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Started a new pattern yesterday, with Christmas yarn!! 🧶
I cannot get the short rows to be symmetrical tho, so may have to frog and restart 😬
#this is the most confusing pattern i’ve ever tried#not v clear at all#and the stitch counts are not correct for some parts?#it is so cute tho and once i figure it out it will be great#ola cardigan#if anyone has made this and would be willing to answer questions. hit me up#knitting#fiber art#fiber craft#slow fashion#wip#good news tho I don’t think it is me#i think it is how it is written
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Happy (late) new year everyone!
I hope 2025 is a bit more productive than the last
#le ocs#my art#doodle#really late obligatory new year post#I never change huh#/checks last login#tho I don’t think no one was expecting something from me so it’s fine#this thing only makes sense if you check when was the last time I posted btw#I was so ready to just give up this was suppose to be a quick thing but I just kept changing stuff until I like it#but I never did! cursed cursed little try-of-a-comic-thing#but I wasn’t gonna wait another year just for the bit so have it#I keep yapping when I did that enough in the original post sorry good night
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The fact that Leo can go literally anywhere on earth to be alone with his thoughts at a single moment’s notice is something that shakes around in my head all the time. Like, portals and teleportation are amazing and convenient abilities both in and out of battle, but they could also so easily be used to run away as well.
I don’t think Leo ever would, at least not most of the time. He loves his family too much, and is too dependent on their love and attention to cut himself off so suddenly like that, but it’s a very real possibility nonetheless.
It’s a good thing Leo’s overall temper is more on the mild side and he prefers going to his room or something to complete solitude, because it really is dangerous for a kid to have the ability to isolate themselves like that at their fingertips.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rottmnt headcanons#rise leo#and like#it doesn’t even have to be on purpose either#anything could happen where Leo goes out to travel real quick somewhere and suddenly he can’t get back#sure Donnie has the trackers but trackers only do so much when the one you’re tracking is across the globe#that one short of Leo ending up trapped hanging off the Eiffel Tower all alone when he’s still new to portaling#is actually a bit terrifying when viewed through a more serious adult lens#don’t mind me just doing what I like to do best aka think about Leo and his abilities#I’m still saying tho that his abilities make running away so easily#and he’s quite good at that#even if he’s physically there his MASK lets him run away from truly processing unwanted situations or conversations#imagine Draxum telling the boys about the other hidden cities and Leo takes it upon himself to go scout them out#and he does so going around and letting his bros know of the cities he finds here and there#only to end up in one that cuts off foreign mystic energy#like imagine being suddenly cut off and alone#this ability can be SO USEFUL up until it’s cut off midway and suddenly uh oh it’s horrifying
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please keep me in your thoughts—im trying to beat 32 heat on hades. Thank you💕
#lmao#fourth attempt and I made it halfway through elysium#asterius bull run thing is impossibly fast with a 40% speed increase fjdkdk#I tried for 16 heat today and got it so I was like ey why not double it? 🤠#I think I was overconfident for beating hades on extreme measures for the first time last night#my hubris is my downfall…#it is funny to think tho that on my first save (I accidentally saved over it so im on a new one lol)#I didn’t defeat hades for the first time until literally my 50th run#and then it took me like 10 more tries to defeat him the second time#and I don’t think I got the 10 defeats to beat the game until like run 75 or something djdjkd#and before the accidental save-over my record heat was 6#I refused to ever turn on god mode cause I was too stubborn 😂#whereas on this save I have I think 51 runs#anyway.#hades game good…#hades game#mine
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I got Stormbringer’s costume first day and I just had to draw it!
#tried a new thing to render the gold idk if it looks good tho#it did take me like 90 pulls but whatever#crk#teethart#cookie run fanart#fanart#stormbringer cookie#crk update#cookie run kingdom#artists on tumblr#digital art#art#my art#I love lesbians <3#she is a lesbian to me in my head idk#did I take like 5 days to finish this? maybeeeeeee#btw i realized people think I don’t watermark my art but like I do#I hide it so if someone like posts it elsewhere they won’t like know to edit it#maybe it’s more useful to make like a visible watermark to use idk#im tireeed
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i do still think datv feels very … disconnected from the previous trilogy, and that parts of it don’t really Feel like dragon age to me. that being said, i’m still having a fun time
#txt#sophie plays datv#datv spoilers#i kind of went into the game expecting this though after reading reviews#i still think BioWare really failed with not having a world state import#datv definitely suffers from not having those little callbacks from previous games that made the others feel connected#i also agree with what a few people have said about the accents being all over the place for each region#i think all the new factions and regions and things aren’t helping either#because they’re new and don’t feel the same as previous games - and there’s no little threads of familiarity to help with that#and a lot of these places have been so hyped for 10+ years that they inevitably probably don’t feel as good as i expected them to#all that being said I am still having fun though#despite the hand-holdy storytelling and disconnectedness#I can just tell that datv won’t be my fave instalment in the series tho rip#oh another gripe i have is that rook really has no personal investment in the main storyline#like??? why should they care???#every previous protag has been intrinsically connected to what’s going on#rook just feels like a random picked off the street to save the world#it all feels a little impersonal to me but whatever
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does anyone know how to get your extended family to stop sending you bible verses or do i just have to ignore it
#every time i think i’ve blocked them a new one shows up in my contacts 😭#thanks auntie… merry christmas to you… i would rather die than every join the church again but!!!!#they all know i’m a dyke so they TARGET me every holiday…#i wonder what makes them think that i’ll turn to jesus this year but not last year or the year before…#no matter how many times i have to be polite and say i’m not interested THEY KEEP ON GOING#i did not want to last year and i still don’t… for the same reason… leave me alone grandpa#they’re all trumpies too 🤢🤢🤢 GET OUT OF EHRE BRO LEAVE ME ALONE#i have deleted all of my personal social media accounts because of them too…#they just keep on sending me shit that i don’t wanna see or hear 😭#anyways… it’s christmas… lemme not be in a bad mood…#impossible tho because i’m at work rn#hope everyone else is having a good day 😭😭😭😭😭😭#enna speaks#krilling myself soon 🤦🤦
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staring directly at all my “fucked up wet guy enjoyer” followers like ougghhh you wanna listen to malevolent you wanna listen to it so baddd
#looking at YOU Opal. don’t think I don’t see u in my notes being supportive of my new hyperfix#please you would love it there’s SO much male whimpering it’s like nonstop male whimpering: the podcast#fr tho guys it’s SOOOO GOOOOOD oh my god 😭😭😭 good ass podcast it made me cry
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I have a thought rolling around in my head about how fandom has a very rigid, very bland, very one-dimensional idea of what a ‘good’ parent looks like, and how this vision is entirely fantasy and wish-fulfillment
#like they come off as soooo ‘I wanted my parents to be supportive in everything I did and never get mad ever no matter what’#and like… that’s not a person doing right by their child that’s an fantasy to make you feel like everything about you is good#you’re imagining robots that pat you on the head and call you good all the time#those aren’t PEOPLE#parents are people#which- and I’m sorry people don’t know this- but you would know if you had a positive healthy relationship with any kind of parental figure#and it gets me cause I think I write feanor as a very positive kind of father#but Ive gotten SO MANY comments going ‘oh I don’t like bad dad fenaor but your stuff-‘ and I’m just like ???#I don’t write him as a bad dad! I write him as a person! a personality! and not some validation dispensing machine#and even the ‘good’ ‘great’ parents mess their kids up in some ways it’s literally impossible to not have a few hang ups from your parents#it’s about TRYING and TALKING and LOVE tho#not being perfectly accepting of everything no matter what#anyway that’s just what I had to say#new fandom challenge- write interesting parents#Tribble post
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2024 reads / storygraph
The Truth of the Aleke
fable-like novella set in a desert world
set 500 years after the previous book
about a junior peacekeeper in the city of truth, who is sent out to defend the city against the cult that has been attacking them for years, only to find out that things are more complicated than he’s been told
about conflicting narratives and unlearning propaganda
#The Truth of the Aleke#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#I forgor a bit what I’m supposed to know and what’s new lol. but also okay yes it is hundreds of years later so probably Not Much#I don’t have super strong feelings about this? I think it’s pretty good but it didn’t stick out to me like the first one did.#def interested to read the third one tho#ALSO love the cover alyssa winans always blows it outta the park <3
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micro-dosing on doll collecting by looking at dolls online and research binging about the characters
#if you can’t buy all the dolls having an encyclopedia of knowledge of them is fine#i feel like everh month/couple weeks i get invested in a new doll line#it’s like one of those special interests that i don’t talk about as much but like i have so much stored knowledge of american girl barbie#(like ag historical line/goty and for barbie generation girl/so in style/my scene/rockers sensations/tmwos/dance club)#and now i’m getting into rainbow high i don’t even know why like it just happened#not to mention mh and eah are always on the back burner waiting but they are more popular so it’s like more content so that’s overwhelming#even tho that’s a good thing#and like there are a million more doll lines#atm most of my dolls i have are disney or of other media chs but feel like i’m on the verge of breaking that and just collecting dolls#especially 80s/90s barbie’s i love them but also there are some super cool newer barbie’s i would be into owning#like the extra and fashion dolls are so cool#okay i think i’ve rambles enough#anyways always down to talk about dolls because my family rarely lets me infodump about them#rey actually speaks
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Thinking about the Don Suave scene and what it means in terms of LGBTQ+ representation because my brain does nothing if not torment me with random topics to ramble about on the regular.
Anyway, I just wanted to ramble about why I like the scene but to get it out of the way - the scene can very easily be interpreted in so many different ways, and all of them are valid. I personally see it as Leo having at least some attraction to a man. And the following is an explanation of my own interpretation and thoughts on it and what it means especially for Leo’s portrayal in the grand scheme of things.
Long-winded interpretation under the cut!
Now, to start with, it’s important to me that in the scene Leo looks at Don Suave in the very beginning and then for the entirety of the rest of the time the man is on screen, Leo’s eyes are closed. Yet, in the end, he is still visibly enamored with Don Suave, happily cuddling up to him as he’s being carried away.
You can very easily interpret this as Leo being spellbound and that’s honestly super valid and I believe he likely was at least somewhat in the beginning, but considering how fast he looked away and how he never looked again, I personally think it makes more sense to read it as Leo just finding the man attractive, at least somewhat. (For the record, I personally headcanon Rise Leo as bisexual with a heavy preference for men, but I want to be blunt when I say that any interpretation is valid. Literally any. Ace, pan, gay, bi, none of the above or a mixture of something new literally all of it is more than okay and fair. Hell you could even interpret this entire scene as more romantic attraction than physical and it would still work. Anything goes!! Don’t bother people, guys, really.)
The main reason I take this scene to be at the very least LGBTQ+ adjacent isn’t just because of how it’s portrayed, but because of who Leonardo is. Not in terms of Rise of the TMNT, but in terms of the entire Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles™️ franchise.
Leo’s a character who, while changing with each iteration, has still at his core been around for decades upon decades as “the blue one”. One fourth of the team. He’s the one most are going to look at as the Leader, and oftentimes he is the one closest to having the title of Main Character. Not to say the others aren’t just as important, but Leo’s presence in the A plots of basically all TMNT media is often something very main character-esque.
And that’s very, very important to note. Here we have a Main Character of a prolific and decades long-running franchise distributed by a children’s television network. You can play around with his and his brothers’ characters all you like, but there is always going to be challenges to dodge around, especially since this was still in 2018-2019.
For example, you can play around with their designs so long as they’re color coded turtles, but their sexualities? Now that’s tricky.
“But what about Hypno and Warren?” Not main characters and also they’re Rise originals. They have a lot more room to play around with than a character like Leo does. But even talking about main characters in the franchise, you could arguably have an easier time playing around with Donnie or Mikey’s sexualities than Leo or even Raph, as (unfortunately) the former two tend to get more B plots, so they’d likely have had a little more leeway (still not a lot though.)
So, where does this leave us?
It leaves us in a place where outright stating and/or showing undeniable proof of Leo’s attraction to men is very, very difficult. So, workarounds!
Workarounds like the entire Don Suave situation.
To be honest, as left up to interpretation and lowkey and deniable as it is, this whole scene means a lot to me because of who Leo is as a character. It’s just nice when we get so see even the bare bones of representation with characters that have been such a large part of pop culture for decades, y’know? Even if more would be so much nicer, this is better than I thought we’d ever get for these boys.
And, again, literally nothing I’ve said is the only way to interpret it, I’m more than happy when people interpret media on their own honestly, it’s just something I’ve been thinking of lately and I was wondering if others felt the same way.
Whatever you think when you interpret this scene or Rise Leo as a whole, I just thought this would be interesting to think about, even if it was ramble-y, haha.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt headcanons#rottmnt leo#rise leo#rise don suave#rottmnt don suave#I lied I’m back to ramble because I’m just#so bad at keeping my mouth shut#or uh#not typing word vomit#anyway- yeah this is my personal interpretation#I believe Leo was legitimately mesmerized by Don Suave’s powers…in the beginning#but even the series’ creator says it was ‘at least PART of what was going on with Leo’ so#idk it’s something that’s been on my mind and I was wondering if anyone else felt the same??#may delete this later who knowssss#pleaaaase feel free to disagree I just like to talk lol#but yeah sometimes I look around at how much media has LGBTQ+ rep in it now and it honestly makes me emotional??#(we always always ALWAYS could use more but)#we did not have even a crumb of this as kids#but also like most of that rep is new properties#and I just was thinking about what that could mean#idk man idk#once again please don’t take this as facts it is VERY MUCH NOT#man I was looking around for good images to use and found jack all#anyway tho did you know Donnie often has bi colors around him and Leo is often dressed in the colors of the trans flag-#okay anyway back to the caves I go this comic won’t draw itself#I gotta spray myself with water any time I go to type long winded essays because they’re not great for the mental health fr
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i am soooo sick of pants and blazers also not having pockets on them and having fake pockets the big purse industry needs to die NOW! all of this is a ploy so that women need to buy bags to put their things in bc they have no pockets like men do. and trust when i say i also wear men’s pants and the size of the pockets is CRAZY compared to the majority of pockets on women’s pants. i do not want a purse. i will never buy a purse. let me have pockets to put the like 3 things i need when i go outside so i can live my life. thankfully most of the pants i have have at least some type of pockets even if minuscule but this needs to end. down w big purse!!!!!! big pocket NOW!!!!!!
#michelle speaks#like i got new dress pants and a new blazer and both of them have fake pockets on them#like oh so u know the pockets look good? and yet u don’t want to give me real ones? ok!#bc it’s like i would legit have to just hold my phone in my hand like i’m not going to put my phone in my backpack??#i usually just avoid wearing my pants w no pockets but i didn’t realize those didn’t have pockets when i bought them#i don’t think i’ve gottten a single blazer w real pockets though 🙄#i have multiple pairs of women’s pants tho that have multiple pockets on them and like BIG pockets and those r great#but that is not the standard for women’s pants unfortunately. and those r a specific style.#but it’s crazy when i wear men’s pants and the pockets go halfway down my thigh i’m like wow i could fit anything in here basically#but like this is 100% intentional to get u to buy bags. many of these brands sell their own bags they want u to buy. well i won’t!#and now i won’t buy ur pants either so i guess we both lose in the end
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i’m buying synthv pro and yuma soon. i’m so excited …. i have a cover with maki i’ve been working on for months but it’s been in mixing hell cuz i know nothing abt mixing lol…. it’s basically done now i just need to finish the art..
#not art#synthv#brooooo i need yuma so bad omg#i need to get thsi cover done with tho#it doesn’t sound as good as i want it to but i need to stop being hard on myseld#i’m using her lite vb and synthv basic and it’s only my third/fourth proper cover#and i still don’t understand how tuning works and pitch change and mixing and.#this is so new to me but i’m so obsessed with making something as perfect as i can get it so ppl like it#i really hate being like this bc this is why i take so long with art partially#i have an eye condition and a hand/finger condition and i am physically disabled so i should just be thinking#‘wow with all these things in mind i’m doing really well’#but i always think otherwise T_T#not meaning for this to be a vent more like a rant..#but ALSO HAPPY BC YUMAAA#I LOVE YUMA#he’s my fave synthv vocal i adore him so much#i’m so excited..
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my first day at my new store is tomorrow everyone wish me luck
#i’m glad it’s not like. a Totally New Job just a different location#so like i already know how to do the actual work itself#i just have to learn the store layout + backrooms; the managers; where the timeclock and everything are; the passcodes; etc#so really it’s just gonna be a funky transition phase to get used to doing the same work in a different place with potentially different#expectations or rules or work culture in general#it’s rough that it’s gonna be a full 8 hr shift tho like that’s a struggle. but. it’ll be fine#esp since i’m probably either gonna be pushing out halloween product (yay!) or cashiering (extremely familiar to me!)#bc w halloween it’ll be fun bc it’s cool new product that i enjoy looking at#and it’ll help me more with learning the store layout (the only way to learn is exposure and practice after all)#but it’ll maybe be stressful if ppl are asking me for assistance#but that’s inevitable anyway yknow#but with cashiering it’s like. okay that’s smth i am super good at and don’t have to learn anything new for#my only worry is that if it gets slow they might try to get me to help guest service which i do NOT want to be trained in#bc i do NOT want to be given shifts in guest service or expected to help cover them regularly!#bc guest service sucks 🫶#but i think i could weasel my way out of that easily enough. it’s not really a concern
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Tfw you’ve got a weird dental thing going on and you’re not sure if you need to go see a dentist IMMEDIATELY bc it’s an emergency or if it’s just a little thing that’ll go away on its own and you can wait another two months for your next dentist appointment
#Hmm. HMMMM#Shima speaks#Good news is it doesn’t hurt. Which is a good sign#I think there’s some weird jaw shifting going around in there.#I don’t wanna go too into detail in case it grosses people out lol but#I’ve got a weird bump on my gums and it’s like. Hard. Like there might be bone under there or smth#It doesn’t hurt like I said. It might disappear within the next few days who knows!#Or it could be a tooth trying to poke out down there. Hell if I know WHY tho#Anyway it’s weird and it bugs me and I’m a little concerned but again I’m not in pain so. Not an emergency (yet)?#🤔🤔🤔#I’ve had so many dental issues in the past like YEAR and I’m just. Bro why. Stop that#I take very good care of my teeth! My mouth just hates me!!
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