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how foolish can one man be?
#riza hawkeye#roy mustang#royai#fullmetal alchemist#fma#redraw of one of my favorite panels#that i hate brotherhood for not doing it justice#because in manga roy takes his gloves off to lower riza's gun. he lowers his weapon before he can lower hers#it means the world to me i honestly want to get it tattooed lol#isn't it funny also that he threatens to fight everyone but not riza#he can't afford to lose her... he has hurt her again.... he refuses to touch her with those gloves again..... sighs.. SIGHS..sighsssss
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Laios's three Boy Best Friends. And yes, they hate him.
#dungeon meshi#laios touden#toshiro nakamoto#chilchuck tims#kabru#BF in this context could be boyfriend or best friend. The line is so blurry.#Chilchuck less so but whatever is going on between Shuro and Laios & Kabru and Laios is giving strong:#“dude if you were a girl I'd date the hell out of you”. And from the genderswap extra's that sentiment is canon for BOTH.#This was made prior to the translation of the Laios & Kabru & Shuro restaurant date comic and honestly I am just feeling vindicated.#I don't even know what to call this dynamic other than a situationship. There is so much going on between all of them.#Even on a purely platonic reading - the miscommunication and male yearning for friendship hurt so bad.#When we got the Big Hug scene in the epilogue arc I was whooping and hollering! Pure catharsis moment!#I also don't like hugs very much so I really felt it went Shuro ('hates being touched') went in for the bear hug.#Do not get me started on the agony of 'always lying' Kabru telling the truth (I just wanted to be friends)#and 'always believes' Laios thinking it's another lie and brushing him off.#I am once again supporting dungeon meshi day by posting art. Please watch dungeon meshi.#obligatory edit because I’m tired: YES. Chilchuck cares for Laios and him admitting it was a huge part of his arc#YES he is more just fed up with him that actually hating him.#I needed a third guy to be canonically done with his ass for the THREE WEED SMOKING GIRLFRIENDS reference
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In your necromancer Rulie Au Legend just kinda seems to follow around with a blank stare in every pic besides how surprised he looked right when he was revived.
How there is Legend, like..... mentally? Does he know who he is? Does he remember his life? Is his mind as sharp as it used to be or is it muddled and hard to think straight?
If remnants of the decay in his limbs stick around the logical continuation is that his brain decayed from the lack of oxygenated blood from. Ya know. Being dead. And that resulted in brain damage like when people aren't brought back with CPR fast enough
Legend knows who he is and generally remembers his life but has trouble retrieving memories. He has constant brain fog. Sometimes the fog clears up and Hyrule is happier on days like that since Legend responds more and talks longer than a few words
But its the days when is mind is clear when Legend feels horrified with the situation he's in. He used to do something about it, like putting himself back to 'sleep' but Hyrule wakes him up and heals any injury his body has– so Legend is just resigned now.
Him following Rulie around with a dead (pun intended) expression is Legend going "this might as well be happening" Or has brain fog <-(the usual reason)
Thanks for the interesting tidbit about brain decay/damage! It explains leg's constant brainfog quite nicely! :D
#Leg was pretty aware when he first got revived so thats why his reaction was like that#<-(me half bullshitting)#Honestly I never planned to expand that first drawing lmao#But I thought out how legend's body would feel#Like how it'd be hard to move at first (rigor mortis)#Moving around would help with the stiffness#And talking hurt a bit at first/ after any length of time he didnt talk#linked universe#lu legend#necromancer hyrule#my art
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North and Simon: (shaking hands on killing Simon potentially)
#detroit become human#north wr400#simon pl600#markus rk200#josh pj500#jericho is just... so funny to me as like. how they function (or dont)#like im v glad that i did a Good Job my first run and no one hated me but i also felt like a very distraught parent#in regards to how markus is just able to either hurt them (by suggestions OF THE OTHERS IN THE GROUP)#or help them because hey what the fuck i just dragged simon to safety and now north wants me to kill him#and then simon like oh no north got shot you should leave her BUT ! i saved her and made simon happy#so its like you know what they have to have some animosity but also respect#i feel like i wanna see more of north and simon being buddies ... and i might have to do that myself#but i also apologize if this is ooc for them because i really did only just play through once and got a not good end#i probably missed a lot of lore and stuff so im v sorry if im Messing Them Up#its currently just me liking their designs and vibes and hoping im not ruining other fans lives by being wrong#and i honestly dont know when north would kill simon but hes on her possible victims list#so since both of their victim lists include themselves for suicide it just reminded me of the meme#with im so mad im gonna (remembers suicide jokes are bad for my mental health)#and it was like yeah watch north be like im gonna (well if i cant kill myself because markus said no suicide) murder someone
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i think after you fall asleep in satoru’s arms at nights he stays awake for a while, just to hold you consciously and watch you sleep, brush the hair off your face and softly kiss you on the forehead, whisper a very quiet “thank you for loving me” while he looks at you, eyes welled up. he’s so happy, he’s never imagined anyone would ever want a future with him. but here you are, proving him wrong — giving him your bed, your warmth, your heart, your all 🤍
#— ai rambles#i honestly want him to know how loved he is and i want him to burst into tears thinking about it#like chest hurts from preciousness and happiness kind of tears#like i want him to look at me and be like FUCK she’s crazy and i can’t believe someone is capable of so much love for me#ok bye im so soft for him I LOVE HIM#[ ♡ ] — satoru
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honeymoon phase! (ID in alt)
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#me when the modern au fluff gets to me viciously#i LOVE modern au... i'm so weak to it... augh..... i love them in another universe getting the chance to be mushy and sweet *explodes*#most of all i just like to see wolfwood in his full element of being able to love and care about someone so openly and honestly.#it's what he was meant to do... what he wants to do.. what he deserves to do T_T but anyway. this can be interpreted as their many years to#come honeymoon phase but i do think modern au vw would have like their 2 year break up that devastates the both of them and irreversibly#changes their lives but it wouldnt be anything nasty. it just is. and then their lives go on as is for those 2 years before they steadily#and veryyyy very very very slowly get to around a second chance for each other. never necessarily awkward but theyre obviously afraid of#hurting and being hurt and also uncertain of what's right for themselves. but then they'll just get it one day and then they get married!#that's my ideal modern au vision anyway...... happy end... with so much emotional devastation of unspoken feelings and personal life troubl#ruporas art
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[ID in alt]
agender Grillby and genderflux Gaster
is this anything
#they can have pronoun and gender fuckery. as a treat <3#honestly surprised I could get gaster's head at that angle so well#usually upward angles hurt me#but maybe it's easier with him since he's just bones and i don't have to worry about all the fleshy stuff#*shrug*#whatever#these shirts are the best thing i've come up with#i want grillby's so bad#sunn art#dont repost#undertale#w.d. gaster#grillby#hmm#grillster#?#sure#fanart#artists on tumblr
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I hope this game knows that I have never blocked or deflected a single attack in my entire life and by god I don't intend to start now. I'm running this shit in my usual fromsoftware style (I dodge or I die I will not sit meekly cowering behind my shield waiting for the end to come I shall meet it head-on on the field of glorious combat). living on adrenaline and i-frames. L1 might as well not exist to me. ah yes. the coward button. I've heard tell of it. the button for people afraid to die. for people unwilling to tank a lethal blow to the face for no reason when it's totally avoidable if you use the game mechanics the devs have handed you. you know. like a real man
#this is the one thing I go 'go big or go home' on dfhskja#rye is flitting across the battle field like some demented electrified moth he has not thought about defense a day in his life#(I have it set up so I regain health on arcane bomb detonations and davrin taunts and I'm almost a full stagger build#with revive slots to taste and some leech attached to weapons here and there. so I do have the sustain in the long run)#I'm playing on underdog as a mage and it's working out just fine (I really do enjoy the combat in this game a lot honestly)#but I think that if I am going to do my nightmare runs and especially the crow rogue one...#folks I AM probably going to have to learn how to parry huh. it hurts me to admit it but here we are#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#also the i-frame window you get while casting spells is really generous which is great for me lol.#oh I'm in trouble? no you are. fireball be upon you
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A way too serious reading on Fire in the Sky focusing on Skyfire
The first impression we have of Skyfire is Starscreams vision of him. He says they were close friends before the war. Skyfire is portrayed as a representation of innocence, he is the last cybertronian to know what life was like before the war, and untouched by the horrors of it. When the actual Skyfire is revived, he is in the future in the middle of a war, where for him, he was just a while ago he was a civilian scientist. He knows that this isn’t Cybertron, subconsciously or not, he is essentially trapped with the Decepticons, and with Starscream, who despite saying they are close friends, Skyfire treats Starscream more like an acquaintance. However, Starscream is the only thing that he has left from his old life, so he would naturally stick with him
It doesn’t take long for Starscream to establish control over Skyfire. Starscream who not only has a ranking superiority over Skyfire, but in life experience. He is 5 million years older, most of which was spent as a warrior, and as the second in command. He tells him that he will make Skyfire his second in command once he takes over. Skyfire thanks him, telling him that he will give Starscream credit. It makes you wonder if this is what their relationship was like before the war, if Starscream believes that being close friends means that someone is willing to be subservient to you.
Then his first encounter with the Autobots. This is where Skyfire is alone, and you can see his actual personality, albeit still under the manipulations of the Decepticons. They engage in combat but stop when Spike and Sparkplug are in danger. When Skyfire goes over to help them, he speaks very softly for the first time since his reactivation. A gentleness for organisms that shows his true calling as a scientist. He then tells them the lies that he was told, showing he does genuinely believe in what Megatron and Starscream told him, like he looks up to his superiors.
So, when Skyfire raises a protest to the treatment of the humans, Megatron warns him that he’s stepping out of line, but it was Starscream who tightens his leash. not hesitating to shoot his hand as a punishment. Starscream should know how Skyfire should love organics, but maybe he saw this as an opportunity to taint Skyfire even more. Skyfire was shocked but not to Starscream shooting him, but to why they wanted to harm the humans. He does not question being shot by Starscream at all, filling in a picture of them before the war even more. Skyfire had also said that these humans were his friends, despite most of their very brief meetings being the humans terrified of him. This also makes you think if Skyfire before had any real friends other then Starscream.
When cornering a group of Autobots, Starscream said that the years under the ice had diminished his loyalty coefficient. And once again you wonder, ‘how did Starscream treat Skyfire before??’
Even after acknowledging their old friendship, the moment Skyfire refuses Starscream, he once again, does not hesitate to shoot Skyfire for being ‘wrong’, the Autobots look on in horror for Skyfire, Ratchet and Hound even saying something about it before getting destroyed -in Skyfires eyes- by Starscream, who steps on him before walking off. Another display of establishing his control. In the very short time that he’s been reactivated, Starscream has already shot Skyfire twice for miniscule ‘mistakes’ and Skyfire doesn’t even question why he was punished so harshly by being shot, only thinking of others.
Ratchet fixes up Skyfire the best he can after revealing that they are functioning they get interrupted by Starscream who orders his trine to fire at will at the Autobots, not caring that they were fixing up Skyfire. Ratchet doesn’t leave Skyfires side, tugging at his hand and saying ‘I won’t leave you here’ before getting shot. Skyfire stirs, this is probably the kindest anyone has been to him after being frozen and losing everything he knows.
Skyfire does join the battle, on the side of the Autobots, finally seeing a way out from the Decepticon grasp, and literally throws Megatron away. He ends up fighting Starscream, who only a little while ago had such a positive view of Skyfire, is now willing to kill him permanently. It’s almost like he would rather have Skyfire dead then have a Skyfire who is alive, but does not fit the loyal subservient imaginary image he has of him in his mind.
Starscream has far more experience in battle and although they both crash, Starscream will show up next episode, totally fine. However for Skyfire, in his final moments, fires a blast to bury the crystals, and himself to save his new friends. Perhaps that’s all he knows, instead of landing safely, he did everything he could to be useful to the very end. But in doing this he found freedom from Starscream, in death.
(until he gets revived)
#This isn’t a ‘ohhh skystar is bad and youre bad for shipping them’ post#id also be a huge hypocrite#honestly this made me a bigger fan of skystar#It is rather ironic of how much content there is of skystar where there is a victim who escapes their abuser#But that is the story of Skyfires most popular appearance#I was talking about it so someone and a couple of people were talking about it on my last post too#how alot of the fandom just kinda ignores that Skyfire is a victim of Starscream#Is it because hes bigger?? Ig that lines up with a lot of male victims??#It’s probably the contrarian in me that wants to see them hurt each other after the thousands of posts of them being fluffy#I also find it fascinating that a lot of the fandom only views Skyfire of the ideal version of that Starscream has of him#and not anything else that he does#dont get me wrong#I love OOC stuff (my entire blog is pretty ooc) but I never see anyone really acknowledge this#Seriously theres a Skyfire only edit and the comments bring up Starscream who is not in the edit at all#imagine skyfire irl trying to talk about his scientific endeavors and all anyone brings up is his shitty ex lmao#Also this is only in the g1 cartoon#transformers#transformers g1#Skyfire#transformers g1 cartoon#character analysis#Starscream#text#im just talking tag#I wanted to babble about this for inspiration later but posted it in case anyone else wants some inspiration
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my favorite changbin looks (10/∞)
#staysource#bystay#3rachasource#userbeepls#usersun#userlau#jaybrainrot#melontrack#cheekyuser#stray kids#changbin#m.gif#m.scb#m.binlooks#not to scream under my own gifset but the first two gifs..... physically hurt me to make#he's so HOT#honestly...... really proud of these#i think they look rlly pretty 🥺😬
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I could not stop thinking about @meshonax ‘s post with Bee, Optimus, and Megatron in their fluffy scarfs!!!! Look at him!!!
#he’s so?????#megatron#he’s so megatron#d 16#transformers#macaddams#maccadam#mech#fanart#honestly I don’t know how transformers artists do it#my brain hurts#I’ve never had to think so hard just to draw a body#I’ve never been good with geometry but damn#transformers makes me with I spent more time learning how to draw boxes😭#lol#may or may not draw bee too#like just look at him#ooooo#also I think it would be remiss to say that this was absolutely a continuation of blushy mechs and I am determined to draw all of them#a flustered mess#inspired by veil the manga btw#veil
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My brother died very suddenly yesterday.
He was the kind of person who always had dozens and dozens of friends everywhere he went because he was easy to talk to and funny and treated people with respect, and his friends ranged in class, race, age, social ability, introversion and extroversion--no matter who you were, he could and would befriend you.
He would scold me for not asking him for help when I needed it, and he would mean it. He taught me to tip well. He loved helping people. He played practical jokes on the new kids at work, including getting one guy to "chop flour" because the flour they had in the kitchen was "too coarse."
He introduced me to some of the best food I've ever eaten in my life. He would always help with a recipe that wasn't working. He would tell me what to buy my foodie friends for their birthdays, and he never got it wrong. He loved meat and whiskey but also wine and fruit and he got me to eat beets even because he knew how to make anything good.
Mostly, he thought that people were all deserving of respect and decency. He was outspoken on this. For all that his friends ranged across demographics, he didn't tolerate anyone being hateful around him. But even then, he was nice about it. He would try to get people to come around to his side. He saw the good in people.
And he was happy. He had finally quit chewing tobacco and managed to stay off it for three years. He had a girlfriend he really liked. The pandemic had put him out of work for over a year, but he was back at his job and doing well and he liked it. He was good at it. And it's complete bullshit that he's gone.
#when I think of him#it's him standing in the kitchen beckoning me over to taste the best duck I've ever had#duck that was catering for a special party#but he knew I was around so he saved me bites of all this spectacular expensive food he made#or it's him driving me to the library after our mom died#and I couldn't figure out how to complete a school assignment#and he picked me up and told me I could always ask him for help#or him telling me my car sucked#and when I asked him why he said he wants a car that can go fast#and I told him that wasn't important to me at all#and his attitude changed entirely and he was like oh then I guess your car is great for you then#or just how much he loved his nieces#no uncle has ever doted harder#or when I asked him what knives I should buy for my kitchen because I was tired of shitty ones#how seriously he considered the question#tw death#I guess#honestly he's the kind of person who is so good with other people I always wondered why he bothered with someone like me#a thought that hurt his feelings every time#he was my big brother and that's all there was to it
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honestly i never really agreed with the popular shen qingqiu had a good shizun headcanon because if shen qingqiu actually had someone who he knew cared about him, he definitely wouldn’t have turned out the way he did in canon.
#the scum villain's self saving system#scum villian self saving system#scumbag self saving system#scumbag villain#scumbag system#scum villain#svsss#mxtx svsss#mxtx novels#shen qingqiu#shen jiu#og shen qingqiu#original shen qingqiu#sqq#original sqq#og sqq#honestly i get why he didn’t tell him but if yqy had told sqq the truth he definitely wouldn’t have become the person he did in canon#it does have good potential for angst because him being named qingqiu would’ve hurt a lot more coming from someone that cared about him#than from someone he had a horrible/distant relationship with#don’t talk to me i’m having og shen qingqiu brainrot#all it would’ve taken was one person to show him love and sqq would’ve been a better person#look sqq is a product of the environment he grew up in#he wouldn’t have become the person he became if he was actually given a chance to be good#also if sqq’s shizun was actually good would sqq actually trust them?#by the time he came to cpm he probably didn’t have any faith in adults thanks to his abusers (i.e. wyz qjl & the slavers)#so it seems unlikely for a relationship to form between him and the previous qjpl beyond polite distance#shen qingqiu’s trauma seriously ruined him#pidw could’ve been a lot different if shen qingqiu hadn’t suffered every time he tried to be good#rzfzx#ren zha fanpai zijiu xitong
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im rotating whiterose in my mind sm rn like it makes me ILL how hannah was so distraught by losing leo that, upon getting him back, she made it very clear how Much he hurt her by dying and thereby abandoning her without saying a word. how she started saying things to hurt him too, and how leo just accepted everything she had to say to/about him nd did his best to help her and make her happy— even if it was simply taking all she had to say to him and giving her what little valuables he has for her to gift to minute, it's all he could do for her bc yeah. he did die, he did hurt her, and theyre not teammates anymore. theres nothing he could say to undo that.
and they cant Be teammates again bc theres no way hes going to be able to play the server enough to be a good teammate for hannah, or to commit himself to anyone for that matter so its like, what more is there to be done? to be said? leo died. his death hurt hannah. hannah moved on. even if she wants him back, thats not something possible for either of them w where they stand currently on the server so it simply Is how things are.
#lifesteal#lifesteal spoilers#whiterose#hannahxxrose#leowook#hannah cubita means the world to me#i love her dearly#she cares for leo sm it makes me sick#and honestly id say leo cares abt hannah a lot too!!#like bro just stood there and listened to hannah berate and be upset at him in the middle of spawn without complaint#even as other people overheard and joined the convo he just. accepted hannahs feelings#and did what he could to make her happier. he gave her things and ideas for minutes ss gift#nobody who doesnt care would do all of that#but yeah no. they have the lifesteal typical disease of bad communication#bc hannah refuses to directly say she wants him back#and leo wont directly say that he CANT go back to her bc doing so WILL lead to him hurting her again#so its just. SOBS.
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simon not knowing what to do while you cry but hold you.
another person hurt you— typical for you, being so soft hearted. this happens all the time and still, he doesn't think he'll ever be used to it.
simon wraps his arms around you and lets you lay your head on his chest, feeling utterly useless as you sob.
there's nothing he can do but be here to provide a place to fall into, an occasional kiss to your temple, and mumbled reassurance here and there.
he's very caring and gentle for someone so fucking pissed off.
simon doesn't know if he believes in higher powers, yet still, the kiss planted atop your head is followed by a silent vow: if there's something out there overseeing your life, they'd have to answer to him for the shit you're put through.
#val's 💭#cod mw2#cod mwii#simon ghost riley#simon riley x reader#ghost x reader#cod x reader#actually the this trope is really cringe to me usually#but i like the idea of him being acc rly helpless with comfort#like he provides it WELL. he just always feels like he could do more.#oh and hes angry at everyone and everything that hurts u but it's honestly just because he loves you#like his core isn't anger. it just isn't. he's angry because his core is love :(#anyways yaaaaay :333
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Did you live in a damn palace? Is that why you don't know how to do anything?
That Summer ผมเจอเจ้าชายบนชายหาด | GMMTV 2025
#that summer#that summer series#lava x wave#lavawave#winnysatang#winny thanawin#satang kittiphop#*gifs#april.gif#w$edit#w$tag#gmmtv 2025#how many gifs i'll make for this trailer alone? yes.#honestly made this set for that last gif. reminds me of the old 'did it hurt when you fall from heaven?' meme.#did lava actually flirt with his 'angel' here.#don't mind me just another evening missing lavawave **the show has not even aired yet**#but of course i need to gif the whole scene because the world needs to see how smooth and prince-like every single move satang made#be it jumping to lava's bed or throwing his head back to the pillow. he is really the prince.
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