#he just DOESNT DESERVE UT

[oblisker]

stop shipping lesley and roy lesley is way too good for his ass. start shipping roy and shrignold

[29121996]

made a joke 2yrs ago abt if it didnt work out w him id have to just date women

[strxbrymochi]

i know im quite late but this has been stuck in my head and i need to get it out so here are my 12am impulse thoughts,,,

how i imagine nct dream would be on valentine's day;

note: this is just the vibes i get from seeing them and 100% based on my delusional imagination

mark;

i am extra delulu for this man rn its so bad

i feel like he would be such a wholesome valentine date

straight up imagined some sort of serenading going on bc hello guitar skills?? and his voice??

i'd imagine he'd gift you some sort of designer thing (just cause i think he's the type to spoil u for special occasions bc ur his girl yk screams)

i think good food = good talks = just enjoying each other's company; type of guy i genuinely feel like you can have hour hour hours long convos and not get bored

lots of laughs bc hearing his laugh >>>

feel more home date vibes where you take out your fave foods and just jam out love songs in pjs but i can also see late night walks or going to some lowkey resto so yalls dont get spotted

renjun;

this guy is for real a deep down romantic aint no way with that face and attitude have you seen how he speaks to some of the dreamies??

defs would serenade u if u ask him to (imagine him shy at first but giving it his all aww)

hands down will gift u something he custom made i do not doubt this given he made custom hoodies for the rest of dream but yours defo will be extra special and made with care <3

can imagine some sort of art date or a quiet night for the two of yalls, him spoiling u a bit cause valentines is extra reason to do so

honestly if i was on a date w him i'd just stare at him ... oops

i think u guys should do the "draw each other" trend as a gift and ur drawing of him looks horrendous (bc u are not as gifted in the arts-- if you are good for u) while his of you looks majestic but he keeps it anyways bc u made it (hearing his beautiful laugh makes it worth ut too anyways)

jeno;

ok look i think jeno's v acts of service-y

wouldn't question if he attempts to cook for you or do things for you a lot more often on valentines to show his love for u (wake up to meals and a clean house yessir-- only for today tho GAHAHAHAHA)

another one i think would spoil you with designer stuff and just imagine the little cute smile on his face when he watched you open the gifts cause he's out here looking at u w pure genuine love (must be nice)

my man's a gamer would probs challenge u to a game or two before heading out

ice cream !!!!!! i have seen 2 vlogs w him looking for and eating ice cream i think you guys will defs have an ice cream taster or smtg (he's so me!!)

idk bro i love jeno any boyfriend fantasy i have in my dreams is played out by him. TT

haechan;

nah yea atp they'd all spoil you (pls dream is full of loving green forest men)

i can imagine deep talks about your future together like wouldnt be surprised if mans doesnt just propose to you alr thats how much he loves you

clingy clingy boy and he is not afraid to show you and let you know how much he loves u !

would hands down take you to the BEST restos and yalls would have insanely good food

can see some karaoke or bowling or idk just an activity yalls can do together before going home for a quiet night of the talks and just enjoying each other's presence

where do i find one genuine question

jaemin;

royalty treatment all the way

breakfast in bed: check with four course meal, flowers: check, gifts: check, chore-free house: check say less

i feel like jaemin is a very big words of affirmation guy so he will not stop complimenting you or saying he loves you

takes a lot of pictures of you too

yk also i think he'd actually send his mom flowers for valentine's day too

staring at you for hours with that stupid cute grin of his, eyes full of adoration

would have all your wants and preferences memorised hes so attentive you actually dont need to worry or do anything all day (just appreciate it bc u deserve him and his love!!!)

chenle;

(there were like no chenle gifs wtf)

PRESIDENT ZHONG CHENLE!!!!! money moves fr name what u want and u got it, spoiled level 1000 on valentine's day

if he could go around freely i think he's the type to take you to fancy ass restaurants like those rich hotel ones (but like if not that's ok he'll spoil you through other means)

he's a menace sometimes i think he'd joke around and try to get on your nerves a bit for fun like imagine him rocking up and being like what day is it today? oh it's valentine's? what's that idk what that is. was i meant to do smtg for u? (him and haechan fr would be the type to tease u so bad) all that just for laughs i can alr imagine the look on his face

as sweet as he is i think at one point he'd either make you do smtg so stupid w him or get a random ass matching present just for the lols (he rlly doesn't gaf he's so real and u love him for it)

jisung;

my sweet sweet child (we're like the same age)

i feel like he'd be so babie trying to prep everything and making sure everything is perfect for u awwwie

tries to act all tough and cool but melts on the inside, compliment him once he shows that smile of his and he's down forever

would be the type to get advice from his hyungs on what to do but be so shy when asked (sksks hes adorable pls)

i feel like he would make you a custom gift like something you can take w u always but also get u something expensive idk unless ur not into that stuff GAHAHA

IMAGINE he tries cooking for u but oblivious kiddo ended up burning it but its ok he tried, yalls got takeout instead

OK ALSO think him trying to teach u how to dance that'd be so cute or yalls can end it w a movie just in each other's presence and u fall asleep next to each other on the couch (BYE SO CUTE IM DED)

ok that's it im done i need to sleep good night (stay delulu besties <3)

[siriuslygay1981]

THE SUN DOESNT MEAN TO HURT ANYONE, THE SUN CANNOT CONTROL HOW IT AFFECTS OTHERS, DO NOT BLAME THE SUN FOR BEING WHAT IT WAS CREATED TO DO.

HE IS THE SUN HE BRINGS YOU WARMTH, HE GIVES YOU HAPPINESS HES BRIGHT AND HE DOESNT MEAN TO HURT, HAVENT YOU HEARD!! DONT FLY TOO CLOSE TO THE SUN

IT ISNT HIS FAULT, HES JUST BRIGHT, HIS LOVE CAN BE INTENSE AND OVERWHELMING BUT THATS JUST WHO HE IS. DON'T BLAME HIM FOR BEING TOO BIG, IF HE HURTS YOU ITS NEVER ON PURPOSE BELIEVE ME, HE'D RATHER BURN OUT COMPLETELY THAN EVER MAKE YOU HURT.

HIS SMILE WILL BLIND YOU, IT WILL BURN YOU, HIS KINDNESS IS A SUNBURN TO THOSE WHO RARELY GOT SHOWN ANY, HE IS BIG HE IS OVERWHELMING, HES THE LIGHT AND HE SHINES DOWN ON YOU, DO NOT THINK FOR A SECOND THAT JUST BECAUSE HE IS BIG AND HE IS BRIGHT THAT HE MEANS HARM. A SPIDER LOOKS SCARY AND IS OFTEN SEEN AS BAD BUT THEY ARE SO TINY AND MEAN NO HARM

HAVE YOU SEEN CATS? THEY ARE SO CUTE AND SO VICIOUS SOMETIMES, JAMES POTTER IS THE SUN AND HE WILL LEAVE YOU COLD IF YOU DESERVE UT, HE MAY CAUSE HARM BUT ITS NEVER INTENTIONAL.

THE SUN BURNS ARE HUGS, THE RAYS OF WARMTH KISSES, THE BLINDING LIGHT IN YOUR EYES HIS SMILE, HE GRACES YOU WITH HIS PRESENCE AND HIS LOVE LET HIM SHINE. DONT BLAME HIM FOR LIVING

[rotting-sun]

Would anyone even miss me. Am i even worth that.

My gf is bored of me. My friends only reach out when theres no one else to talk to.

What if i do it? I dont think theyd even care. They would probably be better off.

My feelings are such a burden. I am such a burden. If i kms im sure it would be a favor to them. They’d finally have a weight off their shoulders.

I’m boring and pathetic and every bad human trait there is. I am fundamentally unloveable. Everyone is only with me because they pity me. My gf is friends with so many other people. So many interesting people. So many pretty people. Better than me. Idk why she doesnt just. Break up w me and get w them. She says shes “in love” w people all the time so. I should kms and then she wouldnt have to feel bound to me. I could amke her life easier. Simpler. I wouldn’t be stuck to her.

She probably thinks i’m so annoying. All i do is tell her how much i love her. All i do is talk to her. All day. Im so fucking clingy. She probably so sick of me. So sick of everything i do and am. She probably regrets ever wanting to be w me. And i dont blame her.

I dotn want her to hurt me. Ik on some level that im probably being dramatic rn. Ik that. But ik shes going to get bored eventually. She gonna get sick of how sick i am. Of all of my issues. Shes not gonna find me interesting anymore. I’m gonna drive her away and it’ll be no one’s fault but my own. Ik im not worth staying for. She’ll find someone better. She’s already said shes in love w one of her online friends. Ik she meant it as a joke. Platonic. Whatever tf. But it doesn’t feel like that. She thinks that girl is so much prettier than me. I know that. She probably is. I don’t even compare. I’m not worth anything. I dont deserve anything. She deserves so much more than me and she knows ut too. Shes gonna leave and theres nothing i can do to stop it. I am nothing. Pathetic. Ugly. Worthless. A coward. How much of a coward do u have to be to not be able to pull the trigger when u WANT to. How much?

She didn’t even tell me she loved me back this morning. But she would txt the gc we’re both in. It’s not that hard to shoot off an ily. Anything. An acknowledgment. I dont want to feel invisible. Not to her. Shes supposed to pick me. I’m supposed to be her #1. I don’t understand. Shes supposed to love me. I’m supposed to mean smth to her. Right? She’s supposed to want me with her. Why am I always the last choice? Why do I always get chosen last? Why am I not worthy of love and attention when other people are? What makes me so bad? Why can’t I stop being me for a little while? I just wanna know what it’s like. To be above everyone else for someone. To be worth smth to someone. I just want to be someone’s first; I wanna be someone’s person. Their favorite. I want reciprocation. Why do I always get the short ebd of the stick. I don’t understand. WHAT DID I FUCKING DO TO DESERVE TO BE SO GODDAMN UNLOVEABLE. WHAT DID I DO AND HOW TF DO I FIX IT. Please.

It just. Hurts. Everything hurts. I don’t want it to hurt anymore. I want it to be over. I don’t wanna have to feel anything anymore. I wanna be done. It’s too much and it’s painful. My emotions feel like third degree burns. And no one gets it. They can’t. And they don’t care anyways. I deserve to be shot in tje head.

I don’t deserve to be here anyway. I know god hates me. It’s okay tho. I get it. Just wish he would do smth abt it.

[thepictureofsdr]

i saw your post about alastair and now im curious about all ut thoughts on Matthew

this ask. is like half a year old. I am So Sorry however i have thought about it literally every day bc my feelings on him are so… complex

i think i can break it down into two categories: 1. his character in context of the whole series, and 2. the bubble of his character, not taking into account his actions and impact towards other people

1. um. he makes me SO MAD. listen i have said time and time again that the thieves dont owe alastair forgiveness but that doesn’t extend to matthew actively trying to fuck up alastairs life. what pisses me off is that this whole agenda is centered on matthews wants, its not because he cares about his friends and wants them away from someone he thinks is bad. when he tells thomas about alastair at the party, there’s no concern for thomas. hes told at their best friends party, probably the first night of happiness since his sister was killed, while intoxicated and very much in public. math didnt take thomas aside or wait for a better moment. [I DONT HATE MATH I JUST LOVE THOMAS] matthew doesnt like alastair, so no one can like alastair, even if he has to hurt others to obtain that. hes very clearly stringing the other thieves along in this its just for him, they all like alastair or dont care about the past. kit doesnt give a shit, james respects alastair to a degree and thomas is head over heels. he even manages to make cordelia call his manipulation of alastair “kind.” he condemns alastair for spreading rumours yet he himself has deemed spreading gossip fun [i can’t STAND hypocrisy its a very easy way to get me to dislike a character unfortunately] he unconsciously blames alastair for the death of his sibling and now alastair and thomas are paying for it. understanding where a mental dip and lashing out are coming from can happen at the same time as not agreeing with it. i understand why matthew acts like this but that doesnt mean i can just ignore how matthew pushed alastair back down to his lowest yknow?

2. i adore him, and i sympathize with him, and he makes my heart hurt in every possible way. he was my tied fave character in tales, this young energetic boy who wants to be friends w the quiet kid, who stood up for his friends, and my heart SHATTERED when i read the poison story. at his core hes a genuinely good person, so i can’t even imagine the guilt thats been crushing him all these years. not only the pain of hurting his mother but killing the baby, my heart breaks every time i think about him and what he’s been carrying all these years. it hurts to even think about this burden hes placed on himself, the silence and ever growing self hatred and inherent belief that hes a problem. all i want is for him to receive that forgiveness hes been desperately needing for so long, and for him to see himself through the eyes of others, for him to see that goodness he possesses and the light he brings into the lives of others and for him to be loved as he so deserves.

there’s more but i cant lie im really scared of matthew lovers but also id feel so bad leaving this in drafts 😭 all in all my feelings on him are so complicated, i love him but hes also hurt someone else i love, hes a walking grey area. but i dont hate him, i feel like a lot of people are quick to assume any criticism is pure unfiltered hatred which clearly isn’t true considering my fave is ALASTAIR talk about someone who’s actions can be criticized 😭

[yeoderys]

i feel so bad for dery :/

[wonpeeler]

Okay no but can we talk about how freaky the afraid demo is because like ,, something about that song just gives me chills but Sungjin’s demo???? Sungjin’s voice is top tier

He’s talented,

Hardworking,

More adjectives I’m not going to sit here and list,

Talented,

And I love the way his voice sounds.

It fits so well there and when I heart it wow when I got to the chorus I was practically dead

I know my friends really like this song (I’m looking at you too Lly) but I just can’t???

They go il so afraid and what do I do and my skin is crawling it’s such a good song but I’ve heard it what? 6? 7 times? So if anyone wants to talk about it without actually talking about it beause I kind of don’t want to ,, I’m here

Conclusion: im afraid of afraid

https://youtu.be/_O1z_NXfukU

[skybristle]

Please rant about why you didn't like how chapter 14 characterized Caramel arrow. I may not have gotten to it because I'm still stuck in chapter 11 but I'd love to hear it.

pls rb!! i put a lot of thought and effort into these posts!

was talking to a friend. this is a. Horrid mash of copy/pasted stuff from discord dms paired with me typing in new shit to bridge gaps and add points but. under cut again! probably some talk abt murder and violence [but its against affo mainly so its okay /JOKE] but mainly to save space on dashes since i type a lot also note that i tend to call caramel arrow carrow. it just rolls off my mental tounge better and its easier to speedrun typing in my fanon i've also added magnolia into her story but. for the sake of arguement i'll leave her and any magnolia-related changes out. but yeah they canonically kiss devsis told me /lh ill add more if i think of anything

shes a static character. NOTE. static characters are NOT inherently bad. but she has so much potential for being fucked up and questioning her loyalties and shit. as she stands she is just. There. she does a little bit of girlbossing but ESPECIALLy in chapter 14 she is just there to go its okay dark cacao ur doing the right thing it is alright u are okay :] and she doesnt even get resolution with affo. iirc they dont even rlly get a confrontation he just. Runs away. these r my main problems but ill get into a lot of wasted potential later. ill be so mad forever and ever they didn't let carrow kill affogato. like. she had a straight shot in the end when his sheilds were down and he was just trying to get away. ut she just goes "OHHH NO AFFOGATO IS GETTING AWAYYYYY" like babygirl you are the first watcher. What are you doing. i get that cr doesnt have the balls to violently kill him on screen but like u could have shot him and left him for dead at least. Like. .... idk. red velvet gets a crossbolt bolt to the face in TOSC its not too out there. but even then carrow seems like the type to want to kill someone cleanly and effectively no matter WHAT they did so she doesnt stoop to their level. so as far as my fanon goes she shot him thru the head when he was trying to escape. like again i know canon wouldn't do that but it is dissapointing to see nothing happen with him and carrow's arc yet another injustice to carrow's character. shes just. There honestly. like she doesnt DO ANYTHING. shes kinda just [woman standing discord emoji] you could honestly remove her from the plot without much difference which is. REALLY FUCKING SAD considering that she was so hyped up and is playable. her only real character trait is 'loyal to dark cacao'. which falls flat considering DARK CACAO IS FUCKED UP?? like i know affo is manipulating him or whatever but he had to have been at an incredibly low point in the first place - likely caused by dark choco's betrayel and the stress of losing so much , including many of his watchers, to the war. the main missed potential i see: the missed potential with her and dark choco. it's heavily implied he was very very close with her - and her mentor. she even has a line abt him being the one who taught her how to use a bow. it's p easy to assume he's the person who trained her and could probably be considered her non-blood informal older brother or maybe an idol. [i prefer the former but. Yeah] have her loyalty be split between the king who deeply hurt his people for decades [since even before affo i doubt it was good considering i can only IMAGINE how fucked up the kingdom was afrer the DFW with their watchers presumaby spread incredibly thin after so many losses] and FUCKING EXILED HER regardless of affo's imput and the prince who trained and partially raised her but has done so much fucked up shit and lost his path

NEITHER of them are good people. at least completely. do they deserve her loyalty? is she reeally doing good by following anyone?? is bias by being close to the royals clouding her judgement? she can't answer those questions

but No. dark cacao good everyine else bad :3. so dissapointing this is becoming more of a stretch but this is more a thinly veiled excuse to talk abt my fanon because i make her character so much cooler and sexier but. Ya! also not to say she was probably a trainee or barely out of training when dark choco betrayed everyone when he was probably her older brother figure andddd probably got shoehorned into the position of first watcher too fast since dark cacao was in such deep paranoia after getting betrayed by his own son he couldn't trust anyone short of who was practically his own daughter but. Ya! would have fucked. her cutscene thing says she became the first watcher at an incredibly young age. u can assume in canon that just means that she was so capable she earned it so early on but like. You could ALSO take rlly fucked up implications from that if you wanted to. like. Yeah. also i dont have as thorough thoughts on this but. it's sad that we didnt see much of her relationship with the other watchers. its obvious that they miss her, care about her, and are still loyal to her. i've always thought it was a really interesting thing that despite her exile and presumably being stripped of her title they all still call her first watcher. resisting the urge to talk abt her and magnolia so i wont but like. scenes with the other watchers could have rlly helped this!!! oh also if you ship carrow x affogato get the fuck off this post i actually hate you fuck you fuck yo ufuck yuyou fuck you. Die. thats all i remember for now. Bye girl.

[marshmallowprotection]

Man I should’ve done V’s route before Ray’s route because doing Ray’s first gave me all sorts of pain with V’s. It’s like someone grabbed my heart and crushed it right in front of me to watch Ray slowly spiral down and become so desperate for MC’s attention and validation. Going as far as to say when MC says they like V, he just goes “I don’t care if I’m second place, I don’t care if I’m last. Please don’t leave me. Hurt me if you need to, don’t go” AAAAAA

V’s route was just painful for me😭 Day 10? Just pain and only pain, like I was sobbing. I literally can’t fathom nor believe that Ray really reached a point to conclude he wasn’t deserving of love and happiness after Mint Eye disbanded. Like he wasn’t deserving of a second chance. It truly did hurt to run away with Saeyoung after saving V. AND THOSE TIMES RAY SND SAEYOUNG WOULD INTERACT IN CHATROOMS?! RAY TELLING SAEYOUNG “Please don’t hack anymore…” AND HE JUST DOESNT KNOW HES TALKING TO HIS BROTHER JUST HURTS. it just makes sense in the way you write VAE Ray as someone a bit more frazzled and easily overwhelmed bc of everything that happened. It just hurts, I only ever want what’s best for this boy. If VAE Ray would let me, I will validate and love him unconditionally for the rest of my life.

But yeah I recently finished V’s route and it broke into my house and beat me up 😔 and Saeyoung finding out Ray “died” was the finishing blow. I knew he was alive bc spoilers, but for some reason I was still grieving?? I’m rambling bc ut was such an emotional experience and maybe if I did V’s route first and then Ray’s my heart wouldn’t feel this demolished.

Yeah, for anyone that can play those routes for the first time now, I would always suggest that you do V first. Even if you don't like him most, it will save you a lot of emotional turmoil if you do his route first. When I was playing, I didn't have that choice because I was playing when those things came out in real time. So, I can definitely understand the emotional turmoil that you're going through right now because it's still haunts me very much to this day.

Can you imagine living through those months before the after ending came out and we didn't know what was going to happen to him? Those were the worst months of my life. I really did think they were going to try to do a narrative foil situation, flipping what happened in the secret ending. Like, V living but Saeran dying instead of him. I'm glad that's not the case, but it was something that did haunt me at the time.

At the very least, you know that Ray is okay and though it will take time... he'll find peace in his heart. Watching what happens emotionally to Saeyoung is the most painful thing. I try not to reply that after ending simply because watching him breakdown hurts me too. I think it's normal to go through this stage of grief even if you know the outcome, because experiencing what happens in that situation in real-time can only hurt you emotionally. I know that I have a hard time listening to the phone call from day 10. There's just so much on that route that is going to hurt you.

In VAE Ray's case, I'm glad that you feel like he feels true to form. There's a reason why he's so skittish and tends to be wary of everything around him. He lost everything and everyone in a matter of seconds and it broke him. He's managed to make sense of his pain but it took a long time to get there. He still has a lot of trauma and a lot of fears that linger inside of him. He's almost always going to be afraid of loud noises and he's going to prefer Solitude at the end of the day. He doesn't think he's worthy enough for anything good, but he lets himself be happy with his brother and V. He may be able to find sense of something in his life, but it's going to take him a while to get there. It's why he's such a fun character to explore after what he went through. At least now you can read the Maid Fic and have context for the pain!

[stellocchia]

So a hot take (that might not be a hot take idk) is..

So until Tubbo is de-canonized to have seen Phil as a dad

^^ (because it is canon that Phil only had Wilbur but it is also canon that Phil sort of was Tubbo's dad figure AND is michael's grandp?)

Then I will say his parenting is kinda crap. I mean he babied Wilbur (which Wil did do Fundy), he killed Wil, but adding Tubbo and their kinda dubious father(ish)-son relationship then he really doesnt look like a good dad.

Also I would have just complained about his treatment of Wilbur and Ghostbur but many people say that Wil is a adult SO adding Tubbo who last I heard wasnt decanonized is a minor who I can complain about his parenting.

I really dont think Phil (or Wilbur) are the worst dads. They have their issues some worse then others (cough killing your kid cough)

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Other Hot Take.Sally should stay a fish and not be a shapeshifter /j.

But no my actual hot take (that again may not be one) is as much as I love Techno and Tommy and I want them to become friends again. Their relationship feels volatile? Idk ut feels the relationship goes up and down.

(Thanks for reading this. I dont think I phrased my toughts correctly but I tried :/ anyways have a good day)

1) I kinda agree with that one, but also Phil assisting Wilbur in committing suicide is often either exagerated to make it so Wilbur is the aggressor or the other way around to make Phil seem like a cold unfeeling d*ck and I generally don't like that.

Because, yes, Phil went through with it. But he really wasn't thinking clearly in that situation. He couldn't have known that Wilbur was on his last life, Wilbur just detonated a bomb that could have killed somebody and was yelling at Phil to be killed. It wasn't a situation were ANYONE could have thought clearly. I don't want to hear people say they would act differently in that situation because, quite frankly, they don't know.

That said, he is an utter asshole for keeping up his whole "there was no other choice after what Wilbur had done" even AFTER Doomsday. Where Phil did worse. Why didn't he deserve death after that if Wilbur did after doing less?

2) Yeah, their relationship is definitely volatile. There was always a power imbalance there simply in virtue of how much stronger Techno is and Techno being incapable of self-reflection definitely doesn't help.

I honestly don't even want them to mend things. Like, maybe apologize to each other and move on with their lives, that would be enough.

[sukifoof]

Okay I said I only got one so I'm a lot luckier than you but FUCKING MOOD.

Also. Rant incoming feel free to to skip and delete the ask. But!

If I say I do not want a relationship! It is not a personal insult directed specifically at you, my guy! It comes from me spending YEARS considering myself and if I want a romantic relationship, and concluding that I do not! Rejecting you is the happiest outcome! I'm not stuck in a situation burying my feelings to make someone else happy for an indefinite period of time, and you don't need to waste your time on a relationship I KNOW will never go anywhere! Some people just do not wish for romance! GAH!

...The worst part is, engaging in an activity me and a friend mutually enjoy and then getting dinner does sound very appealing to me. I like food and a variety of activities that can be shared with other people. I just don't like the other expectations attached to a romantic date.

Moving from Depressing Real Life to Projecting Onto Fiction. This is why I wish I could find more stories where Toriel is both a lead and not shipped with anyone. She's one of the few characters I've found who are allowed to draw firm boundaries about romantic relationships, doesn't get paired up with anyone, and it isn't treated as a flaw. There is a small number of ships I enjoy, but I very specifically hope Toriel doesn't get paired up with anyone in Deltarune later on.

...Welp. Hope you enjoyed my rant?

oh my god i am so delighted by this is ask thank u for this

i also have a quick Aro Rant. for SOME reason so many guys in highschool took me being nice to them as "omg theyre in love with me i have to never leave them alone and find out where their classes are before they show up and corner them in the hall and Be Incredibly Inappropriate And Manipulative So They Never Stop Talking To Me" and it was. SOOOO bad.... it got to a point where i needed a slip to be able to go to guidance to Escape The Creepy Guys,, i would talk about it but it was Awful. sorry guys i am just Not Interested In Anyone the idea of being in a romantic relationship makes me Unbelievably Anxious

but anyway!! ur SO right about toriel.... i can definitely see her as aro or demiro or something like that,, im not a big shipping person cuz i just dont Get It so i can definitely relate to the struggle of trying to find content of a specific character and theyre always paired with someone for some reason...... i hope u can find some Good Toriel Content soon 🙏

oh another thing,, i think one of the reasons i love ut so much is cuz ive always related to flowey feeling like he cant love and its okay that he feels that way cuz that doesnt mean he deserves to be shunned or hated,,, something about that always really touched me Especially cuz i got into ut right at the time i started questioning if i was aro and when i was having a really hard time relating to people.... i think it took me a lot of time to come to terms with it but recently ive been a lot more comfortable with it and i wouldnt be surprised if that was thanks to good ol flowey the flower..... anyway concept what if. what if deltarune asriel. aro. also what if sans and toriel good aro friends What If

[iskierkacest]

Um 📁I'm in the mood for some angst/comfort please. I just want my bakubaby to get wholesome friendship from sadness. If it's ok.

whoo boy heres a long one.

my personal hc is that katsuki and the rest of the kids he grew up with werent that close. like sure, he pushed deku away first, ut especially after tsubasa disappeared, he doubled down on training and became less and less emotionally available.

and dont get me wrong, he and the aldera gang are still friends, just not as close as they used to be.

now, i also like to think about him participating in illegal street fights. theyre quirkless, held in the middle of the night in some dirty corner no hero would think to visit, and he needs them.

the adrenaline rush of a good fight, the cheers and yells of the crowd, the anonymity of it all... he craves it, especially after kamino.

he loses a lot of sleep, and eventually it comes to a point where you cant differentiate between the bruises under his eyes from the lack of sleep and the black eyes he gets while fighting.

he just... he needs an outlet, to do what he does best freely and without holding back. the nights where he wins make him grasp desperately to the reality where he still comes out as the best, and the ones where he loses show him how worthless he is, and that he deserves all thats happening to him.

afterwards, he stumbles up to skyscrapers, sits on the roofs where the air is cold and fresh and he can think clearly, the lingering pain helps to ground him and not float away.

now, undercut kun starts hearing rumours about that blonde kid who shows up almost each night and doesnt stop even after being beat to the ground. now, while he does know some drug dealers and shady teens, hes never been quite that far underground.

but he observed katsuki in school after the sludge villain and saw the sports festival and watched the broadcasts after kamino and he knows hes not okay.

so he goes to a fight and walks through the crowd and watches as katsuki fights and takes as many hits as he dishes out and then follows him up to a rooftop.

and the beat his heart skipped when he saw him sitting there, looking so lonely and broken, probably took like 15 years of his lifespan, but he still makes his way to katsuki and plops down wordlessly next to him.

and they sit there in silence for a bit before katsuki breaks down crying and leans into his side and undercut kun hugs him back but avoids looking at him.

and they talk for hours and watch the night pass and merge into the soft colours of the morning and undercut kun learns about whats troubling katsuki because hes this perfect combination of being a trusted friend but also not being a part of his life.

hes his own thing, his own safe bubble.

and after ground beta, undercut kun is added to a groupchat with katsukis other old friends from aldera and izuku and they all start reaching out again and become much closer than they ever were as kids.

and its amazing to watch both izuku and katsuki grow and heal and be a part of that.

and when theyre maybe eighteen, they all meet up one night after a middle school graduation reunion, and hang out in one of the parks they used to play on as kids, and think about how far theyve come and how far they still have to go.

((okay so this is waaayyyyy longer than i anticipated, but i got emotional lol. i hope you like it!!! :D ))

[venelona]

So, we know how the Sanses react when their Frisks get flirted with. But how to the Frisks react when their Sans is being flirted with?

UT Frisk? Probably the same way she reacts when she heards Sans pun at other women. UT Sans also doesn’t really like flirting and usually deflects it with his jokes.

UF Frisk? UF Sans is obvious to flirting from anyone except Frisk to the point of irritation (or he may just be pretending to mess with the person), but Frisk still gets antsy and kinda uncomfortable.

HT Frisk... she thinks she doesn’t fit/deserve Sans after all that happened. She feels awful but if she sees Sans having a great time with someone else she doesnt want to interfire (on the opposite, she wants to leave). Buuuut Sans does not have such good time sociolizing with others. (one time he got mobed by some edgy-loving human girls who were begging for his phone number and then scolded Frisk for not doing anything saying human females might be scarier than monsters)

Who has an explosive reaction? Well...

Swap Frisk xD 

[mingi-bubu]

Watch “Youth With You” with Me!

Episode 3 Part 3

Ok, welcome to part 3!  hopefully my wifi will work better this time and there wont be so many pauses hhh

i have my apple, i have my water, my phone is plugged in

ooh we’ve never had a part three before idk if it feels right to quote mark on this

hmmmm

oooh ok

as the lil nct dreamies would say go, go go!

hehe get it ?  from their song go?

:^}

n e ways aslkdfjsl;kdjf

leggo

red rose and white rose time

i liked this song a lot

aww f6 flower six that’s so ute

cute

huangyi saying he chose people that looked like princes afjasldk

wowowowow the other team (i think it’s team b) has a long fucking name like and their intros are long also

hongxuan and yang gen have nice voices

lu junjie has a good voice

oooh with them high notes we love it

their falsettos are better than mine falksdjf;s

oooooohhhh with the mf confetti falling from the sky im in love

i do not remember who gets the stage tho based off of the comments right now i think team a

ok long name group does

im gonna be real i have no idea which team is which

i like their outfits

the black and white flowers are super cool

great it’s pausing

ook lu junjie’s visouals are good

tang shuya’s voice reminds me a bit of yixing’s with how light it is

gao xiaosong’s hair said i am going to poof and you cant stop me

zhou xiangheng god he’s good

i like their performance

i like how they sound when they’re singing as a whole unit tho

isn’t saranghe (my spelling is probs off it’s fine) korean?

i thought and i am probs wrong but i thought that the chinese was wo ai ni?

anyway this is the confetti group and the visuals with that are incredible i like it a lot

i really appreciate the trainees who try to look more positively at the practice room situation as like just a stage without an audience

i just remembered today is thursday and that means i have a qcyn2 ep to watch after this hhh

huang hongxuan has really long fingers holy snipes

so does anthony

li huangyi looks like fuckign snow white omg

ou tianrui really looks like he about to cry omg

i wish that they were able to actually have performed

i know no one cares but my apple is crunchy

fuck that line about the moon is sad

meng en’s hair ???  a good and fun color

is it green?  is it blue??  is it silver???  who knows certainly not i

ues the united singing ugh i get a shiver every time

this song really does slap doesnt it?

ok fight time

the name of the song not actual fighting tho that wouldve been funny

ok wow these outfits are interesting

oooh it’s the maybe its mountaineering maybe its love song

i like the traditional elements of the song a lot tbh

but ok like i know its towards the end of the episode but like we literally saw 40 seconds and like at least 10 of those werent even on them they cut to the mentors or to the other trainees

like forgive me if im wrong but we spent more time with flower boys and like namanamanamana than we did with fight

like yeah theyre like class f but still they deserve more screentime than that

smh iqiyi s m h

anyway

awww daniel!!!  i love himmmmm

puppy boy

i think black outfits are going to have stage performance

i was right

they called themselves big dipper and then dabbed i hate to see it

ok lets gooo

oooh that was a cool opening move ngl

i also just realized we didnt see their training stuff that’s annoying

awww danieeellllll

mc jin is having a good time alkdjfa;s

hou chuanjun’s longer held notes arent bad im proud of hte boys

mc jin is literally haivng the time of his life dancing to the song im dying

hmm that note was interesting

ooooooh with the fire at the end we love pyrotechnics

awww there are people cheering for daniel!!!

ok praccy room performance time

this song reminds me a lot of ambush on all sides

there are some really tall guys on this team

li lian has a very fierce look we support it

yang ning’s hair is cool

ok thats all the performances

i like that i can spot weiwei so easily bc the boyo is so tall adkfjsd

guan yue is so smalll and hes in the back aldkfjs;dljf

al;sdkfjasdk junjie deadass said that they want to see yixing to perform and here he is omg

sir how scandy to have your knees out 

BITCH CANCING FROM THE FLOOR I LOVE ONE MAN

he keeps catching the woah i hate him

wowowowowow that was so cool

yixing literally just said if both the yp and the trainees want to see him perform every episode he would i hope he does tbh

i love to see it

ok here’s the preview fo rhte next epispode

i don’t know what’s happening but it’s the votes being revealed

wenhan got 89 votes owowwow

yixing looks really good with that hairstyle

he’s worried/confused over whether this will keep the trainees to keep working hard

oh wait this is still part of the episode??

i am confusion but it’s fine

sm gave yixing a c in audience appeal and that drove him to work harder

awww yxing talking about his getting c and how he didn’t want to talk about it bc there were girls there im crying

i love him what a dork

this is lay zhang right now not yixing pd ajdfaklsd

only 60 can make it to the next level which we know

tug of warak;lsdfjaslkdf

previews for next episode and huaiwei is so cuteeeee

al;sdkfjal;sdf someo of them are being dragged on the floor i die

daniel talking about himself i love himmm

i will cry at these announcements on god i will

ok and that’s the end of the episode!

i’ll see you guys next time with episode 5!!!

stay safe and stay healthy!

have a good rest of your day <33333

[lieslieslies-blog]

Inmates Hanging Each OtherOr Killing Themselves

Why is it that these trusted public servants jailers? Well we will go with it. They think they are cops. Just foot soldiers . Tazers and pepper spray and the keys to the kungdom.

How did we have over 3 murders and noone has been charged.

This jail has cameras so why arent they being held responsible.

We trust these people to keep inmates safe. Its their job. They hate us. I know but come on someones childnis dead and people are whispering that the cameras dont work. They are responsible for the safety of the inmates.

Why is it that they need the statement of an inmate to press charges.

It was like a slap in the face when i had to point out who hit me. This woman had weeks earlier murdered someone but you (jailer) need me to do your job. Excuse my language but why does this whore think she can't prosecute necause she is the one with the proof and is asking me if ahe can use it???

Indont knowncan you do your job or is that above your paygrade. A gopher for the poloce? I get high with a few on the outside. Damn it theses people have a new boss. He caresbabout waste. Cry tonthe inmates whilebyoure doing a shakedown. Just grow anpair and quit trying to be cool with people you are trained not to trust.

Inmatesnchecking heads didnt save any money. Do it by the book buddy .i get it but simeones gonna fuck you up if you dont even follow the rules.

Mercy project ? I'm a total fan. A good guy that knows good people fuck up. Cocky but on methadone and aa felon.

Im gonna kill myself. Judge with an anklenbracelet.

And a county paying for what the previous generation in office stole when coal was king.

1 cent sales tax and we wouldve been ok. But rumor has it now we are in bankrup and playingndirty trucks on stupid criminals pursuing cases that the statute of limita6have ran out on. Criminal.

Fuck the police and these thugs in office. Glad we got a new mayor though. Im praying for them all. Im prayin god will move and put more good people in office.

Clean up waljer co? You have to bring in business that wull draw in more money. Why arent we growing? And why didnt you better educate the public about the 1 penny that would stop us from disaster. I guess sometimes you have to be smart and just let it ride. We are afterall not a debtors country. I hear stupid shit. We go ti jail for not paying bills. It's stealing.

Fuck I hear crazy shit. I dont know whatsngoing on in jasper.

In winston co its by the book. Noone us saving the world and our courthpuse has been cleaned out a few times. Fuck thats messed up. Peanut butter , ashes changed details . what the fuck ever. We are a joke. Criminals are running the show folks.

I guess its not criminal if you have faulty equipment and cant prosecute an inmate for murder without the word of an inmate because convicts dont snitch. I hate ut when I see people in office with power just fucking up everything. Because they dont deserve the seat if the dont understand they can get shot in tge head for that shit. 2 teams. We are all grown i thought we were all one. Christian cop hypocrits. False charges and just hated by those the incarcerate and better know they cant teust us.

I wonder how many bodies have to pile up before the FBI come in.

Or is this it? I definitely dont respect the govt. I love the constitution but why do I now worry instead of sleep better when my little bro is locked up.

The inmates are lisers and trash that dont even deserve respect.

But the job still means theyre responsible for thos they imprison. What the fuck is it about that jail?

By the book and why doesnt my friends family know what happened to their son?

Oh yeah the cameras dont work.

Sales tax and rumors

Fuck waljer co

Who cares

Let these idiots die. I mean cops. Law enforcement. Fuck the police the jailers

Kill the mother f uckers