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zodiac couples: capricorn sun | scorpio moon | aquarius rising | sagittarius venus (f) + libra sun | sagittarius moon | cancer rising | scorpio venus (f) for @hazy-siren
#moodboard#aesthetic#astrology#zodiac couples#wlw#capricorn#scorpio#aquarius#sagittarius#libra#cancer#capricorn sun#scorpio moon#scorpio venus#aquarius rising#sagittarius moon#sagittarius venus#libra sun#cancer rising#hazy-siren#sapphic
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â I'm not as talented as my older hisster, Sirenety Hazy, but I'm passionate about writing song lyrics and scream of playing guitar like my idol, Octo Cracken...
Meet Oscar-Ocean Hazy. Sirenety's younger brother! He's not one of my main character list, but he's an important part of the story.
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mermay!
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used chappell roan for reference:
#my art#artists on tumblr#horror art#digital art#digital illustration#dreamcore#surreal#orange#nautical#spooky#eerie#hazy#sunset#ocean#mermaid#Mermay#siren#cryptid#drawing challenge#nightmarecore#liminal spaces#liminality#thalassophobia#headmate#did system#osdd#did headmate#nonhuman alter#nostalgiacore#shark mermaid
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Magmas go brrr
We did a New Years Magma :3 Fizzy and Slinky belong to @ayippeei
Also some Dreamland doodles teehee Most of the ocs here and Dreamland AU belong to @ocean-lunar Cosmos and Apricot belong to me :3
also, close up to a doodle I'm obsessed with lmao
#not my art#magma art#doodles#not my ocs#fnaf ocs#cosmos#apricot#slinky#fizzy#fnaf au#hazy daylight#sleepy dreamy#shadow sunset#banjo#siren#daydrop#fnaf sun#starmist#fnaf moon#dreamer eclipse#dreamer lunar#dreamer bloodmoons#I think that's all#there are a lot of ocs here ;w;#sweetheart#val#jester#pyro
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2023 reads
The Siren The Song and the Spy
sequel to The Mermaid The Witch and The Sea following many new & background characters
allies from across the seas are coming together to fight against the empire once and for all
two siblings from a community whoâve held back colonisation until now, and the rich girl who washes up on their shore after a shipwreck, a pirate spy in the capital, and various others
and the Sea and her daughters, the mermaids, and creatures who want to fight back
#The Siren The Song and the Spy#the mermaid the witch and the sea#maggie tokuda-hall#aroaessidhe 2023 reads#i enjoyed this a lot!! more than book 1 tbh#i enjoyed book 1 but wasn't obsessed w it for whatever reason. also my memory of it is pretty hazy#but ahh!!! good characters#TWO aroace MCs :)#aroace books#florian & evelyn only have a couple short chapters between them; so maybe not great for fans of them#(but also honestly i'd prefer that to like. they're mcs but bad things happen to them)#it maybe⌠simplifies revolution and overturning the empire a bit?#but I guess most of the characters are just joining right when itâs about to pop off.#and also it does have the fairytale vibes that makes that work (I saw a review that said âdeau ex oceaniaâ haha)
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I drew a few OC things for @tiredmaskkara 's FF AU! These include FF SD, (concept design) FF Hazy and also FF Siren as well
I just love this AU a lot
#fnaf sb#fnaf oc#sleepy dreamy#snekart#fnafsb#traditional art#siren#hazy daylight#friendly face#sams au
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#coquette#hazy#lana summer#smoke#lana del rey#lovers#valentine#lipstick#sweetheart#sleeping with sirens#a&w lana del rey#born to die#vintage
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warning: dubcon
Siren luring you into the water, using his webbed hands to play with your pussy as your hazy eyes gloss over. He continues to sing, keeping you placid as his pod circles you.
Your cunt is bred by multiple sirens, your mouth being used as their fucktoy as they coo and sing.
They think about devouring you, but canât bring themselves to do it. Youâre so fat and soft, the perfect host for their eggs! They wanna see your belly swell with their young⌠theyâre attached now!
Youâre sore and covered in bite marks by the end of it, left on an isolated part of the beach. And when you look down at your chubby belly, itâs distended and swollen, heavy with eggs.
And by the time youâre lucid again, all you can think of is the throbbing need in your cunt.
So you go back out that night, ready to be used all over again.
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#cw dubcon#cw oviposition#cw breeding#siren x reader#siren imagine#merman x reader#merman imagines#merman x human#merman smut#mermaid x reader#mermaid x human#mermaid smut#monster fucker#monster lover#monster fudger#monster boyfriend#monster fic#chubby!reader#chubby reader#x reader#fem reader#female reader#teratophillia#terat0philliac#terato#exophelia#fat reader#plus size reader#monster smut#teraphilia
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Logan can't sleep.
It's too damn loud in the apartment. The sound of cars racing by, police sirens, whispers of the late night crowd wandering the streets from club to bar to taxi.
He can hear it all, sensitive ears picking up each sound through Wade's thin window panes. The flicker of lights doesn't help, adding to the sensation of too fucking much.
It makes Logan tense, makes his skin crawl, makes adrenaline course through his veins despite his attempts to tamp it down. For so long he'd been living in the outskirts of population, avoiding the influx resentful stares that came with cities.
So Logan can't sleep, hasn't slept, save for the few moments of overwhelming exhaustion dragging him over the ledge into the shallow depths of muted sleep. It's only ever for a short while, never long enough to cure him of the heavy-limbed pull of weariness.
Instead, he paces, watches raindrops trail down the windows, scours the apartment for something to fidget with until the first glimmer of sunlight replaces the dark and he can take the dog for a walk.
But of course, eventually Wade notices, because Wade notices everything.
Before Logan has a chance to protest, Wade has purchased a set of noise cancelling headphones, and an extra cot to shove in the corner of Al's bedroom which sits further from the busy street so he can try to sleep more during the day while she's gone and he isn't in danger of hurting her in his sleep.
Wade makes him a cup of warm tea every night, feeds Logan a full meal of pasta and bread, sets up black-out curtains and pulls them closed an hour or two before they head to bed. Wade takes him out on runs, lowers the temperature in the apartment a couple of degrees, runs Logan a bath a couple nights a week when he sees the anxious tremor in Logan's hands.
Wade presses himself close when they crawl into bed, holds him without teasing and Logan lets him do it without a cursory excuse.
It takes time, days and weeks, but it works.
Sleep comes, not easy but easier, and Logan finds himself relaxing into the schedule, into the grounding arms that curl around his side and pull him close under the sheets.
It's getting better because of Wade, the same Wade who looks at Logan like he hung the goddamn stars. Logan looks back at him the same way, because Wade is surprisingly gentle, and Logan hasn't felt gentleness in years.
There's a burning sensation deep in Logan's chest one night as he drifts in the hazy waves of interrupted sleep. Something like fondness, need, reverence, affection.
He decides to tell Wade in the morning.
#wade is a good boyfriend to logan even before they're official#logan hasn't felt the care of another person in years and fuck he really needs it so fucking bad yall#i just need them to be disgustingly soft and horribly fluffy i am uncompromising#logan's hearing and vision are sensitive#poolverine#headcanon#deadclaws#deadpool#logan howlett#wade wilson#wolverine#deadpool and wolverine#fanfic#fuck them they're so soft
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Siren Imagine (fem x fem x fem): you are a pirate with a fearsome reputation among the seven seas. You fear nothing and no one until, during a treasure hunt, you stumble upon two sirens. They are captivating and they circle you, their voices in your mind and heart. They kiss, caress and whisper sweet little things all while removing your clothes. Their tongues taste your salty skin, leaving behind trails of moisture. You touch them back, removing the tiny seashells for bras and massaging and suckling their breasts. They lay you down, legs open wide, and worship your belly, tits and pussy, while you trace their scales and find the little spot that hid their moist pussy. You spend the day in hazy pleasure, not minding leaving behind your fearsome reputation and becoming their mate.
#siren x reader#sirens x you#monster x reader#monster x human#monster x you#monster fucker#monster lover#monster smut#monster fudger#monster boyfriend#fem x fem x fem#fem x fem#monster romance#monster fuqqer#monster imagine
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Lilith, you siren, how could you do this to me?
Obsessive!satosugu x insecure!reader
Warning: 18+, NSFW, Smut, Yandere themes, manipulation, cheating, dubcon (the reader wants it equally but is hesitant at first), dark stuff in general, MDNI. Feminine terms of reference used, reader is AFAB.
a/n: I'm on a roll today lmao
Thinking about obsessive!satosugu, manipulating their insecure!bestfriend reader to be with them. You have a shit relationship? No problem.. they'll allude you into thinking they're all that you could ever want.
You think you're incapable of love? Damn right you are, because they're the only ones are capable of giving you that love, to their shared toy. Their obsession.
Oh and it was so easy to actually make you believe that, in their eyes, you were just so pathetic and they loved you for that. They loved that you hated yourself, it was a piece of cake to drill into your head that your boyfriend hated you, because of the way you are.
Satoru would act like a love sick, smitten puppy while Suguru would be just so much meaner as they are taking their shared joy in fucking up your head while they treat you like the sin you are. Seated in the ivory haired's lap while his lover held down your thighs, face deep into your cunt.
Satoru would coo in your ear with his hazy eyes, nuzzling his face in the periphery of your face, a taut, bruising grip on your wrists. "We'd make you feel like the most special person in the world if you give in you know..? It's not like you are capable to feel that with someone else, it's not everyday you'd be treated this good hm..?" He says those twisted, saccharine words, while Suguru deliciously eats your pussy like a starved man, his teeth scraping occasionally against your reddened, swollen clit, making you mewl and gasp. Your skull rendering afloat from the pleasure you shouldn't enjoy.
A foul, derogatory slap on your pussy from the raven haired made you jolt and become alert, earning a chuckled, mocking hum from Satoru with a consecutive shush. "Take it, sweet girl..you know Suguru wouldn't do that if you just fucking listened." He gritted the end of the sentence, cuffing your jaw after speaking so sweetly.
"You're pampering her too much, my darling, she deserves this and more for not appreciating our love." The man pulled away from your poor cunt with a sly smirk, his chin glistening with your nectar. His foxy eyes looking at you with yearning before pinching your already overstimulated clit, making you cry, giving them the sadistic satisfaction of seeing your pretty eyes turn glassy and red rimmed.
"That's right dumb girl..just give in. You don't need that stupid fucking boyfriend of yours.."
And you couldn't even feel the guilt that you are made to cheat. It was grilled into your head that what they treated you, was better than even an ounce of what you deserved. âĄ
#yandere jjk#yandere gojo x reader#yandere geto x reader#gojo x reader#satosugu x reader#jjk gojo#jjk smut#satosugu x you#jujutsu kaisen fanfic#geto x reader#gojo satoru x female reader#gojo x you#geto x you#geto x gojo#gojo satoru x y/n#geto suguru x y/n
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â Being here with you in such a beautiful place, wearing this cute costume, truly feels like a dream
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Your Puppy Siren!: When a Siren Gets his Legs
M!Siren x gn!reader
NSFW
You had just moved into your aunt's summer house. It was a lovely place with its own private beach. You had been excited to go on a morning swim when, on one of the rocks by the shore, you found him. He was covered in grey skin and scales that shone sea blue in the sunlight. He scared you at first, causing you to run away, but you had made the mistake of tripping over your own bag before inhaling a mouthful of sand.
This seemed to amuse the creature as it laughed lightly at you. He continued to stay at his rock and raised his hands. He made quiet keening sounds, as if to sooth you. You had to admit it worked. You had never heard such a lovely sound before coming from a creature. Something about the texture of it made your heart flutter.
You kept your distance but tried to speak with him. He didnât reply, but made gestures to your hair, which you had been growing long lately. He made the gesture again and let out a long beautiful sound. Was he? Complimenting your hair? Â
You put your hand to your heart and smiled. He seemed to get the gist because he sang out a low relaxing serenade. The two of you went on like this for an hour. Eventually, you felt brave enough to rummage through your bag for a tuna fish sandwich. Slowly, you made your way towards the creature, showed you ripping off a piece of your sandwich, and taking a bite. You ripped off another piece and handed it to him.
His fingers ghosted around yours as he took the food, his skin was cool.Â
He took a hesitant bite, before finishing it off in one go. He seemed to like it as he reached his hand out for more. You moved closer, sitting on the other side of his rock. When you handed him the last piece he put one of his hands on top of yours. He carefully took the sandwich from your fingers and brought it to your lips, gesturing for you to open your mouth. You did so, and the merman warbled gleefully, popping it in. As you chewed, he watched your mouth with interest.
When you had finished the sandwich, he was still humming, his feelings of satisfaction evident by his tones. He moved closer to you and pointed to his mouth, then to you. You wiped your mouth instinctively but he pouted. Carefully, he leaned forward, and pressed his lips to yours. They tasted salty. Your face heated and you put a hand on his scaled shoulder. He slipped a textured tongue into your mouth and you moaned around him, leaning your body flush against him.
You were surprised by the fire of the kiss. You felt needy and desperate almost immediately. There was something about his tongue that felt like fireworks and when he pulled away, how he nudged your forehead with his own was so cute. Except for the static shock that shot through your forehead. That hurt like a bitch.
You swore and shot away from his face, eyes hazy.Â
��Don't move too much, you could fall!â A worried voice chirped toward you. You looked up to see the merman leaning over you with concern.
âYou⌠you can talk?â You whispered. He gave you a lopsided grin and hummed a lovely little serenade. After a moment, he continued. âI didn't before. But you gave me enough of your mind for a moment so I could learn! Now I can speak as well as you!â
âLike, Merman magic or something.â
He laughed and pulled you closer to him again.Â
âWhat an adorable thing to say. We do have types of magic, though I will admit, its more of an instinctual sort.â
He leaned toward you and started leaning down, rubbing his cheek against your shoulder. His other hand hand reached around your waist, holding you close to his cool body. Honestly, his scales felt nice under the heat of the sun. You leaned into him as he hummed.Â
âYou're voice is beautiful Mr. Mermaid.â You mentioned a bit shyly. He beamed at you with eyes that stared a little too hard.
âI'm a Siren actually! But you were close! Mermaids don't come to shore often, so I hope you don't have the misfortune of running into one.â
He started playing with your hair happily. He was very affectionate, this Siren.Â
âAren't Sirens⌠you know. Supposed to eat people?â You said, somewhat at a whisper. He paused in disbelief for a second and bit his lip, revealing sharp teeth.Â
âWhile you look particularly scrumptious, we don't tend to eat humans. Though if I was traveling with my pod, our song could capture a good shark or a whale that would feed us for quite a while. Not that a perfectly spiteful Siren couldn't do it.âÂ
He kept answering your questions, the whole time refusing to let his hands leave you. You had to admit, after that kiss, it had really flustered you. But your curiosity won out. Eventually, it grew dark and you told your new⌠friend? That you would need to head home as it was getting too dark for you to see.
âAll this talking and I don't know your name.âÂ
He looked at you with quirked brows. âYou wouldn't be able to pronounced it with your human tongue, but⌠you can call me Baby. Yes. That will fit perfectly.â
Heat filled your cheeks. âBaby? You should know thats more of an endearement then an actual nameâŚâÂ
âWe have been talking all day. Are we not close to each other now?â He made a dramatic face of disappointment.Â
âPlease call me Baby. I like that name. I will answer to nothing else.â His tone was final.Â
Seeing that he would not budge, you acquiesced. He begged you to come visit him the next day, and you did. In fact, you visited him every chance you got. You had him try different human food, and the two of you had even set up a book reading arrangement. It seemed his language magic also stretched to written language.
You loved listening to his voice. Whether he was warbling or using his human pitch, it always gave you a little pep.Â
He continued to glue himself to you, hands always wandering. He'd wrap them around your waist, massage your shoulders, and hold your hand every chance he got. Whenever you called to him, he would look at you pointedly, waiting in earnest until you said what he wanted to hear.
âBaby.â You'd sigh, and he'd keen and be merry for the rest of your conversation. He was so earnest, it was adorable.
Today though, something was different. Summer was starting to transition to fall. You didn't know how but you knew he would have to leave. Your sweet little Siren couldn't stay with you forever.
He finally confirmed this himself.
âThe water is getting too cold for me. Ill have to return to my pod soon.âÂ
âI'll miss you.â You admitted, wrapping your arms around yourself as the cool air swept up.
He looked at you with such longing, his face leaning closer to yours.Â
âMay I kiss you?â
You paused a moment, eyes staring into his heated gaze and pretty mouth. You nodded, and he pounced on you, crushing his lips to yours. You stayed like that for a while. As you started to moan he started to hum into you, a beautiful noise that filled you with hope and flooded your core.
âAre you putting a spell on me Mr. Mermaid?â You teased, head getting dizzy as he started rubbing the gap between your swim shirt and swim trunks. His mouth ghosted over your neck now, and he was starting to hump at your thigh with his tail his eyes lidded.Â
âThats not my name.â He pouted, pulling down your trunks, airing you out for him and the ocean to see.Â
âBaby.â you breathed out, pushing his head down to your most sensitive area, and skimming the place that made you moan best with your fingers. He grinned happily, and started to experiment, his rough fingers drawing circles around you. Eventually, you started to leak. This seemed to surprise Baby. It made sense, as he lived in water.
âIt means I feel good.â You admitted bashfully. He experimentally touched the fluid with his finger and brought it up to his mouth. He made a low trilling sound, his eyes changing color. You had never seen that before. He pushed you down onto the sand, and started sucking you down. As you chocked out in pleasure he continued. You felt that familiar live wire feeling, buried beneath all the sensation he was giving you and you knew he was using that magic of his. For what you didn't know.Â
He started to sing, the vibrations of it echoing through you and you jerked manically. He kept itup, singing the most beautiful tune. It was full of lust and need and want and as you looked down at him you could see his tail was humping a hole into the sand beneath him. You hoped it felt good, as you could see something had emerged from his tail, a curved, ocean blue cock. You couldn't make out much else as he sucked you down hard again, causing waves of pleasure to crash through you.
âAm I making you feel good?â You could tell he was looking for praise.Â
âSo good. You've been such a good boy-- ah!â He had chosen that moment to pump two of his slick fingers into you, gently tracing your spongy walls. You jerked some more, feeling you were close.
âBaby, mmm Baby so good.â You drooled out as he experimented with tracing a certain spot inside you, driving you mad.Â
He was singing again as you came, his voice making your core even hotter, like it always did.
âWanna breed you. Can i?â He was looking at you from under his blue grey lashes. You nodded, but frowned, as he was slowing his pumping. You felt your tension recede and you whined out, nose wrinkling.
âPlease! Take me!â You finally gave in and his lips quirked up in triumph as he pulled himself up to mount you and thrust inside.Â
You both choked out, his groans going from human to inhuman, as he made little chirping and warbling sounds, drool dripping down his chin. He pumped himself into you, slowly at first. Their was a strange sensation and you realized he was growing inside you. Longer, his ridges were more pronounced and it felt divine.
âYou feel so-mmmnn.â He was singing again, and this time it had magic to it. It was like some invisible force had invaded your mind, scratching an itch you never knew you had. You groaned out as you came hard around his cock, the feeling so delicious you didn't even know if you were breathing. You were just sensation and pleasure and you knew he was using his magic, he couldn't help it, you just felt so good and that's what sirens did.
You didn't know how you could comprehend all this as you came but you continued to ride out your high. Baby was so sex drunk he was grinning at you as he keened.
âNothing⌠has felt⌠as good as you!â His strokes were faster now, his eyes rolling in the back of his head. Something was different, but your hazy mind couldn't understand what, you just kept coming.Â
And then he came, his seed hot inside you. Baby was so cute, his breath shaky as he leaning over you, finally collapsing onto your body. He was silent now for the first time your whole session.
âI love you.â He said, as easy as if he was stating the weather. Then he sat up and crossed his legs.
His legs??Â
This seemed as much as a surprise to him as you.Â
âThis is perfect.â He breathed, wiggling his new toes. âNow Iâll never have to be without you again!â
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Siren magic is so interesting, maybe ill write a part two?Â
(Future Nectar here, I did a part 2!)
Part Two
#monster fucker#monster lover#monster#monster x reader#terat0philliac#teratophillia#siren#siren smut#monster smut#merman smut#fantasy smut
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there is no market for this. this is purely self indulgent guys please don't hunt me down for this.
you're a chemistry student and you steal a bottle of chloroform from your lab. we all know what comes next. obvious tw for (consensual) drugging.
disclaimer that solvents are bad they can kill easily and there is no safe way to use them don't try this at home guys
Luigi sets the brown, glass bottle in front of you, staring you down while he does.
"Was looking for my charger in your room after I left it in there and found this stashed behind your dresser."
You freeze, face flushing red as you look down at it's label. Trichloromethane. God dammit, you knew you should have hid that somewhere better. Absolutely anywhere better.
"You stole this, right? I mean, it makes sense, you're around chemicals all day and you decided to at least make the most of your arsenal, huh?" He raises an eyebrow.
"It's chloroform," you mumble out. He chuckles softly, taking the bottle and running his eyes along the words printed on the label. "I know it is. I looked it up because honestly, I didn't expect you to tell me that's what it was." He glanced up at you as he said the next sentence.
"You gonna tell me why you stole it, or do you want me to wager a guess?"
You fiddled with your hands for a moment, staring down at the table beneath you, before speaking.
"Can I just show you?"
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You sat on your bed, Lu behind you, on his knees. The sound of him twisting off the bottle's cap made you tense up in anticipation, as he dabbed the liquid onto a pure white hand towel.
"I'm sure you're already aware of how dangerous this is."
"You're the one who agreed to it," you mumble, and he tilts his head in understanding. He brings his arms around you, one hand clutching the soaked rag, the other resting on your thigh.
"If you want me to stop, tap my arm twice and I'll let you breathe." He nuzzled into your neck, looking at you as he slowly pressed the fabric to your mouth and nose. We're really doing this, you think to yourself.
You take a deep inhale of the fumes, being met with a sickly sweet scent that surprised you. It encouraged you to press your hand against his, forcing the rag closer, as you took another breath, reveling in the pleasant scent of it.
"Careful," he coos, and fuck his voice sounds so good. "Don't take too much at once, amore."
You don't listen, chasing the high as you take another huff, feeling it fill your lungs. The tension in your body starts to melt as you lean back against him, maybe a little harder than intended because he holds your waist to stabilize you.
Now the intoxication is clear. Your vision turns hazy and the corners of it darken as the world swirls around you. It looked grainy yet clear, like a sharpness filter, and your overhead light was suddenly blinding, so you shut your eyes softly.
Your breathing turns more shallow as you pant softly, moaning into his hand, feeling his bulge press against your back. What could he say? You were helpless under him, and that turned him on more than he cared to admit.
"You know," he whispers, the sound of his voice making you dizzy. "In movies and TV shows, it takes only a minute or two for someone to black out from chloroform. But in real life it takes quite a bit longer, isn't that interesting?" He pressed the rag harder to your nose, prompting you to take another deep inhale.
A strange, siren-ish whirring makes itself clear, and every time he spoke that sound would ease up, so you pushed your hips back against his to draw a moan out of him. "Fuck," he whined. "I might not be able to wait that few minutes for you to pass out."
The cool vapor against your nostrils felt so good, you couldn't stop yourself from desperately huffing it, one of your hands reaching down to rub yourself through your shorts. He notices, and swats your hand away, replacing it with his own.
"You're soaked," he observes. "The idea of me using you while you're unconscious gets you off, huh?"
You let out a muffled confession into the rag, your body beginning to feel heavy and numb. It was originally used as anesthetic, after all, so that made enough sense - and he had to hold you closer to keep you from toppling.
"What's wrong? Feeling sleepy?" You nodded softly, eyes still shut as you tried to open them, the brightness of your room almost nauseating to look at. You whined in discomfort, and he covered your eyes with his hand, leaning you back onto him.
"Shh, don't fight it. Just let yourself go, amore. I'll take care of you." When you'd closed your eyes, you felt his hand slip back down between your legs, still rubbing his two fingers on your clit, his cock throbbing under his jeans.
Fuck. His voice was so soothing, and your body just felt so heavy that you wanted to give up. You stayed there, teetering on the edge of unconsciousness, mind spinning as he rubbed the last of your logical thinking away.
He slipped your panties aside and pushed his two fingers inside, and that was enough for you. You took another deep inhale, the deepest yet, your head throbbing pleasantly again as you felt yourself slip.
What he did after that? Well... you woke up with tons of hickeys, half your clothes off, and a hangover, so it didn't leave much to the imagination.
But he was there, with a glass of cold water and lots of kisses for you.
"Have you learned not to steal, darling?"
#tw drugs#tw drugging#luigi mangione#luigi mangione x reader#real person fiction#real people fiction 18+#luigi mangione fanfic#rpf#luigi mangione fanfiction#luigi mangione smut#luigi mangione imagine
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criminal love â nanami kento.
"Look at me, siren." he commands, his tone steady but charged. "I want to see everything." Your eyes flutter open, hazy and unfocused, locking onto him with an effort that feels monumental. Thereâs a glint in his caramel gazeâintense, searching, as if heâs reading more than just the surface of your expression. âGood little siren.â he murmurs, his voice softening but no less dominant. âDonât run from it. Let me see what it does to you.â
GENRE: alternate universe - detective au;
WARNING/S: afab!, romance, smut, nsfw, rated 18 and above, explicit content, nudity, kissing, making out, clit stimulation, rough sex, p to v sex, teasing, orgasm, humor, profanity, pet names (pretty man, siren, etc), characters speaking in sexual innuendo, possessiveness, betrayal, faking death, crying, drama, violence, emotional manipulation, emotional distress, guilt, angst, depression, mention of extortion, mention of sexual euphemisms, depiction of explicit sexual content, nanami ooc, detective! nanami kento, criminal! reader;
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NOTE: this was roughly based on irene adler and sherlock from bbc sherlock. i ended up rewatching clips of them recently and i ended up wanting to write something about this in my own way and so i hope you enjoy it. ill probably be gone for a long while between these weeks as exam season is coming, so whatever i upload would be automated queued up. i hope you enjoy it anyway!!! i love you all!!! <3
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MUCH WAS TO BE DISCERNED, THAT WAS FOR CERTAIN. Nanami Kento was yet unsure what to feel about this case. But he knew that heâd better just keep his opinions to himself. He was a consulting detective, more than he was a spy.
And he was the first of his kind, well â he created the job. But he found that in his own line of work, he made the rules. And heâs not like a rule breaker â not unless he was bored. Which happens all too often nowadays.Â
But he made boundaries. And he likes to keep within them. A consulting detective is not meant to be a populist, nor someone who expresses the biases that come with his existence. A consulting detective was a blank canvas, a mask that never tires or tears.
The mind cannot be diluted nor dulled. Not even when it comes to personal intrigue. But as he looked at your personal profile, he couldnât help but find himself intrigued by you.
He hums, staring at your profile. There wasnât much to tell in detail. Thatâs why Yaga came to him in the first place. If they had known more about you, then they would have never come to him. But it was clear to him that you were too beautiful, much like a siren.
But then again, you were a dominatrix. That was how you grabbed your victimâs attention. Thatâs how you got the prime minister under your thumb and how you blackmailed him.Â
Still there was something about your eyes. How they were so full of walls he wanted to pierce. Heâd never seen them before. Perhaps that adds to the allure he already has with you.
He was enamoured by them in his own way. Your sharp eyes glaring back at him, full of mystery. Like a puzzle. And he wanted to solve everything. He wanted to know you, unravel you for his own desires to escape boredom.
Nanami Kento leaned back in his chair, a heavy sigh escaping him as he thumbed through the sparse details of your profile once again. His office was dim, save for the soft golden light spilling from the desk lamp. It cast sharp shadows across his furrowed brow, accentuating the contemplative set of his jaw. The rain outside tapped a steady rhythm against the windowpane, a melody of monotony he had long grown indifferent to.
He tapped a pen absently against the leather-bound notebook on his desk. "A dominatrix, a prolific criminal." he muttered to himself, the faintest hint of a smirk tugging at his lips. "Of course. Why else would someone like you have the Prime Minister dancing to your tune?"
He paused, letting the words hang in the air. A lesser man might have judged you outright, but Nanami Kento wasnât a lesser man. Judgment required bias, and bias was a weakness. Yet even he couldn't deny the intrigue you stirred in himâa siren cloaked in mystery, luring him to uncharted depths.
Picking up your profile again, he scanned the details with a practiced eye. It was deliberately vague. Yaga Masamichi had been careful about that, only providing enough to hook him without tipping the scales. Clever. Kento appreciated cleverness.
âYouâre an enigma, arenât you?â he murmured, his voice low and thoughtful. His gaze lingered on the photograph clipped to the file. Your sharp eyes seemed to pierce through the page, as if daring him to look deeper.
The phone on his desk buzzed, pulling him from his thoughts. He reached for it, his tone clipped and professional. "Nanami Kento speaking."
Yaga's gruff voice crackled through the line. "Have you made any progress?"
Kento glanced at the profile again, a shadow of a smile playing on his lips. "Progress? No. But Iâm intrigued. Thatâs more than you can usually say after five minutes of reading these files."
"This isn't a game, Kento. This is a high profile case." Yaga growled. "We need results."
Kento leaned back, the smirk fading into something more inscrutable. "And youâll have them, eventually. When I get into it. But you brought me in because I donât rush. I donât make mistakes. Trust that Iâll deliver, Yaga. But you knew that already, didnât you?"
A strained silence followed. Kento snickers silently. Yaga knew that he was right. Heâs never failed a case before. He was their only shot at figuring this out.
Driving him away with their pondering would irritate him. So, Yaga knew it best. Yaga grumbled his assent on the other side of the line and then hung up. Kento replaced the receiver with a quiet exhale and turned his attention back to your profile.
"Who are you really?" he mused aloud. The rain continued its persistent tapping, as if echoing the question. He traced a finger along the edge of the photograph, his mind already dissecting the puzzle you presented.
This wasnât just about solving a case anymore. It was about understanding the layers beneath your sharp eyes and enigmatic smirk. You were a challenge, and Nanami Kento never walked away from a challenge.
âTime to meet the siren.â he murmured, closing the file and grabbing his coat.Â
The game had officially begun.
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HE LIKED GETTING THINGS DONE WELL. So, with meticulous precision, Nanami Kento began preparing. His process was almost ritualisticâa series of carefully honed steps that allowed him to immerse himself in the task at hand.
Research, observation, analysis; each was a brushstroke on the canvas of his understanding. He had done this countless times before, dissecting lives and habits like a surgeon with a scalpel. It was a game he played alone, and one he rarely lost.
It didnât take him long to find you. You werenât exactly hiding, after all. You were a bold one, he would admit that. Certainly, others would have tried to find a way to hide from him. But you did not. No, you donât seem to have liked that.
The apartment you lived in was in the heart of the city. Though modest, it had an air of curated simplicity. A facade, he suspected. There could be some other place you found yourself to be at. Itâs impossible to have no back up plan. Still, heâd start here. The moment he identified your specific location, he began to watch.Â
At first, it was dull. Too dull. Your routines were painfully ordinary: niche little trips to the market, morning coffee on your tiny balcony, polite nods to neighbors as you passed. For all the whispers of scandal surrounding you, you seemed frustratingly⌠normal.
âBoring.â Nanami muttered under his breath, reclining in his concealed vantage point. He adjusted his tie absentmindedly, a habitual gesture when his patience wore thin. But he wasnât one to abandon a lead, not even when boredom threatened to set in. Boredom, after all, was often a disguise for something hidden.
And he was right. It didnât take long before the cracks in the surface began to show.
There were subtle inconsistencies. He picks on them right away, of course. Like the way your routine shifted ever so slightly every few days. The lingering looks you exchanged with strangers on the street, each glance charged with unspoken meaning.Â
The phone calls you took late at night, your voice low and hushed as you paced your apartment. Much of those were patterned just as much. Of course, you would try to throw him off the course with your other calls. But he was not falling for it.
You were normal, yesâbut only just enough to keep the untrained eye from noticing the undertow beneath.
Kento took note of everything, each detail cataloged with precision in his mind. How you lingered in front of a particular bookstore on days when the street was less crowded.
How your posture straightened imperceptibly when you stepped into the dimly lit cafĂŠ on the corner, like you were stepping into character. How your sharp eyes softened, just briefly, when you gazed out over the city skyline from your balcony at night.
"Youâre meticulous, little siren." he murmured, watching from afar as you adjusted the hem of your coat before entering a black sedan one evening. "Calculated. And hiding something."
His instincts, honed by years of studying human behavior, told him you were more than the sum of your parts. You werenât erratic, nor did you display the cold mechanical precision of a methodical planner. You were something else entirelyâa paradox wrapped in elegance, wearing your secrets as effortlessly as a designer gown.
As the days turned into weeks, his understanding of you deepened. He noted how you interacted with others, your charm carefully measured, your words like baited hooks. He saw the way people gravitated to you, unaware of the quiet power you wielded over them. It was mesmerizing to watch, even for someone as detached as Nanami.
But then there were the moments that broke the pattern. The fleeting, unguarded seconds when the mask slipped. It was just for a split second and yet, it was glaringly obvious. when your smile faltered, when your gaze lingered on nothing in particular, as if lost in thought. Those moments fascinated him the most.
"You're not what you seem, arenât you, siren?" Nanami said one evening, speaking to no one but himself as he jotted down another observation in his notebook. "And thatâs what makes you dangerous."
He leaned back, letting the pen rest against his lips as he studied his notes. The bitter rain had begun again, a softly patters against the window. Watching you has become more than an assignment. It was a challenge, one he was determined to unravel.
Whatever secrets you held, he would uncover them.Â
Whatever lies you told, he would see through them.
And perhaps, just perhaps, he would finally find something that would make him feel alive again.
Kento approached your residence with the confidence of a seasoned professional, every step measured, every glance purposeful. The modest, meek exterior belied the reputation you had earnedâa mind sharper than most, a presence impossible to ignore. Well, not to him.
For all his precision and preparation, Nanami Kento prided himself on being unshakeable.
That illusion shattered the moment he stepped inside.
The scent of sandalwood lingered in the air, rich and intoxicating, blending seamlessly with the warm glow of the afternoon sun filtering through gauzy curtains. The room was immaculate, deceptively serene, yet every detail felt deliberate, as though the space itself were watching him. And then there was you.
You stood in the center of the room, utterly bare, holding a steaming cup of tea as though this were the most natural thing in the world. The room itself was dimly lit, the amber glow of a single lamp casting elongated shadows that danced along the walls. The steam from your cup curled upward in lazy tendrils, disappearing into the stillness that seemed to envelop everything around you.
For a moment, Nanami Kento froze where he stood, his usually unshakable composure wavering. He had been meticulous, quiet as a shadow as he made his way into your space, every step calculated. He hadnât anticipated thisâhadnât prepared for the sight of you standing there, unguarded and unapologetic.
âYouâre not easily startled, detective.â you said, your voice smooth and unhurried, like the tea you sipped from the delicate porcelain cup. The corners of your lips curled upward, though the smile didnât quite reach your eyes. âBut I think I managed to catch you off guard.â
"I... was unaware we had an appointment." he managed, his voice clipped, struggling to keep his gaze fixed on your eyes.
"Unaware? Oh, Detective, you wound me." You stepped forward, the subtle sway of your hips hypnotic, your bare feet making no sound against the polished wood floor. "But I knew youâd come. Youâre far too predictable for your own good. Handsome, brilliant, but predictable."
Kentoâs brow furrowed imperceptibly. You had noticed him before he had even made himself known, yet here you were, unconcerned and entirely in control. It was a calculated choice, he realized. Everything about you was measured. Everything from your posture, your tone, even your lack of clothingâwas deliberate. A statement of power.
He stepped fully into the room, closing the door behind him with a soft click. His gaze remained steady, unflinching, as he addressed you. âYou have a peculiar way of entertaining unexpected guests, donât you?
You chuckled softly, a sound that seemed to ripple through the charged air between you. âAnd you have a peculiar way of entering someoneâs home uninvited. But I suppose we both like to keep things interesting.â
Kentoâs caramel eyes flicked briefly to the cup in your hands, the steam still rising. You held it with a casual grace, as though the vulnerability of your current state was irrelevant. He took a measured step closer, his voice as calm and steady as ever.Â
âIâm not here to entertain. Iâm here for answers.â
âAnd you think breaking into my home is the best way to get them?â you replied, tilting your head slightly. âInteresting method, detective.â
There was no fear in your voice, no tremor of uncertainty. You donât seem to cower at the thought that he was in front of you. You were not at the least afraid, flaunting yourself bare as the day you were born right in front of him, no. If anything, you seemed amused, as though this was just another gameâone you intended to win. As he usually does.
Kentoâs jaw tightened. He wasnât used to this. Being disarmed, even momentarily. You were unlike anyone he had encountered before, and it both intrigued and irritated him. You drank a handful of your tea, not breaking eye contact with him.
 âYou know why Iâm here.â he said, his tone firm. âLetâs not waste time pretending otherwise.â
You raised the cup to your lips, taking a slow sip before responding. âAh, but time is all we have, isnât it, mister detective? Besides, Iâm curious to see how far youâre willing to go for your answers.â
Kentoâs gaze remained fixed on you, his mind racing to piece together your intentions. He had come here prepared to confront a manipulator, a blackmailer, someone who thrived on exploiting the weaknesses of others. Instead, he found himself standing before an enigma. You were a person who seemed to thrive in the liminal space between predator and prey.
âYouâre not afraid of me.â he said finally, his voice quieter now, almost reflective.
You met his gaze, unblinking. âShould I be?â
The silence that followed was thick, charged with an unspoken challenge. Kento felt the weight of it pressing against him, but he refused to yield. He had come here to unravel you, to strip away the layers of mystery and deceit. But in this moment, with the air thick with the scent of tea and tension, he couldnât help but wonder if it was you who was peeling back his layers instead.
Kento held your gaze, his mind a calculated storm of thoughts. You were testing him, pushing boundaries to see how far heâd go, how much of himself heâd expose in pursuit of whatever he sought from you. It wasnât fearlessness that radiated from you, no. It was the epitome of control. Complete, unyielding control.
He didnât like it.
But he couldnât deny the subtle exhilaration it stirred in him.
âYou know why Iâm here, donât you?â he said again, his voice colder this time, a deliberate shift in tone to reassert authority. âAnd you know I wonât leave without what I need.â
You smirked, lowering your cup and cradling it in both hands. âOh, I know you wonât leave. Not yet, at least. But Iâm not convinced you truly know what it is youâre looking for.â
Kento took another step closer, his hands sliding into the pockets of his coat as he surveyed the room with a careful glance. Minimalist decor. Sparse yet elegant, like an art exhibit curated to hide the truth. Everything was deliberate. Everything was you.
âWhat Iâm looking for,â he said evenly, his gaze snapping back to you. âare answers. About the Prime Minister. About the leverage you hold over him.â
You raised a brow, your smirk deepening into something more indulgent. âStraight to the point. I like that. But tell me, Detective Nanami Kentoâwhat makes you think you can find answers here?â
He tilted his head slightly, his expression unreadable. âBecause you want me to find them. Arenât you someone as bored as I am, playing the game?â
That gave you pause, though only for a fraction of a second. It was enough. Nanami Kento caught the brief flicker of surprise in your eyes before you masked it with a soft laugh. He found that your laugh was a beautiful one, had it not been one that was dangerous venom, a double entendre.
âTouchĂŠ, detective.â you said, setting the cup down on a nearby table with deliberate care. âBut even if that were true, youâd still have to earn them.â
âEarn them.â Kento repeated, his tone flat. âIs that your way of trying to bargain?â
You stepped closer now, the soft light catching the sharp angles of your face. Barefoot and unguarded, you moved with the confidence of someone who knew they held the upper handâor at least wanted him to believe they did.
âCall it whatever you like, detective.â you replied, stopping just a breath away from him. âYou came here for the truth, and the truth is rarely free. Especially from someone like me.â
Kento didnât flinch, didnât step back. He held his ground, studying you with an intensity that bordered on invasive. âAnd what do you want in return?â
You smiled, but it wasnât the warm kind. It was calculated, sharp. It was your favorite weapon of choice. âFor now? Just your time. Let me see how you operate, how your mind works when it isnât trapped behind your rules and decorum. Then, maybe, Iâll decide what else you have to offer.â
His lips pressed into a thin line. It wasnât the first time someone had tried to manipulate him, to pull him into their web. But you were different. You didnât rely on desperation or brute force; you wielded intrigue like a scalpel, cutting just deep enough to make him curious.
âYou think Iâll play your game, hm?â he said finally, his voice low and edged with warning.
You tilted your head, your eyes gleaming with amusement. âI think you already are.â
The silence that followed was electric, the space between you charged with unspoken tension. For a moment, neither of you moved, two opposing forces locked in an invisible standoff.
Then, with a calculated step back, you broke the spell. âWell, my pretty detective, the night is young. Shall we begin?â
Kentoâs gaze followed you as you turned and disappeared further into the apartment, your figure melting into the shadows. His instincts screamed at him to leave, to walk away before he found himself ensnared in something he couldnât control.
But his curiosity wouldnât let him.
Adjusting his tie, he followed. The game, it seemed, was just beginning.
"Do you always play fair, mister detective?" you asked, your voice laced with mischief. "Or are you tempted to bend the rules for me?"
"I donât bend the rules." he said flatly, though the slight crack in his voice betrayed him.
"How dull." you teased, stepping closer. "Then Iâll just have to see how far I can push them before you do."
Kento swallowed hard, forcing himself to break eye contact. He scanned the room, trying to redirect his focus. Every detail he observed seemed to mock himâyour careful minimalism, the way the soft lighting accentuated the curves you seemed so effortlessly confident in, and the unshaken calm you radiated.
âCome.â You urged him, walking away, expectant for him to follow you.
Kento followed you into the next room, his steps measured, his senses sharp. The shift in atmosphere was immediate. The dimly lit space you led him to was more intimate, yet it carried an undeniable weight of purpose.Â
A single table sat in the center, flanked by two chairs. On the table was a deck of cards, pristine and neatly stacked, and a pair of glasses filled with amber liquid.You gestured toward the empty chair across from you, settling into your own with a grace that felt practiced, deliberate.Â
âSit down there, pretty detective.â you said simply, as though commanding a king to take his throne.
He regarded you silently for a moment, weighing the situation, before pulling the chair out and sitting down. His coat shifted slightly as he adjusted, the fabric catching the low light. He didnât reach for the glass in front of him, nor did he touch the cards.
âDo you always greet your intruders like this?â he asked, his tone dry but probing. âOr am I a special case of favoritism?â
You leaned forward slightly, resting your chin on your hand as you studied him. âYouâre not just an intruder, detective. Youâre a puzzle. And I do enjoy puzzles.â
Kentoâs eyes narrowed. âFlattery wonât distract me.â
You laughed softly, the sound melodic and tinged with mischief. âItâs not flattery if itâs true. But if you insist, letâs get to it, shall we?â Your hand moved to the deck of cards, your fingers deftly shuffling them with an ease that spoke of countless hours of practice. âWeâre going to play a game.â
Kentoâs brow furrowed slightly, though his expression remained otherwise unreadable. âA game.â
âYes.â You began dealing the cards, your movements precise. âCall it⌠a test of wits. Each of us will ask a question. The other must answer truthfullyâor pass. But passing comes at a cost.â
âAnd what cost is that?â he asked, his tone skeptical.
You leaned back, the flicker of a smirk gracing your lips. âIf you pass, you lose a piece of yourself in this game. A truth youâll never get back, if you will. And if I pass, well⌠you lose time. Precious time that youâll never recover from.â
He exhaled softly, leaning forward to rest his forearms on the table. âClever. But you donât strike me as someone whoâs interested in losing anything, especially time.â
You tilted your head, your smirk widening. âYouâre right. I donât intend to lose.â
Nanami studied you for a moment, his analytical mind dissecting every word, every movement. This was more than a game to you, no. You liked being an actress. And this was a stage, a performance. A calculated way to see how far you could push him.
âFine.â he said finally, his voice calm and steady. âIâll play.â
You nodded, almost as if you had expected nothing less. Picking up your cards, you gestured for him to do the same. âGood. Iâll start.â
Your eyes gleamed as you asked your first question. âWhatâs the worst thing youâve ever done?â
Kento didnât blink, didnât flinch. He considered the question briefly, then responded with a measured tone. âI once let a guilty man walk free. It wasnât my case, but I couldâve stopped it. I chose not to.â
You arched a brow, intrigued. âWhy?â
He tapped a finger lightly on the edge of the table. âBecause letting him walk was the only way to catch someone worse.â
âInteresting, detective.â you mused, drawing a card and placing it down. âYour turn.â
Kentoâs eyes bore into yours, sharp and calculating. âWhat do you really want from the Prime Minister?â
Your smirk didnât waver, but there was a flicker of something else. There was something deeper in the corner of your eyes. âPower. Intrigue. Freedom from boredom. I think you can already tell, donât you think? Youâve watched me for a while.â you said simply, your voice like silk. âI like my little games, detective. I donât like boredom.â
Kentoâs lips pressed into a thin line, but he said nothing. You were the same in that regard, he supposed. You smiled at him as you discarded the card. He continued watching as you played another card.
The game continued, each question like a blade, cutting deeper with every exchange. You asked about his weaknesses, his fears. He asked about your plans, your past. Neither of you passed, neither willing to give the other the satisfaction of retreat. The tension between you built with every answer, an unspoken duel fought in shadows and half-truths.
By the time the deck was nearly gone, the air between you was thick with something unspoken. There was a heavy mixture of understanding and challenge, of intrigue and something more dangerous. And slowly, Kento began to feel more intrigue gather like clouds around his head when he looked at you.
You placed the final card down with a quiet laugh. âYouâre good at this, detective. Better than most.â
Kento leaned back slightly, his gaze still fixed on you. âAnd youâre not as untouchable as you think.â
You smiled at that, leaning forward once more. âPerhaps not. But tell me, detectiveâafter all this, do you think youâve won?â
He didnât answer immediately. Instead, he reached for the glass in front of him, finally taking a sip. The burn of the liquid was sharp, grounding. He set the glass back down, meeting your gaze with an intensity that could cut through steel.
âI think the gameâs just begun.â
You laughed as you looked at him. âThen youâll continue to indulge me?â
âI have all the time in the world.â
âSuch a reply, detective.â Your lips curled into a sly smile.
âMuch more I should be giving to you, siren.â
You laughed back at him. âTell me, detective. Are you looking for something else, besides my secrets?â you asked, your voice dripping with amusement. You took another step forward, close enough now that he could feel the faint warmth of your presence.
"My resolve." he replied curtly, his gaze darting back to your face.
You laughed again, the sound teasing and far too pleasant. "I wouldnât bother looking for that. Itâs already mine."
Kentoâs mouth opened, a retort on the tip of his tongue, but you raised a finger to his lips before he could speak. The gesture was bold, disarming, and far too intimate. His eyes narrows at you, meeting your orbs in an intense match of staring. Tension filled the air.Â
âI do not like betraying my rules for fun, siren.â
"Hush." you said softly, your eyes sparkling with mischief. "This is far more entertaining when you let me lead, donât you think?"
Kento felt his pulse quicken, though he loathed admitting it. Every instinct screamed at him to retreat, to regroup, but his feet stayed rooted to the floor. You circled him slowly, your movements deliberate and languid, like a predator sizing up its prey.
"Youâre tense, arenât you, detective?" you observed, your voice lilting. "A man like you shouldnât carry so much weight on his shoulders. Let me help you relax."
"Help." he echoed dryly, trying to inject a sliver of his usual deadpan wit. "Is that what you call this?"
"Call it what you like, pretty man." you replied with a shrug, your bare skin glinting in the warm light. "But letâs not pretend youâre not enjoying it just a little."
Kento clenched his fists, his nails digging into his palms in a desperate attempt to ground himself. "Youâre stalling again, arenât you?" he said, his voice low and firm, though he hated how weak the accusation sounded even to his own ears.
"And youâre flustered. I like good, flustered, pretty men, detective." you shot back effortlessly. "But Iâll let you in on a little secret, detective." You leaned in, your breath brushing against his ear. "I donât have to stall. Youâre doing that all on your own."
Kentoâs breath hitched. He turned his head slightly to meet your gaze, his brow furrowing as he tried to summon the cold, logical detachment he prided himself on. But your eyes, all bright, teasing, and endlessly confident had drawn him in, scattering his thoughts like leaves in the wind.
"Youâre not going to win this little game." he said, though the words felt as much a reassurance to himself as they were a warning to you.
"Win?" You tilted your head, your smile widening. "Oh, darling, Iâve already won. You just havenât realized it yet."
And there it wasâthe final, undeniable truth that sank into Nanami Kento like a blade. This wasnât a confrontation he could reason his way out of. You werenât just a distraction; you were a storm, unrelenting and impossible to ignore. Still, Kento wasnât one to give up easily. He squared his shoulders, taking a small step back to create space between you.Â
"You can play your games, siren." he said evenly, his resolve hardening. "But I will leave with what I came for."
Your grin turned wicked, your hands resting on your hips as you regarded him with mock pity. "Oh, detective. If you want it that badly, youâre going to have to earn it."
The gauntlet had been thrown, but as Nanami stared into your eyes, he couldnât help but feel that this was a battle where victory. If such a thing even existed might come at a cost he wasnât prepared to pay.
Kentoâs resolve teetered on the edge of collapse. Your challenge hung in the air between you, daring him to act, to push back. For all his usual composure, the magnetic pull of your presence was undeniable. And you knew it. With deliberate slowness, you closed the distance he had just created. Your hand reached out, brushing against his tie, straightening it with a casual intimacy that made his breath hitch.
"Tell me, pretty man." you said softly, your voice a sultry whisper. "Is it always this hard for you to focus... or is it just me?"
Kentoâs jaw tightened, his full luscious lips parting as though to deliver a sharp retort, but the words never came. Instead, his eyes locked onto yours, his usual clarity clouded by a storm of conflicting emotions.
"Careful." he warned, his voice low, though the conviction behind it faltered.
"Careful?" you echoed, your smile widening. "Detective, I donât think you want to be careful."
The moment hung in a delicate balance, the air between you thick with unspoken tension. And then, with a boldness that took even you by surprise, you leaned in. Your lips met his, soft yet insistent, pulling him into the heat of your daring. For a heartbeat, Kento froze, caught off guard by the sheer audacity of the act. But then something shifted.
His hands moved instinctively, one gripping your wrist, the other curling around your waist as though to steady himself. He kissed you back, tentative at first, as though testing the waters, but quickly matching your fervor.
It was a clash of wills, a battle of control as much as passion. You smiled against his lips, sensing the conflict within him, the way his rational mind warred with his undeniable desire. When you finally pulled away, your faces still mere inches apart, you couldnât help but laugh softly.Â
"So much for not bending the rules, pretty man." you teased, your voice barely more than a breath. âIntrigue won you over.â
Kentoâs grip on your wrist tightened slightly, his caramel eyes narrowing. "You think this changes anything?" he said, though his voice was rougher now, edged with something he couldnât quite suppress.
"Not at all. Weâre still playing this game, detective." you replied, your tone light, your smile infuriatingly smug. "But it does make things more interesting, donât you think?"
His gaze burned into yours, but he didnât let go. "Youâre dangerous, little siren." he muttered, his voice both an accusation and a reluctant admission.
"And youâre intrigued about me, pretty man." you countered, your free hand tracing a light, teasing line down the lapel of his trench coat.
For all his strength, for all his discipline, Kento found himself at a crossroads. He could retreat, rebuild his defenses, and focus on the mission. Or he could lean into the chaos you so effortlessly embodied, knowing full well the risks involved.
For the first time in his career, the brilliant consulting detective wasnât sure which path he would take. Nanami Kentoâs breath hitched as his grip tightened, his movements becoming more deliberate, almost desperate.
âItâs for the game.â he muttered again, his voice low, almost as if trying to convince himself.
But the way your fingers dug into his shoulders, the soft sound that escaped your lipsâthose werenât part of the plan. He could feel the way your body yielded to him, how every subtle shift and reaction drew him in further.
His mind wavered, the discipline he prided himself on fraying at the edges. This wasnât just duty anymore. The mission was the furthest thing from his thoughts as he surrendered to the feeling of your warmth, your trust, and the undeniable connection that bound the two of you.
âKento, thatâs your name isnât it?â you whispered, your voice trembling yet steady enough to pull him back into the present.Â
The way his name sounded on your lips... it unraveled him completely. For a moment, he forgot everything else. He wasnât sure anymore what this case was even about and what was left to desireâbut he couldnât bring himself to stop. Not when he was enjoying himself too much.
âK-Ken!â The word comes out strangled out of your mouth.
If anything, it was barely a whisper as his relentless rhythm forces your body to react in ways you canât control. Each deep, forceful thrust hits with perfect precision, and your head spins, eyes crossing from the intensity of it all. He doesnât care about the soft gasps escaping you or the way your nails dig into his skin; heâs on a mission.
But youâre not the same. The slick warmth building inside of you, the way your body feels stretched and filled by him. Itâs all so much more than the physical. Heâs not just moving through you. Heâs pulling something from deep inside. Every thrust makes your spine arch involuntarily, and your chest heaves as your breath hitches with each stroke.
Heâs searching. Not for your pleasure. He likes to think that heâs past that. He knows exactly what you need, but thereâs one sound heâs after. That sweet little squeal, the one you only make when heâs pushing you just right, when the world disappears and all that matters is the way he makes you feel. Itâs a sound so raw, so fragile, that it breaks his composure every time.
Kentoâs grip on you tightens, a firm hand on your hip anchoring you in place as he drives into you with precise force. The pace is relentless, unwavering, and you can feel his determination, his need to hear it again. The pressure building inside you, so close now, your body humming with anticipation, a coil wound impossibly tight.
âSay my name, little siren.â he commands, his voice a low growl, dark with intent.
You canât. You can barely think, much less speak. But you canât hold it back. The sound breaks freeâa high-pitched squeal that fills the space between you, a fragile, involuntary release that shatters whatever control you had left.
âThere it is, little siren.â he murmurs, his voice triumphant, but thereâs no slowing now.Â
He digs in deeper, faster, with a relentless focus that makes it clear heâs hunting something. He was hunting for something intangible yet vital. That sound, the one he coaxes from you with every calculated movement, seems to fuel him.
It's primal, magnetic, as though the entire universe has narrowed down to this single exchange, to the rhythm of his pursuit and your response.
Youâre trapped in the tension, every nerve in your body taut like a wire about to snap. The pleasure is sharp and consuming, pulling you under in waves that crash against the edges of your sanity.
Your breaths come in shallow, broken gasps, each one a fight to steady yourself against the relentless onslaught. But thereâs no escape; the sensations are everywhere, an unrelenting tide that drowns out thought and reason.
Your mind is a haze, a tangled mess of fragmented impulses and fleeting clarity. You try to anchor yourself, to regain control, but the overwhelming rush of feeling renders you powerless. Every time you think youâve caught your breath, he changes his rhythm, his touch, pulling a new sound from your lips, a new surge of heat that floods through you.
Itâs maddening, the way he anticipates your every reaction, how he seems to know your body better than you do. The tension builds higher, tighter, like a crescendo that has no end, no resolution, just an endless climb. Your fingers clutch at anything within reach, a desperate attempt to ground yourself. But even that slips away in the face of the intensity.
You canât think, canât process. You can only feel. And in this moment, itâs as though feeling is all that matters, all that exists. Itâs overwhelming, consuming, leaving no room for anything else. Just the tension, the pleasure, and the sound heâs chasing like itâs the answer to every question heâs ever had.
The next wave of pleasure crashes over you, almost too much to bear, and your body responds in kind. Everything was shaking, trembling, in pleasure because of him. The only thing left to do is submit completely to him. So he can win the game.
And yet, he isnât finished. Not yet. Because now that heâs found it, heâs going to make you give it to him again.
The tension between you is palpable, every sound, every movement heightened by the closeness. His voice, low and rough, breaks through the haze, cutting through the cacophony of sensations that have overtaken your mind.
"Look at me, siren." he commands, his tone steady but charged. "I want to see everything."
Your eyes flutter open, hazy and unfocused, locking onto him with an effort that feels monumental. Thereâs a glint in his caramel gazeâintense, searching, as if heâs reading more than just the surface of your expression.
âGood little siren.â he murmurs, his voice softening but no less dominant. âDonât run from it. Let me see what it does to you.â
You try to speak, to form words, but they dissolve on your tongue, lost in the whirlwind of sensations. A small, breathless sound escapes instead, and his expression shifts ever so slightly, that satisfaction, mixed with something deeper, more primal.
âThatâs it, yes.â he says, almost whispering, as though coaxing a secret from you. âDonât hold back.â
You manage a broken, defiant whisper in response, your voice trembling but resolute. âYou think youâre in control.â
His lips curl into a small, knowing smile. âOh, I donât think. I know.â
The way he says it sends a shiver down your spine, an unspoken challenge hanging in the air between you. You grip his arm, nails digging into his skin, as if to remind him that youâre still present, still capable of holding your ground even if itâs slipping beneath you.
âAnd you?â he pressed, his voice low, intimate. âDo you know what youâre feeling? Or are you too far gone?â
Your breath catches, and for a moment, you canât tell if itâs frustration or surrender that flickers in your chest. His words are a mirror, reflecting the battle waging inside you. It felt so good, it swallowed you whole. And you couldnât even describe it. Everything about the rising pleasure as he thrusted in and out of you was a clash of will and vulnerability, of defiance and need.
You needed more of him.
You needed him deeper.
You needed him closer.
âIââ you start, but the word fractures, lost in another wave of sensation.
He leans closer, his breath ghosting over your skin. âSay it, siren.â he urges, his voice a quiet demand. âSay what you want.â
You hesitate, the words tangled in your throat. And in that hesitation, he holds you captive, his gaze unwavering, waiting for the answer he already knows is there. He bites your shoulder as he thrust hard, earning a loud cry of pleasure from you. He hummed against your flesh, satisfied at the reaction you gave him.
The silence between you hums with tension, the air charged and electric. His eyes remain locked on yours, dark and smoldering, the kind of gaze that seems to peel back every layer, leaving you exposed in a way that feels both terrifying and intoxicating. He doesnât move, doesnât touch, but his presence presses against you like a storm just waiting to break.
Your lips part, trembling as you try to form words, but they falter, caught in the haze of his nearness. Tears permeating from your eyes at the pleasure that he makes you feel. He slows his movements, earning a cry from you as he tries to coax those words out of you.
 âIâŚâ you whisper, voice low, breath catching as if the mere act of speaking might shatter whatever fragile thread is holding you together. âI donât know.â
The admission hangs between you, raw and unfiltered, cutting through the charged atmosphere. A slow, knowing smile curves his lips, but thereâs nothing cruel about it. Instead, it feels like a quiet triumph, as if heâs been waiting for this moment, this unraveling of your defenses.
âGood.â he murmurs, his voice like a dark caress, low and intimate. â At least some honesty suits you.â
A shiver courses through you, his words sinking deeper than youâd like to admit. His head tilts slightly, the faintest motion, but it draws your attention to the curve of his jaw, the way the soft glow of the room highlights his features.Â
His breath, warm and steady, ghosts over your skin as he leans closer, the space between you shrinking to something nearly unbearable. Sweat glistens against the two of you, juices of your body echoing from flesh to flesh as he occupied you whole.
âI hate you.â you manage, your voice trembling but defiant, though even as the words leave your lips, they feel hollow. âYouâre making me beg.â
His smirk deepens, and he raises a hand, slow and deliberate, brushing the backs of his fingers against your cheek. The touch is featherlight, enough to send a ripple of sensation through you, your breath hitching in response. He presses a kiss against your lips, earning a grunt from you.
âNo.â he says softly, his tone velvet-smooth, a promise wrapped in certainty. âYou donât hate me. You hate this.â His fingers trace down, following the curve of your jaw, his touch impossibly gentle yet electric. âWhat I make you feel.â
Your chest rises and falls with uneven breaths, your body betraying you even as your mind screams for control. His touch lingers, deliberate and unhurried, leaving a trail of fire in its wake.
You donât pull away; you canât. Youâre caught, pinned not by force but by something far more potentâhis ability to see through you, to unravel you piece by piece.
âI donâtââ you start, but the words crumble as his thumb grazes your lower lip, silencing you effortlessly. The contact sends a jolt straight through you, your lips parting instinctively under his touch.
âDonât lie, siren. â he whispers, his voice dipping lower, wrapping around you like silk. âNot to me. Not to yourself.â
The challenge in his tone, in his touch, is impossible to ignore. Your pulse pounds in your ears, heat pooling in places you wish it wouldnât, your body betraying every last shred of resistance youâre clinging to. His gaze never wavers, molten and heavy, pulling you deeper into the storm of him.
âI hate you.â you whisper again, but this time the words are soft, breathless, a futile attempt to hold on to a crumbling facade.
He leans in closer, his lips just a whisper away from yours, his breath mingling with yours in the charged space between you. âSay it again.â he murmurs, his voice a dangerous, sensual tease. âConvince me.â
Your mind spins, the tension between you unbearable, intoxicating. He waits, unyielding, his proximity burning into you like fire, daring you to say something, anything. But in this moment, words feel impossible, eclipsed by the raw pull of his presence and the electric current thrumming in the space between you.
âI hate you, ohââ you whispered again, before moaning and finding no words left as his fingers thrust against your clit in circular motions. You can feel him grind against you in a slow fashion, matching the echo of his fingers.Â
You cry as everything in you starts to surrender before it defies. Your voice faltered just slightly, the vulnerability creeping through your chest, but you held on to it, stubborn in the way that only you could be.
His laugh was soft, almost a whisper itself, the sound vibrating against your skin like a quiet tremor. It was dark, low, and knowing, as though he found your words more amusing than anything else. You could feel the warmth of his breath against your neck, the slight brush of his lips as he spoke, each word carrying a challenge.
âWeâll see about that, siren.â he murmured, his voice rich with intention, sending a shiver down your spine. The promise in his tone was undeniable, and it sank deep inside you, where the pulse of your desire had only been growing stronger.
With slow, deliberate movements, he continued to press forward, his rhythm steady, but unrelenting. His body aligned with yours in a perfect, consuming dance. Every shift, every movement sends waves of sensation crashing over you.Â
His pace was measured, as much as there was that playfulness in the way he plays with your clit. But there was a quiet power behind itâan awareness of how easily he could unravel you, how each thrust deepened the tension that coiled between you.
The connection between you was electric, an undeniable force that seemed to press against the very air you breathed. Your mind struggled to keep up, lost in the clash of sensations that flooded every inch of you. Each movement made you dizzy, a mix of pleasure and frustration, but you were unable to pull away, unable to break free from the pull of him.
You tried to hold on, to maintain that stubborn edge, to convince yourself that your resistance could hold. But with every push, every breathless moment that passed, the lines between hatred and desire blurred.
It wasnât just him moving inside of youâit was the way he knew exactly how to push you, how to pull the tension taut, drawing out something from you that you could barely name.
He shifted slightly, leaning closer, his chest brushing against your back. The sound of his breath, shallow now, mixed with the quickening rhythm of his movements. His hands slid across your skin, every touch searing, every caress a reminder of how deeply entwined you had become in this moment.
You couldnât focus on the words anymore, couldnât even remember what you had said. The intensity was too overwhelming, his presence too consuming. All you could do was feel, your body caught in the pull of him, trapped in the ebb and flow of sensation that made everything else disappear.
He whispered again, his lips brushing your ear as he moved, his voice sending a shiver down your spine. âI know what you feel. Donât pretend itâs anything but this.â
His words broke through the haze, pulling you back to reality, but only for a moment. The desire was stronger now, an undeniable current that swept through you, making it impossible to think beyond the next wave, the next surge of pleasure. There was no room for resistance, not anymore.
And in that moment, you were no longer sure if you hated him or needed him.
You just wanted him to make you feel this good.
You wanted him to make you feel whole.
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IN THE MORNING, ITâS NOT WHAT HE EXPECTED. He woke up early, as he usually did, the quiet of the morning wrapping around him like a cocoon. The room was still heavy with the scent of the night, the lingering warmth of your body where you lay sprawled across the sheets, naked and content in sleep.
It was a scene that couldâve been serene, intimate, a moment of peaceâbut last night shouldnât have happened. It wasnât part of the plan, and he knew that. Yet, as he sat up, his eyes lingering on the curves of your body beneath the soft, rumpled sheets, he knew that it had.
But there were no regrets. No hesitation. He had a purpose, and he had no choice but to play your game, to dive into the depths of it, as dangerous as it might be. Every move he made had to be calculated, every action precise. If he wanted to win, truly win, he had to risk it all. He had to let himself slip into the very thing that might unravel him, if only to see how far he could go.
Last night was a game, nothing more. But in the dark corners of his mind, he couldnât shake the feeling that it had meant more to you than you let on. He saw it in the way you moved, the way your breath had caught when heâd touched you in the right way, the slight tremor in your fingers when youâd whispered to him. But that wasnât something he could afford to dwell onânot yet.
He stood, feeling the plush fabric of the night robe you had given him last night slide over his skin. It was a reminder, a lingering token of the intimacy between you two that he had to put aside. He couldn't afford distractions. Not now. Not when the stakes were so high.
His eyes flickered to the space where you slept. For a moment, he almost lingered, but he couldnât. He knew the risks. He had to move. The urgency gnawed at him as he stepped away from the bed, the silence of the room pressing in on him like a thick fog.
He didnât need to think twice about where youâd hidden the phone. He already knew. You werenât subtle, and he was too good at reading peopleâespecially when it came to you. Your body doesnât lie. Your movements, the way youâd touched that phone last night, the exact spot where youâd set it down without thinking.
All spoke to him in a language he knew better than his own. He made his way to the desk, his fingers brushing over the surface, feeling the faint indentation left by your hand when youâd placed the phone there. He smiled to himself, a brief, knowing smirk, before he slid the drawer open.
There it was.
The phone, sleek and cold, resting where youâd left it. He picked it up with a certain reverence, his fingers brushing the screen, already knowing the passcode, already aware of what lay beneath the surface.
The secrets, the blackmailing material, the coded messages that could bring the world to its knees. Heâd seen enough to know just how much power you wielded, how dangerous you could be when it suited you.
But he wasnât worried. Not yet.
He pressed his fingers to the phone, feeling the slight warmth still radiating from where you had held it last night. The touch was almost intimate in its own way, like the faintest reminder of your presence, but he pushed that aside.
There was no room for sentimentality in this. He had to keep his focus. His eyes scanned the screen as the lock clicked open under his touch, revealing everything you thought you had carefully hidden.
You were easy to read in that regard. Your body, your habits, the way youâd hidden everything. All your secrets were all written in the lines of your movements. You couldnât help but let slip your patterns, and that, he had learned long ago, was your greatest weakness.
With the phone in his hand, he knew he was one step closer. Just one step. But there were many more ahead, and the game wasnât over yet. Heâd made his move. All he has to do is figure out the password.Â
He has a few guesses in mind, if he was being honest.
Itâs why he was careful to measure everything about you last night.
Choices were good for a detective playing a game.
But as he was starting to get into his mind, he could hear the thumping. His face darted in annoyance. Theyâre already here to disturb his case. He moved aside as he heard the footsteps.
Just like that, the special forces stormed in like a thunderclap, their tactical gear and weapons clashing violently with the otherwise serene atmosphere of your home. The once peaceful, intimate space was now flooded with tension, the air thick with danger.
Kento could feel his body tense at the sound of muffled voices, his mind quickly shifting gears. The case was no longer about you, about the stolen moment between the two of youâit was all about the objective now.Â
A quiet anger simmered beneath his calm exterior, but he pushed it down. His instincts took over as his analytical mind snapped back into focus. He had to get this right. He had no choice. He had to make this quick.
âNumbers... proportionsâŚâ he muttered to himself, his fingers itching for the puzzleâs answer.Â
He looked at the phone, his hand moving automatically to input the code. His caramel gold eyes never left the paper as he punched the numbers into the safeâs sleek digital keypad of the phone. He hums to himself, trying to get various options right.
"Bust, waist, hips..." he muttered, piecing it together at last. He had known it all along, hadn't he? Shouldâve guessed earlier. But now there was no mistaking itâthe passcode was your measurements.
Just as he got to the size of your waist, everything had just clicked. The phone had opened and the screen opened with all the files welcoming him with open arms. He couldnât help but smirk to himself.
Another case closed, another win for him, he supposed. The special forces were moving in quickly, eagerly. But just as they approached, something shifted in the room. Before anyone could take a step closer, you smiled as you appeared before him.
âNow, you donât think I wouldnât have a little fun of my own, donât you?â
It was as if the world slowed. Your body blurred with speed and precision, a fluid motion that defied logic. One moment, you were on your bed upstairs asleep; the next, special forces agents were incapacitated, writhing in pain, their weapons scattered across the floor. Nanami Kento was too late to stop you. His own body, still reeling from the unexpected turn of events, couldnât react in time.
And then, as he tried to process what had just happened, your bright clouded eyes locked with his own orbs with a sharp, calculating gaze. Everything about that is filled with something darker. A quiet satisfaction, as though everything had gone exactly as youâd planned.
He stood there, caught in the unexpected chaos, watching you. The mission had shifted once againânow it was about survival, about navigating a trap he hadnât seen coming. And for once, Nanami Kento soon realized that he wasnât the one in control.
When Kento came to, the world around him was eerily silent. His head throbbed, the pain searing through his skull like a jagged blade. His hands were bound behind his back, his arms aching as if theyâd been in this position for hours.Â
His vision was blurry, hazy, and it took a moment for his mind to catch up with his body. The room felt wrong, too still, too quiet, as though the calm before a storm. He could feel everything was so out of place. So deeply disturbed. How could he have let this happen?
The memories hit him swiftly, a flash of what had just transpired. He had your phone, he had opened it, the special forces were here to assist him and had stormed in to do their job and then you, in your smiling nude form, walked over to him.Â
He curses under his breath. That knowing smile. You were good. You were too good. The way you had incapacitated everyone so effortlessly. The look in your excited eyes were so determined as they were unreadable. That had unnerved him more than he cared to admit.
Before Nanami Kento could make sense of it all, he found that his vision blurred again, and his body once more succumbed to unconsciousness, drifting away from the present and into the chaos of his mind.
In the dream, the world was different. It wasnât quite reality, but it felt more vivid, more aliveâlike a twisted, almost haunting version of it. The colors were sharper, the air heavier, and you were there beside him.Â
Your presence was undeniable, a force he couldnât ignore, and your gaze never left his. You were dressed sharply, every inch of you radiating confidence and poise, an aura of unspoken power that seemed to disarm even the most guarded men.
Your bright eyes glinted with mischief, that familiar spark heâd seen in you when you were toying with him in the real world. There was something dangerously playful in the way you watched him, as if you knew exactly what he was thinking and how to throw him off balance.
âThis is why you canât solve it, detective.â you said, your voice smooth, like honey dripping from the tip of your tongue.Â
There was something unsettling in the calmness of your tone, almost too composed, like you were savoring the moment. It was the kind of voice that could lull a man into a false sense of security, a trick, an illusionâjust like the puzzle you had expertly crafted around him.
âI thought you were good.â you added, your words almost teasing, laced with an unmistakable challenge, as though you were daring him to catch up.
Nanami Kentoâs brow furrowed. It was a rare sight, him visibly unsettled, caught off guard. The detective in him prided himself on his ability to read people, to dissect a situation with precision, but in that moment, he realized how wrong he had been.Â
He hadnât expected this. He hadnât expected you to be a part of the puzzle. But there you were, standing beside him, offering cryptic insights with a calm that sent a shiver down his spine. You werenât just playing the game. You were the game. You had manipulated every thread, every clue, just to see how far he would go before he cracked.
âSee here.â you said, stepping closer, your presence leaning in like a quiet storm.Â
You reached forward, your finger tracing a spot on the board in front of him, the motion effortless, deliberate. Your touch was controlled, tracing the edges of something he had missed entirely. His eyes followed, every movement of yours like a magnet pulling him closer to the realization that his assumptions had been all wrong.
âYou focused on the suspects, the alibis, the motives, but you never asked yourself why this wasnât adding up.â you continued, voice almost a whisper, a dagger slipping between his ribs. âYou already knew that, didnât you?â
Your finger glided over the surface, slowly but with purpose, pointing out a flaw in his reasoning that he hadnât even thought to consider. A blind spot, now glaringly obvious. He watched as you dissected his work, the very strategy he had relied on crumbling beneath your hands. He could feel the tightness in his chest, a strange sense of unease creeping in.
âYouâve been chasing the wrong lead, Kento.â Your voice was quiet but damning. âThis isnât about them. It was about who was in the front car seat. You knew it couldnât have been that. You knew that already, didnât you? You always have.â
The words hit him like a punch to the gut. The weight of them made his heart skip a beat, and for the first time in this case, his sharp mind had trouble keeping up. That car. Of course, heâd known something was off.
Heâd felt it in his gut, the way the pieces didnât quite fit together. But he had overlooked it. Too focused on the suspects, the alibis, the obvious trails. He had been distracted by the noise.
The realization hit him like a ton of bricks. The pieces finally clicked, and it was all too clear now. Your finger had pointed out a thread he hadnât seen, the one that connected everything. You werenât just playing a part in this.
You were the key to the whole puzzle. Your precision, your sharp ability to see things from a different angle, had allowed you to lead him down the path of his own mistakes. His breath caught in his throat as everything aligned. You knew. Even in his dreams, you had always known how to play the game with him.
âThatâs why you let this said guilty man walk, didnât you?â His voice was lower now, a realization dawning on him, both a question and an accusation. âBecause you knew the murderer wasnât him. It was that girl he was protecting. Because you knew sheâd give you that hit on the serial killer you were finding, didnât you?â
You didnât say anything at first, but your gaze softened, an unreadable look flashing in your eyes. There was something in the way you looked at him, something that didnât quite match the cold logic of your words.
âYouâre catching on, detective.â you said, a ghost of a smile playing on your lips. âThe girl was always the key. The one everyone overlooked. But not you. Not anymore.â
His mind raced, scrambling to catch up with the torrent of information flooding in. You had manipulated him so effortlessly, guided him through a maze of false leads, making him chase shadows when the real answer had been in plain sight the entire time. He had been so sure, so convinced that he had it all figured out. But you had been several steps ahead, as always.
He looked at you, really looked at you, and for the first time in this entire game, he wasnât sure if he was the one playing or if he had been the one being played. He blinked, his mind racing as he took in everything you were saying. Your deductions were sharp, methodical.Â
Together, you moved through the case, your minds combining in a beautiful, almost perfect dance of logic and wit. Every piece seemed to fall into place, the puzzle coming together effortlessly, as if it had been waiting for you to find the answer all along.
His heart raced, but he couldnât help the sense of awe that filled him. You were good. Too damn good. And he realized, in that moment, that maybe he hadnât been the one pulling the strings all along. It was you.
You smiled, a knowing, almost secretive smile, as you moved to stand closer to him. The case had been solved, but the triumph felt fleeting, overshadowed by the way your presence seemed to swallow the room, leaving him feeling small, uncertain. He wasnât sure what to make of itâof you.
As the final pieces clicked into place, you leaned in, stepping close enough for your lips to barely brush his ear. The warmth of your breath sent a shiver down his spine, and his pulse quickened. You were so close now, the space between you almost nonexistent, your presence overwhelming.
âBrainy, thatâs what you are, detective. You always have been.â you whispered, your voice low and sultry, just the right amount of tease in it. âDefinitely the new sexy.â
Your words reverberated in his mind, burning into his thoughts. You had always known how to push his buttons, how to get under his skin, but in that moment, it was different. There was something dangerous in the way you said it, something that left him feeling both drawn to you and utterly helpless.
He pulled away just slightly, but your gaze followed him, never breaking. The mischievous glint in your eyes remained, and Nanami couldnât shake the feeling that you were playing a game far beyond him, the one he hadnât even realized he was a part of.
"Why do you do this?" Kento murmured, unable to hold back the frustration. "You throw me off balance, make everything feel like a damn puzzle."
You shrugged nonchalantly, your expression unreadable, but the smile on your lips never faltered. âBecause, detective.â you said, tilting your head slightly, âI like games. And you play with me too well.â
He stared at you, his heart beating a little faster than it should have been. He wasnât sure whether to be angry or impressed. He lets himself be washed by the sight of you, the siren you were. The siren thatâs playing a criminal for fun. He lets his lips echo into a line.
"You always think youâre ahead, donât you?" you continued, your voice laced with amusement, though there was a challenge in your eyes. "Well, maybe you should start thinking of me as the puzzle, Nanami Kento. Because Iâm the one whoâs always going to be one step ahead of you."
He couldnât argue with that. You had always been one step ahead, even when he thought he was in control. But something inside him, some part of him, didnât want to accept it. He wasnât going to let you get the better of him forever.
As the dream began to fade, the room around them blurring and distorting, he found himself reaching for you, his hand grasping at the air in an attempt to hold on to the only thing that had ever truly unraveled him.Â
But you were gone. You already were. And this round was over. Thatâs just how it was. As he took a breath, he could feel everything was disappearing into the dreamâs chaos, leaving him grasping at nothing but the lingering memory of your voice and the faintest scent of your perfume.
Nanami Kento woke with a start, groaning as the harsh light of reality pierced through his senses. His head was pounding, and the ropes around his wrists dug into his skin. The room was silent, the aftermath of the dream still clinging to him like a fog. The evidence was gone. You were gone.
Except for the lingering hint of your perfume, faint but undeniable.
He cursed under his breath, his jaw tightening in frustration. He had been so close. He had let himself be distracted, fooled by your words, your presence. He couldnât afford that mistake again.
Next time, he thought, his mind sharpening as he refocused. Next time, you wouldnât outsmart him.
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HE DIDNâT KNOW WHERE YOU HAD GONE. But he had quite a few guesses, knowing you. But life moved on as it always has. And still continued solving cases left and right, as he always has. In the months that followed, Nanami Kento found himself caught in an unexpected dance with you, one he didnât know how to step away from.
You had added a phone number on his phone.
Six months after he met you, you messaged him.
And ever since then, you kept texting him.Â
Your flirtations, while playful, always left a subtle bite, a lingering edge to them. Your messages were never too forward, never outright invasive, but there was always something that felt like a slow burn. You knew how to pull him in, how to keep him wondering, questioning, and even when he tried to distance himself, the pull of your words, your subtle, calculated charm, kept him coming back for more.
Your Siren:
âDetective, youâve been quiet lately. Too busy solving everyone elseâs problems? Or is it that you canât stop thinking about me?â đ
Pretty Man:
âI donât have time for distractions at this moment.â
Your Siren:
âHmm, Iâm not a distraction. Just a little... temptation. Donât worry, I wonât bite. Not unless you ask me to.â đ
Pretty Man:
âIâm not in the habit of asking for things like that.â
Your Siren:
âOh, but maybe you should be. You might find it interesting... just a thought. How long do you think you can avoid temptation, Kento?â
Pretty Man:
âToo busy to play games.â
Your Siren:
âYou sure? Because every time you text me, I canât help but think youâre already playing. But donât worry... I wonât push. Yet.â đ
Pretty Man:
âYou always do this. You donât know when to stop.â
Your Siren:
âYouâre right, I donât. But I canât help it when someoneâs so... irresistible. Iâll let you figure it out. But just so you know, I donât mind being patient. We both know youâre not as immune as you think.â
Pretty Man:
âYou donât know me as well as you think.â
Your Siren:
âOh, Kento. I know exactly what you want. And trust me, I know exactly how to give it to you. But only if youâre ready for it.â đ
Pretty Man:
âIâm not interested in whatever youâre selling.â
Your Siren:
âOf course, youâre not. But I think you might be interested in me. And I donât mean the usual way. Iâm more than just... a pretty face. Youâll see soon enough.â
Pretty Man:
âAs I said, I donât have time for games at this moment.â
Your Siren:
âThe problem with you, Kento, is that you think everything is a game. But maybe... just maybe... the game is already over. Youâre already playing, and Iâm always one move ahead.â
Pretty Man:
âIâm not falling for this.â
Your Siren:
âIâm not asking you to. Iâm just showing you how easily you can fall when you least expect it. Youâll see.â đ
Heâd wake up to your texts, your quiet, seductive words that danced between lighthearted banter and something darker, something dangerous that made his pulse race and his heart beat faster. It was a game, he knew, but it was a game he couldnât seem to quit.Â
Sometimes, he caught himself getting lost in those conversations, allowing his mind to wander to places he knew it shouldnât. He never let himself acknowledge it fully, but deep down, he recognized that you were getting under his skin. You were more than just a case, more than a temptation. You were becoming a shadow in his life.
As Christmas drew closer, a sense of foreboding settled over him, thickening the air around him. It wasnât just the weight of the holidays or the cases he hadnât solved; it was you.
The last few months had made him feel like he was constantly walking a tightrope, one step away from falling off, and every text from you only deepened that sense. He tried to focus on his work, tried to keep his mind clear, but you were always there, lingering like an unanswered question.
Then, one evening, a package arrived. The familiar weight of it told him who it was from before he even opened it. He didnât need to look at the return addressâhe already knew. Inside, wrapped in simple brown paper, was a phone.Â
A camera phone, scratched and worn, with the screen cracked and a faded sticker on the back. Your phone. The woman whose disappearance had left a hole in his chest, whose death had been the catalyst for so many of his sleepless nights. The case had never sat right with him, and now, months later, this phone was reappearing in his life like some twisted ghost.
His fingers were cold as he held the phone, his breath catching in his throat. The smell of her perfume, faint but still distinct, clung to the device. The note that came with it was simple, almost too simple, but it sent a chill down his spine nonetheless:Â
âYou wanted answers. I think itâs time you got some.â
The words haunted him. His grip tightened on the phone as his mind began to race. He had tried to bury the case, tried to move on, but now this thing you had sent, this link to the past, dragged him back into the abyss.
The guilt he had buried deep down resurfaced, mixing with a sense of dread. This wasnât just a message about the woman who was deadâit was a message to him, about him, as if he were being pulled back into the game heâd been trying to escape.
A few days later, the news hit him like a blow to the stomach: a body had been found. The victim was a woman, her body discarded, lifeless and cold. The description matched youâyou, his siren.
The one whose death had never been fully explained, never truly understood. His mind raced, every instinct screaming at him that this was connected. It had to be. He should have expected it, but when the truth came crashing down, it was still a blow.
He couldnât look away from the image of your own body, your face frozen in an expression of pain, the familiar features twisted by the brutal finality of death. The realization was slow to settle in, but it sank like a stone in his chest.
You had orchestrated this. You had sent him the phone. You were always the one pulling the strings. This was more than just a case to you. It was personal. It was a twisted game, and Nanami Kento was just another piece on your board.
Days turned into weeks, and Nanami found himself sinking deeper into a well of depression. The guilt, the despair. He couldnât escape it. He had failed. Failed to protect you, failed to see the signs, failed to connect the dots in time.Â
The person whose life he couldnât save now haunted him, and the worst part was that it wasnât just about you anymore. It was about you. You had been playing him all along, and now he was left to clean up the mess, surrounded by the broken pieces of a case that he could never close.
Each night, he would come home, exhausted from the mental and emotional toll, only to stare at the phone you had sent him. He couldnât bring himself to throw it away. Something about it kept him tethered to the reality he didnât want to face.Â
It was a constant reminder of his failureâand of you. The scent of your perfume clung to it like a poison. The knowledge that you were still out there, still watching him, was a constant weight pressing on his chest over and over again.
He tried to focus on the case, tried to throw himself into finding answers, but the deeper he dug, the more he realized that this was a trap. It was a trap you had set for him long ago, and he was too far in to find his way out. Every lead he followed seemed to circle back to you. Every piece of evidence pointed back to you.
You were the mastermind, always just out of reach, always one step ahead.
By the time the holidays passed, Nanami Kento had stopped celebrating. There was no joy in the season for him. Only the gnawing emptiness and the crushing weight of his own inadequacies. He knew, deep down, that he would never escape you. You were like a shadow, always following, always watching. Always waiting for the next move.
And as he lay awake at night, the thought that gnawed at him more than any other was this: Next time, would he be able to stop you? Or would he fall for your game again?
But then he received that message.Â
He felt his eyes widened at that beep.
Did you miss me, pretty man?
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YOU CAME TO HIS APARTMENT THAT DAY. He couldnât believe it. His mind was racing, his heart hammering in his chest. You were still alive. After everything, after all the assumptions and deductions, after all the pieces that seemed to fit perfectly in their place, here you were.Â
Full in the flesh, standing before him. The winter air was crisp around you, your breath visible in the cold as you stood there in a coat, a scarf wrapped loosely around your neck, looking as composed as ever.
Nanami Kento took a moment to take you in. His caramel eyes lingered, almost as if he couldnât quite process the sight. You were here. Alive. Breathing. In the flesh. The siren who had been a ghost, a phantom in his case, who had slipped through his fingers.Â
The same vicious smile you always wore was still there, tugging at the corners of your lips, as though everything was a game to you. And those eyesâthose same cloudy, unreadable eyes. Eyes that seemed to reflect nothing and everything at once.
He felt a pang in his chest, the strange mixture of emotions flooding him all at once. Confusion, anger, horror, surprise. Some of it was easy to name, others not so much. But the most striking of all was the disbelief.
The realization that this was real, that this moment was real. His breath caught as he stared at you, frozen in place for a moment. How did this happen? How did you survive?
"Youâre not dead." he finally managed, his voice rougher than he meant it to be. His hands were clenched at his sides, every muscle in his body taut with the need to understand, to make sense of it all. "How?"
You gave him no answer at first, simply letting your gaze hold his, piercing and cold. You were enjoying this, the way he struggled to find the words, the way the detective inside him faltered. Then, as though sensing his confusion, you spoke, your voice smooth and mocking, a trace of amusement threading through your words.Â
"You missed me, didnât you?"
The question hung in the air like smoke, curling around him, suffocating him in a way that left him almost breathless. He didnât know how to respond. His mind was still reeling from the shock, his pulse quickening. You were alive, and yet, everything he had come to understand about this case had been a lie. A carefully constructed illusion designed to deceive him.
"Missed you?" His voice was quieter now, laced with a mixture of disbelief and something darker. His eyes narrowed as he finally took a step forward. "Youâve been playing me from the beginning."
You tilted your head, a small, satisfied smile playing on your lips. "Is that what you think?" you asked, your tone almost playful. "Tell me, pretty man, do you feel used? Confused? Or perhaps... a little betrayed?"
His frown deepened as he stepped closer, his gaze never leaving yours. "All of the above." he muttered, voice low with frustration.
But despite his words, something else flickered beneath the surface. Curiosity, maybe. A strange pull he couldnât quite ignore.
"You knew this whole time, didnât you? You knew Iâd be after you. You wanted me to come for you."
You didnât answer at first, letting the silence stretch between you. Then, with a small sigh, you shrugged as if it was nothing. "Youâre the one who followed the breadcrumbs. Youâre the one who couldnât resist. You wanted to solve it. Itâs just a part of the game."
"Game?" he repeated, the disbelief turning to something sharper, more biting. "You think this is a game? People have died."
Your smile only deepened, colder now, the amusement never leaving your face. "And yet, here you are, still chasing after me. Yearning even, donât you think? Still trying to make sense of it all."
His hands clenched tighter, anger flaring. âYouâve made a mess of everything. Youâre toying with peopleâs lives like they donât matter.â
"Toying?" You raised an eyebrow, amused, almost entertained by his indignation. âNo. Iâm giving them a choice. And youâre the one who chose to follow. After all, detective, you thrive on puzzles, donât you?â
He took another step toward you, his voice a low, threatening murmur. âYouâve made your game far too dangerous. Youâve hurt people... innocent people.â
âYouâre acting like you care.â you replied with a laugh, as if the idea of him being emotionally invested was laughable. âBut we both know you donât. Youâre just trying to win. And you will, Kento. Eventually. But not without paying the price. Thatâs how this works.â
For a moment, the tension between you two was unbearable. He was so close now, the air thick with the weight of his anger, and yet, there was something else beneath it all. He wanted to understand you.
With how you thought, how you operated. But more than that, something in him craved the challenge you presented, even now, even after all the destruction youâd caused.
"You think youâre above it all, donât you?" he muttered, his tone laced with both frustration and intrigue. "But youâre just as trapped in this as everyone else."
The smile never left your lips, but your eyes shifted, a flicker of something darker flashing beneath the surface. "Maybe." you said softly, the words drawing his focus closer. "But Iâm not the one chasing. You are."
Nanami Kentoâs frustration was palpable, his brow furrowing as he stared at you, unable to fathom why you were here, standing in front of him, alive. Alive. His thoughts scrambled, questions tumbling over one another in a chaotic mess.
He couldnât understand it, couldnât grasp the full extent of the situation. And yet, here you were, standing in the middle of it all, as calm and composed as ever.
âWhy are you here?â he demanded, his voice rough with a mix of disbelief and barely contained anger. âYou should beâ" He stopped himself, the words hanging in the air as he realized how much had gone wrong. âYouâre not supposed to be here.â
You let his question linger for a moment, your gaze never leaving his as the air between you thickened with unspoken tension. His eyes, sharp and searching, never wavered, as if waiting for some explanation that would make sense of the madness. But all you did was smile. Calm, almost indifferent.
âI needed a place to hide.â you said softly, your voice smooth, almost too casual for someone who had just reappeared from the dead. âAnd youâve been looking for me for so long, pretty man. It seemed like the most obvious choice.â
His eyes narrowed, not sure whether to be more furious or more confused by your nonchalant answer. His breath came in quick, uneven bursts, his hands clenched tightly at his sides as if keeping himself from reaching out and shaking some sense into you.Â
"Hide? Hide from what? From who? Youâve been playing everyone, manipulating themâmanipulating me."
Your gaze flickered with something unreadable, but your lips quivered upwards, amused by his attempt to piece it all together. "You think you understand everything, don't you?" you said, stepping a little closer to him, the space between you closing, your body language daring him to act. "But you're missing the point. You're too caught up in your own game, in your own rules."
His breath hitched as he took a step forward, eyes burning with something darker, something more dangerous than frustration. "Stop playing with me." he warned, his voice low and tense, every word coming out with an edge that made the air feel even heavier. "Tell me what you want, what you're really after."
You didnât respond immediately. Instead, you looked up at him, your eyes locking with his, and for a brief moment, the tension between you both was almost suffocating. The air was thick with unspoken words, with desire and anger and something else, something neither of you had been willing to acknowledge until now.
Kento couldnât help but just stand there, staring at you, the weight of the situation sinking in deeper with every passing second. His mind was clouded, his control slipping just a little more with each heartbeat that seemed to thunder in his chest. And then, before he could stop himself, the last thread of restraint snapped.
Without warning, he moved, closing the distance between you in one swift motion. His hands gripped your shoulders possessively, pulling you into him as his lips crushed against yours. It was a kiss of urgency, of frustration, of desire that had been building since the moment you walked back into his life.
For a moment, you didnât react. But then, slowly, deliberately, you kissed him back. Your lips parted, and the tension that had been coiling between you two unraveled, replaced by the heat of your kiss.Â
The sensation was electric, a dangerous blend of anger and attraction that you both couldnât seem to escape. His hands slid to the small of your back, pressing you closer, as if trying to imprint the feeling of you into his very being.
You let yourself go, the sharp edges of your emotions dulling under the intensity of the kiss. It was everything he hadnât expected and yet everything he had craved in this moment. The game, the puzzle, the questionsâthey all faded into the background as his kiss consumed you.
His heart was pounding in his chest, every nerve alive with the need for more, but he pulled away just enough to look at you, eyes dark and intense. "Youâre not getting away this time." he muttered, his voice low and gravelly.
You smirked, breathless but unfazed, your fingers lightly tracing his jaw as you met his gaze. "I never planned on running." you replied softly, your voice a whisper of something darker, something more dangerous.
The tension between you was palpable now, the air crackling with a dangerous energy that neither of you could deny. You were playing the game, and so was heâbut this time, the rules had shifted. And neither of you knew exactly where it would lead.
As the days wore on, the subtle, electrifying tension between Kento and you only deepened. Your presence in his life was no longer something he could dismiss. Even though he tried to maintain his emotional distance, you had an uncanny ability to break through that wall, piece by piece.Â
Every conversation, every look, and every small gesture you made slowly chipped away at his resolve. You were pulling him in with an invisible force, and despite his best efforts to resist, he could feel himself being tugged along, unable to escape the gravitational pull of you.
The house was quieter now, the days blending into nights where neither of you spoke much about the underlying tension. But you didnât need words to communicate. The silence between you both was a language all its own, an understanding that neither of you could easily put into words. You didnât need to talk about your past, about the things that had driven you to seek him out again.Â
Kento knew that there was a story buried deep inside you, one you were unwilling to share, but it didnât matter anymore. You had already told him more than enough, through your body language, the quiet moments where your eyes would meet just a little longer than usual. He understood you better than anyone else could, even if he hated it.
One evening, the two of you sat together at the kitchen table, an open bottle of wine between you. It was a routine that had become familiar, a time when the chaos of the outside world could be forgotten, even if just for a moment.Â
You had been telling him about a case you were working on, but as you spoke, Kento found himself lost in your presence rather than the details of the case. The way you leaned into the table, the way your fingers brushed the rim of your glass, the way your voice carried effortlessly through the room.
Everything about that, all of it held him captive. You had caged him along with you. It was then, in the stillness between your words, that the question came, hanging in the air like a soft whisper. It always was.
âWould you like to have dinner with me tomorrow?â Your voice was quiet but laced with something unspoken, something that made the words feel heavier than they should have been.
Kentoâs heart thudded in his chest, and for a moment, he almost forgot how to breathe. He knew what you were offering wasnât just a meal. There was something deeper, more intimate in the way you phrased the question.Â
It was a silent invitation, one that promised more than just food and conversation. He knew that much. It was obvious. It promised the chance to finally break down the last of the barriers that had kept you both apart. But he couldnât. He knew he couldnât. He pursed his lips.
No matter how much he wanted to, no matter how badly his body and mind screamed at him to give in, he knew he couldnât let himself fall back into thisâthis pattern, this trap. He had to maintain control, to keep his distance.Â
But even as the words left his lips, as he said, âI canâtâ something inside him felt like it was unraveling. The regret and the longing in your eyes, the way your smile faltered just for a moment, told him that you understood exactly what he meant. It hurt, but it was the right thing to do. Or so he told himself.
You didnât say anything at first. You simply looked at him, the silence stretching between you like an ocean. And then, as if all of your plans had finally come to fruition, you stood up from the table and walked around it, your heels clicking softly on the floor.Â
The distance between you both evaporated the moment you moved closer, your presence suddenly all-encompassing. Without a word, you leaned in, your lips barely grazing his ear as your breath sent a shiver down his spine.Â
âYou donât have to say it with words, Kento.â you whispered. âI think you already know what I want.â
And in that moment, every single ounce of resistance he had left shattered. It wasnât that he had stopped caring about the boundaries he had put in place. It wasnât that he was suddenly willing to throw away everything he had tried to protect.Â
It was simply that the pull of you was too strong, too irresistible. The magnetic force between you both was something that no amount of willpower could suppress. He was already too far gone.
Before he could think or process what was happening, your lips were on his, soft and urgent, demanding nothing and everything all at once. His hands, seemingly of their own accord, reached up to pull you closer, to feel the warmth of your body against his.Â
The kiss deepened, slow at first but quickly turning desperate, as if both of you had been holding back for too long. The taste of you, the feel of your skin against his, was intoxicating, overwhelming.
It was more than just desire. It was the culmination of everything that had been building up between you both, an undeniable need that neither of you could control.
The night unfolded like a haze of touch, soft whispers, and heated moments that blurred into each other. The world outside ceased to exist as the two of you lost yourselves in each other, in the raw, untamed connection that had always simmered between you.Â
Nanami Kento couldnât remember when things had gone from tentative, unsure steps to something more frantic, more desperate, but he didnât care. He was past caring. In the quiet aftermath, as you lay beside him, your body pressed against his, Kentoâs mind raced.Â
He couldnât pretend that this didnât change things. It had already changed everything. The walls he had so carefully built had crumbled in a matter of hours, and now he was left standing at the edge, unsure of how to move forward.
As you slept beside him, your head resting on his chest, he realized the truth that he had been trying so hard to deny: You were no longer just a temptation, a passing distraction. You were something else entirelyâa force that had entered his life and shaken everything to its core.
And for all his attempts to hold back, to keep his distance, he knew, deep down, that he would never be able to escape you. The lines between right and wrong, between desire and control, had blurred beyond recognition, and now, there was only one thing he knew for certain: he was caught in your web, and there was no going back.
As the quiet settled over the room, Kento couldnât shake the feeling of your presence beside him. It was as though every inch of him had been pulled toward you, and now that you were so close, the pull had only deepened.Â
He wanted to say something, anything, to break the silence, but the words seemed stuck in his throat. The vulnerability of the moment was overwhelming, and he didnât know how to handle it. You stirred beside him, your fingers tracing idle patterns across his chest.Â
There was a quiet contentment in the way you touched him, as if you knew exactly how to make him feel both at ease and disoriented at the same time. Finally, you broke the silence with a soft, teasing whisper, your voice low and laced with something that made his pulse quicken.Â
âYou know, Kento, I never took you for someone whoâd be so... unpredictable.â
Kento turned his head to look at you, your face still partially hidden by the dim light of the room, but he could see the playful glint in your eyes. Despite the heaviness of the situation, despite everything that had just transpired, there was still a challenge in your toneâlike you were daring him to acknowledge what had just happened between you.
âI never expected you to be so persistent.â he replied, his voice hushed but tinged with the weight of the words.
You smiled, a faint, knowing smile that seemed to reach the corners of your eyes. âPersistence has its rewards, donât you think?â
He didnât answer immediately. Instead, he let his eyes linger on you, taking in the details of your faceâhow you looked so much like the woman who had always been just out of reach, yet now was lying next to him as though you belonged there.
The closeness was intoxicating, and for a moment, Nanami Kento allowed himself to let go of the inner tension that had been gnawing at him.
âI shouldnât be doing this.â he muttered, almost to himself. His hand moved to gently push a lock of your hair behind your ear, a movement that seemed strangely intimate. âIâm not... someone you should be relying on for this kind of thing.â
You turned toward him, propping your head up with one hand, the other resting on his chest. Your gaze was steady, unwavering, and you leaned in slightly, as if closing the space between you would help you understand him better.
âYouâre wrong.â you said softly, your voice carrying a quiet confidence. âI know exactly who you are, Kento. Youâve been so careful, so stoic, but underneath that... I see you. And I know this isnât just a passing thing for you. You wouldnât let it be. Not with me.â
His throat tightened. He wanted to say something in response, something to deny the truth of your words, but for some reason, the honesty in your gaze made him pause. It was almost like you had peeled back a layer of himself that he had buried for so long, and now there was no turning back.
âDo you think youâre the first person to think they can outsmart me?â Nanami asked, his voice surprisingly gentle, almost like he was talking to himself. âYouâve always been good at what you do. Too good.â
âIs that a compliment, or are you just being modest?â you teased, but your voice was softer now, as if the playful note was fading into something more serious.
âItâs the truth.â he said, his voice steady but filled with a new kind of weight. âI canât pretend that Iâm immune to you, that I can just walk away from all this.â
You shifted slightly, your body inching closer to his, as though the tension in the air had become too much for both of you to ignore. Your lips parted, your gaze never leaving his. A glint of something beyond the icy clouds he was enamoured about.
âYou donât have to walk away, Kento.â you whispered, a trace of vulnerability beneath your usual boldness. âBut if youâre not willing to stay, then donât bother pretending. I wonât waste my time.â
The words hit him like a punch to the gut. He could feel the weight of the decision pressing down on him, heavier than it had ever been before. Your hand rested against his own, smiling at him so tenderly.
âIâm not pretending.â he finally said, his voice quiet but resolute. âI know what I want. The question is... do you know what you want?â
For a moment, it seemed like the world outside the room had disappeared entirely. You were both in this space, suspended in time, just the two of you, your emotions intertwined in a way neither of you had fully prepared for.
âI know exactly what I want.â you replied softly, your fingers brushing his jawline. âBut the real question, Kento, is whether youâre ready to let go of what youâre holding onto. You may be in control... but for how long?â
The challenge in your voice sent a shiver down his spine, and Kento couldnât help but lean in just a fraction closer, as though the very air between you had become too thick to ignore. The magnetism of the moment was too strong, and even though he knew the risks, knew the consequences, he didnât pull back.
âIâm not sure if I can let go.â he admitted, his voice low. His caramel eyes searched yours, looking for somethingâanythingâto make sense of the chaos swirling inside him. âBut maybe... just maybe... Iâm starting to understand why I donât want to.â
You didnât say anything. Instead, you closed the small gap between you and kissed him, a soft, slow kiss that held all the promises neither of you dared to speak aloud. It was a kiss that conveyed everything, a silent agreement that neither of you had the strength to pull away from.
And as the night stretched on, the boundaries between right and wrong, between need and guilt, blurred once again. Neither of you said what was truly on your minds, but in that moment, words werenât necessary.Â
The understanding was enough. The desire was enough. And maybe, just maybe, thisâthis strange, inevitable connection was more than either of you could ever have imagined. Even though he didnât know how long this was going to last.
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YET HE KNEW THAT YOU WERE COMPETITIVE TOO. You didnât want to lose the game. It was more than just a challenge to youâit was a test of your control, your power over the situation. Youâd played the game so carefully, weaving each step, each move, into a perfect symphony of manipulation.Â
But that night, before you disappeared from his apartment, Kento had seen it in your eyes. That brief, fleeting moment where the façade cracked, where the sharp edges of your confidence gave way to something far more vulnerable, something he would never fully understand.
The room was thick with tension, charged with an intensity that neither of you had been able to escape. You were face to face with him now, and the walls of your meticulously crafted world were closing in. The situation had shifted in ways you hadnât planned for, and every move you had made, every carefully laid out strategy, was beginning to unravel.
Youâd been the one pulling the strings, the one who had orchestrated everything with precision. But now, Nanami Kento stood before you, a force that had disrupted the delicate balance you had worked so hard to maintain.Â
His sharp mind, his piercing gaze, and his unyielding persistence had become the thorn in your side, one you hadnât expected. The game was still on, but the stakes were higher than ever. For a moment, you let your mind drift back to the past few days.Â
How youâd thought you had him under control, how youâd been so sure of yourself. You had always been in control of the game. Whether it was your charm, your intellect, or the secrets you so expertly guarded, you had always held the upper hand.Â
But with Nanami Kento, there was something different. Everything about him was an anomaly. His presence was like a force of nature, one that couldnât be ignored, one that made you question everything.
âThis is what youâve been working towards?â Yaga Masamichi's voice was cold, filled with disbelief.Â
He had been observing from a distance, waiting for the right moment to intervene, but now it was clear that the game had reached its climax. You stood across from them, eyes sharp, calculating. You could feel Kentoâs eyes burning holes into you.
"Iâm not interested in your so-called justice, iceman." you spat, turning your focus back to Kento. "You both are just pawns in a much bigger plan. Thisâ" you motioned vaguely around you. "âall of this is a distraction. A test. And you were so easy to manipulate, detective."
Kento stood still, the air thick with resolve. The betrayal in your voice stung, but he wasnât letting it sway him. âYouâre the one whoâs been playing a game, siren.â he said quietly, his gaze never leaving yours. "And the one who's been pretending. Pretending like you didnât have a stake in all this."
You scoffed. "Please. Donât flatter yourself. I donât need you. Iâm using you, just like Iâve used everyone else. You were always just a tool."
But there was something in your eyes, there was a flicker, an imperceptible shift. Something that betrayed your words. Kento, ever observant, didnât miss it. He took a step forward, his brow furrowed, voice cutting through the air.Â
âYouâre lying.â
You froze.
His eyes narrowed, taking in the subtle signs you thought you had hidden so well. "Your elevated pulse. You can't fool me. You're interested in me. All this... itâs a game to you, but youâre not fooling anyone.â
You felt a chill run down your spine. How could he have figured it out so easily? You had worked so hard to keep up the façade, to maintain the power, but in that moment, Nanami Kento had seen right through you. He always has, the moment you both met.
âYou really thought you had me, didnât you?â Kento continued, his voice low and steady, almost teasing. âYou thought I wouldnât notice. But I can see right through you. The truth is, youâve always been a lot more invested than you let on."
âHow can you be so confident?â
The room felt smaller, the silence deafening as Nanami Kento moved closer, his expression unreadable. You were beginning to panic inside, but you refused to let it show. Your eyes tensed as he got to you. You watched as he wraps the fingers of his right hand around her left wrist, then leans forward and brings his mouth close to her right ear.
âBecause I took your pulse.â
Almost suddenly, you could feel yourself going through your memories. You found yourself at that moment, where you were kneeling in front of him and smiling at him. Your hand on top of him. You hadnât noticed it then. You were too busy looking at him.
It was then he, keeping eye contact, turning his hand over and resting his fingertips on the underside of your wrist. The beating of your heart echoes against the fabric of his flesh. He pursed his lips in a flat line.
You frowned, betrayal finally evident in your eyes as you gathered yourself to the present once more. You could feel his grip on your wrist tightens. You try to open your mouth but nothing comes out of your lips.
âTheyâre elevated.â He continues to whisper to you. âYour pupils dilated, just like back then.â
âI imagine people think that love seems like a mystery to me, that itâs of lesser value to my fondness of the game, of logic.Like you want it to be.â He tells you, brushing your hair and tucking it against your ear. âBut itâs chemistry,a s simple as breathing. Itâs just as destructive, donât you think?â
Kento turns away and walks a few paces from you. You couldnât help but try and follow behind him. But you stopped as he turned around and faced you once again. You purse your lips in a flat line. He smiles at you as he takes the phone.
âYou know, you tried to convince me that this is all a game, that you were bored and this was you having fun. You played all those games over and over, tempting me and you couldnât help it could you?â
He starts pressing the buttons on the phone. You could feel the air get punched out of your lungs. You wanted him to stop, but he didn't. He looks up to you, trying to see your panic and tension.Â
âYou knew I would try and use your body as much as you would use mine. You allowed me to take your measurements, everything. But this phone, everything about this is intimate. This is your heart.â
Without breaking his gaze into your bright emotional eyes, Kento pushes his finger and punches in the first of the five letter code. Then it clicked. You closed your eyes, tears pouring out your eyes. You could feel your heart beating loudly.
âAnd if you wanted to win the game.â He whispers to you, smiling. âYou should never let it rule your head.â
You stared at him, trying to stay calm but the panic is beginning to show behind your eyes, tears pouring down your cheeks. You had lost to him. He smiles at you in a triumph as your breathing becomes heavier.
âYou could have chosen any random number and walked out of here today with everything youâve worked for.â he tells you as he stares at the phone. âBut after all that time, being obsessed about me. You just couldnât resist it, couldnât you?â
âStop. Please.â
âIâve always assumed that love is a dangerous disadvantage.â He continues as you try to seize his hand, gazing intensely at him. âThank you for the final proof.â
He shows Yaga the phone.Â
It was his name, K-E-N-T-O.
You felt the tears pour again.
âEverything I said: itâs not real.â You whispered back at him, lying through your teeth. âI was just playing the game.â
âI know.â He whispered to you, his eyes echoing fondness. âAnd this is just losing it.â
Your heart skipped a beat. You hadnât expected him to be able to guess it so quickly, but of course, he was always ahead of the game. He knew what you had been hiding all along. With a sharp click, the phone unlocked. Kento glanced at the screen briefly before turning his gaze back to you.
Your stomach turned. The room seemed to tilt around you. For the first time in your life, you were the one caught in the web. You had underestimated him. The man who had been nothing more than a distraction was now the one holding the key to your entire operation.
Before you could react, Yaga moved swiftly to grab the phone from Kentoâs hands, but you were already one step ahead. Your instinct for survival kicked in. You didnât have time to make sense of it all. You needed to leave. Now.
With a sudden movement, you grabbed your coat, the weight of the situation pressing down on you as you turned to the door. Kentoâs gaze followed you, but he didnât try to stop you. You looked into his eyes. He knew that you wouldnât last six months.Â
âNot so fast.â you heard him say, his tone sharp. âYou wonât get away that easily.â
But you were already slipping out of the room, the sound of your heels echoing down the hallway as you fled. Behind you, you could hear Kento and Yaga discussing the aftermath, but it didnât matter anymore.Â
Your plan was unraveling, but you were no longer in the mood to play by their rules. In the blink of an eye, you were gone, disappearing into the shadows of the city, knowing that the game had shiftedâand you would need to find a new way to stay in control.
As you hurried through the corridor, your mind raced. The realization that Nanami Kento had figured out your carefully constructed ruse was a blow to your confidence, but you couldnât afford to dwell on it. You had come too far, planned too meticulously, to let it all collapse now.
Still, the fact that he had guessed the password, his name, cut deep, deeper than you'd expected. You had thought your feelings were buried beneath the cold, calculated façade youâd built, but now, standing on the brink of losing everything, they resurfaced in full force.
Nanami Kentoâthe man who had been a mere pawn in your plan had somehow become the center of it. His presence, his ability to break through your defenses, it all felt like a betrayal, even though you were the one who had been playing the game. You didnât have time to question what had gone wrong; you had to act fast.
As you made your way down the stairs, the voices of Yaga and Kento grew fainter, their words drowned out by the pounding of your heart. You knew you had to disappear before they caught up, but something inside you resisted, a strange mix of anger and... longing. You couldnât let it show, not now, not when everything was slipping through your fingers.
Your fingers gripped the handle of the door to the street, but just as you were about to escape, a voice called out.
âYou think you can just run?â Kentoâs voice was calm, but there was an edge to it that sent a shiver down your spine. He had followed you.
You whirled around to face him, your eyes narrowing in defiance, your body tense with adrenaline. Kento stood a few feet behind you, the doorframe casting shadows across his features. He looked at you with a mixture of frustration and something else, something more complex than anger, maybe even understanding.
âDo you really think this is the end, Kento?â you sneered, trying to mask the uncertainty building inside.Â
You had never shown this side of yourself to him before, this vulnerable, off-balance side that was beginning to crack under the weight of your own feelings. You couldnât afford to let him see it, though. Not now.
âYou always have an answer, donât you?â he said quietly, his gaze steady as it locked with yours. âAlways one step ahead, but this time, Iâm the one who figured you out. I know what you're really after.â
You clenched your jaw. You could feel the heat of your emotions bubbling to the surface, but you held them back. âYou donât know anything, Kento.â you said, your voice was hard, but the crack in it betrayed you.
He stepped forward, closing the distance between you. His presence was like an anchor, heavy and undeniable, making it impossible for you to ignore the magnetic pull between you. For a moment, the anger you had been holding onto faded, replaced by something much more dangerous. You could feel it in your chest. A thudding, tight sensation that wasnât entirely from fear.
âI know you.â Nanami said, his voice low. âI know how you work. How you manipulate, how you play people to get what you want.â He took another step toward you, his eyes never leaving yours. âBut I also know something else. I know that you... care.â
You blinked, startled. "You're wrong." you hissed, your heart racing as you tried to shove the feelings back into the recesses of your mind where they had been hiding.
But he wasnât finished. "No.âhe said, his tone firm. "Iâm right. Youâre not as cold as you think you are. Youâve been hiding behind your plan, using it as a shield, but itâs not fooling me anymore."
You wanted to lash out, to deny it, to prove him wrong. But his words hung in the air, making it harder and harder to push them away. He was right, in a way. You had always told yourself that you were in control, that you could manipulate the situation, use it to your advantage. But now, standing there with him, with the evidence of your vulnerability laid bare, you werenât so sure.
"Donât make this harder than it already is." he said, his voice soft but resolute. âYou donât have to keep running, but if you do, youâll only be fooling yourself.â
You could feel the weight of his words pressing down on you, the truth of them sinking in like a heavy stone. You were out of options. You didnât have an answer. The truth of it hit you hard, and before you could stop yourself, you were already fleeing.Â
Your heart pounding, the camera phone slipping from your hand as you disappeared into the night. You didnât know if you were running from Nanami Kento or from yourself. But one thing was certain: the game was far from over.
âRun now, siren.â He whispers in your ear. âIâll let you have the head start.â
He had won this time, and you lost.
You always will, when it comes to him.
You loved him, after all.
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THINGS HAVE GONE AND PASSED AGAIN. The air was heavy with the kind of silence that could only follow about something like this. Yaga Masamichi. sat at his desk, the faint hum of the office lights above the only sound as he held the letter in his hands. Kento can only look at him, trying to keep a poker face.
He had received the news just moments ago. The news that people were expecting. News that even Kento knew would happen. But after you had lost the game, you were more vulnerable than ever before. And there was nothing that was to be done about it. That was just how it was in this world.
You, the enigmatic figure who had stirred the threads of chaos and manipulation in their lives, had been executed by enemy spies. He heard it was at least merciful, one clean cut. And now he has to tell Nanami Kento. And that would close the case.Â
"Yaga, you called me here too early for this.â
âI know, I know. But it has to be said in person.â Yaga said, his voice steady but grim. âItâs about the dominatrix.â
Kento looked at him for a moment.
He sighed as he straightened his position.
âWhat happened?â Kentoâs voice had softened, as if preparing for the inevitable.
âTheyâve been executed.â Yaga said, each word feeling like a final nail in the coffin of everything they had all been through with you. âSome of their enemies... They caught them. Theyâre gone.â
There was another long silence. Nanami Kento didnât speak immediately. He sighed, and slowly took out a cigarette from his pocket. Soon, he pulls out a lighter. The soft click of a lighter igniting the moment filled the void.Â
âThank you for informing me.â Kento replied, his voice low, emotionless.
âListen, I justââ Yaga started, sensing the complicated nature of their relationship, but Nanami cut him off.
âIâll handle it.â he said, his tone final.Â
And with that, Nanami Kento stood up.
The smell of nicotine echoed through.
And then, he left as quietly as he entered.
Nanami Kento arrived back at his apartment, the cigarette already gone. He sighed as he sat in the quiet of his apartment, the heavy weight of the news pressing against him. His apartment, usually a place of calm and routine, felt eerily empty now.Â
The hum of the outside world fading into a distant, unimportant murmur. He walked to the corner where his violin sat. He had left it a while ago, having been summoned. There was a new piece he had to enjoy. A new refuge from the chaos of his life.
Sitting down, Kento lifted the violin, the bow in his hand as though it were second nature. He placed it against the strings and began to playâa soft, mournful tune that echoed through the empty space of his home.
The melody wasnât one he had planned to play. It was a reflection of the tumult he felt inside. There was an unspoken grief, a lingering ache that he couldnât quite place. It was almost as if he were trying to play the sorrow out of his chest, to make sense of the confusion swirling in his mind.
But his mind kept circling back to you. The way you had manipulated him, pulled him into your web, but also the way you had challenged him, pushed him to think in ways he never had before. He couldn't deny the complexity of his feelings for you. The mix of resentment and a strange, reluctant respect for the person you were.
You had been his puzzle, one that never quite made sense, and now, with your loss, that piece of his life was forever unfinished. You were the game that he enjoyed the most, the game that had excited him the most. The game he loved.
As he played, his fingers faltered slightly over the strings, the tension building in his chest as he remembered the last time he had seen you. The way your eyes had locked, full of unspoken words. The way you had almost reached for him, only for everything to crumble apart in the chaos of the mission.
The music began to swell as he poured his emotions into each note, but something else caught his attention. The glint of the camera phone in his breast pocket. The phone that had been the key to everything.Â
The phone that he had kept close, far closer than he had ever intended. It wasnât just a tool, a piece of evidence. It was a reminder of you, a tether that still held him in your orbit, even in your absence.
He paused his playing, reaching up to gently pull the phone from his pocket. His fingers brushed over the smooth surface, feeling the weight of it like a secret too heavy to carry. The camera phone wasnât just part of the plan you had devised.Â
It was a part of you. And in that moment, Nanami realized that he hadnât just kept it because it was useful; he kept it because it was a connection to something deeper. You were gone, but the phone, the lingering traces of you, remained.
Nanami Kento sighed, placing the phone on the table before him as he continued to play, the melody soft and contemplative now. It was clear that, despite the distance between them, despite all the lies and manipulation, there had been something real there. A part of him, something he couldnât quite articulate, had been drawn to you.
He didnât understand it completely, but one thing was undeniable: you had left your mark on him, and in the quiet solitude of his apartment, Nanami Kento allowed himself to admit it. He would keep the camera phone close. Near his heart.
But then he smiles.Â
His mind goes to months ago.
The air was thick with the sounds of an angry voice drifting over the low hum of a military vehicle. The camera shakes, blurring the scene in the darkness, until it finally stabilizes, the picture clearing as reality begins to take form.
Youâre kneeling on the cold, unforgiving earth, the bright floodlights from the vehicle casting long shadows across your body. Clad in your death robes, you appear almost serene, a stark contrast to the chaos surrounding you.Â
With one hand, you type slowly and deliberately on your phone, ignoring the shouts, the movement, the urgency of it all. Your fingers glide over the screen, eyes fixed on the message youâve been preparing for hours.
Goodbye pretty man.
Your heart beats steadily as you press send. Itâs the final touch. Your final act. To your right, a man holds a rifle with one hand, his other hand outstretched, demanding your phone. His voice is rough, laced with frustration as he calls for you to hand it over.Â
But you donât flinch. You donât move. Youâre not done. His voice sharpens with each demand, but you remain composed, fingers pressing the keys with a calm that unnerves him. Give me the phone! Now! he roars, but your gaze stays fixed on the screen.
Not yet. Not until you finish.
He steps closer, anger flashing across his face, rifle raised again, his grip tightening. But you donât look up. You donât react. You type with precision, your thumb moving over the screen with careful intent, as if time no longer holds any meaning.
The world around you may be closing in, but youâre lost in the finality of your message.Â
It feels almost too simple, and yet, itâs everything.Â
Then the atmosphere shifts.
A sudden tension cracks through the air, and the voices behind you falter, confusion rippling through the men as a figure steps forward from the shadows. You hear his voice before you see him, calm, unyielding.
âStand down.â
Nanami Kento.
The man holding the rifle hesitates, looking between you and the newcomer. Kentoâs presence is a force. It was silent, authoritative. His voice has the weight of a command, and it leaves no room for argument. The rifle lowers, and the soldier steps back, unwilling to face the quiet fury Kento brings with him.
Kento doesnât spare a glance at the man. His attention is on you. His steps are measured, purposeful, as he approaches. He kneels beside you, and for a moment, the chaos around you blurs into silence.Â
His hand brushes your shoulder gently, a wordless comfort in the midst of everything. He doesnât ask why youâre here, doesnât ask why youâve sent the message. Instead, he simply looks at the phone, glancing down at the words youâve typed.
âGoodbye pretty man...â he reads softly, his voice a mixture of concern and something elseâsomething unreadable.
You finally glance up at him, your expression a mask of calm, but your eyes flicker with something more. A slight smile, cold but there, pulls at the corners of your lips. You take a moment to breathe, taking in the presence of him.
âI didnât think Iâd make it out this time.â
His gaze softens, just for a second, before he stands, pulling you to your feet effortlessly. His fingers are warm against yours as he closes the phone, taking it from your hand. His grip is firm, sure, as he pulls you into his orbit, away from the danger, away from the violence.
Without a word, Kento turns his back to the men as he walks away. Youâre with him now, an unspoken agreement passing between you. His presence is unwavering, the tension around you fading with each step. He leads you through the chaos, his voice cutting through the din with quiet authority, silencing any protest from the soldiers around you.
âYouâre coming with me. Now.â
His words are simple, but thereâs no room for defiance. You follow, not because you have to, but because for the first time in months, you feel something thatâs been missing. An anchor, a safety in his steady presence. You couldnât help but smile.
You donât need to say anything more. Heâs here.Â
Youâre not alone anymore.
The game has changed.Â
And Nanami Kento is the one who changed it.
âMy vixen of a siren, where could you be now?âÂ
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Drugging is usually presented as total blacking out, but consider drugging in such a way that's more like... paralysis, half-conscious.
Maybe it's a matter of not having consumed enough of whatever was laced, or not enough in there to begin with â it's not like the guy has ever done this before, and hey, no one does anything perfectly the first time.
So you're still there, mentally. You start to feel a bit dizzy and you feel your head start to lean forward involuntarily and everything sounds far away, but you're conscious. You can still feel the body heat that radiates from his body onto your skin. He's much closer than he was before, closing that awkward gap that always stands between two people that know each other, but aren't close enough to be comfortable touching. The drink that was in your hand suddenly isn't, but your head is spinning too much to process where it went.
You can feel touch â hands gripping onto your arm and slowly setting you down to lay on your back on the couch, TV you were watching together still running quietly off to the side. You want to move, to put your arms out, your brain wills it, but your arms just don't move. Each limb feels like a heavy weight attached to your body, as if dragging you down.
You can feel temperature changes. The sudden cold on your skin and the goosebumps that form as your clothes slide off your body.
That realization comes with a feeling of alarm, but it's muted, faint, like a siren only barely audible in the distance. The panic phases in and out, occupying some portion of your thoughts before fizzling out as nothingness takes over, surging back again, but your head is too hazy to think any coherent, specific thought about it.
You feel warmth when his mouth latches onto your neck, your nipples, your own lips, each feeling blurring into each other, any sense of time lost. From that, you realize your sense of pleasure isn't muted either â a faint feeling, but distinguishably present, a pressured heat building up inside.
You feel that vague sense of worry, you know that that shouldn't be happening, know it's wrong, know it's violating â but these thoughts only come as vague sensations in your heart and gut, rather than complete, genuine thoughts.
Even when you feel him inside you, even when you hear the couch shift against the floors with the movements, it's all just so faint, so distant. You think you were able to feel your fingers twitch. But no matter how hard you keep trying â because even through the haze, you know you should, you're supposed to move, you want to move â that's the most you can do.
You can still hear. He's saying something. Maybe he thinks you're fully unconscious. The words only register very slowly, as if coming in through your ears and spinning around inside your head before they process.
He says your body looks so hot. He says you taste good. He says you feel good.
He says this is what you get for holding out for so long. That you should have put out before now. That he's been so nice to you, did things for you, bought stuff for you. That he really deserved it long before now, but you just had to be so unfair. That's your fault, not his. He's a very nice guy, you know, and would never do this sort of thing if you didn't insist on treating him so poorly.
And you're the one that agreed to come over to his place to "watch movies." He says you're not so stupid that you don't understand what that's supposed to mean. You knew what he'd think and expect. And yet you kept leaning away all night, whenever he tried to pull you in. You're mean, you're heartless, rejecting him like that, leading him on. He liked you, and you were mean in return. It's so unfair. Maybe you'll see soon how you should have appreciated him, rectify your mistakes.
It all comes out muffled and slurred, stumbling over the words interlaced with the sound of skin slapping on skin. You can only understand it at all because he's mumbling directly against your ear. You feel the warmth from his breath.
You feel the inside of your thigh brush against his sides with each movement, limp and relaxed, only moving by the force with which your whole body is pushed back and forth. You start to drift off, as if the motion itself is almost soothing enough to lull you into unconsciousness.
You don't feel the moment it stops, though. You just become aware, all of a sudden, that there's no more motion, when did that happen?
You feel your body brush against the couch, feel arms wrapped around your back, feel your body press to his. You try to reach your arms up to push him back, but nothing happens.
It feels as if you're sinking into the cushions, consciousness fading in and out. It's getting harder and harder to keep your eyes open. You can no longer make out the words he's saying. You don't know what time it is.
And most importantly â that vague sense of alarm comes creeping back, a feeling of a knot in your chest â you don't know how much of it you'll remember when you wake up.
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