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[thesingingrevolution]

🕯 alumni network will do some networking for me 🕯

[lemongogo]

& ofc he dreams of her

[where-is-the-angst]

i just traumatized my little sister 💪💪💪💪

[religion-trauma]

ya know. as a kid, i didn't think i'd make it past 18. (tw suicide mention and suicidal ideation, no actual suicide thankfully)

yeah, a kid, maybe like 9 years old? 2 years after my long term memory kicked in, after i achieved Consciousness, after I realized I existed. at 9 years old I realized I'm going to die. and I also realized, I'm going to have to get married. (context: i'm aroace, dont want any sort of romantic relationship, sex repulsed. always have been)

there was no other option. nothing presented to me. staying single? i hadn't met an adult not in a relationship (that i knew of) back then. no one told me I could just not. because you have to. everyone falls in love. eventually.

if I wanted to get into the highest caste of heaven, to get with my family in the afterlife, I'd have to get married. and that fucking terrified me.

so when I realized I'm going to die, I was relieved. there's a way out. if I die too young to get married I don't have to get married. I can get in the highest caste if I just... try my best until then. right?

so i fantasized about getting shot in the head on my way from school, getting hit by a car, falling out of a rollercoaster, falling and hitting my neck at the right angle. i didn't go out of my way to do it, just... thought about it happening.

and then i hit I think 10/11. and i learned what suicide was. and my depression... hadn't thought of that. before then I'd been banking on a tragedy, something easy. but now, now I had a plan B.

when I got older, I realized this was all bullshit. I realized that this fucking religion drove a child to suicidal ideation. I realized that caste systems shouldn't fucking exist in heaven. And I realized, I don't feel safe at church. So i stopped believing what the people there told me.

Yet the thought persisted. I wouldn't make it to 18. The depression didn't go away once I realized this religion was bullshit, it just got worse. because i felt like i was trapped, because the church wasn't just restrained to a single building.

nearly every single person in my school went to seminary. they had necklaces of temples. they'd give people with more than 2 piercings weird looks. they'd gawk about lgbt people. they were upstanding church citizens, and expected me to be one as well.

and obviously this extended to marriage. what will you wear to your wedding? what's your type? are you going to go to college or settle down? how many kids do you want?

even though i didn't believe i'd end up in a lower caste, separated from my family, without a ring on my finger, that didn't stop others from believing it.

When a teenager is completely and utterly alone, but cannot tell anyone of that lest they are even more isolated, what do you think they're going to want to do?

there'd be something to break the camel's back, surely? i won't have to think farther than my senior year, right? i won't have to live in a world where i'm alone... right?

but I was wrong. i got therapy, i got more support. but now that i'm past 18 I've realized i've been waiting to die young for so long that i don't know what to do with myself now that i'm not a child waiting to die anymore.

it's like i'm a character who was supposed to die, but didn't, and now the author has no idea what to do with me. i guess we'll go ahead with their wants from before their death? but what's after that? i have no idea. i have no other plans beyond college. and probably getting a job. maybe i'll die before i have to figure it out.

[connievanderbilt]

Hey I love you.

The words hit Connie like a tonne of bricks, and she's not quite sure how to react. It sends a confusing mix of cold and hot running up from her stomach to her sternum. She'd never said those three little words in that order before, nor had they been uttered in her direction. But she knew the gravity of them came with such a weight. But what is love feel like, exactly? Her feelings for Imani were all encompassing, was that love? Having un-ending patience for no one else but her, is that love? She'd been so concentrating on enjoying their relationship she hadn't thought to label their dynamic or feelings in any way. Flustered in the moment, Connie glances upwards. But like a true lawyer, she refuses to crack. She doesn't want Imani to read between the lines of her micro expressions, and question her decision to speak. Imani often did that. It wasn't smart, especially when Connie had just managed to convince her to move in. So, she decides the smartest move in the moment was to say it back. Even if her brain hadn't had a moment to process what this all meant for them, "I love you too." Connie pulls Imani into a tight hug, squinting her eye's from the ache of guilt that she wasn't able to in the same honesty Imani deserved. Connie couldn't imagine her life without Imani, so what the hell was wrong with her?

— @xoimani

Imani forgot that Connie made so much more than Imani could have dreamed of. Having one additional person to pay for would have devastated Imani, and leave her hungry. But that wasn't the situation. She had to remind herself. Getting that assurance from Connie made Imani smile. Leaning in, she pressed a slow, gentle kiss to her lips. "You are my favorite soul I've ever met." She ran her thumb over Connie's cheek. "Thank you.. I don't think I've ever felt so.... supported." She struggled to find the word. Connie was everything to her and she was slightly scared with how fast she was falling. "Hey I love you." She blurted out, her eyes widening for a moment, having surprised even herself with that intrusive admission.

@connievanderbilt

[torchflies]

FUCK OFF 'JAKE DOES LOVES DINOSAURS' HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH

Why does that feel like something Javy would say when Bradley and Jake dated the first time around, and he found out how much older Bradley is 🤣🤣🤣

Javy 100% said that and still has Bradley as Jake’s Fossil in his phone.

😂😂😂 Jake and Bradley’s first official date was at a museum and Jake totally pointed at a triceratops and said Bradley, look you're twins. He meant it as a Rooster joke. (Birds being modern day dinosaurs).

I'm so glad you like it, Nonny! ❤️❤️

[thel1ghtningthief]

Incorrect PJO Quotes Part 1

Castor: "castor oil. castor oil. castor. oil. castor oil! you can can really smell them castor oil! SNORT hahahahahhahahahahah castor oil. castor oil. castor oilaishsbsnaoshdb- wheeze AUGH COUGH. castor oil. mmm. the sweet smell of castor oil. i can smell it from a mile away. castor oil."

Quote courtesy of my step sister 😌

[nanathott]

was planning to write the sukuna fic today but i forgot i was a college student yesterday so i had to do double the workload the SECOND i got off work today HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH (im not laughing)

[megamiojo007]

É isso ai caramba,57.4kg HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH

✔️💕✨️⭐️🦋😭💋 tô quase na

mf mano

[idkijustlikev0caloid]

GET SHOTEYANYOD QGAIN HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH

[tchouameninga]

https://www.tumblr.com/tchouameninga/771774670235107328/httpswwwtumblrcomtchouameninga77177414156930

I saw some saying that Isabel isn’t actually pregnant and it’s one of his side hoes that’s actually pregnant and they’re using Isabel’s fake pregnancy to cover up his cheating 😭😭

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH why are they so creative 😭😭😭 who the fuck would think of that

[buubblezz]

Otis! (Letting us know he’s not going to be in LA tonight!)

hahahahahhahahahahah

[drearyday]

*appears out of nowhere after several months or smth*

Despite the fact that the original plan is in shambles, on fire, and buried six feet in the ground, somehow, things have worked out!

I am a living person!!

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH LIFE HAS LET ME LIVE ANOTHER DAY

[bianczsx]

kung kailan nag adulting doon ako walang cash ee. (bc katamad mag withdraw :< tapos mga coins ko iniiwan ko sa apartment, amP) HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH HAIXT! di ko alam paano ako uuwi mamaya ang lalayo ng atm machines dito sa workplace ko. kskskssk

[anifffff]

he liked fg's pic. poor boy :( WHO IS GONNA TELL HIM

really? HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH

[scatterbrainedcoree]

Literalmente a la mierda Darnell todos mis homies ODIO Darnell no se puede comparar a mí -Alucard

Hey. I know what 1 of those words mean and that’s not very nice -Darnell

kiskânak -Cyclops

Hahahahahhahahahahah