#grant x lottie

[domripley]

(Horror) Movies & Chill

pairing: natalie scatorccio x reader

warnings: college au, everyone is 18+, Nat is toxic, (she gets better in later parts I promise), daddy kink, strapwarming, begging, verbal degradation, mentions lottienat, facesitting.

summary: nat invites you into her room to watch some movies since the two of you don’t have any classes the next day.

kinktober 23/24’: watching horror movies & fucking

word count: 1.5k words

sequel to this | part two of ? | edited by my lovely girlfriend @specialinterestshows 🥰🩵

“Hey, (Your Name)?�� Nat called out as you walked past her bedroom door. You were surprised at her tone of voice, so you were unsure what she wanted.

“What’s up?” you asked, poking your head into her doorframe.

“Do you have any classes tomorrow?” she questioned.

Was Nat finally going to ask you out? You tried your best to contain your excitement as you answered her question, “No, I don’t have any classes until Monday. How about you?”

“Same here,” Nat said, and you took a deep breath. You weren’t sure what she was trying to get at, wishing that she would just come out and say something. “Lottie’s going to be busy today and tomorrow, wanna stay in my room tonight and watch some horror movies?”

You gave her a confused look - Nat had never wanted to just hang out without sex - granted she had never asked to hang out. Usually, Nat would pull you into her room, either fucking you right away or making you get her off. When she was done with you, she kicked you out of her room, unless Lottie was there.

“I- yeah, let me just put my stuff in my room and I’ll be right back,” you said, but Nat shook her head.

“You can keep your stuff in here until tomorrow, come on,” Nat pushed. You did as you were told, walking into her room and setting both your backpack and duffle bag down on the ground.

“C- Can, can I sit down on your bed?” you asked, taking your shoes off.

“You don’t have to ask, I promise,” Nat said, tapping the spot next to her. “You’re laying by the wall.”

“Can I ask you a question, Nat?” you knew this question could ruin things between the two of you before they ever got started, but it was something you needed to ask.

“Go for it,” she said, watching as you awkwardly crawled over her to get to the free space on the bed.

“This is the first time you’ve asked me to hang out to not do sexual things…” you pointed out. You grew nervous as Nat sat up, moving to the edge of the bed before going over to her TV stand. Grabbing her coverages, she put one in between her lips as she pulled some of the movies she owned out to show. “Are we…?”

“Are we what?” Nat pushed, looking around. She took the cigarette out of her mouth as she grabbed her own backpack off the floor.

“You know… dating?” you asked, but you soon frowned when Nat laughed.

“We’re roommates and you’re my fucktoy whenever I want,” Nat stated. “Listen, I like you and I’m trying my best to do other things with you, but for the most part? I just want to fuck you.”

“Oh… okay ” you had a feeling, but hearing her confirm it hurt.

“Come on now,” Nat smiled, bringing her cigarette to her mouth before she lit it. “You have fun with me all the time, so don’t be like that.”

“I’m sorry. Let’s just watch the movies like we planned,” you said, trying to change the subject. You watched as Nat smoked, going through the stack of movies she pulled out.

“I have so many movies, I just pulled out a little stack; we can watch some of these ones and go from there,” Nat explained.

“Sounds good to me. You can pick first, if you’d like?” you suggested.

Nat blew smoke, away from the direction of her box fan before responding. “Oh, I’m picking all the movies. Or at least ones I think you’ll like, anyway.”

You tried your best not to smile as she turned her TV on. You were confused - a part of you knew you shouldn’t be in her bed, about to have a horror movie marathon when all she wanted was sex from you. You were going to end up hurt in the end and even though you knew that, you couldn’t help but want it each and every time.

Once she started the first movie, Nat climbed onto the mattress, putting her cigarette out on the ashtray next to her bed. You watched the movie, trying to focus on it as her hand crept closer to your thigh. You decided to ignore her, especially since you were getting into the movie.

“(Your Name),” Nat breathed, watching your face as you were completely focused on the movie. “Come suck my cock.”

You turned to look at her, taking a drink of your water. “No, I’m watching the movie like you said you wanted to.”

Nat huffed in frustration, but dropped it as the movie continued. You finished your water, handing it to the blonde to set it on the bedside table. The two of you sat in silence until the movie ended. Nat got up from her spot, quickly putting in the next movie and as the trailers played, she left the room. You weren’t sure where she went, but you didn’t think too much about it, since you knew she would be back.

Finally, she came back with another water. Nat sat down, pushing play on the movie before turning her attention to you. Licking her lips, she said, “You look so fucking good.”

Nat leaned in, kissing your neck in the spot that she knew would turn you on.

”Nat,” you tried to warn her, but it came off as a moan.

“Yes, baby?” she asked, acting as if she had no clue on what she was doing.

Nat bit you, smiling against your skin when you shift in your seat. “Oh for fuck’s sake,” you groaned, pulling your pants and underwear off. You looked at Nat as you began to spread your legs, trying to get her to touch you.

Nat brought her hand down between your legs with a smirk on her face. “You’re this wet and from what? Me just kissing and biting your neck?”

You nodded, eyes widening as you silently pleaded for her to touch you more. Nat pulled her own pants and underwear down to her knees, revealing the strapon she had been wearing this entire time. “You’re wet enough to take my cock now, so turn on your side and let me fuck you.”

You turned onto your side as quick as you could and when Nat lined up the toy to your entrance, you took a deep breath. You exhaled as she slid all the way into you. “Good girl,” Nat praised, biting your shoulder. She sucked on the skin, wanting to leave as many marks on you as possible.

Before Nat even started to fuck you, she turned her attention back to the movie that was playing. You whimpered - but Nat slapped your thigh hard. “Be quiet and watch the movie. You wanted to watch it so fucking bad, so do it,” Nat snapped.

“Nat pl-“ you began, but she slapped your thigh again. You cried out, “Daddy, please.”

“You say something again and you can go back into your room and I’ll call someone else to come over. I can just watch movies with them before taking them out on a nice date,” Nat snapped. You tried your best not to let the comment bother you, but it stung.

You kept your mouth shut, trying to watch the movie. However, it was starting to become harder to focus on anything but how full you were. You wanted her to fuck you - you were so desperate that feeling her move even a little bit would satisfy you. But Nat stayed completely still, only to rub your thigh occasionally at a scary part in the movie.

You closed your eyes, no longer caring about the movie on the screen when all you needed was Nat to fuck you. You couldn’t think of anything but that and it was starting to make you frustrated.

When the movie was over, Nat began to fuck you at a slow pace. Keeping you in place as she kissed the skin she could reach. “Yeah? That feel good?” she asked, voice softer than you had expected.

You nodded, “Y- Yes, m’need you so much.”

“Yeah? You need me?” Nat questioned.

You nodded and when Nat pulled out of you, you let out an obnoxiously loud whine. “Nat, what the fuck?” you snapped.

Nat ignored you, getting up and taking off the strapon. “Lay on your back.” Nat instructed and despite your annoyance, you did as you were told.

She wasted no time, climbing onto the bed and straddling your face. Nat looked down at you before sitting down. You pushed your tongue into her, fucking it in and out of her. Then you pulled it out, holding it flat while she began to grind against it.

“Fuck,” Nat moaned. “Such a good girl.”

Nat continued to grind against you, coming silently as she sped her movements up. “Fuck,” she groaned, pulling off you.

“I need to use your mouth more,” Nat sighed. “Next movie, yeah?”

“Nat, please?” you whimpered, growing even more frustrated.

“No.”

[jamdoughnutmagician]

Tiny Match-maker

Bucky Barnes x Single mom!Reader Fluff

Adjusting to his new life outside of the superhero business, Bucky makes the acquaintance of a very young, inquisitive girl.

Just a meet-cute scenario with Bucky, that I might just write a part 2 for if people are interested in it.

Word count:1,853.

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It wasn’t often that Bucky found time for himself. Between the busy and at times chaotic line of work he found himself in, it didn’t leave a lot of time to do the things that the average person could do.

Doctor Raynor suggested that taking a step back from the heroic, android, alien, wizard-crime-fighting lifestyle might be just the thing that he needed. To take some time to do the things that the everyday person took for granted.

So that’s why Bucky found himself for the first time in a long while browsing the aisles of his local grocery store, standing in the middle of the dairy aisle, pondering if there’s any real difference between getting oat milk or almond milk. 

He’s brought out of his thinking when he feels something collide with his shins. Something, or rather someone. A young girl, she couldn’t have been more than three, maybe four years old. Her hair that is tied up into two bunches on either side of her head bounce slightly as she crashes into him.

He looks around himself, apart from him and this little girl, the aisle was otherwise empty. 

What was he supposed to do? He’d rescued thousands of civilians time and time again, but this little girl was just standing there, wide-eyed and innocently looking up at him.

“Hi! My name’s Lottie!” the little girl introduces herself with a big gap-toothed smile.

Bucky crouches down ever so slightly to meet her smaller stature. 

“Hi there, Where are your parents, huh? Are you lost?” he asks, keeping his voice soft when talking to her.

 Just as the little girl opened her mouth to answer, a woman came running down the aisle, slightly out of breath and with a look of panic on her face.

As she gets closer, Bucky takes in her appearance, she's pretty. Really pretty. The kind of effortless beauty that has a faint blush rising to his cheeks. 

“Charlotte!” the woman calls out as she comes closer to the little girl before scooping her up in her arms and hoisting her on her hip. “What have I told you about running off like that?” you gently scold her, although the scolding is more out of your own worries about your little girl.

“Sorry mommy.” she murmurs quietly as she tucks her head into your shirt.

“I’m so sorry, sir, I hope she didn’t bother you too much.” you smile apologetically at the man in front of you. He was tall, broad and far too handsome for his own good. With soft dark brown hair that fell along his jaw, pretty pink lips, the most beautiful stormy grey-blue eyes, and just the right amount of stubble grazing across his angled jaw to have you blushing as he looked your way. 

“Oh, hey, no harm done, she seems like a sweet kid.” he smiles, his voice is deep and rich, with a slight raspy gravel.

“Yeah, she is, although it would help if she wasn’t so much of an explorer, it’d be a lot easier to keep my eye on her otherwise.” you laugh.

“No, the world needs more explorers I say!” the handsome stranger joins in with a friendly chuckle of his own. 

“Well, I can see you’re busy, so we won’t keep you any longer..” you string out the end of your sentence, when you realise that you don’t actually know your new friend’s name.

“James. My name’s James.” he says, gesturing to himself. You tell him your name in return with a friendly smile.

“Well, it was nice talking to you, James.” You smile before turning back down the aisle. 

Bucky watched as you walked away from him, and he couldn't  help but hope that he might run into you again.

“Look, all you gotta do is go down there, tell a few old man war stories, answer some questions, maybe have your picture taken a few times and that’s it” Sam explained.

Sam had signed Bucky up to tell a few stories to the kids at the school downtown. A few about his life back in the day, and his life now. Sam thought it might be good for his public image.

“Just because you’re Captain America now, doesn’t mean you get to tell me what to do, Sam.” Bucky grumbled.

“When Steve gave me the shield, he did warn me it came with the custody of one grumpy super-soldier.” Sam laughed a wide, gap-toothed smile at his friend.

“..And that’s why you don’t let your best friend sign-up to be a government ordered science experiment.” Bucky smiled, as he finished his talk with the assembled group of young students in the small, but colourful classroom.

“Wonderful, and does anybody have any questions for Sergeant Barnes?” The teacher asked, as she stepped out beside Bucky.

“How did you lose your arm?” a young boy blurts out, quickly raising his hand.

“Timothy!” The teacher is quick to gently scold the young boy, but Bucky quickly steps in before she can make her point.

“It’s quite alright, I don’t mind answering this question.” He assures the teacher, before turning to the young boy. “I-uh-I kind of lost it when I came up against a bunch of bad-guys, who weren’t very nice at all.” Bucky thinks carefully about how he was going to word his answer, especially for this 5-year old kid. “..But it’s all good now, because I’ve got the super-strong metal one.” he shows off by rolling up the sleeve of his deep-red henley shirt.

“Are you and The Falcon really friends?” another young boy asks from where he’s sat cross-legged on the carpet in front of Bucky.

“Well, we’re team-mates, so I guess I’d call him a friend, but really he only hangs out with me because I make him look cool.” Bucky jokes with ease.

“Mr. Sergeant Barnes.” A tiny hand shoots up amongst the group. 

Bucky looks out and there sat at the back of the class is the little girl who ran into him at the grocery store at the weekend. Her bouncy curls tied up in two bunches on either side of her head.

“Yes, Lottie, you have a question for Sergeant Barnes?” The teacher prompts. 

“Are you single? I think my mommy would really like you.” She smiles in that innocent way that children do, unaware of the slightly impertinent question she was asking.

Bucky flushes scarlet all over, a blooming heat settling over his features. 

With a laugh and a nervous scratch to the back of his neck, he gathered himself together enough to answer the young girl.

“I am, and I’m sure your mommy is a wonderful lady, but I think it's best that we don't talk about her private life when she's not here.” Bucky stutters out, chosing his words very carefully. 

The school bell suddenly rings into life, signifying the end of the day, and the children are all quick to get up from the carpet and make their way towards their coats and bags that are stowed away in their cubby holes.

“Ah ah, kids! What do we say to Sergeant Barnes?” The teacher prompts

“Thank you Sergeant Barnes.” The children say harmoniously. 

Bucky shrugs on his dark leather jacket as he makes his way out of the school, watching as all of the kids rush off to find their parents.

He was just about to head off to the school’s parking lot, where he’d parked his motorbike, when he sees the same girl from the classroom, the very same one who had bumped into him at the grocery store, this time her tiny hand tugging her mother across the playground and straight towards him.

“Mommy! This is the man who came into class today to tell us stories!” Lottie bubbled excitedly. 

You stepped closer to Bucky and he swears that you got even more beautiful than when he last saw you for that fleeting moment. 

As you get close enough to him to fully see his face you are met with the piercing blue eyes of the familiar stranger who you hadn’t been able to stop thinking about since you’d bumped into him at the supermarket.

“Mommy! This is Mr. Sergeant Barnes! He told us all about working with his friend Captain America!” Lottie blurts out.

You had recognised him from the moment you saw him in the store, but out of courtesy to not embarrass him, you pretended that you didn't know about his life as an avenging super-soldier. 

“Mr. Sergeant Barnes?” Your voice raises in a teased question.

“Just James is fine, Ma’am.” Bucky clarifies, extending a warm hand out in a friendly greeting.

In return you shake his hand and tell him your name.

“So, it seems that we’re meeting again, James” You smile

“Hah, yeah.” He smiles back fondly with a warm chuckle.

“So you’re the one who’s been telling my daughter all these fantastical stories?” you pose, eyebrow arched.

“Just something I do as a way of working with the local community. Helping young kids to learn about their history from first-hand accounts.” he explains.

“Well, that's a very sweet thing to do.” you smile. 

“Mommy.” Lottie whispers as she tugs at the sleeve of your jacket. “He said he was single too!” 

“Sorry about her, she likes to play match-maker.” you apologise, hoping that things hadn’t taken a turn for the awkward. 

“It’s okay.” he laughs it off. “She’s a cute kid.”

“Yeah it’s just been me and her from the start, it’s been tough at times, but I wouldn’t have it any other way.”

“Oh? Well she seems like a wonderful young girl, and that’s only testament to having you as her mother.” he says with an earnest smile tugging at his pink lips.

“Come on now, Lottie, let’s head home, and let Mr. Sergeant Barnes get back to his life.” you say to your daughter as you begin to make your way out of the school’s playground.

“Wait!” He jogs across the school years to catch up with you before you can leave. “and you can absolutely tell me if I'm just reading this whole situation all wrong, but I'd be a fool if I didn't at least ask you if you perhaps fancied meeting up and getting coffee..at least meeting on purpose this time.” he blushes adorably.

“You know what, I'd like that actually.” You nod. “Let me give you my number and you can text me whenever you're free and we can set something up.”

He hands you over his phone and you enter your number in and text yourself so you have his number on your phone too.

“Here you go,” you say as you hand him over his phone. “It was nice seeing you again, James.”

“Bucky.”

“Hm?” 

“My friends call me Bucky.” 

“Well, Bucky, I hope to see you again, sooner rather than later.”

“You can count on it.” He grins back with a cheeky wink.

Bucky walks back to his apartment with a confident stride, he'd have to thank Sam for signing him up for this gig, that's for sure. 

@penguinsandpotterheads @paybacksawitch @impmunson

[crazyunsexycool]

My little love

Chapter 37

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x enhanced!Reader

word count: 3.5K

Warnings: fluff, scare prank, talks about a wedding, nightmares, briefly implied smut, little bit of angst at the end I guess,

A/N: Alright my lovelies were we are with another chapter of our favorite family. We are getting closer to the slight end of the series there are about 4-5 chapters left. Like I said before I still have more things planned but it will mostly likely be fluff fun check ins and maybe Bucky and Sugar's point of view for Steve and Honey's story. So lots still to come but my focus will soon be on A love as sweet as Honey

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“Daddy, you catch me?” 

“Of course I will, doll.” Bucky smiled up at Lottie. 

“You stay wight the-uh?”  

“I’ll stay right here. All you gotta do is jump.” 

“Kay.” Lottie says as she shimmies backwards. 

Bucky sees her peering back down at him and can’t help but chuckle. Her furrowed brows and concerned blue eyes peek over the ledge. She crouches down and wraps her arms around her knees. 

“You don’t have to do it, doll, it's ok.” 

“No, I do it. Am big girl.” 

“Ok. How about if I count and then you jump?” Bucky suggests. 

“Kay.” 

“1…” Bucky says and he watches as Lottie stands up straight. “2…” her little toes and fingers wiggle around in anticipation. “3…” she giggles nervously. “Jump!” 

Lottie jumps when she’s told to and she splashes into the water. Bucky’s right there to catch her. She’s all giggles as Bucky wipes away the water from her face. It was Lottie’s first time jumping off of a diving board but she did it. 

“You did it, doll. I’m so proud of you. Do you want to do it again?” 

“Yeah.” Lottie nods and Bucky swims to the edge of the pool with her.

With how hectic your lives have been lately you and Bucky had decided to have a pool day with the kids. You wanted to do something fun with them before you continued your wedding planning. The closer the wedding got the less time you would have to do fun things like this. 

Bucky got to the pool before you did since you had to work at the medbay in the morning. You walked into the pool area an hour after Bucky got there. In the pool you first saw Charlotte in her red and gold bathing suit, mini arc reactor painted on the front, swimming. She didn’t have on her life vest or anything else that could help her afloat, she was going it all on her own. The way her legs and arms moved she looked like a little frog. Bucky was right beside her making sure she was ok as she learned to swim. 

“Wook it, mama.” Lottie yelled. “Am swimming wike a big girl.” 

“When did you get so big?” 

You could see her kicking her feet and moving her arms really fast as she treaded water. Her little head bobbed up and down as she looked at you with a smile, some strands of her hair sticking to her face. You got closer to the edge of the pool to talk for a moment. 

“On my biwthday.” She starts to slowly swim in a circle around her dad.

You and Bucky laugh at her very matter of fact answer. 

“Your swimsuit is in that green bag.” Bucky points to a chair. 

“Thanks, babe.” You turn to grab your things before looking back at the pool. “Where’s Henry?” 

“AAAHHH!” Henry yells as he turns himself visible again. He leaped over the edge of the pool and grabbed your leg. 

The scream you let out echoed through the large room. Henry was laughing so hard he was turning red. Half of his body was still in the water.  Bucky and Lottie had joined in on the laughter but you had a hand over your heart. It was definitely unexpected. 

“Henry Grant Barnes. Just wait until I get out here, you’re going to pay for that.” You said playfully before running to get changed. 

**** 

You changed as quickly as you could and thought about how to get Henry back. At the door of the changing room you peek out to see where he was. You saw that Sam and Nat had joined. As quickly and quietly as possible you open the door and slip out. 

Lottie was currently being balanced on Bucky’s hand. She had her arms stretched over her head in a circle and one leg kicked back, like a ballerina would. Sam was both cheering her on and making sure he could catch her if she fell. Henry had his back to you. He was hanging on the edge of the pool while talking to Nat and sharing grapes. You tiptoed to the edge of the pool and when Bucky brought Lottie down with a splash you jumped in and immediately submerged yourself. In a few quick strokes you were across the pool and grabbed Henry by his midsection and lifted him out of the water. Now it was his turn to scream.

“Gotcha.” You said as you pulled his back towards your chest. 

“Mama!” Henry started laughing so hard he could barely breathe. Soon everyone else was also laughing. His head was resting against your shoulder while he calmed down. You turned your head to give him a few kisses on the cheek.

“Told you you’d pay for that.” 

Henry giggled again as you let him go and he took his place by Nat again. 

“I’m watching you mister.” You narrow your eyes in his direction before swimming away. 

For the rest of the afternoon you lounged in the pool and played games with the kids. Wanda and Vision joined soon enough. Finally Steve showed up and was pushed into the pool by an invisible Henry. 

After the day in the pool, dinner and bedtime for the kids, you and Bucky were laying in bed cuddling. You yawn and your eyelids get heavier with how Bucky is rubbing his hand up and down your back. 

“Are you gonna tell me where we are going for our honeymoon?” You ask for the hundredth time. 

Bucky had told you he’d take care of the song for the first dance and the honeymoon since you were already taking most of the wedding planning. He had decided to keep his plans a secret.

“Nope.” 

“But how am I supposed to know what to pack?” You were so excited for this trip you just wanted to try and get any information any way possible.

“Nice try, Sugar but I already have that figured out.” Bucky chuckles as you groan. “Just let me surprise you.” 

“Fine, but it’s a trip you’ll enjoy too, right?” 

“Sugar, you know that I could go to the most boring place in the world with you and I’ll enjoy it. But yes I’m choosing something fun for both of us.” 

“Good.” You say and then break the silence again by asking, “But what is it?” 

Bucky laughed at your insistence. “You’re not getting a word out of me.” 

You pull back and narrow your eyes at him. Bucky gives you a smug grin and raises his eyebrows. He didn’t expect you to straddle him and take both his hands in yours and pinning them above his head. 

“I bet I could get a lot out of you.” You said before leaning in and pressing your lips to his. 

Bucky smirks up at you. “I’ll give you everything I got, Sugar.” 

Bucky walked into your shared home mid afternoon. He was done with his briefing and he knew there were some things that needed to be talked about concerning the wedding and kids. You had taken most of the responsibility even though he offered many times to take some things off your plate. From the wedding to getting the kids into a normal routine, you wanted to handle it all. So it was no surprise that you were more exhausted than usual. Bucky found you napping on the couch with papers and folders sitting on the coffee table. Alpine was curled up on top of your chest, keeping you company. 

Just as Bucky started to smile at the sight, you flinched. Alpine shot up and moved away quickly, annoyed she’d been awakened. Bucky watched for a second as your face contorted with fear and pain. A whimper escapes your lips followed by a small ‘no, please.’. 

“Hey Sugar, it’s ok, it's just a dream.” Bucky whispers. His hands trail up and down your arms. “C’mon you gotta wake up.” 

And you do, with a start. You almost head butt Bucky in the face. He holds you at arms length for a moment until your eyes aren’t glazed over. Your lower lip trembles and he finally pulls you into his chest.

“It was just a dream. You’re safe. They can’t hurt you anymore.” Bucky reassures you gently. “Do you want to talk about it?” 

You shake your head and press yourself deeper into his chest. After a moment of calming yourself down you pull away.

“We have a wedding to finish planning.” 

“Are you sure?” Bucky asks. His concern was evident on his face. 

“I’m sure. I’d rather focus on one of the happiest days of our lives.” You smile. 

Bucky nods, letting the subject drop and following you to the dining room to lay out everything you have to go over. You first go over the final guest list making sure you didn’t forget anyone important. Then it was on to seating arrangements at the reception. You were grateful that Bucky was giving so much input and opinions. It was his wedding too after all. He’d been the one to suggest the sweetheart table should include the kids. You smiled warmly at him. 

Once the wedding topics were done, it was on to the kids. Mostly what you wanted to do about school. Tony had offered to get private tutors for them but it was the socializing aspect that worried you. 

“Well the results for the tests Tony and Bruce have done came in. They say that Henry and Lottie could skip a couple of grades.” You say while reading the IQ results from the tablet you had. 

“But do we really want to set them up for that? It could be hard on them being so much younger than the other kids.” Bucky points out. 

“How about if we keep them with their regular age group and appropriate grade and put them in some extracurriculars?” 

“That sounds good. Balance it out so they won’t be bored?” Bucky nods as he says it. 

“Daddy. You home.” Lottie makes her way to Bucky. 

“Hi doll.” He kisses the top of her head. 

“Is doing wedding stuff?” She asks as Henry sneaks his way onto Bucky’s lap, too. 

You smile as you watch each kid settle on one of his thighs as he answers her question. The kids ask a couple more questions about the wedding before Bucky mentions school. 

“I stay with mama.” Lottie says.

“Me too. I don’t want to go to school.” 

“I would love for you to stay with me all the time but you have to go to school.” You say.

“But I already know a bunch of stuff.” 

“Bubs, there's a lot of things you still have to learn. That’s what school is for.” bucky adds. “Besides you would get to meet new people and make friends.” 

“And we were talking about you guys choosing something fun to do after school.”

“Like what?” Henry asks, turning more to look at you better. 

“Like playing a sport on a team or learning to play an instrument.” 

“Oh dancing? Can wearn that?” Lottie asks excitedly.

“Of course, there’s all types of dancing you can learn. Is that what you want?” You smile as you ask her.

“Yeah, I dance wike Auntie Nat.” 

“You want to be a ballerina?” 

“Mhm, and dance on my tippy toes.” Lottie sticks her foot up in the air and wiggles her toes. 

“You’ll be the prettiest ballerina, doll.” Bucky says before turning to Henry. “What about you? What do you think you’ll want to try?” 

“I don’t know, yet.”

“It’s ok my sweet boy, you can think about it and we can find something you’ll like later.” 

“Ok.” 

“Now, the real question is, who is going to help me with the cake tasting that’s in a few days?”

“Me!” Both kids yell at the same time and you can’t help but laugh. 

This is what you focus on as you fight to keep the nightmares at bay. All you wanted to think about was your family and your future. 

You woke up again with a start. Tears streaming down your face and a scream caught in your throat. Nightmares were starting to plague you more the closer you got to the day you were taken. It was always the same thing. Just as you were going to say I do, the sky turned black. There were gunshots and fire. Bucky would grab Lottie while you took Henry’s hand. As you ran away from the darkness that was crawling towards you, you pushed Henry away towards the safety Bucky provided. When he turned to reach for you, you found yourself strapped to a table with people hovering over you. A voice taunted you and told you how they were going to get Bucky and the kids this time. That you’d never have a chance to be happy or see the kids grow up or even grow old with Bucky.

Bucky would almost always be by your side and managed to calm you down but this particular night he was out on a mission. So you sat in your room in the dark, taking deep breaths until you managed to calm down. The same dark thoughts running through your mind over and over again. Knowing you won’t be able to go back to sleep again, you go into your closet and search until you find a small box that holds only one thing in it. You pull out the small thumb drive, get your laptop and sit down. You’d had this information for months and were unsure of what to do but now you knew you had to act. There was no way you could continue to live your life without making sure all of hydra was gone.

After your decision has been made you paced around your room for a bit. The truth was this scared you to death. Things could go right but they could go wrong too. But this was your mess to clean up. If you told anyone on the team, especially Bucky, someone else would handle it. This was your responsibility and you were willing to do anything to keep them safe. You had to make sure this ended.

Before getting dressed you stopped by the kid’s rooms. Although you shouldn’t be surprised to find Henry and Lottie cuddled up in his bed with Alpine curled up at the foot of the bed. You smiled as you watched over them for a few minutes. 

****

You were standing in the living room looking out through the large double doors that faced the backyard. It would only be a few minutes before your dad showed up to stay with the kids since everyone else was on a mission and they would try to stop or want to go with you if they knew. 

“Mama?” Henry’s sleepy voice startles you out of your deep thoughts. 

You turn to see Henry leading a sleepy Charlotte down the steps. 

“Sweet boy what are you doing up?” 

“Lottie had a bad dream.” He yawns. “We couldn’t find you in your room.”

“C’mere sweet Angel.” You pick Charlotte up and sit down on the couch with Henry sitting beside you. “What was your dream about?” 

“Mama was cwying. And I see bad woman. She so mean, mama.” 

“Are you going on a mission?” Henry asks as he finally takes in your clothing. 

“I am. But I’ll be back soon.” 

“I thought you said you weren’t going on any more missions.” 

“I know,” you caress his cheek. “But this is really important. I have to do it to keep all of us safe.”

“What about dad? Is he going with you?” 

You could see how anxious he was getting. 

“Baby, your dad is on a mission right now ok? But I promise everything will be alright. If he comes back before I do, don’t worry him about my mission. Can you do that for me?” 

Henry studied you, he had the same look Bucky did when he was concerned. Fortunately he nodded although he did so reluctantly. There wasn’t much more time since Eddie had just gotten to your house.  You put the kids back into bed and promise them that everything will be ok. 

“Is everything ok, kitten?” Eddie asks as he walks you to the door. 

“Everything is fine. I’m just needed for a mission.” 

“Be careful and come back to us in one piece ok?” 

“I will, dad. I love you.” You give him a quick hug.

“I love you too.” He says as he watches you go.” 

It was early morning when you landed in the empty field. You had some knowledge on flying the jet so it was a bit rocky. Thankfully there was autopilot and assisted landing. You stood at the top of the ramp and wondered if this was the right move. Deep down you know it was but it wouldn’t be easy for you. 

Checking your gear one last time you finally leave the jet. You’re looking down at a small town in a valley. From that vantage point you could see everything. It’s a small community, no more than a few hundred people. But you didn’t come here for any of them. The person you’re looking for is hiding up a mountain in a small cabin. Hiding like a coward.

Before you went there you had to make another stop. Another cabin about a mile away. So you turn away from the town and head into the forest. 

****

You stand just behind the tree line. A single cabin sitting in the middle of a small field. You watch and wait until four men head out. Once it’s clear, you move fast around the small two bedroom cabin. It’s bare, there’s no warmth to any room. As you suspected, this was just a safe house. But you were sure there was information you could use. Being careful to not move things out of place too much. 

In the small living room there was a desk pushed up against a wall just under a window. There were all kinds of files spread across the desk. Some open with pictures and detailed reports. You rifle through them and your blood runs cold. These weren’t just random reports but information about you, your dad, Luke, Sophia and Joshua. Even Molly and Olivia are included. Their schedules and pictures are in there too and they all seem recent.  

The hair on the back of your neck stands up and your eyes snap up to the window. You can just make out a silhouette right behind you. Everything happened slowly but somehow fast at the same time. You threw a kick backwards, sending your opponent crashing through the opposing wall. As soon as you turned around three more were coming at you. 

“We were told you’d be coming by. Didn’t think it’d take you this long.” One of them said as he lunged at you. 

They all had knives in their hands and it’s the first time you realize there was very limited metal in the cabin. These people had been waiting for you. Now you’d show them what you could do. Fortunately you had your metal bracers and used them to your advantage. It wasn’t difficult for you to fight them off and leave them where they fell. The only thing you did was take their dog tags off and stuff them in your pocket, then grab the documents with your family’s information. With one final look around you head up the mountain. 

**** 

This cabin was larger than the first one. It had a large porch with a porch swing. The curtains were open to allow the sunlight in but there was no one home. With a flick of your wrist you unlock the door and slip inside. This place was prepared for someone more important. Paintings on the wall were expensive originals from famed artists. Everything you’d ever need to live in a remote location was available. Nothing was out of place as you walked through the hallway and into the living room, the kitchen, then the dining room and the bedrooms in the back. 

After a thorough inspection you remove all hidden weapons and find more documents on your family. This time Bucky, Henry and Charlotte are included. You’d read something similar before, a list of experiments and procedures they had to endure. Your own file was to the side, all of them with neatly written notes on the margins. It made you uncomfortable reading what had been done to you but you grabbed everything and headed towards the living room where you laid everything out. 

Then you waited. 

**** 

The sun was high in the sky when steps on the porch finally broke the silence. A jingle of keys echo through the hallway, followed by the soft click of the door closing again and more steps. From the shadows emerges the one person you weren’t ready to face but had to. 

“Mother.” 

Ch. 38

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Helping Lottie after shock therapy.

Lottie matthews x reader.

You can hear ur girlfriend’s screams and groans from outside the hospital room. Your waiting patiently. Tapping your foot. Afraid for her.

Sure Lottie’s been through this tons of times. Tons.

Doesn’t mean it’s any less traumatising.

“She’s out sweetie.” Calls a nurse.

You get up to find a weak, silent, shaky girl. Standing by the door. Her eyes darting everywhere.

“Hi honey”. You whisper approaching slowly, giving her a small smile.

“M-mm”, is all she lets out as she looks around. After a beat she quickly stumbles to you, burying her head in your chest. Clutching.

“Okayyy okay” you giggle as u gently stroke her hair. She looks terrified.

Lottie looks up to you. Lip trembling.

“What is it baby…do u wanna say something?” You cool as u caress her cheek.

“H-huh-ho-hom-mm” is all she manages to get out.

You chuckle. “Alright let’s get u home ok?” You whisper as u take her hand and walk out.

Lottie can only look around curiously as you take her to the car

“What is it baby” you giggle.

“Birdies” she mumbles.

You chuckle. “How bout I buy you a birdy when we get home hmm?” You ask sweetly.

Lottie smiles. Softly. Avoiding any eye contact with you.

You drive home. She was quiet the whole ride, only allowing the touch of your hand gently rubbing her thigh as you drive.

As you enter the house you hear what sounds like sniffling. You look down at your girlfriend.

“L-lot? You mumble ever so softly…. Your heart breaking at the sight of her trembling lip.

“Lottie? Baby” you coo as you cup her cheek..

“I-I like it here…” she cries.

Your brows furrow. “You like it hear baby? My house? You whisper as u stroke her cheek.

“I-I like it here! I wanna be here! I don’t wanna go back to the shock room!” She cries.

Oh baby no cmere sh shhhh….you coo as you hug her.

Usually, her post-shock therapy days would be like this. All you can do is coo and comfort her..but you know she has to go back eventually….it’s the only treatment available.

You lift her chin as she speaks.

“I don’t wanna go back there! I wanna be with you…it hurts when they shock me! They h-hold me down and the-the lights are so bright…I-i can’t breathe …it hurts!” She sobs into your chest.

Your heart breaks at her pain. God it must really fuckinh hurt

“I know baby I know I’m so sorry” you whine into her hair.

Lottie’s a sobbing shaking mess in your arms. You take her to your bed like she’s a baby. She clutches yo you as you cuddle.

“Sh shhh shhhh I got you bunny” you soothe and mumble.

Eventuality her cries die down. Soon, she’s snuggle in your arms as you show her the “birdy videos” she loves on your phone.

“I lub oo” she babbles.

You chuckle. “Someone’s all babied up huh? You tease lovingly.

She buries her head in your chest with a whine.

You proper her head and her shoulder with soft kisses…whispering soft praises…words of love…

“You did so well babygirl…you did so well today you know? I love you too..I love you some much Charls” you coo

She whimpers. Squeaks as she falls asleep…head buried in the crook off your neck.

You smile..her gentle breathing pushing you to sleep.

Though the day was…horrifying for Lottie…you’ve got her in your arms.

Doesn’t really matter if she’s there mentally or not, you’ve got your girl…in your arms…

“I love you so much” you mumble.

But the safety Lottie feels with you has been taken for granted….she’s fast fast asleep.

Peaceful.

[goggles-mcgee]

Haunted Blessings

This is a ml x dc x dp idea!

Marinette had been fighting an akuma when it happened. It was this little girl named Charlotte who got akumatized because her parents had been ignoring her requests. A friend and party-goer who was at her birthday party explained that 'Lottie' was sad because her parents were too busy to hang out with her and when her special day came, they ignored her wishes. She had wanted a princess themed party with a hired Fairy Godmother that she had seen posters of. Charlotte had apparently taken several of the flyers to put around her house so her parents wouldn't forget what she wanted. They had said they would hire the Fairy Godmother, but the day of the party came, and instead of a Fairy Godmother, Charlotte got a clown...and not a good one either. The clown who was currently stuck in a cage looked like someone bought a cheap clown costume and thought that was that. He didn't even have makeup on.

Charlotte got so upset, and when she had asked her parents why the Fairy Godmother wasn't there, her parents had sheepishly apologized and said the Fairy Godmother was too busy to come to the party. Arnie, Lottie's best friend, said that was a lie because he heard her mom talking to his about how they forgot to hire the Fairy Godmother, and the clown was all they could get last minute. Thus, Charlotte became her own Fairy Godmother. That was her akuma name and theme.

She granted 'wishes', but it was really what she thought people needed. If she hit you with her pixie dust, she could see your wants and needs, apparently. Her parents wanted, no needed, to be by her side and dote on her. That's why they became a king and queen who followed her everywhere. Marinette had been doing her best not to get hit, but Chat hadn't listened to her small plan to distract the akuma while she went back to her house to get some Miraculi that could help and instead he had nearly got them both hit.

Marinette was tired. She had just wanted to hang out with Luka for the day and just have a nice lazy day where she did nothing but lay on the closest surface and lazily existed while Luka played his guitar. But nooooooooo. So there she was trying to escape so she could go grab Vipe-ard (Luka with a new look and name), Honeycomb (Bee! Aurore), and Mossflower ( Mouse! Mireille). They needed help, bad, and her intuition had been screaming that they needed the help of the Snake, Bee, and Mouse. She thought Chat had been covering her, but he got wacked. Who knows how far and all Marinette could do was stare in disbelief and horror as she got hit but the pixie dust.

The akuma cheered but then got quiet and just looked at her for a very long time. Hawkmoth seemed to be trying to talk to Fairy Godmother, but she ignored him. The akuma flew down to her, her eyes filled with tears and said, "You've done so much for us. You're hurting yourself to protect us, and I...I made it worse. I know what you need so I'll help! I'm a good helper!"

Marinette tried to argue or anything, but she was stuck frozen by the power of the pixie dust. She could hear Chat yelling her name before she felt magic gathering at her feet. Before she fell through the now open portal she heard Fairy Godmother one more time.

"You need a break. And help! I'm sending you on a vacation!"

The next thing she knew, she was landing on a roof hard.

♡___♡___♡___♡

Danny would like to state for the record that as much as people liked to think, he knew what he was doing. The fact of the matter was he didn't. I mean, sure, sometimes he did actually know, but when it came to his ghostly powers, everyone and he included were in the dark. There were so many that developed and grew and evolved. Jazz ended up making him a detailed coded list. Now, for the most part, he knew how to use his powers and control them, but some were just so new ans he was just so busy that his newer powers took him by surprise when they acted up.

Case in point being right now. As he was fighting with Walker in the zone because of some shenanigans, he had zoned out when Walker had monologued. Danny had just been trying to free the wrongly imprisoned Infinite Beings from Walker's prison, and apparently, that was a crime, so here he was fighting when he should have been studying again. At some point, Ellie had arrived, and as much as he loved her, because he loved her so much, his Fraid instincts tended to take over if she was near a fight. He needed to protect his little sister-daughter-cousin.

It was a common thing, according to Frostbite. Danny, being the older of the Fraidmates, meant his protective instincts went a little wild when anyone he considered Fraid was in danger or something he perceived to be danger. But since he was a baby ghost still (lame), his instincts weren't easy to work around and talk sense into so he would become one-track minded.

So, really, it wasn't his fault! It was his dumb baby instincts that caused his portal powers to kick in and open a random portal to who knows where and fly like a bat out of hell to get Ellie and himself away from the danger. His portal spit them out thankfully somewhere loaded with ambient ecto, but they hit a roof hard. Not enough to break through, but enough to hurt a little. Both Halfa's groaned in unison, but it was a third groan that made them freeze.

Whilst he still had a hold on Ellie, as she was not fond of his Baby Instincts kicking in, really disliked how clingy he got. She was fine with his usual hugs. She even ought them out sometimes. But his instincts triggered her own set of Baby Instincts, and she hated it. But there was a little window of time where she would just accept it because of her Instincts and wouldn't just kick herself away, so with that in mind, Danny pulled them into a sitting position to look at presumably the only other person on the roof with them.

It was a girl! Probably around his age! She kind of gave off Liminal vibes, but like really really Baby vibes. Like newborn Liminal vibes.

Aaaaaaand his core and instincts have decided she was his responsibility because the next thing he knew, she joined in the cuddle pile courtesy of his levitation.

Great. Just great!

....Why was she dressed like a giant Ladybug?

♡___♡___♡___♡

Maybe the world was laughing at him, but Bruce had been having a relatively quiet night patrol wise. It was just him and Dick tonight, and that always left him in a somewhat nostalgic daze. He was still aware, he was always aware, but it was like his mind had been giving him a break. Most of his kids weren't going to be in the Manor for a while, missions, school trips, or just little forced vacations had them away for a time. So, while the night had been nostalgic, it had also been a touch lonely. Dick had a way of filling up any space he was in but his eldest son could only fill so much.

Bruce loved the chaos that had become his home and life because of his children. Not having them there left him feeling wrong-footed. He missed them.

Maybe it was how he wished to himself that they were home, if only to help make it still feel like home.

Maybe it was the way the carefully patrolled Crime Alley since Jason was on a forced vacation/road trip with Roy, Arsenal and Bizarro.

Maybe it was the way doing so had him reliving his meeting with his brilliant yet jaded second son.

Whatever it was, Bruce and Dick had seen two separate portals open on top of an abandoned apartment complex that was going to be condemned and rebuilt per Red Hood's plans and orders.

There was no hesitation between him and Dick as they both grappled onto the roof. Whatever danger they had been expecting, it wasn't three teens huddled together near the locked door of the roof. All three looked at the two local vigilantes in surprise and open fear. They looked to be in rough shape, and two were 98% metas. The 2% went out to whatever other possibility they could be.

The boy hissed at them and somehow wrapped his arms tighter around the two girls.

Bruce could hear Dick trying not to giggle which made him sigh.

Really...only in Gotham huh?

[illbisexual]

Yellowjackets at a party Warnings: Gender neutral reader, swearing, mention of drugs/alcohol & smoking Pairings: lottie, van, taissa, Laura lee, mari, akilah, shauna, jackie, Natalie, misty x gn!reader Proofread: nope ! Note: in all of these reader and the char are together! I am not american so some of the terms may be wrong and I've never been drunk or drank an excessive amount of alcohol so this is probably inaccurate

Lottie

Cigarette and solo cup in one hand, other hand intertwined with your own

She drags you along when she talks to people

Arm round your shoulder CONSTANTLY

She makes you reapply her lipstick for her when it smudges off on her cup

She was at your house before the party helping you decide on an outfit

"I think you should wear this" and she proceeds to pull a shirt out of your closet you haven't wore since middle school "okay fuck off go sit down and be quiet"

Laura Lee

She wears the cutest looking outfits ever like omg

She has her arm wrapped around yours the entire time

Frowns if you even so much as sniff any of the beer n shit

She manages to get your guys' song blaring out the speakers

Proceeds to force you to dance with her and if you don't she frowns and goes to get one of the yellowjackets

Natalie

Oh shes right by the keg

You attempt to share drinks with her (however she drinks at least 3 quarters and then shoves the cup in your hand while she goes to get more)

Gets you to light her cigarette for her

She repeatedly puts her arm around your shoulder and pulls you into her side

Usually takes whatever drugs her friends have got

Can't walk in a straight line when its time to go home

Rubs her eyeliner into a huge smudge and looks like a raccoon

Mari

Shes the life of the party no questions asked

Spills atleast half of her drink because shes jumping around the place

Screams the lyrics to whatever songs playing as she twirls you around

Drags you to the bathroom with her so she can check her makeup and you just watch

This girl is always tripping over her feet I swear

Whenever she loses you she starts screaming like a banshee

"BABE??? WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU??" "MARI TURN AROUND." "oh! Whered you go?"

Stands outside the bathroom like a dog waiting for you whenever you go in

Akilah

Gets separated from you so easily like oh my gosh 😭

Shes there holding your hand when youre walking through a group one second and the next shes gone

You then spend the next couple of minutes searching for her

And shes usually over with one of the yellowjackets she had managed to find

"Oh, there you are. Took you long enough" with a smile whenever you walk over

You guys hold hands and spin in a circle like its a middle school dance

Misty

She made you help her with makeup before the party (if she wore any)

spent a while trying to decide on her hairstyle

When you guys get there she clings onto you like a koala bear

Sings out of key with you

She drags you over to find somewhere quiet to sit (granted there's no where super quiet but just one where there isn't a lot of people)

She always needs to have her eyes on you like omg

Jackie

Spends her time doing stupid shit with you

She routinely goes missing from your side

When she eventually returns she sometimes has shauna in tow

However, she always leaves for a reason and its to get gossip

"Babe you'll never guess what me and shauna just found out about.."

At the end of the night shes either spilled her drink on herself, you, or someone else

She somehow ALWAYS ends up losing a piece of jewellery whether its an earring, a ring, or a bracelet

Makes you search for it as she coaches you on where to look

Shauna

Gripping your hand because she doesn't like the fact randy is near you guys (she cannot STAND his ass as we all know)

She trips over herself and drops her cup

Picks it up and walks back to the keg with her head down in embarrassment

Gets gossip with Jackie and then reports back to you

When she drinks enough she starts laughing at EVERYTHING

"Name" "what?" and her ass bursts out giggling

She is so stewpid..

Van

The minute you guys get there her hand is wrapped around your wrist and shes dragging you to get a drink with her

Spends the night making stupid ass jokes

"Hey. 2 goldfish are in a tank together, and one turns to the other one," "..uh huh." "And it asks 'hey, do you know how to drive this thing?'"

She routinely breaks away from you to go say hi/chat with other people

Forces you to dance with her and she spins you around (however she doesnt really need to force you)

Makes you spin her around too

You guys go into the bathroom together and start throwing water at eachother

When you wait outside the bathroom for her she comes out with wet hands from washing them and pretends to sneeze before she shakes the water onto you

Before you guys leave she re-fills her cup for the road 😭

taissa

Endless yapping

Only time she shuts up is to have a drink

When you guys walk she holds your hand and swings your guys' arms 😭

Everytime she finishes a drink she flips the cup around and tries to land it upside down

Which she fails almost every single time

She makes you come with her to say hi to everyone (even if you don't know the person)

You have to make her dance with you but it doesn't take a lot of convincing

By the time its time to go her hair is all messed up and she's lost atleast one accessory (whether its the bandana she was wearing, a necklace, an earring, etc.)

Usually finds it within like a couple minute of searching

[kylorengarbagedump]

Playing Soldier: Chapter 7

Read on AO3. Part 6 here. Part 8 here.

Summary: The longest stay you've ever had from home is about to become much longer.

Words: 5000

Warnings: Medical trauma

Characters: William Tavington x Reader

A/N: Cowritten with @bastillia <3

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The letter was crisp, addressed in handwriting that swirled across the page like fairy dust. Grace’s penmanship, for certain—something you’d always envied when comparing it to yours, which bore more resemblance to cresting waves in a storm than anything meant for man’s eyes. It had been dated for a little over a week prior.

“Thank you,” you said to Goddard. “You said this was given to you by whom?”

“Major Ferguson,” he said, stepping further into the kitchen. Then, upon glimpsing your expression and perhaps realizing you couldn’t have possibly known who in God’s sweet Holiness that was, he continued bashfully, “The Major, er, commands another unit that was deployed into the backcountry. Lord Cornwallis ordered most of us to return here to Charleston about a day ago.”

You nodded, turning the paper over in your hands. “I see.” What you wanted to ask but didn’t: Does that include Colonel Tavington, then?

It’d been about two weeks since you’d last seen him in his office. You supposed he’d made good on his intention and set out from Charleston that evening. But he’d been in the field since then, and the status of your parole hung in the balance. Ghoulishly, a part of you had hoped he’d been killed in action. Perhaps even more ghoulishly, another, hungrier part of you had wished for him to return.

You’d tried to sate that part with nightly hand-feedings proffered between your legs—but still its appetite rose anew and greedy every morning.

“Who is it from?” said Lottie. “Your sister?” She peered over your shoulder, her red curls bouncing into her face.

Goddard gave a playful frown, running his hand through hair that matched his sister’s in color and texture. “I suppose I’m not offered a greeting?”

Lottie laughed, moving around you and throwing herself into his arms. “Welcome home, Benny.”

You grinned. “Yes,” you said. “It’s from Grace.” You peeled open the wax seal and started to read.

June 10 1780

My Dearest Sister,

Though I write this on only the sixth day since I bade you farewell, I feel it has been a lifetime. You will be glad to know that I was yesterday evening delivered home in most agreeable fashion by the company of a Major Ferguson, who attended to my utmost comfort and happiness the whole journey from Charlestown ; a great improvement, I say, upon the accommodations granted to me thence.

It has been made plain to me that the disruptions we endured, Sister, were the most unfortunate results of misunderstanding. A pity that though I beseech God to upend time, He does not heed me. Impossible notions vex and bedevil my sleep night upon night—would that I might stay Death’s hand before he took Mary and Nathaniel and Elijah and Adam. I can hardly bear to think of them, yet it is with shame and difficulty that I place my thoughts anywhere else.

In my most fitful hours on the road—

“I hate to interrupt,” said Goddard, very irritatingly interrupting. “But I fear the hospital may soon be teeming. We skirmished with militia on the road, and our field medic couldn’t attend every man.”

“Oh!” Lottie looked at you, her brown eyes wide with concern. “We should certainly go and help, then.”

You frowned. You were already feeling a little concerned about Grace’s inclination to Loyalist sympathy in the letter. “Can I not have ten more minutes?”

Goddard shook his head. “The colonel already wishes to depart this evening and needs every possible man made fit.”

So Tavington was back in Charleston. For now.

“Out again?” Lottie said. “But you all only just returned.”

“Yes.” Wincing, Goddard stepped past you both to grab a cloth hanging from the stove. As he wiped his face, he sighed. “Lord Cornwallis is holding a council of war. Colonel Tavington is in attendance with the other commanders, but he hopes to gather more cavalry and depart again by nightfall.” He looked apologetic. “You know how he is.”

You pursed your lips, folding the letter and stowing it in one of your skirt pockets. You know how he is, he’d said, as if everyone in the room all had the same experiences with Colonel Tavington, and everyone in the room all held the same opinion about his demeanor, body, face, hair, hands, and eyes.

And mouth.

“A council of war?” you asked, pushing thoughts of all of William Tavington’s body parts to a corner of your mind that you’d revisit in the evening. “What ever for? I thought the Continental army had left South Carolina.”

“Most of them,” said Goddard, plucking a peach from a bowl on the counter. “But they aren’t the problem. Evidently there’s been a disaster involving a group of Loyalists that the General sent north.” He bit into the fruit and sighed, savoring it.

“What sort of disaster?” Lottie asked, her eyes great dark pools of worry.

Goddard shrugged. “Men died,” he said around a mouthful of peach flesh before swallowing. “Lots of them. Don’t know the specifics. I expect we will be receiving new enlistment quotas, though, especially with these militia pestering us now.”

Lottie frowned. “Perhaps we should—”

“Have you had many encounters with militia?” you asked, your pulse picking up. “They seem to have amassed rather quickly.”

“Putting it lightly,” said Goddard, sighing. “Even with Charleston back under the Crown, it seems the rest of the colony remains determined to resist. We even found a small holdout of Continentals up the Santee.”

“Continentals?” you pressed, struggling to maintain a neutral facade. “I query why they would not have rejoined their forces in North Carolina by now.”

“Seems they received a dispatch following the Waxhaws battle, and stayed.” Goddard shrugged and took another bite of peach. “Tenacious, those men, I’ll admit as much.”

“I’m sure it’s all very interesting,” Lottie said, waving you toward her. “But if the hospital—”

“Did your forces engage them? How many were there?” You spoke just a little too quickly, but you were finding it harder to restrain yourself. “What was in the dispatch they received?”

Goddard raised a brow and glanced at Lottie. You consciously corrected your posture so that he might not think you liable to lunge at any moment. He relaxed.

“I, er, I can’t be certain what it said,” he replied. “I never saw the message.”

You exhaled in frustration. “I imagine you were unable to capture the messenger himself, then.”

“Actually, we were able,” Goddard said. Your heart leapt into your mouth. “Colonel Tavington became nigh on feverish in his pursuit.”

Your next question hung like a noose from your tongue, your body rigid as a gallows. “Who…” You swallowed. “Who was the messenger?”

Goddard furrowed his brow and shook his head, like he couldn’t fathom why you were so interested. “Some boy.” He waved his bitten peach through the air. “A… ‘Martin?’”

You nearly sagged in relief, instead bracing a hand against the kitchen table and affixing a passive expression to your face. “Oh.”

“The colonel made a…” Goddard winced, “compelling example of his family.” He paused, grimacing again. “And of their property.”

“I don’t want to hear of such dreadful things,” Lottie interjected. “Anyhow, we really must be off.” She grabbed your wrist. “Let us not stay the King’s men their care.”

“Yes, of course,” you said, forcing a nod. Though your worry was assuaged, your curiosity was very much not. You had, however, pushed both too far. “Let’s be off, then.”

The morning air was already ripening with heat, sticking to your tongue as you breathed it in. You were glad to be rid of your sling, sweltering thing that it was, before the summer’s wrath descended in full. In the smallest of ways, it was freeing. Even if your shoulder did still twinge with pain from time to time, it grew stronger each day. One less restraint upon your body. And one less reason for anyone to insist you couldn’t be of use.

You had welcomed the introduction of hospital labor into your routine. It hadn't been necessary, but staying in the Goddards’ home on your own only chafed your invisible shackles. Without a distraction, you imagined yourself as an anxious dog pacing in a barren cage. Working in the hospital also gave you the opportunity to collect information while wearing one of the most innocuous disguises available.

And besides all of that—you were good at it.

“I hate that the colonel keeps Benedict away so frequently as of late,” Lottie said as you followed her on the cobblestone. “I worry about him.”

You nodded. “I'm sure he worries about you, too.”

“I’m sure he does,” she said, sighing through her lips in a blubbering sound. “He knows I languish in his absence. It’s so difficult. The loneliness, I mean.”

“The loneliness?” You frowned. “You don’t keep busy?”

She laughed. “Of course I do! But it’s no replacement for companionship. Especially of family. You know as much.” With a playful smile, she added, “Benedict tells me it’s all the more reason for me to be married.”

“Is he pushing you to marry?”

“Not in so many words,” she said. “He does seem invested in introducing me to his fellow officers as often as possible.”

You couldn’t imagine doing the same to Grace. She had been your primary companion in life since your mother had passed—in some ways, more your responsibility than your father’s. After all, for those first few years, you were the only one able to tend to the animals or the crops, you were the only one able to make the meals, or sweep the floors. You would climb into bed with her, hours after she’d fallen asleep, after your father had emptied his glass of gin and you’d gotten him to his room.

Thankfully, your father eventually put down the gin. You didn’t think it was possible to put down responsibility. You didn’t even know if you wanted to.

“I see,” you replied. “Are they kind, at least?”

Lottie snorted. “No,” she said. “Most of the Green Dragoons are utter villains.” She folded her arms protectively over her chest. “I’m much more inclined toward Major Ferguson’s corps. He only oversees men of honor.”

There was that name again, said with the same dreamy insistence that Grace had tried and failed to conceal in her writing.

“Major Ferguson,” you said, as if recalling a long-forgotten acquaintance. “I keep hearing that name today. Do you know much about him?”

“Oh, I dream of it.” She giggled with all of the secrecy of a girl with a crush on a church boy. “I think—besides my brother, of course—he might be my favorite officer of all His Majesty’s soldiers.”

You raised an eyebrow. “Truly?”

“I promise you,” she said, “you have never met a man with greater wit, charm, or passion.” She laughed and gave a teasing smirk. “I think he could convince General Washington himself to throw down his arms and pledge allegiance to the King if given half a chance.”

“I will take your impressions under advisement,” you replied, grinning. You suddenly had an idea who was likely responsible for Grace’s shifting sentiments.

When you arrived at the City Hospital, Lottie dipped off to check on the sick she’d tended to the day prior. You, personally, didn’t see the purpose in conversing with those you had no duties to and decided to sit and read through more of Grace’s letter.

In my most fitful hours on the road, when grief seemed to me a dark and terrible ocean without shore, I was sought by the gracious Major Ferguson, who told most diverting stories and drew from me laughter of a mystifying source. I query whether he may be adept with some beguiling magick to have so oft performed a vanishment of my tears. He is a clever and skillful man as well as kind.

You, I am sure, would think more highly of him than you did Nathaniel, though I fear I am now far ahead of myself, Sister, and must stay my pen lest my flights of fancy make off with me, as you know they are apt to do. I am besieged now by shame to even write it, and know that were you here, Sister, you would soothe me by turning my mind to practicalities. As such, and to ease the pain of your absence I feel again coming upon me, I shall address them. I know the welfare of our home indispensable to your peace of mind, so let me assure you of it.

Despite your growing suspicions surrounding Ferguson, a smile crept over your face as you read Grace’s report on the farm. She listed every crop that had needed tending on her return, the condition of each chicken and goat by name, and included an effusive exaltation of your neighbors who had kindly fed them in your absence.

I do not wish to be alone. Major Ferguson is to depart with his men two days hence—

The delicate clearing of a throat resounded from somewhere to your side.

You snapped from the letter, looking up to see a bashfully pleading Lottie leaning around a doorframe. This version of Lottie was becoming all too familiar given the short time you’d worked alongside her. You let out a sigh.

“Now?” you protested, raising the letter to emphasize that you were occupied.

“Please, oh please,” she stepped into full view to clasp her hands in adjuration. “There’s so much blood, it’s horrid, and the bone is broken, and—”

“All right, Lottie.” You couldn’t help yourself. You smiled. “I’ll help.”

Down the hall and into the ward, a dolorous assault slammed your senses. Injured men groaned out in chorus, and the scent of blood hung in the air like coppery vapor. Lottie ducked her head and led you over to the hospital physician—Dr. Moore—who was hovering over a badly wounded man. From what you could tell, he was a young infantry soldier, his coat removed and head wrapped in bandages. Blood smothered his face, dirt smattered his legs, and his right arm was stripped of clothing.

At least, you believed it was his arm. In its current state you couldn’t imagine it being of much use for any purpose other than occupying a dog’s mouth.

“Go on,” Lottie murmured, urging you forward. “I—I’ll be ill.”

Moore caught you both approaching and adjusted the spectacles over his nose. “Charlotte,” he said, testing with his fingers what some might call flesh, but you’d probably call meat. “Where were you? I need your assistance setting the bone.”

“Oh, I’m afraid I, um, I…”

He frowned. “He doesn’t have all day, Miss Goddard.”

She elbowed your ribs, and you hopped forward with a wince. “Actually,” you said, “I’ll assist in her stead, doctor.”

“Hm?” He looked up, squinted at you. “Poultice girl?”

You nodded, even though you'd introduced yourself multiple times. “My name is—”

“Fine, yes. Come now. Hold this for me. Just there above the wrist.”

As you stepped to assist, Lottie quickly backed away, turning pale beneath her freckles as she watched you support the bloodied, blue-mottled limb. “Oh, yes, thank you so much,” she said, turning away, “I’ll be right, ah, right down that way, so, not too far!”

“Hold on, Charlotte,” said Moore. “We still might need you.”

She whinged. You weren’t fully sure how she served in medicine when she halfway lived in fear of it.

Standing by Moore, you propped up the soldier’s wrist and elbow. He stiffened and groaned through his teeth, seeking out reassurance in your eyes. Why yours, you didn’t know—you had no words of wisdom to offer him and didn’t particularly care to think of any, especially when he was impeding the work with his wooden limbs. Lottie swept to his side and patted his other shoulder, keeping her focus on his face.

“It’s all right, sir, we’re going to take care of this quickly, I promise.”

He winced, nodding, and loosened in your grip. You glimpsed her for a moment, her gaze like a deep, warm embrace. This part came as naturally to her as yours did you.

It ached, how much she reminded you of Grace in that moment. The last line you’d read of Grace’s letter—I do not wish to be alone—pricked your heart like a needle. You did not wish for her to be alone, either. You did not wish to be here, in Charleston, spending time gathering scraps of information when you knew she waited as the tender, vulnerable center of your home.

Moore started to work, and you stood still, bracing the soldier’s arm as he wiped away the blood. Even if granted leave, however, you were uncertain if you wanted to return home. The threat of the British grew greater in South Carolina, and under the supposition that both Grace and you were Loyalists, you could maintain a semblance of safety. Especially with your father’s condition still unknown and Tavington still itching for the opportunity to wring all of your necks.

Behind you, the clicking of heels. “And this is our most esteemed physician, Dr. Henry Moore.” It was the matron of the hospital. “Dr. Moore?”

“A bit busy right now,” Dr. Moore said. The soldier groaned as Moore palpated the skin on his forearm, coaxing the severed halves of bone together beneath.

“Can you take a moment?” she asked, before walking toward the other end of the ward. She tossed over her shoulder, “Colonel Tavington wishes to speak with you.”

Your eyes widened. You turned, met Tavington’s gaze and flinched, jerking the soldier’s arm. He howled in pain, and you grumbled, grabbing a wad of unused bandages and stuffing them in his mouth. He whimpered into them. Dr. Moore sighed, manually readjusted your grip, and got back to work on his sabotaged bone setting.

Tavington, meanwhile, regarded you as you imagined he might regard a body climbing to its feet after he’d gutted it. His right hand flexed absently at his side. All you could do was stare at him completely normally and not at all like a bolt of excitement had zipped through you at the sight of him.

He cocked a brow, his focus flicking over you before he turned to Moore. “Dr. Moore—”

“Busy.”

“—the British legion requires your services immediately.”

“I’m sure you believe your needs to be of great importance, Colonel, but—”

“The field medic I’ve currently retained is indisposed.”

“—as you can see, Charleston keeps me preoccupied as is.”

“You should be prepared to depart as early as this evening.”

Moore paused with a sigh, and turned to face Tavington. “Colonel, I make no assumptions regarding the frequency with which you hear this word, but no.”

Tavington’s eyes fluttered as if the doctor had clapped in front of his nose. “Perhaps you believed me to be making a request, doctor,” he replied. “I was not.”

You pinched your lips between your teeth. Moore had stopped his work on the soldier’s arm entirely. Silent, you caught Lottie’s attention from the corner of your sight, and found her face flush with anxious warmth.

“Colonel,” Moore said, with even more exasperation than the previous time, “I am the only physician in Charleston—perhaps all of South Carolina—at present. I cannot abdicate my duties here to ride with cavalry all night.” He stared at Tavington, who did not move or even shift his expression, like Moore was a fussing baby. “But I can—all right. Listen.” Moore looked at Lottie, then back to Tavington. “Miss Goddard here will be able to serve your needs adequately, and she has the added benefit of having no additional responsibilities aside.”

Lottie tensed, her gaze darting between Moore and Tavington. “M-me, doctor?” With a nervous smile, she said, “Of course, it would be my honor, but… would it be possible for my friend here to join me?”

“Your friend?” said you, the doctor, and Tavington at the same time.

“Please,” Lottie whispered, looking at you. She turned to Dr. Moore. “She’ll be a great help to me.”

Moore sighed and grabbed two splints, lining them up along the man’s forearm. You didn’t blame Lottie for wanting you there. But this would mean you wouldn’t return home. It would mean more time Grace would spend alone. You pinched the splints together, and the soldier whined, muffled by the bandages. As he twisted his head, blood trickled down his cheek, right in Lottie’s line of sight. She choked, turning to try and cough away her clear growing nausea.

“If you insist, Charlotte,” Dr. Moore mumbled as he started the bandaging process.

Tavington, who was watching with winnowing patience, looked at you. “Unfortunately,” he said, “your friend’s freedom does not extend beyond the borders of Charleston.”

You frowned. “But my intelligence was valid.”

“Yes,” he said, “but it did not produce the promised results.”

“A dispatch rider was found and detained, was he not?”

Tavington’s brows raised fractionally. “What was not found was a certain Captain Michael—“

“I am not my father’s keeper,” you growled, shifting more to face him. The soldier whined again and you shot a leer at him. “Shall I next beseech the pagan gods to divine his location, Colonel?”

Lottie glanced at you wide-eyed, alarmed at the tone you were using with a colonel of the British army. “She’s overworked from all of the injured we need to treat,” she offered. “She doesn’t mean that, Colonel Tavington.”

“She does,” he said, still focused on you. He stepped forward, voice lowering. “Divine? No. Reveal—given the insight you possess—yes.”

You snorted. Moore grabbed another roll of bandages and started using it to constrict the soldier’s arm. “If you are still unable to locate my father after everything I’ve told you, I hardly—”

The man groaned in agony, and you realized you’d started tightening your grip as you spoke. You relaxed, and he groaned louder.

Tavington sighed. “Do shut up, Private.”

Your face scrunched, almost amused. The man settled, and you took a breath. “I hardly believe that’s an issue with which I need concern myself.”

“I would say your investment in your father’s life concerns you a great deal,” he replied.

“Alas, but I cannot serve as your prophet, though you flatter me with the notion.” You shrugged. “All of those men under your command, and no success. Perhaps there’s a deficiency somewhere you need to address.”

Lottie hissed your name under her breath. “Please don’t make this harder on me.” Then, turning to Tavington, big brown eyes pleading, said, “I beg of you, Colonel. She’s simply tired. I’ll vouch for her myself!”

“Do you want to take them or not, Colonel?” Moore was tying off the second round of bindings. “If not, I’ll ask you to kindly and politely depart the ward so I can continue getting work done. You may have noticed this, but we’ve a couple dozen of your men here who need my assistance.”

Tavington’s tongue rolled in his mouth, and his eyes met yours. There you found the curiosity you’d spied while in his office, familiar glimmers of interest as he studied you. You swallowed, holding his gaze, wondering what exactly was going through his mind, wondering if he could see your speeding pulse. His head tilted, his chest fell in an exhale.

“And you… You wish to come.”

That really was the question. Your participation in this war had already dumped guilt onto your back as you unceremoniously condemned strangers to suffer and die. The thought of going along with Lottie brought a new deluge of emotions, some of which you worried would war fiercer than the soldiers in the field.

A terrible guilt for abandoning Grace. An even more terrible sadness that you wouldn’t know when you next would see her. And perhaps the most terrible excitement at the thought of waking daily and sleeping nightly within the domain of the most despicable bastard you’d ever met.

Despite it all, you knew that if you kept up the Loyalist facade, Grace would remain safe at home. Your father was the one in danger. And if you were out in the country with his primary—and deadliest—pursuer, you had the highest chance of protecting them both.

All you had to do was stay alive.

“I do, Colonel,” you replied.

“Both of you,” he said, with some amount of dread.

That wasn’t a question, but Lottie nodded anyway. “She’ll be an asset to you, Colonel. A great asset. I promise!”

“I somehow doubt that very much,” he mumbled. “Very well.” He turned to Dr. Moore, who still couldn’t be bothered to look at him while he wiped off the remaining blood from the soldier’s hands and face. “Send them along to the barracks at once. They’ll need to be briefed and supplied before we depart.”

Moore nodded. “Right away, Colonel,” he muttered.

Tavington’s eyes found yours a final time. Whether there was want or warning within them, you couldn’t discern. He turned on his heel and left the ward.

Your shoulders sagged, weight dropping to the ground that you hadn’t known you’d been carrying. Lottie provided you an expression you would’ve described as contrite if there wasn’t so much relief hidden behind it.

“Thank you so much,” she whispered. She rubbed the soldier’s back as he stood and swayed, his arm properly stiff at his side. “Off you go, sir. Get yourself a bed.” Turning back to you, she frowned. “I’m not sure if I can put my appreciation into words, really. I know how badly you wished to return home.”

“Thank you, Dr. Moore,” you said as he stood and moved to the next man. As expected, he did not reply. You shook your head and shrugged to Lottie. “It’s better for me to be doing what I can to serve His Majesty.” You hoped that didn’t sound as contrived as it felt leaving your mouth.

She pursed her lips, waiting for when Moore was out of earshot to whisper, “You have a funny way of showing it, the way you speak to Colonel Tavington!” The horror of your conduct had pinkened her cheeks. “Were you trying to get yourself hanged?”

You frowned. “Of course not.”

“Well, be more careful, then!” She huffed, crossing her arms. “I won’t always be around to rescue you.” She shook her head and brushed her hands down her dress like that would shoo the gore from her person. “Or perhaps he just favors you.”

Your next breath lodged in your throat, and you coughed. “I’m sorry—” You coughed again, straightening. “He what?”

She laughed, nudging you gently. “Oh, you are funny. Imagine, Colonel Tavington favoring anyone,” she said through giggles. “If you’d seen your face…”

“Right,” you said, bizarrely disappointed.

With a sigh, Lottie adjusted her sleeves. “I’ll tell Mrs. Smith that we need to be departing. Oh!” She gasped, clapping her hands over her mouth in delight. “This means that I’ll be in the field with Ben!” With a smile, she skittered over to the matron as she attended an ailing woman.

You tried to grin, but strained your cheeks, deciding to settle into the seat where the soldier had been instead. If you were to be departing with Tavington’s legion tonight, you needed to finish Grace’s letter. You pulled it from your pocket.

I do not wish to be alone. Major Ferguson is to depart with his men two days hence and I must admit that I dread his absence. Already once he has made a most welcome visit to certify my welfare. I told him I was indeed well, but that I should like very much to know the condition of my dear Sister. Though I with most indocile nature demanded his intelligence on the matter, he remained to me gentle and courteous. He wishes it was in his power to oblige me but it is not. He suggested however that should I wish to write you, that he may deliver you my Letter when next he is called to Charlestown. A gallant and charitable offer indeed!

Despite Papa’s endless grievances of the British army I believe he construes them all unkindly. Perhaps every one he encountered was akin to that murderous devil we so unfortunately met. In that case I should understand his misgivings.

A sense of irritation grew in your chest. You decided you didn’t particularly care if this man Ferguson was in fact Jesus Christ himself rose from the dead. The fact he was busy using your sister’s naivety to his advantage made you want to crucify him despite it.

Murderous devil, perhaps, but at least Tavington…

You paused. You couldn’t think of anything he’d done that wasn’t, in fact, worse.

But enough of wars and men. Never have you and I been apart so long, nor our home so reminiscent of a cavern. How clamorous the sound of my pen in this silence, dear Sister. Pray write me when this letter finds you. Until then I shall look each day to the South road and hope to see you return. Do not fret that I am well. Mrs. Jones has called upon me to come for supper and company, she insists, whenever I feel the pangs of solitude too keenly. For this I am grateful.

Ever, ever I remain

Faithfully and Lovingly Your Sister, Grace

P.S. I am sorry for the words herein whose inking is damaged. Mr. Mouser trod upon this Letter and entreats me now with uproarious meows to attend him.

You smiled as you finished the letter. But your heart wilted. You weren’t sure when you would be coming up the south road, or when you’d be able to unburden Grace of solitude. You knew only that you were making the choices you felt were right to keep her safe. Just as you’d always done.

Dr. Moore had left some parchment out on the table with the medical supplies. You grabbed a few pages of it along with his pen. The letter wouldn’t be long, but you could at least let her know that she did not need to worry. That you wouldn’t be returning home, but you would promise to find her, to see her soon.

You dipped the nib in the ink. You started writing.

[romance-lover77]

Newt Scamander x Fem Muggle reader

Plot: Your’s and Newt’s daughter asks for a baby sibling

Warning: Smut +18 (sorry if the smut writing is horrible) Part 2 is the link below

You’ve been married to Newt Scamander for 5 years now and you guys have a little girl of 4 years, she is a half-blood since you are a muggle. You and Newt met each other during the dark age of Grindelwald since Jacob Kowalski was your store neighbor because you owned a bookstore and coffee shop. One day while Jacob and Queenie were on vacation for their Honeymoon. Newt appeared injured and you happened to find him and brought him to your apartment. You knew nothing about the wizarding world and you had no idea who Newt was. You healed him and Newt had asked if he could stay with you for a few weeks because he had to stay hidden. So Newt and you spent weeks together and in that time you guys bonded and he educated you about the wizarding world/magic and his magical creatures. You fell in love with his magical creatures and with him. He also fell in love with you, deeply. You guys got married when the dark age Grindlewald was over. Now living in London in a cottage with your daughter and your husband Newt.

It was night and you were tucking in your daughter to sleep and gave her a kiss on the forehead. “Goodnight Lottie my sweetie” you smiled and Lottie smiled.”Goodnight mommy”. You were about to leave until Lottie spoke. “Umm mommy I actually wanted to ask something for my birthday since it’s coming up”. This really brought you curiosity since it was rare for Lottie to ask for anything, she was exactly like her father Newt selfless and always did the right thing. “ohh yea sure sweetie you can tell me, Me and daddy will try our best on getting you the present you want”. You smile happily. Lottie looked a little nervous and was playing with her hands which made you wonder why she was acting that way. “Well I was wondering if you and daddy can-can give me a baby brother or sister for my birthday”. You were in shock and blushing really hard since obviously your daughter didn’t know how babies are made and where they come from, it actually wasn’t that easy. You really didn’t know how to explain to her that it’s not that easy and you didn’t know if Newt wanted another baby.You would be happy to have another baby but maybe Newt didn’t want another baby. “Sweetie” you sit on her bed where she’s laying. “I’m sorry to tell you but that birthday wish won’t be really easy to grant, maybe me and daddy won’t be able to”. Lottie looked a little sad and looked down “why?”. You felt bad and said “well…. because babies are really expensive and right now we can’t afford to have one right now” . you really tried your best to come up with a lie, hopefully that she would accept it though you did wish you could give her a baby brother or sister. Lottie frowned and said “oh it’s okay mommy I understand”. You really felt bad, you really did and your curiosity took over. “Lottie sweetie, where did you get the idea of wanting a baby sibling?” Lottie, still looking down says “well it’s because I see other kids have brothers and sisters, always looks like they have fun and share. I want someone to share with and play with. and also uncle Theasus always tells me stories about him and daddy having fun as kids. so I thought maybe you know…”

Now you understand it all, Lottie felt lonely since she didn’t have any friends. She acts shy and antisocial just like Newt. She was exactly like Newt, special. and other kids thought Lottie was strange. Which hurt you because she was your daughter she didn’t deserve that. You disliked kids who picked on your precious daughter and hoped one day there would be kids wanting to be friends with her. Now you really didn’t know what to say, but now you wanted to do something about it. You hug Lottie who then hugs you back. “Oh sweetie I know what you are feeling, I'm sorry that you feel lonely, I just want you to know that I love you and that I'm here okay. And I'll see what I can do okay I have to discuss this with your daddy”.

Lottie felt excited and smiled “is that a maybe!?”. You chuckle “don’t get excited your daddy also has to be involved in this, I just want you to know if Daddy and me decide no, please understand. Like I said a baby can be expensive, but if Daddy and I decide yes just know that the baby won’t be here for your birthday it might take some time okay?”

Lottie smiles and says” I understand mommy!, thank you for considering it!”

she kissed your cheek.you loved seeing your daughter happy. “Alright now little missie you gotta go to sleep now it’s late, Goodnight”

You get up and as you're standing at the doorway Lottie says “Goodnight mommy!” you smile and turn off the light and close the door. Now that was the moment that you started to feel nervous that you had to ask Newt if he wanted to have another baby.

Newt has been a bit busy lately with traveling and helping magical creatures around the world. He literally just got back from scotland today and was now working on some paperwork that he had to do. He must be exhausted and you probably imagined this wouldn’t be the right time to ask and discuss but you knew that this had to be the time. So you go to yours and Newt’s bedroom, you see that his suitcase was in the ground and immediately knew that he was down in the habitats taking care of his creatures. So you go down there and see him without his coat on, only his waistcoat or vest and his white dress shirt sleeves rolled up. You thought he looked so handsome, still wondering how he fell in love with you. Newt was taking care of the graphorns and you walked up to him. “Hi honey, what are you doing?”

Newt looks at you and smiles “Hi love, i’m just seeing how the graphorns are doing, is our sweetie in bed?”

you smile because you know how much Newt loves yours and his daughter, you loved how he was such a good Father. “Yes she is sound asleep now and well I know that you’re busy but I came down here wanting to talk to you about something and it has to do something about Lottie’s birthday”.

Newt looks at you curiously and feels kind of worried that it might be something serious. “Is everything okay?”. you smile kind of nervously and play around with your hands and Newt noticed this. He knows that when you play around with your hands it means that you are nervous about something. Newt got kind of worried and frowned .”Oh no no, everything is fine umm you know what I’ll just wait until you come to bed, if not and i know that you are really busy, we can talk about this tomorrow, Goodnight..”. You just speed walk away without letting Newt answer back and you get out of the suitcase. Newt couldn’t focus on work seeing you nervous like this, he got worried so he tried finishing his chores as fast as he could so he could speak with you.

You got dressed for bed and were now laying in bed reading a book that you enjoyed. When Newt got out of the suitcase and locked it as soon as he got out of it. He looked at you reading and noticing how you were a bit shaky. He was about to speak when you looked at him and said “Newt I prepared your bath for you, you can take a bath now”. Newt frowned but he knew he should take a bath first so he can talk calmly with you. So he went to the bathroom.

As soon as he left ,you put your hand on your chest and took a deep breath. You are really nervous to actually tell him, thinking maybe he doesn’t want anymore kids or maybe he doesn’t desire you. And just thinking of making love with Newt makes you so nervous. You and Newt haven’t done it in a while since he’s been very busy with work and you thought maybe he wouldn’t like your body anymore, and you did gain a bit of weight. You were feeling really insecure.

Newt got out of the bathroom and was in pajamas, ready for bed. You tried not to make eye contact with him and he sat next to you in bed noticing how you were avoiding eye contact. Newt then says “My love, what is it that you wanted to talk to me about Lottie’s birthday?”

You gulp and slowly put your book down and still without any eye contact you say “ well….. you see, Lottie did something very unusual, she asked me for a birthday present”.

Newt smiles, his heart warmed because his daughter finally asked for something and thinking that he will happily give anything for his precious daughter.”That’s brilliant!, what did she ask for?”

That's when you gulp and stare down at your fingers and start playing with them. “She asked for well ummm… a baby brother or sister”. Newt’s eyes widened, being really surprised with the birthday wish his daughter wanted.

You noticed the silence and you started to feel the panic and imagined that Newt was going to say how he doesn’t wanna have kids with you anymore.

Newt then spoke with his eyes still widened “what did you tell her ?”

“Well I told her that I had to discuss it with you first but she shouldn’t get excited because a baby can be expensive and well it’s not easy to get a baby, so now we are here to discuss it”.

Newt is now blushing and looks away shyly now, him not making eye contact but you thought this meant that he didn’t want to have a baby.

he then says “what do you think?”

you then take a deep breath and with a shaky voice “well if i’m being completely honest Newt I want to have a baby, and our daughter said that the reason she wants a sibling is because she sees other kids with their siblings playing and that she wants to experience that.” you finally look at Newt in the eyes with a sad expression and Newt looks at you too and sees that expression, while frowning. “Oh Newt.. our daughter is so lonely and you know she doesn’t have any friends and it hurts me. This is a birthday present I am willing to give. I don’t want her to be an only child, I don’t want her to grow up lonely. I know sometimes you dislike your brother Theasus but you guys are there for each other and you guys had your fun times together. I want Lottie to have that.. but I would understand if you don’t want to have kids anymore”.

Newt then hugs you which surprises you because he barely hugs. He then whispers in your ear. “I am also willing to give Lottie her present”. Which sent shivers down your spine then he ends the hug and faces you again and cups your face. “who said I didn’t want kids anymore, I want to have many kids with you y/n even if it’s 8 or more”. Your face turns completely red, feeling your heart beat really fast.

You then clear your throat and look away in embarrassment “Well that means that we have to try and make a baby as soon as possible, it’s been a while since we’ve done it because you’ve been busy with work and we hadn’t had a chance and I’m sorry if i’m not as good as I use to be because i’ve gained some weight”.

Newt just smiles and thinks how cute you are just rambling but Newt did agree that he’s been busy and you guys haven’t had the chance to do it in a while. He’s actually been wanting to do it since forever and was always upset that work wouldn't give him a chance to make love to you. He missed your body so much, he missed caressing it and kissing it. He missed your soft lips against his. He missed you so much that when he would travel he would have to pleasure himself to calm himself down. He also didn’t want to bother you because he wanted to do it so much that he wouldn’t mind how late it would be to do it after he finished work but he knew how tired you were after being a stay home mom. Doing the chores in the house and taking care of Lottie, you would even sometimes help him feed his creatures when he was doing paperwork that he had to finish.

He just smiled and said “you have no idea how i’ve been wanting to make love to you ,my y/n. I don’t care if you lost weight or gained weight or whatever weight I love you, let’s make a baby”.

You smile and blush”I love you too Newt, i’m ready”.

Newt starts kissing you, both your tongues have a fight with passion. Newt starts to unbutton your pijama and lay you down on the bed getting on top of you. He then starts kissing your neck and you close your eyes in pleasure. You start helping Newt unbutton his pijama as well and taking off each other's pants and underwear, all clothing imaginable. Leaving both of you naked and all your clothes on the ground. You saw Newt’s erection making you feel wet down there and hungry for him. Newt then starts sucking on your tits, his tongue slurping them making you let out a small moan. He then starts caressing your whole body and especially your hips and legs. He loves how thicker you got and soft and plump you feel, making him get bigger down there. he kisses you again, your tongues touching and then puts a finger on your clit and starts rubbing it making you let out gasp mixed with a moan “ahhhh! oh my goodness!” You could literally feel his member get even bigger and rubbing your abdomen making you ache for him. Newt then with both hands cups your breasts and starts massaging them while kissing your neck, how much pleasure he was giving you. You literally couldn’t resist anymore. You need him inside you now. you start moving your hips back and forward aching for him. “Newt please I need you ! I can’t resist anymore” Newt agreed he also couldn’t resist anymore and now you were so wet. Newt lifts up your legs over his shoulders and spreads them finally putting his member inside you making you both moan. At first Newt started with a slow rhythm, pulling it out and back in slowly which still felt amazing for you until Newt started thrusting faster making you moan uncontrollably “AHHH!!!!! NEWT! OH MY!!!!! FASTER!!!PLEASE!!!.

Newt was also moaning and grunting in great pleasure. Both of your bodies sweating, the sweat making your skin sticky and making smacking noises, even more friction, skin to skin. Newt was going crazy because now he was pounding you vigorously that it made you eyes roll back making you feel euphoria. “AHHHH-TH-I-I-S F-E-E-LS S-O-O GOOD!. Newt also moaned “Ahh Fuck! Y/N you’re so tight. He started thrusting faster feeling like he was almost coming to an end as well as you. He felt your walls close around his member. “AHHH!!! I’M COMING!!!!” and you came onto his member, Newt still needed a few more thrusts until he came ,spilling his seed inside you. “BUGGAR! ah!”. Both of you panting and sweating, lowered down your legs. He lowered down and kissed your lips and you kissed back. He was still inside you, taking it out making you let out a whimper. Both yours lips separate and he stares at you with so much love saying “I love you y/n” and you too stare at him with love saying “I love you too Newt”

Newt just lays aside you, spooning you and the blankets over you guys.Newt's nose nuzzling your neck and cheek.

“Oh Newt that was amazing, how much I missed doing this”

“I missed it too we should make time to do it more often and I want to impregnate you many times”

You just giggled “first we have to keep trying for this one until I get pregnant, hopefully this is the target”

Then you gasp in horror, making Newt jump a little and freak out a little.

“What’s wrong ,my love?”

You then cover your eyes with your hands feeling shame. “Newt oh gosh, We probably woke up Lottie and she heard us, we were really loud this time and you didn’t put on the Muffliato charm, or did you? please tell me you did”

Newt got pale because he realized that he forgot to put on the Muffliato charm and you guys were really loud that probably even all the creatures could hear in the inside of his suitcase.

Newt slowly says to you “I-I forgot to do it, we were so in the moment that I forgot to cast it”

You also got very pale and covered your face in so much shame .Thinking how you probably traumatized Lottie and thinking what you would tell her if she asked what the noise was coming up from your room last night. you were hoping that Lottie was deep asleep and heard nothing.

It was the next morning and you woke up like being hit by a truck because you only got a few hours of sleep since the rest of the night you couldn’t sleep just thinking of your daughter Lottie might have heard you and Newt last night. You look at your right and see Newt still peacefully sleeping. He did sleep all night because he’s been very tired from work and plus obviously making love takes a lot of energy. Just looking at him sleep so peacefully makes a smile appear on your face and you reach out your hand to his face caressing it gently. You thought “how did I deserve you Newt?”. You get out of the zone, sit up from bed and stretch your arms. “Okay now to get up to make breakfast for both my loves”. you then proceed to stand up from bed but then there is a painful feeling on your abdomen which makes you fall onto the floor with a loud thump, You also start groaning from the pain and that loud thump woke up Newt. The first thing he noticed that you weren’t on the side of the bed and heard you groaning. He immediately got worried and jerked up from bed running to the other side and saw you there laying on the ground in pain. His eyes widened and kneeled to the ground next to you holding your upper half of you body to sit you up, just the slightest movement on your abdomen made it hurt. Making you groan “ah ah ow”. Newt again worried and scared asked you “love are you okay? what’s wrong?”. You look up at him feeling bad for making him worried. “I'm okay Newt don’t worry it’s just that my abdomen is in pain, I think since we haven’t had sex in a long while that I wasn’t used to it anymore and last night you pounded into me a little too hard.” Newt looked horrified and guilty for making you be in pain. “Love, I'm so sorry for hurting you…, you need some rest”. He proceeds to carry you bridal style and places you on the bed. Newt then starts to freak out and cover you with the blanket and fluff your pillow. “I'm going to make breakfast a-and help Lottie get ready and wash the dishes”. Newt starts saying all this too fast until you interrupt him to calm him down. “Newt Newt! please calm down, please don’t feel guilty, it wasn’t your fault i’m the one who told you to go faster anyways it’s because we haven’t done it in a long while and my body wasn’t used to it anymore. I’m gonna be okay, okay? Please don’t worry, like you said all I need is rest”.

Newt calms down and just nods while not making eye contact because he’s embarrassed. You smile and tell him to come to you which he does. You reach out your arms and pull him closer to you. Both your faces inches apart, you start kissing him and he starts kissing back. His hands on your hips and your hands cupping his face. The kiss ended and both of you separated. Just nuzzling each other's noses. “Newt, can you please make breakfast and help Lottie get ready for the day ”. Newt says “anything for you love” and kisses you one last time. Then he separated from you. While you read your book in bed he started to dress up. Putting on his trousers, white dress shirt, waistcoat and his boots. You must admit you couldn’t resist staring at him; he looked so attractive with his waistcoat. He then placed a kiss on your cheek saying “alright love i'm going to make breakfast and help Lottie get ready for the day”. You smiled ,whispered a thank you and he left the room.

He went to Lottie’s room and sat on her bed, where she was sleeping peacefully. He smiled because he loved his little girl and he hasn’t seen her for weeks since he went to scotland for work and arrived yesterday in the afternoon unable to see her since he had to be done with some papers for work for that same day, and take care of his creatures. He then gently starts moving her shoulder so she could wake up. “Sweetie… Sweetie, it's time to wake up”. Lottie opens her eyes slowly and looks up at Newt, it took her a second to realize that it was her daddy. When she did she stood up so fast in excitement and yelled, “Daddy you’re back!I missed you so much!”. She hugs him and he hugs her too. He smiles and says “I missed you too my sweetie”. Lottie then jerks back and is now facing Newt with such excitement “Did you see the dragons!!!?”. Newt chuckles by the excitement Lottie was showing. “Yes I did and they were huge, their skin was very dark, and very spiky and their eyes purple”. Lottie’s eyes widened with amazement and said “wow amazing!!!! I wish I could have seen it!”. Newt chuckles “one day you will when you are older”. Lottie was so much like her father, they liked and disliked almost the same things, Lottie was shy and antisocial like him, she loved creatures just like him, she even looked like him. Green eyes, freckles on face, same nose, same colored hair, but she did get some qualities from you, her mother. She got your face shape, she got your long luscious eyelashes and your lips as well.

Lottie then looked serious, looked down at her hands and started playing with them. Newt noticed this and frowned. He knew what this meant, because you would also do it and Newt learned that whenever you did that meant you were nervous and Lottie had gotten that from you. He asked “what’s wrong sweetie?”

Lottie looks up and says “I talked with mommy yesterday and I told her that I want a baby brother or sister for my birthday and she said that she would discuss it with you. Did mommy and you talk?”

Newt grinned now knowing why Lottie was acting that way. “Mommy and me did discuss it yesterday”

Lotties eyes widened “And!?”

Newt smiled softly, “mommy and me decided that you deserve to have that gift but just so you know it’s going to take some time”

A big smile appeared on Lottie’s face and hugged Newt so tightly. “Oh thank you daddy I love you so much! I can wait!”

Newt again hugged Lottie “I love you too sweetie”

Newt then says “Now it’s time to get ready for the day, I'm going to help you get ready today”. Lottie smiled and got up on her feet and started jumping on her bed “yay!”

Newt helps Lottie pick out her clothes ,put on her shoes, and brush her hair then it was now time for breakfast.

They both got down to the kitchen and Newt started making breakfast while Lottie was on the table drawing. Newt was horrible at cooking even magic couldn’t help him but he was trying, he wanted to help you since he knew that being a stay home mom was also a hard job and also because you were sick. Newt made some kind of burnt porridge pancakes, some burnt scrambled eggs and banana smoothies. He literally did what you usually do for every Saturday Breakfast. As he was making the banana smoothies. Lottie asked him about you. “Daddy I just realized where’s mommy? why isn’t she here?”

Newt while busy answers,”mommy isn’t feeling well today so that’s why i’m making breakfast”. Lottie then furrowed her eyes with worry for you. She then asked while Newt was trying some of the banana smoothie to see how it tasted. “Daddy, is that why I heard mommy yell really loud last night? because she was in pain?”.

Newt eyes widened and spits the smoothie harshly by the shock. Newt’s whole face became red in embarrassment and shame. Lottie did hear after all and now he didn’t know what to tell her. He was hating himself for forgetting to cast that damn spell.

Newt couldn’t make eye contact with his daughter and just slouched a bit, looking at the floor. “w-well sweetie y-yes.. your mom was in pain last night and couldn’t sleep”. Lottie nodded her head in understandment which made Newt ease a bit but Lottie again asked “I understand but why did I keep hearing the bed make noises daddy?”. Once again Newt tensed up, unable to come up with a lie and answered. “w-well since her back is in pain I was helping your mommy and I was massaging her which made the bed make noise”. Lottie then said “ohhh that makes sense, I really hope mommy gets better”. Newt sighs in relief and calms down. Thinking that next time he will remember to put that spell.

A month has passed and you did get pregnant which made you and Newt so happy. You both had to explain to Lottie that the baby was in your stomach and in 9 months the baby would arrive. Lottie never felt more excited though she did feel a bit sad that it takes a long while. You and Newt had told all your friends and family about the pregnancy news. Everyone was Jacob, Queenie, Tina, Dumbledore, Theasus, Bunty, Professor Hicks and Kama.

Newt of course had made more time for you, and some of that time was making love and actually remembering to put the spell on everytime now.

[alitgblog]

litg characters I'd cast in romcoms

When Harry Met Sally: Seb as Harry!! Then Genevieve as his ex, Tom as MC's (Sally's) ex, Nicky as Seb's best friend, Elladine as MC's best friend

I actually have this all sorted how this would work out but my post got deleted 😭

Notting Hill: Jin as Hugh Grant's character (forgot his name lol) because in my head he's history nerd so like just imagine him in cozy sweaters okay. He's got that wacky roommate whose name I have also forgotten and naturally if we had to pick from S8, Liam, but I also think Jamal would be a fun pick (make the roommate less wacky and more just fun and wild though). The other version of this is Jake as as the main character with his roommate Tim.

Legally Blonde (and I'm going based off the musical): Literally only here because I know I can cast the lawyers, like clearly Suresh as Warner (and oh lean heavily on the implication that he cheated on MC while they were dating) and Blake or Marisol as Vivienne (I like her being cut throat but still looking for love). I'd really like Hari as Emmett because they have a backstory of working hard for their dream and would have a fun banter with the main character without being overly cheery and also is very competitive when needs to be although may be an underdog, but lowkey could also be anyone that has the very grounded boy next door vibe so like Tyler, Rohan, Jake, James, and Lewie are also good picks imo. The other sorority girls needs to include Chelsea, Thabi, basically any of MC's besties (...minus Amelia). It's hard to think of anyone as Paulette because she's an older character and everyone in the game is pretty young but we can further my Angie x Cora agenda and have it be Angie talking about her lost love and then in comes the hot deliverywoman, Cora. She also has like sage advice vibes when she's in the villa sometimes so I think that works.

She's All That: Gary as the main guy. Eddie as his shitty best friend. I don't know why but this came so quickly to me I'm not sure I'd even have to explain but like Gary gives off cool guy / player vibes but I'd also see him absolutely get into or at least support whatever weird artsy stuff his girlfriend is into and have a character arc and all that.

While You Were Sleeping: the OG "I fell in love with your brother while you were away" story, so clearly Ozzy as Peter, Marshall as the brother, Grace as the girl Ozzy's actually dating

How to Lose a Guy in Ten Days: Because I've already said Gary for a different romcom, I'm inclined to have the suave ladies man esque character be Will or Youcef. I also think an evolved Suresh or Finn or Mason or Levi could work. Often I forget about her but I think Lulu would be a fun whatever Kathryn Hahn's character's name is.

A Cinderella Story (the Hilary Duff version): I think the fandom's go to "I don't wanna do what my dad says" character may be Lucas but I want to give Oliver a chance as the sweet lead even though I remember nothing about his backstory in game. MC's best friend can be someone a little dorky and the only person coming to mind right now is Felix.

Ten Things I Hate About You: Again, a reformed Finn could've been so good. Instead, we're going for mysterious and brooding so I think Joyo is a good choice for Patrick. Then to continue the streak of me remembering S7 characters, I think Raf could be a good Cameron because he's got that innocence and silliness that works. Then we need the friend that gives Raf an explanation of how things work and I could see that going to Andy because he's a little silly and dorky but mostly pretty confident (slightly different vibe from the character but that's fine). Other option, Bruno. In the movie, I believe he also ends up with Kat's best friend, who I just remember being very confident and alternative vibes so I think Najuma, Cora, Bella, or Lottie for her. We also need Kat's sister Bianca, and that could be easy and I say it's Amelia, or we could pick a tolerable option like Bea. There's also the guy Bianca initially has a crush on, and dare I say we pick Toby?? Just a character that's full of nothing. Or it could just be someone pretty like Levi or someone rich and an asshole like Miles or Jasper. All I remember about Bianca's bestie is that she backstabs her at the end and since fusebox hates women that could be a number of characters but my pick is Sophie or Erikah.

I could go on forever so I must I choose to stop now before I get carried away 🤣

[randomestfandoms-ocs]

Ash's Gilmore Girls OC Masterlist

Gilmore Girls OC Masterlist for @the-witching-ash (none of these ocs are mine, I only organized the list)

Name: Andrew Cartwright*

Story: Everything Changes

Faceclaim: Logan Lerman

Love Interest: Kirsty Gilmore (@randomestfandoms-ocs)

Pinterest: x

*a variation of the standard To Being An Us Verse but combined with the Gilmore Girls Delicate crossover

Name: Addie Hisenburg

Faceclaim: Rachel Hilson

Story: So Much Better

Love Interest Paris Geller

Pinterest: x

Name: Alice Hawthorn

Faceclaim: Olivia Colman

Story: Multi

Love Interest: Rupert Hawthorn

Name: Callum Zang

Faceclaim: Harry Shum Jr.

Story: Royals

Love Interest: Hana Ryu, endgame Jess Mariano

Pinterest: x

Name: Clemency Campbell

Faceclaim: Helena Boham Carter

Story: Multi

Name: Daisy Gilmore

Faceclaim: Zoe Colletti

Story: Where Do You Belong

Love Interest: Dave Rygalski & Lane Kim

Pinterest: x

Name: Eileen Bloom

Faceclaim: Maya Hawke

Story: Hazy Shades of Winter

Love Interest: TBD

Pinterest: x

Name: Everett West

Faceclaim: Jesse L. Martin

Story: Multi

Name: Evie Charleston

Faceclaim: Lucy Fry

Story: It’s Nice To Have A Friend

Love Interest: Rory Gilmore & Logan Huntzberger

Pinterest: x

Name: Floyd Bach

Faceclaim: Cole Sprouse

Story: Things You Can’t Speak About / Piece By Piece*

Love Interest: Lane Kim

Pinterest: x

*a crossover with @randomestfandoms-ocs' Kirsty Gilmore / Piece By Piece universe

Name: Floyd Bach*

Faceclaim: Cole Sprouse

Story: Delicate

Love Interest: Vicki St James

Pinterest: x

*A second variation of Floyd who exists in the Delicate crossover verse with @randomestfandoms-ocs' Kirsty, Troy, Harry, Vicki, and Lottie, sometimes combined with other crossovers

Name: Grace Kim

Faceclaim: Lana Condor

Story: How Girls Should Behave

Love Interest: Regina Gilmore

Pinterest: x

Name: Hana Ryu

Faceclaim: Jenna Ushkowitz

Story: Royals

Love Interest: Callum Zang, endgame Lindsay Lister

Pinterest: x

Name: Harriet Stiles

Faceclaim: Caroline Goodall

Story: Mean

Name: Imogen Flemming

Faceclaim: Anne Hathaway

Story: Mean

Love Interest: Jess Mariano

Pinterest: x

Name: Liberty Danes

Faceclaim: Jennifer Love Hewitt

Story: There She Goes

Pinterest: x

Name: Lily Lister

Faceclaim: Lili Reinhart

Story: Fearless

Love Interest: Rory Gilmore

Pinterest: x

Name: Lydia Danes

Faceclaim: Ginnifer Goodwin

Story: My Little Corner Of The World, Multi

Love Interest: Lulu Kuschner

Pinterest: x

Name: Mario Medina

Faceclaim: John Barrowman

Story: May God Have Mercy, Multi

Name: Mercy Medina

Faceclaim: Michelle Trachtenberg

Story: May God Have Mercy

Love Interest: Logan Huntzberger

Pinterest: x

Name: Richie Gilmore

Faceclaim: Grant Gustin

Story: Things You Can’t Speak About

Love Interest: N/A

Pinterest: x

Name: Richie Gilmore*

Story: Piece By Piece/Multi

Love interest: Multi

*a variant of Richie that exists in multiple crossovers, always with @randomestfandoms-ocs' Kirsty Gilmore

Name: Richie Gilmore / Richie Donahue-Callisto*

Story: Delicate

Love Interest: Troy Donahue-Callisto & Harry Bechtel ( @randomestfandoms-ocs )

*A second variation of Richie who exists in the Delicate crossover verse with @randomestfandoms-ocs' Kirsty, Troy, Harry, Vicki, and Lottie, sometimes combined with other crossovers

Name: Regina Gilmore

Story: How Girls Should Behave

Faceclaim: Leighton Meester

Love Interests: Vance Hawthorn, Grace Kim

Pinterest: x

Name: Rupert Hawthorn

Faceclaim: Tom Cavanagh

Story: Multi

Love Interest: Alice Hawthorn

Name: Vance Hawthorn

Faceclaim: Ed Westwick

Story: Multi

Love Interest: Regina Gilmore, Colin McCrae & Finn

Pinterest: x

[dreamwritesimagines]

AHHH DREAM!

this is a bit of a mind dump but i just have so much to say

omg she's staring to realise!!!! (granted she's repressing it but i'm ignoring that) she's starting to realise she's actually a big ol' sap whose in love with an artist. think this chapter may be my favourite! lottie calling her out was exactly what she needs to do, i know it's now going to be her mission now to make clover realise and i'm so looking forward to the playful bickering that'll come from it.

clover made so many positive steps this chapter, i hope she can keep them when it all comes crumbling down again.

i said in my last one how i wanted clover and anthony to be an unstoppable duo and you delivered!

ah it's all starting to form together and i'm so incredibly excited. i have no clue how i manage to make it though the week waiting for next chapter this has truly become a highlight of my weeks, i'm so dedicated to this it's concerning.

i know we are far from over but ah my heart is whole again. i personally believe this chapter was solely written for me and me only and i thank you for that 😭

once again amazing writing from you dream ♥️ you continue to blow me away x

Omg omg honeeey!

I absolutely love this, I'm so exciteeed! 😍

Oh she is! Like, especially after that talk she had with Benedict, things started making more sense to her and now that she had that conversation with her uncle and Lottie...🥰 She will realize that she is in loveeee❤️

So many positive steps yes! ❤️ Benedict is a good influence on her 😏 So is Lottie! 🥰

Clover and Anthony will be really close friends and they will grumble about each other that whole time 😂

You are incredibly nice, thank you so so much for this! ❤️🥰 I hope you like the next chapter as well! ❤️

[chrancecriber]

Chilltrax (June 28, 2023)

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Sebastian Reynoso - Hope In Balance (Wisternoff-grant Remix) 22:41 Lp Giobbi Feat. Caroline Byrne - Another Life 22:37 Mansionair & Vandelux - Empty Promise 22:34 Morcheeba - The Moon (Kutiman Remix - Version B) 22:29 Alex V - Cristal Shore 22:24 Nando Rodriguez Feat. Lottie - Madness (Cafe Chill Out Mix) 22:24 C H I L L T R A X - Musique Nonstop 22:20 Morgin Madison & Ryan Lucian - From The Start (Mm Chill Remix) 22:17 Tep No & Noak Hellsing - I Won’t Need You 22:12 Arto - Para Mi 22:09 Boerd Feat. Stella Explorer - Before We Drown 22:09 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Moon Boots 22:06 Attlas & Jodie Knight - Used To The Silence 22:01 Shallou - Fading 21:58 Sum Wave - It Feels Like Summer 21:53 Steven Weston Feat. Lapsley - Like I Used To 21:48 Max Cooper - A Model Of Reality (Tor Remix) 21:48 C H I L L T R A X - Distinctively Different 21:44 Shingo Nakamura - Falling Off 21:40 Jan Blomqvist & Malou - Alone 21:36 Little Dragon - Water 21:31 Blank & Jones - Floatation 21:28 Blonde Maze - Daydream (Otherwise Fine Remix) 21:28 C H I L L T R A X - Worldschilloutchannnel Orbit 21:23 Monolink - Turning Away (Parra For Cuva Remix) 21:19 Teemid - L.a. 21:14 Emi Ca - Just Breathe 21:11 Fløa (Floa) - Pictures Of You 21:11 C H I L L T R A X - Slurry Toh 21:06 Farius - A Big Life (Sound Quelle Remix) 21:03 R Plus & Faithless Feat. Amelia Fox - Let's Just Have Some Fun 20:59 Tomb - Unbound 20:56 Elderbrook - All My Love 20:56 C H I L L T R A X - Cool Refreshed Smooth As Can Be 20:52 George Fitzgerald & Syml - Mother 20:49 Emmit Fenn - The Chase 20:45 Jean Vayat & Evelynka - My Soul 20:41 Flexible Fire - Amatista 20:36 Massive Attack - Unfinished Sympathy (Oakenfold Remix) 20:36 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Bassy Dr 20:32 Reel People & Paula - Vibe (Moods Remix) 20:29 Melosense - Can't Replace You 20:25 Floa & Ra5im - Give Me A Second 20:21 Alampa - Seesaw Season 20:17 Eli & Fur - Where I Find My Mind 20:17 C H I L L T R A X - Chill Out Chilltrax 20:13 Jones Meadow - Shackles 20:09 Lliam And Latroit Feat. Brea - Someday (Latroit Edition) 20:04 Maya Jane Coles Feat .chelou - Never Asked For Much 20:00 Sultan Shepard - Sirens 19:56 Alex Hook Feat. Rene - You Showed Me 19:56 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Freesound 19:53 Baynk Feat. Drama - 1 Chance 19:50 Dye O - Simply Be Here 19:46 Satin Jackets & Panama - The Future 19:41 Alex Lo Faro - Move With Me 19:37 Tycho - Receiver 19:37 C H I L L T R A X - See That The Humans Are Entertained 19:33 Kx5 & Sofi Tukker - Sacrifice (St Mix) 19:29 Blonde Maze - A Break In Continuity (Forty Cats Remix) 19:24 Arto - Now You're Gone 19:21 Leisure Feat. Muroki - Summer Season 19:16 Steven Weston Feat. Tae - Same Dream 19:16 C H I L L T R A X - The Interstellar Chillout Channel 19:11 Two Lanes - Reflections (Il Lo Remix) 19:07 Xixi & Hildur Ottilia - Don't Worry 19:03 Ross Couch - On Fire (Downtempo Mix) 18:58 Cahelo - Bananaquit (Mass Digital Extended Remix) 18:54 Flume Feat. Emma Louise - Hollow (Logic1000 Remix) 18:50 Elderbrook - Wasted On You 18:50 C H I L L T R A X - Escape The Noise 18:45 Adisyn - Digital Heart 18:41 Phoenix & Dj Falcon - Winter Solstice (Braxe Falcon Remix) 18:35 Nox Vahn & Marsh - Come Together 18:33 Emmit Fenn - What Falling In Love Is For 18:29 Dreem - Miles Away 18:25 Tosca - Swimswimswim 18:25 C H I L L T R A X - Listen To This! 18:21 Feiertag - Didn't Know Why (You Lost Your Soul) 18:17 Odesza Feat. Olafur Arnalds - Light Of Day (Parra For Cuva Remix) 18:13 Holen - Breathe 18:09 Avira & Nourey Feat. Tom Bailey - Favourite Game 18:09 C H I L L T R A X - Scratch Toh (Freesound) Chilltrax 18:05 Chicane & The Mannequin - Summer In E Major 18:01 Everything But The Girl - Run A Red Light 17:56 Pilots Of Peace - Fallin 17:52 Lar - Collide (Jody Wisternoff & James Grant Remix) 17:48 Pines - Dawn 17:48 C H I L L T R A X - Wonderful Tan! 17:45 Giants' Nest - Flower Burst 17:41 Cannons - Loving You 17:37 Fhin Feat. Sahara - Fallin' Fallin' 17:34 Aftruu - Falling Asleep 17:30 Helicopter Girl - Angel City 17:30 C H I L L T R A X - Comes To Chill Out 17:25 Alison Goldfrapp - The Beat Divine 17:20 Chris Malinchak, Kiesza, Malin - Tree 17:15 Valante - Eio 17:11 Nuage Feat. Gus - The Place We Know 17:11 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Rocket Empire 17:08 Nils Hoffmann Feat. Gordi - No One Else 17:04 Sons Of Maria - Lake Tahoe 17:00 Jones Meadow - Fences 16:55 Blonde Maze - Night Light (Hessian Remix) 16:55 C H I L L T R A X - Magnifyingglasssogood4u 16:51 Mozez & Tim Angrave - Head Full Of Dreams 16:46 Shingo Nakamura - Come Closer 16:41 Zhu & Yuna - Sky Is Crying 16:36 Zaven - Voliere Amplitude 16:31 Rhye - Feel Your Weight (Poolside Remix) 16:31 C H I L L T R A X - Industrial 16:28 Vandelux - Tulum 16:23 Eli & Fur - Better In The Dark 16:18 Marsh - Me & You (Joe Miller Remix) 16:15 Elderbrook & Tourist - Howl (Chill Mix) 16:11 Wassu & Mimi Page - Within Me 16:11 C H I L L T R A X - Worlds Chillout Channel (Chillout Channel) 16:07 Chill Cole - Liquid Life 16:03 Attom - Distant Memories 15:58 Braxe Falcon - Step By Step (Amtrac Remix) 15:54 Il:lo - Ink 15:50 Alampa - The One 15:50 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Cymbal Roll Bass 15:45 Kraak & Smaak Feat. Izo Fitzroy - Twilight 15:42 Sebastian Davidson - Nomads 15:38 Odesza Feat. Maro - Better Now 15:34 False Intentions - Good Liar 15:29 Zero 7 - Red Blue And Green (Dub Copy) 15:29 C H I L L T R A X - Well How Ya Like It? Terrific! 15:25 Satin Jackets Feat. Tailor - Somewhere In Paradise 15:22 Drama - Don't Hold Back 15:18 Pableno - Heights 15:14 Fkj Feat. Little Dragon - Can't Stop 15:11 Farius - Coming Up (Hold On) (Dokho Remix) 15:11 C H I L L T R A X - Twcc Chill Chill Chill Chilltrax 15:07 Vintage & Morelli - Once Upon A World 15:04 Attlas & Jodie Knight - Used To The Silence 15:01 Kaskade With Project 46 - Chains Chilled 14:57 Melosense - Nous 14:53 Blonde Maze - When You Move 14:48 Nicholas Gunn Feat. Chris Howard - Thought Of You 14:48 C H I L L T R A X - Ct The Backward Chillout Channel 14:44 Logic1000 - 21 14:41 Lp Giobbi Feat. Caroline Byrne - Another Life 14:37 Kayobe & Zoe Sky Jordan - No Sympathy 14:34 Armin Van Buuren & Matoma Feat Teddy Swims - Easy To Love 14:29 Two Lanes - Movement 14:26 Morcheeba - Otherwise 14:25 C H I L L T R A X - I'd Like To Return To The Classics 14:21 Monolink - Turning Away (Parra For Cuva Remix) 14:18 Tep No - Deep Sin 14:14 Rocket Empire - Lima 14:10 Darius Feat. Wayne Snow - Apology 14:10 C H I L L T R A X - Trans Europe Vocoder 14:06 R Plus & Faithless Feat. Amelia Fox - Let's Just Have Some Fun 14:03 Ferr By Ferry Corsten And Youth Novels - Hands 14:00 Attom - Where Are We Going 13:57 53 Thieves - Waves 13:52 Dj San & Sebastian Moore - In Your Eyes 13:52 C H I L L T R A X - Like Lobster Straight Out Of The Sink! 13:48 Jones Meadow - Alike 13:44 Morgin Madison & Ryan Lucian - From The Start (Mm Chill Remix) 13:40 Emmit Fenn & Shallou - Hollow 13:35 Il:lo - Cynnes 13:31 Jos & Eli & Eli & Fur - Riffs Of The Night 13:31 C H I L L T R A X - Escape 2 Music 13:27 George Fitzgerald & Syml - Mother 13:22 Tycho Feat. Saint Sinner - Japan (Chilltrax Mix) 13:18 Woven - Brushes 13:15 Alampa - Seesaw Season 13:15 C H I L L T R A X - Slurry Toh 13:10 Embliss & Lumynesynth - Phases Of The Moon 13:05 Maya Jane Coles Feat .chelou - Never Asked For Much 13:00 Above And Beyond - Sun In Your Eyes (William Orbit Remix) 12:57 Embrz Feat. Abroad - Rise 12:57 C H I L L T R A X - Come Along Children - Need To Chill Out 12:51 Trilucid - Cheyenne (Extended Sunset Mix) 12:48 Blonde Maze - Fade Into You 12:44 London Grammar - How Does It Feel 12:41 Dex 1200 - Ongea Nami 12:37 Camelphat X Cristoph Feat. Jem Cooke - Breathe (Camelphat Just Chill Mix) 12:37 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Bassy Dr 12:33 Everything But The Girl - Caution To The Wind 12:29 Fløa (Floa) - Pictures Of You 12:26 Ran The Man - Swimmingpool 12:21 Booka Shade & Satin Jackets - Fusion Royale 12:16 Arley & Sirolf - One Day 12:16 C H I L L T R A X - World Comes To Chilltrax.com 12:11 Alex V - Cristal Shore 12:06 Rüfüs Du Sol - See You Again 12:03 Xixi & Hildur Ottilia - Don't Worry 11:58 Ghenwa Nemnom - Story Of A Battle (Chris Zippel Remix) 11:52 Attlas Feat. Mango - Over The Water 11:52 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Freesound 11:48 Circle Sky - Love Hertz 11:45 Sum Wave - It Feels Like Summer 11:41 Lp Giobbi Feat. Dj Tennis & Joseph Ashworth - All In A Dream 11:37 Lamorn - Olsen After Midnight 11:32 Deep Forest - Sing With The Birds (Onuka Remix) 11:32 C H I L L T R A X - Retsyn 11:28 Heard Right & Oracle - There For You 11:23 Ry X & Olafur Arnalds - Oceans 11:19 Rocket Empire - Astoria 11:15 Nightcap - The Two Of Us (We Only Need) 11:11 Elderbrook - The End 11:11 C H I L L T R A X - Street Life Worlds Cc 11:06 Two Lanes - Ascend 11:01 Chicane & The Mannequin - Summer In E Major 10:56 Double Touch Feat. Reigan - Greatest Day 10:52 Duckmaw - Distant Worlds 10:48 Jimpster & Oliver Night - Ascension 10:44 Evelynka - Letting Go 10:44 C H I L L T R A X - Chilltrax - Chill Out Piano 10:40 Logic1000 Feat. Big Ever - Natural 10:36 Alex Lo Faro - Move With Me 10:32 Washed Out - Time To Walk Away 10:27 Nils Hoffmann Feat. Julia Church - 9 Days 10:23 Jones Meadow - Shackles 10:17 Jody Wisternoff Feat. Sian Evans - The Bridge 10:17 C H I L L T R A X - Musique Nonstop 10:14 Reel People & Paula - Vibe (Moods Remix) 10:10 Lapsley - Levitate 10:07 Giants' Nest - Heart Void 10:03 Lane 8 Feat. Channy Leaneagh - I'll Wait 10:03 C H I L L T R A X - Scratch Toh (Freesound) Chilltrax 09:59 Sons Of Maria - Lake Tahoe 09:56 Eli & Fur - Wild Skies 09:52 Holen - Healing 09:47 Dom Dolla & Mansionair - Strangers (Flight Facilities Remix) 09:44 Vandelux - All I've Ever Known 09:43 C H I L L T R A X - Something I Should Tell You 09:39 Maxxim - Waterfalls 09:35 Jan Blomqvist & Malou - Alone 09:32 Kelela - Contact 09:27 Fakear - Crystal 09:22 Mishegas - Temporary Love (Il:lo Remix) 09:22 C H I L L T R A X - Organ The Chillout Channel 09:18 Nuage Feat. Gus - The Place We Know 09:14 Kidnap Feat. Leo Stannard - Moments (Ben Bohmer Nils Hoffmann Remix) 09:11 Flexible Fire - Marea Turquesa 09:06 Mozez & Tim Angrave - Head Full Of Dreams 09:06 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Rocket Empire 09:03 Eloi El - Stick Together (Blonde Maze Remix) 08:57 Braxe Falcon - Step By Step (Amtrac Remix) 08:54 Sum Wave - Milkyway 08:51 Chris Malinchak - Cellophane 08:51 C H I L L T R A X - Parents Magazine Seal 08:47 Satin Jackets & Panama - Alive 08:43 Sg Lewis - Lifetime 08:39 Diplo & Black Coffee Feat. Elderbrook - Never Gonna Forget 08:34 Volen Sentir & Makebo - Into The Stars 08:29 Claptone - Under The Moon (Cassius Remix) 08:29 C H I L L T R A X - Industrial 08:25 Kx5 & Sofi Tukker - Sacrifice (St Mix) 08:21 Andre Aguado - Through The Night 08:18 Jones Meadow - Powerlines 08:13 Alison Goldfrapp - The Beat Divine 08:09 Everything But The Girl - Forever 08:09 C H I L L T R A X - Escape The Noise 08:05 Dye O - Simply Be Here 08:00 Nicolas Godin Feat. Cola Boyy - The Foundation 07:57 Attlas & Jodie Knight - Used To The Silence 07:54 Tomb - Unbound 07:50 Leisure - Take You Higher (Serebii & Arjuna Oakes Remix) 07:50 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Cymbal Roll Bass 07:45 Joachim Pastor Feat. Nathan Nicholson - Saint Louis 07:42 Dreem - Miles Away 07:38 Royksopp Feat. Astrid S - Just Wanted To Know 07:33 False Intentions - Good Liar 07:28 Be Svendsen - Andromeda 07:28 C H I L L T R A X - Be Svendsen World Comes 07:24 Feiertag - Didn't Know Why (You Lost Your Soul) 07:21 Eric Hilton Feat. Elin Melgarejo - La Nuit 07:16 Blank & Jones - Floatation 07:12 Emmit Fenn - --amman 07:08 Xixi Feat. Kwesi - Close To U 07:08 C H I L L T R A X - Backward Rvb Where World Comes 07:04 Duckmaw - Nox 07:01 R Plus & Faithless Feat. Amelia Fox - Let's Just Have Some Fun 06:57 Rezident - Wellenlainge 06:54 Flexible Fire - Amatista 06:49 Two Lanes - Never Enough 06:44 Steven Weston Feat. Tae - Same Dream 06:44 C H I L L T R A X - Worldschilloutchannnel Orbit 06:41 Aether - Jupiter & Saturn 06:37 Elderbrook & Tourist - Howl (Chill Mix) 06:33 Chris Malinchak - Saving My Love 06:29 Andrew Nagy & Joel Winterflood - Little To None 06:25 Sebastian Davidson - Nomads 06:19 Zero 7 - On My Own 06:19 C H I L L T R A X - Jimpster 1 06:16 Cannons - Loving You 06:13 Forester - Saint (Shallou Remix) 06:08 Emi Ca - Just Breathe 06:03 Ross Quinn - Away With Me 06:03 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Moon Boots 05:58 Maya Jane Coles Feat .chelou - Never Asked For Much 05:53 Roisin Murphy - Assimilation 05:49 Chill Cole - Liquid Life 05:46 Tep No Feat. Starzun - Hold Me 05:43 Jones Meadow & Clara Mendes - Em Baixo 05:43 C H I L L T R A X - No Sticky Fingers 05:39 Shingo Nakamura - Focus 05:35 Jan Blomqvist - Carry On (Earthlife Remix) 05:32 Avira & Nicholas Gunn - Sensing You 05:28 Passenger 10 - Voices In Her Head 05:23 Cahelo - Bananaquit (Mass Digital Extended Remix) 05:23 C H I L L T R A X - E-chilled-music 05:19 Alampa - Seesaw Season 05:16 Satin Jackets Feat. Tailor - Spell 05:13 Sultan Shepard - Sirens 05:09 Phoenix & Dj Falcon - Winter Solstice (Braxe Falcon Remix) 05:09 C H I L L T R A X - Slurry Toh 05:05 Lipless & Blue Noir - Alone 05:02 Xixi & Hildur Ottilia - Don't Worry 04:57 Leaving Laurel - The Family We Find 04:53 Session Victim - The Pain 04:53 C H I L L T R A X - Magnifyingglasssogood4u 04:50 George Fitzgerald & Syml - Mother 04:46 Two Lanes & Panama - Rolling Back 04:41 Ry X & Olafur Arnalds - Colorblind (Whomadewho Remix) 04:36 Zaven - Voliere Amplitude 04:31 Parra For Cuva - Paspatou 04:31 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Bassy Dr 04:27 Morgin Madison & Ryan Lucian - From The Start (Mm Chill Remix) 04:23 Gold Lounge - Higher 04:19 Chris Malinchak - Control 04:16 Lp Giobbi Feat. Caroline Byrne - Another Life 04:11 Max Cooper - A Model Of Reality (Tor Remix) 04:11 C H I L L T R A X - Dionigi/the Chillout Channel 04:08 Attom - Where Are We Going 04:05 Henry Green Feat. Andreya Triana - Tide 04:00 Chicane & The Mannequin - Summer In E Major 03:57 Lapsley - 32 Floors 03:54 Holen - Breathe 03:54 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Freesound 03:49 Lamorn - Olsen After Midnight 03:46 Feiertag Feat. Tessa Rose Jackson - Ambivalence 03:41 Alex V - Cristal Shore 03:36 John Monkman Feat. Liz Cass - Open Frontier 03:36 C H I L L T R A X - Trans Europe Vocoder 03:33 Fløa (Floa) - Pictures Of You 03:27 Sumsuch Feat. Matty Eeles - Find Home (Vincenzo-chilltrax Sumdub Mix) 03:22 Il:lo - Cynnes 03:17 Satin Jackets - Don't Worry (Lost Desert Remix) 03:12 Reel People & Muhsinah - Something New (Kraak & Smaak Remix) 03:12 C H I L L T R A X - Escape 2 Music 03:07 Forty Cats & Arentis - Zen 03:03 Sons Of Maria - Lake Tahoe 03:00 Sum Wave - It Feels Like Summer 02:55 Nicholas Gunn Feat. Chris Howard - Thought Of You 02:50 Dj San & Sebastian Moore - In Your Eyes 02:45 Massane - No Return 02:44 C H I L L T R A X - Distinctively Different 02:41 Afterlife - All I Wanted 02:36 Royksopp - Beautiful Day Without You 02:33 Dex 1200 - Ongea Nami 02:28 Darius Feat. Benny Sings - Rise (Darius Remix) 02:22 Claptone Feat. Jaw - No Eyes 02:22 C H I L L T R A X - World Comes To Chilltrax.com 02:18 Jones Meadow - Fences 02:14 Nuage Feat. Gus - The Place We Know 02:10 Boerd - 2far 02:05 Two Lanes - Movement 02:05 C H I L L T R A X - Scratch Toh (Freesound) Chilltrax 02:02 Mango & Cloudcage - More Than This 01:56 Braxe Falcon - Step By Step (Amtrac Remix) 01:53 Odsen - Retrospective 01:49 Drama - Hold On (Rezident Remix) 01:49 C H I L L T R A X - No Sticky Fingers 01:44 Alex Lo Faro - Move With Me 01:40 Sound Quelle & Tailor - Where We Should Be 01:37 Feiertag Feat. Tessa Rose Jackson - Riptide 01:33 Arto - Now You're Gone 01:28 Massive Attack - Paradise Circus 01:28 C H I L L T R A X - I'd Like To Return To The Classics 01:23 Eli & Fur - Better In The Dark 01:19 Above & Beyond & Marty Longstaff - Gratitude (Aname Pm Mix) 01:14 Bonsaye - Viaje 01:10 Mozez & Tim Angrave - Head Full Of Dreams 01:06 Elderbrook - Wasted On You 01:06 C H I L L T R A X - Worlds Chillout Channel (Chillout Channel) 01:02 Holen - Healing 00:59 Pines Feat. Water Park - Tell Me 00:55 Attlas & Jodie Knight - Used To The Silence 00:50 Ghenwa Nemnom - Story Of A Battle (Chris Zippel Remix) 00:45 Northern Form - Mend 00:45 C H I L L T R A X - Industrial 00:40 Mazoulew Feat. Bonnie Wylde - Circles 00:36 Dye O - Simply Be Here 00:31 Royksopp & Susanne Sundfor - Oh, Lover (Nto Remix) 00:27 Booka Shade & Satin Jackets - Fusion Royale 00:22 Leaving Laurel - Falling Apart 00:22 C H I L L T R A X - Like Lobster Straight Out Of The Sink! 00:18 Jan Blomqvist & Malou - Alone 00:13 Sons Of Maria - Close To Me 00:09 Aftruu - Falling Asleep 00:06 Boerd Feat. Stella Explorer - Another Life 00:01 Nicholas Gunn & Alina Renae - Angel Eyes 00:00 C H I L L T R A X - Chill Out Chilltrax

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My little love

Chapter 14

Pairing: Bucky x enhanced!reader

Word count: 3.1k

Warnings: bit of fluff I guess, smut, v fingering, p in v, unprotected sex, just a lil bit of cockwarming, lil bit of praise kink, shower sex, little bit of angst

A/N: three chapters in one week?? Enjoy the badly written smut…

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The sun was fading for the day. Leaving in its path a sky painted in pinks and purples that turned dark. The lake reflects the disappearing sunset while a breeze rolls over the top of the water. With a lantern at his side Bucky continues to read to Henry. It was just the two of them sitting on a blanket. Henry dressed in a cozy hoodie and sweats since he was somehow always cold. He rested his back against Bucky’s chest and looked over the pictures in the book. The orange teddy bear Bucky had bought for him tucked safely at his side.

The boy with big, big feelings was one of the books you had chosen. You hoped it would help Henry process and understand his emotions better since he had been so neglected in that area. The book should have been over quickly but he was curious and since both you and Bucky encouraged it, Henry felt safe enough to ask questions. Bucky stops when he feels his son’s head start to fall to the side. Closing the book he manages to stand and pick everything he brought with him. Henry rubbed away the sleepiness from his eye just as Bucky walked through the apartment door.

“Hey, jerk.” Steve said from the couch. He was leaning back with Lottie sitting next to him.

“Hey punk, I didn’t know they’d release you yet.”

“They didn’t.” You say as you walk in with a pillow in hand. “He snuck out and the nurses freaked. I had to call down and tell them he was fine.” You hand over the pillow so that Steve can prop himself up better.

“Hey sport.”

You snort at Steve’s greeting toward Henry. He rolls his eyes in your direction.

“Sorry, I just forget how old you are sometimes.”

Steve mutters something under his breath before turning his attention back to Henry.

“I heard you have a name now. Is that true?”

Henry nods his head.

“What’s your name?”

“Henry.”

“That’s a nice name.” Steve smiles.

“Tell him your full name bubs.” Bucky encourages.

“Henry Grant Barnes.”

Steve opens his mouth to say something but words fail him. He looks at Bucky and then at you. Steve can only huff out a small laugh as he comes to terms with what his best friends have done.

“You guys.”

“You saved our lives Steve,” you say “you almost died protecting Henry and me.”

“You love these kids like they’re your own, it’s the least we could do.” Bucky adds.

Steve clears his throat and smiles. His eyes were glossed over as he held back a tear or two.

“Steeb kay?” Lottie’s hand pats his cheek.

“Yeah sweetheart. I’m ok.”

“Kay. Bubba pay?” She looks over at her brother as she wiggles off of the couch. Her hand outstretched for Henry to take once Bucky set him on the floor. Together hand in hand they walk back to their shared room.

“They’re so cute.” Steve comments. “And how are you two doing?”

“We’re fine.”

“Be honest. You started raising a child together, then you started dating, then you found out you lost three and now you have a second child all in the span of like two and a half months. I’m pretty sure it’s ok to not be ok.”

“It’s a little overwhelming sometimes.” You say and immediately Bucky looks at you with concern. “Don’t worry I’m not going anywhere. It’s just I want to give them everything they missed out on and I wish I could take away their pain. Especially Henry, it’s heartbreaking seeing the fear in his eyes if there’s an accident or something. He thinks we’ll punish him for it.”

Bucky nods in agreement. “Or when he goes really quiet and has this far away look in his eyes. It takes us a few seconds to get him back into the present.”

“You know you don’t have to do this alone right? We’ve got your back.”

“We know, but Henry is still very cautious around people and he gets overwhelmed when he’s introduced to too many people at once. It’s not the same as with Charlotte.”

“Well whenever he’s ready we’ll be here for him too. But I should go, the team medic would beat my ass if she knew I wasn’t resting.” He groans as he gets up, his face turning a shade of red because of the pain.

“Need help down to the medbay you relic?”

“Shut up, magnet.” You chuckle as you embrace Steve lightly. “I’ll see you guys later.”

Bucky ends up walking down with Steve to make sure he goes back to the medbay. While you head into the kids room. Lottie has already fallen asleep. Her head resting on Henry’s lap while he gently plays with her hair. He’s focused on only her, as he yawns. You knock softly on the doorframe to let him know you’re there.

“Hey bub, did she just fall asleep?”

“Yeah, but I didn’t want to move so she didn’t wake up.” He answers as he looks up at you.

“Do you want me to help you so that you can lay down too?”

“Yes please.”

You walk over to Lottie’s bed and shift her around so that Henry can get up. Once he slides out from under her you cover her up with her blanket and kiss her forehead.

“Alright sweet boy, are you ready for bed?” You whisper and he nods again.

While the other room was cleaned out and painted and the rest of the furniture was put together Henry’s bed was now in Lottie’s room. He walks over and lays down, allowing you to tuck him in.

“Did you have a good afternoon with dad?”

“Yeah. I went on the swings.”

“That sounds fun. What else did you do?” You say as you push his hair away from his face.

“We sat by the lake and he readed a book but I got sleepy.” He yawns again and you smile.

“Well sounds like a fun afternoon to me. Here’s your bear to keep you company, and what is the rule?”

“I can look for you if I have a bad dream or need something.”

“That’s right. Sweet dreams sunshine.” You kiss his forehead. Henry wraps his arms around your shoulders as best he can and hides his face in your neck. He lifts up the bed a little and you wrap your arms around him, returning the hug.

“I like being here, with you.”

“I like that you’re here with us.”

The hug lasts a few more seconds before he pulls back and gives you a shy smile. You tuck him in again and decide to stay until he’s asleep which only takes a few minutes. Before leaving the room you make sure the nightlight is on and slip out silently.

The warm water of the shower soothed your aching muscles. For some reason Charlotte has woken up with even more energy if that were possible. So your day was spent trying to tire her out. You sigh as your muscles slowly start to relax and then the door opens and closes and you tense slightly again. Strong arms wrap around you and you’re able to relax into Bucky’s hold.

“Mind if I join you?”

“Not at all.”

Bucky starts a trail of kisses on your shoulder. He works his way up your neck and then your cheek. His hands cup your breasts and he begins to tease your nipples. You gasp as he pinches and rolls the pebbled peaks between his fingers before one hand travels back down your body until his middle finger is working slow teasing circles around your clit. Bucky’s fingers slide between your folds until he’s at your entrance. He pushes one finger in while he continues to work your little bundle of nerves. One of your hands goes into his hair and you tug as you start to feel that coil tightening low in your belly. You turn to capture his mouth in a desperate kiss. Bucky adds another finger and you moan into the kiss.

“I can feel you clenching around my fingers. You gonna come for me, sugar?”

“Yes… I’m gonna come.” You reply breathlessly. “Right there, Bucky. Please don’t stop.” You mewl as his pace gets faster.

“Be a good girl and come.” Bucky whispers in your ear.

His voice is deeper and it sends a shiver down your spine and all at once you come undone. If it weren’t for him holding you up you’d be on the floor of the shower. You could feel his hardened length against you and you reached behind you, stroking him slowly. Teasing him how he had teased you. Bucky turns you around and in one quick movement you’re off the ground and pinned between the wall and his body. Your legs wrap around his waist. His lips find yours in a languid kiss. Tongues fight for exploring each other’s mouths, hands roam freely and then Bucky lowers you onto his throbbing cock. He groans against your lips.

“So damn tight, sugar. So fucking good.” He says as he starts to roll his hips.

“Buck- oh fuck just like that.” You say as he sets a hard fast pace.

Your nails dig into his back enough to leave little crescent shaped indents on his skin. His mouth is everywhere. On your neck, on your chest, leaving open mouth kisses on your chin. It’s all too much and not enough as he continues to pound into you. His thrusts deep, touching places only he could and rendering you speechless. Your eyes roll to the back of your head once Bucky’s hand finds its way between your bodies. The movement of his fingers against your clit matches his thrusts. The coil in your belly winding up tighter and tighter the more Bucky keeps going.

“So fucking good. Gonna give me one more sugar?”

You nod unable to say anything.

“Give me one more, be my good girl. Oh, fuck just like that.” He says as you fall over the edge again.

You clench around him, his hips stutter and with a few more thrusts he spills into you. Bucky hides his face in the crook of your neck as he groans from his release. You run your fingers through his wet hair as you both just stay there in each other's embrace for a moment.

“You did so good for me. Let me clean you up, sugar.” He says as he pulls out and you whine at the loss.

“I was already clean before you came in here.”

“And then I came in here.” He smirks as he places his hand between your legs.

You purse your lips trying not to laugh but you fail.

“Shut up.” You push Bucky’s shoulder playfully before you take time to actually clean each other up.

Once you’re both done you head straight for bed. Bucky pulls you in close. His lips meet yours for a sweet almost chaste kiss.

“I love you.” He whispers.

“I love you too.”

You sigh happily as you fall asleep in the arms of the love of your life.

“We found a lot of information on Henry.” Tony says from his place at the conference room table.

It had taken a few days to recover anything useful from the Siberia base since the explosion that almost took Steve’s life also ruined a lot of computers and servers. The team had already debriefed but now you all sat around waiting to hear what was found.

“Here is a list of experiments done on him.” Tony passes a folder to you and Bucky but you don’t bother to look at it. “His birthday is November 11th, 1966, but technically he’s seven years old. He knows three languages already. Knows how to use a handgun as well as some skills with a knife and some hand to hand combat. But most importantly he’s already been programmed to become the winter soldier.”

“Imagine what hydra would have done if we never found him.” Fury states. “Shield’s only concern is that if hydra gets their hands on Henry they will make sure he can’t be found again until he is completely trained. By then it might be too late to save him.”

“We’ve also picked up a lot of talk of trying to get Henry back. I can safely say that they are planning something. The next few months we are going to have to be extra vigilant to make sure we don’t give hydra the opportunity to attack.”

“I’ve already talked to T’Challa. When we met the night of the auction he offered Wakanda’s help to whoever it was that hydra was programming. His invitation still stands and we’re going.” Bucky says.

“Good. Make that trip as soon as possible.”

“We will.” You nod and with that Fury leaves.

“Before you two go I have something to show you.” Tony uses the remote in front of him and pulls up some videos. “We found very old training footage for Henry. It’s from 1989.”

A much smaller looking Henry is sitting in the middle of a room. He’s barely dressed and you can clearly see bruising all over his body. A doctor enters the frame and places something in front of him. Some cooing and babbling can be heard and then you see Lottie. She looks to be about nine months old, sitting in front of her brother. Her little hand pats his cheek and then Henry hugs her. A man’s voice is heard off camera but he’s speaking in Russian so you don’t understand what he’s saying.

“You have done a very good job with your knife skills, soldier.” Bucky leans into you and translates. “So you get to see your baby. But I’m afraid you won’t see her for a while so you must say goodbye.”

Henry holds on to Charlotte for dear life pleading for them to not take his baby away.

“Soldier, you didn’t complete your mission. You were supposed to kill the other child but you didn’t. Since you failed the mission you won’t see her anymore. Once you prove to us that you can follow directions we will consider letting you see her again.”

Henry begins to cry which makes Lottie cry. The same man from before walks into frame and begins to pull the siblings apart which in turn makes them scream and cry more. Henry gets up and kicks and punches the man who is taking away his sister.

“Shut it off.” You say desperately. “Shut it off.”

Tony turns off the tv just before you see the physical violence you were sure they endured. You hide your face in your hands as you try to calm down.

The room is quiet, no one says a word. Bucky gets up and walks out of the meeting.

“We don’t want to know if there are other videos like that. Destroy them for all I care.” You say and get up as well.

“Y/N wait, there’s a mission you’ll be needed on. We have to do the briefing.”

“Is the mission like right now?” You look at Steve.

“No, it’s in two days.”

“Ok then the briefing can wait for a few damn minutes while I make sure Bucky’s ok.”

You walk out without another word to anyone.

Bucky looked out onto the playground. Lottie and Henry running around without a care in the world. Each of them carried the bear he had bought them. He wasn’t surprised when you sat down next to him, silently waiting for him to be ready to talk about it.

“Are we supposed to just live the rest of our lives looking over our shoulder because of hydra? They deserve better than that. Our kids deserve to be able to go out and do whatever they want without being afraid that someone is going to kidnap them.” The gears in his metal arm whirled to life as he made a fist.

“Baby…” you moved closer to him, this time wrapping an arm around his back and leaning your head on his shoulders.

Henry picked his sister up easily and carried her around. Lottie kicked her feet and giggled as she held on tight. It’s obvious even without having seen each other in decades that their bond was unbreakable.

He didn’t have to say anything for you to know he was planning something. The look on his face was murderous and if you didn’t know that it was directed at all of hydra it would have scared you.

“Bucky, you can’t go through with whatever you’re planning.” You sit up straighter. Lottie calls you and waves before running up to get on the slide. “Bucky promise me you won’t do anything stupid.”

Bucky doesn’t say anything.

“James, you can’t do it. Henry and Charlotte need you. And-“

“They have you.” Bucky says after finally looking at you. “No one would take care of them better than you.”

“No. They need you. What if something happens to you and they come after us? I can’t protect them alone. Besides, they need their father. I need you.”

You take a deep breath as you blink back tears.

“I’m sorry, please don’t cry. I just don’t know what to do to keep them safe. If hydra thought that they could get me back maybe they would forget about trying to get Lottie or Henry back. Then we could end them for good.” Bucky was talking quickly, desperation hanging on every word.

The kids run toward you hand in hand. They were smiling and unaware of the heaviness in both your hearts. Henry stops right in front of Bucky and throws his arms around his father’s neck. Hugs had quickly become his favorite form of physical affection.

“Can we watch Toy Story tonight, daddy?” He asked once he pulled away. Innocent blue eyes looking up at Bucky, full of hope that the answer is yes.

“Of course we can bub.”

“And can we have ice cream, mama?” He had turned to look at you. Your eyes softened as you looked from Lottie to him.

“Of course, sweet boy. Why don’t you start heading inside.”

“Ok.” He says happily as he and Lottie lock hands and start to walk toward the main building of the compound.

You and Bucky looked at each other, sharing the happiness of the moment between you. The tears that wanted to spill from your eyes were of joy.

“I promise.”

You take his face in your hands and kiss him.

“Thank you.” You tell him as you pull back.

“We should go before they get up to no good.”

“Partners in crime those two.” You smile as your hand finds Bucky’s.

Hydra was still a very real threat. One that wouldn’t be easy to take down. But at the moment the only thing you could be bothered to care about is your family. Hydra would still be there waiting in the shadows.

Ch 15

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Day 2: Favorite Ships

For @endlessly-cursed’s Hogwarts Legacy Appreciation Week

Tadhg Lynch and Niamh Kelly are my OG HPHL ship and Tadhg is my most oblivious boy. They’re very sweet. Tadhg fully loves Niamh and is her biggest, most eager supporter. Niamh fully loves Tadhg and is his biggest supporter, helping him to see the better parts of life. They complement each other very well. They also don’t get together until their late twenties, not meeting until 1901.

Cillian Lynch and Orla MacGill are a newer ship that has only recently started to be developed. They originally started as a very cold and passionless arranged marriage, but by making Orla an MC, they started to transform. While the coolness remains to some degree, in the Tadhg Lives AU, they finally fall in love and Cillian has no idea what he’s supposed to do about that. His father had always claimed that love weakened a man, so he really didn’t want to be in love. Orla never had those qualms, but waited until he finally admitted it before giving in.

Anthony Rosen and Kit O’Sheeran very much became a thing because of their faceclaims, but they’re very sweet. Anthony is able to see past Kit’s walls and she’s able to see past his walls. They both have something in their past that made it difficult for them to let others in, but they let each other in. They’re soft darlings who are only soft with one another.

William Devlin and Josie Edwards (@slytherindisaster) are just sweethearts. They’re soft introverts who see the best in one another, each struggling with their own family issues. There’s a slight class difference within their relationship as well, as William’s an illegitimate muggleborn and Josie is from a wealthy pureblood family. I like this quote for them:

“I don’t want sunbursts or marble halls. I just want you.” -Anne of The Island, L.M. Montgomery

Maxwell Pembroke and Ivy Anders (@kc-and-co) are soft quidditch nerds, who seem to be opposites attract. He’s introverted, she’s extroverted. He’s tall, she’s small. He‘s not going to a party, she’s throwing a party. But digging a little deeper, they have a decent amount in common. They both value family and push the other a little outside of their comfort zone. They’re sweethearts.

Brianna MacGill and Elias Quintin (@amerrymystery) began as an arranged marriage, but they have a very fun dynamic. They’re both damaged and traumatized, but handle it differently. It makes them complement one another quite well. Plus, the sunshiney damaged one and the broody damaged is such a satisfying dynamic.

Grant Kennedy and Lottie Gallagher (@slytherindisaster) are a great dynamic. Their trope is best friend’s brother (and sister’s best friend), so it’s quite fun to play with the many ways Minerva would react. Beyond that, though, Lottie is able to bring out more of Grant’s fun loving side, that existed before the death of his father. They’re just sweet.

Minerva Kennedy and Adonis Demiurgos (@endlessly-cursed) have a dynamic that is very different than my other ships as they are rivals to lovers. It’s very much an academic rivalry, inspired (at least, to me) by the early relationship of Anne Shirley and Gilbert Blythe. Eventually, though, Minerva comes around and a slow friendship forms that eventually turns to a romantic relationship.

Bonus: The Gryffindorks & The Tadhg Lynch Protection Squad

Without a doubt these are the two best non-familial platonic relationships. Tadhg wouldn’t be the person he is without the friendship of Teddy Ellison (@cursebreakerfarrier), Gabriel Sapieha (@slytherindisaster), Adelia Selwyn (@thatravenpuffwitch), Theo Abbott (@smarti-at-smogwarts), and Roel Leeuwenhoek (@fairywrenn). For nearly two decades, these are the five most important people in Tadhg’s life.

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Lottie

Aida had only been with Grayson for around 6 months when the pregnancy test she held in her hand screamed positive, quite honestly terrifying her.

She knew Grayson wanted kids.. but now? With her? She didn’t know how to handle it, so for a week she didn’t.

Dodging texts and calls from both twins before she was met with a disheveled Grayson at her door, where she finally confessed her discovery to him.

At first of course he was ‘shook’, wanting oh so desperately to have kids and about to have one in a new relationship was daunting to him, however he couldn’t help the bubbles of excitement in his tummy.

And so they were in this together.

Through every hospital appointment, every kick and every craving, every dose of midnight morning sickness. Both anticipating their little princess.

Everyone thought she was going to be late, Aida, Grayson, Lisa, the doctor even. Which is why Aida flew out with the twins to jersey for their birthday when she was 36 weeks (approved by the doctor of course).

A plan to celebrate the twins birthday and have themselves a mini Christmas before flying back within plenty of time before their due date on the 31st.

They had no reason to think baby Dolan would be born before then, with not even braxton hicks in sight.

So when Aidas water broke while having girl time on the couch with Lisa and Cameron it took everyone by surprise.

The boys ‘twin time’ was immediately interrupted by Cameron storming in and delivering the news, before all three of them were racing downstairs.

It’s safe to say everyone was abit ‘shook’ this time around. They had nothing, no clothes, no diapers, no hospital notes, all of which were back in their shared room in LA.

So while Grayson, Aida and Lisa raced to the hospital, Ethan and Cameron ran around target guessing at what Aida and their niece would need for their new adventure.

And then 14 hours later, she was here.

Aida always wanted to name her daughter after her late grandmother Avangeline, however decided to add her own twist, making it Evangeline, with an E for Ethan.

They finally held their perfect baby girl, who was a surprise from start to finish.

Lottie Evangeline Dolan. 16th December. 8.5lbs