#gripping and wishing and wishing
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It's just guys night talk! Don't worry about it!
(Read Tiger Tiger and shake this man awake so he can finish that thought!)
#tiger tiger#remy bonnaire#jamis arlesi#Comics I meant to post a week ago but I have been...extraordinarily sleepy.#Remy is the ultimate yearner and he is about to explode...these last few updates have had the Tigers discord in a vice grip.#We all knew he was going to say something that would devestate Remy.#But this??? This near confession? “I wish you would look at me like that?”#If I was Remy...well yeah I probably would also just lay in bed. Awake. Pondering and internally exploding.#But ough...the agony...his heart had settled on loving this man from afar and now...now he wonders. If it doesn't have to be so.#The boys are fighting (internally and with themselves).#If you haven't red Tigers yet but are reading this: What else must I do to convince you? Draw more men's tits?#God! If I must [I shake my head at an empty audience] I can't believe I'm being forced to do this!
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top 10 men who dont value their lives: number one
#friccart#ar#puss in boots#puss in boots the last wish#fan art#this movie has a very firm grip on my soul
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#I'm tired of saying one day...one day this...one day that...I just want to leave this house now.#you know how they say this house isn't a home...well it isn't. it's a place I'm just staying at#not quite living in because is this really living at all? It's not filled with any love whatsoever but I can only scatter what little#things make me happy on my side of the room#im tired of one day...i want now.#i am tired of speaking. i am tired of being yelled at. i am tired of my brother being aggressive at anything in his way when he doesnt do#jack shit but spouts to people online how much he does when he doesnt do shit. i am tired of the banging and slamming. i am tired to the#very bottom of my being. I am tired of my emotions being flipped just like that due to someone elses anger#I want to have my own place if i could and i want to be in a place that is loved and not loveless.#I am tired of repeating to myself things are going to be okay when I have been walking in the same place for years#I dont need any more stagnant- burning energy in my life.#I wonder when it will come...when i can feel like i really have my own and can leave and live a life outside of this. maybe I'll be a#better and happier part of myself and actually want to dive more into things i love. I'll have something secure that wont feel like im#gripping and wishing and wishing#anyway...sorry...i have to let this out somewhere lolololol#tae.txt#willdele.
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a murder to solve, espio’s verses delight, haiku answer all
#my art#espio#espio the chameleon#sth#the murder of sonic the hedgehog#i so so so fucking love poet espio#wish he did haiku though#and i think most of them should have dogshit third lines#did not intend for this to be my first murder art but it took a grip of me and would not let me be#i don’t think ive ever drawn espio b4
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i finished isat. so obviously i had to draw about 5 million siffrins to cope
#what if we put this guy into a situation: the game#genuinely ive been so charmed by this game from the very first act its just so emotional and gripping and augh i love it#i wish i had more intelligent things to say but im just so obsessed#in stars and time
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repeating this mantra like my life depends on it
#the creator's struggle#being an artist is not a curse I would wish on anyone this shit is hard man#clinging to my own self-worth in a fucking death-grip#it do be like that#i am so normal#artist struggles#miss misnomer
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blorbos that live in my head every day
#queen lizzie and her short king husband <3#i love those two so much the empires s1 characters have such a fucking grip on me i love them#the sillies fr#clay king and ocean queen#man i wish married people were real#empires s1#empires smp season 1#esmp s1#esmp#lizzie ldshadowlady#joel smallishbeans#ldshadowlady#smallishbeans#jizzie#shadowbeans#court jester's art
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Some underrated moments in book 2
🤍 When Xie Lian admitted if it weren't for his cultivation method, he 100% would've read the smut mortals write about Pei Ming already.
🤍 When Xie Lian described Mu Qing as a ✨Standard Pretty Boy™✨
🤍 The way Fangxin MOANED when Xie Lian took it in his hand after hundreds of years of separation.
🤍 Mu qing's worst fear being muddy scalies.
🤍 Qi Rong's poetic soliloquy about STDs.
🤍 When Shi Qingxuan disarmed Feng Xin, a powerful martial god with centuries worth of experience, just by running into him tits first.
(Book 2, 3, 4, 5, 6)
#honorable mention: when hua cheng gave a literal object the NASTIEST side eye for enjoying gege's grip too much#you wish that was you huh#can't say i don't get mu qing tho those things are built the wrong type of different#excited for the next novel hope some of the goofiness carries on#heaven official's blessing#tian guan ci fu#tgcf#xie lian#pei ming#mu qing#fang xin#qi rong#shi qingxuan#feng xin#i don't have one of these for book 1 cause i read that over the course of 3 months#my bad gang
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made the Ominous Spring (Amatsu Longsword) from Monster Hunter today
materials: aluminum and value wire. embroidery floss for the grip. length: 17cm
#monster hunter#recurring arts#mhrsunbreak#monster hunter amatsu#been a while since i've made something so intricate#wish i could've soldered the grip to the blade instead of having to coil it together but you use what you have#and i have 24gauge value wire
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Got nothing to post this week so here's some old mspaint stuff.
First one is from back from when I was trying to figure out my future MK and DDD designs. There's been a few changes, MK no longer has that star charm, and DDD's design has an added cape too. Also DMK's there too, no SDDD though.
Sibling posting!! These two love arbitrary competition.
Lots of OC posting, mainly centered around my fankid(s). And lots of Arthur posting. Oops!
Finally is a sketch I intended to turn into an actual drawing but forgot. I'll draw my adult Kirby properly eventually, I've just got something fun in mind for it that I need to think through a little more.
The reason I can't post this week is because I'm busy 💔 My remaining free days will be spend working on my next actual art post.
Which! For being so patient you get a sneak peak. A very crunchy one though. I don't want to give that much away.
#kirby#meta knight#king dedede#metadede#dark meta knight#galacta knight#galactabro#sir arthur#kirby oc#oc: wisteria#oc: luna#oc: primrose#fankids#oc: erebus#oc: anansi#oc: ceri#he's that red Thing hugging kirby#christ that's a lot of people#arthur's mk's and gk's dad. so most of those drawings are him being a grampa#this isn't even the half of my arthur rot. i live in Hell#these were never really meant to be public. not for a long time. so they are ta the peak of self indulgence. it's a little cringe#and i am Not free they've got me gripped by the throat#anyway. i wish i could say more but#i need to sleep because i wake up at 6 am (it's 1 am at the time of scheduling this#i will say. the art post is turning out amazingly. i might even make it my pfp for the remainder of the month. sorry jude#my doodles#posting at 9 ❤️ my beloved
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there is something so so so Appealing about angry/irritated Barnaby. it scratches an itch in my brain. somethin somethin comic relief characters getting to break their mold and be outwardly unhappy
#plus it just looks... Nice on him yk yk#i sat down to do a lil character study and Next Thing I Knew barns was ready to Throw Down#still tweaking how i draw him... still not fully satisfied#except for the center scribble#theres a reason its on its own. its my fav of the bunch#and also the happiest ive been with a scribble in a While!#everybody hold on im shifting into barnaby mode#kidding kidding. maybe. we'll see how i feel tomorrow#scribble salad#welcome home#welcome home puppet show#welcome home fanart#barnaby b beagle#i like how i keep cycling through which neighbor im Focusing on#lately its been howdy but all this laughingstock is making me 👀 @ barnaby#still patiently waiting for my brain to seize poppy in its white-knuckle grip#please. please. i do not control the Motivation but god i wish i did#still. anyway. angy barnaby. fuck yeah. hes great.#i think i saw that one uhhhh drawing of clown's of barns looking mildly annoyed#and thats probably what made me go Oh I Love This. This Is Incredible. I Think About This Every Day.#he deserves to be upset. as a Treat#all comic relief characters should have a free 'choose violence' ticket
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I FORGOT TO PUT THESE ON TUMBLR SORRY 😭😭
There was a P4 ship tournament going on and I had an excuse to doodle two things ^^
#persona 4#yukichie#souyo#kannao#oh yo it’s my art#IT WAS A YUKICHIE SWEEP AND I LOVED IT#I wish I could’ve done more art !! but schoolwork had me in a grip. heartbreaking.
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med student megatron....
#wip#totally and directly inspired from echoes of messatine#and from my own experience that one time in highschool#i was battling for my life to not fall asleep in literature class one day. i dont remember closing my eyes but suddenly my head i was on th#table and class was already over. i fell asleep so suddenly lmao it surprised me#ohh another recent one was last year where i fell asleep standing up while on the bus as i gripped the seat in front of me with Strength#i wish i could live off coffee but coffee has never ever worked on me grahhhhhhhhhhh
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While I think the moment in cql where Meng Yao– still bleeding from a stab wound in his chest btw– realizes Lan Xichen is in danger and decides to save the man who was so kind to him in cloud recesses is cute and all, nothing will ever beat the book for me. Little bookkeeper civilian Meng Yao, who has not had a serious chance to make his dreams of being a cultivator come true in fucking years, out of nowhere gets the fucking sect leader of Gusu Lan dropped right in his lap?
It's such a great example of Meng Yao's multilayered motivations to me. Because is civilian Meng Yao thinking of all the ways he can use this? Of the fact that having a great sect leader in his debt is the best thing that could happen to him? Duh. Obviously.
Is he very purposeful about appearing to Lan Xichen as a kind young man full of untapped potential, brave and willing to put his life on the line even though he really doesn't know so much about about cultivators, no sir, except a little he picked up here and there, because you see his father– 👉👈 Of course he is!
But the way through which he does that is... by actually saving Lan Xichen's life, at no doubt significant personal risk. The way he makes Lan Xichen believe he's kind and selfless is by... being kind and selfless. Just because he's doing it on purpose doesn't mean he's not doing it.
Is it lying if you want people to think you're nice and so you're nice to them? Isn't that just called being nice? Yes, he is very purposeful about how he appears to people, and very carefully crafts an image based on what he wants them to think of him, but most of the time he does that simply by... actually being the kind of person he wants to appear as. He still did the kind things he did, regardless of his motivations for doing them.
#mdzs#mdzs meta#meng yao#jin guangyao#lan xichen#rs: i wish it could've been you#I think for a guy like nmj the reason this 'fakeness' is scary is because it makes him unpredictable#meng yao COULD be nice to you because he wants you to think well of him and the best way to do that is simply being nice.#OR he could be planning to kill you later. you have no way of knowing which one it is.#but like... the existence of the latter– while obviously very troubling!– doesn't really make the former manipulation in and of itself#but both people in universe and the fandom frustratingly often take it as such#'i want this person to like me so i'm gonna be nice to them' <- this is not manipulation. this is just interacting with people.#anyway this dual motivation probably also applies to show meng yao. who is scrambling to find something else now that he's been banished.#but the reason the novel grips me so much is little civilian a-yao doesn't even *know* lan xichen yet.#it's the journey of this at first being very inpersonal- both as an opportunity and as a heroic act#(the impression he's giving being that he saved a stranger because he's just that kind of person 😇)#and over the course of their time spent hiding together becomes... very very personal.#meng yao coming in with a very general plan that he could charm any kind of person with and slowly adjusting it to fit lxc#but how is that so different from just... getting to know a person and realizing what kind of relationship you want to have with them?#I also just think it's cute to have a-yao get bonked over the head with the realization that this guy is so fucking NICE what the FUCK?#no way he's this lucky. good shit doesn't *happen* to him where's the catch with this guy??? hello???#lucky of course both on a personal level and for his practical goals. i loveeee both sides of a-yao's brain screaming in tandem
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i have many wives but all of them are beautiful
#also all 4 raging homosexuals and 3/4 are canon crossdressers. unless someone has something good to tell me about wanning in 2ha too?#chinese bl#meet you at the blossom#immortality#the spirealm#the general's son#mine#wish i could add women here but they haven't made any with loml flavour since lexa daenerys and villanelle#and that was so long ago that their grip on me loosened
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i'm so sorry...
#the penacony history is having me in tight grip#this is my way to cope#the way hoyo didn't give us a history book right away in the first update#the way we tried to research it smh#it was so amazing and fascinating#and talking to people in dreamflux reef and to doctor blues had deeply corrupted my mind#hsr#honkai star rail spoilers#honkai star rail#hsr spoilers#penacony#mikhail char legwork#i love him so much...#i wish we had a little bit more time with him#but this is also the path of trailblazing ig
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