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Started a new pattern yesterday, with Christmas yarn!! 🧶
I cannot get the short rows to be symmetrical tho, so may have to frog and restart 😬
#this is the most confusing pattern i’ve ever tried#not v clear at all#and the stitch counts are not correct for some parts?#it is so cute tho and once i figure it out it will be great#ola cardigan#if anyone has made this and would be willing to answer questions. hit me up#knitting#fiber art#fiber craft#slow fashion#wip#good news tho I don’t think it is me#i think it is how it is written
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Happy (late) new year everyone!
I hope 2025 is a bit more productive than the last
#le ocs#my art#doodle#really late obligatory new year post#I never change huh#/checks last login#tho I don’t think no one was expecting something from me so it’s fine#this thing only makes sense if you check when was the last time I posted btw#I was so ready to just give up this was suppose to be a quick thing but I just kept changing stuff until I like it#but I never did! cursed cursed little try-of-a-comic-thing#but I wasn’t gonna wait another year just for the bit so have it#I keep yapping when I did that enough in the original post sorry good night
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please keep me in your thoughts—im trying to beat 32 heat on hades. Thank you💕
#lmao#fourth attempt and I made it halfway through elysium#asterius bull run thing is impossibly fast with a 40% speed increase fjdkdk#I tried for 16 heat today and got it so I was like ey why not double it? 🤠#I think I was overconfident for beating hades on extreme measures for the first time last night#my hubris is my downfall…#it is funny to think tho that on my first save (I accidentally saved over it so im on a new one lol)#I didn’t defeat hades for the first time until literally my 50th run#and then it took me like 10 more tries to defeat him the second time#and I don’t think I got the 10 defeats to beat the game until like run 75 or something djdjkd#and before the accidental save-over my record heat was 6#I refused to ever turn on god mode cause I was too stubborn 😂#whereas on this save I have I think 51 runs#anyway.#hades game good…#hades game#mine
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I got Stormbringer’s costume first day and I just had to draw it!
#tried a new thing to render the gold idk if it looks good tho#it did take me like 90 pulls but whatever#crk#teethart#cookie run fanart#fanart#stormbringer cookie#crk update#cookie run kingdom#artists on tumblr#digital art#art#my art#I love lesbians <3#she is a lesbian to me in my head idk#did I take like 5 days to finish this? maybeeeeeee#btw i realized people think I don’t watermark my art but like I do#I hide it so if someone like posts it elsewhere they won’t like know to edit it#maybe it’s more useful to make like a visible watermark to use idk#im tireeed
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i do still think datv feels very … disconnected from the previous trilogy, and that parts of it don’t really Feel like dragon age to me. that being said, i’m still having a fun time
#txt#sophie plays datv#datv spoilers#i kind of went into the game expecting this though after reading reviews#i still think BioWare really failed with not having a world state import#datv definitely suffers from not having those little callbacks from previous games that made the others feel connected#i also agree with what a few people have said about the accents being all over the place for each region#i think all the new factions and regions and things aren’t helping either#because they’re new and don’t feel the same as previous games - and there’s no little threads of familiarity to help with that#and a lot of these places have been so hyped for 10+ years that they inevitably probably don’t feel as good as i expected them to#all that being said I am still having fun though#despite the hand-holdy storytelling and disconnectedness#I can just tell that datv won’t be my fave instalment in the series tho rip#oh another gripe i have is that rook really has no personal investment in the main storyline#like??? why should they care???#every previous protag has been intrinsically connected to what’s going on#rook just feels like a random picked off the street to save the world#it all feels a little impersonal to me but whatever
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Finally watched tadc ep 4 and ;_;
Gangle……..
(Spoiler talk in the tags)
#I want to hug her and draw with her#she just wanted to follow her passions and be herself nd instead has to juuust… hide behind masks#but her comedy mask did come back. kinda. on its own. and that’s a really important message/bit of symbolism I think#I really love all the little bits of characterization we got here and there#Pomni stepping up even though it’s not super fun and trying to work with everyone for the better#(also the gummigoo bit was RUDE AS HELL)#seeing ragatha let loose some and see that she’s… not really super nice and good all the time#she acts that way bc she wants to diffuse the situations. ‘I hate you but I don’t want you to hate me’#‘I love [ragatha] but it gets hard to tell when she’s being genuine’#it sheds a new light on her character and I’m eager to see how it shakes out when we get more eps#especially hers!!!#and Jax NOT being an asshole was so ?????? he can do that??? bro what?????? fascinating. show me ur layers bunny boy#why are u being nice? is it bc u got tired out? is it bc Pomni seems like she genuinely cares for all of them and he wanted in on it?#or does he actually care under all that jerk face dickery :squints:#AND THEN ZOOBLE MY ANGEL#THEY DID THEIR BEST AND EVEN THO THEY DIDNT HAVE FUN THEY TRIED TO KEEP EVERYONE SAFE AND INCLUDED#and the bit with the spatula hand killed me hfjdjdjdj they’re trying so hard :’)#god I love zooble#also can we talk abt the ‘giving away pieces of yourself’ thing. how vulnerable that was???#but only to gangle. only her.#those two have a friendship I really love and I’m so glad we got to see more depth to it this ep#also kinger getting to rodeo was hilarious as was Caine n bubble sharing a tongue AND the glitches HFJJDKDK#also also ONE MORE THING. ragatha horse girl and lesbian moment is so funny help me#arty escapades
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does anyone know how to get your extended family to stop sending you bible verses or do i just have to ignore it
#every time i think i’ve blocked them a new one shows up in my contacts 😭#thanks auntie… merry christmas to you… i would rather die than every join the church again but!!!!#they all know i’m a dyke so they TARGET me every holiday…#i wonder what makes them think that i’ll turn to jesus this year but not last year or the year before…#no matter how many times i have to be polite and say i’m not interested THEY KEEP ON GOING#i did not want to last year and i still don’t… for the same reason… leave me alone grandpa#they’re all trumpies too 🤢🤢🤢 GET OUT OF EHRE BRO LEAVE ME ALONE#i have deleted all of my personal social media accounts because of them too…#they just keep on sending me shit that i don’t wanna see or hear 😭#anyways… it’s christmas… lemme not be in a bad mood…#impossible tho because i’m at work rn#hope everyone else is having a good day 😭😭😭😭😭😭#enna speaks#krilling myself soon 🤦🤦
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staring directly at all my “fucked up wet guy enjoyer” followers like ougghhh you wanna listen to malevolent you wanna listen to it so baddd
#looking at YOU Opal. don’t think I don’t see u in my notes being supportive of my new hyperfix#please you would love it there’s SO much male whimpering it’s like nonstop male whimpering: the podcast#fr tho guys it’s SOOOO GOOOOOD oh my god 😭😭😭 good ass podcast it made me cry
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I have a thought rolling around in my head about how fandom has a very rigid, very bland, very one-dimensional idea of what a ‘good’ parent looks like, and how this vision is entirely fantasy and wish-fulfillment
#like they come off as soooo ‘I wanted my parents to be supportive in everything I did and never get mad ever no matter what’#and like… that’s not a person doing right by their child that’s an fantasy to make you feel like everything about you is good#you’re imagining robots that pat you on the head and call you good all the time#those aren’t PEOPLE#parents are people#which- and I’m sorry people don’t know this- but you would know if you had a positive healthy relationship with any kind of parental figure#and it gets me cause I think I write feanor as a very positive kind of father#but Ive gotten SO MANY comments going ‘oh I don’t like bad dad fenaor but your stuff-‘ and I’m just like ???#I don’t write him as a bad dad! I write him as a person! a personality! and not some validation dispensing machine#and even the ‘good’ ‘great’ parents mess their kids up in some ways it’s literally impossible to not have a few hang ups from your parents#it’s about TRYING and TALKING and LOVE tho#not being perfectly accepting of everything no matter what#anyway that’s just what I had to say#new fandom challenge- write interesting parents#Tribble post
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micro-dosing on doll collecting by looking at dolls online and research binging about the characters
#if you can’t buy all the dolls having an encyclopedia of knowledge of them is fine#i feel like everh month/couple weeks i get invested in a new doll line#it’s like one of those special interests that i don’t talk about as much but like i have so much stored knowledge of american girl barbie#(like ag historical line/goty and for barbie generation girl/so in style/my scene/rockers sensations/tmwos/dance club)#and now i’m getting into rainbow high i don’t even know why like it just happened#not to mention mh and eah are always on the back burner waiting but they are more popular so it’s like more content so that’s overwhelming#even tho that’s a good thing#and like there are a million more doll lines#atm most of my dolls i have are disney or of other media chs but feel like i’m on the verge of breaking that and just collecting dolls#especially 80s/90s barbie’s i love them but also there are some super cool newer barbie’s i would be into owning#like the extra and fashion dolls are so cool#okay i think i’ve rambles enough#anyways always down to talk about dolls because my family rarely lets me infodump about them#rey actually speaks
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i’ve been watching voltron again and i just finished season two (sob) and i’m realizing i have no idea what happens in seasons 3 and 4 i think i blocked everything out until shiro comes back 🤣😅
#like literally trying to remember what happens#obviously the lion switch#i think maybe they find matt and sam? right?#oh and lotor shows up but idk what happens there either is he good at first? i literally don’t remember#also watching it again i’m realizing that hunk and lance were friends yeah but i think really pidge and hunk were besties#also keith and allura should have ended up together after the whole galra reveal and that growth and stuff#they have a lot of good chemistry i just don’t see lance and allura i don’t#anyway#watching it away from fandom has put a lot of it into a new perspective for me#i still ship shance tho nothing will make me Not ship shance#except that one scene in season 6 you know the one#we don’t talk about it tho#that should’ve been lance LOL#lance should have had a bigger impact on finding shiro too after the whole thing where shiro was talking to lance in the mind space thing#WAIT DOES THAT HAPPEN IN SEASON 4????#fucking i DON’T REMEMBER#guess i gotta keep watching#my partner said he wanted to watch voltron with me too ;-; love that for me#my post
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Thinking about the Don Suave scene and what it means in terms of LGBTQ+ representation because my brain does nothing if not torment me with random topics to ramble about on the regular.
Anyway, I just wanted to ramble about why I like the scene but to get it out of the way - the scene can very easily be interpreted in so many different ways, and all of them are valid. I personally see it as Leo having at least some attraction to a man. And the following is an explanation of my own interpretation and thoughts on it and what it means especially for Leo’s portrayal in the grand scheme of things.
Long-winded interpretation under the cut!
Now, to start with, it’s important to me that in the scene Leo looks at Don Suave in the very beginning and then for the entirety of the rest of the time the man is on screen, Leo’s eyes are closed. Yet, in the end, he is still visibly enamored with Don Suave, happily cuddling up to him as he’s being carried away.
You can very easily interpret this as Leo being spellbound and that’s honestly super valid and I believe he likely was at least somewhat in the beginning, but considering how fast he looked away and how he never looked again, I personally think it makes more sense to read it as Leo just finding the man attractive, at least somewhat. (For the record, I personally headcanon Rise Leo as bisexual with a heavy preference for men, but I want to be blunt when I say that any interpretation is valid. Literally any. Ace, pan, gay, bi, none of the above or a mixture of something new literally all of it is more than okay and fair. Hell you could even interpret this entire scene as more romantic attraction than physical and it would still work. Anything goes!! Don’t bother people, guys, really.)
The main reason I take this scene to be at the very least LGBTQ+ adjacent isn’t just because of how it’s portrayed, but because of who Leonardo is. Not in terms of Rise of the TMNT, but in terms of the entire Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles™️ franchise.
Leo’s a character who, while changing with each iteration, has still at his core been around for decades upon decades as “the blue one”. One fourth of the team. He’s the one most are going to look at as the Leader, and oftentimes he is the one closest to having the title of Main Character. Not to say the others aren’t just as important, but Leo’s presence in the A plots of basically all TMNT media is often something very main character-esque.
And that’s very, very important to note. Here we have a Main Character of a prolific and decades long-running franchise distributed by a children’s television network. You can play around with his and his brothers’ characters all you like, but there is always going to be challenges to dodge around, especially since this was still in 2018-2019.
For example, you can play around with their designs so long as they’re color coded turtles, but their sexualities? Now that’s tricky.
“But what about Hypno and Warren?” Not main characters and also they’re Rise originals. They have a lot more room to play around with than a character like Leo does. But even talking about main characters in the franchise, you could arguably have an easier time playing around with Donnie or Mikey’s sexualities than Leo or even Raph, as (unfortunately) the former two tend to get more B plots, so they’d likely have had a little more leeway (still not a lot though.)
So, where does this leave us?
It leaves us in a place where outright stating and/or showing undeniable proof of Leo’s attraction to men is very, very difficult. So, workarounds!
Workarounds like the entire Don Suave situation.
To be honest, as left up to interpretation and lowkey and deniable as it is, this whole scene means a lot to me because of who Leo is as a character. It’s just nice when we get so see even the bare bones of representation with characters that have been such a large part of pop culture for decades, y’know? Even if more would be so much nicer, this is better than I thought we’d ever get for these boys.
And, again, literally nothing I’ve said is the only way to interpret it, I’m more than happy when people interpret media on their own honestly, it’s just something I’ve been thinking of lately and I was wondering if others felt the same way.
Whatever you think when you interpret this scene or Rise Leo as a whole, I just thought this would be interesting to think about, even if it was ramble-y, haha.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt headcanons#rottmnt leo#rise leo#rise don suave#rottmnt don suave#I lied I’m back to ramble because I’m just#so bad at keeping my mouth shut#or uh#not typing word vomit#anyway- yeah this is my personal interpretation#I believe Leo was legitimately mesmerized by Don Suave’s powers…in the beginning#but even the series’ creator says it was ‘at least PART of what was going on with Leo’ so#idk it’s something that’s been on my mind and I was wondering if anyone else felt the same??#may delete this later who knowssss#pleaaaase feel free to disagree I just like to talk lol#but yeah sometimes I look around at how much media has LGBTQ+ rep in it now and it honestly makes me emotional??#(we always always ALWAYS could use more but)#we did not have even a crumb of this as kids#but also like most of that rep is new properties#and I just was thinking about what that could mean#idk man idk#once again please don’t take this as facts it is VERY MUCH NOT#man I was looking around for good images to use and found jack all#anyway tho did you know Donnie often has bi colors around him and Leo is often dressed in the colors of the trans flag-#okay anyway back to the caves I go this comic won’t draw itself#I gotta spray myself with water any time I go to type long winded essays because they’re not great for the mental health fr
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i’m buying synthv pro and yuma soon. i’m so excited …. i have a cover with maki i’ve been working on for months but it’s been in mixing hell cuz i know nothing abt mixing lol…. it’s basically done now i just need to finish the art..

#not art#synthv#brooooo i need yuma so bad omg#i need to get thsi cover done with tho#it doesn’t sound as good as i want it to but i need to stop being hard on myseld#i’m using her lite vb and synthv basic and it’s only my third/fourth proper cover#and i still don’t understand how tuning works and pitch change and mixing and.#this is so new to me but i’m so obsessed with making something as perfect as i can get it so ppl like it#i really hate being like this bc this is why i take so long with art partially#i have an eye condition and a hand/finger condition and i am physically disabled so i should just be thinking#‘wow with all these things in mind i’m doing really well’#but i always think otherwise T_T#not meaning for this to be a vent more like a rant..#but ALSO HAPPY BC YUMAAA#I LOVE YUMA#he’s my fave synthv vocal i adore him so much#i’m so excited..
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#writing#poetry#2022#july 2022#july 10 2022#Love filled and lonely#Welcome back to I Don’t How To Format These Images!!#i was gonna post this without even rereading it but then i was like actually i’ll read it#and its better than I expected!#this was when i was trying to rhyme so it has a pretty good flow#and its more optimistic than expected#though i never really was able to care about those friends as i wanted and i think that kind of caring i wanted is just rare for me#im not really upset about it tho#Ive just realized that that picturesque version of friendship#where its this small group thatd die for each other isnt for everyone#like i dont think im designed for small friend groups and maybe excessive commitment too#i keep leaning more towards the loveless aro title#like where you dont treat platonic stuff as like a substitute for romance#like i dont think queer platonic stuff is for me#but anyways I didn’t know that then so im tagging it with my old perspective not my new one#Queer platonic#qpr
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new status effect unlocked!
you are now experiencing
✨ domesticated seasickness ✨
from: Using New VR Headset + ‘VRchat’ application
duration: ????
“it would have been cheaper to go on a real boat tbh”
#i don’t even GET seasick on real boats i’ve been on lots of them aauuurggh?#ik vr sickness is something you can train yourself to get used to mostly and ik it will be fine in the end but woaauugh#me trying to fix my fucked up social anxiety that snowballed into Bad (tm) by microdosing being around other people with VR#and just discovering a new way to make myself feel blehhhh#it’s still good tho!! im fine in the lobby area of my headset and watching youtube videos and stuff#i think its just the joystick movement whilst no actual movement#that makes my brain forget the thing 10 minutes earlier where i put a headset on#and freak out#notscene.txt#ash.txt#vrchat
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yea sure ok everything sucks but I just made myself a little lunch for tomorrow in my little bento box sooo… checkmate
#it doesn’t fit in my Pokémon lunchbox tho so that’s kind of my 13th reason#I’m joshing you#my sodie wouldn’t have also fit so I would’ve been exceeding lunchbox capabilities anyway#I included lil chocolates and some cookies because I am a good boy who deserves treats#brain worms have been so bad today I am rlly proud of myself for packing my lunch#Now let’s hope I remember it tombow#tomorrow#even if I don’t I have an hour lunch so I have time to come back and get it :)#brain still go bleh but I think I’m gonna put a deposit down on my next tattoo#I need something to look forward to and it’s a lil ‘congrats on ur new job’ @ myself#any my aunt sent me money for new work clothes but my mom ordered me new work shirts that’ll be here tomorrow sooo……#thanks for covering the deposit u ableist bitch <3#anyway I am ranbling it’s the brain worms#BUT I had an idea for a space au fic for two of my favorite existing ocs <3#my little gay babies I love them#if u read this far I am giving a big hug#camsmusings
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