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should i give nat finch $50
#slide it under his apartment door so he can buy some groceries#i think after determining nat is Not the knight quinn does a lot of little things to help out :)#like jumpstart his car :)#and sift through his financial records :)#i think quinn can slide nat a crisp fifty dollar note#the boy is dealing with a lot#n he got no groceries :(#like i worry for nat's health if he has no money n no food like not only is he dealing with terrifying new vampire hunger he is#also dealing with more hunger in general since his stomach capacity has tripled bc of garble fuckery#and other more horrifying changes to his body but theres nothing he can buy abt those#he is Sad Confused and Starving#i feel like i should let him have some groceries in between now and Friday When The Things Happen#howm the fuck does quinn get into nats apartment building#i think they could lie to his neighbours and get them to buzz them up#mr n mrs larson r very trusting folks lol#hi I'm logan this is how i plot now#tumblr tags#anyway give nat finch $50 y/n
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I had a fucking nobody-in-my-class-actually-likes-me-they're-only-tolerating-me-because-they-don't-want-to-be-mean episode after such a long time being first time this semester and now my touch-starved ass wants some cuddles and I'm really sad bc of it and lack of them/srs, nav/hv?
This shit ain't funny, I'm not good Poof come cuddle with me, please i really like you ;;/nbh
oh shitâ I'm falling again :(
#idk if this counts as a vent? half of a vent?#there's like two specific persons i really want cuddles from...#both of them platonic crushes#or at least lets say that#bc even i'm not sure how my attraction works and it confuses me greatly but that just proves how aroace my ass is#one of them i barely know and i in fact know he would be so fucking wierded out if he knew#the second one actually most likely would give me a hug kf not cuddles if i asked#but even if i'm touch-starving and really sad ik i wouldn't have the courage to ask fot them#. brain directory
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âHey Katsukiâ, you scream from the your bedroom.
âWhatâ he yells back at you from somewhere else in the house.
âWhere ya at?â
âIn the game room.â
So you get up and head that way. When you enter heâs sat in his gaming chair with his headset on.
âHey bubâŠ. Hey guysâ you say loud enough to be heard through his headset.
âYea yea. They all said hey.â You knew Kirishima and Kaminari were on the other end. Maybe even Mina too cuz she wasnât texting you back.
âKit-Kat, Iâm getting hungry. Do you know what sounds really good for dinner?â
âWhat?â he questions without taking his eyes off the screen.
You walk behind him and slide your arms around his neck and nuzzle into the back of his head. Youâre trying to butter him up because you know heâs not gonna wanna make what youâre craving.
âYou remember those dumplings you made from scratch a while ago?â You ask with your voice dripping in as much sweetness you can muster.
âNo.â
âNo you donât remember or no youâre-â
And he interrupt you before you can even finish. âNo im not cooking that. There are frozen dumplings in the fridge.â
âBut Sukiiiiii, those arenât as good as the ones you make. The flavors arenât the same and yours are so crispy and doughy. Pleaaasseee.â
âHey you assholes shut the hell up. No ones talking to you.â He responds to his friends in the headset. âYou want her to have âem, bring your ass over and make âemâ
âIâm not doing this. You idiots hold on.â And he pauses the game and turns around to face you and removes his head set.
âLook we can order takeout if you want, but Iâm not about to make freakin dumplings from scratch cuz you have a craving. Iâd have to go to the store and get ingredients and taking the time to make the wrappings. âS too much.â He tries to explain to you in a rational way .
âI knooowwwâŠ. Iâd go to the store with you though and Iâll help you make themâŠ. Pretty pleaseâ you whine and stick you lowere lip out just a little with your eyes as pleading as you can make them.
Katsuki rolls his eyes and throws his head back.
âYou donât get whatever you want just because you pout at me. Spoiled ass. Not today. Maybe sometime later this week.â
You didnât actually think heâd tell you no. He usually never does. Maybe you are spoiled. Still makes you sad though.
So you put on your big girl pants, tuck your lip back in and give him a soft âokâ before you lean down and press a soft kiss to his lips so he knows youâre not upset with him.
He is allowed to say no.
âIs Mina on the game with you guys?â You ask him when you pull back.
âYeah she is.â
âWhen you get back on can you tell her to stop being a bitch and answer my phone call. I have tea to spill.â
âIâll tell her.â
And with that you head toward the door and leave.
Once youâre back in your room it takes Mina about 3 minutes to call you and you start catching her up on everything.
You guys stay on the phone for about 30 minutes before she has to go.
After that, you bury yourself in the blankets and start reading the manga you had lying on your nightstand.
Before you can really get into it, Katsuki is walking into your room and going into the closet.
âGet your ass outta bed and get dressed before I change my goddamn mind.â
âWhat?â You ask because now youâre confused.
âYou said you were gonna go to the store with me to buy all this shit so get your ass up and letâs go.â
âKats you donât have to, itâs fine.â
âLook ya spoiled brat, if I gotta tell you to get up one more time we are gonna be in here fightin.â
And the smile that breaks out on your face. You hurry and get outta bed and rush him. âAwwwww my sweet boyâ
âI swear to god, Iâm this close to letting your ass starve.â
And you wrap your arms around him and start kissing everywhere on his face. When you pulled away he has a deep frown on his face but you can see the sparkle in his eyes that he gets when youâre super happy.
You pull away and scurry off to get dressed.
He really needs to start saying no to you and meaning it before you really lose the understanding of the word.
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fangs
Pairing: Miguel OâHara x F!Reader
Summary: You see Miguelâs fangs for the first time.Â
Warnings: 18+ MDNI, fangs, very minimal self-doubt, cum in pants (lmk if I forgot anything)
WC: 1.9k
A/N: I used google translate for the spanish so if anything is incorrect im sorryÂ
âYour package was deliveredâ
Your face brightens at the notification as you hop out of bed and rush to the front door. When you open it youâre met with the broad, muscular back of your boyfriend, Miguel OâHara.
âMiggy?â You say with a laugh. âWhat are you doing out here? Oh my god, are you my package?!â Youâre hunched over, laughing at your own joke as Miguel stands from his seated position, casting his large shadow over you.Â
âHi, amor.â He places a kiss on your forehead and walks in. âHow has your day been?â He asks as he strips off his suit top and walks to the bedroom but you donât answer, still wondering about something.Â
âWhy were you just sitting out there?â You ask while closing the front door and taking your slippers off. Miguel hasnât said anything, letting a long pause draw out before answering.
âI was calming down.â He comes back out in a t-shirt thatâs tighter than it needs to be and some gray sweatpants.Â
âThe fight was pretty intense, a little demanding yâknow? So I just wanted to- I wanted to calm down before coming inside⊠But how was your day?â You donât let the subject change, still confused with his statement.Â
There have been plenty of times when Miguel would burst in, still aggressive and amped up from the latest fight, adrenaline still coursing through him. The first time it happened you were a little scared of course, youâd never seen him like that, eyes clouded with violence, his claws out in the air and threatening, with a deep scowl on his face. But that was a long time ago.
Youâve mastered the art of turning him from Spider-Man to Miggy. You learned it quite some time ago, which just furthers your confusion from his response. Heâs rummaging through the cabinets, muttering about how heâs starving and you realize he hasnât met your gaze since you found him which is incredibly unlike him.Â
âMiguel, is that the truth? I mean- Youâve come in all amped up before soâŠâ You trail off as Miguel freezes in the kitchen before sighing and running a hand through his hair. He closes the cabinet gently and turns to you, eyes cast downward before meeting yours. He takes another breath and walks to you. âItâs the technical truth uh⊠The whole truth is that my fangs were out and⊠I just- I donât want you to see them.â He finishes his sentence and walks past you, to the bathroom and closes the door.Â
You stand at the entrance to the kitchen in a stupor as you process his words and go chasing after him. Youâre pounding on the bathroom door, begging him to let you see them, to let you kiss him with them out, and every other thought that comes to your mind, hoping it lightens the situation. You stop pounding after a few minutes, arms growing tired and getting a little embarrassed at his silence. You make your way over to the couch as you wait for him.Â
You think about what he said, that he doesnât want you to see his fangs and you feel a little pang of hurt in your heart that ripples through your body.Â
He doesnât want me to see them? Why though⊠Does he think I wonât like them? Does he think my opinion of him will change or something? I love him though, doesnât he understand that?? Maybe itâs something super intimate, maybe he just doesnât feel enough for me, for him to expose himself like that. Maybe he doesnât trust me enough to be that vulnerable, to give all of him to meâŠÂ
Your thoughts turn your mood sour as Miguel finally emerges from the bathroom, teeth brushed and face newly washed. âI donât want to show them to you.â The words strike your heart again as you nod your head at him, not even looking up at him as you fall into your negative thoughts. He watches you stare into the carpet, obviously deep in thought but you look sad.Â
âYou okay, hermosa?â He wipes his hands in the towel around his neck as he sits beside you on the couch. You donât hear him, too inside your own head, leaving him ignored. He watches you for a bit before grabbing one of your thighs and turning your body to face him, knocking you out of your trance. You have a deep, heartbreaking expression on your face that you quickly mask with happiness when your eyes meet his. âI asked if you were okay, baby.âÂ
âOh! Y-yeah! Yeah, Iâm fine, sorry.â You giggle at him but it sounds hollow, making him guilty. He already knows why, he knows how your mind works, he knows how you think. He pulls you in, one leg is extended past him and the other is folded on the couch, touching his leg, your face a few inches from his.Â
âMi cariño, no tiene nada to do with you, okay? Nothing. I just-â He emphasizes ânothingâ, willing you to believe him. Heâs absently rubbing your calf as he tries to piece together what he wants to say. âTheyâre weapons. I feel like⊠I don't think I want you to see that⊠A part of me thatâs a weapon. You look at me like⊠como si fuera tu todo, like I hung the stars⊠I love that and I donât want it to change. Nunca quiero que eso cambie.â His eyes are looking at your calf, how his hand wraps around it instead of you.Â
(âMy love, it has nothing to do with you okay?â â...like I'm your everythingâŠâ âI never want that to change.â )
If he had been looking at you he wouldâve seen the look of utter disbelief that rested on your face. You put your hand over his and pull yourself closer to him, placing a kiss on his forehead before speaking. âMiguel, I look at you that way because, despite the way you feel about yourself, I believe that you deserve every good thing the world has to offer. I want you to know that you donât have to show them to me if you really donât want to but be aware⊠I will love you for the rest of my life.. and there is nothing that can change that, my feelings for you literally cannot decrease.âÂ
He stays silent, avoiding your gaze still but you let him. You know that expressing himself is hard for him and hearing people speak positively to him is even harder. You giggle softly at his silence and place another kiss on his head. Youâre about to get up from the couch when he pulls you back in, pressing his lips to yours with a bruising intensity that has a fire starting up in your stomach. Your lips part for him as he sighs into you, his hand grips your hair and he grunts as you feel something push against your mouth. Heâs breathing faster, kissing you more passionately as you try to pull away.Â
Eventually, you break from his grasp and try to look at him but heâs already turned from you. You want to protest but donât want to push him. You bring one of your hands to rest at his nape, playing with some of the hairs there, trying to soothe him. Youâre about to tell him that he doesnât need to turn away, you can leave until heâs calmed down but he turns to you. His mouth is shut but his eyes are so fragile, like theyâre pleading with you to be gentle. He holds your eye contact for a bit before opening his mouth in a smile-grimace expression.Â
A gasp slips from your mouth and your hands come up to hold his face, pulling it to yours. You inspect his fangs as his warm breath floats over your face. You bring one hand from his face to tail over one of them, earning a flinch from Miguel but you run your other thumb across his cheek, attempting to soothe his worries.Â
Theyâre much bigger than you expected, they look like theyâd barely fit in his mouth. Theyâre smooth and glossy like marble, cleaner than you expected too. You wonder silently if he lets them come out, brushes them, and then retracts them as your other hand comes from his cheek to his mouth. Theyâre thick, they look like they could leave a sizeable puncture wound if he bit you. Your fingers squeeze around both fangs, feeling their width for yourself. Your fingers run along the length of his fangs and then go up to his gums.Â
Youâre completely captivated by his teeth, you havenât even looked back up at him since he opened his mouth. You absently caress his fangs while inspecting his gums, trying to understand where they go when retracted. You give up on that when your thumb runs over the bottom of his fangs.Â
He groans out, loud and ragged against your face.Â
Your eyes flicker up to look at him and his eyes are rolled back into his head, eyebrows furrowed as he moans out a loose rendition of your name. Youâre staring at him in awe as he mutters out a mix of unfinished words. You immediately look down into his lap and see a patch of dark gray spreading out.Â
A moan rips from your throat as you press your hand against his hard, twitching, leaking cock and kiss him. His hips instantly twitch up into your hand, using the friction to prolong his orgasm. Heâs moaning into your mouth, his hands are frantic as they push your head into his face, his fangs digging into your lips almost painfully. You slide your tongue into his mouth when he moans again, you explore it, feeling the fangs instantly and running your tongue over them.Â
The action earns a gut-wrenching whine from Miguel as he starts to tremble. His hips are still bucking up into your palm, overstimulating himself as his cock spurts out mini loads.Â
You pull away from him slowly, your hand gently massaging his cock as he comes down. He drops his head onto your shoulder as he pants, unsteady syllables of your name falling from his lips.Â
He lifts his head from your shoulder once his cock stops jumping in your hold. Thereâs a rare pink hue over his face as he leans in to kiss you. You accept it with a smile, kissing him back before pulling away again.Â
âSoâŠâ You start semi-awkwardly, a light laugh in your tone as he groans out, embarrassed. âDid that feel good? Are they sensitive?â A shuddering breath leaves him as he recalls how your fingers felt gliding over his fangs, how arousal punched into his gut the moment you touched them.Â
âYeah⊠It felt-â His sentence is cut off with a whisper of a whine as he thinks about it, breathing speeding up, chest heaving at the fresh memory. Youâre surprised at this, youâve never seen him so delirious so⊠fucked out. âMe sentĂ tan bien, bebĂ©. N-no sabĂa que me sentĂa asĂ. I loved it so much, you made me feel so fucking good, amor. Te amo tanto, cariño.âÂ
(âI felt so good, baby. I-I didn't know I felt like thatâ... âI love you so much, darling.â)
A smile graces your face at the one phrase you understand, âTe amoâ. You pull him in for another kiss before whispering. âGood.â He groans and pulls you into his lap, whining when your weight presses against his sensitive cock. You smile into his lips and kiss him again, pulling away again to giggle at him.Â
â âS not funny.â He grumbles out as he leans back, laying down on the couch with you on top of him. You continue giggling into his neck and you can feel his cheeks fatten up with his smile.Â
You guys stay there for the rest of the night, intermittently waking up to smother the other in kisses before falling back to sleep.Â
Thank you so much for reading!! Please please please give any feedback you may have! I want it all!
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blame tumblr for deleting my draft and make me rework this with rushâ now girlies, imagine jealous neteyam pull you to his side, claiming you as his yes? this is the long awaited update (pt 3) of the i trusted you series.
warnings - hard angst, vulgar language, jealous neteyam i repeat, JEALOUSY NETEYAM! ugh, cussing, neteyam is tired of hurting and trying, kiri is best girl for boosting up neteyam to make a step kinda? thatâs it for now!
likes and reblogs are appreciated for the final part! i love each and every one of you babies mwah!! â 3.2k wc and poor-ish grammar
âi want to trust you.â â neteyam sully (â
,ê©)
hereâs part (one) â (two) â (four) of this series
neteyamâs state wasnât good when he went back home.
youâre leaving the clan because of him, youâre leaving your home, your childhood, your everything because of him.
youâre leaving him because of him.
still not accepting the words youâve said to him, he hadnât noticed his younger sister waiting for him right when he got back to the village, hunting long forgotten.
kiri on other hand had enough, sheâs tired of seeing her brother suffer for what he was trying to make right, especially after that night. the night she saw her perfect brother kneel in front of a female naâvi begging you not to go.
âneteyam,â his name being called, pulls him out from his thoughts and his tired eyes land on his sister who has her arms crossed against her chest. âwhat part of leave me alone donât they understand?â neteyam silently says under his breath
âyou know i can hear you right?â kiri scoffs
âwhat part of i want to be alone donât you all understand?â this time he says it clearly and louder. neteyam doesnât give her time before walking past her and if only if it wasn't for her next words? he wouldnât have frozen at his spot.
âif you love her, go for her.â
there she goes again, now he needs to tell her he doesnât want to hear anything about that future mate of his, that female naâvi he doesnât even want.
âkiri.â he starts to turn and face her, his amber eyes swollen and puffy it makes her sad. âiâll say this for the last time, i donât want anyone to bring Ă€yââ
âiâm not talking about Ă€yea and you know it.â
his heart dropped, amber eyes slightly widening like he was caught. neteyam searches for more explanation from his sister, kiri softly smiles and he definitely knows who sheâs talking about
ây/n, neteyam, iâm talking about y/n.â his skin itches at your name being called and he walks fast to his sister before grabbing her by her arms. nobody has to know, not like this and he won't risk to lose you like this
âlook, you canât tell no one, okay?â heâs shaking his sister so hard that her shoulders are hurting. âi can't lose her, if the clan knows theyâll take her away from me.â his body is trembling, neteyamâs mind was too occupied with the worst scenarios that would happen if they find out about you just like this.
kiri closes her eyes and calms herself before trying to do the same for her brother. ânete, calm downâ she places her small hands on his cheek. âyouâve to calm down, for her?â she knew youâre his weakness and he would do anything with your name
âi wonât tell anyone.â kiri watches neteyamâs eyes blink, confused and processing her words, âbut you must tell them, everyone, tell everyone neteyam.â
heâs slowly sliding his hands down her arms and letting her go, what is she saying?
âi saw everything, the night she knew about it and how you were.â kiri didnât want to look like she sneaked into someone's business. âiâve never seen you so weak like this brother, youâre giving up something that makes you happy.â
where is this going? why is she not yelling at him that he failed to be perfect?
âi know youâre soon to be mated but why when youâre not happy? not wanting it, not in love.â neteyam takes every word of hers carefully. âif this is the future you want with her then make a progress.â
âiâm tired of hearing you cry yourself to sleep, starve yourself and worry mom and dad.â he felt like a child. âiâm sorry,â he murmurs and kiri sighs, âyou donât have to apologize for everything.â
neteyam was feeling his heartbeats quickening at his younger sister's words but itâs also painful when he remembers he canât do that cause youâre gonna be gone, soon⊠very soon.
âsheâs le-leaving,â his words are cut when his voice quivers, kiri gasps at the news. âshe said she feels like she doesnât belong here.â heâs now looking down to avoid kiriâs eyes or heâll cry
âsheâs leaving me, kiriâ his sister only pulls him close to hug him and he drops his body on her, head on her shoulder. âi love her and sheâs leaving, iâm losing her.â he wants the pain to end, heâs tired of hurting
âoh brother.â kiri pats his head, even though neteyam was the smartest and perfect to hide his emotions, this was too much. heâs literally crumbling down. âitâll be okay, everything will be okay.â
âit will be okay, everything will be okay.â your mother pats your hair when you lean on her shoulders and cry. all you do is cry, you feel bad.
youâre debating on leaving everything behind and running to your neteyam but then again thereâs his future mate being a wall to your love. âitâll be over soon when we leave.â
if not soulmates why bound to fall in love and hurt?
eywa was not fair, sheâs not fair with her doings and you donât want it. you want him, you want your man, you want neteyam, you miss him so bad.
the ritual is in two days and youâre not ready to watch them or give them your blessing as a part of a clan. once the ceremony is done you know theyâll go home, you donât even want to think what theyâll do after that.
theyâll have a fruit of love, a baby in the future⊠what about you? supposed to move on? no, you canât do that.
âweâve got to get ready, my sweet child,â your mother says as she eyes the hammock that sheltered you for years. everything is packed, ready and done.
while youâre struggling to make the pain hurt less, neteyam is struggling to make his heart beat less.
itâs now an eclipse and everyone is ready for dinner, âmom! whatâs for dinner?â tuk whines when netyiri brings the bowls and trays at the wooden table. âyouâll see babyâ she kneels down to finally join her family.
it doesnât fail to catch her by surprise when her first born is sat across the right side of the table. âneteyam?â her eyes start to whelm when her son smiles at her, oh how she missed having him around the table to eat with them.
âheâs here just like you want him.â jake says and neteyam nods.
neytiri only lets soft laugh out and places a bowl for him. âeat this, itâll help you get strength for your training.â she motions him to take his food.
kiri silently watches everyone, a smile painting her lips as she sips on her soup.
âtastes good?â neteyam nervously nods, the only thing heâs thinking is a way to bring up his love topic to them. it wasnât much late before heâs opening his mouth to speak and loâak suddenly interrupted
âdad, mom i neââŠâ
âtuk stop doing that, youâll choke.â loâak scolds at his sister and neteyam shuts his lips quick. maybe itâs the right thing not to say anything right now.
âtuk, listen to your brother honeyâ jake says and turns to neteyam, âwhat were you saying son?â
neteyam shakes his head, ânever mind iâll talk to you guys later.â he doesnât ignore how kiri lightly groans when he backs out. âiâll head inside now.â he rubs his sweaty hands on his thighs and gets back to his feet
âyou didnât even touch your food.â now thatâs a lie, he actually scooped two times and ate.
âi ate mom, itâs delicious t-thanks.â he hates when the last word breaks. on eywa heâs so nervous.
kiri was quick to follow his steps when he left and luckily her parents didn't question. she was fast to catch up with her brother and yanks his arms to make him face her, âwhat was that?â she raises her eyebrows
âwhat was what?â
âdonât play dumb with me right now.â kiri warns and neteyam clears his throat
âiâm scared okay!â he hissed, âiâm so fucking nervous my skin is crawling to leave my bones.â his sister only rolls her eye, âseriouslyâ weâve talked about this! not being a little scared ass to be telling them.â
âwhat happened to that?â she crosses her arms.
âkiri,â he sighs and drops his head down, shoulders easing. âyou donât understand how dangerous this is, what ifââ
âwhat if they hurt her?â
neteyam was awfully silent and that answers her question. âyou know mom and dad, they donât do anything about what you care and loveâŠâ kiri slowly stops when neteyam shakes his head
ânot them,â itâs not them heâs scared of, itâs Ă€yeaâs parents heâs scared of, he knows they would do anything to make their little perfect daughter that matches with him, or whatever they say.
kiri presses her lips to a straight line before clicking her tongue.
this is gonna be a bad idea or the best idea she has ever made and decided to tell him aways. neteyamâs eyes widen when his sister pulls him away from their family, what sheâs gonna tell him is the only chance to get you back and win your trust and sheâs sure neteyam will do it,
do anything for you.
àł« time skip â mating ritual ceremony
your new outfit makes your curves more defined, way more defined than your usual loin clothes that you wear.
your skin shining smoothly, the leaves barely covering your breast, you looked ethereal with your hair not braided and freely displayed all over your shoulders
âhoney, are you ready?â
your motherâs words make you gulp and suck a deep breath. âwe must be there early to leave early!â she tells while being in the other room.
you finally check yourself and talk back, âyeah, iâm ready.â you whisper morley to yourself? swallowing the lump on your throat.
âyeah, iâm ready.â neteyam closes his eyes and breaths trying to focus on not messing up everything, heâs not even sure if youâll show up and some part of him wishes you do show up
extra loincloths and decorations on his body makes him uncomfortable with its weight crushing him down.
netyiri proudly looks at her sonâs figure while the kids are outside, âmother.â the sudden call of her name, netyiri answers quickly. âwhat is it? nervous?â
neteyam gulps down his fear and walks to her, âi love youâ netyiri feels her eyes tear up and smile at him, âyour mom loves you too, baby.â neteyam envelopes her with a hug and netyiri cries to his shoulder telling him how heâs grown up
ânow donât mess my face up with tears! letâs get you ready there.â itâs time to face reality and wait for his soon to be mate come
when heâs out of his hammock, heâs greeted with his family smiling at him and jakeâs proud smile. even half of the clan was standing at his hammock.
âneteyam te suli tsyeyk'itanâ everyone chants and neteyam feels his inside clench in discomfort. he doesnât want this if itâs not with you, everything makes him sick. âcâmon son, letâs get you to the trees of voice, your mate is waiting.â
what the fuck, that was what neteyam said inside his head. what does his father mean when heâs gonna meet his mate under the trees of voice? it was all about you and him, neteyam would never mate with some random girl he is set up with in a place with memories filled with yours
neteyam turns to his sister and kiri has the same expression because what is this bullshit?
âneteâ sheâs waiting for you.â his mother placed her hand on his back. no, no, noâ his own feet are betraying him when he realize heâs walking and the clan opens way for him straight long line created till where heâs supposed to see Ă€yea
you on other hand stand in line with the people and pray under your breath for eywa to give you a strength not to cry or make a scene, especially when they will be bound where you thought you and neteyam would have been
it doesnât take long when starts to cheer as the future Olo'eyktan starts to get closer and closer.
loâak was the first one you saw from the sully families while heâs holding tuk close to him so she wonât get lost in the crowed. âAeyaeyaeyaeyaye!â the clan yells
neteyamâs eyes keep searching for specific someone which is you, eyes desperately looking for you and feeling more scared and anxious when he canât figure out your face from the crowd he takes a deep breath
you finally take his figure to your sight and god he was so beautiful.
your breath hitches at his appearance, the dangling material on his forehead making him look more attractive than he already is, you realize itâs so hard to let go of him.
you suck a deep breath when his eyes lands at yours and neteyam halts his pace, confusing everyone for a second. your tears are fast to blur your vision and you blink before looking away from him
his heart cracks when you do look away, you donât want to see him and he understands
once neteyam passed you, the crowd surrounds him and cheers when he stepped close to where Àyea is found.
you hate how your mother looks at you sympathetically while her hands grip yours tighter, âitâll be over soonâ she whispers to you but you shrug her off, only watching things unfold in front of you as your heart breaks
âit will be over soon.â neteyam says to himself
itâs sickening how everyone canât notice this is not supposedly to happen, kiriâs plan better work or heâll seriously fuck this ritual up and run away with you.
âson.â Ă€yeaâs father greets him and neteyam, bringing his hand to his forehead. âtyâmar, i see you.â he then turns to his soon to be mateâs mother and repeat his actions.
the way Àyea was smiling makes your throat hurt from desperately wanting to cry.
âno, donât tell her you see her neteyam. please. please.â
Ă€yea softly giggles when neteyam stands in front of her and blush, âneteyam te suli tsyeyk'itanâ the way she tries to voice out his name makes neteyam feel sick.
âi see you.â she says but neteyam doesnât bother to say it back making her smile slightly fall.
netyiri also notices how neteyam is acting, what would possibly be bothering him? definitely not everything.
after everyone was introduced to each other, the ceremony began. drinks were served, everyone clapping and dancing to the songs the naâviâs are singing.
youâre a little far away from the crowd to breath clear air and dry your tears that constantly burn your eyes. your eyes are on neteyam who isnât enjoy one bit of the ceremony while his soon to be mate squirms and waves her hands up
both of them are sitting on a throne-like wooden chair, both of their parents beside them just say like them.
this is so depressing how awkward and uncomfortable it looks and actually is. you think, brining the drink to your mouth
you didnât notice the naâvi male sneaking behind you that actually has been staring at you since you joined the crowd in line. âenjoying the party from far doesnât seem too boring after all.â
youâre now jumping in fear when a breath hits the back of your ear.
âmother eyaw! who the fuââ you scream and stumble in panic, but before youâre falling you feel strong arms hold you on your ground. âshit, I should've announced i came, iâm sorry.â
youâre about to tell him itâs okay and leave when heâs offering his hand for a shake.
âiâm noâxus, by the way.â great, now youâre stuck talking with someone.
ây/n.â you say and turn over to place your drink on the talk flat table looking object, itâs obvious youâre ignoring him and uninterested but he keeps talking
âwhyâre you not dancing?â the tall naâvi asks and you face him before speaking, âbecause i donât want to?â you just want this over and privacy, how hard can it get to understand!?
âmhm,â the male hums, âwanna dance with me?â at his offer, you scoff mentally and realize youâre not getting him away from you soonâ before you reject him, a strong glare radiating from far makes your body tingle
it was neteyam, sending glares to the male who was next to you while sitting far away.
you didnât bother it at first but the way neteyamâs face twists makes your brow raise. why is he bothered? jealous? if noâxus had not cleared his throat, you wouldâve forgotten about what he just said.
âlook notoxo, i really donât feel likeâŠâ you watch him awkwardly chuckle and correct you.
âitâs noâxus not notoxo.â
âyou know what? fuck it, letâs dance.â youâre pulling him to the crowd, maybe itâs the drink or maybe itâs him, itâs neteyam making you do this.
your mother was long gone to where you donât know, noâxus was just a bonus to get your frustration out and youâre now dancing with him. too occupied to bother, you havenât noticed how neteyamâs nose are flaring in anger
neteyam watches how youâre dancing and itâs very obvious itâs targeted to get him out of his mind
he is not even listening to Ă€eya and brought himself up from his throne-like seat. rage and anger is in him, this needs to fucking stop or heâll rip the maleâs hand thatâs holding you by your waist and moving you sides to side
all of his fear gone when the naâviâs eyes are on him when heâs stepping down from his seat and walking straight to you
neteyam ignores his fatherâs call, sight on you and you only. you didnât notice how heâs dangerously close until noâxus stopped his moving. âwhat is it?â youâre annoyed when your distracted self is brought back to reality
âput your hands off of her.â it was an order and noâxus looked at him manically. âiâm not fucking repeating myself.â all the naâviâs are confused, even his parents and Ă€eyaâs family.
your body is jerked away from the stranger you just met and you hiss when neteyam tugs you close to him. what is he thinking? in front of everyone? his last words makes the whole omatikaya village gasp and whisper.
âfucking let go of whatâs mine and find your own mate.â neteyam scowlâs dangerously.
howâre we feeling, sweets? are we feeling anxious? excited? invested? spill in the comments cause i love reading your thoughts sjsjsj
also do you guys want a toe curling smut at the end or no? since neteyam is aged up!20 years old in this series, lmk in the comments if you want smut â tag list in the comments <3
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Adopting a baby saurian
It wasn't anything out of the norm for a baby saurians to be seen alone in the wild. Yes, it was sad but what could anyone do? The mother of the saurians were either killed or had abondoned the poor thing because it was too weak.
So it wasn't a surprise when you and kinich stumbled on a baby Iktomisaur in the wild while exploring. The poor thing looked confused and slightly scared as it looked around for it's mother. It's ears dropping everytime it turned and she wasn't there. It broke your heart while kinich couldn't help but sigh..for some reason he understood how it felt.
Before he could act tho, you were already off to where the baby Iktomisaur sat. As you reached over, it looked up at you in slight fear, letting out a small hiss to try and sound intimidating but it only broke your heart even more. You moved down onto your leg, making sure to keep a certain distance as you held out a small apple you had in your hand. The poor thing couldn't help but perk up staring at the apple in slight hunger. Seeing that it mom wasn't there to guide and feed it, it was no surprise it was probably starving. After a few minutes, it finally walked over to you in hesitant steps. It's ears twitching in high alert in case it needs to run.
After stopping infront of your hand that held the apple, seeing you didn't try anything. It took a small hesitant bite out of the apple, before quickly eating more. Your hand held the apple out more as it ate quickly. Kinich couldn't help but watch the interaction, his heart breaking yet feeling slightly warm that you had help it. Ajaw tho, he looked blankly before sighing. "Are we really gonna stand here feeding some stray thing? The almighty-" kinch wasn't having any of it, putting Ajaw in time out before he could scare the baby saurian with his loud voice.
After some time, the baby saurian seemed to finally warm up to you. Cuddling up into to your arms almost as if seeking warmth. Seems like the baby saurian was now seeing you as it's parent. Kinich sighed and before you could even turn to ask he replied quickly, which was quite unusual of him. "The saurian seems to have take a liking to you..maybe we should bring it home? It would probably die in the wild without it's mother." It wasn't unusual for people to take in saurians, it was natlan after all.
So after some talking, you had lifted the baby Iktomisaur in your arms walking home with it. Kinich had proposed saying that it may had been too heavy for you to carry, but seeing how the poor thing didn't want to let go off your shirt. He let it be as you both headed back home.
It had been two weeks since you had taken in the baby Iktomisaur and it had now warmed up to you both. It was still quite wary of Ajaw tho, but who could blame her. Yes, you both had found out from a saurian trainer in the Scions of the Canopy, that the baby saurian you both had decided to adopt was a female. You had decided to name her Bubbles and the baby saurian had seemed to be quite happy with it. Her ears flickering excitedly as her small tail wagged. Kinich found it cute how you had started taking care of the baby saurian like it was your own already and he couldn't help but think of what the future held for both of you..maybe one day, you two could start a family together. When all the troubles in Natlan had settled down.
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Ajaw couldn't help but scoff at the name that you had given to the baby Iktomisaur. "Are you serious right now? What a childish name...something like the Almighty Ajaws servant or Ajaws loyal servant would have-" Kinich couldn't help but scoff putting Ajaw in time out with a small huff of annoyance. The baby Saurian was sitting beside him on the couch as the two were now waiting for you both to return home from a commission. Ajaw had commented on how there was not now one needy person to take care of but now a baby saurian that didn't hesitate to wait near the door for your arrival.
As the front door open signaling you had arrived. The baby saurian bubbles practically jumped off the couch. Flying towards the front door as you soon entered. Carring a small basket of fruit. You quickly placed it down just in time to catch Bubbles that seemed to let out happy chirps and Purs at your arrival. Kinich had a unusual smile on his face as he walked over his words being. "Welcome back home..How was your day?"
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AURORA / mattheo riddle
requested / part 2
mattheo riddle x fem reader
summary: in the aftermath of the second wizarding war, mattheo is sent to azkaban for his crimes. when released and faced with the harsh reality that you had, unbeknownst to him, had his child and had been raising her alone all these years, he falls apart.
based on this lovely request right here!! @isntthatsweetiguessso sorry for taking literally a month bb ily and this brilliant concept
warnings: angst, mom!reader, dad!mattheo, swearing, sad but happy ending!!
words: 4.6k
a/n: so sorry to the person who requested it for taking so long :( i hope this is something like what you had in your head. its very long, fluffy part 2 is out now!
navigation mattheo riddle masterlist part two
The world outside Azkaban had always felt like a distant memory to Mattheo. The walls, the cold, and the constant torment of his own mind had been his reality for six long years. But now, walking the streets of Diagon Alley as a free man, the memories felt sharper, more painful. He had imagined this moment so many timesâstepping back into the life he'd left behind, finding you, and maybe, just maybe, picking up the pieces of what you two had.
But nothing could have prepared him for this.
It was supposed to be a simple walkâan aimless stroll to ground himself, to remind himself that he was no longer trapped in that hellhole. But as he turned the corner, there it was: Brews and Stews. The same cafĂ© you both used to sneak away to when the world got too loud. His heart clenched at the sight, and before he knew it, his feet were pulling him closer, as if some invisible force was guiding him back to the past.
Then he saw you.
You were sitting at one of the outside tables, sunlight bathing you in a warm glow that made you look almost ethereal. His heart stuttered in his chest as he stood frozen on the cobblestone street, staring at you like a man starved. Six years, and you were still the same. Beautiful, captivating. You were reading a book, the furrow of your brow as mesmerizing as ever.
For a moment, he considered turning back. He didnât belong here. Not anymore. You had probably moved on; you had to. Six years was a lifetime. But just as he was about to retreat, the small figure next to you caught his eye.
A little girl, her brown curls bouncing as she laughed, sitting beside you at the table. She was a blur of motionâhappy, full of life.
"Mama, look!" the child giggled, holding up a small trinket, her voice full of excitement. "Isn't it pretty?"
You smiled, reaching over to stroke her hair, and thatâs when Mattheo felt the world collapse around him. Mama. The word echoed in his head, ripping through his chest like a knife. His stomach twisted painfully as he watched the scene unfold before him.
You had a child.
For a split second, his mind couldnât process it. A child. A little girl. With you.
His heart thundered in his chest, and his fists clenched at his sides. It wasnât possible, was it? You had moved on. Of course you had. Six years was too long for anyone to wait, especially for someone like himâa man who had done unspeakable things, who had been imprisoned for it. Why would you wait for him? And yet, the thought of you with someone else, of you having a family, was enough to suffocate him.
He took a shaky step back, the weight of the realization crashing down on him. He wasnât ready for this. He hadnât prepared himself to see you like this. But just as he was about to turn away, you glanced up.
Your eyes locked with his, and the world seemed to stop.
"Mattheo?" Your voice was a breathless whisper, as if you couldnât believe what you were seeing. The expression on your face shifted from shock to something elseâsomething he couldnât quite read.
His breath caught in his throat as he stood frozen, every muscle in his body tensing. You were staring at him, those eyes he had dreamed of every night in Azkaban now filled with confusion, and something else... regret, maybe?
But then the girl looked up too. She had your eyes, but the rest of herâthe wild brown curls, the soft slope of her noseâit was like staring into a mirror. She had his features.
He couldnât move. His gaze flicked between you and the girl, heart hammering in his chest as his mind screamed for answers. The question hung heavy on his lips, but he couldnât bring himself to ask it.
"Come on, Aurora," you said quickly, standing up and gathering your things. Your voice wavered, the panic evident as you scooped the girl into your arms. "We have to go."
You brushed past him without another word, holding the little girl tightly as you hurried away from the café. His body moved instinctively to follow, but his feet were rooted to the spot. He watched you walk away, the weight of the unanswered question heavy in the air.
Aurora looked back at him once, her big, curious eyes staring into his, and then she was gone, disappearing down the street with you.
He stood there for what felt like hours, his mind spinning. That girlâAurora. She was his. He could see it now, clear as day. He could feel it. The brown curls, the shape of her face, the way her eyes had stared at him with that same intensity heâd seen in his own reflection.
His daughter.
The realization slammed into him, nearly knocking the wind out of his lungs. How could you not have told him?
With heavy steps, he set off down the street, following the path you had taken. His heart pounded in his chest, each step bringing him closer to the confrontation he had dreaded but needed. He wasnât sure what he would say, wasnât sure how you would react.
But one thing was clear: he wasnât going to lose you again. And he wasnât going to lose his daughter. Not after everything he had already lost.
Mattheoâs heart pounded in his chest as he strode through the narrow streets, the weight of what heâd just seen pressing down on him with every step. The world felt suffocating, spinning around him in a blur of emotionsâanger, betrayal, heartbreak. His hands shook at his sides, clenched into fists as he tried to keep his mind focused on the only thing that mattered now: finding you.
You couldnât have gone far.
Aurora. Our daughter, the thought kept repeating in his mind like a relentless drumbeat. His daughterâhis little girl, and you had never told him. He hadnât known, hadnât been there for anything. The rage simmering inside him was barely contained as he searched the crowd, every face blurring together until he finally saw you, ducking into a quieter street with Aurora still in your arms.
His legs moved before he could think.
âY/N!â His voice was a shout, desperate, raw. You didnât stop. âY/N, stop!â
You glanced over your shoulder, eyes wide with panic, but you didnât slow down. Mattheoâs breath was ragged as he pushed through the crowd, forcing his way closer. He wasnât letting you run from this. He wasnât letting you run from him. Not again.
Finally, you reached a quiet alleyway, and Mattheo caught up to you just as you were fumbling with your wand, trying to Apparate. His hand shot out, grabbing your wrist.
ïżœïżœDonât you dare,â he growled, his voice a low, dangerous rumble.
âMattheoââ you started, but he cut you off, the fury burning in his chest.
âAre you fucking kidding me?!â His voice boomed through the narrow alley, raw and loud. âIs this what I think it is, Y/N? Is that my goddamn kid?â
Aurora flinched at his raised voice, her small body shrinking into your arms. You immediately shifted her to your other hip, turning her face away from him.
âMattheo, not here,â you hissed, your voice barely above a whisper as you glanced down at your daughter. âPlease.â And the first conversation youâre having after six years is going to be an argument.
âNot here?â he spat, eyes blazing with fury. âThatâThatâs my daughter,â he sputtered. âYou fucking kept my daughter from me. Donât tell me to calm down.â
You winced at the venom in his voice, but you didnât move, your eyes pleading with him to lower his voice. âYou donât understand. Letâs just talk about this. I didnât know how toââ
âAre you fucking kidding me?â he repeated, louder this time, his voice trembling with rage. âYou didnât know how? You knew damn well how to keep her from me! You didnât even try, Y/N.â
âIâŠâ You hesitated, the guilt written all over your face, but Mattheo wasnât letting you off the hook that easily.
âDo you have any idea what Iâve been through?â he forced out, the pain bleeding into his voice now. âI fucking rotted in Azkaban for six years, thinking I had nothing left. And all this time, you had her? IâI had a kid? â
Aurora shifted again in your arms, and Mattheoâs heart wrenched as he saw her big, curious eyes peek out from beneath your hair. She didnât know him. She had no idea who he was, and that realization broke something inside him.
âHow could you?â His voice cracked, his eyes burning as he stared at you, searching for some explanation that would make any of this hurt less.
You closed your eyes, breathing deeply as if steadying yourself before meeting his gaze again. âI didnât know what to do, Mattheo,â you said softly, the edge of panic still there but buried beneath layers of hurt. âYou were in Azkaban. I didnât think youâd ever get out.â
âThatâs bullshit!â he snarled, his hands trembling as he ran them through his hair. âYou couldâve written. You couldâve found a way! You couldâve let me fucking know I had a daughter!â
Tears welled in your eyes, your lips trembling as you looked away, the guilt eating at you. âI⊠I was scared,â you whispered, barely audible over the sound of his labored breathing. âI was scared sheâd grow up without you. That sheâd grow up knowing what you were forced to be⊠and I didnât want that for her.â
Mattheoâs chest heaved with the weight of your words, but it only stoked the fire of his rage. âThatâs not your decision to make, you had no right to keep her from me!â
You blinked, tears spilling down your cheeks as you clutched Aurora tighter. âI didnât do it on purpose. You werenât here. You literally couldnât be here. I was trying to protect herââ
âFrom me?!â he shouted, the words scraping from his throat like broken glass.
Auroraâs tiny whimper cut through the air like a knife, and Mattheoâs heart shattered. He hadnât meant to scare her, hadnât meant to let his anger bleed into his voice, but it was too late now.
You stepped back, rocking Aurora gently in your arms, trying to soothe her as you looked up at him with tear-filled eyes. âI wasnât trying to hurt you, Mattheo.â
âThen what the fuck were you trying to do?â he spat, his voice low now, hoarse with emotion. âBecause it sure as hell feels like you didnât give a shit about what Iâd feel. I missed everything. Everything, Y/N.â
Your breath hitched, and the weight of his words settled over you like a blanket of regret. âI didnât know how to tell you,â you whispered. âI didnât know if I could. And by the time I thought about it, too much time had passed. I thought⊠I thought maybe it was better this way.â
Mattheo let out a bitter, hollow laugh, his eyes wild as he stared at you. âBetter? Better?! How the fuck is this better? I lost all six years of her goddamn existence! Six years! I didnât get to see her first steps, didnât hear her first words, didnât even know she existed. And you think that was better?â
You sobbed, clutching Aurora close to you as if the little girl could shield you from the onslaught of his anger. âIâm sorry,â you cried, your voice breaking. âIâm so sorry, Mattheo.â
But sorry wasnât enough. It wasnât enough to undo the years of pain, the years of loneliness and anguish he had endured in that cell, thinking he had lost you, lost everything.
He took a deep, shaky breath, forcing himself to look at the little girlâAurora. His daughter. She was watching him now, her big eyes wide and confused, her small fingers gripping your shirt. She looked so much like him.
âAurora,â he said, his voice a broken whisper.
She blinked at him, tilting her head slightly as if she didnât understand why he was looking at her that way. Of course she didnât. She didnât know him. He was a stranger to her. And that hurt more than anything else.
âI canât fucking believe you,â Mattheo whispered, his voice barely audible now. âYou kept her from me.â He shook his head, tears of his own threatening to spill over. âYou took everything from me.â
You wiped at your eyes, shaking your head. "I didnât want her to grow up around thisâaround what we were part of. I didn't want her to know the darkness.â
âBut that darkness is a part of me, Y/N,â Mattheo snapped, his voice breaking. âIt's who I am. I canât escape it, no matter how much you want to pretend itâs not there. And youâyou kept my baby from me because of it?â
You let out a shaky breath, the weight of your decision hanging between you. âI made a mistake, Mattheo. I thought I was doing what was best for her.â
The words hung heavy in the air, and for the first time since youâd left the cafĂ©, Mattheoâs anger began to ebb, replaced by something even more painfulâregret.
Mattheo stood frozen, his chest heaving with the weight of all that had just transpired. His gaze shifted between you and Aurora, trying to piece together the shards of the life he thought heâd lost. His anger still simmered beneath the surface, but as he watched you, tears streaming down your face, and saw Aurora clinging to you with wide, confused eyes, something inside him softened.
But the more he looked at you, standing there with Aurora in your arms, the more the anger started to unravel into something deeper, something rawer.
Because it wasn't just about Aurora. It was about you. You, the woman he'd loved so fiercely before everything fell apart. The woman he had held onto in the darkest hours of Azkaban, when hope was the only thing that kept him from losing his mind.
He had missed youâ fuck, he'd missed youâ and now you were here, standing in front of him with his daughter. And as furious as he was, as shattered as he felt, that love hadn't gone anywhere.
He hadn't seen you in six years, but you still made his heart race in ways he couldn't control.
âY/N,â he whispered, the anger in his voice beginning to crack, replaced by a deep, aching sadness. âIâve missed you. Iâve missed you so fucking much.â
"I used to run my fingers through her hair every night," you whispered suddenly, your voice cracking as you glanced down at Aurora's curls. "Because she has your curls. And it made me feel closer to you."
Those words hit Mattheo like a punch to the gut, his chest tightening as the reality of it all began to sink in. You hadn't forgotten him. In all those years, despite everything, you had tried to keep a part of him with you-through Aurora.
He swallowed thickly, his throat constricting. "Why didn't you write me?" he asked, the question soft now, almost a plea. "I could'veâhell, I don't know what I could've done, but I would've known. I would've been there in some way. Anything but this."
You sighed, wiping another tear from your cheek. "I didn't think you'd ever get out. I thought..." You took a deep breath, struggling with your words. "I thought it'd be easier if she didn't know. If you didn't know. And I was wrong. I see that now."
He falls silent for a while, his eyes trained on the beautiful girl in your arms.
âSheâs really ours?â Mattheo asked, his voice softer now, though the tremor of rage still lurked. âThatâs her name? Aurora?â
You nodded, wiping at your cheeks as you pressed a kiss to Auroraâs head. âYes,â you whispered. âThatâs her name.â
Mattheo let out a shaky breath, his heart clenching at the sound of it. Aurora. His daughter. Auroraâs wide eyes met his, so innocent, so big and full of wonder, but also a little shy, hiding in the safety of your arms. She didnât know him. How could she?
His heart broke even more.
âWell, you do look like quite the princess,â he murmured, his voice soft and careful as if speaking any louder would scare her away.
Auroraâs brow furrowed, still unsure, but Mattheo could see the curiosity shining in her eyes. She stayed pressed against you, her small fingers clutching your shirt.
âMama,â she whispered, looking up at you, her voice trembling. âWhy are you crying?â
Your breath caught as you tried to answer, but words seemed to fail you. Instead, you simply stroked Auroraâs hair, trying to steady yourself. Mattheo watched, helpless, as Auroraâs small hand reached up to touch your cheek.
âItâs okay,â you said softly, forcing a smile that didnât quite reach your eyes. âIâm justâjust a little sad, baby.â
Mattheo could feel the weight of everything pressing down on you both. He had a million questions, a million things he wanted to yell, but none of it would make sense right now. Not with Aurora watching, her innocent eyes darting between the two of you, trying to make sense of something so much bigger than her little world had ever allowed.
âWho is that, Mama?â
"Remember when you asked me where your Daddy was and why he wasn't here?" you whispered to Aurora, your voice shaking as you cradled her close. "Remember how I told you your Daddy loved you, and that he'd find us one day?"
Auroraâs gaze flicked back to Mattheo, her little forehead creasing in confusion.
âThatâs him, sweet girl,â you whispered, your voice barely audible. âThatâs your Daddy.â
Mattheoâs breath caught in his throat as those words hit him like a tidal wave. Thatâs your Daddy. For all these years, thatâs all he should have beenâher father, her protector, her everythingâand instead, he was a stranger. He blinked back the sting in his eyes, trying to keep himself together for her sake.
Auroraâs little fingers clung tighter to your shirt as she processed what youâd said. She looked back at Mattheo, her eyes wide and uncertain.
Mattheoâs heart ached with the silence, with the lost years that could never be undone. He wanted to reach out, to touch her, but he knew he couldnâtâat least, not yet. She didnât know him, and that hurt more than anything else.
You looked down at Aurora, gently prying her small hands from your shirt before setting her down on the ground. âItâs okay,â you whispered softly. âYou can say hello.â
Aurora hesitated, her little body leaning toward you, and then slowly, cautiously, she moved to hide behind your legs. Mattheoâs heart squeezed painfully at the sight of her shy little face peeking out at him. His own daughter was scared of him.
He crouched down to her level, making himself as small as he could, hoping it would make him seem less intimidating. He had no idea how to be a father, no idea what to say to this little girl, but he had to try.
âHey there, Aurora,â he murmured softly, trying to keep his voice gentle, steady. âItâs okay. Iâm not going to hurt you.â
She didnât respond, just kept her wide eyes on him as she clung to the back of your leg. Mattheoâs heart shattered further, but he swallowed hard, forcing a shaky smile.
But Aurora, as shy as she was, was still a child. And as she looked at him again, her small voice broke the silence. "Are you really my daddy?"
Mattheo's throat tightened, the words lodged there, unable to come out. He was scaredâterrified, reallyâ of what to say, of how she would react. But he nodded, his voice breaking as he whispered, "Yeah. That's me."
Aurora stared at him, her eyes big and full of questions, her small hands clutching onto your shirt as if grounding herself. But after a long, silent moment, she seemed to relax, her lips parting into the tiniest smile.
"I always wanted one," she said softly, her voice full of innocence. "All my friends at school have daddies. I wanted one too."
His chest ached. He was the stranger here, and yet, in her little mind, he was still the man she had been waiting for. The man you had told her would one day come for her. He could see itâ the confusion, the shynessâ but there was something else in her eyes too.
She'd been missing him. She just didn't know who he was.
Mattheo's chest ached, the guilt and sorrow clawing at him from the inside. "I wanted to be there," he whispered, his voice cracking. "I wanted to be with you, with both of you. I didn't know."
Aurora looked at him for a moment longer, and then, to Mattheo's shock, she smiled a little wider, still shy but no longer fearful. She reached out tentatively, her small hand gripping his for the first time. The warmth of her touch sent a wave of emotion crashing through him, and for the first time since seeing you again, something inside him shifted. Maybe this wasn't all lost. Maybe he hadn't missed everything.
Aurora giggled softly, her small hand still wrapped around his. She brought her other hand to his face, pressing her palm to his cheek. "You're my daddy," she said again, as if testing out the words.
Mattheo's throat tightened, tears stinging his eyes as he smiled-truly smiled-for the first time in what felt like years. "Yeah, princess," he whispered, his voice thick with emotion. "I'm your daddy."
Aurora's little laugh was music to his ears, and when she finally released his hand, she took a step back, hiding behind your legs again but peeking out from around you with a shy grin.
âYou know, when I look at youâŠâ He trailed off, his throat tightening as he swallowed down the lump that had formed there. âI see so much of your mum in you. But I see me too.â He let out a soft, shaky laugh, blinking through the tears that threatened to spill. âYou got my curls, huh?â
Auroraâs wide, curious eyes flicked between the two of you, her tiny fingers gripping the fabric of your pants. Mattheo felt a surge of protectiveness, an instinct that told him to reach out, to hold her, to assure her that everything would be okay. But he hesitated, unsure if he even had the right to touch her after all this time. She had been a stranger to him just moments ago, and now⊠now she was his entire world.
Her small voice broke the silence again, tentative but filled with the kind of honesty only a child could muster. âDo you love my mama?â
Mattheoâs heart lurched at the question. His gaze snapped to you, meeting your teary eyes. The question hung in the air, heavy with expectation. You quickly glanced away, biting your lip as you tried to keep your composure.
Aurora blinked up at him, waiting for an answer. âAll my friendsâ parents love each other,â she continued, her voice soft, innocent. âThey kiss and hold hands. Do you love her?â
Mattheoâs throat tightened, and he felt his pulse quicken. How could he even begin to explain the depth of what he felt? The years apart hadnât dulled itâif anything, the ache had only grown sharper. You had been his world before Azkaban, and every lonely, torturous day behind bars had been filled with memories of you, of your laugh, your smile, the way you used to look at him as if he was the only person that mattered.
He had loved you then. He loved you still.
But now, standing before you, the mother of his child, the weight of everything left unsaid between you was crushing.
He swallowed hard, his gaze shifting back to Aurora. âYeah,â he said quietly, his voice thick with emotion. âI do.â Mattheoâs eyes softened as he glanced at you again, his heart aching with everything he wanted to say. âIâve always loved her,â he admitted, his voice low but firm. âIâve never stopped.â
You looked at him, your lips trembling as another tear slid down your cheek. You were trying so hard to be strong, but the years of separation had taken their toll on both of you. And now, with Aurora standing between you, the bond that had once been so unbreakable felt fragile, like it could snap at any moment.
Aurora, still holding onto your pants, tilted her head, watching the two of you with that same curiosity. âMama,â she said softly, âwhy are you crying again?â
You let out a shaky breath, wiping your tears with the back of your hand. âIâm okay, baby,â you whispered, brushing a hand through her hair in a soothing gesture. âItâs just⊠a lot.â
Mattheo stood up slowly, running a hand through his curls, trying to compose himself. He felt a swell of love for you, something he had been suppressing in his anger. You had raised this beautiful little girl all on your own, carrying the burden of their absence in silence. You had done it for Auroraâfor him. And even though he was furious that you had kept it all from him, a part of him understood. You were protecting her, protecting yourself.
He took a deep breath, his voice soft but unsteady as he spoke again. âI missed everything,â he whispered, more to himself than to you. âHer birth, her first words, her first steps... all of it. I wasnât there.â
You flinched, guilt flashing across your face. âMattheo, Iââ
âNo,â he cut you off gently, shaking his head. âIâm not trying to blame you. I just⊠I missed it all. And I donât know how to make that right.â
Aurora, sensing the tension, leaned into you, her arms wrapping around your leg. âMama, is Daddy staying with us?â
Mattheoâs heart clenched at the word. Daddy. He had never thought he would hear itânever thought it was even possible. But now, hearing Aurora say it so casually, so innocently, it hit him all over again. This was his daughter. His family.
âIâm not going anywhere,â he promised, crouching down again to her level, his voice gentle as he tried to meet her eyes. âIâm going to be here. Iâm going to make it right, okay?â
Aurora blinked, processing his words, and then her lips curved into a small, shy smile. She still seemed a bit confused, but there was a trust forming, something fragile but real.
She looked up at you, her tiny voice full of hope. âDoes Daddy love me too?â
You sucked in a breath, your eyes flicking to Mattheo, waiting for him to answer. His throat tightened, but he didnât hesitate this time.
âMore than anything,â he whispered, his voice cracking slightly as he held her gaze. âI love you, Aurora. I loved you before I even knew you were here.â
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Malleus, Azul, Lilia, jack, idia with an s/o whoâs bad at self care
Malleus draconia
Mall is confused??
Why is the human not takeing care of themselves???
Only really notices after he sees your health, both mental and physical, start to decline
Asks Lilia about what to do because heâs clueless when it comes to humans.
Once he knows however heâs going straight to you and heâs goona make you do self care whether you like it or not.
Itâs simple self care but itâs self care.
Pops out of nowhere and proceeds to make you drink water, no he doesnât care that you did 5 minuets ago his s/O needs to stay hydrated.
If for whatever reason the dark fae is unable to remind you to take a break or eat or drink water heâll have sebek bring you a water bottle
Makes you take little breaks
Watches you like a hawk because he wants to make sure that you arnt pushing yourself.
Simple but effective self care is the way to go with malleus, itâll always be pretty simple but itâs all the love and care he puts into things like makeing you eat something or makeing you drink water.
Azul ashengrotto
Your both in the same boat here
Azul definitely over works himself and 100% isnât very good with self care
But when he sees the signs that you also arenât? He tries.
Noticed pretty quickly, heâs the same way and knew the signs of a lack of self care.
He makes Shure you both eat some food and also that you both drink water, maybe even take a little break.
See, you not being good at self care gets him to do alot of little things for the both of you, like in order for you to take a break he has to take a break, and if you drink water he will suddenly feel thirsty.
Sometimes it wonât actually be a âbreak but more of a change in location. Can be having you feel like a sad zoo animal
Heâll drag you to mostro lounge/out of his office and will sit with the fishes or other things depending on were you are
Azuls also likes to rant and listen to you rant. Heâs a good listener and will listen to you vent for as long as you need while you both cuddle because he'sâšâštouch starvedâšâš
Azuls self care is a lot of little things that make a big difference he really does try for you and you gradually get better together
Lilia vanrouge
Noticed right away and his dad senses kicked in
You really thought he wouldnât notice after raising 3 kids???
Hahahahhahahkekekeke
Makes you drink lots of water, go on walks, take breaks have a nice shower, the works.
He often has to remind sebek to take breaks and drink water, same with silver but for different reasons
Tries to cook for you so you have something to eat but I think thatâs more self harm then care if you eat it.
But hey! Itâs the thought that counts!
Scolds you lightly when you donât self care and gives you "the dad lectureâ âą
His internal clock is wired to chime of at certain times of day and make sure everyone drinks water/eats/takes a break
Heâs very good about self care and he subtly ingrains it into your very soul.
Almost trains you like pavlovs dogs kekekekek
At a certain time youâll feel the sudden urge to have a little self care, whether you like it or not.
10/10 dad Lilia comes through once again
Jack howl
Aggressively cares about you
You better self care or else
*chucks water bottle at you* stay hydrated!!!
Gives you a plant because plants are good and you need it
Makes you take breaks whether you like it or not
Good luck not self careing
He can sense if you havenât
Seriously its like a 6th sence
Like you can be walking by and heâll come up to you and tell you to go self care
Donât argue with him
Itâs pointless
Imagine doing face masks with Jack
Idia shroud
Alright so this is a weird on because like Azul idia is high key shit at takeing care of himself
But on the other hand he definitely worries about the people he cares about
So when he notices (almost instantly) that his light, his player 2, isnât takeing care of themselves?
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So he forces you to self care, shower, drink water, eat something other then monster and Doritos (or candy)
Also has you do face masks and things he found on âhowtorelax. Comâ
Witch is really good because it kinda tricks him into doing self care himself
So youâll both get something (somewhat) good to eat, put on a face mask and watch anime together
đđ maybe cuddle
Itâs really shocking how adamant he is about self care when he himself is so bad at it for himself, but your someone he cares about, a lot, so of course heâs worried about you
Has set timers on his computers for when you should get water and take a break/cuddle him
Expect visits from his tablet and/or ortho telling you to drink water/come to Ignyhide
Idia still wonât go outside-outside but maybe a little walk around Ignyhide wonât hurt (but only if your with him)
Also walks you to class when heâs (unjustly) forced to attend a physical class
And as much as he would like to just nyoom and zoom to his next class lickaty split he makes small stops to get water with you if it isnât to busy (a.k.a. no people)
#twst x reader#malleus x reader#azul x reader#lilia x reader#jack x reader#idia x reader#malleus draconia x reader#azul ashengrotto x reader#lilia vanrouge x reader#jack howl x reader#idia shroud x reader#malleus draconia#azul ashengrotto#lilia vanrouge#jack howl#idia shroud#twisted wonderland x reader#twst
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My Top Five Polin Scenes in Part One (and why!)
My darling gossipers, so far this show is making literally all of my hopeless romantic dreams for this couple come true and who knows what kind of angst and drama were in for in part two, so before things gets too real I just wanted to go into (too much) depth on my favorite scenes and a few swoon-worthy details from part one! *whips reigns on carriage* shall we?
5. Drawing Room Lesson/Journal
Pen's brain: TOUCH ALERT! HIS HAND IS ON MY BACK.
This scene is so best friend coded with the way they are bantering and flirting the whole time. There's an adorable contrast between Penelope's fear of being discovered and Colin being like it's chill!(when in fact it is not Chill because they get interrupted after 5 minutes of gazing into each others eyes)
He just clearly wanted to be completely alone and behind closed doors platonically with his very beautiful friend (who looks like an angel in this scene) to pretend they are courting. Nothing suspicious about that!
I love how he's so into the lesson to the point that he has set out the lemonade as a prop and brought her to Bridgerton house in the first place specifically because she said it was where she was most comfortable (previously, but he's doing his best, and probably hoping she will become comfortable again, ouch)
Colin being the "dashing suitor" for her to flirt with (loser) and when she's resistant to fake flirting with him he hits her with the, "you don't have to be embarrassed, you know me!" trying to put her at ease. And he succeeds! Penelope is so comfortable during this scene when she's opening up about how it's hard for her to get her personality across, it's so sweet and honest.
And this is when the ROMANCING really starts, I love how it's Penelope who takes the lead here. mostly by accident, but the poor man is still left in shambles.
I do kind of wish for this scene they had gone with a more back and forth flirting moment, and seen them both get a little taste of how overtly flirting with each other would feel rather than her little poetic moment, but it was sweet to see her expose a corner of her feelings for him and watching him get a tad flustered at the compliment.
Ok, while it was rather uncool of her to read his journal, I love this part so much. Because I am no better, I would 100 percent do this given the chance. Her examining the space where he spends time, her running her hand over his pirate coat, (who wouldn't) the quiet yearning of that action. As a snoop myself, this was wish fulfillment.
Penelope being hit with a confusing mix of jealousy and intrigue by the contents of the journal entry, the way she stops reading for just a second and then gives in and devours his writing, not being able to hold back from getting inside his head. Don't think about how she probably missed his letters.
Colin's anger here is warranted, and I liked how he didn't come across as aggro-angry Colin from the books but is still justifiably upset that his privacy has been violated. He is likely aware that there are certain DETAILS he wouldn't want her to be reading, like how he's a lonely lonely sad little man trying to be rakish and roguish because his beautiful platonic friend isn't writing him back and encouraging him like she usually does.
Can I just mention that bandaging a wound is an excellent trope and it's such a good romancing vehicle: the care, the tenderness, the touching! the GRUMPINESS! But my favorite thing about the wound bandaging is his reaction to her complimenting his work, of which he hasn't shown ANYONE. He's just so shocked that she likes it, and clearly starved for her encouragement/anyone to be interested in his travels.
I think its also worth noting that this is THE moment that Colin thinks back to when he's considering activating his chaos tendencies by rolling up to the red ball to interrupt her proposal, so I'm gonna interpret that as him recalling his first realization/admittance to himself that he has feelings for her beyond friendship.
It wouldn't surprise me since it is after this moment that we see the hints of jealousy start to manifest at the full moon ball (looking for her, asking her if she likes a suitor, he's not subtle with it). Can't blame him, he was just touched with intimacy and care, and told his creative outlet is well-written, he is being ROMANCED to the max and he can't handle it.
We also have our first "please" as Pen asks to help, and as we will see, these two can't say no to each other once the magic word is spoken! I hope this theme makes a comeback in part two (please please please)
4. Market Scene
ok, besides a semi-silly looking wig on Colin (reshoots) this scene is first of all, so beautiful.
SHE IS SO FINE IN THIS SCENE I CAN'T EVEN THINK. She looks like a preraphaelite painting and I'm gnawing at the bars of my enclosure.
I literally kept saying "wow" out loud. It actually makes the scene very silly to me because she keeps talking about how she'll never snag a husband and I'm over here on one knee begging for a chance.
If Penelope has been Colin's cheerleader and #1 supporter for their whole friendship, this is where that flips. This scene is all about Pen feeling dejected about her prospects and Colin trying to lift her spirits -basically by saying she doesn't need to work on anything because he already likes her so much without her doing anything but I digress!
There is nothing hotter than your crush talking about a shared memory! Literally nothing! You can see her absolutely light up here when he talks about their first meeting like "I can't believe he remembered" and "Shit, I'm trying to not be in love" and it makes me ache for her.
I am very sad we didn't get a meet cute flashback (hello romcom!!) but this was the next best thing. He's also definitely still in Rake Mode with the way he is being charming and flirty, but there is a core of genuine feeling here as he is trying to get her find her confidence and be more like the non-self conscious children they once were. I believe a lot of the rift between them was directly because she had such strong feelings for him and couldn't just connect with him as friends due to the pedestal she put him on, this scene shows that without that as a barrier, they are able to connect much more naturally.
"Living for the estimation of others is a trap, once you break free the world opens up," he says, and he's starting to realize this idea but hasn't quite put it into practice. I think seeing Penelope struggling to be something she's not, just like he is, shows him how it's not working for either of them. This I think kickstarts his self-reflection and eventual rejection of external pressures later on, leaving him open to pursue other passions.
Ok but what I LOVE most in this scene is his subtle digging for information about her that she isn't forthcoming with. He asks her why she wants a husband and where she feels most comfortable, peppering her with questions and also giving her zero personal space. He's very curious about her and what is going on inside, but she's not exactly open with him at this point, giving short and simple answers.
She's genuinely not used to someone asking her this many questions about herself, receiving this kind of devoted attention, and she clearly doesn't know quite how to respond. In fact, the dynamic has always been reversed, where she was encouraging and inquiring about him, so this switch is just excellent. there have been little moments throughout the series where he asks about her and she always seems to deflect to talking more about him, so it's nice to see this shift.
Also fun detail, the grecian statues behind them are a little nod to the eros and psyche vibes of the scene as cupid is trying to find a match for his psyche, but is slowly beginning to fall for her, his curiosity the first step towards total downfall.
When he asks about Eloise is where Pen just completely shuts down and says she has to leave, and the "before we are noticed" with the little smile? I have fallen in love. She's clearly using that as an excuse to dodge the question, and it is almost an inside joke, sadly. As if she's saying "No one would believe you are courting me anyway haha". And yet he's clearly bummed she's leaving, he was having such a good time, and she leaves him hanging, wanting to know more. I also absolutely love the Rae side eye, lethal!
3. Candy Tent
Post-kiss insanity is on full display here. The way she beckons him with a sexy head tilt and he came running, the way his hands give away his nervousness and his eyes keep locking on her helplessly. Just FULL ON crush mode. The soft "How are you?" he missed her!
Also outfits are incredible here, the pearls in the hair, the painted vest, Colin inventing the color brown, it's a rococo dream. The plushy pink of the tent, the ambiance, everything is just in a word: sumptuous? never used that but it feels right here.
Pen's giddiness here is just adorable, she's experiencing blatant interest for the first time and I couldn't be happier for her. But someone else is very peeved, indeed. He's trying to play the part of supportive friend while also just kind of feeling a lot of "confounding feelings"
The way he is trying to be so casual and attempting to keep up his swagger, but his true feelings are showing through BAD kind of harkens back to how Pen would interact with Colin in s1 and 2, with barely contained affection and hope. The script has been FLIPPED and it feels so good!!
I literally squeal every time he asks her if she's formed an attachment to Debling, this is the shit I signed up for!! Her saying Debling is not "unpleasant to gaze upon" and watching Colin just completely glitch out with jealousy. He's like AND WHAT ABOUT ME! Must be frustrating to be the most eligible bachelor of the season, and yet your very beautiful crush friend is complementing another man on his looks. When your crush expresses interest in someone it can be truly insanity inducing, so I feel for him here.
Pen is oblivious completely, she doesn't think any of what she is saying is negatively affecting him, in fact she thinks this news will make him happy! His lessons worked, she didn't care about being perceived and it is having the desired affect! and yet, he's miserable. Mission accomplished unsuccessfully if you will.
He does ALMOST a good job of hiding his feelings, but if Pen were not completely convinced he couldn't have feelings for her, I think she would've picked up on the vibes here. He's way less enthusiastic about the lessons, and is giving fairly curt responses, when before he was yapping on about being yourself and such.
Then of course the blatant staring at her mouth, being the yearning sort of man he is and likely recalling their kiss in detail, reminder it's been at least a week since. She's romancing him without even trying. It also makes sense for "food motivated" Colin to have Penelope + cake equals critical override of his facial expressions and his literally standing there slack-jawed with lust.
His soft "good luck", when she leaves and the fact that he doesn't mean it AT ALL.
I've seen it talked about, but it makes a lot of sense that Penelope wasn't as affected by the kiss as he was. I'm sure she enjoyed it, but for her the kiss was an end (more on that later) and for him it was the moment he admitted his feelings (which were already growing slowly). so it makes sense the yearning is very colin-sided in this scene.
Apart from the yearning, it's also just sweet to see them in cahoots and discussing this development with Debling like its a little group project, and its the perfect scene to show Down Bad Colin, and I love it. She also clearly wants him to share with her in her success, still wanting to be close to him in any way she can, which if I think about too much I'll cry.
Bonus points for him eating the cake later on, such an intimate detail, he just wants to be close to her in any way he can. CRIMINAL! ARREST HIM!
2. First kiss/Dream Sequence
Ok I'm combining these scenes because they happen back to back and sort of like a mirror of each other, sue me. This first kiss scene is, as Whistledown says, RECKLESS. It's nonsensical, it's desperate, and it's beautiful.
This scene has only improved upon rewatches, it really has everything. Best kiss scene on Bridgerton and possibly in anything ever? no doubt no doubt?
The silly back and forth on the "You're not going to die" and the way she doesn't back down when he seems to get embarrassed, but instead says what? The Magic Word! "Please" she says, which of course is both of their activation word. His expressions here definitely mirror the book, where as soon as she asks him to kiss her, he's a bit taken aback by how much he realizes he wants to already.
This is such a low moment for Penelope, and it's one parts embarrassing and two parts brave of her to ask him to kiss her. In her position, she doesn't even have her pride left, so why not ask the boy you love to kiss you? nothing will come of it anyway, and he probably won't even do it, so why not ask? And what are friends for!
then the moment comes, and the music swells, as does the tension as he closes the distance between them, her shocked face and shallow breaths as she realizes its actually going to happen, the way he lifts her face to his with his hand under her chin. It's just pure romance. and this thing between them, this space that has never been crossed, is being crossed, and it feels insane. reckless. intimate!!
What I love is the shot that focuses on his face after they deepen the kiss, he's intent and confused by how good this feels, how little like kindness this is for him as soon as their lips touch. Like we will see later, he just kind of mind-blanks and forgets what is happening.
Whatever he thought they were has just crumbled with this kiss, and he leans his forehead against hers, no awkwardness when there is such tenderness. which is why he's so shook when she whispers "thank you", and rushes off. he's like "wait why is she thanking me? where am I? weren't we doing something here?" The hopeful strings as it focuses on his dumbstruck face, the earth literally shifting under his feet in that moment. UNREAL.
THE DREAM: I won't say a lot about the dream sequence but I just had to throw it in here because it shows how aligned they are romantically. They are both HUGE romantics, and he has orchestrated this sort of do-over kiss where he's really going for it and proving to her that he wants this too, he wants her. And she's enjoying herself, clearly, which we know is something Colin wants more than anything. It's a great way to show his inner feelings with the lack of an inner monologue that a book brings. And this is clearly a sort of parody of Bridgerton itself, or at least the books. It's over the top, a little silly, and exactly what we all want to see.
This dream also isn't just ripping off clothes, it's emotional, a key element is him expressing how he's been thinking about her, consumed by her. This kiss also isn't as innocent and patient as the first kiss, and it's full of Reciprocation, she can't stop thinking about him either. AND NEITHER CAN I!!!
Both of these kiss scenes also set up our contrasting feelings, where Pen views their first kiss as an end of a dream, a bittersweet act to finally let go off him, the dream of him. And then his dream shows the opposite, how she's ignited something in him that begins his dream of her, awake and asleep. Dream-swap! Also the hand on the wall behind her to catch her from hitting the wall. no comment.
1. Carriage Scene
Yeah like what can I say! It's incredible! I honestly have no idea how they can top this scene, but honestly if this is the best love scene they share in the season I am 10000% content. All of my little qualms with how they did the season melt away when I watch this scene because this was what was crucial to nail and they NAILED IT. TO THE WALL BABY. YAY.
And how did he gain access to the carriage (and Penelope)?? by saying please!! we love the magic word!! I do like the confession a lot, especially the "what if I did have feelings for you?" and the way he gets to his KNEES, a truly inspired moment.
How he completely dies inside when she says they are friends, and still accepts it with grace. There were SO many obstacles to him expressing his feelings to her this night, and he just red rovered each one, and we are all very grateful.
Something about this scene is just built different, I like a lot of the love scenes in the show, but this one has some kind of secret ingredient that we didn't know we'd been missing. Maybe its the location, the context, the way they are just grasping at each other desperately (which if you think about how Penelope thought this was a one time thing in the books and she wanted to make the most of it, actually don't think about that)
He's also just so sweet about it, he's not angry, or insistent, he's just honest and intent. and she's just bewildered and INTO IT.
The lightning is gorgeous, the way it looks like Penelope is catching on fire and glowing. the catharsis, the giving into passion. The way she smiles like her dreams are coming true (because they are) before he just completely attacks her. What else can I say but EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
so many of the kisses are so tender and gentle, and they just build and build and build in intensity as they get lost in each other.
on a more horny note, so many moments here actually make me physically roll my eyes back in my head with how insane they make me. The desperate boob grab, the consensual nod, the way his hand slips under her dress, they were truly so insane for this. something tells me they knew I've waited literal years for this, so they knew they had to make it good.
Someone said Nicola should get an Emmy nom for moans, and she should, somehow they don't come across as cartoonish at all, and it doesn't take me out of the scene like some "noise making" does in these types of scenes. and for the record I'm not jealous at all, of either of them. in fact, no sooner did my head hit the pillow that I was met with complete and total darkness....not even a dream....
Like everything I could say has already been said, but it was so much better than I thought it was going to be, blew my expectations out of the water and DELIVERED. and DEVOURED. and RUINED ME. AND I AM VERY GRATEFUL.
Anyway that's all, I'm very afraid for part two so I needed some escapism, why am I already nostalgic for the good ol' times when Polin was happy for 6 minutes. thanks for reading! <3
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reader x peeta mellark smut
a/n : iâm actually screaming this was so fun to write, pls repost if ya like it!! đ
contains : sub peeta mellark, soft dom reader, praise kink, multiple rounds, peeta and the reader own a bakery, pinv, talk of having kids, no protection, riding
MATURE 18+
Peeta Mellark was a hard worker. Partly because thatâs just who he was as an individual, but mainly because of his upbringing. The need to impress ran through his body as if it were his own blood. He craved praise, feened off of it as if it were a sweet, sweet nectar.
This notion was very present in his every day life. When heâd accidently burn a loaf or spill a bag of flour, his face would turn a rosey pink shade out of shame and heâs scramble to fix his mistake. His puppy dog eyes would shoot over to me, as if to scream âIâm sorry! Iâm so very sorry! Please donât hurt me!â, only to be met with a peck on the cheek and a whisper of âItâs okay, youâre fineâ. His eyes would soften, and his hands would become less clammy, brow less furrowed, and cheeks even rosier.
If I dared to give him a slight compliment in the morning, the blondeâs head would be in the clouds for the rest of the day, almost in a trance from the mere thought of his special girl thinking he was admirable.
At first, I thought this whole ordeal was sort of sad, I mean depressing even. Peeta was just so love starved.
But then I learned how to use it to my advantage.
There he was, on top of me, trying his very best to impress me. His cock pistoned in and out vigorously, each one of my moans encouraging him. My back arched off of the sheets as I wrapped my legs around his waist, trying to get him deeper.
He understood this rather quickly, trading speed for force and plunging himself directly into my core.
âGood boy.â I moaned out, almost automatically. His pace faltered for a moment, starstruck.
âSay that again.â He whimpered.
âSay what baby?â I questioned, confused as to why heâd stopped.
âUh, please can you um call me a good boy again?â He mumbled. Something in his eyes had shifted, he looked almost helpless.
âWellâŠâ I decided to tease him, rile him up more. âI can only do that if you act like one, so if you fuck me real good, yeah, you can be my good boy.â
Peeta nodded, beginning to thrust into me once again, determined to be a good boy.
âThatâs it, thereâs a good boy.â I cooed, gazing up at him with major âfuck meâ eyes.
His jaw slacked and he moaned deeply. âYouâre so- fuck, youâre so hot.â
I giggled at the love drunk expression on his face. âThank you, my handsome boy.â
I felt his cock twitch inside of me. God, praise really did have an effect on him.
âI- oh baby Iâm gonna come.â
I moaned as he fucked me deeply, hitting my g-spot with each thrust.
âGo ahead, come inside of me like a good boy.â
His eyes rolled back into his head as he came with his new found permission. He pulled out immediately, connecting our lips before lying down beside me.
âThat was- fuck, amazing.â He sighed, looking up at the ceiling.
There was silence for a few moments before he realized.
He sprung into apology immediately.
âHoly shit baby, you didnât come, did you? Iâm so sorry love, Iâll do whatever you want, eat you out, fuck you again, whatever you want. Iâm so stupid, I donât know how I-â
I pressed my lips to his to shut him up as I climbed on top of him.
âNo baby, you donât have to ride me, Iâm the one who messed up. Let me-â
âPeeta, I want you to be a good boy and listen to me.â
I angled his wet cock upward before sinking down onto it. I began working my hips.
âYou are not stupid, you are so smart.â I bounced on him as I spoke, âyouâre so good to me, everybody makes mistakes and thatâs ok. You have gotten me off a million times before. Youâre such a good fucking boy.â
He began to look away as blush creeped into his face. I grabbed his chin and forced him to look me in my eyes.
âYouâre so handsome baby, ah fuck- youâre such a hard worker, and youâll make an amazing father one day.â
My legs began to shake as I released on his lap, my cum flowing down his cock. I continued to ride him throughout my high.
âNow say it to me.â I ordered.
âYouâre so beauti-â
I shook my head, âNo, tell me about how much of a good boy you are.â
His face contorted, clearly too shy to say such things.
I touched his face lightly, âPeeta, good boys do what theyâre told. Be a good boy.â
He nodded, âUm- Iâm a good boy.â He whimpered, unsure of himself.
âI donât believe you. Say it like you mean it.â
He cleared his throat, looking into my eyes. âIâm a good boy. I made a mistake and thatâs ok. Iâm so handsome and will make a really good father. Fuck- Iâm gonna come.â
He released inside of me, painting my spongy walls white. His voice filled the room with pornographic noises. After letting him catch his breath, I crawled off of him. Peeta walked into the bathroom for a moment and came back with a damp rag and a smile on his face.
He began to slowly clean me up. I looked in between my thighs and laughed at the amount of semen that had collected.
âJeez, if we donât start being more careful, you might be an amazing father sooner than weâd imagined.â
He chuckled, pressing his lips onto mine. âIâd be ok with that.â
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genre(s) -> angst, fluff, non-idol, hybrid au, poly au paring(s) -> ( eventually ) ATEEZ x reader warning(s) -> mental health, abandonment issues, abuse, etc. words -> 4.4k
abstract -> one week can create a lot of attachments...
mingi's perspective
Today was Saturday⊠and also technically my first day here. The week is gonna be a living pure hellâŠ
Hongjoong just told me everything not to do and who to find to make it easier. I needed to befriend Wooyoung⊠But I could do that when I was in my temporary room while everyone ate in the dining room. I was hungry⊠I was really hungry and I smelled meat. It felt like I was being torturedâŠ
I suddenly heard a knock⊠âMingi?â I heard. I rushed to open the door as I saw the human girl⊠she had a plate of meat and then instant ramyeon and the good brand!
âI know you probably lied about not being hungry. I know you wonât be comfortable eating with us but donât starve. Youâll get sickâ she said and gently scolded me as she handed me the food. âThank you,â I said and I could help my tail to wag so much. âIf you want more, you can get more in the kitchen,â she said as she left.Â
I havenât had meat in years! My old owner never wanted to give us food like this and even the ramyeon we couldnât afford to spend on good brands. I hate that I was hungry afterward⊠I took a yearâs worth of courage to go outside and walk out to see them eat at a table all together.Â
âMingi!â she said and the hybrids soon deflated in their moods. âAre you still hungry?â she asked and I nodded the whole way looking down. âHere, you can sit next to Wooyoung,â she said as she pointed at the fox hybrid.
The one I had to befriend was the fox hybrid... okay progress!
âThe cooks are Wooyoung and Seonghwa. I havenât cooked in a while since I love their cooking too muchâ she said while laughing and I understood what she meant.
âIt's really good. I donât think I ever ate such good foodâ I said and I saw the fox hybrid smile. âYou see Yeosang! We donât need fried chicken!â he scolded as he smiled at me. Seonghwa also smiled softly from what I said. I think that's Seonghwa...
Heâs the other tiger that Hongjoong mentioned⊠right?
âHere, you should eat more! I heard wolves need to eat a lot of meat!â Wooyoung said as he filled my plate with more meat.Â
âPlease, we're supposed to eat more vegetables, yet Hongjoong wonât touch itâ the panther said and everyone laughed while my roommate scoffed.Â
âIt doesnât taste good, so why should I waste my time eating it?â he asked and I laughed softly.Â
âMingi, important question. Itâll be important for your stay hereâ Wooyoung said and I felt nervous. âDo you prefer beef or chicken?â he asked and I was confused⊠Was this important?
âI guess beef," I said truthfully and I noticed they all laughed but one⊠he rolled his eyes.
âYeosang it's now five against oneâ Wooypung said and I was confused but I saw how easily they all talked to each other⊠It made me miss Yunho.
âHey, Mingi⊠whyâd you steal from y/n?â Wooyoung asked and I felt all eyes on me. âYou donât have to answer that, no pushing himâ she told me then scolded the hybrids.Â
âWe needed money⊠we were gonna steal from her wallet at first but Yunho noticed she looked sad so he wanted to comfort her. I was gonna steal her wallet but Yunho would signal me not to⊠he scolded me twice for stealing from her but we really needed the moneyâ I said and y/n smiled softly.Â
âHe really did feel guilty for stealing from you when you were so sad! I feel bad tooâŠâ I said and she shook her head. âIt's all in the past nowâ she said and I couldnât help but feel guilty.Â
âI couldnât imagine surviving in the streets,â Wooyoung said and I sighed⊠âHow long were you guys on the streets?â Seonghwa asked and I chuckled⊠âAlmost two years,â I said and it seemed to shock them all.Â
âThat long?! How did your owner not find you two?!â Wooyoung asked quite loudly. âWe would move from place to place⊠they live far from Seoul, they're only ever here for business but I doubt theyâll ever come back here again,â I said sadlyâŠÂ
âYou miss him a lot donât you?â y/n asked and I nodded. âHe was my only friend⊠my owners didnât want me and Iâm a lot weaker than a wolf should be,â I said and she shook her head.Â
âHumans are almost always bad⊠most of us here have experienced itâ the dog hybrid said bitterly while a lot of them nodded.Â
âI wasnât wanted either,â Wooyoung said and I was shocked. âMy owner passed away and I went to her daughterâs family⊠she was pregnant when I passed down to her. I begged my owner to leave me with y/n but she refused saying I would be too much to handle for a student⊠but I was too much for her daughter insteadâ he said sadlyâŠ
âDid you run away?â I asked and he shook his head.Â
âWhen she had the baby, she tried juggling a newborn baby and⊠me. Iâm a lot to handle, I was in the facility originally for hyperactivity. Most people wouldnât want a hybrid who is as energetic as I am. But I met y/n again and she adopted meâ he said now in a happy tone.Â
I soon heard a series of coughsâŠÂ
âOh shut up, San,â he said⊠the panther hybrid was San. âHe likes to tease me saying that y/n only adopted me because he asked her,â he said and I chuckled softly⊠they all seemed very close.
âI was the first hybrid,â he said and the fox scoffed. âI knew her longer than you!â he argued.Â
âChildish the both of youâ Seonghwa muttered as Hongjoong and the dog hybrid laughedâŠ
That would mean he was Yeosang⊠stay away from him...Â
AND I ALREADY MADE HIM ANGRY BY CHOOSING BEEF OVER CHICKEN! IS IT TOO LATE TO CHANGE MY ANSWER?!
âMingi, what are you being treated for?â Hongjoong asked and I actually didnât know⊠âHeâs being treated for anxiety and a dependent disorderâ y/n answered.Â
âWhat's a dependent disorder?â Seonghwa asked.Â
âOoh! I know! It's when a hybrid isnât able to take care of themselves because of the dependency of others!â Wooyoung said proudly to know that but I was left confused⊠I had that?! âIâm guessing you didnât know?â y/n asked me and I shook my head.
âIâm sorry for being such a burdenâ I muttered and bowed my head âYou arenât. I hope none of us make you feel like that,â she said and I couldnât understand her kindnessâŠ
She made me feel guilty.Â
Sunday⊠It was usually a day I despised.Â
People would be all over the street but I woke up for the first time warm⊠Hongjoong was still asleep. I walked outside hoping to find the bathroom when I bumped into the dog hybridâŠ
âAh! Iâm sorry!â I said while bowing.Â
He sighed before nodding and walking away.Â
âStupid Yeosang! Never does anything right! Ugh! Iâm gonna tell y/n and weâll see how he likes it whenâ AHHH '' I also bumped into Seonghwa complaining about the dog hybrid.Â
âGood Morning⊠sorry you heard me,â he said and I shook my head. âYou look lost,â he said and I laughed awkwardly. âIs it that obvious?â I asked and he smiled softly and nodded.Â
âI wanted to find the bathroom?â I asked and he nodded. âThere's one over here but Yeosang went over there, here Iâll lead youâ he offered and I thanked him as I followed the tiger.Â
âHongjoong told me he gave you rules?â he asked and I shook my head. âHe warned me, '' I said and he laughed.Â
âWhatâd he say?â he asked me as we now stood in front of the bathroom.Â
âTo stay away from San and Yeosang⊠to befriend Wooyoung and to be careful of what I say around the two of you,â I said and he smiled softly.Â
âYeosang and San are the most protective of y/n⊠we all are but those two especially. We went through it too, kind of still do but donât worry too muchâ he said and I nodded.Â
âThank you,â I said as he now left me aloneâŠ
What did Yunho say about her again? y/n seems to really care for her hybrids⊠so why were they taken away from her⊠he mentioned that when he comforted her. They were taken away from her.Â
Despite her caring for them⊠we assumed she did something to them.
Was that right though?
I heard banging on the door scaring me and taking me out of my train of thought. âYEOSANG GET OUT! YOU TAKE FOREVER!â I heard yelling and I opened the door when I saw the fox hybridâs eyes widen in shock.
âAh! Sorry, I thought you were Yeosang⊠only he locks the door of the shower and isn't runningâ he apologized and I shook my head.
It was their home⊠I was just intruding.
âHey, if you ever want to talk about what happened at your old home you can talk to me,â he said and offered me a smile.
My old home? Was that ever home?
Monday was a busier day than yesterday.
Sunday I was deep in thought as I hung out with Wooyoung and the panther⊠they even taught me how to play games on the TV.
Today, however, I slept in⊠only waking up because of Hongjoong.Â
âWhat do you mean sheâs gonna file a lawsuit?!â I heard as all of her hybrids were waiting for her phone call to finish⊠She was mad⊠I could tell.Â
âYeah⊠I know, byeâ she said clearly fuming. âWho is suing?â Seonghwa asked softly and she sighed.Â
âIs it my owner?â I asked and she turned around to me and smiled softly. âIâm gonna head out, I need to talk to someone. You guys behaveâ she said as I saw Yeosang follow her.
âWhatâs gonna happen?â Wooyoung asked and the oldest shook their heads⊠they didnât know.
âIt would depend on the lawsuit,â I said and they nodded. I felt like this was my fault⊠âMingi donât blame yourself okay? Itâs not your faultâ Seonghwa comforted but it didnât help.
Wooyoung tried distracting everyone saying he was gonna make chicken today since Yeosang has been complaining recentlyâŠ
âAre you gonna be okay?â San said as I looked behind me to see y/n⊠she nodded
âItâs not the first lawsuit Iâve had. Iâm gonna meet with a lawyer, and trust me you guys donât have to worry, everything is fine, it's just some petty little lawsuit to discuss some financesâ she explained and they nodded.
I felt guiltyâŠ
Tuesday wasnât any better. She said everything was gonna be settled but I didnât know what I was doing⊠I was still missing Yunho.
âMingi?â I heard as I saw her and Yeosang. âDo you want to come with me? Iâm gonna meet up with your owner and itâs possible that Yunho is there?â She asked and I nodded
I answered quickly but I really wanted to see him.Â
âOk, Yeosang is gonna help get you ready. Iâll be in the kitchen okay?â I nodded a little nervously to be around the dog hybrid.
âDonât do anything stupidâ he muttered once she left. âIf she comes back hurt in any way, youâre deadâ he warned and I nodded. He started getting me ready⊠he was the one who knew the most about living⊠at least I assumed.Â
âYouâre lucky sheâs even taking youâ he muttered and I chuckled. âIâm lucky to even be aliveâ I whispered and I didnât see his look of confusion until he asked⊠âWhat do you mean by that?â
âHmm? Oh⊠thatâs nothing to worry about. Iâll get ready nowâ
We made it to a law firm⊠I heard of the law firm before. My owner would try to get lawyers from here but was always rejected.
âWhy would you bring that mutt?!â I heard as I looked down. âLadies, refrain from fighting. If you could go to look at Mr. Jungâs office?â he said as he led them away.
âWhy are you with her?â I heard as I saw the golden retriever hybrid dressed in nice clothing⊠he always had the better treatment.
âSheâs fostering me⊠itâs a favor she owes from the doctorâ I explained and he sighed. âDonât get attached to her⊠if sheâs fostering you then itâs only temporary right?â He asked and that felt like a stab.
If it was Yunho would she have adopted him? Of course, she would⊠he was a purebred, well-behaved⊠the better hybrid.
âMingi? Youâre in your head againâ he said and for some reason, I didnât want to talk to him⊠I was happy to see him, but why do I feel this burning feeling?
âIs she at least good to you?â He asks and I nod. âI got to eat meat on my first day there,â I said and he chuckled. âYesterday the family had a Korean barbecue⊠theyâre sure that theyâll win the lawsuit,â he said and I felt bitter.
He always got everything⊠Why didnât I run away by myself? Oh⊠cause Iâm not smart⊠I wouldnât have survived on my own. He would⊠he wouldâve been better off without me.Â
âMingi⊠talk to me. Did you ask her to foster you to see me?â He asked and I scoffed. âMingi, I'm sorry but everything is falling apart. We canât see each other anymore⊠itâll hurt us more than goodâ he said and I knew I had to let go of himâŠ
He was doing it because he was their hybrid⊠I was just a hybrid no one wanted.
Wednesday⊠I spent it in my bed.
I couldnât bear to do anything.Â
âGet up!â I got yelled at but I didnât react. âCome on! You havenât even eaten yet⊠y/n is worried about youâ Hongjoong said and I wondered why?
I wasnât her hybrid? I wasnât her responsibility.
âYou came back yesterday like this⊠whatâs bothering you?â He asked and I didnât want to tell him. He left thankfully but I soon heard the door open again.Â
âMingi?â Why was she here?
I sat up and saw her. She brought food⊠âIâm not hungry,â I said I didnât want to get attached to the food⊠I would miss it too much. âWhatâs bothering you?â She asked and I shook my head. âI wanna go back to the facility,â I said and she sighed.
âKun told me on Saturday,â she said and I knew she had to complete a week. Itâs already been four days? Just two more until SaturdayâŠ.
âMingiâŠtell me whatâs wrong,â she said and I felt tears pool my eyes. âYunho⊠why did they keep him and not me?â I let out and she sighed as she hugged meâŠÂ
She didnât say anything. So I finally let everything outâŠ
âI always got his leftovers⊠they never cared for me. Why was I so unlucky?! You treat all your hybrids equally⊠or am I just inferior to him?â I asked her and he petted my head.
âI think youâre amazing how you are. You easily get along with Wooyoung, Seonghwa, and Hongjoong. A little secret between you and me? You get along with them better than anyone hereâ she said and j was confused.
âI know San, Yeosang, and Hongjoong are trouble while Seonghwa and Wooyoung are easier but theyâre also very bitter against other hybridsâ she explained
âStill till this day even after four months of knowing the tigers, Yeosang doesnât get along with Seonghwa⊠or not in a normal way,â she said and I chuckled.
Those two were often arguing with each other Iâve seen.
âEat okay? Donât compare yourself when youâre fine the way you areâ
Thursday... It was hard knowing Iâd go back to the facilityâŠÂ
Iâd never get adopted. I know that and Iâve accepted it. It was strange though⊠Iâve never made friends other than Yunho. This was an experience that was only mine⊠not with him.Â
âMingi?â I heard Wooyoung come in⊠âI brought you breakfast,â he said with a cautious smile and I thanked him but he didnât leave.
âYou shouldnât be too upset⊠who cares about your old owner, you're really fun. If I was human I would adopt youâ he said and it made me feel a bit better.Â
âIâm sorry for all the trouble I caused⊠I shouldnât have tested my luck with y/nâ I said and he shook his head. âYou did what you needed to survive,â he said as he rubbed my shoulder trying to comfort meâŠ
âDo you wanna eat with us today? There's more food in the kitchen⊠this wonât really make you fullâ he said as I saw the plate⊠It was toast with fruit.
Iâm guessing he did that on purposeâŠ
I followed him and I saw all the hybrids sitting at their table eating and chatting with y/n in the middle of San and Yeosang⊠âMingi!â she said happily when she saw me. âFinally,â Hongjoong said and I knew he was probably sick of not having his private spaceâŠ
âCome on,â Wooyoung said as I looked next to him.Â
ây/n are you going to see the lawyer again?â I asked and she nodded hesitantly⊠she was dressed formally so I assumed she was. âCan I come with you?â I asked and her smile fell⊠âLook Mingi I think seeing your oldââ âI just want to say goodbye to Yunhoâ I said and her eyes widenedâŠÂ
âI know I need to let him go and I will⊠it's part of the treatment right?â
âAs you know, hybrids arenât allowed to pass here. Weâll keep an eye on them for you Miss. l/n '' the receptionist said to her to which she nodded and faced us.
âSan be nice, and donât cause trouble please,â she asked the panther who asked to join us⊠I still didn't know why but I assumed because he didnât trust me. âAnd Mingi donât push yourself to do anything, San will protect you,â she said the panther stayed silent but I nodded.Â
She left me alone with SanâŠ
âAre you really gonna say goodbye to that dog?â San asked and I nodded. âI canât hold on to him like this⊠Iâll live the rest of my life in that facility, Iâll never be able to see him againâ I confessed and he sighed.Â
âYou know I donât remember much about my life anymore but I remember the facility I was in and I thought that I would stay at the adoption center until I died⊠I probably would've already been dead by now if it wasnât for her'' he said and I envied him.
âAre there more people like her?â I asked and before he answered I saw the she-devil and Yunho come in.Â
âRight, this way maâam,â the receptionist said as she scoffed and didnât even look at us while throwing her jacket at Yunho.
He was walking towards the seats when he saw usâŠÂ
âMingiâŠâ he muttered, almost frustrated⊠he sat next to me a little wearily from the pantherâŠÂ
âI told you that thisââ âI know, so I'm saying goodbye. Weâll never see each other again and I know that. My week is almost down with y/nâ I said and he nodded giving me a sad look. âIâm sorry for ruining everything,â I said and he shook his head. âWhy donât you just run now?â San asked and I laughed.
âWe wouldâve been caught eventually⊠it wouldn't be worth it,â I said and I didnât notice how Yunho had tears in his eyes until I saw him⊠almost like it was still a possibility. He always was the positive one out of the two of us.Â
âWhy are you talking and asking if you're dying?â Yunho asked and I smiled. âI mean⊠isn't it kinda the same? Iâll never see youâ" "But I donât want thatâ he criedâŠÂ
âIâd rather be in the streets than with her⊠I miss you and we could do it again. Lets runââ he said standing up but I grabbed his shirt, snapping him out of it.Â
âI can't do that,â I said and he hugged me tightlyâŠ
âIs she not gonna adopt you?â Yunho asked and I shook my head. âNo⊠she never was like you said it was temporary, it was just a favorââ âDo you want her to adopt you?â San cut me off and I looked at him confused⊠Iâve gotten to know the panther whilst staying at his homeâŠ
He hates people but stays away from hybrids because of some triggers he has from his past⊠heâs been kind to me though and he even taught me how to play some games he plays⊠but Iâm not the best in fact I think heâd get along with Yunho more
âI couldnât⊠I donât belong thereâ I said and he stayed silent.
No matter how much I wanted to say yes⊠I couldnât be selfish
Friday⊠officially my last day here
Iâll miss it here and I'll miss Yunho
I came out for lunch today and I didnât see y/n?
âMingi! Come!â Wooyoung said as I sat next to him. âWhatâs your favorite food?â Wooyoung asked and I didnât know⊠âI donât know⊠I really liked the meat you made on my first day hereâ I said and he laughed.Â
âThen you havenât tried a lot of food,â he said and I shook my head. âHave you ever tried fried chicken?â San asked and I shook my head. I looked at the Doberman who made a shocked face⊠he didnât show a lot of emotion but he did at the moment making everyone laugh
âYou really havenât lived a life,â Yeosang said and I chuckled. âI havenât you're right,â I said and I didnât mean to make them sad.Â
âIf it makes you feel better before getting adopted, Me, Hongjoong, and San never tried most food either,â Seonghwa said and I nodded.Â
âHey, the only reason I know how fried chicken tasted was because I ate it in secret at parties,â Yeosang said and it made me sad how much hybrids sufferâŠ
âWhereâs y/n?â I asked and they smiled ominously⊠âSheâll be back later,â Wooyoung said.
âMingi, did you ever want to do anything when you were trapped in your old home? Or when you were on the streets?â Hongjoong asked me and I nodded.Â
âOf course I did⊠but I always wanted to do them with Yunhoâ I confessed and they sighed. âMingi, what would you do if you got adopted?â Wooyoung asked and I didnât know how to answer⊠âI donât think that would ever happen,â I said instead and he frowned.
âYou never know,â Seonghwa said and it looked like they knew somethingâŠ
âHey Mingi?â San said and I was shocked he initiated anything⊠âYou need to have more confidence⊠that dog isn't better than you. You arenât better than us, and we aren't to you so you need to grow a pair and quit being so insecure and acting like your life is over '' he said and I knew he was rightâŠÂ
âSanâŠâ Seonghwa said while going into whispers scolding the panther⊠âI know⊠but it's hard to have hope when I've always been called a runt, '' I said.Â
âI was the runt of my litter too,â San said and I felt my eyes widen. âYOU WERE?!â Wooyoung yelled and he nodded.Â
âI was in the illegal hybrid rings a few years back from what I was told⊠I donât remember much and I'm prone to getting sick more oftenâ he confessed.Â
âBut you donât look like oneâ I muttered and he laughed. âWell no⊠but neither do you. I do have to do constant checkups with that doctor. I also did daily checkups in the adoption center because of my healthâ he confessed and I never would have known.Â
He was the scariest hybrid after Yeosang but⊠I really never would have known.Â
âSo using that you are a runt really isnât an excuseâ Hongjoong confirmed and I chuckled. âYeah I guess it isn'tâŠâ I muttered.Â
âIâm back!â I heard as I saw y/n with a bunch of bags and even a friend with her. âOoh! You were right, everything should suit himâ the girl said excitedly while staring at me?
âThatâs Wonyoung, sheâs a model and good friend of y/nâsâ Yeosang said and I nodded. âThanks, Wonnie '' she said and they said bye to each other when I realized the scattered bags and boxes with designer logos on them.
âMingi, I hope you liked it here?â she asked and I smiled. âI did⊠thank you,â I said wanting to say that anyone would be lucky to live with them⊠that I wish I could stay.Â
âI have a gift for you actually,â she said and I was confused. âFor me?â I asked and she smiled while handing me a black box with a white bow on the top.Â
I unwrapped it when I saw a cardâŠ
âAn adoption card?â I asked and she smiled. I saw it was for me with⊠her name? âBut⊠I was supposed to leaveâ" "Open the rest of the present,â she said, cutting me off and I did see the wrapped collar matching with the hybrids behind me.Â
It was a light brown collar that almost looked pink with reddish jewels on it. I didnât know what to say⊠I was in shock.Â
âWe really liked you being here⊠everyone would have missed you if you went back and Iâd regret it,â she said and I wanted to hug her but I didn't know what to do. She must've noticed since she came closer to hug me.Â
âOoh! Can we choose your hair color!â Wooyoung asked and I laughed. âYou really do need a haircut,â Yeosang said and I agreed.Â
âI know youâll always miss Yunho but I hope you like it here too,â y/n said and I smiled.Â
âI will, Iâll be the happiest hereâÂ
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Eek~ I just found your blog and it's absolutely stupendous, so I'mma send my first request~ Dorm leaders (plus Ruggie, Lilia, and Rook)'s reactions to waking up to a random cat (not Grim, a real cat) on their chest. Upon closer inspection, the collar lists MC (they're romantic partner) as the owner. Thank you!! Sorry if that's too many people you can drop a few!
Summary: Ruggie/Leona/Riddle/Idia/Lilia x reader
A/N- didn't do all the boys, just the ones I thought would have the most variety of reactions. But if the people asked I'd be willing to do more
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"Um, meow?"
His first instinct is to meow in confusion. What the fuck is this cat doing here? He came home for the night, clocked out on the couch, and now he's so dazed. He's not sure if this is even happening.
His next question is, does he have to feed it? He's already working hard to help you both in life. He's not sure he can afford another mouth to feed. Even if you are working, and assure him you'll pay for the cat, he's gonna whine on and on about it. It's going to become clear that he's secretly jealous about the thought of someone else taking his place in your heart.
Wanna get him to shut up? Tell him it's good practice for when you two decide to raise a family together. He won't have a good response to that aside from a very red face.
"Well, hello, little one."
He's going to carry it around like it's nothing. He might not even check the tag and see it's yours. He's fae. He sees something child shaped that he likes, he takes it.Â
He's not sure if he'll give you the cat back. What do you have to offer him in exchange?
Don't worry, he won't really steal your cat, he's just being a delightful scamp. Now come here and give him a kiss.
"What are you doing here?"
First thing he does is check the collar. Because if he doesn't, he's going to get attached, then be sad when he has to give it back.
When he sees it's yours he gets more excited. He loves small squishy creatures, touch starved baby and now he gets to play with another one whenever he wants!
He'll get it a red collar, with a jewel pendant. He'll get it lots of cute outfits, he'll hold it up in the air, and regardless of gender, say things like, "behold! The true queen of hearts! Bow before their majesty!"
"Fuck off."
He can't help it. His instincts see a rival cat. And it has your smell on it. You're his territory. This home is his territory. Fuck off.
He hasn't moved, or stopped making eye contact with the "thing" since he woke up, and you're going to walk in on him having a staring contest with a house cat. He'll snap past his instincts only once you come into the room.
He wasn't jealous of a cat. Shut your fucking mouth before he shuts it for you!
"Omg! This is one of the best cutscenes I could have possibly woken up to!!!!!!"
The most excited out of anybody. He might even squeal, he's so excited. Might shout, might squeak, might excitedly scream as he spins around with the kitty in his arms. Gives it a nickname like Mr. Fluffers.
He'll be doubly excited when he sees your name on the tag. Now he doesn't have to have Ortho scan for a chip, and return it to some noob who doesn't deserve it!Â
Anytime you talk about your cat, he pulls up a version of the communism meme that he edited to read, "Our Cat."
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Imagine a reader who just avoids any possible touch. Even more touch repulsed than Alastor. Always wearing gloves, taking a few steps back when someone approches them too near. But just one day they randomly open arms for a hug and give the warmest, the comfiest, the fuzziest hug ever.
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Alastor
Alastor fully understands disliking touch.
He will never pressure you to touch him because you do the same.
You will have to be in his general vicinity though.
He will float the barrier between too close and just far enough:
Overall, he is absolutely fine with you disliking touch because heâs rather the same.
However, after the battle, when he came back, he expected nothing more from you than than a nod and words.
He was surprised to be suddenly knocked down with the force of your hug, your arms engulfing his entire being.
He sort of laughs from shock, his laugh track playing in the background before his laugh escaped his lips.
Slowly wraps one arm around you as he uses the other to steady himself.
âDid you miss me that much, my deer?â
Husk
Husk is a casually affectionate person.
He likes to hold hands and absentmindedly stroke down the length of fingers.
His hand will slide across someoneâs back as he moves past them.
For you he made the conscious effort to not do that, no matter how much he wanted to.
He didnât for you because he cared.
When one day you crawled over the counter and he looked at you confused.
Then, as you moved to slide off, you placed your hands on his shoulders and pulled him in for a hug.
His wings fluttered in shock, knocking some glasses over but he immediately began purring.
His arms wrapped around you so tightly, so protectively,
His wings covered your embrace from prying eyes.
He leaned his head against yours and then placed it in the crook of your neck.
He savored the moment.
Lucifer
Lucifer is very well acquainted with having no touch but his own. Heâs used to it at this point.
Thereâs a bit of sadness when he figures out youâre not a touchy person but heâll live.
He yearns for your touch but makes due with the touch of others.
This man is touch starved.
He wonât admit it though.
When you just randomly wrap your arms around him, he makes a little âOh!â noise.
âIs everything alright?â
He wraps his arms around you, loosely, not wanting to scare you away.
His touch is so soft, so careful.
âI just love you.â
He gets teary eyed and repeats the sentiment.
Vaggie
Vaggie is not a very touchy person.
Sheâs not opposed to it but itâs not often she seeks it out.
She is alright not being touched by you.
It doesnât bother her much at all.
Then you wrap your arms around her after she regrows her wings and her angelic background is reveal and she folds.
She needed this hug.
She needed to know that you were here and present and not going away.
She holds you with all her might.
Vox
Vox pretends heâs alright without touch.
He doesnât know that people can see him stare longingly at your hands, your waist, your shoulders, your face, just itching to hold them all.
When you do hug him, heâs hesitant.
âWhatâs wrong, doll?â
He doesnât believe you when you tell him nothing.
Heâll slowly push you back using the most careful touch and just look at you, making sure it is, indeed, you.
After confirming youâre not an imposter, he places his hand on the back of your neck and pulls you in for a hug.
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What about male reader being Alfred's nephew who came to live with him because his parents died or were just unfit parents? Alfred isn't all too happy that he's here, but not because he hates him, no, but because Gotham isn't the safest place and the fact that he's bow living with the vigilante family isn't the greatest fact. I feel like Alfred would be very overprotective of his nephew, and just the family's reaction to Alfred's nephew, i feel like the family didn't really ask Alfred about his family and such .
Oh yeah, some Alfred for the soul. That man needs more love. Also, this will be under Batfamily since I'm too lazy to put a new masterlist for Alfred.
Summary: Alfred's nephew comes to live with Bruce and the rest of the fam.
Warnings: child abuse, mentions, mentions of what happened, everyone trying to make sure that (Y/N) is comfortable, Alfred being protective.
Alfred left the UK and London behind a long time ago. He had his training and career as a soldier and then as a spy. Soon enough, his path led him to the USA, where he got a job as a butler for the Wayne family, even before Bruce was even in the picture. It wasn't really easy to leave his life behind, but Alfred knew it was for the better.
He needed a new beginning after everything he has witness over the years. Especially since his sister cut contact with him. Alfred, while said, he knew he couldn't change her mind in the slightest. But that didn't matter today. What mattered was his new family and his four grandsons and son.
Yes, he did consider Bruce to be his son. After all, he did raise him from when he was 7. And as his four grandsons came along, he was happy.
As far as his old family? Around 13 years ago, his sister had a baby. A boy named (Y/N). Yes, Alfred kept some tabs on his family, just to make sure that everything was like okay back there. Years went by and when (Y/N) was 13, Alfred got a call.
It wasn't a pleasant one.
Alfred sighed as he ended the call, rubbing his temples, muttering a lot of unpleasant things underneath his breath. His nephew (Y/N) was taken out of his sister's custody because she was abusive in every since of the word. And in every shape too.
Starving, beatings... Neglect...
Alfred was really mortified and he could barley speak as he remembered the conversation... He sighed and quickly made his way down to the kitchen opening up the cabinet where he held the strongest drinks in the manor. He poured himself a glass of scotch, since it was the first thing he could see.
I downed the scotch in one sip before pouring himself another one. He sighed yet again, leaning on the kitchen counter, trying not to snap.
" Something happened? " Bruce asked from behind him and Alfred sighed for the third time.
" Well master Bruce... Something did happen. " Alfred said, taking the glass and turning around to face Bruce. Alfred knew that (Y/N) had to come live here... But this family is full of vigilantes... But this is also a safe space too.
" What happened Alfred? " Bruce asked, worried for the man. Alfred is often composed and sarcastic, but now, he was shaken and just... Sad?
" My nephew is in the custody of CPS, well, at least the British version. " Alfred started and Bruce crossed his arms as he leaned on the doorway.
" I didn't know you had a nephew... " Bruce admitted softly and Alfred chuckled, sipping his scotch slowly.
" Yeah... My sister cut contact with me a long time ago master Bruce... " Alfred acknowledged and Bruce nodded, not knowing what to say.
" Either way... I'm the only family he has master Bruce, which means he will have to come here. " Alfred whispered, downing his scotch again.
" That's not a problem Alfred. I'll make space for (Y/N), clear out one room for him and talk to the boys. " Bruce responded and Alfred shook his head, making Bruce frown and tilt his head in confusion.
" That's something I know you would do master Bruce. " Alfred explained and poured himself more scotch. " It's... You are Batman and the danger that comes with that name... I can't bring my nephew into more danger. " Alfred finished explaining and downed the scotch once more.
" It will be different. We will be honest with him. " Bruce said and Alfred did have to agree, they had to be honest with him.
" He will flying here tomorrow master Bruce, so we will need to pick him up. But before hand, we need to talk to the boys. And it will need to be serious. "
" Of course it will be serious Alfred. (Y/N) will feel safe here. And if any boys are out of line, send them to me Alfred. I'll call them down now so we can talk about this. " Bruce said before he went upstairs.
Alfred just finished a bottle in the meantime.
Bruce sat his sons down, telling them that this is very serious.
" Now, listen to Alfred intently. He is officially a lead on this. " Bruce said and sat down. The four boys looked at Alfred, who looked like he wanted to be anywhere but here.
" Well... My nephew is coming here to live with us. His parents, my sister and her husband were abusive to him... Physically, verbally... They starved him too... Either way, he is in a bad mental place. Which means that you four better be on your best behavior. No fights in front of him, both verbal and physical. Don't force him to talk about it and try to befriend him. " Alfred finished, looking at his grandsons with a pointed look.
" Is that all you had to say? " Dick asked and Alfred nodded.
" You have a nephew?! " Jason exclaimed and Alfred nodded.
" Okay, that... I thought you had no family. " Tim said and Alfred sighed and Bruce smiled sadly.
" I thought you were an agent for the MI6 and had no family... Like killed off. " Damian said and Alfred sighed yet again.
" Okay boys, that's enough commentary. " Bruce said and they all grumbled. " It's important that (Y/N) feels safe here. And Alfred has my full permission to put you all back in line. "
" As if he ever needed permission. " Jason mumbled quietly and Dick smacked the back of his head.
" Thank you master Dick. "
" Everyone, this is (Y/N). " Alfred said, introducing his nephew to his grandsons. " (Y/N), these are the infamous Wayne kids. I don't think anymore introduction is needed. " Alfred said, glancing at his shy nephew.
" Now (Y/N), let me lead you to your room. " Alfred said and gently lead (Y/N) to his room. It was one of the bigger ones, with a lot of room and a comfortable bed.
" Now (Y/N), are you hungry? Because it's lunchtime in America at the moment. " Alfred said as (Y/N) put a small suitcase on the bed.
" I could eat something. " (Y/N) said and Alfred nodded, smiling at the fact that (Y/N) would eat something.
" I was thinking about some burgers actually. I can make a good one, with my awesome recipe. Do you want to come down or do you want to stay in your room? " Alfred asked softly.
" I would like to go down... This is a nice place... " (Y/N) said, still nervous.
" I agree it is nice, now come on mate, lets go down. " Alfred said and let (Y/N) go down. Alfred gently led him down to the kitchen and (Y/N) sat down, the boys all around him, keeping some distance, trying to not make him feel overwhelmed.
" So... Is it true that the Queen is a lizard? " Jason asked out of the blue and (Y/N) rolled his eyes at that, but with a smile.
" She passed away. " (Y/N) said and Jason raised his brow.
" No. "
" Yes. "
Jason scoffed with a smile and Alfred listened as he started making the meat mixture for the patties.
" Is it true that people from London speak the best English? " Dick asked and (Y/N) rolled his eyes.
" It's not true. It's so far from the truth... " (Y/N) said and Dick chuckled.
" Well, the royals are there and they must be educated... So how come? " Dick joked and (Y/N) shrugged his shoulders.
" Is it true that gun control is tighter? " Jason asked curiously and (Y/N) nodded.
" Damn... Well, welcome to the land of freedom. " Jason joked and (Y/N) smiled, but it was tiny. Tiny as hell.
" If you hear a bald eagle screeching it means you have reached the peak of staying here. " Tim stated and (Y/N) rolled his eyes a bit.
(Y/N) turned his head when he saw Titus, the Great Dane walking in with his head high and tail wagging at the sight of a newcomer. Damian was ready to intervene if necessary, but Titus was calm with people.
Damian watched as Titus sniffed (Y/N)'s hands, licking them softly and then (Y/N) hesitantly petting him.
" What's his name? " (Y/N) asked, not sure who to ask directly.
" His name is Titus. " Damian answered as he kept watching, tilting his head in wonder.
" Is he yours? " (Y/N) asked as he scratched Titus' ears.
" Yes he is. " Damian answered and (Y/N) moved down his hand to Titus' cheek. " He is huge... " (Y/N) mumbled as he kept patting Titus, who was wagging his tail.
" He is a Great Dane so he is big. " Damian explained and (Y/N) stopped petting him, making Titus whine.
" He is a big baby. " Jason chimed in and Damian nodded.
Alfred put the things he needed aside and checked on (Y/N) and the way he was handling the situation was great. The boys didn't push him, joked about something with him... And (Y/N) was comfortable. That was the most important thing here.
Thankfully, Alfred and Bruce both have experience with sort of traumatized children so (Y/N) will be able to heal properly. And the truth about them being vigilantes... Well, that can wait until (Y/N) is more stable.
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hi, could you write a fluff fic about carl x deaf!reader ? i think it would be cute if she could teach him sign and he could learn through books enough to tell her his feelings. maybe she was at alexandria when he got there and kinda kept to herself because no one could communicate with her but he was determined to.
i love carl and twd but i rarely see any deaf/hoh fics as a deaf person. thank you and have a good day â€ïž
Here ya go lovey! I hope you like it!
I tried to make sure that the information on cochlear implants(since they're mentioned) is correct, I hope I got it right..
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Isolation and Silence were your friends. Hiding was a friend, a cowardly friend, but one non the less. You were born deaf, when you were five your loving parents got you a cochlear implant. You could hear for the first time ever, at the young age of 5. The cochlear implant never left your head unless it was charging, using a USB cord.
But all of the safety the implant brought you was put on hold as the world ended. There was no way for you to charge your implant, so fear set in. Your parents changed as well once the world ended, your father became more strict and less loving. Your mother became more quiet and reserved. You felt more alone then ever once your implant died.
Anger went through your veins as you heard the beeping that meant that the implant has died. The last thing you heard was that cursed beeping. Sadness creeped in after that once the world went silent. You were so used to sound after 6 years of it, being only 11 at the time of the apocalypse. The next year your mom took the easy way out, your father became angry. He never tried to communicate with you, even though you both knew sign language. You were a bit rusty but was remembering it slowly. Two years later, your father allowed himself to be eaten by walkers. At the age of 14, you were alone, alone in a world were sound was critical to survive. A world where you had to look over your shoulder and starve and stay awake for days on end to make sure you were safe.
That was until Aaron found you one day, you were asleep in the back of your family car and allowed yourself to sleep. Aaron gently spoke to you trying to wake you up, but you didn't stir. He reached out with some hesitation and placed his hand on your shoulder, at the mere touch of his hand you sprang up with horror on your face. You tried to speak, to show you were a normal surviver, but the words came out in slurs, you couldn't hear yourself speak. The welcoming vibrations in your ears as you spoke was gone, there was nothing.
Aaron looked shocked and was trying to talk to you, you read his thin lips and he seemed to say, are you drunk?. You grew confused by the question and started to sign on instinct, his eyes widened. He didn't know sign language, he's never interacted with someone who was deaf before in his life. He got a bit closer to you so you can read his lips,
Are you alone?
You nod your head after a moment, he seems to frown and speaks to you again
Would you like to go somewhere safe?
You nod again, anywhere but the outside was safe. Aaron smiles slightly at your nod and he holds his hand out to you, you slowly take it with some hesitation and he gently tugs you out of the car. He looks around as you gather your things. A blanket you've had since you were a baby, and some books you've held onto. Books about ASL, or American Sign Language, everything fit in your bag. You were out of food or water so you didn't have much, Aaron leads you away from your home and you both walks in silence. One more willing than the other, and after a days walk you get to Alexandria.
You look up to see a large guarded area with people stationed on both sides of the large gate, each holding a good sized gun and staring down at her. Aaron must of said something making the gate open. He ushers her in and leads her to Denise, the leader of the close knit group, and she looks at you and begins to speak. Aaron seems to of cut her off, and tells her of your condition. Denise looks a bit saddened by the news, no one here knows sign language so communication will be very difficult.
"We'll station her up in an empty house for now"
"Why? She can stay with me for now"
"No one knows sign language Aaron, talking with her will be difficult."
"She reads lips, that's how I got her here"
"She is to go to an empty house for now." Denise had the final word, as usual, and Aaron is forced to comply. He brings you to an empty house and goes in front of you so you can read his lips
This is your home for now, I have to go back out
You nod as he tells her everything, finding it of no use to sign to him. He walks away after a moment leaving you alone. You let out a sign as you're isolated once again.
As the days go by, your actions don't change, Aaron never comes back to see you as he's to busy with his job so you stay alone. You go outside and sit by the lake, you're favorite area, with your feet in the water. You close your eyes as you can feel the vibrations of other walking nearby and the gently moving of the water that's around your feet. This is your daily routine, some kids try to come up to you and speak but you never reply, obviously, so they give up after a moment and walks off to never try again. Ron tried it, Enid tried, as well as every single teen in the small sanctuary. They all try to be friends with you but since you don't reply and seem to ignore them, they all think you're rude.
That was until Carl Grimes and his group enter the area. Aaron brings them back and he sees you by the lake, so he addresses the group.
"That kid over there" he points to you
"I haven't got their name but they're deaf, not rude." He knows of the kids finding you rude or entitled so he makes sure everyone knows of your condition. Carl's gaze lingers on you as your open your eyes and looks at the water. You can feel someone's gaze on you and look around seeing Carl looking at you. His face is blank but his eyes are narrowed slightly, as if he's trying to figure you out. His eyes go to their normal size as you make eye contact. Rick makes Carl follow the group, leaving you to your own devises once more.
As the days went on and Carl got to knows some of the teens, each said the same thing about you, that you're rude and entitled and speak to no one. Carl tries to tell them that you're deaf, but non believe him. So he decides, for some reason, to go up to you. You're at your usual place, with your eyes closed and bare feet in the water. You looked so peaceful that Carl feels a bit bad when he sits next to you and gently pokes your arm making you jump. His face stays blank as you look at him quickly, no one has touched her or gotten her attention in any way besides speaking so this was new. He starts to speak slowly, so you can read his lips
Hi, I'm Carl
You have a bit and sign your name, the letters being almost drawn in the air seem to amaze him slightly. He's never seen someone sign before. The use of your hands catch his attention as he watches the language.
Can you teach me?
He asks you, you nod after a moment of shock and adjust yourself to face him more. You sign a simple hello, the simple wave of your hand, he copies. You mouth the word "hello" he copies you and does the sign again. You begin to sign the alphabet, your hands amazing him as you sign the 26 letters effortlessly. He copies you slowly as you do it again, you mouth the letter that corresponds with the hand movement. You sign his name slowly,
C
A
R
L
He watches you and copies you again.
You both didn't realize that you gained some attention, Rick and Michonne watch you two.
"He's never done this.." Rick whispers softly. He had to deal with a teen angsty Carl for the last few years so seeing him willingly socialize with someone was shocking.
You sign your name slowly and he whispers the letters to himself softly then repeats your name to himself once he understands it. He says it again a bit louder making you smile, seeing him say your name was nice. No one has said your name in about a year, so it was refreshing to see. You continue teaching him sign language, finally gaining a friend after so long.
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Cab Calloway (Stormy Weather, Hi De Ho)âTRULY THE SCRUNGLIEST. Nobody ever did it like him, your honor. The music, the dance moves, the hair, the unbridled charisma that comes across just the slightest bit unhinged. If I had to build the pillars of scrungle, they would be as follows: talent, showmanship, sportingness, and absolute commitment to the bit, all of which Cab Calloway has in SPADES. He was a great actor, a great singer, AND a great bandleader. Truly, nobody was doing it like him, before or since.
Oskar Werner (The Ship of Fools, Fahrenheit 451, Jules et Jim)âI canât even think about Oskar Werner without having the urge to carry him around in my mouth like a mother cat with their kittens. He is beautiful in such a sad, scrungly, bedraggled way, I want to bundle him up in a warm cat bed and snuggle all his troubles away. This guy has an equally sad real-life story to match his sad, scrungly demeanor. He was born in Austria and married a half-Jewish woman, and they had to flee from Nazi persecution to save their lives. Heâs told such sad tales of them starving while they hid during the war. Thankfully he was able to eventually find success as an actor, but it was short-lived as he was an alcoholic and died at the young age of sixty-one. The first thing I ever saw him in was Fahrenheit 451, but he is his scrungliest in The Ship of Fools where he plays a character achingly reminiscent of himself.
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