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made a joke 2yrs ago abt if it didnt work out w him id have to just date women
#and thats atarting to look more n more likely#i wish my inabiliyy to move on stemmed from the belief id never find anyone else#but it Literally doesnt#it stems from Luterally finding my needle in a haystack n not wanting to find another now .#'he wasnt that great' oh fuck no. but . its not that simple and i wish ir was but irs not that black n white#i didnt fucming deserve any of tje shit he put me through n i haye that ive only just now started shredding#the awful layer of trauma hed installwd over my skin#but. anyway keep thibling abt how i meet a guy and therws always something Missing i dont like#it sucks n i wonder if this feeling will fade#but it genuinely jusy seems to be Growing even as im dealing and unpacking all the bullshit hes put me through#like . i just. i removed the colour theme i set on our messenger chat this morning bc u do not fucking deserve ut anymore#not if youre . gonna keep doing this to me. n i feel lighter#was it a petty internal punishment for him (as if hes even gonna give a fuck i did that) ? absolutely.#n then i blocked him bc i cabnot havw that channel open. if u wanna talk u gotta rocm up to my house sorry.
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hey! i just wanted to pop by and say that i love your blog loads 🥺🥺 also, i have a question! does roman ever give vee tickles? when they’re big OR small? 💗
aaawW thank u so much for saying so !!
heads up i accidentally made this a ficlet halfway through lol
warning for tickling and teasing
and YES roman tickles vee a lot hsjshdhs you see it on the ic blog quite a lot - if they're hanging out they are actually pretty touchy feely. even when big vee usually ends up in romans lap and he will purposefully be cheeky because he knows roman ends up tickling him as revenge jdhds
just yesterday roman was holding the video game controller out of reach of virgil and fondly teasing him abt being too short to reach it, so vee twisted his septum piercing with his tongue to freak roman out. roman is very grossed out by things easily and dropped the controller to get vee to stop
vee started playing the video game, still sitting in romans lap with a smug smile on his little face... but he was kinda disappointed roman didn't put up more of a (tickle) fight.
so he licked romans cheek
roman freaked out, went to scrub his cheek withm soap, compained on the blog about vee being gross and 'baby snot on his face', then vee just denied it all (purposefully being cheeky to try to get roman to retaliate) until roman started chasing him for revenge
they ended up in virgils room with roman pinning him to the floor. virgil THOUGHT roman was going to lick his cheeks back, but instead roman asked him to admit he did it. virgil denied it and roman started wiggling a finger under his ear
vee squeaked and a giggle escaped
"admit it!" roman demanded
of cours vee knew what would happen if he didnt. so: "no, im innocent!"
then romans other hand circled a finger around the side of his ribs. virgil gasped and started giggling constantly and wriggling under roman
"Last chance, vee-vee!" roman warns with eyebrows raised and a big smile
virgils gigges are squeaky and breathless already, he really is too sensitive for a lot of tickling. but he meets romans eyes for a brief second before they fall shut with another gasp when romans finger brushes a particularly bad tickle spot. "n-no-ho" virgil protests... then he licks his deptum piercing again just to add fuel to the fire
roman cries out in disgust then immediately starts scribbling both his hands quickly over the sides of virgils.
virgil screams and bucks and gasps and blushes so hard
at this point logan appears in the doorway to check what is happening
"h-help, lo-ho" virgil pleads, eyes watering and cheeks aching from laughing so much
"no, don't help Lo!" roman argues, chuckling at vee and kindly slowing his fingers enough to give vee room to breathe between giggles "this is justice for a heinous act!"
logan sniffs in amusement, "well i am not one to stand in the way of justice"
virgils eyes fly open and land on logan "no! pl-hee-he-ease, M-ha-Mama!"
hearing vee call logan mama immediately makes roman stop his fingers, because if vee is starting to regress theres no way he would enjoy such intense tickling
logan steps closer and leans down to better speak to vee. "are you alright, little one?" he asks in a very babytalk voice, then roman stops pinning him and pinches his cheek a little
"hi vee-vee, do you feel tiny?"
and virgil goess BRIGHT RED because he isnt regressing at all, he just used the Mama card to try to get logan to feel sorry for him. he covers his face with his hands and shakes his head and mumbles through his fingers "not little, sorry... just wanted.."
the other two frown. "wanted what, virgil" logan asks.
"do you want me to stop?" roman asks sincerely
virgil wriggles on the floor a little and pulls his hand down from his face enough to chew his thumbnail and reveal one eye and one very pink cheek "no.. just wanted, um... attention" he admits quietly
roman immediately lights up "Ohhhhhh-"
vee whines and covers his face again. roman takes his hands and pulls them away. "let me get this right... did you want more teases?"
vee's silence speaks loudly
"oh my god youre insatiable" roman laughs, but before virgil has time to feel insecure about it roman's fingers start teasing at his ribs again
"i think you have this under control," logan chuckles, then leaves.
"so teasing how tiny you are earier wasn't enough?" roman muses, his fingernails tracing lightly over each individual rib. virgil holds his lips tight to contain a squeal, but it just comes out as a highpitched whimper. "its not enough to just tease how your little arms can't reach when i hold a controller above my head?"
virgil cant respond because one of romans fingers is back under his ear and tickling right under his earlobe and making him titter and squirm
"and i dont think its enough to tease what an itty bitty widdle baby you are, either," roman says in a babytalk voice, laughing when vee whines and tries to hide his red cheeks but then roman pokes his tummy teasingly and vee immediately drops his hands to his tummy protectively. "because we all know what a tiny little cutie you are, with your baby bottles and pacis and your diapers"
"ro-ah!" virgil tried to protest but romans fingers went for the sides of his tummy and all he can do is gasp and wriggle and giggle and hope his cheeks dont catch fire with how much theyre burning
"so i think we'll just stick with teasing you... for how much you love being teased" roman says confidently
"nooo" virgil whines between breathless laughter
"yes, vee-vee" roman laughs. he's drawing little spirals over vee's sides now and it's making vee writhe and squeal
"you love the teases sooo much, how adorable is that, huh?" romans fingers slow down and atart tiptoeing over vee's ribs one by one like theyre stepping stones
vee gasps in a deep breath and lets himself calm down, all while squeaking and smiling so hard
"you pretend to not like it when we tease you for being the shortest, but everytime you get the biggest smile!" romans fingers go up so one wriggles under his ear again and one scribbles at his cheek. vee squeals and shakes his head
"no?!" roman gasps dramatically, "aw, but it's true vee! youre tiny and you love it! and you cant hide it anymore with those cute dimples popping out and your squeaky laughter whenever i hold something out of reach..."
virgils far gone from talking now. he's a flustered giggly mess
"hm and what about how much you love tickles? thats pretty adorable too you know" romans fingers go back to his ribs to circle around slowly and vee instantly curls up, legs bent up to his chest and accidentally trapping romans fingers there
"see!" roman laughs "you love being tickle tickle tickled so much you wont let me take my hands away!" he scribbles his fingers quickly now and vee squeals and rocks on the floor and gasps but his legs still hold romans hands there.
"n-n-no d-doh-ho--"
"no you don't?" roman guesses and virgil nods, eyes squint shut tight with laughter. "yes you do~" roman teases with a sing song babytalk voice. it makes virgils chest feel melty. "you love the tickles vee! Little vee is a little tickly cutie, aren't you?~"
virgil squeaks and gasps. romans fingers slow down and vee breathes through his giggles for a few moments. he's getting to his limit now
"cmon, vee~" roman sings and wiggles his hand sout from between virgils chest and knees. virgil squeals even tho roman wasnt trying to tickle him. roman laughs "if you admit you love teases and tickles then i'll stop"
it takes a couple of minutes for vee to be ready - both because he is so breathless and he keeps getting interrupted by giggle fits even though roman isnt touching him anymore, which just makes roman laugh too - but eventually virgil opens his eyes, squinting past tears of laughter and not bothering to hide his hot cheeks anymore and admits under his breath "i- i um i like being... teased and - and tickled"
"yeah you do" roman agrees with a big smug smile, then he gets up and helps pull vee up from the floor - vee's knees are wobbly and he collapses a little into roman when he is standing and they both laugh and roman keeps an arm around vee's shoulders when they go back to his room to carry on with the video game.
"that wasnt too much, was it?" roman asks a bit meekly after several minute of gameplay.
virgil looks iver to him and sees he refuses to take his eyes off the screen. romans fingers are fidgeting a bit with the controller even though its a cutscene on the screen.
"no," vee whispers, then lets himself wiggle back into romans lap like they'd been before. he looks at the screen as well and breathes deeply when romans arms circle around him. he feels secure and safe in his big brothers lap. "it was perfect" he admits quietly, stroking his fingers over romans arms
#im WOW i did not expect a sort of concept / ficlet for this ajsjhdhsh#thank you anon!!#fam ily tickles#little/big concepts#little/big ficlets#asks#anon#lee virgil#ler roman#ts tickle fic
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jamal visiting for dinner
jam came to the house for dinner on wednesday evening and it was his first time meeting the family
note this is kinda bad formatting n grammar bc i just copy pasted me n livs messages again
also i accidentally swore but its hard finding all of them 😭 sorry
its bc roman is getting kinda homesick going to jamals all the time and they all agreed to it - vee agreed to but shes not obligated to join dinner, the plan is she will have dinner earlier and she can hang out wherever she wants but will prob stay in her room except for just a wave
bc roman wants jamal to be able to come to his house too but they have to get the meet the family bit done first
hes gonna bring them flowers and wine WAAH what a gentleman
imagine jamal cracks a joke at dinner and logan chokes on his /wine abhsjsjs
hes so stoic until that one joke he loses it
AWAAHSHHSHAHS AND EVERY FEW MINUTES HE HAS A CHUCKLE FIt BC HE KEES REMEMBERING THE JOKE
and later even after jamal is gone and patton and lo are in bed tigether and reading then lo just atarts giggling and patton laughsand is like "are you still thinking abt the joke?" and logan just is red faced silent laughing and nodding his head
Aaawwww roman texting jamal the next morning saying logan is STILL laughing at his joke and jam is like :D !!!!!
liv: awww god how did i forget that jamal is literally a comedian. his job is to make people warm up to him and entertain them
ESPECIALLY BC logan isn;t like shy but he;s not prne to excessive chit chat like patton might be so like jamal just cant get a read on him, if he;s disapproving or judging him in some way, oh god what if the wine is bad-
but then he just drops one random remark and logan snorts JASHDGSHJK
HSHSH this is it actually yeah bc he LOOKS serious and hes tall ppl think his quietness is judgy and intimidating but hes just not very talkative and doesnt have much energy to host a dinner party, hes just generally introverted
like he is very polite and he can talk to people perfectly well and friendly but when ita an extended meeting he will go quiet and just talk to patton and ppl think its bc he doesnt like them but its bc logan is a lil tired and just finds energy in being with his partner
yea it was even hust a nervous joke hshshjs just a remark on smth that was funny bc thats his way of coping with nerves but behshs logan fuckin loved it
it wasnt HILARIOUS but logans reaction made it a hundred times funnier that everyone was laughing
they were all laughing so much that they were all laughing and logan had tears in his eyes and pattons cheeks were rosy and roman was leaning against jamal a lil
AND THEN WAAHHH then lil vee tiptoes in the doorway and patton notices her and goes "oh hi sweetie" thru his lughter trying to hold it back and b gentle,
and jamal and roman look back to see vee standing rlly nervous in the doorway and roman gives her a lil smile and thumbs up in encouragement and patton carries on "were we being a little loud honey?"
and vee shakes her head silently and jus tiptoes in to quickly stand by pattons chair and give him a hug - partly to hide her face away from jamal
and logan taks to jam and roman to pull the attention way from vee a lil and after just a minute or so of pstton hugging vees waist and swaying her a lil and whispering smth no one else could hear, then vee turns around a lil and chews faer fingernail and waits for lo and jam to stop talking
and when jam looks at faer he smiles and says hi, you're vee right?
and fae squeezes pattons hand rlly tight and doesnt look away from pats fingers but fae nods
and jamal just says its lovely to meet faer, roman talks about faer very highly
and vee smiles a lil but she doednt know how to respond so she gets nervous and tugs pats hand and patton whispers "its okay honey, if you want to go uostairs again you can." but vee pauses and pat smiles "i'll come up with you okay?"
and as pat and vee walk out hand in hand then vee pauses a lil on the way to wave at jamal and then hurriedly leave again blushing and hiding behind patton
but jamal is like SCORE OMG bc roman was like it might take a few visits for vee to actually interact but vee made an effort bc she knows how much jamal means to her big bro .....
thats her way of interacting when she cant interact, she just exists in the same space to prove she isnt hiding from them
and its like she likes hearing how the new person talks so that in future shes more prepared for what itll be like to interact with them WAAHH MAYBE LOGAN KNEW THAT THATS WHY HE ASKS JAMAL A QEUSTION
liv: ahhhhhhh also the way jamal like doesn't ask her lts of questions but ALSO doesn't just ignore her
like he sees her effort and he's returning the interest and not being overwhelming and WAHHH
vee was so brave for coming down and the interaction went well and waaah
did patton stay up w her for a while or just to help her get settled again?
YES jamal already knows a bit abt vee from roman so he knows she wont be verbal with him for a while so he knows not to ask questions
i think patton went upstairs with vee knowing that she probably needed a hug bc she was overwhelmed and missed her family, and also after she waves patton is CERTAIN shes gonna regress as soon as thwyre upstairs bc that is nervewracking for her but hes gonna give her so much baby talk praise for it!
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