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[soullessseraphim]

i stim whenever you post

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I make ppl Happi? Me art make ppl Happi??

[aparticularbandit]

Okay, just finished rereading the Koizumi exposition chapter, so gonna talk about the implications of his everything a bit.

Closed Space exists.

Closed Space occurs when Haruhi is in emotionally unstable.

Within Closed Space are big blue monsters that destroy the world around them.

If left unchecked, Closed Space will grow and encompass the entire world, destroying it.

Koizumi and his agency woke up one day knowing all of the above - and also that they had the power to fight the monsters.

Like. Consider.

Haruhi subconsciously took her desire to destroy the world and start over, compartmentalized it, and then sent other people to take care of it so that she wouldn't, you know. -gestures-

Haruhi took her depression/despair/anger/etc. and compartmentalized it where she wouldn't ever have to address it and where if it wasn't taken care of it would consume everything and then trusted that other people (chosen by some unknown process in her subconscious) would fix it.

Which, like, one - that is a great metaphor for shoving your emotions down and not addressing them while your friends and family both notice and are trying to change things.

But also, like. clearly Haruhi, subconsciously, very strongly does not want to destroy the world. She can clearly move herself into Closed Space with Kyon and have everything she thinks she ever wanted - we see her do that at the end of the first book - but her priority is actually no, I don't want to destroy the world, but also I cannot acknowledge ever that I have the power to do that, so I'm going to put those instincts elsewhere and trust that it'll get taken care of by other people who also maybe don't want the world destroyed.

Because like.

The only one who could conceivably have designed this entire -gestures- is Haruhi herself.

[ohanthonytomallamadingdong]

they totally changed Gabe Ugly and I’m not sure I like the change? like dealing w gabe is a huge part of what we understand Percy’s childhood to have been like? And how it influences how he deals with people like Mr D and absent/abusive parents and partners? And how he NEVER wants to be the one people he cares about are afraid of? Like with Annabeth in Tartarus? and the implication of an abusive stepfather and constantly needing to protect his mom and her putting herself knowingly into an abusive relationship for the sake of her son is also a huge thing for their relationship and I just

I get it for the sake of the show but I have some opinions

[nikalove681]

Wondering if Michael Jackson would listen and dance to Doja cat…

[carnival-core]

Ok still thinking about the new Defunctland video and can I just say I'm. Really glad no one in the comments laughed at him for daring to ask to be called what he is.

I winced when he erased the title of 'doccumentarian' from his email to replace it with Youtuber. I frown a little when Jacksfilms calls himself a ""comedian"" in exaggerated quotation marks with snark in his tone even if it's for the bit even though he truly Is a comedian (and a producer, composer, game developer, etc) , things like that

"Youtuber" as a title should be opt-in I think . It being an umbrella job description has been a really bad idea

If "Who Wrote the Disney Channel Theme: A History Mystery" was a TV special, he wouldn't have to go edit his emails to say he's a TVer or something. YouTube is the platform . He's a doccumentarian and he has the right to demand he be treated as such

I feel like the besmirchment of "TikTok doctors" and etc has made this worse too. Even if TikTok has a lot of charlatans, and even if YouTube has some hacks, the immediate gut assumption that like

Accessible = lesser, not rich enough to get TV or movie production budget or crew = lesser, etc . Kinda really sucks

You could put just as much heart if not more than your History Channels or what have you into your work and still lay in bed wondering

Am I going to be remembered as lesser? When I am gone, will I be seen not for what I've done, but what platform I decided to do it on?

And have to flat-out be like. Please. I'm a doccumentarian. I'd like to be remembered as one

Idk it's one of many things that made me emotional

I'm glad he has the respect he deserves etc etc

[yeepof]

I understand that tall men are our POV characters, but surely being like a foot taller than everyone around them would have some occasional consequences

[valtsv]

stuck between "psychological horror statement" and "objectively the funniest thing you could say to your real flesh and blood dad" in the father's day card aisle

[cartoonsinthemorning]

Since you guys liked Marcille as Kermit that much, it seems fitting to thank you for my 12k milestone with MORE Kercille. And this time, Miss Falin is also here.

Thank you so much again everybody! MWAH 💗

[bumblingbabooshka]

Vulcan teen on Vulcan [tiktok] saying "I have just lost track of my father in the grocery store." The camera turns to show the viewers the grocery store in which almost every single older middle-aged man has a bowlcut and long robes. Camera turns back to show the teen's face which is expressionless and yet communicates all it needs to.

[commonzinnia]

yeah, sorry i exhibited symptoms of the disorder i told you i have. it will happen again because i have that disorder and will continue having it. hope this helps!! 🫶🫶🫶

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[aparticularbandit]

also something something kyoko having no braid at all in dr3 until hope's peak exists again.

[depressedlochnessmess]

im sure this has been done already but uh mimiku

[anthropologist-on-the-loose]

I'm as grateful for cellphones as the next person, but sometimes I think about how everyone having a phone on them at all times really did cause us to loose some things as a society. I mean - for example, kids these days will never experience their car breaking down and needing to find the nearest place with a phone they can use. They're never going to have the opportunity to tentatively approach a house only to discover that it's full of queer people having a party hosted by a transvestite to celebrate his creation of a sex homunculus, stay the night, and loose their virginity while unintentionally partaking in cannibalism. It's tragic, that kind of gay sexual awakening just doesn't happen these days because of cellphones.

[ameba-from-space]