#gonna queue reblogs of this post

[dekarios]

i need help with vet bills (again).

hi. for those of you who remember, earlier this year i asked for donations to help me afford toos' vet bills, who we found out through your help had kidney failure, and again with your help we got her on medication for it. unfortunately it wasn't enough, and we lost her. and then shortly after, dexter began deteriorating, which we put down to his grief of losing toos - she kept him young, he followed her everywhere, he only played because of her, he only ate when she ate, etc. without her he just stopped. and then he started to have seizures and fits daily. we got him blood tests, but he was suffering so badly. we made the decision to put him down. i didn't ask for donations this time, because i was so deeply embarrassed to ask for help again. but we are still recovering financially from that, as well as the parts of toos bills that didn't get covered from donations. my mother hasn't worked for a very long time, she's disabled and very sick, and she receives PIP from the government that only covers her monthly medications that are not covered by the NHS. my father retired early to become her full time carer, and we are living off his pension. i am too disabled to work, but because my mother already receives PIP and i live with them, the government are resistent to giving me any help - so i have zero income, and rely entirely on my parents.

this is jenny. she's a 14 year old cairn terrier, who loves when we garden because she wants to help dig holes. she helped us bury dexter and toos, digging their graves for them with my dads help. she's an angel, and loves people so much she likes to escape under the fence and join other families for awhile. one time she got into someones back garden and asked to come in as they were eating lunch. she really hates flies, and will try to bite them out of the air (she has never succeeded but i believe she will one day). she will rub her face against you until you start stroking her, and will growl and even bark if you stop! we don't have the money to take jenny to the vets, for a checkup or for anything they may want to do. this has been an ongoing issue, but toos and dexter took priority, and it hasn't been a bother to her. she existed as normal for a long time, but that's since changed.

jenny has this lump in her mouth, it is larger than the picture shows, but she is a nightmare to force open her mouth since this got so big, i think it's uncomfortable or painful for her. she can't properly close her lips now, and it has pushed all her front teeth away, misshaping her mouth, and sometimes it bleeds profusely. eating has become difficult for her, she can't eat anything hard, and currently will only eat soft human foods like rice, scrambled egg chopped up so small she doesn't have to chew, and things like soups and gravy. she's lost a lot of weight, and i'm getting frightened. to add onto it, i've found lumps like this across her body. i've done as much research as i can, and i believe it to be an oral tumor, it fits, and it looks right, and it spreading across her body is called 'full staging'. and going by all i've read - they will want to remove them in surgery. according to my research, this will cost anywhere from £585 - £4,740 for just the lump in her mouth. that's not including any checkup/test costs, or the other lumps on her body.

she hasn't been to the vet yet, i don't have any secure goal or bills to share, just my assumptions and beliefs from researching myself online. my parents refuse to take her because we can't afford it. i want to save up money, have it in my bank, and show them that we can help her now, before it gets worse, or it's too late. as i said before, i don't have any income, so the only way i can do this is with help.

here's a link to my paypal.me

the icon is a little mouse, and the @ is rivellon

i struggled so badly posting the first post like this for toos. i felt so guilty and embarrassed and ashamed. but i have no choice again, i want to help jenny. i don't want her to suffer. and selfishly, i can't handle losing another dog so soon. this year has been waking nightmare, and i need your help to stop it getting even worse.

please reblog and share, even if you can't donate.

thank you for reading.

[nordidia]

vent/comfort art to keep myself present during ptsd flashing

[spaciebabie]

what did phantom chica expect ta happen? well. not this.

follow up ta this post

which was a follow up ta this post lol

[gomzdrawfr]

I didnt know long pressing the heart / like icon makes a small puff of likes thats so cute

[punctuation-completionist]

okay, so, i just realized i never said this, but if i ever reblog something from you and you want me to take it down, please do just shoot me an ask explaining which post it is and like. try to make it clear that's what you're getting at (ie, if you just send me "fuck you never reblog my stuff i hope you die" i am not going to understand that inherently as a request and more of as a dick move)

because, genuinely, i don't wanna be reblogging something that you're uncomfortable with and if i ever fail to read the room, it's probably a mistake and i would love for you to tell me that i made one.

[quinloki]

What's a little purity between friends?

Thanks to a friend, I find I'm curious

https://ricepuritytest.com/

It's a long list of 100 things to click - I'm willing to bet I've got the "high" score of my followers, but I'm curious to see if that's the case.

Feel free to send your score, your OC's score, or the score you head canon for your favorite character.

I'll post my score Friday ^_^

[shellibocs]

I'm fine! I'm good! Yeah, I'm perfect / I'm fine! / I'm fine!

gifs by @loriane-elmuerto 🫶🏻. template.

tag list! (opt in/out) @jamessunderlandgf @auricfog @lavampira @queennymeria @chyrstis @derelictheretic @benwishaw @boldly-ho @spookyrares @devil-kindred @florbelles @roofgeese @ruvviks @strangefable @confidentandgood @leviiackrman @carrionsflower @simplegenius042 @thedeadthree @socially-awkward-skeleton @imogenkol @malefiquinn @risingsh0t @neonshrike @d-esmond @captastra @gothimp @statichvm @calenhads @poetikat @nonfunctioning-queer @ghostfvcker @dickytwister @inafieldofdaisies

[pokeficdaily]

[hauntinghyrule]

well shit

[futuristichedge]

[shitty-proendo-blackout-posts]

DNI!

Endo haters

[gideongrovel]

Brook seems like the kind of guy who buys full pajamas sets to sleep in,,,, however Gideon couldn't be bother with all that, it just wears Brook old touring merch tee shirts as his jammies 😴

Taglist; @frankenbridez @goldenshrine @pinkdinkydoon @bobmckenzie @eternally-smitten @cherubdulce @ilovekirei @citrus-selfships @negativespiritapologist @ssozo @taintedloveletter @fates-theysband @sweettoothselfships @dissonantyote @wesleypresleys @keyblade-ships @luaseternal @frozenhi-chews @bioexorcizm @k1ssmeinmydreams @bipocselfship-archive want to be added or removed let me know

[fiveminuterice]

controversial take i think but i don’t like when artists say “don’t like without reblogging” on their posts or say they’ll block people who like their art without reblogging. i say this as an artist, if you feel upset often enough by people who like without reblogging then that’s not on them that’s on you. and i say this is gently as possible. you are not owed engagement.

[sunsrefuge]

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[suckishima]

a dumb thing about myself is that im much more comfortable being excited about and gushing over things i only like a little bit whereas im absolutely mortified at seeming even mildly enthusiastic about things i love

[barracuda-shark-games]

Does the noblewoman have a little dog that gets scared very easily?

Yes and she wants more cheese and macaroni RIGHT NOW!!!!

Haha I often don't think about how her name is Muriel because her nickname and preferred name amongst friends is Muir, so that's how I refer to her in my head. Gonna update that on the RO page because it's what I use for her tag. :')

(Also ngl it took me a minute to get the reference and the first thought in my head was a trembling crusty white dog in a handbag, which is also so funny to picture if you know what Muir's secret lifestyle entails.)