#he cant read spoons thoughts anymore ):

[aro-ortega]

good morning people who live in my phone

[dunmeshistash]

After seeing your post awhile back about Thistle not dying, I reexamined my own assumptions of that scene. I think a lot of other media would've definitely implied that as death, I do think there's a very strong argument for that scene meaning that Thistle is finally getting to *rest*. I don't believe he's slept or ate well as the dungeon lord. And given that Thistle is a child I think that's a well deserved ending that fits the themes of the entire story

Ultimately I don't think it matters if he died right then and there or not. But that was the moment he could finally "let go" for sure.

When I first saw that scene my first thought was relief and happiness for him, that he didn't have to worry about the mortality of his friend anymore, that he could rest in the arms of a loved one and finally be held, Instead of shouldering the survival of a whole kingdom in his back he finally could lean on someone else.

I love that this moment has a whole page for it, I don't think this is a sad moment at all, to me it's a moment of comfort.

Something I think I might have misinterpreted on my first read but I still cant understand what it means is this empty plate.

Right before this Yaad offers him soup in a wooden spoon

Somehow I assumed this meant he did eat, but now I realize that's not likely, but it bugs me that the visual of eaten food is the same food that was offered to Thistle. I keep thinking there's something there but it might just be me coping and trying to find some proof he has the will to live still in him.

[r1pp4r]

hi lovelies!! work has been busy <333 i’m working on requests but in the mean time have some simon “ghost” riley headcannons :))

- i also bought a ps4 and have been playing cod so… more content hehe 🫶🫶

anyway!! here’s the headcannons :)) slight NSFW warning!!!

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• simon isn't a physical touch man unless youre in private but it takes a little bit. he won't be all over you when the two of you are out in public, especially on mission. but he'll do discreet little touches here and there (i.e put his hand on your upper arm, brush your shoulder, your knee, thigh) he'll even grab your pinky (he LOVES finger holding you cant change my mind)

• while simon would be absolutely infatuated with you, he'd also be terrified of you. he loves the thought of having you wrapped in his arms at night but the thought of him crushing or possibly hurting you shuts the idea out almost completely.

• this one is sad but he's hurt you before sleeping. he was definitely having a night terror, he's pushed you out of bed sometimes or woken up screaming. you didn't get to see that until farther along in the relationship though, he probably wouldn't physically sleep with you for maybe the first 6months to a year. it depends on ur dynamic :))

• as much as i know everyone thinks he'd be some mean, aggressive brute in bed... bro. he'd literally be so sweet. he'd take his time and make sure you felt loved. he likes to use his hands and mouth more than his yk, it just makes him feel like he's violating you less? idk how to explain it but he doesn't like receiving TOO much, like he won't ask for it every time but if you ever wanna really get him goin.. 🫣🫣🫣

• simon loves to take care of you, and the thing is you'll argue over it. (at least imc) but he'd definitely try and be the main caretaker of everything and i mean EVERYTHINGGGG, but he also likes ur independence :)) so u have your own job n your own money, he just likes to take care of the big things you pay for groceries n shit (when he's not looking)

• this man LOOOOOVES ur thighs. he loves just feeling his head squished in between the warmth. he loved feeling the skin squish between his fingers as he grabs your legs... esp when it jiggles after he spanks u. ANYWAYYYYYYYYY

• he loves cuddling whenever youre the little spoon in any shape or form. simon is ALWAYS holding you. his arms are wrapped around your form like a cocoon and he makes sure you're all cozied up against him. he also likes to make sure you're protected and one of the only ways he can do that is with his arms around you. he feels the safest with his arms wrapped around you, as do you.

• playing off that.. this man will literally murk a motherfucker if they LOOK at you wrong. (obviously not he'd just stare.. at them. very intensely) but if anyone ever put their hands on you in any sense of malice... i don't think for a second simon would hesitate.

• also... playing off sense. simon 100% knows when someone's bullshitting, or he can call anyone out within a minute. he's VERY good at reading people and truly can figure out their intentions quickly (obvs they can change or he can be wrong but like.. he's not 85% of the time.)

• once simon is comfortable enough with you, he'll come to you whenever he's having a moment and will allow you to basically cradle him until he doesn't need it anymore. he doesn't like to be squeezed tho (besides during ... but we knew that 😸) he just wants you to hold him and run ur fingers through his hair

• he talks a LITTLE bit more with you and his tone is a lot different and his voice is softer but he still doesn't talk a LOT. you do most of the talking but he prefers it that way because he loves listening to your voice. (he 100% calls you on missions whenever he can rather than text, he HATES texting)

• simon has cried to soap and roach about how he wants to love you but feels like he can’t. 100%.

• he only likes to be called simon when they’re at home, or in the bedroom. sometimes you’ve slipped up and he doesn’t mind :)

•bonus simon loves ur hands :~)

[priestessame]

No thoughts just brainrot about BF Getou making you cum on his fingers while you watch anime together (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄).

Fem! AFAB reader Minors DNI

Non-weeb boyfriend Geto who finds it so cute that you wanna watch your weird cartoons with him. He doesn't understand much of it, half because they each have like a 100 episodes and half because he's too lazy to read the subtitles.

But he doesn't mind if its with you. Especially when you ask him so nicely, ofcourse he's gonna say yes <3

Geto recommends you two watch it on the tv in the living room instead of his bed as usual. You don't really mind till the time you're watching what you wanted. So if your boyfriend wanted to watch Monster musume on the couch instead you didn't think much of it.

He made it pretty and comfy as he spooned you on the couch, wrapping your soft blanket over your bodies as you snuggle up next to him. Ya know, to get all comfy and cozy.

Gosh he loves how you babble about your favorite character, pointing at scenes you like and giving him random trivia. He touches you out of habit, his fingers idly brush up against your waist, massaging circles into your skin.

He loves how warm your body feels against his and he cant help but touch you more the moment he feels your skin. His fingers slide under your shirt cold fingertips brushing against your torso. It sends goosebumps down your spine and you groan.

You squirm from the touch, turning your head to look at him. Geto just clicks his tongue, pressing a soft kiss in your hair as you pout, "You'll miss out." he says, his breath tickles your ear and you feel your core throb with excitement. The gruffy texture of his voice makes you squeeze your legs together tighter, but he pries them open, his fingers digging into your soft thighs.

In the moment you feel trapped under his weight, your body being toyed with as he kneads your thighs and ass. Warmth pools between your legs and you find yourself getting more and more distracted, "Sugu-"

He nips the shell of your ear and you shuffle a yelp. You bite into the blanket trying to muffle your voice. "Eyes on the Tv sweetheart." he says, "I don't want my roommates to get any wrong ideas." Your stomach twists at his words, both Shoko and Satoru were still at the apartment and could potentially walk into the living area any time.

He groans deeply in the crook of your neck, you pin your eyes on the tv screen biting down on the blanket harder. The hard bulge of his erection presses into your lower back you can feel the heat radiating off him through the thin fabric of his sweats. You can't tell what is going on in the episode anymore.

His breath fans your neck as he glides his knuckles over your slit. He loves how fucking wet you get for him, your pretty clit already hard, begging him to play with you. Your body squirms under his slightest touch, when traces your sloppy gushing entrance, you buckle and he cant wait anymore. He slides his finger inside you, groaning as your gummy walls swallow his digits. You moan pathetically into the blanket and it just makes him want to fuck you harder. He is mean when he gets like this, making you edge over and over until your crying and begging him for release.

Even now he pounds his fingers into you ruthlessly, you're in near tears from how rapidly your pleasure is building. He is annoying good with his fingers, spoiling your poor cunt until you couldn't take it anymore. His fingers curl deliciously, stuffing you full as he pulls your first orgasm. The coil in your stomach snaps and you gush around his fingers.

You pant as you come down from your high, feeling the thin sheen of sweat over your body and the blanket tangled between your legs. The anime continues to play before you and Geto's arm around your torso loosens. He presses a quick kiss on your forehead, his thumb still drawing lazy circles on your sensitive bud.

"Why don't we watch another episode?"

[smila-mac]

So as we know Soda dies in the Vietnam war, Steve comes back and is broken but here is how I think the rest of the gang reacts

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Ponyboy: I wholeheartedly believe that Ponyboy is so severely depressed after this. Refuses at all to let Darry let go of ANYTHING to do with Soda

“Why did you bin this spoon?”

“It’s useless, it’s literally bent so far beyond use..?”

“SODA DONE THAT YOU CANT GET RID OF IT!”

Anytime he gets Mail he hopes that it’s Soda writing to him, he also re-reads that letter Dally delivered to him that day in the church. He literally can’t sleep in the bed anymore because he will turn around to hug him and he isn’t there. He can’t look at sunsets without breaking down into tears, the two people he could talk to about it are dead, in everything he sees, he somehow connects it to soda. “What would soda think?” “Soda would think that’s tuff” “could you imagine if soda saw that?” . Ponyboy doesn’t see Steve the same for a whileIn his mind Steve let soda die and he literally won’t forgive Steve for about a year and a half before Steve just tells him the full story one day and pony realises it wasn’t his fault

Darry: Darry finds it even harder to connect to Pony after this, after soda dies pony is depressed and Darry just can’t communicate with Pony anymore. He has the jacket that Soda wore to court the day Johnny was on trial and Darry still speaks to it when he’s struggling with Pony. Like if Pony is having a particularly bad depressive episode he just goes into his room, looks at the jacket and literally just talks about how hard it’s been without him there. He can sometimes hear Pony sleep talking in the other room, and every single time he says Sodas name, it breaks Darrys heart. I think after a while of Pony being depressed they manage to get out of it stronger than ever, like they are literally inseparable after this cause they only have each other. Sometimes Darry will call out for soda to help with the dishes and just feel really empty when he doesn’t respond.

“Ponyboy, help soda with the dish-..”

Ponyboy just hugs him when that happens

Steve: Steve literally is broken. Literally doesn’t speak a word for a few months, and after that, he only speaks very few words at a time. Steve’s parents don’t really care so Steve moved in to the Curtis home but he NEVER used anything soda did cause he thought he’d ruin it. It got to the point that he would literally eat out for every meal cause he accidentally used sodas favourite plate and felt super guilty. He has MAJOR trauma from the war, I think he literally saw soda die and whenever he sees an item of sodas clothes he just can’t deal with it and has to take a minute. He looses his shit whenever Pony wears one of sodas old shirts

“What are you wearing?”

“Sodas old V neck”

“You don’t fucking deserve to wear that”

I think it gets to the point that there is such a big divide between Steve and Pony that they fight each other to the point of near death before Darry and two bit interfere, and that’s the day Steve unloads about how soda died. After that I think he starts ti get better VERY SLOWLY. Finally after that I think it takes like a year or two for pony and Steve to finally start being friends. I think Steve sees all of what he loved about soda in little fragments in ponyboy and they start to talk, they weren’t nearly as close as soda and Steve but Steve felt better having that little bit of soda with him in pony

Two Bit: I think out of everyone in the gang two bit was closest to Darry, and closely followed by soda. It hit two bit hard seeing how everyone was so upset and he couldn’t fix it. He couldn’t crack a joke cause what was there to laugh about? I have a head canon that Soda was the only one who would watch Mickey Mouse with two bit, and now he just can’t watch it. No one knows how hard two bit took it because two bit always just smiled through everything, I think years later, like 20-30 years later Pony, Darry and Steve are talking about it over beers with two bit and then they, only then, find out how hard it was for him. The day that him and Darry found Steve and Pony beating each other up so bad to the point of near death was the day Two bit wasn’t himself anymore, I think he slowly stopped introducing himself as ‘two-bit Mathews’ and just started introducing himself as Matthew (i think he REALLY hates Keith) only pony, Darry, and Steve call him Two Bit

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This was my first ever post!! I’d you have any constructive criticism it is always welcome! Thanks for reading <3

I’ll do a lighter post next time 😭

~ smila

[quodekash]

I rewatched episode 7 like 6 or 7 times this week im so ready for episode 8 and for all the fluff and then for the angst to come crashing in and for my dreams to be crushed

lets do this

SAILOM'S EXPRESSION I CANT WITH HIM

and it's a perfectly reasonable expression, saifah's very very sus

GOOD JOB KANGGGGGG

IM SO PROUD OF YOU MY BOY THATS AMAZING

HES SO HAPPY LOOK AT HOW HAPPY MY BOY IS

THE WORDS OF AFFIRMATION LOVE LANGUAGE BOY

AAAAAA

the SAME bed, mayhaps?????

yess yess yesssss

NOT ANYMORE BITCH

YOU'VE GOT A CLINGY-ASS BOYFRIEND NOW, AINT NO WAY HE'S SLEEPING IN HIS OWN BED

his expression says it all

seriously I love him so much

perth is such an amazing actor

B O Y F I E ???

HIS LITTLE POUTY FACE-

sailom, sorry mate, but he's too powerful. you can't say no to that face

kang I know you're obsessed with him but you need to go to sleep my guy

trust me, you wont do well on your exam if you dont sleep enough

you can't just stare at your boyfriend the whole night

yES???

OOOOO YES THIS IS AN INTERESTING QUESTION

bc there was no affection behind that kiss, it was anger and fury and revenge, anyone could see that, but when I was watching the first three episodes (I didn't start the series until the day after episode 3 came out) id kinda had the sense that there was a part of sailom that felt self-satisfaction at finally having kissed him? but idk im interested to see what he actually says

yes!! thats what I thought!!!!

I LIVE AND BREATHE FOR KANG'S CHEESY-ASS PICKUP LINES

I ALSO LIVE AND BREATHE FOR THE WAY SAILOM CANT CONTROL HIS LAUGHTER AT HOW B A D THOSE CHEESY-ASS PICKUP LINES ARE

ASHDFAHSDFHASDHFADSHFHASDFH

look I knew the spooning was inevitable but that doesnt mean it doesnt have the power to murder me senseless

HE LITERALLY HAS HIS HEAD ON SAILOM'S PILLOW HE'S LIKE CLING WRAP ON A SANDWICH

are kang's legs on top of sailom

BEHIND THE CURTAIN???? THERE'S NO WAY THAT'LL WORK

JUST GO TO THE BATHROOM YOU DOOFUS

no but that would be ADORABLE and I wish that was part of the plot alongside the kangsailom stuff

w h a t

is kang secretly a magician??? is that what the whole plot is ACTUALLY about, kang's secret ambitions to become a magician?

(it definitely isn't but I would absolutely read a fic about that so if anyone wants to volunteer please send it to me somehow)

OMG

THEYRE ALL EATING LUNCH TOGETHER????????????

AND GUYNAWA ARE RIGHT ACROSS FROM EACH OTHER???????????

BOV4IERLHFBNDSVOERI I LOVE GROUP DYNAMICS SO THIS MIGHT KILL ME

YEEEEEE

AND IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY

suuuuuuure buddy

you just dont want to admit that you like hanging around them

a DATE??? a DATE you say??????

are they aware of how flirtatious they're being? I would hope that they're aware of how flirtatious they're being

close, auto, very close. they're actually deeply in love with each other but they're both too afraid to admit it so they express it through pretend hatred

but they did get drunk together so I dunnoooo

AAAAAAAA

THEYRE SOUNDWINING AGAIN

I REPEAT, THEY ARE SOUNDWINING AGAIN

.........im ten minutes in and already ran out of images for one Tumblr post.

[pebiejeebies]

PART 10 (FINALE) OF MY CABLOON ANALYSIS! GO TO MY #CABLOON-ANALYSIS TAG TO FIND THE FIRST POST!

(I’m gonna make it easier to access the older ones, I’ll make a master post, then I’ll make it so you can check the next part by a link so you don’t manually tire yourself, give me some time cause I need a mental break from my shutdown 😭‼️)

Literally one of the most precious moments I’ve screen recorded in my whole life, the way he’s sitting beside her, laughing just like her, writing in her files, both of them equally sharing the same annoyed stare at silver spoon (Which is something a lot more common than I thought it was)

THIS.

This is just.. *wipes away tear*

Too perfect..

I wonder what happens to Mephone..? (Good lord I am still traumatized till this 

Now expect MANY MANY MANY random screenshots of my babies togethr 

STOP HOW BALLOON EXCITEDLY INFODUMPS WITH CABBY JANSHEHSHQJJEDHHJWWJ

They’re autistics in love I tell you

LOOK AT HOW HE’S TOUCHING HER AHHH (please don’t thkae that out of context omfg—)

I have a feeling that she was slightly uncomfortable here (sTOP PROJECTING YOURSELF ONTO CABBY PEBIE!! STOP!!)

Its canon guys he was trying to impress her here too

Why else would he give her that smug ass look?!/vpos

Then he sees uninterested cabby and gets sad :(

stop guys it’s actually so sad

The way she got excited when she said that was SO SASAADDDDD 

SHES SO STRESSED OMG I FEEL YOU GIRL AAHHHHHH

AHAHGSGAHHSHHEHGWG😭😭‼️‼️

I CANTT THE POOR GIRL IS HORRIFIED

Unsure if she was looking at Mephone or Balloon, but I guess they’re beside each other here, so uh excuse me lol

STOP

STOOOOPPP

THEYRE IN SYNC YALL

LOOOOOOOOK!!! HANDS ON HIPS, SAME FUCKING FACE TWICE, AND IN THE SAME SCENE TOO OMFG

CABBY AND BALLOON RAISE ONE HAND AUTISTICALLY, AND THE OTHER LIKE SILVER SPOON, FROM. THE. SAME. SIDE. AND LITERALLY HAVE A SIMILAR FACE!! I-I CANT BELIEVE HOW MUCH THEYRE ACTING LIKE EACH OTHER WITHOUT EVEN NOTICING IT IM FUCKING EVAPORATING AND EXPLODING… EXVAPORATING!!!

THATS LIKE.. 3 SYNCED POSES + EMOTIONS IN ONE SCENE IM GONNA CRY

GRRRRRR HOW COULD YOU SHAKE MY BOY LIKE THAT!!

ALSO. WHO THE FUCK DARES CALL MY BABIES INSECTS.. LOOK WHO THE FUCK CAME FROM THE DEPTHS OF EARTH ITSELF LOOKING LIKE ONE!!/silly /nsrs /omfgdontkillmeafterthisplease—

Erm actually… Cabby and Balloon are definitely engaging after this. Real. And uh she has AWESOME YINYANG, AAAAND BOT!! Balloom has an awkwardly clingy and.. well.. pathetic friend aswell, but hey! Even they have something to leave with! Look at silver spoon..

He doesn’t have candle on his side anymore

Btw.. look at this: You see how Balloon is holding his arm and looking at cabby?

Do you think he, well… wants to hold her hand?

LIKE— NO SERIOUSLY LOOK

STOOOPP AAAHHH MY HEART

YOU CANT TELL ME THAT HE ISNT WORRIED ABOUT CREEPING HER OUT IF HE HELD HER HAND

(Uh wow maybe me projecting myself up there could make sense— OH MY GOD IM GETTING SO MUCH HEADCANONS IM HAVING A HEADACHE YEEEOWWCH)

It’s either (Read this well cause it might confuse you the first time you read it)

He wants comfort from her

Or

He wants to comfort her

Or

This is all accidentally lining up too well

Or

I’m just delusional and this isn’t even lining up at all

WOOOOAAAAAHHH!! EPIC BATTLE SCENE IN REEAAALL LIIIFFFEEEEE?££\#+@}+++}={==£[&$]^)-][.

(Just distract yourself Pebie, ignore how AE made an evil alter of silver spoon aswell.. calm DOWN)

STOOOOOPPPP!! WE GET IT!! THEYRE SOULMATES!! H.. HOW DO THESE TWO HAVE SO MUCH SIMILAR MOMENTS LIKE THIS OMFG/vvvvvvpos

My babies are sticking together OMFG I’m actually exvaporting STICK TOGETHER BABIES!! YOULL GET OUT OF THIS ALIVE!!! HH.HOPEFYKLU

IMANNAHAHWGSBHDJDJAKAKKSNDJD

IM SHAKKIIJHHHHH OKDMDHAHBBAHHHWHGGDGGDAAAAAA

WEEEE SHE SAID WE

SHE SAID WE OMFGGFGAFFSFVS

THE WAY SHE SAVED HIM IN CLUCTH IM FGGISNNG

IM GONNA.CRUY. IM SUBHIAJJJJSJ

LISTEN UP WALKIE TALKIE. YOU DONT DRAE THREATEN CABBY’S FUTURE HUSBAND AND GET AWAY WITH IT GRRRRRRYEHAHWJSJ

But let’s be fr, As much as I love Mephone and his silly shenanigans, this literally affected me the same way it did for them, just.. look at their faces man :(

NOOO NOOO!! STOP STOP STOOOP I DIDNT AGREE TO THIS!1 DONT HURT THEM!! PLLEEEAAAAASSSSEEEEEE 😭😭😭‼️‼️‼️ IM LITERALLY SHIVERING FOR THEM OMFG MY BABIES

I SWEAR IF YOU LAY A FINGER ON ANY OF THEM ILL FUCKING—

Deep betreath… breeaathehees… I’m not ANGRY. nooo wayhhhy.  ,.,,uhm..—

HEY AE.. DO THEY MAKE IT SO THEY ALL LIKE MEPHONE IN THE END?? CAUSE LIKE.. It would be so awesome, it would be so cool—

Yeah WHOOOOH!! I took yesterday night, from 8/9pm to 11pm, STYAED UP ALL NIGHT CAUSE I COULDNT SLEEP FROM THESE TWO, stayed up until like.. 10am, fell asleep, woke up at 2:40pm and BAM! FINSIHED AFTER A DAY!! YIPPIEROONIES!!! (Edit: Two days, since I had to leave, came back at 9:50pm, finished at 11pm cause bedtime lockdown, then woke up at 10am today and started to do it again, so I technically finished at 2pm today)

I have a feeling that someone reading this started liking the ship, or felt curious about their rare pair interaction (if they had any/lh), but either way, I’ll tell you how THIS rare pair even EXSISTED.

(THE LORE OF WHY I EVEN SHIPPED CABLOON)

Let’s start from the beginning. In some of the episodes, before I knew I kin cabby, I always had a little fascination towards balloon, his issues living with him for so long and how he still struggles to make a good image of himself was just. Cute to me (stop I KNOW you simp for objects too.. DONT DENY IT!!)

And at episode 17, after I found out I kin cabby, I started to like their interactions more, and since this ship was a HEAVY SELF INSERT, It somehow made sense.

They both struggled to gain a good image, they both had a toxic friendship in the past that got resolved, they both have TOO MUCH ISSUES, and they both act like each other so much it’s actually wild

None of us EVER cared to really analyze hidden relationships in the show, and this is actually a good example, if I never simped for balloon like the ‘loon’atic I am

*knee slap*

I would’ve NEVER noticed their cute feelings for each other

As much as I wanna continue talking, I feel like this ramble will never end, so I give you a cabloon doodle!

And I bid you farewell *bows dramatically*

[spookyji]

hellooooo i hope ur day is going well :3

i just read ur pirate yeonjun thought and JKAJSHEKWKAK him just seeing u and deciding that u have to be his <3333 corruption + ownership junnie i cant 🥹🤧

hello~~ ahaha omgsh pirate king jjunie

pirate king!yeonjun who loves the slow game of corruption, taking his time and just savoring every moment when you fall deeper and deeper into his trap >< from being so shy n hiding in the corner of his room, his pretty treasure n from his last pillage, missing your old life of luxury </3 but being curious n confused because he’s not as scary as you thought but hiding your face behind your fingers whenever he glances over, he’s very handsome though— yeonjun n his lounging in his captain’s quarters, undoing the buttons on the top of shirts n hanging his large pirate coat off his chair, can’t help but peeking when he leans over the maps, his pretty collarbones n shadowy pecs just visible—oh! his sharp eyes meeting yours with a smirk, asking if his pet likes the view >< n the moment you open up to him, you’ve lost <3

yeonjun who always has his pretty pet sitting on his map, even during meetings, hiding your face in his neck while he smooths over your curves, easily holding conversations regarding targets while his fingers are so dangerously close your cunny, whispering that you have to be quiet while the others are arguing, only for him to shush them, sliding two fingers in easily into your slick cunny under the table, finger fucking his darling prize without the slightest show, talking to the others while you try not to squirm in his lap n holding back all your cute whines n whimpers;;; think taehyun caught on when you mewled a little when yeonjun rubbed your clit >< n ofc it’s him who ushers the others out, yeonjun smirking when you tremble, clinging to him tighter when he whispers to spread your legs, dripping cunny clenching around his fingers n too shy to look, pretty collar around your neck, diamonds glittering in the low light~~ yeonjun whi fucks his pretty pet until you’re so dumbed out n don’t know anything, so incoherent n wailing for his cock n that you can’t take anymore, swollen cunny so full of his cock n dripping his seed >< ugh he doesn’t even care, everyone knows on his ship already;; covered in his bruises n scratches, marks adorning your neck n thighs, blossoming o across your chest n soft tits, nowhere untouched n unseen <3 oh, he doesn’t even stop there, not until his pretty darling is so full of his cum n teary, drooling n not knowing anything but him, clicking n locking the adorning collar back on your marked up neck when he’s done, can’t even leave his arms after~~ being too sore to even walk, yeonjun who spoon feeds his pet in the morning, covered in his marks n ownership claim, n no one challenges him ever >< oh, imagine how you were so shy at the start n here u are, his property n pet, so dumb n in love with him <3

[fall-0f-ic4rus]

pb&j

my brother and i used to use a spoon to spread our grape jelly on our sandwiches because we couldnt figure out how to use a knife. i grew out of that, learned how to use a knife (i didn't want to dirty more dishes. that would be too many variables for things to go wrong.), but he didn't.

im leaving for college soon. i cant tell if he doesnt realize or doesnt care.

i hope he doesnt care.

i used to sit at the top of the stairs every morning.

every morning, my brother would join me moments later, and wed sit there giggling and talking with excitement about the days adventures ahead, waiting for our parents to wake up so we could get on with it.

i used to sit at the top of the stairs every afternoon.

every afternoon, just after nap time, id wait for my brother to wake up so we could go play, remnants of the peanut butter and jelly sandwiches we had for lunch still on our faces.

i used to sit at the top of the stairs every night.

every night, id sit at the top of those damn stairs and listen to my parents screaming at each other. it didnt matter how scared i was. i wanted to go listen to music or read or do something else so bad so i didnt have to hear them but as my anxiety built my mind cleared and the one cohesive thought i had was to protect my baby brother and baby sister at all fucking costs and if that meant being able to monitor the situation to get out as fast as possible if things got ugly than goddamnit i would sit at the top of those fucking stairs every night.

i don't like peanut butter and jelly sandwiches anymore. i used to love them, me and my brother had them every day. before naps, packed up in our brandy-new school lunchboxes, in plastic baggies for picnics, and we devoured those sandwiches.

i don't like them anymore, probably from eating them too much, but maybe, just maybe because they taste like sticky fingers and warm snuggles and sibling love. maybe because they taste like innocence.

[milkolya]

i feel like oversharing on this fine friday morning abt whats going on in my life. if you read this, thank you 💖 i know we tumblr gays are all going Through It at any given moment, and the solidarity has always helped me cope

(TW suicide) (with details)

last week my grandfather on my mothers side killed himself by jumping out the 12th story window of their apartment building in russia. he'd been fighting esophageal cancer for approximately 4 years. he was 70 years old. he definitely had some issues, some trauma or mental health struggles, you know, SOMETHING, that led him to excessive drinking and smoking for the vast majority of his life. like, he wouldnt have had cancer if he actually took care of himself you know? its his vices / coping mechanisms that caused it. and once he started getting treated, he didnt have it in him to change his lifestyle to make the treatments worth anything.... he continued on drinking and smoking and eating sugar by the spoon (another cause of the cancer is poor diet) and even insisted that he would die if he gave up any of those things. id get in trouble if i used the "alcoholic" word around my family but they were watering down his wine behind his back when my parents visited in 2021. like come on. and even at 70, he still outlived all of his siblings, all of which died from alcoholism related causes afaik. he just... he was clearly suffering, and in classic russian fashion, he kept everything bottled up forever, never made any effort to get better, and one day when sitting down to do his bills he decided you know what, i dont want to do this anymore.

thats what happens when you dont address problems!!!!

obviously its heartbreaking but its also incredibly frustrating for me. i was super suicidal as a teenager and my mother did NOT take it seriously, she told me that it was "normal" and everyone experiences it (including her). now in retrospect i understand that she was trying to help me and comfort me, that that thought must have helped her, but like. its not normal... and its pretty fucked up that ive been suicidal, my mother has been suicidal, and now my grandpa (her dad) killed himself. he fucking killed himself!!!! what the fuck!! and i continue to be the ONLY PERSON in my ENTIRE FAMILY who tries to seek help through medication and therapy and just like, at least fucking acknowledge that we have hereditary fucking issues in the form of trauma and mental illness.... its just a mess.

and of course my mother and grandmothers top concern is What If Hes Not In Heaven. cause suicide is a sin. cause thats what we should be focused on ?!?!? sigkapfilwkflamcnwgkqj . it makes me want to scream.

ive just been surrounded by suicide my whole goddamn life and i wish it would end. my close friend attempted when i was 15 and i had no fucking clue what to do. multiple others i was close to at school were struggling with similar thoughts and urges, including myself. we were all desperately trying to hold eachother together, you know? far too much to handle for a bunch of kids. and then i went to uni, and my new friends there had similar issues, and in 2nd year, one of them did kill themself. they took their fathers gun and they shot themself in the head. and did my mother help me feel better? only until i mentioned suicide. once that was out there, there was ZERO sympathy, just judgement, and dismissal of their struggles. which really, really hurt me. because they were trans, and they couldnt handle how harsh this world is towards us, and obviously i really related to that sentiment.

like, i understand my grandpa too. i dont... i dont blame him personally? i dont even really blame my mother personally, when it comes to these kinds of issues. sometimes i will get mad at her about specific interactions but at the end of the day its russian society that made both of them this way. its so deeply ingrained. i just wish i could have helped my grandpa and i wish i could help my mama now but i cant. i can barely help myself.

and ive had to take time off work because i cant fucking focus and i just keep crying all the time and my brain is a foggy mess. and i dont know how to keep going. when will i feel better? i need to get back to work. will i be able to do that??

when my friend died... well, i call them my friend, but we were not close or anything. they were one of my good friend's roommates. we did talk occasionally and were on friendly terms. it just feels wrong to say "acquaintance" or something like that. i didnt process their death in a very timely manner. its weird but common, i think. about 2 years after it happened i started getting triggered by any content with suicide by gun. surprisingly common in media lol. folks love to hold a gun to their head on tv!! (side note: first movie i ever watched with my now fiancee, it was get out and when the guy shoots himself suddenly at the end i had a full blown fucking meltdown lmaooooooo so embarrassing it was like our 3rd date and the night of our first kiss)

idk why it took 2 years for that to start happening, i guess that was just my processing time. and then it took another two years or so to sort that out in therapy and im finally okay again and i can watch stuff with guns and suicide and not freak out. but now im scared of how this thing with my grandpa is going to affect me and how long thats going to last. i just want some peace and quiet :(

if u read all that, thank u. maybe give this a like to let me know. ive been deleting my vent posts a lot lately so idk if i will keep this up. my friends have been lovely and supportive, theres just not much anyone can really say to make it better. so it feels more comfortable to do a massive vent post like this thats optional to engage with. and ive always aired out my personal business on here so it feels right hehe.

[aro-ortega]

thinking about how much i am going to make vanya (marta) cry <3

[the-kipsabian]

i know i should be asleep, i’m sorry i don’t mean to be awake, but penny for your thoughts?

what are penny’s sleeping habits like? she has to wake up early during the week because of her wrestling schedule but does he wake up early on weekends too? does she like to lie in? does she sleep in, or simply enjoy laying with you with her eyes closed enjoying the lazy mornings until you are both fully awake?

is she an early riser, or a night owl, or something else? does she sleep well, or does she often wake up at random times during the night, is she able to get back to sleep? what does she think about when she’s trying to sleep, what does she think about when she’s awake in the middle of the night?

how do you fall asleep together? and how do you wake up in the morning? like, do you find you fall asleep cuddling or spooning, but wake up at opposite ends of the bed? are you still embracing each other? does one person roll over the other way? is the blanket tossed over the side or end of the bed by morning? or does one person hog it completely?

does she have any oddly specific sleep / bedtime routine rituals? like, needing to read a book before sleeping, or stretching to wind down, or do you fall asleep talking to each other? do you go to bed together, or does one join the other mid-sleep? does she wear socks when she sleeps, or funky pjs, or something really thick and warm?

sorry this got long. clearly, in my sleeplessness, i have sleep on my mind :’)

💛 i wish you a pleasant week, and may you encounter an unexpected surprise or experience that makes you smile with inexplicable happiness 💛 you deserve it bab

[sledge] x

okay sit tight theres a lot to unpack here and im SO here for all of this tho holy shit (also i know its not sleep time anymore but when it is tonight imagine me wrapping you in a blanket and giving you a little good night kiss on the forehead you deserve it <33)

im gonna slip this under a read more cause i know its gonna get lengthy but its headcanon hour baybeeee

during the weeks its early morning wake ups for her obviously, but unless she really has to go out she tends to lay in bed with you until you wake up, which is just an extra hour or so tops. she just likes to watch you sleep, observe how peaceful you are, all snuggled up either against her or in your own blankets - completely unaware of the surrounding world, but completely safe in your own little space between the sheets

weekends i would say are kind of a 50/50, saturdays might have some activities or family time etc. that she needs to attend to, so she tends to wake up early on those days too - the routine is much of the same as during the weekdays. sundays, however, are entirely dedicated to personal time and its more often than not that you wake up before her for once during these days. these are the kind of days when, even if she might be awake by then but still in bed, she usually gets surprised with breakfast in bed accompanied with a soft little kisses to gently wake her up to enjoy her one true day off

ive always thought her more as an early riser and a heavy sleeper tbh, shes usually pretty well rested no matter how many hours of sleep she gets in the night and is usually always the first one up and awake. her waking up in the middle of the night is pretty rare, its usually either caused by a restless dog bouncing on the bed, or cause shes woken up to the sudden realization that shes not holding your hand anymore and needs to pull you closer. i feel like the times she doesnt sleep well or has trouble falling asleep, would be the ones shes forced to sleep alone, being halfway across the world from you at the times when you werent able to accompany her to her work trip and you cant facetime or even text really well because of timezones. your bed is the most comfortable place for her to sleep in, and it may or may not be mostly cause of you, she would never tell

so she loves to cuddle. depending on your preferences on personal space, she will respect that - if you like cuddling while sleeping, shes perfectly fine doing that, if not, she would kindly ask to at least hold hands with you. the cuddling usually doesnt last throughout the whole night, as over time you both learned that her getting up earlier in the morning also woke you up, so you just subconsciously adjusted to it that at some point after falling asleep, you'd slowly drift apart, but still have some simple touching connection left by the morning - be it holding hands, ones hands on another hips, one head resting on another shoulder, foreheads pressed together etc. she always hates getting up and leaving your soft warm touch in the bed, but unfortunately its what she has to do. she always makes sure to leave you with a little kiss tho

she would honestly barely wear anything to bed, just some simple shorts and a top - she loves being close to you and gathering warm from you, plus i could imagine her being a complete blanket hog tho, hence why you both would have your own blankets instead of sharing one, which usually results in the bed just being one big pile of blankets where you find yourselves just buried under them. hence always being warm despite what she wears (or doesnt wear). for you tho, she would absolutely get the cutest pyjamas, fuzzy socks and anything else you deemed comfortable sleepwear to make sure youre warm, and also cause she thinks you look adorable in it <3

i wanna say she would be one that would listen to things before going to bed. as much as she likes podcasts (is it bad for me to say that she would absolutely be someone that finds true crime and horror stories a relaxing listen before bedtime), her favorite voice is you tho, so she would more often than not ask you to read her something - it wouldnt matter what it is, be it a news story about something wholesome or the next chapter of the book youre currently reading etc. she would just want to hear it in your voice (as a bonus thought, she asks this so often that youve started keeping a little journal about your days so you could always at the end of the day read through it to her so she knows how youve been doing, especially if its been a day where you havent been able to really catch up if youve both been super busy)

you'd aim to always go to bed together, even if one of you had to work late that night - one would always wait for another, no matter how tired they would get, and you'd roll under the covers together, especially if its the one time in the whole day you get to spend even a few minutes awake and together before one of you drifts to sleep, exhausted from the long work day. on the rare occasion where one has to go to bed without the other, they cannot fall asleep no matter how tired, until the other one joins <3

[baelonthebrave]

Hi, this will be a long message, I have read all 7 chapters and I absolutely love them and want to share some of my thoughts and ideas, because Sena has such a good potential to become savage Princess, but first things first. Aemond is such a hypocrite, he is angry at Sena for choosing the Blacks as if he hadn’t choose his side. And at the same time he thinks such thing as her birthright in Runestone is one of the reasons she shouldn’t have sided with Rhaenyra?? He really thinks she is that self centered? Boy, go to your room and rethink your life instead of lecturing others. He forgot Rhaena, Baela, Viserys and Aegon are also her family and while Sena may feel used by Rhaenyra or mistreated by Daemon, there are also her siblings and she cant just start hating them as some kind of extension of hating her father or start hating them because that would make Aemond feel loved like hell no. He completely denied her right to love her siblings. Just because Daemon is like this doesn’t mean she will hate even small Viserys and Aegon. He ask her to leave her side for him, but if the situation was opposite, he wouldn’t leave his mother and siblings for her. Aemond would be okay with her being married to him and murdering each of her siblings just because her father didn’t love her as he should have? Sena is smarter than that and she cannot become Greens pawn. She didn’t want this war, she has her own thing going on between her and her father, but Aemond is in no position to lecture her and force her, he has no right to interfere in matters between her and Daemon, she needs to fight her own battle, I want her to turn against her father, yes, but I would love to see the battle between Sena and Daemon alone, but this time no Sena, but Visenya and Vermithor. He is the reason she is in this world, and she would be the reason he dies, spektakularności ending for him, her killing him and Caraxes, take his sword Dark Sister, just pure splendor. I would love to see her remaining at Blacks side, but the change will be in her heart. Her bond with Vermithor deepen and at the same time she would embrace her full name Visenya. Her saying there is no Sena anymore, address me as Visenya. Just imagine one Black (her) defeating the strongest Black (Daemon). Queen literally.

And she is imprisoned now, so maybe Vermithor will come for her, taking her back to Dragonstone as Drogon saved Dany in arena. She returns home and focuses on defeating her father, but not as Greens pawn, but because she wants to. Just make her savage, there is so much potential for her, she is Daemon daughter after all, she is no piece of furniture to be moved as someone pleases (ekhem this applies also to you Aemond, your brother wants her as his pawn and weapon but Visenya is worth more than that)

Anyway, love your writing, excited of what happens next and hoping Visenya will show everyone she is a Player not a pawn

I'm going to print this out and put it on my fridge I s2g this is the best ask I've ever gotten

AEMOND IS AWFUL IN THAT SCENE!!!! If I had been in Sena's position, I would have given him HELL! Thank you thank you, I'm so glad it read like that. You're so right, he would never DREAM of leaving his family for Sena but expects her to do it for him? I think part of it is purely being born into his station in a wildly sexist and hierarchical society, he expects everyone to just fall in line and do what HE wants. He's had his own shit to deal with in life, yes, but he is still a spoiled prince with a silver spoon in his mouth. But I also think he is deeply insecure bc childhood trauma and daddy issues and he feels undeserving of Sena. Her refusal to throw away everything else in her life for him is only feeding into that, hence the outburst and the unwillingness to see things from her point of view. I'm hoping he LEARNS though, and it comes across that way in the story. In some ways, he is so in need of a good humbling and then in other ways, he really needs to give himself some love.

HONESTLY the plot that I have with sketchy first drafts has a lot of similarities with what you're thinking. I won't TELL you which parts are the same and which parts are different, but I'm hoping you will enjoy where I'm going with it! I am pulling a lot from Sansa and Daenerys' storylines in the books, the arc of growing from the manipulated child into a force to be reckoned with. And her dragon and her name are a part of that, 100%! She does not claim Visenya because she feels like it does not FIT. The last bearer of that name left big shoes to fill and Sena is more of a peacemaker than Visenya the Conqueror ever was, maybe more in the vein of Alysanne, my other favourite Targ queen. But I think by the end of the story she will make 'Visenya' her own.

GOD I love the way you're picking up all the little symbolism easter eggs I'm dropping. Thank you so so much and I really hope you let me know how you like the rest of the story <3

[simplyxsinned]

When you get mad at them >:T

a/n: bababoi (not proofread)

! Genre: hurt/comfort? Crack¿ Just them getting all lovey dovey with you

! Characters: Kaeya, Scaramouche, Diluc x gn!reader

Kaeya;

He stole your fucking pancakes when you asked him to guard them.

You cant forgive him, he’s a traitor!!!

Kaeya doesn’t like it when you give him the silent treatment, so he decides to make a move.

By following you like a lost puppy all day long of course! “Darlinggggg please forgive meeeee”

Giving you puppy eyes and pouting, tugging your sleeves while you’re occupied with paperwork, smothering your face with kisses when you’re reading a book.

He eventually got you to forgive him though.

Scaramouche;

You and him frequently have small fights though it isn’t as serious as this one.

His stubbornness ticks you off

Why wont he just listen to you, you're doing this for his own good for gods sake

Not having you by his side feels lonely but he’ll never admit it cause he’s a tsundere

Days go by, his patience gets thinner and thinner till it snaps. He just can’t handle it anymore and rushes by your side apologising.

“Hey, uhh I-I’m sorry okay? Can you please just forgive me?” your lover said with a frustrated tone.

Cherish it, he only apologises to you and nobody else he doesn’t wanna loose you :(

Diluc;

Diluc is a busy man, with all the work he has it's hard to spend time with you

You understand, but sometimes it gets lonely

Everytime on your way home, you kept getting hopes up thinking that your lover might have gone home early

Oh how wrong you are

It hurts, being in an empty mansion, what's the point of being in a house this big if it's isolated...

Diluc came home very late that night seeing your figure asleep on your shared bed

As he got closer, he saw you hugging his pillow and tears streaming down your sleeping face

A bad dream? He thought

Carefully, he got on the bed, spooning you in his arms

"I'm sorry my love, i'll do better I promise" he mumbled before dozing off

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Thanks for reading <3

[akanewcrld]

byler hcs!!

notes: im already tired of my new theme but anyways- i love byler so here’s some fluff hcs about them

will has one of those subtle pride bracelets twinsies

this is the one im specifically thinking about because i have it lmao

before either of them were dating or out to each other mike saw his bracelet 

he saw the rainbow and was like ?? could he be.. omg 

had a full on gay panic 

he decided he was reading into it too much and didnt bring it up 

as soon as will came out to him he remembered it tho 

will lowkey freaked out and was like has anyone else picked up on it??

none of the others did 

that was until max got the same bracelet

she thought the bracelet she had looked familiar so she looked at all of the jewelry her friends were wearing 

she didnt say anything to will when she saw he was wearing it but she told eleven 

somehow everyone in the group found out 

so when mike and will slipped up to the group about being together they were like “wow what a surprise” 

it was mainly the obvious mutual pining tho 

like when eddie figured out they werent dating yet he was genuinely confused 

“they’re.. not together? what??” 

when they were younger will sometimes would wear mike’s sweatshirts and it made mike so happy 

because of will being in a smaller size than him mike cant wear wills clothes 

it doesnt upset mike but he wishes he could wear them

he makes a joke about it one time while theyre together 

after that will bought a few clothes that were a little oversized on him in hopes mike would wear them 

mike was really happy and ofc he wore them

as they got older they didnt do it as much anymore until they started dating 

at this point theyre around the same size but will likes the looks of oversized shirts sometimes 

so its almost the same as when they were kids 

will likes to lie on mikes shoulder 

the first time he did it mike freezed

he started internally freaking out and couldnt think straight obviously 

it showed on his face too 

will saw this and backed off 

“i didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable, im sorry-“ 

mike interrupted him “wait, no. i..” 

he just pulled will back onto his shoulder 

neither of them said anything at all 

they both fell asleep like that

it became a habit of theirs and continued when they were older 

because its totally not gay to snuggle with your friend while blushing 

they usually only did it when they were alone tho 

mike big spoon, will little spoon 

no i will not elaborate 

will realized his feeling a while before mike did but mike confessed first 

he kissed will on impulse and then ran away 

after that he properly confessed to him and they started dating 

okay so you’ve seen the hc will likes to play with mikes hair 

he’ll also put it up in a ponytail sometimes 

mike hates putting his hair up but he’ll let will do it because he loves him 

will swears it looks good but mike says he will never go in public with it up 

both of them have a tiny crush on eddie 

its not that they would actually want to date him, they just find him very attractive 

theyve both admitted it to each other and tease each other about it 

[druigswhores]

fluff prompts 10 & 19 with pietro maximoff would be so cute 🥺

elevator talk

summary: while on a mission with the avengers team you manage to save pietro’s life leading him to want to show his appreciation for you inspired by this prompt list

content warning: pietro maximoff x fem!reader, fluff, slight angst, mentions of blood, set after age of ultron but pietro never dies and civil war doesn’t take place <3

note: i hope i don’t disappoint you with this fluff! i’ve been reading more quicksilver comics recently and this is the outcome of that :)

REQUESTS ARE OPEN! (lmk if you want to see anymore content like this <3)

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"Remind me again, why did the ENTIRE team need to come on this mission?" You complained, fighting off two grown men while waiting for the signal Tony was supposed to give to tell you it's safe to go inside the building.

"Call it a group bonding session." Tony teased while flying near the building in his Iron Man suit, trying to figure out how to lower the shields. Ever since the fall of SHIELD, it became even more difficult to find the remaining Hydra bases and due to the Ultron situation that occurred a few years ago, the difficulty only increased.

"Could we do a little less chitchat and a little more fighting?" Steve demands, you could hear Cap's grunts through your earpiece, making it obvious that he's struggling to fight off the Hydra goons.

You were a couple miles away from the building attempting to make your way closer to it, the enemies clearly noticed your arrival when they saw a person in red and yellow suit flying pass their windows, easily recognising the well known Iron Man.

And because a huge green angry Hulk isn't exactly easy to ignore.

"Clearly Cap can't keep up with us superheroes." Pietro teased, with a blink of an eye he knocked out the enemies surrounding both you and Steve.

"Thanks for the help Sonic, I'd give you some onion rings but I don't have any on me right now." You joked, smirking at the exasperated speedster that stood in front of you.

"I just saved your life and this is how you repay me Prinţesă?" He feigned hurt, placing his hand over heart.

"Saving her life? That's a bit of an exaggeration even for you Piet." Wanda's voice was heard from the comms, she managed to make her way into the building effortlessly, fighting beside Vision.

"Mind your business Wanda." Pietro scoffs biting back the smile forming on his face, he could hear his sisters laugh through the earpiece.

"As much as I love hearing the two of you argue with each other, now may not be the time." Natasha commented, followed by Clint agreeing.

You sighed, knowing they were right, focusing on the mission instead of the twin in front of you, glancing around at your surroundings. You noticed the enemies lined up behind Pietro preparing for an attack. You would've seen it earlier if it wasn't for the conversation distracting you.

You thought it was too late when you saw the bullet fly through the air, aiming directly at Pietro, it felt as though it was moving in slow motion. The piece of metal cutting through the air making its way to the speedster. Not registering the fact that Pietro had super healing abilities your mind recalled what happened in Sokovia. The bullets going through Pietro in every angle possible. Him falling onto the ground, the colour drained from his face, everyone thought he was dead, Wanda included. That was until the speedster managed to spit out a joke about Ultron's good aim.

You didn't register what you were doing until after you did it. Rushing to protect him from the bullet you pushed him out of the way last minute, the bullet barely missed him, you felt the bullet scrape against your arm instead. Pietro fell to the ground with a yelp as you fell on top of him, wincing due to the pain the bullet caused you.

Steve ran over to the two of you after knocking out the culprit.

"They're both down." Steve states, Pietro shakes his head, attempting to sit up, lifting you up and placing you in his lap comfortably.

"Why'd you do that? You know I can take bullets right?" Pietro scowled, glancing over your body to check for anymore injuries besides the bullet wound, his hands were gentle, brushing over your body in a caring manner as he lets the palm of his hands rest on the sides of your face, holding your face in his hands.

"Now i saved your life." You joked, blushing at the position the two of you were currently in and trying to hide the pain the bullet was causing you. You weren't a super soldier or someone with super healing abilities, so jumping in front of a bullet to save someone that could survive getting shot multiple times wasn't smart thinking on your part.

But you couldn't help it.

You wouldn't say you and Pietro were best friends, you did get along well but the twin refrained from getting close to any of the avengers. Your relationship consisted of teasing each other often and bumping into each other constantly during midnight, resulting in the two of you having your own midnight sessions where the two of you sat in the kitchen drinking hot chocolate.

You reminisced on the last time you had your 'midnight session' with Pietro, not being able to focus on what Pietro and Steve were saying to you, there was a loud ringing in your head, echoing as you closed your eyes to stop the headache that was forming, you felt yourself being lifted up in someone's arms.

Maybe you underestimated how bad the bullet wound was.

"Fine weather we're having don't you think?" You laughed, glancing over at the window, the heavy rain pelted against the glass of the compound, that alongside the wind that sounded much louder in your bedroom made it difficult to even attempt to sleep. You could just barely make out the trees in the distance due to the night sky.

"Didn't think you'd show up tonight, don't you need the sleep before our mission tomorrow?" Pietro questioned. He was facing the stove, you could smell the hot chocolate that was heating up. You made your way next to him, grabbing two mugs and placing them next to him before moving to the fridge to grab the whipped cream.

You swapped positions with Pietro, passing the can of whipped cream to him and grabbing the spoon that was used to stir the hot chocolate.

"Oh wait! I made cookies today, we could have them now!" You remembered, grabbing the plate of cookies from the cupboard and placing it on the table, Pietro immediately reached out for one, and then another.

"I don't know if you know this yet but, I love you." Pietro confesses, grabbing another cookie. You pushed the plate away from him before he could grab another.

"You gotta slow down Piet, don't want you emptying the plate before we even get to have the hot chocolate, now do we?" You grinned and he complains, reaching out for another.

"It's nice to know you care so much about my well-being dragă." You rolled your eyes at the smirk plastered on his face. With the blink of an eye he was stood across from you, closer to the plate of cookies, with another in his hand.

The two of you couldn't stop the smiles that formed on your face, even going to bed in a much better mood than you were in previously.

It was hours after the mission, you were patched up as soon as the quinjet landed at the compound. After a long lecture from Steve and the debriefing, you were finally able to be alone, only wanting to go back your room and sleep for days.

You made your way to the elevator that would take you to your floor, too tired to take the stairs. You attempted to fight back the tiredness, blinking harshly to keep yourself awake, missing the blue streak of a superhero making its way into the elevator and right beside you.

"How are you feeling Dragă mea?" Pietro speaks out after a couple moments, you jumped in shock not realising the speedster was next to you.

"Dammit Piet! What did I say about doing that?" You held your hands over your chest, frightened. He looked at you apologetically before moving to the elevator buttons, pressing the button that stops the elevator from moving.

You stared at him as he sighed, struggling to put his thoughts into words.

"Piet... what's wrong?" You whispered, analysing his face and posture, you could tell he was stressed. He turned to look at you, his face softening when your eyes met.

"I can’t lose you prinţesă." He manages to say, making his way to you, reaching out for your hand.

His hand was warm in yours, he held onto your hand tightly, you looked at him confused, raising your hand to rest against his jaw, your thumb stroking his cheek gently.

“You’re not going to lose me, where’s this coming from Pietro?” You asked softly. He wrapped his arms around you, pulling you into his chest, your head rested against his chest. You could feel his uneven breaths, almost as if he’s on the verge of having a panic attack. Pietro struggled to even out his breath, panic bubbling up inside of him, he can’t lose you. Even the thought of losing you filled him with dread, he doesn’t deserve someone to risk their life for him, especially someone like you.

“How did I manage to get you?” He finally whispers, pulling back to look at you.

That’s when you understood what he was trying to say.

“I don’t want to lose you too, you know? Even the thought of it, it just-” You take a deep breath, smiling solemnly at him. “Every-time we go on a mission I’m terrified Piet, after what happened in Sokovia- after what happened to you. I cant lose you, I care too much about you.” The memories of what happened in Sokovia haunted you. You weren’t close to the Maximoffs then but you understood them, you understood their pain and loss. Similarly to them you had no one, no family, no one to say ‘I love you’ too.

Until now.

“That’s a very complicated way to say you love me, dragă.” He teased, you could see the redness in his eyes from the tears that were threatening to spill.

“Well no one else enjoys my baking as much as you do.” He rolled his eyes in response knowing your referencing the night before, while still holding you in his arms, he reaches out to turn the elevator back on.

No more words were needed to be said, not for now at least. You had each other, and that’s all that mattered to you, for now.