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#im not crying about how wonderful all this stuff is nope#theyre meant to be friends huh hahah CRYING SOME MORE#hangout rambles
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So one thing I’ve noticed is that people’s DnD characters may vary but there is usually an underlying thread that they all have in common. This thread is typically related to what that person struggles with the most.
For instance, my betrotheds DnD characters: a bitchy warlock we had to bust out of two different pacts, a sassy barbarian, a reformed drow cultist, and a sunshine fighter cleric.
All these characters were wildly different but at their very core struggle was them grappling with their self worth. My betrothed struggles with their worth a great deal and even with different facets showing their characters all have that too.
Mine all tend to contend with different themes of loneliness and acceptance. Surprise, surprise, the little autistic gremlin yearns to have been met with more love and lasting friendships.
So we’re at breakfast. I am meeting a new friend of my betrotheds for the first time. It’s been twenty minutes since I’ve met this man. I say my theory. He laughs. He starts to describe a few of his characters but specifies that he often has healing aspects. He gives a very broad overview of their character arcs.
I ponder for a moment then said, “Would you like to have my assessment?”
He laughed, “Sure!”
“We’ve just met. It’s gonna get real.”
“Bring it on.”
“I think your struggle is that you feel you must offer something of value or service to people to be worthy of their love.”
His jaw dropped. His fork froze midway to his mouth. A potato fell. He stared into space as this sank in. Quietly he said, “Oh.”
#dnd#ramblies#dungeons and dragons#ffs foibles#he kept repeating it through the rest of the hang out and I got less coherent as I tuckered out but the gist was there#he also mentioned in his dating history how he’d always felt girls he’d dated were moving too fast#and without thinking I laughed and said yeah cause you’re gay and you desperately didn’t want those relationships to go anywhere#you just wanted to be loved but not romantically#and he looked shooketh#and I apologized cause I usually try to limit my deep psychoanalysis of people to one per hangout but he wasn’t upset
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So does anybody else ever think about how Loop felt the need to demonstrate that the party's deaths wouldn't have any effect on the loops. I know I do but that's besides the point. Anyway I don't think Loop actually needs to bathe, they just like to feel included.
#'but lucabyte didnt you already do a comic with this exact same message? that loop has potentially killed their party intentionally before?'#yes i did absolutely do that thank you for noticing. that is what the cannibalism comic is about. no that was not a metaphor. lol#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#sifloop#isat siffrin#isat loop#in stars and time fanart#isat fanart#lucabyteart#ill ramble elsewhere some other time. maybe in a text post. but. long and short of it: even if you assume the answer to 'how do they know'#is that in sasasap isa got frozen once. theres still the fact that the loops are from sif being too distressed. how far gone does a siffrin#have to be before they can witness a party member die and notice it has no effect. how does loop feel to have planned to kill the party#during act 3. why did they NEED to show sif that. are they trying to preemtively stop them from getting the idea in their head#that maybe that might work? when they're out of all other options? when they just get so frustrated and at wits end?#loop helps in subtle ways through the whole game. and in less subtle ways like begging sif not to use the dagger. and while yes the#overarching reason you need to learn that the loops are tied to sif is because you need to figure out wish craft.... loop doesn't know the#actual mechanics of the loops themselves. just what didn't work. the power of friendship. getting the final hit in. being perfect. etc...#and besides all that.. how did loop feel during that hangout. being so deceitful. especially since before the other shoe drops#sif is enjoying themselves. but they know what's coming the whole time.#as for: why bathing? its the obvious imagery for blood on their hands/washing/never being clean. and is a bit of an inversion of the other#piece i just drew with the other casual closeness and nudity being kind. this one is cruel instead.#anyway tag ramble over ill do a masterpost of all my fanwork with some directors commentary sometime i promise. since i know im often vague
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I don't want this to end.
A cute little date scene that I really liked from the fic The Big Woo by @tinkertoysdamn !!!!!
#it's a very fun and insane/pos AU#it's like those silly afternoon reality tv shows ;]#thats why it's still one of my favorites honestly#anyway as u can tell i kinda disappeared from making things and i can explain#1 there was something wrong with me health-wise so i kept getting check-ups and doctors just Guessing#until we got it right which I won't go into detail but finally figured out why i get fatigued so easily ..#2!!!! i've been grinding and levelling up on genshin bc i want to hangout with my pookie bear 😘😘😘😘 also i've been wanting to play it so#okay anyway done rambling hello tag readers i love you#happy valentine's day here's multiple treats pick one or more mwa 🍓🍒🍉🍉🫔🍧🍡🍨🍦🥧🍰🍮🎂🧁🍭🍬🍫🍪#okay here's the normal tags LOL#reigen arataka#serizawa katsuya#serirei#mp100#mob psycho 100#mp100 fanart#mi art stuff
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do you think if you held something close enough to loops head w. would it. orbit
#radio rambles#isat#choosing to believe this from now on#unseen during the loop hangout was them having to clear out all the leaves from their orbit from climbing the tree#i dont think its a very STRONG pull but. it would be funny if there was one
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so i just played through Cyno's story quest it was great, just wanted to share some of the Nahida dialogue that i caught
Sethos- after the funeral for his grandfather
I honestly feel like these are really important lines and I'm surprised they are locked behind Nahida
this was just funny to me. some haikavehass behaviour tbh (except they were like so chill in this quest they didn't even argue once)
This is after their final conversation at the very end. Cyrus has taught him well
#i love love loved this quest#it honestly felt tailor made specifically for me#like i literally wanted Cyrus to show up in this quest so bad because he's been on my mind sonce his cameo in kaveh hangout#i also love how it was kinda like a neat lil reunion with most of the sumeru cast#i love that the more recent sq are breaking the previously established format#i want to try and make a longer post about#we'll see#genshin impact#genshin impact spoilers#genshin spoilers#cyno#sethos#cy. rambles
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Working on a Christmas couple outfit design based on this screenshot I found, I decided to try drawing an outfit for the two of them and draw them a son as well, cause I can >:]
#smorewips#smore rambles#ngl#i did really had the funny idea if the christmas couple and Honno becoming friends#CAUSE STAY WITH ME HERE#Is the idea of the couple and Honno wanted to hangout and lets say when hanichi dating and Honno asked if its okay for their boyfriend#to join and when they all meet each other the horror of the couple and Ichimatsu seeing each other...#but somehow blossoms a friendship after a while of getting to know each other after breaking the ice#and I gave them a son cuz why not and they were having a baby in season 2 so thought about them giving the kid a design and so BOOM Noeru!#i gotta sleep before I explode lol srry for missed spells braincells left me lol
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#(context to be clear: small hangout of people i know very well in my group house's living room)#rambl#meanwhile on twitter
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Am I crying? Yes. Got this as a birthday present from one of my favourite people ever! @dixondystopia thank you so much for this bestie! You're absolutely amazing and I love this so much! And that quote, y'all.
“I want you. All of you. Your flaws. Your mistakes. Your imperfections. I want you and only you.”
TELL ME THAT ISN'T SOMETHING Y/N WOULD SAY TO DARYL? BECAUSE SHE WOULD! MY BABIES <333
This is amazing. I can go on about this all day. Just... Thank you for this. I really love it 💜
#krys rambles ★#shopping spree hangout dreams#young!daryl dixon#young!daryl#young daryl dixon#daryl dixon#the walking dead#twd daryl
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‼️ babygirl spotted in sumeru city ‼️
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sorry for not drawing ive been playing this game for the past week
#ITS PAIN AND MISERY#if any isat people are curious where i am. act 3 and i did the hangout thing with loop!#rambles
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Oh my god. The end of the route with Venti. Kaeya slipping away because he’s not a follower of Barbatos and thinks that means he’s not a true son of Mond. Venti essentially telling Kaeya and Traveler point-blank that he’s tired of losing the people he cares about before the ending (I think he’s alluding to the nameless bard’s death before he got to see New Mondstadt + maybe the Ragnvindr ancestor leaving before the same). The poem and exchange at the end where Venti tries to tell Kaeya that it doesn’t matter that he doesn’t follow him and is from Khaenri’ah, he’ll bless him all the same (and what a thing to say to a descendant of the godless nation)!! I am also specifically losing my mind over this line
(Yeah he sure does have stars in his eyes, and the Abyss euphemism is NOT subtle. Kaeya admitted in Caribert that he doesn’t want to be connected to the Abyss, and the poem as a whole is Venti describing Kaeya’s struggle with who he’s meant to be and his fate)
And this one
The thought of not having to live forever in struggle over his identity under the shadow of the legacy his ancestors have left him, and being able to choose the dawn—I can’t help but think this is intentional; the dawn is widely used as a symbol of new beginnings, but it’s got to also be representative of his adoptive family (especially Diluc, whose name origin diluculum apparently means dawn) which is closely associated with dawn.
#I still have two endings left so fingers crossed the brothers get to talk#give us some lore. tell us about your childhood. did your dad ever bring you guys on vacation to sumeru after kaeya’s ill-planned adventure#also the whole safe harbor thing. yes it could just be venti’s respect for mortals but also he loves kaeya as much as he loves everyone else#in mond okay that is his boy.#do not boo me#anyway. good night if anyone needs me I’m going to be crying myself to sleep#liveblogging#mine#rambles#genshin spoilers#kaeya hangout spoilers#genshin#genshin impact#kaeya alberich#venti
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just realized I don't think I ever posted the sketches for what will (hopefully) become paintings!! Probably this week actually, once I do my pop sockets, as I'm not exactly allowed to go anywhere :') apologies for my inconsistent lighting I worked on loop hangout in the dark
#Feel like I should mention I'm not on house arrest or anything#I'm recovering from getting my wisdom teeth yanked#and have been ordered to rest so#anyways! I know for sure loops hangout scene and the opening are gonna be on canvas#but we have to see how much I trust myself to sketch bad touch on canvas#And then I need the confidence to paint it. so#making in-game scenes physical things I can hold is one of my favorite activities#anyways! bit of a ramble there#so it's tag time#in stars and time spoilers#in stars and time#jester's drawing#one should probably stop him
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The emotional crash and anxiety spiral that hits immediately after hanging out with someone
Did I do good, did I socialize right, did I sound cool, gods do they hate me now, was I to weird, was I to much, did I talk to much, did I have enough to do, I miss them, do they hate me, God I fucked it up probably, whyd I say that, why didn't I say that, do they think I'm weird, do they like me, did-
It exhausts me, but I can't turn it off
#actually autistic#actually adhd#ramblings#mental health#generalized anxiety disorder#social anxiety#anxiety#social phobia#socializing is so Hard#they even said they'd try to hangout again soon why am i so worried i fucked up somehow!!#mag barks
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