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freakygirlie · 4 years ago

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New(ish) to J2 fandom, just spent the past god knows how many sleepless nights reading through Speak the Truth, trawling through spn_gossip and rewatching old cons and I👏am👏going👏in👏SANE👏

I considered myself a relatively reasonable person, but when it comes to J2, I have ZERO control. Tinhatting aside, their obvious love for one another makes me want to put myself in a grave.

As an old hat, some questions for you..

1. when did you first fall for the boys and what made you start tinhatting?

2. what the hell is it about them that drives us (j2 fandom) SO insane? (why the hell do I care whether two random people are/are not *really* in love?)

3. any coping mechanisms to deal with this obsession?

hi anon honestly what a wonderful ask <33333 this is gonna be a long one so buckle up !!

WE ARE ALL INSANE LET ME TELL YOU THAT MUCH. ''sleepless nights going through tinhat stuff' BEEN THERE! DONE THAT! I am so in love with their love i have 0 control let me tell you that much. their love for each other TINHATTING ASIDEEEE makes me want to jump off a cliff it's so gorgeous it makes me insane all the time. i mean HOW CAN YOU NOT GO INSANE WHEN YOU SEE ALL THIS:

1. when did you first fall for the boys and what made you start tinhatting?

-when i first started watching supernatural, i was IN LOVE with sam and dean's relationship. it was JUST <3 and i obviously saw the insane and beautiful chemistry the actors had. my friend who got me hooked on the show, used to ramble on about how beautiful j2's friendship was and i was like mmhmm cool cool. i started watching con videos and i was just blown away by their friendship, the easiness they had and the obvious love and affection. i wasn't a tinhat and while i did go 👀👀👀 at many things(only con videos till now) i was like- PLSDJFJG i'm just projecting my wincest fantasies on them ffs. anyways moving on to me venturing into the tumblr world, long before i made an account, i was scrolling through the j2 tag and it was all cute pics vids and stories and i was all aww! when i came across a post(I AM BEGGING ANYONE WHO KNOWS IT LINK IT TO ME PLEASE I CANT FIND IT) which was of a convention clip i had already seen: (x) (starts at 9:15) and it was the SPNMINN 2018 J2 Gold Panel- Jared got a box of cupcakes from a fan and while eating one there was frosting all smeared on him and Jensen took some napkins and cleaned Jared's mouth IT'S THE CUTESTTT and while jen's cleaning up uk he makes those ''ugh'' sounds, grumpy jensen <3333333 but still taking care of his boy <333333

the post was captioned if i remember correctly: ''his mouth is saying ugh but his eyes are saying oh'' (bc jared 's mouth was all shiny and pretty so ehem ;)) AND I JUST FROZE FOR A MINUTE. It took a minute for me to process it but when it finally loaded i was like W H A T. WHAT IN ALL OF ??????? IS THE OP IMPLYING- (be known that i knew the j's were married and had kids so anyone implying or saying that they were romantically involved was like ''are u crazy'' for me, pls i was so naive, also it was the first time i was so blatantly exposed to it, anyways) i was like shooketh. and then i looked at the tags and it was your average: ''jared padalecki'' ''jensen ackles'' and then ''j2 tinhat''. and i was ??? what the hell is a tinhat ???? ehem you can be sure that i clicked on it, it loaded AND THE FIRST POST THAT JUMPED OUT AT ME was this gif of Jared STROKING jensen's neck and the hairs at the back of it and I WAS WTFHJDJHFJFKFJ. ?????????????? THE HELL IS THIS ????????????????????

anyways i spent the entire NIGHT SCROLLING THRU THE TAG and my entire world like everything i knew was just flipped and scrambled and i was just ohmygod what the fuck and i found out there was a whole community of j2 tinhats who believed j2 were involved and the marriages were to cover it up and let me be honest, i thought y'all were crazy. i was like nope nope these are just people with too much time on their hands and too much of an overactive imagination. LIKE NO THERE'S NO WAY-

i spent so long being a fencesitter, scrolling, researching, trudging my way thru spn_g, all the blogs(and i learnt to keep an open mind that's very imp!) but i was still in denial. it was right in front of me BUT STILLLLL. and then. the thing that convinced me wasn't an elaborate theory, a slip up or anything like that. it was a tiny simple collection of gifs of j2 secretly touching each other's hands. and the gif that convinced me was:

it was 3 or 4 am in the morning and i was yet again scrolling through as much tinhattery stuff as i could and i came across it and i was just: ohmygod. they're together. OHMYGOD. THEY'RE IN LOVE. the- they are actually- ohmygod. LIKE JENSEN IS FONDLY CARESSING JARED'S FINGERS HE DELIBERATELY SEEKED THEM OUT WHILE HIS HAND WAS ON THE FAN AND JARED'S NOT EVEN STARTLED HE ALLOWS IT LIKE GOD ???? like idc how bro-y and bestfriendism you are- FRIENDS DON'T DO THAT. PLATONIC BUDDIES DON'T SEEK OUT YOUR HAND LIKE THIS AND CARESS THE FINGERS OF SAID HAND, SMILE ALL LOVE-SICK LIKE AND CURL THEIR FINGERS UNDER YOUR TOUCH AND THEN GO BACK AND DO THE SAME THING ALL OVER AGAIN LIKE SOME SMITTEN HUSBAND OKAY. AND IN SECRET TOO LIKE-

i was like again FLOORED but like seeing THAT just flipped me completely and it slammed into me like a car(and i've been hit by a car irl so I KNOW). i fell so deep into the tinhat hole and after that everything else just made sense. their actions that didn't match up with their stories, the slip-ups, the weirdness(look when i was a non-tinhat, i wasn't an overly eager het stan or whatever but i was so done with jared and gen repeating the same things over and over again and jensen and danneel's interactions were ehem with all due respect boring.) and THEM J2 THEIR LOVE THEIR INTERACTIONS THE LOOKS THE EVERYTHING !!!!! i've been a tinhat since and while i've had my doubts here and there i've never taken my hat off <3

2. what the hell is it about them that drives us (j2 fandom) SO insane? (why the hell do I care whether two random people are/are not *really* in love?)

-it's them anon *shrugs and cries a little*. them, their love for each other is so out of this world. they've sacrificed so much to be together, they love each other so deeply and are such an integral part of each other's lives and god they fit so fucking well ??? they connected the moment they met and they are each other's other halves!! it's something out of a movie or some shit like godddddd. they drive us insane by just being THEM !!! separately even i have never seen two better men who try so hard to be good, who give us their all and let themselves loose, who love so beautifully. and together they're perfect. their love story is one for the ages and i admire it and cherish it so much. they struggle with it all yet love each other so much and it's not like it's even subtle it's out their for EVERYONE TO SEE. The way they talk about each other, the way they look after each other, the little glimpses we see into them and their relationship. it's something that's so beyond our understanding, it's on a plane of it's own. j2 are WHY i believe so wholly in true love <33 ''why the hell do we care'' that kind of dedication the one they show us and the kind of love they send us, it creates a bond, fans, admirers, and people who are willing to stick with you no matter what. i look up to them so much, they are such a comfort to me and i love love love their relationship. they drive us so insane and how could they not!

there's 15003878398449 moments i could talk about but god i'm just so fucking insane for them and the love they share, we all are !!! and also think about it where did sam and dean get their insane-ness from ??? <333

(x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) - linking to a few <333(ok more than a few)

they're soulmates ❤️

3. any coping mechanisms to deal with this obsession? -believe me anon if i knew, i would tell you.

#anon ask #j2 tinhat #long post !!#one otp to rule them all #<3

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theyarebothgunshot · 4 years ago

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[part 1/2]

Hi, I’ve fallen in the cockles dumpster years ago and I don’t know how to reach the surface anymore.

we can say I’m a newbie on your inbox and I just thought we could all tinhat a little bit about one of the things that sold me on cockles to be a real thing: honcon 2017.

Here’s the list of things I can’t find a platonic heterosexual explanation for:

(Funny but useless foreword, a few days before the con a fan tweeted a photo of a rainbow she saw when her flight land in honolulu and said she took it as a sign that was gonna be a gay weekend, and man she was right lol)

1- Misha flew to a hawaii on thursday just like all the other guests who were supposed to be at the con way before J2 did.

We know j2 stopped shooting the same day/the day after because on friday Jensen was spotted by a fan on a plane to honolulu even tho he was expected to be there on sunday.

while Jared preferred spending that bit of free time at home. (Gen posted a few instagram stories of jared and the kids in Texas.) Jensen went straight to misha instead.

Even tho at the previous con j2 talked about how the following weeks were going to be full of work commitments and between work and cons so close to one another they couldn’t see the families as much.

I’m not saying Jensen didn’t miss his wife and kid. He loves them and clearly meant it when he said he missed them so much. That’s why it was surprising seeing him join misha so early. I’m gonna go out on a limb here and say it was a planned trip to spend time together.

2- I think it’s positive to say he was there early for Misha and only misha since that night a fan took a picture with them at an hotel bar. She posted it on instagram and said it was just the two of them, then she had to put the account on private since too many people were asking questions.

It’s strange how we only got one photo of that night tho, they’re always super nice with fans when being approached and usually after the first brave soul finds the courage to ask everyone else follow through.

Again I think they clearly wanted to be alone that night. No fans no castmates.

Maybe they were celebrating something?

3- Then the panel happened.

We all remember Jensen showing us how bad his kink for misha’s weird accents have gotten, how cheerful and at ease they were on stage.

Even I could feel the love was in the air and I live on the other side of the ocean!

welcome to the dumpster, nonnie! i love all of this a lot. i *just* got your part two and i am putting it and my reaction under the cut!!

[part 2/2]

4 - Jensen also bought matching shirts for his friends. One black shirt for him and an identical one for his bro. But misha’s was red cause he knows him well enough to notice he never wears black shirts.

I mean Jensen has a history of showing affection through gifts, (I have a few examples on my mind but no time to write it all down now)

That was a nice thing to do.

5- Least but not last

THE DINNER STORY.

I don’t care if it’s been years I’m still not over how sweet that moment was.

The question was an easy generic one, It took misha less than two minutes to answer.

But then mr. 10 years. same bar, same table. same company. grabs the microphone and procede to share with us one the sweetest memory of Misha he got.

I mean it was so unexpected. Unlike Jared and Misha he’s careful about what he think is appropriate and what’s not.

In my mind it sounded like: “Listen I know it doesn’t answer your question but I’ve just spent a good weekend with this person right here, that I clearly love and care for, and I’m feeling soft, so let me tell you about how I realized I was whipped on him since our very first date”

Again I find it curious Jensen was reminiscing about how they first got together on that particular weekend.

The same one he decided to join misha early just to be with him.

That was one of the moments I realized there’s no way this is a platonic relationship.

Ok this turned out way longer than I expected.

I clearly miss jenmish so much I can’t stop blabber about them.

I’m sorry

Polaroid anon

first of all: don’t be sorry, i truly loved this because i felt like i was seeing the panel again in my minds eye while i was reading your message.

second of all: you are absolutely right about everything except for calling misha’s shirt red. it was orange, which is misha’s favorite color, which makes it even more special that jensen got that one for him.

i also think that jensen went there early just for mish, which is just. a lot. it reminds me of another con, where jensen could have gone home already but he waited for misha who had to do something else there the next day, and then two days later they were spotted together i think at the airport.

i 100% agree that the fact that jensen shared that story about one of their first dinners is very special and rare. especially because in the past, whenever somebody wanted to hear a story from them, they both never knew what to share (probably because of lot of their stories are not suitable to share tbh) and to me it almost felt like he really thought about what he could share and what he would feel comfortable with, after all those times where he just went ‘shit idk what to say’.

and what he shared just felt so romantic? like. the look on misha’s face when jensen was talking was also so soft, he was clearly thinking back on that moment. a moment they both remembered all those years later. i mean at that point they had known each other for nearly 10 years and they still remembered that one particular night. it made an impression on both of them. it was a date. and then to top it off jensen added that he thought to himself ‘but i think i love him a little bit more too’. wow.

see, no need to apologize for talking a lot, as i clearly do the same sjfhshf.

#anonymous #honcon was absolutely insane and we do not talk about it enough #polaroid anon

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doggerell · 2 years ago

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I will explain myself a little but in my cryptic way. Cast Iron is exactly the vibe for the Apology Tour fic if I ever. write that. but now I wanna make it even more insane in the way that its not even abt the end of s4. “I think I know what you really mean.” Joel isnt even. really looking at the surface level hes trying to dig at even deeper issues that Jimmy doesnt even realize he has and *clawing my face off*

#theres a reason the tag is #delusional meltdown era #Im feeling. so crazy. I should not have been given this information Im never gonna be able to think normal abt him again #gonna tell my kids this was j2 #speaking

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eisforeidolon · 3 years ago

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Hellers are honestly, actively, trying to ruin Jensen. He has had a lot of publicity lately, and hellers and Misha stans are foaming at the mouth. Twitter is filled with “Jensen is a homophobe” mentions. Eventually, with the state of media, someone will pick it up and run with it in an article. The scene where SB sees a gay couple? . Hellers are conflating Jensen w/SB and saying it was “Jensen’s idea to just be himself” and all that bs.

Why do I loathe Misha so much? Because honest to frikkin gosh this is so much on him. If he didn’t queerbait everyone so much, which by default made Jensen have to shoot everything down so much just to honor canon, this wouldn’t be what it has become. So now, every annoyance he felt has been manipulated into him being this bigoted asshole. He’ll honestly never outrun this- it will follow him forever. Who cares if he was treated like a sex doll? Told he should be forced to bend over? Who cares about the death threats and threats to his kids he got right? He didn’t agree with a ship, and he refused to queerbait fandom- he must be punished for it for all time. That’s on Misha. That’s on Berens.

I mean, they have been trying that on and off for years. It's cyclical. Jensen would shoot them down, they'd have fits and call him a homophobe, they'd salivate over Dean and Castiel making eye contact and build themselves back up again, Misha would bait them in encouragement for attention, Jensen would have to shoot them down again ... repeat ad nauseam.

I do think that there is an extent to which shipping fandom does this to itself organically. Look at SherIock, which had no Misha. However, Misha definitely exacerbated the situation by playing into it and effectively making everyone else the bad guys for telling the truth. Not even to mention pushing for that scene to sell merch on the hopes of his sheep and then continuing to bait long after the show has ended. Since the actors are front and center, the worst blow back naturally falls on Jensen, for being the other half of the ship they need the approval of, and Jared, for being "in the way" of what was never gonna happen anyway.

I expect there probably already are articles about Jensen's supposed homophobia on sites with no real editorial standards. I think it's fairly unlikely for a legitimate publication with professional writers to pick it up, though, because all their "evidence" comes back down to WAHHH MY SHIP ISN'T CANON and equating the actor to his character(s) which is obviously batshit crazypants can't-separate-fiction-from-reality nonsense.

I mean, after all the buildup about how Soldier Boy was going to be emphatically cancel-worthy and full of bad antiquated opinions? My response to that scene was ... that's it? I expected a lot more active disgust after all the buildup (which we may see more of that side of the character later, to be fair). But again, outside of moronic butthurt hellers, even if it had been more actively hateful? Nobody with two working brain cells to rub together is going to make that about Jensen.

So while I don't see any end in sight for them continuing to follow Jensen to his new projects and alternately screaming about them either "proving" he's a homophobe or that he wanted detestiel/Misha all along? I think the effect it will actually have on Jensen is unlikely to ever go above the current level of dumbasses trolling on social media. Which is still undeserved and infuriating - and seriously, fuck Misha for calling himself J2's friend and helping to create the situation! But I really don't think it's too likely anyone outside of the particularly stupid and gullible parts of the fandom bubble is going to take it seriously enough for it to impact Jensen more negatively than that.

#askboxery #anonymous #anti misha #destihellers

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hopefullystillatheatrestudent · 4 years ago

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this might be a weird thought but the way jensen performs masculinity (and i KNOW it’s a performance cause like, have you SEEN the mockumentary?) is just.... so inherently queer to me lmao

ok. okokokokokok. you asked for this. i have a LOT of thoughts on this. it’s gonna be under a cut because i’m gonna be annoying and psychoanalyse a celebrity i’ve never met(and hope i never do) but trust and believe when i tell you i know what i’m talking about so

you want my opinion? here goes. there is absolutely no way jensen ackles is straight. i hear you, ‘how do you know that he’s bi? that’s invasive and creepy’ but may i counter that point by saying how do you know he’s straight???? why is the default for everyone heterosexual? that’s a toxic mentality to have; ‘oh you don’t know for sure so just treat him like he’s 100% straight just in case’ like....what? heteronormativity drives me wild i’m sorry

and also, um, just to, um, prove my point that this man is decidedly not straight™(i really don’t want to do this but like it has to be said) we KNOW he’s not straight because his d*ck has spoken for itself around misha, like, four times. I HATE SAYING IT!!!!!!! but, um, straight men don’t get aroused by men. ...do i really need to explain myself further???? that’s what i thought(and don’t give me the ‘it could have been for unrelated reasons’ or ‘that wasn’t a boner!’ crap because um good lord yes it was and misha caused every single one so no it wasn’t a coincidence i’m gonna move on before i collapse into myself like a dying star)

anyway, on to the topic at hand which is jensen and his performative masculinity. and it’s a juicy one.

after the unconscious amount of hours i’ve put into watching and subconsciously judging jackles, i have come to the conclusion that like, 90% of how he presents himself and talks and even moves is an act. it’s a facade. it’s a shield. he is not that person. it actually seems exhausting, because he tries to compose himself in this macho, manly, confident and effortlessly cool way, but he’s not that person he desperately wishes he was and wants to be perceived as. he’s on guard every second, even the slightest tilt of his head is like, pre-meditated in some way? if i’m going FULL body language analyst mode, i’ve noticed he has a certain posture he always shifts himself into, and it’s very ‘pursed lips, stoic faced, gruff voiced, square-shoulder, broad and manly’ but, not to be rude jensen, it kind of reads as a little kid imitating the adults he thinks are cool? oof i am going IN huh(it’s out of love though i promise)

he is trying to be this person at every second:

because that’s who he wishes he was, because that’s how he gets validation from the people around him that he looks up to; straight white guys. but to me, who he presents himself to be at conventions is just as much of a performance as this whole eye of the tiger bit is.

oh i should mention i know his body language isn’t naturally like that because how he naturally carries himself is actually pretty flamboyant? like he seriously must be toning himself down HARD

examples:

there’s no tension in his body here as opposed to the eye of the tiger gif. i’d describe it as...generally loose and free? he’s at ease when he moves like that and you can see it.

oh and dude!!! DUDE!!!! how could i not mention the fucking SPECTACLE that is his voice??? jensen. i watched season one. i know where your voice naturally sits. THAT IS NOT WHAT YOU SOUND LIKE. and there have been so many accounts of fans visiting jensen in his trailer and being surprised that his real voice is two octaves higher. again, his performance of masculinity is all encompassing. he can’t even talk normally because, in his mind, that’s a chink in his armour.

and, like you said, anon, this whole smokes-and-mirrors gong show of ‘i am the cool texan man’ is inherently queer. who are you trying to impress??? guys??? that’s pretty gay dude.(btw: gay[honorary])

i feel like i’ve already read this man for filth but i have to keep going bc i have so much to say

ok next thing i’m gonna talk about is how jensen says one thing but everything else about him tells us the exact opposite. another HUGE element of performative masculinity, ONE THAT DEAN WINCHESTER IS A MASTER OF. have i mentioned how dean and jensen are like mirrors of each other when it comes to their sexuality and queer identity??? because it is fascinating how everything i say about jensen also directly applies to dean.

allow me to introduce the grumpy face™. as in, the face he glues on when he’s enjoying doing something but doesn’t want to let anyone know it. and it’s ALWAYS when he’s doing something that could be seen as unmanly in any way. (and when i say manly i mean the ‘ideal’ version of manhood that doesn’t really exist but that jensen seems to be striving for[and dean too])

prime example is this video he did with daneel. the grumpy face™ doesn’t budge the whole time as he’s like,,,,playing an instrument and acting like he doesn’t want to bc i guess that’s too girly??? but i also find this video fascinating because the joke IN it is kind of that they’re both poking fun at him for being so insecure about playing a freaking flute. because, i mean, he gets into it, but he wants you to think he is not.

also this picture.

what is this. i hate them. jensen is smushing himself into misha’s forehead but noooo his face is telling us ‘i hate this’ because CLEARLY he does. also misha’s so happy ew gross

he does that face in photo ops with misha ALL THE TIME but how many times has he also literally asked the con goers if he can also have those photos on his phone too? because of course he actually loves touching misha and is actually a sentimental fool but he tries so hard to hide it and fails so spectacularly.

oh and this. and of COURSE this. actually let’s talk about the hitch kiss for a hot minute because it’s a perfect example of exactly what i’m talking about

(he is so transparent guys. he tries so hard but he’s so obvious.)

1. misha was never supposed to be onstage with him. so it’s a boldface LIE and OBVIOUS PLOY TO GET MISHA TO KISS HIM when he says ‘they’d like us to make out now’. but of course the way he says it is ‘oh my god can you believe what these crazy panel people are making us do haha but i mean what they say goes amirite’. same energy as ‘oh my god did you just dare us to kiss rn???’ ‘....no i didn’t’ ‘oh my god i can’t believe you’d ask that haha but i can’t say no to a dare lol’ it’s the SAME THING

2. the fact that he was in the worst mood before misha came onstage and FAKE KISSING HIM made him feel...SO?? much better? like not just a little better a lot better like, again, that says a lot, because if they weren’t dating he would not be in a better mood if misha kissed his cheek unprompted. bc that cheek kiss wasn’t a joke it was a genuine sign of affection and AHHHH

3. after the kiss happens. you know, the one that jensen actively leans into and is smiling like an idiot the whole time through and is quite clearly having the time of his life during....he says ‘well, that was uncomfortable’. .......my guy. um. i don’t know how to tell you that i do in fact have eyes and you are NOT pulling the fast one you think you are

like i’m so sorry jensen but i have you pegged. it’s literally no use.

god there’s so many instances of him doing this with misha specifically. the whole ‘ew gross lol’ but then everything about him tells us the exact opposite. like this(i hate this. how dare he say ‘he has though, hasn’t he?’ LIKE THAT?????)

so yeah my point with that is he really wants us to think he is one thing when he is the antithesis of what he’s trying to be. he really likes those things that he talks down about, and everything he’s loudly projecting is all to hide how he really feels. he went to a gay bar with daneel, for crying out loud. he wants to play a role in drag. he’s queer and he likes it. pov: you’re jensen ackles train of thought: ‘ok so i really like this thing that people might make fun of me for or call me gay for liking so if i just say ‘lol as if’ and make a grossed-out face they will be FOOLED. i am a genius. hey misha wanna blow on my ear lol i meAN GROSS EW’

i have two more things i want to talk about when it comes to this topic so PLEASE bear with me anon this is why you took so long to answer clearly lmao

ok so we’re now going to go over my favorite hot take of all time. which is ‘how do we know dean’s performing masculinity? because sam isn’t.’ only replace dean with jensen and sam with jared and oh my god do we ever have a case

jared is as STRAIGHT as they come. he is secure in that knowledge. and that’s why he is perfectly comfortable treating misha like this:

and not try to scream ‘i am not enjoying doing this!!!!!!’ at us. because he doesn’t care what we think of his sexuality like jensen does(because he has nothing to hide whereas jensen DOES)

something i found the other day that no one has brought up but i SCREAMED upon finding it is this one clip THAT I CAN’T FIND OH GOD but i promise i’m not making it up. i can’t believe i can’t find it guys it is gold. i need need NEED to talk about it. and if anyone knows what i’m referencing and can apply links in any way i will love you forever but here’s what happens off the top of my head:

ok so i’m a bit too braindead to explain it perfectly but um basically it’s a j2 panel and someone brings up magic mike and i think jared says ‘yeah i didn’t watch it’ and then jensen says ‘all the way through’. stupid joke. whatever. the joke is that jared is gay for watching magic mike.

and then i literally kid you not. jared gets this like ‘jesus christ ok dude? lol’ look on his face and then goes ‘projecting much, mr. ackles?’ and jensen gets a guilty look on his face and walks away. and jared did not say it as a joke. he was being dead pan and earnest. and jensen knew it too, he knew he was projecting. i wish i could show you guys the clip i promise if i ever find it i’ll link it but IS THAT NOT SO DAMNING FOR JENSEN????? like come ON. also proves my point that when you compare how they feel about watching magic mike. jared doesn’t care bc watching it just doesn’t interest him, but he also thinks that just watching it in itself doesn’t make you gay. jensen however.......has a different mindset, clearly.

‘projecting much, mr. ackles?’ is actually a great title for my next and FINAL section(we’re almost there folks) which is how jensen projects his insecurites about his own sexuality and relationship with misha onto misha.

i hope by now we’ve all seen this video of jensen impersonating cas. it is a blatant microaggression on his part. and like obviously homophobic. it’s like in his mind if he makes fun of them for being gay it makes them both less gay somehow??? it’s self-deprecation in a way??? let’s just tell it like it is: that impression was just jensen’s overt internalized homophobia rearing it’s ugly head. he does it a LOT too when it comes to misha.

i mean:

and that whole mess where he’s making fun of misha for being a bottom in their panel in 2016? ‘so you’re saying, like with football terms, there’s a handler and there’s a receiver heheheehe’ jensen you’re not exempt from being gay just because you know football terms lmao

oh and his OTHER impression of misha where he mocks him for...bicycling...because it’s not a manly enough sport??? jensen NO ONE else has ever thought this hard in their lives about what constitutes as masculine enough to be a sport before. that’s all you bud. we don’t find those jokes nearly as funny as you do. you are reaching, sir

the good news is that misha thinks it’s hilarious and knows it’s projecting on jensen’s part and will tease him endlessly for it. many stories come to mind, like that one photo op story where they’re literally dressed in rainbow banners and pride stickers but when misha goes to hold his hand jensen said something like ‘no way’ and then misha stepped back, put his hands on his hips and went ‘that’s the part that’s too gay for you???’ and jensen LOST it

or when that whole underwear thing happened(messy messY MESSY BTW) and then a fan asked a question about what dean and cas would do in rome and misha just said ‘when in rome’ and jensen makes a face like ‘are you serious’ and then misha says ‘you can’t look at me like that anymore, because of what you did!!!!!!’

OH and that whole story about when misha suggested they put jensen in the closet for that cat video....yeah um

and then when jensen was asked to do bisexual finger guns for a photo op and the con goer said ‘he looks bisexual here’ and misha literally said ‘oh he definitely looks bisexual here. i would say he’s actually closer to the gay side of the spectrum’ so..um...make with that as you will

OH MY GOD i’m finally done. wow. WOW. that was a lot. i hope i’ve blown your minds. ty anon i really wanted to talk about this and i hope you’re happy with the outcome!!!!!!

#cockles ask #sexuality spec #jensen is bi #anti rps for ts #cockles #liz answers #ok i have to admit it is crazy i have retained all this info #i hope someone appreciates it #my analysis #mine

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charlesleclerc2003 · 4 years ago

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Going Home

Pairing: J2 X Reader (Platonic) Eventual Alex X Reader.

Summary: Four years after the season 15 finale of Supernatural, you and the boys are finally going home to film season 16. This is your journey from Texas to Vancouver.

Warnings: None I think. Maybe that there is a Season 16? Warnings will be updated with every chapter.

Based on the song Going Home By The Score.

A/N: In this story Coronavirus never happened. And J2 and you all live next door to each other.

Dividers By @firefly-graphics

Series Masterlist

My Main Masterlist

Chapter 1

You and the boys finished filming season 15 of Supernatural, a show you’ve been with for the majority of your adult life, in late . You were devastated when it ended, as were Jensen and Jared. The ending didn’t sit well with either of you or Jensen, but it was what the writers wrote. The good thing about it was that they left the ending open, your character driving off in the impala whilst the boys reunited in heaven.

You were lounging around your house rewatching all the seasons, when your phone rang. Picking it up you glanced at the caller ID seeing a number you never thought you’d hear from again.

“Hey Andrew.” You smiled.

“Hey Y/N, I was calling to see if you wanted to come up to Vancouver for a while with the other two?” He asked.

“Wait, are you saying what I think you’re saying?”

“I think so.”

“We’re getting picked up for season 16?” You asked hopefully.

“Yeah, I’ve already called the boys. They said they’re both up for it.”

“You might want to pull the phone away from your ear for a sec.” You recommended.

“Why?” Andrew asked.

“Cause I’m gonna scream.” You laughed.

“Noted.”

You waited a few second before pulling your phone away from your ear and letting out a very high pitched squeal. You were going back to Vancouver to film, you couldn’t believe it.

“Oh My God! Thank you so much Andrew. When are we flying out?” You asked, already thinking about what you had to pack.

“Well I was thinking since you all have one of the impala's each that you could drive up, since we’re gonna need them. Stopping at a couple of places on the way, bit like a Welcome Home Tour.” He suggested.

“Yes that sounds awesome. Have you asked the boys yet?”

“No not yet I thought you might want to tell them.”

“Hell yeah. I’ll call them straight away. They’ll be stoked.” You replied, a massive grin painting your face.

You both said goodbye and hung up, dancing around the room you grabbed your jacket and threw on your shoes, bolting out the house to Jensen’s.

He opened immediately, a grin on his face.

“Okay I get why you’re grinning but why are you literally vibrating on my doorstep?” He asked, laughing at your behaviour.

“Let me in will you, I have big news and when I say big I mean, BIG.” You giggled.Jensen stepped back so you could hop in through the door.

“Is Jared here?” You asked, peering into the sitting room.

“Yeah, his in the garden with the kids.”

You smiled and ran towards the back door, spotting Jared with his back turned.

Taking the opportunity you sprinted and jumped onto his back. He grunted with the force and started laughing.

“Heya Jare.”

“Hey Spider Monkey.”

“What are you doing?” Jensen laughed finally making his way outside.

“I’m giving Jare a hug.” Laughing, Jared spun in a circle.

Shaking his head, Jensen helped you off Jared’s back without falling over. You quickly greeted Gen, Dani and the kids, before turning to Jared and Jensen.

“Alright you know we’ve been picked up for season 16?”

“Yeah?” They both agreed.

“Well I’m just going to come out and say it then.” Smiling you watched looks of confusion dance across everyone’s faces.

“We’re driving up in the Impala’s.” You yelled jumping up and down.

Smiles graced the garden, from the adults to the kids.

“That’s awesome, we should be able to get up there in a day or two.” Jensen grinned.

“More like about a week and a half.” You countered.

“What do you mean?”

“Well Andrew asked me, that since we each have an Impala each and they’re gonna need them, if we could drive them up stopping at a few places on the way. Bit like a Going Home Tour.”

“Awesome.”

You all burst out laughing at Jensen’s statement. They invited you to stay for dinner and a couple of drinks, bearing in mind that you had to drive all the way to Vancouver.

Spending the night, you all left to pack the next morning. Agreeing that if you were going to do this you were going to dress like your characters and use walkie talkies.

That made you all laugh.

After Supernatural ended, none of you knew what to do with yourselves. Okay Jared and Jensen had their own TV shows after. Jared with Walker and Jensen with The Boys. You had even done a few movies and commercials, but it just didn’t feel the same. You weren’t goofing around on set together, or sitting in each others trailers talking and having a beer. Yes there had been the conventions, you got to meet all your fans and share stories from set. But nothing felt right until you got that call.

When you got back to your place, you quickly started packing. Throwing flannel and jeans into your suitcase, along with some other clothes that you usually wear.

You were doing this as a Winchester. Once you were sure you had everything packed, you ran down to your garage. Opening the door, your gleaming Baby sitting there proudly ready to go.

Smiling you opened the door, taking in the black leather seats and cream dash. Sliding in you giggled at the memories.

It was your coverage and Jared decided to let one rip, the sound amplified on the leather. That take was ruined, you were laughing too much.

You pulled the walkie talkie that Jared had picked up, and clicked it on.

“Hey Boys, you there?”

“Yep.”

“Here.”

You smiled, “Lets do this.”

You opened the garage door and Cliff was stood at the end of your drive phone in hand, filming it.

“On three, turn on the engines.” You put the key in the ignition, as you imagined the boys did as well.

“One, Two.” You gripped the key tighter.

“Three.” All at one the three engines roared to life and settled into a soft purr.

“All right.” You could hear the smile in Jensen’s voice.

“Go.” Jared said, and you heard the Impala’s rev as you all pulled out. Looking to your right, as your reached the end of your drive you saw both Jared’s and Jensen’s Baby’s pull out. You pulled to the left and both boys followed stopping just behind you. Sliding out you glanced back at Jared and Jensen, they both had grins on their faces as the walked over to their wives.

Watching them, a twinge of sadness stirred in your gut. You hadn’t had a relationship since high school. And that didn’t end well. You’d sworn off love and focused on your career. That didn’t mean you weren’t happy for them, of course you were happy for them it just hurt seeing them like that sometimes.

Leaning against the hood, you fiddled with your phone, keeping your head down.

What you didn’t notice was everyone watching you. A random tear slipped down your cheek, which you quickly swiped away, hoping nobody saw. But they did, their smiles faded as they watched. They hated seeing you sad, when there was nothing they could do about it.

Saying goodbye, Jared, Jensen and Cliff all walked over to you.

“Ready to go home?” Jared asked.

You nodded, not trusting your voice and peeled away sliding back into the front seat of your Impala.

Sighing Jared and Jensen got into theirs with Cliff riding with Jared.

You waved as you pulled off onto the open road ready to begin your journey, putting a fake smile onto your face.

When you hit the highway, you opened her up. Stepping on the accelerator, the power of the engine sounding like music to your ears. The scenery flying past you, the wind in your hair. You felt free, like there wasn’t a care in the world.

You couldn’t hear anything else. The entire world had been blocked out.

Slowing down your senses finally came back, you could hear your name being called through the walkie talkie.

“Hey Y/N! Where’d you go. One second you were in front the next you’re gone.” It was Cliff, he sounded worried.

“Sorry I pulled ahead, I’ll wait for you.” You answered, pulling over to the side of the road. As soon as the car had stopped, your broke down. Hot tears spilling down your face, landing in your lap. Why you were crying you didn’t know, you just were. Leaning your head against the steering wheel, letting it all out. You don’t know how long you were sat there for, before you heard the others. Wiping your tears, you quickly checked yourself in the mirror. Tears marks streaked down your cheeks and your eyes were red and puffy.

They pulled up behind you, Cliff hopping out and up to your passenger window.

“Want me to drive yours for a bit and you can ride with Jared?”

You looked across at him and shook your head.

“What about Jensen?”

You nodded softly, looking down in your lap.

He turned and gestured for Jensen to come forward.

A few seconds later Jensen was opening you door and helping you out, towards his car. You stayed silent, you didn’t want to say anything. Jensen understood and let you slip in silently. Getting in he pulled you up to his side and wrapped an arm around your shoulder. Letting you rest your head on his shoulder. A few more tears slipped out as he pulled off behind Cliff.

He gently shushed you, holding onto you tighter. You fell asleep like that.

Tags:

@hybrid-in-progress

@sofreddie

@deanwanddamons

@just-a-touch-of-sass-and-fandoms

#supernatural #Jensen Ackles #Jared Padalecki #jensen and jared #jensen x reader #jared x reader #cliff #j2

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wheres-sam · 4 years ago

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I binge-watched the spn anime because of the brain rot

It’s bad except for the parts that are good, and it’s pretty to look at. Here’s a comprehensive list of pros and cons. Spoilers ahead!

Pros:

- more psychic kid backstories: Max (Nightmare), Lily (Darkness Calling), Jake (Loser)

- more psychic Sam

- more Azazel

- basically if you want more about the psychic/demon kids, watch the anime

- more young Winchesters

- the monsters, the superhuman abilities, the fight scenes, it all looks really cool animated. (But PSA it’s violent. It doesn’t shy away from blood and gore.)

- Sam and Jessica backstory

- more of the brothers being cute and funny together

- Missouri isn’t forgotten

- includes some Japanese legends/mythology

- the impala looks great in every scene. They did Baby good

- the “Supernatural” intro title

- the outro sketches of the boys hanging out with Baby

- Episodes adapted from the original show are different, but I like some of the changes? It’d be boring if it was an exact retelling and the visual medium wasn’t utilized. (I know I said spoilers before, but this is when they get detailed. If you wanna skip over, I’ll tell you where they STOP.)

Nightmare goes more into the abuse Max has suffered. Instead of locking Sam in a closet, Max sends Sam through the floor and covers the hole by breaking his bed in half, and it’s extremely sexy how Sam shoves the 2 halves apart with his mind. Later on Dean puts bandaids on Sam and they talk about demons loudly in front of a fast food intercom.

In My Time of Dying highlights the guilt Sam feels over Dean. In both the og and the anime John verbally blames Sam for not shooting Azazel, but where in the og Sam goes right on arguing, in the anime he reels back for a moment like he was slapped. Dean’s spirit touches Sam’s shoulder, and Sam knows immediately that it’s Dean. He doesn’t even question it. Instead of “Are you here?” it’s “I know you’re with me. I can feel it.” And I love that. Dean figures out right away he’s dealing with a reaper, and the reaper takes on the appearance of Mary to convince Dean to move on to the afterlife. Instead of a Ouija board, Sam uses a laptop to talk to Dean, and the first word Dean types is “Sammy!” Dean is so fond of his little brother and Sam is so baby.

Rising Son is an anime only episode, but it draws inspiration from John’s journal. Dean has a proper breakdown over his dad’s death and the possibility of having to kill Sam. Ms. Lyle, Sam’s favorite teacher who turns out to be possessed, is explored. John takes Dean hunting, and in the journal Dean hesitates to shoot a buck, and little Sam shoots it thinking it was endangering Dean. In the anime, Dean’s cornered by a moose and Sam makes it explode with his mind and it’s so !!! How little Sam’s first words are, “I’m glad you’re okay. It didn’t hurt you?” The boys are covered in blood and guts and Dean’s like 👁👄👁 “Why are you here? Did you do this?” And then Sam starts freaking out a little, the shock sets in. “I don’t know. I don’t know, honest.” And he’s staring at his hands, and I am a big fan of Sam showing superhuman signs as a kid. Like in the journal, Ms. Lyle tries to take Sam. She gives Sam the illusion of a choice to come with her or stay with Dean, and Sam chooses Dean. This ep is pretty much when John figures out Sam has demon blood. He kills another hunter that wants to kill Sam.

Crossroad is based on Crossroad Blues, and I love how the crossroads demon shows up. It’s hard to describe, but it’s so neat, like she’s walking underneath Dean in this mirror world, and then the mirror world takes over the regular world, so you really get this sense of otherworldly seclusion, existing outside of time.

What Is and Should Never Be shows Dean is a firefighter in his ‘Mary never died’ world, and Sam got to play soccer growing up like he wanted. The brothers hold each other after Dean is saved from the Djinn.

AHBL part 1. When Azazel shows Sam that he fed Sam his blood, Sam gags and slaps a hand over his mouth, and I like that reaction more than the live action. The psychic kids get to go more anime with their powers, and that’s a lot of fun. They don’t need weapons. Ava slams Sam into the brick side of a building and cuts him without touching him. Jake snaps Ava’s neck with one hand and then catches Sam in his arms. When Jake attacks Sam, there’s no gun or knife. He’s relying on his super strength, his fists. Sam throws his arms up to protect himself, and (accidentally?) pushes Jake back with his mind, and the collision creates a crater in the ground. Jake puts his fist through Sam’s chest to kill him. It’s brutal and it’s rad as fuck. These kids are terrifyingly powerful.

The Sam and Dean reunion before Sam is killed is not as emotional as the live action imo, but what the anime does intrigues me. Hurts in a different way. Because Sam is stunned after he uses telekinesis again, on Jake, and when he hears Dean behind him Sam freezes. He doesn’t look relieved to see Dean, but wary and weary. It’s Dean taking steps towards him, not the other way around, and it has to be because Sam doesn’t know if Dean saw him push Jake back. Sam doesn’t know how Dean’s going to respond to all this, to him, having powers that come from a demon, the demon, Azazel. Sam hasn’t had a chance to process anything. He’s scared. He’s tired. And the way the anime focuses on Sam’s eyes here. Gah. “Dean. Dean, I’m...” I’m sorry. I’m all right. I’m glad you’re okay. I’m a monster. There’s also this one shot between Sam and Azazel that sends me because of how anime it is.

AHBL part 2. I love how Sam brought back to life is animated, with all the color returning to his face and a light wind rustling his hair and his lips parting to indicate his soul returning to his body. Jake attacks Dean, and, a lot like how Sam activates telekinesis to save Dean from Max in Nightmare, Sam gets a burst of superhuman strength. He rips Jake’s arm off and tackles him to the ground and beats him to death, punches holes into his body, and it’s so savage and bloody and scary, and I love it. The Devil’s Gate opening looks so cool animated. Same goes for Dean shooting Azazel with the Colt.

Not to turn this into a meta post, but I also noticed how the last couple times Sam uses his powers they’re colored green-yellow, the same colors as Mary’s ghost when she reveals herself in the anime’s Home, and I don’t know if that’s intentional, but it’s neat how it draws a connection to Sam’s biological family instead of Azazel’s blood.

The Spirit of Vegas is like Bad Day at Black Rock, but Dean has all the bad luck instead, and it shows off the silly cartoony physics that make animation fun. The boys sleep outside and split a chunk of bread for dinner. Also this lil bit of Dean’s hair tied in a bow.

- (STOP) the brothers are pretty. I am not immune to animated Sam and Dean Winchester.

Cons:

- Jensen doesn’t voice Dean until the last 2 episodes

- The English dialogue is really bad sometimes. I wish I could’ve watched the sub, but I couldn’t figure out how to change the language

- Some character designs are really different from the live action, and maybe that’s petty, but if you’re gonna change the characters diversify them? Don’t just make them unrecognizable white people

- Missouri’s design as a stereotypical witch doctor is racist

- Gordon is replaced by some British guy named Jason?? Why

- There’s an LGBT character who is not accepted by her family and, while that bigotry is always shown to be negative and she dies the hero of the episode, she still dies ://

- In the English dub Lily’s gf is made into her roommate instead. Idk about the sub

- Bobby’s pretty much a totally different character

- Sam and Dean are OOC sometimes

- Dean’s hair usually looks darker than Sam’s and it drives me crazy

- The storytelling is, overall, not nearly as good as the live action

- The non-Japanese lore in some episodes makes no sense. Sometimes it’s just plain ridiculous?? Like there’s a giant robot made of cars and scrap metal controlled by a demon? ? I wish I was making this up

- Meg’s role is severely reduced

- No Harvelles or Roadhouse

- Shadows are overused, but maybe that’s because the og show is so dark?

- I don’t mind the art style. I like the aesthetic, but I wish it was a little more expressive. It doesn’t do Sam’s puppy eyes justice.

- AZAZEL’S SHADOW?? PROPORTIONS?? PEA SIZED HEAD

- Idk why they mashed season 1 and 2 together? The story feels rushed

- there’s not as much chemistry between Sam and Dean, but that’s a given without J2 on screen

- Nobody tells you!! That there’s scenes after the credits!! And some of them are important! Why are important scenes after the credits??

The anime would not be good on its own, without the heart and depth the live action brings, but it works as supplementary material you can cherry pick from. I would watch more if there were more episodes.

It hasn’t turned me off from wanting an spn anime. I’d like to see it continued or redone, with updated animation and better scripts. There’s a lot of potential in exploring more about the psychic kids and Sam’s powers, storylines that were cut short in the og show. Animation is a great medium for showing off the supernatural, getting creative and creepier with the designs, dramatic with the fight scenes, without having to worry about bad CGI. I don’t want a live action reboot, but I think a redone animated series could be a lot of fun! (As long as it’s not an excuse to make any romantic ships take over. SPN is a platonic love story, and I like it that way.)

If you made it to the end here and are interested in watching the spn anime, you can watch it for free on the CW Seed app! You can probably stream it elsewhere, but idk where!

#spn anime #supernatural #supernatural the anime #my detailed pros is pretty much me letting you know what episodes are worth watching #and why #its bad but I kind of like it #I like what they were going for. the potential it has #I like sam and there's lots of sam

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writethelifeyouwant · 4 years ago

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Not Done Yet

Pairing: J2 / Jensen x Alex Calvert

Rating: 18+

Tags: dom!Jensen, sub!Jared, bondage, dirty talk

W/C: 1007

A/N: Written for the fabulous @negans-lucille-tblr and her celebration of reach 6K on Tumblr! You go girl! Un-beta’d because I was determined to make the deadline and I was only two minutes late!!

Prompt: I want to break my baby - hold her down. The prompt was my inspiration but it’s not literally in the fic itself…. Hope that’s not cheating.

Dividers: @firefly-in-darkness

Alex was pacing, behind the corner and out of sight of the camera crew. His takes had been shaky all morning because of fucking Jensen and Jared messing with him the whole time. Anytime the camera was on Alex they were pulling faces, making kissy noises and miming sex acts; he could have sworn he saw Jensen actually grope Jared’s crotch, not just pretend to - freaks. Kim had finally sent the boys off set with a stern look so they could finish the rest of Jack’s scene, preferably some time that day. Jared and Jensen had been gone a couple hours now and Alex was exhausted but they were nearly finished - one more take maybe, I can do this.

A hand on his shoulder made Alex jump, and he spun around only to have his back pressed against the wall with Jensen crowding in over him. He was still dressed as Dean, in his fed suit from earlier, but missing his tie. A single finger pressed over his lips, which were looking more pink than usual, a little more raw and Alex, intrigued, stayed silent, and let Jensen usher him off the soundstage and out a side door towards their trailers.

2 hours earlier

“I can’t believe you got us kicked out again,” Jared laughed as they fell into Jensen’s trailer.

“I can’t believe it took them that long to kick us out,” Jensen huffed, shoulders shaking lightly.

“Want a beer?” Jared was bent over to reach into Jensen’s mini fridge, rooting around for a drink.

“Uh, no,” Jensen considered Jared’s position with a growing smirk, and pressed himself up behind the round ass that was being very nicely showcased by Jared’s suit trousers. “And I think you should maybe skip the beer. Keep your mouth free for something else?”

Jared immediately straightened up and turned in Jensen’s arms, letting Jensen grab his chin and focus his eyes on his lips. “What do you say, Jay?”

Jared licked his lips, a movement that didn’t go unnoticed by the slightly shorter man staring at his mouth. “Yes, sir.” Jensen smiled triumphantly.

“Why don’t you give me that tie, and then go strip and wait on the bed?”

Jared tugged at the knot around his neck, sliding the silk through his fingers and curling it up in his fist. With a hard kiss, he pressed the crumpled material into Jensen’s hand and pulled back, the teasing glint in his eyes flashing out of sight as he turned to follow his instructions. Jensen watched Jared’s ass for a minute as he walked out of sight, then proceeded to undo his own tie and follow his boy into the trailer’s bedroom.

He found Jared naked, kneeling on the foot of the bed and waiting patiently. Smiling, Jensen unbuttoned the first few buttons on his shirt and shucked his jacket to the floor.

“What am I gonna do with you, baby?” Jensen mused, and Jared’s eyes flicked up to meet his.

“Who says you get to decide, sir?”

Jensen lunged for Jared and pulled his hair back, making him cry out and exposing his throat. “Gonna be a brat today, huh?” Jensen growled and nipped at the base of his throat. Jared just grinned, refusing to answer, and Jensen pushed him onto his back and crawled over him. “Am I gonna have to hold you down? Break you in a bit more?”

“Why don’t you find out?”

Alex followed Jensen into his trailer when he threw open the thin metal door, its crash making his nerves jump a little. Jensen had been silent the whole of their quick walk over and now he was motioning for Alex to take a seat on his couch and handing him a beer and he still hadn’t spoken a word.

“What’s going on?” Alex couldn’t hold his curiosity in any longer. Jensen grinned over his beer and took a swig, his lips curling over the rim of the bottle in a way that Alex couldn’t keep his eyes off of.

“How’d the rest of the scene go?” Jensen asked casually.

“I uh - didn’t exactly finish before you kidnapped me.”

“Ooh-” the older man let out a sympathetic hiss but the insincerity rang through the gesture. “They’re gonna have your ass for that one.”

“And I bet you’re not gonna offer to take the fall for me?” Alex took a drink of his own beer and settled back into the couch, trying to put himself at ease despite the odd edge he felt coming from Jensen.

“Not a chance, kid,” Jensen laughed. “In fact, I might just give them a hand with your discipline. I’ve been told I’m pretty good at it.” Green eyes gleamed at him, nestled in soft crinkles behind narrowed lids and ungodly thick lashes.

“Oh?” Alex’s eyebrows shot up, not sure what to make of that comment. “Is that because you’ve been on the receiving end so much?”

“Well… Jared has, and I’m always close by.”

Alex’s eyes creased in suspicion. Every time Jensen spoke he sounded more and more sinister, almost dangerous. What was happening right now?

“Okay… why are you telling me this?”

Jensen recognised the confusion in the young actor’s face and took a pinch of mercy on him, the last he was likely to receive that night.

“Go look in the next room, I’ve got something I want to show you.”

Alex got up nervously, brushing sweaty palms off on his jeans, and made his way towards the bedroom at the back of the trailer where he found Jared passed out, wrists bound to ankles with Sam and Dean’s ties, and cum drying on his belly.

“What the f-” Alex’s curse was muffled by Jensen’s hand clamping over his mouth and when he was pulled back against his broad chest he felt the unmistakable bulge of Jensen’s dick press against his ass.

“Thing is,” Jensen whispered in Alex’s ear, his fingers dropping to curl around the boy’s throat instead. “I broke my toy, but I’m not done playing yet.”

#bees6krollthedicechallenge #j2 #jensen x alex calvert #Dom!Jensen #sub!jared

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huntective-kyeo · 4 years ago

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❗Warning❗ TYPOS, SPELLING, AND GRAMMAR. And English is not my first language. Kinda angry hehehe

This is my first time to post it here and I hope you like it. Feel free to criticize my writing so I can improve.

So enjoy.

FIRST FANFIC

My Father is Dean Winchester

Dean POV

I sat down on the chair and open the lid of the beer. It's been hectic two weeks. Sam and I hunt a witch in Colorado and it took us a week to find the witch and killed it. That witch got Sam to bruise his ankle, and a concussion but thankfully nothing major injuries that needed stitches and so. Most of all the sonavabitch wore witch almost touch and probably hex my Baby which I did make her pay for it.

All in all, it took us a few days to get back at the bunker and now I'm sitting on the chair, probably wanted to eat some pies and get drunk.

My thoughts interrupt when the door opened and I looked up wonder who that person is. My instinct is to grab my trustful gun and aim it towards that intruder. However instead of getting alert, and hunting instinct it exactly quite opposite to what I feel right now.

Third POV.

A girl took a deep breath and with her shaky hand, she holds the handle and she pauses before she opened the door.

She didn't know what to do or what to say. She felt nervous to face them all. She wants to keep it secret however it keeps harder and harder to hide all the symptoms she felt during the last few months.

with heavy heart and soul, she opened the door and wish that bunker is well as empty as when she leaves it a few hours ago.

She didn't notice that the Impala, her first love park on her usual spot, she didn't notice a man sit on the chair seem like thinking something, she didn't notice her dad.

Dean POV

" y/n? " I blurted out. I didn't notice that my daughter y/n leave the bunker without telling us, or wasn't I?

Y/n my precious daughter, my little sunshine, and the only reason aside from my little brother who keeps me alive. 16 years ago Her mother and I met at the bar and happened to have one night stand. I was drunk to forget us condoms. I didn't realize it until, nine months later, Kylia found me and she shove the newly baby born into arms. I didn't hear her rants about not wanting kids because I was so fallen to my baby girl. I swear y/n is the most beautiful baby girl that I've ever seen. From that fateful night, I swore that I protect and love her no matter what.

With the help of my brother and my family, we did a good job raising a finest and yet mini-me y/n which kinda bit frustrated when she becomes a rebellious teenager and seeking for a new way to hunt.

I know that being a father and hunter ain't hood to raise a child in a world full of darkness but I did try my best to become a father that she deserved and not the father that I used to grow up

I again clear up my throat and by the time that I saw her, I know something is terrible up. Called it father instinct. My stomach began to feel something that I don't know if it's about the food or the worriedness about my daughter.

"Where have you been, I told you not to go outside not unless if you needed something but should-" I stumble and am shocked by a sudden hug coming from my daughter. My eyebrows meet and speculate more thoughts about what happened to her during a few weeks.

Then suddenly y/n cried up and my heart broke up thousand of pieces. Through I used to her cry of nonsense but this is different. I can feel it.

I began to think of a different reason why she cried like this. Is she on her period? Did a boy break her heart? If it is, then who? Oh god, my baby girl is heartbroken?! No-no-no.

" Hey, baby girl what's wrong? " I managed to ask a few words as I stroke her hair.

I didn't get her reply as she continues sobbing and sniffing on my chest. I continuously stroke her hair and rubbed a small circle on her back. With her tears I heard, I began to tear up which probably I got hurt when my baby girl gets hurt.

I saw Sam holding a can and some books and gave me confused look. I know he was confused about what is going on and the same as me. I only gave her shrug off before concentrate on keeping her calm down.

I sigh and sing a song that makes her calm down. It's a song that I always sing to her whenever she feels scared and upset. it her lullaby and till now I always sing to her when she felt like this. And now even though she's growing up ain't stopping this.

'Hey Jude, don't make it bad

Take a sad song and make it better

Remember to let her into your heart

Then you can start to make it better'

I sang softly and smile. I heard her sobs subside and her shoulder is no longer tensed. I kissed her head and quietly sing the rest of the song

By the song ends, y/n look up to me and hate to see her red-rimmed eyes and red nose face at me.

" Daddy... "

Y/n POV

After the song finish, I felt quite comfortable and my heart no longer pains me.

" daddy" I called up again. I hate seeing my dad worried glances and I wanted to back down but I know it's too late, now that I cried to his chest, and makes my father worried.

" what's wrong, princess " I nearly chuckle to hear the old nickname that I used to love but hate now. I should give my father annoying and death glares to him but I'm drained and tired to argue with my father.

Instead of the reply to his question, I took a piece of paper inside my leather jacket. With my shaky hand, I hesitate to give it to him. I saw my father unfold the paper and read it.

I know he reads it as I saw his face turn to a worried and horrifying face. I bit my lip as teardrops start to stream to his face and suddenly it aches my heart.

I didn't realize that my uncle Sam was there and he took the paper that my dad read it. My dad was frozen and saw Sam has the same reaction but he stumbled a bit and luckily sat on the chair or else he would hurt more.

The air was tense and several minutes seemed like a century to me as I was forced to see my dad and uncle of their horrifying reaction.

I was about to leave them and lock them up in my room but my dad grabs my wrist and put pressure on it, so I couldn't shove it off, I hesitate to look at his now red-rimmed eyes just like mine.

" Is this true? "

My heart broke as I nod

" when... When did it start? "

I flinched to hear a tone when my dad wanted a straight answer but I could see the difference of it. Instead of deadly and threatened, it's a broken and saddened tone that probably haunt me the rest of my life.

" honey, when did start... " I look up to him as a surprise to hear the familiar fatherly sweet tone that only me can know.

"a few months ago. When you just back from purgatory dad... " I mumble but I know that dad heard it because he mumbles coherent words that I know he's cursing, I wish it's not from me.

Then suddenly my dad sat down on the chair and then he hugged tightly couldn't breathe but slightly loose the tightness but still hugging me

" We can pull this up alright, we will. N/n we will fight this together okay, we'll find ways to rid this shit. We will be on your battle. " I then look up at my father and saw the tense and urging look " we will fight this out but you'll do your job ok, you'll kick this shit out, and keep fighting. Don't give up okay please, little n/n. " I heard him crack as didn't say anything considering, I was crying again and the inky response I can get is nodding.

Then I hug my father again and I feel another wrapped strong arms. I smile softly that uncle Sam joined the party. Now we are Complete, I feel like I'm ready to fight this shut out.

" Winchester is hard to kill, not even cancer. " I chuckle to hear uncle Sammy spoke.

"Yeah right, so you gonna do your part little princess, aright. Don't give up. " My father kiss my forehead. We parted away and wipes the tears we have. We laugh as we sniffle then finally our tears died down.

My father, Dean wipe the remaining tears and I look up to him confused. I saw him sad and regret my eyes and my heart sank.

" I love you N/Niepie, " then he kisses my forehead.

----AND CUT!!! ---

" Nice work J2 and Jodi damn there are no dried tears here " Robert yelled as all the staff and crew wipe their tears. " okay thirty minutes break, Jared, come to me I gotta asked you something" he added.

A group of assistants swarms the actors and did their task. Some wipe their sweats, do makeup, fixing their hair, and so on.

Jensen chuckles a little bit and wipes the remaining tears from his eyes.

" nice job dude, seem like the Days of our Lives gig paid off huh" A sixteen years old, young actress Jodi Smith tease him.

He rolled his eyes and ruffle her hair. " nice try but no you not riding my Baby" Jodi groan and about to reply when her assistant came and whisper to her ear "You're lucky, Mr. Ackles. Robert needs me now but I won't stop bothering you not until I sat on the driver seat and ride the impala".

When Jodi is out of sight, Jensen Ackles began to walk through his trailer. The thirty minutes of break is not enough of yearning for his daughter.

By the time he got inside. He locks it and sits on the couch. He rubbed his tired face as he grabs the old filthy Cinderella wallet. Today scene was emotional to him, not because of the scene itself but because he truly did miss his daughter y/n

In the finale of season 12, alongside Jack Kline played Alexander Calvert, and y/n Winchester played Jodi Smith we're both introduced and a new cast of Supernatural. Jensen was supposed to be glad that there are two new members of their family, but instead, it replaces guilt and dreadful feelings.

It's not the new cast members but the fact that Jodi Smith portrays is seem a great punch to his heart that he starts to realize he still has a daughter that should be taken care of.

No one knows not even Jared. Danneel and the kids, the crew nor the fans knew that the great Jensen Ackles has a secret daughter and only his close family knew about this truth.

" I'm sorry princess, How I wish I was there for you but you know I can't."

Jensen stroke a faded picture of an eight-year-old girl holding a doll whilst hugging the twenty-year-old Jensen Ackles.

" I'm sorry, I love you" he kisses the picture with so much love and tears began to stream down his cheeks

Hope you like it keep safe everyone. Reblog and like will yah.

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not-a-perfect-metaphor · 5 years ago

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First off, love your blog!! What are your favorite J2 family moments? Like for me it’s Jensen telling how Tom misses him so much and wants to facetime (this is such a telling story OMG) or when Tom says Hi Dad and Jensen says Hi Thomas back. Also Jared and JJ!! There was this really frickin cute video of him biking her around. I have this headcanon that she was named after him. I actually think her nickname Jaybird is Jared’s too, because I’ve read so many fics where Jensen calls him that.

*leaps up and down excitedly*

You don’t even understand how thrilled I am that you just gave me an excuse to ramble on about this, because as many of you likely know by now, this is one of my all-time favorite J2 topics!

Hooray!! 😀🥰

Obviously there are so, SO, SOOO many beautiful J2 family moments, far too many for me to even halfway cover all of my favorites, but please feel free to add your own favorites (anyone who wants to), and I’ll try to cram as many of mine in here as I can!

(I can’t include images/GIFs for each one sadly, but everything I’ll be referencing has already been posted somewhere on my page in full, so let me know if you need me to tag you in anything!)

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Okay, *cracks knuckles*.

I’m beginning this with a few of the many trillions of times the Js have actually just flat-out referred to themselves and their children as one family, because that seems like a lovely place to start!

1- Jared: “He knows, because we went there as a family.”

2- Jensen: “We got to spend some time with our family yesterday, and we let the kids run around- (...)”

3- Jared: “We didn’t get to see our family last week, but that being said, our kids get to see their parents doing something that they love.”

And along the same vein:

4- Jensen: “We have our on-set life and our home-life, and those blend together kind of seamlessly. As far as keeping the reminder of who we are, we have pretty good reminders...each other.”

^ Their one combined life though, you guys. ‘Our on-set life and our home-life.’ Not lives. Nope. Their one life. Always my favorite thing.

Of course I also need to include some of the Daddies-to-all-six-kids-isms, because what would this post even be without those???

(and I’ll pop in with at least a few more of the GIFs later)

5- Jared (to Jensen): “We’ll have to give the talk to our kids-”

(back to audience again) “-I’m hoping Jensen will do it.”

Jensen: “It’s gonna be blunt!”

Then the most hilarious part-

Jared: “We speak like adults around our children. We don’t say ‘tee-tees’ or ‘hoo-haws’ or whatever. We call them what they’re called.”

Jensen (smirkety-smirking): “What are they called, Jared?”

Mmhm. Do tell, Jared! 😉

And after that was the whole thing where they were like wait...how are we even going to give the talk to our kids when WE don’t even know where babies come from??

Turkey baster *ahem*

Jared’s working theory at the time according to Jensen was storks.

-which reminds me of:

Jared: “The boys have started asking where babies come from. I try to distract them. I’m like ‘look a raccoon!’”

Jensen: “No you don’t! You send them to me!”

6- Jensen talking about what he was excited to teach his kids and saying that he was looking forward to teaching his daughter sports in general and Tom specifically golf...as soon as he managed to teach Jared!

(It was just the two kiddos at the time, dccon-15)

7- THIS! (one of my favorites as well so I figured I’d better throw it in!)

Jared (to Jensen): “Hi, Dad!”

JJ: “Goodbye, goodbye!”

JJ: “Bye, Dad!”

Jensen: “Bye, JJ!”

8- Jared (talking about a bad dream Jensen had that really stuck with him about the end of SPN and how he, Jared, noticed how upset Jensen was while they were on set): “He kinda seemed just shook up. I was like ‘is it something with the kids??’”

9- Jensen: “The hits just keep coming with six kids.”

10- I personally love this particular adorable story:

11- Jared talking about having one and a half kids back when it was just Thomas and almost Justice (the half).

12- Both Js raising their hands as men who have daughters even though at the time Jared only had two boys according to the general public.

And I’m just gonna throw in another handful of random favorites to finish this so I don’t end up posting a novel here!

13- When Tom said “Hi, Dad!” and both Js simultaneously responded with “Hi, Tom!”

^ Again I agree with you! Another favorite we share! ❤️

14- Jared: “Tom said a word in music class that started with an ‘f’ and ended with an ‘uck.’”

Jensen: “Wonder where he heard that?” *pauses* “-me.”

Yep! Sounds about right! 😏

15- This little slice of perfection:

16- Jared talking about carrying JJ through the Natural History Museum with Jensen.

17- Jared (to Jensen): “Don’t worry about getting too old. We’re raising the next generation of hunters.”

18- Jensen: “Happy Father’s Day to all the great men out there, including my boy Jared.”

19- When Jared was in England without Jensen, and he texted Jensen saying that he needed to send a video because Tom missed him so much.

Jensen: “So I sat down and made a little video for Tom and sent it to him.”

20- UMMMM. UM. This will never not be the most precious thing for some reason.

Now, since I have to end this somewhere (tragically), I might as well pick here, but thank you thank you for the wonderful ask, and I’m sure as soon as I post this I’ll immediately think of twenty or thirty more things that I should have included, but...

-until next time! 💕

Oh and P.S: I promise you I am getting to the rest of the asks! 😊 I had to bump this one to the top just because I needed to bask in some J2-Daddies stuff this morning to cheer myself up.

#j2 tinhat #husbands and daddies #one family #ask #my favorite moments

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