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expelliarmus · 8 months ago

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#mine #doctor who #dwedit #matt smith #karen gillan #:D #hi friends it's been a few days!!#i had to get report cards done and i think i'm mostly finished now #ok gonna go watch some shows before sleep time #good night!!!

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b4kuch1n · 1 year ago

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siren

#bakuspecial #cw: nudity #cw: body horror #monster #siren! I think. they're bird to me #I think this has been brewing since that stream mim did of drawing dnd monsters only from official text description #and when the official art for the sirens were shown I was like. oh thats just a woman with wings #lmao like. granted. its an official dnd book available for all audience. you cant make it too Bad To Look At #(I do not agree with this but it wasnt about me. if its about me its gonna be about very few people lmao)#but yeah. after that I got slightly too into the idea of putting more bird into birdwoman #but I also do genuinely love monsters that are Rearranged Human Parts so. I couldnt commit too much to the bird scales Im so sorry #I wanted the fleshiness. the feel. textural experience of holding her hands and being like oh that's a human #even when ur eyes tell u otherwise. mmm #...I looked to my right as I was typing these tags and saw. the fucked up pikmin I tried to sculpt the other day along with the pin #and got startled #its so. its so fucked up. gods. dusty white naked grainy parsnip #I used to have that one doll I butchered wanting to customize in a box next to me and thats way less upsetting than this. man #its perfect actually I will never throw this thing away. anyways #now. now I go to bed. its sleep time for the baku #have a good night lads! you CAN have it both way easily you just need a big bat

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oc3anic-ang3l · 11 months ago

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[texting]

Nico: what’s a conspiracy theory you guys believe in?

Percy: every time a new chicken sandwich releases

Nico: what?

Jason: the CIA got him before he could finish

#just found out the show aired #i mean i’m gonna watch it but idk where it’s going to take this fandom #also idk if i should keep being delusional and posting on this blog #i’m running on a few hours of sleep so this def doesn’t make sense #heroes of olympus #percy jackson and the olympians #percy jackson #nico di angelo #percico #pjo/hoo #pjo memes #percico memes #nicercy #pernico #lowkey worried for when this day would come #and here we are #not sure where to take this blog now tbh

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paranormaljones · 2 months ago

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so i have my first official dnd character now

his name is Dusk and he's a silly little caracal-inspired tabaxi bard cowboy guy okay i have to go to sleep now bye

#i'm actually insane over how good he turned out #took me a few days but i'm very happy with the results #i hope to be drawing him a lot more in the future #and actually playing him in a campaign next month >:D #also cake if you see this i promise i was trying to go to sleep #and then i remembered that i wanted to change one little detail before i forgot #and then changing one little detail turned into finishing the whole piece #and now i'm gonna go sleep XD #dnd art #dnd character #original character #oc artwork #oc art #dnd oc #dnd #dnd 5e #my art #spirit of dusk

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imogenkol · 2 months ago

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update on the whole tooth situation: I need surgery 🙃

#ngl it’s been a……ROUGH 24 hours #barely had much sleep and the pain has been near constant and terrible #and got probably the worst news I could have gotten for this so just not feeling great all around #but I’m on antibiotics and painkillers. just been white knuckling it through the night hoping it gets easier #I think it is #anyway idk how active I’m gonna be in the next few days #and it’s my birthday tomorrow….who knows how that’ll go now #I have the best friend in the entire world though who has been with me through this whole ordeal 🥹

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andorerso · 5 months ago

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I think I lost my rebelcaptain pin 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢

#it was pinned on my bag and now it's gone!!#idk how it happened but i am actually devastated #no for real im gonna go cry myself to sleep #it's just like when they died........#shut up sissi #it wasn't that expensive so i'll think i'll rebuy it #i'll wait a few more days just in case but im pretty sure it's gone #whoever finds it better take good care of them

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selamat-linting · 1 day ago

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resignation letter is the most potent painkiller. i love you resignation letter i love you one month notice <3

#tmi but im regular again and literally the only change is because i've been eating enough to shit daily #i was in such a bad headspace these past few months that i could barely bring myself to eat #i'd go to sleep with my work uniform still on and wake up willing myself to get up for 30 mins and then brushing my teeth and going to work #with the same clothes i slept in #i stopped hanging out with my friends. i had nightmares abt my job.#i can only take care of myself on my days' off and i cant grok anything other than shallow entertainment like wrestling #everything else is too much for my brain to handle. i'd simply forget everything i read or play or even listen to #those three months are miserable lmao #its not just my job... its also the family issues i've been dealing with #yknow remember when i said i could have died? yeah that shit was real. fuckin love it when my mom admit my dad have the capacity to be a #family annihilator. but... since my dad have a job to keep him busy and we moved to a house where me and my sister and #my mom and dad get to have our own rooms... and my dad get to live near his old friends and family...#things have been getting better. usually we had a physical fight every two months but it hasnt happened yet and i seem to get on with him #better now. so... i guess im gonna be okay. i've been so tired and trapped #stuck between two places that are both physically and emotionally draining with no reprieve #things are changing. and i find that to be comforting despite how up in the air the future might be. i might be screwed but also? what if #i'll be fine? im at a point where im accepting any drastic changes even if its for the worse #funny how i used to like my job a lot. i guess im not to be comfortable with anything long term #posts about my life

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agendratum · 3 months ago

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#me quietly to myself: am i finally ready... to follow the skz people blogs I've been living at for at least a year now anyway?..#I'm with my usual bullshit pay me no mind #people who already know know ajhsjd #this thing where i can't follow new people because the dash seems overwhelming as it is #(and by new people i mean people whose blogs I've been visiting daily for a year yes)#and recently yes im feeling like my dash is actually a bit overwhelming #i sometimes can't even catch up with it after i wake up (a thing that is normal to want and possible to archive)#but also im literally like at the skz people's territory all day every day #spending more time over there than on my dash #like maybe it's time #besides today with the livestream and everything #i was sitting there so cozy thinking like ah we're watching this together it's so nice #the only thing that would make the experience better is me actually FOLLOWING PEOPLE #anyway I'll sleep on it and like again pay me no mind this is the brain issues i just seem to have #still such a funny problem to have #as far as I'm concerned most people on tumblr follow so many more blogs #and i get overwhelmed with just a few #you'd think I'm not having fun on here but thats not true #but i am in fact always have more fun on here when i manage to psspspsp someone with the same interest #i love tags reblogs replies i love these interactions #and the funny little follow button makes all this so muuuuch easier #alas the brain bugs that are eating my brain are never asleep #but still I'm gonna go sleep and im gonna just be chill about all this #thanks for coming to the least making sense ted talk #chattering

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youredreamingofroo · 6 months ago

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i've just been reminded of one of my favorite things in all of RDR2 and it's Arthur's journal,,, I loved doing stuff around the world, hunting specifically, and remembering that Arthur will just passively and occasionally draw or write something,,, There's something beautiful about that which makes me love the game so much more, like I would scope out some birds, discover a new species and the next day when I woke up and checked the journal, Arthur drew those birds and it just made me smile, it makes him feel much more human, and makes the journal much more worth it to look at and isn't just some feature to tell you about this or that, it's *actually* a journal that he uses,,, Now granted it is a bit weird that his journal has infinite pages, but idc LMAOO I'm just here to appreciate the beautiful nature of Arthur's journal

#depending on how I feel. You guys might see me gush more about RDR2 for the next few days since im installing it rn #I got both console and PC RDR2 at lucky times. Ultimate Edition on my Xbox for 20 bucks and PC RDR2 for 20 bucks 😩😩#games that i will never stop gushing about: far cry 5. far cry new dawn. rdr2. rain world. voices of the void-#-and stardew valley. (theres a lot more but thats all im gonna list for now)#anyways I love Arthur's journal it's one of my favorite features in the entire game and i cant wait to play it on my laptop gn 😴🛌#< (not going to sleep LMAOO)#rdr2 #(i will add a varooity tag for rdr2 eventually dw)#yapping

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novelconcepts · 8 months ago

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The degree of RAGE I feel every time I listen to an interview with and/or about a nonbinary person/character, and the interviewer just is allergic to they/them pronouns. Like. My dude. My good bitch. My brother in Christ. The whole POINT of this conversation is the enby thing. How are you failing THIS badly?!

#this dude bringing up an enby actor to an enby actor and using ONLY she/her pronouns for like two straight minutes #they should not HAVE to say ‘them. them.’ to correct you. you should be SO on that #I mean do better in general but ESPECIALLY in these circumstances #it’s so apparent when people just. refuse to try. and it’s fucking infuriating #also for this man to be talking about a movie that is LARGELY about gender expression and being nonbinary #and just be constantly reducing it to a 'love story'#like. no. it's not that. i mean you can take that out of it if you like (that man was AWFUL so i choose to uh. not.)#but the story was ABOUT gender. and gender presentation. and gender identity and looking a certain way but BEING a different thing inside #and to reduce that to 'a love story' to ensure this story is given half to this man who frankly does not narratively deserve it #is such a dude thing to do. to write and then to see in the finished product. whereas a queer person. an enby person. is gonna be like.#well. LOT more going on there actually. the 'love' is a weird complex backdrop for the actual things going on.#anyway. apparently that's my soapbox for the day #just reminds me of a few famous queer female movies where the story inevitably becomes ABOUT the bland white man who somehow convinces them #to sleep with him/date him/whatever. like. i. hated those movies as a teen and i hate them now. let non-men have their stories without dude #if they must be there do NOT pull the focus from the non-men to make sure the cishet boys aren't left out. this isn't for you. stop it.

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orcelito · 13 days ago

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Did driving practice today. Actually did parallel parking practice this time, even tho I really didn't want to still. Finally got it into my head that I can maybe do this.

SO......

I have scheduled my driving test. For November 13th, 3 weeks from today.

#speculation nation #IM SO NERVOUSSSSS but i need to do it. i need to. worst case scenario i fail and have to try again another day.#i was actually gonna try to schedule for a week from today but they were full up for the next 2 weeks.#so. 3 weeks! my therapist is gonna be happy for me when i tell her haha #this is. something ive been avoiding for over 10 years now. but i decided at the start of this year that This would be my year.#Year Of Unfuck My Life. and im finally doing it. im going to finally get my license.#it's so. huge actually. a similar level of Holy Shit factor as me graduating.#which seems like an uneven comparison but honestly ive just been so so so scared of this driving test #an insurmountable obstacle bc i was stuck at school away from family to help me practice etc etc #very tied up with me being stuck at school for so long actually. the neverending purgatory of being Stuck In Place.#but my cousin lives closer to me now and hes been helping me out. and i am so very grateful.#augh augh augh augh. life is so busy and it feels like everything is happening at once AAAAAAAAAAAA #but im taking it all in stride. i am. oh god i might have to just practice and then take my audition video all on the same day.#bc i am too tired to deal with it rn and i have an exam tomorrow so idk if i can practice then. also i have to clean.#i will make it work. i will make something work. for the love of fucking god i will make it work.#no time to write barely any time to relax but thats okay i am Go Go Going and trying to keep enough time to sleep #(prior few nights being the..exception lol.)#i certainly wouldnt want to live this way for too long. but just a few more months. i can do it.#next semester hopefully wont be as busy. i'll have 3 hard classes but if im lucky they wont even have much homework.#i can do it. i can get through it. i will get my license in 3 weeks (manifesting) and i will get my own car.#i will find a new apartment to live in. i will Hopefully find a job.#within a year my life is going to be much much different.#my life is Already much much different than it was just a year ago. tho this year has been more... metamorphosis.#in a year's time. i will be 28 years old. and the pieces will Finally be falling into place (hopefully!!!!!)#for now. god i need to rest. will probably go to sleep early tonight. need to be rested for my exam tomorrow.#first tho i gotta shower and feed both me and the cats. yes.

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ratinthevoid · 7 months ago

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why do we have summer already? last time i checked it was february

#im so tired #while i'm already chronically fatigued any temperature above 15C is sucking the remaining energy out of me #don't get me wrong i'm happy to have one warmer day and go out on the sun for a while #but soon i won't be able to sleep again and i'm gonna be a ghost for few months #and everything gonna be sweaty and ughh the horror of wearing less clothes or dying in jeans on 30 degrees #it cam stay how it is now fine but we can't have summer yet boys i can't take it

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rosicheeks · 2 months ago

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how is the sale going?

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#awful #genuinely don’t know if it was even worth it #I guess we shall see once my dad counts up what we made in total #but it can’t be that much tbh #I blame the fact that it was Labor Day weekend and the last weekend for my state fair #so feel like people are busy and not gonna go to a stupid garage sale 🤦🏽‍♀️#I didn’t know it was the last weekend of the state fair otherwise I would have been like ‘ehhh let’s do next weekends’#whatever whatever #i didn’t get any sleep last night #I accidentally snapped on my family a few times #I was not doing ok this morning #like at all #doing a little better now?#just kinda upset the sale was such a bust #I knew it wasn’t going to be huge but was hoping maybe one or two mom or grandmas would come through and buy a bunch of baby clothes/toys #but nah #most people came through and was like ‘sorry we don’t have any kids or grandkids’ and then they would leave #bah humbug #I’m exhausted #now I have to clean downstairs even though I’ve been nonstop going for the past few days #I just want to lay down and pass out 🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️#doesn’t help that I hate weekends #don’t remember the last ‘good’ weekend I had #my meds don’t seem to be doing shit #and I feel like a jumbled jambled mess #hopefully the day will turn around a little bit #need to get energy to shower and wash the grossness of the last week off tbh #thanks for asking though #how’s your weekend going? 🫶#ask

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bunnihearted · 8 months ago

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#so like late last night i started to get rlly panicky nd upset #bc it's v much looking like im gnna fail my english class. i need to be done next wednesday which means i need to work rlly hard #nd go to school extra to have a presentation nd do tests etc etc #nd im still in pain after surgery nd im rlly depressed bc of my physical health so i just dont think i can be strong nd make it this time #in my almost breakdown i wrote a self referral to the clinic/psych department for personality disorders....#it usually takes them around 2 days to answer you but this time at like 8am they sent me a message AND called me #(i think. im not certain it's them bc i havent checked the voice message or the reply lmaooo. but it should be them)#the thing abt having avpd is now im immediately stressed af nd i regret sending it. i donr wanna check their reply #also it might be bc i wrote a lot abt killing myseld etc etc nd now im worried theyre gnna be like girlie get checked in!!!! lol T-T #i just needed to be very clear nd act frsutrted nd desperate bc i have never gotten treatment in 10yrs nd im TIRED!!!!#my initial reaction is to avoid at all costs nd just pull my covers above my head nd pretend like i dont have to check their reply lol #i dont wannaaaaaa. i take it back i dont want help!!! its fine i dont wanna try or work hard let me rot #why did i do this!!!!! fml. anyway... i'll check later today bc since its early i can still use the excuse of sleepinf thru the days #many ppl working w mentally ill ppl understand that it's normal actually to switch the day around nd sleep during the days sksksk #but also i have no idea how many typos r in here bc im not wearing my glasses whoopsie #yeah.. anyway im gonna try to go back to sleep nd not think abt it #hopefully it wasnt even them calling 🤡 i know i HAVE to check later but not now i can take a few hours #then today i need to figure out if im gnna make one last attempt w my eng class or give up idk what to do

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trash-bin-ary · 1 month ago

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I can go on that ramble about the future and housing and aromanticism though now. It’s like man, the future is already something that is so inconceivable to me. To then have the sexuality that does not allow me to slot in the cookie cutter you find a romantic partner that you end up moving in with is terrible. And like In this economy I sure can’t live alone, and I know at least when I’m sick I desperately want someone to be there. And then there’s I’m likely to move around a bunch how do you deal with that housing, other than the work having paid housing. like constantly having to find somewhere that’s looking for roommates and it isn’t terrible? And then long term, when I find a job I stay at for a while (that’s remote so I’d love to live in a remote place) is it like I find a place to stay and then I’m stuck there forever and I just have to hope that I make good friends at this new place. (Friends that don’t want to live exclusively with a romantic partner no less.) I want to live with close friends so bad and I’m not sure if that’s a feasible thing for my future. I’m a person that has so much hope so I have to assume that yes it will work out, I do believe that. But man just hearing someone mention it, sparks that hope.

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taylor · 2 months ago

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still reeling over the fact that almost 2 months ago the guy i was talking to (not dating, but definitely 'seeing') took another girl TO MY AND MY ROOMMATE'S APARTMENT to FUCK HER ON OUR AIR MATTRESS while i was ON VACATION THOUSANDS OF MILES AWAY

honestly. how do i get myself into these situations

#followed by him being blackout drunk sleeping on our DOORSTEP the very next day #he said he thought it was weird i said i liked him so soon into meeting him #but he would constantly say shit like 'falling for you more now' and 'my friend told my sister i have a new gf now'#like OKAY HOMEBOY #so dude it's so fucked i'll give more details in these tags in case anyone cares for a lil more context #before my trip back to california for sdcc i talked to him #said hey i know we're not dating but while im gone for almost 2 weeks are we gonna mess around with other people? like where is ur head #he said 'you can sleep with other people because you have a higher sex drive than me but i won't be doing that but you go ahead'#and im like okay weird response but okay cool #before i ended up leaving actually i did end up hooking up w someone and when i came back to my apartment he said 'looks like someone had a #'fun night' but he said it like....in a salty fucking way and i was like ur not allowed to be mad bc you refuse to be in a relationship wit #me despite me LETTING YOU LIVE WITH ME AND MY BFF FOR THE LAST ALMOST MONTH #oh yeah that part too #he was evicted and was staying with us for a few nights that turned into almost a month #NO he did not pay rent YES he did eat all our food #YES im an idiot for not seeing his red flags sooner but i was infatuated #so anyway my friend goes 'he's salty you fucked another dude' and im like excuse me how the fuck is he gonna be mad when WE TALKED ABOUT TH #*THIS #now granted it was a day before my trip so it wasn't ON my trip that i slept with someone else #but im like. how are u gonna be mad im gonna go enjoy myself when you've made it painfully clear you want me but want 0 strings #so anyway while im in california my bff calls me like hey dude john is on our air mattress naked with another girl #i was like excusethefuckME #because 1. he wasn't supposed to be at our apartment anymore so i was surprised he was there at ALL #and 2. how are u gonna ever be living RENT FREE with someone and INVITE SOMEONE ELSE OVER TO FUCK IN THEIR PLACE #i could honestly go on but i doubt anyone read this far as it is #this situation has fucked me up #first red flag should've been his name being JOHN

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