#guy who was supposed to 'fix it'.
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Conflicted about something (actually has been on my mind for a long time, it's just never been brought up), but like. I do like portraying Moe with self-harm scars. I like to treat the scars the same way I treat its acne/the scarring that comes from that. Just like, a candid portrayal of Well, that's just how it looks. Because of this, I also don't like the idea that self-harm scars should always be trigger-tagged. Kind of gets into the idea of what bodies should be "censored", and like, man, sometimes people just look like that...
But I also do wanna be mindful... I wonder if the rule of thumb should be, if the self-harm is the focus of the piece? Then you should probably tag it? But then that kind of gets ambiguous fast like. Usually I color Moe's scars to be pink/faded. So even when they are visible, they don't jump out at you really. But this recent piece I wanted to emphasize the scarring. Is it emphasized enough to warrant a tag...? But the piece really isn't focused on that. It makes up part of the storytelling/theming of the piece, but also does sort of fall into the category of "Well Moe just looks like that".
Do you. See the conflict here.
#idk idk... i think there are several reasons i always am particular about portraying it.#but it's never really meant to be a focus. at least not in the work i put out there. i don't have an interest in the nitty-gritty of it#just like. bread crumb trails i guess. where you can see things and based off of canon info you can extrapolate#like. what would be going on behind the scenes hypothetically. but also i am just aaall about the imagery#we don't have to get into it. but you can See what's going on here. you get the jist of it.#there are other examples where things get ambiguous or the imagery is so lax idk if i should tag it... i guess we'll see#okay. so i said i don't like getting into it. but. but. i DO want you to consider.#how being a healer w self-harming tendencies kind of goes crazy.#the way moe is always trying to hide in one way or another and the way moe is just Destructive. on SO many levels.#guy who is gonna repent about it. guy who is gonna lick its wounds in the dark about it.#guy who is gonna try SO. SO. SOOOOOO FUCKING HARD. to be 'worth' it somehow. to make up for it.#guy who was supposed to 'fix it'.#instructions unclear it fucked it up SO BAD. SO SO BAD. OH GOD. OH FUCK. IT'S FINE. IT'LL BE FINE JUST GIVE ME A MINUTE#REAGARDLESS. what the fuck am i talking aboyt .#whatever#moe lore
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just how can i protect your smile?
#you guys like yaoi? can i get you some yaoi#pjsk#prsk#project sekai#proseka#tsukasa tenma#rui kamishiro#ruikasa#AUUUUUGH.#this is what finally makes me actually draw riks. vocaloid autism#putting the link in the caption because NOBODY FUCKIGN TLAKS ABOUT SCISSORHANDS EVER WHERES THE HYPE I NEED HER. SONG OF THE DECADE(2009)#this song makes me incredibly normal. my bad. i saw the miume choreography when i was like 11 and my brain shifted#i wanted their outfits to look like mikus in the mv so bad. Fuck my life for that btw stupid fuckign frill trim. why did she have to slay#tried to think of smth other than butterflies for kasa but i have no brain and tbh i hope his life is miserable so its fine#me posting this only to tmblr and not twt because i fucking hate twt#im drawing more song covers that live in my mind palace so i'll pist them there all together. and maybe here all together. who give a shit.#emnn skeleton orchestra next and it will fix me#Good lord. sorry. Im so caught up posting this for no reason. Get me out of here#im supposed to have a lecture in 3 hours but post covid symptoms say otherwise. im so fucked#i have a cyberpunk dead boy wip with them but idk i dont like posting wips on here its like an archive. n i want to actually finish it#but dear lord rendering it with their stupid outfits. clutches my chest falls to the floor. AUUUUGH#wxs killing me killing me taking damage augh auugh aughg
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Okay. Fellas. Real talk. I've seen some of you do it and I thank you profusely for doing so but can yall PLEASE credit the original artist of that piece yall kinda made into an a dtiys/art meme? That's not official art. I am point blank refusing to engage with any of these pieces that I see not doing such. (Even when it pains me to keep scrolling, because some of them are really good!! And I want them here!!! But I do have some rules for myself I try to stand firm by with this blog.)
Like you can literally see them say right there that it's fine IF YOU CREDIT. I'm fucking begging you.
I'm not mad at anyone who didn't know but I've seen SO MANY versions at this point, and I think I've seen maybe 3 or 4 of them RECENTLY include the credit. (And one with improper credit, I think?) Please. Please just. Tack it on.
#ive been sitting on this for a couple days but im very tired and i would just like us all to please be reasonable. just. edit it into your +#+ captions. please. nothing to be done abt people who've already reblogged stuff but please. please please please#respect your fellow artists enough to credit where credit is do#ooc#txt#spto#sp comic#spvtw#spvtwtg#scott pilgrim#scott pilgrim vs the universe#scott pilgrim takes off#i added alt text just in case but i seriously cannot stress enough how much extensive typing like this is fucking uo my hand a bit#so if anyone wants to better/fully transcribe the screenshots ill rb it and/or edit the alt text that's currently there#also. again. im really not mad at anyone who didn't know. but like. come on guys. i know someone else made a post abt this cause i was +#+ debating adding something along these lines to that post but i figured I'd just make my own (anxietyyy *finger guns as though this is +#+somehow supposed to be the better alternative*)#edit: i hate it when i come back and find a typo that im unsure how to fix. but also even if i fixed it i shot myself in the foot queueing +#+it up already... 😑 im very tired
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But maybe he never stopped loving her
#they were gonna have a life together.#they were gonna have kids#she was his everything.#i love poolverine as much as the next guy but people who downplay vanessa's role in wade's life.... you guys DON'T get it#how is someone supposed to be okay after that#he saw her die#he couldn't fix it.#yeah.#deadpool#deadpool 2#deadpool 3#deadpool and wolverine#wade wilson#vanessa carlysle#à la une
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Making a little gifset about grief here.
No reason. Nothing coming up this week whatsoever. Don't worry about it.
#no crucial character insights here#jurassic world: camp cretaceous#jwcc#camp cretaceous#sammy gutierrez#yasmina fadoula#darius bowman#okay look the RUDENESS of what these kids have been through is just EVIL#like this isn't...#I'm so genuinely upset#they HAD A HAPPY ENDING#and it's been taken from them in ways that even with THAT it's not going to fix at all#THEY WERE SUPPOSED TO BE DONE#TRAUMA STOPS WHEN YOU'RE A TEENAGER#YOU BECOME AN ADULT AND THE WORLD IS FINE#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH#chaos theory#jwct#HEY HEY HEY HEY HEY#GUYS#GUYS GUYS GUYS GUYS GUYS#LOOK WHO'S MISSING HERE#LOOK WHO WE DON'T GET WITH THE GRIEF REACTION IN THIS PARTICULAR SET OF SHOTS#I ASSURE YOU THAT WAS ACCIDENTAL#I DIDN'T REALIZE IT UNTIL JUST NOW
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Augh
#fancy is really struggling#and the babies are lovely and just FASCINATING in how they developed around but not shaped by humans and i so very deeply enjoy them#but they are also a little ungovernable due to their age and general lack of caring about rules and they are bothersome and rowdy#and it is obviously so so hard on her and my heart is breaking because im afraid we wont be able to get her through this#and i will have to give the babies up#and...not have another cat#just one#i would be crushed#and added to all of that is that the babies are taking their time learning to be pets and that is fine and wonderful actually#but...i need surgery on at least one ankle and i won't be able to keep up with them if things haven't sorted themselves out by then#and they haven't become more manageable and fancy hasn't adjusted#so we are asking about meds for poor fancy and hoping that works#but she's really having a hard time guys and i am fighting so hard to cope in a household where i spend most of my time alone#with two animals who don't love me yet or interact with me like pets (i'm a source of three things: food and snuggles on demand and NO STOP#and one who is sad and not herself#and frankly it's terrible that i can't fix this#and i am trying not to lose my shit but this wasn't supposed to be so hard#and im afraid i may lose five cats and not three#and im already barely holding on#i don't know what to do and neither does my boyfriend#i don't want to turn around and have to tell you guys we can't keep the babies#i feel like i am failing at something i am supposed to be GOOD AT#i don't want to be in a house so empty#i can't live like that#having the babies is lovely#they're so alive and the boys were so sick by the end and the stress of the constant anxiety and grief as they faded away was crushing#even before they died#it's been so good to have them running about#i don't want to LOSE that#im so tired of LOSING things
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that creepy boy and his unsettling dog
#not supposed to be cujo but can be if youre cool#trying to learn to draw again :(#i realy want him to have a dog#and maybe thats the “sad guy who thinks a dog fixes everything” in me#danny phantom#doodles#danny phantom fanart#gettingwormed
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To also go off of the point about cop!akihiko being annoying to me I gotta say that Akihiko as a character is very hit or miss with me because of how different adaptations of p3 will subtly alter his character. I felt like in portable with the femc route he comes off best, he’s a bit of a hothead with an obsession with fighting, but he’s overcompensating his strength so he doesn’t feel as weak and helpless as he’s been in many situations. He defines strength in a very literal sense, being physically strong and using that to protect others, but he’s lacking in emotional strength as a result. And in particular in this version I think he’s portrayed as a bit more goofy and sweet in a sense. He cares deeply for you as a friend and leader but he struggles with finding the words to describe how he feels. Hes kinda naive and gullible and has trouble noticing his surroundings. He has no clue what he’s doing but his heart is in the right place. I think he just comes off much more human and he has flaws, many many flaws, and that makes him all the more lovable
But then in other adaptations and spinoffs it’s like. They look at him through some hetero male bullshit filter and seem to view him as a lot more admirable and cool. Like in p3 dancing, theres literally an event where he’s talking with Junpei and Minato and they’re gushing about how perfect Akihiko is and how he doesn’t seem to have ANY flaws at all. And it becomes clear his inability to flirt with women just gets added as a way to make sure you, the Straight Male Player, don’t get insecure being next to such Perfection because at the end of the day, you’re still more charming and sexy than he will ever be because you’re better. It’s a “flaw” that’s only there to shield a sensitive male ego. And then in arena I mean, come on. He’s overly beefy and is a damn cop and travels the world and loves Protein™️ it’s his whole personality and he’s so clearly meant to be seen as hot but like, he’s just some shitty hetero male fantasy. Hes what the writers deem to be a Perfect Man that every guy wishes he could be, but don’t worry he’s still bad with women so you don’t gotta worry about him stealing your property- I mean, girlfriend!
And though I’ve not played reload and don’t really plan to anytime soon, judging from his social episodes they seem to have a similar problem. Akihiko comes off as a lot less approachable, like the year age gap is just too much of a barrier to get to know him properly. And he doesn’t have that dorky sweetness he has in portable, he’s just that perfect hetero male fantasy guy and don’t you fucking worry- he still has his protein powder with him
#persona#persona 3#akihiko sanada#does this make sense like i feel like im going crazy cuz okay#akihiko isnt in my top 3 characters (shinji ken and fuuka lol) but hes teetering on the edge hes number 4!#i really loved him in portable i worked my ass off to get his social link i had him on my team the entire game#i found him really cute and endearing and hilarious but then like i played dancing#and er well i never got all his events cuz im bad at that game but i noticed that subtle difference#and then watching reload clips i felt it again i was like good god i hate this guy i wanna beat him up#which is so weird since hes one of my favorite characters so like what the hell is that#but i really think it is just this filter hes being presented with like when hes supposed to be a love interest#hes allowed to be more flawed and adorably pathetic and sensitive#like hes the one who wants to do the protecting but you end up protecting him you know?#so yeah this is what i mean when i say that if any straight person looks at akihiko sanada i will melt them with lasers#my mitsuru rant is a lot longer but its very similar just that ughh disgusting filter shes presented through I HATE IT I HATE IT SO MUCH#i think having kotone as the protagonist fixes most problems so i consider that the solution lol but i think Aki not getting a real social#link is a major disservice and creates that super annoying upperclassman divide that makes him unapproachable and idolized
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IT'S BEACH DAY!!!
#quin sketches#kohiiai#aira shiratori#hiiro amagi#kohaku oukawa#shiratori aira#amagi hiiro#oukawa kohaku#enstars#ensemble stars#hiiai#hiikoha#kohaai#was that excessive. idk#WHO CARES#airaposting#hiiroposting#i realized i hadnt drawn aira in like. a couple of drawings so i needed to fix that#im the insane aira guy i have to live up to my reputation#and i needed to make more kohiiais#i love these guys so much do u understand#also if you are wondering if aira is supposed to be binding in this yes he is. he is very transmasc to me#beloved#hiiro is very strong. he can hold two boyfriends azt the same time#they hav matching bracelets :]#theyre soimportant to me#anywya. yeah :)#lazers art
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Anthony Horowitz, you can't just brutally murder the white supremacist racist character in book two and then give us this. I'm disappointed.
#alex rider#i know these books were written really long ago but cmon#i audibaly gasped reading that like wtf#idk the guy who said this was american#im not sure if this line was supposed to paint him in a negative light or not#i mean i had fun making fun of this line with my mostly asian friend group so thats something#edit: i accidentally put cars instead of cats in the alt i am so sorry its fixed now#skeleton key
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Making fits in adopt me and then they become characters which I then draw part 1
Silly goose :3
#stitch art#art#oc#oc art#im sooo eepy#its 3 am getting close to 4 rn maybe i should honk shoo.....#currently the most developed is the 3rd fit. who is also the guy who i was yapping abt earlier#(hes the one that shares a name w another character)#theyre also the one im most excited for :)#i speedran this drawing and the sketch/lines for the second one tho now im burnt ojt for now :( even tho i wanna draw#SIGGHHHHHH#also guys i drew legs how theyre normally generally shaped ARE YOU PROUD OF ME#the 2nd did not get that treatment and the 3rd probably wont either. 1 is quite lucky#THE EARRINGS R SUPPOSED TO BE SILVER SOS I FORGOT TO COLOR THEM and also a lot of the leg/shoe linesrt#but i dont feel like going back to fix it.....
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t4t laios toshiro exactly the same relationship but toshiro realised young that she was a girl n has never met another trans person so seeing laios transition after meeting her just continues to perplex and frustrate her (she wants to Fix laios so bad but by god she's annoying. kabru can do it instead ig)
HELPMe yeah yeah truly a t4t love story for the ages
#i think t4t laishuro is silly if like#ok so transfem toshiro#meets the toudens (laios first)#and shes like wow this guy is like the opposite of me#and then meets falin . yaddi yadda gets a crush on falin (transfem icon)#kind of gender envy a bit too cuz shes so soft and sweet and . toshiros all rough around the edges. trained warrior#shes a healer who can fix her.#and like toshiro thinks maybe . maybe i can be with her 🤔#and proposes.#yaddi yadda dunmeshi happens#meets laios again. okay.#yaddi yadda everything else happened#hugs laios. yay#laios transitions#toshiro and falin rejection that ends in friendship#again laios has transitioned. toshiro meets laios again#promise of starting over on a clean slate ish. i suppose#toshiros like : ''huh shes so much freer now. im more envious of her''#and they fall in love but its slow burn#also kabru is there with his t4t manuscript#woo'd laios already#toshiro feels she has to compete somewhat#kabru calls her babygirl#toshiro goes nevermind i think . i will just die 🫶😊😐#namari consoles her and they go kill their dads together#the end..#asks#dunmeshi#sorry for the RAMBLE in the tags . im just insane#tree 🌳🐈⬛ !
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I want to thank my Lord and savior Tom Cardy for posting a song that has the exact vibe I wanted for the relationship of ps8!Lance/ps8!Allura with an oc I have for this au
#empty thoughts#Post s8 au#That oc is multiverse. Iykyk#Anyway do listen to the song it's amazing!!!!#post s8 posting#I want to mention though both Lance and Allura would be much more horrified compared to the guy in the video#Eh they'll come around#I think the multiverse here is a bit like a benevolent bill cipher?#Kinda like Winged Lion but nicer but also equally as manipulative(who is a big inspo for their characterization)#The way I imagine is you know that Allura aurora we see at the end that is supposed to mean she is dead?#That's not Allura. It's kind of multiverse but an image of them#Also Honerva didn't destroy all realities but maybe very small portion of what is infinity no. of realities#(I don't know man I just personally think the entire was so stupid and clear indication that the writers had no idea what to do for finale#So they pulled out this bs right out of their asses and then killed off Allura to be all ~tragic)#Anyway multiverse was the one that fixed the realities. Which is how and why Allura is still alive#What Honerva and Allura did was kickstart the entire process#(I don't know man I am making it up as I go)#Anyway the multiverse loves Allura (for the entire magic thing at end) and Lance (for one of the first ones to talk to it)#But it's in the way a little girl loves a small creature. Cooing and playing with them while not understanding that it's stressing them out#Multiverse was like 'asleep' but that entire thing with Haggar 'woke' it up way earlier than it should have#This is all bound to change but oh well
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tfw you're a prince and a wandering squire from a foreign land challenges you to a hunting duel
#mine.art#we were devils au#c zam#c mapicc#this was spurred on by that guy with the hc where mapicc was a knight-in-training who never got knighted#the design on theyellow part of zams tunic is supposed to be dandelions and their leaves lol#i drew this on my old laptop which has fucked up color settings#so if zam looks like a tan white person or too desaturated even for this more desaturated coloring style then i apologize#(also i have no idea what a tan white peron looks like...)#also i think?? mapiccs pinker than hes supposed to be#not sure tho cause again fucked up color settings lol#i mean i colorpicked my ref of him but the brush is pretty sheer#edit: just checked on my phone and yeah i def have to change some things#edit 2: i fixed it i think#edit 3: took anther look and zam looks more ornge than hes supposed to be#gonna fix that tomorrow then ig its way too late rn
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What if I fuck around and rewrite miraculous but swapping marinette and Adrian’s gender…
#the thing is#if I do this then male marinette wouldn’t have a crush on female Adrian#why you ask?#marinette is supposed to be friends with Nino#I feel like if marinette was a guy she would’ve sat with Nino instead#this never interacting with alya#so the friend group would be alya and female Adrian#and Nino and marinette#which means half the shit that happens wouldn’t happen…#if marinette doesn’t befriend alya she has no one to hand the ladybug to who she knows wants to be a hero#she also wouldn’t have sat on Chloe’s sit so no umbrella scene#BUT this means we would have pre alya marinette so she’ll be shy and won’t have much of a back bone since Chloe is her bully#alya is the one that changed that#but I do hope that being ladybug would fix that with time?#I also love the thought of male marinette being super tall like her dad#which would make me write gay panic Luka#you heard me#honestly I would change the ages#not only cause I’m pretty sure I would write hawkmoths end faster#but because who tf gives 12-13 year olds the responsibility to be heroes???#amors ideas
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i finished posting all the chapters to my fic! here's a few doodles of the happier things that happened after the final chapter. the last one is the original doodle of little depressed v from the devil ending that got me thinking 'haha what if i do that to him even if he didn't pick arasaka'. also a deleted scene with v and kerry that didn't make the cut </3
side note: i feel i did kerry a little dirty in this fic because he's on the sidelines a lot </3 im sorry kerry!!
#much love to anyone who read this! <3#i've put more of my thoughts about this fic on the author's note feeling like a whole TED talk speaker#pick me up fic#cyberpunk 2077#kerry eurodyne#that's supposed to be viktor telling v to soak up the sun but i didnt use a ref and didnt bother to fix him haha woops sorry vik#i drew this tag#lil guy v#writingcactus
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