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How did you get so good at animating and drawing? Aside from practice, what techniques do you use? What software do you use?
I only know the basics/fundamentals of both drawing and animation.
For drawing, I've carried out lessons about the Elements and principles of design, the history of graphics design, traditional drawing techniques, color theory, anatomy, character design, blah blah blah. Lots of info I still do my best to practice/put in my art. If y'all notice me animating gifs then it's bc I have time to do so... ( I'm in term break until late July ) They're likely short, but it's through animation blocking, timing, and incorporating both in-betweens and tweening.
I've used Adobe Animate/After Effects for school projects, sometimes for doodles only, I currently use Clip Studio Paint bc it's where I'm more comfy with ^^ Maybe someday I'll be able to afford Toon Boom hehe.
#messyr#always morally correct to pirate adobe products guys trust me in this one#anyway it's not that im THAT GOOD- I just expose myself to so much media consumption + my unquenchable thirst for art is just something#I still have a lot of flaws in my works from mediocre to average in professionals/industry's eyes. Theres still so much to learn and try#Considering my course as a multimedia student- also feeds the 'I want to learn everything and anything' mindset.#born to animate forced to be a mixed package: honestly im not even gonna complain AHAHAHHA#im actually surprised im not burnt out after 2d animation finals in 1st year and film production finals 2nd year#MANIFESTING TO GRADUATE AS JACK OF ALL TRADES / MASTER OF NONE#pls dont percieve me as easy going or envy shit- i work TWICE as hard in everything I do bc imindubitably so dumb at times#not only that but almost always handicapped as if God decides to nerf patch my life every damn time
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I need more "Jimmy actually needs the Codfather head to breathe properly on land, so when Fwhip steals it, it poses an actual threat to his health" Empires fics in my life, please and thank you
#Codfather#Empires SMP#ESMP 1#ESMP S1#Count Fwhip#honest to god I want more of them please#Fwhip flying off with it and Jimmy begging for it back as he's gasping for air#respawning in his base which is within the conduit radius but it's not the same as water#so it's still painful until he manages to make it to his dock#give me Codfather Jimmy With A Breathing Handicap please
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Bro... what if noe was never actually injured when he got scooped up by the teacher...
Like what if the traffickers tied up one of his eyes so he had little to no chance of manipulating the formula to escape or worst 😭
Like we know the weight eyes have on vampires, as seen by the churchs methods and ruthvens whole shtick; the traffickers could have harmed him to hamdicap him somewhat, but given he 1) hasnt lost his eye, and 2) the traffickers likely knew his value, its highly unlikely they would permanently disfigure/harm him
Interesting thought!
My one counterpoint to the theory of him not being injured at all is that we do see Noé keep the bandages on for a while after he first starts staying at Teacher's, and I can't think of a reason why Teacher wouldn't have removed them pretty quickly if Noé weren't hurt.
The panel with Domi and Louis is from pretty soon after Teacher brings Noé home, but the other scene shows Noé in a different outfit, and Teacher is back from wherever he disappeared to after dropping Noé off, so I think it must be set at least a day or two later. That's plenty of time for Noé to take off the bandages, so why not do so if he isn't hurt?
However, you do raise a really good point about how removing the use of one eye is an effective way to disable a vampire, since it interferes with their ability to manipulate the world formula. Not wanting to "damage the merchandise" aside, if the traffickers weren't otherwise prepared to wrangle a vampire child, temporarily injuring one of Noé's eyes could have been a pretty effective way to make sure he didn't make too much trouble while in their custody.
Based on present day Noé's seemingly functional eyesight, we know that, like you said, whatever happened to him probably didn't cause significant permanent damage. That wouldn't have been wise on the kidnappers' part, and even if Noé never talked about it, I feel like we would have seen evidence by now if he had damaged vision in one eye. But a temporary injury that the traffickers knew he'd heal from eventually? It's cruel, but it's not a bad idea.
#I'd been passively assuming that his injury had to have come from some kind of Incident#the thought of them injuring him on purpose for a handicap is. god#practical but upsetting. thanks for putting that idea in my head 👍#vnc#vanitas no carte#the case study of vanitas#ask#anon#theory#noé archiviste#noé archiviste my beloved#ID in alt text#others' meta#now I'm getting curious to dig back through and double check that there's no evidence of him having problems with his left eye#I'm pretty certain there isn't. but I've missed things before
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Y'all I am so fucking tired.
Me: vents about being shit on by doctors and struggling with ND symptoms in public
People: UM!!! AKTUALLY THAT IS NOW HOW YOU TALK ABOUT AUTISM! YOU ARE USING THE WRONG WORDS!!! LIKE I AM SO SORRY ITS HARD FOR YOU BUT UR MAKING IT SO HARD FOR PEOPLE WITH REALER DISORDERS :(((((
Me sitting here, not autistic and never once mentioning autism but with several other ND diagnoses that don't get taken seriously because US culture is a shit show and it doesn't exist if they've never heard of it, am never allowed to self advocate and constantly shut out of both NT and ND spaces for not fitting into the boxes people want, staring at the camera like I am on the office on the verge of tears.
Yes internet, people can 'go nonverbal', it is a real phrase for real symptoms and not just a term for someone permanently mute! No it is not 'just a meltdown' and calling an autistic person's symptoms 'just' anything is completely self defeating anyway, and so is saying I can't use the phrase nonverbal anymore because I have shown improvement in my conditions over the course of decades of hard work! I fucking HATE PEOPLE SO MUCH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
#eljin talks#medical shit#vent post#im sorry guys i apparently am just not allowed to ever open my mouth ever anywhere without someone telling me im wrong#we need to reteach passive aggression i s2g one more bitch goes#but i didnt use mean words and added ur valid at the end of implying youre a bad person for using ur diagnosis term wrong :( ur overreacting#like ffs#'oh im so sorry that happened but ur wrong and hirting hypothetical people who must have it worse than u bc theres no way its that bad'#CONGRATS YOU NOW SOUND JUST LIKE THE PROBLEMATIC ASSHOLES WHO ARE THE REASON PEOPLE GET DENIED DIABILITY#YOU ARE PART OF THE PROBLEM DOUCHECANNOES#'um u dont have that only rly sick people have that :('#HAVE U CONSIDERED I AM REALLY SICK SUSAN?????#this is the gods damned eauivelant of telling me i shouldnt use the handicapped parking incase someone more diabled than me needs it#lets take the dsm5 and use it to make moltav cocktails to pelt abelists and gatekeepers#oh also 'well if talking about it is triggering then you shouldnt talk about it :('#talking about it ISNT karen being treated like a 5 year old and or serial killer while trying to share something vulnerable is!
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"God has never said you have to perform great deeds for your country and humanity to have lived well Where would that leave all the sick people in the world? Look at me, for instance, needing assistance all the time. You wouldn't say that we sick and bedridden of the world are 'useful'! But usefulness is not the point. Our lives are of great worth if we accept with good grace the situation Providence places us in and go on living lovingly....Our talents and handicaps may differ greatly, but we are all equal in this: each of us is born to manifest God's glory; to know, love and serve him here below and share in his eternal life after death...if you make the vital decision to live humbly and lovingly, you will live fruitful lives and be happy."
~Takashi Nagai
(Image taken in 1946 while mourning for his wife - Public domain)
#Christian#Catholic faith#usefulness is not the point of life#living lovingly is the point of life#accept God's providence with grace#Takashi Nagai#hibakusha#physician#Atomic Bomb survivor#Nagasaki Japan#talents#handicaps#humility#we are born to manifest God's glory#know love serve God
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oh, Endometriosis? that bitch is no sis of mine, (disowns my reproductive system)
#I almost threwd up lol I’m in so much pain i have to laugh about it#I’m gonna splash out on a KFC party bucket and Prosecco rn bc I can’t even take anymore painkillers!! I’m going insane!#I can only self medicate on chicken and wine now there are no other options!!!#like I’m asking fr WHY does this shit need to spread pain to your LEGS?? Your BACK? your SHOULDERS??#like I have chronic pain already!! this is salt in a festering wound!!#god must hate me so much for being as cool as I am#it’s the only reason I would be handicapped so severely in life#but I’ll get that son of a bitch one day
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Hi! As someone who now kinda wants to check out Trigun because of the hype, do you recommend that I can start with Stampede? Or do I really need to watch the OG anime first to better understand/enjoy it? Thank you! 🙋🏻♀️
you can start with stampede! i'd say knowing the context of the original enhances the experience but isn't necessary to enjoy the show. I would consider stampede more viewer-friendly, especially for those of us who are used to modern storytelling conventions (the original suffers the consequences of general writing trends in anime at the time it was produced and of the fact that it was produced long before the manga was finished, so the story is somewhat disjointed and has a lot of filler which makes it REALLY hard to get into.) if you do end up liking stampede, however, I'd suggest trying out watching at least SOME of the original because it adds a lot of cool nuance and context to the story that stampede tells!
#your only REAL handicap is that you're missing out on references that clue you into the context of the story early on#and quite a few references in the finale. but none of those references are hugely necessary to understand the plot so you should be fine!#i didn't DISLIKE the origial and like i said im glad i watched it first but it was. REALLY hard to get into.#even as someone who understands writing trends & enjoys a lot of older anime trigun is. a product of its time.#there's almost no context given for the story you're witnessing until a good 20 episodes in.#the main villain isn't named at all until halfway through the runtime#and even TWO EPISODES BEFORE THE FINALE i still did not have enough information to fully understand what the hell was going on#vash was going into the final fucking battle and i still didn't know what knives WAS let alone what the fuck he WANTED#not to mention nick was FULLY DEAD and i still didnt know what his deal was. like ok go off king have ur moment bleeding out in the church#but can you EXPLAIN WHATS GOING ON BEFORE YOU SUCCUMB TO THE BLOOD LOSS PLEASEEEEEEEE GOD#stampede does that whole thing WAY better imo. it sprinkles the backstory more naturally throughout the show#again. part of this is 90s writing conventions. but there's only so much i can take fr#it was like comparable to evangelion in terms of LACK OF CONTEXT#anyways. this isnt supposed to be me complaining about the original. it had its moments. i watched 24 episodes of it like it was not BAD#but like. i think the story really benefits from the way that stampede chooses to lay everything out. is what im saying.#tldr watch them in whatever order but if you like stampede try the original#you might not like it more than stampede but you WILL feel cool when you realize how it all relates to stampede#asks#vash is also WAAAAAY sexier in stampede. HOWEVER. the women of the show are like 10 times sexier in the original. so. pick your poison ig
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god had to give han jisung anxiety bc he knew he’d be too powerful without it
#skz#stray kids#han jisung#this thought brought to you by my musings about han’s solo songs and his general all-rounderness#like mans really has it all#personality? check. sings? heavenly. raps? flawlessly engaging. producing skills? just look at the man’s discography.#visuals? Look At Him.#like he’s got no flaws#bros perfect#the only scratch on his record is the questionable angsty teen stuff he did which he apologized for#besides kids will be kids they don’t know any better#but like a man who learns from his mistakes? check#like without the anxiety he’d be too OP#god had to give him a handicap
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#my mom's cousin calls us every sunday to chat#she is mentally handicapped and so sometimes doesn't pick up on things#and she loves talking about church#and she asks if i went to church#and most weeks i'll say nope#and she'll say why#and i'll say i didn't feel like it or i was working on a project#and today she said why didn't you feel like it#and i said it didn't make me feel good#and she said why#and i said i'm in a fight with god and we need some space#and she's quiet and her brain is buffering#and she's like will you feel like going next week#and i'm like probably not#and she's like why not#and i said well god's pretty big so a fight with god is pretty big#and her brain buffers some more#and then bless her she was so concerned if i was doing okay#and internally i was like girl i have to be we can't have this conversation#anyway lots of people describe their leaving religion experience as filled with anger#but i'm just here years of slowly slogging through mud#i might be ready for proper anger soon i think to some extent it's warranted#but idk it's a lot
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@soulsxng replied to your post “Wrenn & Alli: *happily basking in freedom so much...”:
Tahariel argues that they /are/ more free than they were before, at least. Are they actually? Who knows. He's gonna say that they are, though.
Hey, as long as all of them can use their magic as they please and they can go outside of the usual living premises? They're happy.
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They....they can go outside, right...?
#{ the gods are watching. } commentary#{ gilded cages } imperial au#(( I mean just unsealing Alli's magic was SO much for her ))#(( it was a literal forced handicap in so many ways ))#(( she couldn't *dance* bc her prosthetics needed to properly connect with her magic and Alli loves dancing ))#(( but also like ))#(( ....they are allowed to go outside right? Probably with a ''body guard'' but...yeah? asdfsd ))
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throwback to when I was at my intensive this year and the power went out because of a freak storm so to entertain us the teachers made us put on a talent show in the common room (NO dancing allowed) and I sang Jolene. I couldn't find a karaoke version in the key I liked so I just sang the whole thing a capella while keeping a beat on my leg and everybody freaked out and went crazy when I finished and I won an award. my boy Marcus kept coming up to me the following week to tell me how cool I was and ask me how much training I had and I was like uh sir I practice singing to myself in the car and that's it. anyway life changing experience low key
also now that I'm remembering it I won a recognition award at the showcase too that week for most versatile dancer so I might be a little bit cool. jury is still out on that one though
#this one guy performed three times#i was like oh my god we get it youre gay me too youre not special.#sorry to that guy because that was mean.#jury is still out because i have many handicapping diseases such as being eighteen years old. sorry about that one guys#daffodil lamenting
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my mother has children called Darwin and Blessing in her class.
#she’s a teacher at a school for mentally handicapped kids#anyways#god those poor kids#Like where are we?? Ohio??
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god made me socially anxious because I would be too powerful otherwise
#i'm gonna start looking at my life this way#i'll look at my flaws like god just messed with the handicaps in guilty gear in my character selection#my anxiety hinders my true form because it is too powerful to be seen bare#i have a fear of needles to hold back my transition because testoterone would make me too hot for the world to handle#B)
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sometimes I think about the fact that through the neuropsych evaluation I had when I was 14 i was deemed to have a working memory related possibly-genetic anomalous neurological issue based on how insanely and noticeably bad my immediate recall skills were/are. and i did not learn about this and had just assumed it was adhd related until literally last year at the age of 21. because it was never addressed ever
#I’ve had so many issues in school and shit because of this and it sometimes makes me So anxious#like#like I double and triple check texts I write sometimes just because it’s so common for me to miss something small thatd make me sound stupid#or something along those lines#that and ugh god DATES. due dates. I’ve almost ruined entire final projects because I recalled a date wrong#whenever I have to enter verification codes I have to say it out loud multiple times becuaee if I don’t there’s a good chance I’ll forget#almost immediately#like it’s affected a ton of stuff in my teenage to young adult life and I didn’t know that it was a legit NEUROLOGICAL problem until last#YEAR. in my (sort of) fourth year of college???#(sort of because i did 3 years community college 1 year of uni)#what do I even DO with that information#other than. I mean. im trying to get reassessed already but that’s primarily for autism reasons#having a hard fucking time with that though but anyway#it’s just wild to think how much of my life I’ve dealt with that without any legit help for it#kibumblabs#personal#sorry this is really out of nowhere I just. remember it sometimes#like oh yeah. i literally have a mystery neurological handicap. right
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My dream last night invented some weird steampunkish fantasytype crossover setting and I really don't remember much of it anymore except me and my sister had to go talk to some people and while we were trying to do that some other antagonistic group started approaching. And it was bad bc these guys had like weapons and stuff and there was just the 2 of us and I was worried :(
SO I first had to ask like. A bird? To go tell our buddies from elsewhere that we needed backup? Because it was while my sister was doing the talking bc she's better at talking to people than I am (accurate to real life). And I was hanging back so I saw these dudes first and I was like a shit crap I gotta keep them back somehow
My solution being go fuck it. One man army time go apeshit
#im always one man army when this happens. it normally still sucks ass because my subconscious mind is evil and hates me#and likes to make all npcs level 100 and keep me on handicap mode#but by god if i will not do it anyway. i am capable of unimaginable violence#its my outlet since i can't just do this to my problems in real life
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It was an ask blog for a PMD-E account, then after I transitioned I became boob-a-chu in tandem then tumblr made it so if you don't log in a year the blog dies so I had a hyphen removing surgery and now here I am... I forget when I did this tho. Like you'll see my URL on older posts with the hyphens and it doesn't link to this one (I guess it doesn't update replies cuz you'll see "dead" accounts and then OP replies "how is this post getting shit" and oh OP changed their name and tumblr glitched)
***I do not mean how long have you owned the url. How long have you been using it? Quick stints with other urls don't count if you have mostly used this url. If you switch around a lot I mean THIS current url.
#the only one I'll sometimes see with the hyphen era is on a post dunking on some dipshit who thinks doctors deserve more respect than furrie#sorry but a furry is unlikely to molest you and then charge you money for it#and then destroy your brain cells cuz you're in agony#and break your legs#like they'll draw that happening if it's your kink but they won't also charge you thousands of dollars#god I have zero respect for health professionals#If you're an American pray you die before you become handicapped cuz the system will torment you#and lord help you if you're unable to speak for themselves#we have to take care of each other cuz the hospital corporations will grind us to dust to save $3#sorry I took care of my disabled grandparents and dad for 15 years and just#American hospitals are a nightmare#Never let your healthcare become a buisiness#worst mistake of my life#I mean it was clearly someone from before I was born that did this#but still
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