#have had multiple convos

[vampiredayflower]

the last two days I've been talking to some of my coworkers everyone cheer

[dykedvonte]

I think the most baffling thing about the Tulpar as a vessel to me is the fact that the ship really did only have a one way communication system.

I know it was cheap but even the most basic of vessels regarding major transport would have some way, shape or form for outside communication. Not only that but there was absolutely no form of innate emergency signal to show they may have been offline or in trouble despite clearly having a system to dock credits if they went off course. It's another factor that really shows that bad situations are made to get worse by design. One person who is required to relay all information to the crew and make all the choices without feedback. No way to update or call for help in case of a dire situation. No way to inform of inner personal conflicts and acquire procedures accordingly.

It really is like they are all in some sort of fucked up solitary confinement. They have their own world with strict roles that are meaningless in the end, as long as the cargo makes it, it doesn't matter what happens on that ship to the company. They don't want to hear anything and will come to conclusions on what happened based on how much pay they can withhold from the workers. Even what they do send is short, sterile and corporate to the extent it was likely written and sent out with a command by some random unmanned computer in an office.

There's something to be said about how unfair it is to force absolute power and control onto one person when you as an entity could do so much more to offload it but I've said it many times before so I won't again.

[this-should-do]

me when i meet with my colleges first out trans teacher who is like a celebrity with me after one of my teachers puts me in contact with her again (i had interviewed said trans teacher 4 years prior and hadnt met with her since) and she tells me tjat my teacher had so many positive things to say about me, about how i was one of her brightest most well spoken students and that she (within like 5 minutes of having been talking) immediately sees exactly what my professor had been talking about and so many super implied positives about me that i would never had known about and i dod everything in my power to avoid prying for more details but even what i heard was soso nicies

[ratatatastic]

thinking about roddy being one of the only guys to consistently call forsy “gussy”

[minnow-doodle-doo]

This week has been so long and hard. I knew what I signed up for at my new job, I just don't remember being so tired all the time from it.

[timetodiverge]

Me, who has long covid and has repeatedly told people this: sorry I can't do the thing, I'm feeling rotten today

My friends, family, and coworkers: what, again???

Me:

[mybrainproblems]

sometimes you miss your ex bestie and then you remember they hetsplained your queerness to you and then friend-dumped you almost as soon as they got a serious partner and it's like.

yeah nah. missing them? wanting to try and patch things up? that's the devil talking.

[nomaishuttle]

looking back on it i do think my childhood was engineered in a lab to make a really maladjusted person

[todayisafridaynight]

having my Art Specialty be described as 'daddies' is technically not wrong but also its very hard to not scream when being told so to my face in the dorm lobby regardless. like im just supposed to accept that description with a smile and nod as if i dont know we aren't thinking of the same kind of daddy

[look-at-the-stars-tonight]

i still can't get over my roommate implying i was autistic and my friend pulling out her phone to show me the "i'm like if a beautiful woman was an autistic little boy" meme that she'd been saving for the occasion someone acknowledged it

[weedpicnic]

god damnit life is so close to fully ruining against me! For me but they will not WIN but like how can I possibly have so many negative memories associated with one band and still listen to them on purpose.

[realizashuns]

almost got mugged by some girl who started a convo with me on the train then sat next to me and kept eyeing my keychain on my backpack and I guess it was stupid of me to have my keys and pepper spray on it for everyone to see but like. I jsut got off work and I’m fucking tired leave me alone. I was only on for one stop because I just didn’t wanna walk 20 min but now I have adrenaline and like post adrenaline anxiety coursing through my body rn im also sleep deprived and hungry

[astrxealis]

good morning 🥺

[waterparksdrama]

@ the previous anon i would say there was proooobably about 80-100 vips at the last tour so im expecting something similar. i talked to the band for a total of about a minute and then jawn shut it down cause he had to take the picture and get to the next person gzgzhxhxxhhxhxxj. overall it was a good enough minute of interaction that i paid to do it again so,,,, 😭😭😭 also you also are pretty much guaranteed to be in the first 2-3 rows of people in the crowd so thats nice too if you like being close to the stage

yeah...lol you do not get much time with them and sometimes the q&a can be pretty dry if people mostly want to get things signed - iz

[andiamstillfuckingaround]

AHHHHHHHH bitches im SAD

[thatshitkrejci]

did not expect the pillowtalk number ones to end on my most existential question (if there's ever a 1d reunion, does zayn even get invited?)