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So Papang already got on my nerves in Moonlight Chicken. He is going to be an horrendous father figure/brother in Dangerous Romance. AND now he is what seducing Nong Nick in OF. Sir why are you even here (affectionate) ??!!!
#papang phromphiriya#only firnds the series#only friends#dangerous romance#moonlight chicken#I loved him in Not Me BUT SINCE THEN#he STAYS on my nerves#I love it
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ok I have A Lot of thoughts about the staircase confession (well really about Edwin's whole character arc, but all roads lead to rome) but for now I just wanna say that, yes, I was bracing myself for something to go terribly wrong when I first watched it, and yes, part of me was initially worried its placement might be an uncharacteristically foolish choice made in the name of Drama or Pacing or Making a Compelling Episode of Television but at the expense of narrative sense--
But I wanna say that having taken all that into account, and watched it play out, and sat with it - and honestly become rather transfixed by it - I really think it's a beautifully crafted moment and truly the only way that arc could've arrived at such a satisfying conclusion.
And if I had to pinpoint why I not only buy it but also have come to really treasure it, I'd have to put it down to the fact that it genuinely is a confession, and nothing else.
That moment is an announcement of what Edwin has come to understand about himself, but because it takes the form of a character admitting romantic feelings for such a close friend, I think it can be very easy, when writing that kind of thing, to imbue it with other elements like a plea or a request or even the start of a new relationship that, intentionally or not, would change the shape of the moment and can quickly overshadow what a huge deal the telling is all on its own. But that's not the case here. Since it is only a confession, unaccompanied by anything else, and since we see afterward how it was enough, evidently, to fix the strangeness that had grown between him & Charles, we're forced to understand that it was never Edwin's feelings that were actually making things difficult for him - it was not being able to tell Charles about them. 'Terrified' as he's been of this, Edwin learns that his feelings don't need to either disappear completely or be totally reciprocated in order for him to be able to return to the peace, stability, and security of the relationship with which he defines his existence - and the scale of that relief a) tells us a hell of a lot about Edwin as a character and b) totally justifies the way his declaration just bursts out of him at what would otherwise be such a poorly chosen moment, in my opinion.
Whether or not they are or ever could be reciprocated, Edwin's feelings are definitively proven not to be the problem here - only his potential choice to bottle it up - his repression - is. And where that repression had once been mainly involuntary, a product of what he'd been through, now that he's got this new awareness of himself, if he still fails to admit what he's found either to himself or to the one person he's so unambiguously close with, then that repression will be by his own choice and actions.
And he won't do that. Among other things, he's coming into this scene having just (unknowingly) absolved the soul of his own school bully and accidental killer by pointing out a fact that is every bit as central to his self-discovery as anything about his sexuality or his attraction to Charles is: the idea that "If you punish yourself, everywhere becomes Hell"
So narratively speaking, of course it makes sense that Edwin literally cannot get out of Hell until he stops punishing himself - and right now, the thing that's torturing him is something he has control over. It's not who he is or what he feels, but what he chooses to do with those feelings that's hurting him, and he's even already made the conscious choice to tell Charles about them, he was just interrupted. But now that they're back together and he's literally in the middle of an attempt to escape Hell, there is absolutely no way he can so much as stop for breath without telling Charles the truth. Even the stopping for breath is so loaded - because they're ghosts, they don't need to breathe, but also they're in Hell, so the one thing they can feel is pain, however nonsensical. And Edwin certainly is in pain. But whether he knows what he's about to do or not when he says he 'just needs a tick,' a breather is absolutely not what's gonna give him enough relief to keep climbing - it's fixing that other hurt, though, that will.
Like everything else in that scene, there's a lot of layers to him promising Charles "You don't have to feel the same way, I just needed you to know" - but I don't think that means it isn't also true on a surface level. It's the act of telling Charles that matters so much more than whatever follows it, and while that might have gone unnoticed if anything else major had happened in the same conversation, now we're forced to acknowledge its staggering and singular importance for what it is. The moment is well-earned and properly built up to, but until we see it happen in all its wonderful simplicity, and we see the aftermath (or lack thereof, even), we couldn't properly anticipate how much of a weight off Edwin's shoulders merely getting to share the truth with Charles was going to be, why he couldn't wait for a better, safer opportunity before giving in to that desire, or how badly he needed to say it and nothing else - and I really, really love the weight that act of just being honest, seen, and known is given in their story/relationship.
#dead boy detectives#edwin payne#the case of the very long stairway#im sorry this really IS the short version of my thoughts i swear#i didnt want to get long and rambley backing everything up and mentioning everything else this forces me to reconsider#i just feel like i've barely interacted w this fandom and still seen quite a few odd duck takes on this moment imo#i dont think he wouldntve got the nerve to say it otherwise#(he was already going to! & if anything his new experiences in hell only cement that being the right choice)#and as much as i get what fear can do to a person i still definitely dont think he was resigned to staying in hell if charles reacted badly#i truly think he just couldnt keep it to himself any longer#the show is upfront about his escaping hell being a testament to his own strength rather than a lucky break of some sort#so i think even being on the receiving end of a rescue mission getting out still must take a lot of strength in this universe#and telling charles that definitely made him stronger/in less pain#so yeah totally necessary it happened where and when it did in my book#also i hope it doesnt sound like im being dismissive of anything charles says in this scene#but the way i see it those were all things they both already knew#so reaffirming them just adds to the idea that the act of Telling Each Other Things is what's so important here#rather than counting as a truly separate thing this conversation achieves#just my two cents
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I think the idea that Thad’s characterization is wrong post-Impulse comics is over exaggerated. There’s a difference between a character’s background being disregarded/a character seeming ooc, and disliking the direction a character’s arc/story went.
The crux of Thad’s character post-Impulse is his hatred toward Bart. It’s obsessive, it’s twisted in the sense that it’s misdirected, but it is still very plausible for his character. You may dislike it, but that doesn’t mean it’s not a viable/plausible direction for his character.
#thad meta#This take of disregarding anything post-impulse really grates my nerves.#Thad Thawne#Thaddeus Thawne#Inertia#Kid Zoom#I'm saying this as someone who enjoys seeing Thad as a villain and taking his character exploration from there.#He may stay a villain or maybe he'll change slowly.#It's kinda discouraging seeing this opinion repeated as undeniable truth from the perspective of someone who likes aspects of#his post impulse appearances#It doesn't encourage reading Thad's comic appearances#because there's more to him than the Impulse comics#and you can create and enjoy from his post Impulse appearnces#you don't have to like them but idk encourage reading his comic appearances.
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#this meme has been going through my head for a bazillion years lol#i love to interact and then it hits me that im probably bothering you guys#plus the current popular stuff I am sadly so unfamiliar with#when i was younger i would gravitate to my own interests when i was unfamiliar with other topics and it got on peoples nerves a lot#and i completely understand that so i dont wanna repeat those mistakes#its just like a game of pingpong of me talking too much and me hiding under my desk bc i feel like im bothering everyone#also like the last time it was p much confirmed i was being annoying i cried for like two hours bc my fears were realized haha#and when a line is drawn for me i kinda like to stay at least 2ft away from wherever that line is just to be safe#you gotta like throw a cookie attached to a fishing line to get me closer to the line lol#because i will seriously be way too cautious otherwise#im trying to get more brave though im just kinda like my cat who heard a noise in the bathroom cabinet#and now he refuses to go near it#being mindful of others feelings and respecting their boundaries is super important to me#and sometimes that boxes me in a bit
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he so's so focused on figuring out how that plate and napkin work, i believe in him <3
#cosmo cosma#timmy turner#fop#i love little background gags like this#he so silly#i never appreciated him as a comic relief character when i was younger#stupid characters got on my nerves#but i know better#we stay silly#episode is mission responsible if anyone wants to watch it
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In middle of Batman & the Mad Monk after reading Batman & The Monster Men....justice for Julia Madison, you could've been a great character, instead you're anoying and stuck between being horny but angry about Bruce or worried about your father. Neither deserving the patience you have with them.
#Batman#dc#dc comics#batman comics#bruce wayne#batman and the monster men#batman: monster men#batman and the mad monk#batman: mad monk#batman monster men#batman mad monk#julia madison#she's a law student who smells Bruces bullshit#and instead of doing something with it we get#“Oh Bruce gets on my nerves so much...exept i can't stay mad at him because i keep thinking of the smooth skin on his neck#and his rare laugh that makes me feel all warm#“#or#“OH my poor daddy...such a hard working man and he seems to be so tired lately and so unwell if only he took care of himself and listened#to me“#like GODDD stfu#you're a law student trying to become a DA#you could be so cool and badass#instead we get THIS#and that's true of all women in both stories#all either die or are connected to the men in the story#even when they're a POV character it's all about the men#good stories#awfull writing of women#classic early 2000s ig
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i think spot admires jack very deeply and looks up to him a lot but would rather be stabbed to death than ever say that out loud. btw. i think jack respects spot and everything that he's done more than almost anybody else in the world but would rather be set on fire than admit it. also.
#i think race is long suffering and good at convincing both of them to be more normal around each other#i think spot worries that jack looks down on him because he's younger#and jack worries that spot doesn't respect his leadership because his approach is so different#when really spot sees jack and understands that jack is doing exactly what he does but in a different way#and jack sees spot and sees a young person who stepped up and did better than he feels like he could have ever done at that age#they both know there's mutual respect there. they refuse to acknowledge it because it's hard. it's scary.#why admit there's more than raw nerves and an understanding to be left alone when they can stay as they were and not have to change anythin#race is like guys be best friends you'd be so good at it.#and spot is like no i need to be distant and aloof so he sees past my age and respects me as I am (he already does)#and jack is like no i need to be tough and unsocial so he understands I'm not just a friendly niceguy leader (he already does)#anyway a personal fave hc of mine that at least used to be fanon if it isn't still#is that jack and spot knew each other in the refuge and spot is several years younger than jack#i think like. 3-5 years younger.#newsies#spot conlon#jack kelly
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Post-war Katsuki has taylor's Lover album on repeat and you will not convince me otherwise
#so many of the lyrics#ALL OF AFTERGLOW MY GOD#the entirety of soon you'll get better#lover: can i go where you go? can we always be this close forever and ever?#cruel summer: i love you. ain't that the worst thing you ever heard?#i think he knows: when we get all alone I'll make myself at home and he'll want me to stay#paper rings: cat and mouse for a month or two or three#death by a thousand cuts: but if the story's over why am i still writing pages?#false god: we were crazy to think that this could work. remember how i said i'd die for you?#miss americana: it's you and me. that's my whole world#nice to have a friend: you've been stressed out? yeah me too. something gave you the nerve to touch my hand#daylight: i don't wanna look at anything else now that i saw you (i can never look away).#daylight: i don't wanna think of anything else now that i thought of you (things will never be the same)#bakugo katsuki#bkdk#katsuki bakugo
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#another night on the couch because my ears are raw from 3 weeks of wearing ear plugs that don't fit right#i get to choose between ear pain but comfy bed or nerve pain but silence#i need to get fitted ear plugs so bad but i haven't had the time to stay at my parents to get them fitted (it's in their city)#so i've been sleeping like shit for a big part of 3 weeks. no wonder i'm snappy and exhausted. pfff#i love babe but i need complete silence in order to fall asleep and he's been snoring more and more the last year#any advice is welcome#i'm gonna cry myself to sleep because of exhaustion now. k bye xo
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FIGHTING STYLE ANALYSIS.
bold what often, or always applies to your character. italicize things that they will sometimes do. and strike out options that they never do. repost, don't reblog.
• fights honorably / fights dirty
• prefers close - quarters / prefers range
• chats during / goes silent
• low pain tolerance / high pain tolerance
• attacks in bursts / attacks steadily
• goes for the kill / aims to disarm / fights defensively / strikes first
• is provoked easily / provokes their opponent / teases
• gets visibly frustrated / shouts while attacking
• uses strategy / focuses on the battle / experiences conflicting thoughts during battle
• rushes in recklessly / tries to read their opponent before engaging
• fights wildly / fights calmly / fights apathetically / fights with anger / fights with excitement / fights with delight
• fights because they have to / fights because they want to
• fights without regard to wounds / runs away when wounded / hides wounds / takes a blow to protect another
• prefers a blade / prefers a gun / prefers hand to hand combat / prefers a bow / prefers a shield / prefers a personalised weapon / prefers magic, alchemy or spells
• their greatest weakness is physical / their greatest weakness is mental / their greatest weakness is emotional
• transforms for battle / fights as they appear
• relies on strength / doubts their strength / relies on speed
• uses everything they have / proceeds with caution / hides their full potential
• exhausts quickly / has high stamina
• behaves arrogantly / brags after landing a hit / belittles their abilities
• uses psychological tactics / uses brute strength
• tries to avoid civilians / strikes down civilians
• damages surroundings / avoids damaging surroundings
• signature fighting style / makes it up as they go
• mastered skill - set / learning their skill - set
• fancy footwork / sloppy footwork
• messy fighter / elegant fighter
• accepts defeat / refuses defeat / begs for mercy
• compliments their opponent / insults their opponent
• uses unnecessary movements / moves efficiently / barely moves
• prefers to dodge / prefers to block
• defends their blindside / has no blindside / leaves blindsides vulnerable
• uses all available advantages / strictly uses one main method
• plays around / holds back / fights ruthlessly / shows mercy
• waits for an opponent to be ready / strikes when opponent isn’t ready
• fears death / fears pain / fears killing
• has ptsd / avoids fighting
• has lost a fight / has won a fight
• has killed / refuses to kill / enjoys killing
• wants to die standing / would succumb slowly
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#IT WAS PROBABLY NOTHING BUT IT FELT LIKE THE WORLD: musings.#rp memes.#AHH yeah so you may or may not have noticed a pattern amongst my muses and that is that they all fight dirty LOL#but i meannn whenever you're in a fight especially a street one you kind of have to fight at least a little dirty bc your opponet is NOT-#going to show you kindness most of the time i don't think (': so yeahhh and another important thing to note specifically with blamore is-#that it IS a boxer and also practices muay thai so stand-up striking / sweeps as well as clinches are thing's that it'll commonly-#implement into a fight with someone + he's got strong legs and a good sense of balance due to his boxing experience. HOWEVER#i know that boxing personally is a pretty demanding sport that makes it so that you have to be in tip-top shape to practice it most of the-#time so yeah. maintaining strength in the trunk in particular is something you need and this means training constantly which blamore-#may not be able to do sometimes due to its nerve pain but it definitely tries to stay in good shape. BUT other than that-#i could also picture him using his time in gymnastics to help him to win fights and stuff since it requires a LOT of flexibility / strength#to do those exercises as well.
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well that was a shortlived good feeling about my job
#maybe i should just become unemployed. maybe i should just suffer!#recap of todays further events .#that supervisor? who i kinda didnt already like but now absolutely hate?#she came down to confirm that i wasnt leaving. okay . and then she fucking tells me#oh we're going to get another person to help out from this other company. we were going to do that bc we thought you were leaving#but she thinks that even if im staying there should be another person on this floor. bc apparently more has to be done#and there are 'constant complaints' abt this floor . which doesnt make sense to me bc there shouldnt be#and so we're waiting to see what the manager decides but hes on fucking vacation and wont get back until. next week??#she said she was gonna email him and like right after she left i emailed and texted him explaining everything#and trying to very nicely say hey what the fuck are you doing you don't need to hire anyone else#and if im doing a bad job fucking tell me so i can do it better. bitch#and she had the nerve to fucking tell me when she was talking to me#that i wont find an easier job than this one#well if its so fucking easy why are we hiring someone else#by the way getting that extra person from this other company doesnt cost them anything which is why theyre doing it i think#which is making me not feel good abt my own future lmao. like why would they keep paying me when they can get someone for free#and she was saying all this stuff like oh you have it so good here we dont write you up i do all this stuff to help you like . ok#i didnt ask you to come downstairs w the coffee order and if you wanted me to i would come up . god#but the thing of me not being able to find a better job like wow! what if i killed you. for saying that to my face#and she talks abt how shes been w the company 20 years ok and that doesnt give you an excuse to treat me like a child. jesus#anyway im very pissed off and not enjoying my work situation lol. i dont wanna do this anymore#but looking at other jobs im so unemployable. sigh
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drawing them kissing is a very special type of therapy for me and i don't know why
#rain world#rw lifeline#rw lilypad#rw#no significant harassment#looks to the moon#i keep imagining that after a while nsh stops being super rowdy n over the top to “impress” her#n instead of him flaring up n getting all flustered in her company (he absolutely still would just not CONSTANTLY)#he relaxes when shes around n it calms his nerves#and also hed probably make a lot of bad flirts at her and AUURRRGG IT WOUDL BE SO SUPER CUTE.#and also i think the way they hug compliments each other cus i imagine moon likes to give big embraces over the shoulders#and nsh prefers giving low hugs without too much squeeze#but he would defo hold her tighter if he wanted her to stay in his arms me thinks . giggles#my brain hasnt shut up about them whatsoever i need what they have NOOWWW#sorry for rambling in the tags a lot im insane
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*through gritted teeth* what the fuck do people want from a resume
#this semester i've had three different people look at my resume and all three of them were like contradicting whatever the other person said#one said add references. the other said don't add references. the other said no add them back in#one said add color. one said only do black & white. one said no you should have color#also in terms of content they all differed as well like. guys i just want to get this fucking internship so i can get out of here#i appreciate the feedback but i think it's made me more stressed in the long run#alex’s inane ramblings#plus just now finding out im gonna need to do a fucking seminar probably in addition to my internship unless i want to do 4 credits of#internship. i fucking hate seminars. and it's taught by my advisor who i like. but he knows how fucking quiet i am and calls me out on it o#the daily. which gets on my fucking nerves let me tell you#im the most non-english-major english major to ever exist#don't make me talk. please dear god don't make me talk#plus in this seminar we would be writing a 20 page paper. on american romance lit.#sorry dr. phillis but that sounds godawful#and if i decide to do the seminar it conflicts with another class i need to take so id have to talk to my graphic design advisor about maki#a substitution#hell on earth. why the fuck is graduating so goddamn hard#i don't have enough credits to be staying an extra semester so i have to get this all wrapped up by december#alright im gonna shut up now. college is hard guys
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Oh my god I forgot about Morales's gay ass hair in The Closer 😭 he looks like he walked off the set of Camp Rock
#marquilla#his hair at least LOOKS shorter in Major Crimes but maybe thats just his little hat bc we always see him in the morgue#but he was at 'Alice''s funeral and his hair was well normal ahdgdggdgdgd not THIS#apparently it's been years since ive watched The Closer closely enough to pay attention shdhhdhdhd i used to watch it 2x a day every day for#like 3 years? sgdggdgdgd bc thats all that mom and i would watch it was the closer 6-7 major crimes 8-9 and sometimes id stay to watch#rizzoli and isles but i can only take so much of that fucking show idk why but it gets on my nerves sgdgdggdgd i think its Maura tbh like i#like her most of the time but when she's all 'technically it's flanges 🤓' nerd like it just makes me wanna throw something sgdgdggd#thats the same reason i can't watch Bones anymore bc it's just so goddamn annoying#ANYWAY Idr if its mentioned in The Closer that morales is gay but it is in Major Crimes but if its not and the team just didnt know... how#sgdgdghdhd the gay ass haircut ALONE is enough come on#the closer
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I swear if Dain tells Violet to go to the Scribe Quadrant one more time!
Like buddy! Knock it off!! Zip it!! How many times does she need to tell you she doesn't want to!?!?
#getting on my nerves#like ok yeah he's worried but dude literally shut up#she wants to stay#knock it off#dain aetos#violet sorrengail#fourth wing#bookblr
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i might perhaps be at a point where I'm getting too gatekeepy about Allister.
#weed screams#like. i will get fucking MAD at anyone who tries to say they like him to the level i do#and if they have headcanons that i feel are inaccurate#he's a fictional character i have no right to be like that#but like. how do i stop caring?? I'm already trying so hard to stay kind regardless of what others think.#even though I'm seething deep down.#i just love Allister so so so so much he's my ultimate blorbo he's my comfort character#my interpretations aren't canon though. he's not my character so i can't tell ppl what's right or wrong about their hcs.#i need to stop letting how other ppl see him effect how i feel about them.#*through gritted teeth* there is nothing wrong with ppl HCing that he's a teenager...EVEN THOUGH THEY'RE WRONG.....#no fucking way that kid is anything above 12. ppl who hc him as older genuinely get on my nerves so much#i was tempted to block someone after they excitedly told me i inspired them to write a fic bc i didn't like how they characterized Allister.#my love for Allister has turned me into a cold and heartless HATER.
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