grouchy too if all the things he went through happened to you.#Also Rodger Bumpass is 71 years old as of this post and all things considered he's fit as a fiddle.#He still stands strong on his own two feet and from all the video footage I've seen of him he is BRIMMING with energy.#So if I were any of you I wouldn't worry. He's not slowing down anytime soon.#As for Mr. Krabs... I think people are forgetting what his WHOLE character is about.#He's literally the OLDEST member of the Seaworthy Six - mere hours older than Plankton.#While his age is not stated he's implied to AT LEAST be in his fifties. He's also a former Navy man...#... AND pirate with years and years of fighting experience under his belt.#OF COURSE he's going to sound like a crusty old sea dog - because he IS.#Also Clancy Brown is 64 years old as of this post. That's nowhere near too old to play a character like Mr. Krabs.#If anything he is just the right age to play him. Soooo yeah.#Anyways I'm done rambling here. People age and ageism sucks. That's the gist of it really.
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Dirty Cash (Money Talks)
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summary - you had nothing against your colleague, but you weren't stupid enough to be fooled by his innocent smile and appearance since you knew exactly what kind of corrupt person was hiding behind that costume. after all, you were wearing the same one.
pairing: (gong yoo/ji-cheol) the salesman x fem. recruiter reader
word count: 1.4k
contains: talk about gambling + death and murder, sexual tension?, crack and just evil morals tbh
a/n: i watched maybe the first fifteen minutes or so of bullet train, but i thought of the two funny dudes from it while writing this bcuz their dynamic was funny af. also, i will use the actor's name in this fic since the character itself doesn't really have an official one that was mentioned in the series!
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You straightened your tie with your free hand while watching your train approach from the side. The station was always pretty empty at this hour, which saved you the jostling and squeezing as you entered. After that, you sat down comfortably with a light sigh - next to the free seat beside your devilishly handsome colleague. “Are you alright? Don't tell me that you had a exhausting day?” he asked you worriedly with his typical innocent smile on his face but you've known the guy for a while now and you knew exactly how dishonest he sounded right now.
You returned his gaze for a second, uninterested, before turning it back in front of you to observe your surroundings from the window. “Exhausting day? Don't make fun of me or I'll punch you in the face,” you replied monotone and Gong Yoo didn't doubt your statement for a second - or Ji-cheol as you preferred to call him since you weren't a big fan of nicknames. “I had a great time punching those bastards in the face one by one. It feels kinda therapeutic, so I'm actually feeling pretty good right now,” you told him, talking about the subject as if you were talking about the weather.
Your colleague grunted with delight at your good news. “And I would never disagree with you on that.” he said and then just watched your figure silently for a while before speaking up again. “Since you're in such a good mood, would you be willing to play a more private game between the two of us?” he suggested, making you look at him in utter disbelief.
“A private game? With you?” you repeated, amused and laughed in his face. “Hell, no. But don't worry, I'll let you know next time I want to get totally screwed by a freaky pervert,” you added, your voice dripping with sarcasm. Which will be, never.
“Come on, don't be like that,” he asked you sweetly. As sweet as the wolf who pretended to be the mother of the seven little goats before he ate them all one by one. “It's just a tiny, harmless game. It's been so long since we've played anything together.” he complained to you earnestly as if you actually cared, and you didn't.
Yeah, you remembered the last time very clearly, even if you would much rather prefer that you didn't. You hummed. “Is that so? Huh. I mean, it could be because you almost killed me in a fucking game of tic-tac-toe the last time, but that's just a theory.” You said with a shrug, clearly still resenting him for that. However, he just rolled his eyes unaffected by your grudge. “But you didn't, right? It was the other guy who got the bullet in his head.” He replied, not even remembering his name. Not that he had to.
You just glared at him while you rubbed your forehead. “Yeah, maybe. But I'm tired of risking my life just because it makes you horny and you can jerk off to it.” You made your feelings on the matter clear. “You know that the whole living on the edge of death thing isn't really my cup of tea. At least try to understand me a bit here, too.”
I suppose she's not entirely wrong, I could give it a try. I never thought about it like that before, did I? He thought to himself in his head as he ran his tongue over the back of his teeth while he pondered. How selfish of me. “So what exactly do I have to do, to convince you?” He asked you while he already had a few ideas in mind.
You grinned. “You know that very well, don't play dumb.” You demanded as you leaned closer to him so that he could hear what you were singing softly. “Money talks, money talks - dirty cash, I want you, and dirty cash, I need you, oh ~”
He raised an eyebrow, not particularly surprised. “So you want to play for money?” He repeated it, not outright rejecting your request. “Don't you have enough of that already? You're really insatiable when it comes to cash and now you want mine, too?” he joked just to get you worked up.
Though, you didn't get the slightest bit offended by what he said. “Can you ever have enough money? Besides, I'm not forcing you to give it to me, am I?” you said with a smile, already knowing that he would agree to your terms. “But if you want me to play with you, I want eight million won for every round I win.”
She's so greedy for someone who is already more than wealthy. “Aren't you exaggerating a bit? Most people don't earn that much in a month,” he continued his act of - whatever this was - because he just loved arguing with you.
“So? We both have the same salary, I know you can afford it,” you said, holding a hand in the air as soon as you felt that he wanted to stretch this unnecessary conversation even more. “You have to decide now what you want to do or I withdraw my proposal again.”
Gong Yoo closed his mouth and started grinning even wider. “You don't even want to know what kind of game I want to play?” he asked curiously, nodding and accepting whatever you wanted as soon as he saw that you actually weren't interested. You couldn't even imagine how gladly he gave in to you at this moment. “All right, I agree with your request.”
You stood up with your briefcase in hand after your station was announced. “Good. Text me when you have something in mind, I'll be there as long as it fits timewise.”
Your colleague continued to watch you with a look on his face that used to make you more than just uncomfortable back in the day - though, it didn't even bother you in the slightest now. “You don't want to accompany me to the...office?”
You smiled while the train started to slow down. “Au revoir, Ji-cheol.” you just said your goodbye to him and stepped out of the doors. You didn't even spare the poor guy a second glance when he waved his hand at you from the window. She can be so heartless sometimes, he thought to himself, even if you were like this pretty much all the time. I'll have to think of something good to ask for in return should I win. I'm definitely not going to hold back when there's this much money at stake.
You didn't give a second thought to anything as you made your way home after a day's work like any normal citizen would do. However, your steps slowed considerably when you noticed a beggar in your field of vision and even though the rest of the crowd ignored the man and his entire existence, you couldn't help but focus your full attention on him. You looked at your watch, I've been off work for a while now. But even then, you couldn't help but notice that he was one of the people on your list to recruit for the game. He'll still be here tomorrow, but I don't mind another round of Ddakji. I love money more than anything - but I'm not doing this job for only that.
“Excuse me,” you spoke to the man with a polite smile on your face, and he only submissively avoided your gaze as he listened to you. After all, one rarely approached people like him and why would they? He held his cup of loose change out in front of him, probably expecting you to give him a small donation, but you wanted to give him so much more than that. Even if the guy didn't know it right now - you wanted to give him another chance in life, so that he wouldn't continue to be just a miserable failure.
You ignored his donation cup. “I was wondering if you might have a moment because I'd like to make you an offer,” you continued politely and the man met your gaze at that. Yeah, you were really looking forward to what was about to happen - after all, you were known for letting your opponent only win if you allowed them to.
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