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❝ Miss Makima ... I'm not a ragdoll. ❞
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"Both Oakes and Grainger have always done well when given the right material, and each has some terrifically frightening silent moments: an uncontrollable clenching of fists from Juan as he is exiled to Spain, a subtle grin from Lucrezia as she hears her brother's groans of pleasure shift to agony." — The A.V club
#who up thinking about how holly and david perfectly portrayed their dynamic? the way they flip flop from softness to antagonism is so slay#breaking my silence lulu and juan are my priority about the show which i'm sure my 2014 ceslu-pilled self would be beating my ass for this#and the most compelling part for me in their relationship is that juan knowing that he forever lost lu's respect made his insanity worse#because he realizes she'll never know how much he loves her and that she'll always think he's intentionally hurting her#but he's actually very in love with her yet he died while she still thinks he was trying to torment he so she was kinda happy when he died#juan x lucrezia#juan borgia#lucrezia borgia#the borgias#theborgiasedit#perioddramaedit#cinemapix#tvarchive#tvedit#periodedits#perioddramacentral#userstream#tvfilmsource#smallscreensource#by jen
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Homicipher MC is very cool and groundbreaking for her trope subversion of "cute weak human mc thrust into a world of monster men" by being a serial killer and a vicious monsterous brute warped by a world she unknowingly made blood sacrifices to and I don't ever want to take away her autonomy BUT there is also something fascinating to me about the concept of her having No memory of killing people and No Idea why she even would in the first place
#homicipher#homicipher mc#the horror of realizing you are Not the victim#of not understanding yourself because there is clear hard evidence that you did these horrible things#there isnt another explination available like posession or coercion and scarletella is proof of that#because he believes mc killed these people FOR him. so its clearly not a manipulation of her causing her to kill#its organic. and I like the idea of her waking up in the other world and slowly learning this and just having NO fucking CLUE why#it would torment her forever especially if she never got back to her world. like. why. what could make her do that. what was the motivation#how was she capable. how did she pick them. what did she use to kill them#she clearly feels comfortable wielding a weapon and using it but thats so different than being capable of pre meditated serial murder#the disconnect she would feel would make it so easy to lose herself
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I know how it sounds at first, but I really gotta feel bad for the boys that sacrificed edwin; I mean even the term “sacrificed edwin” paints them in a more sinister light than they really deserve– considering that wasn’t really, actually their intention.
they were bullies, they were homophobic (and/or were self loathing gay boys themselves taking it out on edwin, or were equally likely peer pressured into acting a certain way), they planned something stupid and mean to do to an innocent, anxious boy with the goal of scaring the shit out of him, all because he was effeminate and an easy target. but they didn’t know or expect any of the ritual stuff to be real. they were all laughing and joking during the ritual because it was just that to them– a joke. a cruel joke, but a joke.
teenagers can be mean and stupid and they usually regret it as adults and grow out of it / grow from it. they were stifled the chance to grow out of it, at least while alive. none of those boys deserved to be instakilled and sent to hell; they’re really not that much less deserving than edwin himself. they were all just kids, after all.
#random thought but. yeah……#I mean think about if crystal happened to be killed somehow pre-demonic intervention#she would’ve been deemed deserving of hell by the standards we’ve seen. no doubt about it. if the dragon guys were pulled to hell then yeah.#she would be as well. simply put- she was a bully#she was also a teenager. not a fully developed person. a very damaged and neglected teenager at that#it’s kinda like the criminal justice system right. it’s like. hey you really think sending them to be tormented is the most humane and#efficient way to heal these kids of what makes them act out and allow them to grow and improve?#Crystal’s such a good case to look at because she’s. well. to compare to The Good Place which you can probably already tell I’ve watched 800#times and adore with all my heart. she’s kinda the michael of the group#no one knows it at first but she’s actually kind of a terror to people most of the time. but she’s put in a situation where she#suddenly has a support system- people who care about her and want the best for her- she’s given a purpose and realizes how much better it is#to use her powers to help rather than hurt (well. sometimes helping can involve hurting but you get it)#and by the time she’s regained her memories and has a place in the agency it’s much easier to reflect on her life and be like huh!#this system kinda fucking sucks!#not that edwin wasn’t an example unto himself but he was a ‘clerical error’ not a ‘rightfully’ condemned person#with his situation someone could argue that the problem isn’t with the system being wack as a whole- it should just be maintained better so#these ‘errors’ don’t happen and all the good kids go to their afterlives and the Bad Evil Kids go to hell.#yes yes I know they’re not in hell forever (hopefully) but uhh Simon was still there for over a century and for fucking What?#gay self-loathing and catholic guilt? his intentions were clearly not Truly Evil and more than anything he seems to have been punished using#how much he hated himself for being gay and how guilty he felt for it all. like shit aren’t those feelings enough of a punishment? if he had#lived through that ritual and edwin hadn’t– do you think he would’ve been Okay? I think it would’ve crushed him. chronically#man. anyway#this was an especially long ramble huh#rambling#edwin#edwin payne#dead boy detectives
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what louis did to lestat and what louis did to armand are connected and that's important to the story but also. it is simply not the same. nothing louis did excuses armand's behaviour, that's not how anything works, but he did not "cross a line" or "poke at armand," he weaponized armand's history of abuse to belittle and demean him. nothing armand said to louis came close- the equivalent would have been "oooh, i'm such a stupid bitch that my husband can beat me half to death and i'll keep crawling back for more even when it endangers my daughter!" it's retraumatizing and deeply destabilizing to hear that shit from your partner. and in response armand should have been like "well this man sucks when he's high and he's high all the time, so i'm bouncing" but if he'd done that we wouldn't have a story, would we?
edit: i've come back to give armand credit for "claudia didn't love you like we did/do. ps. u used her to distract from your own hurt feelings" that shit does hit in a similar way. however "the ways someone hurt you have left you contemptible and weak. they scrawled 'dirty and annoying' all over your soul in red ink and it's never coming off" is just outstanding work. timeless
#press says iwtv#interview with the vampire#louis is my special little princess i love him forever and i enjoyed that fight so much#probably my favourite part of the episode#and it had a lot of competition#but tbh the discourse feels almost full circle victim blaming#like yeah what he said was that bad. and he still didn't deserve that#but it was very much that bad#also that was blatantly an addict fight#you do this all the time and then apologize#but it never means anything and you always start up again?#plus louis' little aww i was jus having fun... sorry#they have been on this roller coaster louis has been a tremendously shitty boyfriend armand should leave him!#but there's no amount of bad behaviour where you get to do surgery on your husband's memories torture him for days#and self soothe by tormenting his mistress to death!#if you CAN go you go. and armand can go. that's what he has going for him that claudia for example did not#which is why she does get to murder lestat and his mistress#i mean she could anyway#because i love her#but that's the crucial distinction in their behaviour she's trying to get away armand is trying to make louis stay#they're all monsters. this is not about claudia good armand bad. they are both serial killers. but still. these things are not the same#for the record yes louis was also honestly a pretty shitty boyfriend to lestat but y/k.#was he out there being like oooooohhh i'm lestat i have abandonment issues because my rapist killed himself in front of me#because i'm just that pathetic#he was not.#and if he had it would still have been wrong for lestat to beat him up and drop him from the stratosphere.#tw: sa#tw: abuse
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Betty is so relatable I would do the same shit for my wife
#simon petrikov#original#at#the moment where she declares that she's jumping into the future to save him. just pure save-husband impulse#and maybe she made the wrong choice but I felt the emotion in my gut and that's good tragedy baby#I would do the same thing and then be in the future and realize I probably fucked up but also what else could I do but#devote my entire life and sanity to saving her after I have destroyed every other option??#it's not healthy necessarily but a fucking apocalypse happened and her wife is in eternal torment. what else could she possibly do??#I'm just obsessed with the attitude she has towards saving him and how it turns from joyful heroism to unhealthy obsession#I have a much healthier relationship with my wife. but also she's never been driven mad by a magical crowd for a thousand years!#and Betty did it!! y'all can argue about whether Ice King was better than Simon and I think he must make peace with every part of himself#but it is extremely consistent in the original series that being Ice King is basically this existentially horrifying Eternal torture#so the fact that someone who loved him decided they would save him from that at all costs is very sad and very beautiful#beautiful because no one deserves to suffer forever. tragic because she was far to willing to take his place if she had to.#betty grof#fionna and cake#golbetty#golb#*driven mad by a magical crown#you forgot your floaties#edit: upon rewatching every episode with betty in it i will say i don't think i would be so hellbent on murdering the person she had become#betty does act selfishly and it makes her character more compelling#but i like to think if my wife went banana-pants ice-king-level bonkers i would be able to love that version of her too#but who's to say whether this story would be the reason I responded differently?#it's a good story
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people are theorizing that one of the main cast might be an npc, and tbh i think it’s gangle.
i mean, other characters have physical gimmicks, but they’re just that, physical. why would what mask her avatar wears completely change her personality if she’s a human? she could just be a human with some sorta digital world exclusive disorder but i think if it’s anyone it’s her.
#my post#the amazing digital circus#tadc#cant wait for the amongus episode /silly#also for added fuckedupness. jax knows and uses it as blackmail against her#he also knows he can torment her as much as he wants and she wont abstract#bc hes fine with killing npcs and severely injuring/maybe temporarily killing other ppl#but if his reaction to kaufmos funeral is any indication. he probably doesnt want to make anyone Actually abstract#its permanent its tragic and human blood will forever be on his hands#but if gangles an npc. well then he can bully her to his sinister hearts content and wont have to worry abt breaking her permanently !#could be what 'the figurine thing' is referring to but npc or not i think its funnier if gangle just has like. ragatha merch
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Chasm: Curse of Kaine (Vol. 1/2024), #1.
Writer: Steve Foxe; Penciler and Inker: Andrea Broccardo; Colorist: Brian Reber; Letterer: Joe Caramagna
#Marvel#Marvel comics#Marvel 616#Chasm: Curse of Kaine#latest release#Scarlet Spider#Kaine#Kaine Parker#the constant tension between Kaine and truly living makes me sad#he spent so much of his life and has even been straight up resurrected and yet he continues to live like he has a foot in the grave#is it habit? self-punishment? fear of unworthiness? fear of the unknown/a life he never felt he would be able to have#and quite actively tormented Ben for trying to realize such a dream?#because yeah the first time I read that last line my initial sense of irony absolutely sent me hahaha#like my guy you WERE the curse popping up behind Ben while he was drinking milk just to tell him kilo yankee sierra and that Janine#should jump off a bridge#but I guess that’s the deeper irony#Kaine spent a lot of time near-single-mindedly devoted to ruining a guy’s life#what better penance than having to face the guy who’s uuuuuh stress you at least contributed to a lot#there’s always the other curse#you know#the curse of Cain that comes with killing your brother and involves forever wandering the earth (which the creators are deliberately#invoking with that there Biblical allusion)#but yeah after all that Aracely mention !!!! I weep I miss her so much#but even that can’t entirely distract me from ???? ayo what teams were trying to recruit Kaine???#besides the New Warriors that is
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Logarius looks like a husband that was sent to sleep on the couch, it's just the throne instead of couch
Annalise be like: "So you want to be the king? To become my husband? Fine. Go rule on the fucking ROOF"
#Someone for sure has already joked like that#cringe but free#btw I have a headcanon that it's not that Logarius crowned himself#Annalise did it so he would suffer forever tormented by every soul he killed and would guard her from any trespasser#bloodborne
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I miss my Italian grandma.
She is the reason I love Ruby. Because they share the same personality.
This is the reason I am still in love with the adult version of a fictional character.
My Italian gran was the only healthy maternal figure I had growing up... And the only person to love me unconditionally in my entire life.
... And I'm afraid it will stay that way, with how things are going...
...
There. I said it. The cat is out of the bag.
May the budding rose she imprinted in my heart stay intact and safe, even though it will likely never get to bloom...
All the other bad imprinting, represented by roots of all evil, has / have been removed.
This rosebud is the only living flower standing in the middle of the snowy clearing and scenery inside my soul.
I will cherish this rose forever, with all I have.
#grief#that I processed#some things about how I processed it are better left unsaid#but some WR art was involved#is all im gonna say#it only took me like#7 years to figure this out#I know why I love Ruby#and at least for once it's for the healthiest reason ever#rest in peace Mamma Lucia#forever missed#she was too good for this world#she offered food to a burglar that broke into her house once#that's the kind of person she was#love incarnate#or maybe she was an angel if angels even exist#and yeah#RWBY and Whiterose is how I resolved my complicated grief#the artist of the WR piece gets no credit because even though they are a good artist they're still... not a good person#thank you Monty#RWBY helped me heal from 70% of my trauma#I hope he met her maybe#in the afterlife#where all of the people that have a special place in my heart are waiting for me#soon we will be together again#the universe has a sick and twisted sense of humor#and quite frankly it can go fuck itself#sometimes I think “I'm still here but at what cost...?”#my heart is beating louder than ever before and I feel alive#alive... and so fucking bored. God why am I so bored now that all the trauma and inner torment is gone?
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i'm actually too softhearted to commit to the implied unplayed warden/inquisitor origins dying when it comes to my family member pairs. it makes me too sad with sang and eloy and my lavellans and it's way more fun for caden and r to be able to interact with each other. However the thing is that ga-kei insisting on coming to the conclave instead of sending his youngest brother off alone, then that same protective instinct prompting her to interrupt corypheus while ga-sun stays safely concealed, causing him to be killed in the blast as a result, does compel me. this was exactly what they came to try and prevent. and it provides insane additional context for the later solas divorce and trespasser reveal. your mistake killed my little brother and now you're telling me you're going to end the world. i love my boy but it compels me
#if ga-kei was dead ga-sun would be doing even worse during dai and it's already not doing great.#the insane compartmentalization he pulls off is already a very lackluster bandaid for the Issues#i could make it work... but ga-kei inquisitor unfortunately does exist in the prescribed tragedy timeline. so.#if r died caden would go that's crazy ... anyway. if caden died r would feel terrible for only being able to#distantly feel terrible. not enough meat there. ga-kei fucking mad with grief during inquisition#actually huge for me. tbh. sorry ga-kei for putting you in the torment dome forever.#ga-kei lavellan#i think sera would remind them of ga-sun but this would not necessarily . endear her to them in this context.#ok i need to sleep instead of continually thinking about starting new playthroughs.
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Kinda self indulgent Headcannon but Kozue would play animal jam a lot. I think she'd get a lot of girls there with her spike collar swag
#i was thinking she could be the type of child who pretended to be a boy to “date” girls yk#but i think she wouldnt mind pretending to be any gender#she doesnt care about gender at all#her entire friend list would be almost just girlfriends and boyfriends she doesnt care about at all#i think she could like that wild life roleplays too#also. miki played too when they were younger but he stopped when he got scammed#and Kozue would be always tormenting the scammer like trying to hack them or just annoying them forever as revenge#idk. just as shiori is a girlblogger. kozue is the animal jam player of ohtori#i think she would really like pokemon too. and watch like those memes and animations about them#i think anthy would really like animal jam too also i just thought#she would be saying all those fun facts abt animals to utena#utena really likes it and wonders where she learns so much#rgu#sku#kozue kaoru#kaoru kozue
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show us your oc lore!!
I'm so sorry but it's exclusively my Splatoon OCs
I'm not at ALL confident in how legible this is, but this is my Web Of Lesbianism(tm), AKA how (almost) all of my lesbian sploon OCs connect to each other, excluding a few who only connect in small places and/or I don't feel like making icons for. Sorry to Scarlet, who absolutely warrants a place here, but I simply Do Not Want to make an icon for </3
Lore under the readmore because I get extremely rambly. whoops and apologies and this is probably the only time i'll ever let myself get THIS infodump-y in a Tumblr post. I'm writing this after I wrote it all out and I'm so fucking sorry it's literally over 2k words because I have no ability to stop once I've started and I've been outright POSSESSED by these losers for the past month. Here's basically everything about my Splatoon OCs
FOR NAMES. Top right is Basil (Blue tentacles), middle right is Penny (Her name is just written because I haven't drawn her yet), bottom right is June (Pink tentacles), bottom middle is Jake (Blue tentacles), bottom left is Parker (Purple tentacles, also the sanitized icon), middle left is Ruby (Orange tentacles), and top left is May (Pink tentacles)
Everything starts when May, Jake, and Ruby are all around ~16-17, while June, May's little sister, is around ~9. May is VERY into Jake, and Jake's just generally a big flirt and a huge romantic, though it's unsure if he really realizes May's extremely obvious crush on him (He doesn't), or he reciprocates, which is unfortunate, because Ruby, who's May's childhood best friend, is also very into her, but May doesn't realize this. When [UNDECIDED EVENT] happens and May and Jake both come to the realization they need to head to the surface to escape the oppressive Octarian domes, Ruby being with them is very clearly an afterthought, and she knows it. So, her jealousy over Jake being someone May has known for less time yet clearly loves more than her, and the fact that trying to escape being very, very illegal, she turns them both in.
Jake manages to call May before he's caught to warn her that Ruby turned them in and the cops will already be heading to her parents house, which gives May enough time to run home, grab June, and make a run for it. Both May and Jake manage to outrun the cops, with May and June ending up far into the outskirts of the domes, while Jake only gets further and deeper within them.
Around a month or two after their initial escape, May's spotted by a patrol of soldiers stationed right around the way to the surface, with the soldier who spots her specifically being Scarlet, the oldest sister to Ruby (Who's not featured here because I don't want to make her icon), who remembers May from when she was a kid and, alongside that, has been feeling disillusioned with life as a soldier, despite her high ranking, and decides not only to let May go, but to even share rations with her. This only increases as Scarlet realizes May is the runaway who's known to have a young child with her, and it goes from Scarlet sparing her own rations to stealing rations from the squad she leads to make sure both May and June are able to eat properly.
Of course, this doesn't last long, as Crimson, the middle sister to Scarlet and Ruby, and fellow soldier stationed with Scarlet's squad, gets suspicious of the missing rations, Scarlet's dismissal of the issue, and her wandering off frequently, and ends up following her and finds her giving the stolen rations to May. A fight breaks out between the two, with Crimson managing to nearly take Scarlet's eye out in the process, as Scarlet's the only person ever to bring a gun to a knife fight and lose. May booked it the MOMENT Crimson jumped out, so she's long gone by the time the scuffle ends, but Scarlet, having just been caught stealing rations, aiding a runaway, and now attacking a fellow soldier (Even if in self defense), bolts to try and make it to the surface as well, albeit she doesn't know where May ran off to.
May ends up making it to the surface around a month after that incident, after wandering lost for the time between, and, while struggling to try and buy some clothes thanks to the language barrier between her and the commonly spoken languages of the surface, one of the employees working there, Penny, is able to help figure out what May's looking for, and helps her with the whole process, since it's a lot different from how it was in the domes. They don't end up seeing each other after that for around a year, but it's important when they do, as Penny's was the first person on the surface May really had a good experience with, so when they randomly run into each other, May's very happy to be able to tell her how meaningful that was to her, and that she's much more adjusted to the culture and language now.
Meanwhile, Jake! Jake ends up wandering deep within the domes, far away from where the actual settlements and cities are, for over a year, just barely surviving through scavenging and avoiding patrolling soldiers. Still, he's not great at it, and eventually he ends up being held at gunpoint by Parker, who insists he tell her his rank and what he's doing out here. He has no idea, as he was never in the military and lies through his teeth. Luckily for him, Parker is a military deserter, and would've had a much worse reaction had she believed him, instead realizing that he's not a soldier and has no idea what he's talking about. Parker's been hiding out in the area, an abandoned sewer system that's frequented as a supply route for soldiers, for several months at this point, and while she actually enjoys her life of living down there, it's a lot of work to survive on her own, and realizing Jake's a fugitive also means he's a potential survival partner.
The two end up meeting up once every day for around a week before Parker feels confident enough that Jake isn't going to screw her over or try and turn her in or anything, and invites him to live with her at her "apartment", an old maintenance closet that's very secluded and not marked on any military maps, under the agreement that the two of them actually work together. Jake instantly agrees because he's been miserable and awful for the past year, while Parker's doing surprisingly well for herself, she even has multiple sets of clothes that she's stolen from nearby outposts (As well as an entire mattress she stole, and her most prized possession, a full deck of playing cards, and an Octo Shot she definitely killed a man for), as opposed to Jake, who's been going off of only what he had on him when everything went down, which is... practically nothing.
The plot basically slows down and chills out here for a while, May and June end up moving in with Penny after a few months of May and Penny hanging out instead of having to live in the shitty motel they'd been living in before (Albeit, the motel was better than the wilds they'd been living in before that), and Parker and Jake get adjusted to their lives in hiding surprisingly well. May and Scarlet even find each other on the surface again, they run into each other while May's out grocery shopping, and it's a very important moment for the both of them, as they've spent this entire time carrying around the guilt of feeling responsible for what happened, so them seeing the other and seeing how much better they're doing on the surface helps ease those guilts.
And then the events of Octo Expansion happen in the background. Parker and Jake know the routines of the soldiers in the area after years of living together, but the supply lines end up being used by sanitized Octoling soldiers after Kamabo starts massively ramping up production, leading to patrols of sanitized soldiers at seemingly random intervals, and outside of the predictable patterns that Parker and Jake were used to. Parker's out doing the laundry when a patrol finds her, and, greatly outnumbering her, end up nearly killing her, and dragging her back to be sanitized. She's in too bad of condition to be saved and reused as a test subject, so she's just sanitized instead.
Jake, naturally, notices when Parker never comes back from doing the laundry, and proceeds to be missing for upwards of two weeks. Jake does his best to look for her, but he also doesn't want to stray too far from their "apartment", as he's scared she might return home when he's gone, and with the unpredictable patrols, he doesn't feel like it's safe to stay out for as long as he wants to to look for her, so he ends up sticking close to home and just hoping he'll be able to find some clue of her. Of course, when he finally does, finally spotting her hanging around the entrance to the hallways that lead to their apartment, it's Not a good thing. He runs up to her to ask where she's been, and the moment he calls for her she turns and attacks him. It's not even a fair fight, even if he went in expecting a fight, he wouldn't have won, but this was a complete surprise. She quickly attacks him and takes him back to be put into the metro as a test subject, and, since he was brought back in much better shape than she was, he actually can be salvaged as a test subject!
And then he isn't. He's in the process of being readied as a test subject, namely, having his memories messed with, that the entire plot of Octo Expansion actually happens, and he's freed when the entire facility shuts down, and the metro is just a normal transport system again. He ends up wandering around for another month or so, except doing so very poorly, as the effects that being prepped to be a test subject had on his memory is bad, and basically erased all of his knowledge on how to survive on his own. Eventually, and luckily for him, he's found by one of the rescue teams that have been sent out in the aftermath of Octo Expansion to rescue lost and sanitized Octolings, and FINALLY gets brought to the surface, as well as being hospitalized for a whole myriad of problems, mainly being severely dehydrated from not remembering safe ways to find and gather water reliably.
When he's ready to be discharged, he realizes he has really nowhere to go, but since he still remembers May's phone number from when they were kids (As it's been years at this point, May and Jake are both in their mid 20s now, and June's around ~17), and calls her to ask if she can come pick him up and also if he can crash at her place for a bit. May is more than a bit surprised that her childhood friend she was fairly convinced had died years ago, and that she feels guilty for abandoning, is not only still alive, but super casual and chill just. Calling her cell and asking if he can sleep on her couch. At this point, June's already moved out, having been encouraged by both May and Penny to get out on her own and try getting out of her comfort zone, and is living in Splatsville with her roommate Basil, and not really having any major plot moments of her own. She's having fun and coming out of her shell and having silly lesbian shenanigans with her roommate in the background while Jake and May are experiencing the horrors.
Ultimately, this is about where thing stop being decided and I still need to figure out what happens next. Jake is living on May and Penny's couch (The universe will never let them have their house to themselves. Not even 3 months after June moves out, Jake's crashing on their couch), and has no memory of his time with Parker, Parker's MIA and potentially dead, and May's struggling with the idea that Jake's either in denial of some major trauma he must've faced through the years, or that she's somehow uniquely fucked up from what happened to them. To make matters worse, Jake's memory issues become more and more apparent, as he continues to struggle to remember Penny's name, instead repeatedly calling her "Parker", yet getting confused when he's corrected. I'm ultimately unsure what I'm going to do to resolve this plot thread, but May and Penny do realize that whoever Parker was, she was someone Jake knew in the time he was missing, and are trying to figure out just exactly who she was, if not where she actually is
Whether or not Parker is dead... it's up in the air. I initially planned for her to die and stay dead, but I'm the worlds biggest sap and I feel bad about killing her off permanently, as well as the fact I have plenty of silly ideas for what I could do with Parker once she's on the surface, so I'm still debating if it's more narratively satisfying for her to die or not. There's, if you believe it, actually a ton I'm glossing over (The intricacies of Jake and Parker's dynamic, the reasons why Parker left, basically everything about Basil and June, literally Basil has an entire friend group that has their own mini-plot that's not at all connected to this and doesn't get mentioned, Crimson is going to be more relevant once I figure out what I want to do with her, ect), but uh. That's the very long gist of it.
If anyone actually, genuinely reads through all of this. Thank you, apologies, and I love you
#im not tagging splat on this sorry if it shows up in the tags#my art#my ocs#oh my god i went on FOR FUCKING EVER !!!!!! AUTISM MOMENT.#this is probably the only time i will ever do this btw this is unhinged even for me#had fun tho. i love my OCs i have a million thoughts on them forever#parkerrrrr shes my current blorbo from my brain#i want to draw her as that fuckin. 'they lifted the mask mandate rip [character]' meme#i also want to draw her and Jake w that one r/malelivingspaces post. Parker and her horrible awful singular mattress she stole#its like the 'and there was only one bed' trope but if it fucking sucked#Also I know I he/him Jake throughout of this but I prommy. he's a lesbian and his pronouns are he/they/any but for the sake of coherency#i just he/him'd him#also yes parker killed a man dont worry about it#anyways anon thank you so much. ive been fucking tormented by the squits for months and ive wanted so badly an excuse to just lay it all ou#EDIT: and for anyone who's curious the splat OCs I have that were NOT mentioned here are:#Amaranth (Basils sister) Summer (Pennys niece) Lorelai/Cat/Ari (Basil's friends + teammates) Callisto (Lorelai's brother)#and if you count her- Honeydew (Not related to any of my other OCs- she just exists to be a crossover w a friend lol)#the squits
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clara's conversation with twelve in the cloisters in hell bent is sooo 6b-coded you guys are just gonna have to trust me on this
#multi-era#the fact that he put himself through so much torment to get her back#vs two doing things he can't morally justify because they might give him jamie back. this mission might be the one that does it.#on and on forever.#clara saying 'tell me what they did to you'#and twelve skirting around the issue making it sound better than it was#vs two never quite telling jamie what he's done. how long it's been.#clara asking why he would do that to himself when she was already gone#vs jamie asking why two would go along with what the cia wanted just for him#of course he wanted to come back. but not at that cost. not at the cost of two's peace with himself.#the only reason why i'm not making gifsets paralleling this is because the 6b scene only exists in my head <333
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It isn’t her name he mutters in sleep In dream or in ‘mare or unholy mix It isn’t a name she’s heard in his keep She wondered how found its way to his lips She asks as discreetly as could a queen: Her knights know it not, her ladies no help. And Merlin but yields the baleful routine: She wonders if Arthur’s under a spell. It’s Morgan that tells her, smile brightly-stelled As if she had ne’er news gladder to give: “There was but the time that my sister here dwelt,” Meaning-laden so she couldn’t misgive. She glances him now and shivers anew; Saw the dark look he e’er for Morgause threw.
— sleepless king
#works#sonnet#iambic penta#im kinda tempted to also start tagging rhyme schemes but I'll refrain#anyways!! finally finished this. been thinking about and talking about morgause to an irl friend for some time and even tho she doesnt get#much screen time i still like the idea of arthur forever haunted by it and like. Forever tormented by the fact he still wants her#i have a morgause-centric sonnet/s in the works too hehe i have thoughts abt her and morgan#arthuriana#i feel shy tagging that wow
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i need to think more maahes' time on bitterblack.... he would've known fauna and barroch too which is crazy and fun. also big brain moment.... but maybe the fact that he was made in the image of rothias who is Big Will Andy is why he underwent some bestowal of spirit faster and also didn't get corrupted from hanging out on bitterblack.... cause anye only took eolande there a couple times before she abandoned her in cassardis. and i have never known who fauna's pawn is LOL i still have to think abt that. maybe they got corrupted. anyways my point is pawns don't seem to have as much lasting power on the isle. but maahes is a big strong boy he's got this. he also probably got his eye injury there come to think of it....
#clyde.txt#maahes x barroch yaoi could be very real and could change the world. if you believe in it. him and fauna are in like an open partnership#they're not Together but they are like kindred spirits and companions. thus qpp label. but they're also both curious and experimental#so therefore maahes can party with them casually. i think he'd like them both too and he fits right in with them tbh#it kind of makes his situationship with anye funny.... cause she is very much the one making it intense bc she is incapable of Not being#that way. but maahes can do laid back and casual. unfortunately he stumbled upon Crazy McIssues who craves taking all her past pent up#emotions and grievances out on Someone.... but not daimom bc he is her safe place for unconditional love. but she still has the desire to#Torment and be cruel and vent her frustrations. and maahes thinks that's funny and likes her storm-like nature and strong will so he goes#along for the ride.... 🚬😏 and eventually they part ways and can say they got it all out. it's kind of touching to me#bittersweet in a way.... the mark they made on each other is important to both of them but also they don't need to be in each other's lives#forever.... wah.... maahes will go hang out with niko as her funny grouchy uncle figure now#maahes
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