#going straight into my jegulus playlist

[stillwithmeisonlyyou]

I have been recently getting back into the cure and holy shit regulus would be a goth motherfucker. His silent rebellion to his parents would be this.

Also i think i was probably too young to listen and understand the cure before like, rn is when the lyrics hit me (this is not me being like an old man gatekeeping the cure btw im literally 21)

Anywayy, some of the songs i have added to my R.A.B playlist and have been listening to on repeat recently:

"I leave you with photographs, pictures of trickery

Stains on the carpet and stains on the scenery

Songs about happiness murmured in dreams

And we both of us knew how the ending would be"

"Nothing I am

Nothing I dream

Nothing is new

Nothing I think or believe in or say

Nothing is true"

For this one you'd have to listen to the song but in my mind this song is siblings with want⬇️ but it has a more acquiescent vibe. Like you don't like how things are gonna go now but you have also accepted you can't change them. Where want is angry at the world for it, maybe someday is going with the flow of life, knowing the inevitable end is drowning. (I don't know what posessed me to write this at this moment but what even is cringe I don't know how else to word this anyway)

"However hard I want

I know deep down inside

I'll never really get more hope or any more time"

Would I be reaching if i said these 2 songs ⬆️ are like appointments but less depression and more dissociation? That's how it feels like to me

You'd have to listen to this one but here is how it goes:

"Floating here like this with you

Underneath the stars

Aligned

For 13 billion years

The view, It's beautiful

And ours alone tonight

Underneath the stars"

3 words: The progression. The dialogue. The contrast.

I literally cannot pick one bit for this song this is the most jegulus song to ever jegulus

I wanted to write my fav bits of the songs so you get an idea but i feel like i can never do that right with the cure songs? Like it is wholeistically a story and you won't get the full experience without the full context. I tried anyway tho.

[meowyjean]

i’ve made the mistake of associating hozier songs to fandoms so strongly, that i can no longer work while listening to hozier if i don’t want to be overcome with an overwhelming itch to drop everything and read a 300k-long fanfiction.

[im-not-drowning-you-are]

Remus “suggested” that I should do this. I personally see this as quite unprofessional.

I’m Regulus Black, if it is not obvious enough. If you call me anything else, especially my deadname, I will have Evan send Barty after you. Barty does not take transphobia nicely.

I use He/Him. If you use anything else, it’s off to Barty you go.

I am sixteen years of age, and I am a Slytherin.

I will not discuss my sexuality. It does not seem relevant.

Do not question my heritage. Nothing is wrong with it. I am, however, French. That is all I shall say.

I might occasionally use this for my poetry. If my so called “brother” interacts with my writing, I will auto-defenestrate. Do not test this. If you are not Sirius, you will likely find my poetry and ideas with #the poetry yet to be written and #the poetry of the stars

I do like to dabble with painting and many different arts from time to time. Ideas for these will most likely be under #the art yet to be done and #the art of the stars

My violin is one of my passions.

If you spell or use the wrong type of grammar, I will not hesitate to point it out.

I am not an illegal animagi. To suggest such, would be incorrect. Do not look into it.

My Acquaintances

@prongs-plural - Mon amour. Mon fiancé. Mon soleil.

@pandora-roses - She is my best friend. I do not have a lot of those, but she is one of them.

@girlinthemeadow - She is a little crazy, but I do like her.

@bat-b0y-barty - He is fine. I tolerate him more than I should. He only occasionally makes fun of me, so he’s perfectly fine.

@evans-roses - He is considerably better than Barty. Do I occasionally want to throw myself into the lake because of them both, maybe, but he is better. I murdered his relationship, though. I don’t deserve him.

@redwearingred - She is better than most, and is really nice to read literature with.

@everyhouseishaunted - He is a great person to read pieces of literature with.

@snuffles-loves-the-moon - If you see him, run. Or he will. Depends on who you are in relation to him.

@marlene-mckickin - I do not know he well enough beyond her friendship to Lily and the fact that she is dating Dorcas.

@go-lonedove-xo - He is the book man. Pandora seems to enjoy his company. I killed him.

- I do not interact with him much, so I cannot say.

@mary-mary-not-contrary - She dislikes my brother, which is always a positive.

@dumb-german-boy - He is in my brother’s so called “boy band.”

@frank-n-bottom - I barely know him.

@alice-the-fortescue - I barely know her.

@paintsandpencils - She is friend of Remus.

@euphemia-effie-potter - Mrs. Potter. She is the mother of my fiancé.

@narc1ssa-bl4ck - Je jure que si tu gâches ma vie, je vais foutre la tienne en l’air.

@bella-donna-black - Je la déteste. Je la déteste. Je la déteste.

@beetlethebards-second-coming - Elle me fait du mal. Elle me fait du mal. Elle me fait du mal.

Playlists with my friends and others are located below.

If you want to join, just ask @bralnwashed or myself (or literally anyone. Someone can get you in touch)

I do have a life, so I won’t be active 24/7

My regular account is @the1970sdeadgaywizard-regulus

I write things there

I use he/him most often, but literally anything is fine

My name is Regulus (wow, inception)

I DO NOT MEAN TO BE RUDE WHEN GRAMMAR POLICING, IT JUST MAKES SENSE

If there is anything that I end up reblogging here that makes no sense, chances are I was stupid and didn’t switch over accounts

I do not normally speak like a sickly Victorian child. These few sentences, however, do seem to prove otherwise. That could quite possibly just be an issue that only occurs to me.

Do I curse? Idk. We’ll see as time passes (I do when I deem it necessary or in character)

I don’t support JKR. Also, basic stuff, if you are a jerk, you will be blocked. I don’t take hate. Constructive criticism, sure, but hate of people who have done no harm, heck no.

I do actually love the arts and play violin.

I am a Slytherin.

I use passive aggressive periods for the heck of it. It seems very Reg.

Any French that I may use will probably be translated. I will check a few times using different things, though.

[allamericanb-tch]

you signed up for this thoughts (1)

currently riding off the adrenaline rush that was doing my final project for english literally 30 minutes before it was due. will i be pulling an all nighter? i hope not. i have things to do tomorrow. but it is entirely possible. it is currently 12:11 am on may 4th. i will be back with the time when i stop reading. ok. it’s 1:50 am and im done with chapter two. i’m tired but also im not but im going to force myself to sleep bc ill regret it if i dont. 

chapter 1

guys i need long rosekiller fic recs. this is so irrelevant but

cruel summer! i love swifties.

modern AUs are really starting to grow on me

guys i love dorcas so much she’s so cool i’m in love with her 

celsius jump scare (i just looked up the conversion and 30°C is 86°F which is PERFECT WEATHER what is regulus yapping about)

“honestly, straight guys. a mystery to regulus.”

“dorcas is almost too gay to function.” we should totally just stab caesar!!!

they’re in spain why did i think they were in australia

BARTY?!

yes dorcas you ARE a bad bitch

i’m living for dorcas and regulus friendship

lily! my love <3

remus!

JAMES POV!!! james is my favorite guys i love him so much

is james hispanic in this omg (wait yeah that would make sense if this takes place in spain…) hispanic james is so dear to me

MARLENE!!!! just a mention of her but i love marlene. so. much.

no why is he being mean ☹️ i mean i get why but james fleabag potter is the most Genuinely Nice Guy to every Genuinely Nice Guy

peter!

frank!!

hogwarts spa and resort 😭

regulus pov again!

rip bartylus ☹️

six weeks!

the tired is setting in i might just read one chapter and then go to sleep

omg black brothers reunion when??

james pov again! i’m glad this fic clarifies the povs i like that

eeee jegulus

sex wax mention

regulus pov again again! 

dorcas calling remus “tall dark and handsome” genuinely that phrase confused me so much for so long (it still does) like im just imagining them being enveloped in a perpetual shadow

what the fuck is a half british half american accent with a spanish twang

this fic is irking me, but generally all modern AUs do

“there go his plan for ogling” REAL

james pov again again!

sirius!

not lily thinking regulus is dorcas’ boyfriend

sirius is a short queen and i love him 

remus pov!!!

eeee sirius

wolfstarwolfstarwolfstar

PANDORA!!!!!!!

i love remus and regulus friendship

i love long end notes

chapter 2

“But also, he’s so freaking tired.” james being the realest ever

enemies to lovers wolfstar

SIRIUS BEING 5’5 i love it

regulus pov! 

oooooo

jegulus is jegulusing

i have to pee SO BAD rn omg

eee james pov

oh me oh my 

remus pov! 

dorcas!!!!!

regulus pov again 

chapter 3

i am back many hours later (i am driving to prom) (don’t worry i am not the one driving)

excited for this one

i have no idea what the work aspect of this fic is about

STOP DONT CALL SUNSCREEN CREAM AHHH

“i’m weird. i’m a weirdo. i don’t fit in. i don’t want to fit in.” 

platonic prongsfoot ❤️‍🩹

“i want to be marlene when i grow up” REAL

i hate the way paraphernalia is spelled so much

dorlene!!!!!!

marlene 😭 i love her so much

ew stop saying tall dark and handsome it’s so wattpad

dorlene is dorlening

i think regulus is going to stumble upon sirius rn

I KNEW IT AHHH

and he’s running away

AH james

jegulus is jegulusing

oh my god

this is so wattpad and im living for it honestly

“hello brother” BAH STOP

regulus having a canis major tattoo ❤️‍🩹

chapter 4

i stopped reading and it is now one more day later

james is so. james.

“Grumbling under his breath, he connects his phone via Bluetooth and finds his one sad playlist. It exists for emergencies only, but he thinks this qualifies.” HELP

regulus has been found 

jegulus jegulus jegulus

james 😭 

regulus having a peanut allergy

jamessss whyyyy ☹️

barty jump scare

stoppppp omg ew

lily!!!!!

pandora!! i love her so much

🎶you look like stevie nicks🎶

pandalily ?! eat. 

i love pandora so much omg

greyback ??

james and sirius 

chapter 5

what is 1700 in normal time

sirius leaving the note for regulus ❤️‍🩹 

remus “i can’t fucking stand you” lupin and sirius “you’re welcome to kneel” black

dorcas!

arepas mmm

dorcas!

PLEASE barty and regulus texting i can’t with them

i lpve moonwater

chapter 6

dinner ahhh

beer is literally just bread soda

james is such a mom friend

midnights !!!!!

NOAH KAHAN !!!!!

sirius has excellent music taste

jegulus ahhh

peter 😭 i love him so much

stop this is giving me the ick

WHAT THE F

i’m eating this enemies to lovers wolfstar up please they need to kiss so bad

jegulus

chapter 7

regulus just pining

yes sirius you’re absolutely right lost the breakup IS a banger

MATILDA IS NOT A SKIP

omg is it called you signed up for this bc of the maisie peters song. 

“There are only two reasons Sirius will get out of bed before eight am. Mortal peril or good waves.”

sirius and remus alone together ?!

KISS ALREADY

AHHHHHHH

wolfstar is wolfstaring

oh they’re really going at it

yeah that was really. hmm. i mean good for them honestly but

“Remus’ mouth twitches, then he looks at Sirius, who is trying very hard to avoid his gaze for some reason. It’s odd, and Regulus doesn’t like it. Did they have a fight or something?” yeah or something

sirius and regulus ☹️

marlene 😭 icon as always

james!

yay i love dancing

regulus being regulus (pining after james)

chapter 8

oh? hanky panky in this chapter ?!

no hablo español

regulus calling james mr darcy

THE HAND FLEX SCENE yes it is a classic

mcdonald’s so america core

james carrying an epipen for regulus ❤️‍🩹

omg they’re going dancing

james respectful king

omg daddy yankee mention we used to listen to his songs in middle school spanish class 

jegulus is jegulusing omg

sirius pov 

eeeee wolfstar happenings

moonwater friendship <3

CANNON FODDER 😭

chapter 9

lily!!!!!

pandora ?!

i love lesbian lily

pandalily!

keeping it platonic my ass

yeah inside joke. sure.

“If Mary finds out he took Remus into the staff corridor, she’ll neuter him” 😭😭

wow this author just loves the phrase “kisses their teeth”

i love sirius and regulus

BAH REGULUS AND THE TAYLOR REFERENCES i love him so much

regulus having no friends his whole life he’s just like me fr

james you menace

STOP SAYING CREAM IM BEGGING YOU

“While Regulus is having a small, private crisis” that’s one way to put it

i really don’t like barty in this which is sad for me because i love barty

“Do you really want to faint in front of Sirius like you’re a Victorian lady?”

what are they doing

please stop saying “#/10 would ___” it’s so millennial 

i was gonna stop here but i think i will read one more

chapter 10

hanky panky hanky panky

i love dorlene 

i love pandalily

we need more wlw centric fics if i was confident in my writing abilities that is what i would do

dorcas!! 

guys i love dorlene so much

being a multishipper is so fun bc i love marylily so much but pandalily eats every time

i love forced proximity

sirius having to run after remus bc sirius is Very Short and remus is Very Tall so real

oh they’re in the backseat now

oh jegulus

oh me oh my

THEYRE KISSING AHHHHHHH

stop i can’t believe it’s only been a week

they’re really going at it aren’t they

ew stop this is giving me the ick

ok im going to read another chapter

chapter 11

this is the last one i swear

sirius telling lily! underrated friendship frfr

marlene!

i love jegulus so much omg

i love the word magnanimous 

remus telling regulus

poor dorcas ☹️

“You’re like a pesky mosquito, you know that?” Remus groans, shaking his head. Unbelievable.

“Hmm, yeah, I guess. I mean, I’d like to bite you.” 😭😭 sirius you menace

regulus you menace

“You are a menace.” this is exactly what i’ve been saying

sirius jump scare

oh me oh my

i love pandora

oh ?!

ok reading the next chapter

chapter 12

oh me oh my

not imagine dragons 😭

hospital 🫡

eeeeee they’re kissing

wolfstar

sleepover ?!

why is this hilarious

sirius is such a menace

i love sirius and regulus so much

“Barty made Regulus feel like the world was against them. James makes Regulus feel like it’s them against the world.”

dorcas! 

dorlene ☹️

jegulus is jegulusing

ew stop this is giving me the ick

ok i actually have to sleep now 

[murderoushagthesequel]

12, 16, 24!

thanks for the ask, anon! <3

12. the unpopular character that you actually like and why more people should like them

oooo i feel like there's so many for this one. i went a bit into lightning era too. young molly weasley, peter pettigrew (this one is relative), pansy parkinson, percy weasley, rita skeeter (this one goes back and forth tbh). now explanations. molly, i just feel like there's a lot of potential for her character that isn't discussed!!! (which i will absolutely be adding into my fics). but like, think about how her parents must've treated her and her brothers for her to end up as the mother she did. also think about how fucking badass she would've been as a teenager! like yeah, she's a bamf in her 40s, but imagine her, single, childless, with not a care in the world just going around and doing whatever she pleases. peter!!! we all know how i feel about peter so i won't go too much into it but yeah. he's amazing (i will go into this more in another post if anybody wants to hear all my thoughts). pansyyy. ok so yes, she is an awful person in canon. but consider this... fanon pansy is amazing and she's my wife. i've also read some one shots where the reader is fr just like me :sob: and it makes me so happy. percyyyyyy. ok he is my baby. i love him so much. he just made a little mistake okay! he was outcasted by his family his whole life and so he wanted to do great things. yeah, he was a nerd, and his brothers relentlessly made fun of him for it, then he found the first person who appreciated (used) him (he didn't know, he was manipulated!) and he stuck by them. not to mention him trying to live up to the immense pressure he was under to live up to bill and charlie's legacy. but he realized he was wrong and he went back! and then his fucking brother died and he blamed himself for it. this man has been through enough!!! leave him alone!! (i can also write a whole thing about percy, i've hyperfixated on this man, i have a playlist and art of him and everything) MOVING ON i really jsut exposed myself there. rita! tbh i don't... like her? i just think she's interesting. i despise her in adulthood, but i think she was a really cool teenager. i would add bellatrix in here too but she gets enough love so she's an honorable mention. wow that was... long. i went on a bit too long about percy WHOOPS.

16. you can't understand why so many people like this thing (characterization, trope, headcanon, etc)

childhood friends to lovers (unless it's prongstail or my mlp jegulus characters). bartylus. straight james potter. straight mary macdonald. mean evan rosier or barty crouch jr. blackcest (i need to claw my eyes out every time i come across it). and so many more but this is all i can think of off the top of my head.

24. topic that brings up the most rancid discourse

women in the marauders fandom. y'all please just stfu already and let me enjoy my marauders content in pEACE.

[creekbeds]

not sure if in the end i did send you and ask to ask for your top three songs atm. i meant to do it but i sent lots to my mutuals so. here i am not knowing if i did. in i didn't send it already, what are your three top songs rn, love? <33

heyyyyy

okay my top three! let’s get into it

Villian by Searows this song is sooooo (honestly most of my music is just songs that i’ve related to a character) this song is so regulus black (ref. jegulus) and narcissa black (ref. nobleflower)

Free by Florence + The Machine this song is me dancing around my room spinning in circles laughing because life is good. there’s one line that im in love with “Is this how it is? Is this how it's always been? To exist in the face of suffering and death And somehow still keep singing?” i just think about it all the time

She Loves Me by Deadbeat Girl i found this on one of those recommendation playlists and it struck me straight through the heart (yes it’s sad and i’m reluctant to say that i understand how this song feels) i could go on but i simply cannot

[crazybutgood]

A casual comment to @getawayfox about me sharing her love for poetry resulted in a conversation that spiralled into the push I needed to get my poetry recs into the wild. It's made even better by the fact that I got to collab with her on it! El has made gorgeous banners to go along with what has become a three parter poetry reclist, and has added amazing recs to them too. We can't wait to share all of them with you. Here is part 1, with works written as poems! All works marked 📕 are recced by El, and those marked ✒️ are recced by me.

Poem-form fic:

✒️As Simple As This by @lettersbyelise (NR, 343) (Draco/Harry)

A poem. (A/N: Prompt by Writcraft: "There's something I need to tell you")

✒️Jegulus Marathon, Chapter 4 by starshipsilmaril (G) (James/Regulus)

✒️figure 8 by @triggerlil (T, 517) (Draco/Harry)

Draco is running from something and Harry is caught in the middle.

✒️Rhyme and Reason by Gemfae (Draco/Harry) (M, 1613) (Draco/Harry)

Draco writes several poems about his feelings for Harry during Hogwarts and the war. Harry writes a poem to Draco after the war. Getting together as told through poetry.

✒️vellum by @peachpety (M ,50) (Draco/Harry)

a body the canvas, the skin a vellum

✒️you're a opossum living in the trash can of my heart ♡ | playlist and (truly, magnificently atrocious) poem by @clarey-potter (T, 211) (Draco/Harry)

harry’s tipsy after ron and hermione's engagement party, and he's in a sappy, maudlin mood when he writes what he is well aware is the world's worst love poetry. it's not a disaster until ron's excitable owl snatches the VERY PERSONAL AND EXTREMELY TOP SECRET poem and delivers it STRAIGHT TO MALFOY. shut up. it is NOT his fault. the little hearts written around malfoy's name had NOTHING to do with it.

✒️love is right here by @phd-mama (G, 446) (Draco/Harry)

Poem I wrote for the summer writin' challenge. Challenge description here.

✒️a pinch of salt by orphan_account (T, 136) (Lavender/Romilda)

[salty fingers,/Rom likes to stay over sometimes/and her smell lingers]

Romilda becomes Lavender's rebound girl.

✒️To A Cat (On Seeing Her Basking by the Fire in the Staffroom) by @vdoshu (G, 123) (Minerva/Poppy)

Ever since the most recent Burns Night, Poppy can’t seem to get a certain poem out of her head.

📕middle distance by @leescoresbies (NR, 539) (Remus/Sirius)

i've only ever wanted one person to look at me it's an old, old story i read a lot of books, i know how this one ends (remus/sirius, unrequited longing)

📕you're on a motorbike with a beautiful boy by @leescoresbies (NR, 449) (Remus/Sirius)

remus and sirius during the war

Art + poetry:

✒️warm enough for the two of us by thelanguidcat (T) (Draco/Harry)

Okay, so Draco didn’t expect this at all. He doesn’t deserve this, not really. Doesn’t deserve him. But oh he wants to.

✒️[ART + SONNET] Introduction by @julcheninred (G, 100) (Gen) (Albus Severus Potter, Portrait Albus Dumbledore, Portrait Severus Snape)

Albus Severus Potter gets to know the men he's named for by asking them about the experiences, memories, and motives that shaped their lives.

✒️The Depths Where No One Knows  by aceveria (T, 283) (Draco/Harry)

For the Drarry Discord Drabble/Drabble Challenge. February prompt: Bubbles. Restrictions: Blue/Green color palette + one other color; 283 words.

✒️breakable heaven by @moondraconis (T, 281) (Draco/Harry)

Harry and Draco navigate their newfound love while hiding it from the outside world.

✒️the stars become them by SumthinClever (G, 232) (Draco/Harry)

In their isolated spot, they can finally be themselves.

✒️Suburbia by @starlitsilvereyes (G, 86)  (Draco/Harry)

Harry’s despair in poetry.

✒️ Be My Friend by @thejadewritergirl (G, 177) (Draco/Harry)

Harry knows that Draco doesn’t like the expectation of intimacy that most “dates” bring. So, instead he asks Draco to accompany him to the Christmas Ball a different way.

✒️Draco's Antlers by @mxmaneater (G, 373) (Draco/Harry)

Twas the night before Christmas, when straight up in bed/sat Draco with two cumbersome horns on his head./His confusion was high, and his panic was mounting—/as for this occurrence, there was no accounting.

✒️We Fall Apart, We Rise Together by @stargazing-enby (G, 102) (Draco/Harry)

The story of how Draco and Harry get together, as told by tree leaves.

✒️prompt: pensieve by @practicefortheheart (G, 53) (Draco/Harry)

✒️Hidden Away by @celilasart (T, 47) (Draco/Harry)

Your sweet blood on my red lips,/your soft skin under my fingertips.

📕Hawthorn (art by @ladderofyears and poetry by @candybarrnerd) (T, 133) (Draco/Harry)

Your eyes (a poem)

📕A birthday poem by Remus Lupin by @vagueenthusiast (G, 31) (Remus/Sirius)

📕And That Means Something (art by @a-loveunlaced and poetry by @aedwritesfic) (M, 1100) (Remus/Sirius) (CW: Depression)

Poem found in the journal of R. J. Lupin