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(62) What the hell is that thing….. put it back in the ground
#hmsdoodles#ugly ass strawberry#ugliest thing I have ever drawn why does he look like that#he needs more time in the dirt#preferably forever#HES SO UGLY 😭#chonnys charming chaos compendium#cccc#chonny jash#cj soul#cccc soul
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katnep is the type of ship you'd expect nepeta to try really hard and dress all cutely and karkat be a bit more lazy and wear the same clothes BUT if we're all being honest karkat would absolutely dress up all fancy and nepeta would wear her usual clothes. karkat would go to kanaya in a heartbeat, kanaya would try to reach out to nepeta but nepeta will not comply.
bonus points if kanaya continues to try and make something pretty but also comfortable and fitting for nepetas tastes but it backfires because she then never takes it off and kanaya has to watch it very clearly become worn and ruined as nepeta rolls around in dirt. Kanaya accounted for that of course, but nepeta somehow surpassed her expectations anyways
i think youre totally completely right
#katnep#karnep#karkat#karkat vantas#nepeta#nepeta leijon#nepkat#hs#homestuck#liv safe#asks!#my art#art#hehe im in a pixely mood rn#but no i think youre so right#hard to imagine karkat not putting his whole romancussy into his partner < why did i say it like that#anything nep puts on shes immediately figuring out how to tear it so she can move more freely in it lmfao#bc no yeah like ah maybe karkat would put less effort in since in canon he's not crazy about her but like. if he were though?#and if nepeta was already comfortable with him and didnt feel the need to prove herself to him? cozy nepeta time#'karkat why are you wearing that. we have a roll in the dirt date today'#ill post this now but rb it in the morning since no ones gonna see it rn lmfao
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The Starry Night, Vincent Van Gogh//Hermitcraft 9: a minute to reflect, Joe Hills//Hermitcraft Season 8 Finale Animation - How Far We've Come, Chrisrin//The Starry Night, Wikipedia page//Hermitcraft VIII 1035 Final Impact, Xisumavoid////Hermitcraft S8: I Joined Hermitcraft! | Episode 1, PearlescentMoon//HermitCraft 8 ep 20 - End Times With Scar!, Joe Hills
#web weaving#hermitcraft#hc s8#hc s9#starry night#van gogh#joe hills#I feel so corny making web weaves but this is so real to me. do you understand. there wasn't a village there but they decided there should#and now there is. and it's famous and beautiful and made of so many little parts moving together. and the moon and did you get everything#you needed. and making new friends and reiterating the same thing time after time and finding new love and new joy and art to make with it#every time. the perspective of it all. the tiny world below full of so many huge all-encompassing lives.#we're all in this beautiful beautiful world together I tell you. and there's so much to reflect on and more to make and love and see#cries about it. do you understand there's so much in this beautiful beautiful world and we're in it together isn't that amazing.#you can see the shopping district from here. you can see jevin's castle layered over false's you can see bdubs's crastle and joint and the#spawn river and the April fools aliens and the pinball machine and Atlantis and etho's base peeking out from behind like a speck of green#sprouting out from the dirt and new life he's like this to me 🌱 that's etho's base. do you understand. and you can see I buy and the rocket#shop and the slime shop and false beans and the bridge Zed and grian used to transport afkango to the shopping district. ohhhh my god#everything in the world is connected do you see. it's so beautiful. ohhh my god#mine craft.#fp.txt#fav
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#twst#lilia vanrouge#spent so long on this my eyes are tired#enjoying dream lilia too much#i need more time to draw more#cant wait for an actual face reveal#need to know if his bangs actually look like this or not asdsjhfjhfhjfghknjfghnf#there are some specks of dirt on my monitor that make it look like he has freckles#looks pretty cute imo#no one gets to see it but me tho lol
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soul has a whole flock of chickens, not just darrell. chickens are social animals we NEED MORE CHICKENS GUYS STOP GIVING THEM JUST ONE DARRELL WILL BE SAD AND LONELY
anyways his chickens are Darrell, Jazz, Ginger, and Rob Cantor.
Headcanon #176
#chonny jash#cj darrell#submission#cj soul#PLEASE I THINK ABOUT THIS SO MUCH THERE NEEDS TO BE MORE OF THEM#darrell is just an inside chicken the rest vibe outside#He's like a cat mom but chickens#i love those names btw#soul will sometimes just lay out there with em#both cos he loves them and to have some peace & quiet time by himself#(hey mind. have you seen soul anywhere?)#[he's having an existential crisis over by the coop again]#(isnt it about to storm? we should probably get him soon) [...we should probably yea]#and then they stare out the window watching soul just lay there in the dirt & rain#one of the chickens just sitting on him
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i swear if i have one more shen jiu thought today i’m walking over to the granite countertop and biting until something breaks
#shen jiu always insisted he didn’t want second chances#and the people around him smothered him with them#when he hurt them they didn’t pause to punish him or to breathe before they let him try again#and he abused all the second chances he got#and he abused everyone who gave them to him#deliberately. gleefully. like a cat at bloody play.#and he never changed and they never changed and nothing ever changed until the universe said ‘no more second chances’#and liu qingge was gone#and then the universe said ‘no more second chances’ and yue qingyuan was gone#and shen jiu was left scrabbling in the grave dirt#swearing that he just needed that last second chance and he would change this time he meant it he would he would#but he couldn’t#and in the world where the universe said ‘no more second chances’ and shen jiu was gone i hope he never knew what happened#or what changed#ryddles
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Kingdom of Ash Chapter 10 Quote highlights:
The soft voice was deceptive���Aedion had learned that these weeks. Perhaps a weapon in its own right, to make people believe him gentle-hearted and weak. To mask the sharp mind and sharper instincts behind it.
As if these troops weren't for their queen, hadn't come for Aelin when she'd called. As if the Bane served anyone else.
Ren blew out a breath toward the tent's high ceiling. A large space, but unadorned. They hadn't time or resources to furnish it into a proper war tent, setting up only a cot, a few braziers, and this table, along with a copper tub behind a curtain in the rear. As soon as this meeting was over, he'd find someone to fill it for him.
Had Aelin been here, she might have heated it within a heartbeat. He shut out the tightness in his chest. Had Aelin been here, one breath from her and the five thousand troops they'd exhausted themselves killing today would have been ash on the wind
None of the lords around him had questioned where their queen was. Why she hadn't been on the field today. Perhaps they hadn't dared.
Aedion stopped long enough to greet those men, to ofter a hand on the shoulder or a word of reassurance. Some would last the night. Many wouldn't. He halted at other fires as well. To commend the fighting done, whether the soldiers hailed from Terrasen or the Wastes or Wendlyn. At a few of them, he even shared in their ales or meals. Rhoe had taught him that—the art of making his men want to follow him, die for him. But more than that, seeing them as men, as people with families and friends, who had as much to risk as he did in fighting here. It was no burden, despite the exhaustion creeping over him, to thank them for their courage, their swords. But it did take time. The sun had fully set, the muddy camp cast in deep shadows amid the fires, by the time he neared Kyllian's tent.
"Aedion."
He'd know that voice if he were blind.
Lysandra stepped from behind a tent, her face clean despite her muddy clothes.
He halted, finally feeling the weight of the dirt and gore on himself. "What."
"Is this some attempt to reenter my good graces?" He was too tired, too weary, to bother beating around the truth.
Her emerald eyes went as cold as the winter night around them. "I don't give a damn about your good graces. I care about this army being worn down with unnecessary movements."
She'd been in some small, unnoticed form. Precisely why so many kingdoms and courts had hunted down and killed any shifters. Unparalleled spies and assassins.
She crossed her arms. "If you don't want me sitting in on your war councils, then say so." He took in her face, her stiff posture. Exhaustion lay heavy on her, her golden skin pale and eyes haunted. He didn't know where she was staying in this camp. If she even had a tent. Guilt gnawed on him for a heartbeat.
"When, exactly, will our queen make her grand return?"
Her mouth tightened. "Tonight, if you think it wise."
"To miss the battle and only appear to bask in the glory of victory? I doubt the troops would find that heartening."
"Then tell me where, and when, and I'll do it."
"Just as you blindly obeyed our queen, you'll now obey me?"
"I obey no man," she snarled. "But I'm not fool enough to believe I know more about armies and soldiers than you do. My pride is not so easily bruised."
Aedion took a step forward. "And mine is?"
"What I did, I did for her, and for this kingdom. Look at these men, your men-look at the allies we've gathered and tell me that if they knew the truth, they would be so eager to fight."
"The Bane fought when we believed her dead. It would be no different."
"It might be for our allies. For the people of Terrasen." She didn't back down for a moment. "Go ahead and punish me for the rest of your life. For a thousand years, if you wind up Settling."
With Gavriel for his father, he might very well. He tried not to dwell on the possibility. He'd barely interacted with the Fae royals or their soldiers beyond what was necessary. And they mostly kept to themselves. Yet they did not sneer at him for his demi-Fae status; didn't really seem to care what blood flowed in his veins so long as he kept them alive.
"We have enough enemies as it is," Lysandra went on. "But if you truly wish to make me one of them as well, that's fine. I don't regret what 1 did, nor will I ever."
"Fine," was all he could think to say.
She shrewdly looked him over. As if weighing the man within. "It was real, Aedion," she said. "All of it. I don't care if you believe me or not. But it was real for me."
He couldn't bear to hear it. "I have a meeting," he lied, and stepped around her. "Go slither off somewhere else."
Hurt flashed in her eyes, quickly hidden. He was the worst sort of bastard for it.
She was a stupid fool. A stupid fool, to have said anything, and to now feel something in her chest crumpling. She had enough dignity left not to beg. To not watch Aedion go into Kyllian's tent and wonder if it was for a meeting, or because he was seeking to remind himself of life after so much killing today. To not give one inch of space to the burning in her eyes. Lysandra made her way toward the comfortable tent Sol of Suria had given her near his. A kind, sharply clever man—who had no interest in women. The younger brother, Ravi, had eyed her, as all men did. But he'd kept a respectful distance, and had talked to her, not her chest, so she liked him, too. Didn't mind having a tent in their midst. An honor, actually. She'd gone from having to crawl into the beds of lords, doing whatever they asked of her with a smile, to fighting beside them. And she was now a lady herself. One whom both the Lords of Suria and the Lord of Allsbrook recognized, despite Darrow spitting on it. It might have filled her with gladness had battle not worn her out so completely that the walk back to the tent seemed endless. Had the general-prince not filleted her spirit so thoroughly. Every step was an effort, the mud sucking at her boots.
#Kingdom of Ash#Chapter 10#Sarah J. Maas#no spoilers please#first read#read with me#read along#live catch up#more of the random reading thoughts in tag#hold the line#but SHE kept going#Aedion had won anyway as he’d won everything through sheer will and arrogance (runs in the family?) *she said lovingly*#okay but seriously why is he being such a jerk like I get it but dude no#IT WAS ABSURD#had Aelin been their#their queen#her words#OMFUCKINGG ITS KNOX THIS IS GETTING A WHOLE POST CAUSE I HAVENT HAD A CHANCE TO SQUEAL#also from Perranth so could he know Elide?#also still getting soc thief vibes#I NEED HIM TO MEET AELIN#at DAWN you say#hey google play good graces#it was real for me#okay Lys it’s rep era time babes#Aedion IF A MAN TALKS SHIT THEN SHE OWES YOU NOTHING#all of Rowan’s cousins still there#Aedion a question WHY ARE YOU BEING SUCH AN ASS#he realizes he’s covered in dirt because he realizes what an ass he’s being to her#Aelin would be proud of Lys sneaking around… and dissapointed in you Aedion bruh I love you but wtf
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everytime i accidentally spray water on my snail when hydrating his enclosure that one amberlynn reid reaction channel clip plays in my head
#he puts water ON the snail???#<- iirc ur not supposed to do that for some reason so i always feel bad :(#anyway he has soem worms now to eat bon appetito. will buy more carrots too today#i act like the perfect snail owner. after abandoning his ass for like 2 months and sending him into hibernation#GOD peta owuld have a field day with me#IM SO SORRY EDWARD I AM SO SORRY. AT LEAS UR STILL ALIVE ? IG#i feel so bad when isee other snail owners stress so hard over taking good care meanwhile im like#oh yeah he gets food when i remember to buy it#i spray his dirt with water when i see he hasnt moved in a couple weeks#(after nearly 2 years) ohhh they need protein? guess ill buy some worms when i have time#I FEEL SO BAD TYPING THIS ALL OUT I AM SO SORRY I LOVE ANIMALS BUT I AM ALSO VERY STUPID ND FORGETFUL#HES STILL ALIVE GUYS HES STILL ALIVE. MIRACULOUSLY#GOD IM THANKFUL I HAVE SUCH AN EASY AND ADAPTIVE PET AT LEAST LOL EVERY OTHER ANIMAL WOULD DIE WITHIN 2 WEEKS OF MY CARE#AND THATS GENEROUS
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@pyrotechnicarus was right, that tv can fucking glow.
#i saw the tv glow#isttvg#the set design dude#the world is just decaying around Owen as they’re dying from the inside out#everything starts losing color and we stop seeing Owen out in the bright sunlight#the only shot that’s there that’s nice and bright and wonderful is the one of maddys burial spot#the split second pause after the drive thru worker calls Owen sir#like it was just physically painful to hear and they needed a second#the fact they just start apologizing for having a breakdown but there’s still time and they shouldn’t be doing that#they phrase it as needing to become a man but really all they’re doing is killing themself slowly over time#i 100% read Maddy and Owen/Isabel and Tara as t4t love where one of them was ready to come out and move on with their life while the other#is too scared to ever change and is stuck in an endless loop of being something they’re not#Owen has the personality of wet grass but that’s the entire point#being too scared to ever be anything more than what is expected and just rotting over years and year and just hating yourself all the while#I love the part where Owen can’t verbalize why exactly their romantic attraction feels wrong#it’s wrong because they’re trans and can’t incision a life as Owen but can’t say out loud that it’s being perceived as a male in#a relationship that is the problem#the jab the dad makes about pink opaque being a girl’s show and how the dad is the one to drag Owen away from freedom in the tv#he’s holding Owen back but they’re so fucking scared to live as Isabel and are just stuck in a cycle of self loathing#but there’s still time#the reason Maddy/Tara doesn’t come back is because there is still time#but Owen has to be the one to commit to being Isabel and no one else is going to drag them into the dirt#it’s their choice alone and their inaction is a choice all on its own#no matter how much time passes as long as Owen is alive then there is still time to change but their inaction is slowly killing them#the fact they find the truth in their own chest dude that’s such a trans thing#where the fuck is my insurance card I’m calling my doctor to start t when the offices open#THERES STILL TIME MAN#THERES STILL TIME
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2 and 7 for the ask game?? (: [giving you more attention] [giving you more attention]
(@strawberryona)
Great, more attention!
All right, I guess I'll be talking about Ciel again, huh?
2. Two headcanons/facts-- one from your newest F/O and one from the oldest.
Okay, so about my favourite chihuahuas:
Thistle: This one is a headcanon based on canon, but I think he’s quite a fashionista. He was always dressed in a fancy way in the past, even after being promoted from the jester to the court magician, and was only wearing plain clothes when doing dungeon maintenance (but even those looked good on him, at least in my opinion, and he changes outfits often). Also it seems logical that someone who takes care of his hair and constantly styles it in different ways would be invested in the rest of his appearance as well.
Ciel Phantomhive: Fun canon fact is that Ciel is a fan of the works of Arthur Conan Doyle. Ciel is also the one who invited Arthur into his mansion for a banquet, just to drag the poor guy into the murder mystery, and later reveal all the hellish bullshit he and Sebastian got up to while orchestrating this whole event, consequentially traumatizing the author for life and inspiring him to write further. Which means that Ciel is partially responsible for the creation of Sherlock Holmes.
7. What's something you feel is uncommon that you do with/for/about/etc your F/O(s)?
Well, the fact that my go-to way of expressing affection is being mean and harshly critical of my f/os. It’s not often that I see other people that prefer to focus more on their f/os' bad traits.
I mean, I can praise them, but it’s much easier and much more fun to point out everything that is wrong with them. It’s pretty simple – I find flaws to be the most interesting part of the character. I don’t just fall in love with the good qualities of my f/os, I fall in love with their bad traits as well.
I love Thistle’s anger issues and how much of a paranoid control freak he is. I love Jamil for being a manipulative backstabber (though he is 100% justified in being one, I would have done worse in his situation). I love Xerxes for being so prideful that it starts to become a problem not only for everyone else, but for him as well.
That’s what makes them worth loving, in my eyes. Otherwise, it would have been boring… And I myself would feel inadequate in comparison.
Xerxes himself said it best:
#Fun fact: one time I wrote an entire essay fully dedicated to dragging Break through the dirt for his shitty life (and fashion) choices#f/o: the mad hatter#f/o: the mad mage#It's been a while since I read B.lack B.utler so I don't remember any headcanons I had about C.iel...#It was alsready hard to remember any peculiar facts that wouldn't be a common knowledge!#That won't do. He's still my favourite character so I really need to reread the manga to remember more...#Also. To be fair most of the headcanons I have about my f/os are based on canon in one way or another.#By which I mean: I notice a detail and simply extend a possible conclusion.#It is VERY rare for me to just come up with headcanons out of nowhere simply because they seem fitting.
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thinkbing about. him
#random thoughts#fnaf#rotating him in my mind like an orb or perhapps a microwavable tv dinner#love the idea of a character who for some reason has him in their house and does regular maintenance on him#someone who worked for fazbear fright and fucking. stole him#au where the place wasn't burned down and actually opened and some kid started working there and fucking took his ass#springtrap in my head is like. mostly an animal. running on instinct and ancient programming. only rarely lucid#the kid who took him oh my god. what if someone who was the sibling of one of the five missing kids stole him#and like. they know he's the man behind the slaughter and can remember him from when he was alive#and they take him and keep him running as like a form of torture. because fazbear fright was gonna be shut down and the animatronic#was gonna be destroyed or smth and they were like 'no you son of a bitch not yet'#and they can sometimes see the ghosts of the children and employees who died and henry. but like they're not done#they cant let go. not yet.#cant let him go to the beyond because that would be too merciful for a son of a bitch like him#but springtrap cant really understand whats happening and mostly just sees Some Guy keeping him running so most of his feelings#are positive#when he's semi lucid he tries to kill them#when he recognizes them from before he kind of shuts down#the range is 'friend!!!' to 'i am going to fucking murder you' to 'how did you do in pe today'#like this guy mostly isn't william afton. idk who he is but he isn't him most of the time#i imagine the springtrap suit is a unique model so its hard to get replacement parts for him so most of him is custom at this point#idk what they do with the bones. probably leave them alone for the most part out of fear of him passing on if they got rid of them#he smells like dirt and mildew and restroom deoderizer probably#i imagine their thoughts on him are 'i recognize this mostly isnt the man who killed my sibling so i dont want him to suffer'#'but also i cant handle the idea of even a little of the man who killed my sibling being able to stop suffering'#like this is william's idea of hell. complete depersonalization#they make his stay tolerable. decent maintenance. idk what kind of enrichment he needs#being kept in a basement away from regular social interaction is probably hell for any children's animatronic#so he loves when they come down for maintenance. probably rarely at first and then more frequently as they adjust themself to his presence#idk how he feels about maintenance. probably very used to the feeling of having a dude inside of him lmaooo
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(copy/pasting this last paragraph bc i literally hit the mobile image limit tumblr when i get you:)
also. i think chiaki wants in one day after seeing them. nagito is Immensly upset about this but keeps his composure . because now hajime is his knees and that's fine too.. i hink chiaki's trying to be careful to not dirty but hajimes like "u cant garden right if ure too scared of getting kinda dirty! god made dirt and dirt dont hurt ^o^" (this is also how he justifies eating slightly dirted from dropping food. i mean he is a farmboy i dont doubt he wouldnt od that.) LOLL toodles ^w^
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OKAY. so tumblr hates fun and glitched this ask out so i couldn’t answer it but i do not care i Will Answer It.
@spinecurlingmice (@ing you so u get the notif) i could kiss you on the mouth MWWWAH this is gorgeous and lines up so well with things i already have in mind for priest au. literally everything here fits into the canon i have in mind it’s perfect. i’ve been wanting to do more worldbuilding and such but i get really tired (lots of research…. lots and lots of googling) and you’ve done such an important thing for me by finding incredible plant symbolism. mwwah mwah mwah thank youuuu <333 obsessed with a lot of this but this post is long as hell already so it’s tags time
#ask#mice#priest au#i really really love how hajime being there gets nagito to put more effort into the church#through hajime’s sacrifice of his own self worth and determination he betters his community#GOD that’s such good metaphors. also keeping up appearances yumyum#obsessed with your plant choices. dahlias have so much fun symbolism it is SO clever to include them… aren’t they toxic too..#the kmda checking out hnta while he gardens… i actually think hnta would be kind of oblivious to this at first#he always feels like he’s being watched at church. like there’s eyes boring into him at all times#…he must finally be feeling the presence of God!#OH and the cash thing… ur so real#without sharing too much. when kmda inherited the church from his parents he also inherited a fair amount of. tithings.#he likes to keep the church humble so he doesn’t spend too much at first. just keeps the place clean and maintained and pretty#but not like. opulent. fanciest thing in there is the stained glass#but then hajime shows up. and all these little purchases start to appear— and; well; they better the church so it’s justified#hajime being proud of having His Watering Can like a dog boasting about its tags… so good#naming the lily ‘shelby.’ he’s so cute i love him#ALSO HNTA ESSENTIALLY WORKING TWO JOBS…. ‘i’m devoting myself to the lord this is good this is good’ (he is exhausted)#also ‘god made dirt and dirt don’t hurt’ that’s soooo cute. no u don’t understand how cute that is#ohhhhh my little farm boy…. :((( into torment realm you go hurry along now#i need to get some architecture sketches of the town down…. general city plan + some of the important buildings#that’ll be kinda fun to figure out actually
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🔥 every time darius is shown to use his abomination form he is using it in a very deliberate and calculating way, and not because he is supposedly so angry/furious
meanwhile every time he shows real strong emotions, whether positive or negative, he is not in the transformed form (though his abomination powers are clearly important to him with how he uses them for affectionate gestures, etc).
and, imo, both times he is seemingly very outwardly furious - with Raine in ER and the kids in the ASiAS - he is playing the role, possibly playing up the real annoyances (because he is more often shown to be annoyed than angry in actual canon). and compare to how he reacts to other coven heads who are his real enemies: focused fighting with Vitimir, concern over Eber AND over failing to stop the spell in KT, and disdainful and stern expression in the finale. It's concern, hurt, or pettiness, annoyance rather than explosive anger.
EDIT: on the rewatch i think he was momentarily angry in ER (after he got dirt literally on his face), but imo, by the time he had transformed into his abomination form he was playing again.
[see more ramblings in the tags]
#darius deamonne#toh darius#the owl house#obviously there might be situations when he would transform out of anger - like fighting belos in an au#but it would take much more than what fanon prescribes imo#and i think being very deliberately in control of the abomination form (doesn't mean always but most times)#makes a more interesting take on the abomination magic being like his second nature while also being a science or art form he perfected#and i don't think it takes anything out of the supposed parallels with belos either since it doesn't need to be one-to-one comparison#and its not like he doesnt have little outbursts sometimes - just like most characters would get angry when someone flings dirt at them#or his impatience when eda doesnt understand that he is talking about her curse - but i see it as frustration and impatience and not anger#and i agree that when he was a teenager he would have more teenager-y reactions#and the way he had to hide or redirect his emotions during the coven head time is something worth of exploring too#but i dont agree with the way certain parts of fandom flanderize his emotions into this constant outbursting fury#when it is clearly not even to explore his character but to flanderize him solely for the sake of other characters
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ok so man that i hooked up w like 2 weeks ago that i wanted to see for like dates: cancelled. i’m bored of him 😭😭😭
#stream#ALKSALKSALKSLAKSLAKSLA#like ok#he needs to let me know like EARLIER than 30 MINUTES BEFORE to see me#& u need to not have like#an hour SHARP to leave like i need more than an hour IF IM HOSTING !!!!! like i want ATTENTION after#+ i would’ve cleaned everything like an insane person#‘like an insane person’ u mean ‘bc ur an insane person’#anyway#i haven’t showered in days bc i’ve been compulsively cleaning until im so exhausted that i just pass out#like literally everyday#but i mean there’s no reason for me to leave the house bc u gotta clean & then i can’t have anyone HERE bc i got SHIT TO CLEAN so they don’t#DIE FROM ILLNESS & DISGUST & MY DIRT (a quarter of a piece of a small leaf that was tracked in at the door)#ALSKALSKALSKLAKSLAKSLAKSL but ok what’s so fucking funny is that IF SOMEONE ELSE says like ‘i’m coming over at 5’ & it’s like ‘10a’ i will#LITERALLY get everything done so fucking quick like i will be SONIC & then im right there ready to go like :D#ALSKALSKALKSLAKSLAKSLA but if ive to do it for ME irs like wow this is agony im going to die i should kill myself bc ur such a wreck stupid#anyway maybe i should talk to the therapist abt this bc it does Not Seem to Be Healthy#so he will be like ‘we’re going for about 2 tomorrow :)’ at like 1p that day & i agree then he doesn’t message me until like 1 saying ‘i’ll#be free in an hour x’ like#like i sent questions to him like ‘so what do u think abt xyz’ would u do xyz like gaming or whatever u know then he answers them the whole#next day idk it’s like ur literally expecting me to drop everything to suck ur dick for 30 mins & that’s just#it ain’t it#like ALSKALSKLAKSALSLAKSLAKAS at this point i’m just going to block him next time he does that 😭😭😭#probably never going to see him again i’ve never seen him since the first time#literally i was like ‘hey i’ll be free …’ for like 1.5week & then just gave up on that bc he never was or wouldn’t respond until late like#girl …. this is BORING ur DULL u don’t even DO ANYTHING as far as i KNOW 😭😭😭😭 he’s always like ‘at work :)’ ‘watching tv :)’ ‘cooking :)’#that’s it#like …. ok
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// silvercandle neg
God now that the new eps out im never escaping the silvercandle fanart oh GOD.
(he/she prns 4 candle in the tags!! ↓)
#i dont know how to say this but dude#ive disliked silver for a very very long time#i used to think as time pass#i'd be like “hey! your not so bad.. i guess?” yup that never came#each coming episode i hated him even more dude#as for candle i loved her alot#from the moment i saw her on screen i knew it was so over because he proceeded to be a huge crush of mine for months - a year now.#this isnt the only reason i like her because she has a geniunely interesting character and i like his personality#just wish there was more use of her character besides JUST assisting the male characters. seriously.#he needed more interactions with the other characters imo#also didn't silver absolutely despise candle when they first met? and now he just starts to like her it irks me. you literally#called him a witch#she didn't do shit to you and you still treated her like the dirt you fucking step on#there needs to be a scene where candle should've snapped at him. geniunely he didn't have to be so nice to him#all im saying is that silver is such a dick and they really haven't dont all much to redeem himself#meanwhile when candle breaks off the looney balloonies alliance (aka TRYING TO SAVE HIMSELF FROM ELIMINATION) she gets called a villain#biggest silvercandle neg ever#lord this is so long
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on my hands and knees begging u to say your words about xiaolumi… i want to hear them… i’ll pay you back in art i prommy—
WHY WOULD YOU ENABLE ME LIKE THIS no need for art i literally owe you my fucking Life just for that one piece like oh my god. ohhhh my god. the amount of times i have linked that to my friends and waxed poetic and maybe cried a little. ANYWAYS. i am about to be So Silly And So Disorganized
so here's the thing right?? it depends SO heavily on how you interpret lumine. the traveler definitely has their own personality and agenda ingame but there's still SO much wiggle room in terms of what you do with that. if i really wanted to i could probably make it a Lot More Accurate by focusing on the traveler in canon and going from there however i will in fact be completely ignoring that and focusing on my interpretation of lumi specifically light and love <3 <- thats my little disclaimer ANYWAYS
they are So Similar in a lot of ways. young adults who are also centuries old. stubborn bastards who would give their lives protecting those around them even if they got absolutely nothing in return. so quick to throw themselves into the line of fire for the sake of friends and strangers alike. such a strong instinct to protect. not mortal, not by a long shot, but not quite gods either, something uniquely inhuman and in between. a centuries worth of weight on their shoulders. reaching their breaking points and pushing further still, refusing to let themselves crumble. and, even with very close companions, i think they're very lonely. there's no one quite like xiao in teyvat, no one quite like lumine without aether there by her side- maybe no one quite like lumine at all, anymore.
i think its about sharing. i think they'd find it easy to talk with and be around one another, even though they're typically so slow and so careful with trust. i think fighting together comes as easily as breathing, that their urge to protect lines up perfectly with the others and leads to them doing so much for those around them as well as each other. they will not let the other fall. they share the weight on their shoulders, share the centuries of bloodshed and horrors seen and caused alike, share in the unique brand of loneliness that comes with knowing that where someone was once by your side there's no one like you left.
vulnerability does not come easily to any of them. they can always push themselves further, always be a little stronger, always run a little faster. but its exactly that, i think, the recognition of someone so like themselves that makes it easier for them to trust in one another. lumine can call xiao's name when she needs him, xiao can find lumine if he needs her. i think that for all they would shoulder the world on their own and know the other would do the same in a heartbeat, they trust one another to come to them when they need help. it would be so, so easy to ignore it, to press forward, to remain alone. but they made a promise, and they intend to keep it.
i like to imagine that lumine's presence has a purifying effect on xiao. something she could control and channel should she realize, but for now something small, just enough to ease that weight. just enough to make sure he won't succumb.
i think a big part of it is about learning how to live again. they both carry that weight, that stubborn mindset, but wanting to see the other happy helps. knowing the other understands helps. when it hurts they can breathe together, and the type of pain they feel may never truly go away but they dont have to experience it alone.
every snowflake, every sunrise, every flower is just a little bit different from the rest. xiao's favorite quiet places are nicer with her there. they live so very differently but lumine's teapot is always there and xiao is no longer bound by his contract, learning ever so slowly how to let himself go. they have spent so, so long surviving. now, though, they remember to taste the fresh air, learn to indulge in the smallest things. lumine experiments with recipes until her almond tofu is catered to xiao's tastes exactly, the perfect texture. at night in liyue xiao tells her stories of the constellations and she remembers every word, at night in the teapot lumine will lift a hand and the sky will match her memories, her turn to tell stories about stars he's never seen.
they are both so, so tired. and i think that they would trust the other enough to let themselves rest. you can put your strength down. im sitting here with you at the kitchen table. you dont need to say anything. <- that quote is so them for real its shared silences mutual understanding and comfort always having each other's backs its twin moons twin stars two beings caught in each other's orbit and choosing every day to stay. sitting side by side on the mountaintop, hands entwined, lumine's head on his shoulder. breathing. loving. living.
#feeling so normal right now#um. um. um.#yeah i have no excuse im just out of my fucking mind#currently being plagued with post-chasm thoughts where zhongli saving xiao lent him energy and that energy Fades#and xiao is fucking exhausted and still hurt and completely burnt out#and lumine is there and its the first time he enters the teapot because if she says theyll be safe there he trusts her#if lumine says no harm will come to them here he believes her#very 'you took care of me now let me take care of you'#washing the dirt and debris from their skin from their hair shielding his face with a hand so she doesnt get shampoo in his eyes#every movement gentle and careful and precise and purposeful. i love you on purpose i care about you on purpose that quote is so them too#making both of them food because neither of them need it but it helps with their energy regardless#making both of them sleep because they desperately need the rest#and its a little selfish of her to wrap her arm around him because she needs the reminder that hes there and safe and whole#but he doesnt stop her. and everyone has to be selfish at times#spending hours and hours laying there beneath the stars breathing deeply existing together remembering that theyre alive#idk. like i said. the quiet moments the unconditional trust#im so tempted to try and think of more but i am Stopping Myself finally. we're done we are DONE#one day i will be normal about them but until then.#aly.genshin#aly.writing
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