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happy valentines day to the fellow cupioromantics out there :3
#lemon time#i mean its now the 15th for me#has been for 16 almost 17 hours#but hey#better late than never#may draw gay shit tonight who knows#for now i eat and then pass out :3
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guys remind me to watch la bamba later
#nicha said i should watch it#also nichas my beat friend thank gd for nicha. shes like the only irl person ive talked abt it with#and shes like . no you arent overreacting r you crazy . which makes me feel a LOT better#im so sad shes leaving thi :[[ she keeps telling me t move t great wolf lodge with her JFNFJFBF#and she said that if i ever need a ride to a job interview or a drs appt or anything like that t just ask. shes my bestiee#she has a yojnger sister my age (18 (nicha is 25 BTW) but her sister sucks so nicha literally said I wish you were my sister instead.#common kamille w. she also said im her favorite and i get all rhe stuff on her cart when she leaves ^-^ yay#but tbh. i might frrr look into great wolf lodge bc their starting pay is $18 dollars an hour#plus its. hotel work. which is wayy easier than apt cleaning if im being fully honest#and allegedly its closer to my house sooo...#plus. nicha fiona and i thinkk nee? r all leaving? which leaves me dee and brenda ? brother i gtg im not gonna be one of 3 housekeepers.#ik theyd hire more but i just got here i cant be like the 3rd most senior housekeeper đ#sry 4 doxxing myself. potentially#oh also the pay here is 16 dollars an hour with literally no room for growth#brenda is housekeeping lead and she makes like. 17.#nee i think has been here almost since the place opened and she still only makes like 16.... which is insane#so ya i might look into gwl.#im mainly scareddd abt getting rides bc rn marian gives me a ride...#n like she could probably still give me a ride in the morning if im sooo niceys but likee. yk. how would i get home at da end of the day#ik i should just suck it up and ask my roommates bc kate is rly nice and prolly wouldnt mind but. gets scared... she also works closing#shifts so she wouldnt be able t bring me home. lily works a ton of different shifts so its not rly a reliable thang so i cant ask her#plus.everything. and then hal . yeah obvious reasons hes not giving me a ride LOL
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i'm so confused rn, can you explain the goncharov thing?? i get off tumblr for five minutes
(Edits closed as of 28 Nov.)
Lmaoooo
Nah I getchu. So this post has been circulating for like two years:
Link to post.
But yesterday, it had inspired someone to do this:
Link to post.
Next thing I knew there were fake Letterboxed reviews.
Goncharov moodboards. Really good ones.
Link to post.
Meta analysis. So many fake meta essays. Disturbingly good ones. And of course the memes. (Edit: HAVE I SAID THIS SHIT IS DISTURBING)
As you can see, the myth just started to grow, characters and ships and tropes being added one after the other, almost bizzarely without contradiction, until there was enough of shape to the whole thing for people to start posting fanfic about it on AO3. "No beta we die like ice-pick Joe" is already a tag.
Link to post.
It was hilarious in the beginning, but the way it's developed within less than a day, kind of like it's being willed into existence, is freaking me out a bit. We're toying with powers beyond our comprehension. đđđ
Link to post.
Of course, there could be an ulterior motive as well.
Link to post (tags mine).
Edit: guys, please tag these posts "unreality" so people with disassociation issues can filter them out (not this one, this is an explainer). <3
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Edit 2: Aparently the boots in the original post are actually referring to a movie called Gomorrah that came out in 2008, directed by Mateo Garrone, based on the Scampia Feud. And other people had also been making posts about the fake movie for a while before the poster took off.
found by @thepotch
Edit 3: Explainer: why did those boots have this movie on them anyway?
Edit 4: Alt text added to all images courtesy of @valentineish â¤ď¸
Edit 5: Turns out tumblr has done this kind of thing before. Nine years in this hell place and I had to have "Squiddles" and penis smp explained in the replies.
Edit 6: This post collects the Lore so far.
Edit 7: Lynda Carter (real one)/ earns more/ Tumblr cred.
Edit 8: Holy shit y'all we have the theme music. With sheet music. And it's on Spotify!
Edit 9: THERE IS A TRAILER WITH THE THEME MUSIC
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I made this post 18 hours after the movie poster went up. Closed edits 27 hours after first posting. So all of the above happened within 45 hours of the movie poster going up.
Edit 10: Google document live-compiling all the lore so far (Day 3)
Edit 11: Masterpost of Goncharov soundtracks (Day 3)
Edit 12: Entertainment news articles covering the Gonch-posting (real) (Contd from yday)
Edit 13: The music from the masterpost all compiled into a 31-minute original score with video edits on YouTube (edit: unfortunately taken down)
Edit 14: Staff's Goncharov art showcase for Tumblr Tuesday
As of closing on Day 3 there are 371 works in the AO3 tag.
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Updating with Day 3 shenanigans I missed yesterday:
Edit 15: Goncharov TV Tropes page
Edit 16: Ethics of Gonchposting
Important PSA 1 (how to reduce harm to Tumblr's neurodivergents)
Important PSA 2 (reality affirmation, anti-bullying)
Important PSA 3 (why you should stop trying to vandalise legit information sites)
Edit 17: Character lore from beezlebub whose poster they originated from
Edit 18: What we know about/ Director Matteo JWHJ0715 (#unreality)
Edit 19: Link to post with screenshotted and described NYT article (scroll down) and this golden exerpt from BuzzFeed: đ
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End of Day 4 there are now 485 works in the Goncharov tag on AO3
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Didn't get to update this on Day 5, so these are the Day 5 doings:
More trailers!
Trailer 1 (My favourite)
Trailer 2
Trailer 3
Trailer 4
I also just found out about the Goncharov Game Jam.
It appears this opened a day after after the meme took off.
Goncharov was first entered into Wikipedia between Day 4 and 5 (attempts to vandalise it with fake info don't count, incidentally â please knock that shit off) under List of Internet Phenomena. This was then expanded into its own Wikipedia page at the end of Day 5 because, according to the talk history: "the topic now meets the notability threshold for its own artice due to significant coverage in The New York Times and other sources cited." We're on Wikipedia, people!
And then we made The Guardian half a day later. So while the meme is definitely dying down to embers by now, it still stays winning.
YouTube channels with episodes on the meme:
InformOverlord (4:30)
Lessons in Meme Culture (2:43)
End of Day of 5 there were 511 works on AO3, and End of Day 6 (today) there are 556.
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đ¨BREAKING đ¨ from Martin Scorsese's daughter's TikTok (real actual)
tw: unreality:
We did it you guys!
Clarification: Francesca Scorcese asked her Dad about the meme and Martin played along. Please reblog this PSA to help Tumblr people with psychosis. Thanks.
Final edit: Day 8. Media reactions to Scorcese's TikTok (everyone from Forbes to Vulture). That one Tumblr user who said they'd do a screenplay if their post got notes has promised to shoot a single scene, but please don't be dicks just because you reblogged it; leave them alone until they get around to it themselves. As of end of Day 8 there are 609 works in the AO3 tag. I love all you lunatics. Peace! â¤ď¸
#goncharov 1973#reasons i can never leave this hellsite#we've ascended from pirating criterion movies to straight up manifesting them into existence#get on our level twits#knee of huss#goncharov#tumblr lore#tumblr memes#tumblr culture
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I watched James Somerton's final video, and all I got was this 6 page document
As soon as I learned his final unreleased video was on Revolutionary Girl Utena, I knew I had to hate watch it. I didn't know that I'd spend the following 4 hours making a comprehensive doc on everything I hated about it. But here we are.
The TLDR (is this too long to be a TLDR?)
The intro section, as well as Part 2, are directly plagiarized from wikipedia. The rest is unclear.
He makes a âhaha this show is so weird right guysâ joke 10 different times
He reads Anthy as so emotionally stunted she literally has to be taught how to think for herself, and believes that being the rose bride makes her feel good
He says that his reading is âvastly differentâ from the rest of the community, before boldly stating that this is because he sees it as a âdeeply allegorical and symbolic storyâ
He sees the sexual abuse as ânot to be taken literallyâ
Insists that the show be separated into parts that are strictly literal and strictly allegorical for the entirety of parts 3 and 4, before making the contradictory move of analyzing characters as allegories during part 5
The only characters that get dedicated sections are Akio and Dios, who he doesnât believe are the same person.Â
He says Dios gets his powers by âdeflowering womenâ
He calls Akio, known child predator, a chaotic bisexual
Uses 14 year old SA survivor Anthyâs passive personality to make a joke about her being a bottom
His final point is that Utena was the real prince all along
There are no citations
Anyway, full version for people who hate themselves under the cut. With time codes, because I cite my sources.
Part 1: Intro
This entire section is almost exclusively quoted from the Wikipedia article for Revolutionary Girl Utena. Words have been changed, but the order at which certain topics come up is not. Highlights include:
0:56 In his introduction of Be-Papas, lists the founding members in literally the exact same order as Wikipedia.
1:40-2:00 His list of Be-Papas previous works is lifted entirely from wikipedia, only with the words changed. This leads to a strange moment at 1:52 where he claims Be-papas âlent their talents toâ Neon Genesis Evangelion, a show which started production at least a year before Be-papas was founded. On the wikipedia article for Utena, this is instead referring to the previous work of Shinya Hasegawa and YĹji Enokido
4:23 he uses a quote by YĹŤichirĹ Oguro describing the production as a âtug of warâ. He seems to have lifted this in its entirety from Wikipedia, as he does not cite the actual source it is from (the box set companion book, btw)
As for James Somerton originals, at 0:44 he claims that out of all magical girl series,ânone to my knowledge have been more discussed and dissected than the 1997 series Revolutionary Girl Utenaâ He will go back on this at 5:05, where he states that âSailor Moon takes the lionâs share of discussionâ in regard to influential magical girl anime
Part 2: Part 1
(At least I know Iâm not funny, unlike James Somerton)
Speaking of which. Here is every single time he makes a âwow this show is sooooo weird you guysâ joke: 6:00, 8:50, 10:40, 10:58, 13:46, 17:07, 24:16, 30:34, 41:19, 48:01
Hereâs every time the punchline to the joke is the existence of Nanami, a character who he otherwise completely disregards: 10:56, 12:05, 16:22, 42:40
6:16 Claims that the âApocalypse sagaâ and âAkio Ohtori sagaâ are two names for the same several episodes, depending on the release. This is untrue. Instead, different releases either only have the Apocalypse saga, or split the episodes into an Akio Ohtori saga and then the Apocalypse saga.Â
7:58 Claims Utena intervening on Anthyâs behalf begins the first duel. While this happens in the movie, Touga intervenes in the scene he uses clips from (like literally right after the shot he uses in the video). Utena only gets drawn into the duels when Wakabaâs love note to Saionji is posted. Youtuber Noralitiesâ Utena video also gets this wrong, which makes me wonder if this was copied.
9:09 Claims Akioâs âEnd of the Worldâ moniker is actually more closely translated to âApocalypseâ. In reality, the translation moves away from a more apocalyptic reading, with ä¸çăŽć㌠(Sekai no hate) apparently translating closer to âthe furthest reach of a known worldâ or âedge of the worldâ. (Love the implications of this translation, but I digress)
9:10 As can be assumed from the previous point, this means I canât find any sources that point to them not using the title âapocalypseâ for religious reasons
10:10 Uses Anthyâs extreme passivity under her Rose bride persona to make a top/bottom joke. Iâm gonna repeat this in case youâre just skimming. He uses a trait that likely stems from years of abuse, (possibly exaggerated by the persona Anthy uses to manipulate people), and uses it to call her a bottom.Â
He also just doesnât seem to understand how the whole point of Utena constantly telling Anthy that she's just a normal girl who should make more friends is framed as Utena imposing her will on Anthy, just as much as the previous Engaged have done.Â
11:54 Apologies in advance for my most âum, actually!â point yet, but technically his statement that Anthy stops being host to the Sword of Dios is wrong. Akio literally pulls a sword out of her chest in the final duel. It's a more evil-looking sword of Dios, granted.
13:02 !!! CANTARELLA SCENE ALERT !!! He interprets it as them fighting over Akio?? Which like. I will allow people to have their own interpretations of vague and symbolic scenes. I will. I swear. This is not technically incorrect. It just makes me want to eat my own intestines.
14:44 Bad Anthy take #1: He states Anthy âis emotionally stunted to the point where she needs people to make decisions for her because she does not know how to think for herselfâ This ignores several moments of Anthy clearly making her own choices throughout the show, including the suicide attempt Somerton mentions about a minute prior. This also strips Anthy of what little agency she has throughout the story, usually exerted through messing with Utena or Nanami. (The fact that she repeatedly makes choices that contribute to her own abuse is, in my opinion, one of the most interesting parts of her character, and it's a shame that Summertonâs âreadingâ of the story completely disregards that)
Additionally, he once again reads Utena âurging Anthy to think for herselfâ in the first arc as an unambiguously good move, and not as something critiqued in the show.
14:52 Summerton reads the Swords of hatred as symbolizing menâs hatred specifically. Again, Iâm trying not to completely disregard differing interpretations to a show like Utena, but this feels very simplistic, especially considering the harm we see aimed towards Anthy by other women
16:42 Here he claims that his reading of the story seems to be âvastly differentâ from the bulk of Utena discourse. What is this reading? That the show shouldnât be read literally. Or, in his words, â[we can interpret] Revolutionary Girl Utena as a deeply allegorical and symbolic story about the struggles of coming of age amidst widespread institutional corruption in a high school and which describes a passive culture of inaction in regard to brazen instances of domestic exploitation in which there is not only a question about the caporeality of the events transpiring but also which events can be taken for granted and which events are meant to signify abstract sociological institutions.â The idea that he believes this is in any way a new reading of the material honestly baffles me.
Part 3: Part 2
17:48 through 18:50 differently quotes the Wikipedia article for postmodernism. He even makes a joke at 17:55 about Wikipedia. Please kill me.Â
The first three themes he lists at 19:11 are just the three main themes listed on the Revolutionary Girl Utena Wikipedia page. What was that about a âvastly differentâ reading, James?
Youâre gonna have to take my word for it, but this section is so short because it's just him talking about the various ways the story canât be taken literally. He does, ironically, call this a hot take.
Part 4: Part 3
Hereâs where the reading falls apart folks
At 23:15, he states that some things in Utena are allegorically coded, while others are to be taken literally. This is true. However, he seems to take this to mean that some parts of the show are Strictly Literal, while others are Strictly Allegorical for things going on in the Literal World.Â
This is apparently why he prefers the Anime to the Movie, where there basically is no separation between the Literal and Allegorical
This take is bizarre to me for several reasons, but here is my favorite. At several points, he mentions how Revolutionary Girl Utena is a work of Magical Realism. Magical Realism is literally defined by its blending of the âliteralâ and âallegoricalâ, the mix of fantastical elements in a mundane, realistic setting. This idea of the impossibility of a blurred line, that Utena must either have lore where the magic is all real and means nothing, or dedicated allegory segments quarantined from the rest of the story, is contrary to the very idea of Magical Realism.
I canât help but wonder if Somerton took his mentions of Magical realism from a previous work, due to how little it is consistent with his final argument. Either way, this section suggests a great lack of creativity in his analysis, a shame for such a creative work.
24:36: Shiori slander, for those who care
After this he gets really worked up about people assuming symbolism in everything, even when the author âdoesnât make it clear something is symbolicâ. He shuts down a reading of a shot in the Lord of the Rings. Miley Cyrus is there? Very The Curtains Were Blue of him.Â
28:22 Claims that Wakaba is the key to telling where the Strictly Literal segments end and the Strictly Allegorical segments begin. He states that, under this lens, deeply personal moments of character suffering such as all of the sexual abuse and Anthyâs suicide attempt (which he literally cites) should be read as symbolic and be âapproached with uncertainty rather than confusionâ. (28:24-29:13)
This also somewhat falls apart when you consider Wakaba is the jeep in the movie's car chase
And then he rants about people not liking his Attack on Titan video for a bit. Since its potential symbolism also doesn't follow hard enough rules to be symbolism. Once again, the separation of âfact vs allegoryâ I havenât watched AOT, so that's all Iâll say.
Part 5: Part 4
Thank god this part is short. Much like Diosâ on-screen presence.
32:55 Makes the extremely bold claim that Dios is not Akio. As in, never even became Akio. because Dios is Strictly Allegorical.
Just to be a pedant, this is pretty explicitly disproven in the show
Confusingly, both earlier and later he will address these two as the same character.Â
33:04 he also explains the root of Akioâs name in a tone that suggests this is supplemental information and not like. Literally something he explains out loud in the show?
Part 6: Part 5
This section is nearly entirely about Akio Ohtori. I would like to note that him and Dios are the only characters with dedicated segments.
38:30 The part where he states that Dios gets his powers from deflowering women.
38:46 Claims, once again, that Akioâs abuse of Anthy âmay not be literalâ.Â
38:59 âthe instance of exploitation here is used because assault has deep roots as indicating that akio's gender is the source of his imbalanceâ THE ASSAULT IS ABOUT AKIO NOW???
39:45 Bad Anthy take #2: âAnthyâs conformity to the Rose bride is based around the fact that she feels good being subservient because this is the only thing in her life that has ever brought her any kind of positive rewardâ. This is a direct quote. Anyway, I canât think of any instances in the show where Anthyâs subservience gives her a positive reward, except maybe when sheâs intentionally using it to manipulate others. As for her feeling good being the rose bride. She tries to commit suicide. Dude.
Side tangent, but isnât this exactly what Akio says during the final 2 episodes? That Anthy enjoys being a witch? Is the main villain, who consistently says things during that very episode that are blatantly false, our source of information for this take? I guess so, since this is the dedicated Akio section.
At 40:20 he decides to introduce the concept of Anthy, Akio, and Utena as stand-ins for wider concepts, which is antithetical to his approach in analysis beforehand
Part 7: Part 6
42:40 he finally acknowledges that heâs been spending too much time talking about Akio, and literally no time on characters like Nanami
46:10 states that Utenaâs exclusive motivation âis to protect Anthy from the predatorial intentions of the other dualistsâ, which disregards the fact, which she states herself, that she was largely participating in the duels and protecting Anthy to feel like a prince
48:04 The part where he says that Akio has âchaotic Bi vibesâ in regards to him sleeping with Touga, who is 17 and implied to be a long-term victim
Part 8: Part 7
54:01: His concluding point is that Utena was the real prince all along.Â
In true Somerton fashion, the video then ends over a scrolling wall of patrons, with not a single citation in sight.
#the autism won again you guys#revolutionary girl utena#james somerton#shoujo kakumei utena#utena#anthy#hbomberguy
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being the targtowerâs youngest sister would includeâŚ
pairings: platonic!alicent hightower x daughter!reader, platonic!aegon targaryen x sister!reader, platonic!helaena targaryen x sister!reader, platonic!aemond targaryen x sister!reader
synopsis: what itâs like to be the youngest daughter of the green queen.
includes: reader being the only somewhat normal targtower, i went overboard on aegonâs are we surprised, might be ooc, sorry for how short alicentâs is i wasnât feeling much inspo for her
a/n: one of my favorite things about alicentâs dynamic with her children is that they all represent a part of her: aegon, being used for politics, helaena, her innocence that she used to have, and aemond, her rage and thirst for power. so i decided to have reader represent alicentâs devotion to her family and her âdutyâ. hotd is so weird abt character ages so for my sanity aegon is 20, helaena is 18, aemond is 17, and reader is 16 in this. forget daeron pls
Alicent
Alicent has incredibly complicated relationships with her children. They are mirrors of her anguish, but her blood nonetheless. She will protect you and your siblings with her life, if necessary, but she also cannot look you in the eye without a pit of guilt settling in her stomach.
She feels nauseous when Viserys has you betrothed to a Lord from the Crownlands, but apart of her is satisfied with the match, though only because it means you will be allowed to stay in the Red Keep instead of leaving her.
She is just as gentle as she is with Helaena as she is with you. You are one of the only good things that have come from her. She cherishes you. When word of your pregnancy spreads through the Keep, Alicent orders an abundance of maternity gowns for you from Myr. She will always, without fail, offer you a guiding hand when going up large sets of stairs.
By all means, she is not a perfect mother, but she does what she can. She gifts you lots of her own accessories, like the hairnet she wore during Aegonâs second nameday celebration. Helaena is her âdearest loveâ, and you are her âsweetness.â
Trying to include you in her own private matters is one of the only ways she can spend time with you. She takes you to the Sept with her when she can, though her eyes are always averted from you.
That is one of the other strange things youâve noticed about your mother; she can never make eye contact with you. Perhaps it is because you are with child just as she was at your age.
When the time comes, she cannot be by your side to hold your hand while you give birth. Itâs improper. But she is overjoyed that both you and your son are healthy.
â âYou have done well, my sweetness,â Your mother whispers, voice soft and melancholic and warm. Grand Maester Orwyle, bless him, had propped you up on great plush pillows after youâd finished your labors. Heâd quietly congratulated you and helped you get comfortable in your bed, then had left you to rest.
She sits on the edge of your mattress, right by your side, thumb gingerly tracing your cheek. The forest green sheâs clad in brings out the auburn of her hair. âThe babe is a beautiful one. A handsome son for the realm. I am⌠proud of you.â
Articulating her thoughts has never been her strong point. It is the hour of the owl now. The only sounds you can hear are the padding of raindrops against the tall windows in your chambers and the crackling of the hearth.
âAegonâs birth came quick for me as well,â She mutters, almost to herself. Peculiarly, she clings to the little ways you are alike to one another; they are fading as the days pass by. Her brows furrow as her mind begins to race.
Your firstborn sonsâ births had come with ease. You were both married off far too early in your lives. In girlhood, you had both favored naive stories of brave knights and pretty ladies and romance. You both committed yourself to duty to further the familyâ
She stops the list sheâs making in her head there. Far more resolutely than before, as if putting a wall around herself again, she kisses your forehead and retracts into herself.
âI shall leave you be. Good night.â
Aegon
For Aegon, news of a new sibling is unsurprising. Itâs the same old thing to see his mother waddling around the castle, belly swollen. Heâs a little indifferent when youâre born.
As a teen, though, Aegon is certainly the type to smack you a bit too hard in the training yard and then shush you, begging for you to hit him just as hard before you wail too loud and one of your motherâs handmaidens hear and alert her of it.
It makes him feel shameful, the first time you see him drunk, stinking of the whores of Flea Bottom and sweat. You promise to not tell anyone of it, if he, in exchange, does not do it again. He still does. You still do not tell.
After the events of Driftmark, you are the one to cut his hair short. Seeing Aemond bloody and bruised had frightened you, caused you to weep in front of the crowd in the great hall, and youâd tearfully asked Aegon if you could sleep in his bed together that night. He forces you to help him trim his waves the next morning as ârepaymentâ, though he did not actually mind it.
You grow closer as you become older. To Aegon, you are the only one who has a semblance of faith in him; your mother was constantly repulsed by him, as was your grandsire and own father. Aemond had given up on him a long, long time ago, and Helaena focused on the children far more.
On his better days, Aegon likes to fly on your dragons together. Seeing you windswept and almost free is strangely satisfying for him; he misses when you both hadnât been burdened by what your parents had put on you. In the dead of night, he likes to imagine what life would have been like if he hadnât been forced to marry Helaena, and you your âfat, old husbandâ, as he put it.
Speaking of, heâd made a great fuss at your wedding. That was the angriest heâd ever saw you; heâd drunk himself half to death at the celebration afterward, made a fool of himself when he got into a fist fight with one of your husbandâs brothers. Even the bards had stopped singing to stare at the spectacle. Youâd almost lost your voice that night from how loud youâd yelled at him, asking when heâd ever think of anyone but himself, cheeks flushed from deep embarrassment.
âYou know of my apprehension when it comes to large events such as these, and yet you cannot steel yourself for one night for my sake? What will you do when Jaehaera is married? Light the castle aflame?â
(You do not know the reason heâd done such a thing was to make such a big scene your consummation ceremony would be an afterthought. That, and the fact he was drunk and angry.)
Some part of him feels guilty when you get pregnant. He knows, deep down, that he had no part in it, and he could not control your fate, no matter if his efforts were weak or strong. But he was still your elder brother, was he not?
One day, while you sit in a rocking chair and he plays with the twins in their nursery, you tell him, âI should like for my son to be like you.â Aegon says, quietly, that yours will be better than he ever was, with you as his mother. He vanishes back into the Street of Silk soon after that.
One of his best qualities is being able to make light of anything, and he does just that after your labors, laughing at how disheveled you are and kissing your forehead. Itâs hard not to laugh with him.
Days later, at his coronation, you are the first he looks to for approval, after your mother. The subtle nod you give him makes him wonder how you wouldâve reacted if he had been successful in running to Essos. He hopes neither Aemond or Cole told you of what heâd said.
After becoming king, Aegon grows to value your input more and more. On his council, he feels you are the only one to genuinely listen to his concerns and thoughts when it comes to winning the war, and so he ignores the disapproving looks the men around him give him when you come to the meetings.
He does not mention your dragon when discussing battle plans, almost seems to ignore it when Lord Jasper brings you up; your dragon is great and strong, and he knows he will have to utilize you one day, but he refuses to think of it until itâs absolutely necessary. His mind has already been spoiled by what he has seen in brothels and taverns, and he imagines it will only further be by the sights of war. Aegon will do everything he can to avoid what happened to him happening to you.
The assassins Daemon hired infiltrate the Red Keep. They kill his son, leave with his head in a sack. Aegon rages and drinks and rages. He will not allow even you to see his tears, but he cannot stop them from soaking the cloth of your dress when you hug him tenderly, as if afraid heâll slip through your hands like sand.
Bile floods into his mouth when Otto suggests wheeling his sonâs body through the city to secure the approval of the smallfolk. The image of you insisting on going instead of his mother is burned into his brain. âIf you will force Helaena, then at least spare Mother and allow me to go,â Youâd begged. It does nothing.
As foolish as he can be, Aegon is also not one to forget what others have done for him. You were the only one whoâd taken his side against your grandfather. He is glad he was not forced to marry you, glad that he did not force you to a brothel as he did Aemond; he is glad that he has not ruined you.
Aegonâs visits to your child become less and less frequent. He loves the boy dearly, like heâs his own, but he cannot stand to look at him. Itâs only a reminder of what happened to his little Jaehaerys.
Rookâs Rest destroys him. He does not even need to tell you that it was Aemond who did it, you just seem to know. There is no way for him to verbalize that he is listening to you while he is in his milk-of-the-poppy induced coma, but he does appreciate the stories you tell him while sitting at his bedside.
He specifically forbids you from looking at him while the Maesters change out his bandages, but heâll allow you to sit on the other end of his bed with your back to him and hold his unburnt hand while they do so.
â âI feel a monster,â He admits to you one night while you light a candle on the stand next to his bed. Youâre clad in a warm nightgown; many whisper that winter is coming, and itâs hard not to notice with how cold the breezes have been lately.
âWhy is that?â
âYou know why.â
You canât even fight the scoff that comes from you, and you turn back to him with a frown etched deeply into your face. âYou should not. You are king.â
Aegon rolls his eyes. âThat did not stop our cunt of a brother from burning me like the Conqueror did Harrenhal.â
Huffing, you smooth out your dress, then walk to the other side of the bed and slowly crawl on. Youâre careful not to move around too much, so as to not cause him any more injury, and sit next to him, back against the headboard. You bring your knees to your chest and wrap your arms around your legs. His eyes are slightly glossy when they meet yours.
He takes a sharp breath. ââŚIf it had been my decision, I would have named you regent.â
You laugh incredulously at that, shaking your head. âThey set aside Mother for Aemond. They would have forced you to do the same.â
Aegon raises his remaining silver brow. âI am not as feeble and weak-minded as Father. I speak truly. It is you I trust the most.â
Helaena
Helaena is perhaps the least expressive out of all of your siblings, but even she felt happy when Motherâs babe had come a girl.
She does genuinely appreciate that you do not judge her and make fun of her behind her back; she has never felt like she has been able to fit in with her ladies-in-waiting.
As mature as she is, Helaena does like to indulge girlishly sometimes; she enjoys matching her gowns with you, as well as hairstyles and (light, so as to not overstimulate her) jewelry.
Observant and introspective, Helaena also has a great memory. If you tell her youâve had a fascination with direwolves as of late, or have particularly enjoyed reading about Valyrian history, suddenly the dresses she gifts you will subtly be embroidered with subtle little wolf icons or ancient Valyrian imagery. She is very thoughtful.
Unbeknownst to most, she also gives very good advice. There have only been a handful of times her council has not helped you. Wise and empathetic, she is, and she is always willing to listen to you explain your troubles while she plays with one of her bugs.
It pains her to see you inflicted with the same fate as she was; married off to a man you had no love for, forced to be his incubator. Just as it was during Aegonâs coronation, her head is bowed at your wedding. She does not want to look at your doom.
Despite this, she is perhaps the most supportive of you during your pregnancy; she likes suggesting names for the babe as well as crafting him little clothes for him to wear when he is born.
Although you do not understand her prophecies, it does quell her anxieties a bit that you at least listen to them instead of dismissing them like all else do.
When noise gets to be too much for her, you are the first to cover her ears with your hands, guiding her to the lush gardens of the Keep to breathe. You are the only person she has a likeness of boundaries with; when she does not want to be touched, you leave her be. Itâs why you are the sibling she is fondest of.
Her hand immediately flies to grasp yours when Meleys erupts from the boards at Aegonâs coronation. The look on her face had confused you. Sheâd appeared fearful, but simultaneously also put at ease, as if sheâd known that this was going to happen.
After Blood and Cheese, she cannot find rest at night. She takes to pacing about the Red Keep, almost looking like a ghost; pale and silver and paranoid. Despite the fact that it distracts you from your own slumber, you insist on her staying in your chambers with you. She still paces, never sleeps. Some nights you even walk with her around the castle.
â âThis one will not live,â She blurts out randomly, interrupting you from one of your tangents, confusing you. She never interrupts you, always listens to whatever your qualms are for the day without complaint.
âWhat?â
You feel like youâre about to burst; partly from the grand lamb you had for your midday meal and from how heavy the babe in your belly feels. She seems surprised that the words had actually come out of her mouth.
She pushes her face closer to the fly she has somehow managed to capture in her palm, a perturbed glint in her eye. âI do not think this one will survive.â
You decide to indulge her, tilting your head to the side from where you sit across from her, lounging on a velvet sofa. âWhy is that?â
âThe art of the spider is subtle. It shall trap another in its web.â
(Later that day, you can only wonder if she was speaking of Lord Vaemond after heâd been beheaded by Prince Daemon from behind.)
Aemond
Aemond can barely remember the day you were born, much less the day a celebration had been held for Motherâs pregnancy.
Alike to his siblings, Aemond is not one to forget what you did for him when you were children; how you always offered to take him on rides on your dragon before heâd claimed Vhagar, how you were the only one uninvolved in the âpink dreadâ incident, how you cried for him after he lost his eye.
After the loss of his eye, Aemond begins to put a wall around himself. Unfortunately, that does include you. Before Driftmark, you were closest with him, but afterward, you had slowly drifted toward Aegon; nevertheless, he shows his affection for you in his own way.
However, he does keep the little gifts youâve given him over the years safely hidden in his chambers, away from the eyes of curious maids and servants, like the eyepatch youâd embroidered a little Vhagar in in the weeks after his eye was cut out.
When Vaemondâs head is cut off, Aemond immediately places a hand on the pommel of his sword, lest Daemon himself attack you next. When he becomes regent, he is the one who orders you to be given a sworn protector. He is the one whoâd help you learn Valyrian when you struggled, even after all your lessons.
Aemond never, never shows much affection to anyone in the family publicly, but he doesnât mind it if you place a hand on his forearm or his own hand. He prefers it if you keep things like cheek or forehead kisses private in the sanctity of your or his own room.
In his immediate family, you are perhaps the most normal of all, which does make him seek out your company the most. The mornings after he seeks out Madame Sylviâs assistance are the mornings he spends the most time with you. The shame of it all almost eats him alive, and you are a welcome distraction.
Additionally, the one-eyed prince does genuinely appreciate how you show your devotion to the family, though of course heâd never verbalize it. Almost every training yard session he has, you sit on the balcony, embroidering a dress or two while he swings his sword at Cristonâs morningstar.
Your wedding to some old Crownlands lord was a memorable one, mostly because of when Aegon had pinned your new brother-by-law to a table and began beating him senselessly. Aemond was the one who had pried him off, mercilessly tugging him by the collar of his doublet away from the man.
You become pregnant quick. Aemond says that when your son is born, he will bring him to meet Vhagar himself, stating that a ânew Targaryen babe should learn the ways of his predecessorsâ.
As the moons pass by, the Maesters order you to bedrest. Your elder brother likes to visit during his free time, sometimes bringing a book with him to read or nothing, just to converse with you quietly. You are the only âquietâ Aemond has ever known.
When Rhaenys bursts through the boards at Aegonâs coronation, Aemondâs palm finds your wrist, gently grasping it with his long fingers.
Just as your mother does, you begin to shun Aemond after Lukeâs murder. It does not make him resent you as much as it does Alicent, but it does make him spiral a bit quicker.
Many a time have you slept in Aemond or Aegonâs bed because of nightmares. The only time heâs ever slept in yours was the night Aegon had found him in the brothel with Sylvi. You had not been awake when heâd crawled into bed with you, just laying beside you and shutting his eye. He makes sure to leave before you wake. Aemond does not know that you were quite aware of his presence, but had chosen not to say anything. If Aemond of all people had decided to find sleep in your bed, something awful mustâve happened. Why take that moment of respite from him?
He knows that you know he burned Aegon, but he does not ever bring it up in a conversation with you, much less acknowledge it. However, Aemond is observant. He notices the fearful glint in your eye when he is around you, now, but this is what he has always wanted, has he not? To rule?
â Aemond is with you the morn after Blood and Cheese, standing in one of the Red Keepâs balconies as you watch the wagon carrying your mother and Helaena depart. Your eyes are sunken in from crying, cheeks swollen; you wear a veil of mourning yourself, though there is no crown settled on your head. The way you lean over the railing to peer at the ground, the way your back is hunched, the way you grieve so openly.. it does not befit a princess. It does not befit someone from the Targaryen family, someone who is supposed to use honeyed words and cunning tricks to protect themself from the environment of Kingâs Landing.
You sniffle. âWhere were you?â
Aemondâs eye goes wide. A deep pit was already settled in his stomach, but it only seems to get worse at your questioning. Even his throat seems to tighten up, make it impossible for him to even choke out an answer.
âWhen news of⌠the boy spread,â You begin, âI went to find you myself. But you were not in your chambers, nor in the library. Where were you?â
âPatrolling.â Itâs an obvious lie. He regrets it the moment it comes out of his mouth, jaw clenching immediately. There was no use in patrolling at night, when he could barely see anything. His hand unconsciously squeezes the stone railing.
Heâs ready to leave with haste when you nod to yourself, face blank and detached from reality. ââŚI wonât tell anyone,â You mutter, just loud enough for him to hear. âWherever you were.â
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sex therapy :: 26. together
chapter tags/warnings: a very broken marriage. heavy angst. at least i am not gege. mai and maki and megumi as an iconic trio. infidelity/adultery. family drama. strong language. corruption.Â
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notes: thank you for the overwhelming reception from the last chapter! work has been consuming my life, sadly, which is why this chapter took longer than i anticipated. gr. in this upcoming piece, though, my main focuses are the character development in y/n as well as explanations from toji himself. enjoy! likes, comments, and reblogs are much appreciated. xoxo
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A large, warm hand massaged the delicate stretch between your thumb and forefinger.Â
Gently. Leisurely. Daintily.Â
Vanilla and cinnamon notes entered your lungs with every inhale, a velvetiness akin to everything you imagined clouds to be like if brushing against your cheek, the comforting sensations bringing back nostalgic memories from the carefree times your heart longed to return to.Â
Was this Heaven? you wondered in this dark and dreamy daze.
You would not mind staying in this state eternally if that meant the promise of peace and quiet forever.
A voice, not from yourself, dispersed your thoughts.
âSuguru, what are the chances she wonât ever wake up?âÂ
Wake up?
Oh, so you were just asleep.
âShut up, Sukuna,â another person quipped, this tone more leveled and coarser than the last. âDonât say shit like that.â
The first person, who must be Sukuna then, chuckled lowly to himself. âOh, who wouldâve thought? Choso is having a soft spot?â he marveled with great interest, âSince when did you care so much aboutââ
But a third voice interrupted the banter. âSheâs awake.â
After a long struggle, your eyes fluttered open to see a crowd gathered around you. Immediately beside you was Suguru Geto. He had been the one nestling your hand, but he practically didnât look like himself with the concern etched into his brow, replacing the cheerfulness in his typical visage. Behind him stood Sukuna and Choso. The former grinned with fierce satisfaction, while the latterâŚscowled at you?
To be fair, Choso always scowled at you.
âGood evening, gorgeous.â Geto greeted with a melancholic smile, giving you another squeeze, firm and encouraging. Like a true gentleman, he helped you sit upright, his other hand reaching over your head to brush aside some stray strands by your forehead. âAre you feeling okay?âÂ
Exhaustion, meanwhile, rattled you to the bone.
You were weak, your movements fragile, almost like you were a fawn in her first hours of life. You blinked rapidly while taking in the new environment, only to quickly recognize the gray and cream colors in your surroundings. Back at Tojiâs apartment was where you found yourself, with the familiar spiced floral scents from the flickering candle nearby confirming that this was the master bedroom.Â
Given the dull throb by your temples, you frowned.
âWhatâ?â your voice came out as a hoarse rasp. âWhat happened?â
The trio traded looks at each other with communicative eyes.
In the end, Choso tucked his hands into his front pocket and took the initiative to speak.Â
âYou were in the Zenin residence with Mai and Maki, remember?â No, not really.âGot into an argument with your husband. Started having a panic attack. Collapsed. Puked.â
OhâŚ
Recollections from your last conscious moments flooded your head like a tsunami: the screaming, the crying, and the fighting. Loud, angry, bitter fighting.Â
Fighting for your dignity. Fighting for your heart. Fighting for your life. Goodness gracious. As much as the memories sucked all life from you, you instead felt completelyâŚnumb.Â
After all, you had already been dead on the inside. You were too worn out, both physically and emotionally, to react. Everything that you had to go through since your wedding had brought you to your witâs end, and this recent altercation with Naoya Zenin was truly the icing on the cake.Â
When you caught sight of yourself in a nearby mirror, you could hardly recognize yourself. Your expression, glum. Your lips, chafed, Your face, pallor. Absent of any other color than an ashen hue.Â
âHowâŚdid I get here?â
âMai and Maki got worried and called Toji, who told them to bring you here,â Sukuna answered this time. âYouâre lucky the girls reacted fast, else we would have sent you to an emergency room. Suguru even stopped his shift at his clinic to watch over you.â
âIâ,â you sighed, lost for words and dropping your tired gaze to the floor. Dealing with inner turmoil to this degree was more than what any sane person could handle. All efforts towards your happiness were in vain anyway, as the cosmos conspired to make your existence one neverending nightmare. Everyone else had their ambitions and shit to deal with, but here you were as an absolute nuisance to the people who should not be otherwise pestered, and you were ashamed for the unnecessary trouble that you had caused. âGosh, this is embarrassing.â
âWe are so sorry!âÂ
Unexpectedly, the apology came from a girlâs voice, and you had to turn around to see three familiar teenagers by the bedroom door.Â
Just last week, you would never have imagined ever seeing Mai, Maki, and Megumi together. Yet, here you were, watching the twins and theirâtechnically speakingânephew (cute) standing side-by-side, twiddling their thumbs in their nervous corner (also cute).Â
Flustered and prepared for admonishment, Mai bowed her head at a slight angle as she hurriedly explained, âWe donâtâŚWe donât mean to put you in an awkward position. We just didnât know what to do. Maki and I were worried when you fell to the floor and started throwing up. WeâŚWe shouldâve asked for your permission on who to call for help. But we didnât know who else to phone, so we ended up dialing Toji. Now, weâve put you in a weird spot and that is all our faultââ
âDo not apologize. That was the right thing to do.â The comment came from yet another person, and when Sukuna and Choso stepped to the side, who you saw at the roomâs furthest end was none other than Toji Fushiguro himself.Â
He had taken a seat all the way by the wall, with one leg thrust over the other in a relaxed but kingly sort of manner. With his sleeves rolled up, his forearms bled to his wrists with ink, and the emeralds in his sharp gaze gleamed as he stared pointedly in your direction.Â
Of everyone in the room, his countenance appeared the most composed, but you could feelhim reading through the emotions present on your face. He inclined forward, resting his elbow on his knee and his chin on his palm.Â
When he noticed the slightest shift in your posture too, the tiny scar by his lips flexed along with a smile.
âSo, youâve figured me out, hm?â
Easily, you could sense all seven pairs of eyes in the room (the four therapists plus the three teens) landing on you. The sudden attention rendered you nervous. Even if you chose silence as your response, the entire room, the entire planet, and perhaps even the entire galaxy could speculate your answer through your expression alone.
After a long while, you breathed out, âYou didnât tell me that you were a Zenin.â
The elephant in the room had to be addressed obviously, and you were not shy to confront the situation head-on.
While you did not intend to sound accusatory, your tone came off as such anyway. How could you not, when you had essentially been misled for weeks? Sure, Toji probably did not want to be badmouthing the Zenins to the very person (you) who had been recently married into the family. But, by withholding the fact that he and your husband were cousins, Toji had created much unnecessary anguish including the current limbo that your marriage was in right now.Â
Meanwhile, that same man pressed his nails into his chin in contemplation.Â
âI am not a Zenin, though,â he eventually corrected in a domineering voice, all austere in his throne. âAt least, not any longer. I took my first wifeâs last name years ago. I go by Fushiguro now.â Curt, direct, and pithy. Toji wasted not a syllable. âEverything worked out though, I guess. Naobito cut me off from the Zenin clan earlier this year. Gave me ten billion yen and told me to get lost, so I did.â
Toji always kept his private matters to himself, but with everything that he had gone through, you were struck by his poise, as if being expelled from such an influential household had been a high-school breakup he had gotten over long ago.Â
Nonetheless, you wondered if he missed that other life, and you brought your knees toward your chest.
âSo,â how should you put this, âyouâre not upset?â
Toji scoffed immediately.
âUpset?â A bitter grin spread off his lips. âWhy would I be upset? That household is a trash dump. All my life, there were no choices for me to make when my uncles and granduncles decided everything already,â and he began counting with his fingers, âmy teachers, my classes, my extracurriculars, my friends. Everything. I was only a puppet to bring honor to the family name, bring in money for the company.â
Listening to his sonorous voice, you rested your cheek onto a knee.
"I see."
His story was depressing, and from conversations with in-laws such as Mai and Maki, you knew that he was not lying, either. Coming from nobility as well, you were also aware of the pressures that came with the people who boasted their 'old-money' statuses, but the Zenin household had always been notorious for being miserable.Â
Toji had said so before in a prior discussion, how âfamily isnât family for something like the Zeninsâ because both politics and business took precedence.
Then, he went on.
âSome people would kill to have my problems, but I did not want that life, you know? Around the time I started college, I decided that I wanted to make judgments for myself and be my own distinct entity, but that made people upset. Privileged. Entitled. Ungrateful. Whatever. My family members called me many things as a young adult when they figured I did not want to be their pawn for my whole life, with the only person who understood me for many years being my best friend in university.â
Megumiâs mom.
Toji nearly appeared to be an altogether different person whenever he spoke about his first wife. The chartreuse in his eyes would stir with both sorrow and fond reminiscence as he thought about the Mrs. Fushiguro you would never get to meet, his closest confidant whom he lost to the cruel separation brought by life versus death. She must have been someone whom he valued a lotâa person who completely transformed himâas Toji had discarded his last name (which was Zenin, of all things) for hers.
âHe truly loved my mom,â Megumi explained before. 'He had given up everything.â
Thus, fate could truly be unfair.
The loss and pain Toji must have endured, a topic Megumi had alluded to in his discussion with you before.
Not to mention, the expectations, frustration, and suffocation that came from the clan's elders, too. Experiencing the intense atmosphere in the Zenin household firsthand allowed you to empathize with him. Given the stark differences between him and your lawful husband, there was no wonder Toji did not wish to deal with his older relatives' high-strung conventions.
But, if he had been suffering so muchâŚÂ
âWhy did you care so much for what your family thought?â you asked, disregarding the look that the three teenagers by the door exchanged with each other. âToji, you went to university in the United States. You had a wife and son at a young age. You went from a business background to a licensed therapist, so why did you notââ
âLeaving is difficult when youâre the family heir and the corporationâs CEO.âÂ
The expression that you then returned was blank.
Huh?
His words triggered something in your head, so you repeated after him.
âLeaving is difficult when,â and your voice trailed off, âwhenâŚyouâŚare the heir and CEO.â
Heir. CEO.
Zenin.
Toji.
Naoya.
But Tojiâs older.
âNaoya got into a huge dispute with him earlier this year.â
Sheer realization slapped you hard across your face. No way.
âToji,â you began after letting the revelation sink into you a while later, but your voice barely eeked above a mumble, âso you were once the successor to the Zenin household and company?"
The man in question did not respond, but the silent affirmation from the six other onlookers was an answer in itself.
Yes.
In hindsight, you wanted to say you had always seen the possibility. Still, you never fully registered this until now: the thoughtfulness in his strategy, the sophistication in his speech, the charisma in his leadership.Â
Previously, Toji had impressed you with how much he knew about the Zenin Corporationâs market share in the Asia-Pacific or the firmâs outsized influence on the international stage. Yet, most (including yourself) would not guess that someone like Toji Fushiguroâyour tattooed and brawny sex therapist (plus single dad)âhad once been heralded as the indisputable inheritor to the proud lineage and conglomerate.Â
That had been your mistake.Â
Toji was more than what people made him out to be, which reminded you to never assume anything superficially about someoneâa remark he had once made. For good reason, because he had been referring to himself all along.
You could almost visualize Toji Fushiguro as the seasoned executive he had once been in light of this new information: his black strands slicked into a side part, his charcoal blazer freshly pressed, his leather oxfords newly polished.Â
Maybe because he was more mature or maybe because he was simply older, but Toji appeared more fitting for the important roles in the Zenin household compared to the man presently poised for succession.Â
Consequently, you must also ask, âThen, how did Naoya end up in your seat?â
Sukuna and Megumi shared a glance.
Choso grimaced, and Suguru kissed his teeth.
Meanwhile, Toji ran a lone finger down his jaw, following the lines from a tattoo.Â
âLet me give you some context, sweetheart,â he offered, now brushing his chin as he spoke. âFor the lastâletâs sayâfew hundred years, the oldest male in each generation became the leader in the Zenin clan. Is the rule stupid? Yes. Should there be more criteria in evaluating a potential heir aside from birth order? Also yes. But nothing has stopped this before because the Zenins, as you know by now, are a family built on antiquity and tradition. So, when I was born as the oldest male in my generation and Naoya had come in second place...âÂ
Toji did not have to finish his sentence for you to figure out the rest.
Despite the demands that came along with being the next family head, Toji must have been esteemed as nothing short of a crown price among the Japanese elite, with seniors in the Zenin household utilizing all their resources to prepare the once young and starry-eyed boy for taking over such an influential role. Naturally, his enviable position would spark jealousy, even from those whom Toji deemed related to by birth.
Including his very own younger first cousin.
Toji frowned in exasperation.
âYour husband is one childish and jealous brat, but Naoya Zenin has been like that for as long as I have known him. To claim the heir and CEO titles, he acquired the trust from myself and my colleagues by working with us in sex therapy, only to stab us all in the back. Heâs a liar. A total manipulator.âÂ
And, from personal experiences, you knew that those words could not be more true.
At this point, Toji sank his handsome face into his immense palm.Â
âWell, now Naoya Zenin has everything he wants but is still an incompetent asshole. The whole enterprise is hanging by a thread. The entire clan cannot fucking stand him. Whatâs crazy is that his father Naobito is not doing anything about this, and I cannot tell if that is because the old man is giving his son free passes or because he has finally gotten senile. With Naoya's pettiness, though, the father-son duo have done everything to erase my name from the family, even going as far as to dismiss the executives that I brought onto the management team to undo my legacy.âÂ
When Toji glanced up to cast his gaze forward, you then suddenly understood that the three other men in the room were more than just his fellow board-licensed colleagues.
You recalled Tojiâs words in the Teyvat meeting room.
âI recruited these guys right when they completed their undergraduate degrees, around the time I just opened my therapy office,â and the puzzle pieces clicked into place from the realization that sex therapy had not been the only thing that Toji had worked with them onâSukuna, Choso, and Suguru had been executives at the Zenin Corporation reporting to Toji, too. âWeâve been working together since, for the past four years.â
Discerning these revelations from your expressions, Toji added in confirmation.
âI had selected these three to oversee the Zenin Corporationâs operations with me,â he said, and you remembered the same conversation in which the men discussed their University of Tokyo studies while Toji listed their previous roles. Sukuna, Economics. âSukuna, Director of Investments and Real Estate.â Choso, Mechanical Engineering. âChoso, Chief Engineer and Supply Chain Manager.â Suguru, Biology. âSuguru, Healthcare and Innovation Administrator.â
Arguably the most consequential divisions in a conglomerate that spanned numerous sectors, with each department bringing in yen by the billions every year.
âThese guys have treated me like family more than my blood-related kin have.â
Learning this about the four therapists added to your fascination.Â
For you, the discovery was like uncovering a hidden treasure trove. To imagine everything that the fourâas one cohesive unitâhad gone through together at the top of the corporate ladder: scrutiny from the media and stakeholders, impromptu meetings that demanded make-or-break decisions, and immediate responses to industry trends and regulations.Â
Only for them to be cast aside by no one other than your husband.
In the end, this all made sense.
Now, you understood why the therapists were once incredibly demeaning and belligerent toward you. How could they possibly sympathize with the woman married to the man who had taken virtually everything from them?Â
Heck, if you were in their shoes and had no further context, you would hate yourself, too.
Only now were you hearing their perspectives, and you were grateful thatâcompared to several weeks beforeâthey trusted you enough to open up.Â
At last, all you could do was sigh and mutter, âIâm sorry.âÂ
âFor what?âÂ
Sukuna shot back without hesitation, which stunned you given how he had been the one who mocked you the most. Yet, a scintilla of kindness flared in his fiery eyes, so you continued with your tone softer and quieter.
âI feel terrible.â Such vulnerability in front of so many people at once went beyond your comfort zone. âFor the unfairness Naoya had brought upon you all, and how IâŚI canât change anything. I canât do anything. All I am isâŚuseless.â
âNo, you are powerful,â Suguru interjected this time. âYour husband relies on your public image to keep scrutiny off him. He needs you. Heâs been demoralizing you for months because he knows the ball will always be in your court, and never his.â
His words made you stop.
âYou truly think so?â you asked.
âYes.âÂ
Choso, who replied, seemed honest.Â
He was honest.Â
He might throw you off from how aloof and stoic his attractive face would appear, but Choso was not a liar.
Bringing your feet off the bed, you slowly swung your feet.Â
âIâŚam surprised you all even want to talk to me.âÂ
Toji tugged at his dress shirtâs collar and flashed his ink-covered muscles underneath. âWhat makes you think that?âÂ
His pointed question made you realize how much Naoya had been fucking with your mind, blaming and villainizing you at every chance, thus devolving you into a spineless worm feeling remorse for every little thing.
Shrugging, you tossed your gaze to the side.Â
âI donât know,â you admitted. âYou could have avenged yourself by now. I am Naoyaâs wife and Naobitoâs daughter-in-law. There had been a thousand chances for you to do something horrible to me: to hurt me, blackmail me, spread dirty rumors about me, butâŚyou havenât.â Â
âWhy would I do that?â Toji replied instantly and candidly. Rather than appearing offended by your judgments, he started giving you that look again whenever he had his therapist hat onâthe one where he would tilt his head at a slight angle to gauge the sentiments painted across your face. âI could have chosen to be bitter and vengeful for the rest of my life, but I am grateful for what I have. Why let a toxic bunch impact my life? I already told you how that household is an absolute fucking hell. I'm glad I have found an out. At the very least, my son would not have to deal with the crap from my young adult years because you know who is the oldest male in the generation after mine?â
Megumi.Â
All gazes now fell upon the younger Fushiguro, who tried to casually shrug the attention off.Â
Who cares if I was second-in-line to leading perhaps the most prestigious family in Japan? his nonchalance wanted to convey, but his ears turned pink anyway. Â
Toji continued, âThen, of course, there are some people whom I care about a lot.â Using his head, he gestured to the twins. âThese girls are the best aunts to my son that I, as a father, could ever ask for. Theyâre only one year older than Megumi, but Mai and Maki used to go on playdates with him on the weekends, walk him to school every morning, and cook him breakfasts over the holidays. The twins even helped my son take his first steps. There is this one photo we have in the libraryâI donât know if you have gotten a chance before to see it. But thereâs Mai and Maki, each holding one of Megumiâs little hands back in his chubby toddler days andââÂ
âDad!â a very flustered and irritated teenage boy finally had to say. âThis is not the time to talk about that picture!âÂ
Next to him, a proud Mai and Maki coo and tease their grouchy nephew, poking at his puffed-up cheeks and ruffling his uncombed hair.Â
âAw, is someone a little embarrassed?â
Smiling at the little banter from the trio, Toji did not let them distract him from his conversation with you. âWhat Iâm trying to get at isâŚlifeâs too short not to enjoy the happy sides of it,â but his eyes glazed with rue nevertheless, âNow is the perfect time to focus on your well-being. Take a look around this room. A lot of people want to see you leading a fulfilling life, Y/N. A fulfilling life for yourself, not for anyone else. Not for me, not for anyone in this room, and certainly not for your husband. Nothingâand I mean absolutely nothingâshould hold you back from pursuing your health and happiness.âÂ
While you assumed that your best times were over, Toji reminded you those good days can be brought back with the right attitude. He had a point. Why should you allow your marriage to hinder you from connecting with people whom you care about, working towards the passions that brought you purpose, and feeling the love that you deserve?Â
Instead, you should seek every sunrise and sunset as an opportunity to live better and without regrets.
As you ruminated on this different mindset, a sudden knock from the door cut your thoughts short.
WhoâŚ
Like you, most others looked around blankly, but Toji ordered from his seat, âLet him in.â
Mai, who stood closest to the entryway, obeyed.Â
Once she unlocked the door, the room fell silent save for the footsteps of the man walking in, his soles creating soft echoes on the linoleum floor. Overhead, pale lights revealed the lines etched on his exhausted face, the worry that sat heavily on his chest.Â
âMister Daisuke,â someone eventually acknowledged out of respect.
Your father did not hear the greeting as he searched the room, his sullen gaze darting from face to face until he found you. His shoulders fell from his overwhelming relief. Still in a suit after a long workday, he stumbled forward feebly.Â
âYouâre alright,â he whispered between steps, scarcely audible.Â
He crouched toward the floor once he approached you, and when Suguru transferred your hands into your fatherâs, you noticed the unstoppable quiver from the latter even as you gripped him tightly in an attempt to stop the tremor.Â
His skin was tough, weathered by his additional decades in life. But, in his palms, you found the familiar tenderness that had comforted you since you were a little girl and, in his gaze, you noticed the sadness only found in the despair of a heartbroken parent.
âThank goodness, you are okay,â and before everyone, tears slipped past his eyes, âI was terrified. I was so scared. When Toji called to tell me you had thrown up and collapsed, do you know how afraid I was?âÂ
You glanced over at the said therapist, reminding yourself thatâif Toji had been the CEO before Naoyaâhe must have worked very closely with your COO father up until recently. For your father to know exactly where you were and walk in with this expression suggested that the former colleagues had had a lengthy conversation about your circumstances. A part of you wanted to be angry. Why drag your father into this worry? But a larger part of you had always wanted to reveal to him the wretched months that had gone by and longed for his support.Â
And now, he was here.
The older man took a shuddering breath and brought his fingers to your cheek, holding and cradling you like he would never get to do this again.Â
âI canât lose you,â he lamented. âI have lost enough in my life already. I cannot lose you, too. I just canât. Why have you not told me the truth? If you were not happy with Naoya, why have you not told me sooner? Did you think I would place my loyalty to the company over my own child? I feel so guilty and broken to hear about what you have been going through.â
Frankly, you felt just as broken, too.Â
In fact, seeing and hearing your father weep like this shattered you. As devoted as your father was, his front never failed to be unwavering and strong. Even when your motherâs death left a significant hole in his heart, he bit back his grief. Scars from your motherâs untimely death scarred his heart, wounds that never healed and would stay with him until his last breath, but he rarely expressed his suppressed sorrow.Â
All for your sake. Because you were his one and only daughter, his one and only child.Â
So now, for him to see you in such a sorry state was crushing his whole world that had become you.
âDad.â You helped him wipe his tears away, just like how he had always done for you. âI didnât want to make you disappointed. I didnât want to make you sad. IâŚI just wanted to protect you.â
âNo,â he responded firmly. How could a loving father accept the possibility that his daughter would even think about placing him before herself? âProtect yourself first.â
You looked up when you sensed two more approaching individuals and found Mai and Maki with doleful smiles.
âWe still have something to return to you, Y/N.â
In your left palm, each girl pressed one ringâthe first which promised a future forever and the second which symbolized an infinite unity.Â
You stared at the jewelry as your chest remembered the waves of happiness, excitement, hope, confusion, betrayal, and pain.Â
So, so much pain.
Your father, who would not miss the solemn undertones in your gaze, squeezed your hands in his.Â
âMy dear daughter,â he started, and you could tell he could no longer bear to see you suffer any longer, âwhat are you planning to do?â
Your throat turned dry.
Any possibility seemed like a viable solution, a means for a desperate escape.Â
For months, you should have prepared yourself for this very question, but now that you were confronted with this reality for the first time, you did not know what to say.Â
You had clutched onto the false hope for your troubled marriage to be sorted out. Escaping your dreary matrimony had once been too far-fetched of an option given an impending cold war between your families, which you would never wish upon the stars to happen. Therefore, even as you found yourself stuck on a stifling dead end, you did not exactly prepare for the next steps for the occasion you found Naoya Zeninâs mistreatment too much to bear.
However, times have changed.
Your allies and enemies have changed.
Most of all, you have changed.
Therefore, with all the universeâs possibilities at your fingertips, one particular option stuck out.Â
âIâm going to file for a divorce.â
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end notes: So many things. To see us freak out at the idea of a divorce during the beginning of the fic, up to now, where we suggested the option out of our volution. Also, the much-needed heart-to-heart conversation between Toji and us, and how that really shows a slow maturation in our relationship with him (and everyone else)! Let me know what you think, and see you next chapter!
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grbbrgrr. scurries toward you. I offer thee pathbubs fluff, fresh from my mind fortress.
Patho. falling asleep with dbubsâs clock to his ear.
gives you a cupcake skitters away
(offering received, considered, and accepted. however, i have substituted your fluff for angst. i hope this is satisfactory.)
~*~
"watch this!" dbubs shouts, before leaping off the cliff into the water below.
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patho leans back just enough to avoid being splashed. the water in this jungle lagoon is clear and blue, brighter than most bodies of water he comes across. tall, thick trees surround them on all sides, creating a natural barrier from the mobs of the jungle. itâs a beautiful place, and one of his favorites to visit when heâs here.
155 fps t: inf fancy-clouds b: 15x15 3 tx 3 rx c: 695/41672 (s) d: 16, pc: 000, pu: 00, ab: 42 e: 17/109, b: 0, sd: 9 p: 28 t: 109 error fc:0 xyz: -12,683.952 / 39.11563 / 253,589.263 block: -12,683 39 253,589 chunk: -791 15 7,849 facing: south (towards positive z)(1.5/5) client light: 6 (0 sky, 6 block) biome: error:crimson jungle local difficulty: 6.75//0.00 (day error404 not found) sounds: 16/247 + 0/8
dbubs surfaces with a gasp, his wet bangs plastered to his forehead. âdid you see that?â he crows. âthat was- i mustâve done a- a complete 360 spin about five- no, ten times! world record, first try!â
âoh, yeah,â patho agrees with a smile he doesnât feel. âyeah, that was very impressive.â
theyâre almost out of time.
patho has known this since he woke to find a little weeping vine attempting to burrow into his arm, right at the seam where flesh meets metal. this is an event that only happens when heâs overstayed his welcome, and the jungle can no longer tolerate his presence without trying to claim him. that vine was easily removed, putting off the inevitable for a few more days. but he canât ignore the sudden restlessness that overtakes him now, a buzzing in his very core that fills his mind with static and his limbs- organic and mechanical alike- with the powerful urge to move.
itâs hard to explain, his need to wander. itâs like every moment heâs not traveling, he can almost feel the infinite borders of hels expanding, spreading into new horizons, and the thought of staying put is unbearable. it doesnât matter if he actually goes beyond the loaded chunks or not- a feat thatâd take years, to be sure. just getting on the move again is enough to quiet the itch.
(it didnât use to be this way. it didnât start until after he built his communicator into his new arm, fusing himself with it- but heâll never admit this, never confront the possibility that it mightâve been a mistake. itâs easier just to leave.)
besides, he still enjoys the various business he gets up to with the other denizens of hels. his services as a redstoner and a data analyst are in high demand, and he has a reputation to uphold. he canât throw all that away to stay here. that just wouldnât make sense. it wouldnât be logical.
patho reaches for the clock at his hip. it was the first gift dbubs gave him. early into pathoâs first stay, dbubs decided he needed a clock of his own, so heâd always know when it was time for them to sleep. based on its position, nightfall is only a couple hours away.
âwell, câmon!â dbubs pesters him, his haughty voice echoing off the smooth walls of the cliffside. âwhatâre you- what, are ya scared of a lil water? huh? just- you just try and beat my record, you- i bet you canât!â
âalright, alright,â patho chuckles, shrugging his jacket off. âyou asked for itâŚâ
wonât be long, now.
~*~
that night, patho leaves his eye on.
dbubs, curled beside him, notices this immediately, and deep down, he knows what it means. it took a while- how long, he isnât sure- for patho to grow comfortable enough to turn his cybernetic eye off while they slept. but ever since then, he does it every night⌠up until the last night. every last night, like clockwork.
already, dbubs can feel the familiar weight of sleep trying to take him. caught in the jungleâs day-night cycle, he has little choice in the matter; he sleeps every night without fail. but he fights it anyway, biting back a yawn.
âtomorrow,â dbubs starts quietly, âuh, do you wanna- i- i had this idea for a new build, a perfect build, of course, and iâm gonna need a- a super smelter, for- uh, for all the terracotta-â
âdbubs.â that solitary red eye gazes out from the dark. âyou know iâm not made for staying.â
dbubs shies away from the words like an insect from sudden light. âand- and so i was thinking,â he continues, as if patho hadnât spoken, âwe could do a uh, you know, maybe a bamboo farm? for the- for the fuel? i- my perfect redstone prowess could make this easy- easily, of course, but um⌠i uh- euugh, you- you know they always say, sure enough, that two brains- uh, two geniuses, genii, are betterân one.â
âyeah?â patho breathes a soft, empty laugh. âis that what they say?â
âand- well, yes! yes, of course!â darkness creeps in from the edges of dbubsâs vision; he clings tighter to patho. âand⌠and uh⌠nâyou can learn all âbout my new⌠new dbubs redstone clock⌠pat- patented design, aâcourseâŚâ
âof course.â pathoâs lips brush across his forehead. âbetter get some rest, then.â
dbubs struggles to keep his eyes open, but itâs as if his lashes are lined with iron. he presses his face in the crook of pathoâs neck, breathing him in, that redstone-and-gunpowder scent; bitter and metallic.
âdonât,â he murmurs, consciousness escaping him quickly. âpleaseâŚ?â
ânight, dbubs.â
the jungle sleeps.
~*~
far from the jungle, patho lays down in a shallow cave carved from netherrack.
168 fps t: inf fancy-clouds b: 15x15 3 tx 3 rx c: 695/41672 (s) d: 16, pc: 000, pu: 00, ab: 42 e: 15/109, b: 0, sd: 9 p: 27 t: 109 error fc:0 xyz: -11, 987.629 / 30.91778 / 252,896.204 block: -11,987 30 252,896 chunk: -780 15 7,835 facing: east (towards positive x)(1.5/5) client light: 2 (0 sky, 2 block) biome: error:nether waste local difficulty: 6.75//0.00 (day error404 not found) sounds: 5/247 + 0/8
heâs put enough distance between himself and the jungle that heâs confident he can sleep for a few hours before setting off again. the surrounding biome is one heâs well familiar with; barren and empty. with a wall put up to shelter him from mobs, heâs finally safe enough to turn his eye off.
that wonât be the case anymore, once he gets closer to the more populated chunks. the risk of being caught with one eye nonfunctional is too high. itâs just something he has to deal with.
(of course, he couldâve built a cybernetic replacement that simply functioned like the eye he lost, but he thought himself clever and built in a data processor to provide him with valuable information, giving him an advantage over anyone else in his field. so this is the price he pays for it.)
he reaches for his clock. thereâs only a couple hours left before the sun will rise, unseen beyond the bedrock ceiling, and dbubs will wake to an empty bed.
but for now, patho tucks the clock to his ear and closes his eyes, letting the steadfast ticking finally lull him to sleep.
~*~
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Zapping CD Track 24: Interview!
Gackt
"This time, the PV is based on the story of the songâs world."
15:58 - Gackt makes a magnificent entrance through the grasslands.
17:44 - Gackt gives direction to Jasmine, saying, "Relax and entrust your heart and body to me."
18:16 - A playful scene during filming for the engine shot.
"This song was originally created last year when I went to France to shoot a video. I was zoning out on top of a hill when the world of 'Le ciel' suddenly came to me. The version in the album and this version arenât about which is correct; I think people will feel our emotions and the expanded worldview in this single. And for this promotional video, we wanted to portray the songâs world as a story. We spent a huge amount of time on the storyboard, and I think it changed about 14 or 15 times. By the way, Nagano is really a wonderful place, right? Iâm having fun, and itâs been relaxing to film here."
17:03 - During a shoot for this magazine, Gackt asks, "Is this photo an extension of the PV or something separate?" showing his attention to detail.
16:04 - After checking the eyeline, they started the test. Five test takes, two main takes, and it was a wrap.
We enjoyed nature, including the various bird calls, but almost all of the staff were bitten by insectsâŚ
MALICE MIZER
Day 2
6:30 - 18:30 Filming in a pasture in Nagano was purely magical!
At 6:30 AM, the staff gathered at a certain location in Tokyo and headed to a ranch in Nagano. The scene was shot in a pasture where ordinary people are not allowed. That day, it was just Gackt and Jasmine appearing again. The two blended so beautifully into the landscape that it seemed almost surreal. On this day, they shot 20 scenes and 48 takes. After each take, they checked the monitor and discussed the subtle expressions and movements with director Muto. The attention to detail and the commitment to refining every shot was a testament to their passion as creators.
At 16:25, Gackt continued holding Jasmine, smiling wryly as he said, "I'm starting to sweat."
Director Hiroyuki Muto
"There's no one more interesting than them."
We held three full meetings with everyone involved. While respecting the vision of Gackt, who wrote the lyrics, we discussed everything as a team and created the storyboard. The challenge was to maintain the unity of the group while highlighting each individual member. Their concept is always clear, so itâs fun to shoot each time.
This is the third time that director Muto, who usually works in television drama, has filmed a PV for MALICE MIZER.
A completely new arrangement of "Le ciel Beyond the Blank Space"
Since their major debut in July of last year, MALICE MIZER has built a world of "merveilles" (which means "wonders"). To conclude the concept of this album, theyâve released this song. While the song was already included in the album "merveilles," this single features a completely new arrangement, making it even more dramatic. The track begins with a bass drum beat (with each beat at a different pitch) and has been meticulously crafted. From the beginning to its shocking ending, itâs a song meant to be played at high volume. (Released by Nippon Columbia CODA-16178, priced at 1,400 yen, released on 9/30.)
A studio where the entire set was completely rearranged in one night.
Yu-kiâs prop was a staff adorned with a crystal ball.
Day 4
9:00 - 22:00 Finally, the entire cast appeared, and it was simply breathtaking!
On the final day, the filming proceeded with Jasmine, followed by Kami. Initially, Kami was unsure of how to move, but gradually, his poses came together, and he finished within two hours. Then, at 16:26, the entire cast appeared. This was the only scene in the video where all the members appeared together, and the tension of the final scene made everyone assume it would take a long time to get an OK take (meaning the end time was undetermined). Surprisingly, though, it was completed in about 40 minutes with just six takes. Afterward, Gackt was filmed alone, marking the end of all shooting.
â After filming, Kami took Jasmine out for a stroll in this very outfit to a convenience store.
13th Day, 20:56 - Yu-ki checking the oboe fingerings.
Interview!
Yu-ki
Even the other members were surprised.
"At 20:44 on the 13th, I was instructed by Director Muto to take on the image of a 'bad fairy.'"
"Iâm trying to surprise everyone."
"Itâs not just an ordinary promotional video. I want to capture the world of the song in a concrete way through the visuals, so Iâm putting in a lot of effort. Regarding the costumes, this time, for the first time, we used 'white' as a theme, and each of us brought in our own ideas, trying to surprise even the other members. I think everyone had that feeling. I made my own headpiece, but I didnât have any initial image for the makeup. As I was drawing, it just ended up like this (laughs)."
â At 20:39 on the 13th, he checks his position during a makeup touch-up.
14th Day, 19:07 - Only two scenes left!
At 1:27 on the 14th, the director instructed, "Donât forget your affection for her."
Yu-kiâs look was highly praised among the staff. On the 3rd day, he shot three scenes with five takes.
14th Day, 13:54 - Kami shows off a daring move, playing the sitar with a bow.
This song has the most emotion packed into the interlude.
Gackt appeared at 16:26 on the 14th day. The scene of breaking the flower was symbolic.
â Even just standing still, Kami looks like a picture.
"This was the hardest shoot for me. There was so little movement (laughs). During 'Gekka no Yasoukyoku,' there was quite a bit of movement. Somehow, the movements feel forced. As for 'Le ciel Beyond the Blank Space,' I focused on the pacing, especially in the interlude. We mixed four types of drums, and for me, that part is packed with the most emotion. Some sounds donât even seem like theyâre from drums. In this interlude, I wanted it to feel like the emotions of all five members were clashing. Time off? None (decisively). Weâre destined to keep running (laughs)."
Kami teaching Jasmine how to play the sitar.
Filming completed! Time for a commemorative photo!!
After the unexpectedly quick conclusion of the full-cast scene, at 18:38, the staff joined in, and they took a commemorative photo. Some covered their faces, and some turned their backs, but in any case, great job, everyone!
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(Nov. 18)
from CNN (Nov. 18)
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CNN analysis: Video suggests IDF might have rearranged weaponry at Al-Shifa prior to news crew visits
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An Israel Defense Forces video on November 15 showing a tour of Hamas weaponry found at Al-Shifa hospital shows less weaponry at the scene than in later footage filmed by international news crews, indicating the weaponry may have been moved or placed there prior to news crews arriving.  CNN compared footage published by the IDF online with footage taken by Fox News, which was granted access to the site in the hours afterwards. IDF spokesperson Lt. Col. Jonathan Conricus leads the tour in the IDF video and a watch on his arm shows the time to be 13:18. Fox News foreign correspondent Trey Yingst later visits the scene when it is dark. He says in his report it is âthe middle of the night.â Yingst is shown a bag located behind an MRI machine inside the hospital with two AK-47 guns visible on top of it. However, the IDF video filmed earlier shows only one AK-47 gun. It is unclear where the second AK-47 gun came from and why it is not visible in the earlier IDF clip. In the intervening hours, the IDF also posted online a photo of the weaponry purportedly found at Al-Shifa hospital. The WhatsApp file name for this photo indicates it was taken at 17:35; this places it after the IDF tour of the MRI compound but almost certainly before the Fox News crew arrive. It is possible the weaponry was removed from the scene and replaced prior to the news crews arriving. However this does not explain why more guns are visible when the press arrive than in the original IDF video. The BBC was also granted access to the hospital the following day, November 16, and two AK-47 guns are still visible on top of the bag inside the MRI room. Israeli military responds: The IDF told CNN the discrepancy between the militaryâs own video and the BBC footage was âdue to the fact that more weaponry and terrorist assets were discovered throughout the day.â âSuggestions that the IDF is manipulating the media are incorrect,â it added. âWe are acting with full transparency whilst maintaining the safety of our troops and operational readiness.â This post has been updated with the IDF's response to questions about the videos.
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Happy Birthday grandma! How about BFF WWX LXC and NMJ? Or female!MXY? Your choiceđťđťđťđťđđđđ
Ps. Made it?!?!
a continuation of 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37
Lan Xichen arrives to his brother and Xuanyu in the middle of an argument.
Theyâre surrounded by corpses, Xue Yang inexplicably among them, and the missing Xiao Xingchen is standing there huddled against Song Lanâs side, looking strangely small, while a blind girl stands on his other side.
Sizhui and Jingyi are staying several steps back in an attempt not to get caught in the coupleâs argument.
He almost regrets leaving A-Yao behind with the rest of the disciples. It had made sense at the time, with the low but present chance that theyâd run into trouble, but now he wishes he could be the one dealing with their siblings instead of him.
â-not just going to â XICHEN-GE! GET DOWN HERE!â
The disciples, whoâd demanded to come along, cringe away and even send him sympathetic looks.
She only calls him Xichen-ge when she wants something. Heâs pretty sure A-Yao taught her that.
He descends, jumping off his sword, and frowning when he gets a closer look at her. She has wounds around her waist and shoulder even though they seemed to have stopped bleeding and thereâs a variety of colorful bruises on the bits of skin he can see on her, which means thereâs even more hiding beneath her robes. âYouâre injured.â
âItâs nothing,â she says dismissively. Wangjiâs eyebrow twitches. âI want Song Lan, Xiao Xingchen, and A-Qing to accompany us to Koi Tower.â
He assumes A-Qing is the blind girl. âAh.â
âItâs not proper,â Wangji says, enough irritation bleeding though that this is clearly not the first time heâs said that.
She sends him a scathing look. âWe canât send them back to Cloud Recesses, Lan Qiren will eat them alive, and we canât leave them alone. Look at them! Look around! They need help.â
âAh, Madame Lan,â Song Lan says tentatively, âyouâve already done-â
âShut up,â she says and his mouth snaps shut. Lan Xichen stares. Heâs encountered Song Lan many times and has never seen him act like this. âWhere are you going to go? What are you going to do? You deserve rest, all three of you, and while I would hardly call the Jin restful, itâs at least better than having to watch you back on the road.â She frowns. âAlso, whatâs with Madame Lan? I told you to call me Xuanyu. If you fight an army of the undead together, you donât have to use titles. Itâs a rule, or something.â
Wangjiâs eyes narrow and Song Lan smiles at Xuanyu before he catches sight of Wangjiâs expression and then his lips thin out into a straight line.
Lan Xichen can already feel a headache building.
Sheâs only been missing for a few hours. How did any of this even happen?
If he wants to find out, then heâs going to have to give in to her. She wonât tell him anything otherwise, he assumes, because A-Yao definitely wouldnât. Besides, he has no reason to deny her. She is Madame Lan and Lady Jin and sheâs more than entitled to add people to their traveling party and to invite wandering cultivators to Koi Tower.
âThe rest of our party is nearby,â he says finally. âWeâre happy for you to join us.â
His brother glares at him, but what does he expect him to do? Sheâs Wangji's wife.
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astro observations 3 - appearance and vibes / leo risings focus
WHY IS EVERYONE LEO RISING ???
(REMINDER : I am NOT a professional astrologer. Everything I say are my personal opinions and not facts.)
Hi guys !
First of all, I wanted to say sorry for not posting in 1 month. My 2 weeks and a half trip was not the most relaxing to say the least. But I still had fun overall!
Now, let's get down to the nitty gritty of things : Today's post will be about Leo risings, and like I said in the last post about Virgo risings (you can check it if you want here), this post will not be a description of their physical characteristics and vibes but instead be an open conversation to answer one of my biggest astrological questions : Are Leo risings the most common rising sign ? (Libra and Virgo risings will also be part of the conversation but not at the center of it, obviously)
This question has been bothering me for a while now. It feels like whenever i meet a group of people, i click on a few random profiles on astro seek , I, more often than not, encounter a bunch of Leo risings.
Even on instagram when some random people reveal their big three in their stories, or on their bios it feels like 4 times out of 10 it's a leo rising ?
I don't know if i am tripping but i feel like , after studying and learning about astrology for a little more than two years and doing, seeing and dissecting so many birth charts, i recently came to the conclusion that Leo risings might the most common rising sign.
Actually, this conversation seems to not be reserved to Leo risings only since Virgo and Libra risings appear to be also REALLY common rising signs.
-> EXEMPLE :
To give a real life exemple , last year i knew the rising signs of 20 people in my grade. To show you clearly how common some signs seem to be, i am going to make a list of each student next to their rising signs, calling each 20 of them student 1, student 2, ....
-> MY RELATIONSHIPS WITH THOSE STUDENTS :
Within those 20 students, most of them were good acquaintances and a minority were my friends. I did not have really profound relationships with most of them.
/!\ i am aware that only 20 people is FAR from being enough evidence to prove my point but i am just trying to show WHY i have been questionning the possibility of leo risings, alongside with libra and virgo, being the most common rising signs, and not prove that they are the most common because i clearly do not know and i need your help lol /!\
Student 1 : Gemini rising
Student 2 : Virgo rising
Student 3 : Scorpio rising
Student 4 : Virgo rising
Student 5 : Leo rising
Student 6 : Libra rising
Student 7 : Cancer rising
Student 8 : Capricorn rising
Student 9 : Libra rising
Student 10 : Virgo rising
Student 11 : Virgo rising
Student 12 : Cancer rising
Student 13 : Aquarius rising
Student 14 : Taurus rising
Student 15 : Leo rising
Student 16 : Leo rising
Student 17 : Aries rising
Student 18 : Leo rising
Student 19 : Sagittarius rising
Student 20 : Cancer rising
*A few of them , i am not sure if they're 100% accurate since they gave me an approximative time of birth.
-> RESULTS :
You can CLEARLY see that Leo, Virgo and Libra risings are the most common. (cancer risings seem also really common here)
Out of the 20 students , 10 are Leo, Virgo or Libra risings. They make up almost a majority of the risings, which is crazy regarding the fact that they are 12 possible rising signs, and only 3 out of the 12 make up half of that list.
The funny coincidence here is that , in the zodiac wheel, they are all one after another :
Leo-> Virgo -> Libra
Now , I remember seeing a while ago a youtube short explaining that the rarest rising signs are allegedly Aries , Pisces and Aquarius risings. I'll put the link if you want to watch it but to summerize she says that basically : Every single day for two hours (approx.), each one zodiac sign constellation rises on the Eastern Horizon. If a baby is born during the 2 hour chunk when Gemini is rising, that baby will have a gemini rising. The particularity that makes Aries, Pisces and Aquarius so rare is that those constellations only rise for one hour (approx.) each day. Since most of the signs rise for a longer amont of time (2 hours), you have a higher chance of having those signs on your ascendant and logically, a lower chance of having Aquarius, Pisces and Aries on your ascendant.
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At the beginning, I said that I studied astrology for a little more than two years HOWEVER I haven't really studied (if not at all) the more "technical side of astrology", what the discipline and knowledge requires to be practiced correctly and accurately and to make the best interpretations possible.
That is one of the reasons why I am coming here : to seek help from professional astrologers who can not only clarify if what the girl in the youtube shorts is saying is true or not and why it is true, but also to tell me if my theory makes any sense, if there's some truth in it - > basically, to give us answers.
Now, even if you're not a certified astrologer you are still obviously welcomed to partake in this conversation ! I will be more than happy to answer to all of you guys and to get your intake on this conversation <33
Let's use our brains together and come up collectively with an answer !
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I've Always Liked to Play With Fire (part 29)
NESTA ARCHERON X ERIS VANSERRA X FEMALE!READER
summary:Â wedding night... activities
warnings:Â PURE SMUT!!! literally filth, i have no excuse. threesome, oral sex (F receiving), spanking, dom!Nesta, orgasm denial, face sitting, everything basically. slight talk of past trauma but that's it (seriously when y'all write threesomes why do your characters never discuss limits beforehand smh)
word count:Â 8.3k
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a/n:Â sorry i fell off the face of the earth... again..... i got super depressed and forgot how to write but i'm back now! rip to the person who requested neris x reader smut and had to wait 28 chapters for it lol
DISCLAIMER: none of this is proofread and i WAS drunk when i wrote it so it's a disaster but it's smutty so feast away
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Your jaw hit the floor as you entered the unfamiliar room. Against the wall to your left was the biggest four poster bed you had ever seen, enough to fit at least 4 people with room for limbs to be spread but not touching. It was covered in a thick green blanket, with cream pillows and a knitted throw at the base. Almost-sheer gold curtains were wrapped from the top frame of the bed posters, held back by brass loops. There was a large, arching wall of flowers and branches surrounding a shelf behind the bedâs headboard. A few trinkets had already been strewn across the shelves â books, jewellery, a knife, all objects you had seen Eris possess. The floor was dark wood and elegant, with a large, red rug in front of the bed, offset by the most comfortable-looking, plushy chairs and couch you had ever seen.Â
But what caught your eye the most was the expertly carved cinquefoil arches and pillars on the other side of the room that lead to a balcony. There were no windows between the pillars, but the room remained devoid of the chill of the night air. It was spelled, judging by the thin sheen of magic between the spaces. You couldnât see the view at this hour, but you knew it would take your breath away.
Angling your head in amazement, you noticed two open doors on the right side. One led to what looked like a massive walk-in closet, while the other led to the bathroom. You followed the second door, peering in to see the largest bathing room you had ever seen. An enormous tub was carved into the floor at one end, a small fountain spurting from one end with dragonâs heads carved into it. Across from the tub was a spacious shower, with various faucets and shower heads at all angles and three shelves with different soaps and oils on them. Amazed, you stepped back into the main bedroom, too stunned to speak.
âSo,â Eris smirked, sauntering up behind you and placing his hands on your waist. âWhat do you think, my love?â
Slack-jawed, you couldnât find the words for a moment. You glanced at Nesta, who had come up beside you. Her eyes were wide, her soft lips parted ever so slightly in wonder. Everything in this room was perfect, down to the last detail. âIs thisâŚâ You tried to speak but your voice trailed off.
âOur room.â Nesta finished your sentence for you, her voice filled with awe.
You asked, âwait, did you know?â
Eris squeezed your sides gently. âShe knew this was going to be my gift to you both. Unfortunately I had to tell her, as I needed her input in the construction of the shower. But this is the first time you have both seen it. It was originally a storage room, but I had it redone and it has been worked on for the past two months.â
You baulked. âEris, IâŚâ Once again, your voice trailed off. The scale of the room, the attention to detail, everything was specifically designed for you, Eris, and Nesta to live together without feeling cramped. Eris had done all of this for you, for Nesta. Even during those dark days where it seemed everything had gone awry, he had kept hope aflame with the building of this room. âI donât even know what to say, this is incredible.â
Eris chuckled, resting his chin on your shoulder and letting his lips graze your ear as he murmured, âYou donât have to say anything. You both deserve it, and I am beyond thrilled that I have the honour of spoiling you like this. It is the least I can do, and it is just one of many endless ways I intend on proving my devotion.â
Instantly, your blood heated at the sensation and you let out a breath. You shivered slightly, face flushing at having your mateâs lips so close to your neck. The action did not go unnoticed. Nesta turned her head towards you, pupils widening with lust at the breath that escaped your lips. Eris simply moved even closer, his fingers stretching up your ribs ever so slightly. Even through the thick fabric of your wedding dress, your skin tingled where his fingers brushed and you sucked in a breath.
âMy, my,â Nesta cooed, cocking her head and surveying you up and down like a dragon staring at her prey. The way her head tilted slowly, eyes aflame and each movement possessing a serpent-like quality reminded you of Atharielâs mannerisms â rider and beast, slowly morphing into a unified being. âSomebody is flustered easily.â
âThatâs good,â Eris said smoothly, his voice like silk. âIt means she listened when I told her she had to wait until the night of the wedding for her desires to be satisfied.â
âYou really think I had time for any of that amidst the wedding chaos?â You tried to snap back, but your voice was breathy and weak. All you could think about was Erisâs hands on your sides and Nestaâs blue-grey eyes sizing you up. Your heart thumped louder in your chest as you realised your fantasies were going to be brought to fruition. All those weeks of having to suppress your urges were finally at an end. The sensation of your matesâ desire through the mating bond was almost overwhelming, igniting every nerve in your body.
Eris dragged his lips up and down the side of your neck, chuckling darkly at the shudder your body involuntarily made at the sensation. âFair enough, we have been rather busy, havenât we? Iâm surprised youâve made it this long.â
Nesta gracefully took a step closer to you, her rich, warm scent enveloping your senses as she gently removed the crown from your head, setting it down on the dresser a few feet away. âOh please, take what Eris says with a grain of salt,â she rolled her eyes. âHeâs been struggling to hold back just as much as we have. Heâs desperate too.â
The High Lord paused his movements along your neck, amber eyes narrowing at her. âCareful, Nesta.â He purred. âI had planned on being generous to my mates tonight, Iâd hate for it to turn into an evening of punishment and teaching that smart mouth of yours a lesson.â
Nesta bit the corner of her lip,and you couldnât help but notice the sudden shift in the position of her thighs. She shot Eris a glare, lifting her chin with a challenge. âYou wish.â
Before Eris could reply, you let out a snort of laughter at her boldness. A mistake, it seemed, as both your mates whipped their heads sharply towards you. Your stomach fluttered with a delicious fear, one that sent heat between your legs.Â
âIs something funny?â Nesta asked, a hint of a smirk behind her lips.
You shook your head, resisting the urge to chuckle again. Truthfully, you were impressed with the self-restraint of your mates. For so many, the snapping of the mating bond ignited a weeks long frenzy of fucking. But even after the bond snapped between you, Nesta, and Eris, there had been next to no sexual touching. Every ounce of your being desired to ravage your mates, but Erisâs wishes to refrain until the wedding were the string that held you together. No, your male mate liked control. It was something you had always known about him, something that often made your imagination run wild with other types of control he would enjoy exercising. While you certainly liked your fair share of being in charge, you craved Erisâs approval that came with doing what he asked⌠after a good amount of mouthing off, that is.
Nesta had held herself together almost as well as Eris, refusing to give into your sly attempts to find a loophole in his command the last few weeks. She shared very little of what her and Cassian had done together, but you were itching to find out what she liked. To explore what buttons you could push, the sounds you could draw out from her plush lipsâŚ
Your thoughts were abruptly cut off as Erisâs hand found its way into the locks of hair by your scalp, expertly tugging and pulling your head back against his solid chest. The moan that escaped you was completely involuntary, your body going haywire at the simple action of your mate.Â
âNesta asked you a question,â Eris said sternly, forcing you to look up at him. Your breath caught in your throat as he tilted your head back enough for him to stare down at you. His amber eyes were dark with lust, the crown upon his head and the smug look on his face painting the perfect picture of royal arrogance. âIt would do you well to answer it.â
This time you managed to catch the whimper in your throat as Eris tilted your head to the side so you were upright and facing Nesta again. The way he moved your body around as if you were a piece of chess on his playing board sent a new wave of arousal through you. You felt torn in two, part of you wanting to submit and let him use you as he pleased while the other part wanted to challenge him and face the consequences he would no doubt dole out.
Nestaâs arms were crossed, pushing up her breasts ever so slightly, which your hungry eyes noticed right away. She raised a groomed eyebrow, âwell?â
Deciding to give both of them what they wanted for now, you answered. âWhatâs funny is I thought youâd be more submissive, Nesta. Your remark caught me off guard. After all, I know how badly you want to please Eris.â The first sentence was entirely untrue, something all three of you knew. But you couldnât help but add kindling to the fire. The masochistic part of your brain wanted to see how youâd be punished, and if itâd be enough to break you into submission.
âBrave words for somebody whoâs about to be at her mercy.â Erisâs voice was low and smooth, his lips returning to your ear.Â
Nesta simply stared you down evenly, wicked cunningness lurking behind her eyes. âPathetic, she wants us to not be nice to her and is trying to goad us into doing what she wants.â
You shook your head, but excitement ran through your veins. You heard Eris chuckle from behind you, and Nesta let out an exhale. With the mating bond still so fresh and the three of you in such close proximity, you knew they had felt your bodyâs every reaction as if it were their own. Despite the chill autumn breeze, the room felt stiflingly hot.
Erisâs hands moved higher on your hips, fingers spreading and ever so slightly grazing the underside of your breast through the fabric of your dress. Nesta stepped forward as well, so close you could smell the honey-lemon tart she ate for dessert on her breath. Her cheeks were flushed with desire, but her eyes still donned that stern expression that drove you crazy. Before you could say anything, her slender fingers reached down and brushed against the inside of your legs through your skirts. An icy hot shiver went up your spine at the contact, and you couldnât help but arch into Eris, who at this point was responsible for holding you upright.
âSo, it seems that you have a choice to make, my dear,â Eris said in your ear, rubbing agonisingly slow circles along your sides with his fingers. âHow do you want this night to go? Do you want me to be nice and focus on making you both feel good, hm?â With those last few words, Eris gave your hair another pull, tilting your head further to the right and exposing more of your neck. You cried out as his lips and teeth finally found your skin, gently kissing and biting with the perfect amount of pressure. Instantly, your breathing became uneven, your body desperate for more.
After a few moments of pleasuring the sensitive skin on your neck, Eris removed his lips and continued. âOr perhaps, you want something a little different, for me to be mean and turn you into more of a desperate mess than you already are.â
Suddenly, the gentle strokes of his lips and tongue from before were replaced with sharp canines sinking into your skin. You gasped, a new wave of arousal rushing through you like the waves of a storm. His teeth stung in the most delicious way, mixing with the pleasure arising in your body and making your head spin.
âI think we have our answer.â Nesta chuckled, moving her hands to rest on your hip bones just below Erisâs. âBut I want to hear her say it.â
âIâŚâ You stuttered, world reeling from the whispers of touches from Nestaâs hands on your hips mixed with the harsh biting at your neck from your other mate behind you. âI want you to do your worst.â
âMasochistic little fox.â Eris purred. âIf you need us to stop, please speak up at any point. This may not be the traditional coupling of mates, but I want you to enjoy it.â
âNothing about us is traditional.â You couldnât help but chuckle.
âThat is true.â Nesta added. As if she couldnât take the close proximity anymore, she crashed her lips into yours, squeezing your hips as she did so. Immediately, you placed your hands on her biceps, pulling her closer and moaning into the contact. Her mouth was soft yet all-consuming, and wetness almost immediately pooled between your legs. Nestaâs kisses have always turned you on in the several that you shared, but this was different. Before, they had been tender and longing, like a prayer echoing through an abandoned church.Â
There was nothing tender about the way she was kissing you now. If her previous kisses were like a gentle creek flowing through the woods, this kiss was a tsunami. It bewitched your body and soul, her lips bold and claiming you wholly. You were hers, and she was yours â thatâs all her kiss told you. You pulled her even closer, her chest brushing up against yours as Erisâs hands explored further, grazing your breasts more and more with each movement. You shuddered between them, lifting a hand and bringing it around Nestaâs neck, squeezing the back of it. She let out a moan, and you used the opportunity of her slack jaw to slip your tongue into her mouth, brushing her lips and tasting every inch of her.
After several minutes of being utterly consumed by the female, you felt her pull away. You let out a whine that was cut off abruptly as you were spun around to face Eris. His green cloak and dazzling crown had been discarded already, leaving him in his red and gold robes. Even without the royal symbols, there was no mistaking his power and status. It sent a thrill through you as you stared up at the male. Chuckling, Erisâs hand wove into your hair again as he pulled you forward, pressing his lips into yours. He was rougher than Nesta, a different kind of dominance, one that was nearly overwhelming. His lips were firm against yours, commanding every ounce of your attention, and you gladly gave it to him. The hand in your hair kept you immobile, unable to resist any which way Eris chose to move you.
You felt Nesta stir behind you, and after a few moments the strings trying together the back of the dress began to loosen. Her fingers expertly undid the material, and you eagerly pulled your arms from the long sleeves while keeping your lips glued to Eris. A shiver came over your body as Nestaâs fingers grazed your newly exposed skin, pulling the soft white and red fabric down your body and letting it fall to a heap on the floor before delicately removing the emerald necklace. Nesta also reached out and pulled the remaining few bobby pins out of your hair, releasing it from the previous mess of an updo it had become.Â
You stood there in your underwear, skin covered in a thin layer of sweat from the eveningâs festivities. You did not feel the urge to shy away and cover yourself as you had when getting undressed with previous lovers. Even as Eris pulled away and took a step back to drink in your naked form, you did not cower. You were his equal, and he yours. He would come to know your body like the back of his hand, there was no use in trying to hide it.
His amber eyes went from lustful to angry as they found the scar below your belly button, that cursed letter âMâ that his brother had carved into your skin. You bit your lip, pushing back memories of those awful encounters with Malgorm.Â
âI hate the gods for letting this happen.â Eris muttered angrily, staring at the scar as if enough willpower could wash it away. âI am so sorryââ
You took a step forward, pressing your fingers against his lips to shush him. âWhatâs done is done,â You murmured. âWe cannot change the past. We can find a way to permanently glamour the scar, as I do not wish for it to be on my body any more than you wish to gaze upon it, my love. Letâs not worry about it for now, okay?â
A slender hand on your shoulder made you turn to face Nesta. She had removed her crown and dress as well, leaving her just as naked as you. But her face was serious, breaking the teasing tension of the room as she spoke. âAre you sure this is okay? After everything that has happened, we donât have to do this right away. We can wait.â
You shook your head. âNo,â You said firmly. âI want this. I want you both. If I was unsure I would have said so. I trust you.â
Nestaâs voice was soft. âOkay. But is there anything off limits that might cause you to become⌠discomforted?â
You thought for a moment, hating the memories that flashed through your mind. But you endured it. Nesta was right â before anything happened, boundaries needed to be stated. âMy neckâŚâ You said slowly, remembering how hard Malgorm had grabbed you. âI donât want pressure on my neck, please.â
Nesta nodded with understanding. You turned around to face Eris, whose gaze had softened. âI can work with that.â He said gently.
âWhat about you, Nesta?â You asked, facing your female mate once again. âWhatâs off limits for you?â
At first, the female visibly tensed, as if fighting off the urge to put those walls back up that she had so firmly in place when you first met her. Getting Nesta to be vulnerable with sex would be a journey, that much you knew. After how she described her couplings with Cassian and other males, this discussion of limits seemed new to her. She blinked slowly, and you could see the wheels in her mind turning.Â
âTake your time,â you said softly, grabbing Erisâs hand and squeezing it reassuringly.
âMy headâŚâ Nesta said quietly after a moment, her eyes slightly glazed over as if reliving memories. âI would appreciate it if my head was not held down or restricted.â
Immediately, your mind thought of all the instances that explained this. The kelpie, the Cauldron, the human male who assaulted her, it all made sense. You nodded, then faced Eris once again to take the pressure off of Nesta. âAnd what about you, husband? Anything off limits?â
Eris scoffed half heartedly. âNope. I am content with anything.â
You elbowed him lightly in the stomach, rolling your eyes. âYouâre not funny. Weâre trying to have a discussion here and you ruined it.â
The male made a noise of agreement, his eyes sobering up for a second before he sighed, removing the crown from his head and moving his fingers to unlace his robes. Nesta came up to stand beside you, her hand sliding into yours but her eyes fixed on Eris. Both of you stared as the male removed his robes and unlaced his tunic. You felt Nestaâs breath catch as Erisâs bare torso was revealed. Slender muscles were covered in faint scars. They looked to be from some sort of burning lashes â Beronâs doing, no doubt. Bile rose in your throat at the sight before you, at the thought of how bad these injuries must have been to still be scarred centuries later.
âMy father liked to use his own fire on me,â Eris said slowly. âThe wounds from the beatings disappeared fast, but myâŚ. harsher punishments involved fire. I think in a way, he wanted me to fear our fire. But like many things in life, he failed.â He let out a hoarse laugh. âFor this reason, I do not wish for pain to be inflicted upon me during sex. While I will inflict it if itâs something you want, I am firmly against being on the receiving end of it.â
âI understand.â You said, and Nesta murmured in agreement. Even with the scars, your body still heated up at the sight of Eris shirtless. They marked his skin like stars in the night sky, glowing in the candlelight. He was strikingly beautiful, every inch of him. From the way Nestaâs breathing changed beside you, he was having the same effect on her, too.
Finally, the arrogant smirk returned to Erisâs face. âExcellent, now that we are all in agreementâŚâ His amber gaze fell upon you, making your knees weak as he spoke with lethal command, âGet on the bed.â
You rolled your eyes at him, but obliged, giving Nesta a quick kiss on the cheek on your way over. The mattress was soft and plushy as you sank down onto it, and you briefly wondered if you even wanted to know how much it had cost.Â
All distracting thoughts vanished from your head as Nesta strode over, prowling like a dragon approaching a lost sheep. The silver light from the moon and the golden light from the candles illuminated her soft curves in an otherworldly way, the coronet now evolved into a simple loose, messy braid coming over her shoulder. She smirked as you leaned up to kiss her from your sitting position. Before your lips could reach hers, she chuckled and abruptly pushed you back so you were laying down. The yelp you let out as you unexpectedly fell back was cut off by a kiss, her mouth swallowing any noise you made as you melted beneath her. The rich scent of your combined arousals flooded the room, filling your senses.
Nestaâs thighs straddled you as she pressed her body into yours, her creamy skin brushing against you and making your nerves go haywire as she shifted her mouth to your throat, planting gentle kisses there before sliding further down your body. You reached down to try and pull her back up so you could touch her, but two silver flames appeared around your wrists, gently guiding them up over your head and twining into the bedframe, leaving your hands tied. You whimpered in complaint, causing Nesta to stop her kisses just above your breast.Â
âIâm sorry, did you want to touch me?â She asked huskily, eyes dark. Her lips moved just above your nipple, her breath sending the bud into a peak.
âYes.â You said breathily, trying to keep the desperate tone out of your voice.
Nesta gave your nipple a quick lick, causing your entire body to twitch before she continued. âToo bad, you have to earn it.â
âAnd how do I do that?â You snapped in frustration, unable to stop yourself.Â
As quick as a snake, Nesta reached under your thigh and hoisted your hips off the mattress. With her other hand, she reached underneath and slapped your ass. Hard. Instinctively, you moaned loudly, pain and pleasure coursing through your body and creating even more wetness between your legs. Through half-open eyes, you saw Nesta blink in surprise then smile wickedly. She turned to Eris, who had discarded his bottoms and was palming himself through his underwear. A silent conversation passed between them, and you shivered with anticipation before Nesta turned back towards you. âLose the attitude, love,â she said.
You huffed, but tried to force the attitude out of your voice. âBoring. What do I have to do to earn it?â
âYouâll have to beg us to let you cum, and youâll ask permission to do so.â
âI donât beg.â
âOh but you will,â Eris chimed in, gently gliding his fingers down Nestaâs spine as she took your nipple in her mouth, causing you to moan. âAnd youâll love every second of it.â
You couldnât deny that. All you could focus on was Nestaâs mouth on you, her other hand fondling the other breast. All the squirming in the world was useless against those silver flame restraints, which was unyielding. Finally, Nesta shuffled down so she was kneeling on the ground with her upper body between your thighs. Involuntarily, your legs automatically widened as she settled in, which did not go unnoticed.
âWow, you are desperate for me, arenât you?â Nesta teased, running a finger up your inner thigh. âThe lightest of touches have you soaked through your underwear, I canât imagine how youâll react when I get my mouth on you.â
You whimpered at her words that washed over you like warm water. You had never been this wet, this aching to be touched. Nesta was smug as her finger ghosted over your clothed slit, feeling the wetness of the thin material. Your hips jolted at the sensation, electric shock wracking your nerves.Â
Your mates were going to be the death of you. Every instinct screamed to find a way out of the restraints and pounce on Nesta and Eris, but your desire to please them overpowered it.
âMy, my, sheâs sensitive,â Eris mocked. âI donât think sheâll be able to handle what weâve got planned.â
âShe will,â Nesta said sternly before glancing up at you. âWonât you?â
You nodded in blind agreement, the anticipation of not knowing what was coming next both exciting and terrifying you. âGood girl,â Nesta replied before grabbing your panties and tearing them in two, revealing your soaking wet pussy. She moaned at the sight of your exposed core, making you pool even further. Every sound she made, every look she gave you was enough to drive you crazy. Your thighs were near trembling as she lightly touched your clit, the contact with the sensitive bundle of nerves making you jump and your thighs twitch.
âLook how wet she is,â Eris said. âAnd we havenât even done anythingâŚâ
Your eyes snapped open fully when you realised he had removed his underwear and was stroking his cock. Your mouth practically watered at the sight of the male with his hand wrapped around his long cock, a smug expression on his face as he stared down at you like you were a piece of meat served up on a platter. âSee something you like?â He said arrogantly as he noted your expression.
âMother above, do I ever,â You replied breathlessly. âMy brain doesnât even know where to focus.â
Nesta said, âI think I can remedy that.â Without another word, the femaleâs head dove between your thighs, her tongue sliding up from your entrance to your clit before wrapping her lips around the bud and sucking. Bursting with pleasure, your back arched off the bed, hands angrily pulling against the restraints begging to touch Nesta. She repeated the pattern, licking and sucking in all the right spots and making your eyes roll back in your head.Â
Cursing under your breath, you let out moans as Nesta ate you out. Her hands were wrapped around your thighs, burying herself as far into you as she could. You could feel her enjoyment and desire through the mating bond, which intensified the experience tenfold. Never before had you been this turned on this fast. Nesta had already figured out what made your body sing and was playing it like a violin. Eris was kneeling behind Nesta, pressing kisses all over her back. The sight of it turned you on even more.
You could pinpoint the exact moment Erisâs fingers found Nestaâs pussy. The female let out a moan that sent vibrations into your core, making your moan echo off of hers. The room was filled with the wet sounds of Nestaâs mouth on you and Erisâs fingers rubbing Nestaâs clit. Her face was screwed up with pleasure and a focused determination, her tongue never relenting against you.
âIsnât she making you feel so good?â Eris asked you. âNesta seems like sheâs already doing very good with her mouth, I canât wait to test it out myself.â
âSo fucking goodâŚâ You murmured, causing Nesta to moan in approval between your legs.
The sounds between Nestaâs thighs intensified as Eris slipped a finger into her, curling it in a way that had her squirming in between you two. âDo you know how many nights Iâve had to get myself off to refrain from storming into your rooms and dragging both of you into my bed to be fucked senseless? Iâve had so many fantasies about what I want to do to you two, even with an eternity ahead of us I donât know if weâll have time to complete them allâŚâ The male continued, cocking his head and pushing his hips forward, letting his cock rub against Nestaâs ass. âIs this everything you dreamed of, my love, hmm?â
âYes!â You exclaimed, hands gripping onto the headboard as you writhed underneath Nestaâs mouth. The pleasure was almost overwhelming, coupled with the sight of Eris behind Nestaâs kneeling form with his knuckles buried inside her, you felt yourself approaching the journey to your climax within ten minutes, a new record for you.â Your mate between your legs whimpered as Erisâs movements seemingly sped up, but she kept her blue-grey eyes open and looking up at you. Incoherent noises escaped your throat as you began to plead. âPleaseâŚâ you begged. âIâm getting closeâŚâ
âClose to what?â Eris asked mockingly, his voice perfectly even as if he wasnât curling his fingers inside Nesta so tactfully that she was shaking slightly. âYou have to use your words, my love.â
You felt your orgasm building at a rapid pace, coming crashing towards you like a tidal wave. âPlease⌠Iâm gonnaââ Your words were abruptly cut off as you were unable to hold back the inevitable. Like water overflowing a cup, your orgasm washed over you, spreading that warm electric sensation through your nerve endings. Nesta groaned with pleasure as your hips bucked against her face, grinding into it as you rode out your high. The world went silent around you in those few, stretched out seconds. It was an orgasm unlike any you had ever experienced.
With shaking legs you caught your breath and Nesta finally removed her tongue from your cunt. You watched through hooded lids as she leaned her head back, and Eris bent down and kissed her hungrily, lapping up your juices. One of his hands grabbed her breast, squeezing it in his fingers and making her moan into his mouth. They were like two gods in a painting before you, one you would happily stare at for the rest of your life.
The silver flames around your wrists vanished, and you eagerly brought your arms back down to stretch them out. When Nesta and Eris eventually separated, they turned their gazes towards you. And you knew you were fucked from the wicked look in their eyes.
âIâm sorryââ You began apologising, but Eris cut you off.
âWe asked you to do one thing, and you couldnât even do itâŚâ He said with gleeful disappointment. âA shame, I had such a lovely reward in mind for you if you had just been a good girl.â
Nesta scoffed. âI think she wanted the punishment.â
âShe will regret that very soon.â Eris stood up and strode over to your side of the bed, grabbing a fistful of your hair and forcing you to look up at him. âDid we say you could cum?â
You shook your head, earning you another harsh tug that elicited a moan. âI asked you a question,â Eris hissed. âDid we say you could cum?â
âNoâŚâ You stuttered weakly, shrinking beneath his and Nestaâs gazes.
âThen why did you?â
âIt felt too good, I couldnât stop it.â
âDo you think flattery will keep you from punishment?â
You sheepishly shrugged. âA girl can dream, right?â
Eris barked out a laugh, grabbing you gently by the hands and guiding you off the bed. Your legs still felt weak, and had it not been for Eris you would have surely stumbled in your first few steps. Out of the corner of your eye, you saw Nesta smugly smirking at her handiwork, her cheeks flushed.Â
But Erisâs hand grasped your chin, turning your focus to him as you met his gaze. âGo to the empty space on the wall,â He said slowly. âAnd place your hands on it and spread your legs.â
You baulked, eyes widening. The evil grin on his face sent chills up your spine. Despite your recent orgasm, your body began to heat up again. Knowing better than to protest this time, you did as you were told. The sound of your footsteps echoed throughout the large bedroom as you walked over to the gap in the wall between the fireplace and the corner area. Taking a deep breath, you faced the wall and placed your hands on the smooth wood. It was cold beneath your touch, a soothing sensation against your sweating palms. You mentally cursed your body at how quickly it was recovering and ready for a second round. The mating bond was thick with desire so palpable you could feel it.
You heard footsteps coming up behind you, and you knew without looking that it was Eris. His presence could be felt creeping up on you as if it were your own shadow. You flinched as he put his hands on your waist, pressing his chest into your back. His cock rubbed against your ass as it did with Nestaâs, causing you to suck in a sharp breath. âIf you want something, you have to ask for it,â Eris murmured in your ear. âThose are my rules, and you have already broken them. I am going to spank you ten times, and youâre going to fucking take it. Am I clear?â
âYes, Eris.â You whimpered. Behind you, his cock twitched at the moaning of his name and the male groaned.Â
Out of the corner of your eye, you saw Nesta take a seat in the nearby chair with a glass of white wine in hand. She had run a comb through her hair, and when she caught your gaze she raised an eyebrow. âDonât look at me for help,â she chided. âYouâve done this to yourself. I will not get you out of this.â
You sighed, trembling in anticipation and waiting with bated breath for the first strike. Wasting no time, it came seconds later. Erisâs hand came down on your right ass cheek, hard. From your throat came a guttural cry, one you didnât know you were capable of making. It was a cross between a scream and a moan, crossing into the latter as the impact from the initial sting melted into a white hot pleasure. You barely had time to recover before the second one came on the other cheek this time, drawing out the same response.
âGood girlâŚâ Eris murmured, rubbing your ass and pressing a kiss between your shoulder blades. You sighed beneath his touch, melting into it.Â
But the tenderness didnât last long. By the seventh spank, tears pricked the corners of your eyes.Â
âAw, look at her, Eris,â Nesta spoke up. âYouâve made her cry.â
Your laboured breaths drowned out his response as you pressed your forehead into your arms, which you had valiantly kept pressed against the wall. Your ass stung and sweat dripped down your forehead. But the cherry on top was your dripping cunt. Wetness had seeped down your thighs, glistening in the candlelight of the room on display for everyone to see.
You felt Erisâs hand brush some stray hairs out of your face, and he leaned in close to murmur into your ear, âAre you okay?â
âMhm,â You whispered, nodding feverishly.Â
There was no teasing in your mateâs voice as he spoke. âDo we need to stop?â
âNo,â You insisted. âI can handle three more, I promise.â
You felt Eris nod against you before pulling away and continuing to rub your ass, which already donned the formations of several dark bruises. You turned your head towards Nesta, who was watching the scene with lust in her eyes. âYouâre doing so well, my love,â she said tenderly. âYou can do it.â
With a newfound determination, you forced your body to relax as Erisâs hand came down again with a loud smack, making you wince and grow wetter at the same time. Then again, and again. Finally, after the tenth smack, you collapsed your head into your arms again, panting. Your legs felt as weak as a newborn deer, gangly and unstable. You didnât even have the energy to react as Eris swiped his fingers through your slip, sampling the wetness gathered there.Â
He chuckled darkly. âMy, my, somebody sure enjoyed that.â
âIâm not surprised, given her reaction to my one slap earlier.â Nesta said, placing her wine glass on the table next to her before standing up and making her way over to where you and Eris were standing. She wiped some sweat from your brow with a cloth and pressed a kiss to your forehead. âWell done.â
âIs my punishment over?â You asked weakly.
âNot quite,â Eris responded, gently guiding you over to the chair Nesta had been seated in. âYouâve demonstrated a lack of patience, which is unacceptable. So you are going to learn to be patient, and you are going to sit here and watch me fuck Nesta.â
âAnd youâre not allowed to touch yourself,â Nesta added sternly as Eris pushed you into the chair, which was now turned to face the bed and had a glass of water next to it. Truthfully, your body was relieved at the idea of getting a break. Your muscles ached from the trembling, and the idea of watching your mates fuck each other made your body heat up. So you nodded, getting a kiss on the cheek from each of your mates before they made their way to the bed. After taking a sip of the ice cold water, you leaned back in the plushy chair.
Nesta knelt on the bed, her long locks cascading down her back as she looked up at Eris. He stood before her at the edge of the bed like an altar she was worshipping, his lean muscles illuminated by the moon. He bent down and kissed Nesta as if she contained the last molecules of air left in this universe, his lips moulding into hers perfectly. You couldnât help but bite your lip as you watched her shoulders relax as she melted into his kiss. Desire began to build in you once again, just by watching your mates share a heated kiss.
With a shove on the shoulder, Eris pushed Nesta into the bed so she was laying down. He wasted no time crawling over her body and pressing heated kisses across her chest. As his mouth came to her nipple, Nesta moaned and wound a hand in the maleâs red locks, arching her back into his touch. Your palms itched with the urge to go over there and help, but the soreness of your ass reminded you to stay in your seat.Â
âFuck, these are gorgeousâŚâ Eris murmured before switching to her other breast. He groaned into the mound of flesh as Nestaâs grip in his hair tightened, the animalistic sound echoing throughout the chamber.
Donât touch yourself, you reminded yourself. No matter how hot the scene before you was, and despite the fact you normally loved being punished, you knew your mates were the type to only be so forgiving.
Grabbing one of Nestaâs long legs, Eris placed a kiss on the inside of her calf, working his way down. Nestaâs breathing shifted, her hips squirming to try and meet his face, but the male swerved every time and kissed her thigh instead. More arousal pooled between your legs as you watched Nesta squirm beneath Eris.
âPlease, ErisâŚâ Nesta breathed, her cheeks red and eyes half closed with desire.
The red haired male stopped, his lips centimetres above her pussy. âPlease what?â
âPlease use your mouth on meâŚâ
Nestaâs pleas made you whimper. All you wanted to do was go over there and satisfy her, to have her clamp her thighs around your head until the world crumbled into ash before you. Eris turned his head to face you, where you were gripping the arms of the chair. âSee how she asked nicely?â He said to you, âNow sheâs going to get what she wants. Itâs that simple.â
His pale fingers gripped Nestaâs hips tightly, pinning them down to the mattress as he brought his face between her legs and began his work. Immediately, Nesta let out a loud moan â she was much more vocal than you, letting her noises out shamelessly as she was pinned down. After several minutes, Eris easily slid two fingers into Nesta, stretching her out yet still keeping her hips still with only one hand.Â
âOh, fuckâŚâ Nesta cried out as Eris curled his fingers inside her, one of her hands gripping the sheets while the other palmed her breast. Her eyes fluttered closed, and it was only minutes later when Eris pulled away. Nesta whined at the loss of contact, and he let out a growl, grabbing her leg and hitching it up against his waist. You watched with a slack jaw and clenched legs as Eris lined his cock up with Nestaâs entrance before slowly pushing it in.Â
Nestaâs face contorted, her eyes squeezing shut and mouth opening in pleasure as Eris pushed himself to the hilt. His head tilted back, and his jaw clenched with pleasure. You dug your fingernails into the palms of your hand so hard it almost bled, the sensation of watching your matesâ blissed out expressions almost overpowering.
Eris leaned over Nesta, one hand on her thigh keeping it up against his hip while the other planted itself beside her shoulder. It only took a few minutes for him to pound in and out of Nesta, the sound of skin slapping against skin filling the room and drowning out Nestaâs moans. Eris was fucking Nesta hard, her toes visible curling with each thrust.
As Nestaâs legs began to tremble not ten minutes later, Eris slowed down his thrusts, making her whine. He turned his head towards you, a devilish grin on face. âSo, my dear,â he said to you. âDo you think Nesta deserves to cum?â
Surprise flickered in you, and seemingly in Nesta too, for she turned her head sharply to look at you with wide eyes as Erisâs hand rubbed her clit. âPâŚpleaseâŚâ she begged you, desperation written all across your face.
You were torn in two. You wanted nothing more than to see Nesta cum, to watch her writhe underneath Eris as she rode out a blissful high. But the sinister part of you wanted to show her that you werenât the only one who could take charge.
After a minute, you came to your decision. âNo.â
âWhat?!â Nesta sputtered angrily as Eris pulled out of her, chuckling. Her hair was stuck to her face, her lips swollen from kissing and her cheeks red. Her grey eyes shot you a furious glare.
âThatâs my devilish little fox,â Eris purred, beckoning you over with a finger. âYou took your punishment very well, and I think itâs time for a reward.â
âPlease,â you begged pathetically as you laid down on the bed beside Nesta, desperate for any physical contact.Â
Sensing that, Eris gave you a quick kiss before grabbing your hips and spreading your legs with his knees. You were so soaking wet that after checking your comfort with two fingers, Eris lined himself up with your entrance and slammed into you with ease. The breath was knocked out of your lungs at the impact, the delicious stinging pain of the stretch quickly melting into pleasure as it had with the spanks. He gave you no time to adjust before pounding into you, his soft grunts filling the air.
Beside you, Nesta sat up, a playful look in her eyes replacing the furious one. She grabbed your hair just as Eris had, forcing you to look at her. âSince you decided to be a brat and not let me finish after I was so nice to you, Iâm going to sit on that pretty face of yours to shut you up and use you to finish myself off. Got it?â
About to burst with happiness that your plan worked, you nodded eagerly, shifting your shoulders to get more comfortable. Seeing the smugness on your face, Nesta rolled her eyes but released her hair, spinning her hips to face Eris. She then swung her leg over your face, leaning forward to place her hands on your breasts and play with them as she lowered herself down.
You moaned into her pussy, tasting the mixture of her and Eris on your tongue, eagerly lapping it up. You used the tip of your tongue to flick her clit, making her legs twitch around your head. Repeating patterns of licking and sucking, you gripped Nestaâs hips tightly as she grinded herself into your face.
Erisâs thrusts had somehow gotten more powerful, making you whimper into Nesta. Your wife let out a moan at the vibration, then Erisâs fingers found your clit. You were oversensitive, and as a result moaned repeatedly between Nestaâs thighs. Her legs began to shake around you, her hands squeezing your breasts as she panted, âCan I please cum?â
âYes.â Eris grunted, his own thrusts getting sloppier as he chased his own release. Seconds later, Nesta moaned wantonly, her legs clenching your head and shaking like an earthquake as you sucked on her clit, drawing out her release. She cried out, her orgasm wracking her body as she grinded her hips into your face even more. You happily took it, whimpering as her moans spurred both you and Eris on towards your own release.Â
As Nesta dragged her trembling self off of your body, she flopped down beside you. Her fingers quickly took Erisâs handâs place at your clit, rubbing back and forth harshly. You nearly screamed at the sudden pressure, white hot pleasure pooling in your gut ready to burst.
âCome for me, my love,â Nesta purred in your ear.
That was all it took to send you over the edge. Your muscles clenched as your release shot through you, and you gasped with the sudden wave of pleasure. Nesta murmured praises in your ear as you rode your high, and Eris let out a growling moan as his hips sputtered, your clenching around his cock spurring on his orgasm. You cried out as his cum shot into you, the sensation almost overwhelming and prolonging your high.Â
Finally, the ironclad grip on your hips released and Eris slowly pulled himself out of you. Your legs twitched, all three of you panting in an attempt to catch your breath. Deep down, you felt whole, as if the mating bond had somehow grown even stronger since before the wedding. It was as if a piece of you had been missing before you met Nesta and Eris, and they were slowly filling that void with pieces of their own.
âDoes anyone fancy joining me for a shower? Iâll have someone deliver our favourite snacks afterwards,â Eris asked, standing up and holding his hands out for you and Nesta. Eagerly, you both took his extended hands and headed towards the newly built bathing room.
As the three of you stood under the multiple shower heads, tenderly washing each other when needed, you felt happy tears prick your eyes. The Nesta you met six months ago was a shell of herself, angry, with walls as high as Ramiel that refused to be crumbled by anyone. She was an object in another maleâs court, a pawn in the games he played. An aggressive animal that was to be locked in a cage and only lured out when they had use for her. That Nesta never would have let anyone wash her hair, or cuddle beside her in bed. The Nesta standing beneath the shower with you was a changed female, one who knew her value and was now finally free to make her own choices without threats being made at every corner. She laughed freely, smiled more often, and the life had returned to her eyes.
Eris was a male who you never thought would tenderly kiss your forehead, or kneel before you to help you wash your legs. To be raised in an environment as harsh as Beronâs shadow, you knew how lucky you truly were that his heart stayed good. No matter how often he would deny it, you knew he was a good male.
And so all of the horrors you had faced in the last six months washed away with your happy tears in the shower, your wife and your husband beside you to hold you up no matter what.
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[for the @calaisreno May Promptcation. two fills in one day wooooo that's how much i hate my job lolol]
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The silence that greets John as he walks up the seventeen steps, bags of groceries in hand, is perfectly ominous. He's only been gone two hours, for God's sake.
⌠but he's kidding himself if he thinks Rosie & Sherlock can't do a significant amount of damage in twenty minutes, let alone two hours.
He resigns himself to a huge repair bill and/or an angry Mrs Hudson, and opens the door.
Sherlock is stood in front of the sitting room table, holding a squirmy Rosie. 'Hello, John.'
'Hi Daddyyyyy.'
John raises an eyebrow. 'She's very excited about something.'
Sherlock clears his throat and looks down momentarily. 'Yes. Well. We may have had an excitingâŚincident.'
John sets the bags down on the kitchen table then walks back to face them. He runs his eyes over his daughter, but doesn't see any obvious damage. 'Any blood?'Â
'Absolutely not,' Sherlock says immediately.
'On either of you?' John amends.
Sherlock shifts Rosie in his arms. 'Not important.'
'Alright, I'll bite. What is important, then?'
'Well, first we need to apologise, because we may have--'
'Broke bowl,' Rosie interrupts him firmly.
John shakes his head. 'We break bowls all the time, I don't--'
Sherlock moves aside, and John sees what's on the sitting room desk behind him.
'Oh,' he says shortly, his heart plummeting somewhere into his belly. On the table sits a sad pile of ceramic shards where once a handmade bowl had stood.
His eyes start to sting. John has very little left of his mum, and she'd been especially proud of that bowl. He can feel his heart rate increase as anger begins singing through him.
'I'm so sorry, John.' Sherlock's voice is low, and John's gaze snaps to him. His cool eyes are muddled with worry, and that's enough to jolt John into action.
'Need a minute, thanks,' he says, enunciating clearly, and Sherlock doesn't hesitate to nod, then reaches for a toy with which to distract Rosie.
John closes his eyes and doesn't count to ten; instead he forces air into his lungs, pictures his baby girl, and begins to count her toes and fingers. This he does, over and over and over again, until he can breathe, until he feels the anger slip and slide on its way, transforming into resignation and maybe even a glimmer of acceptance.
It is what it is.
He opens his eyes and breathes out. His body feels loose, almost depleted, but the red haze is gone. 'What happened?' he asks, throat a bit rough, as he approaches the table. Part of the bowl is actually intact, though there are a few small cracks running along it like wrinkles.
'We were playing aeroplane,' Sherlock explains, 'and her feet made an unexpected landing, one could say.'
John's lips twitch. 'And you're all right? You didn't try to heroically save the shards and end up slicing your hand open?'
Sherlock's face-- John's not sure what to make of it, exactly, but he has the feeling that as soon as they've settled in for the night he's going to have the living daylights kissed out of him. He is very much on board.
'It's just a little cut,' Sherlock says. 'And I already have a plaster on it.' He shifts Rosie and holds up the wounded finger in evidence.
It's a Sesame Street plaster, and that for some reason breaks John. He feels laughter shake through his limbs. 'Oh, Christ,' he says, wiping his eyes and looking up at Sherlock. A final chuckle escapes him, then he nods. 'You know what we're going to do?'
'What are we going to do?'
'We're going to declare that what was once a bowl is now an ashtray. In its final form, like.'
Sherlock lets out a surprised huff of laughter. 'An ashtray, you say?'
Rosie is not to be left out. 'What's ash tray?'
John and Sherlock exchange a look, but Sherlock speaks first. 'Something that will sit on our shelf, right here--' He walks over to the bookshelf by the fireplace. '--right next to the one that we s--'
John clears his throat.
'--acquired from the Palace.'
Rosie perks up, no longer interested in the ashtrays one little bit. 'Palace?'
Sherlock realises he's landed into some Prince & Princess Time a split second too late to do anything about it. 'Yes, palace,' he ad libs. 'In the sky!'
Rosie's eyes go wide, and the corner of John's mouth turns up. 'Well done.' He walks over to where they're standing and kisses them both. 'I'm going to put away the groceries and see about tea, all right?'
Sherlock leans in and kisses him again before he can move away. 'Thank you,' he says quietly while shifting Rosie to his other side. 'I know that's difficult for you.'
John nods in acknowledgement, and picks up the newly-christened ashtray one more time. 'Looks a little⌠rough, but should work fine.'
'It has character,' Sherlock replies.
'Personality.'
'An origin story.'
'A palace!' Rosie interjects, throwing her hands up in the air.
John's grin matches Sherlock's smirk. 'Close enough.'
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And we get a little further from perfection Each year on the road / I think that's called 'character'; I think that's Just the way it goes
[inspired by 'Imperfectly' by Ani Difranco, from the album Imperfectly, which I have been listening to obsessively bc of this, and it's been a marvellous, self-indulgent time.]
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Hi, I have been following you for some time and just read you also have cats. Can we see them or can you tell us about them? I love seeing people's cats but can't have any since I'm allergic.
oh gosh, this is like the ultimate-nicest-ask any person could ever recieve and i still made you wait for the reply, im so so sorry!! classic case of unlucky timing happend - your ask came on the next day after one of our cats had to be put down through euthanasia. im only now feeling like talking about her, hope you'll understand <3
also warning: someone here is obsessed with their cats so prepare yourself for a lot of pictures!!!
so this is her, our obachan that was somewhere around 16-17 yo at the moment of her death (no one knows how old she was for sure, and we called her a necromant bc doctors predicted her death like 10 times and she lived and lived and lived. our friend said that everytime death came for her she just stared at it with her unblinking eyes, forcing it to leave lskdjflkdsjf)
near the end of her life she had no teeth, progressing cancer, brain tumor that caused epilepsia but she still was the god's smallest gremlin, (and the most adorable too) creating havoc everywhere she went
the other cat that we adopted is this little goofball
she literally found us on the street near our home back in ulan ude and just followed us there asking food. she was our neighboors cat, but they left her behind after moving, saying some bullshit like they coudnt catch her (while she was activelly asking to be held when she came to us. she was pregnant too, and very, very anxious)
she is the most shy cat i ever met; text book wall-flower, but now after almost 5 years together she is much more brave!! tho she still scared of blankets and towels for the reasons that makes want to return back to uu and violently kill her previous family
also can anyone tell me what is this
and heres our first cat and the only one we havent adopted from the street but from a different family!! she is the youngest and the cheekiest little seagle that loves to terrorize everyone and since she is very very cute - she gets away with it every time
she also is notoriously hard to catch in a photo, and when we finally able to - she is just chilling in the most bizzare places like in the freezer
on the toilet cistern
on the computer box
on the bysicle seat
inside the drawer inside the box
on the bench
inside the cat bag
i found one (1) picture of her in the bed and it looks like this
like almost anyone who has cat family member - i could talk about their little habbits for hours but i think what i already said is too much so im putting myself on the leash here lkjsdflkjasjd thank you so much for listen to my rumblings!!! i cant deny it feels kinda healing to talk about all of them now and that happened thanks to you @dabenport so sending you a lot of hugs!! ŮŠ(ËáË*)٠⥠also i have allergy on cats psldkf;sdkf;lkd;lf so i hope that maybe one day you'll be able to find less allergic cat friends to share your life with!!! im sneezing a lot but its worth it
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WIP Wednesday
Thank you to everyone who tagged me for Sunday and Tuesday, I've been really struggling with writing lately and it's been extremely disheartening but this morning I had A Singular Bean for Frostpunk AU and milked it for all it's worth! This snippet comes immediately after the Buck and Eddie POVs of being found in the cold. Please enjoy!
He suddenly feels responsible for their wellbeing, and maybe thatâs why he refuses to leave the kidâs â Christopherâs â side until the rest of the team arrives, Eli carrying the heavy med kit on his back. âIâll get the man, Eli check the kid,â Bobby instructs, sinking to his knees beside Buck. âWhatâs the story with them, Buck?â âI got here just a couple minutes before the guy passed out. Didnât say his name but his kid is called Christopher. He looked super weak, a-and theyâre both freezing.â Bobby and Eli share a look over Buckâs shoulder and Eli gets to work on Christopher, checking his vital signs and most importantly, his temperature. Bobby repeats the same process on the father, while Tommy and Sal rifle through the backpack on the sled, checking for any useful information on where theyâd come from. âFound the guyâs papers, Cap,â says Sal, walking towards Bobby with a flimsy leaflet in his hand. âSayâs the guyâs called Edmundo Diaz, from Sector 126. Heâs ex-military but his most recent job was in a sawmill, he might be useful.â âWe donât save people based on use, Sal,â Bobby responds, his eyes not leaving Edmundo as he speaks. âHeâs damn cold, temp sitting around 90 and his heart rate and respiratory rate are a little more elevated than Iâd like. Eli, howâs the kid?â âLooking fairly rough, Bobby, weâre going to have to hustle to get them back in time. His temp is at 91 so heâll be looking at pretty severe hypothermia if we donât warm him up soon.â Bobby sucks air through his teeth, clearly thinking hard. âWeâre a good 16 hours out from the city, 17 or 18 with these two and their gear. Think theyâve got it in them to make it that long?â Eli makes a face. âI really donât know, Cap. The kid, maybe, but the guyâs temp is a little too low for my liking. Maybe if we warmed them up a little, theyâd have a better chance. Did Maddie say anything about being able get the snowmobile team out here?â Buck perks up at the mention of the snowmobiles. The team was sent out a day before Buckâs team was, off on a search for supplies a few hundred miles away but were always on call in case a rescue was needed. Getting them to help would cut their travel time almost in half, giving Christopher and Edmundo the precious hours needed to save their lives. âI- I could ride one back with the kid, if they didnât want to spare a man, Bobby?â he asks hopefully. Sal snorts from his position by the sled. Buckâs love for the snowmobiles is no secret and Bobbyâs spent many a mission patiently explaining why it wouldnât be safe or necessary and otherwise spoiling Buckâs fun. However, this situation calls for haste and Buck is nothing if not an â ah â efficient driver. Bobby looks thoughtful, before standing up and brushing the snow off his pants. âIâll give dispatch a call and see if she can reroute them to us,â he says, continuing quickly as he watches Buck light up, âbut I will be driving. You need to look after the kid, okay?â Buck deflates a little, but something in him stirs as he turns to look at the little figure in the snow next to him. Heâs so young, probably no older than 7, and Buckâs heart breaks for him. Heâs too young to be experiencing the hardships of the Winter, too innocent to have to watch his father weaken as they journey to a safer home. Itâs like a small fire has been kindled in the pit of Buckâs belly as he shuffles closer to the boy and snakes an arm under his neck and the other under his legs, pulling his tiny frame up so heâs in Buckâs lap. Buck is going to protect this boy with his life.
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Tin's Favorite Sterek Fics (Part 18)
Hello again, and welcome back to Tin's Favorite Sterek Fics!
I am so sorry for the delay. Honestly, I've just been flat out fucking exhausted lately (I know, what's new?). This new job has been running me fucking ragged, but I like my job, my hours have increased, and it's almost certainly going to become a permanent position moving forward, so I can't complain too much about it. Still, I'll probably be posting the remaining parts of the series a lot slower than I have been, at least while things are as hectic as they are at work. But you can rest assured that they will be posted.
Just a little warning, it seems that we have hit a second wave of kid fic with this list (I must have perused a few fic rec lists or something, because hot damn, was I reading kid fic at this point in my bookmarks), so sorry about that if it's not your thing. But also you're welcome if it is.
As always, thank you all so much for your continued support of this series. I appreciate each and every one of you, and please know that it brings me such joy to know that you're all enjoying these fics as much as I have.
I'm not gonna ramble on for too much today. I hope you're all having as good a day as you can, if not a great one.
Smoochies and squeezies!
List and links to previous/next part(s) below the cut.
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DISCLAIMER: This is me warning you all that some of the fics I've included in this list may cover explicit, dark, and/or "taboo" subject matters. I cannot express enough how little I care what anyone thinks about any of that; all I want is for you to use caution when reading anything I've listed here and to please review and heed whatever tags the authors have provided in order to keep yourselves safe. Your experience from this point on is your own responsibility, not mine and not the authors'.
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ADHDecaf by prdskat (T | 1/1 | 2,765)
Stiles is 25 and runs his own coffee shop. Derek doesn't know this. Derek, a mechanic, thinks that Stiles is 17 and jail-bait.
Misunderstandings ensue.
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Potential concussions and best laid plans by alice9 (NR | 1/1 | 3,322)
âStiles! Stiles, are you alright?â His father was craning around as if he could see Stiles in the dark. âDad, Iâm alright. She didnât stab anything important.â âStab!â Right, he hadnât seen her stab him. Because he couldnât turn around.
Or
Stiles and the Sheriff are taken by hunters and it isn't Stiles favorite, like at all.
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A Little Push in the Right Direction by crossroadswrite (G | 1/1 | 3,708)
âCan I see your wolf face?â
Derek flushes all over, ducks his head and kicks the carpet awkwardly. âI, uh, canât really shift into my beta shift.â
Stiles squints at him and for a split second the color of his eyes turns liquid, like thereâs whiskey sloshing around in the irises. Itâs subtle enough that it could pass for a trick of the light but Derek knows better; growing up peeking at an array of supernatural creatures from behind his momâs legs taught him enough to take a step back.
âMaybe you need a push.â
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From the Cradle to the Grave by jezziejay (T | 1/1 | 4,207)
Itâs not that the sheriff doesnât like Derek. Itâs just that he thinks Stiles could do better.
 But Stiles has been an adult for over two years now, so he can make his own choices. Even if they are terrible.
 Also, the sheriff doesnât like Derek.
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Faking It To Making It by gryvon (T | 1/1 | 4,565)
When the Alpha traps Scott and his friends in the high school, Stiles refuses to throw Derek under the bus.
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Children's Tales by artemis69 (G | 1/1 | 4,690)
Be careful, little girl.
Donât go causing troubles in Beacon Hills, little girl, because the Hales live there.
Keep away from Beacon Hills, little girl, or the Hales will destroy you.
-- Or: In a world where the Hales are alive and the protectors of the town of Beacon Hills, the humans politely fake ignorance of their not-really-human status, and they all live happily ever after.
Then Kate comes in.
Well.
Tries to.
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Leave It All Behind by asarcasticwitch (M | 1/1 | 4,864)
A coil of panic tightens in his chest as, after just three short rings, Derekâs voiceâraspy as if barely awakeâechoes through the speaker. âDo you know what time it is?â he grumbles, and at any other time, Stiles wouldâve made a joke or retorted with something so sarcastic it wouldâve undoubtedly earned him a huff in return. But right now, he canât think of anything to say.
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The Story's Going Somewhere by skoosiepants (T | 1/1 | 5,448)
Inside the station, a honey-eyed waif with a shorn head and a long pale throat is clicking away at a pen and swinging his chair back and forth behind the receptionist desk. Derek plasters on his most charming grin and leans up against it, bracing a hand in front of the guy and sliding his sunglasses down to give him a once-over.
The guy blinks up at him and flushes. His mouth falls open a little and Derek clears his throat around the way he kind of wants to press his thumb to it.
âHey,â Derek says, still grinning. âIâm here for my sister?â
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Excuse Me, I Believe You Have My Children series by Elpie (Horribibble) (2 works | T | 7,188)
1. A Knight in Shining Flannel (T | 1/1 | 3,650) When a frantic phone call from his daughter sends him speeding across town, Derek Hale is prepared for the worst. What he finds instead are the Stilinskis. - An AU featuring tiny werewolves, awkward single dads, and one bad babysitter. 2. Hide and Go Scare the Hell Out of Daddy (T | 1/1 | 3,538) When Toby has a meltdown in the middle of the shoe department, Stiles has no idea what to do to calm him down. Derek provides a little helper. - An AU featuring tiny werewolves, awkward single dads, and an ill-timed clothing rack safari.
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The One Where They Adopt a Selkie by mikkimouse (T | 1/1 | 7,737)
"That's a kid," Stiles said.
Derek growled. "It's a selkie."
"It's a selkie kid," Stiles pointed out, because really, they did not need to be arguing semantics right now. "Do selkies just go around leaving their kids sleeping in caves on the beach?"
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The Truth Is by BulletBlaze (T | 1/1 | 8,851)
âWell, you should get going then-â âYou could come around some time-â A pause. âWait, what?â A blush bloomed across Derek's cheeks, barely visible over the top of his beard. He shrugged again. âIf you wanted to. You could stop by while I'm fixing it up. Help me with some things. If you wanted to.â âYou already said that,â Stiles, the idiot, mumbled in disbelief. Derek's blush grew a shade darker.
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Derek, Did You Steal That Baby? by SylvieW (M | 1/1 | 10,119)
When Derek suddenly shows up with a baby, everyone is suspicious. Except for Stiles. He doesnât care where the baby came from, he just wants to play with her and explore the new side of Derek she brings out.
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Home With You by SylvieW (T | 5/5 | 11,527)
Stiles is sent to stay with the Hales so he can learn to control his spark and his impulses. Everyone treats him like a guest or a student. Except Derek.
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Wolves and Foxes Don't Get Along by Lissadiane (G | 1/1 | 14,557)
The first werewolf Stiles ever sees is a goofy looking dude with floppy brown hair and a crooked smile, leaning up against a black camaro outside the high school, wearing an oversized leather jacket, surrounded by half a dozen other preternaturally beautiful girls and guys, also in leather. Also probably werewolves.
They look like they stepped right out of Twilight and itâs not subtle.
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omnis cellula e cellula by twnkwlf (E | 3/3 | 15,302)
âYou put the diaper on backwards,â Derek says.
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For If Dreams Die by veritas_st (M | 8/8 | 24,169)
âI had a dream about a boy last night,â Mischief says through a mouthful of pancakes. His dad points the spatula at him and he swallows before he says anything else. âHis name was Derek. He called me Stiles. I want to be called that from now on.â
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California Never Felt Like Home to Me by CharWright5 (E | 1/1 | 31,343)
With the Kanima attacking, Hunters stalking him, and the looming threat of the Alpha Pack drawing near, Beacon Hills is no longer the home Derek once felt it had been. So when Boyd and Erica tell him that they're leaving, he joins them, along with Isaac, the Pack running into a ghost from his past as they leave California behind.
They eventually settle in a small town in North Carolina, where Derek finds himself falling for a local barista named Stiles, who shows Derek what "home" can truly mean and that it's okay for the Alpha to want something for himself every once in a while.
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Into The Open Air by Acherona, trulywicked (E | 22/22 | 99,482)
It was a little strange moving back to Beacon Hills. His daughter becoming enchanted with his odd and very attractive neighbor didn't really help matters.
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I Know Where Babies Come From, Derek series by DiscontentedWinter (4 works | G-E | 131,247)
1. I Know Where Babies Come From, Derek (M | 15/15 | 51,937) Stiles finds a baby on the porch. It looks exactly like him. Well, this is awkward. 2. My Life is not a Horror Movie, Derek (E | 12/12 | 38,993) Stiles keeps dreaming of people in robes with knives. With chanting. In Latin. And he mentioned the knives, right? That can't be good. 3. Nobody Fucks with our Pack, Derek (E | 14/14 | 36,082) There's no such thing as "unthinkable" in Beacon Hills. But this comes close. And Stiles and Derek are going to do everything they can to keep their pack together. 4. This is our Happy Ending, Derek (G | 3/? | 4,235) A collection of curtain fics for the I Know Where Babies Come From, Derek universe.
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I Was A Teenage Werewolf by HaleHathNoFury (My_Trex_has_fleas) (E | 50/50 | 456,244)
Stiles just knows he's going to get lost in the woods. There must be a Laura Palmer reference in there somewhere.
A fork in the road retelling of Teen Wolf where Stiles is the one to get bitten.
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