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Tash | 30 something | they/them | AO3 | I don't know what this blog is anymore. I am a kpop fan, ql consumer, occational gamer, parent of 3, and loudly anti-capitalist. If any of the above bothers you, feel free to block or move on.
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I haven't posted in a couple weeks. Partially from depression, partially because I was on a family vacation. I hoped I'd feel more positive after the vacation but I still just feel.... blah. Like what's the point? In anything. Even stuff I want to enjoy I don't like as much as I want to. IOMT and Pinata I'm looking at you. I was feeling it before the election but it's just kicked into over drive since then. Because I feel like even if I start to enjoy something, I'm not supposed to. Which in theory I know isn't true. I know I would tell someone else that even in hard times we are allowed to find joy, in fact it's almost more important then. But internalizing it is hard right now.
#I probably need to unfollow some people or block some tags I just can't handle the real world right now#I've been lurking on tumblr still but every post about stuff even ones encouraging positivity just make me upset#I might need to talk to my doctor about adjusting my bupropion dose or something too idk#Anyway... I want to be back but I'm struggling to do anything but complain so we'll see I guess
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#i dont want to get out of bed#i want to wake up again and have this be a horrible dream#what bothers me most is its not even close!#a republican hasnt won the popular vote in years but he wins it this time?#what the fuck is wrong with people?#like damn maybe im with the crazies now#blow it all up wipe it all out the good really cant over balance the evil humanity does deserve to exist#i should just say the us i know its not the world but its not like elections in other places are going much better#its hard to be hate men when things go like this... like yes women voted for him too#but its mostly men pushing to keep women pregnant and chained to the stove#im just so disgusted and angry and... im not normally one to lose hope but seriously what the fuck?
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GMF 2024 | cr.
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SEONGHWA 241103 GRAND MINT FESTIVAL
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I might stick my head in the sand until tomorrow now. I just can't stand the anxiety. And all the stuff on my timeline begging leftist/progressive people to vote pisses me off to no end.
How is a Trump presidency better for Palestine??? When he gives Isreal more weapons and free reign, what then? Hypothetical abstaining voters, will your conscience be clear then? Is that some how better than a wishy washy call for peace and more aid? I get neither are great but god damn. And that's just the tip of the iceberg. Wtf are you doing playing with fire and risking a second Trump presidency? Even if you dislike Harris, if you are trying to put out a fire maybe stop the person from adding gasoline to it before yelling at the person standing around doing nothing. Right? Why does this need explaining?
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“There are other forces at work in this world besides the will of evil.”
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So yeah about an hour
I assumed it would be less busy during the day but apparently I was wrong. I normally vote in the evening, and there's barely any line. But I'm trying to vote now and I'll be here for at least an hour.
#we have ranked choice voting in my state...#i voted literally anyone but trump ... harris 1st choice
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I assumed it would be less busy during the day but apparently I was wrong. I normally vote in the evening, and there's barely any line. But I'm trying to vote now and I'll be here for at least an hour.
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choi jongho according to the tumblr tags — happy jongho day 2023! 🎤🐻🎂
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is anyone else terrified of the violence to come after the election or is it just me because there’s no way the cult is taking it lying down
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[Golden Hour Pt.2] To ver.
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#probably why there's such an overlap with hockey#seems to be the least homophobic sport#though... i mean women's soccer is right there too
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WOOYOUNG in BIRTHDAY
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Seonghwa ☆ 'Crazy Form' MV making film
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#ateez#waaaaah so preeeeeeeetty!!!!#yunho showing the most skin i am new and dont know for sure but seems like a first lol#this makes me want to get back to my fic because Seonghwa looks so much like a fae prince in this😍
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If the manager that lives with Yunho and yeosang is the same one that everyone calls "the handsome" manager then he's basically the 9th member of ateez lmao
#i dont think it is the same person because i feel like Yunho might have mentioned it when he was talking about being jealous#but maybe not and honestly we probably shouldn't know who it is
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