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STAYING UP WAS SOO WORTH ITT
#ohhh that was hype like YOU DON'T GET ITTT#they performed cruel summer which was a pretty funny thing but the funnier thing is that the cover was GASSS🚗⛽️⛽️#had me jumping in my room#lowkey i was hoping for them to perform cactus but it's whatever#made 30 minutes feel like five I AM UNSATISFIED I NEED ANOTHER HOUR#spoke in full english too likee 🥺🥺🥺😳😳😳🥴🥴🥴#urgh i NEED THEM#a.c.e#choice!! 😛😛
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The one piece reread only makes the hardest moments hit even harder,,,, even when you’re rereading it poorly in portugese
Or AKA, i found out today that HINATA SHOYO reads one piece and I haven’t recovered since
#one piece#haikyuu#hinata shoyo#roronoa zoro#(kinda)#omfg okay time for my entirely SEPERATE POST IN THE TAGS#i only got into one piece at the end of last year... but ive been in the anime and manga scene for like. my entire life#i cannot understate how WILD it is that I havent noticed how everywhere one piece is....#like once i read it... i started finding it EVERYWHERE#my sister gifted me an issue of shonen jump ages ago cause i liked act age and kimetsu no yaiba chainsaw man promised neverland etc#and it doesnt have like a one piece chapter in it actually (to my disappointment)#but IT DOES HAVE A LIL ADVERTISING SEGMENT AT THE FRONT TALKING ABOUT OKIKU FIGURINES AND OTHER ONE PIECE CRAP#AND IDK IT LITERALLY JUST BLEW MY MIND#ONE PIECE DIDNT EXIST IN MY LIFE BUT.... IT DID????#I HAD ONE PIECE MERCH BEFORE I EVEN BECAME OBSESSED WITH IT??? (hahah if you can consider a tiny segment mentioning okiku op merch XD)#just imagine suddenly being obsessed with a piece of media. and then you look around ur room and U SUDDENLY RECOGNISE A CHARACTER MERCH???#ITS BEEN IN UR ROOM FOR YEARS BUT YOUVE NEVER REALLY EVEN NOTICED IT OR JUST BRUSHED IT OFF WHENEVR U SAW IT#BUT ITS THAT CHARACTER!!!! ITS THAT MEDIA THAT UR MADLY IN LOVE WITH????#also im being 100 percent legit when i say that the sense of comeraderie i feel when someone says theyve ALSO read one piece#is insane#discovering that domics and worthiikids and all these other big youtubers that ive known for years have loved one piece like me?#it makes my heart clench and my eyes water man#ive never felt so connected to the world... one piece really is peak fiction.....#i love one piece's community sm....
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who's pulling the strings of the puppet king?
#lies of p#lies of p romeo#king of puppets#lies of p geppetto#fanart#digital art#hi hello do you think romeo was fully conscious when geppetto enacted law zero (?through him?).#i think about these two a lot... i don't tend to jump straight to the 'deal with the devil' part because there's something about--#--two people with nothing in common but the empty space between them. world's worst grief bonding situation!!!#and there's something a lot more compelling about that to me. and that's not even mentioning the grand covenant in the room--#merits its own post or something else. (because i think about it more than anything ever.)#tl;dr i would kill carlo myself if i got to witness them having the most painfully unpleasant conversation ever had by two people.#anyway i should comment on art process too huh.#the gist of it is if no one got me i know red and black got me.#it's my Old Reliable. i've been nearly gnawing my hands off from. not managing to get anything done in a way i liked so i went back.#i feel better now.... :-)#anyway. worst in-laws ever <3
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My new favorite headcanon that I don’t really believe is that Jughead is the one character in the Archie comics universe who’s aware that they’ve all existed in the exact same state since (at least) the 40s while time passes around them. And he’s so chill all the time because at this point he’s basically in the second act of a time loop story—he’s stopped trying to convince people or break the loop, and he’s stopped worrying about any and all consequences.
Jughead’s already so weird that nobody thinks twice when he tells them things about their time loop-ish situation, or acts oddly nonchalant about things that should warrant concern. They assume he’s just making dumb jokes or being lazy.
Jug doesn’t really mind the loop. There are worse ways to spend eternity than being a cool teen doing fun stuff with your friends forever. Getting to experience every new decade and its technological advancements without the drawback of aging. It’s a pretty sweet deal. But occasionally it is a little worrying that nobody else is ever able to understand the nature of their universe.
Overall though, Jug’s pretty fine with how things are. He doesn’t waste time worrying about the loop and it’s existential issues, he just keeps on living like always. Life is good. Why try to change it? He’s just going to do whatever makes him happy moment to moment. He’s going to hang out with his friends, and eat good food, and be as weird as he can possibly be. Forever. :)
#believe it or not#this is unrelated to that riverdale meta post#I’ve had this idea sitting in my drafts for weeks now#(I don’t think Jug is aware of the *fictional character* part in this idea. that’d be a whole other thing to deal with.)#speaking of riverdale#don’t worry comic book fans you won’t lose me to the darkest timeline#I have room in my heart for both#and also I don’t have time to binge a tv series right now#archie comics#jughead jones#archie andrews#dilton doiley#betty cooper#my art#poor dilton his hair lost so much volume in the jump to reboot#R.I.P.
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This holiday season, I am BEGGING you guys to be aware of and kind to the guests at your house who are afraid of /uncomfortable around / allergic to animals.
#if you don't grow up with animals. having an animal in the space you're in (especially a poorly trained one that WILL jump on you when you#sit down) is a very uncomfortable experience and I'm tired of acting like I'm okay with it#my cousins actually brought their new puppy to thanksgiving and we had to explain to them that we can't have their dog out of his cage#because my mom's allergic to dog hair and can't have dog hair all over the not puppyproofed home she lives in#as the acting eldest daughter i've grown more accustomed to animals in defense of my siblings#since I'm more okay with dogs i have to hold the leash when my aunt brings her dog on a bus tour unannounced and i have to stand between a#four foot dog that is jumping and barking at us and my siblings#one night when we stopped on my way to college i didn't even sleep much because i had to make sure the cats that were in the room my littl#e brother and i were sleeping in didn't climb on him in the middle of the night#like this may seem like a 'oh just deal with it!' but you CANNOT 'just deal with' it. that's not how fear works.#i have more thoughts on this matter but i will keep them to myself unless asked#kazzy has opinions (rare)#kazzy rants in the tags#but i will also add that i very distinctly remember my three year old brother crying and shaking with fear as my grandpa and my uncle forced#him to pet a dog and wouldn't let go of him or let him down until he had pet the dog and it still makes me cry to this day
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𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 😈 ahhah
#rewatched stalker 2 trailers#this makes me so happy like i literally had to jump around my room and almost cry andпостучати кулаками по колінках як він#i LOVE HIM so MUCH i watn to KILL MYSELF !!!!!!!#stalker scar#s.t.a.l.k.e.r. heart of chornobyl
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I hate HP, they released a subscription plan where you can "rent a printer" for like what, $7 a month but you can only print 20 pages per month, and you can get fined for over more than the printer cost from what I heard.
HP is the type of company where they would remove double sided printing and lock it behind a paid DLC I hate this company. Hell I heard you can't even use some of the stuff with other printers (like scanning) if it either: ran out of ink OR no internet connection (I could be wrong on this one, or it could be both, I wouldn't be surprised)
#back when i put my printer into my room after years of not using it#i was setting it up right. i didnt have much experience w set up but when they asked me to make an account#so i can fucking print#and i have to jump 500 hoops to delete the account again#i am so fucking mad i hate them so much#if i had to make a list of entities or people that i hate. itd be elon number 1 and HP number 2#etc
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I hope MC knows how iconic she is in this event for being like "No I want him to be a little bit fucked up actually" in Comte's story because GIRL SAME. S A M E
#ikevamp#ikemen vampire#ikevamp comte#ikevamp saint germain#ikevamp mc#the way i deadass resurrect every time comte walks into the room#laughing crying yelling#i just can't stop wheezing at the latest collection story#im here like yes. YES GIVE ME THE MANS OF MY DREAMS#and the game is like 'literally why are you like this. actual freak.'#comte i SWEAR to god#'are you looking for someone more...StImUlAtInG'#oh fk this im gonna jump him#every single event story im like 'that come hither look won't work on me. i'm stronger than this. endure.'#comte: **come hither look**#me: FUCK#literally what is it about this man that just makes me invariably act up#im so like 'MAKES NO DAMN S E N S E. compels me tho.'#ive had a sudden insurgency of spoons because of hozier's NFWMB#literally can't unsee the association now#hozier walked so that comte could run no i wont take constructive criticism#dont even get me started on his 6th year anniversary stories because literally this man#THIS M A N#wildly oscillates between 'actually????? the most adorable romantic?????'#and 'If My Wife Doesn't Want Me Carnally Every Five Hours I'm Going To Scream'#and apparently that's my type (so sorry everyone im the bearer of the curse)
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really fun parallels between Minami & Nishida in which one guy who wants most of the fights he gets into generally has a bit of a dodgy win/lose ratio, meanwhile the other who has only ever welcomed one single fight in his life is the more violently competent
#ikildaman shut the fuck up#incoming tag rant whoops#nishida (rgg)#minami daisaku#and also the one fight Nishida ever welcomed was one that he lost too#to be fair it Was with Goro Fucking Majima like hes Going to lose. but still#it could also be 2 for 2 if you count the time he went on strike for majima construction where majima once again beat his ass#at least that fight was worth fighting!#its a bit of a stretch on Minami's side maybe but i've definitely always headcanoned him as being first in the water so to speak#i always thought his job was like. related to corralling the juniors. like its a misnomer title sort of. so in that environment it makes#sense. he knows what the ppl around him are/arent capable of and it'd be his responsibility to not get them majorly hurt killed et ceteras#if hes collateral though its fair game#cant experience shitty boss dad disappointment punishment so on and so forth if youre dust! win#but also i wholly believe its an ego thing esp if its related to sparring w Majima. i just know that guy fights his own men#more like Jumping them tbh Sparring has too much mutual respect implied in the act#if thrs an opportunity to lock horns with the boss Minami is all over it. this is the most attention hes had in months and it sustains him#and its definitely shortened his lifespan while he was at it#although he never wins (re: Goro Fucking Majima) but i have to wonder how well he fairs with anybody else#he managed to sweep a bunch of Saejimas friends ig. Not Saejima himself but thats obvious Saejima could punt him across the room#insert 'i read saejima throwing him across the room and got so hard i threw up' joke here etc#the fight with Akiyama didnt happen that was a fluke he doesnt exist. blah blah blah cope and seetheage#if we're gna powerscale my unironic stance is he'd put aki in the ground#& should have. & did. to me. yay. heart. okay heart
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#hey like. not to be really annoying i shouldn't be doing this aged 32 but i'm really struggling#every time the weather gets cold i feel like i am entering winter with more and more despair#i am really struggling this time#every day is a struggle to get through#i'm losing my hair#i'm losing my reasons to live#i keep putting on a full face of makeup and clothes in my room at like 2am just to desperately try to feel human#i keep saying i don't know if I'll survive the winter and people keep laughing but I don't mean it as a joke#i'm sadder than i've ever been and everything feels like it's falling apart#whenever i get the chance to confide this in people i get told that i'm strong and i'm a survivor#and that i should do some shit to make me happy#and yea i can stave it all off for a few minutes with like a trip out or some makeup or something but it all feels like bandaids#for a serious wound that's going to go septic soon#like this isn't a way to live a life#i don't want to 'be strong' or a 'survivor' anymore i want to be fucking happy#i'm tired and promises of brief happiness between ever worsening pain feel almost patronizing at this point#i woke up the other day in the middle of the night and as soon as conscious thoughts hit my brain i almost doubled over#if i had been not on the first floor i think i might have jumped then and there#i want to be loved and feel like my love is worth something#i want a clean apartment of my own and a career that doesn't feel like it's designed to kill me#i'm 32 and still essentially feel like i'm living my life like a teenager#i want sun and suncatchers and healthy plants and a wardrobe that fits my clothes#and i want the will to actually get up in the morning#i endured all of this for so long on a delusional belief that things were going to magically get better#but i realize now they won't#i became aware of the bounds of my cage with no means of escaping them#i'm sick of living each day oscillating between numbness and grief i can barely eat i can barely work i can barely laugh#and no one's coming to save me#i'm agonized by the idea that this is maybe what life always is for everybody#is this how it's supposed to be
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#neurodivergent#adhd#autism#audhd#stimming#I‘m a jumper personally. I jump. I wear jumpers. I’m a jumper#Never knew I was. I avoided jumping when I was a kid because when I jumped it shook the whole house#because of all the old furniture#and I don’t like being the source of loud noises#But now that I live in my own apartment that doesn’t do that; I jump whenever I damn well please and it’s wonderful#I also will rock myself to EXHAUSTION in a rocking chair#and I roll myself with my arms while sitting on a skateboard in my living room while listening to a music box#sometimes I hold it right up to my ear#Anyway the jumping makes sense because as a baby according to my parents I’d kick a “kicky toy” for HOURS and HOURS#and I had one of those baby bouncer things where the baby is in the middle and can bounce and spin around#with a whole bunch of toys around the baby#and every time my parents brought that thing out baby me would start straight up vibrating#I always go for the rocking chair in any room I’m in and prefer ledges to chairs otherwise because I can dangle my legs
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i think im gonna miss our dogs forever and ever
#like. it's even sadder I think than if they had passed away#and one of them. manny. was very old. and a very good boy. loved and guarded my mom so hard#and the fact that I don't even know if he's still alive is heartbreaking#and charlie was my bestest friend like every day when I woke up and came out of my room he would jump up and run around me#and we called him 'dr charlie' because whenever one of us was sad or not feeling well he would fix it#and lucy was so young and we had her for such a short period of time and she was such a sweetheart#and her ears felt like velvet#i just miss them all so much#but we had to put them up for adoption when we moved#like. if only we couldve gifted them to friends or something#so then we'd still be able to visit#and i feel like i didnt give them a proper goodbye#like they were here and then suddenly they werent.#and i miss them so bad all the time#anyway. sorry for the vent i just loved them a lot
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ughh my anxiety got so much worse recently and idk what to do about itt sorry I gotta vent in here cause google ain't helping horrible amount of tmi warning ig....
#im like constantly entering rooms and scared I'm going to find someone died or inkeep thinking someone has killed themself and it's fucking#exhausting and it's just so scary like i can barely enter a room or walk down the stairs without bracing myself for like#the sight of someone lying on the floor or whatever it just brings me so much distress#and i guess it's just like a sick combination of my intrusive thoughts too cause#i have thoughts of this as well as someone trying to kill me or attack me so im just going through world#getting random thoughts that someone isbgoing to suddenly drive their car into me or jump me or whatever#nad godni knowww it's not real but it's just fucking so much with my brain im literally exhausted from the amount#of distress im going through#and it's not like anything has happened recently that's related it's just that my brain is fucked I've always had these thoughts like for#years and years and years it's just worse rn ughhhh#like I feel like this is such an exaggerated fear it's almost comical like i would really open doors to rooms#and think members of my family would be dead and dangling off the ceiling -_-#yeah alright I feel bad even posting this but I can't talk about it to anyone so. uhh
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Chapter 1 - Izuku Midoriya: Origin
#izuku midoriya#deku#boku no hero academia#bnha#my hero academia#i've gotten so hyperfocused on filling the queue on this blog that i jumped out of my damn skin when i heard a sound come from my desk#it was my snake falling off one of his branches onto one of his plants. it was just very loud in my dead quiet room#full on forgot i had an animal in here with me
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everybody look at my great aunt’s 20 year old cat
her name is Sammy and she’s made countless attempts on my life
#she’s like if kafka was fucking evil and also a muppet#this thing hates children if you are under 5 feet tall she will attack you#vivid memories of being trapped in my room for hours bc she was outside the door and would attack me if i tried to open it#i was in the house alone and i had to sit there cowering until someone got home to chase her away#one time she jumped off a second story balcony and made a really loud SPLAT sound and just walked away
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my mother, ever trying to invent drama and catastrophe and get me over to her house so she can argue with me, has informed me today, the first time she's talked to me since the last ~catastrophe~ she overreacted to and fought with me, that there is 'water on the side of the house'
outside? yes.
it's been raining on and off here for a while. it is winter. the water is outside. in the yard. I was like. ok.............. it's outside. it's raining. this..... isn't a problem?
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#this woman has had all month to do SO MUCH STUFF#I mean this in the idk most nonjudgemental way possible but she literally has NOTHING to do all day. she does not have a job she works#outside the home. or even in the home#she is still able bodied and capable in regards to every day tasks like. sweeping. cooking basic meals. laundry. the essentials.#she REFUSES to do these things cause in the past if she didn't do them#I would cause I was living there and I hated living in mess#she does not dust her house AT ALL anymore. she has not dusted ONCE in the almost 10 years she's been back in the house#the 'flooding' incident of last week was minor and fixed the VERY NEXT DAY#she is still like omg I still have towels to wash from that and I'm getting everything back together#like.... she had to move a small rolling cart that slides between the sink and the washer#back into the laundry room. and do like idk 2-3 loads of towels tops.#she had 4 whole days to do all of this by now. none of it is done#'I have all these christmas presents to wrap' like.....#the last decade or so she has asked me for lists of stuff to get everyone#then *I* wrap all the gifts she buys for everyone else#she does NOTHING. she wants everyone to do everything for her#and then she wants to complain about her family being 'controlling' and not 'respecting' her#like bro everyone in this family has jumped through HOOPS to make sure she has had a place to live#working heat and AC food like I am not joking our family has gone to LENGTHS to ensure all this#and then she wants ppl to clean her house for her and wrap her presents and she's like#NONE OF YOU CARE ABOUT ME#she is the most selfish person I've ever met. in my whole life. and I know my dad.#I don't know HOW she ended up like this. her parents were even like WTF man?#I'm venting I had to vent I'm sorry#delete later
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