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penelopespoety ¡ 1 year ago
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What am I now?
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Story background : This story is based on the song “Falling” by Harry Styles
Summary : you’ve lost yourself after a long relationship with your ex “Harry” and you thought you could pull it together but you can’t lost in your thoughts and wondering what you did wrong
Pairing : Harry styles x fem!reader
Warning: could by signs of depression, crying, and losing yourself!
A/N : I hope you enjoy :)
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“Here I am again” you said to yourself while laying in your bed looking up at the ceiling
This is the 1st whole week since you and harry have been broken up
Harry always made you feel safe, while being with him depression was never part of you vocabulary
what am I doing with my life? you said feeling so ugly and disgusting
“I have become something you would’ve never let me become hairy” you said taking one last sip of the liquor you had and slightly giggled but nothing was funny
I just can’t bring myself to get up and get ready for anything
What am I now you thought
You finally force yourself to get up and walk to the closet
You can’t help but to look over at the other side of the closet
And you see that’s it’s still completely empty, you were just hoping his clothes would just magically appear
PLEASE,PLEASE…… this has to be a bad dream you said crying
“My harry can’t really be gone” you said with tears slowly falling
“How can he say he loves me and then just get up and walk away did I mean anything to him??” you thought wile looking up trying to stop the tears
You walk downstairs to the front door and started crying
You were hoping he would walk though that door and say it was just a long day of work And that he missed you so much that he will never be out for that long again
I just want to be in his arms I miss brushing his hair out for him every morning trying the be the best girlfriend ever
“HARRY IM SORRY WHAT DID I DO” you screamed
“I MISS YOU SO MUCH”…………
You fell to the ground crying
I care about you so much harry please come back to me
“Is my harry really gone”……… you said crying
I’m so lost without you I CANT SLEEP, I CANT EAT IM LOSING MYSELF HARRY”
“IM FALLING”
“I’m sorry am I now that someone that you never want around??”
“Do you not need me anymore? Cause I feel like you’ll never need me again”
No more calling me your girlfriend, no more long hugs before bed, no more play fighting, no more late night walks, no more writing music together it’s all over
WHAT AM I NOW HARRY…… a monster?, a weirdo, a leach that just won’t let go?? Tell me something someone
“What am I now harry I can’t move on” you cried……………
“Im falling again I’m falling again IM FALLING harry”
The end
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lovliestars ¡ 11 months ago
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babyyyy you were the love of my lifeeeee
-HS
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yeahimwiththeband ¡ 2 years ago
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remember that concert?
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tonictransistor ¡ 1 year ago
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Having a laugh
I'm going out with my friend so I put on a collar that matches my outfit and the one I picked
The last time I wore it I put on that Harry styles cologne dupe so now it smells
That
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maximotts ¡ 2 years ago
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Hey!!! If you or sammi haven’t seen it yet you can buy your Harry Stlyes merch early!! 😉
Thursday 12pm-6pm & Friday from 9am!! If you want to get in early before the madness lol because from the sales they did in Melbourne, all I can say is wow!!
P.S I also sent this to sammi as well 😂
Ohh shit really?? Good to know!! Sammi has to work so idk if we can make it, but we’ll sure try!
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saraminia ¡ 9 months ago
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Considering The Idea Of You is based on an incredibly poorly written scrubbed Harry Stlyes self-insert fic that somehow got published, I feel like the trailer is exactly what I expected, maybe slightly better
Yeah, I've heard that and that might have affected my opinion tbh. But I've also heard that the author denied that it was originally a Harry Styles fanfic. In any case, I think what I felt watching the trailer was second hand embarrassment. Idk why but I felt physically ill watching it lmao.
I think if it was a story about a secret relationship kept very hush hush it might be more compelling, but as it is, it seems to be all about this childish desire to have everyone know about how you're together with a famous guy who everyone wants. Like how he, on stage at a concert, mentions meeting her and acknowledges her in the audience. And after that it just seems to get worse. It looks to be more about dating a famous guy than about falling in love regardless of the guy being famous. Idk how to explain what I mean really, but it's just that it feels like this very juvenile "oh look at me, I'm the one he chose" and not so much about a genuine love story. I mean, I'm sure it is and the protagonist struggles with him being famous and all that, but the movie itself, I'm sure, will glorify the public relationship aspect. Like, there is a difference between enjoying your love and relationship without giving a fuck about anything anyone thinks and the need to have all those eyes on you so you can feel superior to all the young beautiful adoring fans. And it seems like this movie is all about the latter. Anyway, I've thought about this and talked about this piece of horse shit media way too much now. And that too without even having seen the movie yet lol. So I'll just leave this subject here. I have no more to say before I've seen the actual movie, if that ever happens, which I seriously doubt.
Sorry for the long-winded rambling answer. Apparently I had more thoughts about this than I thought I had. Which btw is usually a sign that it's a good piece of art/media 🤔 Makes you think.. jk this movie is still bs lol
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mattspoetdepartment ¡ 1 year ago
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hi do you have any other celebrity crushes
I dooooo
Ross Lynch, Josh Hutcherson, and Harry Stlyes (kinda)
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selenophilevol6 ¡ 3 years ago
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I had to 🤷‍♀️
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dinosmatequeerup ¡ 3 years ago
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I realllly wanna make some more friends on here so can you reblog this if you see it? I stan Larry, Ziam, I’m buzzin, Ashe, Julie and the Phantoms, Young Royals, and a shit ton of other stuff. Oh and obviously One Direction 🥰
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all-the-love-harold ¡ 4 years ago
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Fine Line
Chapter 2 - I don’t want to be alone
December 20th 2019
“Hey Bowie?” Clara said in her high pitched dog voice and watched as Bowie titled his head to listen to her “Do you want to wake up uncle Harry?”
Bowie jumped down off the bed and ran straight to Clara’s bedroom door waiting for her to open it.
“Ok let’s go big dog, go jump on uncle Harry!” she opened the door and let Bowie out to the living room where a very hungover Harry was snoring on the couch. Now the thing that Clara had learnt best about Bowie over the last few days was that he had absolutely no understanding of personal space so as soon as he saw Harry on the couch, he jumped up and Harry groaned as he landed on his belly.
“Noooo” he moaned “Too early”
“It’s 8am Harold” Clara chimed “Time to drive home for christmas”
Christmas was Clara's favorite time of year and as a result she unusually started preparing in october and she had a ready made playlist of christmas songs to play at any given moment. So she pulled her phone from the pocket of her hoodie and pressed play on “I’ll be home for Christmas” and turned it up as loud as she possibly could.
Harry rolled over and squeezed his eyes shut, �� 5 more minutes”
“Big night then?” she said, sitting herself down at the end of the couch where Harry’s legs were tucked up and Bowie crawled over to snuggle up to his new mum.
“Mmmhmm” he sighed “got back at 4 am”
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“So I guess I’m driving then?”
“You’re amazing” he smiled, without opening his eyes again.
The morning was slow, Clara made Harry some eggs on toast and then found the biggest travel mug she could for his coffee and one that was only slightly smaller for her own. She packed Bowie's bag of toys and training treats and by the time they packed the car, double and triple checked that they had everything including the presents and the ingredients for the pudding that Clara was going to make, it was 10am and Harry was starting to feel a little more alive albeit a little tired.
“There are shops in holmes chapel Ra” Harry said as he shut the boot to the car “if it turns out that we’ve forgotten the custard I will go out and get it”
“Right let’s go then” clara smiled “and you can face Anne when there’s no custard because they’re sold out”
“I’ll make the fucking custard” he laughed as he pulled the door open and hopped in the car.
"Hi Bowie" he chimed as the dog who was sitting on the back seat of the car rested his head on the shoulder of the passenger seat "you're pretty cute little dude"
Clara's heart swelled, she had grown to love Bowie more than anything else and it was nice to see that she wasn't alone.
The journey was slow. Traffic was almost at a standstill on the highway that would take them out of London and into the countryside, but that was to be expected this close to christmas. Clara imagined what it would be like christmas eve and became very thankful that herself and Harry had the kinds of jobs they could take extra time off from.
“I’m dreaming of a white christmas” Harry sang, turning the stereo up as they came to a stand still once again
“Just like the ones I used to know” Clara sang, horribly out of tune
“Where the treetops glisten '' Harry giggled his way through the next few lines as Clara continued to sing out of time and tune.
“It’s a good thing you’re a lawyer” He said when the song ended
“You’re saying I couldn’t make it as a singer?” Clara said, pretending to sound offended
“On no, I think you’d be great” Harry laughed “With a lot of autotune and lip sync”
“I’ve learnt to lip sync your entire album, so I’ll take your next tour off your hands”
“Yeah great” Harry nodded “You do that, I’ll write the next album and you can tour that”
“We make a great team” Clara laughed “Too bad you look like a troll and you can’t tour for yourself”
Harry shrugged “Hey, I’m just keeping you in a job”
Clara laughed “Alright” she said steering the conversation in a more serious direction “Tell me about Shelly”
Harry shrugged and sighed at the same time, running his hands through his hair “there’s not much to say really, unless you want details about all the sex we’ve had”
“Nope” Clara said definitely “There’s got to be more to it than that H, she was at the show last night, I know you, you don’t invite your fuck buddies to things like that”
“She didn’t stay long though, did she?” Harry was blushing mostly because Clara was right, there was more to it than that, he just wasn’t ready to admit it to himself yet.
“No, I think she was gone before the end of the first song”
“Exactly” Harry nodded
“And you’re not just downplaying this because I’m sad and single now?”
“No” he shook his head “you never downplayed your happiness when I was sad and single”
“Fair pont” she said keep her eyes fixed on the road “Just be careful H, I only spoke to her for a minute so take what I say as a grain of salt, but she seemed like the type to collect trophies”
“What do you mean?” he asked
“Well you’re not exactly some unknown, undiscovered musician, gigging around London, sleeping with you gains serious bragging rights, she seems like the type to want them”
“I actually thought the opposite” he pondered, looking out the window and playing with his lips. A habit that he’s picked up over years
Clara’s heart sank, she hated that he couldn’t see what she and Gemma had thought was so obvious “Like I said, grain of salt, and if you’re happy, I’m happy, just be careful”
He smiled “Don’t tell Mum? Yeah”
“I’m not making any promises, Anne knows how to get me talking”
“Well I might just tell Jenny about …… “
“About what Styles? Jenny and I have no secrets”
He sighed “Maybe you should”
“So what kept you out until 4am if Shelly left the show so early?”Clara decided to turn the subject back around to Shelly so that he wouldn’t ask how she was feeling about the break up, because if she was honest, she didn’t know how she was feeling.
“Mostly stupidity” he rubbed his eyes “But I also went back to her place at about midnight”
“So you’re saying you slept on my couch right after you had sex with her?”
“Yep” he nodded
“Did you shower first?”
“Kinda” he smirked
“How do you “kinda”” Clara said using her hands to make air quotes “have a shower”
“Well we had sex in the shower”
Clara laughed “Of course. Oh God” she sighed dropping her head a little without taking her eyes off the road “I miss having a sex life”
“You’ve only been single for like a week” Harry said, trying to make her feel better without saying too much about Will
“Yeah but I haven’t had sex in months, I knew the break up was coming” she said honestly
“Well you certainly weren’t” Harry giggled tentatively
Claral laughed and playfully slapped his knee “Fuck you Styles”
He shrugged “You can if you want”
“Excuse me” Clara had to fight the urge to slam her foot on the breaks and avoid a collision the the motorway
“I’m joking Ra” Harry laughed, although he wasn’t entirely sure that he was. Somewhere in the back of his mind he’d always had the idea that he and Clara would end up together.
“Good” Clara giggled nervously “Because I know where that’s been” she gestured towards his crotch
“And I know where that’s been,” he said, doing the same movements towards her, a smile etched on his face so that she knew he was joking “and it’s looking a bit dusty”
Clara laughed “I won’t take this abuse” she said jokingly “Keep going and I’ll pull over right here and you can walk back to holmes chapel”
Harry reached out and turned the music back up to almost full volume
“It’s beginning to look a lot like christmas” he sang along with michael buble
“Everywhere you go” Clara joined in and that was that for the rest of the trip. They sang as loud as they could and laughed at each other singing out of tune. They made up stories about the cars passing by and spoke about just about anything, relishing in the time they got to spend together, enjoying each other's company because they knew that in just a few weeks, Harry would be off again, and they would be a part for most of the new year. Or so they thought.
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December 25th, 2019.
It was 6am. It was still dark outside but Clara and Bowie were wide awake. Like little kids on christmas morning, they were excited. Well at least Clara was. Bowie just knew that he’d get some kibble as soon as Clara got out of bed. But Clara had so much to do this morning, she was responsible for christmas lunch this year and she hadn’t even made so much as a dessert. But christmas was here and there was no way that she was going to allow the day to be anything less than festive.
“Right then Bowie,” she yawned “let’s get this show on the road”
The dog lifted his head, looked at Clara as she spoke and flopped back down again when she was done, as if to tell her that it was far too early for an adult to be getting up on Christmas morning. And it was clearly too early for him to be having any breakfast.
Clara laughed and swung her legs out of the bed, “You can stay in bed if you then, but I will be cooking a chicken later, you might want to get up for that”
Bowie groaned and Clara laughed as she put on her dressing gown and walked out of the room. It was a cold morning, but the house was so well heated she would never have guessed that there was frost outside.
The thing about Christmas in Holmes Chapel was that it was full of chosen family. Clara and Harry’s parents had both split up when they were really little, Clara’s when she was four and Harry’s when he was seven and ever since then, their mums had banded together to make sure that christmas was as festive and magical as possible. And Harry and Clara had always wanted to carry on the tradition now that they were all grown up and usually only home for christmas.
Clara walked into the kitchen and switched the kettle on, still feeling a little sleepy, she didn’t turn the light on and walked straight into Harry, who was standing in front of the pantry.
“Morning” he said sounding as if he was still half asleep
“What are you doing up so early?” Clara questioned “And why are you just standing there”
“I just got off the phone with Shelly”
“Oh gross” Clara sighed “well could you move so I can get to the tea”
Harry took an over exaggerated step to the left “It wasn’t that kind of phone call”
“Why else would she be calling you before 6am on christmas day - you want one?” She held up a tea bag.
He nodded “To wish me a Merry Christmas” all of a sudden all of the colour drained from his face and he gulped before he could finish his sentence “and to tell me that she’s pregnant”
Clara paused as she reached for the kettle and looked up at Harry “She’s what now?”
“She’s having my baby” he huffed and threw his hands up in the air
“And how are we feeling about that? Clara stepped lightly, she didn’t want to say anything that might offend him right at this moment in time.
“Confused” he shrugged “I was so careful, I used condoms every time and she told me she was on the pill, I can’t be a dad right now, I’ll be on tour when it’s born”
“Did you tell her that?”
“Yeah” he nodded “she told me to cancel, she wants to keep it” he ran his hands through his hair “I don’t know what to do Ra? Tell me what to do?”
She gestured towards the bar stool that sat at the kitchen bench and put his cup of tea down next to him “do you want a baby?”
He sighed “I mean, yeah, one day, but fuck not right now”
“And more importantly” Clara looked at him sternly “Do you want one with Shelly?”
He took a sip of his tea “No” he said plainly
“Well there’s your answer”
“But she wants to keep it Ra, I can’t just ghost her now and it’s not like I’m not going to love the kid, but it’s just horrible timing”
“I think you need to talk to shelly in person”
“Yeah” he nodded “I do….” he paused “Can you come with me? Might be handy to have a family lawyer right there”
“Might be a bit intimidating right at the beginning H” Clara admitted “I’ll get you through the custody and child support battles if that’s what you want, but you need to sit down with her and get all your feelings out on the table first - and then if she doesn’t cooperate, call me and I’ll go full lawyer on her”
“Lawyer on who?” Anne said, walking into the kitchen wrapping her dressing gown tight around her to keep her body heat in.
“Oh no one” Harry smiled his charming smile “Merry Christmas Mum”
“Oh Merry Christmas my boy” she wrapped her arms around him “It’s so nice to have you home”
His head sank into Anne’s shoulder and suddenly everything didn’t seem so urgent or stressful
“Good to be here mum” he sighed happily
“Now Clara” she said pulling away from Harry “Merry Christmas Dear”
“Merry Christmas Anne” she smiled “Thanks for having us all in your house”
“Oh it’s no trouble, you’re doing most of the work love, I’ve just got spare rooms. Now,” she clapped her hands “How can I help?”
Clara smiled “You can’t, make yourself a cup of tea and relax Anne, you deserve it”
“Relax this year before you have a grandchild to dote on next year” Harry thought to himself before smiling at his mother and handing her a teabag, butterflies filling his stomach, the thought of being a father still sinking in.
“If you insist” Anne shrugged, “I’ll be in the living room if you need anything”
Harry waited until Anne was as far away as possible and then whispered “I think I have to go back to London tomorrow, talk to shelly”
Clara shook her head “No” she said “you need a few days to get your head around it all. Work out what you want and have a clear head when you talk to her”
“Breaking up with someone are we H?” Ben, Clara's brother said walking into the kitchen.
“No” he laughed nervously “One of the PR managers at my label is trying to get me to get caught by the paparazzi while I’m home” This wasn’t a lie. They’d been bugging him about that for a while now, but right now it was the least of his worries.
“Maybe your job isn’t as great as it looks” Ben shrugged “anyway, Merry Christmas” he smiled “What kind of feast are we having Ra?”
“Well you’re having a roast chicken and Harry and Gemma are having a nut roast”
“Sounds delicious, what can I do?”
“Nothing yet” Clara smiled wishing he would go away so she could finish her conversation with Harry “Go sit down and get warm by the fire, I can see the goosebumps on your arms”
Ben nodded and left the room, feeling a little awkward for not helping and Clara turned to Harry.
“You need to get your head around this pretty fast H, because if she’s already saying she’s going to keep it, I can almost guarantee you she won’t be changing her mind. And I know you, you won’t just be a child support dad, so when we get a chance after lunch has happened, we’re going for a walk, and were going to talk this through until you know what you really want from this”
Harry’s face had turned a ghostly white “Ok” he nodded
“And until then” clara smiled “I’m going to distract you, see those carrots over there?”
He nodded again
“Peel them” Clara said “and the boil them in that pot”
“I can do that” he sighed “But then what”
“Well then you can chop the nuts” Clara took a sip of her tea and tried to empty her head of the idea that Harry was going to be a father and work out where the hell she needed to start for this christmas lunch, which she had refused help with.
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Holmes Chapel was really beautiful in winter. The trees glistened with frost that had never melted from that morning and paths looked like something straight out of a fairy tale. Harry and Clara had managed to escape their families for a little while, using Bowie as the perfect excuse to go for a walk in the cold. It had been almost eight hours since Shelly had told Harry that she’s pregnant but the information had barely sunken in.
“What are your thoughts H?” Clara asked after five minutes of walking in silence
“I don't have any” Harry admitted “I don’t want a baby right now Ra, but I’ve got one and I don’t know what to do”
Clara nodded, “I think the first thing you need to think about is what you want your relationship with Shelly to look like.”
“I don’t know” he said firmly “I really like her but this makes it very serious very fast”
“It does” Clara nodded “But I’m not sure you’re in a position to be picky about that right”
“I guess we’re better off working out that we don’t work together before the baby arrives”
“That’s one way to look at it…” Bowie spotted something and launched himself forward “Bowie” Clara said firmly “with me”
“Or it could work and I’d have a ready made happy family before I thought I would”
“Yeah” Clara sighed, little apprehensively, “This could be great for you”
“What do I do if it’s a disaster”
“You call me” Clara said “and we do everything we legally can to get the custody agreement that suits you”
“I’d want all of it” He admitted
“I know” Clara smiled “But I wanted you to say that, so that you’d realise that this is not such a disaster”
“I hate it when you do that” Harry smiled down at clara
“Do what?” she smirked
“Know what I’m thinking before I’m thinking it”
“Oh that” Clara blushed “I’ve been doing that since we were 5”
He nodded and sighed “I guess I’m going to be a dad next year then”
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sohoharlem ¡ 3 years ago
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Personally dont think harry styles would be chill about olivia getting papped outside of their home constantly. I think he was papped there a few months ago to give the ~illusion~ that they’re serious and living together. All signs of this relationship still point to PR and Fake for me. Especially after her getting papped at her house, at her kids school, to then be seen at his san diego show with her kids and his mom. Everything is TOO calculated for this to be real.
Yeah it’s really calculated and weird lol. I don’t why I just randomly remembered that time ben affleck’s home was papped and they were throwing away the cardboard cut out lol.
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Giving me similar vibes lol. I don’t see Harry and Olivia lasting much longer to be honest. Especially now with all these other relationships coming to an end. It’s like breakup season is upon us.
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- SH
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moogsaurio ¡ 3 years ago
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Fᴀᴍᴏsᴏs ᴇɴ ʟᴀ ᴘɪʟᴇᴛᴀ // 𝐹𝑎𝑚𝑜𝑢𝑠 𝑝𝑒𝑜𝑝𝑙𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑜𝑜𝑙
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ragingmolrat ¡ 4 years ago
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Louis: I can't go. Stress is bad for the baby
Liam: what baby?
Louis: me
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ashleyclairee ¡ 4 years ago
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I crocheted myself a knock off version of Harry Styles iconic sweater that’s been floating around ✌🏻🧶
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tslover232 ¡ 5 years ago
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Not mine
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topwig ¡ 4 years ago
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I washed it with conditioner first then I simply styled it with styling foam and that's it! Took all of 1 mins.
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