#he has severe anxiety so there’s that

[kavehater]

My mum can shit on every race every group of people every country every state even in Iraq and other sects but at the end of the day the bad genetics of various medical issues will always be the reason we die lmao.

[sugashook]

OH OH OH OH did wade never even jokingly flirt with logan or anything close to that because of the "they flirt with the dangerous guy they don't take him home" but he did the opposite.

ohhh look at thattt

[antiquepearlss]

You know what? Fuck it, they both have homeschool trauma

[kaeyachi]

Kaeya had always been an efficient and hard-working individual (he had to be to support Diluc in the background as his brother rose thru the ranks after all).

He has so much free time because he completes all his work way ahead of schedule. And if he still has enough time, he adds more to the workload in secret.

And once all of that was done and over with, he makes time for everyone. He has to. He feels as if every moment has to be given to someone else.

No one knows how he does it. No one has to know.

Every mission has a dozen strategies in line, and every battle plan is made with efficiency in mind. His perfect record will not be tarnished. He can't risk it (even if it baffles others that he would willingly activate a ruin guard just to prevent a failed mission. Jean disagrees with his methods, but Kaeya can say that the results say otherwise)

He needs to be quick.

Efficient.

Perfect.

And so he comes and goes like the wind.

Kaeya values time because he knew every second counted. He can't just stand there as if he were frozen. Time could run out in an instant.

Kaeya had only been late once his entire life.

He'd rather he never be late ever again.

It took one day of being of being imperfect for everything to fall apart. On that tragic day...had he gotten there on time... then maybe...

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" Come on, let's get moving, traveler. We're not frozen in place after all. " Kaeya teasingly says. He stiffles a giggle at the traveler's exhasperated sigh.

"Yeah yeah, we've heard enough of you calling us a slacker. Can't you be a bit more patient?" Paimon whines at him.

Kaeya snorts, but acquiesces, hiding the shaking of his hands at the thought of being idle.

He imagines hearing a clock ticking.

Kaeya knows that that is his own problem. He tries his hardest to relax as he waits for the traveler to finish whatever they're making on the alchemy table because, seriously, it is supposed to be a relaxing day. There's nothing major going on, and his schedule is once again empty as intended. What's the hurry?

Kaeya taps his foot on the ground as he waits. He wishes he could take his own damn advice when he tells others to relax.

[apotelesmaa]

I don’t think ppl give enough credit to rui for his dedication to fucking with people (outside of tsukasa of course) like. Knowing & acknowledging that nene wants nothing to do with him and Tsukasa on her first day of second year and deliberately following tsukasa to loudly ask if she’s getting along with people (just to be a jackass)? Implying his gift to akito will explode even though it won’t bc he wants to bug akito? Like I think rui at his core is full of love and a desire to make ppl smile but I also think he’s 200% committed to the bit first and foremost. If something will be funny he’s going to do it regardless of the consequences. Guy filled with zero social anxiety & a never ending desire to embarrass his friends.

[not-poignant]

I made that bingo card for your writing and now that I’ve read more of it I’m really upset that I didn’t get the chance to put “well trained dog” on the bingo. Because i love dogs. And i love the way you write dogs. They’re so silly. I want to pet them. Side note do you have more dog photos. Only if you have them to share. I dont have a dog so im suffering. Hope ur doing alright also 👍 :) i did not mean to barge in and demand dogs from you.

Alas Polly is not well-trained and neither is Fleet, and both of those dogs would be indignant at the very thought (Isabelle, Iris and Grip are though!)

Anyway, let's have some Tobermory photos! I don't have more recent ones because I need to pull them off my phone, but cuteness incoming :D

(These are from July or thereabouts and omg he's grown into his face so much more since then)

(The last one is a still from a video I took and anyway we collided at full force and in the video I'm laughing so hard lmao)

[heliomanteia]

Organizing & contamination OCD Will Solace 🤝🏼 OCPD Annabeth Chase friendship forever in my head.

[monstermoviedean]

if you have a good vibe/kind thought to spare and could send it my way. i'd really appreciate it.

[lucky-clover-gazette]

look at these drawings i did of my parents’ fucked up shih tzu yeti (he has since lost an eye)

[golden-snackoos]

I think we as a society need to watch more Monk in 2024.

[faaun]

i feel rly sad and conflicted abt one of my best friends on earth but idk who to ask for advice bc i usually would have consulted her in this situation lmao

[seventh-district]

not even gonna tag this properly bc i don't wanna get Involved but i do have some Thoughts i need to get out into the void so here we go

(aaa quick edit: CW for mention/discussion of Boothill leaks)

[crescentmoonrider]

more Karaoke Iko! AU with a sort of follow-up to this short fic

[allthatwas-moved]

in regards to the (not new) wave of t.entoorose discourse,‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎i wanted to make my feelings clear on it:‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎the reason i do not like that ending for rose is due to the way it stripped her of her agency‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎&‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎autonomy.‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎while this is a reoccurring theme with the d.octor‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎&‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎his companions,‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎it is often portrayed as a bad thing,‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎something the d.octor should feel guilty for because sometimes their own ego gets in the way of their ability to respect their companions choices.

that is not how it is portrayed with rose‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎&‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎the m.etacrisis.‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎it is portrayed as this act of love,‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎as this thing that was GOOD for rose,‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎even though it goes completely against everything she wishes‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎/‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎has worked for.

do i think rose‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎&‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎the m.etacrisis would have lived a long happy life together?‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎fuck yeah i do.‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎that's why i have my regen verse,‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎but i do think that the way it was portrayed is completely fucked up.‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎i think if given the choice,‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎rose would not have gone with the m.etacrisis,‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎both because of the fact that he isn't necessarily to her the d.octor AT FIRST,‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎&‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎(primarily)‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎because she did not want to go back to p.ete's world.‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ in d.oomsday,‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎she makes this clear.‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎in the b.ig finish audios,‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎she makes this clear,‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎that that is not her home,‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎not her world.

in my main verse:‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎having p.ete's world reject rose is kinda like a be careful what you wish for,‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎you got what you wanted,‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎sort of ordeal.‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎i'm adding the m.etacrisis into that too because i think that feeling of abandonment that rose had in j.ourney's end is important to rose's character ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎&‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ the choice of action is important to the d.octor's character.‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎now:

why am i so content with having the m.etacrisis forget rose too?‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎doesn't he deserve a happy ending?

the theme of the m.etacrisis is that the man who always loses gets to win,‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎&‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎if that were the ONLY instance we had of d.avid t.ennant's d.octor getting this arc,‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎eh,‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎maybe i'd feel worse off.‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎but r.td reused that shit,‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎&‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎now f.ourteen gets that too.‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎the m.etacrisis does still remain family with j.ackie‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎&‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎p.ete‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎&‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎m.ickey as well in that universe.

i do not like the way d.octor who portrayed a woman losing her agency‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎&‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎her autonomy to make her own decisions as this big romantic gesture.‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎this is NOT a jab at t.entoorose,‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎its a jab more so at the t.enth d.octor‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎&‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎r.td.‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎this is NOT a jab at t.entoorose SHIPPERS,‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎because i get it.‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎i ship t.enrose,‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎i ship t.imepetals,‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎those aren't healthy ships.‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎just wanting to clarify because i don't want to hurt anyone's feelings,‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎&‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎all i'm asking is that MY opinion of it be respected just like i respect people who love rose's ending.

[blujayonthewing]

at the oral surgeon and barely spent any time in the waiting room, where I could have been fooling around in my sketchbook and Vibing. I have, however, spent a LOT of time sitting here waiting in the exam room after watching their friendly informed consent video about how all procedures involving sedation include a risk of death

[swollenwithangst]

i hate my uncontrollable need to analyze everything. my inability to only partially devote myself to things that will never be a constant. being too little or too much, exacerbating or not quite enough. i have roused myself with the guise of our friendship, acknowledging now that's all it can be. rejecting my kindness, while bringing tenfold your own. like magnets we push and we pull, all based upon the way in which we chose to orient ourselves that day.