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Eternal Bonds: Tim and Danny’s Infinite Realms Marriage
In the Infinite Realms, marriage is an unparalleled commitment. Unlike the mortal world, where love can be fleeting and easily undone, marriage in the Realms is something far more sacred. It’s not just about vows or ceremonies—it’s about merging souls, creating a bond that not even the vast stretches of time can sever. The very idea of marriage in the Realms is rare, almost mythical, because it requires two beings to love each other so profoundly that they’re willing to bind their very existence to one another.
For the ghosts and entities that reside in this realm, eternity isn’t just a poetic idea—it’s a reality. Time is meaningless when you’re no longer alive, when your very essence is bound to the afterlife. And because of this, relationships are viewed through a different lens. There’s no such thing as divorce, no “time apart.” Once a couple is bound, their souls are intertwined forever. To dedicate your entire being—past, present, and future—to another means accepting that their joys, sorrows, triumphs, and failures will be yours too. It’s a partnership where breaking the bond is simply impossible.
It’s why marriage is such a rare occurrence in the Realms. The ghosts, who have already lived one life and often seen the frailty of mortal promises, don’t enter into this kind of bond lightly. It’s only for the strongest of loves, for the most steadfast of commitments. Because once you marry in the Infinite Realms, that bond holds through eternity itself.
And yet, despite the gravity of it all, Tim and Danny find themselves willing to make that very commitment. Tim, a mortal tied to a world where things end, where nothing lasts forever, steps into the unknown. His love for Danny is so deep, so unshakable, that he agrees to a traditional Infinite Realms marriage. He knows full well the weight of it—he’s not just vowing to love Danny in this life, but in every life after. In swearing to this bond, Tim is offering his entire being to Danny, for now and all of eternity.
For Danny, this choice means even more. As a halfa, he exists between two worlds, knowing both the mortality of the living and the permanence of the ghostly afterlife. His love for Tim is powerful enough that he’s willing to make this eternal commitment, knowing that there’s no one else in any world—mortal, ghostly, or beyond—he would rather be tied to. For Danny, the bond is as natural as breathing. It’s a connection that deepens their relationship in a way that transcends the limitations of their two worlds.
Their marriage isn’t just a declaration of love—it’s a merging of souls, a binding that makes them two parts of the same whole. It overwhelms them with the sense of safety and belonging that they’ve both craved in their lives. In each other, they find the kind of love that doesn’t just endure life’s difficulties but thrives beyond them. Their bond ties them together forever in a way that no one else could understand, but to Tim and Danny, it’s everything.
They are each other’s home. And in the Infinite Realms, there is no greater honor, no stronger connection, than to be bound by love for all of eternity.
#brain dead#dead tired#tim drake#danny phantom#danny fenton#dc x dp#i totally think that marriage should be a sacred thing in the afterlife because you are promising to love someone for all eternity#eternity in a very literal sense btw#tim and danny should also just be undeniable soulmates in like every world ever#you can also totally make this angsty depending on how you think tim will end up in the realms#i had a few ideas#an interesting route could be that the traditional Infinite Realms marriage alters Tim fundamentally#turning him into a halfa like Danny#this transformation would ensure that they are not only emotionally and spiritually bonded#but also physically tied to the same plane of existence#another being tim might age much slower almost as if he’s been granted an extended lifespan#so that they can share a near-eternity together#he would still be alive but his mortality would be stretched out far beyond a normal human lifespan#i think this one is more devastating tho:#danny has to watch tim grow old while he remains ageless or only ages very slowly#but because the wedding binds their souls in the afterlife tim would not truly leave danny forever upon death#instead the moment tim's mortal life ends his soul could be drawn into the infinite realms to live with danny for eternity#agh theres just so much potential for this idea!! so many things i can add and have thought abt that would be so interesting to see!#i'm so in love with this concept
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childhood friends danny and jason miscellaneous thoughts: because why not, i'm reworking ch2 because it no longer fits with the remaster of chapter 1 so i've been thinking of them, and i love talking about them. which you should totally go read the remaster because its 26k words and im very proud of it and it barely got any attention.
First off Ellie vapes. Mostly because I think its real fucking funny. The first time Danny finds out about it he gets all up in arms about it. Ellie at first thinks its because she's smoking -- which, helloooo pot meet kettle, Danny has been smoking for a lot longer than she has.
And then he throws a curveball at her and says he's upset specifically because its vaping. Like no, no. Dammit, if you're gonna fuck up your lungs you gotta do it properly, none of this cotton-candy flavored nonsense.
He plays it up for laughs and it's largely non-serious 'i can't believe you're using a vape', if only to hide the fact that he is genuinely displeased with his little sister smoking. Self-destructive behaviors and bad habits are his thing, thank you very much.
But, well, he knows he'd be a hypocrite if he told her he didn't like that she was smoking. He's aware its bad for him, but habits are hard to break and he's not particularly keen to break this one in particular.
Danny bullies her relentlessly about it whenever she vapes in front of him. Like don't be a loser, Elle, carry a carton of cigs and a lighter in your back pocket like the rest of us degenerates.
[more under the cut]
Secondly: Danny's piercings? He got the first lobe piercings as a lost bet from Sam in junior year, and they did it in her room with a needle, a small bottle of blood blossom extract, and an apple. He broke out in hives for a week after thanks to the blood blossom, but it prevented the hole from healing up :)
He got the rest done professionally at a piercing place in the Ghost Zone. He asked Johnny where to find it. Sam and Johnny (and Kitty) nearly convinced him into getting snakebites. He got an eyebrow piercing instead.
Danny's undercut is also self-done, he did it because Technus shot at him with an ectoblast and it missed hitting him, but set his hair on fire. Danny got it out pretty quickly, but it left his hair lopsided and obviously looking like it got burned by something. He went to Sam for help after the fight. He liked the way it looks so he's kept it that way since.
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Vlad brought up Jason once(1) in a taunt during a fight, and this was after Jason disappeared from the ghost zone, and Danny very. very nearly killed him on the spot. He hasn't done it since.
Which leads into the other thing: Grief Triggers! As I call them. All Banshees have them in this au.
While all banshees are, in general, in a permanent state of grief, Grief Triggers are a specific emotional response that can cause them to spiral into a state of intense, sometimes debilitating sorrow, and most of the time causes them to start wailing.
Banshees know what their Grief Triggers are and in general tend to try and build up a form of resistance against it so that, if something occurs that happens to trigger said grief, they can at least either get away from other ghosts to let loose or have enough control over themselves that it'll take more work to send them spiraling.
As expected, Jason is Danny's grief trigger. He's built up a pretty good resistance to it so that hey, talking about him and his death is easier than when Danny was fourteen. But a little more prodding and it will trigger, especially depending on who brings him up and how. (See: Vlad)
Grief Triggers also manifest relatively the same; with the induction of an intense state of grief and sorrow, but how a banshee acts on it can sometimes vary. Again, it depends on who triggers it and how. Some of them can get,,, violent, depending on how it happens.
Rath, this au's 'Dan', is a case of a banshee being put into the grief state caused by grief triggers and... never really leaving it. Which they usually do on their own, or with help depending on the severity of it.
At the time it happened Danny was going through the worst week of his life a second time: his best friend's ghost disappeared, then his family and friends all died right in front of him, and then he was stuck with someone who wasn't helping him through that grief.
He was already in the grieving state when Vlad tore out his ghost half. As a result, Vlad only made it worse. With that fury thrown into the mix, Vlad ended up getting torn apart and nobody else was close enough with nor could they get close enough to Rath to help him come down from the wailing state.
So Rath ended up getting stuck in a perpetual negative feedback loop of absolute misery, and well... drove himself insane. The rest of the world became collateral as a result.
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the difference between Danny and Jason lies in the fact that Jason died, while Danny is dead.
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I'm having more thoughts on the CFAU/TMWS universe banshees, actually.
Banshees are either born in the ghost zone from ectoplasm and are ecto-entities and work as banshees as how we know of them, or they're human spirits that died mourning someone and that grief was so intense that it turned them into a banshee. They're a little more rare.
These banshees typically mourn only one person, or sometimes they follow their Realm-born counterparts and choose a family to mourn for. Typically their own.
Ember is not a banshee; human spirit banshees are always mourning another person. However, her abilities emulate certain qualities of banshees: like the beautiful singing. But in comparison to an actual banshee, Ember's voice pales.
Does this mean Danny has the better singing voice? Yeah. Ember is incensed by this.
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If canon Danny and CFAU/TMWS Danny met, I think canon Danny would be kinda unsettled or off put by CFAU.
CFAU Danny still has some pretty core Danny traits, at least I like to think so -- his general drive to help people just out of compassion for them (even if it manifests differently at first due to trauma), his wit and humor, his fear of failing to protect his loved ones, all of those resonate with canon Danny.
However, canon Danny, as far as I can remember and as far as his wiki goes, rarely gets extremely angry or emotional. He gets irritated and he gets annoyed but him getting mad I don't think happens super often. CFAU Danny is the angrier one between Jason and Danny. It's one of the things I consider a division point between him and canon Danny as it's a result of him growing up in Crime Alley. Canon Danny is canonically shy and meek prior to becoming Phantom, CFAU Danny couldn't be -- he'd be dead already.
CFAU Danny's anger would off put canon Danny, in my opinion. His anger, his smoking, and for lack of a better term, his bloodlust would unsettle him.
Like, for example, say CFAU Danny gets transported to a canon (or canon-adjacent) Danny's universe. He's staying with canon for a little bit as they brainstorm how to get him back home, and CFAU Danny goes to school with canon if only so that he's not stuck in the house all day.
Whether they try and pass CFAU Danny off as canon's cousin or if the town already knows that he's another version of Danny, it doesn't matter. Because insert Dash.
Dash who, in CFAU Danny's world, has since learned not to fuck around with Danny or the other kids because Danny has long since asserted that he will beat his ass if he does. 'Fucking around' always predates the 'finding out', and Danny is happy to act as consequence.
(As my father told me (paraphrased) when I was a small child and full of uncontrollable anger: "there's gonna be a day where you're gonna hit someone, and they're gonna hit you back")
And canon Dash, who is used to canon Danny who kinda just takes it because it means that he won't target other people, would see CFAU Danny. He'd notice the resemblance between him and canon, immediately try and go "oh new target!", and try and bully him the same way he does to canon. And Danny "I am the consequences of your actions" CFAU Fenton, instantly throws hands.
Just, CFAU Danny is kind but he's also Gotham-raised and full of bite; he's meaner than canon is. He's more ruthless too, especially in his ghost fights. The ease of which he slips into violence would, imo, discomfort canon. CFAU and Canon would eventually get along though, they're not so different that they'd be in constant clash of each other.
(Canon Danny and Danyal Al Ghul however,,, thats another post LMAO)
#cw smoking#cw vaping#dpxdc#dp x dc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc crossover#dead on main au#childhood friends au#cfau#dpdc#ugh i could have made this two parts probably#i've had a lot of thoughts on banshees in this au and how i could adjust them#what i didn't get into: the ghostly behavioral affects that danny has gone through since dying. the ghostly mood swings and#heightened emotions that he's had to work through for the last five years.#one of my favorite lines in the remaster is danny mentioning offhandedly that he's gotten better at his mood swings ever since being a ghos#but also implying that vlad has been on the receiving end of these mood swings before and it didnt end well for him#like yessss gurl go through permanent irrevocable changes of your physiology and psyche that has ultimately altered you from the person you#used to be. you are now no longer fully human yess gurl pick up those habits and behavioral changes that is common in the species you've#been turned into even if its only halfway.#iirc i don't think i included obsessions in this au and checking the remaster doc and the word doesn't show up once in all 26k words of it#so hey looks like we get this instead#danny's singing voice is permanently ingrained in my head as sounding like hozier#its very very funny to imagine my au dannys meeting canon danny or canon adjacent danny#cfau seeing dan: who tf is that?? | canon: um.. dan? our evil alternate future self? | cfau: THATS your evil future self??#canon: yeah?? does yours not. look like that? | cfau: NO?#look if dan saw rath he would do a doubletake is all im saying and then would go “what the fuck what the fuck what the fUCK”#turning rath into a horror movie abomination is the fun part of this au and he's never even gonna show up#jason died but danny is dead. it lies in the past and the present. the was and the is. one of us got up and the other didn't
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what i love about the Famous Actor Natori Shuuichi of it all is that...it's not just that he's famous and therefore widely recognizable wherever he goes. like yes that is very funny because he was an exorcist before he became a famous actor, which means he CHOSE, on purpose, a day job that would make it harder to hide his double life/secret identity from the hordes of his adoring public, but it's more than that. it's not just that he's famous, it's that he's famous specifically for being an ACTOR, aka a person whose job it is to dissimulate, to make believe, to inhabit roles and emotions other than his own. like he decided he was going to become as visible as possible (which again was literally not necessary! he could have gone into any other career for his day job!!) but in such a way that everyone would see him but no one would see him - they would just see his various made-up personas, including the Famous Actor Natori Shuuichi persona. i can't decide if he's a genius or if he just made so many absurd decisions that they canceled each other out and circled back around to working out. he's either playing 9-dimensional chess or he's eating the pieces. too soon to say.
#the other thing i love about it is that in a very real sense it's his actor day job that is his alter ego#being an exorcist is his normie job. he's just a famous celebrity on the side#which isn't that uncommon in secret identity setups but it's still very funny#natsume's book of friends#natsume yuujinchou#natori shuuichi#natsuyuu meta#my posts#f#i think probably the actual answer is that acting was a very natural career choice because he already masks so extensively#both to hide that he can see things other people can't (and that youkai exist and that he exorcises them)#and to hide what he's really feeling so that no one can use it against him#so if it's already something he has to do & he's good at it...why not have someone tell him exactly how to do it & get paid for it?#and the other part of the answer is that most ppl don't go into acting assuming they'll get famous. the fame was a side effect#so each decision as it was being made probably made perfect sense. but put them all together#and you have this hilarious assortment of elements that seem to directly contradict each other#okay also i would be remiss if i didn't mention the other possible answer which is that the attention came first and was unavoidable#and the acting developed from the need to protect himself from the attention that he was going to be attracting no matter what he did#because he's so beautiful. and (in the exorcist world specifically) because he's the last of the natori#the more i talk about it the more i'm like no becoming a famous actor was the only path that made any sense for him lol#1) he's gonna be watched no matter what bc he's him -> gotta figure out how to hide his secrets -> learn to act as self-defense#or 2) he's got secrets -> he's gotten a lot of practice hiding them -> hey you could make a career out of this!#all roads lead to actor natori shuuichi. and since he's beautiful...all roads lead to FAMOUS actor natori shuuichi#i love it when i ramble so much in the tags that i end up contradicting my own post lol#he's neither thinking ten steps ahead nor is he irrational. he's simply making sensible individual decisions#that follow logically from what is available to him and what his priorities are
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I’m literally fine I don’t care its not even that big of a deal it’s whatever who’s Hilda
#me watching the entire trailer: right but what does this mean for Lauren#I think I’m gonna end up making her story a whole much more canon divergent au if I wanna keep it the same lol#I’ll only be 4 chapters into Plenism when it comes out tho so#i can always do a quick rewrite I suppose?#I’ve kept things as vauge as possible but it does rely on Hilda being johannas biological kid born via a regular pregnancy#the time the dad left would have to be altered anyway if he had left after Hilda was brown#cause the whole premise of the what if au is ‘what if the show was written with lauren in mind from the start’#so things would be p different anyway#ANYWAYS#hilda#hilda the series#netflix hilda#hilda netflix#Hilda spoilers#Hilda season 3 spoilers#Hilda (Hilda)#Hilda johanna#Johanna hilda#Hilda david#David hilda#Hilda frida#frida hilda#Hilda twig#twig hilda#raven Hilda#Hilda raven#the great raven#aunt astrid Hilda#Hilda aunt astrid#aunt Astrid
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Okay this is so specific but I picture Dirk/UltDirks headspace (DID moment) in a very specific way BUT since he has DID that means Bro Strider also has it and while Dirks is an intricate spaceship bridge with like 20 control panels and a viewport I imagine Bros headspace to be exactly like Facade the game from 2005
#dirk strider#homestuck#bro strider#hs hal#ult dirk#DID Dirk#< I will very likely be posting more about this#specifically Bros headspace is like Jerma playing facade (which is what the dialogue is from)#Dirk also has more alters than Bro does bc Bro acclimates most of the others cause he doesn’t want to deal with them#he just can’t with Hal or Dirk bc they’re difficult#this would be like in the beta session still and I think Bro ends up being an alter for Dirk/Ultdirk it just depends on the timeline
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Dick or no dick confirmation Pickles was always going to be trans to me anyways; if he's swingin' somethin that's phallo babes, if he's not then his t-dick fat. What's not to get.
#metalocalypse#jay talkin#I'm sorry they wrote that awful gross little man far too likeable and relatable to on a trans level#for me not to hoot and holler and cheer for the trans pickles agenda#changes nothing about his character arc or any of the show anyone is capable of being the kind of person he is#don't make the mistake of thinking thats exclusive to cis men#his transness wouldnt change that#only adds on an extra layer to him that i think works fantastically.#Listen that dude was rejected by his family driven to drink and drugs young to escape that ran away to be in a band#is called fucking Pickles of all things and refuses to tell anyone his real last name;#over the span of four seasons and two movies he slowly starts to learn to be for others what he never had#he becomes more caring more supportive#it's not a stretch to say he undoes some of the toxic masculinity he's been keeping himself shielded behind#and learns how to be a kinder man.#all of which have no contradictions with him being trans!#In fact it doesn't take much extra thought to find ways a lot of this can line up with some trans masculine experiences#i mean. Did no one else have a younger phase where they swung as far as they could into crass rude and uncaring ways#to try and assert their masculinity only to grow and realise that you can be a man and be more caring.#Did no one else have father issues. 1 800 come on now i know those are both shared experiences a lot of us have had LOL.#at the end of the day this show aired nearly 20 years ago and is finished. we're not getting more of it#so nothing is altered nor changed if pickles is canonically trans or not ok. its fine#i mean hell i dont even need canon confirmation hes trans to me and thats all i care abt#but i think if yr getting suuuuuper weird abt needing him not to be canonically trans you have some issues#and bio essentialist ideals of gender if you think only a cis man can act like he does#again. anyone can be like that. its not exclusive. him being trans would not change him in any way shape or form lol#AND ALSO GODDDUUUGH for once i love getting to see a guy pushing 50 whos depicted as trans#do you have any idea how dire and barren it is out here. we never get to see a trans guy older than 30 and whos not a pristine model#I WANT MORE OLD SHLUBBY SHITHEAD TRANS GUYS IN MEDIA
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english jinriki utau is coming along!! hes based on a tts so he sounds kinda harsh and choppy (so im tuning him more robotically than i usually do). im actually enjoying working on his design. which is rare! so theres a wip of that too. his name is J, hes a decommissioned aquarium tour android. and hes just a little guy. he likes going to the beach and pointing out all the animal species he can find. hes not supposed to be able to sing And his vocal system is damaged, but he hangs out with androids who can sing and hes enamored with music so he tries his best
#spooksposting#oc#my art#vocal synth#utau#J#video#its almost 6 am......... i fucked up bigtime#u know i had to use a mili song....... i rly need to play library of ruina actually its so intimidating though 😭😭😭#i love this dude#most of his memory got corrupted so he really only knows what his model was intended for but based on bits and pieces#there was a long time between his decommissioning and abt a decade before the present where he was cared for by someone#and there were definitely alterations made to some of his systems but hes unsure what#he has his own kind of grief abt not being able to remember any of that bc he knows he was happy. whatever that means for him#i dont think even he knows#but hes chillin bc hes still alive after all this time#sorry i got back into vocal synth stuff recently and immediately started worldbuilding and shit w my utaus#and ofc they ended up way more personal than most of my ocs bc they all involve my own voice or directly interacting w characters who do 🫠#theyre all androids or computer programs so far in-universe and im like ah! perfect for dissecting all my brain processes#oooh i get chatty when im tired#anyawy my head hurts goot bye#spooks vsynth
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Muppet ass bird movie
#the boy and the heron was good! visually stunning#however. I think it falls into the same trap that everything since ponyo and arietty has fallen into#which is too many elements. the ‘rock’ was unnecessary. it should have just been more of a… crazy wizard guy found some way to alter the spo#spirit world/afterlife on his own? I think the element of accepting new family members was a bit lost.#the heron wanting to bring him to the spirit world would have been a bit more impactful if he had been the g.grand uncle in disguise?#parrots were a really fun element but using them as the end-villain was not satisfying#there was a chance to have the main character decide the end of the plot but that was just taken away from him#cursed with never remembering character names. but the plot I was expecting was a bit more mature with the pregnant aunt being asked to give#up her child to be the next wizard or something. like that’s why she was brought there. because the main character resisted so much so they#took the next youngest of kin to raise in the spirit world#man. that said the scenery surrounding the first pelican scene until they get the fish is like. directly from many dreams I’ve had
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"I don't like sad things" hello ??? you who has come up with some of the angstiest things before ? delightfully hurt/comfort ? /t
Listen Blaines my dear friend
I never said I wasn't a hypocrite, like I was in tears about your lie in april + I want to eat your pancreas and I'm always in tears about Kojika and Ronin's Right person, not enough time dynamic- I think that's just a trope that's always gonna make me cry ngl-
I genuinely don't like sad things most of the time but angst I can handle when I know there's comfort at the end. When I know the characters are gonna get a happy ending or I know where the story is gonna go or if I'm forewarned ahead of time.
And the Angst thing is because I have Ru as my role model in the angst department so Gotta keep up with their silly antics /j
#that being said uhhhhhh Yes I have angst things but listen LISTEN#if you think i'm bad you should see Danganronpa's backstories for their characters good lord#My motto is please get characters therapy amen#bUT NO NO STORIES ABOUT GRIED FUCK ME UP IN A VERY PARTICULAR A WAY#i think it's why I'm latching onto batman so hard because His story is rooted so heavily in grief#it is an intricate part of who he is! it was a life altering event the death of his parents! you can't take it away from the person he is!!#and Grief is that thing you can never really escape because death comes for everyone in the end. you're either going to be the grieved or#the griever#the saddest thing that can be is someone who has no one to grieve for them tbh#sorry I quite literallt just finished your lie in april an hour ago so it is fresh on the brain#BLAINES :D!!#but yeah no if anyone asks about Any angst thoughts I have uhhhhhh it depends because I usually sell myself as someone that's very fluff#focused and that's true and is the main kind of stuff I enjoy reading/watching but sometimes Angst is good#Especially as Hurt/Comfort JUST MWAH the good stuff in getting comfort#madi answers#also if anyone asks who kojika and ronin are... they are some of my ocs#i don't usually talk about my OCs on tumblr because it's tumblr but I have so much lore on them it's insane#wHICH KOJIKA'S STORY IS ALSO SO INTRICATELY TIED TO GRIEF AND HOW IT'S EVER CONSUMING IF YOU LET IT BE AND GNAWS#if any of you ask about my OCs I apologize for the infodump that will be thrown upon my page#it's honestly easier to get their info from my art fight please
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Context: this is an info post for a different post I made, you can find it here :3
So if this somehow gets out to people that don't know this blog, hi, we're a system and I (Host) am here to explain what this is.
About six-eight months ago iirc I had the flu and got a fever dream about LC where I was a different person who had been turned into a coilhead and was working with a scrap collecting team for fun. This whole experience of being sick and having nightmares for like two weeks made us split a new alter (March) and a few weeks later we split another alter (Rend) due to an incredibly stressful and traumatizing near-death experience. The two of them bonded and turned the fever dream into a little story they liked to work on together. At first Rend was SUPER delusional about it but he got better <3 so this animatic, drawn originally by him, was supposed to be about how the two reunited (cuz in the story Rend was the captain of March's ship before they both were killed and became monsters) in their little story they were making
The rest of the animatic would show the human (named Xenon) running from Rend before being cut off by March, who would then chase Rend away before he recognized him. Rend, not being able to see still coil-heads wouldn't recognize March yet and would eventually be cornered where Xenon would return, having realized Rend wasn't dangerous and could be a deceased employee like March. And that's where the animatic would've ended :3
In their little story there's other characters, like a lot of other characters, but Rend, March, and Anno are the only ones who have a place in the story as of now. They might put Friend in but honestly I'm not sure how they would cuz Friend is just like An Actual Jester it's not a person that got killed like those three are. OOH and also they put my LC OC, Pace, in too! Hes a bracking <3
#host#I know this probably sounds weird but it's just something they like to do 🤷♂️#at first Rend was really delusional to an unhealthy extent about it but he source separated a bit and now treats the story as like a hobby#:3#the best way I can describe it is having alters of your oc's except instead of the OC being something you consciously made#instead they came from a nightmare tee hee#and trauma ofc like that tends to be the catalyst LOL#also lmk if you want them to make the little story they came up with into likr A Thing#I know they have a lot of it written down in Google docs so we could make#like#an ao3 account or something and post it all in lil updates#if ppl are interested in their writing ofc#personally I'm SHIT at writing but they might be better tee hee#also adding this on at the end but I know that I specifically type like#funny#in a way#but im not a child I'm 21#I was also concerned the shitty art would make people think I was like#14#which is fine but I don't want my friends to be concerned cuz like#I KNOW that feeling of suddenly finding out your friend is like 6 years younger than you in your 20s LOL
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Every time I see a Dazai hate post I have to take a deep breath and remind myself not to argue because I will inevitably just end up using a lot of flowery words to call op an idiot
#that former ib student in me jumps out and i get real pretentious abt education real fast#wdym you’re openly admitting you haven’t read the light novels whilst trying to argue against a “headcanon” that has been confirmed multipl#times in canon?? you’re not smart!! those are terrible analyst skills!!#i’m talking abt ppl who try to analyze him and end up missing the core themes of his arc btw not the ppl who jokingly slander him#i’ve found that most dazai haters just fundamentally disagree with asagiri and they want to alter canon to fit their viewpoints#there are ppl who acknowledge his development and still hate him ofc but those fans don’t run their mouths as much#i can’t publicly defend my problematic faves bcuz i being a “idgaf” attitude to their crimes that the fandom doesn’t rly like#actually that’s a lie i DO acknowledge dazai’s crimes and i love how they contribute to his story#he’s literally my favorite character ever so i can get a little hostile abt him lol#which is why i don’t post abt him much outside of ao3 where i’m less likely to run into ppl who want to argue#the bsd fandom is what started my streak of blocking ppl at the drop of a hat#i blocked someone before posting this#osamu dazai#bsd#bungou stray dogs
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shadow having days where he’s more kid than adult, and more adult than kid
but also days where he’s more maria than shadow
#on account of having her soul and all#it’s not so much a matter of her soul having its own consciousness and influencing his decisions#so much as it’s just him deliberately tending toward things She liked instead of prioritizing his usual preferences#and by that i primarily mean the easiest way to tell he’s having one of those days is by the food he gets#he doesn’t Dislike any particular food but he does tend to find sweets boring#so if he’s ordering sweet/fruity things then it’s probably One Of Those Days.#shadow who would normally order a hearty breakfast instead getting something like a strawberry/banana crepe for example#but then stealing a cherry tomato off his friend's plate (with permission) and having his usual Fancy Coffee#because even if he’s having One Of Those Days#he still knows it’s more of a compulsion and he’s not actually being influenced in some physical sense with altered preferences/behavior#at the end of the day he himself still prefers those more complex earthy flavors#but treating that maria side of his soul is what feels Right at that moment#sacrificing a tiny amount of his own comfort for the memory of hers#that kind of thing#idk if i’m making sense it’s a weirdly difficult thing to articulate#and i don’t think he’d be able to explain it either#it's just something about him that no one would even necessarily pick up on#unless they knew him INCREDIBLY well#second chance au#shadow the hedgehog#sea talks
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the only thing funnier than Maggie fumbling Henry's entirely random character shift bw bllb and trk is that henry is just straight up in the DID trenches the entire time but nobody ever notices
#his curse of being hot means that people entirely disregard entire character changes#< this whole post was in the Drafts Dungeon but actually i dont think it should be#SORRY if this is insensitive i just think its hilarious if every time they talk to henry its a different alter but they just diall it up#to him being Canadian or something#declan does know though hes impossibly sweet about getting him out of situations and Never mentioning it to near-baseline henry bc hed#never hear the end of it#henryposting#trcposting
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I was thinking about this weird body horror bastard earlier
#gopher art#sketchbook#mortal kombat#mk monster#*twirls hair* girl he is so cryptic. love a mysterious guy#for those who dont know him: he's one of the last fights in deception's konquest mode. you arent warned about him. he isnt explained after#it is literally the hardest non optional fight in that game mode. he claims to be the champion of the elder gods. this is unconfirmed#its bizarre and i fucking ADORE it#my theory doesnt really go any further than as its written. other than the idea that Monster has been the champion for a long fucking time.#and that he was once normal (or what passes as normal for whatever realm he's from) but being influenced by the elder gods for so long has#had a sort of... corrupting effect? their power has rubbed off on him and altered him#when Scorpion is chosen as their champion (mkd ending especially) he hasnt been under their influence long enough for it to change him#i have another unrelated theory where he's an alternate timeline version of scorpion who- due to Fuck You I Said So logic-#has been snatched up by the elder gods. and hes been in their service for so long he doesnt know who he is#hes simply Monster. Champion of the Elder Gods#neither of these have evidence btw. i just think it would be neat
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I think. I need to reread wolf hall
#favorite asoiaf blog is reading it etc etc#that book was sooooo important to me when I read it several quotes from it permanently altered me and how I view the world#and the next two books#like thinking about my brother I always end up thinking about henry viii being like a tamed lion you can play with him but#all the time you’ll be thinking those claws those claws those claws!#thomas dreaming about the snake he spared having babies it names Thomas and they dream about the thames… christ…..
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List 5 facts about a favorite sim of yours, and send this to simblrs whose sims you adore 🖤
thank you juney for this ask!!! I'm sorry for it being so late, been too lazy and wtv to answer it (and other asks) 🥲
Leo McNamara
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...Facts under the cut because it isn't a "list 5 facts" or some version of OC lore ask if I don't absolutely DUMP lore
1. Leo is Welsh with a sprinkle of Irish and Kyrgyz. His father is Welsh/Irish, and his mother is (also) Welsh/Kyrgyz- In terms of an accent, Leo has a mix of a Welsh and Irish accent, Welsh being moreso prominent. Leo changed his birth name just for ease of speech for others and doesn't really embrace his birth name which is Llŷr Mawr-rwyce-Kulov (First surname Welsh, second Kyrgyz - Mawr-rwyce is actually a very old Welsh surname and while it was insisted that his late ancestors change it to Maurice, they didn't falter and have kept it going, it seems Leo decided to break that stride however 🫡)- Leo has in fact legally changed his name and generally avoids telling people his birth name. Even though his first name was just chosen randomly, his last name is actually his father's mother's (so his grandma) maiden name (Her's was MacNamara, Leo went with a more... "modern"(?) spelling of the surname).
2. His hair is not naturally pink (duh), or should i say reddish-pink, whatever- anyways, he's naturally a strawberry blondie, and started actually dying his hair around 16 years old (his parents were pissed bc it was w/o permission), starting with a brown color and then didn't redye it for a couple years (17-20) and then for his 21st birthday, he got mega-drunk, made a stupid decision to dye his hair pink and has since stuck with pink, this continued decision stemmed from "just a stupid decision" to "I actually really love this color," this also was a sort of step out of his toxic masculinity that he struggled with for oh so long 🥲
3. To segway into this fact, i'm gonna stem off the last sentence from the prev fact- Leo grew up in a VERY toxic home, of which i won't go into detail to spare TWs and stuff 😪 and in that home, he was thrown into the swing of toxic masculinity and severe anger issues, his parents didn't gaf about his mental health or stability and never took him for therapy or anger management and was only financially able and mentally ready to start going to therapy around 19-20 years old. It was very effective for him, however his anger tends to seep through the cracks sometimes... (which MAY become evident later on in him and roo's little story)
4. Lots of hair talks it seems: Leo's hairstyle always changed, he never cared for his hair and was, surprisingly, fine with it being long (surprisingly just due to his Tox Masc), but his parents? Nope, they were reckless and would leave him with choppy haircuts and shitty buzzcuts, he would fight back but inevitably give up in these haircutting sessions. He still doesn't care about his hair length and lets it grow out, which you'll have seen in any Reo/Leo post :)
5. Leo is very awkward when it comes to flirting, he usually doesn't fumble his words but when it came to flirting, especially to Roo, it was like trying to speak while falling down a hill- In the early Reo posts (aka college days), you'll notice that Leo usually seems pretty... awkward or "uncomfortable"/anxious, which is true, he has a hard time throwing and receiving compliments, which if you paid attention to facial expressions, you'll notice that the Leo in Roo's dream is not awkward! Which was intentional, Roo imagined Leo to be very... not anxious and stutter-y, which of course isn't Leo's true character, but that's not to say Leo isn't a little bit poetic and a little romantic, he just has a hard time expressing it... :P
#gaahhhhh I love Leo. i... lowkey see a bit of myself in him in the anger issues department </3#Him being Welsh and Irish+Kyrgyz was NOT an initial idea. I only recently decided he was gonna be welsh-#-when i was looking up names for Roo and Leo's duo#5th fact might end up being twisted and altered as i grow his character 🤔🤔#Hiraeth : Leo#Hiraeth : Leo*#[ Hiraeth ]#oc facts#oc interview#my oc#yapping#circusjuney
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