#he is my muse apparently

[youchangedmedestiel]

So apparently it has been a year since I started this blog/joined Tumblr, according to Tumblr itself.

And today I got inspired so I draw. I hope you'll like what I did. I'm very shy about this, I considered giving up multiple times because it wasn't perfect. And there is a lot of amazing art out there. Plus, it has been more than a year since I draw something and even before that it was years ago, anyway I'm out of practice so I'm not so confident about my drawing skills anymore.

I never know when I should stop adding or deleting a pencil stroke. But whatever, even if it's not great I have nothing to lose, and this goes for everybody (maybe I'll inspire someone else to get back to drawing or even start doing so for the first time).

It's a pic from my phone so the quality is what it is, sorry. I also didn't have a pencil sharpener with me.

Anyway, here's my little sketch book that I should fill and the pic that inspired me:

[walkingstackofbooks]

So I was just thinking of posting something glib along the lines of "How about Garak as part of Julian's found family rather than his love interest?" but then I started actually thinking about how that would work and immediately stumbled across the issue of Daddy Issues Everywhere--

And now I can't stop thinking about, like, Julian meeting this older lizard man who seems genuinely interested him and seeing him as a father figure, and whatnot.

But the trouble is, it seems that I cannot conceive of a universe where Julian is never attracted to Garak, and so you get this situation like a year in, where Julian's convinced that Garak's interest in him is fatherly - he asks how his work's been; he mentors him a little in spycraft, kind of; he takes him on family day trips to random Bajoran orphanages in the middle of the night...

And suddenly Julian realises he's got a crush on Garak. Like, a big one. And he's so ashamed of himself and freaking out and feeling like 'oh my god, Garak can never know, I can only imagine how taboo that is on Cardassia, oh no, this is The Worst'.

And meanwhile Garak is completely oblivious to this, because he believes he's had a lovely year of flirty lunches with his doctor and has no idea that Julian sees him as a father figure.

Idk how this resolves, but I'm sure Jadzia would have an absolute field day after Julian gets drunk enough to miserably confess his dilemma to her.

(Also I'm pretty sure Julian does not have a daddy kink in this, which actually makes it worse for him, because if he had a kink, at least he'd have an excuse. He's just so miserable. I'm sorry, I can't stop laughing at him rip 😅)

[silcoitus]

Young Silco who's just staring at chubby Reader whos a medic/cook in the mines,wanting to bury his face in their chest and squeeze them while absorbing their warmth.

It should be meeeeeeee 😭😭😭 but also I am neither a cook nor a medic. Does Young Silco need a sewist to repair his clothes for him???? I volunteer as tribute.

[mad-hunts]

so... how has y'alls weekend been? i hope it's been good because i am about to show all my moots something that may be a bit UHH. cursed, but honestly, it's true JSJSJ and it was made as a result of listening to old music from the 2010's as it should be so i hope i at least make some people laugh from it just like i cackled after putting it together 💀 LMAO

[nlelira-vintgesunf]

Did anyone ask for doodles of Jon struggling with the consequences of having a reproductive system? no? well I did so

(yes I'm putting him through my experiences again I'm not sorry)

wasn't gonna post it but i like the top one a lot actually

[diansu-vulkarch]

… I think I’d like to stop being in the same space as Dave Strider.

[thegreatyin]

Is the Scoundrel exclusively She/Her now or is she just GirlBatmoding for a while

he's just girlbatmodding for a while

[tenacquity]

looks directly into the camera while i update the usfw rule on my (applicable) blogs bc someone (my absolute disaster gay son vincent but you didn't hear it from me) came in like a wrecking ball and refused to adhere to the whole "fade to black" gig and gave the rest of my muses ideas . . . (╯•﹏•╰)

so uh yea just a heads-up about that! it's obviously not going to be a primary focus on any blog, but you may see more of it now that the floodgates have been breached 🧍 everything of this nature will be tagged and under a read more, but if this bothers anyone, please take care of yourself and do what you need to do, okay? <3 thanks for understanding!

[taralen]

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To the [[ones]] out there who say all Spamton fans will move on once the new secret boss is out—let me say this:

Deltarune's next secret bosses could be the sexiest [[mfers]] I will ever lay my eyes on, but absolutely none of them will top Spamton.

Spamton is the [[near]] perfect blend of everything I like in a character and then some. A character that inspires and connects with me at a level this deep is not one easily replaced.

Will some other fans move on? Yes.

But not this one.

8^)

[limitlesspossibilities]

question: would Junpei fite the world, even die for his wife? (ofc course he would, judging by was you told me)

"'Course I would. I'd do anything for her, and if I had to give up my life to protect her, I'd do it in a heartbeat." She'd probably get mad at him for that, but he swore to himself he'd never let her get hurt again, no matter what.

[axolinaaxolotl]

muse and leif :)))

[illithilit]

The array I've got here is so fucking wild, I swear to the gods. I get whiplash going from some muses who will smite you if you even look at them wrong -- and then there's other muses that fuck all the goddamn time with varying levels of needing to be invested in someone before they get nasty

And sometimes I have to fill out little sticker charts for when they go thirty minutes without having sex with their partner. 😐

[whiskeysmulti]

How Straight Is Hibari?

*sighs*

[karnakian]

i cannot believe i have never done this dnd test for leon

[greedbent]

@yukikorogashi || liked for a starter! [Blood // Water – grandson]

“Look me in my eyes,” he demanded, what could've been something soft and concerned from most anyone else coming out like the crackle of ice in too warm of water. Kaz dipped the crow's beak of his cane beneath the girl's chin, steering her wide and youthful gaze up to his. He surveyed her face in a breath of silence: the indomitable spirit she exuded, the convincing front. His head tilted, next words lower and quieter than before: “Tell me everything's not fine.”

[killianhemlock]

Assorted ta mo ta sketches