#gotta overshare
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this night is actually going amazing. Started with mild nausea, which developed into strong nausea, which turned into throwing up for the first time in like 4 years (like. A lot of throwing up considering the fact there's literally nothing in my stomach).
Which has led to me turning on the light in my bedroom when i came back from the bathroom. Where I saw one of my favorite creatures on the planet. A big one. On the floor. Moving. Up the wall. Behind my door. So i was trapped in my room and started crying like a child. As one does.
My mother wasn't even mad at me for waking her. Maybe she felt bad because I probably caught that stomach bug from her. Or she acknowledged that that spider was fucking huge and therefore definitely worth screaming about.
Now sitting in my bed with two dogs to keep me calm, and steadily increasing nausea again ♡
I don't think i should be allowed to live ♡
#the thing is#i don't even cry because of the spider itself#i started crying because i realized i needed (wanted) help removing it#and that's an indicator that I'm absolutely useless as a person#i can't live on my own#who the fuck is so goddamm incapable and can't even just vacuum a spider#Or remove it any other way#im ashamed for everything i am lol#I'm simply not made for life ahaha#pathetic#(derogatory)#anyway#probably gonna throw up some more now#cw vomit#mention#idk#sorry#gotta overshare#tbd
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🔗You can get these stickers here!!!
🍉I am also donating a portion of profits for Palestine! Mainly focused on GFMs, hoping to donate 50% of profits
I am putting these as preorder because my printer is now on the brink of collapse and I can't make any more stickers at the moment :(
Anyways silly Fall Out Boy stickers!! There are also Wings of Fire stickers in the shop if you're interested in that too
(I don't have the sad hamsters offered as stickers sorry. If you really want one um. Buy all four hamster stickers and I'll throw in the sad hamster for free jhslkjdhfaleuhfle)
#fob#fall out boy#pete wentz#patrick stump#joe trohman#andy hurley#fob art#fall out boy art#fob fanart#fall out boy fanart#if i may overshare#i made an oopsie and ordered too many wings of fire stickers from a company#so the cost of production is kinda high and i gotta meet that :'''(#my art
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having a piss kink is so funny when you constantly play video games because youll just have that one character you wanna see wet themselves so bad for no reason and theres absolutely nothing on the internet that matches what you want
#i think ive lost count of all the fanfictions ive wanted to write when i start a new game and then forgot about#nobody else ever shares my visions lmao#so i gotta write it myself >:Y#omorashi#fandomo#piss kink#its just silly lol#omo#adam overshares
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Jimithon Mouthwashing is such a good representation of untreated, enabled NPD like it makes me want to squeeze the life out of him. I'm endlessly fascinated when watching him interact with his crew, surroundings, and himself because he's so fucking lost in his own sauce. It's insane. If I'm being real, it makes him my favorite character in the game.
It's a little scary to say, but watching Jimmy is like seeing a mirrored version of myself two years ago before I truly committed to treatment for my NPD. He's like a shadow. The opening line "I hope this hurts," which I believe comes from Jimmy right before the crash, is such a poignant statement. It's a simple line, but I can tell you from experience that the desire to hurt others when in a narcissistic rage is overwhelming. It's such a good line to sum up Jimmy's character in that moment. Luckily, in the real world, I had my friends and family there to catch me when I hit my lowest, even though I'd hurt them so many times. Jimmy probably could've used friends to force him into therapy (cough cough Curly cough cough)
#also I don't mean we're similar in any way when it comes to rape or SA. Please don't twist it that way at all.#I mean like in terms of the jealously resentment revenge hurting others to feel thrilled not taking responsibility not seeing flaws etc#I'm diagnosed with NPD also but pls know my experience will be different from others. We're all different people obvs.#also Jimmy has like wayyyyyyyyyy more things wrong with him not just untreated NPD lol#I would say that untreated NPD is a hell most can't describe#you barely feel anything except rage boredom and jealousy (in my case)#love is a form of ownership and control because you can't really feel it the right way#so your -person- is an object of intense obsession and also a tool for you#if that makes sense? I see that with Jimmy and Curly for sure#You want to tear others down and hurt them because it makes you feel good to put them below you#there's a constant feeling of insecurity and it drives you crazy fr#kind gestures from friends feel insulting#and oh my god achievements made by friends and family in my case feel like I've been shot like I hate when they achieve things#It's not logical obvs but that's something I instantly noticed in Jimmy so i was like .....oh brother lol#and also if they achieve something my brain needs it to somehow be tied to me or I'll make it tied to me so they can be thankful#they should always center their attention on me and if they don't I immediately resent them#these are just some of my thought processes on the matter so I can show the similarities I feel with Jimmy#the KEY DIFFERENCE is all of these thoughts I have are left in my head and not exhibited in my actions (any more. took a long time)#but he is such a nasty human with ZERO introspection that he prob never even thought about treatment#also doesn't help that the hot blonde he's friends with never did anything to help with that#idk sorry for oversharing but ahhh this game is so well written I gotta yap about it lol#also kind of a funny unrelated story to show how weird the achievement thing can be lol#my friends announced they saved up enough to go to Vietnam (their dream trip) and I was happy for them (I really was)#but of course my delusional ass immediately also took it as a threat#and I booked a month long trip to Europe a few days after so I could also announce it LMAO#that is a kind of innocent incident when compared to Jimmy but it just shows how annoying NPD can be#Jimmy mouthwashing#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#NPD
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Well I guess the good news is that the mental illness has been conquered to the point that I can have awful things happen and not actively want to die as my first response. at least there’s fucking that
#That’s gotta count for fucking something#Don’t mind me I’m just screaming into the void#I’m gonna delete this later#Just too fucking sad to care about oversharing on the internet rn#But hey at least I’m not suicidal#Lmao#If this shit had happened 5 years ago…#Damn#well. The bright side is it happened now and not then and now I have proof my mentally ill brain is#Is significantly less mentally ill than it used to be#Please ignore me#delete later
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sometimes i think of something i wanna make a post abt and then i think. yknow what. maybe i shouldnt share that with 1600 ppl, most of them complete strangers
#like i know i tend to Overshare#but i feel like there's gotta be a line right?#idk#i dont really have a concept of a “line”#ive just been led to believe there is one#in any case i will not be sharing this particular bit of self-trivia (even tho i find it interesting/hilarious) so my apologies
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I just asked my irl friends this too but I’m rlly curious to know so: can you guys give me any recommendations for new food to try for someone who is an extremely picky eater who’s trying to practice expanding their palette?? like maybe some really simple foods that would be a good place to start, or alternatively pls tell me what food you would recommend to someone who has never eaten food before lmao
#literally ‘food recommendations for a beginner??’ LMAO#if it helps uhhh I rlly like pasta and carbs (even tho I’m gluten free) and like warm cozy food in general#tempted to start listing all the things I don’t want to eat but like. that would take me all day and feel really embarassing LMAO#potential oversharing but uhh I’m starting to think I may actually have a legitimate ed and it’s rlly hard…#but it just occurred to me that because I’m so picky there’s so much good food I haven’t tried yet???#like most people have tried way more food than me at this age#but I’ve barely tried anything#and if I could just magically get over my good issues it would be so cool to be able to just?? discover food for the first time????#so idk that’s a really comforting thought#but for now. eating hard and scary. so I gotta start with simple things#tw ed mention#idk I’m not even 100% sure yet but also like… I know. lmao#pretty sure I’m past denial at this point#gem don’t look
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finally starting a new gameplay save to explore growing together, this is max and india
apartment build by florwalsims (pls go check out their builds if you haven’t already! they’re so realistically detailed and fit perfectly in del sol valley)
#more pics to come i wanted to take more but im just playing casually nothing too serious so im not sure if i want to give them a tag idk#but i spent like a week making their families i cant wait to have family reunions and stuff#also im really liking my reshade now but i've still gotta tweak it bc it's kind of too orange and too bloom-y if that makes sense#anyways srry im rambling but also im not sorry bc i kinda missed overexplaining and oversharing my every thought in the tags!!!#sims 4 gameplay#s4mm#the sims#simblr#garners
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me when my new coworker starts to overshare: 🤠
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not a single person saying i could win a fight. it was the weather channel posting wasn’t it
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Insurance paid for my $1200 migraine medication in full 😭🙌🏻
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doodled my funky aaa lil circus clown bard Jelly 🤡
#cia mode activated#listen really proud of this so i gotta overshare it everywhere#art#doodle#drawing#traditional drawing#fellas if i were to put her in bg3 how we feelin about her and Wyll because im seeing YES
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starting off my day with an emergency dentist’s appointment and a crying breakdown in the parking lot about having to impose and ask a friend to drive me to and from a sedation appointment next week because i Have No Choice given im obviously not allowed to drive myself home. not a banner beginning to my thursday.
#gav gab#simply. just.#this sucks so hard lmao it makes me want to crawl in a hole and die but#local anesthetic doesn’t work on me and i have 20 years of excruciating dental procedures#and my mother refusing to let anyone give me painkillers#to enforce my like. abject terror of dental work lmao.#just had the tooth i broke x-rayed and even that had me shaking#anyways. breakdown over. now i gotta. make something of my day#my life would be so much less complicated if my parents hadn’t-#well i was about to finish that with ‘convinced me I couldn’t never ask for help or people would resent me for the rest of my life’ etc#but honestly it’s a fine statement on its own#My Life Would Be So Much Less Complicated And Painful If My Parents Hadn’t. Just Hadn’t.#anyways sorry for the weird overshare lmao#dental trauma cw
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shame?? in MY sti diagnosis??? it's more likely than you think
#sorry for tha oversharing but like. man i guess i really havent gotten over the neo-puritanical societal ideals of america.#like. just gghhhhhhh i feels so bad#also sex ed here is so shitty like i straight up did not know you could catch stuff from using toys on ur own!! that is something that sho#uld be taught!#so fucking embarrassed too cause i dont have a license which means i cant get to the doctors on my own. i gotta tell my fucking mom.#shes generally cool but like. i dont wanna tell her that shit!!#i'll come up with some kind of stupid fucking excuse but god. ugh ughhhhh uueuaagghggghb#i feel so shitty
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I WANT TO DANCE I WANT TO PARTY I WANT TO SWIM IN THE SEA SOMEONE GET ME OUT OF THIS FUCKING TOWN
#me drinks one glass or bottle of wine also me ^^^#if i didnt live in a car dependent place i would be so unstoppable and also a much worse alcoholic#better? worse?#anyways swimming in the sea ar night drunk as hell again would fix me but NOOOO i live in a CAR CITY NOW#thinking about how casual my friends in school like high school used to drunk drive that was crazy like what the hell#thats a line for me like i’ll do a line but im not DRIVING after#no 🙅 operating 🙅 heavy 🙅 machinery under the influence of anything dude there are other people in the world#oversharing online is my passion sorry#anyways. alcoh*lics will literally be like ‘im gonna have a glass of wine w dinner’ and next thing u know plastered on the floor#like why did i drink my fuckinc cooking wine lol i need that for cooking!!! my sauces!!!!#long story short if u live in *** and want to get str***** lmk i can solve that u just gotta pick me up in ur car vroom vroom#or if u have **** 👽👽👽👽👽👽👽👽👽👽 or **** ok#im very flexible#anyways. recycle comes tomorrow and they know far too much about me. like not me getting up at the crack of dawn to haul my pile of bottles#out to the can pleas. maybe i should leave a thank you note. i can make cookies or something
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I've been reading naruto again, brace for impact <3
#I'm talking to myself about things and they've just gotta get posted on tumblr eventually#you will suffer the consequences <3#leo overshares
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