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Dbh October event: Ghost in the machine, Day 1: Unknown sender
This is my entry for the first day of @connor-sent-by-cyberlife's event (on twitter) with the prompt: Unknown sender.
It's the first time I tried to write real drabbles with exactly 100 words.
The first part is a bit dark, so I have been told. But be aware that I wrote a second part with a more "optimistic' ending I might add🫣
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Unknown sender
Connor opened his eyes to a clear blue sky, not knowing how long he'd had them closed; his internal clock had stopped some time ago.
His glitching HUD was full of errors and warnings about his system status—and a message from an unknown sender:
I love you, please be careful.
Connor didn't know (anymore?) who could've sent the message—they were either dead or deleted by his system.
His CPU and memory core were damaged; he remembered nothing, laying immobile, half buried under other androids, not knowing where.
Connor closed his eyes again, content that he'd once been loved.
#dbhghostinthemachine#dbh#drabble#dbh connor#october event#unknown sender#open ending#connor whump#major character injury#happier ending anyone?
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Recall the tale of Icarus.
Choose to be Icarus.
Linda K. Hughes, Text and Subtext in "Merlin and the Gleam", p.166 /// Alfred Tennyson, Merlin and the Gleam /// BBC Merlin, The Last Dragonlord (2x13) /// Natalie Wee, Patroclus Dreaming /// Hozier, I, Carrion (Icarian) /// BBC Merlin, The Wicked Day (4x03) /// Hozier /// Natalie Wee /// BBC Merlin, The Disir (5x05) /// Alfred Tennyson /// Hozier /// BBC Merlin, The Diamond of the Day: Part 2 (5x13) /// Natalie Wee /// Alfred Tennyson, The Passing of Arthur /// BBC Merlin, The Diamond of the Day: Part 2 (5x13) /// Hozier /// Alfred Tennyson /// Natalie Wee
#yes I am taking tennyson's poems that are very much about merlin the old man wizard and making it a gay romance#but!! many academics and tennyson's own son have said that merlin's grief for arthur in that poem was directly inspired by#the poet's grief for his almost-definitely-more-than-a-friend arthur hallam#I've been in a fun research rabbit hole today#I hope this post makes sense to literally anyone else lol#please just read the whole poem 'merlin and the gleam' cos there aren't many short parts I could use for this but the overall vibe#expresses this idea of destiny and blinding devotion far better. and it has a happier ending#merthur#merlin#bbc merlin#merlin web weave#merthur web weave#merthur meta#alfred tennyson#idylls of the king#arthurian legend
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Rory on Jess + text posts (AYITL bonus edition) | (season 2 edition) (season 3 edition) (seasons 4 & 6 edition)
#literati#rory gilmore#jess mariano#rory x jess#jess x rory#ayitl#gilmore girls ayitl#gilmore girls#text posts#roryonjess#textpostsedit#*#a happier/more hopeful ending#the “I’ll fuck you eventually” one is about the no underwear comment if y’all couldn’t tell 😂#I don’t care what anyone says#no one gratuitously mentions they’re wearing no underwear in a regular conversation unless they’re trying to get in your pants#anyways#this was fun!#I might do a “Jess on Rory” version in the future
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Redrew this illustration from the novels
#kirby#kots#kirby of the stars#kirby fanart#hoshi no kirby#dedede#king dedede#meta knight#i just find their dynamic in the novels extremely charming#it started with Dedede thinking he's besties with Meta Knight or something and Meta being fed up with him#and ended with Meta Knight enjoying his time with Dedede so much specifically because he likes to piss him off#meta knight enjoys seeing dedede being a dumbass so much it fills his heart with joy#and mine#if you read the novels chronologically you can actually tell Meta Knight starts being happier by the last ones and I love that#he's just giggling and laughing and king dedede is confused and wants to be offended but also proud#i also love how their dynamic changed around the middle#right around the strongest warrior in the galaxy#everyone was like 'noo Meta Knight wouldn't do this he has to be possessed' and Dedede is 'he would totally do this'#and then he's proving right by the end i love that for him#dedede knows meta knight better than anyone and he knows that man is an ASSHOLE /pos#i loved their dynamic in the rtdl novel a lot too truly the adhd vs autism of all time
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I want to believe Dev would be a good dad, but realistically speaking it's 50/50 and I think it ENTIRELY depends on very specific things that happen to him. Like, we are talking butterfly effect shit, where in one universe those specific criteria are met and so he becomes one of the best dads to ever exist...and in the other one where those things don't happen, and he becomes just like his dad, emotionally unavailable, neglectful, and hyperfocused on stuff that doesn't matter to fill the void.
I am really hoping we get a season 2 and the criteria is met and we can rest easy knowing for a FACT WITHOUT A DOUBT Dev would break the generational trauma.
I'm rooting for you, Dev!!
#personal#fop anw#fop a new wish#dev dimmadome#sorry if this buzzkills anyone i just#look at things more realistically smtimes is all#it doesnt mean i want the bad thing!!!! it just means it wouldnt SURPRISE me if it happened is all#but even if the bad ending happens i will continue living my delusions and pretend the happier ending is canon :3#just like i pretend the dale improves and gets better timeline exists LOL#hmmhmmmmmhmmm
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"But why did Gwen push Miles away like that if she loves him so much?" You ask as if in the same movie we didn't watch her father, the person she loves more than anything and the person that she thought that loves her more than anything, disown her right away because he learned one thing about her that he didn't like.
#he only asks her how long she's been lying to him he only saw his perspective of the story and didn't care about hers#and wanted to arrest her without even listening to what she has to say#and all the love he had for her was pushed on the side because he learned this thing that he couldn't accept#and when miles tells gwen that he wants to tell his parents she tells him it's a bad idea#her advice was basically suffer in silence#cuz she had to#i take no criticism none of y'all understand what she actually went through#and then jessica was telling her not to grow attached to anyone cuz it's easier that way#honestly it is#but it hurts when you are alone#peter b parker showed us the best that spiderman can't go alone he's happier when he has someone he loves#and it's funny to me that jess was the one saying that while being literally married and pregnant#maybe she saw herself in gwen and didn't want her to end up having to choose between family and work all the time#and yeah her dad learned his lesson after that but that happened only after miles was gone#spider man across the spider verse#gwen stacy#miles morales#gwiles#ghostflower#across the spiderverse#spiderverse
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It does genuinely shock me how few people in the DA fandom are willing to acknowledge that the Grey Wardens are kinda extremely horrific and fucked up
#like they’re more egalitarian that any political system in Thedas sure#but idk maybe giving an uncentralized military power the ability to conscript anyone they want#lie to recruits about what this entails both whether they were forced in or joined willingly#and then kill them if they hesitate and maybe kill them anyway in the process of recruiting just by failing to drink poison#and then shorten their lifespan and force them into a fate of slowly becoming tainted if they manage to survive long enough#maybe that’s bad actually#maybe you should tell people what this entails at least#‘oh but then no one would join’ i promise you people still would stfu#maybe I’m just at the end of the day a city elf filled with rage at being forced into a military#because I fought back against rapists and protected my family#like legit tho getting fucking conscripted on top of all the shit that happens in the city elf origin#if fucking terrible and my warden is always going to be angry at Duncan over it#maybe I’m just eternally bitter at that but you will never find me respecting or wanting ti be a warden again#my HoF disappearing after Awakening and trying to cure the blight to fuck off from them is the most in character thing for her tbh#but yeah this is also part of why I never make Bethany a warden in DA2#she seems genuinely happier if she joins the circle for one thing#but also she at least gets to escape that in the end
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I recently got out of a toxic and unhealthy friendship on here. I had to be the one to end it; hopefully the other party decides to leave it be and not smear my name due to realizing it wasn't healthy and that I had to end it because of it.
Basically, if someone makes you start feeling like shit, from your life, to your goals, passion, and everything else, then it's not a rewarding friendship. And it's hard to sometimes see it in the moment. Because you want to think the best of peeps, especially ones you care about.
But sometimes the healthiest thing for You is to know when to put your foot down and end it, even if it hurts you and them. At the end of the day, you matter and what you're doing matters and no one has the right to make you feel shit for who you are when you're just living your life. Life is hard enough without adding peeps who make you feel that way or question how you live when, prior to them showing up, you were happy with all of it.
To anyone in a relationship or friendship like that, I hope, like me, you are able to take a stand and realize you deserve better.
I knew I was being manipulated but not how much until I talked to others close to me. I pray you all never have to experience such a thing because damn, you know you did the right thing, but feel so fucking guilty at the same time.
But your happiness matters. You matter. Please remember that.
#personal#me#had to make a post. it's been eating at me since I ended it#you feel so fucking guilty but know it was the right decision.#i feel happier and lighter#its weird cause I've met my closet friends on here who are so incredible and supportive and respectful and I am in return#so to have one spiral into....that....was hard. and hard to realize despite my stomach aching day after day trying to tell me that#this was a shit situation and I deserved better#if someone makes you feel like shit and makes you believe you deserve to feel that way: leave#just leave#block them#life is to damn short to share it with people who will only make it worse and and make you feel bad as a person#i have more self respect than that#and sometimes it's hard to tell cause I want peeps to get along and have a good time when I care for them#i like making peeps happy. it brings me joy. and I tend to do it naturally without thinking.#so it's hard to sometimes see when it's not healthy#i pray for anyone in a relationship/friendship like this#know you are worth it and no one has the right to make you feel like that.#when someone doesn't respect that you have a life and can't be there 24/7 and take it Personally when you can't....like no#I've had so many friendships on here that respect your time and realize messaging comes second maybe even third or fourth#and it sucks when the opposite happens and it just gets worse and worse.#And them using 'i used to be a therapist so I know you better then yourself' should never be an excuse for them putting you down EVER.
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maybe i am rehashing old drama that has already been put to rest (doubtful !!) but it once again blows my mind that neither laenor nor corlys nor viserys care about the fact that laenor isn't the father to rhaenyra's kids but the greens/fandom repeatedly call them "the strong boys" meanwhile jon snow is repeatedly denied his targaryen heritage because "he is a stark" according to the fandom when, for all intents & purposes, he should be considered jon targaryen with the way this fandom views their mothers
rhaenyra is denied her name with jace, luke & joffrey but the same cannot be said for lyanna & jon. but despite the vehement denial that jon is anything remotely targaryen, he is not allowed to be "a stark" either who is not allowed to claim winterfell. & i guess you could say that "well he's acknowledged as a bastard" in defense of his treatment but i think i know what it is instead
#& before anyone dares suggest this is negative towards jon#i love book!jon with all my heart & wish to see him a happier ending than being banished from his home :)#this is strictly me pointing out the hypocrisy of the fandom#you hate rhaenyra (misogyny)#& you don't view adoption as valid (weird)#fandom wank /#hotd critical#got critical#laenor is gay but he happily adopted rhaewin's kids so ??
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aroace joy vs aroace loneliness fight
#im saying that as someone who IS aroace if this ends up in discourse territory somehow#sometimes i think it's some form of internalized arophobia and it probably is a little at least#but i just feel so wrong and lonely thinking about the future#because i love the idea of being in love (as one can tell) but i just don't love people like that#and aside from any other self worth and confidence issues involved in obtaining a partner it just seems unfair to them you know#that id never be able to love them in that way#before anyone says qpr i am WELL AWARE!!! but then we go back to the Other Issues#besides its so easy to find other aros online but irl nobody really understands#so its kinda hopeless#ive always wanted to get married and have kids of my own !!! like genuinely i love the idea of it#but i doubt id ever find someone who would like#want to be a secret 3rd thing with me and get platonically married and raise kids or smth#and then theres the whole thing about me probably not being a good parent or being able to even afford to have kids so like. GRGRRARARSRR#cant win#ive accepted the fact im gonna be alone but it doesn't make it any happier. it feels like theres something wrong with me you know#but on the other hand i love being aroace its such an integral part me??#and it makes me so happy to be apart of the community and to know its okay#that there are people who understand the Lack#and even in the specific ways i do!!!#so its like so. aughhghhghh#saying this feels like a betrayal because i know theres nothing wrong with not#finding love. i heavily criticize the idea that people need love in their life to be fulfilled.#i feel like im wrong on both ends. to want it AND not feel it#personal posts and stuff idk#cw vent#aethers rants#sorry to be a party pooper i think its getting a bit cloudy and its getting to me
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The Scorned Hacktivist Wrench in Watch_Dogs Legion: Bloodline (2021)
#Crimson's Gifs: Watch_Dogs#Watch_Dogs#Watch_Dogs Legion#Watch_Dogs Legion: Bloodline#Watch_Dogs Legion Bloodline#Wrench#The Wrench#Reggie Blechman#Reginald Blechman#Wrench Blechman#Its the way that Wrench turned to Reggie to build but when he was rendered broken he came back to Wrench to destroy#Sometimes sticking with who you are makes you happier then pretending to be something you're not#God imagine being Wrench and ending up divorced and fucked over a million miles away from home#No wonder Marcus is worried I highly doubt Wrench has told ANYONE back home how bad shit is for him judging by Voicemail 2#I do love the confidence without the mask though#thats one shining positive in his favor but I suppose wearing the mask while running his company and then working with Renpart wouldnt work
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had the most braindead repetitive conversation/argument with my parents. buzz cuts are too masculine but if you dye a design on it it become effeminate which is bad because then you look weak and if youre weak then society falls apart (all societies ever that have fallen apart for any reason are actually because of feminine men) and we start sacrificing babies. and also all mental illness is invented because only 4 people had anxiety in the 90s and covid was made up so that we would all become gay and trans and then the government can control us better and be joe biden's little sex slaves. and also i need to keep my hair long because my father finds it attractive. what
#lolaa.txt#what do i even tag this with . my mother wouldn't let me leave and i kept asking for sources and she kept saying 'i'm your mother!!!'#'i wouldnt lie to you!'#okay. say that to someone maybe who doesnt know you lie to them all the time.#its tiring going around in circles with her.my father is better because at least he admits when he doesnt have a reason for feeling some wa#also what got me. she said 'do you own research if you want!! but im right!!!'#yeahh not seeing anything about anything you just said. i think you made that up.#i have a theory that my mother secretly hates herself because she believes all women are weak and must serve strong men#and my father has so so much trauma and anxiety that he cant be that strong man#so now she feels like shes betraying her very biology when she has to step up.#and also because i am stronger than her now and my hair is long and far far denser than hers and i have a younger face#that she feels that im wasting my precious femininity that she could be using. does that make sense.#shes so miserable trapped in her idea of what makes a man and a woman what they are. once you stop caring about what makes someone somethin#you dont have to worry about anyone else.#im queer because i dont really feel that connection to biological and social ideas of gender that my parents seem to#never really have#im not gonna theorize 'ohh shed be happier nonbinary' or stuff like that because it is up to you and you alone to define who you are#if you spend your whole life trying to fit a box for the sake of fitting the box#then when would you have any space for self discovery#youve invented personality traits to go along with your box. now you can never ever change or grow as a person. congrats#and you know what? one day she will die. and that will be the end of that.#and i will live and i will probably shave my head a thousand times. and come up with new names#and new ways to be a better person that makes me feel happy#and i will dress like a boy because its all made up anyways. who cares.#and if you care? that much about what im wearing or how i look?#then thats your problem and i wont be responsible to maintain your happiness.#SORRY RANT OVER.#im just so flabbergasted. what a sad life someone can lead poisoned by jealously and reactive rhetoric.#tw homophobia#tw transphobes
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i do a pretty good job at ignoring what i look like but when it hits me it hits like two trucks (having sex)
#a nyx original#emotional nonsense#godd. i am so ugly#my only redeeming quality is my eyes and they barely account for anything#my nose is SO BIG and. thats. ugly. to me.#i dont want anyone hitting me with the “b-but beauty standards are fake!!”#bs on this post i KNOW THAT do you think im fucking stupid#god forbid someone be insecure without sugarcoating it#anyways#my hair is ugly too#thats mostly my fault because i dont take proper care of it#but.. mismanaged straight hair still looks leagues better than mismanaged curly hair#my body's repulsive too i weigh so much more than i should#id be happier if i was skinnier#dont worry. not making any efforts to MAKE myself skinnier. i like food and sitting on my ass too much#maybe my perception of whats pretty is warped but idk even my friends are prettier than i am#and they dont really fit “traditional” standards#OH FUCK MY ACNE TOO#MY ACNE IS SO SO BAD i pick at my skin too which just makes it SOOOOOOO MUCH WORSE#but yeah at the end of the day im just ugly . horribly ugly#doesnt help that my fashion sense is shit too#thisll pass i get over things like this pretty quickly but please let me scream about it while i still can
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I think it’s hilarious to watch people get mad about Boruto being character assassination because it IS until you consider the possibility of a poly situationship. Sakura is Sasuke’s wife, and Sasuke is Naruto’s husband, and Naruto is Hinata’s husband.
And also consider that Naruto has probably put in some actual damn work since he become Hokage.
Can’t do anything about Sasuke avoiding Konoha but I’m honestly not surprised about that, he’s a bit traumatized. Is he protective of it now? Yes! And that’s NOT WEIRD. Maybe the Konoha before was corrupt, but Naruto can LITERALLY SENSE NEGATIVE INTENTIONS(WHICH EVERYONE SEEMS TO HAVE FORGOTTEN?!)
Root has been disbanded and Naruto’s pretty clearly weeded out the corruption around him! Hell, they might never have brought UP the Hyuga branch-main family argument, but it’s clearly been dealt with considering neither Hanabi or Hinata have branch family seals, nor does Boruto or Himawari, when it’s explicitly mentioned that the heir remains in the main family while their siblings get seals.
(I wouldn’t be surprised if Naruto having kids with Hinata was what caused that issue to come up, honestly. What, do YOU want to be the Hyuga elder that explains to the Fifth and Sixth Hokage, as well as all the other Kage, and the entirety of Konoha, why their Hero’s kids should have a torture-seal placed on them?)
Like come on man, this is a village that finally DOES represent Naruto and Sasuke’s goals! It makes SENSE that he’d want to protect it now!!!
Also not surprised that Sasuke is awkward about Sakura and Sarada, my boy has No Idea how to interact outside of Naruto, and frankly if he does have feelings about her, as an autistic person who can’t handle emotions, I too run away from the people I care about when I get overwhelmed about caring for them. The people that I DON’T run from are the ones who chase after me often enough that I get used to caring about them.
Furthermore, Naruto doesn’t avoid his family! If you watched Naruto The Last, or hell, the day Naruto become Hokage, you know Naruto didn’t even BECOME Hokage until his kids are older, which he MENTIONED was a choice on his part so he could spend more time with them before they entered the Academy. The movie takes place during the Chunnin Exams, which are canonically more work to maintain, especially when it’s all five villages attending. In the series, we’ve seen Naruto come home much earlier outside of big, international events, take days off to spend with his family, and use clones for work while he stays home! Like he DOES spend time with his family, kishimoto himself said Boruto’s outbursts were more about getting used to his dad having any job at all(as he was a very powerful Shinobi who honestly didn’t have a lot of missions at his skill level) after being pretty much a stay-at-home dad. Hell, in the after-credits scene in Naruto the Last, it’s implied that Hinata was still an active Shinobi, and considering the age of the kids, I would not be surprised with Naruto staying at home with the kids up until Naruto’s ascension as hokage. And I NEED more fics if this time period, I’m DYING.
Anyway, Hinata and Naruto love each other, and Naruto and Sasuke love each other. Honestly I’m a bit iffy on Sasuke and Sakura but I kinda like the idea that she’s his beard which is why she’s never shown to mind when he’s not home lol. I CAN actually see them loving each other too, though I don’t think Sakura has a lot of skill with Uchihas that run from their feelings haha. Himawari is Naruhina’s kid, while Sarada and Boruto 100% have a mom and 2 dads. And I think with this interpretation, the whole show suddenly makes sense.
#I always think it’s wild to see anti-Boruto stuff#that’s Naruto and Sasuke’s son your talking about#hold your tongue#literally just look up merch for the show#it’s all Boruto and his two gay dads#Am I surprised Naruto looks tired? hell no#world leaders in our world tend to age prematurely VERY FAST#and that’s on TOP of all the times Naruto LITERALLY SHORTENED HIS OWN LIFE SPAN in shippuden#anyone remember saving Gaara?#but if Naruto could grow his hair back out I think we’d all be happier lol#and people hating that Sasuke likes Konoha now is wild#THE WHOLE POINT OF WHY HIS REVENGE WAS WRONG WAS THAT THE PEOPLE AT FAULT WERE ALREADY GONE#HE WAS TARGETTING INNOCENTS BECAUSE THEY DIDNT NOTICE ANYTHING WAS WRONG#THE WHOLE POINT WAS THE CYCLE OF HATRED FROM NARUTO AND PEIN’S FIGHT#YOU HAD MY BROTHER KILL MY FAMILY#SO I AM GOING TO KILL YOUR FAMILY WHO WERE INNOCENT#AND THE PEOPLE WHO LOVED THEM WILL THEN COME AFTER ME FOR KILLING THEIR LOVED ONES#THE WHOLE POINT WAS THAT IT NEVER ENDS#SASUKE MAKING AN ACTIVE DECISION TO FORGIVE IGNORANCE WAS THE WHOOOOLLLLEEEE POOOOIIIIINNNNNTTTTT#forgot to tag normally haha#Boruto#Naruto#Naruto Uzumaki#Sasuke Uchiha#SNS#sasunarusasu#naruhina#sasusaku kinda
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Galthen, my durge, on his own… biiiig karlach fan… somehow I was able to have a durge who was kind of evil without Karlach leaving me ✌️ she got mad at me like twice but it was for like two lines of dialogue and everything went back to normal so it’s all good
#bg3#bg3 durge#karlach#I actually love Karlach so much it’s not even funny like her romance is so so cute#AND HER KISS ANIMATION?? LITERALLY SO GOOD. SOO GOOD#she is actually so genuinely sweet and I wish she got like a slightly happier ending but it’s fine I guess#durgelach#does anyone even call it durgelach… I’m gonna call it durgelach
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theres just something about being inherently unworthy of love
#the cycle of i need to make friends. i need attention. why would someone bother with me? i dont have anything to give. are we friends? why#arent you paying attention to me? tell me that you love me. but it could never be sincere towards someone like me. i cant be loved.#love isnt real. i am love. i am the only one who loves. it hurts. why cant i be loved? is anyone else real? is this a dream? am i dead? is#this hell? whats real is fake and whats fake is real. its wonderland. rabbits talk cookies make you big or small everyone is so confusing.#do others love me or hate me or feel indifferent? it seems to switch as random. one day you'll adore me the next its as if we never met. and#i have to keep making friends. i cant keep making friends. if i dont i'll end up with no friends. i dont know how to make more friends.#clinging to bubbles floating up scrambling to catch another as it pops so you dont fall. everyone blends together whats what whos who?#in the span of a few years i feel like an immortal tortured with the despair of outliving all their relationships#except everyone is perfectly alive just out of reach. but i cant just talk to people. thats bad. no one wants me. i cant do that to someone.#every bubble pops at some point. i cant find anything sturdier. fleeting bursts of attention are ok for now#but i cant even get that. so what do i do? i want to sacrifice myself to make people like me but i have nothing left to give.#whats the point of me? if i cant love and be loved if i cant find more than a few people who will stay for more than a second. what do i#have to do? please tell me what you want. i'm sure i can do it somehow. can i do it somehow? i cant. i cant. i cant anymore. im sorry. just#forget about me. you dont need me. youll be happier when you dont even know who i am anymore. i can disappear without a trace for you. thats#all i can do. take the weight off our shoulders. im just using you if you think about it anyways. to feed my own selfish desire for love i#never deserved. keep myself afloat while i drag you down. isnt it time for me to sink? in a shark attack punch it in the gills. youll be ok.#more than ok. free. i didnt want to bite your leg but i just needed something anything. i dont know any better and i never will. thats why i#belong in the depths where i cant hurt anyone. i cant do anything but hurt. what more am i good for? what more have i done? what have i done#for you? think about it. think about it. think about it. think about it. think about it. think about it. think about it. think about it.#its nothing.
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