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marshpufu · 5 months ago
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Eepy time 💤
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ben-afton-ben-afton · 5 months ago
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Random sketches from my phone.... cuz why not? :"D
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(no tf2 😔😔😔😔 uh.....)
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dcviated · 20 days ago
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time to loot :: open
send “Treasure Chest Opened! You Acquired _____” along with an item my muse would obtain by opening a secret treasure chest.
@darksails sent a trap: Treasure Chest Opened! Malkuth acquires a strangely specific wig with bangs that somehow matches her exact hair color! Wow! ( Beneath that, however, is the real prize: a coupon for any establishment of her liking that a pirate will pay for as a gift. ;'D )
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"A TREASURE CHEST LIKE THE MOVIES?" Like any energetic young lady, throwing it open is hoped to yield countless gold doubloons or other nonsense. Heck. Even if they were chocolate? That'd be a huge victory all its own.
Instead, there's a buncha hair down in there? For a split second Malkuth had half a mind to think there was a corpse! Like if she plucked it out there'd be a skull or something. Not. Fortunately. But one can't help but notice the striking similarity.
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"....Ueh? But why do I need a wig that matches my hair? What's the point here. Huh. Well... guess I can hold onto it." Oh no! It would seem that the Kuranta was not quite keen on the special make of this wonderful piece. What she does notice is the coupon! Which she picks up with renewed glee and excitement.
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"FOOD FROM ANYWHERE I WANT? A FREE MEAL? THATS EVEN BETTER THAN A CRATE OF CHOCOLATES! Oh my gosh. Yay! I know just the pirate who I can redeem it with, too~!!!"
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aliciavance4228 · 6 days ago
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In a lot of fanarts and fanfics Artemis is usually associated with silver and Apollo with gold. While I understand where does this idea comes from, in most ancient sources she loves gold just as much as her twin brother:
Apollonius Rhodius, Argonautica 3. 879 ff (trans. Rieu) (Greek epic C3rd B.C.) : "Artemis, standing in her golden chariot after she has bathed in the gently water of Parthenios or the streams of Amnisos, and driving off with her fast-trotting deer over the hills and far away to some rich-scented sacrifice. "
Homeric Hymn 27 to Artemis : "I sing of Artemis with shafts are of gold (khryselakatos), strong-voiced (keladeine), the revered virgin (parthenon aidoin), dear-shooting (elaphebolos), delighter in arrows (iokheaira), own sister to Apollon of the golden sword (khrysaor). Over the shadowy hills and windy peaks she draws her golden bow, rejoicing in the chase, and sends out grievous shafts.
Callimachus, Hymn 3 to Artemis 98 ff (trans. Mair) (Greek poet C3rd B.C.) : "Thou [Artemis in her childhood] dist find by the base of the Parrhasian hill [in Arkadia] deer gamboling--a mighty herd. They always herded by the banks of the black-pebbled Anauros--larger than bulls, and from their horns shone gold. And thou wert suddenly amazed and saidst to thine own heart : ‘This would be a first capture worthy of Artemis.’ Five were there in all; and four thou didst take by speed of foot--without the chase of dogs--to draw thy swift car. But one escaped over the river Keladon, by devising of Hera, that it might be in the after days a labour for Herakles, nad the Keryneian hill received her. Artemis, Parthenos (lady of Maidenhood), Tityoktone (Slayer of Tityos), golden were thine arms and golden thy belt, and a golden car didst thou yoke, and golden bridles, goddess, didst thou put on thy deer. And where first did thy horned team begin to carry thee? To Thrakian Haimos [to obtain frost]."
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allmythologies · 2 years ago
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a-z myths: khione (greek mythology)
khione a nymph of mount haimos in thrake. she was a daughter of boreas, god of the north-wind, and oreithyia, the lady of mountain gales. khione was probably a goddess of snow.
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seth-shitposts · 1 year ago
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okay, this so is embarrassing for me, but you’re a creator I love and respect to an insane degree; and I was wondering: how do you want us to refer to you? Do you want to be referred to as a collective (I.E with they/them pronouns)? Are there any particular pronouns you prefer? If there a name you want to be called?
you totally don’t have to answer this is I’m overstepping
Egdiduhdxbdhd- *little scree* thAnK YOu-
*cries from joy and honor*
Mmmm all of us, or at least all 7 frequent fronters/pilots, use they/them pronouns to some degree, so that's always a safe bet. We're all kinda just littering about the genderspectrum in that degree.
Seth, Alice, and I will front the majority of time (not always at the same time though. It's just more likely to be one of us)
Collectively, we refer to ourselves as pilots because we work together to "pilot" the body. And quite a few of the past hosts really enjoyed the skies and clouds, so we also use Cumulonimbus System. (Which is also a play on storm system, the Cumulonimbus cloud being that ginormous one that can be very dangerous for planes to fly through.)
So more often collectively unless we iterate who is fronting (we don't always know).
They/Them and Pilots or Cumulonimbus System.
Also, here's a cheat sheet of our emote/color indicators!
🧡 Devon [They/He]
💛 Haimo [They/Them]
❤️🖤 Harley [They/She]
🤍🖤 Lilith [They/Them]
💚 Seth/Sebastián [He/They]
💖 Alice/Toga [Any]
💙 Alexsandr [They/He/It]
Sometimes when we use 3 ish hearts, it's usually who is piloting and who might be lurking near front [ex: 💖💖💚 would mean Alice is fronting and she knows that Sebastián is somewhere in the area]
I'm actually thrilled to be asked, so you're doing marvelously, friend 💙🫂 Thank you so much for asking! And I'm positively honored that you think so highly of us.
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szottesfolditanyak · 1 year ago
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“The last time I taught ‘The Scarlet Letter,’ I discovered that my students were really struggling to understand the sentences as sentences—like, having trouble identifying the subject and the verb,” she said. “Their capacities are different, and the nineteenth century is a long time ago.”
At Harvard, as elsewhere, courses that can be seen to approach an idea of canon, such as Humanities 10, an intensive, application-only survey, have been the focus of student concerns about too few Black artists in syllabi, or Eurocentric biases.
“There’s a real misunderstanding that you can come in and say, ‘I want to read post-colonial texts—that’s the thing I want to study—and I have no interest in studying the work of dead white men,’ ” Menon said. “My answer, in the big first lecture that I give, is, If you want to understand Arundhati Roy, or Salman Rushdie, or Zadie Smith, you have to read Dickens. Because one of the tragedies of the British Empire”—she smiled—“is that all those writers read all those books.”
I asked Haimo whether there seemed to be a dominant vernacular at Harvard. (When I was a student there, people talked a lot about things being “reified.”) Haimo told me that there was: the language of statistics. One of the leading courses at Harvard now is introductory statistics, enrolling some seven hundred students a semester, up from ninety in 2005. “Even if I’m in the humanities, and giving my impression of something, somebody might point out to me, ‘Well, who was your sample? How are you gathering your data?’ ” he said. “I mean, statistics is everywhere. It’s part of any good critical analysis of things.”
Haimo and I turned back toward Harvard Square. “I think the problem for the humanities is you can feel like you’re not really going anywhere, and that’s very scary,” he said. “You write one essay better than the other from one semester to the next. That’s not the same as, you know, being able to solve this economics problem, or code this thing, or do policy analysis.”
“In general, they loved the humanities and rated them higher than their other courses. However, they were unclear on what the humanities were—two hundred and twenty-two thought that biology was a humanity.”
For many students, the humanities already are the little bird. Tiffany Harmanian, a senior at A.S.U., is premed, with a neuroscience major (“I come from a family of doctors—I’m Middle Eastern!” she told me), but minors in English and founded a student organization called the Medical Humanities Society. Growing up, she lived in novels and poetry. But it hadn’t occurred to her to go all in as an English major while being premed. “People involved in the humanities may not even need to go to school for what they’re wanting to do,” she said; she didn’t see what studying “The Waste Land” had to do with making it as a poet. “Also, because of the world we’re living in, there’s this desperation for being able to make money at a young age and retire at a young age,” she added.
I asked her what she meant.
“A lot of it has to do with us seeing—they call them ‘influencers’ online,” Harmanian said, pronouncing the word slowly for my benefit. “I’m twenty-one. People my age have crypto. People have agents working on their banking and trading. Instead of working nine to five for your fifteen-dollar minimum wage, you can value your time.” She and her peers had grown up in an age that saw the lie in working for the Man, so they were charging out on their own terms. “It’s because our generation is a lot more progressive in our thinking,” she told me.
In 2007, the university received twenty-eight per cent of its operating budget from the state; last year, it was only nine per cent, for a budget of $4.6 billion. “We are operating in full enterprise modality,” the president, Michael Crow, announced. To put it differently: many of the greatest American public universities increasingly run as private businesses.
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“Some scholars observe that, in classrooms today, the initial gesture of criticism can seem to carry more prestige than the long pursuit of understanding. One literature professor and critic at Harvard - not old or white or male - noticed that it had become more publicly rewarding for students to critique something as “problematic” than to grapple with what the problems might be; they seemed to have found that merely naming concerns had more value, in today’s cultural marketplace, than curiosity about what underlay them.”
- “The End of the English Major” in The New Yorker
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justmylifemonologue · 10 days ago
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Things I wanted to say but can't
12-14-24
dear, I've been down lately. I slept too much just to get away with things. I know I demand too much. Pero idk. Got too focused on my emotions too much these days. And if ever man na mayda magbago of how I treat you, its because of how this relationship is handled. I dont blame you with anything. I'm just sad and got carried away with things. I'm not planning to tell you this yet so, probably be making a diary out of it. I kept on thinking na everything would be worth it in the end. But is it really worth in the end? I know na youre always tired of that duty. And I have to understand. Pero it feels like ako lugi dito eh. You're not doing nga that is bad, pero youre making me cry all the time just thinkng nga you would have little time with me I know i know. Pero youre slowly losing me. I wanted you to be there when I need you. Pero it feels like I dont feel like youre always there for me. I wanna be patient with you. pero its like may kulang eh. Is like i'm always seeking from this haimo, pero you cant even get a glance to give to me. I just want you to be happy, and I want myself to be happy too. Pero if this always makes me ill then I'd rather stop. Pero I dont have the courge to say it to you, because I love you and you complete me. I know i dont want to expect people to complete people.
GIVE IT SOME TIME STEPHANIE, BE PATIENT, BE KIND BE MORE UNDERSTANDING EVEN IF ITS ACHING
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ablogtopost · 3 months ago
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"Homo Peccatis filius Perditionis"
Ou por que aqueles que interpretam as Profecias referentes à "Israel" como falando literalmente do Povo Judeu são aqueles que esperam pelo Anticristo.
"Em seguida, os Padres acreditavam que o Anticristo seria da raça judaica. Tal foi a opinião de Santo Irineu, São Jerônimo e do autor da obra 'De Consummatione Mundi', atribuída a Santo Hipólito, e de um escritor de um Comentário à Epístola aos Tessalonicenses, atribuído a Santo Ambrósio, de muitos outros, que acrescentam que ele será da tribo de Dã: como, por exemplo, São Gregório Magno, Teodoreto, Aretas de Cesaréia e muitos mais. Essa também é a opinião de Belarmino, que a considera certa. Lessius afirma que os Padres, com consentimento unânime, ensinam como indubitável que o Anticristo será judeu. Ribera repete a mesma opinião e acrescenta que Aretas, São Beda, Haimo, Santo Anselmo e Ruperto afirmam que por isso a tribo de Dã não está contada entre os selados no Apocalipse. Viegas diz o mesmo, citando outras autoridades. E isso parecerá provável, se considerarmos que o Anticristo virá para enganar os judeus, de acordo com a profecia de nosso Senhor: 'Vim em nome de meu Pai, mas não me recebeis. Se vier outro em seu próprio nome, haveis de recebê-lo' (Jo 5,43); cujas palavras são interpretadas pelos Padres com o consentimento do falso Messias, que se fará passar pelos judeus como o verdadeiro. E esta, novamente, é a interpretação unânime dos Padres, tanto do Oriente como do Ocidente, como São Cirilo de Jerusalém, Santo Efrém o Siro, São Gregório Nazianzeno, São Gregório de Nissa, São João Damasceno, e também de Santo Irineu, São Cipriano, São Jerônimo, Santo Ambrósio e Santo Agostinho. A probabilidade disso também aparecerá se considerarmos, além disso, que um falso cristo falharia na primeira condição de sucesso se não fosse da casa de Davi; que os judeus ainda aguardam a sua vinda; que eles se prepararam para a ilusão crucificando o verdadeiro Messias; e é portanto que os Padres interpretam do verdadeiro Messias e do falso as palavras de Paulo aos Tessalonicenses: 'por não terem cultivado o amor à Verdade (τὴν ἀγάπην τῆς ἀληθείας) que os teria podido salvar. Por isso, Deus lhes enviará um poder que os enganará (ἐνέργειαν πλάνης) e os induzirá a acreditar no erro.' (2Ts 2,10-11).
Agora, penso que ninguém pode considerar a dispersão e a preservação providencial dos judeus entre todas as nações do mundo, a vitalidade indestrutível de sua raça, sem acreditar que eles estão reservados para alguma ação futura de Seu julgamento e Graça. E isto é predito repetidas vezes no Novo Testamento; por exemplo, nas Epístolas aos Romanos e aos Coríntios (Rm 9,15-24; 2Cor 3,16)."
- Cardeal Manning, em - "The Present Crisis of The Holy See tested by Prophecy.", London, Burns & Lambert, 1861, páginas 24-26.
As is well known, there is some lack of consistency among the Theologians in the way each tried to synthesize the variegated traditions that formed the Christian expectation of the Antichrist. This is no less true when it came to the question of the Antichrist’s origins. The starting point for much of New Testament and later Christian thought, as well as much Jewish apocalyptic thought in this area, was the book of Daniel, particularly the portrayal of the final wicked ruler of Daniel’s fourth kingdom in the visions of chapters 2 and 7, and filled in with details from chapters 8 and 11 which were thought to point beyond the past historical appearance of Antiochus Epiphanes. Paul (assuming it was indeed Paul) plainly draws upon this tradition in his description of the "man of lawlessness" in 2 Thessalonians 2,1-12. The book of Revelation too is indebted to this tradition in its depiction of the beast from the sea (13,1-9), who embodies in some sense the four kingdoms of Daniel 2 and 7. This tradition of the fourth kingdom, wedded always in some way in the literature of our period to the Roman empire, lent itself to fears and speculation about the return of Nero as the head of the revived fourth kingdom, as may be seen in the Ascension of Isaiah and in Sibylline Oracles 3, 4, and 5.(2) And Origen can refer to his three main sources for Antichrist teaching, Daniel, the writings of Paul (2 Thess. 2,1-12), and the Sayings of Jesus in the Gospels (Cels. 6. 45), without even mentioning the Johannine writings. But it is precisely in those writings (1John 2,18-22; 4,3; 2John 7), written towards the end of the first century AD, that the term ‘Antichrist’ makes its first known appearance in literature, and there no hint survives of a Roman or even a chiefly political foe. The author shows no trace of the Danielic fourth kingdom tradition at all. Rather, the emphasis is on deception, error, and false teaching, specifically about Jesus. This tradition is easily linked with words of Jesus in the Olivet Discourse about false prophets and false Christs working signs and wonders so as to deceive those who might still be looking for the Christ and, if such were possible, even the elect (Matt. 24,5, 11;23-24).
Most patristic authorities sought in some fashion to accommodate both these emphases in their portrait of the Antichrist. Commodian made two attempts at a resolution, writing first (instr. I. 41) of a single Neronian Antichrist who will deceive the Jews,(4) but later positing two Antichrists, a Neronian precursor and the final Jewish tyrant who will trick the Jews into thinking he is their Messtah. As Schaff summarizes this later view;
"The Goths will conquer Rome and redeem the Christians; but then Nero will appear as the heathen Antichrist, reconquer Rome, and rage against the Christians three years and a half. He will be conquered in turn by the Jewish and real Antichrist from the east, who, after the defeat of Nero and the burning of Rome, will return to Judea, perform false miracles, and be worshiped by the Jews. At last Christ appears, that is, God Himself ... with the lost Twelve Tribes [?] as his army, which had lived beyond Persia in happy simplicity and virtue. Under astounding phenomena of nature he will conquer Antichrist and his host, convert all nations, and take possession of the holy city of Jerusalem."
Lactantius seems to follow this bifurcation of the Antichrist, though he is ambiguous as to Roman or Jewish origins, stating only that the second figure will arise out of Syria (Div. Inst. 7. 16-18). More often however, as with Victorinus, Cyril of Jerusalem, and Jerome, if the seductive, false teacher, false Messiah motif was preserved, it was combined with the fourthkingdom tradition into a single figure who would be both a false Messiah to the Jews and a Roman emperor. For instance, Cyril, though he does not exactly say that Antichrist will be born a Jew, speaks both of the Jews honouring the Antichrist as their Messiah, supposing him to be of the line of David, and of the Antichrist seizing for himself the Roman power (Catech. Lect. 15,11)
The combination of a Jewish false Christ with a political tyrant is possibly attested in the Didache (16,4), which knows of a world-deceiver (ὁ κοσμοπλάνος) who appears as the Son of God, doing signs and wonders, into whose hands ‘the earth shall be delivered’. Barnabas 15,5 says only that when Christ returns, ‘he will destroy the time of the lawless one, and will judge the godless ones, and will change the sun and the moon and the stars ...’ without naming the lawless one as Satan or as a human figure. From a comparison with 4. 9 and 18,1-2, it would appear that the former is meant, though this author is familiar with the four-kingdom /little-horn expectation (4,1-5).
But our first explicit mention of a Jewish Antichrist comes in the writings of Irenaeus, where it occurs already in tandem with the opinion that he will also spring from the tribe of Dan (AH 5. 30. 2).'' In AH 5. 25 Irenaeus details the career of the Antichrist: from 2 Thess. 2, tying the notice of Antichrist’s taking his seat in the temple with the ‘abomination of desolation’ in Matt. 24: ts (cf. Dan. 9,27); from Dan. 7, the little horn from the fourth beast; and from Jesus’ parable of the unjust judge, Luke 18,2 f., wherein the judge is the Antichrist and the widow is the earthly Jerusalem: ‘he shall remove his kingdom into that (city), and shall sit in the temple of God, leading astray those who worship him, as if he were Christ’. Details are then taken from Dan. 8-9. Antichrist is John’s beast from the sea, and the beast from the earth is his ‘armour-bearer’ (5. 28. 2). In §. 30. 2 Irenaeus notes that Antichrist will be a Danite but that he will claim the Roman power. He might just have the name Teitan, a fitting name, for it ‘contains a Certain outward appearance of vengeance, and of one inflicting merited punishment because he (Antichrist) pretends that he vindicates the oppressed’ (§. 30. 3). The oppressed here are probably the Jews. Somewhat surprisingly, Irenaeus brings forth but two scriptural passages in support of Antichrist’s Danite origin. The first is Jer. 8: 16 (L.XX) ‘We shall hear the voice of his swift horses from Dan; the whole earth shall be moved by the voice of the neighing of his galloping horses: he shall also come and devour the earth, and the fulness thereof, the city also, and they that dwell therein.’ He finds further support for this in the omission of Dan from the list of the twelve tribes of the sealed in Rev. 7,5-7.
Antichrist from the tribe of Dan then makes his first known appearance in Irenacus, but it is in Hippolytus that he find his most scrupulous and eloquent biographer. Hippolytus’ copious description proceeds on the principle that ‘the deceiver seeks to
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lokeshgallery-blog · 10 months ago
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marshpufu · 6 months ago
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Catch-up Art Dump (Remaining General Art)
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tannedsince2004 · 10 months ago
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Lord sana paagi haimo tagi akon pasaylo ha mga tao na nacare haak yna kay aram ako the way i acted in front of them dre ako adto dre nira deserve ako. dre nra deserve na may friend or family hira na ako. they were good to me snd im grateful for that thank you Lord.
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dcviated · 1 year ago
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major arcana meme :: open
@seawrought sent: [WHEEL OF FORTUNE] for malkuth! it's not like haimo needs inspiration from a totally-not-friend or anything though!
[WHEEL OF FORTUNE] - Do they believe in destiny/fate? If so, what do they believe their "purpose" is in this life?
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Well, if there was such a thing for her to be aware that'd mean there's not a lot that could be done, huh?
But no, I don't think she or much of anyone believes in that manner of future in The City. It's a place pretty much bereft of that optimism which is part of why she was part of The Big Game Plot of harvesting Light to spread over the city, to give the people of The City a chance to fight back against the oppressive lives they existed within.
That backfired. Then it backfired again. If she believed there to be such a thing as destiny it would be quite the long-winded and patient thing, wouldn't it? And she is... not the most patient person!
No, instead Malkuth is very much the type to try and take matters into her own hands- despite the statement above, she definitely still struggles with her limits and knowledge. Something I believe is made apparent towards the latter parts of Ruina. The difference is that she's relying on herself to push forward.
But that's getting off track!
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Obviously, Malkuth's purpose in life is to get Highmore to smile and have fun. :DD!!
....Malkuth goes on to say that 'Elijah' feels like a distant past more than it is her current life, but it definitely feels as though her goals from then remain unchanged. An architect of beautiful buildings that inspired, to giving a hope for a future to the people around her. There's overlap that I won't be choosing to ignore.
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faerrads · 1 year ago
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mateoshija · 1 year ago
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Tukisema kwamba hatuna dhambi, twajidanganya wenyewe
Tukisema kwamba hatuna dhambi, twajidanganya wenyewe, wala kweli haimo mwetu. Tukiziungama dhambi zetu, Yeye ni mwaminifu na wa haki hata atuondolee dhambi zetu, na kutusafisha na udhalimu wote. Tukisema kwamba hatukutenda dhambi, twamfanya Yeye kuwa mwongo wala neno lake halimo mwetu. 1 Yohana 1:8-10
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seth-shitposts · 7 months ago
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System ramblings below the cut ft the main trio
Sebastián💚 & Alice💖: *pokes at Lexie*
Lexie💙: *tired groaning muffled by a pillow*
Sebastián💚: buddy,, process your thoughts.
Alice💖: you've been warding this one off for like. Three weeks now.
Lexie💙: excuse me if I *still* haven't processed the last two existential crises I've had. I'm not ready to add a third onto that pile.
Alice💖: Yeah, so process it just a little. So it doesn't get thrown onto the unprocessed pile.
Sebastián💚: and you don't plan on touching either of the other two for awhile. Options are *low*
Lexie💙: uuuggggghhhhhhhhhhh.
Lexie💙: I think I might not be as male leaning gender identity wise as I thought. Or, at least, as I had been before I merged with Haimo sometime last year.
Seb💚&Alice💖: *nodding*
Lexie💙: I'm still not comfortable when strangers or people we aren't close to percieve me in a feminine way, and the masc perception is still a better lean in that aspect, but it's more of the enjoyment of masc/neutral than of man/male. I like to lean masc sometimes, but not be fully percieved as man. Bevause it's just as uncomfortable. And in that way, I do prefer to lean back towards feminine/neutral. I'm not quite comfortable with she/her, especially around strangers, unless they're queer or have a different understanding of gender culturally than how we grew up around. But I think I like being percieved as man even less.
Alice💖&Seb💚: *taking notes and making helpful color graphs*
Lexie💙: I'm still solidly gender in between, and I think I might have a Sapphic lean, but I'm not sure. I'm not even sure if I would classify for it.
Alice💖: well, from what you've described, you're a non man. And isn't that part of a basis of Sapphic? Non man & non man?
Lexie💙: I'm not sure. I don't really keep up with the community or the constantly shifting definitions. I can barely keep up with us and how each of us feel individually. And keeping up with myself is even harder.
Lexie💙: I wasn't even the one to realize when Shig and Haimo merged when Shig was healing himself.
Seb💚: don't be hard on yourself over that. It's for real a miracle that we can be aware of anything that goes on in this system. Since the way we found out was kind of by mistake. We don't have access to anything else. We've barely begun to make any type of progress in the like. What. Two and half to three years that we've been aware of the system?
Lexie💙: *tired muffled groan again* we don't have enough time for anything. We work seven days a week and most of our off hours are spent recovering so we don't burnout. But that doesn't leave us with much time to do the things we want to do, to fully & properly take care of ourselves, and to work on making progress on system things.
Lexie💙: and we've hanged the plans. Originally, we were just going to work these two jobs seven days a week until June and then get a different job in the town we're moving to with the friends once we get an apartment. But with what we're being paid, it would be more cost effective for us to keep the two jobs and get a vehicle that's more fuel efficient.
Lexie💙: but the prediction of us only being able to work the seven day week for six to seven months max is looking to ha e been correct. I can't tell if it's just the fact that we're on our cycle and have [undiagnosed] pcos or if burnout is just on the horizon, but I just hope whatever it is doesn't linger or weigh us down.
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