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So I saw a bunch of romance videos for Fenris on YouTube and since then I wanted to actually not pick the most popular flirty option on our first visit because I felt it was too sudden and coming a bit strong for my tastes of how I arguably projected myself onto Hawke in the limits of the game’s narrative. So getting the chance to actually play myself for the first time I chose to say stuff I cared for and oh my god if Fenris didn’t just open up like the most beautiful blooming flower. So gentle and fragile. His soft smile while complimenting Hawke implied him (I play Garrett) being worthy and fearless in contrast to Danarius’s usual guests, the way he cautiously tested the waters by saying he doesn’t want to bother Hawke with his sob stories, the way he softly chuckles and that line about practicing flattery for our next visit? Did you hear what I did in his intonation there? It totally was meant as a question! That was an invitation and a plea to come back again and spend more time together! Maker’s breath if he isn’t the most precious thing in the world! He’s so lonely and starved for connection and you say Anders is the only one who jumps you after you have shown him kindness? Fenris is also a hopeless romantic, he’s just too good at keeping his veneer of calm. It felt like I was watching the most beautiful pearl oyster opening by just softly listening to the waves! But then if you touch a little bit too close to the trauma asking how young he was when the tragedy happened he shuts down immediately. Oof. I want to gently hold him in the palms of my hands and take him home to Ferelden immediately! I heard people say that his is a story of getting rid of the shackles but still binding himself by their invisible force but the soft spoken longing when asking about your home makes me wonder if his trauma could be healed in another way as well. He didn’t sound rabid or as ready to pursue his enemies to the ends of the universe. He just wanted a home, a friend and a loved one. To live a little. And that is the most poignant tragedy.
#dragon age#dragon age2#ramblings#da2#musings#garrett hawke#fenris#fenhawke#the writing in this game is so tight. I never once lost the feeling of cohesion#absolutely fantastic stuff#reminds me of bg3 guess it really was a spiritual successor of da2#fenris sees things clearly for what they are like mages bullshit and also himself#when you ask if he’s only living for revenge he’s like: sometimes I think so too I’m messed up I know but I want to change#he tries to not let his trauma claim him and is doing so well#m!fenhawke
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Edward was actually sent to Blackgate the first time he was arrested after the events of Arkham Origins. His crimes, serious as they were, weren't deemed extreme enough to send him to a more secure place since his crimes were largely cyber in nature. Extortion and blackmail were his most significant wrongdoings as well as abusing his position of being head of the GCPD's Cyber Crime Division, his actions causing significant civil unrest as people learned of Mayor Hamilton Hill's ties to the Maroni Family, which Edward was responsible for leaking. Enraged at what he considered being punished for simply spreading the truth, Edward instigated one of Blackgate's biggest riots to date, escaping during the chaos before remodelling himself as the Riddler.
#❔ || headcanons#❔ || musings#Eddie wasn't the Riddler at first#He was Enigma during the events of Arkham Origins then adopted his iconic persona sometime later#He really thinks he did nothing wrong and that his actions brought positive change to Gotham#As far as he's concerned Batman is just as criminal as the mayor and police official he implicated#Wouldn't have happened if it wasn't for his hard work!#But BATMAN has to swoop in and mess it all up#Eddie: Why is HE the hero and I the villain!?#Because you're not a good man Eddie#This was one of those things that tipped Eddie over the edge tho#He really thought he was going the right thing here#But Gotham is too STUPID to understand his genius#It's just funny to me because he COULD have been a positive force for change and instead developed a mad grudge against Batman lol#Anyways enough of me rambling lol
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i started playing persona 5 like a year ago or something but i'm really really really slow at only play a little every month or so , so like over time like a buuunch of ppl i follow keep picking up the game and zooming way past where i am which keeps giving me this weird disconnect of whatever tf akechi has going on bc i personally kept forgetting he existed til he was suddenly appearing on screen but i keep seeing like ten billion posts of him and joker like
but so far the very few interactions i remember having w/him have all been like
this is not the same guy i see in the fanart. i have not met that guy yet. whens he gonna go freak mode (dont answer that)
#ceralscribbles#persona#is he gonna pull a nagito on me.#my irl friend said they love akechi bc hes dramatic and it's embarrassing so if hes cringe i probs will end up liking him#so far he just jumpscares me in the train station sometimes when im trying to take bagel bites to school#every time i get a cutscene in there i get scared bc half the time they make me talk to like a random adult lady or akechi shows up and jus#says words at me then leaves#but sometimes it is ann or ryuji :)#JKLFDSHFLKS i dont even really remember akechi says. but also i think it's been a few months#also it's wild bc like i was playing#and then some other ppl i follow started playing and like#theres definitely a pocket of mutuals that i think r all influencing each other to play it that i also follow BUT#theres also random ppl i follow from completely separate things that ALSO are getting int p5 just seemingly out of nowhere#and everyone is faster than me so im <3 once again in the spoiler danger zone#i wasnt when i started tho. the only person i knew playing was a coworker who was also playing at the same itme as me at generally a simila#rate and then like one or two mutuals who had already played#BUT NOW IM FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE SEEING IMAGES. every time im like 'is this a major story spoiler. or is it just fanart of whump scenarios'#for the most part tho it's p vague so it's really not that bad lol#and i mean. i do go into the ryuji tag Often so i am still also putting danger potential upon myself#also im not playing royale im just playing the base game so idk where the differences split w/that#ALSO the persona lookin plaid pants i ordered a while ago i think ship this month#so joker cosplay can be real..#ryuji would be fun but i have hair similar to joker + a black pair of glasses#so i can SEE and not wear a WIG if i do a uniform style cosplay#and i still want to like. dress my build a bear up like ryuji as a prop#could be cute#BUT. i need to finish the game before i would wear it to a con#i cant risk someone walking up to me and saying spoilers in real life to my face JKFLDSHKFLHDSLFHDS#anyway idk what akechis deal is and rn idgaf im too busy helping ryuji fix the track team or whatever#and helping yusuke find his new muse
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newest in the long line of reasons I love Charles Rowland: I'm rediscovering just how much I fuckin love ska music
#dead boy detectives#charles rowland#rhi muses#I was too young to really be aware of rudies specifically (I am like. 12 years younger than charles. he died when I was 4 😅)#but y'know. my parents were 70s/80s goths. I was 90s grunge and then 00s emo (and now sorta going back to 80s/90s punk)#so like. we're subculture cousins. and I listen to more modern ska sometimes. goldfinger less than jake etc etc#but this 70s/80s rude boy shit SLAPS
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was kinda thinking about this when I saw Renee Rapp live recently-- I didn't know her visual vibe, I'd heard a few songs here and there but I hadn't really *seen* her, and her attire at Osheaga was really casual, a jersey (baseball/basketball?) and slacks. And that was so amazing! I couldn't help thinking, the work Billie Eilish has done for how women in pop music are allowed to dress is incredible. Seeing her up there all comfortable you just know that Billie walked in her oversized tops so that Renee in her slacks could run; Billie walked through all the critcisms about how she dressed slobbily and having to assert that she didn't owe anyone a display of skin, so that Renee could be comfortable and unquestioned running up and down the catwalk in front of 10,000 people. How iconic.
And I don't think we even realised at the time how much something as simple as letting Billie dress the way she as a (then-) 17-year-old teenager dressed, could end up meaning for a future generation of women in music.
Obviously there is still way to go, there were weirdos complaining about how 'plain' Dua Lipa's Glastonbury outfit was this year (in 2024!!), l have to ask, are you at Paris Fashion Week?? She is the musical HEADLINER of an entire day of music at one of the biggest music festivals in the world, and you can't grant her the space to exist as an artist, you have to moan about her dress not being excitingly revealing enough. There's work to do, it's still dismal out there. But the space Billie Eilish has created for a most ordinarily-dressed woman popstar is still heartening.
#music#rambling away; I'll log off#man. I remember how on the other hand when I was going to my first ever gig my guitar teacher said to me#notice how plainly he's dressed? No frills. His music speaks for himself.#(The musician in question was Slash and apart from his very recognisable hat and sunglasses; he was wearing a plain white t-shirt with a#minnie mouse graphic print in the centre. I think sometimes about how not even women in rock music are afforded that.#Like this is a thing across genres#With the exception of Franz Ferdinand for whom Alex has actually said in interviews that they treated FF gigs as nights out#and so dressed like they'd be dressed for a club night out--#most other guy bands are like *picked a tee off the floor*#whereas the girls in bands I've seen-- even literally just local musicians-- the girls in our local rock bands feel compelled to#dress like it's graduation day#Like we had this really cool local band-- singer's a girl in second year of uni#keeping up with the fact that they were playing like RHCP and Muse covers on stage; fast stuff--#she was up there in a delicate dress and heels and stomping across stage n all#and the rest of her band; dudes; were quite comfortable in their t-shirts#like of course she made a choice herself and was more than capable of stomping in heels--I mean I've seen Phoebe from Lambrini Girls#JUMP OFF a 5-ft platform stage while wearing 3-inch block heels. And in a party dress!#But then again Lambrini Girls genuinely are freaks of nature and I envy anyone who's going to see them open for Amyl & the Sniffers rn#bc that's an EXPLOSIVE combo. Nonetheless. I was saying.#Part of it certainly comes from a normalisation of just superhuman strength; balance + praying there's no malfunction with your skirt#which DOES happen at rock shows more frequently than you'd imagine. It's just if you're in a good crowd they'll pretend they saw nothing#but it's certainly more practical to gig in sneakers and trousers lol. From experience!#billie eilish#renee rapp#women in music#pop music#dua lipa#Also like Billies doing it for the pop lesbians#lesbian
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Something else that snipes me is how Tobias (<-guy whose setting 99% of the time is DN/the 90s-00s) is unabashedly into men on main. So many of his acquaintances are closeted or denying their attraction to the same gender, and then you look over at how Tobias is doing and he's flirting with the entire bar, women and men alike, as if everyone in the 90s was widely accepting of non-traditional displays of attraction (they weren't). No shame no catholic guilt he's just paving the way for lgbt acceptance without even trying to be 😭
#◜✧ . ❪ muse. tobias. ❫#This is double as hilarious when I plot/talk w ppl & they drop on me that Tobias is/was their muse's same gender attraction awakening#LIKE HELP?AJDAJDHASDGASDJASDHSAJSHADJ bro is working overtime for the alphabet soup & it makes me giggle every time#Particularly when a muse is struggling with internalized homophobia and Tobias goes 🤨 bc what are you sooo ashamed of#He's a menace in many ways but his wild style is pretty freeing/a breath of fresh air. His perspective on life is if you want it go for it#& he doesn't subscribe to caring about other people's opinions nor about societal norms. It's really nice when him being himself#accidentally helps the people around him ADJSAHDSAGDJSAJ if I had a dollar for every time a muse either asked or was contemplating asking#if he (Tobias) could teach them how to kiss/be their first same gender kiss... I would already be able to buy myself a drink 😭 /pos#Sometimes even my own other muses are looking at him and realizing they Can actually do whatever they want. He's showing them it's Possible#Dude who's helping everyone around act like their truest self w/o endeavoring to. He's just living & they're having epiphanies ADJSAJDASDJS#I hate to say it but I CAN see why people are attracted to him like moths to a flame. in every sense btw (platonic/romantic/etc)#It's rare to come across sb who lives life freely even in the worst circumstances & has a nonchalant disposition at all times#Yk how it's said that a person shines brightest when they're being 100% themselves. Yeah ^
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I feel like, as much as Jowan thinks he and Eldwin have a little bonding going on, y'know, they're friends right, right? But he never stops calling Eldwin Subject Thirteen. You know when your friend or your pet has a nickname that sticks and no one calls them by their actual name anymore? Yeah it's like that, as far as Jowan's concerned it's a point of pride, it's an achievement to have a subject last this long, and it only took 13 to succeed! (And half of those weren't even Jowan's) It's like. A badge of honour, for both he and Eldwin. He doesn't think about how wrong it is.
But it's also a degree of separation, human vs test subject.
I think Jowan doesn't even realise that's what he's doing. Of course he knows his subjects are human (or, well, people.) He's seen them intimately, he knows them inside out. He treats them like actual patients for the most part. He tries to be reassuring and friendly. But he's never actually stopped to consider their humanity. Even Eldwin, who Jowan genuinely likes, is always Thirteen.
I've only written one piece so far but my favourite thing about lab whump is when the subject, in this case Eldwin, begins to separate themselves by referring to themselves as their subject name. To Jowan, it's a pet name. To Eldwin, it's a coping mechanism. "Eldwin" doesn't exist in the lab. Only Thirteen does.
One thing they have in common is the dehumanisation within those words.
#Might fuck around and just have him known as Subject Thirteen throughout the Syndicate too#like yeah it's Jowan's work but it's for the syndicate so why not#and then we get the good stuff. In the lab or on a mission or during punishment there is no Eldwin. Only a subject.#Alistair's the only one who regularly calls Eldwin by his actual name#and that's a manipulation tactic. Alistair realises Eldwin has no one and uses that to his advantage#Clyde does sometimes but only when he's being threatening.#Even Nels who sometimes tries to be nice never actually uses Eldwin's name. Even I'm not convinced he even remembers lmao#and then I think Alistair calling him Thirteen in front of him would like. make him really feel like he's done something wrong#idk I'm just musing at this point#Zero posts#oc talk#forsaken#Jowan oc#Eldwin oc
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[ Me right now at 1AM: 🍳🍳🍳🍳🍳🍳 (¿? ]
[ Wow I did use all of the tags, huh?? ]
#Mun Says#Definitely not me twisting the meaning of a lovely song#No definitely NOT#I would NEVER!!!!!!!!#Heh#Heheh#Hehehehe#HEHEHEHE#AHAHAHAHAHAHA#I think it's too intense tho---#I'm kinda afraid to look like a lunatic---#But well... He's... UuuUuhHhH....#He's definitely twisted---#Oh boy you don't even know the kind of shit I have planned for this fucker#Specially you don't know the songs I have for his playlist that helps me write shit---(???#Once I'm finished with this you'll say ''Giru... what te FUCK?''#And I'd say ''Man I don't even know!!!!''#But tbh... Sometimes I'm so afraid to write about him... like...#Te van a funar chavito(??????#I MEAN---#He's one of the most problematic characters I ever RP...#And... UuuuuUUhHh yeah#I'll not be responsible of whatever this fucker does---(????#He has free will... I'm just a vessel He uses to do whatever He wants here(??????????#I am in fact the puppet in this Mun-Muse relationship(???????#BSJSJJANSKKZKAKANDM#BUT AY... I'M WANDERING A LOT#What I really wanted to say is that whatever I'm cooking right now#It's ONLY the tip of the Iceberg... Like of all the horrible things I have for him#It is LITERALLY nothing... and I'm ashamed and I'm sorry... It'll happen as long as this blog lives NSBSNKANNASKD 😭😭😭(???
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i just think. yuuji shld get to be the senpai this time. as a treat
#thinking about my various unfinished wips again...#saw an art for 28x27 goyuu and wanted to gnaw thru my screen#why is yuuji never the senpai in the senpai/kohai aus? hello??? theres so much good potential there#smh#we as a fandom are MISSING OUT#GIVE ME YUUJI SENPAI!!!!!!#GIMMEEEEEEEEEEE#*coughs and clears my throat looking around slightly confused to see where i am* sorry just channeled the spirit of Gojo there for a second#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#itadori yuuji#gojo satoru#goyuu#or goyuuge depending on how you swing it#or even shogoyuuge#hahahahaha hey yuujis just that loveable get that man a harem#*shrugs* i dont make the rules#ofc i say that but what i really mean is i want everyone who comes into contact with him to have a bit of an unreq. crush on him#while he goes on freely to live his live and eventually settle down with gojo. and maybe getou can come over sometimes *wink wink*#believe it or not they are all perfectly happy with this#...i gotta stop getting Ideas in the tags#I WAS JOKING THAT WAS A JOKE DO YOU HEAR ME MUSES I WAS JOKING
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okay but how insane would I be if I admitted I was curious about the ship dynamic between The Ghoul & Norm?
The only issue I foresee is that, in my head, Norm is the younger brother and cannot possibly be over 22 years old… but boy, does that little worm in my brain bring up the ship every time I write.
Sometimes I just think it’d be so interesting? Norm has gained some backbone by the end of the series and I really think he wouldn’t be afraid to just… say what he thinks to The Ghoul’s face. He’d also have none of that ‘Vault Dweller Goodness’ that The Ghoul has associated with Lucy. There’d be a strange combination of respect and animosity… plus, I think he’d appreciated Norm’s dry humor.
Imagine: Lucy & The Ghoul are traveling together and Norm joins them at some point. Norm is keeping records of all the Wasteland creatures he comes across because he’s genuinely interested in how the surface has affected things and people…
…which leads him to asking rather probing questions to The Ghoul. Does he have genitalia? How long did the process take to become a ghoul? Are they experiencing radiation exposure just by traveling with him or do they have to be in closer proximity? Is he semen irradiated?
Purely scientific, of course, but The Ghoul would turn it right back on him and ask if he wants to experiment to learn these things.
Norm is disturbed, initially, cue crisis…
Who knows who knows.
#ao3#fanfic#kinda#musings#norm maclean#norman maclean#the ghoul#cooper howard#norm x the ghoul#it’s still kind of vaultghoul but not really#ghorm#hahaha#is there even a ship name#is anyone interested in this dynamic? is it just me and my multi-shipping brain?#fallout#it could be a platonic ship too#like I don’t think everything needs to be done to end romantically or sexually#but the dynamic itself is something that’s so fascinating to me and something I just love exploring in my side-fic that I work on sometimes#it’s a ghoulcy fic entirely from the POV of Norm#so I have some fun exploring how he views things and interprets things#especially his interactions with The Ghoul are something I’m trying to understand because BOY is there some things to explore#idk i’m tired#can you tell what’s been on my mind for the last several weeks?
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i feel like yao is someone whose adaptability generally ranks very high on his list of traits... yes he's so fucking proud and it causes 20398492578 internet debacles between nichukor all the time, and yes he has a complex about being treated with the gravity and respect that he thinks he deserves, as a growing world power and person (subjectively objectively) full of age old, well distilled wisdom, but he's also not foolish enough to be wounded at the slightest insult. like his emotional tolerance and regulation has, imo gotten (slightly) better over the centuries, and certain things are just water off a duck's back now. he knows that sometimes he's just playing a part, and doesn't expect nor care for anyone to recognize him as an unfathomably important or vast nation; like he has to live his day-to-day too, and it gets bothersome if everyone was hanging off his every word because they see his age. if you want to see a scrappy post-90/90后 trying to make it in the city, sure; if you want to a see rich young businessman, sure; if you want to see an energetic government official (or a disillusioned one), sure. it doesn't matter to him because the opinions of ordinary citizens are ultimately inconsequential compared to those of the other nations/govts, and he can play whatever part he wants them to see. he'd probably find it somewhat fun to drop references or subtly hint at his age and observe people's reactions when they pick up on it. if someone really disrespects him (couldve been bc he's actually being a dick, but if it actually devolves to age-based insults) he could always just reveal that he's actually wang yao, the personification of your homeland and everything you know, as well as the guy who actually birthed your mom (didn't you know), etc. and he'd probably get a good laugh out of it too lol. what really matters to him is other nation's opinions, and they know enough to give him at least grudging respect. idk i feel like he's just gotten good at tuning out what he thinks doesn't matter in order to focus on playing his part well, to get what he wants from the people actually calling the shots. how or whether his citizens perceive everything that he is, doesn't really matter.
also again; mf definitely isn't the vainest out of all the nations but he sure loves his beauty standards. puts face masks on every weekend despite nations not aging like humans bc he's not risking it...
#not really adding onto prev post but more of my thoughts i suppose#brain stuck on yao unable to move on. anyways#aph china#hws china#musings#also im sorry for being petty(?) but sometimes i think people are too obsessed with moving yao out of the twink category#and into the old man category. which is like. if you want dilfs i can 100% empathize but also ?#idk i just dont get the twink yao dislike ig i think he looks youthful but the first 5 words out of his mouth dispels that notion#IMMEDIATELY. and then you're just left with city slicker old man who gets on your nerves while also looking criminally pretty lol#hetalia#hetalia headcanons#hws
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Although he doesn't remember much about her, Edward takes after his mother a lot and is very much her son which only provided more reasons as to why his father disliked him so. He was convinced for a number of years that Eddie wasn't even his, that his mother had to have cheated on him since he did multiple times in their relationship which was what led to them finally splitting up. It was easy for him to resent this scrawny brown-haired boy who didn't even look like him, a strapping big man who'd once worked hard at Gotham's Steel Mill and later hauling heavy cargo down at the docks.
#❔ || headcanons#❔ || musings#DNA testing was barely a thing back then so Ed's dad still has doubts#She swears she didn't cheat though but sometimes Ed wishes she had#It's unfortunate to be related to such a thug!#But yeah they had some very unhealthy family dynamics which... wasn't good for a young boy#It's why Ed dislikes Bruce so much#He sees a lot of his father in what little face can be seen#It's funny though because Ed really doesn't look like his father. At all#And with changing his surname hardly anybody in Gotham knows they're related#Which is fine with Eddie#He's much happier with the surname of Nigma than he ever was with Nashton#cheating tw#cheating cw#Nothing confirmed but I might revisit this at a later point?
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christian dior | autumn 2002
#OF MONSTERS AND MEN: musings.#GRAND TRAGEDY: aesthetics.#ooc post.#AHHH if i'm being honest... this is giving EVERYTHING that it needs to give in regards to barton's fashion sense TBHHH#and so i thought i would show y'all this glorious jacket / hj LOL nooo but i do really like the design of it (if only it weren't designer-#ahahhh) but something about it being laced-up in the back when the lace-up's are just for decoration made me think about how extra-#barton can be sometimes + so this is totally something he would wear. though this jacket is still fire in my humble opinion even if it-#may be classified as a bit 'extra!!'
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Okay but, if we think outside the box a little, your face can teeeeeechnically be used as a cup to drink the lava. Like those cute mugs that are skull-shaped! ♡

#identity v#identity v postman#victor grantz#identity v the postman#idv ask blog#yall r freaks man HAHAHAHAHAH i love how obsessed u guys are about the lava its insane n i love it#because i am also insane. sometimes. as a treat#we're really just ignoring the physical properies of lava ever since the eye lava was a thing lmaooooooo#i do love me a good reason to strip him of his coat n headpiece so i dont have to draw them akdnsknsksns#me??? taking shortcuts to my muses clothes??? nooo i would neverrrrrrr. kicks my aesop blog under the bed#aesops design is already super simple n then i saw his simpler summer design n just went Uh actually his normal clothes are hard to draw#i will suffer drawing the headpiece for embrace's peace of mind so he wont have to deal with the freaks /j
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the contrast between lance/seb’s and sebchal’s social media pr videos always gets me because charles is constantly looking at sebastian like he’s the second coming of christ, meanwhile lance has the biggest “peacefully minding my own business” aura i’ve ever seen
#this isn’t to say that one is more real or genuine or better than the other just that i find it funny#how it illuminates how#frankly abnormal charles was (and still is) about seb#like contrary to whatever we write in rpfland i dont find charles particularly passive or demure at all#except for how in those years he was always deferring to seb and letting seb take the lead#like when they were doing the german video and charles just repeated what seb told him word for word no hesitation?#ofc he is a good child who respects his elders but he really let seb get away with a lot#sometimes people say out of pocket things to him and he gets that dead fish look in his eyes even tho he’s v polite about it#but#he would let seb poke fun at him with the biggest smile the silliest giggles#🐝🆑#this is an expansion of what i posted a month ago about charles’ dignity’s disappearing act but it still holds#anyth w my emoji sebchal tag is not meant to be taken seriously and are just my silly little musings
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//preliminary info on the other two Cooperative Arrancars because they're scratching at my brain but not enough to draw their looks (much of this could be subjected to change but the general concepts are set):
Gwynvere Clarnive Campanária (she/them) - Ex Arrancar n.58
Animal: Barn Owl
Fourth Division (main tasks: courier, quick transport of medical equip)
Actively seeks out the Recruitment Squad to join the Unit. Once one of Baraggan's fracciones, she defects right before the Segunda Espada leaves for the World of the Living because she feels like skipping work (again) and doesn't want to deal with Ggio. Only having joined Baraggan for their own interests, she doesn't have any particular reaction to his demise. After Aizen's defeat, Hueco Mundo becomes too "dull" and "tame" for her, and so decides that switching over to the winning side isn't such a bad idea.
Opportunistic troublemaker whose favorite hobby is to stick her nose into other people's business. Loathes hard work, prefers to flutter around the Gotei 13 to pick up on the latest gossip, or just find people to pester (his favorites are Iemura, Ikkaku and Yumichika). The only one she sort of respects and is thus safe from her mischief is Captain Unohana --Gwyn never misses her ikebana classes.
Physical highlights: has owl-like wings made of hollow bone-plate which she uses often, even for short distances. Her mask is a pair of big round glasses frames (no glass, just the frame). Hollow hole placement still unknown. Her smug aura mocks you, constantly.
Zampakuto: Malasorte (command: "Descend") - (appearance unknown)
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Rorkedras Ippodirge (he/him), Ex Arrancar n.30
Animal: Horse/Seahorse
Fifth Division (main task: being an asshole, for now)
Joins the unit seemingly on a whim. Before Aizen's arrival, he was the leader of a small pack of Adjuchas who he considered his closest friends. Among them was his brother, who leaves the group in search of power to become a Vasto Lorde, only to come back some time after gone mad from the desperate realization that no matter how many souls he'd consume, he'll never trascend his current state. As a last resort, Rorke's brother slaughters his old group of comrades thinking that will be the key to reach "enlightenment", but is cut down by Rorke himselt. Found by chance by Aizen and his lot, he receives the blessing of the Hōgyoku and becomes the n.30.
Things don't go much furhter for him under Aizen, seemingly because of lack of potential to become an Espada. The lack of recognition makes him bitter towards Aizen and his lot, and he's actively happy to hear they were defeated. Deep inside, he misses the connection he had with his pack and that subconsciously leads him to join the Cooperative Unit.
Arrogant, loud, sarcastic and a big show-off. Short-tempered. Takes joy in standing out and getting attention, often seeking it by getting into fights in front of an audience. Those who know his story probably understand it's a symptom of losing his leader role and his close friends, but he hides it all behind a fierce mask. The closest way to his heart is praise, and attention, and playing along with his antics. Shinji is the only one able to keep him somewhat in place, while he takes a liking for Momo because of her determination.
Physical highlights: hollow hole placement unknown. His mask covers his right cheek/temple, and looks like a fossilized ammonite. His horns are supposed to recall coral (hones them often for that exact reason). Loves golden jewellery and is covered in it (earrings, bangle bracelets, anklets), adorns his face with pearl-shaped ornaments, sometimes glitter.
Zampakuto: Nereide (command: "Drench") - looks like a double-edged oar
first very raw sketches:


#//nekotalks#//Gwyn's profile is a little scarce because I don't have a specific event that could shape her like what happens for Rorke#//Rorke's loss of his pack if fundamental for his behaviour in Soul Society#//he wants friends but doesn't really know how to make them since he's lost his own?#//Gwyn is just a menace because she was born like that-#//god I'll have to draw so many icons hahahAHAHAH-*collapses*#//anyways have just a sprinke of them. Miele will stay my primary muse#//but these two are VIOLENT at me sometimes so hopefully you'll like them too!
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