#half asleep daydream

[despairbreaker-wcdesigns]

hi this HALF ASLEEP DAYDREAM , this about the Tricks Up My Sleeve MAP n mostly copy pasted from us twitter

(background info , MAP in development for 5 years , now realize after posted that 2 cp artists in it , host publicly saying that nothing will be done because "its done now")

This whats been going on behind scenes , server of map . we literally had to be one to get host to even make public response , to have Possible Change

nothing else has been said in server about situation . is feel main reason is because only half of people still in server , server extremely inactive except for if ping , and 2 people in question arent in server , majority of time map was in making was just inactivity (5 years)

we suffered panic attacks more realize 2 cp artists were in same map , that there was No Care until we alone had to say shit in dead silent server , despite comments mad too being map host isnt just about you , it about audience and participants and their thoughts n comfort too

is hope this does something or shed light . idk what else can do other than keep begging for change . dont want our name and thing we made as minor to be next to 2 cp artists

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sorry need say this here , we dont have any far reaching socials anymore , is hope warrior cats fandom sees this

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edit jan 7 . 2024 :

genuinely forgot we posted this here too , but this jan 5th update and final one , she wont do anything and call our worries equivalent of “entitled person wanting better art in map”

nothing but cruel , thats all ,

[teddybeartoji]

neighbor!toji finds you sitting in front of your apartment door late at night as he's coming home and at first, he's really not planning on saying anything. he still doesn't know you, he hasn't talked to you – the most you've gotten is a look and a nod whenever you happen to take the elevator with him or when you just bump into him on your way out. and he really isn't the type to make small talk but with your knees pulled to your chest and your head rested on top of your hands, you look miserable and toji finds it very hard to ignore you.

he keeps stealing glances at your curled up figure as he searches for the keys in his pocket and it's only when he's got the door open, he swallows the weird lump in his throat.

"y'wanna come inside?" his voice is raspy, tired, but it does the job of luring you out of your little bubble.

there's a moment of silence.

toji isn't stupid, he knows the dangers of the world and it doesn't take him long to realize how strange his offer might sound. his eye twitches out of sheer embarrassment as he averts his gaze, rough fingers fidgeting with the keys in his hand.

"that would be really nice actually, yeah."

there's no suspicion in your tone, nothing that would indicate that you're thinking what he's thinking. toji's mossy green eyes meet yours and he's met with a look he knows all too well.

exhausted.

"just so i can charge my phone?" you're already trying to apologize for yourself. to tell him that you'll only stay for as long as you need, afraid that you're bothering him.

but he just gives you a hum, patiently waiting for you to push yourself off the ground. for a moment, you stand next to him in front of the door, waiting for him to step inside first but when he gestures to go in before him, you don't argue with him. your hushed 'thank you' doesn't go unheard.

his apartment is tidy. probably even more so than your own. it looks surprisingly cozy – the light isn't a big, bright one but a dimmed down one instead and the sight of his big couch makes you let out a soft sigh. from the corner of his eye, toji observes you. he hasn't had anybody over in a long time and now here you are.

he tells you to take off your shoes and to take a seat while he goes to look for a charger, giving you the perfect opportunity to take a better look around the place – dvd's, old magazines and newspapers, a few movie posters and one singular plant. it's not a lot but it still feels like a good home.

at the sound of his voice, you snap out of your thoughts. your fingers brush against one another as you take the charger from him with another 'thank you'. a

"you're not going to kill me or anything though, right?"

...

for a man his size and his age, he feels a bit small under your gaze. you're blunt more than anything and he's just a little caught off-guard by your question.

"no."

"that's good."

you break the eye-contact to look for a place to plug in the charger and he feels relieved. "you feel safe."

you say it like it's nothing.

"i wouldn't've accepted the offer from anyone else, i think. well, maybe from the lady across the hall but then again, she'd just scold me for being up so late and i'm way too tired for that."

the words slip from your lips as if they're light as air while toji needs a second to really hear you, to know that he isn't making you uncomfortable. that in your eyes, he isn't scary or threatening in any shape or form. perhaps you're just naive for putting your trust into a stranger like this but toji still can't help but feel a little warm inside.

he doesn't say anything and you don't mind his silence. you do thank him a third time and let your lips curl into a proper smile when he almost unintentionally raises his brow at you – like it's weird that you're doing that.

he ends up bringing you a glass of water before joining you on the couch, both of your eyes set on the tv screen and the show that plays on it as you eakt for your phone to come alive again.

it doesn't feel wrong to just be with him like this.

it's right enough for you to let your exhaustion sneak up on you. your eyelids grow heavy without you even realizing it and then you're already dozing off on your neighbor's couch.

your quiet snores are so unfamiliar, the mere idea of somebody being able to fall asleep in his presence so surreal that he's left sitting there dumbfoundedly. regardless, he reaches for a blanket before throwing it over your body ever so carefully and turns down the volume of the tv as to not disturb you.

a stranger, a neighbor. somebody, who makes him feel a bit more alive. a silly comment, a blunt reply. a smile and a thank you.

a push to keep on going.

[tetzoro]

your eyes flutter open as the soft sunday sun pours through the curtains and into the room. it’s quiet, save for the soft snores filling your ears. with the way your body is tangled with kuroo’s, you feel the wisps of his bedhead tickle your cheek, his face happily buried in the crook of your neck.

it’s not often you wake up before your boyfriend, especially on the weekend. he’s notorious for sticking to a strict sleep schedule — his circadian rhythm forever constant and unrelenting.

but every once in a blue moon, you were able to awake before him, enjoying the peaceful nature of your sweet tetsu snoozing gently by your side.

it only lasts a few moments before he stirs awake, making a small sound as his hold on you tightens, a lazy peppering of kisses wherever his lips can reach.

images of the night before flood your mind. his skin buzzing against yours, hands roaming all over your body and invading each of your senses. how effortlessly he can bring you over the edge with just a few simple touches.

“good morning beautiful.” his morning voice is always so deep — raspy. you shut your eyes again, murmuring a greeting back at him as he props himself up a little to kiss you on the cheek.

the world shifts as he pulls you into his arms, — the steady rise and fall of his chest soothes you even more. his heart thrums against your ear, no doubt matching the pace as your own — always in sync.

mornings like this were always welcome. a moment where you could pause and bask in each others company. no work to run off to, no plans to be made. just a time where the two of you can quietly be together and curl up in the warmth of the love you share.

[wisecrackingeric-2]

Silly lil self-indulgent headcannon that during his time with Umbrella, Luis got pretty good at drawing from life- and now he doodles the things that mean the most to him <<<333 but he’d NEVER show his sketchbook to Leon. That’d be way too embarrassing

[sukugo]

Ok, I need to scream this at somebody and I feel like you're the right person. WHAT THE FUCK is the deal with hayden Christensen in the early 2000s?? I don't even like men, I'm a lesbian, I don't find men attractive I don't want to have sex with them, I don't like men. But what the fuck is up with early 2000s hayden christensen?? Like what?? I'm sorry??? I want to lick him. I want to spank him and make him cry. And like.. what the fuck?? How does somebody's voice even sound like that?? How are lips even that pouty??? I want to push anakin skywalker face down into a mattress and make him fucking sob?? Anyway. Um. Why is he so fuckable? It's like completely ungodly?? And I'm sorry did I mention the voice?? Like what? What the fuck?

SCREAAAAAAMMMNNNNNN

ANON ARE U ME? DID I WRITE THIS? bc it literally feels like i lost consciousness and sent this to myself HDASJDHASJDASD

which is my way of saying GOD YEAH FUCKING MOOOOOODDD. I GET YOU SO MUCH U HAVE NO IDEA. I AM ALSO A LESBIAN WHO WANTS TO FUCK YOUNG HAYDEN CHRISTENSEN

u're so correct about everything, he's so fuckable, he's so insanely fuckable, i don't fucking get it either 😭😭😭😭😭😭 LITERALLY!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lick him and spank him and fuck him into a mattress while he sobs.... yeah.. yeah yeah YEAH

this man unlocks Feelings inside one that are just. crazy. lusting after a man. can u fucking believe this anon. 😭😭😭😭😭

[blue-howlite]

[mildmayfoxe]

surely there must be a band somewhere that specializes in songs that are the sounds of big cats growling and roaring over electric guitar riffs

[kyrie-bby]

Paracosm #8

You are his high school sweetheart, and you're still together after a decade. That is, until he was forced to enter into an arranged marriage. He was unable to defy his parents' wishes. He complied begrudgingly. However, this wasn't enough to keep him from meeting or being with you.

The sleepless nights he had to endure solely to sneak out and spend time with you; the secretive phone conversations you made during the day, disguising yourselves as coworkers. The dates designated as 'business meetings'. Finally, the moments when he never failed to pamper you with his love and riches. His wife asks him, "Why do you always shop for jewellery online but never see you gift me one?". Oh, only if his poor wife knows.

Only if she knew how many jewellery pieces you already had in your drawer would you continue to receive more. All from her husband.

[depravedangelbaby]

another morning waking up without someone inside of me :(

[trcelyneart]

That Hollywood Undead poll had me open up spotify to listen to City on loop oops

[flustersluts]

today I was super sleepy all day and I had to go out in the evening so I just lay in bed for 40 minutes and listened to a full album half asleep and. as someone who has always hated naps bc I wake up so disoriented let me tell u that shit is a game changer omg it was so fun and I acc felt way more rested afterwards. plus I am the type of person to never pay attention to music bc im always doing other shit bc it's too little stimulation if I'm just listening so it was also good for actually taking stuff in:00

[thatcringykid]

I created a universe.

In my head, I created one, it’s big, it gets bigger everyday. I’ve been building it since I was just a little kid. It’s so big I sometimes wonder if it’s possible for a human brain to remember so much. All the stories follow certain rules, and they all happen within the same universe, on their planet(s) in their part of the timeline and they affect future stories.

I know it’s a problem, it’s called maladaptive daydreaming. But I’ve based my hobbies, my passions and my future life goals on it. It’s the best thing I’ve ever made and I don’t want it gone.

I want to find other people just like me, that would like to talk about their universe with me. I want to share my my stories with other people. I want to find people who think like me, cuz I know there is.

[sircarolyn]

Counter-Measures Series 1

[toyherb]

hm. maybe it's my meds but being high doesn't really hold up to the hype

[hershelchocolate]

I sure hope the mechs fans are fully prepared for all of the absolute bullshit I am about to pull with the Just Right Of An Evening followup because I just finished writing the base outline and HOO BOY

You guys BETTER vote for interesting stuff to happen to Lyf because the things I have lined up. 👀 they'd hate me so much if they knew I was doing this to them

[milo-is-rambling]

Chronic pain really got me going to bed before it’s even dark out (also my little pink unicorn lights Millie got me look so cool in the second pic)