#hailaker

[astuteobservations]

I’m all of a flutter,

I’m just watercolour.

Hailaker - Watercolour

[an-droid-girl]

i know what you’re saying, it’s gonna look wasted if i lose track too

but if i keep waiting, the novelty’s fading, would life come back to us?

unpack, lose touch

[peppermintack]

category five stuck in my head event

[driftwoodsix]

when you finally listen to the album you'd been putting off for forever and it turns out it actually slaps

[anthony-lockwoods-italian-rapier]

the problem is i need to make

-a locklyle playlist

-an ot3/qpr playlist

-an anthony lockwood playlist / other character-specific playlists

-and a plain ol’ lockwood & co playlist

but i don’t have enough distinct songs… please i’m begging u: tell me songs you associate with those categories/ships/people in the tags!!

[ribbittrobbit]

Shuffle your on repeat playlist and list the first 10 songs that play, then tag 10 people.

tagged by @kikispongecake (<3)

Real Love Song - Nothing But Thieves

Too Sweet - Hozier

Years On - Novo Amor

Subliminal - Half Alive

Missed the Boat - Modest Mouse

Gist - Hailaker

Me v2 - Novo Amor

First Place - Novo Amor

Abstract (Psychopomp) - Hozier

Colorado - Hailaker

if u wanna be tagged consider yourself tagged :>

[lapis-lazuliie]

hmmmmmm

[blessedmoonsoul]

and I was right. sufjan at #4 😔 see this is what happens when you don't give us music @sufjan.

think this might be my first year not having sufjan as my top artist cos Renaissance was really my drug this summer

[astuteobservations]

…oh, and I finally caught a coma, oh and my irony forged an omen. 

Hailaker - Coma / Smoke

[haveyouheardthisband]

[an-droid-girl]

one day i won’t be,

one day i won’t be yours to find

and i’ll be hoping, still, we get the story right

yell if you reach it, blow my mind

would you read it?

hell, i won’t even reply

[toestalucia]

Vania: Mommy… You're watching, right? Are you happy too? Choice: She is, no doubt.

critical damage. but the fate ep parent hell didnt end there, i am so sorry for reading petras so late cuz hellooo?!?!?

Petra: (If the true Andras is somewhere in the Abyssal Forest, then that's also where Mother's journey would have ended. Will she be there? What would I even say to her? Should I ask her why she abandoned me? Or should I… No, I can't think about that now. I have to concentrate on stopping Andras.)

Karla: I have regrets. There are many things that I still want to do. That I was not able to be a mother to Petra hurts most of all. More than anything else, I wanted to be there to see her grow up…

Petra: It's not fair… Saying goodbye like this… How am I supposed to stay angry at you?

the (captain) io petra club of parents who left them to do something rly cool(save ppl). the added fact that with vanias situation where gran doesnt have any memory of their mother & what walfrid shared was very vauge and doesn't know either if their mom is dead or alive (rising hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha). also last years holiday seasonal with yaia & her mother.......like i truly think that its a dialogue option that becomes a lot more personal from captain, because even if gran has no knowledge about their mom & thus mentions her a lot less / doesn't have the same type of loneliness about her as they do with their dad, it's still pretty clear that they were curious as a kid & wondered what was up with their family. so i feel its very..............im sure she's watching, because thats what im hoping for my mom too. yknow.

as for petra that section felt terrible cuz. like i KNEW it was there, i knew about petras lore. i knew she was in a similar situation as captain & io. but having her voice it like this..........'should i ask her why she abandoned me' LIKEEEEEEEEEE....that epic scene in no rain no rainbow that they reused for and you (i think it was????) with captain crying & being comforted by vyrn with very similar questions. the anime s2 too. ugh.....u better keep dad alive. makes act3 such a heartache too since they fell to the edgelands as dad left, found out estalucias real name, found out repti had known dad & that? the last thing anyone has seen of dad is very likely him standing in front of the omnipotent(s clone) ?????? which makes me so damn dizzy in consideration of dad arriving at zinkenstill alone with captain & mom (&dads) position with bahamut. going to estalucia.....dad........ yeah my dad is at this fabled island oh no he met a being whose radiance blinded repti & even seeing it from the mask hurt hailaks eyes is he ok we dont know we can just push forward oh no the sky is broken. LIKEEEEEE ???? not to mention seed of redemption (which IS set after/around edgelnads right........i heard water lecias fate eps reference some stuff......which EVEN MORE makes sense of captains reaction of running away like they JUST missed their own dad & met mika&shitori who dad was telling stories to and whatnot + finding out either before or after whats actually up with their family. like the emotions are in SHAMBLES during that. adding on borrowing/using the omnipotents power during heart of the sun like. can i. can we. ???????????? do u get me. desperately holding onto anything that lets them be closer to their dad, even if it the logic doesnt make sense.

'how am i supposed to stay angry at you' petra im gonna be ill. i love you so much. desperately need a 'left behind by our parents' login story. ill read the lvl100 fate tmrw i cant deal with this rn<//3

in grans case especially & how i write them i think the 'i understand that my parents are likely doing something very very important' and 'i wish they werent/i wish they choose me instead' are sooooo messy..............lov things like that. love petras dialogue. love how gran can understand her wholeheartedly in that moment, even if she doesnt speak of it.

[coldresolve]

🍸🍄and🍓 also for any wip

gon stick to mm cause it fits best for these

🍸 character who inspired your mc

i wish i could explain my thought process at the time i came up with the trio in a way that isn't cringe and weird. to kinda simplify, renee and conrad arent inspired by any character, they're inspired by a mishmash of myself and my then-understanding of the psych theory behind torture victims and perpetrators and then also the million masks of god by manchester orchestra, like. just that whole entire album. uh cause i had it on repeat when i was coming up with mm. its that dumb yeah

🍄 name a song that represents your mc

some trio character anthems that arent on the official playlist:

renee: the only reason cocaine, sex & alcohol by noah gundersen didnt make the cut is cause its 7 minutes long and gives me anxiety lmfao conrad: rainmaker by hailaker or northern line by moddi davin: knives out by radiohead or a [redacted] song that'd give too much of the mystery away

🍓 worst thing you've done to your characters

mhm yeah uh

[klutzykelzy]

do you want to cry for hours and hours? well, do i have the song for you!

[thelonecalzone]

No one asked for it, but here's a chillin-by-a-waterfall soft vibes Pattison playlist based on that stupid ch22 tbscm waterfall scene 🤷

The Bi Books & Biting Playlist -

With Somebody - Public Library Commute

Burn the Witches - Husbands

Pools To Bathe In - The Japanese House

Saltwater for Strings - Geowulf, Pêter Aleksänder 

Back - Pool Cosby, Soren Bryce

Life Can Be Beautiful - Solace

Swim - St. South

Shallow Hot Springs - Boy Willows

I Should Probably Get Moving - Box Boys

Couch Party - Afternoon Bike Ride

Sleeping In - Kid City

Mess This Up - CHYLD, Tennyson

Besides You - Golden Vessel

Okay, Saint Laurent - October Tooth

Library Magic - The Head And The Heart

The Wind - Magic Hippies

TWYLM - Stradcopy

Strings Attached - Opia

Secret Garden (ft. Merival) - Soda Island, Izzard, Merival

Does Your Brain Ever Get This Loud - St. South

Don’t Think So Hard - On Planets

Pack a Day - Charlie Sztyk

Here With U - Appleby

Bugs - Lonesome Rhodes

Overwinter - Max Fry, Ali Fry

Buttons - Meija

Lover’s Ledge - Night Beds

Surface Tension - Genevieve Stokes

You - Tennyson

Red - Jaguar Sun

Blue Blue - iamamiwhoami, ionnalee

The Flood - Oliver Hazard

Colorado - Hailaker, Lowswimmer

In a Book (Back to Me) - Nick Leng

Just Because - Cape Francis

Next Year - Jaguar Sun

Wildflowers - Haiva Ru

Pink Honey - Houses

Melt - The Misters

Over Again - Holdwash, Baird

Woman - Baseball Game

Can’t Stop Cryin’ - Austin Manuel

I Love It When You Talk - Boy Willows

Universe - Teebs, daydream Masi

Missed Call - Flaws

Momentum - Blake Ruby

Caroline - Jadu Heart

Set it on Fire - Blood Cultures

Forever and More - Jaguar Sun

Still - Noah Kahan