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I am absolutely feral about Mike Faist in every way ever since I left the cinema yesterday, he is living in my mind RENT FREE.
Literally help I can’t stop thinking about him, I need him biblically, I need him to lay his head on my lap pathetically like he did on the movie PLS
#i am not ashamed to admit this#i need him#he has ruined my mind#he is loving there rent free#mike faist#challengers spoilers#challengers#art donaldson
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ALSO if prisoners could get educated then prisons could run themselves more reliably and function like communities which is conducive to a growing/healing/learning/absolving mindset
#sorry i just have so many opinions on prison abolition thanks to being the child of a prisoner#former prisoner#tho prison basically ruined his life forever and now he's a crazy old man#what did he go to prison for?? a few things but most damning was when we has like 19-22 or something he stole a car to impress a girl#he also lit it on fire which I will admit is worse but#a 19 year old kid (who got kicked out at 16 mind you) just trying to impress a girl and he went to prison for basically his whole 20s#he did uh. he did actually allegedly escape at one point but my aunt turned him back in. snitch#anyway yeah#i was born when he was 34 and like a handful of years if not months out at most#i was an accident rebound baby but then he ended up being a single father lmfao#said it taught him more than prison ever could#if you read all these tags that turned into a rant have a cookie
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thinking about essek thelyss "my entire life goal is and has always been the search for knowledge, the uncovery of mysteries, and I'll do it before everyone one way or another, no matter what I have to do, no matter the cost, but meeting you turned my life around in such a way that I would turn away the opportunity to uncover the greatest time mystery of all that's right in front of me and fix every mistake I made, just by the mere possibility that changing any of the choices I made would take you from me, nothing would make me give away any of the moments I had and will have with you.... unless it's for you, then I would do it in a heart beat" and going just a little bit more insane
#do you understand the grip this wizard has on me#I'm spining their final scene in my mind for 3 days now#I cant get over 'but I'm here today in this moment with you because of these mistakes and as much as they hurt me I wouldn't change a thing'#and the next MINUTE he's like 'will you do it? I'll help you'#JUST#WHO EVEN SAYS THAT#THAT'S ABSOLUTELY INSANE THING TO JUST SAY LIKE#INSANE LEVELS OF COMPLETE DEVOTION AND LOVE AND DEDICATION AND JUST#WHO TF DOES THATTTTTTT#ESSEK THELYSS YOU INSANE MF *SHAKES HIM*#god this fixin wizard ruined my life#shadowgast#cr2#essek thelyss#caleb widogast#mighty nein#m9#sorry just rereading a fic that made me spiral a bit here
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it shouldve been ives........... man.......
#rimi talks#like im glad it wasnt in a way bc im glad megfitz didnt ruin him. if she was gonna ruin anyone im glad it was bernard and not ives or danny#but also the beautiful disaster in my mind of timives as tims first mlm romance that ends terribly but gently bc ives finds him out#bc ives Knows him. so of course he finds him out. it was only ever a matter of time.#and ives knowing tim is lying to him and has been lying to him for YEARS actually has an impact on their relationship. unlike some comics--#anyway they break up but it is gentle. bc ives gets why tim did it but also needs some time/space to process it#so they agree to stay friends. and its bittersweet but it really moves their bond forward.#like... augh the way timives is doomed from the moment tim decides to be with him bc ives knows him too well for the lies to hold forever.#it's a ticking clock from the very first time they hold hands romantical styles and laugh at a bad movie together.#the fact that they know each other so well is the thing drawing together and the thing that will break them apart#MAN. REMEMBER WHEN TIM LYING ALL THE TIME ACTUALLY IMPACTED HIS RELATIONSHIPS#sighs............ timives doomed bittersweet beautiful romance the comic you could have been. the queer themes you could have explored.#alas.......................................................................................................
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I would just like to point out that this entire relationship with Phil and missa has been functioning backwards
Nonono, let me explain…
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•First they have a kid (getting chayanne)
•Then they get married
•Then they start to call out each others names lovingly when they get the chance to see each other
•Then they leave gifts for each other (this mostly has been missa but Phil has tried to gift him some items too)
•THEN they have their first kiss
•finally they start to fall for each other
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ARE YALL SEEING WHAT IM SEEING!?!!??
#qsmp#qsmp missa#qsmp philza#pissa#this has been in my mind for a while now#and it has now started to become more clearer by the day-#at least we’re winning#I think?#edits:#missa actually caught feelings for him a long time ago#but he didn’t want to ruin his friendship with him since the marriage was platonic#and he wanted to respect that#at this point#I’m not even sure if their still platonic-
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I'm a Demise Curse denialist. What if that thing was just fucking messing with us.
#tossing this out special for my 100th post#I like bringing up what Demise has done to the fandom's portrayals of Ganondorf to my big Zeldabrained roommate#because he will get so so so mad and start clenching his fists gritting his teeth and infodumping about how dirty Gdorf gets done#I haven't played skord but Ganondorf can ruin his OWN mind thank you very much. he can curse his damn SELF
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I have this irrational fear that the only reason why Lucien is so good as a character is because Sarah leaves him alone. Because I saw what happened with her male leads (Tamlin, Rhys, Cass) and how they went from characters with a lot of potential (ACOTAR Tam and Rhys, ACOWAR Cass, I am a firm believer that ACOWAR Cass would sucker punch ACOSF Cass for his appalling behavior towards Nes) to the hot mess we have now.
I am scared shitless that the reason why my baby Luci is so good is by accident. That because Sarah didn't focus on him since he's not the main "love interest" is precisely why HE'S SO GOOD AS A CHARACTER. And that's why I'm kinda dreading the next book (if it's really going to be about Elain because that means Lucien is bound to be showing up a lot in it no matter what she chose to do with the mating bond).
God pls protect my man Lucien Vanserra. Sarah have a track record of ruining her own male lead (for me!!! They're kinda ruined for me) and I can't have that happening again. THRICE IS ENOUGH HEARTBREAK FOR ME
#sjm critical#rhysand#lucien vanserra#tamlin#seriously this have been in my mind since 2019 after i finish acosf#i NOTICED THE PATTERN#ANYTIME SHE LASER FOCUSED ON THE ML HE GOT RUINED FOR ME#sarah. it's bad when your side characters are more interesting than your MC#y'all maybe we should do a prayer circle#rip. im already grieving for my man#THE BEST MAN PRYTHIAN HAS TO OFFER#acotar#acowar#acosf#a court of thorns and roses#a court of wings and ruin#a court of silver flames#acowhattt#cassian
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i haint watched the dang chibisode and idk if ill actually watch it with sound on sdfjk but i have a hurt feeling about them casually imbuing perry with speech for a one off gag because the idea that he needs to talk to communicate is fake. we had 4 seasons of wacky magic hijinks cartoon where perry never needed verbal speech to communicate. they couldve done this gag at any point in the show but they didn't, and the fact that they didn't felt significant. perry's muteness is such a core part of his character, to me, to the way i conceive of him/write him. i don't wanna overreact to a goofy little side cartoon (even tho i'm doing it anyway) but it's still the characters, and it still upsets me! ok that's it i've said my piece
#ill watch it at some point but despite my silence i have been like obsessively anxious about this cartoon#and pestered my friend to watch it for me sDFJKL#in a month this will have either ruined pnf for me forever or i'll have changed my mind and i like it actually its fine#for now anyway i have tons of comic sketches about perry's muteness that i no longer wanna finish and share...maybe someday but not now#i had a rly great day actually but now im falling asleep in bed tipsy and a little teary over this. cuz i love perry a lot he's#really special to me. i also got that star wars perry shirt in the mail today btw. and. it's such a good pj shirt#but back on topic#it sucks when an aspect of a character that is CORE to your appreciation of them becomes casually disregarded by the writers at some point#like im certainly not ever accepting an interpretation of perry like 'secretly hed really like to be able to talk' because its#never ever been communicated. like the idea that heinz wd prefer if perry was human. its just not in the show. the opposite is true in fact#so im left feeling stupid for caring about something that some writers(inc. dan) felt was unimportant. makes me not wanna continue my art#which sux cuz i like my comic ideas! id love to finish them. i hope i get over this.#i overreact to live-updating media when im fixated on it wh is why i prefer getting into dead fandoms haha#but they keep on bringing them back to life dont they...im never safe#it was funny me trying to explain to my friend why i efel so strongly about this meanwhile hes tried to explain why he feels so strongly ab#ut AYA and my stance on that episode has always just been “cute! its fine” lmao#@ dwampy you guys made the show that follows a specific rhythm and set of rules designed to appeal to obsessive autistic brained people ok#you invited my overreaction. unsheathes katana etc#ok im goint to sleep#meta
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Satoru gojo is so fucking wife material it's like he was made to hang off the arm of any jjk man I don't get it how is he so babygirl?
#jjk#satosugu#sukugo#nanago#like these three just came to mind off the top of my head he is so all of their wives#every interaction he has with any other man in jjk leads to a different ship like he CANNOT look at a guy and be normal for a single second#I love him so much I wish that were me#nsft#he's like scientifically engineered to be spitroasted it makes me insane I want him ruined so bad
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Sona Given Form💚
#hollow knight#hollow knight oc#my art#my ocs#character design#Everyone say hi to Archivist!!#A non-local bug that's here to harvest/speculate/analyize any and all things Hallownest has to offer#Lore: Native to Pharloom; Found out about the ruins of Hallownest; Archives; Has a great time; Returns to Pharloom to do the same thing#They specialize in analyzing land fauna but they're here to do just about everything!!#Archivist has always been one of these character I've kept in the back on my mind but never drawn#BUT that's changed now; He is now real#Seeing her like this makes me wanna ramble about my HK speculative biology however I shan't...for now
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“Why’s he call you Darlin’?”
on my knees begging my brain to stop trying to associate this song with Sam
#(it’s too late guys i’ve already added it to a couple playlists. i can’t help it)#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redacted sam#redacted darlin#rp audio stuff#Seven’s Blorbo Songs#music stuff#i fell down a rabbit hole of music videos on YT last night and decided to give this song a chance based on the title obviously#skipped through all the exposition just to quickly find out if i liked the song or not#and as soon as the first line came in i went head-in-hands at my desk bc i just Knew it was over for me#i hate that i like it#it’s very repetitive and giving strong Modern/Mainstream Pop-Rap-Country vibes#but i’m not too proud to admit that i eat that shit up on occasion#‘You’ve been beatin’ ‘round the bush so much you’re knockin’ off the leaves.’ goes kinda hard tho i’m ngl#‘ole boy in a Ridgeline and i drive a Chevy’ would Sam be a truck elitist? hmm#i doubt it. i see him as too practical-minded to care about brand names and shit like that#like irl i think it’s very silly. and perhaps a little questionable to hate on a ‘foreign’ vehicle. but i don’t even like trucks at all so#insecure country boys and their obsession with big trucks are ruining the road for us regular people that just want a normal ass car#but i’ll stop before i go off on a rant about america’s transportation problems#anyways. i can separate reality from fiction and i love the image of Sam in a beat up beloved old truck. cliché as it may be#getting back on track. my POINT was that the song doesn’t even necessarily fit Sam’s vibes i just. can’t undo the association#been trying to think of a way for it to fit him but that would require Darlin’ to be cheating on him and i don’t like that thought#like i love some types of angst but cheating isn’t one of them#i could view it through the context of being directed at Alexis bc i already hate her lmao but once again it doesn’t fit in canon#and i don’t know how i feel about the thought that he used to call her Darlin’ too. though it’s very possible. mmm angst#not that it has to fit with canon for me to attach a song to a character. certainly not! but i need to make it work in my mind Somehow#and i can’t even come up with a good HC to make this fit. the idea of Jealous!Sam is fun in theory but idk if i’d like it practice anyways#tldr: does this really fit canon Sam? meh. Is it forever tied to him in my mind anyways due to the use of the petname Darlin’? absolutely.#anywho. one of these days i’ll open this app to do something other than vent post or yap abt rp audio blorbos. but that day is not today!
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my sincerest reaction to clone wars style thrawn
#spicy speaks#just the slightest possibility of seeing animated eli vanto has me losing my mind#where is he!#but also I don’t want Dave filoni to ruin him…#I want more animated thrawn content BUT written by timothy zahn of course#grand admiral thrawn#tales of the empire#thrawn#mitth'raw'nuruodo#star wars the clone wars#the clone wars#star wars#star wars tcw#tcw#thrawn meme#spicys memes
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Sky deserved better
#I love my bois but that poor woman#all she wanted to do was ask her crush out and tell him how much she’s admired him#her crush mind you she’s known since they were kids#and then she saves him from the hexcore and ascends to a higher state of being#then Viktor joins her and she’s finally got her man and they’re able to focus on her dreams and his#then his ex shoots him#then their cult dies#and she’s like well maybe I can fix this#then the doctor and ambessa are like hmmm how about war#and she has to watch Viktor grapple with that and hopes he won’t go through with it#but he does#AND THEN when his ex rejects him a second time he gives up his humanity#aka HER#and she has to go because she can no longer be a part of what she dreamed#because the man she dreamed it with is fucking tweaking out because his himbo bf keeps saying no#and she has to admit that he won’t miss their talks#either because of the humanity aspect#or because they were never a real factor to him because she wasn’t Jayce#arcane#arcane spoilers#god this show#season 3 sky AU where she lives and is a cute scientist and the gay machine disaster and his reality jumping bf aren’t there to ruin it#sky arcane#arcane sky
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Fic titled “Red Riding Hood” and it’s just gratuitous smut of Tim riding Jason. Maybe “Red Riding Hood” is the name of an NSFW social media account where they post photos/videos of exactly that and nobody is quite sure whether they are the real Red Robin and Red Hood or just some lookalike cosplayers. They get it on in a variety of adventurous ways and public locations (someone swears they saw them on the rooftop opposite their apartment and the analysis of the skyline in Red Riding Hood’s next sexcapade confirms it) but one thing stays constant: Red Robin rides Red Hood.
#JayTim#brought to you by me seeing ‘red riding hood’ as a team name for Red Robin and Red Hood#and my mind going straight to the gutter#sometimes they swap costumes so Jason gets to ride Tim without ruining the theme#they're not fooling anybody of course but there's an audience for hunk Red Robin and twink Red Hood too#Bruce has an aneurysm when he finds out about the account#he does not need to know this much about his sons' sex lives#but they’re adults so as long as they don’t compromise their identities he has to reluctantly stay out of it
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when it comes to saw characters having their personalities completely mutilated by fans i think adam suffers the most by a long shot
#i do like adam i do i do but his character has been sooo distorted in the fandom he’s kind of ruined for me#i also like chainshipping but i only like it in the flavor my mind produces#r#saw#when it comes to other characters cough cough hoffman i can understand different interpretations#i don’t think he can really be mischaracterized in a way that matters because his motivations and behavior oscillate SO much between movies#but adam is only in one movie and that one spends a lot of time exploring his character
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Someone PLEASE talk to me about Logan because oh my GOD am I feral for him right now. It's getting so bad 😭😵💫. Messages or asks about him would just ruin me so please <3333
#i am not able to express the amount of feral i am for him right now#please can he ruin me (he already has)#i am losing my mind because of him#i need him#logan howlett#james howlett#wolverine#hugh jackman wolverine#hugh jackman#deadpool and wolverine#send me something about wolverine <3333#logan🐺#mon posts🩷
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