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just saw a twt user saying they wished we saw more of jayce's reactions to viktor using the hexcore and shimmer etc...... Oh just you wait! i'm cooking!
#nobody is safe#happy ending Maybe#arcane#jayvik#viktor#jayce talis#jayce x viktor#viktor arcane#fanfic#ao3
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Update: said Snowbaird How to Lose a Guy in 10 days AU exists and if anyone would be so kind as to drop a kudos or a comment (I much prefer the latter but both are beautiful) please do so <3, I need motivation for the following chapters
<a href="https://archiveofourown.org/works/52041544"><strong>you bewitch me, every damn second that youâre with me.</strong></a> (6915 words) by <a href="https://archiveofourown.org/users/shirbertsholmesburys"><strong>shirbertsholmesburys</strong></a><br />Chapters: 4/?<br />Fandom: <a href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/The%20Ballad%20of%20Songbirds%20and%20Snakes%20-%20Suzanne%20Collins">The Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes - Suzanne Collins</a>, <a href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Hunger%20Games%20Series%20-%20All%20Media%20Types">Hunger Games Series - All Media Types</a><br />Rating: Mature<br />Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply<br />Relationships: Lucy Gray Baird/Coriolanus Snow, Clemensia Dovecote/Lysistrata Vickers, Marcus/Sejanus Plinth, Arachne Crane/Felix Ravinstill, Crassus Snow/Coriolanus Snowâs Mother<br />Characters: Lucy Gray Baird, Coriolanus Snow, Coral (Hunger Games), Lucretius "Lucky" Flickerman, Sejanus Plinth, Volumnia Gaul, Sejanus Plinth's Mother, Strabo Plinth, Maude Ivory Baird, Tigris (Hunger Games), Coriolanus Snow's Grandma'am, Clemensia Dovecote, Arachne Crane, Festus Creed, Livia Cardew, Jessup Diggs, Lysistrata Vickers, Felix Ravinstill, Marcus (Hunger Games), The Covey (Hunger Games)<br />Additional Tags: Academic Rivals to Lovers, Enemies to Lovers, Mutual Pining, Pining, Alternate Universe - College/University, New York, Alternate Universe - How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days Fusion, laufey songs, Competition, Jealousy, They really love talking about movies. So many movies, literally laufey songs, non-toxic snow/lucy gray, Well maybe a little bit, Romantic Comedy, Alternate Universe - Romantic Comedy, bet trope, they are horny ass mfs, Eventual Smut, happy ending?? Be nice to me and maybe, Coriolanus Snow loves Lucy Gray, Snow is a big old softie, Covey band - Freeform, Bars and Pubs, no beta all mistakes are mine, consent!! is!! sexy!!, semi toxic but like, can you really blame them, theyâve been fighting each other for three years over grades<br />Summary: <p>Aspiring political journalist Coriolanus Snow and Grammy-nominated Lucy Gray Baird have been at odds with one another for the past three years at New York University. Ever since he laid eyes upon her rainbow leggings and red Converse, heâs been trying to take her down; whether itâs by one percentage point in a class or a particularly good point during a debate, heâs kept every win close to his chest. No doubt, sheâs been doing the same â her maddening flirtatiousness, the sugary sweet conversations with subtle digs thrown in, all leading up to a triumphant, wicked grin as she shows him the most recent test results. Suddenly, they find themselves embroiled in bets neither of them can resist. If Coryo can fall in love and bring the girl to the Banquet, the biggest event of the year for all poli-sci majors, then heâll score the summer internship with Senator Gaul that heâs been waiting for his entire life. And if Lucy Gray can find a guy to date and then break up with in the span of ten days, she can finish writing her long-awaited sophomore album and be on her way to a Grammy win â all is fair in love and war.</p><p>Or: Snow and Lucy Gray as academic rivals to lovers, as told by Laufey and How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days.</p>
#Snowbaird#how to lose a guy in 10 days#Coriolanus snow#Lucy gray Baird#ao3#ao3 fanfic#ao3feed#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#Suzanne Collins#alternate universe#romantic comedy#tbosas#tbosas fic#laufey#college/uni au#coriolucy#fanfic#Coryo is kinda nice??#in character#happy ending maybe#Snowbaird fanfic#academic rivals to lovers#enemies to lovers#fake dating trope#bet trope
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Now the ash dances with the snow....
Lil winter dragon stickers âĄ
#PLS NOTE!!! I'll be out of the country for several months soon - I'll be closing the shop in February-ish due to that#so get em before then if you'd like some :DD#thank you for all the orders already-- im so happy people have been enjoying the ittybitty seasonal dragons....#i want to do spring theme too but... i might still be overseas by the time spring ends >.>#oh well... maybe i just make em very belated then? we'll see#dragons#dragon art#winter#fantasy art#fantasy illustration#dragon#fantasy creatures#inks#artists on tumblr#art#holly berries#books#fantasy books#bookwyrm#stickers#shop
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My FNAF theory is Monty was a mediocre melody
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#fnaf movie#montgomery gator#security breach#mediocre melodies#happy frog#mr hippo#Monty happy Abby taking interest in his history !!#I have a feeling a vibe Monty was a medicore melody#or at least one of the reject animatronic designs#thereâs a couple reasons why I feel this#his accent matches the melodies and even carnie whoâs definitely from fallfest#how one of the endings has Mr hippo becoming his number 2#Montyâs backstory of being a small time musician#I think the dots are there#maybe SOTM will reveal something on Montyâs true origins
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I think that one thing people fail to understand is that unsolicited literary criticism coming from an online stranger who is reading with no knowledge of what the authors intended goal is, is not going to be received the same as say: the authors beta reader or friends who know what the authors intended goal and has the sufficient knowledge and input to help the author reach that desired outcome.
"But I'm only trying to be helpful" How do I know you have the knowledge and literary skill for you to be able to actaully do that when we don't know each other and you are essentially a stranger to me? Are you applying this criticism based out of personal biased experience and desire to see the story or characterization be driven in another direction or tweaked, or do you know the author's intentions for the character? If the story is incomplete, are you basing your criticism of a character on the incomplete narration with only partial information available of them or are you building up a report until the story's completion? Did the author provide you with the information needed to make a fully informed criticism?
Have you discussed with the author what their plans are or are you assuming them based off the narration, especially if the narration is proven or implied to be unreliable or missing key points of the plot? Are you unbiased enough to help them reach their desired outcome for the characters and story regardless of your personal feelings towards the characters/antagonists and setting? Can you handle being told your specific input isn't wanted because you're a reader and/or have no written anything relating to their genre or topic? Do you understand and respect that the author's personal experiences might influence their writing and make it different than how you would have done it personally? Do you understand if an author only wants input from a specific demographic relating to their story?
If it's for fanfiction or other hobby media, are you holding a free hobby to a professional standard? Are you trying to give criticism because you feel like the author has produced 'subpar job performance' of their fic? Are you viewing their work as a personal intimate outlet or something that must conform with mass media? Are you applying rules and guidelines when the fic is shared for simple sharing sake? Is your criticism worded appropriately and focused on the parts where the author has requested input on rather than a general dismissal and or disapproval?
Have you put yourself in a place where you assumed you have the input needed for the story to evolve better, or have you asked what the author needs and what they're having trouble with? Can you handle having your criticism rejected if the author decides their story doesn't need the change and not take it as a personal offense against your character? Are you crossing that boundary because you think you are doing the author a favor? Are you trying to be helpful, or do you just want to be?
I think sometimes when people hear authors go 'please don't give me unsolicited writing advice or criticism' they automatically chalk it up to 'this author doesn't want ANY constructive feedback on their stuff at all' and not "i already have trusted individuals who will help me with my writing goals and- hey i don't know you like that, please stop acting so overly familiar with me'
#small rant brought to you by: listened to my younger sibling's friend be very upset today because an original story she wrote gets bashed#the story itself is fine maybe a little fast paced but overall she was happy with it's progress#and there is this one dude who keeps trying to tell her that her story needs to go another direction to 'make sense' and it changes the end#after she's repeatedly explained she's happy with the outcome and does not want to expand on that plot point any further#dude says she's 'unreceptive to criticism' no dude you're just being a dick#constructive criticism helps the AUTHOR reach THEIR intended goal#not steer the story in the direction a reader wants to see it go#sara shush#pls don't reblog with any 'but i take unsolicited criticism all the time' this isnt about you. your boundary is not other people's boundary
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long way home
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fushiita#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#megumi#yuuji#maybe doing bg studies is the activity of choice while waiting fr leaks its so good 2 zone out n not think fr hours#can't stress about canon if you're busy studying window grates and ac units#this ws gonna start as a more train station-y piece#but as i am wont to do i got swept up during my pinterest dive#brought me further and further in2 small town train crossings and i thought they looked so cute#so i am like. puts itfs there :)#i love the idea of them just . meandering whatever quiet town they end up settling down tgt in post-canon#discovering hidden alleys n meeting all the strays holding hands th entire time....#i am manifesting PEACE and TRANQUILITY goddamn it#also i realized after the last domestic itfs series tht my use of red is at an all time low?????? leaning heavy in2 the green/yellow lately#here also . but i like the lil pops of red i included i think it centers them#happy w this!! happy w my me!! as long as i ignore the fact that indoor environments exist maybe backgrounds arent all tht bad :3
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Won't stop thinking about Ghost Izuku AU where he dies in the middle of the school year but there's no body so everyone thinks he was kidnapped by the league of villains but really even they are are confused as shit where the kid is.
#bnha#mha#bnha fic#bnha prompt#i am writing this btw#already 1K words in baby!#inko midoriya#she is the best and she suffers#and i am so sorry about it#same with#aizawa shouta#and really everyone#happy ending maybe#probably#most likely#I like happy endings
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"but you won't be there, damn gambler."
đafter 'rota fortunae'
#hsr fanart#aventurine#honkai fanart#dr ratio#hsr aventurine#ratiorine#honkai starrail#aventurine honkai star rail#riddle doodle#i rewatched it too many times and become obsessed#i am those that think maybe aventurine knew he would be killed but he did it for ratio anyway#because better to bring him to his humanity side than stay with an intelleron perhaps doomed to die#i love this fanart video it reminds me of the dread of 2.1 and us not knowing if aventurine is gonna come back or not#and he did in 2.2 but off screen which to me was a bit anticlimatic but hey its a game#all the other videos were like happy end or bittersweet but this one is like YAAAARGHHHHH bites you and then runs away which i love thank u#even the sea au its like welp at least feixiao is happy with those sea monsters!!!
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herbology class đčđż (from chap 2 of my fic!)
#his alliteration/pun combo is even more lame in the actual chap bc seb holds up a dittany seed as he says this#bro had the dad jokes before he even became a dadđđ#alliterations are just how they flirt.....losers...and i notice them EVERYWHERE now too. ive cursed myself#also MY ONESHOT IS LIKE 70-80% DONE I THINK?? im 30k words in but i might end up making it 2 chaps instead#idk im still deciding..itll depend on if i find a cutoff point that im happy with. cuz right now i dont like splitting it anywhere LOL#but maybe ill do it and release the first part just so that i can get it out and then finish the latter half later...decisions decisions#also now that im done my fic i also wanna draw a bunch of the earlier scenes i never did like this one#so weird drawing seb and clora not together yet tho LOL esp for seb. like damn there was a time u COULDNT just smooch clora?? nightmare....#i also almost drew clora wearing her hairclip SO many times by mistake LOL. thats the plus side of pre-seblora tho. dont gotta draw itđ€Ș#hogwarts legacy#hphl#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x oc#sebastian sallow x mc#clora clemons#sebastian x mc#choccyart#mirabel garlick#hogwarts legacy fanfiction
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personal happiness or what the fuck ever
bonus:
#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#professor x#magneto#jeans here too but ssh#snap sketches#i havent posted anything in what feels like forever and i GUESS i have to remind people i do draw sometimes. whatever.#aka in my brain i have at LEAST a five-page doujin where this gets incredibly nsft but i dont have TIME for that these days do i#so for now we get just. these scribbles. ill be able to make something exemplary again someday i swear <- optimistic#i think im going to close my comms off for the rest of december once i get through the batch i have now#which ... doesnt sound hard since the amount i have will probably take me to the end of december anyway đ#i just need everyone to believe me i have better visions for yaoifying issue 309 .... the opportunity is right there...#like wdym the dream sequence is gon end on a panel of erik's eyes as he reinforces the idea charles needs happiness like scott and jean's..#call up your ex. right now charles.#what got me peeved about this issue is i have no idea what color eriks outfit could be vjaeLVKEJARK its like.#is he wearing a lab coat over a suit .... i think thats the intention ... or maybe it is a trench coat....#idk shit for me to figure out if i ever get the time to explore this thing again#LIKE UGH IM SCREAMING i have Such Visions that i dont have time to execute and theyre killing me#maybe ill just write them down idfk <- trying to write fanfiction ends even worse for me than trying to draw#anyways. im gonna drive myself mad good night everyone#i have to go to a christmas party tomorrow night. later tonight. whatever.#BYE
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Her Astrophel and Sterling
hmmm
Hmmmmmmmm
You know what.
You know those AU's where the Batfam finds or learns about either hidden or thought to be dead Al Ghul Danny! with a deaged/daughter Dani (Ellie) (I should know, I created a few of those storylines) but what if, now hear me out, what if instead of them finding Danny first its Talia.
Do I want Talia discovering her thought to be dead son to be alive? Yes. Do I want her to find him while investigating Amity Park when the League gets reports of 'Lazarus creatures/water'? Yes.
DO I WANT HER TO KNOCK ON THE FENTON'S DOOR, fully ready to pretend/honey talk her way into the house to uncover what the Fenton's know, ONLY TO MEET A LITTLE ELLIE?!
YES.
Ellie whose eyes and hair look like a copy of her Beloved but she can see bits and pieces of herself as well. Talia knows the child in front of her was not fully her's though but everything makes sense when she hears a voice, a voice she hasn't heard in ages but as a mother just knows, speak out.
"Ellie! I thought I said do not answer the door my Sterling."
"But Daddy, yous was busy fighting the hotdoggys!"
Talia's eyes widen when she finally catches sight of familiar black hair and blue eyes.
and she could only lightly whisper a old nickname she hasn't dared uttered in ages, a name she secretly gave her son due to his love of the stars "Astrophel..."
#danny phantom#danny fenton#crossover#dp x dc#blue rambles#danny phantom dc#writing ideas#random idea#dpxdc#good mom Talia?#Good mom Talia. Yes#Astrophel means Star Lover btw#Sterling means Little Star or Excellent#Deaged Ellie#Deaged Dani#Danny either faked his death or got yeet from the Pits to Amity#does he remember? Idk leaving it open ended#if he does remember he chose not to return cause he knew he'd be punished#Talia comes to Amity after so many years because the League finally got reports of 'Lazarus' like creatures/waters being used/seen#Is she League leader now? Idk again leaving it open ended for anyone to play with#does she kept it a secret when talks to Danny about everything? I think so if he asks her not to say anything#Talia is happy to see her son again after so long. She isnt happy about how Ellie came into his life but is happy to have a granddaughter#she totally holds Ellie everytime she visits and promises to teach her how to make the world fall into her chubby little hands#Ellie loves her Granmama Talia cause she tells stories of all the places she's been#Eventually though I can see someone. Maybe Damian or Bruce. Needing to speak with Talia about something#and they track her down when she's on a visit to Danny and Ellie. And well the secret is out.#dani phantom#danielle phantom#Dani is Ellie
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for the like two people who were wondering yetd is no longer messy in my head there is a whole storyline and several arcs (we're currently in the first one which I like to call the "Oh shit oh fuck oh shit" arc) and I am going to explode .
#noodle talks#rottmnt#rottmnt au#yetd#yellow eyes in a turtle disguise#nobody dies#thats the only reassurance i can give#happy ending maybe#who knows#if anything in the playlist is random itll make sense later#help#so much that i need to draw/write#ough#i will die#im posting way too much today#yetd info
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if you want love, you're gonna have to go through the pain,
if you want love, you're gonna have to learn how to change,
if you want trust, you're gonna have to give some away.
#ghoap#soapghost#ghostsoap#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#song; nf if you want love#mw#my art#after like over 50 something tries for both their faces separately i still dunno how i feel bout it in the end uguhguhguhu#thats a lie i hate it but thats art#thats also a lie soaps face i am happy with its everything else i want to burn#maybe ill crop his face and just call the rest a loss idk ill sleep on it n after work see how i feel#why am i like this
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a well deserved rest
my secret santa gift for @onlyyouexisthere âš i hope you enjoy this drawing of winters having a little break, which we could all use
#my art#hbowarsanta24#band of brothers#hbo war#richard winters#dick winters#u mentioned liking the little scenes of the guys relaxing or laughing#so choosing a moment from the end of the war felt appropriate#i was going for something peacefulâŠâŠ so here is winters having a little moment of quiet to himself#i was inspired by an old recolored pic of the guys from easy in berchtesgaden#and i realize now this makes it look like winters draw all that wine but i promise heâs just having coffee#letâs say nix or some other guys were just with him lol#also i listened to the Sing Movie (animated animal movie) version of golden slumbers/carry that weight#for the last like 3 hours of working on this thing. that isnât relevant to anything but feels worth mentioning#for vibes maybe#but anywayyyyyyy HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!#i hope it is restful and brings some peace!!!!
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THE HEART KILLERS (2024) I EP. 3 "I want you. Nothing more than that."
#the heart killers#the heart killers the series#thk#dunk natachai#joong archen#joongdunk#fadel x style#fadelstyle#kantbison#uservix#userfaiza#userrlaura#userrlana#userspicy#usermor#fyeahthaidramas#tuseryoo#thai bl#asiandramanet#something something about how gentle fadel used to be in the past#dancing with his lover while smiling and whispering something in their ear#and how right now he's mandhandling style#it's maybe something broke in him#and also maybe because he wants to keep his relationship with style as unpersonal as possible - it's just lust nothing more etc#but on the other hand im actually convinced that fadel does want style in this aggressive way - i mean the man is barely holding back#especially considering what we know fadel was doing at the end of the last episode#and the acting choices here are so good bc style clearly seems quite happy with himself that he has driven fadel to be this intense#mywork
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SPILL YOUR GUTS
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practice boyfriend! eddie x fem! reader
summary: eddieâs your practice boyfriend. youâre positive heâs upset at you and youâre waiting for him to get mad. however, he has a different response in mind.
cw: references/allusions to past child abuse but extremely vague, references/allusions to bad relationships (also pretty vague), reader acts on a learned response and assumes the worst about Eddie, anxiety
tags/tropes: angst, hurt/comfort (my brand!) sappy sappy romantic idiots, they kiss and figure their mess out at the end
a/n: this came to me in a vision
summary makes this sound smutty but i promise itâs not. this accidentally became disgustingly romantic. read at your own risk :)
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Youâre positive Eddieâs mad at you.
Okay. Maybe positive is a strong word. But still.
Youâve only been fake/pretend/practice dating Eddie for about two weeks now. Heâs the one who approached you with the offerâ when you were in the Upside Down together, youâd made an off-hand comment about how you might die without ever having a real boyfriend- not one that mattered, anyway. Itâs always kind of been a sore spot for you for a good portion of your life. Growing up, you didnât really have the best relationship with your dad (Robin likes to call that âThe understatement of the year, and we almost died.â) and out of the incredibly small handful of guys youâve gone out with, none stuck around longer than a month and all ended in such equally, specifically, and uniquely horrific ways, you finally came to the conclusion you had to be fucking something up. What are the chances of all them ended so completely horribly?
After you all had decidedly not died in the Upside Down, Eddie approached you with an offer: pretend date him. Youâre popular and well known enough that itâll help get people off his back about the whole Chrissy/murders thing âeven though heâs been absolved of all charges, the people of Hawkins hold grudgesâ and in exchange, you get a trial run of a relationship that wonât end unless you both agree tooâ you get to figure out what youâre doing wrong.
You feel bad about it, because even though you spend so much time together, you feel like a nervous wreck. All. The. Time.
Youâre constantly waiting for the other shoe to dropâ waiting for him to tell you that youâre too weird, that youâre not considerate enough, that youâre selfish, or that you talk too much.
But he never says any of it. All he ever tells you is the good things. He tells you how sympathetic you are, how kind you are, how good you are at remembering little details that matter. He tells you that youâre a good kisser.
(Yeah. Your first kiss, even after those failed relationships, ended up being with Eddie âThe Freakâ Munson. Youâre not quite sure youâll ever forget how you felt when his lips âjust a little cracked, but not roughâ met yours; when his hair tickled your face and you could faintly smell the cigarette smoke that stubbornly clings to all of his clothes, no matter how many times he washes them. You didnât tell him he was your first. Thatâs something you decided you couldnât bear to share.
You kind of have a feeling he knows anyway, though.)
It all sets you on edge. Youâre under no reassurance that youâre perfect. Youâre currently questioning if youâre tolerable, from a romantic standpoint.
You know how you are. Youâre clinging and you drink up reassurance like a dying man in the desert. You linger in his casual touches like itâs the first and last time youâll ever feel them. You know youâre a lot. You know. You know that guys in a relationship donât want âa lotâ, they want a pretty thing to hang off their arm and laugh at what they say.
But you just⊠canât.
You tried, and you tried, and you tried. But you always ended up being too much, or it didnât work out for some other reason. You want more. You want to feel safe, and happy, and cherished and loved and all those things that only happen in the movies.
The ironic part of all of this is that when you first started setting out terms for your arrangement, Eddie had told you flat out: âThis will only work if you are completely and one-hundred percent yourself. You gotta lay it all on me, angel.â
And so you had, and now you regret it because heâs upset about something.
Youâd come over to his trailer at his request to âhang outâ while he went over DND stuff for his next campaign. Eddie does this a lotâ he calls them âNeutral Datesâ where youâre not really doing anything in particular- most of the time, youâre both doing seperate things, but still just being in each otherâs presence.
Itâs nice. The majority of your friend circle consists of everyone involved with the Upside Down and that entire mess. You two are no Steve and Robin (youâre convinced those two have the kind of bond no one can replicate or break. Like the kind of bond stray cats get and then they have to be adopted together) but itâs still nice. To just be with someone.
Even if you feel like youâre walking on eggshells.
Itâs not always eggshells. Sometimes, for a a few moments, you forget. You forget itâs all pretend. You forget heâs just a friend helping a friend fulfill a goal. Thatâs all.
Youâve almost forgotten just now, tooâ youâre too concerned about what you mightâve done.
Heâs not acting angry, per-se, but heâs definitely upset. You tend to pick up on this kind of thing: small changes in someoneâs personality or body language. Most of the time itâs not a conscious habit.
Most of the time.
Right now, heâs run his hands through his hair about a million times. Itâs become a frizzy mess behind him, and when youâd made an offhand joke about it âan attempt to lighten the moodâ all heâd done was scowl. Not at you, really, but the message was there. Youâd snapped your jaw shut so fast youâre pretty sure he heard your teeth click.
After that heâd frustratedly made tea for the both of you, which consisted of opening the cupboards faster than he usually did, closing them slightly louder than he usually does, and drumming his fingers impatiently on the stove-top while he waited for the kettle to boil.
All of this you observed from the corner of your eye while âreadingâ on the couch.
And if all of that wasnât bad enough, when youâd finally mustered up the courage to speak again, a little joke about a part in the book you were reading, all heâd said was a flat:
âThatâs great, babe.â
Youâre starting to get antsy. Nervous. Maybe you should go? Unless he gets upset at you leaving. That would be bad. But heâs clearly upset with you being here, so maybe you should go.
While youâre debating the pros and cons of leaving, you try to remain as still and silent as possible. No need to upset him anymore by moving too much or being too loud.
You flip a page in the book youâre no longer reading (he might notice youâre not paying attention to it anymore) and decide to test the waters again.
âThe author just spelled restaurant wrong. Thatâs the third spelling mistake Iâve caught in this book.â
âHmm.â
Okay. So that was worse. Talking to him is out of the question, then. It must be something you did, to warrant this kind of reaction.
You wrack your brain, trying to think of anything you couldâve done in recent hours to make him upset, but you canât think of anything.
You glance slightly to the rightâ not far enough that heâll see you looking at him, but far enough to get a better look at him in your peripheral. Heâs glaring down at his campaign notebook. Shit, he looks so angry.
Unbidden, tears begin to well in your eyes and you try to shift, trying to angle yourself away from him enough that he canât see the tears in your eyes.
But your hand shifts, knocking into his leg.
Fuck. âSorry!â
You yank you arm back as if burned, jolting back on the couch so youâre in no danger of touching him. âIâm sorry!â
He sits up, immediately snapping to attention at the desperation coloring your voice. âWoah woah, hey. Hey, whatâs going on? Are you okay?â
You take a steadying breath. âDid I do something wrong?â
He blinks blankly at you. Oh shit, youâre supposed to know that youâve done something wrong.
âI mean,â You hurry to correct, âI know Iâ Can you tell me what I did wrong so I can fix it?â
Understanding floods his features and you brace yourself, ready for the reprimand.
âCan I touch you?â
Now itâs your turn to stare with confusion. You nod once, briefly thinking about how weird it is to ask for permission first.
He sits up on the couch, facing you with his legs crossed, the couch springs squeaking loudly at his movement. You resist the urge to wince. He reaches out with a slow hand, taking the hand thatâs still clenched, held away from him and up near your chest.
He stares down at your hand, holding it with his left hand and tracing delicate shapes on it with his right. His ringed fingers drag lines around your knuckles and veins, lingering occasionally over the odd, old scar.
âHow long did you think I was upset with you?â
Your heart is racing, muscles tensed and ready to bolt. âUm. A few hours? Maybe?â
Youâre hyper-aware of the grip he has on your hand, and how quickly and easy it could become crushing.
It doesnât.
âBug,â He says slowly after a moment. At first he used to use pet names as a jokeâ it was something youâd laugh at, between the two of you, since the relationship wasnât real.
But recently, heâs been saying them with a different inflection in his tone. A little less teasing, a lot more fond.
âHave you spent the past few hours afraid that I was mad at you?â
He sounds⊠sad. Which is confusing. It doesnâtâ he was. He was.
âBut you were,â You say, suddenly unsure about anything and everything. âYou were upset.â
âI was upset because I couldnât work this part of the campaign out, and iâm dramatic. I was never mad at you, honey. I was never mad at you.â
You frown, gears turning in your head. âWhen I made that joke about your hair, you glared at me. And then when I tried to talk to you, you were upset. You didnât want to talk.â
âI was jokingly glaring at you, Iâm so sorry you thought I was serious. I wasnât, I promise. I didnât mean to be dismissive, I was really focusing on writing.â
Youâre both silent for a moment. A beat too long. You want to squirm in the unwelcome space the silence has created.
âWhat did you think I was going to do?â
That is a loaded question.
âI donât know,â You pick at a loose thread on the couch cushion. âI donâtâ I donât know. Thatâs the problem. You donât yell at me, or get angry, or tell me when iâve made you upset. I donât know what youâll do.â
He makes a wounded noise in his throat.
âI know you get angry,â You bulldoze on, âIâve seen it. Youâre so⊠loud, in everything you do. I know you get angry. But you never get that same kind of loud angry at me and I donât know what to do because that means that I upset you and you donât tell me about it and then I donât know how to fix it. I have to fix it, Eddie.â
His eyes, deep and brown, search your face. He reaches up a hand, painfully slow, to cup your face. Your eyelids flutter shut, and you tip your head to the side, leaning into the job.
âIâm gonna tell you something, Bug. Are you listening?â He waits for you to hum in confirmation before continuing. âYouâre not responsible for my moods. Or anyone elseâs for that matter. Thatâs not your job. You donât have to fix it.â
He reaches his second hand up to cup the other side of your face. âYou know why I donât get angry at you? Not all loud and dramatic like that? Because Iâve seen how you react when people do. And I never, ever want to be the reason you get that look in your eye. I never want to make you afraid. I never want you to believe, with proof and confidence, that Iâve grown sick of you.â
You open your eyes, eyes darting across the planes of his face. Searching for even the smallest hint, the smallest giveaway that he might be lying.
You canât find any. In its place, you find eyes, shining with pure determination. You find lips parted ever so slightly, a sad-sort of smile being etched into being. You find two hands on your face, thumbs delicately sweeping across the skin of your under-eye, of your cheekbone. Smoothing away the steady tears that had begun falling, wiping away the hot trails they leave on your face.
And you realize all at once that love isnât like the movies. It isnât picture-perfect kisses. It isnât ball gowns and dresses and kisses in the rain. It isnât like the love you thought you were supposed to have: empty and hollow; a life of hanging off of arms and praying your next slip-up didnât cost you your relationship.
It was this.
It was just being. Just being and knowing the other person is there for just thatâ for you. It was not raising your voice. It was carrying extra hair-ties. It was making two cups of coffee. It was steeping tea for an extra couple of minutes, just the way he liked it. It was playing your favorite music in the car, and looking over at each other during the bridge, belting the lyrics with the same, toothy-smile. So full and so happy you just keep screaming the lyrics, because youâre filled with so much you donât know where to put it all.
Your tears begin to fall in earnest now. Your heart is thudding in your chest, but for a different reason now. Youâre struck with the need to convey all of this to himâ to tell him you understand, you know, you feel the same.
âThese hair ties,â You shove your wrist up to his eye-line. âTheyâre for you. Because you always forget your own. Andâ and I steep the tea for a few extra minutes, because you like your tea strong, and you didnât just find that tape in your van, I bought it âcause I know you lost the old one in the Upside Down, âcause it felt out of your pocket.â
Youâre babbling, nearly choking on your tears and your words, rushing them all out of your mouth in an aching wish to be understood, in this very moment.
âI know,â He says, voice a little hysteric and eyes a little too bright. His lip wobbles. He presses your face tighter in his hands. âI know. I know. I see you. I see you.â
You stay like that for a little while. At some point, your hands find his wrists, and then youâre just two fools, smiling like idiots with tears streaming down your faces, staring into each others eyes.
Eventually, Eddie clears his throat. âThe next time you think Iâm upset at you, you tell me, okay? You can ask. You can ask me and I pinky promise I wonât get mad.â
You giggle wetly. âPinky swear?â
âPinky swear,â He says, taking his left hand away from your face to hold up his pinky. You intertwine yours and his together, the both of you laughing at the ridiculousness of it all.
He gets quiet for a moment; removes his hands from your face and instead clasps, your hands together, resting in your lap.
âYou know why I never tell you when youâre being a bad practice girlfriend?â He says, his voice low and soft.
âHow come?â
He smiles, full and good. âBecause youâre not. Youâre so sweet and kind and loving. And if youâd let me, Iâd really like to kiss you right now.â
You furrow your brows. âThe real kind? The I-love-you kind?â
Your face flushes over the words âI love you.â
âIâve always kissed you for real,â He says, words laden with fondness. âEver since the day we met and you slapped the shit out of me for being stupid. Iâve been hopelessly obsessed ever since. Iâve just been waiting for you to notice.â
You suck in a breath. âSo all of thisâ the, the dates and the hanging out and the kissingâ thatâs all been real?â
âEvery last bit.â
âThen in that case,â You say, squeezing his hands. âI would very much like you to kiss me.â
He leans in, slotting your lips together and everything just clicks. Like this is where youâre meant to be. Maybe itâs puppy love. Maybe itâs not.
All you know is that Eddie Munson is kissing you for real, and he always has been. You couldnât ask for anything better.
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