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Dunmeshi modern AU but it’s just Laios, red in the face, frothing at the mouth, stuttering, waving his hands around, frantically googling images of Actual Animal Skeletons to show his friends, cannot-be-consoled levels of angry over the Halloween animal skeleton decorations in a JoAnn Fabrics while Chilchuck contemplates taking up day drinking as a competitive sport
#I just saw the snail and I think he would have a LOT to fucking say about that thing#like#thinking of how he knows where all of the bones in a dogs skeleton would go#and then thinking of him seeing the cat skeleton decoration with BonesForEars#my guy would go off the fucking rails#he has my flavor autism#this is me projecting btw#those shits make me so angry I can’t look at them for extender periods of time or I’ll go insane#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#laios touden#laios dungeon meshi#chilchuck#chilchuk tims#coyote’s talk tag
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I'm gonna be thinking about closed mouth golbat for the rest of the night.
#pokemon#submas#nobori#ingo#subway boss ingo#warden ingo#pokemon legends arceus#pla#golbat#chimecho#bronzor#my art#gaysealdraws#there goes polaris#being a frisbee#i imagine Ingo has trouble making neuromayonnaise acceptable expressions sometimes#and maybe his feels can be a lil overwhelming(see: autism)#which is fine since Nitch also gets overwhelmed by their feelings though much more than Ingo I imagine#similar but differing flavors of neurospice#So they just Get It:tm: when Ingo's face goes squiggly#well he doesn't GET IT get it#but he always waits for Ingo to process his thoughts and feelings#sorry i dump all my info in the tags lmao#Nitch likes listening to Ingo explain things
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Thinking about the themes of disability in httyd that are present even before Hiccup becomes an amputee; existing in a world that hates and doesn't welcome you but refusing to change yourself for the convenience of others, instead stubbornly making accommodations for yourself where you can
#the bola launcher and presumably many similar things that came before it...#hiccup 'never masked a day in his life' haddock. we have the same flavor of autism i think#he is such an undeniably disabled character and even tho there was likely not actually this much thought put into it#i love him so dearly and he has always meant a lot to me#okay thats enough being nice i need to watch hiccup trip and fall now#httyd#hiccup haddock#hiccup horrendous haddock iii#httyd analysis#kind of?#disability representation#ive spent a lot of time talking abt my gripes with it (and i will more im the duture)#so heres some posivity ig even tho this being a central theme is likely unintentional#how to train your dragon#hiccup is disabled#moth.txt#canon disabled character#deyas dragons
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They gave the cookies insomnia and/or anxiety lol
Bonus crk Rimuru (Blue Cocktail Cookie, magic unit)
#cookie run kingdom#shadow milk cookie#crk#cr kingdom#Chat am I gonna get him tomorrow or is there gonna be an international incident#only time will tell#Crk is right below Tensura in my interest hierarchy#that time i got reincarnated as a slime#tensei shitara slime datta ken#tensura#rimuru tempest#ttigraas#rimuru#A second silly goopy cyan creature has hit the autism#If you wanna fund my gambling for shadow milk my DMs and comms are always open#i love gambling#Don't usually spend money on gacha but he's the exception#Also finally did that crk Rimuru design I promised forever ago lol#Got busy with school and then spent break basically in hibernation#Rimuru's flavor is a reference to Slime Diaries
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Talking is hard
edit: first image should say “lost speech” not nonverbal (cannot change on mobile and pc is broken) “going nonverbal/nonspesking” should not be used to describe temporary speech loss
#art#my art#digital art#tmnt#tmnt 1987#tmnt 87#tmnt leonardo#tmnt donatello#tmnt raphael#tmnt michelangelo#autistic ninja turtles#i call this one the “87 mikey has trouble speaking” agenda#every time he stumbles over his words/mixes up syllables i add a tally to my mental ninja turtletism list#YES i hc all four of these rotund bitches as autistic#yes i have a mental note of their flavors of autism#no i will NOT elaborate#…..or will i
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Not me making a s/i for a game that I'm probably not even gonna play myself 😭🙏 here it is folks some simple ref of my bg3 tav!
She's a half-elf Paladin and a follower of Oghma, the God of Knowledge, with a sage background ♡ she's got an insatiable and somewhat macabre curiosity that leads her to explore things that are sometimes considered a bit disturbing but she finds fascinating! She has a bit of a manic edge that can make her seem a bit inconsiderate at times because she talks faster than she can think, but she means well and is very sweet! And of course she's catching feelings for a certain someone 😊
♡taglist♡: @me-myself-and-my-fos @tiny-cloud-of-flowers @sunstar-of-the-north @dearly-beeloved @changeling-selfship @crushes-georg @squips-ship @drjohndisco @adoredbyalatus
#artfarts#self insert#self ship#bg3 tav#bg3 self insert#bg3#crush: 🗡#OUGGH I NEED A SHIP TAG 😭😭#thats the only thing i need to make wyll an official f/o...👉👈#GOD IDK HOW I FELL FOR HIM LIKE THIS#i cant help it he's so fucking sweet and romantic and he's so so so devoted to u when u romance him 🥺💖💖💖💖#maybe thats it devotion is a huge thing for me ajfjfk#if ur character will love with everything they have then im gone. and if the character is good with kids ajfjfk#WHICH WYLL IS BOTH#and idc if i dont have the game thats not gonna stop me uwu#i gotta draw us soon but alas...the call of dinner and needing to make it#but yeah her belt buckle has the symbol of oghma and her outfit is pretty simple but thats ok#between her studies she'll bash ur head in btw 😂 shes got no tolerance for nonsense#can u tell shes imbued with autism? specifically my autistic fixation on dark things#all my s/is have autism but the specific FLAVOR varies between them#and oughghh she'd be so enchanted by wyll 🥺🥺#and shed be so interested in karlach and astarion bcs she does a lot of reading about vampires and tieflings#she's just never met them before#thats what i mean abt MAYBEEE being a lil insensitive bcs she might not be the most soft about what she knows#but once they all get to know one another she'd be a very good friend to them and she'd throw down for them without hesitation 😤😤😤#speaking of karlach. uh 😳 uhm 😳😳 uhhhh#might want her too ngl 💘💖💘💖💘💖
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Vampire Empire by Big Thief
#art#jjba#oc#jojos bizarre adventure#jjba oc#my art#jjba fanart#Joel Zeppeli#WUAGHGHHHHHH#Jotaro mention#also Hello Emporio#yeah his ass gets vampire’d by the end of falling stars#putting on that stone mask for vengeance for his family knowing full well he’ll probably loose most of that#feeling for his family#Joanie come back Joanie#Jotaros gon be in his 50s/60s having heart palpitations and health scares#my little boy gives me a specific flavor of autism he has so much tragedy#me when I finally get back into drawing after spending a decade and almost two decades#trying to be a nurse so I could help mh family ESPECIALLY with my stand so I sit in the darkness trying to draw my sister and#cry as I realize I cannot remember her face
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guys. I'm freaking out I just had an Experience
#I've never known what to think of ghosts or whatever but like. I just had a full ass conversation with a dead relative#via a pendulum#it's been a WHILE since I cried this much but it wasn't a fully sad cry#it was cathartic. it was so many emotions but it was so nice#I literally do not have other explanations for what transpired#I try so fucking hard to keep it still before asking anything and my entire body was tensed up so as to not move it#Denny if you're reading this HIIIIIIIIIIIIII THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUU#I am absolutely feeling mental whiplash but also I am so grateful#OH! I asked her to give me a sign and sat in silence and then was like it's okay#-it doesn't have to be immediately. so a little while after I was on the phone with my best friend and the lid to the candle I'm burning-#-launched itself off my dresser. I checked and it wasn't wobbly so I couldn't have bumped it. & I could not have accidentally pushed-#-something into it. duuuuuuuuuuuuuuude. that was IT.#I feel like I sound like a crazy conspiracy theorist but like. I try so hard to cover all the bases and possible explanations#^BY THE WAY. I ASKED IF SHE THOUGHT PAUL WILLIAMS WAS JUST THE CUTEST LITTLE THING. AND SHE MADE IT SAY YES.#even in another realm she's my bestie 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#real talk I absolutely adored her even though I didn't see her very often because she lived out of state#like there was just something about her that was so gregarious and fun and her partner is also very autistic so naturally I adore them both#her partner also has Rock Flavored Autism (and plant flavored autism) so every time I see him I ask what mining he recommends#so far I've only made my way out to one place he mentioned but it became one of my favorite mines I've been to ❤️
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Honestly, I think the main thing that prevented me from continuing on with Bg3 was that I came to the horrifying realization that I didn’t want to fuck any of those people
#Not tagging this fot safety purposes#Y’all know my type by now through simple observation#(Big strong guy with a bigger heart whi has some connection to animals and also probably has autism)#And of course the game doesn’t have that in the flavor I prefer#The bear guy seems nice but he’s not my type of hot#But yeah all of the companions are assholes in ways that aren’t fun for me to bounce off of#They’re all INCREDIBLY well written mind you#It just doesn’t appeal to me like… romantcally#Of course I’m not the type for dating sims in the first place#And very notably I am on the aro spectrum#So take that into consideration
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even though germany is my oople doople i cant give him a harem with all the heta characters because i think a fundamental part of his character is the fact nobody fucking likes him. like im not even just talking in the show, irl nobody fucking likes him either he get no big plushie hell they took his ass outta hetalia the musical 4 like what the fuck guys spain and romano are there but germany aint? HES THE SECOND MAIN CHARACTER-
#and this is how it should be though because it adds to his moeism <3#and also keeps italy from being jealous because he literally has no competition#i dont think everyone hates him in the show or anything no no#its more like yknow if everyone had to rank who theyd smash i think germany would be after grandpa romes rotting corpse#nobody gunna protest when they skip germanys shitty ass song that he put in the group playlist#but anyways yeah so thats why my germany harem is made only of different universe ital-#also no actually also japan likes germany too but still would rather die than bang him because hes too stupid in the autism way (he likes#the adhd flavor stupid)#but other than japan and italy nobody see him as someone theyd stick their neck out for like fuck you bitch make 10 million cuckoo clocks#TRUE!!!!
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Sorry but I'll never stop thinking abt mp100 literally I think every main chara is some flavor of autist/adhd literally all of them
#thats why reigen is so spastic and st#such a strange guy bc hes just has impulse control but also is like has a bunch of hyperfocuses like thats why hes so good at so many#diff skills in diff bursts bc he gets focused on one and puts all his energy into learning it then he moves on the only reason hes still#running spirits and such is literally bc he loves mob otherwise he would be off on some other whimsy#ritsu and mob to me are clearly the siblings w/ adhd/autism but are percieved very differently and have diff levels of coping with it and#what their strenghts are#like i have a similar thing with my own siblings where we r all brain weird but all have different flavors and conflicting traits#then theres teru i think hes autistic and has mapped out a very specific social structure and rule for himself to follow so that he can fit#in and control how hes percieved#but then he still has you know off beat presentation and masking where he is just threatening and casual and wears silly clothes and just#sees that as the peak of fashion god.... hes everything to me#to me teru is the kind of person where he likes everything in its place in many different ways#then you have tome!!!!!! classic with special interests in games and aliens and telepathy and also inattention w adhd#and also tsubomi!!!! i think shes another great example shes very pretty and she knows how to kind of play her role and be polite but shes#very set in her ways and doesnt just do stuff bc its expected of her#and i think thats also why she and mob get along so well :) bc i think she knows he doesnt see her the way a lot of ppl see her and the#same is kind of in reverse where she doesnt see him solely for his powers or for his outward disposition (which is established to be why he#had such a crush on her)#its just about autist to autist communication in my opinion#talking tag
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i was just thinking about how sweet it is that the rottmnt turtles all share two special interests (jupiter jim and lou jitsu) and i was like "man i wish i shared a special interest with my siblings like that" and then i realized that at LEAST 3/4 of us have a hyperfixation and/or special interest for the legend of zelda
cuz like
me- definitely special interest
sis- probably hyperfixation
bro 1- also probably special interest tbh
bro 2- maybe past hyperfixation? idek but he was def obsessed with it for a while
#btw for context me and my siblings are all probably some flavor of neurodivergent but i think i'm the only one who knows it#and it's like i can't just walk up to them and be like “HEY!! i'm adhd/autistic and i think you are too!! :)”#cuz like that shit be genetic. so#bro 1 miiight know? and maybe hes like me and he just aint sayin anything? idk but that fucker probably has autism#one time i overheard my sis asking my parents if she has adhd and they IMMEDIATELY shut that down like “no you're fine” and its like#EXCUSE YOU??#first of all she DEFINITELY has adhd#and second of all people with adhd ARE fine thank you very much#for example im fine as hell *bites lip*#anywho#rant#rottmnt#loz#neurodivergent#autism#adhd
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ok but I have Thoughts about the way Minecraft usernames translate to actual names, both irl and in fanfic. They’re definitely ‘obsessed with structure and grumpy at inconsistency flavor autism’ thoughts but still. I find it weird how we cut and paste the media we’re given to fit what we view as functional worldbuilding, and how that gets screwy when translating online names.
like, you’re working with several categories here. The person’s actual real name, their irl nickname, their gamer tag, a name possibly contained by or possibly the entirety of that gamer tag, and any extra pieces or symbols in the gamer tag. And you have the weird situation where those categories might not easily translate to a ‘First Name Last Name’ structure. For an example, we’ve got Phil Watson, who’s gamer tag is ‘Ph1LzA,’ and is called Philza Minecraft or Philza. The ‘Minecraft last name’ is a…. Bit? A joke? A reference to a bit of lore? It’s unclear. The ‘Za’ bit was put there for flair and is now an integral part of his name. Sometimes it’s his last name. Sometimes his real last name is chucked in there. the 1 in his actual username is literally never referenced in nicknames or fic it’s like it’s not even there. But that’s a simple one. What about Tubbo_? because we call him Tubbo Underscore. Like. We say the ‘_’ aloud. Why do we do that. What has possessed us to make that decision? What about FitMC? I’ve usually heard it said ‘Fit Emsee.’ Why say that, and not say ‘Minecraft? That’s not even really a last name, it’s just like…. His full first name. Fit is used more like a shortened nickname. BadBoyHalo. Like. ‘Bad boy’ is a slang term, not a name. It would make the most sense to call him Halo, that’s the distinct noun in the name, the term the ‘bad boy’ bit is referring to. Like ‘GoodTimesWithScar’ but noooo. Bad. Halo is usually a last name, if it’s there at all. Skeppy on the other hand is… just his name. No last name ever. Technoblade is also weird. Technoblade is his full name. We call him that. We ALSO call him ‘Techno,’ and use Blade as a last name. We also use Blade as a title. What the heck. GeminiTay. We call her Gem. We use Tay as a last name sometimes. Her name is a Zodiac constellation. Literally nowhere I’m have I seen that affect her naming conventions. IJevin. We just… remove the I. For everything. This wouldn’t bother me except we don’t do it with everyone and I’m starting to get annoyed by the inconsistency. GoodTimesWithScar. Ok. This one also bugs me. Like, most fics call him Scar Goodtimes when they need a name. I’m not gonna dig into it but that’s…. Why? Why that? Grian never gets a last name. Ranboo sometimes gets chopped into Ran and Boo but usually he’s an Underscore or he’s last nameless. Wilbur Soot functions wonderfully (until the get involved shhhh) but it’s too close to his real name it gets very confusing.
anyway, all of this sucks, I hate it all, we’re a terrible fandom /hj
all that nonsense aside, yknow who has a functional Firstname Lastname username? It’s even got a space, and proper capitals: Mumbo Jumbo. That’s who. Look at that. It’s perfect. Everyone should be more like Mumbo Jumbo. Thank you and good night.
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Edit: I know about Ranboo Beloved and Grian Dreamslayer and the various other characters whose names I didn’t mention perfectly in this post. This was no piece of journalism, this was an old man shouts at cloud meme personified. I was very overstimulated and this was what happened to catch my autistic ire. I’m not upset, just figured I’d clarify, a lot of people seem distressed at my not mentioning Beloved. Hope y’all are having a lovely day 💜
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&then sometimes i have like. a couple interactions with someone, and go oh haha cool :] cool person interactions fun yay :] and then i find out that theyve done like A Bunch Of Really Good Art I Like and then i shunt myself into the nearest lake and sink to the bottem quick and fast like a smooth stoan
i receive one note from an artist i admire and i shunt myself into the nearest lake and sink to the bottem quick and fast like a smooth stoan
#like ''oh im glad you two could meet ^_^ did you catch their name btw its Rembrandt''#or i go ''he he this person has reblogged a bunch of my art :3 whats this in their 'posts like this one' panel—''#and Oopsy Daisy that was Rembrandt's main#still figuring out how to navigate interactions with like. fandom in general ig. i never really participated when i was younger#and im usually pretty uncomfortable doing it now#for a great many reasons. most of them being various flavors of autism#well. well anyway. mental healthtag as truthful and relevant as always#this too shall pass#blakeposts#art fun
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the Terzo autism post ♾️
this is kind of an analysis post and kind of a headcanon post.
Terzo reads as autistic to me, especially during his first two concerts when he was speaking without a script and trying to figure things out.
Terzo has that "trying new things is scary and i need to feel like i'm getting a good grade at social interactions and everything has to be done correctly or i'm going to explode" flavor of autism.
[AFTER PERFORMING PRIME MOVER] PAPA EMERITUS III: How am I doing so far? I've been studying these moves so you would feel comfortable. Are you comfortable? Linköping, Sweden (June 3, 2015)
Terzo says he studied the choreography for 'Prime Mover' so the audience would feel comfortable. he's trying to do what people expect, and he keeps checking if he's doing alright and asking the audience if they like what he's doing.
[BEFORE PERFORMING ABSOLUTION] PAPA EMERITUS III: So, we're gonna finish this off with something as weird as a new song. What that delighting, or did you not like that? Yes. Good, good. Linköping, Sweden (June 3, 2015)
PAPA EMERITUS III: So, I know it might seem a little confusing –it's even a little confusing to me, sometimes– y'know, playing new songs for people who've never heard these songs. But I tell you what– we have a really good ending song that you will understand why it is an ending song when you hear it. But now it might seem a bit strange, huh? Sweden Rock Festival - Solvesborg, Sweden (June 4, 2015)
Terzo feels weird about performing new music because it's new and the audience doesn't know what to expect and neither does he. he keeps trying to assure the audience that it'll be okay. but i'm pretty sure he was the only person worried about it. he was about to release a new album, so it completely made sense that he would be performing new songs. he just hates not knowing what to expect, and it doesn't occur to him that not everyone thinks like him.
and then this clip... i think it speaks for itself, but let's talk about it anyway. (i included the audio because i really want people to hear him speaking here.)
PAPA EMERITUS III: Okay! We are now officially wrapping– with a song. It's not a rap song, though. [STUTTERS FOR SEVERAL SECONDS] I've heard from my brother that you are somewhat of a singing crowd. So you like singing, eh? That is fantastic because that is exactly what we're gonna do right now, and if you had said no, that would have been… weird. So thank you for not being weird and weirding me out. I'm weird enough as it is. Sweden Rock Festival - Solvesborg, Sweden (June 4, 2015)
like where do i even start with this. him thinking he needs to clarify he's not going to be rapping. the stuttering. the fact that he listens to what Secondo tells him so he knows what to expect. him saying "[...] if you had said no, that would have been... weird. So thank you for not being weird and weirding me out. I'm weird enough as it is."
he feels like a weirdo and he just wants things to be normal so bad. 😭
he also gets really irritated when people are incorrect / do things incorrectly. he has the literal / rigid thinking patterns characteristic of autistic people
PAPA EMERITUS III: Well, it's getting late. AUDIENCE: NOOO! PAPA EMERITUS III: Yes! It's not a matter of opinion. It is getting late. Sweden Rock Festival - Solvesborg, Sweden (June 4, 2015)
he tells the audience it is objectively true that it is getting late.
then there's the whole bit where he wants people to clap along to the music but he hates it if people clap wrong or don't clap with the correct rhythm.
and the bit where he asks the audience to say "Meliora" and emphasizes the correct pronunciation versus the incorrect pronunciation.
Terzo strikes me as someone who is constantly trying to perform a very intentionally constructed social personality, not only as an entertainer but as a person. and while he's naturally charismatic and charming, it's actually quite difficult for him to perform this public personality because he's constantly concerned with getting a good grade in social interactions and things being done correctly.
and there are all the quotes about Terzo being a recluse who only interacts with others as much as is strictly necessary. this is definitely clinical depression, but i think his autism is also a factor.
he got comfortable once he settled into a routine and created a script that he could repeat, though. after that, he was really on autopilot during his concerts. which is also so so autistic of him <3
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Ok so, I already have a Yuusona. But recently I decided to acknowledge and indulge the cringe in me. If Yuu is the Twst version of current me (more or less), then what's following is the Twst version of my teenage self.
Koyumi Edelstein
15 years old, 1st year
She/her
Half japanese half german
Probably has some flavor of autism
"Babygirl, Girlfailure, Crybaby"
A naive crybaby
Koyumi tears up very easily, for whatever reason. Happy, sad, angry, whenever she gets too emotional tears will well up in her eyes without her control, making her a notorious crybaby. Usually her tears are accompanied by huge blushes so it is impossible for her to hide any outburst.
Other than that she is a happy-go-lucky girl. A bit on the introvert side, trying hard not to bother anybody but willing to help anybody who asks, she tends to be led by the nose by pretty much everybody. She's not very good at detecting sarcasm, and she's even worse at catching even the most obvious hints of ill-intent from others.
Silence is gold
Koyumi suffers from hyperaccusis. Any sound is physically painful so she usually has noise cancelling and protective stuff lying around.
It might be due to that, but she has developed a habit to speak really softly to the point others struggle to hear her. She doesn't speak much anyway so it's not much of a problem, she largely prefers listening to others and letting them do the talking in her stead.
A cringe fangirl
Sebek? Going too far with his love for Malleus? Koyumi isn't faring any better, and she doesn't have only one object of attention. She treats everything and everyone she loves to the same degree of obsession, though unlike Sebek she rarely yells about her obsessions to others.
Her obsessions include, but do not limit themselves to: boys love, jewelry, handcrafts, Sebek, anything shiny, Grim, Sebek, boys bands, Sebek, Sebek, Sebek-
Random facts:
-She likes bugs, but she's deadly terrified of flying bugs (including fireflies, dragonflies, butterflies, and ladybugs).
-She actually has very good grades and an impressive memory.
-She spent the whole Dorm Sorting Ceremony bawling her eyes out because she was startled and everybody around was either fighting or angry at her.
-She has two big brothers.
-She has surprisingly good stamina.
-She crafts jewels as a hobby but she doesn't wear any because of sensory issues. She doesn't even have holes in her ears.
-She loves Grim very much (despite the fact that he's quite loud) and uses him as a plushie.
-She saw Sebek once and thought "That's the one." It's only worsened since then.
-Despite being useless around Sebek, she still somehow ships him with any cool looking guy that happens to stand next to him (including Silver, Jamil, and other first years).
-Her jealousy level is 0.
#yes as you can see I used to be a huge crybaby unable to handle conflict properly#and I was somehow even more obsessed with my hyperfixations as I am now#I've decided to put everything I used to think was cringe in her and to finally make peace with them#and by that I mean that I've decided to fall in love with the things I used to consider cringe and to bestow them to Koyumi#I used to have quite the internalized misogyny so while I wasn't rude to girls I still considered that fictional ones were less interesting#-or outright annoying and weak#so here I am making up the weakest crybabygirl ever so I can finally love her and pinch her cheeks#watch me embrace my damsel in distress side#(and Sebek (and Grim) shall be the knight in shining armor because I said so#mello's drawings#twst#twisted wonderland#twst oc#twst yuu#twst Koyumi#sebek zigvolt#twst grim#my art
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