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23. for after battle sex // barnabas @stormandash

The sounds the fallen king makes– if Clive couldn’t feel how hard Barnabas was, he’d wonder if he was inflicting too much pain. He thinks the tyrant of Waloed must be unused to rough treatment and teeth ravaging his skin- Either nobody dares wreck his 'perfection' in this way or he hasn’t let them. He presses the clawed tip of his gauntlet-clad thumb into the tender site of a purpling bruise angrily standing out on the slant of his foe's neck, deciding that he enjoys the pained noises spilling from those full lips.

They're far from tame things, he and Odin- characterized by an absolute lack of hesitation, an absence of gentleness. There is only the merciless rock of Clive's hips oppressing the man beneath him as his conquest and the way it damn near hurts to lean into the harsh movements.

A hand slides around the joined heat of their bodies, shoving themselves in a greedy motion to rake crimson furrows down Barnabas' chest, pawing at the bulk of his muscles. The heel of his palm rolls against the darker and thicker flesh of the other man's right nipple in an almost passingly gentle manner before he clamps his thumb and forefinger around it to force more vocalizations from the vaunted warrior's throat.

There is a perverse satisfaction stoking the fire building within his chest, having Tharmr on his hands and knees like this, legs obscenely spread as he struggles to keep himself presented. His heavy cock is twitching with obvious interest despite being yet untouched, cruelly deprived of Clive's attentions, thick strings of pre leaking all over his tense well-muscled thighs. A dark thought seizes him in it's jaws, every hungry and demanding, making him hiss in a breath as he slows the pace of his rutting- pulling almost entirely from the molten grip around his length. His rhythm is steady, but deep and punishing, wringing pleasure from the other man's fraying nerves. He knows it isn't enough to push Barnabas over the edge, not even close to it, allowing a mounting frustration to take hold.

"Say it," he growls out from beneath clenched teeth, splaying his fingers through the dark locks of Barnabas' sweat-dampened hair. He shoves the other man's head down until his face is being near dragged against the rain-soaked stones beneath with each forceful thrust.

"I want to hear you beg for me."

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nsfw prompts that don’t sound like a bad porno

i’m always tired of seeing the cringiest sentence starters for smut so i’m back at it again kids. feel free to adjust sentences or specify who does the action. 

ACTIONS: 1. for one muse to give the other oral 2. to skinny dip with my muse 3. to shower with my muse 4. to take a hot bath with my muse 5. for sex in public 6. for sex in the car 7. to catch my muse naked 8. to undress my muse 9. for sparring to turn into sex 10. for an argument to turn into sex 11. for make up sex 12. for friends with benefits sex 13. to tie up my muse 14. to blindfold my muse 16. to make one muse watch the other masturbate 17. for a threesome (specify muses) 18. for one muse to wake the other by fingering them/giving a handjob 19. for one muse to deny the other orgasm 20. for angry sex  21. for break up sex 22. for sex after a near death experience  23. for after battle sex 24. for sex to get revenge on an ex 25. for one muse to give the other a lap dance or strip tease  26. to make my muse whimper 27. for one muse to take the other from behind 28. for sex against the wall 29. for sex on a table/counter/desk 30. for sex in a pool/hot tub 31. for one muse to choke the other 32. for rough sex  33. for our muses to try a new position 34. for our muses to try a new kink together 35. for one muse to use a toy on the other 36. for one muse to sit on the other’s face

WORDS:  “touch me.” “kiss me here.” “you have to be quiet if you want to cum.” “say my name.”  “oh fuck-” “i need you so bad.” “i’m so wet right now.”  “i want you to touch yourself for me.”  “let me hear you, baby.”  “come for me.” “i want to hear you cum.” “harder.” “i need to feel you.” “i want you.” “you’re so hot.” “can i come yet?” “please, baby—” “i’m so close.” “i told you to be quiet.” “i told you to stay still.” “are you gonna be good for me?” “i promise i’ll be good.” “i’m not done with you yet.” “i’ve been waiting all day…” “you’re all i want.” “just kiss me, i can’t take this anymore.” “just shut up and fuck me.”  “i’m gonna fuck you until you beg me to stop.”  “say please.” “i could’t stop thinking about you all day.” “your fingers feel so good.” “your mouth feels so good.” “i want your fingers inside me.” “i want it to hurt.” “more—” “i want you to forget everything and everyone else but me.” “make me forget.” “i just want to feel something.”  “make me.” “be quiet.”  “they’re gonna catch us—” “yes— right there.” “that feels so good.” “does that feel good?” 

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@phoenixbound -> "i won't apologize for wanting what i know i deserve."

His mouth worked, yet he said nothing for a moment. For years, he had always wondered what he might say given this perfect opportunity, planned out his questions, made demands, brought up memories that still hadn't lost their hot-wire edge, they yet remained so clear and vivid.

"Was that worth almost killing Joshua, then? So you could get what you feel you deserve?" he asked quietly, eyes downcast from what felt like muscle memory ingrained deeply into his being since childhood.

He had known a mother's love, once. Clive was merely unsure what would have been better- To have never received a caring word or glance from the woman at all, or the lingering attachment and desire for approval that yet remained despite how he was treated later in his youth.

"I accept that I was a failure in your eyes, I gladly braved the role of the family black sheep for his sake. I don't demand anything for my own sake, not from you. But you had our father killed and quite nearly took Joshua's life in the process- You truly have nothing else to say beyond you felt that you deserved more than what you had in Rosaria?"

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"sometimes, you get so close to someone, you end up on the other side of them."

Clive stared down at the worn and calloused palm of his right hand, closing his eyes sharply as he recalled the savage fight between he and Garuda. When he became Ifrit, something... dark took over. Dark and rabid, seething with hatred and malice. The rage burned him from the inside out, fueling his infernal flames- As though his veins themselves pulsed with molten magma, screamed with an insatiable bloodlust.

When he'd dragged the harpy's face through the sharp edges of rocks and splintered fallen trees, he had enjoyed it. Rending her flesh into open weals, ripping her limbs from their sockets, savagely tearing off a wing with nothing but his teeth and snapping those hollow bones between his fangs. He had roared with cruel and hateful joy while incinerating her feathers down to the skin, rendering flesh and sinew into shriveled blackened ash.

Was that truly what lied deep inside of his heart? The desire to cause naught but pain and death?

He did not expect forgiveness for what he did, even if it 'had' to be done. Perhaps the twisted expression of anger and disgust the elder man had levelled him with while in his dark prison cell was all that he needed to know about Telamon's reaction. All that he deserved to know.

Out of the pair of them, Clive's anguish was openly expressed to the point of being pathetic. He'd remained despondent over the knowledge that he had murdered and mutilated his own brother. Depressed and listless as he was, he had felt small and ashamed when Cid ordered him to be 'of use', even a touch sullen of what was being demanded of him.

Thirteen long and brutal summers had passed and yet he still acted as a child might, thinking that the world's ills somehow circled in on only himself and no others. That suffering and misery were some exclusive badges he'd earned and had the right to flash in the face of anyone else's problems.

Perhaps this was a moment to help Cidolfus shoulder some of the crushing weight he yet carried upon his broad shoulders.

"What happened? Between you and Benedikta- She said you were once the Lord-Commander."

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playlist sentence starters (pt. one)

songs from one of my playlists. think the golden child, unhealthily grieving, and broken ace. feel free to edit wording/pronouns as needed.

"it didn't kill me to lose you, i just thought that it might."

"i couldn't have cut you off if it weren't for the best."

"i miss how whole i felt before we met."

"i think i was just codependent."

"it felt so good to be wanted."

"i'm pretty sure all that's gonna fix this is time."

"you just seem like your life's been a dream since the moment you opened your eyes."

"stars don't shine, they burn."

"i'm quitting the second you're gone."

"show them you're not captain just because no one else ran."

"sometimes you get so close to someone, you end up on the other side of them."

"there's no good or evil thing that people won't one day forget."

"is it crazy to say that i'd die for you?"

"i'm keeping the bed warm while her husband is away."

"when they died they left no instructions.,just a legacy to protect."

"i am the one thing in life i can control."

"real men keep on fighting until they die."

"the universe works in mysterious ways, but i'm starting to think it isn't working for me."

"i've got so much left to learn."

"this family’s obsessed with validation and reputation."

"why does life feel so damn confining?"

"if you, for once, could just trust me--"

"just this once, let me come through for you."

"i'll make it up to you if it's the last thing i ever do."

"i know you are a man of honor."

"i'm so sorry to bother you at home."

"what didn't kill me never made me stronger, it just made me wish it would have."

"you just cannot deny there's a spark between us."

"why doesn't it get better with time?"

"i'm becoming all alone again."

"you don’t have to see the world as so black and white."

"do you still recognize yourself when you look in the mirror?"

"it's a bad idea, me and you."

"It's time we just let this thing go."

"what if i never see myself be anything more than what i've already become?"

"i never wanted to be better than my friends."

"you've never seen hell that's as fresh as mine."

"i'm kicking ass and taking names and making sure the people know."

"i won't apologize for wanting what i know i deserve."

"when loneliness knocks, she lets herself in."

"in my head, i'm a beacon."

"who am i if not exploited?"

"i wish i'd done this before."

"all i did was try my best."

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GLIMPSES OF THE PAST: a headcanon / prompt collection because sometimes it's not enough to write about your muse's past and how it affects them, you just gotta write a little scene. these prompts are designed to be a little writing prompt related to your character's past, essentially!

send FORGED for a scene from my muse's past that they think made them stronger in the long run

send REMINDED for a scene from my muse's past in which they encountered something that reminded them of a difficult experience / trauma

send CONFESSED for a scene from my muse's past in which they revealed a secret about themselves to someone

send TRICKED for a scene from my muse's past in which they misled, tricked, or lied to someone

send IMPRESSED for a scene from my muse's past in which they tried to impress someone, successfully or not

send ACHIEVED for a scene from my muse's past in which they completed / achieved something they were proud of

send CHANGED for a scene from my muse's past that represented a turning point in their life

send DIFFERENT for a scene from my muse's past that they feel changed their outlook / personality / etc, for the better or worse

send CRITICAL for a scene from my muse's past in which they thought about / were reminded of something they're insecure about

send SCOLDED for a scene from my muse's past in which someone told them off, justifiably or not

send STRAINED for a scene from my muse's past in which they interact with someone they have a difficult relationship with

send SOBBED for a scene from my muse's past in which they broke down in tears

send LOST for a scene from my muse's past in which they felt lost, literally or figuratively

send BLINDSIDED for a scene from my muse's past in which they were betrayed or shocked by what someone did

send INJURED for a scene from my muse's past in which they sustained a significant injury

send AFRAID for a scene from my muse's past in which they were scared / under threat

send HELPED for a scene from my muse's past in which someone helped / saved them

send CAUGHT for a scene from my muse's past in which they were caught doing something they shouldn't

send BLUSHED for a scene from my muse's past in which they received a compliment that really got to them

send VICIOUS for a scene from my muse's past in which someone said something cruel that really got to them

send SWOONED for a scene from my muse's past in which they were infatuated with someone

send PINNED for a scene from my muse's past in which they were stuck somewhere, literally or figuratively

send GRIEVED for a scene from my muse's past in which they had recently lost someone / something

send MORTAL for a scene from my muse's past in which they had a brush with death, either themselves or someone close to them

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Independent Clive Rosfield from Final Fantasy XVI.

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