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post battle, one last short rest
#calliope petrichor#solum bufo#calder kilde#naddpod#ba2mia#ba2umia#posts by me dot com#i was rlly . not ... satisfied w this piece but i know its probably .. fine so im shoving it out there#but . hehe . aa ....#im a lil busy but . wanted to do at least one last little send off art for duck team bcus uh.#well tag ramble but . this campaign has meant a lot to me and i am... really really sad to see it go#im glad we got the ending we did and overall this campaign has absolutely been my favourites start to finish#but still. gonna miss it a lot.#it was really fun making art w all a yall and talking abt duck team together :-]#hehe . im being sappy over here but u know what its YOUR FAULT reading the tags is OPTIONAL . WHATEVER LOSER . *skateboards away*#thanks to everyone whos responded so positively n enthusiastically to the silly lil drawings ive made ^_^ .!!!!! <3 u#its been a great year >:] to get really fucking hyperfixated in this bitch. anyway. yeehaw . omnomnom. happy hoglidays#anyway um. HASHTAG 2025 GRINCH DUCKTEAM ONE SHOT CMON CMON LETS GOOO PLEEASE.
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opinions on Shallan canonically being a fujoshi
her hairpin turnaround from "um adolin's brother is kinda weird he creeps me out" to "if renarin doesnt kiss another man on the mouth right now im going to blow up the entire spiritual realm" is legendary and should have been expected
#if im honest im too jaded about lgbt rep in fantasy to have an opinion about all of that this book but like objectively good#i recognize it's objectively good and i like ren/rlain a lot like i think it was done pretty well#and again it is objectively good that there was a chapter where another minor gay character told ren like bro ur good ur fine#but yeah man idk i dont want to be like my lived experience as a lesbian means that whenever a hashtag ally moment happens i go#oh great a hashtag ally moment. it just feels so look at my hashtag ally moment. which is not a fair opinion to have but i do have it#and i recognize that it's not fair but whatever when it comes down to it ren/rlain was really really successful to me this book#sa5#sa5 spoilers#kowt spoilers#wat spoilers#asks
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Getting blocked is such a compliment like my mere existence threatened your peace of mind im that powerful
this is such a beautiful way to look at it for real. i’m ascending to your level. my swag is too tough so they had to block :/
#asks#what’s funny is. well i know they didn’t block me for being a freak. i mean unless it’s a different kind of freak. but i doubt it.#so unfortunately i am damned to be eternally curious about it. but whatever. hashtag don’t care#to be clear i was never mutuals or anything with this person. i just have the Need To Know Everything curse#like it's fine that you blocked me but im holding out hope for a vaguepost i can interpret to be about me that explains everything. you kno
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Sorry for the recent increases of venting on main but here's another one
Why the fuck is it that every time I'm a part of a friend group where the people there start to feel like family to me, something happens where somebody gets pissed at someone else for god knows what reason and it all goes to shit and suddenly I'm looking at a burnt pile of ash where there used to be a house... no, a home, and now instead there's a fucking battleground. Why is that, huh? Is there something fucking wrong with me where I'm... like... doomed to never be a part of a friend group that sticks together? Is that it? Am I doing something wrong? I must be doing something wrong. I've got to be doing something wrong, otherwise this wouldn't keep fucking happening to me. I thought I had found home again. But no, apparently I'm not allowed to feel safe around a group of people for that long. Shoulda fuckin' known.
#andiv3r rambles#vent#tw vent#cw vent#this ones pretty.bad#i kind of just yell for a while#normally i would go vent in the pit vent channel but WOULD YOU FUCKING LOOK AT THAT#THAT ISNT A SAFE SPACE FOR ME ANYMORE. JUST A FUCKING PILE OF ASH THAT STILL BURNS WHEN I TOUCH IT.#hashtag whatever im . fine
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i got 99% on an exam i was dreading and i was sooo brave and i only threw up a little bit :) unfortunately i had to take 2 tabs of adderall at 4pm and subsequently i will not be escaping my dogshit sleep schedule tonight :( but i got 99% :)
#the one i missed was bullshit. normally all questions are formatted with the generic names so thats the direction i studied#this exam was backwards#if you asked me what classification irbesartan was i obviously wouldve known it was an angiotensin ii receptor blocker. duh.#but avapro? how do you get avapro from irbesartan?#it was multiple choice so i just went. 'okay. all i gotta do is recall all the generics for these 4 classifications and#from there i can hopefully remember all of the brands for each of them!'#reader. i did not do that.#avapro is not adalat. adalat is fucking nifedipine. unfortunately 'anti-hypertensive calcium channel blocker' was an option#ugh.#so close to 100%#whatever. the point is i dont have to retake it tomorrow. which is nice because tomorrow is for studying for#my institutional pharmacy final. which i CANNOT fail because then i would have to retake it on THE SAME DAY as my math final#i cant study on thursday (the day of my institutional final) because if all goes well im starting my externship that day#and finishing my shift one hour before class#so. again. i am VERY glad i passed this test#god ive got so. much. homework. to catch up with. and studying. fuck.#wont have much time to study for my math final because i took fri-sun shifts too and the math final is on monday#but thats fine because i am good at math. hashtag girl#no one will read all these tags but im journaling
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don't look gay don't look arab don't look muslim, basically i spend my time clarifying my identity to people i meet
#helps when im with my gf or with my mum but only half#it's fine i actually dont need ppl who dont know me to know anything abt me#however it makes it hard for others to identify me as being part of their community which is a bit annoying#makes it harder for me to connect with ppl i identify as being part of my communities too#and also makes some people way too comfortable saying certain things around me#but then when i react i gotta explain again.#overall it's not a Real Problem but just smth ive been thinking abt lately bc there's a constant disconnect between who i am and how im#perceived. no matter where i go no matter what i do#which ig is true for everyone up to a certain extent#but idk idk hashtag posts written when i should be working#(dont really think i look not gay either im just feminine my gf got it when we first met but whatever)#jasmine has thoughts
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real life drama moment eye roll sams apparently struggling bc he wants to move out and is touring this building hes been eyeing but his roommates dont want him to but also apparently theres beef and he just 'doesnt want to be friends with those people anymore' and he was really vague about what that was all abt and his friend group and who he wanted to even still talk to. and well. not my circus not my monkeys....... but im gonna go ahead and keep my feet in two lanes here does that make me a shady bitch. girl i literally dk any details and thats fine but like. idk whatever..
#personally me and ur roommate r fine so gonna just chill there and also thank my fellow dyke they went on a trip with#just for being a lesbian hashtag dyke swag (we met once and high fived over this)#again not my business but all i know is that apparently some of them planned trips even to where hes from over break and didnt talk to him#abt it. and i was like well did any of you just talk about spring break at all and he was like no. so. okay.. and then he talked vaguely ab#doing so much for them to try and make them like him again and i was just like well once again#did anybody in this friend group ever just like have a direct conversation about anything ever. lowkey. i said it nicer than that#and the answer is pretty much no#like ok blames not fully on u ig but if we had unspoken beef and u were adjacently doing nice things idk that id. recognize that..?#esp just with. the busy-ness of sams life. not trying 2 be callous#idk in general that group just needs to fall apart once again why have u known each other since freshman year#go to like. therapy. also. ok im sorry to be bitching abt somebody thats kind of my friend i dont like feeling like a two faced bitch#thats the gemini in me i guess. ahaha everyone laugh. but whatever this is tumblr dot com. also like the fact that he approached this with#ugh.... im feeling Complex emotions... and i dont like it... :(. im gonna keep it real idk that thats very complex#ur just gonna have to talk to them. a general them. whoever. 'well whats the end goal of that' idk dude u have to figure that out hello#abby talks
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the people have no idea what being toxic is and it shows
#burnt out matches - 🔥#'shellevision is toxic becausse vee shows no interest in shelly' thats nt toxic thats not picking up signals#that not toxic cthats just not thinking about it#i was supposed to make a pot like 'hey im not at my usual place rn sso cant type like normal'#thus all the typos (keyboard is weird)#but grr grr. noboy knows whattoxic is anymore.#IS THIS DICOURSE. I DONT WANNA USE MY DDICOURSE TAG AGAINNN#I WAS ALREADY THINKING ABOUT 'IF NOONBINARY CHARACTERS ARE SHOWN NOT LIKING BEING REFERRED TO BY ANY +#GENDER THEN I THINK CALLING THEM YURI/YAOI IS KINDA OD CAUSE THAT IMPLES WLW/MLM#HASHTAG DISCOURSE' but then i was like. i dont wanna post iscourse. thatss not who i am#okay back hurts from typng thi s gonna make dissclaimer post now#IF THISS SHOWS UP OON THESHELLEVISION TAG SORRY .#headcanons and whatever are fine i just unleash my inner hater sometimes. its cauese im old fanddm (not actually that old)
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im watching earthspark for the first time and what dwells within is easily the best episode so far. minimal human interactions yes but especially because like. what if a teenager with the very real trauma of an adult taking over their autonomy became friends with a guy who’s suffered years of abuse from someone who presents himself as a good guy to everyone else. what if these characters had to fight to survive something that isolates and become the only person willing to stand up for the other. what if the pain you cant get others to understand is in fact understood by the person you’d least expect.
#and of course the episode title is intended to evoke this as well#also awesome when the teenage girl wrestles a giant monster away from her new bestie. based#anyways! im of mixed feelings about this show. sick of most of the kid stuff but im enjoying an evil human organization#i do wonder about starscreams blue optics though… and his trine being girls now#t#tf#earthspark#ik im late to this show but whatever. i wasnt into transformers for a few years. but im back now its fine#hashtag#starscream
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having a really bad depression numb dead boy walking day is obviously not fun. BUT it DOES mean i end up with new reference pictures for drawing characters at visible post-emotional-rock-bottom!!! yayyyy 🎉🎉🎉
#/hj#hey silver linings or whatever#jupiter talks#im fine btw it wasnt anything that drastic it just happens sometimes#hashtag girl#imma have a nap now tho
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How I sleep knowing Aloy is a lesbian and HZ3 will not have dating sim-like romance options
#if im wrong ill eat this post or whatever ig#i just think just bc games like ME and BG give branching romance pathways doesnt mean every rpg needs to...#especially as those games have a strong focus on player choice embedded in their design philosophy#and horizon has always been very much a linear story. its just open world#and aloys journey as a character and her relationships? also linear and predetermined. comeon#also unlike bioware and bg3 in horizon games you are not creating a player character. you are not projecting yourself you are empathising#i think it would be veery weird and out of place for guerrila to suddenly include a romace choice mechanic#even the way they allowed the player to choose not to kiss seyka in the dlc was a bit of a cop out i personally think#bc despite it being rather inconsequential and not negating the relationship they had developed nonetheless#it gives people a window to b like. heres how aloy x avad can still win jfhjdn#and outside fandom shipping spaces and in the real world. it gives just enough space for the cognitive dissonance#of ignoring aloys sexuality completely#they might still do it in the next game. or relegate a romantic storyline to a sidequest. which is FINE i guess#like of course i think it should be 70 hours of undeniable unskippable dykery. but realistically i just hope for hashtag gayloy confirmed <#this got away from me but bottom line i just think shipping has poisoned peoples brains and i hate it in this fandom especially
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there waz that post ages ago i believe pre my sweeneytoddification beam (watched the movie on a whim and then immediately made my sibling and 💀💀💀 watch it with me (seperately (i watched it 3 times within 2 days (im fairly snti movie now its like.. whateverrr its kind lame. also ewww to the lead actor who shall not be named)))) that post tyat was like Whats the unreleased project/song/movie/game/whatever that youre modt sad abt... And i didnt ha e an answer at the tjme but oh my god dude its literally the restnof the 2012 london cast recording I WANNA HEAR THE REST OF THE SONGSSS
#ik they didnt cut at least most of them they may have a bit theres a boot on yt that i watched and it had some that werent on the album#(pirelli. (no actually taking this out of parenthesis rq))-> The fact pirelli is not in any of the songs. in the 2012 cast recording. bc#they judt didnt upload any of the songs he was in. to the vast recording. ITS SICKENINGGGG i judt know theirnoirellis wouldve slapped i#just know their the contest wouldve slapped. UGH. AND NO GREEN FINCH AND LINNET BIRD??? DIABOLICAL.#sighh. i wish there was a proshit butterlass. the boot that i watched was pretty low quality which sucks bc from what i could see (not much#at all) the swt design was so cool...#also i say in this post in anti movie. dreadful secret. for the songs that arent on the 2012 beautiful london cast ..i do sometimes turn to#the movie over the 1980s.. and obvi over 2005 be serious. im likee#idk. helena bonham carters lovett is. fine. she has anice voice. However its like an entirely different character likee. why is she young#and sexy. Hashtag not my lovett. but its like. whateverr different interpretations whatever#i can accept different interpretations of the characters *looks at 2005* ... to an extent#but yaaa basicslly. the movies Whatever. it is also missing a lot of the songs oh my god and also . the fact . that they cut god thats good#or no. it wasnt cut they just removed everything that made it good right. So lame. and swapping its place eith johanna (?#am i misremembering...)... Incredibly bizarre decision 2 me. ehatever though
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only 16 days until my next drs appt where I'm gonna ask abt antidepressants that's basically only two weeks away I can survive another two weeks of this. I've survived this long anyway
#ill be fine just BLEGH. seasonal depression this year has hit me like a fucking anvil#the clock change has been dire i dont know how i usually cope. taking vit d and using my sad lamp and its not woooorkinggg#but i am going to talk to my dr and knowing that is already a little reassuring like its nice to feel im taking some control#did look into therapy but lmao i cant fucking afford it and anyway i dont think itd help in my case#and who knows meds might not help either but theres gotta be something ill take whatever over self harming#its funny bc this happens consistently every two years i dunno why my depression clock is synced like that. well anyway#gonna drink a big glass of water and lie down on the sofa with a book hashtag self care#.diaries
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how to make friends when you aren't in fandom anymore for trauma reasons tutorial top ten tricks anything please please please I'm dying
#cricket chirping#i appreciate the mutuals i do have to be clear but all but quite literally one who i dont talk to (love you though you know who you are)#are just . my partners mutuals who i have over time migrated over to for funny posts reasons#which is fine and i enjoy talking to people but i wish i had people who independently found me and thought i was cool or whatever#and also to not be exclusively surrounded by white transmascs (i do love you guys though)#yes in order to do this i need to make posts and have an identity beyond politics and funny posts but unfortunately: i dont</3#/lh#i just feel. stagnant and isolated and empty#and i dont want Media to fill the hole because fandom is so vile but idk how else to do that#because i dont really create anymore either#omg hashtag flashcards hashtag dollar tree grocery haul hashtag 20 min walk#just blegh. dont feel like im made of anything but bitterness and fear anymore#vent
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i put up a blackout curtain that a previous tenant left and this shit work a lil too good i keep wakin up late
#like its fine bc im on break so whatever but Damn#my bedroom window has just one of those plastic adjustable slotted curtains that works okay but the sun still filters thru#so it still wakes me up when the sun rises#this curtain is blocking the light like the sun dont even exist😭😭#i love sleeping in the pitch black#hashtag cave moment🤍
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adrien never went to public school / adrienette have never met AU where Ladynoir are dating but Marinette has beef with Adrien Agreste™ on twitter, spurred by her interest in the fashion industry and her friendship with Mylene. ads are all over the place of Adrien promoting products like air in a bottle and NFTs and just generally so many products that are extremely poor taste/bad for the environment. Marinette tweets about beauty standards in the industry and all the shit Gabriel brand does to the environment and how Adrien Agreste perfectly encapsulates it all.
Adrien, of course, never responds to any of her tweets. her tweets are just white noise in the background. she is nowhere near on his level. one day Marinette tweets out something akin to "if I saw Adrien Agreste irl i'd punch him in the face" and her twitter gets banned for Threats of Violence, Alya draws attention to the injustice of it via the Ladyblog and suddenly "I want to punch Adrien Agreste in the face [gets banned]" becomes a bit of a meme. NOW people know who Marinette is and are listening to what she's saying (on her new account or whatever). Chat Noir also tweets that he wants to punch Adrien in the face
A hashtag trends. Marinette caves and starts tweeting about the scandals of the industry on her Ladybug twitter too. Adrien's twitter and instagram comments are flooded with both threats to punch him but also just generally critical comments like "nice pic and all but are you not going to address the sweatshop allegations?". Adrien still does not address it. At most he turns comments off. Marinette is gnawing at the wood of her desk.
Then a Ladybug and Chat Noir identity reveal happens.
Marinette is stunned. Absolutely mouth agape. Cannot form words. Chat Noi— NO, ADRIEN— ADRIEN FUCKING AGRESTE looks at her and is like "oh ha :) .... Marinette Dupain-Cheng, right? You're the girl who wanted to punch me hahaha"
after recovering from her world being shattered, she's like...... "hahaha...... um............... yeah...... uh..... so you... DO know who i am. and you're just. ignoring it then. hahaha... ok... thats....... fine..... anyway..... u-uh...... im not... gonna actually punch you. but. um. k-kitty do you um. maybe want to stop promoting deforestation and all that"
he's like "I don't"
she's like. "yes you do. literally in your newest ad you said to the camera 'who needs trees when bottled air is the way of the future'. like did you really read that line out loud and not see a problem with it"
"yeah, that wasn't me"
"what are you talking abou—"
"it's deepfaked"
"..... what"
"all of my ads in the past few years are deepfakes. I complained too much so my father fired me. turns out that i signed away all rights to my face and voice to him when I was 13 or something. he can just use my face and voice and name however he wants. he generates ads. i dont even have access to the 'Adrien Agreste' twitter or insta accounts. sometimes he makes me do runways but beyond that I'm not involved in all."
"... ... ... ... ... what"
"yeah haha... :") im sorry. i wish i could help you more. but he never listens to me. i don't like it either, i.... i've asked him to stop sooo many times. but he never listens to me. i hate seeing my face used without my consent but haha.... i don't... have any rights here so. sorry. i really wish i could help more"
and now marinette hates "Adrien Agreste"™ ads/posts EVEN MORE and is threatening to kill Gabriel Agreste himself. all while kissing the real adrien agreste silly
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