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[myxtorturedxheart]

@greyhoundgxrl liked for a starter

"What if I don't go back to it? What if I just disappear and never return to music?" Daisy asked, she doubted that that was what she would truly do, she had loved being on stage far too much, but it was something she was considering, not knowing how she could go back to it and stay sober.

[mxgicshxrd]

@greyhoundgxrl

[gcldensnflwr]

@greyhoundgxrl​ liked for a starter!

“  the  suspense  is  terrible.  i  hope  it  will  last.”

[mxgicshxrd]

@greyhoundgxrl

Penny Lane’s outfits from Almost Famous.

[stcr]

EMOTIONAL  BAGGAGE .      bold  whatever  applies  to  your  muse ,      italicize  the  things  that  only  somewhat  apply / are  verse  dependent .      repost  don’t  reblog .

been  cheated  on      |      been  bullied      |      had your heart broken      |      broken  someone’s  heart      |      told  a  horrible  lie      |      been  betrayed      |      been  framed / set-up      |      stolen  something  of  value      |      overdosed  on  drugs      |      been  drunk      |      cheated      |      bullied    |      been  publicly  humiliated      |      punched  someone  in  the  face      |      been  beaten  up      |      broken  a  bone      |     been admitted to a hospital      |      put  someone  in  the  hospital      |      had  a  near-death  experience      |     been  drugged      |      done  drugs      |      smoked      |      been  arrested   |      been  homeless      |      been  forced  to  commit  a  crime      |      died  and  came  back  to  life      |      kissed  someone  you  weren’t  attracted  to     |      bled  severely     |     killed  someone     |      been  forced  to  kill  someone      |      had  an  attempt  on  your  life       |      made  an  attempt  on  your  own  life      |      lost  someone      |      loved  someone      |      watched  a  loved  one  die      |      failed  to  save / help  a  loved  one      |      felt  helpless      |      watched  your  world  die / disappear      |      had  your  life’s  work  stolen / destroyed      |      gone  without  food  for  over  three  days      |      gone  without  sleep  for  over  three  days      |      been  tortured / questioned      |      been  shot     |      been  stabbed      |      been  poisoned      |      been  held  prisoner     |      been  trapped      |      been  buried  alive     |      been  held  hostage      |     held  someone  hostage      |      been  stuck  in  a  different  world / universe / time      |      been  abused  by  someone  who  should  have  loved / appreciated / valued  you     |     had  a  panic  attack     |      had  night  terrors      |      been  in  a  car  accident      |      lost  your  job      |      lost  a  fight   |      had  sex  with  a  stranger   |      been  divorced      |      been  abandoned      |      passed  out  from  pain      |      cried  yourself  to  sleep      |      spent  a  whole  day  in  bed      |      hurt  yourself      |      taken  your  anger  out  on  yourself      |      taken  your  anger  out  on  someone  you  love      |     been  used      |      been  manipulated       |      felt  used      |      manipulated  someone  else       |      had  your  memories / mind  wiped / stolen   or  tampered  with      |      been  taken  over  by  a  hostile  force      |       been  terrified      |      played  a  cruel  game  on  someone      |      been  forced  to  smile      |      felt  too  many  things  at  once   |      laughed  when  you  felt  like  crying      |      been  in  denial      |      been  denied      |      faced  your  demons

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[escapedartgeek]

🌟 + their first love

Zora couldn't help but grimace at the question about their first love. Who even asks about that kind of thing? Apparently Maddie does and the sheer sigh that Zora gives is enough to imply it wasn't exactly a great time.

"I don't know what you want me to talk about there. Because like.. I can't even identify when my first love actually was. Are we talking little crushes? Are we talking unrequited feelings? Are we even talking the first time I was in a relationship.. which I guess would be during my freshman year of college. I liked a girl who I was working with in some of my classes and we got to know each other better. I wasn't experienced with flirting or romance much at all.. but I did enjoy her company.

I don't even know.. if I can call that my first love. I liked her a lot, I don't think we were an item long enough for me to know for sure that I loved her. But there was some potential I think.. shame that the constant chaos of college tends to break up early relationships. At least it certainly did for me. "

[zoophagist]

                 R. M. RENFIELD   /   BLOG ASSOCIATION.

animal:       rat color(s):      grey month:       may (renfield’s first canon appearance!) song:       “red right hand” by nick cave & the bad seeds number:      59 (the age seward estimates renfield to have) day or night:     night plant:       ivy smell:      damp soil gemstone:      amber season:       autumn  place:       a sparsely furnished cell food:     insects element:     earth drink:       blood!

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[zoophagist]

That some people had family beyond the blood-related kind seemed a fantasy to Renfield, who didn’t even have the blood kind himself and who had learned in his handful of failed foster situations that even eating, sleeping, living together day in and day out would never make him family like blood could. Blood was at the root of everything when you dug down deep enough. Blood could do so much. (He remembered the tang of it on his tongue from that one woman who had made him believe in family, who had said the exchange of blood bound him to a master. The blood was sacrifice, sealing people together, promising everything to one another.) Anything short of blood was conditional. He knew that.

But he knew it a little bit less when Madeline smiled.

It felt strange to thing of that other time, of a deal in blood in a dark forest miles and miles away, in this place, and with another person. It made the memories fog and slide and slip into uncertainty. How could a life have both kinds of moments, there and here, that and this...?

Madeline was right that he should sleep. Night brought the funny kind of thoughts that didn’t fit right inside your head. He murmured an acquiescent “Alright, well goodnight” as he reached to turn out the right, and the quiet took hold of their room until morning.

“Stick together when we get to the city? Yeah, of course. I wouldn’t leave you in Los Angeles all by yourself,” Madeline assured him, gently patting his hand. He reminded her of herself when she first came to Los Angeles. She was afraid that if she didn’t stick with Renfield, the city would eat him alive. “I’ve got a whole family out in L.A. They’re not blood-related, of course, but they’re family all the same. Now. You need to get some sleep. You look exhausted.” She smiled gently at him like a big sister would.

[disposablelover]

YOUR TRAGIC GREEK CHARACTER  (Max)

Orestes

You are Orestes from the Oresteia by Aeschylus, and you are haunted by a cycle of pain. You try your hardest to be a better person, but sometimes you wonder if you will stop feeling trapped by your past.

You have a strong sense of justice, you are quick to protect and defend those you love, and you are not afraid to compromise your morals if that means you are settling the score. Eventually though, the consequences of your deeds will catch up to you, but that's okay, because sometimes looking your ugliness right in the eye is the greatest release.

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[itsalltoobeautiful]

What soft romance trope are you ?

love at first sight

let's be real, only children believe in "love at first sight." but you're a hopeless romantic probably sitting around in coffee shops waiting to meet "the one." and there is absolutely nothing wrong with that. infatuation at first sight is more accurate. you are the moment when two people lock eyes, and the whole world stills. nothing is there but you and them. and there is suddenly a strong sense of longing. you love love, don't deny it. flowers, chocolates, the whole nine yards. because of this you are loved by many. hopefully you know it too: you are loved.

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Tagging: @flwrschild @wynterlanding @honeyhcarted @wvtchy @hangtenn @h11bound @greyhoundgxrl @bornfornothin @batfall and whoever else would like to! Xx

[grenkids]

answer these and tag 9 people you’d like to know better / catch up with.

last song: “your woman” by white town. i was showing it to al because i thought they would like it.

currently reading.   well, im trying to do some fun reading over winter break, but it’s proving to be difficult. Right now I’ve got Aura by Carlos Fuentes out. The books I bring to work in hopes of reading are: N0S4A2 by Joe Hill, Seeds of Yesterday by V.C. Andrews, and The Ghost and The Goth by Stacey Kade, Because I can’t pick which one to read when i get here i use a list randomizer lol

currently watching.   al and i are back on our degrassi: next generation kick. currently on season 5

last movie.   scrooged. it was playing in the background while decorating the christmas tree

currently craving.   nothing really. maybe some coffee?

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tagging: @escapedartgeek @arachnofille @greyhoundgxrl @stupiidgood and whoever else wants to do this :)

[mxgicshxrd]

@greyhoundgxrl

Vinyl, Led Zeppelin

[mxgicshxrd]

Did You See That??||Lizzie n Maddie

@greyhoundgxrl

Lizzie had been flipping through her tarot deck, and wasn't really paying attention, until one dropped out. The Star. Lizzie's eyebrow cocked, and she glanced at Maddie. "Something you've been wanting to tell me girl??"

[corbcro]

“  you  should  have  seen  the  way  they  looked  at  me  –  like  i  wasn’t  just  somebody’s  daughter.” being  a  star  was  her  dream, she  just  did  not  understand how  hard  it  would  be  to  get  there. // @greyhoundgxrl​

[lazarising]

@greyhoundgxrl​

“So, what’s your favorite band?”

[escapedartgeek]

What poisonous flower are you?

Doll's Eyes

This is the poison of unchecked vices. You slip into hallucinations. You are wracked with convulsions. The delirium threatens to overwhelm you. What are you running from? You look in every direction, wild-eyed at every turn, seeking some reprieve from what torments you. Each vice brings new consequences, and the price of escape seems too great, and yet you cannot seem to face things head on. If you aren't running from yourself, I hope you find a true way to freedom soon. And if you are running from yourself, perhaps you would do well to realize your pain is not something you can simply escape by avoidance. You deserve healing just as much as the ones you love. Someday, soon I hope, you will know this and feel it and reach inward to grant yourself all the kindnesses you offer others. That is the only true way to peace for ones like us. Oh, and if the pain of it seems too great? I hope that you realize you don't have to do it alone.

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